6:18 pm

Essena O’Neill: Why I REALLY am quitting social media
Essena O’Neill is a 19 year old Australian social media phenomena, with half a million Instagram followers.

I had everything I ever wanted. Now I’m here and I see how contrived, fake and forced consistently proving to the world ‘how amazing my life/body/self is’. I spent everyday looking at a screen, viewing and comparing myself to others. It’s easier to look at shiny and pretty things that appear happy than stopping and just getting real with yourself.

Social media only became great for me because of the amount of effort I put in trying to portray this ‘perfect’ person, being born into the flesh I have and sharing emotional parts of my life. Being social media famous is a very unattainable thing for majority of people viewing this. I was attracted to the idea of being liked and of value.

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5:13 pm

“Christians WILL be persecuted.  A change has come.”

“America has been racing to judgment…in defiance of God.”




4:02 am





5:13 am

“The science behind paranormal activity”


(They can change reality.  Don’t you think everybody should know about this?)

It’s a shame that the Christian community does not believe the Bible when it talks about things like this, because it’s going to cause them to be harmed.”

How will CERN affect your soul

 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.

 Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle.

 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.

Who is this King of glory? The Lord of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah.

 (Psalm 24 :7-10)




5:34 pm

“Walk the walk or shut the fuck up.”

DAVID ICKE – Elite Divide & Rule Agenda. Humanity Needs To Get Off Its Knees





5:12 pm

Don’t Take Things Personally



7:07 am

“Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.”


The Lord stated how dark and wicked the world would be just before He comes for His saints. “And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake.” (Luke 21:16-17) Families that were once bound together in faithfulness to share their burdens are being torn apart. Little differences become excuses of hatred. Most of the church world has forgotten, “…charity shall cover the multitude of sins.” (I Peter 4:8b) Strongholds of Satan are always full of self, selfishness, and self love. Look at every action that separates you from your church family or your personal family and every time you will see “self” with a capital “S.”

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4:31 pm

When Evil Pervades: Gods Promises to the Righteous



9:21 am

“In other words: we’ve been sterilized, castrated, knee-capped, lobotomized and asphyxiated from the Truth and Knowledge of who we truly are and our incredible power to manifest and shape a loving, conscious world around us.”

It’s not an exact science by any means, but this whole field starts to show the power of the literal electromagnetic, vibrational informational mind as evidence of, or a reflection of, human consciousness, and we should pay close attention.

Pretty profound. When the accumulated consciousness fields are driven in common or show coherency or resonance, they create a new information field.

Sound interactive? That’s the whole point…we need to get busy manifesting Truth and Love within this field.

Now you can see why so much is hidden from us – it’s fuel for our flux capacitors!

The latest rash of modern psychopathic societal designers identified these causal and potentially liberating or captivating trends at whatever level of understanding, and set in place educational and society-modifying mechanisms to keep humanity from spontaneous, self-supporting growth centuries ago.

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11:41 am

I never thought I’d post Alex Jones to this page but this is a fine sermon:

Total Emergency Alert: Elite Now Evacuating

“Please do something humanity.  You’re our hope.”




5:40 am

MATT DAMON on ELITE & NWO – Amazing Speech On This Evil World



6:46 pm




6:31 pm

Fake Skeptics &  The Conspiracy Theorist Slur

False skepticism is used to divert discussion from rational to emotional.

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10:12 am

Market Collapse and Secret War Against America

(Now this guy sounds like he has his various mind-places integrated.  His faith is paramount, and it interweaves perfectly with his material considerations.  His final authority is whatever the Lord says, and he does his research to line that word up with earthly-factual considerations.  We have to integrate our beliefs or they aren’t beliefs at all.  Also, failure to CHOOSE our beliefs assures that the hive-mind will pull at our compartments according to the needs of the collective,  which is run by psychopaths.  These motives will often be at cross purposes and insanity will increase dramatically.  It’s the slow-kill of the depopulation protocol and it is VERY FAR ADVANCED.  We don’t even care anymore!  The life-boats are filling up fast, and nobody knows how many seats remain.  The beast is mind-control and his prophets are killing us!  It really is very important that a bunch of people wake up pretty soon.)
Is it Time to Short the Market? Secret Weapons of Quiet Wars (America Under Attack), How the Elite are Robbing Us Blind, Jesus & the Bride of Christ to the Rescue



10:19 am

Are You Experiencing Spiritual Emergence or Spiritual Emergency?

Those undergoing spiritual emergence (called emergees) are sometimes viewed as being ‘troublesome’, ‘special’, or simply ‘spiritual’. Some individuals may sometimes be considered ‘troublesome’ in the sense that during and following emergence/emergency, those individuals no longer conform to past behaviours and persona.

Arguably, it is the inability of society in general to simply say that spiritual emergees are just different, rather than thinking they are somehow ‘special’ or ‘spiritual’. In a widely expanded view of our spiritual nature, we are all ‘special’ yet different with unique paths back to Source. The pursuit of super consciousness itself is all about raising the consciousness of the Human Collective and is not a race to individualised enlightment. We are that which we seek: we are individuated strands of God-Source having a 3D experience. That is the paradox within Life, explained in one short sentence.

Spiritual emergence will bring to surface vexing personal issues and strip away anything that is not working in our lives. Some will awaken gently to new vistas of thought and heightened consciousness yet others will feel the rug of their particular reality violently shaken, stripped away and laid bare. Some of us may experience disorientation and confusion regarding who we think we are, where we are, what our purpose is and most importantly, what has happened to us. The analogy of several wash and spin cycles of who we think we are springs to mind (no pun intended). Spiritual emergency represents an intense period of our inner journey, i.e. the breaking apart of perceived mind constructs and associations. Goel (1) says, “almost everything in your mind will fall like pins”. Thus, everyone in your life will be affected.

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4:33 pm

Sunday I went to this weekly event called “Ecstatic Dance” It’s at this resort down by the shore and its been going on for years. I didn’t know what to expect. I even, foolishly, assumed that it might mean dancing. As I waited for this event to come about, I scanned the various bulletin boards with their many ads about seminars being conducted in a safe and nurturing environment and got introduced to a whole lot of new terms for new ways to reveal your true self and really… I can’t remember most of it because my mind rejects their residence but what I did notice was that in not one of these presentations was the divine mentioned, except within the context of one’s own replacement of it. Either the divine is front row and center or you are and apparently you are.

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“For somebody who understands that public school is bad while they’re in it, that’s a pretty traumatizing experience.”  John Vibes
“Statism is to anarchy, what religion is to spirituality… anarchy is freedom in the physical sense, spirituality is freedom in the emotional/spiritual sense.”
“Let’s not kill each other over things we cannot prove.”

John Vibes: The Conscious Resistance – Anarchy and Spirituality!


7:46 pm

There is No Neutrality, No “Innocent” Bystander When We See Abuse

The conflict between the will to deny horrible events and the will to proclaim them aloud is the central dialectic of psychological trauma. . . . When the truth is finally recognized, survivors can begin their recovery.  But far too often secrecy prevails. . . .  Witnesses as well as victims are subject to the dialectic of trauma. . . . When the traumatic events are of human design, those who bear witness are caught in the conflict between victim and perpetrator.  

It is morally impossible to remain neutral in this conflict. The bystander is forced to take sides. It is very tempting to take the side of the perpetrator. All the perpetrator asks is that the bystander do nothing.

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9:45 am

They asked Jesus, “Why do you speak in parables?”

Creflo Dollar: Demons Stole My Private Jet

Dollar said he needed this new jet so that he could continue to travel the world and bring people the word of the gospel, but he did not explain why such a feat could not be accomplished while flying coach. 

(Call it as you see it…)

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5:54 am

Rand Paul seemed uneasy in a meeting with Orthodox Jews in which he stressed “tradition”—not surprising for a 2016 hopeful who some previously have accused of being anti-Semitic.

“Freedom requires tradition the same way you could say liberty requires virtue,” Paul says. “Bounded by tradition…a stabilizing force for civilization, a stabilizing force for our country, is our traditions…. When I was in Israel, we went to a Shabbat dinner. I love, uh, just sort of the traditions. A lot of the traditions aren’t necessarily our traditions, but you know, I see things that I ask Dr. Roberts about, like Schindler’s List, placing a rock on the, on the gravesite; the tradition of sitting shiva…”  (the very randy Rand  Paul)


What a PUTZ.

Making the word of God of none effect through your tradition  (Mark 7:13)

But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines  the commandments of men.  This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me.  (Matthew 15:8-9)

Howbeit in vain do they worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men. For laying aside the commandment of God, ye hold the tradition of men, as the washing of pots and cups: and many other such like things ye do.  (Mark 7:7-8)
(I figure the “Jews” and the Baptists are in the same pot, ‘seething’ with swine’s flesh.  Where does the son of a man led by Spirit fit into this recipe?)



2:23 pm

“My mum made us stay with our abusive father and I would have preferred live on the streets. If you knew how incredibly DAMAGED I am and my sisters are from the abuse, you would know that “staying for the kids” is hardly an option.”

If you are a mother – your instincts should call you to protect. Protect your children at any cost – not just for the sake of their safety but as a christian – for the sake of JUSTICE. 

God requires us to “SEEK JUSTICE, love mercy and walk humbly with your God” Micah 6:8

(Of course staying for one’s own IMAGE is a different story.)

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7:55 am

The reason God’s servants must exercise patience is very exciting, and well worth our efforts.  God’s plan is so amazing and encapsulates so many details of so many situations and lives, that if we’re patient, he will use our lives to ACCOMPLISH EVERYTHING HE WISHES.  (Patience is also necessary because when we lay down our lives for Jesus, he organizes our circumstances so we cannot ‘change our minds’ and escape.  At least that’s been my experience, and it was also my prayer.)   I want to leave Helmer…badly,  but even greater is my desire to fulfill my destiny, so that God may effect the changes he desires.  (When I prayed, “Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven” I meant it, and God knew that.)  I am by nature very impatient.  My recent marriage cultivated patience, but I still require DRASTIC CHANGES TO MYSELF if I am to sit and type much longer.  I pray for his Spirit to FILL ME to such an extent that it just bursts from my pores and fingertips and that my discomfort is subdued by the revelation of his glory and the strength of his joy.  He says he’s never late, but I’ve been working on this same project for many years and I’m still waiting to see fulfillment of words he gave me in 2006.  And since then.  And last week.  “Lord, please change my heart so I am able to comfortably wait for you to break my father’s; and give me grace to be kind to him until that point.  Even so, come quickly, Lord Jesus.”


7:08 pm

“There is a reason that the exhortation to love the ineffable is the ‘greatest commandment’. A relationship is established and it moves at the speed of your love. Want to move faster? Love more. The almighty judges you by the quality and direction of your heart, not by your mistakes, which we all make, possibly more often than we think we do. We are measured by our love and by the zeal we bring to the acts of pursuing self discovery and performing devotional service. We are not measured and judged according to the arbitrary standards of the world. The world rewards and applauds certain things and the ineffable does so also. They are very much not the same things.”

I’ve run into some amount of criticism for acknowledging my invisible friends. However, the proof that I have them has been amply demonstrated in my life any number of times. The circumstance of my acquittal some years ago could ONLY have been achieved through divine agency. When I fell some months ago, I should have been dead, given the force with which my head hit the concrete from such a height. I did not even have a concussion. I can also point out all of the times when things have worked out against impossible odds. Skeptics can think what they wish. I was and am present and they are not. I do not mention my invisible friends to set some kind of favored or special status to myself. I mention them to encourage others to seek the same relationships.

“How could God, the Unmanifested Absolute, appear in visible form to a devotee?” a man asked. The Master said, “If you doubt you won’t see, and if you see, you won’t doubt.”

“Do not think that you can comprehend the Infinite Lord by reason. Reason can grasp only the cause-effect principle that pertains to the phenomenal worlds. Reason is powerless to understand transcendental truth and the nature of the Causeless Absolute. “Man’s highest faculty is not reason but intuition: apprehension of knowledge derived immediately and spontaneously from the soul, not from the fallible agency of the senses or of reason.”

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7:00 pm


9:04 am

Cue the invitation hymn…

“This is where the rubber meets the road. There comes a time we need to crystallize all that’s being plainly revealed into a very clear picture that brings personal action and a conscious response. The global engineers are enacting a full spectrum attack on humanity, to not just subdue, control and transform the world’s populations, but to reduce it by slowly maiming and killing it off.”

How Much Evidence Do We Need to Take Action?

“Courage is the absence of letting fear rule our lives. Doing the conscious and responsible thing is the duty of every living creature, not just “activists”, another term used pejoratively to keep people from doing the obvious.”

“If we don’t respond consciously to this invasion on our kind we’re not worth our salt. Doing what we can restores confidence and an innate sense of who we are, and spurs many others on to do the same.”

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4:23 pm


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8:13 pm

“In those places where large amounts of people have bought into lifestyles and philosophies that are anathema to the smooth working of natural things and where natural things have become misidentified and undesirable due to darkside social engineering, brought into being by tiny demographics, exerting out of proportion influence upon the inhabitants, circumstances will become VERY unpleasant. This includes everything from total chaos, natural disasters and a scrolling litany of just about everything you hoped never to see in your lifetime, however brief the prospects for continuance may become at that time. There is something in the human organism that sends out increasingly greater and greater warnings at a certain point in the process and cycle. If you cannot hear or see any of these then your attention is too deeply immersed in the unreal. When the real meets the unreal, the unreal is going to be exposed for what it is and all illusionary integrity of infrastructure and being is going to be challenged beyond its capacity to resist. That dirty snowball is going to come right down Main Street everywhere and be just as big or small as conditions demand, according to irresistible and necessary change. Need I say more?”


10:37 am

“If we sacrifice our values because we’re afraid, we don’t care about those values very much.”  (Edward Snowden)



6:53 am

  “If you don’t know, the thing to do is not to get scared, but to learn.”

Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged

2 Timothy 2:15

 Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.


10:30 am

No Wonder Sexual Assault in the Military Is Epidemic

The headline reads: “Book of songs used by U.S. Air Force contains horrifying lyrics about rape, pedophilia and homosexuality.” And the headline is accurate. The 130-page songbook contains 70 songs with titles including Pubic Hair, The Kotex Song, Bestiality, and The S&M Man (set to the tune of The Candy Man, it describes sexually mutilating women). The book is bound to look like an official Air Force publication, but the bottom of its pages are labeled “For Unofficial Use Only.”

Hey women: Stay out of the military. You are safer in the midst of a street gang on a dark inner-city street in a large American city.

Hey men: You too. Men get sexually assaulted in the military as well.

Hey Christian: If you have even an ounce of morality, why would you even think of joining the military?

Hey libertarian: Wake up to the nature of the military and quit writing me about how you find my “hatred” of the military disgusting and about how the problem with the military is all the fault of the president and the politicians and not the soldiers themselves.

Hey Americans: the military is an immoral and evil institution, even when it is not killing gooks and ragheads. Quit worshiping it.

Thanks to several people who alerted me to this.

Email Laurence M. Vance


1:34 pm

Again, we need to be putting our Pastors under scrutiny because we have 28,000 Judases in our midst.   (Dave Hodges)


8:38 am

“Non-cooperation with evil is as much a duty as is cooperation with good.”- Gandhi


2:28 pm

The Hamster Wheels of the Matrix

“The hungry, honest, grateful and sincere heart will find the truth, but it will be met with a lot of opposition by those who couldn’t proceed on the path for one reason or another.”

“It seems they camp out and take their “positions”, guarding what they consider to be their personal trek up the mountain and daring to decide who may ascend and who may not, like self appointed machine gun bunkers.”

“Anything short of a fully consciously awake and aware approach to our predicament here doesn’t just fall short, it reinforces the control paradigm.”

“They even invented a pseudo science to treat the very conditions they’ve induced: psychology – which only validates and reinforces their control system. And if you want justification for a dog eat dog existence, just look at the taken-as-fact theory of evolution. Survival of the fittest – a nice tidy package for the plebeians to accept the oligarchs staying on top and to keep us fighting amongst ourselves.”

“You’ll know who’s who by the spirit it gives off. Don’t hold them to their place, they may yet evolve, but it’s something important to be aware of.”

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5:47 am

An ISIS fighter: ‘I was forbidden at the Gates of Heaven…’

“Then the Angel spoke unto him and told him that he had failed miserably as a human soul, that he would be banned from the Gates of Heaven if he chose to die, but that if he chose to live again, he would have another chance to repent of his sins and walk along God’s path once again”

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8:34 pm

Banksy sneaked into Palestine and made this video.



8:25 am

Dead Banker 61 “Froze To Death” ???

“Who goes solo-hiking in the mountains during a blizzard?”

“I’m not buying the guy who shot himself 7 times in the head with a nail gun.  I’m not buying it.”

“You can be informed without fear because you live in the arena of faith.


1:14 pm

Einstein Quote


3:04 pm

I consider humility to be one of the ‘can’t do without period’ qualities. It is a MUST HAVE. Why do I say this? I do not say this because it is one more pose one must adopt or that one must be humble because some rule book says so. I say this because humility is something that one cannot avoid if one is to have an realistic understanding about the true relationship between our own insignificance and the immeasurable greatness of the ineffable by comparison. Unless one has this understanding of the relative difference between ourselves and the divine, we ain’t going past a certain point and we will most definitely be in line for a purpose of demonstration moment; not a hoped for demonstration either.

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4:51 pm


10:09 am

Speak Now Or Forever Hold Your Peace With Backstabbers

“A point of no return.  We can’t be cool no more…”

“The best kind of relationship is authentic.”

“If you was hot or cold, I could work witch ya.  It’s that lukewarmness that gets me!  Hell no, I won’t be lukewarm!”   “Some of you got a bunch of family members, you need to stop having something to do with those SOB’s.  I done cut a whole bunch of mine out; I don’t give a damn, you see, people want you to be concerned about what they think about you.  That’s how you people get enslaved, allowing others to enslave you.  Do they got a Heaven and Hell?  Did they die for your sins on the cross?  I don’t understand why you concerned about them, because God sees the inner man.”

“You got to realize, that family members can be your worst enemies.  They can do things to you that other people can’t.”  “Sometimes your family members get you frickin’ killed.  Then they be tryin’ to act like they’re so innocent.”  (In response):  “Was it true?  Was it true?  Show me something where I was lying…”




7:29 pm

In a video on YouTube (grab pictured) he states that '2014 was the worst year of my life and with a new year it is time for Fox News to have the worst year of its existence' and that his 'sacrifice' is to 'help everyone'



1:13 pm

Why Materialism Is Not the Answer —Rupert Sheldrake – The Science Delusion

Here are the 10 dogmas he has found to exist within mainstream science today.

1. Nature is mechanical or machine like

2. All matter is unconscious

3. The laws or constants of nature are fixed

4. The total amount of matter and energy is always the same

5. Nature is purposeless

6. Biological heredity is material

7. Memories are stored inside your brain

8. Your mind is inside your head

9. Psychic phenomena like telepathy is not possible

10. Mechanistic medicine is the only kind that works

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7:17 am

“As Chris Hedges warns, “We live in imaginary, virtual worlds created by corporations that profit from our deception,” It is precisely these virtual worlds that we need to turn the tables on. Virtual worlds are tools. We need to go from being irresponsible tools succumbing to a deceptive system, to using our tools responsibly and empathically so as to transform the system into a healthier version of itself.”

Psychopath vs. Empath: the War Between Truth and Deception

“When competition becomes primary and cooperation secondary, then we know we have failed as a species. Collectively, among every human, vanity leads to segregation and competition, competition leads to fear and greed, greed leads to deceit and immorality and deceit and immorality is the breeding ground for illness waging war on each other and our earth.”

A society based upon fear, apathy and hatred sets up a system which is fundamentally incapable of producing health and happiness and thereby represses human development. And here we are: living in a world where human development is being repressed, at the detriment of our individual health and the health of the ecosystem. However, our escape from this unhealthy pattern lies not only in rebellion, but also in the cultivation of a personal freedom and a relinquishing of all forms of anesthesia and self-deception.”

Like R.D. Laing said,  “We are effectively destroying ourselves by violence masquerading as love.”

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3:19 pm

How many times have we been faced with the decision to move on to the next level of commitment to truth? How often has a new level of personal sacrifice been standing at our door, beckoning? How did we respond? Were we willing to go further, no matter the cost?

“That’s pretty much what it takes in the pursuit of truth. A constant shedding of the old, no matter how attached we’ve become to our self image and familiar surroundings; to be relentlessly following the signal from this esoteric siren of love and a greater reality that we know awaits.”

Further – The Oft Neglected Path

“People park on their particular perch which they feel is sufficiently above the valley of deceit and think they have enough perspective to pass judgement on the rest.”

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11:04 am

Humility is about emotional neutrality. It involves an experience of growth in which you no longer need to put yourself above others, but you don’t put yourself below them, either.

Consonant with the premise of what humility is not, as I think of it:

– It’s not letting others “push you around.”

– It’s not being a doormat, a sucker, or letting people “walk all over you.”

– It’s not constantly sacrificing your interests to those of others (and then feeling like a victim or a martyr).

– It’s not avoiding conflict or confrontation – not of your making, anyway – for the sake of “being nice.”

– It’s not about hiding your feelings or suppressing your views to avoid alienating others.

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1:18 pm

Doug Casey:   I don’t think it should be treated as a great game. And you shouldn’t call it that, because it validates the machinations of these horrible people. You’ve got to remember there are two types of people in the world: people who want to control material reality and people who want to control other people. It’s that second type who go into politics. They play games – here it’s called the Great Game, which dignifies it in a way it shouldn’t be – with other people’s lives and property. It’s been this way ever since the state was created about 5,000 years ago, and I don’t think you should play games with other people’s lives. Forget about the “great game”; it’s a fool’s game.


3:31 am

“It’s the end-game of philosophic Materialism, a bankrupt and contradictory system.”

“The people at the CIA, the Pentagon, DARPA, and other agencies, who are trying to change thought and behavior, are much crazier than they appear to be. They assume that the process of thought is so directly a product of the brain that they can make Thought A turn into Thought B with the flip of a switch. They have many surprises in store for them.”

“Mind control advocates and researchers deny such freedom exists. For them, it’s just a matter of replacing one piece of equipment for another in what they believe humans are:biological machines.”

“There is absolutely nothing inherent in sub-atomic particles that would lead to a notion of free will.  The existence of freedom (choice) directly implies a non-material space. And a non-material individual who is inhabiting a physical form.”

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7:52 pm

“The truth will set you free. But not until it is finished with you.” – David Foster Wallace


12:28 pm

Loneliness – The Dilemma of the Awakening Mind

“Each step up the ladder requires tremendous courage, an open and curious mind and a high degree of “functional” intelligence. Those steps command effort -much more effort than what most are willing to exert. Sleepers may go so far as to observe or even stumble over this hypothetical “ladder” and still not recognize what it is or how they may benefit from it.”

“The lower state is easily entertained- and anything or anyone who challenges their status quo will be dismissed as an outsider, a misfit or a threat.”

“Once you have experienced the process of awakening there really is no going back. The one (down) side is the higher you get, the more rarefied the air becomes. Loneliness can settle in. The awakening mind is an exceptionally vibrant mind that requires considerable stimulation and camaraderie. But it’s lonely up there. Indeed.”

“Just by virtue of being aware you are already contributing in a vast and energetic way to those around you. They “sense” your vibration and may try to resonate with you some day. You have been given “eyes to see” and “ears to hear” so you have been blessed.”

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11:19 am

“Teach your children to be brave. This century of ours has been marked most conspicuously by cowardice of the people everywhere. It was by our cowardice that we were betrayed into the hands of corrupt men who promised to make life”safe’ for us and devoid of hazard, and robbed the adventurousness by which the spirits of men are strengthened. It was by our poltroonery that we lost our liberties. It was by our fears that we almost died. A brave people never become slaves.” — Taylor Caldwell,”The Devil’s Advocate”(1952) — pgs. 332 — 338

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6:52 am

“Try this: Start projecting love to people as you pass them in the street. The idea is to imagine (generate) a deep and resonating sense of love in your heart and expel a short breath; send the love in another person’s direction – try to hit them in the heart with your love missile. Pick total strangers. Velocity is the key. Breathe out a short sharp breath and use the force of your will, and whack ‘em hard in the heart with all the love you can muster.”

Communicating Silently

Health warning: If you manipulate or project evil, or you use your powers to the detriment of others, you create a lot of bad karma. Gradually those evil thoughts and projections move from their initial evil state, and they begin to solidify in another world. They take on a phantasmagoric form that comes alive and gradually develops a mind of its own.

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11:55 am

“I don’t care what other people are doing. You gotta make your mind up for yourself, what you gonna do.”

Message To The Youth To Be Leaders And Not Followers

“There is a fight, and a war going on.”


10:52 am

Maybe ubiquitous mind-control isn’t the biggest problem facing humanity today.  Maybe we should focus instead on hunger or torture or slavery or football rivalries.  Except we can’t focus, because of that mind-control thing…
Take torture for instance.  This week the whole world took another big bite of the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil.  Now EVERYBODY knows that the US government tortures people all over the planet.  Once we know…we are responsible.  (That’s why we die.  We can’t live with what we know.)  We can fiddle with our 401(k) and hope our kids choose a nice nursing home for our final years.  We can maybe worry about the evil for which we pay our taxes and fasten our  seatbelts.  We  might even pray that God will do something about this earthly mess of perversion and deceit.  BUT, no matter our  intentions, if we refuse to act against  TORTURE we have chosen to die.  Death has always been our choice, but our personal choice is becoming far more pertinent.  What makes us think, no matter our eschatalogical paradigm, that it does not matter what we do now?  In these days of fading human consciousness, as the torturers and their minions overrun the planet and subdue our race, will we stand up?  I sincerely doubt there will be any defense in the claim that we were “mind-controlled.”  We’ve chosen that route.



5:27 pm

“I cannot stress this enough! Let this be my Christmas gift to you this year; the reminder that you can guarantee your future state by how you manage the present moment from here on out and… remember (remember… heh heh), the thing about ‘discipline’ is that though it may be temporarily onerous, once it gets rooted, it does itself. You can’t help but do it. The power of the habit is on cruise control. Make it happen.”  (Les Visible)


6:51 am

“The barbarous custom of having men beaten who are suspected of having important secrets to reveal must be abolished. It has always been recognized that this way of interrogating men, by putting them to torture, produces nothing worthwhile.” (Napoleon)

“The Senate Intelligence Committee report released this week found that the CIA tortured terror suspects by, among other things, putting hummus in a man’s anus, forcing suspects to stand on broken feet, and blasting detainees with songs such as “Rawhide” at loud volumes on repeat.”

“Disclosure was 14 times more likely to occur early in an interrogation when a rapport-building approach was used. Confessions were four times more likely when interrogators struck a neutral and respectful stance. Rates of detainee disclosure were also higher when they were interrogated in comfortable physical settings.”

The Humane Interrogation Technique That Actually Works

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3:36 pm

The game is rigged, and “we the people” keep getting dealt the same losing hand. Even so, we stay in the game, against all odds, trusting that our luck will change.

“It really doesn’t matter what you call them—the 1%, the elite, the controllers, the masterminds, the shadow government, the police state, the surveillance state, the military industrial complex—so long as you understand that while they are dealing the cards, the deck will always be stacked in their favor.”

“… after six years of investigation, 6,000 written pages and $40 million to write a report that will not be released to the public in its entirety, the U.S. Senate has finally concluded that the CIA lied about its torture tactics, failed to acquire any life-saving intelligence, and was more brutal and extensive than previously admitted. This is no revelation. It’s a costly sleight of hand intended to distract us from the fact that nothing has changed.”

“Stop buying into the schemes of the elite, stop being distracted by their sleight-of-hands, stop being manipulated into believing that an election will change anything, and stop playing a rigged game where you’ll always be the loser.”

“It’s time to change the rules of the game. For that matter, it’s time to change the game.”

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2:45 am

“How the settlers spit on Christians In the land where Jesus died— And how those who do the spitting Have the world upon their side.”

She Died for Palestine

“The difference between a Jewish soul and the soul of non-Jews

is greater and deeper than the difference between a human soul

and the soul of cattle.”

Rabbi Kook

“I know Christians who lock themselves indoors during the entire Purim holiday,”—  Daniel Rossing.

In memory of Rachel Corrie

Like all things pure and precious

Like holy bread and wine

I love the radiant Rachel

Who died for Palestine.

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4:04 am

“It works in our favor when the matrix rejects us.”

Zen Gardner – Occult Symbology & Death Worship Unleashed on the Unsuspecting Public


7:57 am

Once Upon A Time There Was A State – Letter From Mr A


4:42 am

“We demand an end to human trafficking and abuse complicity worldwide.”

Anonymous initiates Operation Death Eaters #OpDeathEaters

“…UK media is following the direction

of the Paedophile Information Exchange and telling you these people are
child lovers who need understanding and tolerance. They are telling you
this is sex. Who controls the words controls your thoughts.
This is not sex.
These people feed off the agony of others. They cause
wars and destruction during their working hours and they torture and
murder children as recreation.
These are not child lovers.
These are death eaters.
To the people of the world, this story is not limited
to the UK. Unlike us, death eaters have no borders. Human trafficking is
the biggest criminal industry in the world. Death eaters have global



2:50 pm

Our Governments Are War Criminals, Let’s Arrest Them – Max Igan

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7:50 am

Christianity is not about the divine becoming human so much as it is about the human becoming divine. That is a paradigm shift of the first order.


See also:  “The Revelation of St. John, the Divine”


4:39 am

Don’t surrender! I personally have no idea whether or not we the living flesh and blood men and women will defeat the dead legal fiction known as the UNITED STATES corporation (that our government and it’s Money Monster controllers is hiding behind), but I know one thing for sure . . . I will never consent to the poisoning of our children and ourselves.

“A deadly war is being waged on the American population. It is being done by stealth and professional propagandists are selling these weapons of war to us as beneficial. Vaccinations, GMO food, fluoridated water, Aspartame, and EMR (from cell towers, wifi and smart meters) are all weapons in this ongoing war.”

We are at war!
Let there be no mistake about that simple fact!
Merriam-Webster definition of war: “an organized effort by a government or other large organization to stop or defeat something that is viewed as dangerous or bad”

This war was exposed and described in the 1979 Air Force Technical Manual“Silent Weapons of Quiet War”. Of particular importance is the heading on page 37:  Consent, the Primary Victory.

!!!!! We are at war . . . whether we want to admit it or not! . . . as recommended by Bradley Loves

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10:20 am

The Extinction of Quiet

“By his count, the United States has only 12 remaining truly ‘quiet places,’ which he defines as somewhere you can go for at least 15 minutes without hearing artificial sound at dawn, the hour when sound travels farthest.”

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5:41 am

“I think the Christ message, ultimately, is the right one. Do unto others…Love thy neighbor. Even, gulp, love thy enemies. Fear not death. Refuse to play the game in your heart. Refuse to have your buttons pressed.”


10:48 am

As near as I can tell, they're fighting over which religion is the most peaceful.



7:44 am



11:19 am

“We are changelings walking a lonely road, not knowing who to trust or where to look for answers…but search we must…there is no choice for us.”

“There is a ton of information on the web, in book stores and libraries about enlightenment and it appears that these days anything can be passed off as ‘spiritual’.  We see ridiculous displays of religious zeal by football players after scoring, and organized religion is awash with benign looking priests that bugger little boys, gossiping do-gooders with their narrow dogma, and the spiritual blood crusades of our god versus theirs.”

Which Way Is Truth?

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6:45 am

“I grew up with winter and winter makes a deep impression on a child.”  “Not that we ever talked, we didn’t do that but we respirated from time to time.”

“He heard the voice of his old dad say, ‘Look out.  A beautiful summer day.  It may turn out badly.  Somebody could drown.  It happens.'”



10:40 am

How Can We Survive?

I remember back when Henry Kissinger referred to the masses of world population as “Nothing but useless eaters.”  You’d think we’d take the hint and get rid of everyone in power who thinks like that, but no, not us, we just kept grazing away contentedly.  

“Argue in favor of your limitations and they will become yours.  If you believe that you are your body and there is no way to survive that which I speak of; then the universe will create that reality for you because it thinks that’s what you want.  If that isn’t what you want, quit thinking it!”

“For those who still don’t believe despite what they see, I suggest you review the track record of the responding government authority to mega-disasters such as Katrina, BP’s gulf oil spill, Fukushima, etc.  What they want you to see as merely cosmic level incompetence is actually a planned agenda of allowing, if not creating such disasters to further their goal of depopulation.”

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7:35 am

“Patriotism, like religion, meets people’s need for something greater to which their individual lives can be anchored … America’s state religion, [is] patriotism, a phenomenon which has convinced many of the citizenry that ‘treason’ is morally worse than murder or rape ” — William Blum, author of Killing Hope


12:22 pm

100 Bible verses about Hypocrisy




3:32 pm

Israelis Are Not Jews and American Leaders Are Not Christian

GREAT sermon by Ahmadinejad.



5:02 am

At What Point Did We Start Accepting Our Insane World As The Norm?

“The list of insanities could go on forever. Obviously, the when and how all of these things happened are part of historical record, but we never really question why, and when we do question it, the answers never make sense. The ends never justify the means.”

“We need less followers and more leaders to reverse this trend. We are stronger than this and we are certainly a species that has enduring qualities. We need to effectuate change not through political processes but through ourselves.”

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6:54 am

“Virtue in its concrete order is possible only in those spheres in which it is possible to be vicious. Man can be a saint only in a world in which it is possible to be a devil.”

~Through the Year with Fulton Sheen, Servant Books, 1985 pp 110-111.

“As God permits this natural freedom, so must we. Natural freedom is a given in this life. We are told not to judge others. We are cautioned not to be busybodies (a contemptible bunch that St. Peter classes with thieves, murderers and other criminals 1 Pet. 4:15). There is a purpose in allowing the exercise of free will.”

“Clark makes a good case that each of us has a moral duty to our fellow man. Any Christian libertarian will also recognizes this duty, even while rejecting the use of violence to compel others to do the same.”

“It is this libertarian rejection of state violence, Clark insists, which “creates a barrier to seeing the other as neighbor, as brother or sister.” Does anyone sense an irony in exalting state-compelled welfare above the Christian spirit of voluntary charity?”

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6:09 am

“You are the light of the world, but the tallest candlestick ain’t much good without a wick.”



2:51 am

“He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches”


3:10 am

Jerusalem – The Sacrificial Altar of War



5:33 am

“God wants us to  see in the supernatural realm.  I got a gift before I got converted.”

Bobby Conner’s first memory is in his mother’s womb, as Jesus pushed him aside to avoid a coat hanger.



8:45 am

“How do you describe the feeling of swimming in the ocean at dusk to someone who as never even seen water? You can’t, but what you can do is crack open a window for them and if enough windows are opened, the illusion begins to lose its luster.”

The Seven Pillars of the Matrix

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5:25 pm

The whole aim of practical politics is to keep the populace alarmed (and hence clamorous to be led to safety) by menacing it with an endless series of hobgoblins, all of them imaginary.



5:36 pm

[SHOCKING] Confessions of NWO Jewish Zionists



5:33 pm

Do YOU ever stop to read the signs? Emotional campaign to break down stereotypes reveals ‘new generation of homeless’ to be athletes and even robot builders

Shifting stereotypes: A new campaign is hoping to break down the common misconceptions about what kind of people end up as hopeless

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6:10 am

Thou Shalt Not Commit Logical Fallacies – The Poster


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3:26 am

“Praying in tongues is not an optional extra.”  “It is vital for you fulfilling your destiny.”

Praying in Tongues – Key to Intercession, your Spiritual Strength & Destiny in the Endtimes



4:41 am


4:03 am

“You’d think somebody would wanna make a difference.”



7:25 pm

Bump to the top, from October I think:

When I was little, my grandma made buttermilk cakes with thick chocolate frosting and everybody would eat them sitting around her kitchen telling jokes.  Dad and Jimmy and others would perch on the counter kicking their feet against the metal cabinet doors. I looked up at them.  The bear cookie jar was up next to the fridge. Gloria didn’t always get the punchlines, and people made fun of her.  (I think Marty and Cliff stopped by a few times, it was before she got married.)  Jay was in West Pakistan. I looked up to him too.
Gloria and Kent spent their honeymoon north of McMillan in a trailer.  All the local guys thought it would be real funny to have a “Shiveree”.  (Chivari)   Kent of course, having grown up on the West Coast didn’t know about this rural “joke”.  He was very green and Gloria had been stalked by an old boyfriend for years.  When they heard the chainsaw start up outside their window way up there in the woods?  Now that was a story.  (I never thought that joke was funny.)  (Neither did they.)  I also heard odious tales of misplaced outhouses and other practical jokes with no punchline.  I listened well.

At one time telling a joke was important.  You could look or smell different, but if you found common ground to make people laugh…you were OK. Nowadays, people judge as they’re told.  Sad.

Telling  a good joke implies a number of things:

Appropriateness:  Gotta know the crowd!  Don’t tell a “knock-knock” joke to a Jehovah’s Witness.

Common knowledge with listeners:  If they don’t know what you know, it isn’t going to work.

Justice:  People love a pie in the face.

Pertinence:  To time, crowd, location, and currently interesting topics.

Recognition of the absurd:  Sometimes absurdity is wasted on a particular audience.

Recognizing cause and effect:  What we expect, is not always what we get.  That’s pretty funny.

Self-recognition:  If you can’t take the heat in the kitchen, go somewhere else and pour some coffee.

Shared understanding of human behavior:  Failures here resort to irreverence and pranks.

Timing:  You tell your joke when the time is right.

Verbal discipline:  (These are not in order of priority.)

You can tell other things about a person’s “mental health” through their use of humor.  Self-denigrating humor isn’t funny after a while because we all know it means the person’s self-esteem is compromised.  Excessive dependence on “bathroom humor” implies an adolescent preoccupation with toilets.  Or tits.  Often one can determine a person’s kindness, or lack thereof, by their joke selections.  One example might be putting smoked cheese inside a birthday cake prepared for a person not ordinarily celebrated.  How kind is that?

“If you’re gonna tell the truth you better be funny or they’ll kill you.”  (Oscar Wilde, Goldthorpe paraphrase)



1:55 am



7:53 am

The Winds of Change

“When you ask God for change you gotta expect some pressure.”

Paul Keith Davis and Timothy Carscadden



3:13 am

“Regardless of how independent you might think yourself to be, you are not. You are in service to something. It is best you decide on who that will be.”

“One should give up the ghost every night and awaken reborn, imagining themselves reborn in the light of a new day. One should awaken filled with vigor, expectation and promise. This is how it should be. When it is not it means we are being weighed down by that which we have not addressed and we’re going nowhere fast until we do.”

“…remember that prayer is a conversation when it is at its most effective. After all, if you are going to ask something, should you not expect an answer? When do you not expect an answer? Most likely is it when you are speaking to someone who is deaf (would you do that?) or dead, or non existent (would you do that?). Any of that sounds like an expression of futility and impotence. Would you go through the trouble of planting something that had no hope of breaking out of the ground?”

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4:41 am

You Were Born to Wake Up.



12:04 pm

“The young soldier stopped to listen to the man reading on the stage in Tel Aviv’s Habima Square, outside the tall façade of Charles Bronfman Auditorium. The reader was Yossi Sarid, a former education and environment minister. His text is the testimony of a soldier in the Israel Defence Forces, one of 350 soldiers, politicians, journalists and activists who on Friday – the anniversary of Israel’s occupation of Palestinian land in 1967 – recited first-hand soldiers’ accounts for 10 hours straight in Habima Square, all of them collected by the Israeli NGO Breaking the Silence.”

Stories from an occupation: the Israelis who broke silence

“A group called Breaking the Silence has spent 10 years collecting accounts from Israeli soldiers who served in the Palestinian territories. To mark the milestone, 10 hours’ worth of testimony was read to an audience in Tel Aviv. Here we print some extracts”

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4:13 pm

“Step away from the quiet lives of desperation and seek out the one who is oh so willing to act through you; who forgives you in a heartbeat and embraces you in the same. “

“You MUST have a daily spiritual practice which bookends the day. The idea is to get it to flow from both ends until the whole of your existence is saturate with it. This is the constant condition of saints, mystics and sages when they have realized it.”

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8:02 am

“So much of the fear you experience isn’t yours. Once you learn that, you can get on top of it more readily. If you are suddenly scared ask yourself, is this me? If there is no logic to it, then it’s a fear hit from the ghouls. Dismiss it.”

You have to embrace the philosophy of ‘live and let live’, or you’ll get sucked into the Matrix response of indignation, and other people’s stuff.”

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3:20 pm

Watch infamous cultural critic Slavoj Žižek’s take on the 1980s cult classic They Live, and on how ideology blinds us to reality



9:13 pm

Corruption Seduction

“…corruption has not only assimilated human culture, it has indeed become the very foundation on which all else is built.  The system isn’t broken, it was intentionally designed to function as it does.”

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7:03 pm

“To Jesus every day I find my heart is closer drawn,

He’s fairer than the glory of the gold and purple dawn.

He’s all my fancy pictures in my fairest dreams and more,

Each day he grows still sweeter than he was the day before.

The half, cannot be fancied, this side the golden shore,

Oh, there he’ll be still sweeter than he ever was before.”

(William C. Martin)



7:47 am

16 Signs That You’re a Slave to the Matrix

#14  “You’re skeptical of any area of life that hasn’t been ‘proven’ or validated by modern science.The very essence of science is the inquiry into the unknown, implying that until science can grasp something, it is unexplainable. By discrediting or ridiculing experiences that other people have, yetevade scientific understanding, like near-death experiences, acupuncture, or the life changing effects of Ayahuasca, then you are slavishly reducing your understanding of the world to a narrow range of possibilities. The matrix is made possible by efforts of volunteer gatekeepers people who are unwilling to think outside of the box.”

Great self-quiz here:



7:47 am

“Evil and failed beings have only themselves to blame. They had been warned often enough.”

“But they did not heed the warnings. They convinced themselves that a time such as this would never come; a time of total correction of this system and a time when they would be held accountable.”

“There is no greater satisfaction than a job well done – and well done it will indeed be. There is no other reason for existence, other than to accomplish that which is assigned by the Highest Authority. So much happiness and joy will result from our work once completed that it is impossible to fully appreciate at this moment in the physical.”

“All the evil beings will be cursed by their own evilness. And they will see that evilness of theirs rebound back onto them to cause them untold suffering – in the same manner that they caused such things in others.”

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6:10 pm

“And those who have been building upon a firm foundation, they will stand, but if your trust has been in what your hands can do, and if your trust has been in what you can see, and if your trust has been in this world and temporary circumstances, and the material circumstances of this world you will wobble and fall off of your axis.”

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5:07 am

Bobby Conner:   God Will Restore



3:42 am



2:07 pm

“Our culture is an artificially-created box in which a seemingly-endless number of things exist that attempt to entice an individual towards giving away massive amounts of his or her conscious lives towards the focusing in on trivialities or things, which have no direct influence on his or her life and self-actualization. “

“Only by complete boundary dissolution can we revert to a more pure form of experiential existence, where the focus of one’s self is on one’s personal growth and growth of others. Boundary dissolution refers to deconstruction and dissolving of boundaries that have been created by humans and which have existed as long as the ego has influenced humanity.”

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10:49 am

“The Humanity of Jesus”   by Jay Bakker


1:37 am

“Those who do not contradict the liars in high places are complicit in these lies and have earned themselves a place alongside them. Those who do not possess the wit to see the intent of the efforts of those who work to end their enslavement are nothing more than dead leaves, guttering in an anonymous wind”

“One does not serve truth by bending it to the ends of self interest through watering it down, so as to make it palatable for those who have no respect for it. This is the province of diplomats and I am no diplomat. Truth is without compromise and also without fear. If truth is offensive, one gives that no great concern. It does not offend where offense is not deserved. Only the very wise have ever been heard by not speaking out. Only scoundrels have evaded censure in speaking out. But it is up to you, whether to be temporarily elevated by the infernal and damned by Heaven, or to be inspired by Heaven and elevated for a far greater length of time.”

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5:04 am

I am hard pressed to find anyone in any position of authority, or public prominence with the stones to tell the truth.

“At some point, every single one of us has to make a decision. Either we compromise whatever  we might believe, in order to survive and get by in this world, or one throws themselves upon the embrace of the invisible, trusting that they will be fed and nourished by hidden springs.”

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5:55 am

Revelation 5:9

And they sung  a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation


9:14 pm


10:20 am


2:47 am

“Consider yourself fortunate indeed if you are one that aspires to higher states of consciousness and… even more fortunate if you are a lover of god; “Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.”

“…people can be told about these things; can be told how precious every day is in respect of a higher goal, can know that their time is limited and yet, go right on with whatever they were doing before. That surely is a mystery. It surely is.”

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9:55 m

“Human beings do not control the institutions and ideologies of which they are a part. The institutions and ideologies control and dominate human beings. How so? The principality and power usurps the role of God, inserting and making itself the goal of human existence and the foundation of human worth and significance. Basically, the principalities and powers become idols and we, in serving the powers, engage in idolatry.”

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8:48 am

“Always remember your present and coming moments in the context of Apocalypse. Remember that unveiling and revealing are two of the main duties of the force representing this time zone.”

“Unfortunately, those representing The West are all under threat of blackmail and threat of grievous harm of some kind so, they have to keep on keeping on. Unless some kind of providence descends upon the matter, there will be war.”

“On the one hand, these dark entities are framing Assad and on the other hand they are committing or ordering all of the atrocities that Syria is being blamed for.”

”The lower emotions and mindsets are all contributors to the ugly spectacles going on at far and near reaches; avarice, murky lusts, obsessions and compulsions, indifference, denial and ignorance are all major players.”

“I have to daily remind myself that all of what is taking place is taking place for a very good reason.”

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2:48 pm

An Open Message for all Christians:



6:11 pm

“A properly understood and more fully operational mind is a magic carpet to anywhere.”

“You can either be free or confined. Life is about attaining liberation. That is the singular high objective. Every other course, regardless of its appearance results in bondage. This is the solitary reason for the existence of death. Death exists to free you from whatever glueboard or spider web you got trapped in.”

” Regenerated innocence is altogether possible, unless, of course, you prefer senility.”

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8:02 am

FEARLESSNESS IS the first requisite of spirituality. Cowards can never be moral. (YI, 13-10-1921, p. 323)
There is no bravery greater than a resolute refusal to bend the knee to an earthly power, no matter how great, and that, without bitterness of spirit and in the fullness of faith that the spirit alone lives, nothing else does. (H, 15-10-1938, p. 291)



9:33 am

“Either give me the oracles of God or sit down and shut up.  It’s just that simple.”

(Very holy prayers at the beginning.)



7:28 am

“Let me try to explain why Fear is a much bigger player these days, with a much more expanded role around the world. One reason is that the infrastructures upon which people depended for a sense of stability, are either crashing to the ground, or being exposed as so riddled with corruption that it is a wonder they are still standing.”

“Fear is very important to the ruling junta; that strange and poisonous amalgam of Satanists, Zionists, corporatists and all the running dog lackeys that assist in their agendas for a meal ticket, or some semblance of personal power. Fear narrows the borders of the mind. It constricts one’s freedom of thought. It puts you in the camps and behind the wire before you are actually there.”

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2:56 am

“The current projected social atmosphere is toxic. Extremely toxic. Even wade in it, never mind bathe, and you’ll be confused. From there you are fodder for the would-be Controllers. Easily  guilted, manipulated, shamed and intimidated, you’ll follow their mindset. -”

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3:01 am

“…we have no security for our liberties or possessions, except the good-will of our rulers; that is, we shall have no security at all.”

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8:58 am

“I spend what some might imagine is an inordinate amount of time thinking about lies and self deception. But from my point of view it is a fundamental flaw that cripples us as individuals and as a society. ”

“We really do believe we are (basically) honest because we have willingly (eagerly?) deconstructed the dividing line between ‘honest’ and ‘dishonest’ and reformed it into a soft squishy malleable moving target somewhere near the center.”

“Consider for a few moments how often we as parents come face to face with the sometimes embarrassing problem of explaining to our young children why we tell public and private lies, but that they should not lie to us.”

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4:48 pm

“Praise the Lord and pass the ammunition.”  A weary world, pleading desperately for peace, has often found the church morally sanctioning war.

I surrender the podium to Dr. Martin Luther King:



9:06 am

” The human blueprint held many of the mysteries and answers to life. It would explain how diverse we are and how capable we are of doing not only evil things but of also restoring that which is broken or destroyed.”

“This solution (of becoming journalists and information sharing vessels) pushed the door open at multiple levels within the control system itself to offer a change in consciousness from within the very control system. This turned out to be possible because many good people with a conscience and with incredible skills, intelligence, organization, and discipline were the ones who were in place helping to operate the control system to begin with”.

“Why would the announcement of an arrest of a high-ranking corporate officer make a journalist excited? Maybe because with every arrest came a dream, perhaps a hope, that each arrest represented the beginning of the end of the worst era in American history”

“Everyone now had a story to tell about someone they knew who was a revolutionary who got started by simply sharing information. Thanks to the Internet age and a few courageous people, the revolution moved faster than planned…”

“The CIA’s inability to recreate itself and effectively implement new mass mind control strategies within the usual media platforms proved their demise.”

“The TRUTH will set you free.”

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6:42 am

I’m thinking lately about “delayed gratification.”  This is an adult attribute.  Jesus is the consummate adult.  No drama if he does not get his way; he sees the bigger picture.  He knows what’s ahead so he can tolerate a tantrum.  He is not judgmental, nor is he sympathetic.  He’s patient.  He is willing to see us get our lumps so we can grow up.  He has lots of good advice for those who take their lumps to him, but the willy-nilly-know-it-alls will just have to grow up slower.  He’s patient.



4:35 am

“I see Jesus the Christ as a warrior. You can see him as The Prince of Peace (not that the Christian tradition reflected that in any way over the centuries), a healer, or a teacher of the peoples. I see him as a warrior for truth against the pervading temporal darkness of this depraved age. I see him as a man of unshakable courage and conviction. I see him as integrity personified”

“What I believe about Jesus the Christ is that his blood was the currency that bought and paid for the age we live in. When the blood fell, it nourished and spiritualized the Earth and everything in it ”

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6:51 am

In Sunday School we were taught about demons.  We were told they lived in Africa…

(Be established in present truth…)

After all these years of research we have compiled these major facts about Aliens on Earth.

After all these years of research we have compiled these major facts about Aliens on Earth.

  • Alien crafts from other worlds have crashed on Earth.
  • Alien crafts are from both Ultra-Dimensional sources and sources within this Dimension.
  • Early U.S. Government efforts at acquiring technologies were successful.
  • The U.S. Government has had live Alien hostages at some point in time.
  • The U.S. Government has conducted autopsies on Alien cadavers.
  • U.S. Intelligence Agencies and Security Agencies are involved in the cover-up of facts pertaining to the situation.
  • People have been and are currently being abducted, mutilated, murdered and kidnapped as a result of the UFO situation.
  • There is a current Alien presence on this planet among us that controls different elements of our society.
  • Alien forces maintain bases on Earth and on the Moon.
  • The U.S. Government has had a working relationship with Alien Forces for some time, with the express purpose of gaining technology in gravitational propulsion, beam weaponry and mind control.
  • Millions of cattle have been killed in the process of acquiring biological materials. Both Aliens and the U.S. Government are responsible for mutilations, but for different reasons.
  • We live in a multi-dimensional world that is overlapped and visited by Aliens/Entities from other dimensions. Many of those entities are hostile, and many are not hostile.
  • The basis for our genetic development and religions lies in intervention by non-terrestrial and terrestrial forces.
  • The truth about our actual technology far exceeds that perceived by the Public.
  • The United States Space program of today is a cover operation that exists for public relations purposes.
  • People are being actively killed in order to suppress the facts about the situation. The CIA and the NSA are involved so deeply that exposure would cause collapse of their overt structure.
  • Facts indicate Alien presence with in 5 to 10 thousand years.
  • Our civilization is one of many that have existed in the last billion years, “Milky Way time period”
  • Alien Psychology (see information in the following pages)
  • The Metagene factor (see information in the following pages).



4:45 am

“It’s quite a trick to a) maintain the status of “normal person” while b) seeing through the enormous ruse. In fact, in the long run, it’s impossible.”

“Therefore, the retreat backwards involves self-induced mind control. In other words, the enlightened person un-enlightens himself. He re-educates himself to accept all the lies he saw through.”

“He “rejoins the church” he once quit. And he does so with a fervor.”

“About ten years into my career as a teacher, I became aware that I was educating my students into a whole series of official stories that were egregiously false. So I began to expose the lies in my classroom.”

“This led to a clash with officials at my school. I realized my neck was on the line. I had to make a choice.”

“I decided to survive. I went back to accepting what I knew was false. The process by which I did this was…you could call it self-administered brainwashing.

“I’m certainly not proud of it. But that’s what I did…”

“However, the itch and discomfort and the moral crisis don’t dissolve. They  remain.”

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6:14 pm

                          Does it give the torture-goons joy when they  successfully fuck up lives?   …as they march into hell?   (My prayer.  5:30 pm)  “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom.”  If one “fears” the Lord in his demonstrated majesty and retribution, that “fearful” one necessarily wants…”everybody happy.”  This is wisdom. Wisdom is this:  “Everybody happy.”   My God and my redeemer believes this and wants it.  (The Golden Rule, Karma, grace, etc…)   He tells me that selfish people  do not want this.  What  selfish people want is:  “Everybody… like me.”  This concept is problematic for my Lord the judge, who is also the CREATOR.  He likes everybody.  He likes people you do not like.  If you choose to treat his “likes” badly, you have a problem with him.  This is Facebook karma.  This is also the Golden Rule.
                           What to think of  powers who won’t push the “like” button?  My own father does not like me.  I never got mad although it looked that way.  I was always in pain because I expected love.  (Hurt people often act just like angry ones.)  I expected love because I went to church.  I expected love from my father because he bought me presents.  (My bad.)  When  he’d criticize the way my ankles move I was devastated that my ankles did not please him.  (Suggested question from a lawyer:  “Do you think the problem is heredity or environment?  You seem to have provided both.”)   I remember very few  things he ever said were good about me.  I remember fewer times that he listened.  When I speak he says, “Don’t tell me about the labor, just show me the baby.”  Translated:  “I don’t  give a shit.”   When I speak to others he says, “I’m so sorry my stupid daughter is running for Congress.  Please kill her and I’ll pick up the tab.”
                               My father tried to kill me.  When I was forced to run for Congress a second time, merely to survive my life, he told my “husband” that he would not support me..  (Big whoopie-ding.  He never even heard me debate in high school when I used to win!)   My ex-husband is not a creature of nuance.  My father has called him less-than-a-man.  Yet my father spoke to him but could not summon the humility to face me.  “Do you think the problem is heredity or environment?”  My father tried to kill me, lies incessantly, owes me many things of great value, and is condemned.  But, this is not my problem so I am listening to Led Zeppelin on Joshua’s I-pod and drinking a beer.  “Jesus, I trust you and I love you and have your way.  Don’t let me miss a step.  Amen.”
                             My father does not respect people, especially women.  He talks bad about every single person he ever encounters.  People like my father are going to find it difficult to continue in the world if they do not change their priorities.  If he burns, please take note and do not behave like him.



6:06 pm

” It should go without saying that Fear, Selfishness, Greed and Miserliness are all hot-housed during times of material darkness. They pass for acceptable qualities in these times.”

“At the moment, The Material World is browbeating  Love into a near comatose submission.  Were I Love, I would have packed my bags and headed for the hills some time ago but… I am not Love, only one of its inconsistent servants.”

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5:15 pm

“Nothing is random in God.”  (Neville Johnson)  Ideas.  Congruence.  Enabling.  This is the grace of God.  God’s grace is what we seek when we seek to hear him.  We’re selfish people.  We don’t want to hear from him just because he’d love for us to listen.  We listen because we want grace.  This is pitiful but more pitiful are the Christians who don’t even believe in grace.  Their worship is hollow and void.  They may seek “grace” but their object is a “get out of jail free” card.  Real grace is miracles, non-stop.  Stupid obedient people get to learn about grace, and to depend on it.  False worshipers should try out for American Idol.  The rewards would please them more.


6:53 am



12:41 pm

“Christ in me is my hope of glory.”  This preacher gets it…and she’s only TWO!



10:49 am


December 5, 2013

11:10 am

You are a perfect child of God, Angela. I love you.

“It is more important to be righteous, than to be right.”


December 2, 2013

9:25 am

The battle within the church is over Book of Acts Christianity.

Jesus Christ the same, yesterday, today forever.

If he healed then, he heals now.

“Nothing in the Bible supports cessationism.”



5:37 am

                    I’ve heard hundreds of Baptist sermons that purported to “explain” the many phenomena of Holy Ghost possession.  They always say you receive the baptism when you repeat the sinner’s prayer, despite the Bible references to people who received Jesus, but not the baptism of the Holy Spirit.  If the Holy Ghost dared to show up, they had to invent new doctrines to explain this unprecedented power.  So they said, “You get the baptism when you get saved…but you can be “filled” after that.”   This was the “one baptism-many fillings” bit, and it was closer to the truth.
                    They say non-believers do not have the Holy Spirit, despite the fact that John the Baptist was filled before he was even born!  And despite the fact that without this breath of life, no living thing would even exist!  I’ve heard that the disciples’ portion of Holy Ghost was sufficient for all the Christian generations, despite God’s promise in both the Old Testament and the New, to “pour out his Spirit on ALL FLESH.”   I’ve been told you can’t make doctrine from the Pentecost outpouring, despite the Bible clearly saying “ALL SCRIPTURE is profitable for doctrine.”  These fallacies are “doctrines of demons.”   We need Pentecost if we ever expect to see Tabernacles, the “Feast of Booths” when God comes to “tabernacle” in his people.  The spirit of antichrist wants us to miss it.  Jesus plans to “come in the flesh,”  yours and mine first.
                    God still fills some people before they’re born.  Sometimes generational blessings are passed on.  Sometimes he fills babies so they will avoid the effects of generational curses.  Many of these Samuels are among us and do not yet know Jesus. That does not mean they do not know the Holy Spirit. “For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.”  Romans 8:14.  We should be careful how we talk about our “unsaved” brothers.



9:55 am

2 Samuel 6:14

“And David danced before the Lord with all his might”


1:59 am

“LORD, I’m editing JESUS!  I cannot edit your words.  Please grant that many people will click the link…”

“Sorry.  I know you have that in hand.  Whoever is supposed to read your words will read them.  Thank you for reminding me.”


From my master:

“I am coming to correct many whose hearts have strayed or who have delayed laying before ME for healing and deliverance. I am not a harsh taskmaster, but I do correct those who love ME, just as a good Father would. I have put prophets in your midst of many kinds and calibers of power and giftedness. They are different , and they are different from each other as night is from day. I have many John the Baptists who will preach out what I put in their ear, without any apology. I have many like JEREMIAH who weep and weep for the sins of the people, and governments. I have many like Zechariah, and Malachi, and they will not hesitate to point out error. This will not be well received.”

“Do not take offense when they call you on double standards, or hypocritical thoughts. For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks and the mouth is a great revealer of what is in the heart of man. I had no need to know what was in a man, because I KNEW. I knew every thought, every sin, every good thing done.”

WORD here:






6:35 pm

The Problem of Civil Obedience



6:21 am

“Suberfuge” has become an important word to me.

  1. deceit used in order to achieve one’s goal.
    synonyms: trickeryintrigue, deviousness, deceitdeceptiondishonesty,cheating, duplicityguilecunning, craftiness, chicanerypretense,fraud, fraudulence
                      When one becomes aware that another is witness to all thought, only a couple possibilities exist.  The first, the expected response is lunacy.  Losing one’s mind is nearly obligatory.  So many tiny lapses of honesty and logic! You never notice them until you become aware that somebody else does.  (We were warned about this and instructed to prepare for it.)  It is our soul’s lapsed congruence on a whiteboard!  We SEE OUR OWN SOUL! That’s not a pretty sight.  “Men were deceivers ever.”  (Shakespeare)
                    As usual, the remedy for awfulness is not perceived by the physical senses.  To do so in this case, is to ensure insanity and destruction.  The anticipated “fight or flight” is  NOT POSSIBLE.  There is no hiding place from soul-rapers.  On November 21, 2013, 6:13 am, eastern time zone, USA …I proclaim…there is no way out.   They have you.  “They” can mean whatever you choose.  You are not your own.
                    I always thought I was an honest person, and consciously attempted to become more so.   I chose truth at tremendous cost, yet I was unprepared for the subterfuge I was forced to recognize in my own soul.  Even when speaking with Jesus, I often hedge an answer as I presume he’d like.  I would not know this if I had not been subjected to brain-bullshit-torture.  He uses absolutely everything in the lives of those who love him, to propagate his nature within them.  I long to become fully him.
                    The only way to prevent  becoming insane over the next few years is truth.
                    (This should not come as any surprise to those who claim to love him.)


6:39 pm

My favorite sermon ever:  Heidi Baker, I think she was in DC, followed a “scholar” who knew a lot about the Bible, she said:

“Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart.  Big head, little heart…”

(I guess maybe this was less of a sermon than a prayer for an obviously self-condemned false teacher.)

Matthew 12:37

“For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.”


November 16, 2013

7:56 am

“We must stand together…that’s when we all win.”



7:35 am

                    ” If  you’re still sleepwalking then  STFU.       Not only are you messing with personal zen which is unkind, but you are also “stalling the peace process.”  Every faithless statement oozed into the environment sets us backward.  Stop spreading death and creating a reality adverse to human freedom and happiness.  
                    A friend stomped out of my house the other day, filled with  good dinner and schlepping his wet clothes from my washing machine.   He didn’t like my response to his conversation.  I didn’t like the conversation, which began with some celebrity, masturbation…suicide…you get the direction.  His continual discussions of evil used to put me into a tailspin of terror and pain, every time I saw him.  I will no longer listen,and I said so.  He countered with additional details and I stopped him again.  He was adamant that my mind absorb the crap he was force-feeding me so I finally said, “Shut up.  I will not have that enter my environment.”  He got huffy and said he was never coming back.  (He’s said that before.)  I  later sat by this man in Sunday School and he got up to take another seat.  I was amused.  Apparently my presence unnerves him too.
                     When a person refuses to review evidence of our once-in-a-species opportunity, it’s pathetic and I feel sad. However to insist that others join in that ignorance is mental tyranny.  Your mouth holds the key to mankind’s future.  If you can’t say something helpful then keep your mouth shut.  Thank you.
                                      (Scripture references available on request.)


November 14, 2013

5:19 pm



November 13, 2013

8:49 am

Spirit of Rejection vs the Spirit of Adoption
               The worst crime against humanity is perpetrated by the church, not terrorist groups or the government.  (Sorry, that was thrice redundant.)  Terrorists are blatant in their attempts to instill terror, the “fear of fear.”  Church-groups commit the same crime and its effects “are visited on generations” …by falsely defining love.  
               My church, and my family said they loved me.  I learned my operational definition of love by experiencing their “love.”  I attempted to mimic their “love” and became a terrorist.  I believed love required evaluation and control.  I believed it meant I must “see to things” in every life on which I chose to bestow my “love.”  God is love.  “Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”  My family and my “church” lied to me.  They also rejected me when I began to see truth.
                Rejection is a demon.  This malevolent spirit operates several ways:  its host is rejected of course, but also feels rejected when he’s not.  He also inadvertently rejects others.  He fears rejection all the time, and this ghastly situation is perpetuated by a church that refuses to understand the Bible’s thesis that itself is not our guide, but that the entire volume is intended to mature our ability to recognize and follow the personal leading of the Holy Spirit.
               I spoke to a man today, a son of God who has struggled with rejection, and a church was ultimately culpable for his demonization. The church plants demons all the time. through judging what only Jesus knows. (He is also the only one with the right to judge.)  Fear is a demon-spirit too ( “For God hath not given us the spirit of fear.”  2 Timothy 1:7.) and fear is the church’s bread and butter.
               God intends that his church distribute a very different spirit.  God’s church is inclusive rather than exclusive.  He wishes the church to administer the Spirit of Adoption.  Adoption in western culture means claiming a non-biological child as one’s own.  In Jewish history is was very different.  A biological “son” did not become a “son” (different word) until he had matured, and was vested with the authority of his father.  That was their version of “adoption.”  Scripturally, many “Christians” are not sons and many who never claimed Jesus actually are.

               “For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God. For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.”  Romans 8:14-15.

Do not condemn other people for behavior you do not understand.  Jesus is far more concerned about why we do a thing than he is about what we do.  This preference extends to his evaluation of “church” and its functions.

“For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.”    Galatians 5:13.

If this is God’s requirement, how DARE WE insert our own expectations?

How dare we call this bullshit love?

“There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.”  Romans 1:1.


November 12, 2013


“You make the Lord happy.”

2:18 am

Postulate 1:  “The first casualty of war is the truth.”

Postulate 2:  Jesus is truth.

Therefore:   Absence of war is a good thing.


November 11, 2013

5:57 am


November 10, 2013

9:47 pm

“Sinners’ Prayer”


5:46 am

“When you keep the truth about yourself a secret, you’re holding a grenade.”


November 9, 2013

9:28 am


November 7, 2013



November 6, 2013

3:58 pm


November 4, 2013

David was a worshiper..the new sound beat Goliath.


November 3, 2013


November 1, 2013


October 31, 2013


The following is a spiritual parable.  Everything is a spiritual parable.

In my interpretation, I am the frozen-blue one.  What does God tell you?


October 30, 2013

I’m always looking for eagles.  One time, I was driving over the hill on 28 where my government totally screwed up the turning lanes, backside of Watson Hill.  Ravens were all around, and I prayed, “God, when I get my wings.  Do not let me be a raven who has to flap all the time.  Let me be an eagle who soars…! ”   Then.  A raven.  Right at the windshield.  Before he hit, he did a 180.  (This is in my journal…somewhere.)  He flipped upside down and soared up over the top of the car!  George even noticed it, it was so unbelievable!  Then I told him what I prayed.  This song was on the radio:


October 28, 2013

“Satan is smarter than you.  Jesus is WAY smarter than he is.  Go in peace, sin no more.”


October 21, 2013

Psalm 101:5a  

“Whoso privily slandereth his neighbour, him will I cut off”

Michael Boldea.  I heard him translate for his grandfather many years ago.

(Google: Dumitru Duduman)


October 18, 2013

“What Did You Learn in School Today?”  (Pete Seeger)

“What Did You Learn in (CHURCH) Today?”  (Cover by Random)

October 14, 2013

Most sermons I’ve heard, and I’ve heard thousands, are based on nostalgia.  Often they begin well, like one begun with John 15:1  “I am the true vine, and my Father is the husbandman.  2 Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.”  The pastor got rolling pretty good, even including John 15:5 : “I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing.”  I waited for him to tell me what I must do, to draw closer to Jesus.  I held my breath because I love Jesus so much, then  he said, “You must abide… in the church.”   He was not instructing disciples of Jesus!  He was pimping “church” in Jesus’ place!

“Church” as we know it, is more than finished.  “Church” has become an enemy of Truth.  Meetings of truth-lovers will flourish, but there aren’t too many of them in “church”.  If they loved Truth they couldn’t abide the overwhelming nostalgia.  Nostalgia disregards “present truth” and has no place in the army of love.  Truth-lovers are lovers, truthfully.  These are characteristics of my Lord and Savior, but not of the “church.”

He will have His church, as He likes, in His time.  He will supernaturally join individuals, then join them to others.  This will happen automatically, to our way of thinking, but He knew what He had planned all along.  He has always known His plans, nothing happens by accident or because a person is a bit crazy.  Those deemed “craziest” among us are those who have the most truth.  What can a person do with Truth in this psychotic world?  One thing and one thing alone:  Appear Different.  And sometimes make art.  And sometimes rap.  And sometimes talk too much.  Truth burns in the heart until it explodes.  You can’t keep it in.

Pew-warmers of Lakefield Baptist, do your hearts burn?  Are you like the guys on the road to Emmaus who could tell by the fire in their hearts, that they were in the presence of Truth Himself?   OK, I see two hands, let me ask you:  Does that EVER happen in “church”?


October 10, 2013

“The lights are on, but you’re not home…”


October 7, 2013

“So shall my faithful and obedient ones surely begin to walk in the fullness of the
authority that is theirs in Christ and so shall the world be both shaken and the
mind-sets of men be overturned wherever they walk”   (God, through Glenn Jackson)

Psalm 18: 28 For thou wilt light my candle: the Lord my God will enlighten my darkness. 29 For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall. 30 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the Lord is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.

Hebrews 4:8 For if Jesus had given them rest, then would he not afterward have spoken of another day. 9 There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God. 10 For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as God did from his.

Isaiah 30:15 For thus saith the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel; In returning and rest shall ye be saved; in quietness and in confidence shall be your strength: and ye would not.

16 But ye said, No; for we will flee upon horses; therefore shall ye flee: and, We will ride upon the swift; therefore shall they that pursue you be swift.

God’s power is dissimilar to power of men.  The biggest guns do not win, because it’s karmic.  What goes around, comes around, and all that.  I do not understand Eastern religions, but I recognize within their ranks, more followers of my Jesus, than I observe in the “church”.   In America, being Christian is often being Republican, and Republicans get rich.  (So do Christian Democrats but that’s topic sufficient for its own sermon.)  I suppose it must be real risky to put a “Jesus” bumper sticker on your car…if you want to get rich. YOU would never have an abortion, but do you ever feed abandoned kids?  American Christians want to see God’s will done on Earth.  So long as it’s accomplished by man’s power.

The ends do not justify the means.  I’m talking Israel, the natural state, our brutal masters.  Just as God has no control over his “churches”, evil minded man have usurped “Israel.”

Romans 2:28 For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh:

29 But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

Christian support for the “state” of Israel causes pain in God’s heart.  The true state of being Israel is rare, and God knows His own.  The Masons can flap their aprons as many times as they want.  You don’t demonstrate heart consecration by twerking.

My brethren in God’s battle are not “the Christians”.  The Israelis also, do not promote my goals.  I Thessalonians 5:12  “And we beseech you, brethren, to know them which labour among you, and are over you in the Lord.”   I submit to those who endorse truth and expose falsehood.  I submit to no authority that attempts the office of Nicolaitans and presumes to speak for righteousness-lovers.  Through the shed Blood of Jesus, I am awarded the “right” to speak for God, when He deems appropriate.  (I hoist my chin from the floor when He talks to/through me.)

This is it, it truly is.  God’s people have taken a powder and their temples still burn.  You can call yourself whatever you like, people may even vote for you.  There is only one opinion that counts.

“Lord, ‘May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight, my strength and my redeemer.’  Amen”



If you’ve ever called yourself “Christian”  (God remembers…) watch this:


September 18, 2013


September 5, 2013


Sermon #5

August 23, 2013

Losing myself to torture and slander has been the greatest blessing of my life.  God never lost me, but He wouldn’t let me see anything.  He asked me to do things I once considered sins.  (I wanted to be like Him.  I couldn’t’ believe He’d look like me when I drink and smoke etc.)   I had to shave my head.  (In a Bible-metaphorical sense.)  I couldn’t see Jesus, but He kept telling me He had a plan.  Then He’d leave me alone for a while, and I couldn’t even hear Him.  I had to look for Him.  To find Him I had to know what He was really like.  “It is God’s glory to hide a matter but the glory of kings is to seek it out.”  I wanted to be a king for Jesus, to be an overcomer, and His bride.

I asked Him to burn every thing that is not Him.  I know I’ll be surprised at what’s left.  He’s skinning off  layers of affectation and self-promotion.  He surprises me every day.  I am bigoted-blind, and I can’t read the book He sent me.  It’s a magic book and only He is able to explain it. He tells His friends what it means.  That’s awesome, but the secrets He’ll whisper to his Bride will fill in all our gaps of ignorance and longing.  Bigotry will be pretty much extinguished, when I am permitted to rest in the arms of true love itself.

Here’s what I learned, when I lost myself:

Where   First of all, God is never where you expect Him to be.
When    He never shows up when you think He will.  He’s always on top of time.
Who      Lots of people know Him, sometimes unbeknownst to themselves.  These love truth.
What     LOVE.  He loves the unlovable.  Biological marker or something.
Why      Ditto

“ Whatever is not done by faith, is sin.”  Acts cannot be sins, in and of themselves.  Sin is the heart that loves not.

We choose whom to respect…we cannot choose our lovers.  (This works two ways.  1.  We are to love without conditions, everyone.  2.  The heart knows what the heart knows.

I choose to respect truth, diligence, authenticity, animals and organic, non-GMO food.
I do not choose to respect those who harm, or enjoy the harm of other people.
Lowest in the barrel, would be those who are paid to harm others.  (I’d like to respect veterans, but I’ve seen 10 year-old pictures of my friend standing on dead bodies in Viet Nam.)
I respect those who have reasons for things they do, and those who notice details.
I don’t respect people who watch television.  I don’t respect government.  I don’t respect schools or any church I’ve seen, except occasionally when it was transformed by the people within it at a given time.
I do not respect clocks.  I do not respect computers, or authority taken without mandate from Jesus.
I do not respect money, or the Beatles, or boob jobs.  I think that covers it all.

“Lord, thank you for what you’re doing in the world, and in my life.  Thank you for new revelation.  You open the book, because you’re the only worthy One.  Thank you that you are bringing unity to those who love, and who love truth.  Thank you for choosing us to carry your Word and that we are all necessary to complete the revelation.”

“The Spirit of prophecy is the testimony of Jesus” and I thank you for including me in your testimony.  Complete the work, and fill us with so much of your love and your Spirit of truth, that the scales fall off of eyes all over the world.  I want to marry you Jesus, and know all your heart.  Make me Hepzibah* and totally pleasing.  Next year, or in a previous life. With you, there is no time, and I choose to live there now”.  Beulah.

“The joy of the Lord is our strength.”  What is His joy?  “For the joy set before him, he endured the cross.”  He wanted a bride.  I am his joy.  We are his joy.  Fully understanding that would make us really strong.
Jesus’ first miracle was performed at a wedding.  He changed water into wine.  The water washes, but the wine gives joy unspeakable and full of glory.  In America, we’ve had much “water of the Word”, but unless that water is turned to the revelatory-face-to-face-with-Him wine, our joy will be minimal.

Esther  served a “Banquet of Wine,” the “Banquet of Love.”  For her husband, the king.  She was reminding him of their honeymoon.

Ephesians 5:31 For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh.
32 This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church.

Hebrew names are unlike ours, I believe.  Not merely monikers, they’re words commonly used every day.  There are many Marys** in the Bible.  There are many Marys** in America.  They’d prefer to be called  Beulah*** but you don’t get to choose your own name!  (Except my uncle Kent.  His parents left the matter of his middle name to choose himself!  He still doesn’t have one.)  You only get a new name,  if somebody gives you one.  A judge, a husband.  Your fans if you’re a rapper.  (But Cat Stevens will always be Cat Stevens to me, and Prince is once again himself. He must have settled with the IRS.)

I’m in the market for a new name.  I never disliked the current one.  In some countries, Linda means “beautiful”.  Goldthorpe is a town of gold.  This was OK.  I had pride in my name without sharing its image.  I noted the irony but the words were nice.  (When you learn what words really mean, they mean something different.)  Twice I’ve taken the name of a man who didn’t fit. These names ill-preceded me, and I couldn’t be authentic.  They didn’t fit the old me, and thank God, they do not fit what I’m becoming.  Meanings have changed.

—–poem break.  Not mine.

“Of course not. One world is aware and by far the largest to me, and that is
And whether I come to my own to-day or in ten thousand or
ten million years,
I can cheerfully take it now, or with equal cheerfulness I can
My foothold is tenon’d and mortis’d in granite,
I laugh at what you call dissolution,
And I know the amplitude of time.
I am the poet of the Body and I am the poet of the Soul,
The pleasures of heaven are with me and the pains of hell are
with me,
The first I graft and increase upon myself, the latter I
translate into a new tongue.
I am the poet of the woman the same as the man,
And I say it is as great to be a woman as to be a man,
And I say there is nothing greater than the mother of men.
…I am he that walks with the tender and growing night,
I call to the earth and sea half-held by the night.
Press close bare-bosom’d night — press close magnetic
nourishing night!
Night of south winds — night of the large few stars!
Still nodding night — mad naked summer night.
Smile O voluptuous cool-breath’d earth!
Earth of the slumbering and liquid trees!
Earth of departed sunset — earth of the mountains misty-topt!
Earth of the vitreous pour of the full moon just tinged with blue!
Earth of shine and dark mottling the tide of the river!
Earth of the limpid gray of clouds brighter and clearer for my sake!
Far-swooping elbow’d earth — rich apple-blossom’d earth!
Smile, for your lover comes.
Prodigal, you have given me love — therefore I to you give

(John Rappaport)

(That is a love song from God to man.  Everywhere you see “earth” in the Bible, try replacing it with the heart of man.)

—————– back to work

World War III is happening.   Listen to PROPHECY delivered through people who have the Holy Ghost!  You’re believing lies, teaching lies and HE’S NOT GONNA STAND FOR IT ANYMORE!   A lot of people will die and they all need Jesus.  You guys need the Holy Ghost and you need Him right now.  Ask for His baptisms.  Get somebody to lay hands on you.  Fast for forty days.  Whatever it takes.

Read the Bible again.  Start here, everywhere it says “oil”, fill in “THE HOLY GHOST.”  You’re so literal you don’t even get to page one with the Bible.  Soon a lot of people like me that nobody ever believed, are going to be filled to overflowing with the oil/fire of GOD!  He comes in His people BEFORE He comes for His people.  (I asked my mother years ago, “What if  ‘oil’ means ‘Holy Ghost?’  What if the ‘foolish virgins’ don’t have enough Holy Ghost?”  She looked at me like I was from Mars.)  I came to ALL YOU GUYS over the years, and what I said then is still true now!  You’re in the BIBLE!  My father said the following words to me, when I lived in his mother’s house.

Where is the promise of his coming? for since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of the creation. 2 Peter 3:4

Jesus will have his joy.  He is coming to tabernacle with a bride who sees only Him. She’s put out her own eyes, and depends on second sight. She has “doves’ eyes”.  (Doves’ eyes are love. They shine like ice on fire.)  Doves are pigeons and though flying blind, they  know where they are.  Even Shang-h’ied to parts unknown, they always find their way back home.  Once they’re set free.

I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.  Psalm 32:8
The meek will he guide in judgment: and the meek will he teach his way.  .  Psalm 25:9

(Doves’ eyes are also meek.)

*  “She’s my Baby”  (Traveling Wilburys)
**  “I will change your name.  You shall no longer be called wounded, outcast, lonely or afraid.”
*** “I will change your name.  Your new name shall be confidence, joyfulness, overcoming one
Faithfulness, friend of God.  One who sees my face”  (Worship song.  Author unknown.)


Sermon #4          7/17/13

July 17, 2013

For what does it profit a man if he gain the whole world, yet lose his own soul…to a cigarette?”

As followers of Christ, we do not have the luxury of choosing to whom we listen.  We follow a single voice, the Spirit of Truth.  He chooses his spokesmen.

Following the Spirit is difficult for those who haven’t trained their ears.  It is impossible for those who deny Him.

The “gifts of the Spirit’ is threshold merely, yet few of us even begin the complex discipline required to move as He does.

Jesus says:

“The spirit of Jezebel seeks to silence the prophetic word.  It shall go forth.  Dogs will eat those opposing the Spirit.

Many follow the Spirit that do not know His name.  Many who claim my name follow their stomachs.  These have taken my name in vain and shall not be held blameless as they presume.   Those who refuse correction are not my sons.

The “church age” has ended, and good riddance.  Time will end shortly.  Those disinclined to turn the page will be left behind.  The gospel of “the Kingdom” will be preached, not the bigoted fragment of self-righteous “converts”.  I redeemed all.  “The earth is the Lord’s and the fullness thereof.”  “What God hath called clean, call thou not unclean.”

The harlot’s legs are spread wide and people enter her with my name on their lips.  Her perversions will cease, as truth diminishes her perceived value.  Know ye not, that friendship with the world is enmity with God?  When I return, will I find faith on the earth?  I speak with stammering lips and other tongues.  I speak in visions of the night.  I speak always and continually yet people choose the tree of “knowledge” over divine wisdom.

Not everyone who crieth, “Lord, Lord” will see my face, but only those who do the will of my father as instructed by my Spirit.  Christ is not my last name.

Examine your hearts as time speeds up and even now my Seraphim set torches to fields abroad.
It is better that you had trusted me, rather than government as shall soon be demonstrated.

Come to me now, that I may bind your wounds.  I desire you as my own bride.  I will have a chaste, passionate bride.  Choose me.  To that end, I shake all.  Choose me, as I have chosen you.  Many are called, but few are chosen.  Few choose.

I choose the foolish things of the world to confound those wise in their own estimation.  I enjoy a joke.  Self-praise stinks.  Allow me to descend from the cross and party with you.  We’ll dance and I will thrill your soul.  Watch with me, as I confound the nations.  Together we’ll feed the hungry and heal the broken.  Together we’ll establish My Kingdom.  Love me in the secret place and I’ll tell you things to come.  Watch the changing of the guard with me, and be forever changed, forever loved, forever happy.”

Sermon   #3                7/20/13

Women.  You pansy-ass whiney wieners.  (Aren’t those words annoying together?)  I like to wear a nice dress, but there’s more to life!  You are obnoxious!  Be yourselves, and take what you got coming.  Some people are not going to like you.  Tough.  Why are you so afraid of breaking a fingernail?  You don’t DO ANYTHING.  I’d like to have some women friends, I’m looking forward to it.  People are changing a lot.

God said he was going to do it, create “one new man” and it looks like that’s what’s happening.  I got this thing going on; I live every minute with the spirit of a man I haven’t seen for five years.  I’m thinking that’s unusual, but I also think it’s what we’ll all be.  Gay marriage issues will be kinda null, at that point.  If two people fit together, what are you gonna say?  What God hath joined together, let not man put asunder, and all that.

Everything will be so much easier, when we stop worrying about what other people are thinking of us.  Nothing will bother us at all!  This is going to be good.  Women, are you really so scared?  Do you fear God, or the neighbor?  You KNOW He speaks to you.  You KNOW He wants you to do some things.  I’ve heard you say it.  You don’t DO IT.  You choose worship songs instead of asking what He’d like to hear.  You have to run everything!  I can’t imagine what your stomachs must feel like.  Let it go.

I used to be so sick.  I was sick all the time.  It went away.  I don’t feel pain.  I can stand on my head and I couldn’t do that when I was thirteen.  This is a very fine thing.  I also experience, occasionally, some really fun brain power.  I have no reason to believe I will not continue to have even BETTER brain power.  I have much to look forward to.  We all do.

When we don’t have skin, skin color will be pretty irrelevant.  I find myself needing my skin less and less.  As I pay less attention to it, it seems to be improving.  I always suspected it would be that way.  I quit using Proactive a couple months ago.  They say you go into withdrawal but I don’t have too much trouble.  I  ALWAYS had bad skin.  God says I’m beautiful and I’m trying to believe it so it will be so.  It is amazing that my family does not see what I see!

I have to say it again.  EVERY PERSON ON THE PLANET is going to have to either  1)   lie, or 2) confess to lies.  That’s all it is.  Speak now or forever hold your peace.

So, I live with this spirit.   I gave my permission for him to be here.  He bosses me around a lot but it’s pretty fun, once you get used to it.  This experience is in Isaiah 30 somewhere.  He kept me out of a lot of scrapes and helps me do things better.  I had a dream once, or a vision, I don’t remember, and I was dancing on this guy’s tongue.  I think about it lately.  I heard his voice one time, in all these years, but I still hear it every day.

Things are becoming very beautiful.  I’ve been sleeping on the grass a lot.  Tonight is the first time I’ve had marijuana in about three weeks.  I used to like bright colors, but now they’re too bright.  I can’t help staring if  I drive by a jogger wearing hot pink trainers.  I think maybe this is what happy feels like.

Dear World,

Please put down your weapons and join me here.



Here’s what’s going on.  Scott got a phone.  He says the spirit he saw was pretending  to be my grandmother, so he started tooting the horn at us again.  He called me tonight, which was a big step.  I held up traffic at the store when I was talking out the door to a lady.  When I turned around, five grins surrounded by red hair were waiting to use the door.  They got a big kick out of it.  The store was full.  Glenn said, “Neo-classical Helmer.”   They’re still talking about me but at least they’re laughing.

I’ve asked God to take me from belief, to knowing, on all matters, and there’s been progress.  You have to declare the scriptures.  Take a promise and declare it to be true.  Buy into it.  Be “gullible”.  We all want to see magic, every single one of us.  (Insert:  “I got Rhythm”  Ethel Merman)  THIS IS SO MUCH FUN!  If you just believe there is a reason for everything that happens, then there is!  Metaphor is like dipping your toe in the water.  Dive in and see how deep it is.  There is always more!  He said that.  He said “living water” that goes on forever!  It is the truth!

Look.  I proved I cannot be killed.  I proved I will not commit suicide or harm any person.  I proved I have conversations with the invisible.  I proved I can control my passions.  I proved I am competent.  When is SOMEBODY GOING TO TALK TO ME?  (You know of course, that if you hesitate long enough I’ll have your name and cell phone anyway.  He just keeps telling me stuff!  This is pretty good.  YOU TORTURED ME AND YOU MUST CONFESS TO IT!  I can go on forever…)

But, magic.  Magic and innocence.  Bonnie Raitt said it best, I think.  They are the only things worth living for, because they are the only things that do not result in HELL.  You know your life’s hell.  You know it and you think everybody else has it great.  It’s a lie.  Everybody is in pain constantly.  Except me, apparently.  So far.  We’re all going to be connecting pretty soon.  I have recently been in touch with people from my prepper-days.  They are beautiful and have also been isolated for a long time.  “Divine connections”.  Glenn Jackson said they’d be happening, and I guess I have every reason to believe that my experience hosting a spirit is also happening to other people, somewhere.  I  will meet those people, it will just happen, and we’ll all fall in love.  I like being in love but I cry a lot  Crying doesn’t give me a headache anymore.  I got migraines when I was five.  The devil had it in for me.  You know him.

Anyway, at the awards ceremony, there will be a “roast”.  If you feel embarrassed with your grass unmown, better think about it.  I had to think about it.  Everybody was watching me!  Sweet hell!  I was only “the first among many brethren.”  “Ye who have ears to hear, let him hear.”

This magic is real, and you’re going to have to deal with it.  Get a grip.  You will fall on one side or the other, of the great divide.  It’s really happening.  Ignore this at your peril.  I’m coming clean.  There are many reasons for idioms we use.  We must listen to what we’re saying.  We curse our own worlds!  We curse ourselves!   We curse one another!  I think I just figured out why I never got into George Carlin like I thought I should.  He cursed us, with funny “solutions” to the evil we all (should) see.  I do not wish to watch a crucifixion at half-time of the football game.  I do not wish to WATCH a football game.  Leave me out of your curses.

Weirdest of all, my spirit companion is even helping me teach about God.  Last time I saw him, he was an atheist.  I told him he’d help me write a sermon.  I was right about many things I could not believe.  I do believe now.  I will KNOW. .. and then I’ll rule the world.  I will do whatever Jesus tells me, to get what I want.  He’s in charge.

You are what you eat and we kill people for fun.  You figure it out.

Genres, disciplines, even fine arts, are artificial and man-made limitations.  Multi-dimensional art is the reality of creation.  We hear loud colors, do we not?  Within the human soul is this capacity to sense on multiple levels.  In the Spirit, the available levels are infinite. We will view each topic as from within a sphere of line segments, that all begin with ourselves.  No matter what direction you look, you can look forever.  Look up and see eternity.  Look down and you’re standing on the promises.  Reality.  We’re each a ball of light pointing every possible direction.  It’s awesome.

So anyhow, God gave me the key to the liquor store.  He said, “Love this guy and give him your life.”  So I did that every single minute since that minute.  It was really strange, I wrote it all down as it happened.  So, all this stuff was going on and I GET TORTURED TOO.  I got pretty mixed up sometimes, but I asked every day for Jesus to let me follow him perfectly, and not look to the left or to the right.  I gave him my will, every day.  I asked for His thoughts and words, every day.  He says I talk too much.

I got annoyed the other night.  It doesn’t happen very often.  I’m disappointed in myself.  On my sixth try to post a story to the blog,  I cried.  I gave up.  I’m tired of experiencing opposition.  My plans are not my own, so I shouldn’t take it personally, but I’m tired of demonstrating tenacity.  Selah.  “I grow fatigued.”  (Khan, Star Trek)

Men.  You now.  Robert and Clive, listen up.  You are chicken-shit media hounds!  Both of you have practiced the earnest-look for so long, you don’t even need to try.  Yet, you presume to judge!  Do not sell a product you do not possess.  That’s law 2.  Right after, “Thou shalt not accuse a person of yelling, just because she has a better case than thine.”

The dream was this:  the church is going to explode, right after I drive my extended family out and we don’t hit a big rock.  Done-tense.  (Jackson)

Linda;  “But God?  My dad doesn’t own the ACE store anymore?
God:  “Yeah, and do you think I still own the church?”

Additionally, gentlemen:

Personally, I don’t care what you do.  It will not affect my destiny one iota.  It is my duty and pleasure to carry the word of the LORD to you now.  Take it or leave it.  I’m outta here pretty soon anyway.  God is moving out all those who have been trusting him.  The prophet’s going, after raising other people’s handicapped children and his own grandchild.  He’s been itching to go since 2006.  He can’t read, but he’d pray for me when I was running for judge and I was scared of every shadow.  His prayers were my reality.  He’s another example of tenacity.  Selah.  We won’t stand down.  We couldn’t if we wanted to.  We’re sold out to a Kingdom of love and it’s coming down.  Not my problem if people don’t like it.

ALSO:  I ASKED FOR THE FIRE ON US ALL!  Dad, I gave you 50 four-leaf clovers for Father’s Day!  Have you ever  even seen one before me?  I am the best thing that ever happened to you and y’all are too stupid to see it.  Selah.

Hate me, I don’t care, but LISTEN!

Look.  You both failed as fathers.  Clive, your kid was texting naked pictures at fifteen.  Dad, you dropped me off at seventeen alone in a town full of men!  You did not teach your daughters to respect themselves.  You taught that they were lesser creations who needed to gain attention by whatever means available. You failed.  When you started messing with MY KIDS?  Inappropriate.  It would be irrational for me to allow it to continue.  When you give others the means with which to fuck with MY KIDS?  You have never seen the degree of tenacity I can demonstrate.  Selah.

You personify the “lukewarm” that makes my beloved Jesus puke.  I don’t know the reference but you do…You called this handmaiden of the Lord crazy and took my children’s faith right out of their mouths.  You shall not be held blameless.  I called for fire and I got it.  It feels good.


906-291-1376  … where I record the details of this façade you would pass off as polite society.

TALK TO ME.  Or not.  As I said, it’s your future, not mine.



Sermon # 2   July 19, 2013
“Despise not prophesying.” (Bible)

“Any god that requires small minded bigots to speak for it, is not worth the breath it takes to pray.” — Jesper Myrfors

And God breathed into him, the breath of life.


Amos 3:7 Surely the Lord God will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets.

Jeremiah 7:24 Since the day that your fathers came forth out of the land of Egypt unto this day I have even sent unto you all my servants the prophets, daily rising up early and sending them.

Jeremiah 25:4 And the Lord hath sent unto you all his servants the prophets, rising early and sending them; but ye have not hearkened, nor inclined your ear to hear

Jeremiah 26:5 To hearken to the words of my servants the prophets, whom I sent unto you, both rising up early, and sending them, but ye have not hearkened;

Resolved that: The United States Government is the largest terrorist organization on earth. The American “church” fornicates with her.

Ezra 9:11 Which thou hast commanded by thy servants the prophets, saying, The land unto which ye go to possess it, is an unclean land with the filthiness of the people of the lands, with their abominations, which have filled it from one end to another
with their uncleanness.
Abusive renegade government is either feared or ignored, as Christians party and “earn“ money. When American “Christians” have a problem, they trust government rather than God Almighty, their redeemer and King. This shall not stand. Jesus WILL have a bride who longs for him and retains her purity.

If we stand for truth on every single issue except the one currently facing us, we aren’t standing for truth at all. Worse yet, if we reject truth, God himself promised to deceive us!
II Thessalonians 10:
…because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.
11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie.
Except thou hate thy mother and thy father etc…
And a man’s enemies shall be those of his own household etc…

As a mother. And as an ex-wife-roommate. And as a daughter. And as a former “church” member. I speak to my former “family”. My friend and Master, your “Lord”, has given ample opportunity for you to receive truth. I CALLED FOR JUDGMENT! I ASKED FOR GOD TO JUDGE MY LIFE AND YOUR OWN! I CALLED FOR THE FIRE! HE HEARD ME.
Tormentors! Paid with the sweat of poor men. It was not necessary that I call fire on you. You burn with shame and longing all the day. You AGE and SUFFER and suck the blood of innocent children. The medals on your chest will tarnish in the ground as your body decays. Your spirit will return to God, and it will retain its twisted form forever. Selah
Want the skinny? Wanna know what’s gonna happen? YOU DO ALREADY!
Matthew 25

31 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:
32 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:
33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.

Matthew 24

37 But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.
38 For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark,
39 And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.,

OK. In case you were sleeping in Sunday School:
2 Kings 9:7 And thou shalt smite the house of Ahab thy master, that I may avenge the blood of my servants the prophets, and the blood of all the servants of the Lord, at the hand of Jezebel.

As a storm was beginning, I walked into the yard to watch the lightening and listen to God in the thunder, to worship Jesus. Bats circled over my head. Connie had found some bones somewhere, and I picked them up so she wouldn’t splinter them and maybe hurt herself. I pictured myself, standing in the darkness, holding long bones, bats, hands raised…hoop earrings. No wonder people think I’m creepy.
“I’m not a (prophet), but I play one on TV.” (Marcus Welby, MD)


July 17, 2013

For what does it profit a man if he gain the whole world, yet lose his own soul…to a cigarette?”

As followers of Christ, we do not have the luxury of choosing to whom we listen.  We follow a single voice, the Spirit of Truth.  He chooses his spokesmen.

Following the Spirit is difficult for those who haven’t trained their ears.  It is impossible for those who deny Him.

The “gifts of the Spirit’ is threshold merely, yet few of us even begin the complex discipline required to move as He does.

Jesus says:

“The spirit of Jezebel seeks to silence the prophetic word.  It shall go forth.  Dogs will eat those opposing the Spirit.”

“Many follow the Spirit that do not know His name.  Many who claim my name follow their stomachs.  These have taken my name in vain and shall not be held blameless as they presume.   Those who refuse correction are not my sons.”

“The “church age” has ended, and good riddance.  Time will end shortly.  Those disinclined to turn the page will be left behind.  The gospel of “the Kingdom” will be preached, not the bigoted fragment of self-righteous “converts”.  I redeemed all.  “The earth is the Lord’s and the fullness thereof.”  “What God hath called clean, call thou not unclean.”

“The harlot’s legs are spread wide and people enter her with my name on their lips.  Her perversions will cease, as truth diminishes her perceived value.  Know ye not, that friendship with the world is enmity with God?  When I return, will I find faith on the earth?  I speak with stammering lips and other tongues.  I speak in visions of the night.  I speak always and continually yet people choose the tree of “knowledge” over divine wisdom.”

“Not everyone who crieth, “Lord, Lord” will see my face, but only those who do the will of my father as instructed by my Spirit.  Christ is not my last name.”

“Examine your hearts as time speeds up and even now my Seraphim set torches to fields abroad.  It is better that you had trusted me, rather than government as shall soon be demonstrated.”

“Come to me now, that I may bind your wounds.  I desire you as my own bride.  I will have a chaste, passionate bride.  Choose me.  To that end, I shake all.  Choose me, as I have chosen you.  Many are called, but few are chosen.  Few choose.”

“I choose the foolish things of the world to confound those wise in their own estimation.  I enjoy a joke.  Self-praise stinks.  Allow me to descend from the cross and party with you.  We’ll dance and I will thrill your soul.  Watch with me, as I confound the nations.  Together we’ll feed the hungry and heal the broken.  Together we’ll establish My Kingdom.  Love me in the secret place and I’ll tell you things to come.  Watch the changing of the guard with me, and be forever changed, forever loved, forever happy.”


Sermon #1 July 16, 2013

1 Corinthians 9:16 For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!

Scripture Meditation

“Alas, alas for  you, lawyers and Pharisees, hypocrites, to a man. So certain the Kingdom of Heaven awaits you, you will not venture half as far. Others who might enter the gates, you keep from passing through. Drag them down with you.” (Godspell version)

Matthew 23:29 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! because ye build the tombs of the prophets, and garnish the sepulchres of the righteous

Luke 22:22 And truly the son of man goeth, as it was determined: but woe unto that man by whom he is betrayed!

Luke 17:1 Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come!


There is a legal doctrine, pretty universally accepted, that if you walk by a drowning man, no obligation exists to help him. Nobody is legally culpable for refusing to risk his own life to save a stranger. This doctrine is not supportable, morally. It is not supportable, scripturally:

James 4:17 Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.

Here’s how my life went:

(Insert: “1913 Massacre” Woody Guthrie

Here’s how I felt:

Psalm 69:20 Reproach hath broken my heart; and I am full of heaviness: and I looked for some to take pity, but there was none; and for comforters, but I found none.
Here’s what God said to me:

John 14:18
I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you. (Jesus)

Here’s what happened:

Psalm 27:2  When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.

I love this guy, he told Congress the truth:   (Insert photo Richard Wormbrand)

I forgave everybody. God did too:

Genesis 50:20 But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive.
Despite forgiveness, the people responsible for my torture, and those who ignored it, have to accept this:

Matthew 26:24 The Son of man goeth as it is written of him: but woe unto that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! it had been good for that man if he had not been born.

Revelation 12:12 Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time.

And this:

Psalm 27:6  And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord. (My birthday is 1/27)

(Insert: “Over my Head” Fleetwood Mac)
Torturers (and their accomplices) could choose with me, this:

Psalm 27:13  I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14  Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.

(Insert: “Sea of Love” Honeydrippers)


(Insert: “East to the West” Michael Franti & Spearhead)

Go in Peace, Sin no More


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