5:39 am

What is the alternative media?

James Corbettt success story, also his awakening



8:47 pm

Standing out is how you find your tribe.

Many people follow crowds because they don’t want to be lonely. But standing out will not make you lonely. When you break away from the crowd you will find others like you. This is your tribe. Most people never find their tribe because they are afraid of letting go of what is known. But when you embrace your weirdness and stand up for what you believe in, you will find those who have stood up before you, and you will serve as inspiration for those who will stand up next.

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10:11 am


Boulder, CO is first.





7:37 am

Have you heard the assertion that we live in a computer program, and that our reality is merely a hologram? It must be so, because somebody has changed history, and apparently all records of it.  The only place the ‘Berenstein Bears’ now exist…is in some human minds. People used to debate whether the name was pronounced ‘Beren-steen’ or ‘Beren-stine’ but now all the old books and even old movies say “BarenSTAIN Bears”.  How long before we all recognize that our memories don’t match up with history?  How many human minds are strong enough to withstand that kind of deception?  I’ve seen  lots of ‘changes’ in books I know well, and I’ve wondered if it was God… because how in the WORLD could the NSA pull that one off?   Now I’m left to wonder if whether I’d chosen to write ABOUT THE  Berenstein Bears, would my OWN RECORDS NOW BE ALTERED?  What if the Bible verses I know so well now say something different?  “Not a jot or tittle” will be altered.  A “curse on anybody who adds to or takes away from this book.”  I have a lot to think about and so do we all.  While we can still think.  It’s a good thing we have the Holy Spirit to ‘lead us into all truth.’

Proof Of The Mandela Effect In Action, Berenstein / Berenstain Bears

TIME & SPACE: The Case of the Vanished Year – Corrupted REALITY




7:34 am

Controversial Journalist: “Relentless White Racism All The Time And Everywhere Is the Biggest Lie Of Our Lifetimes”

Flaherty explains that politically correct politicians and media personalities refuse to say that black-on-white crime is 50 to 100 times worse than instances of whites attacking blacks.

I write about black mob violence and black-on-white crime all over the country… and I document how the media ignores it, denies it, condones it, excuses it, encourages it and sometimes lies about it…

As opposed to what we hear every day… the most common story that we read in the newspapers everyday is some variation of this, which is: ‘Black people are relentless victims of relentless white racists all the time, everywhere, and that explains everything, especially why police are always picking on black people for no reason whatsoever.”

And I document why that story is false… It’s the biggest lie of our lifetime.

As has always been the case, those within the governing centers and agencies of our country want to create division among the populace, because by doing so they can maintain control and give themselves a reason for their existence. If Blacks, Whites, Hispanics and Asians aren’t fighting with each other than they would very quickly turn their attention to the real problem – the puppeteers controlling the strings.





8:06 am

To Fight for Freedom, or to Fight for Empire – That is the Question

For Neo, in the movie The Matrix, the choice is incredibly clear: Freedom. He would rather the pain that comes from the truth of the Desert of the Real, than the ominous lie that is the Matrix. But the choice is also very clear for Cypher: Empire. As he insouciantly put it, “Why, oh why, didn’t I choose the blue pill?” Cypher gives up, cowardly deciding ignorance is bliss, forfeiting truth. Neo rises up, courageously deciding knowledge is pain, but so rewarding that it’s worth it.

Similarly, in the movie Avatar, the choice is beyond clear to Jake Sully: Freedom. Get busy remaining a crippled victim of an ego-centric, oppressive, over-reaching military or get busy becoming an interdependent hero with eco-centric morals and universal empathy and compassion? But the choice is also very clear for Colonel Miles Quaritch: Empire. He believes so blindly in the military code that his own loyalty and ego-centrism blinds him to the sheer magnitude of his immoral, uncompassionate, mass-destructive, murderous, and ecocidal rampage of a peaceful people and an interdependent cosmos.

Likewise in the movie Divergent, the choice is clear to Tris Prior: Freedom. She perfects a balance with Abnegation (selflessness), Amity (peacefulness), Candor (honesty), Dauntlessness (bravery), and Erudition (intelligence), in order to leverage freedom into an otherwise unfree system of human governance. But the choice is also clear for the ominous Erudite leader Jeanine Mathews: Empire. She is thoroughly convinced that oppressive divisiveness is the only way to maintain order, not realizing that her blind obedience is at the cost of truth itself.

The fight for freedom is a fight for non-violent (but ruthless and robust) anarchy: a healthy eco-centric, egalitarian balance between nature and the human soul. It is a fight to create something new: a peaceful, courage-based, relationship-based lifestyle that has the power to trump the violent, fear-based, ownership-based lifestyle that is currently plaguing the human condition.

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7:57 pm

Eccentric Millionaire Who Hid Gold Treasure in the Rocky Mountains Five Years Ago Says It’s Still Up for Grabs

He hasn’t revealed its exact contents, but he says that numerous people laid their eyes on it before he hid it, including New York Times bestselling writer Douglas Preston. He told the media that the treasure chest contains 256 gold coins, among other articles of value – “mostly American eagles and double eagles, hundreds of gold nuggets, some as large as chicken eggs, ancient Chinese carved jade figures, Pre-Columbian gold animal artifacts, lots of rubies, emeralds, sapphires, and diamonds and other things.” The New Mexico Tourism Department estimates the value of the treasure to be at least $2 million.

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7:41 am

Do You Have Implants or Tags?

Again, take what you need and leave the rest. There is much to be learned from personal experience although just like with anyone most of the time we do not have a clue what is real and what is a part of the matrix.

Teleportation and Time Travel

Larry Basiago, Candidate for President, 2016

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11:10 am


According to some investigative reports, including one headed up by the former Governor of Minnesota, Jesse Ventura, the underground city that lies beneath the airport quite possibly connects to other deep underground military installations throughout the country.

Now, a source from within the airport has revealed, for the first time, a series of astonishing claims regarding the underground facility, providing details previously unknown to airport staff and the general public.

The following are details regarding a deep underground military installation located on the grounds of the DIA as provided by my source:

  • Level 1 of the airport is inset into the ground to protect from vibrations coming from underneath. The base board characteristics lead on to this technical design. The employees have been told the reason for this is to protect from vibrations from the public train that leads back and forth to all concourses, A, B, and C.

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8:42 am

“Rumors related to Walmart tunnels lead to testimony of underground “Secret American Government Work Locations” and NWO plans.”

Denver International Airport



10:00 am

Six Prophetic Sci-Fi Novels That Predicted Our Strange Future

“For this book, it’s not so much what it predicted, as what it didn’t predict. Stand on Zanzibar was written in 1968, and takes place in the year 2010, in a world where the nations of Europe have banded together in an economic union, and the Soviet Union has been displaced by China as America’s chief economic rival. Terrorism has become a widespread problem and school shootings are rampant.”

“Africa is a collection of basket case nations that lag far behind the rest of the world, (keep in mind that at the time, most African nations had just achieved independence) Israel is a major point of conflict in the Middle East, and Detroit is in ruins after the manufacturing industry went belly up. Due to health concerns, tobacco sales are falling while marijuana has been decriminalized. The institution of marriage is crumbling and people use pharmaceuticals to aid their sexual performance.”

“And to top it all off, America has elected a president named Obomi.”

“Even the writing style of the book, which is chaotic and fragmented, feels right at home in our modern world of instant gratification and short attention spans. If you’d like to have your mind thoroughly blown, then look no further. The eerie accuracy of Stand on Zanzibar will do the trick.”

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9:11 am

Map shows how the young and trendy of America are migrating to the Midwest… and New York doesn’t even make the list

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7:32 am

In the end, Tristan and RIBA are staging a competition that’s unlike any other ever held. Here’s an island that is truly isolated, with only a few hundred inhabitants, that wants to rethink what a communal, sustainable, extraordinarily self-sufficient town looks like. Let’s hope designers and architects get excited about it, because what happens on Tristan over the next few years could become a blueprint for communities all over the world.

“There’s no airport. It’s a location so remote and unknown, it’s become almost mythical. To geologists, Tristan is the result of an eruption of a volcanic “hotspot” in the middle of the Atlantic. To historians, it’s a time capsule where the last remnants of colonial England remain. To Tristanites—or Trist’ns as some historians call them—it’s a community that preserves a way of life they’ve chosen over the outside world.”

What a GREAT opportunity to get some experience in setting up a better world.  We’ll be setting up new worlds forever.

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6:35 am


4:26 pm

It’ll happen.  Because two heads aflame are better than one.

Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up. Again, if two lie together, then they have heat: but how can one be warm alone? …


3:02 pm

Faulty Concepts & Non-Compliance


9:46 am

Isaiah 60:2

For behold, darkness shall cover the earth, and dense darkness [all] peoples, but the Lord shall arise upon you [O Jerusalem], and His glory shall be seen on you. 3 And nations shall come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your rising. 19 The sun shall no more be your light by day, nor for brightness shall the moon give light to you, but the Lord shall be to you an everlasting light, and your God your glory and your beauty.


3:40 am

So what is being said here? The Lord is sending out to us wisdom from the throne of GRACE to provide us with answers, strategies, divine direction, in an Esther moment of time. They are coming in waves of glory, sounds of worship, and the releasing of praise and adoration unto Him. As we press into His presence in a priestly celebration that will bring forth freedom. Bondages that limit us will be broken in the presence of His glory. Glory that carries both light and sound are being transferred into the hearts of the people. The Holy Spirit is aligning us with God’s frequency in this hour. We will see from a higher perspective commonly referred to as the wisdom of God. It will stretch beyond touching, unifying, and healing broken hearts by way of those who have gained access into those heavenly realms.

If we go into a prevailing fervent prayer, praise, and worship we will enter into a door in the heavenly realm. A door that leads us to a place where synergy, sound waves, and heighten frequencies release a wisdom accessed by the spirit of God. Wisdom that is touching earth right now.

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5:59 pm

Tommy James Draggin The Line With Lyrics


5:23 am

“Sending someone a hand-written letter shows effort and gratitude. If you don’t have an ask—especially if you don’t have an ask!—it turns out it’s a gesture people really, really want to reward you for. Even without the tangible benefits of my letter campaign, I’d definitely keep it up. It’s one of the simplest ways you can strengthen a professional tie.”

“Almost anyone is fair game—a person in the office next to you, a person in the office across the world from you, a former co-worker, your current boss, an intern who’s been extra helpful, someone who’s doing great things in your industry, an inspiring speaker or author; I could go on and on.”

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2:58 am

“When “tiredness” or “seeming” lack of energy hits, keep on doing the things you “know” to do and the anointing will surely “kick in” as you persevere in this and empower you to overcome in all things. Despite any attempts by the Evil One to persuade you to “change course” know that you are right on schedule and many great and glorious things lay ahead in your life. Do not EVER allow yourself to be discouraged [disheartened] only KNOW that your loving Father goes [and has already gone] to great lengths to ensure your perfect protection, preparation and provision for your carrying out the “fullness” of the ministry that He has called you to and anointed you for – and, also, that He is faithful [trustworthy] to finish the work that He has begun in you.”

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4:51 am

How to Change Your Life for Good – The Eyeopener

James Corbett


7:26 am

Apple Partners With the Government on Cybersecurity, Then Preaches About Privacy

“Friday, President Obama ​announced a cybersecurity executive order that would allow the government and private companies to exchange information about potential hacking and terrorism threats. Google and Facebook declined to send its CEOs to an event pitching the order. Apple CEO Tim Cook, meanwhile, used the opportunity to pitch his products.”

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11:59 am


“Being a first follower is an underappreciated form of leadership.”


4:55 am

True prosperity is a vibrant environment and an abundance of health, happiness, love, and relationships. As more people come to perceive material goods as the form of self-identification in this culture, we slip farther and farther away from the experience of true prosperity.

“We are programmed to believe that as individuals we are in competition with everyone and everything around us, including our neighbors and even mother nature. Us vs. them to the extreme. This flatly denies the truth that life on this planet is infinitely inter-connected. Without clean air, clean water, healthy soil, and a vibrant global sense of community we cannot survive here.”

“The social order is not what it seems, for it is entirely predicated on conformity, obedience and acquiescence which are enforced by fear of violence. History teaches us again and again that the law is just as often as not used as an instrument of oppression, social control and plunder, and any so-called authority in this regard is false, hypocritical, and unjust.”

“When the law itself does not follow the law, there is no law, there is no order, and there is no justice. The pomp and trappings of authority are merely a concealment of the truth that the current world order is predicated on control, not consent.”

The 6 Grand Illusions That Keep Us Enslaved to the Matrix

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3:37 pm



2:49 pm

The world’s fastest hotel room! Arizona man rents out $118,000 Tesla luxury car on Airbnb for $85 a night… but guests must be out of bed by 8am so he can drive to work

  • Steve Sasman decided to rent out his Tesla Model S to earn extra cash
  • Guests sleep in the car while it is parked in the garage at his home
  • They have access to his condo’s kitchen, living room and bathroom
  • He bought the car four months ago and so far no one has rented it

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5:27 pm

Why the ‘Firefly’ Crew Were the Bad Guys


5:36 pm

Also coincidentally, in November, Californian pick-up artist “dating guru” Julien Blanc had his visa cancelled during a speaking tour in Australia, followed by the UK and Singapore. Australia’s immigration minister Scott Morrison looked into complaints that he taught men how to emotionally manipulate women and use sexual forcefulness.

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Who was General Tso? The mysterious history behind the massively popular Chinese restaurant staple

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“General Tso”    Didn’t you always wonder?

Respected statesman: After his role in a civil war thought to have killed 20million people, General Tso became a respected politician who lived into relatively old age. He is pictured here as the governor of Shangan province in 1875

The movie follows the filmmakers from Chinese eateries in the big city to country, with each serving the spicy chicken dish to hungry American fans

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3:46 pm

8 Reasons Young Americans Don’t Fight Back

3. Schools That Educate for Compliance and Not for Democracy. John Taylor Gatto, after receiving the New York City Teacher of the Year Award on January 31, 1990, upset many who were in attendance at the ceremony by stating, “The truth is that schools don’t really teach anything except how to obey orders. This is a great mystery to me because thousands of humane, caring people work in schools as teachers and aides and administrators, but the abstract logic of the institution overwhelms their individual contributions.”

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3:37 am

(If I were not me, I’d be my favorite writer.  It’s fun to finally sound smart.  “Lord, thank you for the goon.”)

My dad.  I am not obsessive about my dad.  I know it probably sounds that way but the fact of the matter is, the goons showed me that my dad was the impediment to all things good and happy.  I didn’t know that.  I thought I was too evil to be considered by my flashy dad.  This was a fallacy.  The mind-suckers examine many things in your brain, it’s hard for me to imagine there are limits to what they can access in the human mind.  (There is a big fat sentence I never thought I’d need to type.)  They dig up a memory, present it to you, and then they turn the screws.  They can implicate an emotional response, vibrationally, and artificially pair it with a memory, thought or noun.  They can reconnect not only brain connections, they can reconnect emotions.  This is frightening stuff, so I’m glad I’m talking to a mature crowd.  They can create depression long-term, or they can give huffs of depression at politically expedient times.  They can create violent behavior on their coffee break.  We must save the hackers from themselves and their dark arts.  Amen.


3:20 pm

The boys don’t like my stories.  I will say, next time I’m permitted an edgewise word, “I want to do what I’m supposed to do.  God put us through that torture for a reason.  My story is important.  I’m sorry I’m saying it wrong and it upsets you.  I’m sorry you do not like picturing your mother being raped; I don’t like that either.  But, we MUST talk about it and we should take our show on the road.  Most people do not know what’s happening to them and they die.”


11:08 am

John Lennon:  Spooky and thought-provoking words on government and people power in a fascinating compilation of interview clips

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8:17 am

I communicate on the website.  I exist, and expose myself, on the website.  I’m thinking this is a test.  Lots of people claim to love me who do not give a fuck what I think, or what I experienced.  This is a test for lying.  I never set this up.  I do not understand strategy.

I’m making  another batch of butter tarts.  I burned the last batch, can you believe it?  I was sitting in my bedroom working, thinking I should be hearing the buzzer pretty quick because the tarts smelled done, and the buzzer never buzzed.  (I can usually tell when baked goods are baked by the smell.  High-sugar products are easier, caramelization, etc…)  I am making the tarts because I want to watch my boys swoon when they bite into them.  Is that manipulation?  Is that wrong?  You’ll do a lot of dastardly things to see somebody’s eyes shine.  I know what I want is love but this manipulation of appreciation is the best proxcimile around.  I guess that’s not a word.  If Wickipedia don’t know it, it don’t exist.



12:56 pm

“It’s unlikely that the buses bearing the controversial messages will be seen in Boulder County, but local activists are voicing their support for a round of ads that debuted in the Denver metro area last week decrying Israel’s ongoing conflict with Palestinians.”

Boulder group backs ads against U.S. support for Israel ‘war crimes’

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8:59 am

Anarchapulco is the first international anarchist/anarcho-capitalist conference of its type and will be held in drone and relatively regulation free, Acapulco, Mexico from February 24th to March 1st, 2015 at the Copacabana Hotel on the beach.  Our vision is to take freedom and anarchy to the next level and that means holding events in much freer areas like Acapulco which is the most anarchic city in North America.  The event will be a mix of music, speakers, panels, parties and educational opportunities including an entrepreneurship bootcamp to help prepare the next generation of ancaps.  Already confirmed is anarchist rapper, Rob Hustle (famous for his track, “This Is What Happens When You Call The Cops”), Neema V and countless other artists and cutting edge anarchist speakers and activists.  Stay tuned to our website as we confirm more amazing anarchists from around the world who you can rub shoulders with and trade with bitcoin as we celebrate the success of the anarchist movement and plan future world non-domination plans to effect change to bring about a world full of peace and prosperity by moving past the anachronistic state.

Jeff Berwick

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5:22 pm

“All fear boils down to one fear:  the fear that we can’t handle it.  You do it anyway.  How bad can this be?  Will I die?  Do it anyway.”  (Isaac)  He went busking.  It’s about time.  Isaac doesn’t like how the volume goes up and down by itself, no matter what device he’s using.  I said, “I told you our electronics were haunted.  I wrote it in the book that youproofread…)  He said,  “I don’t know where this is playing from.  There aren’t any windows open.”  What can I say to a non-believer?  I told him I am recruiting, and those I round up will be headed for his door.  He’s taken some flack for building a “tribe.”  Some think his emphasis is too commercial, but he knows his truth-seekers will need provision.  He doesn’t know that God himself will provide for truth-seekers.

1:27 pm

“All fear boils down to one fear:  the fear that we can’t handle it.  You do it anyway.  How bad can this be?  Will I die?  Do it anyway.”  (Isaac)  He went busking.   It’s about time.


5:22 pm

I’m going to have to say to Isaac, “Look boy.  If you want to talk to me you have to read “Family Declarations.”  I really do laugh at the right places.  Thank you for convincing me that I was sane.  I have a series of journals that record your words as you were delivering me from PTSD.  This is important, what we’ve experienced and what we’ve done.  I’ve been defending our family for some time.  Anyway, please read my words.  And read beyond them.”  “Son, I was raped and you were there.  I wrote it all down.  We can help people.”


5:59 am

What Is This ‘Bullet-Looking Missile Thing’ Along a Colorado Highway?

A “bullet-looking missile thing” along a highway south of Boulder, Colorado, has residents and passersby asking, “what in the world is that?”

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6:49 pm

You should watch this.  The interviewer is the judge I’ve been in touch with.

6:27 am

Jack Black Admits He Sold His Soul to The Devil for Fame and Fortune!


8:23 am

Need More Proof That The Music Industry Is Fake? Here You Go.

“Let’s just say I’ve had Autotune save vocals on everything from Britney Spears to Bollywood cast albums.  And every singer  now presumes you’ll just run their voice through the box.” –recording engineer



1:59 pm

Why Elon Musk’s Batteries Scare the Hell Out of the Electric Company

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10:42 am

I told George I was being interviewed for a British documentary on remote electronic torture.  He said, “I’m sorry Linda, I’m still not convinced.”  I said, “Why should I give a shit if you believe it?  You’ve refused to look at the evidence for six years!  You’ve not been interested in anything I did!  I wrote love letters to another man and you didn’t want to see them!  “George.  I’m telling Adam I love him.  I think he needs to hear it.”  George said:  “OK. Here, try this marijuana bud that I grew to the abandonment of all other holy things…”   I am not shitting anybody here. The very-kind man has no feelings.  No interests.  No friends.  He saves dirty paper cups.  Why indeed, should I give a shit what he believes?  Yet, I do.  He used to believe in miracles.  Until my dad caused him to believe a lie.  I asked, “George, why IN THE WORLD do you think you had to pick me up from the floor seven thousand times and I vomited every day?”  He said, “Linda, I don’t have an explanation for that.”  I said:   “I  DO!  I do have an explanation for that, would you like to learn about it?”  What do you think he said?


10:20 am

Text to my father, my mother and my brother.  (Heck, maybe I’ll even send one to Isaac.  He should keep up on current events.):

“They want me to participate in a British documentary.  You’re going to look pretty stupid if you don’t come clean pretty soon.”

I hope they don’t want me on TV…I hate being on TV.  I can do it though.  I beat my congressman so thoroughly in a TV debate that the next week everybody was talking about the traumatic brain injuries coming home from Iraq.  My father should have watched me on TV.


9:54 am

I’ve been asked to participate in a British documentary about  COVERT HARASSMENT OF INNOCENT CITIZENS:

Hey Linda,
I’m sending you some basic questions for now. Then, if you could, send me your responses via email. I’ll have a read and then formulate some more questions based on your situation. That way, the interview will, hopefully, flow more smoothly.


Questions for the interview

  1. When did you realize you were targeted?
  2. Do you know if there are others like yourself?
  3. Are your family and friends targeted too?
  4. What were the first thought(s) and emotion(s) that came to you with this realization?
  5. What is being done to you, i.e. how are you targeted?
  6. Has anything changed since then – have they stepped up the harassment and/or torture?
  7. How did you cope with your situation?
  8. Do you have support from family and friends?
  9. What are you doing about it now?
  10. Do you think the targeting is going to end?

9:49 am

I responded to two of the questions right away:

Number 5:  I WAS RAPED.  I was repeatedly raped, body and mind, and knocked immobile until my sons or ex-husband would pick me up from the floor!  I vomited every single day.

Linda Goldthorpe<>

9:33 AM (15 minutes ago)

10.  Yes, the targeting will end.  Yes.  I kept amazingly obsessive records.  I will do whatever it takes.

9:21 am

Isaac, from his latest foray:


That man is most often RIGHT.

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3:30 am

I feel terrible.  I’m sorry I called George stupid and I’m repenting.  “Utterly complete vindication” would necessarily include vindication FOR George.  He went through some very heavy shit, and he’s probably still getting zapped.  (Each emotional state emits a particular vibration; these can be reproduced and artificially introduced.)  It is a great miracle of God, that I became so clear-headed and I don’t know if 1) they stopped torturing me, 2) I just got so used to it that I can fend it off without conscious intent, or 3) they are on my side and hope I expose this bullshit.  I’m guessing it’s a combination of things, I’d really like to know for sure.  God said I will be a “sign and a wonder” and he’s got a lot of back-story to work with.  The B-reel is all shot, bloopers and all.  We need a miracle.  I’m glad I feel terrible because that always happens right before Jesus shows up and tells me what’s been going on.  Then I laugh.  I know I’m going to laugh again but right now I feel like a failure.  “Lord, please fill me with so much of the fire of your Spirit that I never doubt your words to me!  I want to do EXACTLY as you say and to say EXACTLY what you want to accomplish EXACTLY what you wish to accomplish through your interventions and the things you permitted to happen to my family.  Take our lives, and our stories, and turn them into something beautiful for you!  You said you would, February 2007.  I’m holding you to your word.  You said that you were doing things to me for YOUR GLORY!  You said I should “withstand” and by your grace I have.  Thank you, Wonderful Jesus.  Please open the doorway I must enter to take my place in your plan.  Please relieve this daily torment of nothingness.  Remove it from all of us, please.  Thank you for planning my life way back before you even invented time.  I’m glad we’re moving beyond that construct too.  Take me away.  I don’t claim to be ready, but I’m really ready.  Amen.”
“Lord, I’m sorry I called George stupid; I forget that he was also tortured, but it’s hard to fight for someone who will not fight for himself.”


6:00 pm

It seems that my words may fall on ears unable to hear them.  Subtle nuances of my injury cannot be understood by a man who views sex as my father does.  Nevertheless, I’m instructed to present my life.  My life grows inward, and there, within,  I’ve been injured in subtle ways.  It is enough, if my father does the right thing.  He cannot be expected to feel that which he is incapable of feeling.  He attempted to corrupt a very delicate thing; I don’t know many women who have what I have.  The boys say, “You’ve spiritualized sex so much you’re not even normal.”  Then came the goons.  I really can’t express what it cost me to strut onto my front lawn naked when I told them to fuck-off.  I’ve had a very difficult time of things, and my father owes me 3.5 million dollars.  For the indignity.  That I suffered.  FOR HIS SOUL!


5:44 pm

My father has some things to make right.


5:42 pm

It seems to me, that “utterly complete vindication” would necessarily include vindication with George.  I’ve been in monogamous union since I was very young.  It was very important to me.  He should understand  why I left.  “The servant is worthy of his labor.”

5:30 pm

George believed every word I ever said until my dad got ahold of him.  Never doubted each other, never once…I published those very words…


10:33 am
George is starting the fire, God bless him.  He’s shoveling still-smoldering debris…I haven’t tended it since Friday when I realized the chimney was too plugged to maintain a flame.  Josh loved the medals and trinkets I got for him; one patch is Asian but he likes it anyway.  His car wouldn’t start and he started the borrowed car without realizing it was a stick…it ran into the garage but it doesn’t look like it’s damaged.
12:04 pm
George and I have talked about the weather thirteen times already.  I am so grateful that I got to go to Belgium without having to hold anybody’s hand.  He gets confused choosing a parking spot.  I really dislike living with him and I tell him so every 3-4 months.  He doesn’t believe me the very next minute, I think.  He bought me beer this morning.
5:15 pm
I just called George stupid; I never do that and I try not to even think it.  I was telling him about the conference and the people I met… and how important it was, all that we went through.  I said, “We can HELP people!”  No reaction of course, but I pushed it.  I said, “Isn’t that amazing?”  (Or something like that.)  He said, “Linda, I don’t know how much of that I believe.”  Then I said, “I was just at a CONFERENCE in BELGIUM…”  He said, “I know.” I’ve asked him before if he remembers picking me up from the floor while my voluntary muscles stopped working and the involuntary ones had me in orgasmic hell.  He remembers those dark times, but they are long past and we walk now through roses on our way to the prison.  This is intentional, by-the-will, CHOSEN ignorance.  He’s stupid.  I feel no residual guilt over the divorce; he didn’t notice anyway.  I am so perfectly positioned for a miracle and I can feel it coming.  I have defended my family against the onslaught of HELL itself.  God is never late.


10:36 am

I made grilled peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for Josh.  He liked the medals I bought him in Belgium.

This is What Happens When You Call The Cops




11:04 am

I miss Isaac but I won’t let myself do it very much.  He was my life-coach.  He couldn’t take it anymore, being the sole adult among former-adults destroyed by calumny.  So much pressure, such grace beneath its weight.  I love that man and God is going to bless him a lot.  He did everything everybody else ever needed.  He’s stopped suicides a number of times.  “God bless Isaac and do not let me stand in his way on any issue of his heart.  Give him joy.  Amen.”


2:13 am

“It’s amazing for me who spends all my time online reading words on a screen, to actually be meeting these people, and shaking their hands and seeing there are real human beings behind all of this.”

I wanted to hear James Corbett speak when I went to Belgium; he wasn’t very far away, but his events were sold out.  He started a website and now makes his living doing his passion.

He is a very fine researcher.  I admire him more than I can say.  He is journalism, at the moment.  I’m sure there are others, there are many languages.  He’s the best I’ve seen.

I’m kinda sorry he’s married.  I loved hearing his observations of Japan.  In 1978 I was the largest, blondest woman in the country.  My mom was number 2.

What if a guy like him held office in Jesus’ kingdom?  Dear me!  We’d have a different world.

“Political activism is sort of a failed paradigm at this point.”  “The fundamental part of all of this isn’t specifically about what slave-master is ruling over people; it’s getting rid of the slave-master itself.”  He gets it.  He’s an anarchist and Jesus loves him.  “And that’s a position a lot of people are reluctant to eliminate.  Psychologically.  Moreso than anything.  Because it’s convenient…”


5:42 am

“The rapid spread of laws permitting recreational pot is enticing hedge fund managers, venture capitalists, software developers and many others to get in on what inevitably is being touted as a green rush.”

Cannabis hedge funds join the green rush

Better than multi-level-marketing questionable health products.

With cannabis at least you’d have science to back up your product’s claims!

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5:38 am

This is neat.  Ideas.


ideas, issues, knowledge, data — visualized!


2:33 am

Vincent Moon and Nana Vasconcelos: The world’s hidden music rituals



5:31 pm

Boys, chuck out the moisturiser! It’s out with the ‘metrosexual’ and in with our latest crush the ‘lumbersexual’ (wood chopping skills not essential)

  •  Latest trend favours men who look more rugged
  • Contrasts the overly-groomed metrosexual trend of times past 

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10:30 am

Up Hairstyle



10:23 am

Led Zeppelin turn down Richard Branson’s £500MILLION offer to reform for 35-night tour

  • Robert Plant, 66, ripped up the 35-date contract in front of promoters
  • Money men tried to talk front man around but he is adamant, it was reported
  • Sir Richard Branson, a huge fan, is reportedly ‘gutted’ at his decision 

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“They are bringing water to the desert people caught in the matrix. That’s the job now. Do it discretely and persistent and silently, and the collective consciousness will shift your way. You can’t force it, right, but you can affect it.”

“You are not alone. You are loving and loved. Celestial forces surround you. You are protected. You are soon to meet your fellow peers. You are a movement that hasn’t gathered yet. And that is actually good tactics, since the Matrix can dissolve a gathering, but has no idea how to dissolve a high-frequency neural heart based network, zapping through the un-manifested realms of higher altitudes.”

“Your day will come, where you will radiate through the darkness of the Matrix, blinding the perverted and profoundly sick power ghouls.”

“There is hope for our downtrodden souls yet. There is hope for this beautiful place we call earth. You being here proves that fact.”

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2:56 am

99 Healthy Meals for People Who Can’t Cook



8:54 am

You gotta watch this.



12:51 pm

Conference info here:

A couple of the speakers are people I listen to already, the woman from Finland and the NSA guy, and Weber does a lot of interesting things.  Only 1100 dollars from Marquette!

Our book is what they need.  It says “the haunting” but describes the effects.  I could help the world!  There are hostels in Brussels.

This is the name of the video…I tried to link it but it’s on a list and you get number one instead of this one:

Melanie Vritschan: We have evidence now that NSA is behind the Transhumanist Agenda to implant

This is where the link goes

I really hope God lets me go.  Everything we went through could help people!


6:10 am


“I think it’s helpful to show how privacy technologists can work with sources and journalists to make it possible for leaks to happen in a secure way.”

Tutorial here:

Kids are going to be carrying lunchboxes with Snowden’s face on them.  (Not until  Michelle Obama lets kids eat lunch again.)

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8:05 pm

Legendary Hacker Leaks Government Plan To Take Over Internet 

John Draper a/k/a Captain Crunch


10:51 am

An amazing story!!!



3:54 am

I love living with Josh now; this is a gift my father gave me.  I moved into a bedroom near Josh’s, while he hated me.  It was scary and I walked by his door with my head held very studiously high.  I’d close my door and then I’d cry.  My adolescent son watched his mother become immobilized and be electronically raped for years.  My dad caused him to hate me.  Before he hated me I hadn’t known him very well.  I prayed a lot about our relationship.  I learned, when Isaac was about five, that I had been born with a spirit of rejection.  A real-live demon called “rejection.”  This demon caused me to dislike touching Isaac when he became a little man.  I fondled my babies easily but there came a point that my touch-comfort changed.  So, I looked into this problem.  I learned that the circumstances of my conception and childhood created an opening for this monster to inhabit an infant girl.  (In a REAL church, REAL Christian people would have dealt with this.)  I learned (through experience, after the research) that this spirit manifests in numerous ways.  The spirit of rejection  can 1)  create artificial feelings of rejection, and of being rejected, 2) cause you to reject others, 3)  cause others to reject you.  (My dad has this spirit.)   Anyway, I think I wrote in one of the books that I respected Josh so much, and I recognized brilliance in areas I could not recognize…but I couldn’t hear him.  Learning to be his “room-mate” has given me opportunity to know him and he’s divine.  When he gets up for work he comes outside where I’m working right away.  I cook him protein every morning.  (He was getting his own breakfast but I like doing it for him.)  I pack his lunch and he shows me things on youtube.  We laugh.  I am very grateful that I was maligned and isolated.  I’m proud to live next door to this fine man.



6:06 am

Rick Steves’ Lectures : Travel Skills  Europe

(Great sub-title errors!)



9:37 am

“Top-hats mean business.  You cannot take a man in a top-hat lightly.”  (McDonald’s commercial)


5:02 am

“Imagine all the tasks that people are afraid of doing for fear of seeming crazy. Then narrow those tasks down to the most important, whatever they might be, preferably the ones that make your heart sing, and then go do them. Be proactive. Be the spark in the dried up kindling of the status quo, then fan the flames. Be the catalyst in their cauldron of catatonia, then stir the pot. Inform the uninformed. Forgive the unforgiven. Help the helpless.”

“Unroost all chickens that have come home to roost. No fear, just sincerity. Dive right into being an amoral agent within any immoral system and you may be surprised at how quickly it moralizes itself. As long as your volunteer work comes from a place of healthy intent then it will always be a sacred act.”

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4:26 am

First kind of Kindle? Researchers at University of Leeds find what is thought to be first travel-sized library

  • The Jacobean miniature travelling library was the only way avid literature fans could carry a large number of books
  • Miniature library was contained in a wooden case, bound in brown turkey leather, disguising it as a large folio volume
  • When opened it reveals a collection of 50 small and bound in limp vellum covers with coloured fabric ties
  • In 17th Century England only four families were lucky enough to be able to have one
  • Library reportedly commissioned by William Hakewill MP for a friend. Within five years he ordered three more libraries to be made
  • Library expected to be housed in University of Leeds’s Parkinson Building in Woodhouse Lane

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Tthe 1617 'Jacobean Kindle' - which takes the unassuming appearance of a large folio volume when closed, opens up to reveal its three shelves of 50 gold-tooled vellum-bound books



4:50 pm

I know your shelf-space is limited:

10:22 am

Revealed: How much more Whole Foods is REALLY costing you

  • Prices at Whole Foods were, on average, much more expensive than groceries at HEB, Mariano’s and Wegmans

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10:25 am

So much for bunks and bed bugs: Switzerland opens world’s first youth hostel with a PRIVATE SPA and swimming pool

  • Backpackers can use one of two saunas, a herbal steam room and whirlpool
  • WellnessHostel4000 is in glacier village of Saas Fee, 1,800m above sea level
  • Hydromassage showers on hand with ‘waterfall’ and ‘summer rain’ settings

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2:47 am

Meet the Young New York Homeless Who Puts a Roof over His Head by Picking Up Women and Going Home with Them



6:37 pm

Beat-box Bagpipes



6:20 am

”Vangelis cuts through the Matrix like a knife cuts through butter – very inspirational.
8:35 minutes of pure wisdom on many topics – SD”



7:27 pm

What REALLY happens at Burning Man! Drone flies over Black Rock City capturing incredible footage of festival highlights

  • Burning Man 2014 brought together nearly 70,000 festival-goes 
  • Drone captures video high above Black Rock City in remote Nevada desert
  • Offers a peek inside this exclusive, radical arts and music festival

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4:08 pm

The fish listener: Fisherman who hunts using sound is one of the last of his kind to carry on Malaysian tradition

  • Harun Muhammad ‘listens’ for fish sounds emanating from the depths
  • He and his apprentice son in Malaysia are the last remaining ‘fish listeners’ 
  • He likens the sound of the fish to that of pebbles being dropped into water 
  • Muhammad uses his art to pinpoint where his crew should cast their nets 

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2:46 am

Robin Williams is funny in a dozen languages…



3:06 pm

Since you’re on the road, I don’t know if you heard that Robin Williams died.  Before Mrs. Doubtfire, he was a genius.  “Mork and Mindy” was filmed in Boulder and there is a memorial in front of the house they used.  Maybe stop by?  For sure, watch a couple episodes of “Mork and Mindy.”  It was awesome, in its time.

AJ Polis leaves a flower outside a home in Boulder, Colo., alongside a placard and photo of the late actor Robin Williams on Aug. 11.  Williams played Mork from Ork in the television series



7:32 am

Catch up on Facebook while you DRIVE: £180 device beams apps to your windscreen – and lets you use gestures to reply

  • Navdy is a dashboard-mounted heads-up display (HUD)
  • It connects to an Android or iOS smartphone via Bluetooth
  • Notifications are automatically beamed to the display as they arrive
  • Navdy works with Facebook, Twitter, Google Maps, Spotify and Whatsapp
  • It will also show emails, text messages and calls in a split screen
  • Notifications are responded to, or dismissed, using voice and hand gestures

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6:07 am



3:51 pm

Does Apple deliberately slow old iPhones before a new release?

New research shows Google searches for ‘iPhone slow’ peak when Apple releases a new iPhone model

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4:02 am

“And that brings us to Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP) which is associated with this type of research. When I first heard Obama using it in speeches and his campaign slogans, I recognized it instantly. But I quit listening to his speeches.
Then one day, on the car radio, I heard Rahm Emanuel (Obama’s right-hand man) speak. He uses extremely heavy doses of NLP in his speech. It is so obvious to anyone who knows about NLP. But most people do not know what it is, or why it can influence large numbers of people.”

I Finally Figured Out Barack Obama, and it’s Worse Than You Think

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“Ordinary men and women are too small-minded to govern their own affairs.  Order and progress can only come when individuals surrender their rights to an all-powerful sovereign.”  Barack Obama, Brussels, May 23, 2014



5:55 am

Somebody beat Glenn to it…

Huge Prophecy Alert! A Third Temple has Been Built in Brazil by the One World Religion Universal Church! Now Open to the Public! What Does it All Mean?

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1:04 pm

Now That I’ve Created Something, How Do I Spread It?

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12:57 pm

5 Terrifying Smartphone Hacks You Won’t Believe Are Possible

“As you clack away on the keyboard, your phone’s accelerometer can pick up the tiny impacts resounding through your desk and, based on the distance of the keys from the phone, mathemagically deduce which keys you’re stroking.”

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4:12 pm

Man with Real Balls of Steel Works Out by Hitting his Crotch with Hard Objects

“Zhou, who hails from China’s Hubei Province, says that he has been practicing the ancient art of ‘iron crotch qigong’, which is one of the rarest and most difficult disciplines of Shaolin kung fu.”

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2:25 pm

PSI Researcher Dean Radin Shares an Extraordinary Personal Story of Synchronicity (Video)

“It doesn’t lend itself to something like an explanation,” said Radin in a video posted to YouTube. Radin is the chief scientist at the Institute of Noetic Sciences, a nonprofit research organization that focuses especially on consciousness, and adjunct faculty in the department of psychology at Sonoma State University

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1:42 pm

Four Cases of Life-Threatening Plague Found in Colorado

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5:24 pm

Music for Your Skin

“Audio-visual technologies have long dominated the media landscape, but touch-based, or haptic, technologies, could soon become more than a novelty. As far back as the 1950s, renowned psychologist and tactile researcher Frank Geldard noted that our narrow focus on the ears and eyes ignored other perfectly good channels of communication. The skin, he wrote in 1960, “is a good break-in sense: cutaneous sensations, especially if aroused in unusual patterns, are highly attention-demanding.”

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5:15 pm

(Massive traffic jam for 9 hours on I-70 out of Denver, Colorado for 100 miles on July 4th weekend. The same jam repeated itself on Sunday evening.) Photography by Frosty Wooldridge



1:08 pm

This Bluetooth Speaker Is Powered By A Candle, There Are No Batteries Or Wires (Photos)

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3:09 pm

No more air guitar: Band are sealed in a box and play until their oxygen runs out

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7:20 am

Officers Injured, Stolen Tesla Split in Half After Fiery Pursuit Wreck

(I know this sounds terrible but the news clip is pretty funny.)

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6:09 pm

“They had a boy, Isaac, last June – who became Clapton’s first grandchild.”

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2:16 am

Man Moves Huge Blocks By Himself Using Simple Tools & Ancient Knowledge

(My dad knows stuff like this.  He moved a piano into my first apartment all by himself.)



4:27 pm

Forget the diet, how about a digital detox? Visit the weekend summer camp for adults where tablets, phones and Facebook are banned – and even your real name isn’t used

High demand: This session, which runs from until June 23 is almost sold out, but the company is planning on scheduling more events in the future

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11:39 am

Hey, maybe show this to your Uncle Bill next time he demands you order a Miller Light:

Beer details on tap after food blogger starts one-woman campaign to force brewing companies to list their ingredients

  • Budweiser and Miller Lite agree to reveal what goes in popular drinks
  • Campaigner Vani Hari challenges law that lets brewers hide what they use

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9:30 am

Best Job Ever: Lucky Guy Getting Paid $93,000 to Have as Much Fun as Possible in Six Months



5:40 am

Wouldn’t this be fun?

TINY HOUSE SUMMER CAMP 2- August 15-16-17 (and maybe the 18th too!)




5:36 am

Asia Is Overtaking The West and Why – Morris

From Kuala Lumpur



10:12 pm

Ideas for the tribe

These Super Chic Bunk Beds Save You Space Without Sacrificing Style

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8:42 pm

Rainforest World Music Festival

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

2005 Rainforest World Music Festival

The Rainforest World Music Festival is an annual three-day music festival celebrating the diversity of world music, held in Kuching,SarawakMalaysia, with daytime music workshops, cultural displays, craft displays, food stalls, and main-stage evening concerts. It is now one of the largest musical events in Malaysia with a total weekend audience approaching 30,000.


5:50 pm

Peacock Kerfuffle Has Elk Grove Woman’s Feathers Ruffled

Anita Munyer greets her feathered friends, Jack and Jill, like a mother hen looking after her chicks. The colorful creatures clearly add meaning to her live. She calls them her watch dogs, and provide therapy for her husband Bill who recently suffered a stroke.”

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11:48 am

Langkawi Sky Bridge Malaysia



5:32 pm

Close-up photos of costumes on Game of Thrones.  Incredible embroidery.

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8:15 pm

The Gentle Warriors of the New Dawn

My guess is that within the next three years we will see them hovering over the psychological landscape, touching down where needed. Bringing healing where needed, providing nourishment on what ever level to the hungry.”

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7:28 am

“One of the biggest perks of owning a $60,000+ Tesla is that you get free access to their Supercharger stations. For life.

Here’s What Really Happens At A Tesla Supercharger Station

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7:03 am

Gypsy Wagon by Jay Leno’s friend


9:01 pm

The End Of Facebook – FB Caught Scamming Its Users

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6:10 pm

Hotel in Turkey where Headsaflame must have their next summit:



11:03 am

“I don’t see a role for government in the future.”  (Sheikh from Kuala Lumpur)



10:06 am

How to Record Police Encounters Without Losing your Video

Technology is a double-edged sword.  It has enabled the government to become more intrusive than ever with its online spying capabilities.  However, cheap and discreet recording devices make it much more feasible to hold cops on the street accountable.”

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6:04 pm

You won’t believe this:

See this kid:


2:42 am

So pretty much anything that you can do via the Internet, via the telephone, if you do it from Puerto Rico, you’re going to hardly pay any income tax, which is kind of the way it used to be in America. It’s kind of like turning back the clock to the olden days, when you got to keep what you earned, where you really were free, when you didn’t pay a lot of tax, and that’s the way it is now. If you want to move to Puerto Rico, you can reclaim the freedom that was once enjoyed here on the mainland by our great-grandparents.

Nick: Yeah, it’s really an amazing opportunity. Isn’t Puerto Rico in many ways perfectly suited for American startups and entrepreneurs?

Peter: If you can start up a company, do it from Puerto Rico—especially if it’s an online company. Then in a few years you can turn around and sell it for $5 million or $10 million or $20 million.

Peter Schiff, here:



9:41 am

I understand this woman.

“In Heaven the Holy Spirit’s nickname is “the drama king,” and if he’s your best friend you totally understand that.”  (Kat Kerr)

“Sometimes the entire message I give is all in rhyme.”

3/25/14 8:39 am A self-sustaining tribe.  What do you think?

    —– 2/3/14 11:00 am I have a whole pack of cigarette butts.  I am a rich woman.  When you love somebody, it’s never about looking at him or her.  It’s about looking into your lover.  I think maybe I’m getting this.  (Not that I’m “getting it” or anything…)  I believe my dissatisfaction with superficial relationships is heaven-sent.  I believe the world cannot progress as it must, if people do not connect more effectively with one another.  Isaac says I’ve spiritualized sex so much that I’m not normal.  He presumes to know “normal.”  (He’s 22.  He presumes much.)  He knows his father and I were a time-stretched anomaly, and encourages me to find a man.  (He also encourages me to paint my body blue and sing around a bonfire at “Burning Man.”)  I told him that my fidelity is not a personal discipline, but the natural product of considering my heart.  I hope that before he commits himself to a sedentary relationship, he will know  what I now know.  I hope he will know that it is possible for another individual to affect you so profoundly that you are set on an entirely different trajectory.  I hope he will know that from here on out, commitments are also most profound.  I hope he will not settle for an experience of stagnancy.  I hope he will not submit to a life that is not authentically his own, because he wants to get laid on a regular basis.  I hope above all, that he will be happy forever.  My goal has always been, “Everybody happy.”  You cannot force people to be happy.  I would say:  “Do not settle for somebody who doesn’t get you.  You can be gotten.” —— 1/20/14 6:18 pm “I know people, now set in their ways, who would not fancy my dropping in for a few days to say hello because I represent something other than the enforced stability and consistency they are full time engaged in.” Read more here: ———- 1/13/14 9:38 am Hand of God—exploding star —– 12/18/13 4:34 pm

The thing that irks me more than the fact that demented humans torture one another, is that their technology could walk people right out of “mental illness” just as easily as it ushers them in.  Why is there not money to be had in using magic for good?  It’s because of war.  Rich people make a lot of money from wars and the economy needs them.  All magic is eventually put to that use.  Even God.  Until a couple years ago our missiles had scripture verses  painted on them!  This is definitionally insane.
Computers are magic, to me at least.  I don’t sign into any accounts anymore.  My passwords have changed many times and I’ve been locked out of my music a lot.  “Improvise, overcome, adapt.”  I used to just get scared and turn the computer off for a month or two, but now I muddle through.  I relish the expectation of total telepathy and  the obsolescence of all technology.
But for now, I want to know things.  I want to know if my brainwaves look different when I’m thinking in words than when I’m thinking in impressions.  I want to know what my brain  looks like when God talks to me.  I want to know what parts of it are activated when I’m praying in tongues; am I speaking and hearing at the same time?  I want to know
I slept two hours and it was more than I wanted.  I’ve been trained by the best.  Torture is difficult if one expects to sleep.  I can sense myself being weaned from the torture-rehabilitation-behavior-modification program undertaken on my behalf.


“You think you’re doing it wrong Linda.  You think you do everything wrong.  Can you not let go of the pain caused you when people said you were wrong?  Am I ever wrong?  You’d breathe easier if you believed me instead of choosing to believe me.  You’re mine.  I am never wrong.”    2:30 pm  Jesus
3:15 pm
God has a way of punctuating his word.  I got to the store just as an 85 year-old woman went face-down through the doorway.  Chayla was too small to do much alone.  I’m grateful that I learned how to roll and lift people from being with Marv.  The lady’s arm is damaged from a flu shot she got in AUGUST.  She is to have an MRI in March.  The medical world is insane witch-doctors.  I prayed for her arm and helped her walk to her car after she’d settled down.  She didn’t seem to be injured from the fall.  Her name is Petoskey and she went to school in McMillan.

———– 1:35 pm

                         Isaac, I want you to know what’s going on.  Foundation:  1)  you know I try not to lie,  2)  you have called me a good researcher,  3)  I do not wish ill on any person,  4)  you believe me to be lying about my father’s involvement in our familial difficulties.  What part of this does not make sense?
                         You and your brother and your father know what we went through.  I do not blame you for choosing to forget and moving on.  But, I know that others who are tortured commit suicide.  They have no deliverance in sight. We were very blessed.  I have impeccable evidence of (and you know I experienced)  all of the following (my eyelids didn’t itch):
                         Your grandfather instigated this.  You do not have to believe me, God will reveal the truth.  When he does, I’m engaged.  As soon as God says “go” I will do everything within my (gonna be amazing…) power to see that nobody else  ever has to experience  what we went through.  We did not deserve to be tortured…neither do the other millions (worldwide) who are “tested” and tortured.   God set me up perfectly.  The journals I sent to Adam are an AFFIDAVIT.  I swore to the words and had them notarized.  Your grandfather knows this is going down.  He knows much more than you imagine.  He imagines you know less than you do.

——- 12/08/13 2:26 pm “In the Pilgrimage of the Spirit, it is the strong and steadfast aspiration to meet God face to face that is the pathfinder, first and last.  (Dilip Kumar Roy) ————- 11/22/13 3:01 pm

————- November 21, 2013 10:13 am
————– November 9, 2013 6:46 am Isaac, you’ll love this: “Freedom, power, love, trust, and attention that is free to explore, discover, and create is what is normal.  Recognizing this is what will create an authentic human culture based on what is already true instead of merely what is believed to be true.  Belief is not truth and volunteering for the slavery and oppression of lies is a sin and a crime.  We ARE truth, which is love,.  It’s time we started acting like it. ” – See more at: ———- November 3, 2013 ————- November 1, 2013

Passion frightens me, my own I mean.  This frightening is not actually a “fear” as much as a lethargy.  While I do believe this to be weakness, it is not sin.  I am no longer “afraid.”  I only fear my own laziness.
          I back away, when things become hard.  Why bother?  Passion spurs us to share and convince.  This is troublesome but necessary to the sustenance of a naturally passionate soul.  Passionate souls learn to make due with less. We learn to expect less, and to fear reprisals if we make demands.  Reprisals are off-setting. as they’re intended to be.  The less-so-passionate people must fear many things if they must restrain those with heart.  (Two “musts” in one sentence.  They live in prison.)  I’ve lived always with the intentionally passion-immune, so I must tone it down.
          Everybody starts out with passion.  If it were not so we’d never hear the squalling gusto of a newborn. We’d not learn to walk, if we didn’t want to get anywhere.  We’d not learn to talk, unless to make our voices heard.   Learning would become a chore, rather than the joy I know.  Where does this passion go?
          How is it possible that every person does not feel what I feel?  Why do I hurt that they’re satisfied and content? Would I like that for myself?  Very probably.  Would I be satisfied and content that way.  I think not.  It burns.  It burns to know things others do not consider.  It burns to recognize forces others ignore.  It burns and it burns and I thank God that it does.  He’s the most passionate of all of us, and we were created in his image.


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