Personal messages to my father who paid for people to rape me and gave me strawberries on Mothers’ Day/page closed 1/23/15

1/23/15

5:47 pm

This reminds me of “Sunday-Baptists”

Hairdresser creates ‘invisible’ skullcap made from hair samples so Jewish men can cover their head without fear of being attacked following rise in anti-Semitism 

  • Israeli hairdresser has created ‘invisible’ skullcap made from human hair
  • Barber fashioned caps so Jews can cover their head without fear of attack 
  • He has seen particular interest from France following anti-Semitic attacks
  • Caps range in colours, costing £37 for synthetic hair and £60 for natural

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2923102/Hairdresser-creates-invisible-skullcap-hair-samples-Jewish-men-cover-head-without-fear-attacked-following-rise-anti-Semitism.html#ixzz3PgdijlSU
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5:11 pm

‘My sons never forgave me’: Bernie Madoff says the pain he inflicted on his victims is ‘nothing’ compared to the pain of losing his children

  • Madoff sent NBC an email from prison in a bid to clear his sons’ names
  • He said he struggles knowing that they never forgave him
  • His son Mark, 46, killed himself in 2010 on the second anniversary of his father’s arrest for the massive Ponzi scheme
  • Andrew Madoff, 48, died last September after a long battle with cancer
  • The men, who both worked for their father’s company, were not charged in the scheme but questions remain over what they knew 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2923981/Bernie-Madoff-says-knowing-pain-inflicted-Ponzi-scheme-victims-compared-pain-losing-sons.html#ixzz3PgTNjcsf
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1/22/15

2:38 pm

‘I don’t know why it’s so hard to believe women. I mean, you go to Saudi Arabia and you need two women to testify against a man; here you need 25.’

‘Don’t know why it’s so hard to believe 25 women’: Jay Leno speaks out in support of Bill Cosby sexual assault accusers

  • Cosby’s attorney Marty Singer has dismissed the allegations as defamatory
  • More than a dozen women have come forward alleging abuse by Cosby 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2921121/Comedian-Jay-Leno-voices-support-Cosby-accusers.html#ixzz3Pa1iK6ll
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1/20/15

12:40 pm

“Because you are predominately using the most base and narcissistic parts of your reptilian brain,   too much will never be enough for you.  Your curse is the constant longing for that dangling carrot.  You are never satisfied.  You’re always empty, no matter how much you acquire.  You are mind parasites and black magicians who use every trick in the book to convince people to allow you to take their energy and their power.  You do not have my acquiescence…”   (Geoff Byrd)

 

1/15/15

6:41 am

The silent treatment may be a common response to conflict in relationships, but it is also one of the most destructive–

“The silent treatment is one form of “withdrawal” in a demand-withdrawal pattern, which occurs when one person asks or demands something, for example attention or affection, and their partner rejects these requests by refusing to engage or ceasing communication all together.”

 

Read more here:   http://sorendreier.com/dont-give-your-partner-the-silent-treatment/

1/10/15

5:39 pm

 

Tech executive, 53, sues Craigslist after anonymous post outs him for ‘cheating’ – and asks users to email his girlfriend

‘I cannot tell her because we have people in common. She deserves to know while he is screwing dozens of women even younger than his own kids,’ the user explained on the classified ads site.

Following the posting – titled, ‘Please tell my friend her boyfriend is cheating’ – Miss Olguin allegedly received an email from a reader named Adam, accusing Mr Goullet of repeatedly cheating on her.

Read more:http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2904682/Tech-executive-53-sues-Craigslist-anonymous-post-outs-cheating-asks-users-email-girlfriend.html#ixzz3OSdL3phl
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  • John Goullet, 53, accused of cheating in anonymous post on Craigslist
  • Message claimed he slept with ‘dozens of women’ while in relationship
  • It also provided the email address of his girlfriend, Theresa Olguin, 49
  • Miss Olguin was later contacted by readers and informed of the claims 
  • Mr Goullet has denied allegations; couple still believed to be together

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2904682/Tech-executive-53-sues-Craigslist-anonymous-post-outs-cheating-asks-users-email-girlfriend.html#ixzz3OScYiqT9
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1/9/15

10:22 am

Are statin drugs the cause of widespread decline in brain function?

“In his book Lipitor: Thief of Memory, Dr. Duanne Graveline, M.D., wrote about his horrific experience with statins, and how they caused him to suffer two transient global amnesia events as well as chronic neuropathy. The former astronaut and aerospace medical research scientist explains how these traumatic events were the direct result of statins altering his brain.”

“He also questions why any cognizant doctor would prescribe them, knowing that as many as 3.6 million people have reported brain dysfunction as a result of their use.”

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/048213_statin_drugs_brain_function_memory_problems.html#ixzz3OL0iXkim

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/048213_statin_drugs_brain_function_memory_problems.html#ixzz3OL0LuEBo

 

1/7/15

4:27 am

Women allege Cosby’s lawyer issued responses to their claims of rape and groping that said they were lying

Two more women join Bill Cosby defamation lawsuit

“Two women accusing Bill Cosby of sexual offences decades ago have joined a defamation lawsuit, contending the comedian publicly branded them as liars through statements by his representatives.”

 

Read more at:   http://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/jan/06/two-more-women-join-bill-cosby-defamation-lawsuit

 

1/5/15

3:40 am

Boyfriend brutally beats alleged rapist after catching him ‘sexually abusing his girlfriend’

Read more at:   http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/boyfriend-brutally-beats-alleged-rapist-after-catching-him-sexually-abusing-his-girlfriend-9956583.html

 

1/4/15

6:21 pm

You can never get off the TSA no-fly list; there’s no way.  Even less recourse is available to victims of government-sanctioned electronic torture.  We’re targets.  We’re ALL potential targets, of those other humans who seek to gain advantage from our existence.  Our bodies, choices, and lives affect many more people than we think.    Our overlords who DOview us as sources of entertainment and advancement,  will not be long permitted to vicariously experience other lives…because… it is wrong to view others as commodities  for our personal gratification.  I’ve been targeted, by my father firstly, then others.  My dad is very defiant, so  I may never be free of the threat that other humans may sometime incapacitate me to get their rocks off.   My dad might never remove Damocles’ sword from where he slung it near my throat.  He may never remove the threat that I might any day be incapacitated by covert action.  He is a torturer by his very nature.  But, we get to choose what our own lives mean,  and torturers will never steal that right from us.  They steal our comfort certainly,  but they can never steal our eternity.  Our WILL and our RESOLVE are our most important possessions.

 

1/3/15

9:49 am

Prince Andrew: latest royal pedophile exposed

Court documents seen by The Guardian say: “One such powerful individual Epstein forced [the woman] to have sexual relations with was a member of the British royal family, Prince Andrew (aka Duke of York).”

 

More here:   http://www.hangthebankers.com/prince-andrew-latest-royal-pedophile-exposed/

 

6:07 am

How one of the best-connected men in the U.S. was jailed amid shocking claims of sex abuse

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2894480/Prince-Andrew-repeatedly-slept-sex-slave-controlled-underage-prostitution-ring-U-S-court-papers-claim.html#ixzz3NktoZALH
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1/1/15

1:14 pm

“Dear Dad, I am in pain and very troubled.  I would like to speak to you about alleviating my pain.  Would you please talk to me?  Love, Linda”

 

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12:35 pm

My dad squats over the crucible of self-awareness with the weight of past indulgence encouraging his emotional digestive tract.  His knees be a’quiver.  It’s shit or get off the pot.  (He always told me that one.)  I got flushed and I’m back to tell the tale.  His turn.  “Can we pray for dead people, God?  I know the Bible says they pray for us,  so maybe the Catholics are right?   What  in the WORLD could a dead person need that my prayers could ameliorate?  Please release my dad from purgatory and walk him into life.  Amen.  If that’s OK.”

 

 

12:33 pm

Like hell, my dad supports missionaries.  He supports ass-kissers.

12/30/14

7:12 am

My dad squats over the crucible of self-awareness with the weight of past indulgence encouraging his emotional digestive tract.  His knees be a’quiver.  It’s shit or get off the pot.  (He always told me that one.)  I got flushed and I’m back to tell the tale.  His turn.  “Can we pray for dead people, God?  I know the Bible says they pray for us,  so maybe the Catholics are right?   What  in the WORLD could a dead person need that my prayers could ameliorate?  Please release my dad from purgatory and walk him into life.  Amen.  If that’s OK.”

 

 

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6:27 am

Psychopath school:  “When caught red-handed, say that your victim was a danger to self or others.”  (My dad’s alma mater.)

 

 

12/27/14

3:10 pm

JOHNNY WINTER feat. BEN HARPER – “Can’t Hold Out (Talk To Me Baby)”

 

 

12/24/14

1:28 pm

Beyonce’s father Mathew Knowles ‘was selling his famous daughter’s memorabilia for $20 to $200 on his front yard’ 

Fandom: The 63-year-old former manager unloaded tons of posters, DVDs, tour T-shirts and various other mementos from Beyonce's early singing years from when she was in the successful band Destiny's Child

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-2885348/Beyonce-s-father-Mathew-Knowles-selling-famous-daughter-s-memorabilia-20-200-yard.html#ixzz3MqCjugHK
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12/23/14

7:33 pm

Statins cause brain dysfunction

“Statins are the most profitable medications in the history of Big Pharma. They are promoted as the go-to medications to prevent/treat heart disease. A recent study found nearly 100% of men and 62% of women aged 66-75 should take a statin medication even if their cholesterol level is normal.[1]”

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/048087_statins_brain_dysfunction_cholesterol.html#ixzz3MlrGAPnx

 

 

12/22/14

4:17 pm

Heckling is an act of cowardice. If you want to speak, get up in front of the microphone and speak, don’t sit in the dark hiding. It’s easy to hide and shout and waste people’s time.

Read more at http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/cowardice.html#ZElIJob0wJbAdWS0.99

 

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10:54 am

CIA

 

12/20/14

9:11 am

You tell people a woman is crazy.  Meanwhile, that woman does things better than anybody else.  Who is crazy?

 

12/19/14

3:53 am

BUMP TO THE TOP,  From 2/27 14

 

Text to my father, my mother and my brother:

“You got that trust account ready yet?  I’d like to stop.  367-72-9730.”

My brother texted:  “no.”

I told him to take his time.  His response was unkind so I said,

“You’re a millionaire.  Dad called me crazy so I can’t even be a waitress.”

(I sent that to my mom, my dad and my rich selfish brother.)

 

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3:24 am

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From FACEBOOK, 3/8/14

I just had a vision of me smacking my dad across the face.  I was standing lower than he, and my fist was formed perfectly just like Adam White taught me to do.  I didn’t hit him with the business part though, it would have crushed his jaw.  I swung my right arm from behind me like a pendulum-stiff and it hit my dad’s chin with the palm-part, where my fingers were folded.  Knocked his head around the bottom oddly, and swung his face up to his right.  I’ve never actually punched anybody before, and this really wasn’t a punch, but it was physically educational just the same.  I’ll do it better next time.
I know my father has good reasons for keeping me and my children in an abominable situation for years.  I know those reasons involve secrets and blackmail and sex that he shouldn’t even be thinking about much less engaging. He is going down and God will not require me to throw a single blow.  God said I will be a lady again. My father took everything away from me, and although my life is not about me, the servant is worthy of his hire and Jesus is giving me my modesty back.
My father will fall to his knees in front of my boys and admit what he knew about what was happening to us and what was done to us and to  RAPING ME OVER AND OVER.  This is not my desire.  This is my prediction.  “Lord have mercy on my father once again.  I don’t care how he is being blackmailed or by whom.  I want you Jesus, and you’re truth.  I want you to touch everybody I know…that would mean everybody will receive truth, and everybody includes my father.  I do not wish to strike my dad but it’s pretty clear his sordid past has come home to roost.  Take him out.”
Family, dear-hearted stupid people…(it’s funny how the rich ones seem stupider…)  I don’t give a fuck if you believe anything I say.  When they put your alma pater in belly-bands maybe you’ll listen to me.  Maybe I’ll still be around.  (Even if I’m gone Jesus will hear you wailing about your creepy-ass-grandpa-who-will-no-longer-pay-for-dinner.  Get used to it.  I did.)

 

 

 

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12/18/14

7:14 pm

They say he was everybody’s father figure but he wasn’t like mine.  Now I get it.

 

Bill Cosby is under full-scale police investigation after series of women tell detectives they were abused by comedian – and some of the alleged attacks were INSIDE statute of limitations

  • Lawyer for one victim has disclosed to Daily Mail Online that there is a ‘definitive open investigation’ into Cosby by the Los Angeles PD
  • Several women have come forward to detectives and accused him of drugging and attacking them
  • New victims are not among those who have already gone public and are retaining their right to anonymity 
  • First victim to allege attack inside statute of limitations was Chloe Goins, 24, who told MailOnline she was assaulted at the Playboy Mansion six years ago
  • The Las Vegas lap dancer says Cosby gave her and her friend drinks and she soon felt dizzy 
  • Cosby offered to help her but the next thing she remembers is waking up naked to find him licking her toes and pleasuring himself
  • She said ‘hey, what’s going on?’ and he left the room, allowing her to dress and leave the Playboy Mansion quickly with her friend 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2879749/Police-Bill-Cosby-definitive-open-investigation-series-women-claim-abused-statute-limitations.html#ixzz3MIVWWKGx
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4:50 am

“But once one has invested oneself in the grisly torture business and has the blood and shit on one’s soul there seems no turning back.”

Read more here:   http://thiscantbehappening.net/node/2592

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12/17/14

7:05 pm

“Whenever America is forced to confront its heinous acts, the central strategy is to disappear the victims, render them invisible. That’s what robs them of their humanity: it’s the process of dehumanization. That, in turns, is what enables American elites first to support atrocities, and then, when forced to reckon with them, tell themselves that – despite some isolated and well-intentioned bad acts – they are still really good, elevated, noble, admirable people.”

 

Read more at:   https://firstlook.org/theintercept/2014/12/16/u-s-tv-media-gives-ample-platform-american-torturers-victims/

 

12/16/14

6:14 pm

My dad used to sing, when I was a kid.  I loved it when he sang.  He’d sing, “My gal’s a corker, she’s a New Yorker, I buy her everything to keep her in style!”  He was fun.  I fell in love with my dad when he was fun.  It stuck with me.  Nothing’s fun to a frightened man.  Everything is threatening and time bears down with claws of gloom.  My dad was so much fun, but the fun always had to be his way.  He’d throw a shoe at my head as I slept and demand that we depart for our adventure in ten minutes.  Or five.  His way did not consider others’ needs, but it was fun.  I wish he’d talk to me.

 

4:29 pm

 

 

12/15/14

8:12 pm

Inside the Torture Chambers– Conversation with a CIA Interrogator

“These things” included: rape, gang rape, rape using eels, snakes, or hard objects, and rape followed by murder; electrical shock (“the Bell Telephone Hour”) rendered by attaching wires to the genitals or other sensitive parts of the body, like the tongue; “the water treatment”; “the airplane,” in which a prisoner’s arms were tied behind the back and the rope looped over a hook on the ceiling, suspending the prisoner in midair, after which he or she was beaten; beatings with rubber hoses and whips; and the use of police dogs to maul prisoners”.

More at:  http://www.counterpunch.org/2014/12/15/conversation-with-a-cia-interrogator/

 

12/12/14

7:13 pm

 

  • Starla Rae McCabe, 45, from, Utah, has been charged with 10 counts of sexual exploitation of a minor 
  • Cache of 19 photos showing girls’ genital were found on McCabe’s Nintendo DSi game system
  • Mother told police she took the photos to teach her daughter about her anatomy

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2871818/Mother-history-meth-addiction-child-abuse-sold-photos-5-year-old-daughter-naked-waist-down.html#ixzz3LjSIJUGW
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2:54 pm

 

12/9/14

5:02 am

“Why do people lie to themselves? There are any  number of reasons. Sometimes it is because a clearer awareness would compromise one’s pursuit of self interest.”  (Les Visible)

 

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12/7/14

4:14 am

Another dead banker: Top Belgian Banker Found Dead In North Sea, Updated List Of Dead Bankers

UPDATED LIST:
1) David Bird, 55, long-time reporter for the Wall Street Journal working at the Dow Jones news room
2) Tim Dickenson, a U.K.-based communications director at Swiss Re AG
3) William Broeksmit, 58, former senior manager for Deutsche Bank
4) Ryan Henry Crane, age 37, JP Morgan
5) Li Junjie, 33, Hong Kong JP Morgan
6) Gabriel Magee, 39, age JP Morgan employee
7) Mike Dueker, 50, who had worked for Russell Investments
8) Richard Talley, 57, was the founder and CEO of American Title (real estate titles)
9) James Stuart Jr. 70, Former National Bank of Commerce CEO was found dead in Scottsdale, Ariz
10) Jason Alan Salais, 34 year old IT Specialist at JPMorgan since 2008
11) Autumn Radtke, 28, CEO of First Meta, a Singapore-based virtual currency trading platform
12) Eddie Reilly, 47, investment banker, Vertical Group, New York
13) Kenneth Ballando, 28, investment banker, Levy Capital, New york
14) Joseph A. Giampapa, 55, corporate bankruptcy lawyer, JP Morgan Chase
15) Jan Peter Schmittmann, 57, voormalig topbestuurder ANB/AMRO, Laren, Nederland
16) Juergen Frick, 48, CEO Bank Frick & Co AG, Liechtenstein
17) Benoît Philippens, 37, directeur BNP Parisbas Fortis Bank, Ans, België.
18) Lydia…, 52, bankier Bred-Banque-Populaire, Parijs
19) Andrew Jarzyk, 27, bankier, PNC Bank, New York
20) Carlos Six, 61, Hoofd Belastingdienst en lid CREDAF, België
21) Jan Winkelhuijzen, 75, Commissaris en Fiscalist (voormalig Deloitte), Nederland.
22) Richard Rockefeller, 66, achterkleinzoon elitebankier John D. Rockefeller, Amerika
23) Mahafarid Amir Khosravi (Amir Mansour Aria), 45, bankeigenaar, zakenman en derivatenhandelaar, Iran
24) Lewis Katz, 76, zakenman, advocaat en insider in de bancaire wereld, Amerika
25) Julian Knott, Directeur Global Operations Center JP Morgan, 45, Amerika
26) Richard Gravino, IT Specialist JP Morgan, 49, Amerika
27) Thomas James Schenkman, Managing Director Global Infrastructure JP Morgan, 42, Amerika
28) Nicholas Valtz, 39, Managing Director Goldman Sachs, New York, Amerika
29) Therese Brouwer, 50, Managing Director ING, Nederland
30) Tod Robert Edward, 51, Vice President M & T Bank, Amerika
31) Thierry Leyne, 48, investeringsbankier en eigenaar Anatevka S.A., Israël
32) Calogero Gambino, 41, Managing Director Deutsche Bank, Amerika
33) Shawn D. Miller, 42, Managing Director Citigroup, New York, Amerika
34) Melissa Millian, 54, Senior Vice President Mass Mutual, Amerika
35) Thieu Leenen, 64, Relatiemanager ABN/AMRO, Eindhoven, Nederland
36) Geert Tack, 52, Private Banker ING, Haaltert, België

 

12/6/14

3:08 am

Dream ad in the Newberry News:  “Yes, community, I lied about my daughter because I was embarrassed that she beat me on a bet about God.  She has never been crazy, is way smarter than I am, and has my blessing and financial support.”

 

12/5/14

7:15 pm

 

BREAKING NEWS: Bill Cosby accused of sexually assaulting TWELVE Playboy bunnies – as club hostess claims comic drugged and raped her

  • Former Playboy bunny P.J. Masten says star attacked her in 1970s
  • She claims many more bunnies claim to have suffered same experiences with him
  • She says she was prompted to speak out after Judy Huth claims Cosby raped her at Playboy mansion when she was 15 in 1974 
  • Two other former Playboy bunnies, Victoria Valentino and Carla Ferrigno, say Cosby also attacked them

More at:   http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2862614/Bill-Cosby-accused-sexually-assaulting-TWELVE-Playboy-bunnies-club-hostess-claims-comic-drugged-raped-her.html

 

12/4/14

5:01 am

“I think my dad was afraid, he was a coward.  I don’t understand how he couldn’t protect me, how he could just let something like that happen.”

Dr Phil November 25, 2014 : My Father Offered Me as a Maiden Sacrifice FULL EPISODE

12/2/14

11:25 am

 

“Only thinking of yourself means that Love will not come around you. You can fool yourself with clever imitations of the real thing, the same as you have fooled yourself into thinking you are real but… eventually… when it’s too late, you will be given ample time to repent at your leisure, or not. In some cases, in the blink of an eye, you are transported into an entirely different realm of existence and there’s no coming back to the former particular episode, so quickly vacated. All things in time. All things in time.”

 

Read more at:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2014/12/color-coded-slot-cars-to-sewers-and.html

 

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12/1/14

4:17 pm

 

‘I strangled my daughter’s rapist then burned his manhood with heated tongs’: Shocking confession of Indian father who tortured and murdered man who attacked his 14-year-old daughter

  • Daughter became pregnant after alleged horror attack
  • Father says he considered the suspected rapist as part of the family
  • He drugged the man and attacked him when he refused to apologise
  • Enraged father from Delhi then burned the man’s genitals
  • 36-year-old kept his daughter’s rape a secret to protect her honour
  • But he acted when she ‘stopped smiling’ while her attacker roamed free 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2852121/Indian-father-avenges-daughter-torturing-killing-man-believes-raped-impregnating-process.html#ixzz3KgQEHozn
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11/28/14

3:51 pm

Many of the women accusing Cosby say he drugged them before he raped them. Some of the alleged attacks took place decades ago.

The 77-year-old comedian has denied some of the allegations and refused to discuss others.

Read more here:   http://www.cnn.com/2014/11/27/showbiz/bill-cosby-umass-amherst/index.html?hpt=hp_t1

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5:34 am

University of Massachusetts cuts ALL ties to Bill Cosby amid ‘disturbing’ sexual assault allegations

  • Cosby received a master’s and a doctorate in education at UMass
  • Was the co-chairman of their $300 fundraising campaign and has donated $500,000 over the years
  • University has confirmed Cosby no longer has any affiliation with the school
  • Said the parting was due to ‘the volume and disturbing nature of these allegations’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2852314/University-Massachusetts-cuts-ties-Cosby.html#ixzz3KMGoM5OS
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4:49 am

Bankrupt movie star Burt Reynolds is selling off his personal collection of film memorabilia – including his Smokey and the Bandits jacket – to help pay $1.2 million in missed mortgage payments

  •  Over 600 items, including a Golden Globe award will be up for auction 
  •  A red jacket he wore in the hit film ‘Smokey and the Bandit’ is also on offer
  •  The 78-year old actor was one of Hollywood’s biggest and highest paid

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2852020/Bankrupt-movie-star-Burt-Reynolds-selling-personal-collection-film-memorabilia.html#ixzz3KM5hvU68
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4:00 am

Every “agenda” [plan] found in the heart of man has its origin in one of two
sources: the Heart and Will of the Father OR the mind of Satan [the fallen nature
of man].  –Jackson, more here:   http://jtlmin.com/FIRE%20BY%20NIGHT%202014/11%20November%202014/WPFBN1127.pdf

 

11/26/14

7:36 am

“My editor told me that daddy Cosby was the source. He ratted out his flesh and blood,” said my source.

“Contacted by the Enquirer for comment, Cosby apparently handed the weekly a story about his then-23-year-old daughter Erinn’s battle with drug and alcohol abuse instead.”

Bill Cosby is a horrible human being — even when he isn’t allegedly drugging and raping women — according to detractors.”

 

See more here:   http://pagesix.com/2014/11/24/bill-cosby-slammed-by-journalist-publicist/

 

11/16/14

4:21 pm

‘No, first strike, you’re dead. I’m not equipped to diagnose but if you so much as look at a child in a sexual context… it’s the one crime a person should be killed for. It’s the only thing that will stop people from doing it.’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/home/event/article-2833084/Sinead-O-Connor-didn-t-pop-star-personality-d-inspired-protest-singers-not-desire-famous-Sinead-O-Connor-fame-Pope-Francis-punching-Prince.html#ixzz3JGjGkmBH
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3:13 pm

The public implosion of Bill Cosby has been nothing short of stunning — a decade-long, slow-motion fusillade of mistresses and no fewer than 16 sex-assault accusers culminating in recent weeks with a series of spectacular, career-threatening p.r. grenade blasts.

“The women victimized by Bill Cosby have been talking about his crimes for more than a decade,” wrote Bowman, who says the legendary comedian repeatedly raped and drugged her in 1985, including in his New York town house, when she was an 18-year-old aspiring actress.”

Read more at:   http://pagesix.com/2014/11/16/cosbys-image-in-ruins-as-he-dodges-rape-claims-again/?_ga=1.105572611.104755837.1416095053

 

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2:02 pm

Drone strikes woman at crowded market in Mount Dora

Weird, eh?  Here:   http://www.wesh.com/news/drone-strikes-woman-at-crowded-market-in-mount-dora/29742352

 

11/15/14

8:19 am

Child Pornography Case: Couple Sent to prison for 2,340 years collectively.

Read more at:   http://hackread.com/child-pornography-case-couple-jailed/

 

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3:56 am

United States of America—created in our image.

3rd Arrest for 90-Year-Old Man Who Feeds Homeless. The city of Fort Lauderdale has issued three criminal citations against him, but he says he has no fear of spending time in jail.

“Abbott’s been cited with a criminal violation three times since the city’s ban on “public food sharing” went into effect Oct. 22. His most recent arrest came Wednesday night, according to WSVN.com.

 

“The station reported that Abbott, as promised, was out on Fort Lauderdale Beach feeding the homeless Wednesday when local police parted the crowd to issue the elderly man his third criminal citation. They did, however, allow him to continue feeding the hungry who had gathered.”

 

(At least the cops were more respectful this time.  Last time they demanded he drop a plate as if it were a weapon.  I hope they’re developing some GENUINE SHAME.)

 

Read more at:   http://refreshingnews99.blogspot.in/2014/11/3rd-arrest-for-90-year-old-man-who.html

 

 

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11/14/14

4:11

 

All the Baptist rapists I know live in America.  Good thing, huh?

Frustrated With the Law, India’s Rape Victims Turn to Revenge Killings

Vigilante castrations, murders and other forms of retribution are becoming more and more commonplace as the country’s rape problem continues

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“After dragging Kumar off the girl, the group stripped him, hacked off his genitals with a meat cleaver and threw them in the street—while filming it on their smartphones, of course.”

“If matters are not corrected in time,” she adds, “people get desperate.”

 

“Back in May, a 23-year-old woman took brutal revenge on her father, who allegedly had been sexually abusing her for past three years. She clubbed him in his sleep with the help of two male friends, then tore apart his chest with a piece of glass to wrench out his pacemaker.”

 

“I am not surprised at all. The fact that these victims could not take recourse to the law straight away just heightened the pain to unacceptable levels,” says Dipankar Gupta, a sociologist who has studied the problem closely.

More here:   http://www.vocativ.com/world/india/india-rape-culture-revenge/

 

 

 

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11/13/14

4:42 am

The Mirror in the Void

 

 

11/6/14

4:23 am

“But for the grace of God, there go I”

JFK’s nephew Timothy Shriver reveals how the Kennedys kept Rosemary’s lobotomy secret – and how she could say just a handful of words afterwards

  • Timothy Shriver, 55, has written a new book about his work with disabled athletes and has dedicated a chapter to stories about his aunt Rosemary
  • Rosemary was born with mental disabilities, which the family tried to hide from friends and from Rosemary herself
  • When she was 23, her father Joseph secretly took her for a lobotomy – but it left her largely unable to speak or move
  • He was too ashamed to see her and her family did not ask where she was

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2822638/JFK-s-nephew-Timothy-Shriver-opens-Kennedys-kept-Rosemary-s-lobotomy-secret-say-just-handful-words-including-no-diet-food.html#ixzz3IHKvcvZb
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11/5/14

1:25 pm

Indian Father Tortures, Kills Daughter’s Alleged Rapist

 

Read more at:  

 

 

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11/3/14

7:22 am

Life’s a test…

This kid is going places

 

 

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11/2/14

4:43 am

Stonewalling = the act of refusing communication, stalling, or evading, especially to avoid revealing embarrassing information and escape accountability.

The stonewaller isn’t necessarily a sociopath, but the act of intentional stonewalling contains the cold, callous attitude of the sociopath. Absence of empathy is characteristic of stonewallers, and they may relish a sadistic pleasure in watching their target twist, squirm, and make humiliating efforts and bids to be heard. Stonewallers, whether sociopaths or not, are seriously disturbed communicators. Their indifference to the stonewalled party’s experience, as noted, can be chilling. Stonewalling often reflects character pathology, in which case they won’t change—they will always be stonewallers.

 

 

 

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10/30/14

7:55 pm

Doris Day Sings, “Mean to Me”

7:36 am

Hey, Dad, these people think just like you!

TRENDING: MORE COLLEGE STUDENTS SUPPORT POST-BIRTH ABORTION

“As for post-birth abortion, I would imagine that my colleagues would think the ‘post-birth’ part was largely irrelevant, as we believe very strongly in abortion on demand, without apology, and it’s plain and simple that we should look to the woman’s morals and not shove our opinions where they, frankly, don’t belong,” Devin Deitsch, leader of VOX: Voices for Planned Parenthood at Ohio State University, said in an email to The College Fix.”

Read more at:   http://www.thecollegefix.com/post/19896/

 

 

10/27/14

9:28 am

3 easy ways to die

 

 

10/26/14

2:25 pm

 

10/22/14

9:07 am

“‘After I said “I love you” to him when we were finishing a phone call or saying goodbye, he started to say it. I remember I didn’t care so much about things he could give me, but wanted a relationship he backed up with actions. ”

Kara has now written a book detailing her experience

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2801943/Former-governor-s-daughter-details-journey-secret-love-child-welcomed-family-suing-hundreds-thousands-dollars.html#ixzz3GsXdMIIU
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10/21/14

5:30 pm

ISIS releases sickening video clip showing Syrian woman being stoned to death by group of men – including her own father

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2801575/isis-releases-sickening-video-clip-showing-syrian-woman-stoned-death-group-men-including-father.html#ixzz3GojrJfc9
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10/17//14

4:12 pm

Edmonton pastor faces child pornography charges

Read here:   http://www.ctvnews.ca/canada/edmonton-pastor-faces-child-pornography-charges-1.2058675

 

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10/16/14

6:04 pm

John Grisham backtracks on his statement that ‘most people watching child porn are just drunk and not pedophiles’ saying he regrets his comments

  • John Grisham has apologized after saying in an interview that watching child porn doesn’t make one a pedophile
  • The author says he ‘regrets’ his comments, and that anyone caught watching child porn should ‘be punished to the fullest extent of the law’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2795728/Grisham-says-child-porn-sentences-harsh.html#ixzz3GLdgHjgQ
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10/15/14

6:49 pm

 

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8:23 am

Doctor, 59, running as Libertarian candidate in Iowa Senate race dies in plane crash

  • Dr Douglas Butzier’s single-engine plane crashed a mile from Dubuque Regional Airport after missing the first landing approach on Monday
  • The cause of the crash remains under investigation
  • The married dad-of-two, who worked as an ER doctor, was running as a Libertarian candidate for the U.S. Senate in Iowa
  • His opponents U.S. Rep. Bruce Braley and Republican state Senator Joni Ernst expressed their sadness at the doctor’s death

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2792913/Iowa-candidate-US-Senate-dies-plane-crash.html#ixzz3G9YWiVfP
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10/12/14

3:49 pm

PET Scans Reveal Psychopathic Markers

“At a certain level, regardless of the initial intentions of anyone running for public office, the system in place either corrupts that person (if successful in his/her bid) or they do not function in that environment and they are run out or get out of politics. That’s because the system is populated with psychopaths, and you can only go so far in a psychopathic environment if you are not one.”

“Being a psychopath is not a choice, any more than contracting Polio would be. The point is, that psychopathy is an illness of the brain. Anyone can be a psychopath. Anyone can have the Parkinson’s time bomb ticking inside. No difference.”

 

Read more at http://www.activistpost.com/2014/10/pet-scans-reveal-psychopathic-markers.html#6YbOU4SIZgsHrhJ8.99

 

 

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10/11/14

10:18 am

You need me, Dad.  You need me so you can make it right and not go to Hell.  You need to give me a lot of money and you need to kiss me on the cheek.  I’m giving you another opportunity.  Give me the years you stole!   Not only do we agree that I love you more than any woman ever has, I might just might be the only woman who ever DID!  You have played Peeping Tom to my whole life.   When I was 21 and went to Florida you were there to pick me up at the train.  Set me free.  Whatcha gonna do without magic?  Did you ever think about that?  Pay up.

 

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10/7/14

7:02 pm

‘I’m afraid of what will happen if he refuses treatment for pedophilia’: Bombshell claims of the wife of 7th Heaven star Stephen Collins about his ‘secret life of child abuse’

  • Explosive divorce papers reviewed by MailOnline paint a picture of a 27-year marriage destroyed by actor Stephen Collins’ ‘secret life’

The New York City Special Victims’ Unit is currently investigating Collins

“Faye says Collins’ therapist subsequently disclosed to her that her husband has ‘narcissistic personality disorder with sociopathic tendencies.”

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2784129/I-m-sickened-actions-I-m-afraid-happen-refuses-seek-treatment-pedophilia-Bombshell-claims-7th-Heaven-star-Stephen-Collins-wife-secret-life-child-abuse.html#ixzz3FVFWpKLT
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10/6/14

6:38 pm

Writing is really good therapy.

 

‘My utter servitude was necessary to his well-being. I was never safe,’ Alan, 49, writes in his gut-wrenching new autobiography, Not My Father’s Son, published by Dey Street books on October 7.”

“But that wasn’t the only difficulty the boys and their mother faced. There were family secrets – secrets about his mysterious grandfather – in the house that was part of an old country estate on the east coast of Scotland.”

‘Being around him was like navigating a minefield. We could never relax. We were never safe’.

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2782456/My-father-held-like-animal-wielding-rusty-pair-clippers-used-sheep-cut-skin-The-Good-Wife-actor-Alan-Cumming-reveals-tormented-childhood-led-nervous-breakdown-new-book.html#ixzz3FPKEyWLx
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“Alan Cumming believes he wouldn’t know the joy he feels today without having gone through years of anguish and torment.”

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2782456/My-father-held-like-animal-wielding-rusty-pair-clippers-used-sheep-cut-skin-The-Good-Wife-actor-Alan-Cumming-reveals-tormented-childhood-led-nervous-breakdown-new-book.html#ixzz3FPJWYYjz
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10/5/14

12:03 pm

“A Roman Catholic priest was ordered to remain jailed until his trial on charges that he possessed child pornography and travelled to Honduras for sex with children during missionary trips.”

“The Honduran boy was “posed” to show off his genitals and could not have moved that way by himself. Haines said. He has since died. ”

 

Sounds kinda like how you made Megan pose in the bathtub.  I wonder if this priest made his victims CONFESS like your “Missionary” buddies in Asia did to little girls?

– See more at: http://www.lillooetnews.net/priest-accused-of-travelling-to-honduras-for-sex-with-children-ordered-detained-until-trial-1.1397228#sthash.Reu1sP16.dpuf

 

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9:23 am

“Victorious warriors win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win.”   (Sun Tzu)

 

 

 

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10/3/14

2:22 pm

 

“The narcissist attacks separateness in everyone with whom he must have a relationship. Either they fit into his ego-supporting mold or they are extruded from his life. Narcissistic rage and aggression are based on fear. His entitlement to absolute control over others must go unchallenged.”    (Dr. Elan Golomb)

 

 

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8:01 am

Narcissists

Narc

 

 

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9/29/14

2:23 pm

“Clearly he has complete disregard for people suffering from mental disabilities.  He calls him an expletive lunatic and then in the next breath says I’m going to shoot him in the penis.  What is so mortifying about this shooting, and thank goodness we have a tape to show exactly what he did– which is instead of shooting him in the penis, he shoots him in the lower back.  So had James Boyd not turned around at that moment to set down his bags, he would have been shot in the penis.”

 

Read more at:  http://www.kob.com/article/stories/s3573906.shtml#.VCllWhaa_yF

5:22 am

 

 

 

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9/25/14

8:05 pm

Mother-of-two arrested for beating child porn-collecting neighbor hours after he was released on bail

  • Nicole Pelletier, 41, entered the victim’s home through an unlocked door and confronted him in his room
  • Police say: ‘Before he could react she struck him in the face’
  • Gary Spring, 61, was arrested for hoarding more than 300 images of child pornography on his computer
  • Spring suffered from a bloody nose but refused medical treatment 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2770132/I-wanted-kill-Navy-veteran-mother-two-beats-neighboring-child-porn-collector-home-hours-release-federal-custody-30-000-bond.html#ixzz3ENKzlOpj
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9/24/14

5:15 pm

“The modern person is drinking and drugging himself out of awareness, or he spends his time shopping, which is the same thing.”      (Ernest Becker)

 

 

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9/23/14

6:44 am

 

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4:46 am

I have never been able to conceive how any rational being could propose happiness to himself from the exercise of power over others.
Thomas Jefferson

– See more at: http://josephsoninstitute.org/quotes/quotations.php?q=Human%20nature,%20human%20folly#sthash.y2d1pVL3.dpuf

 

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9/22/14

10:29 am

 

Does your real life match up with your persona?   It’s gonna matter really soon.

 

 

Top-Secret Document Reveals NSA Spied On Porn Habits As Part Of Plan To Discredit ‘Radicalizers’

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Read more at:   http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/11/26/nsa-porn-muslims_n_4346128.html

 

 

 

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5:37 am

 

9/20/14:

1:01 pm

 

11:25 am

Ann Coulter Encourages Republicans To MURDER LIBERTARIANS!

– See more at: http://xrepublic.tv/node/10490#sthash.amFiM7hi.dpuf

 

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6:37 am

The prison within.

 

9/19/14

9:58 am

Bump to the top, from the seventeenth and eighteenth:

Morning prayer surprise:

I’ve been in great travail this morning, for my parents.  My chest was stretched, like the skin would break. It was futility, I was feeling tremendous  futility trying  to roll away the stone in my father’s heart.  He knows his crimes, and he knows their effect on us, in nuanced detail.   (Seeing my dad’s absolute selfishness  freed me from fearing him.  I choose to  PITY a selfish bully.)   As I prayed, a word came out of my mouth that I don’t use in prayer, unless I’m quoting Jesus.  I said “Father.”  I prayed to Father-God for the first time I can remember.  I cried a lot when I said “Father.”  I thank Him for my earthly father’s shabbiness.   I’m looking forward to having a relationship with the Father.  Jesus would like that.

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9/17/14

11:32 am

Thinking about my father’s troubles;  I just can’t help it;  I’m compassionate.  Here’s his flawed  logic:  1)  Despite his history of force-feeding religion, my dad (demonstrably) does not care that God will hold him responsible for a) stealing faith from children, b) filicide, or c) lying all the time; and 2) he doesn’t care about his legacy.  It seems to me, if you’re going to die unsaved anyway,  shouldn’t you want at least, to die with a good reputation? (My records will be well-known.)  “Please don’t talk about me when I’m gone…”

(He can’t serve two masters.  He can’t serve God,  and his own [assumed] self-interest.  This guy isn’t serving either!  Nutso.)

 

 

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3:13 am

Too Proud to Say You’re Sorry? In Japan You Can Pay a Specialized Agency to Do It for You

Read more about  purchasing Asian apologies at:   http://www.odditycentral.com/news/too-proud-to-say-youre-sorry-in-japan-you-can-pay-a-specialized-agency-to-do-it-for-you.html

 

 

9/16/14

2:48 am

 

 

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9/14/14

8:27 pm

My dad’s world is not like the rest if ours.  I’ve seen  no evidence that his world  is real.  There exists much evidence opposing his world view.  My dad thinks it’s OK for America to bomb other countries to provide bankers with bigger profits.  This US capitalism is not sustainable, and it hurts people.  He thinks boys are better than girls, but I’d challenge him to any of the following:  1) a roster of weekly work performed,  2) an evaluation of spontaneous compassion, or 3) an IQ test.  My dad thinks he’s the boss of everybody.  But, people who punch his time-clock go home to lives just as important as his.  He’s absolutely delusional!  Who said he gets to tell people what they may do?  Who said he gets to eliminate “problem” children?  Who ….wait.  I know the answer.
He’s a dark cloud on the earth.  He was intended to spread living water but he’s only blocking the light.  He’s darkness, inside and out.  He knows it.  He knows it and it haunts him.  He does not yet believe that he will not get away with his selfishness, and his lies, but soon he will know.  (I’m astonished, actually.  It’s been years and he still will not tell the truth.) His nights must be lonesome and scary.  His money must crinkle with portent.  He must hear demons’ voices every day.  I cannot imagine being my dad.  “Lord, have mercy on him and give him the gift of repentance, please?”  “Don’t let him die with the blood of my family on his hands.  In the name of Jesus, I remit his sins.  I give them to you Lord!  Please allow him to repent before he dies!  Give him goodness, and genuine caring.  Give him YOU!”
(I’m sorry I’m smarter than you.  It can’t be helped.  I pray a lot.)

 

5:21 am

I sent this to David.  Do you think he’ll get it?  (We always used to laugh twice, if David got the joke.)

 

 

 

9/12/14

2:59 pm

OK, Dad,

I’m not good with numbers, but I’ll take a crack at it.  When you took my home away, it was probably worth half a million.  (Not anymore.)  That’s 250,000.  Right?  (George owned the other half.)  My law license was easily worth a million at the age I was.  1.25.  Right?  My marriage had sustained for twenty years, let’s give it 10 thousand a year.  (Excuse me.  I have to find a pencil.)  Is that 200 thousand?  OK, we got 1.45 million.  The affection of my children, how is such a thing to be valued?  A MILLION DOLLARS!  My reputation was my only ticket in this world of trust and paychecks.  ANOTHER MILLION.  OK, that’s 3.25.  Pain and suffering.  Punitive damages. Interest on sums unpaid.  I’m willing to round it off.  3.5 million.   Thank you very much.  (Minus the thousand you gave me when I went to serve the paralyzed man, 10,000 for my first campaign, 800 for clothes, and five dollars and eighty one cents once every three months for two years.  (What an asshole.)   (And adding  3.5 million for George.  He used to be my other half. UNTIL YOUR EFFORTS DESTROYED MY MARRIAGE.)
Totaling:  6,988,152,20    (I’m easily correctable.  Tell me where I erred.)
(I’m off by 4 cents times 8.  I figured it with the wrong dividend amount.)
(BUT RIGHT NOW I WANT A PASSPORT FOR MY SON AND A FEW HUNDRED DOLLARS TO TAKE HIM TO SEE HIS BROTHER.  THIS IS AN IMMEDIATE NECESSITY.)
You’ll notice I did not include compensation for attempted murder.  That’s God’s business.
(Excuse me now, I have to go put more logs on the fire.)

 

 

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11:25 am

Please release me, let me go
For I don’t love you anymore
To waste our lives would be a sin
Release me and let me love againI have found a new love, dear
And I will always want her near
Her lips are warm while yours are cold
Release me my darling, let me goPlease release me, let me go
For I don’t love you anymore
To waste my life would be a sin
So release me and let me love againPlease relaese me can’t you see
You’d be a fool to cling to me
To live a life to bring us pain
So release me and let me love againLet me love
Let me go
Dearest, beloved father,
You have cut me off at the knees every time I had an idea since I was small.  My ideas are no longer my own, nor do they require your assistance.  (I ask for money when I am told to do so.)  LET IT GO!  You’re a CONTROL FREAK and you shot down every single thing I ever wanted to do in my life!  (And, some of my pursuits  went well.)  GIVE IT UP.  You’re a loser, you’re very much a loser in the spiritual sense.  You bind me to you with your grandiose “Lin, I’m not gonna do that.”  You will burn, I cannot help you.  (YOU could, but that’s another story.)  You DID destroy much monetary value in my existence.  Make it right, and I’ll never love you again nor request your love.  I do not need you.  I’ll change my name!  (I’d love to.)  I’ll deny my parentage!  (Wouldn’t you love that.)  Money can buy my cessation of Robert-torment but  “Money can’t buy me love.”  (Beatles).   DO IT AND I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE.  It is obvious you’re too big a wienie (small a wienie?) to help me be a hero.  BUT, you gotta pay your dues.  You stole many things from me.  (Do you want me to start wailing on David?  I thought not.  He is not up to the task, right?)  LET ME GO.  I do not like being 1) related to you, 2) criticized by you, or 3) (HAH)  instructed by you.  And your woman is as cold as Hillary’s tit.  Gimme a check and we’re finished.  (Unless.  Maybe, unless.  Maybe…you WANT TO BE LOVED?)  (For a good time call 906-291-1376)
(The “Hillary’s tit” thing I used a couple years ago.  I feel guilty if I’m not spontaneously creative every moment so I had to confess.  Neither parent responded.)

 

 

11:09 am

11:03 am

Josh is at work, George is still sleeping.  Good thing I got up at four because the fire was almost out!

 

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8:04 am

Michigan is a “no-fault” divorce state.  (There is no defense to a complaint for divorce.)  However, FAULT is considered when determining spousal support.  (Alimony)  The offending party is more likely to be required to support his/her/THEIR  ex-spouse(s).  My marriage was destroyed, and also was George’s.  The offenders owe each of us lots of money.  At their leisure, God doesn’t have a clock.

(I wondered how 3.5 million was enough to explain the prophecy I had that Dad would be left with only 1) the Big Boy in Manistique, and 2) the hotel next to it.  I told him about it many years ago.  I did not know it would have anything to do with me.)  (Or George.)

7 million.  7 million.  Should I call Shawn?

PS-  I am not a gambler and I couldn’t bluff if I tried.  Haven’t you always told me that everything I think is always on my face?  “Stop looking like that…etc.”  No wait, Mom said that.  You never looked at my face.  Pervert.

 

 

 

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9/11/14

11:34 pm

There is a fountain filled with blood

4:26 pm

 

I did the unforgivable.  I loved my dad.  “Well, Dad, my family is not going down because I did the unforgivable.  I LOVE YOU.  I know you don’t permit that, because you have a smidgen of conscience remaining.  If a person REALLY loves you, it hurts you when you  RUN RAMSHOD OVER THEIR LIVES AND PROSPECTS.”   I did.  I do.  (The NSA has a recording of when you acknowledged that fact in  2012.  Their recording goes:   “Dad, I love you more than any woman ever did.”  You said,  “That’s probably true.”)  I HAVE LOVED YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN AND MURDER ATTEMPTS and you cannot forgive me for that.  I will NEVER sit down and suffer your control, because I love you and you’re better than a dictator.  You’re better than you’ve been.  You’re destined for greatness!  You’re my dad and you’re a man I long to respect.  But, I love you even though I do not respect you.  You’ve demonstrated not a single respect-worthy thing in my life.  ❤

 

4:03 pm

God told me once, “Your dad likes to have you with a stupid man.”  I didn’t know what that meant (nor did I quite believe it..) but as usual, the VOICE OF GOD is always right.  Dad, you’ve known far longer than I, what George was doing  to me and my boys.  God forgive you.

 

3:39 pm

3:35 pm

It is 64 degrees in my house now.  (My former house.)  I am considering the various Goldthorpe-men who have determined it prudent, to separate from a wife.  In such cases, the discarded women are sent to Boca Raton with tons of money and their pride.  I am in a very similar situation, except I HAVE NO TESTICLES.  (I have God.  God says what’s what.  You are toast.)

 

9/8/14

5:53 pm

Bump to the top:

 

Hey Dad,  I demand the 3.5 million you owe me, for a worthy purpose, rather than to squander it on “fleshy lust.” (Lust for what?  I’m a nun and I can sleep on the ground and go for twelve days without food.)   (But, you already know these facts. They scare you.)  What if your glut of greenbacks could help people all around the world?  Even people in Asia?  (Wink)  What if GOD HIMSELF gave you the money…not for you?  Oh, wow! What if it’s not ALL FOR YOU?  What if money is not merely a measure of one’s penis-extension, but a tool for good? What if everything  on Earth belongs to God?  (Oh wait, it does.  It says so in the Bible.)   Man, sweet man, with the guts of a suckling calf:  GROW A PAIR AND LISTEN UP!  I KNOW and I have DOCUMENTED much EVIL that my RECORDS could DIMINISH on BEHALF of MILLIONS.  But, if you think you own your money and do not owe some to God’s purpose, then He’ll probably have to straighten that out.  It’s a nice day, Curtis is barren.  It’s fall.

(3:35 pm … You and I know, that if I were not your daughter you’d be hanging around me just like the other guys.)  (Except George.  “Thank you, God.”)

9/8/14

5:56 pm

(That didn’t stop you from getting off on having me be electronically raped, though, did it?)  (Did they give you pictures?)

 

 

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2:45 pm

My soul SCREAMS at me:  “You have GOT to get out of here.  You’re smart, you’re capable, you have GOT to get away.  There are places where you would be anonymous.  Why do you continue assuming vulnerability in an environment of manufactured opinion”?  My soul had better submit to God and my spirit!  My life is not my own.  My father is going to hell.  I’ll remain until I’m assured of his salvation.  (Or until I hold a mirror by his mouth to see if he’s dead.)   (Or until God gives me my gypsy wagon and tells me where to go.)

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2:23 pm

You took away my home, Dad.  You did not “preserve” it.  You would have regained it to your own portfolio if the taxes went unpaid.  You STOLE my home.  I sleep in a bed because George and my children are kind.  AND YOU  ACTUALLY STOOD THERE AND SAID  YOU WILL NOT PURCHASE SOME DUMPY USED CAR FOR THE PROPHET who is  A SELFLESS CAREGIVER OF OTHERS?  Ouch.  All Heaven joins in this minor chorus: OUCH!  C’mon over and bring me some money, would’ya?  Whenever you’re ready.  Are you ready?  (God’s waiting room isn’t like the Secretary of State or the deli.  You don’t get to take a number so you never know when your number’s going to come up.)

 

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7:41 pm

Inside the tiny town built for sex offenders: The spiritual ‘safe haven’ in Florida where 200 criminals and their relatives live side-by-side

“And all of them – from those charged with possessing child pornography to ones caught having sex with a minor and molestation – are there to ‘repent their sins’.”

 

(Maybe there’s not really a hell.  Maybe baby-rapers can go to Florida instead?)

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2746472/Inside-tiny-town-built-sex-offenders-Photographer-captures-spiritual-safe-haven-Florida-200-convicted-sex-criminals-relatives-live-side.html#ixzz3Cfz4O7ng
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9/6/14

4:30 pm

Let’s start at the beginning.  We’re all sinners.  (Baptists should have no problem owning condemnation.   God knows they sell enough of it.)  We have all “fallen short of the glory of God.”  (Ya think?)  “The wages of sin is death.”  This is where the road gets rocky.  You, will die. What comes after you bail on all of us victims of your selfish life?  “Death is Not the End.”  (Dylan)   Then you pay the piper.  (That’s not Bible.  That’s karma.)  You will die, I will not, you screwed me, I was kind to you every day of my tormented existence.  These are facts but they  don’t matter.  Only Jesus matters. and he’s the savior of the world.  Jesus can throw these factoids into the air and they’ll all land on the table in perfect order.  But only if you ask him to.  (I did.  They WILL land on the table in perfect order for me.  He can even do it for multiple people at the same time.)  Think about it, won’t you?  (In my mind I’m playing “Softly and Tenderly.”  …it goes…”Jesus, I come, Jesus I come…”  BUT I do not play piano anymore since I was tortured.  I type.)

 

4:49 pm

(PS-  Do you have any idea how many goons will be impressed when you get saved?  You will have more converts on your first day as a Christian than I’ve had in my whole career!)

 

9:32 am

To my dad,

Had enough?  Father, have you had enough?  You destroyed a God-fearing family.  You’re a fraud and a control-freak.  Do you see yourself yet?  All these things are forgivable, but not without repentance.  Do you repent?  What would it take for you to say “uncle”?  You’re absolutely toast on the cosmic scale.  Do, please stand down.  Do, please repair what you destroyed.  Do, please meet me in Heaven?  It wouldn’t be Heaven without you.  (Except after a while it would, because Jesus would wipe my tears away and I’d never remember how very much I loved you.)

 

9/5/14

8:02 pm

Suspected illegal immigrant found clinging onto underside of a CARAVAN on busy motorway… as two more are found hanging from underneath a mobile home

 

(Can you imagine?  Can you imagine wanting to be somewhere else so badly? )
Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2745275/Suspected-illegal-immigrant-clinging-underside-CARAVAN-busy-motorway.html#ixzz3CUNxZNCj
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9/4/14

6:07 pm

This one’s to my dad:

One tiny piece of information.  To you, a decidedly self-incriminating note, but what a glorious confession!  One word, one address, one phone number.  Any one of these factoids would (IMMMMMEDIATELY) change your temporal life for the better, this is good.  It would also ETERNALLY change many other people’s lives, for the better.  Just put on your thinking-cap and write the best answer possible.  (We can only do the best we can.)   Tin-foil-hats are not as effective as the Faraday Box but some psychotronics-victims, depend on them.  We could change that, Daddy-Oh.  Wait.  I wax prophetic:  WE WILL CHANGE THAT, daddy-o.
(I am not going away.  I am not –darn-it on behalf of us both…going away. Unless you want me to.  That would require some funding.  AND A HOME!)
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5:52 pm

Bump to the top, from:

8/30/14

12:53 pm

Message to my dad, Josh and I argued about whether Jesus is real or not:

I require a home, boy, let’s get with it.  I told Josh that Jesus would give me 3.5 million from your multiple millions.  Is Jesus real?  Do you desire that your grandchildren believe in him?  C’mon!

 

(I don’t wish to cry as I bury your corpse knowing you to be a fraud.  But  much more importantly, your grandchildren should know  Jesus.  Will you permit them to believe he is not real because you are not?)

 

 

8/31/14

4:25 pm

Dear Dad,
I’m becoming smarter, and in some ways much wiser.  I asked for this and I expected it.  Do you think things will become better if you tarry?  Do you indeed, think?  It is over, and you could mitigate your damages.  Every morning when I wake up I review the previous day.  I realize that I’ve become smarter, and wiser.  What do you do in the morning?  Turn off the “Shopping-Channel?”   Do not come clean, if you’re not man enough.  But, do fulfill your obligations.  Just a suggestion.
Josh is repotting my aloe plant that was overturned spewing dirt all over the piano when George threw the ball for Connie in the house.  All will be well.

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10:52 am

“The Homestead is now the Gold Mine. It’s on  State Street. The Homestead was a nightmare.”   (Dream, from 7/15/14   I wonder what that means?)

 

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3:29 am

 

 

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8/30/14

12:49 pm

 

I require a home, boy, let’s get with it.  I told Josh that Jesus would give me 3.5 million from your multiple millions.  Is Jesus real?  Do you desire that your grandchildren believe in him?  C’mon!

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9:30 am

It is selfish, so very selfish to not care about the world.  It is choosing death and bestowing on all others the vile fulfillment of selfishness.  “Die, you gravy-sucking pigs.”  (Saturday Night Live, Gilda Radner)

 

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8/27/14

5:26 am

“Dear God, do not make me be so foolish!”

(I’ll pray with my dad whenever he asks.  Just don’t make me do disco.)

 

8/26/14

7:22 pm

To Dad.  (I went to bed but I couldn’t sleep.):

Life is over as you know it old man, one way or another.  You made her POSE!  Naked!  She was so tiny!  Do YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE GOD DOES NOT KNOW EVERYTHING YOU DO?  Do you actually suppose yourself god?  Forshame.  What you do and did and do and did has not gone unnoticed.  I am sent to correct you.  You presume to correct me.  I have photos.  Call me.  Tell my children truth.  Give me A HOME THAT YOU STOLE,  I’ll still tell the truth.  I’ve seen you in an orange jumpsuit,  manacled, as you should be.  You can’t buy me anymore.  You had your chance.
TIME.

 

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4:08 pm

So far you’re the only man I know who’s dumber than George.

 

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8/24/14

10:58 am

 

Hey Dad,

If you need to raise funds to pay your debt to society, I think Shawn Atto would probably buy your St. Ignace properties.  Let me know and I’ll give him a call.  He wouldn’t like it if I gave his cell number out.  He’s a  good cook and really wants a restaurant.

PS-  A fine gesture of understanding would be if you give Jimmy Wilson the hundred dollars I’ve owed him for years.  He hired me to do work I could not perform because I was being tortured.

 

PPS-  I’m making strawberry-rhubarb pie today.  Want some?

 

9:59 am

Dear Dad, this is check-mate.  (I told you in December, 2012, that it was check-mate).  (I think it was December, I’d have to check my notes. I know I was alone over Christmas.)  I told you that Jesus, who loves you more than you acknowledge, and expects more than you proffer, would give you additional  time to examine the playing board.  I told you I’d stoke the fire and wait for you to become conscious. (Notes, letters, I’ll look them up…906-291-1376.)  This is not  “check.”  You are in check-mate.  You did bad stuff; we all do.  You have refused to come clean; only hell-bound reprobates do that.
I demand one of two things:  1)  truth, or  2) money to find the truth.  I must tell the world what I know about what happened to me.  I cannot proceed without  1) truth,  or  2) money.  “Behold, I stand at the door and knock.”
Even without your input,  I could find what I need if I had a new car, gas money, a place where Josh will learn and grow happy…and a GIRL’S WARDROBE!  (Oh yeah, I need a home as well.)   I f I had these things, I might be willing to keep your name out of my lectures.  I might be willing to destroy (notarized…) documents that record felonies, committed by you.  I might be willing to give you access to the days and days and days and days  of (OCD?…) records of our interactions and your perpetual lies. . (I figure you could hire somebody smart to delete the additional tons… online.)    I need truth or I need money. You figure it out.  “Lord, move my father’s heart to recompense for his crimes, so he won’t need to cover his ass.  [As if he could…]  Thank you, again and again.”

 

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2:33 am

MUSIC BREAK!  “You picked a fine time to be a dumb ass.”

 

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8/23/14

10:46 am

PROSECUTORS MAY USE THE SILENCE OF A DEFENDANT AS PROOF OF GUILT

Read more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/California_Supreme_Court%3A_Prosecutors_May_Use_The_Silence_Of_A_Defendant_As_Proof_Of_Guilt/37450/0/38/38/Y/M.html

 

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8/22/14

9:59 am

Dad, you beat me with a piece of three-inch baseboard because of an accident.  Please pray for George, he’s having another colonoscopy and he blacked out in my arms after the same procedure, due to loss of blood.  Thanks.

 

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9:58 am

I sent my dad a text after he claimed he needed  to “figure out” how to buy me some girl-clothes with a credit card:

“You’re cute when you’re scared.  I love you.”

 

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8/21/14

11:58 am

Let Kids Be Kids

(Remember when you beat me on Raymond Harju’s birthday?  I do.)

 

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8/19/14

7:51 pm

Hey Dad, you told me that everywhere America goes is better for the intrusion.  You lied again:

Between 1946 and 1958, twenty-three nuclear devices were detonated at Bikini Atoll, one being the largest nuclear explosion ever set-off by the United States, more powerful than Nagasaki or Hiroshima.

“Plagued by malnutrition and mysterious illnesses, their heartbreaking struggle to go home continued for decades while the U.S government did the bare minimum to provide handouts, moving them back and forth from islands like refugees living in temporary camps.”

“We were so heartbroken that we didn’t know what to do. But our islands were now again being declared poison. The Americans were telling us that we had to leave. We had to follow what they were saying because we really felt that we had no choice. If they say it is not safe to live there, we have to go, even though we hated departing from the islands where we had come to know peace and quiet for the first time in many years. We even asked them if we could stay on Eneu island and we formulated a plan among ourselves where we were going to try to live by the airport, but they said we would have to wait until they knew more about the poison before we could remain anywhere on Bikini Atoll. And so we followed their wishes because we knew we shouldn’t go against what the Americans say. We were sad, but we didn’t want to make a problem for the Americans. If they say move, we move.”

 

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Read more about Bikini Atoll at:   http://www.messynessychic.com/2012/05/10/the-poisoned-paradise-island-americas-radiation-victims/

 

 

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8/18/14

8:24 am

 

“I’m a narcissist, couldn’t be prouder, if you can’t hear me, I’ll yell a little louder.”

Dear Dad,
I’m sorry you’re so insecure that you must clutch at my poor, harmless family to maintain your self-confidence. It’s sad that your reputation is so important to  you, and so vulnerable,  that your entire family must serve as Robert-support.  You ran a credit check on my brother-in-law!   I disliked  the resulting years that my sister was not welcome in your home.  My mother has NEVER been permitted to choose even her own WALLPAPER!  My brother, he’s your mini-me but down deep he has a far better heart than yours.  Your nephew worked his ass off for you, but it was insufficient to demonstrate your dominance and superiority.  We are not your accessories. Maintaining your glamorous persona is not our responsibility.
I am flattered  that insignificant me is such a threat to your reputation that you would put me under surveillance, but it’s no surprise.  Twenty years ago you bugged your OWN OFFICE!  (My former babysitter told me so.  You two shouldn’t maybe have gotten so cozy.)   You sunk your claws into people I love.  You did this because you’re insecure about your own reputation.  This is pitiful and weak and my commitment to truth is neither.  You WILL tell the truth about my family that served God until you decided our behavior didn’t promote your self-theatre.  I will continue to demand truth until you announce my truthfulness, or until you die.  .
We other GOLDTHORPES  have lives of our own and although you do not recognize it, the fact remains that our lives are just as important as yours.  It is time to stand up and take personal responsibility for your own reputation.  I long to see you break free of your dependence on others to prove your value.  Get some balls. You’ll enjoy being a grown-up.
Always praying for you, Linda

 

 

 

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8/15/14

10:33 am

 

I’ve been trying to text you all morning:

“I know you must be feeling pretty bad about the auction.  I’m praying for you.  I wish I didn’t have to be here.”

 

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8/14/14

8:12 am

‘Thrice is he armed that hath his quarrel just.’”

(Shakespeare)

 

 

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3:25 am

The Iraqi children ‘drinking their parents’ BLOOD to stay alive’: How refugees stranded on Mount Sinjar are cutting their hands to save their young

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2723712/Persecuted-Iraqis-chased-ISIS-finally-reach-Syrian-refuge-camp-perilous-trek-border.html#ixzz3ALhZCZC5
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8/11/14

7:04 pm

“In order to discover the line of our duty rightly, we should take our children in our hand, and fix our station a few years farther into life; that eminence will present a prospect, which a few present fears and prejudices conceal from our sight.” — Thomas Paine, Common Sense, 1776

 

8/10/14

9:02 am

“Modern science allows us to understand that the underlying nature of an addiction to pornography is chemically nearly identical to a heroin addiction.”

Giving Up Porn – One Man’s Journey

 

More at:   http://www.zengardner.com/giving-porn-one-mans-journey/

 

 

8/7/14

11:04 am

Mind Games

“GIRARD’S STORY, HOWEVER STRANGE, reflects what TIs around the world report: a chance encounter with a government agency or official, followed by surveillance and gang stalking, and then, in many cases, voices, and pain similar to electric shocks. Some in the community have taken it upon themselves to document as many cases as possible. One TI from California conducted about 50 interviews, narrowing the symptoms down to several major areas: “ringing in the ears,” “manipulation of body parts,” “hearing voices,” “piercing sensation on skin,” “sinus problems” and “sexual attacks.” In fact, the TI continued, “many report the sensation of having their genitalia manipulated.”

 

More at:   http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/10/AR2007011001399.html

 

 

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8/6/14

6:04 pm

 the jerk culpably fails to appreciate the perspectives of others around him, treating them as tools to be manipulated or idiots to be dealt with rather than as moral and epistemic peers

 

“We need a theory of jerks. We need such a theory  because, first, it can help us achieve a calm, clinical understanding when confronting such a creature in the wild. Imagine the nature-documentary voice-over: ‘Here we see the jerk in his natural environment. Notice how he subtly adjusts his dominance display to the Italian restaurant situation…’ And second – well, I don’t want to say what the second reason is quite yet.”

A theory of jerks

Are you surrounded by fools?  Are you the only reasonable person around? Then maybe you’re the one with the jerkitude

 

Learn more at:   http://aeon.co/magazine/being-human/if-youre-surrounded-by-idiots-guess-whos-the-jerk/

8/5/14

5:27 pm

Google admits scanning Gmail for kiddie porn after turning in pedophile

“The internet mega-company detected explicit images of a young girl in an email he was sending to a friend, police said.”

 

More here:   http://rinf.com/alt-news/surveillance-big-brother/google-admits-scanning-gmail-kiddie-porn-turning-pedophile/

 

 

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8/3/14

3:17 pm

Dad, I am astonished and you are as well, that your puny testicles could produce a soul with the stamina I’ve been given.  My consistency and persistence are not earthly attributes.  I do not wish to be ashamed of you.  I wish for you to supersede all that you’ve ever imagined for yourself.  I wish to become what you never considered a woman could aspire to become.  I am part of you.  I have been granted bigger balls than yours.  This fact brings me no satisfaction.  Your puniness has established my enlargement.  You attempt to stifle others.  LET US FREE TO BE  WHAT GOD INTENDED!  Be free, dearest father, to be what God intended for you.  Do not go to Hell because you cannot trust a woman.  I am 1) smarter than you, 2) more trust-worthy than you, and 3) utterly sold out to God who created us both and knew what he meant for us to accomplish before our fathers grunted as they impregnated our mothers.  Please.  Please grow a pair?   Would a testosterone supplement help you tell the truth?

“But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.”   Revelation 21:8

THE FATHER IS WELL ABLE TO RESTORE ALL THAT THE
ENEMY HAS STOLEN

Words of prophecy:
* This is the season wherein I shall begin to “vindicate” powerfully all those
who have been faithful to Me – and, in the process, restore to them [in a
“multiplied” fashion] ALL that the Enemy has stolen.
….”Rejoice, O sons/daughters of Zion, and be glad in the LORD your God;
For He has given you the early rain for [your] vindication. And He has poured
down for you the rain, The early and latter rain as before. The threshing floors
will be full of grain, and the vats will overflow with the new wine and oil. Then I
will make up to you for the years that the swarming locust has eaten,…….. You
will have plenty to eat and be satisfied and praise the name of the LORD your
God, Who has dealt wondrously with you”…. Joel 2:23-26 NASB

More at:   http://jtlmin.com/FIRE%20BY%20NIGHT%202014/08%20August%202014/WPFBN0803.pdf

(“…utterly complete vindication.”)

(3:34 pm.  It’s raining.  They’ve been predicting it for days!)

 

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7/31/14

4:26 pm

 

 

 

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7/30/14

5:18 pm

I’ve heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I’ve brought a big bat. I’m all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!

 

 

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7/29/14

7:30 pm

‘My father was very aggressive,’ she remembers. ‘He told me I shamed the family and he was embarrassed because of how I looked.”

‘I overheard my father saying he wanted me to be taken to a hospital and killed with an injection.’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2709336/The-people-loved-hurt-life-Child-bride-11-set-ablaze-avoid-marriage-reveals-father-violently-BEAT-shaming-family.html#ixzz38u3xy0Rf
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7/27/14

3:18 pm

‘The Little Boy Who Wouldn’t Smile’: A Story of the Korean War

Read more: ‘The Little Boy Who Wouldn’t Smile’: A Story of the Korean War | LIFE.com http://life.time.com/history/the-little-boy-who-wouldnt-smile-a-story-of-the-korean-war/#ixzz38hKcn0ds

 

7:18 am

“One may thaw and revive a frozen heart in that convict, one may wait upon him for years, and at last bring up from the dark depths a lofty soul, a feeling, suffering creature; one may bring forth an angel, create a hero!”

Dostoyevsky,  “The Brothers Karamazov”

 

7/26/14

8:12 pm

Trust men and they will be true to you; treat them greatly and they will show themselves great.

Read more at http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/r/ralph_waldo_emerson_2.html#3l7d75pwSdlMwKGp.99

 

 

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10:24 am

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7/22/14

8:09 am

Father’s incredible courtroom forgiveness to the hit-and-run driver who killed his son leads judge to spare her jail

  • Pastor Bill Walker stood up in court in Cincinnati and faced the woman who killed his 21-year-old son, Chris
  • Told Lauren Balint that she was ‘forgiven’ and said he didn’t want two lives ruined
  • Judge Melba Marsh had yet to reach a verdict and said that Walker’s speech swayed her
  • Balint, 23, was given two years probation instead of a custodial sentence

(You never know.  Your  judge might ask my opinion…)
Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2700243/Fathers-incredible-courtroom-forgiveness-hit-run-driver-killed-son-leads-judge-spare-jail.html#ixzz38CMsKRb3
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7/21/14

2:11 pm

Power does not corrupt. Fear corrupts… perhaps the fear of a loss of power.

John Steinbeck

Read more at http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/j/johnsteinb384755.html#5LxcaQjPEMjfXFIO.99

 

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7/20/14

5:00 am

Justice is simply the social good, and it must therefore be done. It is defined as “giving each his due” – cuique suum, “to each his own.” A man is due his life because he is a living thing; it is his nature to have life; and, since it is also his nature to be moral, if a man commits a crime, he must be punished because punishment is retributive – punishment is the penalty due the criminal in justice to him. Proportioned punishment is due him, too, and you cannot deny him that right without yourself committing an injustice against him deserving punishment in turn. The judge who fails the criminal in punishment himself incurs a greater guilt.
-Dr. John Senior from his book, “The Death of Christian Culture”

 

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7/18/14

4:11 am

The Sociopath’s Destructive Influence
Excerpted from:  “The Sociopath Next Door”  by Martha Stout Ph.D.
 –
“Maybe you cannot be a CEO of a multinational corporation, but you can frighten a few people, or cause them to scurry around like chickens, or steal from them, or-maybe-best of all-create situations that cause them to feel bad about themselves.  And this is power, especially when the people you manipulate are superior to you in some way.  Most invigorating of all is to bring down people who are smarter or more accomplished than you, or perhaps classier, more attractive or popular or morally admirable.  This is not only good fun; it is existential vengeance.  And without a conscience, it is amazingly easy to do.  You quietly lie to the boss or to the boss’s boss, cry some crocodile tears, or sabotage a coworker’s project, or gaslight a patient (or child) (parenthetic object  in original), bait people with promises, or provide a little misinformation that will never be traced back to you.”

 

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7/17/14

3:13 pm

Snowden says the boys at the NSA pass around naked pictures. What a surprise, eh?

“Journalists have to be particularly conscious about any sort of network signalling, any sort of connection, any sort of licence-plate reading device that they pass on their way to a meeting point, any place they use their credit card, any place they take their phone, any email contact they have with the source because that very first contact, before encrypted communications are established, is enough to give it all away.”

 

Read more at:   http://www.theguardian.com/world/2014/jul/17/edward-snowden-professionals-encrypt-client-communications-nsa-spy?CMP=twt_gu

 

5:28 am

Part 1 – PUTTING A PRICE TAG ON LIFE
Sandel presents some contemporary cases in which cost-benefit analysis was used to put a dollar value on human life. The cases give rise to several objections to the utilitarian logic of seeking “the greatest good for the greatest number.” Is it possible to sum up and compare all values using a common measure like money?

Part 2 – HOW TO MEASURE PLEASURE
Sandel introduces J. S. Mill, a utilitarian philosopher who argues that seeking “the greatest good for the greatest number” is compatible with protecting individual rights, and that utilitarianism can make room for a distinction between higher and lower pleasures. Sandel tests this theory by playing video clips from three very different forms of entertainment: Shakespeare’s Hamlet, the reality show Fear Factor, and The Simpsons.

 

 

7/15/14

4:44 pm

In the doghouse? Try saying sorry: Simple apology really can make things better

  • And as well as saying the s-word, buying flowers will not harm either
  • Simple apology makes victim turn from thoughts of revenge to ones of forgiveness
  • Criminals who apologise seem less likely to reoffend in the eyes of victims

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2692230/In-doghouse-Try-saying-sorry-Simple-apology-really-make-things-better.html#ixzz37ZX0rigB
Follow us: @MailOnline on Twitter | DailyMail on Facebook

 

7/13/14

12:22 pm

“Jesus never met a disease he could not cure, a birth defect he could not reverse, a demon he could not exorcise.”

“But he did meet skeptics he could not convince and sinners he could not convert.”

(Philip Yancey)

 

7/10/14

5:35 am

45,000 SWAT Raids Are Terrorizing Families Every Year in the US

 

 

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7/7/14

6:37 am

“I came to find, the people I was sent there to fight, were a lot more like me than the people who sent me to fight them.”  Wray Harris

 

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7/3/14

6:16 am

 

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7/1/14

1:13 pm

‘I forgive you dad, confess and repent’: Son’s astonishing courtroom message to the father found guilty of killing his mother to avoid costly divorce

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2676201/I-forgive-dad-confess-repent-Son-s-astonishing-courtroom-message-father-Magdi-Girgis-guilty-killing-mother-avoid-costly-divorce.html#ixzz36EoADjZc
Follow us: @MailOnline on Twitter | DailyMail on Facebook

 

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6/30/14

1:05 am

Dad, your confession was sufficient to convince many people.  (Thank you again, Zuckerberg)  However, my boys need to hear from your own lips what you did to destroy their faith.  I believe Jesus would like to hear it as well.  Thank you.

 

 

6/29/14

6:45 pm

 

4:50 am

 

3:12 pm

“And yet, he is serving others in a sense, by offering work and paying fairly. So is it important for him to expand his awareness? I don’t know the answer to that… maybe just loving and accepting and wishing him well is good enough. Will the coming changes shake him up out of sleep, so to speak? Yes, I’m sure they will.”

 

Read more at:   http://talk2momz.com/2014/06/26/contemplating-daybreak/

 

6/28/14

7:57 pm

“Toward the end, my father let me fill out his patient history forms at the hospital. It was the first time and last time he ever let me help him.”

(Humans of New York, on Facebook)

4:11 am

6/27/14

5:26 pm

It didn’t have to come this far, as you know.  ❤

 

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1:28 am

6/26/14

2:33 pm

Man is not what he thinks he is. He is what he hides. (André Malraux) –

 

See more at: http://whowhatwhy.com/2014/06/20/the-art-and-science-of-lies-liars-and-lying/#sthash.kb7j5xX9.dpuf

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6/25/14

1:12 am

 

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6/23/14

9:14 am

 

 

 

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4:25 am

 

 

6/18/14

6:43 pm

Please Dad, don’t go to hell just because you hate me!  Can’t you love somebody?

 

 

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6/17/14

3:39 pm

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3:25 pm

6/16/14

8:59 pm

 

Hey Dad.  Do you actually believe a murderous wife could live for five years with her intended victim and never “act out?”  How about two years with a man she divorced and would prefer not to live with?  In a house where she has no legal right to reside?  With children whose welfare has always been her first priority?  It’s time to tell the truth.

 

 

6/15/14

11:39 am

Hey Dad, maybe you ought to think up a more savory name for your signature confection:

‘I had to have them, then I’d open them up and it was moose p***’: Billionaire Bill Koch reveals how he was duped by debonair faker into spending $5million on fake vintage wines

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2657688/I-Id-open-moose-piss-Billionaire-reveals-duped-millions-fake-French-wines.html#ixzz34isDq4CP
Follow us: @MailOnline on Twitter | DailyMail on Facebook

 

 

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6/14/14

11:12 am

I’m so excited I’m eating potato chips.  (I’m not a crisis eater.  I eat to celebrate.)  I even dreamed about chocolate cake!  (When I got up I baked a great one but I didn’t eat any.)  Dad, you have attempted to undermine every single thing I tried to do for my whole life.  (I still did a lot of stuff.)  You should stop putting the hex on me!  You can’t choose which people get to have a life, yet you do it  the time!  I’ve spoken to every Goldthorpe from my generation and younger. (This year all your grandchildren and your nieces’ and nephew’s children will be adults…according to the government’s determination of increased value at age eighteen.)  I’ve heard stories of people trying to please you and your equally psychopathic brother.  Their stories broke my heart.  Their children are amazing, smart (also kind…) people. (So is my generation.)   (I heard there is finally to be a great-grandchild!  “Thank you, God for putting another person into our world and into our family.  Please bless this baby with freedom.”)  How is it OK that you did not know how to contact your cousins when Carol died?
—–
If I have this right, you would like everybody in your world to believe that you are 1)  smart, 2) righteous, and 3) important?  (Correct me anytime.  906-291-1376)  I have evidence and testimony indicating that you are none of the above.  (I do not retain a dossier on Jimmy but any 80 year-old man who cleans his grandson’s car and folds his laundry is psychotic.)  Let’s dance, Dad!  “We’ll talk it over, in the by-and-by.”  Whatever.  “Good things come to those who wait.”  “Blessed are those who wait upon the Lord.”
I used to put on make-up every time I wanted to see you.  It never covered  my face sufficiently to keep you from seeing yourself.

 

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6/13/14

8:56 am

Hey Dad,  I got a better idea!  Skip the metals.  Buy Interlochen and Larry’s place!  Buy out Aarfstrom, he’s only got a mowing headache over there.  Isaac would like to see the entire bay populated by people full of love and truth!  This would be very fine restoration and it’s easily within your reach.  You could probably also make a few friends on the way.  Larry and Carol had not a single reservation this year, last we spoke, and the Pew’s youngest just graduated.  (Now there’s a family what knows how to treat a kid.)   You could be a hero and provide opportunity for many people to come to Christ.   Isaac will just say it in different words.  I will cook when I’m here to recharge my Tesla gypsy-wagon.  Be a mensch.  If you can get your mind off your manhood.  (Jews my ass.)
  • Give Jeanie that lot across from the church and find something for Kathy.
  • Thatrandom Othercandidate But Round Lake would be better for them. I don’t know what Jimmy’s got left after all those divorces.
I’m thinking lately, with cousins dying off, how Grandpa divided the homeland. He was not a particularly moral guy, but he had some very good ideas. I think he will like it very much to see his progeny living where they belong. At times.
He also gave me a dollar every time I recited: “Nothing can take the place of persistence.” I know this to be true.
He loved Jeanie so much! It’s been said, “To know sombody best, is to love him in vain.” Story of my life.

 

 

 

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6/12/14

4:55 pm

Nurse reveals the top 5 regrets people make on their deathbed

Read here:   http://themindunleashed.org/2014/05/nurse-reveals-top-5-regrets-people-make-deathbed-2.html

 

 

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6/10/14

10:26 am

 

“You only have power over people so long as you don’t take everything away from them. But when you’ve robbed a man of everything, he’s no longer in your power – he’s free again.” — Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn

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6/8/14

6:20 am

 

 

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6/7/14

9:08 pm

 

And DEAR GOD, somebody give Jeanie and Kathy a piece of lake front property. You bastards!

—-

8:47 pm

—I just bet Isaac a thousand dollars that Adam’s a Christian now.  He wouldn’t take the bet.  He and his grandfather do the same things, but they do them for very different reasons.  My father pays for everybody at the party.  My son does that too.  I told my dad (when we were speaking) that Isaac would not ever be a “junior executive.”  He returned that very same phrase exuding vile temper.  I said, “My son, Isaac the second, kindest man I know and fruit of my loins, will NOT BE A JUNIOR EXECUTIVE.”  I said this for the reason that is now inherent, and upon us.  We are at the end of time.  Isaac buys everybody dinner because he would like everybody to buy everybody else dinner and thereby change the world.  You buy everybody dinner because you want them to see your platinum card.  Selah.  Father, pay me money soon.  Amen.  Selah.
—-
I think marijuana should not only be legal, but it should be treated with respect.  I am so grateful when the boys come home.  They’re the only people I get to really talk to; I get far too familiar with the people I see at Steve’s.  I do not have friends anymore and I’m very lonely.  I’ve been on a tightrope since 2009.  During the campaigns we had to manually update facebook and sites.  Now it happens automatically.  I do not understand technology but in my ignorance I also do not underestimate it.  I know my mind.  I know intrusion.  I spelled it out.  NSA is toast.  I belong to JESUS, the Christ.  Amen.  Isaac has been on a tightrope since he was born.  Selah.
—–
I have cousins who also tread lightly lest they disturb some trusted fable.  My cousins deserve better inheritance than they’ve been proffered.  James C.W.  Robert David.  You HAVE PAID MORE IN ALIMONY THAN YOU EVER GAVE TO YOUR OWN FEMALE OFFSPRING! You treat their children as convicts.   Be there or be square.  I’ll love you both forever but you’re headed to hell as sure as my mosquito bites torment in the night.  PAY US WHAT WE’RE WORTH!  Selah.
—-
All I have to do is get public.  You can help me or you can hinder me;  it will be only  your reputations  that suffer.  3.5 million.  The condo.  Trust for house and trust for condo. Balance in hard money.  Selah.  (A truck for me and a car for Josh.)  (Not a stick shift.)

 

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6/6/14

8:39 am

My friend said that one day you will tell me:  “Linda.  You know much more about this stuff than I do.”

 

6/5/14

7:25 pm

4:04 am

 

It’s important to remember that people don’t set their lives on fire and burn down everything they love for no reason,” Snowden said. “I’ve gained the ability to go to sleep at night, and I feel comfortable that I’ve done the right thing.

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6/3/14

8:51 am

“Sons of God are not led by greed and ambition.  They are led by the Spirit of God.”  (Neville Johnson, and the Holy Scriptures)

 

More here:   

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6/2/14

8:12 am

“Not much sadder than an aging psychopath trying to validate his existence.”

(Linda Goldthorpe)

 

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6/1/14

8:01 pm

This Garden In A Bottle Has Been Thriving Since 1960: Sealed in its own ecosystem and watered just once in 53 years

http://themindunleashed.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/inspirational.jpg

Read more at:   http://themindunleashed.org/2014/01/garden-bottle-thriving-since-1960-sealed-ecosystem-watered-just-53-years.html

 

 

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5/31/14

2:47 pm

ABWE update:

 

An MK’s Open Letter to ABWE

ABWE Still Picking Which MKs Matter and Which Do Not

Read more here:  http://hopefullyknown.com/abwe-mk-abuse-scandal-grace/

5/30/14

8:17 am

“Thursday is the opening day of the influential three-day summit and it’s also the 60th anniversary of the Bilderberg Group’s first meeting, which took place in Holland on 29 May 1954.”

Bilderberg at 60: Inside the World’s Most Secretive Conference

 

Read more at:   http://www.lewrockwell.com/2014/05/no_author/the-world-elite-meet/

 

 

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5/29/14

9:45 am

Why statins side effects may (literally) be killing you

“Many patients who take statins report memory loss, confusion, forgetfulness, amnesia and memory impairment, but the neurological damage caused by statins doesn’t end there. Some researchers have linked statins to amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), commonly referred to as Lou Gehrig’s disease, which is known for its poor prognosis and quick progression. (3)”

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/045350_statins_side_effects_killing_people.html#ixzz33704MGqK

 

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5/28/14

6:26 pm

Porn may be messing with your head

“Men who report watching a lot of pornography tend to have less volume and activity in regions of the brain linked to rewards and motivation, says a new German study.”

Read more at:   http://news.yahoo.com/porn-may-messing-head-202420648.html;_ylt=AwrBEiTURoZTxyoAwHHQtDMD

8:46 am

“So, lay up your treasures in Heaven,

Where treasures are lasting and real.

My God watches there, they’re safe in his care.

And thieves do not break in and steal.”  (Author unknown)

 

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5/27/14

6:24 am

 

 

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5/25/14

3:40 pm

 

1:44 pm
Dear Dad, I would like for you, prior to death, to experience genuine emotion.  I’d like you to feel what others feel when they count out dimes for their groceries.  I’d like you to be raped repeatedly and to be made to question your sanity.  I say this with much love.  It would make you a better man.  That’s what it did for me.
3:33 pm
Dylan hasn’t called yet today but I made chocolate cake, tuna-macaroni salad and baked beans with black beans and chickpeas.  I also made filling for potstickers and took some brats out of the freezer.  This is pretty late in the day for me to be waiting on supper plans.  I made the potsticker sauce but I probably won’t do  the dumplings until tomorrow.  I’ll wash dishes then too.  I might make zucchini bread for George.  He brought kool-aid yesterday. Maybe Dylan is having a ball with his friends and will show up tomorrow just in time for the dumplings.  Things always work out.

 

 

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5/24/14

3:18 pm

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5/23/14

8:58 am

Methinks (alcohol ingestion notwithstanding) that I am not becoming stupider.  It would seem prudent, for you, to make settlement before I recognize more ways you screwed me over.  “Please Lord, do not allow me to say to my father even one thing that is not within your perfect will, even though it mean death for me.”    (We already talked about that but my dad doesn’t believe in eternal life. )

 

Your offer, again?

 

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5/22/14

8:38 pm

1 John 3:21

Beloved, if our heart condemn us not, then have we confidence toward God.

 

 

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5/20/14

4:18 pm

Text:   “Stop your woman from calling me names and maybe I won’t tell what I know.”

(That may not be the exact phrasing.  I erased the “sent” messages on my phone before I typed this.)

 

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8:11 am

 

8:06 am

“There is no need to panic or feel sad. In fact the opposite is true. One should feel exhilarated and joyous at the thought of the future. It is wonderful to contemplate it, and one can realize that not only are roles about to be fulfilled, but also all that which was hoped for will be accomplished.”

 

I told you that if you follow Jesus you 1) don’t have to die, 2) will have joy unspeakable and full of glory, and 3) can establish amazing enterprise on far-off planets, and 4) must tell the truth.

Read more at:   http://rense.com/general96/essen.html

 

 

 

 

 

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5/19/14

7:19 pm

I never understood why they called Paul “the cute one.”  But he’s still alive…

 

5/17/14

8:10 am

Dad, even if you choose not to tell the truth, I can be trusted with your dodderage.  Old-age.  I can hold the keys to your eventual confinement (unless you choose to enter THE KINGDOM OF GOD) and I will not be forced to submit you to experimentation and extermination by an anti-christ government that does not think old people have value.

 

 

You’re welcome.

 

 

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5/2/14

10:32 am

Dear Dad,
The police state is out of control and we will all die unless something changes.  My story is amazingly well documented.  It only lacks the piece that you own.  The ACLU has not found a plaintiff who can connect all the dots.  If you tell me who you paid to rape me, I could change America.  I know you like America as it is because you’re a psychopath, but please consider my children.  If you tell me what I need to know I have an irrefutable case against this evil government.  I know you like war, and I know you think the US is always right but they’re destroying many lives.  TELL ME WHO YOU PAID TO RAPE ME and I will change the world.  Thank you.
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