to the “great cloud of witnesses”


9:11 am

One of America’s Spy Agencies Will Test Sentiment Analysis to Help Sniff Out Insider Threats

If the one-year pilot program is successful, a ‘full and open competition’ could follow to broaden the software’s use inside the National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency.

A spy agency plans to identify people within the organization likely to abuse their access privileges by analyzing pieces of text.

The National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency is investing in “sentiment analysis” technology, which generally works by parsing text and categorizing its author’s sentiment as positive, negative or neutral. NGA intends to sole-source an award for a 1-year pilot to WT Government Services, which sells such a system calledSCOUT Tool.

The pilot, to be operated by NGA’s Security and Installations Directorate Insider Threat Office, Behavioral Science and Engineering Divisions, is supposed to help the agency identify insider threats, according to a notice on FedBizOpps. WTGovernment Services is the only vendor who can modify its configuration, the posting said. 


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1:18 pm

Julian Assange ‘Sysadmins of the World, Unite’


9:52 am

“They don’t even think you’re human and they want you to die for them.”

Deserter Story Gregory Hines




10:03 am

NOTICE;  EVERY HACKER WHO HAS WATCHED  MY FATHER’S GOVERNMENT HARASS A TRUE CHRISTIAN… IS ON THE LIST.  Doesn’t that go without saying?  Have you not considered that reality?  You are a target, because you now know God is God.  Keith Alexander haunts your dreams.  Mark Zuckerburg screwed everybody he ever met, right?  Which techies bow to Israel?  We have many things to consider, and as soon as you STAND UP FOR TRUTH we can begin.  906-291-1376.  906-586-4629.  I forgot my address yesterday.  After all this training I still can’t remember numbers.


10:06 am

Here’s what I think:  those automatic translator-headsets worn by my father’s government’s goons can translate recordings into any earthly language.  Probably a few of the extra-terrestrials.  But, I do not think they translate into every language they’ve heard.  I think there is a very special list, above the red and green, above the red-white-and-blue, a list that shines golden:  a list of those who hear from God.  I’d put money on it.  If I had any money.  A lot of atheist-hackers are chewing their fists.  They might rather be chewing their fingerprints off.





5:47 am

Why won’t the veterans defend our rights?  Didn’t they take an oath?  George wears camo almost every day and my dad gets teary-eyed when he meets an old Korean in an elevator.  Their military service was honorable, and instructive… and they’ve left it far behind.  Our country is under attack, from within and without.  Our freedoms are GONE.  Our freedoms are GONE and next they’re coming for our very thoughts.  Will  WWIII begin at the Texas coast with Russian troops on the ‘homeland’?  Why did they begin calling America by the same nickname as Nazi Germany?  How long must Germany pay for America’s prior crimes?  America, the Beautiful, has bloody hands and hearts and we’ve got some serious stuff coming down.  Geo-engineering is DESTROYING THE REAL HOMELAND, our biological necessity!  A band of insurgents… that WE ELECTED… has taken over the control center and they are pushing buttons willy-nilly. The ENTIRE WORLD has rejected the US dollar and we’re still flashing our Michigan bankroll and feeling really safe.  WAKE UP VETERANS!  GROW A PAIR AND HELP US!



5:48 pm

OK Hacker-gods, it’s apparent that my father who has resources that could assist the momentum of TRUTH… will not step up to the plate.  Could you do me a favor?  Give him an orgasm from outer space.  (OK, maybe that wouldn’t work for a guy his age.  I’ll think of something else.)  Anyway, he MUST be awakened.  (You can do that too.)  He’s a hard worker and when he gets his priorities out of the gutter, he could help us.  Really.  (I know it sounds far-fetched but he could.)




2:06 pm

Man, if any white-hat goon could convince my father that you guys run the world, and that Clapper and Rogers are at your mercy, I’d be forever grateful.  I don’t know if he’s online ever, but you know how to find him.




6:44 am

If you ever plan to speak the truth, you must know about the Stasi


Gangstalkers actually break in.  My friend suffered many break-ins out west, and once she even chased a guy up a hill to a van with antenna-equipment on it.  Gangstalkers move items into different places, and destroy small things.  Once somebody went into my car, it was parked and locked in Ann Arbor.  I was campaigning and kept a cash-bag under the driver’s seat, with receipts and stuff.  When I returned to my car, the bag was gone and the doors were still locked.  Nothing else had been disturbed.  In my bedroom a few years ago, the window casing was entirely broken through, and a metal fixture for holding back the drapes had been ripped from the wall.  I slept in there every night.  (I could show anybody the damage.  It has not been repaired.)  Anything to mess with targets’ minds.  This stuff is VERY REAL and it is the future.  There is a Stasi operating in America, and if you haven’t met up with them yet, you will.
“One of its main tasks was spying on the population, mainly through a vast network of citizens turned informants, and fighting any opposition by overt and covert measures, including hidden psychological destruction of dissidents.”



2:21 pm

Tell me, is my dad not an asshole?   I respectfully submit this query to the great cloud of witnesses.  Can you even imagine what comprised his Father’s Day gift to my ex-husband, whom he has been leading astray for years and whose marriage he made untenable?  Can you guess?  A FRICKING RED-WHITE-AND-BLUE JACKET AND HAT COMBO!  It says, on both items:  “American Patriot”.  I will not see George in that para-military costume.    I’m the only American Patriot in this house. The greatest opportunity of millenia and George sleeps until after noon every day!  He won’t even plant a war garden and I ordered and started the seeds and had the ground tilled.  He registered my son for Selective Service!  What part of EVERYTHING is he not getting?
“I didn’t choose the thug-life, the thug-life chose me.”  (Ruthie)




7:49 am

Prisons Without Walls: We’re All Inmates In The American Police State

“As I got closer to retiring from the Federal Bureau of Prisons,” writes former prison employee Marlon Brock,“it began to dawn on me that the security practices we used in the prison system were being implemented outside those walls.” In fact, if Brock is right, then we “free worlders” do live in a prison—albeit, one without visible walls.

To those of us who see the prison that’s being erected around us, it’s a bit easier to realize what’s coming up ahead, and it’s not pretty. However, and this must be emphasized, what most Americans perceive as life in the United States of America is a far cry from reality. Real agendas and real power are always hidden.

As Author Frantz Fanon notes, “Sometimes people hold a core belief that is very strong. When they are presented with evidence that works against that belief, the new evidence cannot be accepted. It would create a feeling that is extremely uncomfortable, called cognitive dissonance. And because it is so important to protect the core belief, they will rationalize, ignore and even deny anything that doesn’t fit in with the core belief.”

This state of denial and rejection of reality is the essential plot of John Carpenter’s 1988 film They Live, where a group of down-and-out homeless men discover that people have been, in effect, so hypnotized by media distractions that they do not see their prison environment and the real nature of those who control them—that is, an oligarchic elite.

These things are in plain sight, but from the time we are born until the time we die, we are indoctrinated into believing that those who rule us do it for our good. The truth, far different, is that those who rule us don’t really see us as human beings with dignity and worth. They see us as if “we’re livestock.”

It’s only once Nada’s eyes have been opened that he is able to see the truth: “Maybe they’ve always been with us,” he says. “Maybe they love it—seeing us hate each other, watching us kill each other, feeding on our own cold f**in’ hearts.” Nada, disillusioned and fed up with the lies and distortions, is finally ready to fight back. “I got news for them. Gonna be hell to pay. Cause I ain’t daddy’s little boy no more.”

What about you?

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9:30 pm

Once again I thank you for your time and diligence in all that you have done and written in comments and letters, and I encourage you to fight the good fight every day, in all that you do.  I’m with you, and I feel stronger knowing that you’re with me, as well.  I look forward to hearing from you soon.

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6:06 am

There are clearly two groups of people forming:  1) those who like the status quo, and 2) those who will no longer tolerate abuse of the defenseless.  We can no longer plead ignorance of the satanic rulership of our race.  Failing to seek out truth is choosing the status quo, as presented to us by political/religious theatre and manipulation.  The inmates are running the asylum and we’ve got to pull a Randall McMurphy, and jump through the broken glass.  Our leaders rape babies.  Our leaders torture innocent housewives and destroy the peace. Our leaders abolished lying and our leaders see the writing on the wall. They’re doomed.  They will take as many of us along as they can.  “We’re fighting for our right to live.  To exist.”  (President, Bill Pullman, ‘Independence Day’)

Independence Day



7:25 pm

Our politicians do not even bother to lie anymore.  They’re flat-out saying, “Look, I don’t know what’s in the bill, but we’re going to pass it no matter what you think.”  Interpreted:  “I made a deal.”  Or possibly, “My personal history is in the cloud and I’m buggered.”   The results are pretty much the same, give or take a few blood-pressure points, but it’s absolutely pointless to cling to the shreds of dignity that remain to us.  They got us by the nuts already; tell your secrets before somebody else tells them for you.  The goons are not kind with the heart’s tenderest contents, and we can’t take it personally or we’ll go mad. Settle the issues of your heart before it is examined and tested.  “The whole world lieth in wickedness.”   Transparency will deflate their influence, one heart at a time.  It’s a good time to be an American.  Or whatever we are now. 



8:13 am

To Fight for Freedom, or to Fight for Empire – That is the Question

For Neo, in the movie The Matrix, the choice is incredibly clear: Freedom. He would rather the pain that comes from the truth of the Desert of the Real, than the ominous lie that is the Matrix. But the choice is also very clear for Cypher: Empire. As he insouciantly put it, “Why, oh why, didn’t I choose the blue pill?” Cypher gives up, cowardly deciding ignorance is bliss, forfeiting truth. Neo rises up, courageously deciding knowledge is pain, but so rewarding that it’s worth it.

Similarly, in the movie Avatar, the choice is beyond clear to Jake Sully: Freedom. Get busy remaining a crippled victim of an ego-centric, oppressive, over-reaching military or get busy becoming an interdependent hero with eco-centric morals and universal empathy and compassion? But the choice is also very clear for Colonel Miles Quaritch: Empire. He believes so blindly in the military code that his own loyalty and ego-centrism blinds him to the sheer magnitude of his immoral, uncompassionate, mass-destructive, murderous, and ecocidal rampage of a peaceful people and an interdependent cosmos.

Likewise in the movie Divergent, the choice is clear to Tris Prior: Freedom. She perfects a balance with Abnegation (selflessness), Amity (peacefulness), Candor (honesty), Dauntlessness (bravery), and Erudition (intelligence), in order to leverage freedom into an otherwise unfree system of human governance. But the choice is also clear for the ominous Erudite leader Jeanine Mathews: Empire. She is thoroughly convinced that oppressive divisiveness is the only way to maintain order, not realizing that her blind obedience is at the cost of truth itself.

The fight for freedom is a fight for non-violent (but ruthless and robust) anarchy: a healthy eco-centric, egalitarian balance between nature and the human soul. It is a fight to create something new: a peaceful, courage-based, relationship-based lifestyle that has the power to trump the violent, fear-based, ownership-based lifestyle that is currently plaguing the human condition.

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7:55 am

“Those who profess to favor freedom and yet depreciate agitation, are people who want crops without ploughing the ground; they want rain without thunder and lightning; they want the ocean without the roar of its many waters. The struggle may be a moral one, or it may be a physical one, or it may be both. But it must be a struggle. Power concedes nothing without a demand. It never did and it never will.” –Frederick Douglass

7:30 am
Tomorrow is my anniversary; I’ve labored at this blog day and night for two years.  I’ve posted nearly 19 thousand articles on the news page alone.  When I began I couldn’t even cut and paste.  I researched my time of vomiting and being repeatedly immobilized,  and I documented the refusal of many people to address the issue of remote mind control annihilating human consciousness.  I’ve learned to depend on God more and I’ve learned that my family is in deep shit.  I’ve learned to trust again, and I’ve learned that I have value.  I think I’ll bake myself a cake.

7:10 am

“I support the option of Truth & Reconciliation for Orwellian criminals such as Mr. McCain, whereby they can live the rest of their short lives on a comfortable pension in exchange for the full truth of their crimes. I recommend this option so the 99.99% can learn the full truth, and prevent dangerous responses from the .01% criminals with access to lethal weapons.”
This is what we want.  (Other than absolute restitution)… “Truth and Reconciliation” is the ONLY thing that we, those of us in positions of victory over psychopaths…want.  And it’s been given us; truth is available at long last.  We will replace humanity’s trimtab with truth, thereby righting her course.  We will keep the repentant psychopaths under constant surveillance, but we will cause them no harm.  We’ll write history, as victors always do, and our words will live forever, because this is the final battle between good and evil.  (For humans anyway.)  Truth is here to stay and love is moving in.  They’re packing genuine forgiveness and trust.  It’s a wonderful day in the neighborhood.  (Did you know that Mister Rogers was a Navy Seal?  I think he even killed people.)

6:51 am

McCain asks for strategy to end terrorism. Here’s one: US military arrests .01% War Criminals like McCain

US Senate Armed Services Committee Chair, John McCain, says he prays for the US military to end terrorism in the Middle East.

Those of us awake to the long history of US-initiated Wars of Aggression began on lies share Senator McCain’s prayers. Therefore, we formally request US military to enact their Oaths of Enlistment to refuse all orders related to obviously unlawful armed attacks, and for US military officers to enact their lawful responsibility to arrest those who issue obviously unlawful orders associated with Wars of Aggression.

I support the option of Truth & Reconciliation for Orwellian criminals such as Mr. McCain, whereby they can live the rest of their short lives on a comfortable pension in exchange for the full truth of their crimes. I recommend this option so the 99.99% can learn the full truth, and prevent dangerous responses from the .01% criminals with access to lethal weapons.

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6:35 pm

Ever notice how it’s the ones with the right message who are persecuted?  They’re laughing at all of us, especially at the ones with the right message.  They laugh at the techies too.  Now that we know that even every commercial jet can be remotely controlled, take-off to landing, from a gamebox on Earth, it makes us feel a bit foolish for questioning whether Senator Wellstone’s plane was a drone. We think we know so much but they laugh all the way to the bank when we buy our new I-gadget.  Technology is VERY FAR ahead of where we’re permitted to believe it to be.  Way lots.  Where is my free energy?  I want my share.  We should all benefit from equipment and research.  These veiled matters concern our mutual heritage.  A few shallow men have determined to keep us in the dark about our capabilities, individually and as a race.   We must know these things so humanity can get BETTER, instead of more evil and sadistic and pathetic.  We must utilize technology to FIX PEOPLE.  The babies got ahold of the remote control and they need a time-out. “Please Lord, put an adult in charge of that TV once and for all.”
Individual dignity, every child knowing he’s “a treasure.”  Grassroots leadership from obscure wisdom.  Senator Paul Wellstone   2002



10:13 am

My dad understands, even if others do not, the tremendous favor I do him by exposing his foibles and my decent heartfelt requests.  He knows that if more people are watching us, the less the chance that one of us might ‘accidentally’ commit suicide.  I don’t suppose a lot of people think of that, but the hyper-vigilant consider every doorway out.  My dad is pathologically hyper-vigilant, and he’s seen fit to pass on the family skill-set.  I am no longer paranoid, thank you goons, but I AM EXTREMELY concerned about my family’s well-being.  I think we should all start talking, and we should take it on the road.  Why were you born?  For football games and shopping?  Let’s fix this world!  I also think there is a brief window of opportunity where hackers might be relevant.  They’re becoming obsolete!  We’re transhuman already and I’d like them to fix my world while they still can. “Repent!  For the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand!”
I do not like the manmade ‘hive mind’.  It’s uncomfortable, and I’d like to be a virus in the Borg but I can’t seem to replicate myself.  I wish I had the NSA on my team.  Or 2 hackers.  Two hackers and me and we got the earth back.  I feel like a recruiter.

10:09 am

People are making value judgments…in the NEWS!  This is very good news.  Also, people are talking about God.  A lot.  Secular people.  We’re watching a shift.  But the church-folk still hang on to government.  People should be getting spontaneously healed all over the place pretty soon. Hope it doesn’t mess with the doctors’ scheduling clerks.  I know my hands will raise the dead; I’ve known it for years, but ‘pastors’ wouldn’t permit me to talk about it.  I’ve been healed of so many things myself I just expect others to experience it.  That’s all I ever wanted, I never meant to be a burr under anybody’s saddle.  I just KNOW that everybody desires an altered state of consciousness and I know how they can come by one.  I’d like to share.  Even lots of teetotalers are gluttons and shop-o-holics.  Everybody wants to FEEL DIFFERENT.  I am the most poverty-stricken and isolated person I know.  I’m also the happiest person I know, and the most expectant of good.  This is FAR better than beer, which incidentally I haven’t purchased for going on two weeks. I really CAN ‘quit any time I want’.  (If God says to.  Otherwise there’s no point in even trying.)  I can do many things I could not do in my prime, so I guess I must redefine the term.  How does one figure the center point of eternity?  Do you have to use pi?  How does one determine one’s best life on a trajectory with no end to opportunity and assimilation and resources and real estate and soul-mates and the presence of God and inspiration and health and time?


2:58 pm

A Nation of Snitches

A totalitarian state is only as strong as its informants. And the United States has a lot of them. They read our emails. They listen to, download and store our phone calls. They photograph us on street corners, on subway platforms, in stores, on highways and in public and private buildings. They track us through our electronic devices. They infiltrate our organizations. They entice and facilitate “acts of terrorism” by Muslims, radical environmentalists, activists and Black Bloc anarchists, framing these hapless dissidents and sending them off to prison for years.

They have amassed detailed profiles of our habits, our tastes, our peculiar proclivities, our medical and financial records, our sexual orientations, our employment histories, our shopping habits and our criminal records. They store this information in government computers. It sits there, waiting like a time bomb, for the moment when the state decides to criminalize us.


“Kill the stoolie!” That was it, the vital link! A knife in the heart of the stoolie! Make knives and cut the stoolie’s throats—that was it!

Now as I write this chapter, rows of humane books frown down at me from the walls, the tarnished gilt on their well-worn spines glinting reproachfully like stars through the cloud. Nothing in the world should be sought through violence! By taking up the sword, the knife, the rifle, we quickly put ourselves on the level of tormentors and persecutors. And there will be no end to it. …

There will be no end. … Here, at my desk, in a warm place, I agree completely.

If you ever get twenty-five years for nothing, if you find yourself wearing four number patches on your clothes, holding your hands permanently behind your back, submitting to searches morning and evening, working until you are utterly exhausted, dragged into the cooler whenever someone denounces you, trodden deeper and deeper into the ground—from the hole you’re in, the fine words of the great humanists will sound like the chatter of the well-fed and free.

There will be no end of it! … But will there be a beginning? Will there be a ray of hope in our lives or not?

The oppressed at least concluded that evil cannot be cast out by good.


On the surface we were prisoners living in a camp just as before, but in reality we had become free—free because for the very first time in our lives we had started saying openly and aloud all that we thought! No one who has not experienced this transition can imagine what it is like!

And the informers … stopped informing.”

The camp bosses, he wrote “were suddenly blind and deaf. To all appearances, the tubby major, his equally tubby second in command, Captain Prokofiev, and all the wardens walked freely about the camp, where nothing threatened them; moved among us, watched us—and yet saw nothing! Because a man in uniform sees and hears nothing without stoolies.”


Purged of human filth, delivered from spies and eavesdroppers we looked about and saw, wide-eyed that … we were thousands! That we were …politicals! That we could resist!

We had chosen well; the chain would snap if we tugged at this link—the stoolies, the talebearers and traitors! Our own kind had made our lives impossible. As on some ancient sacrificial altar, their blood had been shed that we might be freed from the curse that hung over us.

The revolution was gathering strength. The wind that seemed to have subsided had sprung up again in a hurricane to fill our eager lungs.

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8:31 pm

“I can see a swathe of sinners sitting yonder and they’re acting like a pack of fools. Gazin’ into space and let their minds wonder ‘stead of studying the good lord’s rules.  Better pay attention, build your comprehension.  There’s gonna be a quiz at your ascension.  Not to mention any threat of HELL, but if you’re smart, you’ll learn your lessons well.”
“Learnin’ every line and every last commandment may not help you but it doesn’t hurt.  First you gotta read ’em.  Then you gotta heed ’em.  You never know when you’re gonna need ’em.  Just as ol’ Elijah said to Jezebel, ” You better start to learn your lessons well.”

8:09 pm


6:38 pm

Cry a While
“Well, I had to go down to see a guy named Mr. Goldsmith.  A nasty, dirty,  doublecrossing, backstabbing phony I didn’t hafta wanna hafta deal with…but I did it for you.  And all you gave me was a smile.  Well, I cried for you…now it’s your turn, you can cry awhile.”

10:29 am

My dad’s ad for the Newberry News:

“Because I did not like her politics or her prayer life, I lied to the state police about LINDA GOLDTHORPE and attempted to have her locked up.  Failing that, I stopped talking to her and initiated a smear campaign against her and her family, successfully ostracizing her from friends and the rest of the family.  Finding her pariah-hood insufficiently satisfying, I stole her home, that being her ENTIRE NET WORTH, attempted again to lock her up, and subjected her to some REALLY RIDICULOUS gang-stalking.  In the intervening years I’ve attempted repeatedly…to buy her off. I offered her things like bank stock and a credit card that I would pay.   Linda however, will settle for nothing less than restored relationships.  To that end, I promise to begin taking her to lunch once a week.  (I mean if she’s willing; I understand she finds my company tedious.)”
 Sincerely, and with abject apology for my dishonesty to 1) family, 2) church, 3) cops, and 4) community,
Robert D. Goldthorpe


9:43 am

Hey Goons.  Don’t come get me today; give my dad another day to stop being a dickhead.

9:32 am

I am secure, and I know who holds tomorrow.  Yet, I DID run for Congress on a platform dissing nearly everything our government does.  I KNOW that I will see a miracle that sets me free from concern about my future, but how wonderful it would be, if my family chose to recognize my ‘rebellion’ as an exercise of conscience that should be applauded…and protected?  Jesus has opened prison doors in the past…but we’re instructed to expect BETTER things in the time we presently inhabit.  Wouldn’t it be a wonderful thing if my parents stopped dragging their image-conscious feet… and gave me my rightful due?  Won’t it be wonderful when I can live in Canada?


5:00 am

We have an opportunity, nay, an injunction.  We are given an imperative, and our refusal guarantees utter darkness. But, if we say yes, we will see Heaven on Earth.  I can’t imagine he could have more clearly delineated the alternatives.  We can’t ignore this opportunity, and believe ourselves free.  Failing to choose is choosing to fail.  At this point, a failure will suffer far greater torment than any other fuck-up  in history.  Of the soul to whom much has been given, much will be required.  But at least, failures will feel so terrible about missing out on the greatest opportunity in history…on a PERSONAL level, that they won’t even care that their names are recorded for all eternity as the Benedict Arnolds of the Apocalypse.  Isn’t that sad?


3:31 pm

 New York’s Not My Home

Jim Croce 

2:59 am

“Dear Lord, I pray that every hacker in the world will put down his hot pocket for just a moment and DISRUPT A SINGLE INCIDENT OF EVIL.  Amen.”

2:23 am

I know a lot of things that would be hard to know if I did not know what I have consistently maintained that I know. For instance, I know a WHOLE LOT about how some hypothetical victim of REMOTE NEURAL MONITORING would react to such ungodly intrusion upon her thought life and habits.  I do not suggest that any unscrupulous researcher would use unwilling subjects to learn those things although  “I know a lot of things that would be hard to know if I did not know what I have consistently maintained that I know.”  If that were EVER the case, they would pay me for hijacking my brain waves.  This is America, after all.
I DO yet CONSISTENTLY MAINTAIN:  “I know a lot of things that would be hard to know if I did not know what I have consistently maintained that I know”,
Here’s a tiny example:    I know that if somebody-somewhere were ever, hypothetically of course,  watching my brain waves on neural monitor screens in some warm city with lots of fast-food outlets, in some obscure stable of brain-studs,  each holding his personal joy-stick the size of the pentagon …THAT GOON  would know when I DIDN’T GET THE PUNCHLINE!  That would be really embarrassing.  (That’s also one reason I think people would eat their own faces off… if they thought my hypothesis was true.)   Give me a break already!  Is there anything worse than when you don’t get the joke?  I confess, that due to deficiency of synapse or back-story, I am occasionally stranded without a clue, when everybody else is laughing.  (But with the goons, they might also know if I were laughing at them instead.)  They might also know if I appreciated all their late hours as they work so hard to keep me and my country safe and free.  Hack on, soldiers.
I do not choose trans-humanism, but it’s a far sight better than ignorance.


9:38 am

NSA Struggles to Recruit New Talent in US Post-Snowden

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The US National Security Agency, which once branded itself to hackers and the tech industry as the coolest place to work, has been facing a serious recruitment challenge after the revelations about the government’s spying apparatus brought to light by contractor-turned-whistleblower Edward Snowden.

“I can’t see myself working there — partially because of these moral reasons,” Daniel Swann, a 22-year-old fourth-year concurrent bachelor’s-master’s student, and prime candidate for the NSA, told NPR.

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8:53 pm

  • Book of songs used by U.S. Air Force contains horrifying lyrics about rape, pedophilia and homosexuality
  • The 130-page songbook contains 70 songs with titles including Pubic Hair and The Kotex Song as well as Bestiality
  • One of them, The S&M Man, is set to tune of The Candy Man and graphically describes sexually mutilating women 
  • Revealed in lawsuit filing by four sexual-assault victims who want to stop the practice of sexual assault allegations within the military being handled entirely within the command structure

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5:01 pm

Just look how easily and readily words like Zionism, the matrix, the Illuminati, social engineering, transhumanism, freemasonry, psychopathy, cognitive dissonance, geoengineering, false flags and big brother surveillance are being used now. These were considered side line or taboo issues discussed by whack jobs not long ago. Now? They’re mainstays of conversation that bleed more and more into the mainstream dialogue.

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3:58 am

C’mon hackers!  Fix my world!  I’m praying for you.

Seventy-six Trombones-The Music Man


10:30 am

Tell me please, about your better options?


6:42 pm

Calling All Hackers! Pentagon Adds 3,000-Strong Army to Cyber Command

“Command  leaders yesterday asked Congress to grant them the ability to make compensation deals with prospective employees more quickly, Nextgov reported. They claimed the hiring process has become too protracted, while threats from enemy hackers continue to grow.”

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6:17 pm

TV ad airing in Las Vegas asks drone pilots to refuse to fly

”This advertisement does a number of things in 15 seconds that U.S. television has not done before. It presents a moral case against drone murders (the U.S. government’s terminology, and strictly accurate). It opposes drone murders as illegal. It shows victims. It provides the name and website of an organization opposing drone murders. And it directly asks drone “pilots” to refuse to continue. It also makes the Nuremberg argument that an illegal order need not (in fact must not) be obeyed.”

“This is, as far as I know, and as far as its producers know, the first anti-drone-war commercial on U.S. television, as well as — I believe — the first content of any sort on U.S. corporate television to do the things listed above.”



3:39 pm

The safest place to hide from a zombie apocalypse? Cornell researchers say head for the Rockies (but admit ‘we’re all largely doomed’)

  • Researchers from Cornell University created a simulation of a zombie outbreak using techniques for modelling real diseases
  • They found that cities would fall quickly, but less densely populated areas could hold out for months
  • With fewer humans to bite you, rural areas create zombies at a much slower rate
  • Their advice is to head to the Rocky Mountains
  • However they conclude that using realistic parameters in their simulation ‘we are largely doomed’

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5:44 am

A year ago, the Department of Justice threatened to put Fidel Salinas in prison for the rest of his life for hacking crimes. But before the federal government brought those charges against him, Salinas now says, it tried a different tactic: recruiting him.

“And now that his case is over, Salinas is willing to say why he believes he faced that overwhelming list of empty charges. As he tells it, two FBI agents asked him to hack targets on the bureau’s behalf, and he refused.”

Hacker Says He Was Hit With 44 Felonies After He Declined to Work With FBI

“Choose ye this day whom you will serve.”  (Then you don’t have to make up stuff when the FBI comes to see you.)

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12:26 pm


10:32 am

Understanding the Nine Veils of Human Slavery

“Over the last several years I have evolved and discarded several theories in an attempt to explain why it is that most people cannot see truth — even when it smacks them in the face. Those of us who can see “the conspiracy” have participated in countless conversations amongst ourselves that address the frustration of most peoples´ inability to comprehend the extremely well-documented arguments which we use to describe the process of our collective enslavement and exploitation. The most common explanation to be arrived at is that most people just “don´t want to see” what is really going on.”

“Extremely evil men and women who make up the world´s power-elite have cleverly cultivated a virtual pasture so grass green that few people seldom, if ever, bother to look up from where they are grazing long enough to notice the brightly colored tags stapled to their ears.”

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4:54 am

Hey, if you hackers decide to sabotage something…I got your back.  (I pray a lot.)

Shake Your Groove Thing Goofy Movie


11:39 am

‘Home is the place where, when you have to go there,
They have to take you in.’  (Robert Frost.  “The Death of the Hired Man.”)


6:34 pm

6:30 am


5:23 pm

Patriot Act 2: Obama Executive Order Will Promote Sharing Of Confidential Information With Corporations

“In the aftermath of the Snowden whistleblowing scandal which has now all but been forgotten, there was a brief period when it seemed the growth of the US spying apparatus would be halted if not put into reverse. Those days are long forgotten and later today Obama is expected to to sign an executive order “that aims to make it easier for the government to share classified cyberthreat information with companies.”

Ho Hum.  Another executive order.  But people will still believe we’re a democratic republic.

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8:26 am


It means that I don’t need your name and address, much less your social security number, to know who you ARE. With a trivial amount of transactional data I can figure out where you live, what you do, who you associate with, what you buy and what you sell. I don’t need to steal this data, and frankly I wouldn’t know what to do with your social security number even if I had it … it would just slow down my analysis.”

“It seems like everyone and his brother today are wringing their hands about AI and some impending “Singularity”, a moment of future doom where non-human intelligence achieves some human-esque sentience and decides in Matrix-like fashion to turn us into batteries or some such. Please. The Singularity is already here. Its name is Big Data.”

“Now this may sound really sappy, but if men like Edward Thomas – who saw clearly and experienced keenly how modernity and mass society were agents of loss in their world – could still find it within themselves to sacrificeeverything to fight what they considered to be the good fight … well, how can we who are similarly positioned today not make aminute sacrifice to do the same?”

The intersection of roads reason and spirit.  The hackers know what they must do.  Godspeed.

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10:21 am

I love you guys so much!  Your stupidity breaks my heart.

Ezekiel 33:But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman’s hand.


The Police – Every breath you take lyrics


3:52 am

I remember “Mark, from Michigan.”  The revolutionaries of decades past had a much more difficult time spreading news than even the basic     couch potato now…if anybody has hacking skills there is no limit.   I suppose if Mark got out 600 copies of a VHS it was a very good effort.  We can change the world.  We can change the world with a few keystrokes, if they be well-chosen.   And timed right.  FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE…why are my babysitter-goons TEACHInG remedial data-processing when they could instruct me   (and presumably other TI’s…) how to CHANGE THE WORLD?  Is this Stockholm Syndrome, or is this human reality?  We’re on the same side.  None of us wants to 1) die, 2), die, or 3) die.  It’s simple.  The tipping point is merely 10 percent and we’ve got new reality.  10% is a very realistic immediate goal, given our skills and equipment.  Somebody has to say when to pull the plug and the curtain falls open.  We see those motherfuckers as the frightened control-freaks they are, we pick up the pieces and our children see Zion.  It’s a no-brainer.


4:40 am

“Thank you Lord, I feel their pain.”

“Being a hacker, I could not help myself.”  John McAfee

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8:53 am

Life In The Spirit World Surrounded By Spirits

“And I mean spirits of all kinds — tree spirits, human spirits, E.T. spirits, plant spirits, animal spirits, insect spirits, bird spirits, reptile spirits, and so forth. The fundamental reality is that we are spiritual beings animating physical bodies — and when and if the body dies, for whatever reason, we always find ourselves in a spiritual realm, surrounded by spirits, because we are spirit ourselves. That is just the way it is, like it or not, believe it or not, accept it or not.”

“A lot of what ails humanity boils down to a simple refusal to grow up and think and act as mature, responsible, autonomous human beings.”

“I have one message for those who are deep in the sh*t hole of the USSA military and spy agencies: resign your positions. Walk away and devote your life to world peace.”

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5:37 am

Hollywood actor Mark Ruffalo urges Twitter followers to boycott Israeli PM Benjamin Netanyahu

“Ruffalo tweeted a link with the petition to his 1.26 million followers. He is ranked in the top 0.1 percent of worldwide social media influencers. So far, the online petition has already collected over 11,000 signatures, almost reaching its goal of 15,000. The petition is rapidly gaining popularity on Twitter, driven by grassroots involvement rather than official political support.”

Note–It never occurred to me that there exists a rating-system of world influence.  But, of course there is.  Everything we utter or think is evaluated.  We must become indifferent to the observation, or we will become the zombies they desire.  World influence is now possible for even the most virulently shack-bound.   I wonder what God will do with the evidence of some entity messing with my life and Adam’s.  It’s a really good story.  Maybe I’ll make the top ten?  

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5:35 am

“Vampires gather ’round me, angle in to take a bite.  They wanna drink my blood of courage, and take away my fight. No, no, no, they can’t do that, for one truth I learned in life.  If you wanna scare away the vampires, you simply guide them into the light.”

“I pray for guidance and protection; it keeps my boat watertight.  And I know if I just keep on believing, every little things all gonna be alright.  And when I wake up in the mornin’,  I hope I see you in the light.”


8:58 am

“No! Try not! Do or do not! There is no try.” – Yoda



4:13 pm

Thought Provoking Quotes to Get You Motivated (10)


4:24 pm

ALL that the Father establishes in the midst of His people is eternal in nature
– and what this basically means is that everyone who is connected NOW in the
Glorious [remnant] Church to carry out the true work of the Kingdom will rule and reign “together” with Jesus in the Millennial Kingdom.

“… it is to be
“maintained” supernaturally by the love of God abiding within the faithful heart –

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7:44 am

I Want To Take You Higher Lyrics

Feeling’s gettin’ stronger
Music’s gettin’ longer too
Music is flashin’ me
I want to, I want to, I want to take you higher
I want to take you higher
Baby, baby, baby light my fire
I wanna take you higher

Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka boom

Feeling’s nitty-gritty
Sound is in the city too
Music’s still flashin’ me
Don’t ya, don’t ya, don’t don’t don’t ya want to get higher
Baby baby baby light my fire
I wanna take you higher

Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka
Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka
Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka


Feeling that should make you move
Sounds that should help you groove
Music still flashin’ me
Take your places
I want to take you higher
I want to take you higher
Baby baby baby light my fire
I wanna take you higher

Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka
Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka
Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka


Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka
Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka
Boom laka-laka-laka, boom laka-laka-laka




11:18 am

Why I Hope Congress Never Watches Blackhat

“Last week I was literally walking the red carpet at the Hollywood premiere of Michael Mann’s Blackhat, a crime thriller that I had the good fortune to work on as a “hacker adviser” (my actual screen credit). Today, all I’m thinking is, please, God, don’t let anybody in Congress see the film.”

“It wasn’t until this week—Tuesday evening, to be exact—that my anxiety over the timing of the movie set in. That’s when the White House released its legislative proposal to “reform” US computer crime policy in reaction to the Sony breach. President Obama plans to formally announce it at the State of the Union next Tuesday, but the details are public now. And many are troubling.”

“But a sober computer crime proposal doesn’t ban tools that benefit thousands of people because one of them is a criminal. Security expert Robert Graham notes that even circulating a link could be considered a felony under the proposal.”

“At this very moment there are hackers, and even low-level credit card fraudsters, serving 20 year terms, and that didn’t deter the Sony intruders. As for the “trafficking” prohibition, when hacking tools are outlawed … well, you know the rest.”

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3:16 am

(If I were not me, I’d be my favorite writer.  It’s fun to finally sound smart.  “Lord, thank you for the goon.”)

My dad.  I am not obsessive about my dad.  I know it probably sounds that way but the fact of the matter is, the goons showed me that my dad was the impediment to all things good and happy.  I didn’t know that.  I thought I was too evil to be considered by my flashy dad.  This was a fallacy.  The mind-suckers examine many things in your brain, it’s hard for me to imagine there are limits to what they can access in the human mind.  (There is a big fat sentence I never thought I’d need to type.)  They dig up a memory, present it to you, and then they turn the screws.  They can implicate an emotional response, vibrationally, and artificially pair it with a memory, thought or noun.  They can reconnect not only brain connections, they can reconnect emotions.  This is frightening stuff, so I’m glad I’m talking to a mature crowd.  They can create depression long-term, or they can give huffs of depression at politically expedient times.  They can create violent behavior on their coffee break.  We must save the hackers from themselves and their dark arts.  Amen.


11:48 am

You can never get off the TSA no-fly list; there’s no way.  Even less recourse is available to victims of government-sanctioned electronic torture.  We’re targets.  We’re ALL potential targets, of those other humans who seek to gain advantage from our existence.  Our bodies, choices, and lives affect many more people than we think.    Our overlords who DOview us as sources of entertainment and advancement,  will not be long permitted to vicariously experience other lives…because… it is wrong to view others as commodities  for our personal gratification.  I’ve been targeted, by my father firstly, then others.  My dad is very defiant, so  I may never be free of the threat that other humans may sometime incapacitate me to get their rocks off.   My dad might never remove Damocles’ sword from where he slung it near my throat.  He may never remove the threat that I might any day be incapacitated by covert action.  He is a torturer by his very nature.  But, we get to choose what our own lives mean,  and torturers will never steal that right from us.  They steal our comfort certainly,  but they can never steal our eternity.  Our WILL and our RESOLVE are our most important possessions.


8:14 pm

We choose life or we choose the system.  We choose to believe that biological organisms, ESPECIALLY THOSE CREATED IN THE IMAGE OF GOD, have a right to exist and to expend resources by virtue of the simple fact that EVERYBODY MATTERS.  The “system” wants us dead, or mind-controlled trans-human minimal-carbon-robots.  I do not accept this fate for myself, nor for my species.  We stand up now or we never stand up again.

A Call For Removal Of The Depopulationists

“Genetically modified food has been discovered to have very serious side-effects on human beings, on other animals and other crops.”

“Now I think perhaps you understand what genetically modified food has been designed for.  It’s been designed to reduce the population of the planet.”

They’ve taken our FOOD SUPPLY, the whole damned thing.  They’ve taken our weather and  they splice our genome with turtles.  How LONG WILL HUMANITY TOLERATE THIS?

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3:59 am

“Democracy is just another form of tyranny, albeit a disguised one.”


8:52 am

I’m WAY over-excited.  The only time I’m comfortable is when I’m ranting.  Or when I’m taking dictation, rather.  “Follow the peace.”  That’s how you follow God and the way gets narrow and clumsy.  I pray to be taken between the obstacles exactly in his footsteps.  The peace only happens when I’m saying things.  Nobody ever listened to me in my whole life, until politics.  I had no idea running for Congress would wound me so badly, how could I?  I had never met a politician; I looked up the rules on the internet with my 12 year-old.  I thought anybody could run for Congress.  This is a fallacy and politics ripped lots of lies from my backlog.
We can no longer entertain lies.  We MAY if we choose, but permissive will is not the same as having God’s best for ourselves and the planet.  I always wanted to accomplish EVERY LITTLE THING God had planned for my WEIRDO life to accomplish.  I still want that, but I also want peace.  I want truth with every fiber of my being, and I want that truth to wash my children clean of lies and puzzlement.  I want clarity of purpose, God gave me my issue.  I’m ready to roll, spinning my tires, burning rubber.  Somebody just needs to drop a crumb of truth in my path and I’ll follow it home.


8:37 am

One little fact, one solitary FACT; this fact ALONE should wake people up:  PLANES HAVE BEEN SPRAYING CRAP INTO  OUR AIR FOR OVER A DECADE.  Don’t people remember where our food comes from?  Haven’t they read about nano-technology?  I met lots of single-issue activists over the years, and I’ve admired them.  I also felt their efforts to be futile, because I saw corruption everywhere I looked and couldn’t ever put my finger on an issue.  BUT, but, the single fact that PLANES HAVE BEEN SPRAYING CRAP INTO OUR AIR FOR OVER A DECADE should put the fear of the Lord in us.  We should ask questions like “Dear Lord!  If they’ll do THAT  what else are they capable of?”  We should TURN OFF THE TV and take to the highways.  We should demand accountability and we should see the geo-engineers brought to severe justice!  THEY SOLD OUT OUR GRANDCHILDREN AND NOBODY SEEMS TO GIVE A RIP.


10:59 am

This is so funny…ME, TOO! — I hereby extend my invitation, in contravention of FBI intentions for those, the smartest of our nation, for HACKERS to do right for humanity.

“FBI Seeking to Recruit ‘Ethical’ Hackers”

“Ethical” is a really flimsy term…to psychopaths.  They should just be honest and say instead:  “BRAINWASHED.  OBEDIENT.  SELF-SHORT-TERM-CENTERED.  Pussies.”  Yeah, they could just say PUSSY!!!!

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6:17 am

I’m looking forward to becoming entirely free of mind-control, but I recognize there will not be very many humans there.  The “great cloud of witnesses” will banish my loneliness, but at this point, I really miss people.  I did not know how I would tolerate isolation; stories of prisons made me frantic.  I remember one guy, Soviet-Russia I think, who was in a room with other prisoners.  They sat on benches all day facing one another, and butt-cheek to butt-cheek.  At night they spooned, beneath their benches.  THEY WERE NOT PERMITTED TO TALK.  Never.  Once a week they left the room for a group-shower.  The witness found a scrap of soap, brittle with age, and he hid it between his butt-cheeks.  Ever after, when nobody was looking, (except the GOVERNMENT-FUCKED-SURVEILLANCE-GOONS-WHO-ARE-NOW-ALL-IN-HELL), he put his fingers up his ass and retrieved that soap-scrap.  He held it behind his back, so the morons-outside-the-door could not see what was REALLY GOING ON.  He tapped on the wall with his tiny scrap of cleanliness-related-to-a-better-existence.  I do not know Morse code, but maybe I should study it.  (That would probably be easier if I could count.)  I RECOGNIZE the dots from the dashes.  I WILL NEVER SUBMIT MY MIND TO CONTROL BY 1) demons, 2) Satan (God forbid…), 3) Keith Alexander, 4) family/societal expectations, 5) TV,  6) Vanity, shame, flattery or deceit,  7) psychopaths, 8) government, 9) Freemasons, 10) the “royal” family, 11) my father who is NOT smarter than the average bear, or 12) MY OWN WILL.  “Dear Lord, please OWN my mind…and my body and my spirit and my family and my friends and my influences and my future and all of theirs. ..dear, Lord.  Please may I have a kindred spirit.  Amen.”  “Please give the goons 1) GRACE, greater than all their sins, 2) COURAGE, 3) WISDOM, and 4) ORGANIZATION.”  “Please give them confidence and my love.”



1:15 pm

I hope I’m not putting too much hope on the hackers.  God is going to disrupt human business-as-usual one way or another.  It really looks like the hackers will pull some weight.  We’re fed lies, by the hackers, some of whom do not wish to lie, and will stop.  They make all the last-minute gestures of the psychopaths’  plans for humanity.  They can refuse, any time they want, to provide the technical acuity LACKING IN OUR OVERLORDS.  If Keith Alexander could code,  his life would be very different.  So would a lot of other lives, I think.

A lot of them seem to have principles.

  • The group Anonymous weren’t pleased with Garett’s blatant lies and so they published his personal information on their Twitter account today
  •  ‘This dude @DesJuanTheThug is a joke. Using #AntonioMartin to gain followers. Here’s his # btw,’ wrote the hacker and activist group Anonymous 

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11:07 am

Intel Cowboys all over the World are getting clued in to how they have been used… to be later disposed of by the Organized Crime Cabal — and are now taking action to reverse this

Yes, the Top Policy-makers who run America do Very, Very Bad Things, incredibly Bad Things to stay in power and protect their massive Organized Crime Cabal, which has worldwide reach and is empowered by the crooked City of London FIAT Bankster System.

“Many of these incredibly skilled, astute individuals thought they were serving their nations by supporting what they have now come to understand to be an Organized Crime Cabal that has hijacked many nations of the World, especially England, America, Israel, Saudia Arabia and Turkey and many Balkan Nations. Many have also found out that this Organized Crime Cabal was initially created by a very interesting association that developed between the Babylonian Talmudic Banksters and the satanic Cult Network emerging from John Dee and Aleister Crowley, which evolved into the Process Cult in America and now the Denver Circle of Twelve, the Bloodthirsty Ones, aka the Disciples of Satan, or the “Illuminati” as they prefer to call themselves.”

The hackers all have a choice to make.

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1:20 am

A captured Soviet soldier is given water by a Ukrainian woman after being captured. [1941]

(What goes around comes around.)


10:27 am

This wasn’t CIA torture after the September 11 attacks, exposed in detail in a recent Senate report, but the Phoenix programme, instituted by the CIA and US, Australian and South Vietnamese militaries in Vietnam between 1965 and 1972 to “neutralise” the Vietcong. The result was more than 60,000 people tortured and killed. No senior politicians, generals or decision-makers were prosecuted for these crimes.

“The details shocked. Shackled prisoners were treated like cattle, watched by their CIAinterrogators. Testimony from one observer stated that men blindfolded and tied “were made to run down a steep hill, at the bottom of which were three throws of concertina barbed wire. The first row would hit them across the knees and they would plunge head first into the second and third rows of wire”.

The lack of any official condemnation for CIA torture ensures it will happen again

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6:21 pm

“Will you be a lousy scab, or will you be a man?”


6:18 pm

CITIZENS’ ARREST: Moment burglarized family ‘captured intruders at gunpoint after passing them in the street as they were on the way back from ANOTHER break-in’

  • Wyatt family’s home surveillance system captured break-in on Friday
  • Chris Wyatt was driving nearby when he passed ‘the intruders’ on Sunday
  • Held them with guns until cops arrived, car ‘was filled with stolen goods’ 

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7:09 pm

Billy Strayhorn too!

Duke Ellington – Take The A Train


4:48 am

Obama’s Killing Us



5:31 am

Happy Thanksgiving.  Dear Goons, I’m thankful for you.  You made me tough and brave.

So anyway, the entire time my father was denigrating my character I was out praying with strangers.  This makes him look really bad, especially to unbelievers who think you’re all full of shit anyway.  I think that may be why I’m not dead.  The goons really hate you.  They tolerate me if I don’t sing too much and I’m not boring.  They must be bored out of their minds.  I’ve been tolerant of them, I even used to give a cooking lesson every day at three.  If they were gonna be in my house, they were going to learn something.  I’ve prayed to love them, and I am very concerned with the state of their consciences.  They need freedom from their blood oath to the beast, and must sell their skills on the open market.  Even the scientists say the only way through mind-control is love.  God told us that day-1.  The only people who are not susceptible to COMPLETE behavior control are those who embrace the “Golden Rule.”  Such people will not do unto others, that which they would not have done to themselves.  It’s in the journals.  Look it up.

So anyway, at the conference they even had a session about Jesus.  I had to leave, because I can’t tolerate preaching from the mind and that’s usually what you hear.  I figured I was serving better to be outdoors praying.


(I think that’s the date.)


7:24 am

Here’s to Hollywood

Here’s to your violence, degrading crass opulence, bathed in your so shallow arrogance

The filth and the porn as you blow your own horn in sickening gloats of magnificence

Your self drugging use, child abuse, and all the crap duly promoted

The broken lives sacrificed, innocence deftly iced, and all of it sugary coated

Your dysfunctional moms, your guns and your bombs, and oh such a clever charade

To those now awake you’re horrific mistakes are now just a passing parade

So keep up your memes and constructed themes, we’ll laugh quite out loud in your faces

‘Cause truth is arising and folks are surmising you’re exactly what real truth displaces

Your glam and your glitz that are giving the fits to unknowing sycophant drinkers

Of your tripe and your trash that’s bringing in cash to the whore-lords dispensing their sinkers

To cripple and maim those who would clearly be sane without all the garbage and rehash

But your time has run out so it’s right up your snout with a shot of our wide awake backlash

Do you give e’en a crap for the world that you’ve made, has your conscience a minimal twinge?

No, you’re drunk on your dial with nary a smile as you power freaks go on a binge

To sum up your game and put it in frame, you’re psychopaths pushing your fingers

On life’s loving camera, forcing to fade, while the Truth you don’t know clearly lingers

Your time given now is just fleeting we know, we can hear the awakening beating

So desperate you are as you cruise in your cars and think that humanity’s bleating

We’re alive and awake, and expecting your fate, as you build up your bunkers and gold

The point we make here is you’re living in fear, and not us, that’s what needs to be told



1:31 pm

The complexity of evil in the process of self destruction takes longer than we might have hoped for.

(Les Visible)


10:12 am

“What we’re looking for is government to leave us alone.”

Anonymous to RT: ‘Internet has power to bring down regimes’

“They have no particular jurisdiction over the internet…it belongs to everyone.”




7:56 am

You guys should get a music break too.



3:34 am

Edward Snowden Calls on Hackers to Help Whistleblowers Leak More Secrets

Bump to the top, from July

“Arguing that “technology empowers dissent” as well as “democracy,” Snowden said that the only way to enable whistleblowers is to give them better tools to pass secrets to journalists, protecting their communications, their identities and preventing them from going to jail for it.”

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7:40 am

terrorist quiz



4:50 pm



10:53 am

Exclusive: NSA reviewing deal between official, ex-spy agency head

“The U.S. National Security Agency has launched an internal review of a senior official’s part-time work for a private venture started by former NSA director Keith Alexander that raises questions over the blurring of lines between government and business.”

“He (Alexander) acknowledged that the hybrid arrangement “is awkward,” but added, “I just felt that his leaving the government was the wrong thing for NSA and our nation.”

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12:31 pm

City of Houston demands pastors turn over sermons

“This is an attempt to chill pastors from speaking to the cultural issues of the day,” Riggle told me. “The mayor would like to silence our voice. She’s a bully.”

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10:48 am

I’m wondering how we’ll recognize the tipping point.

How Did Gandhi Win? Lessons from the Salt March for Today’s Social Movements

“That the Salt March might at once be considered a pivotal advance for the cause of Indian independence and a botched campaign that produced little tangible result seems to be a puzzling paradox. But even stranger is the fact that such a result is not unique in the world of social movements.”

“Martin Luther King Jr.’s landmark 1963 campaign in Birmingham, Ala., had similarly incongruous outcomes: On the one hand, it generated a settlement that fell far short of desegregating the city, a deal which disappointed local activists who wanted more than just minor changes at a few downtown stores; at the same time, Birmingham is regarded as one of the key drives of the civil rights movement, doing perhaps more than any other campaign to push toward the historic Civil Rights Act of 1964.”

“For momentum-driven mass mobilizations, including the Salt March, campaigns function differently. Activists in mass movements must design actions and choose demands that tap into broader principles, creating a narrative about the moral significance of their struggle. Here, the most important thing about a demand is not its potential policy impact or winnability at the bargaining table. Most critical are its symbolic properties — how well a demand serves to dramatize for the public the urgent need to remedy an injustice.”

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11:03 am

The Crucifixion of Naomi Wolf for Daring to Question the ISIS Story

“Your alarm bells should sound when the establishment attacks a smart person as a crazy conspiracy theorist for asking questions.”




8:47 am

He shared his brain with her.  Isn’t that nice?

He’s head over heels! Neuroscientist shows his bride-to-be how much he loves her by giving her a 3D printed model of his BRAIN in a jar

  • Michael Mack gave his bride-to-be Meg Mack a 3D printed model of his brain in a jar
  • Both Meg and Micheal are neuroscientists so the gift was thoughtful and appropriate
  • ‘She judges people by their brain,’ said the groom

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10:00 am

“We have got to pray that what’s it’s like in Heaven will come to Earth.  The final battle is going to be over:  Restoring Heaven to Earth.”



2:53 pm

Just in case there’s still some hermit who doesn’t know the difference between “contrails” and “chemtrails”



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7:17 pm

‘I love my girlfriend, I hate the girls in Ibiza, so please stay away from me’: Possessive girlfriend is making her boyfriend wear humiliating T-shirt while he’s on holiday without her

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7:08 pm

“Annie, Get Your Gun”

The girl that I marry will have to be
As soft and as pink as a nursery
The girl I call my own
Will wear satin and laces and smell of cologne
Her nails will be polished
And in her hair she’ll wear a gardenia
And I’ll be there
Instead of flittin’, I’ll be sittin’
Next to her I’m cheerful like a kitten
A doll I can carry,
The girl that I marry must be.



7:13 PM

Leaked photos of Olympic gymnast McKayla Maroney were taken when she was underage and are CHILD PORNOGRAPHY, say her attorneys

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3:29 pm

“There comes a time when silence is a betrayal.”  (Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.)


3:46 am

“If you don’t protest against evil, you are accepting and condoning it.”  (Unknown)



7:37 pm

“Between 1946 and 1958, twenty-three nuclear devices were detonated at Bikini Atoll, one being the largest nuclear explosion ever set-off by the United States, more powerful than Nagasaki or Hiroshima.”

“The evacuation process of the Bikinians began in 1946 and as the residents obediently packed up their lives, they watched as 242 navals ships, 156 aircrafts, 25,000 radiation recording equipment, over 5,000 animals for radioactive experimentation and thousands of U.S military and civilian personnel invaded their home.”


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6:48 pm

‘Anonymous’ hacks City of Ferguson website–where the cops shot an unarmed teenager and all hell broke loose

“According to officials, none of the city’s e-mails were working Monday morning. Anticipating a problem, the mayor of Ferguson had the IT Department take down all personal information from the site on Saturday.”

They took precautions.  They must be scared or something.

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5:41 pm

Suspect you’re rubbish in bed? There’s an app for that! New device will track men’s performance in bed and show them how to be a better lover

  • The ‘SexFit’ should be worn on male genitalia during intercourse
  • Connects to mobile app via Bluetooth or wifi
  • Tells user what rhythm to stick to and when they’ve hit ‘peak performance’
  • After their ‘work out’ men can assess their results
  • Information given will include calories burnt and thrusts per minute
  • Results can even be shared on social media–Oh, yeah!

(I could never understand why they called it “performance” anyway.)

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10:35 am

Perth commuters tilt train to free man – video

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5:30 pm

“For the Democrats, human unhappiness is their trump card. They are the party that benefits from heterosexual loneliness, heartbreak, and discord: the party of dying alone.”

“Feminism appeals to the least feminine and the most angry. As feminist founding mother Betty Friedan repeatedly warned from 1966-1977, organized feminism quickly turns into a lesbian front. Giving presidential sanction to the unhappy spreading their emotions to the vulnerable is a disgrace.”

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5:23 pm

Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop.



10:08 am

“The thicker the hay, the easier it is mowed!”  (Alaric, the Visigoth



4:07 pm

Chinese Financial Regulator Works Himself to Death, Gets Praised by Chinese Authorities as an ‘Example to Everyone’

“The statement further urged the people of China to follow Li’s example. “We can all learn from Comrade Li Jianhua, who always had firm ideals and beliefs, who showed that he was an employee who was loyal to the cause of the Party and the people, who gave an unremitting struggle to perform his best and sacrifice everything. It was done with the goal of enhancing the quality of our work. Comrade Li Jianhua did long overtime, night and day, and put all his energy and passion into the regulatory business.”

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8:54 am

There is a sore evil which I have seen underthe sun, namely, riches kept for the owners thereof to their hurt.  (Solomon)



9:29 am


Words of prophecy:
* I am preparing the hearts of the “multitudes” in this hour – and drawing
them near to Me in their heart. For, truly I say to you, there are many in the earth
whose hearts are “not far” from My Kingdom. Because of these things, they will be
ready to receive “fully” all [the greatest outpouring of the My Love this earth has
ever seen {since the Cross}] that is about to issue forth through a holy people
[Glorious Church] in this final hour.

….”this is [the beginning of] what was spoken through the prophet Joel:
“And it shall come to pass in the last days, God declares, that I will pour out of
My Spirit upon all mankind, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy
[telling forth the divine counsels] and your young men shall see visions (divinely
granted appearances), and your old men shall dream [divinely suggested]
dreams. Yes, and on My menservants also and on My maidservants in those days I
will pour out of My Spirit, and they shall prophesy [telling forth the divine
counsels and predicting future events pertaining especially to God’s kingdom].
And I will show wonders in the sky above and signs on the earth beneath, blood
and fire and smoking vapor; The sun shall be turned into darkness and the moon
into blood before the obvious day of the Lord comes–that great and notable and
conspicuous and renowned [day]. And it shall be that whoever shall call upon the
name of the Lord [invoking, adoring, and worshiping the Lord – Christ] shall be
saved [begin to experience the fullness of salvation and Covenant-relationshipwith God] [Joel 2:28-32.]”…. Acts 2:16-21 The Amplified Translation

….”Christ loved the church and gave Himself up for her, so that He might
sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the Word, that He
might present the church to Himself in glorious splendor, without spot or wrinkle
or any such things [that she might be holy and faultless]”…. Ephesians 5:25-27
The Amplified Translation

….”Therefore, since we receive a kingdom which cannot be shaken, let us
show gratitude, by which we may offer to God an acceptable service with
reverence and awe; for our God is a consuming fire”…. Hebrews 12:28-29 NASB

….”For behold, the day is coming, burning like a furnace; and all the
arrogant and every evildoer will be chaff; and the day that is coming will set them
ablaze,” says the LORD of hosts, “so that it will leave them neither root nor
branch.” “But for you who fear My name, the sun of righteousness will rise with
healing in its wings; and you will go forth and skip about like calves from the
stall. “You will tread down the wicked, for they will be ashes under the soles of
your feet on the day which I am preparing,” says the LORD of hosts”…. Malachi
4:1-3 NASB

In this hour, the earth is about to experience the greatest outpouring of the
Father’s Love [through a holy Church] since Calvary and, thus, many hearts will
be both touched and changed – forever!



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5:25 pm

Jerking Off in the Poll Booth
Having honestly dispensed of my family-controversy, I turn to the state of America.  I care about people who suffer.  I tried to influence the state of US government but was opposed on an extremely personal level.  (Right message, wrong time.  Messenger is irrelevant.)   I know some  fine conservatives and I know some fine liberals. When any one of them leaves the polling booth he is proud his vote.  They get off on  what they did all alone in there.  If their candidate wins?  Then they’re prouder.  If their candidate loses, then certainly it isn’t their fault because they did all they could do.   I dare, no I DEFY any committed party-member to document even one positive change (I will even permit the voter to define “positive”…) that materialized– even when his candidate won.
WAR is winning.  Liberals oppose war, but their candidates suck our life-blood-money to pay for killing  strangers all the time.  Conservatives should oppose war for merely economic reasons but they’re all pretty scared of the boogey-man.  MEDIA runs our country.  Elections do not influence anything at all.
I baked seven chocolate cakes today.  Six of them were absolute failures and that’s really weird.  I usually make them perfectly every time, even without a recipe.  I wanted a cake for Sandy Morrison who had to work all day then host a party for her sister-in-law who has recently been diagnosed with serious cancer.  I finally got one right.  “Thank you, Lord.”  You know why the last cake turned out?  I DID IT DIFFERENTLY.



4:12 pm

“As AMERICAN FREE PRESS readers have learned, the Anti-Defamation League (ADL) has waged a particularly nasty vendetta against Paul Topete, frontman for the band PokerFace. During a July 10 interview, this writer asked Topete about his talent of getting beneath the ADL’s skin.”

“If you want to see a real dark nightmare, give up your guns. I’ve become even more outspoken since the Sandy Hook attempted gun grab. The bolsheviks have thrown down the gauntlet by declaring war on our Second Amendment. The last time Zionists took people’s weapons, millions were murdered. I’m trying to stop an American genocide, and I’ll sacrifice my life if that’s what it takes to free America. We can wake up from this nightmare.”   —   the guy from Pokerface

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6:16 pm

Bump to the top:

Who do you gossip with?  You must miss me so bad.



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9:10 pm

“The state of your life comes down to one thing. Who do you accept as the authority over it? If you accept the temporal world as having say over what you think and say and do, well, there you jolly well are, aren’t you?”

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8:35 am

“If we’d been born where they were born and taught what they were taught, we would believe what they believe.” — A sign inside a church in Northern Ireland, explaining the origin of intolerance and hate



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1:21 pm

” Aesthetic pleasure by contrast, is pleasure in just looking at something, or listening to it, or pleasure in contemplating its qualities. Aesthetic pleasure motivates you to keep looking; it doesn’t tell you that the object of your contemplation is good for anything other than contemplation.”

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Come out of your coma and get your diploma.
“God have mercy, forgive us!  We’ve handed the whole of your creation right over to  the enemy of our very souls!  We gave him the Keys that belong to you!  Have mercy!  Come quickly and fill us with light to push back this evil cloud advancing in the world and within ourselves!  “Your will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven! Forgive us for loving money and power!  Forgive us for neglecting our fellow man!  I repent for my stupid arrogant nation!  I repent for its leaders who laugh at others’ pain!  I repent of my own love of comfort and self! YOUR WILL BE DONE!  Fill us quickly so we can walk across the earth in perfect precision and perfect love. Give us power and authority to redeem your creation.  Allow us to take no thought for ourselves and to hear your commands perfectly.  You said we’ll “have” to laugh in the battle and I still don’t understand that.  I do understand that you promised me joy and provision.  I do understand you promised me an adventure I’ve been waiting for my entire life.  I do understand you promised me restored relationships and family and joy.  I’ve promised you everything.  Please, expend your grace to me so that I may never welsch on that promise.  Make me a walking “solid.”  Thank you, wonderful Jesus, for what you’re about to do here and now.  Keep me cognizant and kind, creative, resourceful and diligent.  Keep me in your heart and stay snuggled in mine.  Let’s go.”



6:00 am

John 4:34 Jesus saith unto them, My meat is to do the will of him that sent me, and to finish his work.

35 Say not ye, There are yet four months, and then cometh harvest? behold, I say unto you, Lift up your eyes, and look on the fields; for they are white already to harvest.

36 And he that reapeth receiveth wages, and gathereth fruit unto life eternal: that both he that soweth and he that reapeth may rejoice together.


12:49 pm

Ezekiel 33:6

But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman‘s hand.



7:44 am

“We are already starting to see the establishment of massive biometric databases. One of these is the FBI’s facial recognition database that is a part of their “Next Generation Identification” program. It is being projected that the FBI will have compiled 52 million of our “face images” by the year 2015. Given enough time, eventually I am sure that they would have all of our faces in their computers.”

“And one day, this kind of technology will likely be so pervasive that you won’t be able to open a bank account, get a credit card or even buy anything without having either your hand or your face scanned first.

When that day arrives, what will you do?

That is something to think about.”

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12:27 pm

Heroes hear me, take the lead, you have everything you need. Reach inside and tap your fire and you will find your last desire. The cosmos shows us, look ahead, you’ll find all these words you’ve read. And with that said lets break some bread, evil read my words with dread.  (Astrologer Salvador Russo)

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3:47 pm

We Are On a Sinking Ship

Charlie McGrath is changing direction.



12:40 pm

It’s 12:40 pm.  Is he dead this time?



11:40 am

Who Runs America?



7:07 am

“When this first battle is over between Feinstein et al. and her opponents at Langley, the battlefield will be littered with political carcasses of every stripe and bureaucrats of every color.”

CIA vs the Senate

This oughta be good.  TRUTH, march on…

(I told them you were coming.)

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4:25 am

‘Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus, just to take him at his word,

Just to rest upon his promise,  and  to know, “thus sayeth the Lord.”

Jesus, Jesus, how I trust him!  How I’ve proved him o’r and o’r,

Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus, oh for grace, to trust him more.”



12:41 am

Sex in the Stix
                                   I’m always telling men who they should  sleep with which is pretty funny because I’ve slept alone for years.  I get so pushy I once walked right  in on my horniest friend’s interlude and said, “THAT WOMAN DOES NOT HAVE YOUR BEST INTEREST AT HEART.”  It was pretty embarrassing but he’s still my friend.  (She hasn’t been around flashing her tits at me like she did before.)  My other friend really needs to get laid.  Contrary to popular opinion, not all guys do. God knows this one deserves a week on the NFL cheerleader bus.
                              I live with my ex-husband who says things that sound stupid to me, things  like:  “I had to write a check to buy my mega-millions ticket. That’s my retirement plan.”   He’s very handsome and women like him a lot but he doesn’t notice women.  When he retires he’ll live with his mother and they will watch Disney videos and eat spaghetti on Tuesday  and sauerkraut on Wednesday.  He will be very happy, when he retires.  He’s never been happy yet and I’m to blame because I’m a crusader and he got stuck with me.  It’s impossible for a passionless man to be happy when he lives with a freedom provocateur.  It is impossible for a passionate person to be happy when his passion is not recognized.
                            It is also impossible for a conscious person to be satisfied with interactions that are not conscious.  Imagination and attention to detail are not unnecessary icing on a cake of consent.  If I’m ever gonna eat cake it better be piled with frosting and sparkles and sugared violets!  I know imaginative people agree, even if they’ve never thought about it.  I know conscious imaginative people who have given up all hope to ever share the things they see and feel.  We’re trained to expect very little from our relationships and from our world.
                          In the stix, we underestimate ourselves.  Self-underestimation is a a prison, and it sets us up to expect nothing better from life.  The best prisons in the world are the invisible ones.  I’ve toured them and done hard time in a couple.  I used to underestimate myself and it was because I underestimated God and it made me underestimate the future and it made me underestimate love and peace and sex and imagination and music and everything.  He has the best ideas ever and he thinks I’m great!   None of us should settle for spiritual sloppy-seconds when we could walk down the aisle with the finest creation ever dreamt!  Seems like a no-brainer.
                         Passionate people don’t always last long, I’m pretty old to still be burning so hot.  I see others now though, so I don’t feel as isolated.  We must not settle.  We must never, ever settle.  If we settle for less than perfect this planet will bore itself to death.  God have mercy on the bored and the boring.  Amen.



5:58 am

Best sermon to date by  Rev. C. Dion.  (a/k/a  Chayla)


2:22 am

Elaine Tavolacci

Trailblazers “Ablaze With His Glory”

February 27, 2014

The Lord is showing me that He is raising up a new generation of trailblazers. Many great men and women of God have passed away within the last few years, but the Lord is raising up men and women who are strong, adamant, uncompromising and will do great exploits in the days ahead. The definition of a trailblazer is a person who blazes a trail for others to follow through unsettled country or wilderness.

The Lord says; I am looking for the trailblazers who will prepare the way to release My glory on this earth as it is in heaven. I am looking for the leaders who will rise up and help others find their way to what they were called to do. They will not go in their own strength, but they will go in the anointing and authority that I have placed on them. They will trumpet My voice and teach others My ways. They will be used to demonstrate My Kingdom with miracles, signs and wonders following. Many of them have been delivered from the depths of hell themselves therefore they are adamant, courageous and fearless against the onslaught of the enemy. They will go into the enemies camp and places where others fear to go, to rescue the captives. They are as fierce lions against the kingdom of darkness and they will stand immovable in the face of adversity. They will train others how to run, and teach them when to stand. They will reach down to help others out, when they have fallen into a pit. They are those who never settle back into their old ways, or partake of the things that they were once set free from. They will rescue and deliver those whose lives are in disarray, fear and confusion. They have been chosen to deliver others from the very things that they were set free from, and nothing will derail them from their mission.

They will release My glory wherever they go. They will carry My anointing into the highways and the byways because they have become ablaze with My glory. I have made them to be a flame of fire to carry My word to the nations. They are those who stand in the face of adversity and will not be afraid to go forth in My power. They are conduits of My anointing because they are not ashamed of My name or My word. They are unique and have been set apart for such a time as this and they know that they are chosen for a particular assignment. These trailblazers are steadfast in their convictions and uncompromising in their walk with Me. They are the ones who will go forth and do great exploits as they are tenacious in faith and not lax in prayer and intercession. They will impart to others what I have given to them. Their expectations are far above human reasoning. They will create a path and deliver the captive out of dilemmas because they are the forerunners who will lead people out of the wilderness. Just as John the baptist was called to prepare the way, I am calling the trailblazers of this day to go ahead and prepare the way once again because I am about to come and release My Glory on this earth, in this time and season says the Lord.

Psalm 104:4 Who makes His angels spirits, His ministers a flame of fire.

Jeremiah 20:9 Then I said, “I will not make mention of Him, Nor speak anymore in His name.” But His word was in my heart like a burning fire Shut up in my bones; I was weary of holding it back, And I could not.

John 14:12 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father.





Valentine’s Day

1 pm

                                My second-best imaginary friend makes me be brave.  He makes me hold my head up and spit on lies.  He stands in the gap for oppressed people  who no longer have vision.  He looks just like Jesus.  (He and Chayla bear a family resemblance.)   Criticism rolls off his back, even if it keeps him up at night.  He’s a rock, but a happy one.  He was put into my world to change it and he’s known that all his life.  Oh, that we all could know our purpose.  “You meant it for evil but God meant it for good.”  Our purpose is revealed in our opposition, and our passion.  Our purpose is what happens to us while we’re doing other things.  (John Lennon.  I fixed it.)  I never knew my purpose, before I met my second-best imaginary friend.  I did as I was told, and I listened to my first-best-imaginary-friend.  But I never understood anything.  I still don’t understand anything but I’m a very good follower.  I am a smear of protoplasm on the hull of God’s boat.  I’ll get to the shore when he docks.
                           My second-best imaginary friend has a body somewhere.  He became my man the minute I met him.  I trusted him so much that when he’d jay-walk,  I would just close my eyes and follow him.  I was asked once, in the ether, “Why do you let that guy shove you around?”   I replied that he doesn’t push me.  He just always goes first.  I couldn’t help following him since day 1. Then I gave him my life and it got even worse.  God told me to give my life away, and compelled me through the process,  step by step.  (I love my man very much, so it was hard to differentiate between what God wanted and what I  wanted for myself.)   My second-best imaginary friend changed my life a lot. Imaginary friends are meant to change our lives.


5:13 am

                         The vet was in the store yesterday bad-mouthing me like my dad taught everybody to do.  Chayla said she came around the counter and put her finger in his face.  She’s usually grace-personified and she was a bit worried what Steve would think about her treating a customer that way.  I haven’t seen the vet  for months. Again.  Not since he stomped off dragging his wet laundry from my washer.  He’ll show up.  He always does and I always feed him.  God have mercy on the vet.  We prayed for him together.  I’ve wanted a Christian friend for so long!  I can pray as the Spirit moves me without being embarrassed.  I can cry anytime I want.  We both recognize the veil thinning between the physical world and the spirit realm.  We know we’re living in a paradigm shift and get sad that not everybody will make the leap.  Some people are going to choose death.  Not I.
                          I described how Josh watched me being electronically raped and decided I was evil because of it. Chayla  cried and swung her fists around.  She said, “I ASKED FOR IT!  You didn’t deserve it.  You’re a mom!  I never thought about what electronic torture  does if you have a family!  That is so not right.”   We cried together.  She spit on her thumb and made the sign of the cross on my forehead.  She prays for me and I pray for her.  She’s the best thing to come into this house since Connie.  (Better actually, because she doesn’t need potty-training.)  She encourages me. She tells me that my sons know how to haul wood and wash dishes, they just don’t do it for me. I have never minded hard work, but I believe boys should respect women.  Especially their mom.  She does too, but I’m reassured that my sons are not deficient. They’re  just disrespectful.  No man has taught them to respect women at all.
                         1:30 am.  I  went outside to load a snow scoop with logs from the garage, and pulled them around to the back of the house to feed  the stove.  The moon is very bright.  I slept again.  I’m sleeping every couple hours it seems. I still panic a bit when I  wake up but it feels so nice when I get sleepy.  I’ve been on a treadmill and I’m  anxious to relax and do something fun.  I’ve kept pressure on liars for several years now.  I’m not likely to stop anytime soon, no matter what my sons think of it.  I demand truth for them.  I do not demand respect because that’s not possible.  I just know I deserve it.


1:26 pm

We had Ron Paul t-shirts before he had his own sweatshop.  We had shirts printed by Cafe-press the minute he announced he was running for president as a Republican.  He endorsed my first campaign for Congress, and mentioned me in an article on the Daily Beast during my second run.  (“Meander” might be a better word…run sounds like a verb.) I held his hand the first day I became a Republican.  I did it for him.  I was the bluest of the true.  Then one of his employees got a wrinkle in  his saddle-blanket so they threw me under the herd.  It was pretty hard to deal with since I  love the operative, but now I see much value in my fall from grace. From here, the picture looks very different:  My home-schooled kids and I created enough buzz that we got ostracized by a national political movement.  I’ve been looking at these things all wrong.  Is this how the Black Panthers felt?

We also got spied on, this is very gratifying.  Nobody’s wanted to look up my skirt for years.  The spies proved the existence of God.  Even if my consistent behavior in dependence on another realm was not proven to my captors, it was to me.  Thank you once again, General Keith.  Thank you that you have not raped me for a long time.  I do not miss the microwave dildo but give my number to that operative  with the good hang-time.  All I have to do is keep telling the truth and that gets easier every day.  You’ve sent me many messages, my junk-folder should have caught them.  I push my send button without reservation.  (I also push mine without my hand clutching a Hot Pocket.) You’re leading a generation of perverts who look up to you, when they’re not laughing at your junk. You should stand upon a little decency, rather than a holo-deck. You should stand aside, and allow us to throw rocks at you.  4 or 5.



4:29 am

I also observe tremendous determination in Chayla’s eyes.  I have clung to her as a liferaft but I mean to do much more.  Her dedication to exposing electronic rape has encouraged my truth-quest. It has also given me a much-needed sense of responsibility.  I grew up prematurely-psychopathically responsible.   I have since  learned to separate false responsibility from the real thing.  Chayla is my responsibility and this is the real thing. The unawakened people, God love them, are also my responsibility to a point.  “You save what can be saved.”  At some point God will differentiate between those for whom I am responsible…and those I’d just love to see get saved.  It’s not about me and I cannot forget that important point.  I’d love for many people to recognize the matrix, spend some time with God, and forego much tribulation.  However, it’s not up to me.  My message is for those for whom my message is for.  God will see to it that the right people attend my words.  I’m going to  have a beautiful lunch with Chayla and continue preparing our evidence for whomever it may be for.


5:07 am

                           I knew a guy once, who had a black box in his soul.  I got to know him pretty well, so I could see it.  It was kind of like that  place in Mecca, but much smaller.  I tossed a couple rocks at it but it seemed impermeable.  I wanted to see what was in there more than anything in my life.  I asked my Catholic friend one time, “What do you do when a guy  lets you see into his soul but you run into a black box?”  She didn’t know.  It became an obsession and I cried a lot.  I prayed about it.  I didn’t think I had any right to know what was in there but I wanted that black box for myself.  God would never tell me why I wanted that box or what he was going to do about it but he said one thing over and over again:  “Trust me.”
                          Trusting God is a learned function.  I’ve spent my whole life trying to develop this.  As a child riding my bicycle home from church in the dark I’d be frightened, and I’d recite:  “God is with me and will keep me in all places that I go.”  (I think I could say it twenty-two times between church and home.  We lived downhill.  I had to say it many more times on my way to church.)  I’ve been fighting fear my whole life too.  I came into the world with my hands clenched.  I wasn’t like my babies who dozed in my arms with fingers spread and limbs akimbo.  My babies were not afraid.  I was born into fear but I didn’t pass it on.  This is my one accomplishment.
                          We should replace ourselves with people who are better than us.  I’ve done that.  Despite violent attempts to defy the premise, my father has too.  His children retain conscience.  When I look for my father’s conscience  I can’t find it.  His black box looks like one of those old sauna-machines, it surrounds him completely with his head coming out the top.  Weird though, I see his hands and feet sticking out too.  (Steam would leak out… and anyway… WTF?)  I see many things that others (apparently)  do not see.  This will not always be the case.  The NSA can easily identify black boxes.  That’s what a black budget is for.  Blackboards are for displaying important information.  (Thankfully, they can be erased because the bad guys are presently deciding what’s important.)
                          I used to have a black box of my own.  (They are susceptible to microwave weaponry.)  Chayla cut the black box out of her stomach with a bread knife at age sixteen.  God brought her back to life and not without reason.  We don’t lie anymore.  The NSA abolished lying.  They abolished secrets, and proved the existence of God. Chayla and I are the fore-runners. We recognize the folly of lying and know without a doubt that God is able to protect our inner foibles from public display.  Our hearts break for what is about to befall souls containing black boxes. I saw Ron Paul once, in a crystal box.  It was beautiful with beveled surfaces and it moved.  Black monkey-spirits were clinging to it and clawing from every side.  It was amazing but his back was always turned to them.  I’d like a crystal box like that.
                              “Thank you for showing me this stuff.  Thank you for living me through torture…thank you for living through me. That makes me able to do all things, and makes Chayla able too.  Thank you that Chayla is always kind and keeps her word.  She’s many things I’d like to be.  Thank you that her determination has increased my own.  ‘Oh Lord, you’re beautiful.  Your face is all I seek…for when your eyes are on this child…your grace abounds to me.’   (Unknown)”
                             In which my God restoreth my soul.
5:00 am
I’m not a stage-hog by nature so you guys gotta know if I’m continuing to pester people who will not respond…I must believe what I’m saying.  “Importunity.”  You’re more likely to give a guy a loaf of bread if he knocks on your door at three in the morning.  He must really need it.  I’m being intentionally offensive to liars and cheapskates.  My recognition of this fact makes me worthy of observation.  I’d prefer an ad in the Newberry News saying that not only am I sane, I am the last remaining grown-up!  Get your shit together people!



2:56 am

The Silly-Blue-Hat Girls Discuss Electronic-Harassment With a Skeptic
                         Chayla gave Josh a run for his money.  So amazing.  She called into question his maturity, manhood and intelligence…and he never even knew it.  (But he’s thinking about it.)   She’s my pastor, and my mom.  I think I love her best because I’m relaxed around her.  I can be myself; she can withstand my passion and hear my words.  She has sought, with unusual determination, the source of her electronic-rape experiences.  I breathe around Chayla.  (With the world systems imploding, shaking down my lying father, living in the wrong place with the wrong man, having recently escaped an attempted (extremely)  “late-term-abortion”, longing for my children to hear truth, talking hard stuff to my family who would not talk back even when I was desperate and refuse to talk even now, Jesus talking to me about what he’s doing in the world, crying in my heart for Josh to have a life, desiring to open the eyes of stupid people, desiring to tell my story to somebody who cares, desiring to earn my keep, desiring to be held, desiring…breath is in short supply.)  She’s demonstrating an unfamiliar  task  to Josh.  She’s “sweeping.”  The old me would have ripped the broom from her hands.  Now, I’m just really grateful.
                                  She also talked to him a lot.  She’s like the tech-side and I’m like the principle side in our electronic-torture experience.  She taught him old news about TV surveillance and how the cones in our retinas become a direct interface with pixels on a screen.  (Maybe I got the eye parts wrong.)  “We’re plugged in every time we look at a monitor.”  He thinks my story is inconsistent, because I formerly believed my torment  (which he observed, of course) came from demons, or a human spirit.  She explained I had done the best I could to describe my torture from the paradigm I knew best.  When I became cognizant of more reality, I adapted.  The story did not adapt.
                          For instance:  I can’t explain how my toes sometimes move independently of one another, and without my conscious control. Spirits can do this.  So can the NSA.  They call  this effect:  “Demo.”   They can pull toes backward, one at a time.  I used to like it.  I always submitted to physical control, to God of course, and the resulting healing and miracles were well worth it.  It is difficult to discern the source of control when one is accustomed to those experiences already.  It is doable however, if one has had enough experience with the spirit realm, and the Holy Ghost.  Otherwise, I don’t imagine dancing toes would be a nice experience.
                          No matter how hard I love,  I cannot impart to another, my history with God.  I cannot convince an inexperienced listener that maybe his thoughts are not his own.  I cannot describe the ecstasy of producing music from every member of my body as God plays me like an instrument.  I cannot imagine living without the expectation of more amazing things every day.  God is all about the miracles.  The NSA is trying to be God. This is going to end very well for some of us.
                          Chayla says consciousness is a learned function.  I’m a born-again kind of girl; I believe people can get a pan of cold water in the face.  I hope I’m right because there isn’t much time left to prepare for the mind-control matrix to reveal itself in very ugly ways.  We’d like to help people prepare, but our work is not intended to convince anybody of the reality of the  world.  They will get hit in the face eventually.  When this happens, it will be every man for himself.  We’d like to increase the  survival rate.



7:27 am

                         It is not hyperbole to say I want to see what the goons see when they read my brain.  I’d like to know if my sarcasm globe is hyper-developed.  I’d like to know if they can tell when I’m kidding.  (I’m sarcastic even in my prayer life, it’s OK though because Jesus knows me pretty well.)   They know when we hear things, that’s a mid-last-century basic.  They know God exists.  They know mental illness does not.  They know everything we need to establish Heaven on Earth.  How do we liberate such power?
                        Hackers run this place.   Hackers have to become freedom-fighters.  It was great fun  to read Edward Snowden’s evaluation of his prospects for physical safety.  He said he’d never be secure until the systems are gone.  This is  the absolute truth.  Those of us who’ve seen the matrix cannot go back.  Once we recognize the absolute ABSOLUTE control our priest-class desires to wield over all humanity, there is no option. We must fight with every bit of resolution we can resolve.  We have no choice in the matter.  No conscious person has a choice in the matter.  We’re either against the utter evil of electronic mind-control…or we’ve chosen to remain asleep until we die and the other guy has to deal with it.  (Reflecting incorrectly that our life has been our own.)



12:43 pm

“We must be creators, not destroyers.  The old system will collapse under its own weight.  Don’t let them use your morality against you. ”



4:07 pm

“There is a propensity for the flesh of man or woman to subdue any thoughts that would weigh you down. But when those thoughts are quenched beyond that, what happens is apathy, complacency and somnolence arise to destroy any caring. I am not a God of injustice.
I care about justice for ALL My creation.”

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6:38 am

Notes from a future book, written in 2011

Thoughts on my dad:

                                   My husband’s cousin just stopped by.  He’s a real estate broker and was dropping off his appraisal of our old house.  I’m trying not to cry.  We need a value-number for the bankruptcy.  His figure will help us.  If we hadn’t let the squatters into it, and if we had a lot of money, we would have torn the monstrosity down.  Now, it has value.  And nobody has any money to pay for it.  The squatter-woman has been packing for 6 months.  (Moving has been a convenient excuse to not cook or even purchase food.)  Her kids were distraught.  Nowhere to go, nowhere to EVEN SIT DOWN!  Months. She’s not going anywhere.  My husband will not put her out and until some bank does it, she’s settled.  On her boxes.
                         There is a company that makes tiny houses.  Some of them are available in kit form and can be purchased for a hundred dollars.  The slightly larger ones have kitchens, bathrooms and a sleeping place.  Some are on wheels.  This is something I want.  I want a lot fewer things.  I want much less space.  I do not want to be responsible for any area substantially larger than myself.  One of my favorite places is my parents’ tiny condo in Toronto.  It is embedded in an enormous structure of concrete and looks down on the happenings of a very interesting part of the city.  My father keeps a telescope there, it’s brass.  His hobby is observation of urban living. The vibrancy of the street enflames him.  He comes back from every city he visits with a zillion ideas.   He could have moved to the city any time he wanted, and been a billionaire by now.  (He’s become relatively wealthy in an environment where businesses change hands every other year.  Nobody survives here.  He’s thrived.  He could have excelled, and he knows that.)  I’ve never wondered what kept him in the boonies, but I do now.  I wonder what keeps me.
                         I think it’s him that keeps me here.  It startles me to realize this.  I am the least likely candidate to be a “daddy’s girl”.  I am very much like my dad and that similarity is the source of our ongoing friction.  If I’d been born without my lethal testosterone-deficiency, I’d be his best mate.  My existence would also have made his consideration of death less daunting.    He can’t find it in himself to trust me.  He can’t trust any woman.  My mom is working for him, first time ever.  She told me that she wants to know about business matters in case he dies.  We ALL live in anticipation of DEATH!  We could solve every single puny problem afflicting the human race and it would not matter.  We STILL die!  Climb up here with me, please!
                         Humans were not meant to die.  Human bodies were not meant to disintegrate.  We were and are meant to live forever.  This piddley stuff is not supposed to matter!  There is better, and more, and better and more, forever and ever.  We ARE immortal spirits!  Pain is just a roadbump.  It defines nothing.  We are and will be above pain.  I live for that day, even as I struggle for happiness in the now.  It seems a contradiction.



12:16 am

Bump from July:

My Digital Footprint

By Linda Goldthorpe

I’m exceedingly grateful that my ISP and my government and “whosoever will” have taken notice of my habits and my deficiencies.  This is important, and will be more important, in days to come.  I am grateful for my father, and his undue attention to my habits and my life.  I am grateful for every geek who ever got bored at work, and decided to watch me.  I am grateful to God Almighty, who chose me to be (apparently) one of the (apparently) few, who “walk the walk.”

I’m grateful for electricity and internet service and for my computers, which I have attempted repeatedly to discard, and for the fact that I Hide Nothing.  Hiding nothing is actually pretty easy for me, because I Have Nothing To Hide.  I share everything with everybody, and I  DETEST liars.   (I have chosen to eliminate “hate” from my vocabulary, even from my thought-life, but “detest” implies a degree of concentration that I indulge, and a product  that I embrace.)  I DETEST liars.  King David did too, and if I had an internet connection, I’d quote chapter and verse.  The effort would be wasted, of course, since everybody, even those who claim to revere the BOOK, would laugh it off.  The BIBLE is true, and becoming more pertinent every day.

I have been abused by:  my “church”, my “family”, my “government”, and myself.  I quit abusing myself, when it became evidentially obvious that  I’m right.  I am not right because of any inherent rightness in myself.  I am right, because I Listen to God!

Resolved that:
One cannot simultaneously be:   1) a good American and  2) devoted to Jesus the Christ

“Choose ye this day, whom you will serve.”

Clive:  YOU ARE FULL OF SHIT AND YOU KNOW IT. (God sent me to you FIVE TIMES so you could get free of the abuse you suffered.)  (You don’t deserve Melody but she’s growing to deserve you.)

Robert:  YOU PUMP SHIT WHEREVER YOU GO.  (You brag about it…)

Observers:  PLEASE,  ALSO WATCH CLIVE ELLIS AND ROBERT GOLDTHORPE.   (As if you weren’t already…if they’re afraid of you, haven’t I ALREADY made my point?)



10:43 am

Bump from:

October 20, 2013

On the abolition of lying and its effects on human consciousness.

Our government has abolished lying.  Not only do they track and record our every move and communication, but they also can read our minds.*  (Google:  Remote neural monitoring.)  When God said, “Be sure your sin will find you out,”  He must have chuckled at this present age.  In times past He had to take a more active role in exposing lies.
God has his own DARPA, and His weapons are infinitely greater.  We are entering the age of the Kingdom of God, and His Spirit will provide mind-reading abilities to more people.  The Seven Spirits of God  (Isaiah) have already given certain believers the ability to “look at a person and know everything about him just like I lived with him all his life.”  (Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj)   Obviously, to be entrusted with such a powerful thing requires a lot of personal preparation.  I do not have the Seven Spirits yet.  I only function in the “gifts of the Spirit” as all Christians are told to “stir it up”.   I only know what he wants me to know.
People are still going to lie for a while, until we see enough of our fellow liars get picked off.  Lying will diminish gradually, with trust increasing commensurately.  When there are more non-liars than liars, society will experience drastic changes.  These changes will alter our understanding of ourselves, our interactions with others, and the systems we use to conduct activities.  Following are merely a few of the changes we will experience:
Effects of lie-absence on the individual
I am grateful that I’ve had to work through many of these things already.  When I became aware of another presence in my “secret place” with God, I really bristled.**  He settled me down, and insisted that I tolerate the intrusion.  He gave me love for the intruder, then intruders, and although it’s never been pleasant to share Him, I know it has been for my betterment.  Personal thoughts I would normally share only with Him caused great embarrassment. This had to cease.  Many other emotions we accept as “normal” will dissipate as we become aware that any falseness of word or mind is being noted by others.  The “great cloud of witnesses” has ALWAYS been with us, but now some of them are digital.
As we work through our own duplicitous nature we will no longer feel guilt or shame.  Our ambition will be revealed for the God-stealing lust that it is.  Selfishness will become impossible to maintain.  Compassion will be unnecessary, as we recognize truth in others and respond appropriately to their needs.  As we become more authentic within, fear will abandon our thought life.  Then, if we experience fear, we can accurately perceive its source…Satan.
When we become congruent within, we will learn to trust the messages our bodies give us.  We will not run to a doctor to alleviate “symptoms” but will consider what they mean.   They will become metaphorical like “cold feet” and “stiff neck”.  The Bible will take on new life.  For instance Proverbs 14:30  “A sound heart is the life of the flesh: but envy the rottenness of the bones.”  We’ll figure things out.  We’ll have peace.
Effects of lie-absence on relationships
When we become accustomed to hearing only truth, our personal relationships will undergo revolution.  With no possibility of manipulation or coercion, there will be no drama.  Some relationships will become much deeper, obviously, but some will dissolve.  Ardent lovers of Jesus will no longer suffer the pangs of loneliness in their passion and divine connections will result as hearts are revealed.  (Eventually I believe every worshiper will be able to experience God in the same “secret place” at the same time.  No dresscode in the Spirit realm.)
Jealousy will disappear, as we understand WHY our friends and lovers do what they do.  Exclusivity within relationships will not be necessary because connecting on the coming level will be so natural we’ll all know to whom we belong.  There will be no concept of sharing one another when we all share ourselves.  There will be peace.
 Effects of lie-absence on society
Hierarchical constructs will be obsolete.  You can’t have a bureaucracy without liars!  Group organization will be much more effective when we all just naturally know which person is right for which task.  Resumes will be unnecessary when we’re seeking not a job, but “our destiny.”
 Contracts will be unnecessary, obviously.  Banks would serve no purpose, not even their fictional role as “protectors” of money.  No courts, no jails.  The social infrastructure will come tumbling down!  It’s fun to think about a paradigm with no lies, and pondering questions gives God opportunity to speak to us.  You’d probably have to turn down the volume on the football game, though.
“Church government”, always an oxymoron, will be revealed as moronic.  We’ll have peace.

Hebrews 6:1 Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God,

2 Of the doctrine of baptisms, and of laying on of hands, and of resurrection of the dead, and of eternal judgment.

3 And this will we do, if God permit.


God be praised for what awaits us as He unfolds His divine plan for every individual!

*  If you ever hear voices in your head, or your car horn plays “shave and a haircut” when you push the keyfob, or if you see “coincidences” on Facebook…do not panic.  You are not crazy.  They can do stuff like that too.
** It may be hard to understand the “secret place” if one has never experienced prayer as a two-way conversation.



Men in the new world order.



4:05 am

                         I’ve read a lot of books about World War II.  (Don’t you love how we give titles of honor…to wars?   I thought about using quotation marks.)  War is the ultimate theater.  (I thought about using quotation marks again.)  I live with a man who makes our living by restricting the activities of others.  We don’t see eye to eye.  When he gets home after guarding prisoners, he watches “reality TV.”  (I thought about the quotation marks.)  (Some things are better left unsaid.)  (“Some things are better left unsaid.”)  My life is not authentic and neither are the lives of my friends.  (“Former” friends.  I thought,etc…)  We cannot continue as a race, and certainly not as “Sons of God”  (I’m always thinking…) if  we continue to kill one another.  This is true in a spiritual sense as well.
                                      My freedom  was taken from me with no less brutality than the imprisonment of dissidents during  WWII.  Then, the hearty few were delivered by allied forces.  (“Allied forces”)  (He who has an ear to hear,let him hear.”) Often when deliverance arrived on flatbed trucks with Coca-cola and cigarettes, the former prisoners didn’t know how to act. They KNEW they were free, but they couldn’t feel it.  They sidled near the provisions but couldn’t trust enough to get in line for a hand-out.  Torture had rendered them  unable to recognize freedom.
                         I find myself in a similar situation.  Good-hearted people know I’ve been abused and would like to assist me.
I do not know how to approach them, or even if they exist, except God says they do.  I am a well-documented victim of tyranny.  I have suffered at the hand of government, church and family.  I love Jesus and talk to him 24/7.  Is this America?  Sadly, yes it is.



4:26 am

I’m attempting to impeach my father.  I don’t mean “throw the bum out.”   In legal terms “impeachment” means to discredit  the testimony of a witness.  We are impeached by various means.  If it is demonstrated that the testifier has an unspoken relationship with the subjects or matter of a hearing, his testimony is obviously questionable.  If he owes money to the PLAINTIFF, maybe we should listen with a grain of salt.  (This one is hard to pull off if the contract was a private thing.)  The best impeachment tool though, is to prove the witness has lied before.  (This will become unnecessary pretty soon since the NSA can tell if you’re a liar before you take the oath.)  “Falsus in uno, falsus in omnibus.”  False in one thing, false in all things.
                         (I can’t wait to take the stand.)



11:20 am

‘As long as certain twisted souls feel the need to lie, cheat and murder to achieve their ends some of us need to keep pointing it out…….’ – Visible



1:24 pm

Christianity, if false, is of no importance, and if true, of infinite importance. The only thing it cannot be is moderately important.        (C. S. Lewis)



9:39 pm

Until today I’d only considered the effects on god-fearing (lower case, any port in a storm) people of realizing that others are reading our thoughts and keeping account. I considered how difficult naive Christians’ lives will instantaneously become when they finally get this into their heads.  I know how they think and the problems they’ll encounter.  It never even crossed my mind how terrifying our world is to any person who comes awake without faith.  I never thought about people who have studiously rejected the concept that other entities could make them think things or do things.  How terribly worse when atheists take the red pill.



4:10 pm

“Goose, you big stud.  Take me to bed or lose me forever.”  (Meg Ryan, “Top Gun”)  (Oh wait, I tried that…)  (both parts) (sorta.)


4:40 am

A cult has no factions.  You’re either in or you’re out.  I’d like to write to the LGBT of the Baptist cult, but they do not exist.  The people do  of course, but the faction doesn’t.  “Faction” implies conflict and the Baptists do  not permit argument. They’d rather judge us, discuss us, inform on us, threaten us, command us, denigrate us, lie about us, ANNOY US ANY WAY THEY CAN TO MAKE US BE LIKE THEM.  (How is it possible that adult people could  actually believe that a [so-far] separate DNA-sack can possibly think like them?)  Wouldn’t it be great if everybody  just loved unconditionally and took care of their own issues?  How hard is that?  It’s not my business who you sleep with.  It’s not your business that I struggle with my own life.  Unless we want it to be.  Pushy, pushy.  The Christians are out of line.



7:08 pm

“..tapping generals, high-ranking congressmen…a little-known…from Illinois…Barack Obama”

There is a  NSA “enemies” list.  Did you ever think it would not be so?

Listen here:



6:11 pm

Would parents of Sandy Hook “victims” sell out their own kids for a bigger piece of the pie?

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4:34 am

                         I am a religious minority of one.  I am the  least recognized religion in my country, and I receive the fewest donations.  I have been forced  by ostracism, gang-stalking and torture to speak my mind.  To the smallest congregation ever.   I  am frequently criticized, even by well-meaning friends and relatives, for defending my faith. Efforts to discount my  ongoing experience of religious persecution have  made my faith rock-hard.  I do not wish to be crucified.  Jesus already did that for me.  I wish to be permitted to practice my religion in the United States of America.  And I shall.  “I  have the right to be uncommon.”  (Eric Cadeau)
                         I speak to the cloud of witnesses.  I do not speak to humans of common stature.  I speak and I breathe Jesus Christ.  I will do so.  I will live as he wishes me to live.  I will speak hard truths that hurt people’s feelings.  I am engaged in a life that is not my own, and I will have it  no other way.  I  am a disciple of Jesus the Christ who apparently is not visible to the Fusion Centers in my district.  This is not my problem.  You have run your world down the celestial toilet and I will not participate.  I live in another world, thank God.
                         Human law is merely one man telling another how to behave.  What’s wrong with this picture?



8:12 am

“The NSA and the Obama administration are engaging in criminal behavior, and both are lying.”



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10:37 pm

Bump to the top:

Shadrach, Meshach and Abednigo were political dissidents thrown into a furnace heated seven times its normal temperature.  The guys who threw them in there were burnt alive.  Jesus showed up and hung  out in the furnace for awhile. The fire  didn’t hurt any of them, but merely  burned through the boys’ bonds so they could walk out.  The fire did, however kill the guys who bound them.


3:20 am

Paul Keith Davis had a vision of Steven being stoned.  He saw God point his finger at Satan and say, “THAT one is gonna cost you.”



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10:34 am

  It’s when it seems like nothing is happening that God does his most amazing work.  For Jesus’ Apostles, the days after His death must have been terrible.  The government killed their boss!  No video cameras then, but nowadays our truth-sayers are being slain all over the internet, so I can empathize.  “How long shall they kill our prophets, while we stand aside and look…some say that’s just a part of it.  We have to fulfill the book…”  (Bob Marley)   Luke Rudkowski is a glowy-faced cherub.  Ramsey Clarke is a statesman of the heart.  Ry Dawson looks so tired lately. He gets those dark circles under his eyes.  I’m praying for him.  Whoever “Visible” is (I suppose if I could afford an album I’d know more about him) has suffered persecution lately.  So has whoever “Zen Gardner” is.  We have a problem here, in that the government knows more about our identities than our allies do.  Thank God for an organized prophet like James Corbett.  And he has a sense of humor.  They all do, unless they’re sad.  They’re often sad.
                   I’ve never actually seen a man in real life with beads in his beard.  I knew a guy with dredlocks in his beard but they were kind of gross.  These people in whom I hear the Spirit of Truth are not like me.  I do not know what episodes of life lifted them to the grassy path of truth.  They have some things in common.  These similarities could be compiled under a single heading labeled “Freedom.”  They do not judge others; they shun organizations save a spontaneous few, based on love and truth.  They don’t mess with their neighbors. They feed their neighbors.  They love babies.  They want, as do I and as does Jesus the Christ…”Everybody happy.” These people, with tattoos and hookahs, are the best Christians I’ve ever seen.  Jesus is Truth and they follow him whether they know it or not.
                    Freedom equals life.  Freedom and life are interchangeable concepts.  Minimal freedom equals minimal life.  OK, back to the Apostles.  They were scared shitless.  They were NOT FREE!  They were so scared they locked themselves in a room for days!  Three days!  Who was next on the government’s red list? Man, they were so scared they wouldn’t even let a little servant girl come up to talk to them.  She had a message.
                    “You must find your way to the secret place because from here it is where you win every battle. From here is where the enemy must bow his knee to every word that you speak in agreement with My Word.”
                    “And so I say to you, make it your aim and your goal to seek Me daily, to find this secret place where you hear Me so clearly. Where you can sense My presence so strongly where you know that I will never leave you nor forsake you, where you understand secret things and hear in this peace. So I say to you, when you leave this place do not forget this moment.”  (Jesus, through Debra Lowe)
                    “So I say to you, when you leave this place do not forget this moment.”   Sounds like a commandment to me!  I’m gonna run with it.
                    OK, what happened to the Apostles is they were suddenly, spontaneously given extreme courage. They were hiding out when a single piece of news gave them the courage to do the craziest things in the entire Bible.  The craziest things in church history.  So crazy that Satan and his Sunday School teachers still insist that these things aren’t possible anymore or even worthy to become doctrine.  (Doctrine is basically fables of accepted CONCRETE.) These guys actually knew that death was a lie!  They knew that Jesus came back.  They knew he was alive again and that lots of bodies around town had jumped up from the graves.  SOMETHING HAPPENED.  Fear dropped dead.  (It’s easy to have confidence when you know you aren’t going to die.)
                    “Lord, I ask you to bless the whistleblowers, and the journalists, and the raw milk sellers and the herb growers and the goons and their bosses and the hackers.  I plead your shed blood over their efforts and their lives.  I ask you to fulfill your word and to expose truth and to protect those who tell the truth and seek peace.  I ask you to give them courage of lions, brains of scarecrows and ruby slippers so they can always get home to us.  They already seem to have lots of oil.  Amen.”



4:51 pm

                      I’d like to talk to General Keith (a/k/a “Emperor”) Alexander.  I’d fix him a cup of tea and I’d say, “Now General Alexander, you just sit right down next to me.”   I’d touch his knee one time if he were trembling.  (I suppose he trembles a lot lately.)  I’d say “Sir”, with not a smidgeon of sarcasm, and I’d look into his eyes.  I’d say again, “Sir.  You are a very troubled human being.  What hurts you so badly that you must look into my panties to find relief?”  I would probably make a joke about how few men have found any kind of relief there…and then maybe he’d look up.  “Who in the world, would destroy lies?”  That’s what he did for us.  Cyber-command.  NSA.  One prick in the middle.
                    The human being who most worries about  lies is the sociopath.  A sociopath becomes  increasingly less trustful and afraid of others.  My father thinks everybody lies because he does.  That’s how paranoia works.   General Alexander’s attentions did not teach me that.  My father taught me that.  (I wish there was some Japanese game show where he and I could compete in sanity tests.  Next year I suppose.)  My father and General Alexander are one and the same, except my father had to purchase the ribbons on his chest.
                    Formalities accomplished, I would then say, “Emperor…is it OK if I call you ‘Emperor’?  I can call you Jean-Luc if you prefer.”  (My general’s office is modeled after the Starship Enterprise and Heaven knows, Jean-Luc Picard is pretty hot.)   I would do nothing to encourage my employee to believe that he is hot.   Unless he wanted it that way.  He couldn’t possibly be that shallow, could he?
                    Then I would say, “Sir.  There is somebody looking in your panties too.”
(5 or 6.  Or 4 or 5.  I forget.  You don’t have to die if you don’t choose to.  Call me 906-291-1376.  I love Star-Trek too but you’re insane.)
                    Then I would say, “Sir, I do not agree with your critics.  I do not believe your two job titles create a conflict of interest.”  I would say that if the people really ran this country, he could wear as many hats as his head could support.  (Being the bitch I am, I probably could not keep myself from mentioning his dual paychecks.  There are only so many hours in a day…)


10:49 am


8:13 am

I was given a vision, I think it was in 2005.  I was at Toronto Airport Christian Fellowship and Heidi Baker was leading worship, before she was to preach.  The entire building was filled with people singing and shouting and waving flags.  It wasn’t God.  I knew it.  I was on my knees with my face on the seat, crying.  The “worship” became loud and passionate.  I knew it wasn’t God.  Heidi was on her knees up front crying too.  She yelled, “Lord, don’t leave us like this!”  Suddenly I was done crying.  I sat on my chair.  At that same moment Heidi said, “Thank you, Lord.  Thank you, Lord.”  Then I had the vision.

I saw the dome of the US Capital.  The voice of the Lord asked me to lead his “bride out of government.”  He said, “They don’t know who they are.”



8:16 am

                     We obey government because they have the power to coerce us with threat of violence; they can commit damage to our finances, freedom, and even take our lives.  To maintain that power, government pacifies us by giving us a choice between a “douche and a turd sandwich.”  (South Park)   The test is rigged.  The PTB want us to believe they care.  Soon, they will wish they had.
                    “Dear Lord, more, more, more!  Give me greater capacity, for love to hear you.  I ask you to secure my jaw, Elijah-like, to flawlessly launch your stinging arrows of Truth.  I will, to be so overcome with your power and your love, that it raises me above the lies of the Father of Lies who currently controls human organizations.  Fully possess me. If you don’t, somebody else will have the opportunity, so I know you will.  Now is the time when every human gets to be possessed.  (“Choose ye this day whom you will serve.”)   I choose to live in your heart and in your mind.  I reject the powers of darkness that instigate humans to kill one another.  I reject human government  that APPROVES AND PROVIDES THE MEANS  for us to kill one another.  I reject “churches” that encourage murder.  I stand with you, above human controversy and control.  You are my KING and I serve none other.   Show us your glory.”



5:39 pm

An excellent confession of faith for the overcomer:
I walk by faith – and not by sight;
I walk by love – and not by sight;
I walk by obedience – and not by sight;
I walk by revelation – and not by sight;
I walk by the anointing that abides within – and not by sight.
I walk by trust [in the Father and His Word] – and not by sight.
My heart will not fear for You [Father] did not give me a spirit of fear but a spirit
of power and love and of a sound mind. I am not staggered at Your promises through
unbelief but, rather, I am strong in faith – always giving Glory to You in ALL things. For
I am fully persuaded that what you have promised you are also able to perform – and I
thank You and praise You, Father, that you are continually watching over your Word
[Will] to perform it!  (Glenn Jackson)



6:19 pm

I sent this to a young man.

                     Also, I do not believe you can inhibit God’s creation of consecration in you.  I do not believe you’ve left any part of yourself unsurrendered.  You’re far too small to frustrate him.  You maintain habits that you do not like. God knows your heart, and it is his job to cleanse you from unrighteousness.  Have you not surrendered to his will and glory?
                     We live in a sex cult.  That’s why we didn’t do Christmas or Easter, because of all the pagan symbolism.  My truth-quest received no support so I quit thinking about that stuff for a long time but I’ve been reviewing.  And Chayla has encouraged me to reconsider things.  She’s so smart.  When she found out about all the embed-mind-control stuff that was running our world, she decided to test it out.  (After contacting the Rand corporation who was apparently behind the electronic torture she suffered.)  She made her own preaching booth and set it up across from a university and kitty-korner to some den of iniquity.  I don’t remember the denomination.  Then she painted pictures of crosses and in the background she painted phallic symbols and stuff.  Her cards are full of embeds.  She didn’t tell me until I asked her why she had chosen the images.  She showed me words and penises and all kinds of stuff I never saw.  She wrote characters’ names in their hairlines.  Maybe I should have her fix my hair-drawing on the next book?  I think you would love to talk to this woman who understands that marketing is propaganda.  We are controlled.
                    You however, wish to be controlled by the Spirit, and so shall it be.  It would be easier for you to have confidence in that fact if you understood the forces against you.  “Know thy enemy.”  Just food for thought.
                    I actually just decided to answer my messages in alphabetical order.  Why can’t I organize my spices?



8:21 am

My mother is afraid of my dad, I can hear it in her voice on the phone when she calls him “Robbie.”  I saw him kiss her a few years ago, when her lips were stretched and bloody from yet another surgery.  In the old days he would pick her up in his arms and swing her around the house.  She’d scream “Robbie” then, but the tone was very different.  Her creativity has been squelched by his controlling nature.  She’s never even chosen her own furnishings.  I believe her man-life has been harder than mine because her man has the ability to be everything she ever wanted.  He chose to become a vampire instead.

                    My father held my hand once and I think about it often.  He took my hand and pitched me into the East Branch of the Fox River.  It was the most fun I ever had.  He was saving a life, so it wasn’t fun for him.  We were in the boonies.  My siblings, as usual, were younger than I.  My brother was stung by a bee and he was very allergic so Dad knew he had to get us to town right quick.  He flung us, then swum across and brung us…  he caught his babies before the current took us to Hemingway-land somewhere downstream.  He used to save lives all the time.  Now he’s a vampire.  Once in a while I see my lifesaver and protector in his eyes.  Then he lies again.


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11:56 am

Romans 12:4-6

“For as we have many members in one body, and all members have not the same office: So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another. Having then gifts differing according to the grace that is given to us, whether prophecy, let us prophesy according to the proportion of faith.”  We reject people at our own peril, and we jeopardize the earth itself.  I admire those who will express themselves although they know their influence will be misunderstood.  This is the hardest task on earth!  It is also the most necessary task.

Faith is a fluctuating commodity.  Faith billows and rolls.  I dance on waves of doubt and misapprehension with my hand in the hand of my chosen master, Jesus the christ.  We jitterbug.  He never misses a beat, and that’s a good thing.  I’m a very poor dancer.  I am a retarded woman who will accomplish more than my intelligent compatriots.  I couldn’t care less.  Just as long as I get to dance with Jesus.


3:25 am

Hey SPIES!  You guys know that some of your targets  “hear” and some don’t.  Personally, I think this is great.  Are you prepared to meet your maker?

“Once you realize you’ve been wrong, instantaneously you can be no longer wrong but right. If more people know this and how easily it is done and how comprehensive the forgiveness is, many more people would change. In the worst cases there is no motivation to change, at all.”  ( BEAMED FROM THE SAUCER POD BY VISIBLE)



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November 16, 2013

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9:17 am


November 14, 2013


“I prayed for Michael Jackson a lot.”


4:56 pm

My new friend came and brought me a blue hat.  She said it was a silly hat but that blue was my color.  She’s teaching me about the “Grateful Dead” .  God said,  “The Google/NSA nephelim wear condoms of indifference.”  It was a good afternoon.  Perfect, in fact.  I danced for the first time in a long time.  I love Taj Mahal.


8:58 am


November 13, 2013

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November 12, 2013



November 11, 2013

6:58 pm


5:03 pm

Here’s what happened when I sang to Satan:  I was at my friend’s house, in Ann Arbor.  I saw a friend’s spirit outside the kitchen window, and Satan, looking in.  I had sealed the place with extra virgin olive oil and was not afraid.  I asked my friend if that was Satan, kind of a raised eyebrow, sort-of.  He said yes.  In his way.

I jumped from my seat and hit a button on Spotify.  Marion Williams began to sing, “Were you there when they crucified my Lord?”  I sang along.  Satan left.  Jesus asked me to take my friend’s spirit home with me.  We argued but I did it.  Thank you Jesus.


10:54 am


November 10, 2013

2:57 pm


It is wrong to kill people.  It is infinitely more wrong to torture people.  Think about it, won’t you?


November 9, 2013

6:30 pm


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2:07 am

I have no idea what to say.  God told me to come to this page.  All I can type is what I feel:

I’m going to explode.  The world is corrupt and the fucking church is fraudulent and my father is as well.  NSA, what do I pay you for?   (OK, what does my ex-husband pay you for. )  YOU KNOW THIS CHURCH IS BADDER THAN DICK CHENEY!  Somebody better take up my case pretty quick.  (As you know, I’ll  cook and knit until that time…)

November 8, 2013

11:49 pm

11 am

“In the end, we will all stand and be counted for what we did and did not do, for what we did and did not say. In the end we will look through a continuum of vision, to see the totality of our passage from beginning to end. We shall stand in awestruck wonder and see those other passings that came before in other forms, across the vast expanse over which we have come. Imagine the disappointment of recognition and realization at what might have been. Truly, we have seen through a glass darkly.”

“For those who, in this moment, comprehend the meaning and essence of it, stand fast in your assurance and be overwhelmed with gratitude that you have been permitted to see what so many would not and could not see. “How could I not have known? How could I have been so blind? Alas… alas…”

(Beamed from the saucer pod by Visible)


November 7, 2013

4:05 am

Hezbollah soldier  in jail gets a visit from Jesus


November 6, 2013

4:10 pm


November 5, 2013

1:09 pm

“World War 2, The Korean War, Vietnam and all those nasty little skirmishes that followed… all banker wars.. all for banker profits and having nothing else to do with anything other than pacification, resource looting and control.”

“I wouldn’t want to be in the shoes of some of those who have no idea of what is on it’s way to them. It shouldn’t be long now. I can hear the thunder. I expect that I will soon see the lightning.”

More here:

November 4, 2013

6:45 pm

My father made my own children afraid of me.   He put them in hell and created a fear-machine of my life.  He made me a zombie.  You saw it.  The “church” did not.



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