Front-pages–closed 7/7/15

I told Josh that if he ever attends a Kyryx  meeting (I can’t spell it.  Supposedly it is a GOD-GROUP that teaches prisoners how to be better people…)  with my brother,  he should  be assured that DAVID’S  god is not MY GOD.

5:23 pm

Josh said DAVID INVITED HIM TO A CHRISTIAN RETREAT!!!!

MY  BROTHER IS NOT ONLY A FRAUD  BUT ALSO AS BIG A HYPOCRITE AS OUR FATHER!!!

Hope I don’t have to starve to death before he grants me a SINGLE CONVERSATION!!!!

2:39 pm

TEXT TO DADMOMDAVID:

You’re a fraud.  I’m on a hunger strike.  FYI

2:25 pm

HUNGER STRIKE!

My father and my mother and my brother and my sister and everybody else who used to ‘care’ about me have refused to discuss the IMPLOSION OF CIVILIZATION.    They will NOT TALK TO ME .  I stop eating now.

2:15 pm

TEXT TO DAD, MOM, and DAVID the liar:

I know you and you know I do.  What do we do with your fake life?  Now is FAR BETTER than later to come clean.  There is a limited opportunity before somebody spills the beans.  Also, I AM VERY OFFENDED THAT YOU TAKE MY LORD’S NAME IN VAIN.  You’re nothing like him.

2:01 pm

MUSIC BREAK

“My blood  runs cold…my memories  have  just been sold.  My angel’s  in the centerfold.”

Before the days of selfies and sexting…men thought their women should be discrete…

Centerfold

J. Geils band

God Bless America!  (Are you ‘Christians’ happy?)

12:13 pm

TEXT TO MY BROTHER:

You still go to church?  That’s pretty nauseating.

11:52 am

MUSIC BREAK, this one goes out to Jesus’ ‘church’

Ring Them Bells

“Aint’ no use jivin’.  Ain’t no use jokin’.  Everything is broken”

Everything Is Broken

11:43 am

TEXT TO MY BROTHER:

And you’re certainly a fake brother.   You knew I was being raped without me even telling you.  You’ll go to hell if you do not defend truth.  Jesus is truth.  Nice knowing you.

11:37 am

TEXT TO MY BROTHER:

I work for you and your children every waking minute and you won’t even talk to me…because you defend a liar.  Guess you’re a fake father too.

11:28 am

TEXT TO MY BROTHER:

I knew Mom and Dad were fake Christians but I believed you were real.  My bad.

11:19 am

“‘War on Terror’ is Really Just Theatre”

Trevor Aaronson
TEDTalks

“US government officials call this the “war on terror.” It’s really just theatre–a national security theatre with mentally ill men like Sammy Osmakac, unwitting actors in a carefully-choreographed production brought to you by the FBI.”-Investigative journalist Trevor Aronson

10:07 am

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10:05 am

Dr. Mercola: Death by Medicine

 This video presented by Mercola.com allows you to discover how conventional medicine has emerged as the leading cause of death and injury in the United States.

4:49 am

If the old doors signal: ‘I’m getting pulled back to my past’ – lock them.

Be firm, stand your ground. You are not responsible for other people’s need for keeping you in your past. We are responsible for not being dragged there.

They toss and turn and have the feel in the nervous system that they describe as similar to an electric current running up and down their legs.

The opening of doors is, as mentioned, very subtle. Subtle is good, since the God-Force speaks that way through the density. On occasion it certainly speaks with high impact, but the vibe is: invitation based.

People are finding each other now at a very high frequency level.
It’s like: ‘I feel at home in your eyes – can you love me?’

Nothing that goes on right now on that level or in the field of infinite possibilities is random. It is: Meant to be.

...Love is also: Giving other people a crisis so they can move on  and find their relationships on whatever level where they feel safe. And they certainly aren’t safe if we think they restrain us. We will riot at some given time and so will they.

Read more here:   http://sorendreier.com/getting-the-doorway-influx-2015/

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4:46 am

OK, we got a couple grandkids.  Their mother follows Jesus, the Christ, who does not think as humans do.  Their Christian grandparents presume to teach, but have never met Jesus, the Christ.  Their Christian grandparents do not even care, that their own descendants do not believe.  What’s wrong with this picture?

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4:41 am

“What’s important is that we DO engage in ALARMING ACTIVITIES, because these are alarming times.”

(Alex Jones)

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4:24 am

I’m sore all over and it feels great.  Tubing uses muscles I haven’t used for two years as I typed.  My parents are presented a great opportunity.  Theirs is an opportunity coveted by Christian grandparents world-wide.  They can easily turn their grandchildren to Christ.  Josh said, “Your dad won’t confess.  Get a life.”  Well that would be nice, but Planet Earth is not conducive to life-finding just now, and since my dad STOLE the one I had, I must continue pressuring him to be the man he claims. (Also so I can assist other targeted individuals to live.)   He could be a far better man than that, and God has provided the means.  All he has to do is to face me.  With witnesses.  And then, for his grandchildren and former son-in-law, God will be real once again.  I know he’s man enough to do the right thing.  My children will not go to hell because of his fears.  HE LOST A BET and  I know he’ll pay up.  For his grandchildren.

Jehovah’s Witnesses would love an opportunity to convert people with a single visit!

30 Bugs You Can Eat When  the SHTF!

Globally, beetles are one of the most consumed insects are with 31 percent of the population chowing down on these six-legged bugs on a regular basis. Despite the icky-sounding name, dung beetles (pictured above) are often eaten fried and are quite tasty.

Learn more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/self-sufficiency/2015/07/30-bugs-you-can-eat-when-shtf-2491720.html

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7/5/15

9:39 am

One day some human will cook for me…and clean up too!  I know this because I have done it for many hundreds of people, and what goes around comes around.

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2:34 pm

My dad’s a schmuck.  I loved him so much!  He’s a liar and a fraud and I followed him right to the point where he almost killed me.  He’s a loser and a lowlife.  He’s a fake and a pretentious uneducated poseur.  He’s sorry and sorrowful.  He could be a Christian if he wished.  Instead he PRETENDS to be a Christian so people will feed his greatly-disturbed vanity.  I wanted to be like him when I was a little girl.  “God forgive me.”  I can’t believe I respected him so much I signed over my house.  I REALLY can’t believe I feared him.

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2:25 pm

Dear Dad, I do not think you would be over-burdened if you wanted to change the world.  I do not think any more would be required of you than that of your regular schedule.  You could watch TV, you could go shopping. All you have to do is tell the truth just one single time…and you could be on the right side of history!  You could help THOSE WOMEN WHO ARE RAPED BY MICROWAVE WEAPONS… without ever admitting you had a hand in their assaults.  It’s an easy-out, and GOD KNOWS YOU, my beloved father, Robert Goldthorpe; you like nothing better than an easy-out.  (In-and-out.  Asia.  $)

2:12 pm

TEXT TO DAD DAVID MOM…

When Dad first called me crazy, I sought to be right.  Now I seek to be persuasive.

2:00 pm

My government gives money to scientists.

My scientists have cracked the code.

My government will not permit my scientists to tell me what they’ve learned.

My scientists, meaning the rare ones who desire to report forthrightly, ARE BEING MURDERED.

My government is a piece of shit.

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1:04 pm

What might I extrapolate from my parents’ unwillingness to discuss with me matters of SUPREME importance? Are they kind-hearted parents determined to do right for their offspring?  Of course not.  Are they educators and Sunday School patrons who care that children learn truth?   Although each has played the role, whenever a chosen ‘student’ got out of line, their attention dissolved.  Are they righteous, God-fearing evangelists who care that others might go to hell?  If that were so, they’d pray with me about their concerns rather than talk about my foibles to strangers, would they not?  Do they actually DO any of the things they say are valuable to do?  Well, they show slides to people of their world travels, and they direct the choir and run the church-Halloween parties. (I know.  I don’t get it either how God’s people can party with the devil.)  Do they ACTUALLY believe I’m mentally deficient?  Their behavior belies that possibility.  They KNOW I’M RIGHT and they can’t EVER admit they were wrong.  So sad.  Lots of stubborn people in hell.

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12:27 pm

Everybody is looking for a deliverer.  Jews say he’s coming soon, and so do Muslims. Some even predict his appearing in 2015.  Yeshua ha mashiach is the true savior, and I aim to serve only him, but  God has many names and many folds of sheep that we do not always recognize. “God” also denominates dark entities who are worshiped for their astounding power.  I serve a god of love.   Belligerent religions desire salvation by some vengeful messiah who does not share the attributes of the one; they’re unlike Jesus.  It’s always been difficult to determine who is unrighteous and who actually cares for humanity, but when holograms and bluebeams counterfeit miracles we’re seriously stymied.  My GOD can perform miracles without the assistance of technology.  So can representatives of the dark side.  Jews, Muslims and ‘Christians’ are sniffing the air, and seeing visions.  Everybody knows something’s up.  (Except my family. They’re instead at the mall.)   The world is changing fast, and representatives of differing faiths who can all wield wonders, will be televised.  We must not respond to their names, nor to the names of their affiliations, but to their demonstrated  characteristics, and to their love of mankind, or lack thereof.  Warm fuzzies are not love.  Love is hard and base.  Love is demanding and demonstrative of truth and trust.  If a Muslim loves truth, he is my brother.  He is also unlikely to fall for the ‘Muslim messiah’ who comes bearing ‘deliverance’ of a bodily mien and promises of bodily joys.  A true deliverer will recognize that life is eternal, and that others are just as important as those who choose to follow him.  He will lay down his life for others.  Oh wait.  I guess he already did that.

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10:43 am

July 5, in the Year of our Lord, two thousand fifteen. My father nullified my personhood six years ago.   I have been without family and denied a hearing since 2009.  I have made many gifts for family members that received no acknowledgement.  I have written volumes and even mailed some of my words to them via USPS.  No response.   It’s a good thing I’m learning to live without them because it looks like they aren’t going to be where I INTEND to live…in Heaven. My family has proven to be a gutless gaggle of Robert-pleasers and they “love and make” lies.  I confess that I’m still appalled though, that they go to church.  Perhaps my offense is groundless, because the church is rotten within, and my people evince the same worsening putrefaction. We’re known by the company we keep and most-times I keep no company but Jesus’.  I could do much worse.

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Revelation 22:14-15

14 Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.

15 For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.

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7:30 am

Activists are necessarily political dissidents.  Everybody else is an immobilist.  Immobility is the opposite of activism.  Immobility does not dissent, but endures.  Immobility is self-reinforcing although ultimately defeatist.  “Upward mobility” is a contrived goal, for those who do not actually move.  The ‘upwardly mobile’ do not dissent, as long as they sense imaginary motion in their bank accounts.  Their failure to move is enforced by numbers on a sheet of paper and it keeps them consumed by fraudulent progress.  “Upward” begs definition.  The term has been coopted by those who would have us believe that money and status wait at the top.  (They know better.  They’ll go to Mars after they’ve destroyed the world thanks to the apathy of the immobile.)  A large bank account is not high-living.  A large bank account is deceptive and may be consumed at any time by those who did not earn the money.  They’ve done it to us before, thanks to the non-activists.  Immoble rich people eventually die, and to the elite their expiration is no more important than the death of an orphan in Mozambique.  The numbers on paper are consumed by taxes and fees for fancy coffins.  Gone.

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?

6:40 am

How can I not always be grateful for my life?  God birthed ME into the home of a psychopath, permitted me to be tortured for truth, so he could now raise me up to promote HIM.  What a mighty God I serve!  “Thank you, Wonderful Jesus, for finding me worthy to speak TRUTH.  Thank you that one day I will no longer speak alone. Thank you for destroying human ‘government’ and replacing it with brotherly love.  Thank you for ALL THE MANY people who will soon see the Kingdom,  and that they will prefer it to the deathcamp-compound.  Thank you for loving us who are so very unlovable.  Thank you for your promises, and for giving me the desires of my heart.  Number 1 is you.  This puny world with its radioactive environment is the best hope for so many.  Please, reveal yourself and your perfect world, so we will no longer foolishly choose bondage.  Thank you.  Amen.”

6:28 am

Did Pentagon expert leak Jade Helm psyop objectives?

6:15 am

MUSIC BREAK

God’s message to those living in the Western world.  Sometimes he’s surprisingly ironic:

 I’d Like to Teach the World to Sing (In Perfect Harmony) 

LEGISLATING MORALITY

I first became offended at my government because of their unwillingness to follow the rule of law.  I thought that laws = justice.  Later I observed my government enforcing laws foolishly, and maliciously.  Now I know that laws are political contrivances used to keep those subservient  who might influence the collectivism and elitist rule. I recognize that different laws exist for different people under the same circumstances, and I know that power corrupts.  I also know my Supreme Court is blackmailed, rather than ideologically motivated.  Every person of influence if blackmailed, if not by the NSA then by his own heart and memory.  We’re very limited in the actions we can take EVEN under non-official circumstances ,  but when  we’re in positions that influence others, even if our entire world hinges on withholding a single fact… it is an unspeakable crime to consider our own lives first, no matter how tenuous might be our position of status.  This is a no-brainer.  This is morality and it cannot be codified.

Laws are the declarations by which one human forces his will on another.  It matters not how many black robes and scholarly volumes separate the controlled from the controller, laws are simply that.  I submitted my will long ago to Jesus, the Christ.  I’m grateful that there have been few times where his words of instruction contradicted ‘legal’ edicts.  I suspect that will not much longer be the case, and I hope that fellow JESUS-FOLLOWERS will have my back, if and when I am instructed to break a ‘law’.  I do not plan to harm anybody physically, but sometimes God has required that of his servants.  I do not plan anything at all!  I know that God is taking over human government and by whatever means necessary.  I know I want that to happen with all my heart.  I am devotedly non-violent but satan’s followers are not, and they will be defeated.  I believe that when evil-doers die, it will be obviously the result of benevolent will and human-promoting volition.  I think that God’s people will not face consequences at the hand of human satan-worshipers.  God’s people will bow the knee to no man.  Selah.

5:03 am

Fourth of July is a difficult time for true patriots.  Fourth of July is when the flag flies over mailboxes and golf-carts. People wear red, white, and blue like Packers-Backers wear cheesehats at a football game.  Glitter and fireworks and lots of junk food.  America is one big party and everybody joins in.  It’s like watching a Godless church during ‘communion.’  Ritual is not reality, clothes do not make the man, and America does not merit celebration.  America REQUIRES WARRIORS.
I used to be sentimental about everything.  I am no longer even nostalgic.  I’ve spent so many holidays alone since my dad destroyed all my relationships,  that the syrupy-factors of human celebrations have long since dried up.  I don’t even wish at Christmas, to be among people, if those people are pretending to care about things that they also pretend are very important.  I dislike what I see at holidays, I dislike that expectations are elevated and that disappointments are part of the mix.  I dislike the artificiality of American holidays.  I dislike the artificiality of the American church, government, media, families.  If it’s not real adoration we feel, and we are only trumpeting the memes prescribed by others, then count me out.  I love America with a passion that causes me to rise up, not against those who belittle her, but against those who defile her from within.  Those same persons demand that I wave a flag and celebrate UNENDING WARS.  I plan to love America for loftier and more genuine reasons.  I plan to continue stepping on toes with truthful observations, and I’ll continue begging God to make us better, and worthy of praise.

MUSIC BREAK

Ray Charles, America the Beautiful

4:23 am

7/4/15

2:04 pm

My young friend’s on-again-off-again boyfriend  is here hiding out until the boat leaves, then he’s supposed to sneak aboard.  He has schnapps, as usual.  He played me a song, “I’m surprised you don’t know it, it’s a Christian band.”  (Yeah, right.  Like I’d know anything.)  It began with marching boots and remained militant-sounding, not too bad actually.  I then played him a video featuring JFK, Aaron Russo, Adam Kokesh, Eisenhower, that guy from long ago at Berkley who wanted us to put our bodies on the ‘leevers’…etc.  It was a call to war.  Josh face-palmed repeatedly.  (But not until the film ended, God bless him.)   He said that my recruitment efforts, and any strategy I might assume, will not possibly win…unless my God is real.  I said, “He’s REAL.  I find 4-leaf clovers every day.”  He said, “Four leaf clovers and bubbles.”  (Every time I squirt dish soap I dance with a bubble for a while.  Sometimes into adjoining rooms.)  He said, “When a 4-leaf clover and a bubble can protect you from machine-gun-fire,  come talk to me.”   Those trifles are evidence of a great force that has kept me safe through much worse assaults than gun-fire.  I will continue trying to recruit.  “May the force be with you, and encourage you to help save the people of America.”
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12:48 pm

Josh and I are going on a boat!  All these years on the lake and no boat.  This is a good day.

July 4: US military & police: Impose martial law on all Americans, or arrest .01% criminal psychopath ‘leaders.’ Your call


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/july-4-us-military-police-impose-martial-law-on-all-americans-or-arrest-01-criminal-psychopath-leaders-your-call/#SCu0dhsuyKMq5LHB.99

10:20 am

My family’s currently favorite salsa, and it’s pretty simple:
Put 3 or 4 arbol chilies into a blender with garlic and about a cup of water.  (I use 5 or 6 because we like some heat.)  Pulverize and pour over chopped cabbage, onions and some tomato.  Add sugar, salt, pepper, cumin, lime juice  and maybe a little olive oil if you cannot afford more than one AVOCADO, which gets manually smashed into the salsa later.  This is amazing with crema, which is easily made by combining sour cream with heavy cream and some salt, and allowing it to sit for some hours.  One day, my recipes will be valuable.  Everything I ever did will be valuable, if I do not fail now.  How could I fail?  I know well enough not to trust myself!

Total Emergency Alert: Elite Now Evacuating

“Now we see what they’re running from.”  “I’m not happy to be vindicated.”

“What’s important is that we DO engage in ALARMING ACTIVITIES, because these are alarming times.”

9:00 am

My immediate family features three first-borns.  George, Isaac and I all vibrate with palpable-responsibility for lesser beings, and we all seek to be recognized for our responsible behavior.  Josh is a free agent, having developed within the love and consideration of responsible roommates.  Josh makes his own decisions, within an environment of freedom and respect.  (Although not always within an environment providing healthy options.) He has never smoked weed, although his formative years were inundated by the marijuana culture.  He will one day buy ‘American Spirit’ tobacco and smoke it in a long wooden pipe.   He will not permit his mother to purchase the tobacco, or to even be present when he does.  He is STEADFAST.  He is PURE.  My father does not recognize the jewel in his pouch.  Josh carries weapons and tools for every circumstance.  My father is INSANE.  If one seeks to grow rich and to overcome perceived enemies…without considering available resources…he’s insane.

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8:43 am

I’ve become a morning person; I always thought that would be cool.  The secret to being a morning person is to have enough discipline to go to bed early.  I go to bed while it’s still light.  (I have my ISP to thank for that.)  The men in my family rise early, as indoctrinated.  Our grandfather was an entrepreneur, and postured a tough act to follow.  In the thirties he ran a mobile grocery business:  “Jim’s Store at Your Door.”  He was grandiose and self-centered.  He was flirtatious and fun.  He was my favorite grandparent for a time, but I was not his favorite.  Towards the end of his life, after my grandma died I spent much time with him.  He would get teary-eyed when I arrived, and once said, “I’ve never enjoyed you like this.”   That was pleasant to hear, in a sense.  But it also demonstrated the driving force of his busy life:  HIM.
My grandpa was never satisfied with things as they rolled from their assembly lines.  He once bought a brand new full-size van and cut the back off so it could pull a fifth-wheel trailer.  (These designs are now available from dealers.)  He DESTROYED that van, as he installed innovative mechanisms to perform innocuous duties like…   delivering  paper towels to the driver.  A real man-of-means, his car was Cadillac and his children promoted his self-worth.  How could my dad be different?
My dad was the middle child and pudgy to boot.  His sister took off for the West Coast as fast as she was permitted to sign her own papers.  Dad had to find something to do after he knocked up the principal’s daughter as a divorced Korean-vet with no means of support.  He couldn’t kow-tow to the old man anymore if he meant to preserve his identity.  So he became a pirate.  I don’t blame him a bit.  But pirating has been outlawed in this new world.  He deserves to retire from decades of self-promotion and empire-building.  He deserves to let ME make some decisions for the family.  Cars, to me, are tools.  Status symbols do not entice me.  I’m dependable and considerate.  He should grow up finally.  His dad is gone but at least he had one.
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8:01 am

It’s MY fault that America is on the verge of utter destruction.  It’s MY fault and the fault of my Christian brethren. God said that if we would depart from our INDIVIDUAL SINS…he would heal our nation.  We did not repent with sufficient genuine remorse.  We could have been as effective as the LGBT and had the White House bedecked last week in Christian motif, but we did not.  All hail the perseverance and determination of the perverts.  For now.  We are still given a short opportunity to clean up our acts.  We are still somewhat cognizant and we could still request God’s assistance with our necessary prayers.  Next week, who knows?

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7:46 am

I first heard of ‘misogyny’ when I worked with a dear lesbian.  Later, a dear man said that Paul’s words in the Bible were misogynistic.  (How can a man who dislikes misogyny not get along with women?  It might be the women’s fault I think.)  I never considered, never did, that my own life had been scarred by anti-woman sentiment and activity.  As a child, and to my embarrassment for a long time afterward, I just assumed that I would be offered the same economic and social opportunities as my brother. HAH!  Dad wouldn’t even introduce me to men he was talking to when I was at the same table!  For a long time I just figured that my ideas were not good enough to merit parental attention.  HAH!  Dad doesn’t let David have any ideas either!  But, David is rich and secure within the ‘family’ business.  David doesn’t push his thoughts on anybody very much but I doubt that it would make much difference.  He’s a rich peon.  I am a free agent.  David’s lord-and-master owes me much. David’s life will change and he will learn as I did, late in life…the definition of misogyny.  Wikipedia probably has a photo of our family on the page.

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6:55 am

I used to believe it was some weakness in myself that caused me to cringe at the thought of accepting a ride with my father.  I thought I was wimpy to resent being not-permitted to stop for a pee or for any other of my own necessities that did not influence my father personally.  I told myself to grow up.  Then I did.  (A little)  Submitting to the control of a witch is not good, it’s not Godly.  When I started to refuse his nefarious ‘favors’ I became stronger and life made more sense.  I really hope my mom can experience freedom from his control-bullshit, and my siblings too.  Life is much nicer when one is accountable for one’s own decisions and doesn’t have to interpret thoughts and intentions through the veil of… is this gonna piss off Robert.
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6:46 am

I never know how to pray, and the topics are myriad.  So much pain, so many lies.  “Thank you for the promise that you will guide us to pray as we must…by your Spirit.  Thank you so much for the gift of tongues whereby I pray YOUR WILL and not my own.  (As if I could even recognize my own at this point.)   Thank you that you have prepared us perfectly and documented the route we must take.  Sorta documented.  Thank you for the Holy Spirit who can perfectly decipher your maps.  Amen.”

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6:33 am

HEY GUYS!  Does this look normal to you?

“Signs in the sun, moon and stars”

Breaking Video: Crazy HAARP Weather Explosion In Mid Air


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/breaking-video-crazy-haarp-weather-explosion-in-mid-air/#dbZzry4cooZ6IcJJ.99

6:30 am

I think integration is the true sign of a healthy mind, and I think a healthy mind is rare.   Most folks I know compartmentalize their various topics-of-note, and they assume varying stances that are not necessarily congruent.  How is it possible for my parents to denigrate dirty-talk among their significants, and yet laugh at foul jokes on TV?  MPD.  My parents, and most Americans suffer from Multiple Personality Disorder.  (It’s not their fault.  The PTB intend for us to be fragmented, societally and INTERNALLY.)  It is not healthy to view a certain discussion one way in one situation, and then view it differently in another.  They define their ‘beliefs’ according to circumstance.  Doesn’t that nullify the definition of ‘belief’?  Doesn’t that bring into question every other of their ‘beliefs’?  “God have mercy on my mentally ill parents.”

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6:08 am

When I was studying the Bible, I was taught that some music originates in the soul of man, some from divine inspiration and some from ungodly sources.  I no longer believe that exactly, or if it’s true it’s unimportant. The Spirit of God is EVERYWHERE and he can choose to illuminate any music he wishes.  (I will probably always refer to the Spirit as ‘him’ until he tells me not to.)  All music is spiritual I think, and music that we may consider hokey and uninformed may reflect an origin of minimal human awareness, but it is spiritual to the music-maker. Also, the Spirit can speak through ANYTHING and sometimes he chooses to express his will, to an individual at some specific time, through  things our human minds believe to be inferior sources.  Vigilance. We’re called to mental vigilance in every matter. But, our minds are intended to be servants of our spirits, and we only attend music in which we hear the Spirit.  (And those opportunities are very surprising sometimes.)  I’m looking forward to sharing music with others who view it as I.

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5:53 am

MUSIC BREAK–to America

Shall We Gather At the River [Live]

5:24 am

7/3/15

6:07 pm

I keep hearing tones in my head, like male-chorus harmony, or a bassoon.  I’m trying to hear it more clearly. The electronic toys can make one’s hearing extremely acute. They can enable the human ear to distinguish variations formerly undetectable. I’m normally tone-deaf (a fact the goons withheld no guffaw in recognizing…) so when I was enabled to recognize small variations it was a lot of fun.   (Seriously people, they CAN AND DO experiment on unwitting…at least for a while…unconsenting  US citizens.)  (Also, Goonland, you can tell that bitch who was asking about my dish-washing habits what she can do with her joy-stick.)  (Maybe she already does.  Her co-workers probably make her private life real interesting.)  (You guys are perverts and you KNOW we should not suffer a pervert to live.)  (That’s why they gotta pass laws permitting perversion.)  (I was NEVER GONNA BE A FEMINIST or even an ‘humanist’ but somebody has to stand up for decency among females and humans!)  AND, I heard few female voices among those assaulting MY OWN PERSONAL Brain-space!  Some of you jack-offs are as bad as my father!
A maybe-important detail I forgot to mention is the fact that REMOTE-ELECTRONIC TORTURE has been EXPRESSLY PERMITTED by the Netherlands.  (I do not have the reference; I learned about  it in Belgium)
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5:51 pm

I had conversation today, with a real live Libertarian, my young friend’s mom.  It was like HEAVEN to talk to a person who has done her homework. She too, has been called crazy for her investigation into the conspiracies that run our lives.  She’s disabled and unable to get on disability, and she cried.  No tears about the pain she suffers (she used to be a beauty queen) and none about the financial smack-down she’s endured,  she cried  my own cri de coeur:  she said, “I feel like I’ve disappointed Jesus.”  I relieved her concern, I said, “You’re not big enough to disappoint God.”  Then I prayed for her a lot and even sang in tongues.  It was the most spiritual freedom I’ve experienced for a long time.

When I first knew I was under surveillance, I continued to sing and dance and worship Jesus in defiance of peeping toms.  I permitted physical manifestations to move my body, and I prayed all the time.  I’ve been under surveillance for a long time and my worship has eroded.  My visitations with Jesus have lessened.  My light is growing dim.  But, my young friend’s mom said I should start a church and I told her I am recruiting.  She knows about advanced technology and mentioned that there are some good hackers and wouldn’t it be wonderful if they changed our world.  I told her they are doing that.  At least one is.

 I told my new friend that I’m glad she’s my neighbor because things are going to get tough.  I told her the last shall be first, and I told her about the FEAR-VIBRATION-INDUCING-THEATRE military exercises in Flint, Port Huron and Battle Creek.  I told her about Jade Helm and she understood right away the implications of artificial intelligence that can kill.  It was a very nice visit.  She’s been in the manifest presence of Jesus, I could tell right away.  She said she is a warrior for him.  That’s how you can tell.

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3:44 pm

Coercive control shares general elements with other capture or course-of-conduct crimes such as kidnapping, stalking, and harassment, including the facts that it is ongoing and its perpetrators use various means to hurt, humiliate, intimidate, exploit, isolate, and dominate their victims. Like hostages, victims of coercive control are frequently deprived of money, food, access to communication or transportation, and other survival resources even as they are cut off from family, friends, and other supports through the process ofisolation.

The answer is coercive control, a strategy that remains officially invisible despite the fact that it has been in plain sight at least since the earliest shelter residents told us in no uncertain terms that violence wasnt the worst part. Cognitive psychologists in the late 1970s and 1980s tried to capture what these women were experiencing by comparing it to coercive persuasion, brainwashing, and other tactics used with hostages, prisoners of war, kidnap victims, and by pimps with prostitutes.

Read more at:   http://www.thelizlibrary.org/liz/coercive-control.html

3:25 pm

Dear Family,

I hurt for you all because you also have suffered abuse by our father and it looks from here that ALL YOUR RELATIONSHIPS WITH HIM are still abusive …  IN EVERY CHARACTERISTIC ASSERTED .  Please call me up.  I pray for you all.  906-291-1376.  We need to LOVE one another so we can show Dad what love really is so maybe he will not be DAMNED FOREVER.

Emotional/psychological abuse is any judgement, in ANY interpersonal relationship, from any source that humiliates, undermines, paralyses, makes you fearful, controls you or harms you.

  • Emotional and psychological abusers are controllers that ALWAYS run the show – think of them as dictators with an iron fist!
  • They create an omnipotent but FALSE façade as it concerns themselves where they are always portrayed as having a pristine, moralistic, and flawless lifestyle.
    • They DEMAND that their authority is ALWAYS respected, but they don’t model or reciprocate with ANY type of respect! What they really want is obedience!
    • They do not live by their own professed teachings, values, rules, standards, or even laws – better yet they live by double standards.
    • They instigate situations between people or triangulate, isolate, or divide and conquer. Then ask for your loyalty and respect as a factor in keeping their secret concerns about the person they are overtaking and isolating to hide their real motives and made up or false truths to put wedges in between people. This keeps the spotlight off of them and opposition between everyone around them.
    • There are lots more items at the article.

More at:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2015/07/03/broadening-the-perspective-of-narcissistic-abuse-by-including-it-right-alongside-every-other-abuse-lets-call-it-what-it-is-emotional-and-psychological-abuse-that-can-occur-in-any-life-situat/

  • They are always right, they are always the expert that knows best PERIOD.
  • The manipulative power they exert over you is always presented “for YOUR own good” as if it is valuable information to help you prosper and grow to be better than what you are – as in a person in need of their help. They just assume the role of superiority over people!

  • You are never a viable person with feelings, a voice, a presence, or allowed to have any positive validation or worth. You are ASSIGNED a submissive role and you must NEVER step out of that role!

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3:02 pm

Have you made a great show of your honesty and how upstanding you are, when you have stolen from others, not necessarily cash and valuables, but what about their freedom, their well-being, their reputation, their right to a stress-free existence, their sense of hope, their sense of self? Aren’t you a real urban terrorist, the fascist control freak?

Do you recall listening to a group of people denouncing or criticizing a person you have never met? Or perhaps you did know the person. Do you remember accepting what they said without question? Do you remember how you would not allow your mind to consider any evidence for the defense, or any mitigating circumstances? Do you remember assassinating that person in your mind ‘guilty as charged’, without ever considering their side of the story? Or, without ever questioning if what was being said was accurate and true.

Perhaps you did know the truth and you could have stood for that person as a witness in their defense, but you chose to remain silent while the Nazi within you loaded them on the train to Auschwitz without mercy. Do you remember any of that?

Did you pretend to help people, while secretly undermining them?

Something truly supernatural is happening around us and it is getting stronger everyday. As the morph drops in everyone will eventually see it, it will mirror who they are back to them and as people see that, the world as we know it will wobble. Soon you will either have to become a fully paid-up member of the Nazis and go down that road, or you will walk away saddened by it all.

Up the road, you will find others who also walked away. There in the heartland, in the company of others, you will find rest and safety and you will live your life silently according to your ideals, not those of the Dark Sun and the elitism of Babylon.

Read more at:   http://sorendreier.com/wilde-eventually-a-door-opens/

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11:07 am

Text to DAD DAVID MOM………..

Addressed to my gilded brother of shallow thought:

Why do you presume to deserve a life more than I?   You should think about it before you must answer under oath.

10:59 am

MUSIC BREAK

(This is how I feel in ‘church’. )      “Bob’s Country Bunker”

cri de coeur

 “Gimme Some Lovin”

THE BLUES BROTHERS

10:50 am

There is a spiritual plan unfolding for your life and that plan is part of a greater plan for all humanity. What side of the coin you fall, light or dark, only you can say. But we are all in church all of the time, sometimes behaving badly, sometimes behaving respectfully. Our spiritual bank statement is just about to plop through the letterbox.

There is a hidden world of transdimensional devils talking secretly to the mind of man that greatly influences how things go. I feel so sad for spiritual seekers, those who feel crushed by events. If only they knew how the odds were stacked against them; how the forces for darkness influenced people to make sure they failed.

-Learn more:   http://sorendreier.com/wilde-eventually-a-door-opens/

10:43 am

My dad may think he serves no master.  (I may be wrong about that.)  Still, he KNOWS he does not serve  Jesus, the Christ.  He serves with tenacity, and will not stand down although his evil deeds will destroy him eternally and harm others consistently.  I was repeatedly molested as a child, and my parents would not respond to my complaints.  (Maybe those events were intentional?)  I know he did sacrifice his firstborn to Molech in a very real sense, by neglecting my needs on behalf of wealth and status.  But did he know what he was doing?   (I am still working on my lawsuit interrogatories… )

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10:30 am

Satanic Child Abuse

Jeff Rense & Jay Parker

9:32 am

Even as in Gideon’s day, when the majority saw that just 300 were chasing hundreds of thousands and decided that victory was possible, so too will we see that today.

The “300” (not a literal number) are those who run now to the beat of another drum. They are immune to fear, immune to hopeless reports, immune to reasonable caution, immune to influential religious voices of doubt; they are “all in” on a Pollyanna narrative that sees things entirely different than anyone else.

These “300” are driven by crazy, radical hope. They have committed to seeing either the greatest victorious days in their lives or being crushed in their “foolish” attempt to make that happen. These “300” who are “all in” are running with God’s great renaissance narrative for today.

The invitation is for many to follow this crazy trumpet sound – and if you could see what they see – you wouldn’t hesitate, but you would arise and exterminate the fear.

See more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=14908

8:49 am

Do you know that since destroying the bee population with poisons, scientists are now attempting to enable plant pollination by introducing synthetic bees?   Bug-drones are expected to repair the damage that has been done to our necessary ecosystem by previous intrusions.  This is ludicrous.  This is the Tower of Babel all over again.  This is satan, declaring that he will be as the most high.  Not that the Most High has any problem with that ambition.  He’d like us all to be like him, and he provided the way.  But, any attempts not ‘his way’ are disasters.  CERN demonstrates the same Godless efforts to become all-knowing and eternal.  This time ’round, God is letting us reap what we’ve sown.  He’s forcing the bulbs of our intentions and our motivations.  It is the principle of ‘leaven’. Whatever we put into ourselves will now be greatly magnified and exaggerated to the point where its nature is overwhelming.  If we’ve ingested the Beast’s values, that will soon become very obvious.  If we’ve dined with Jesus, our relationship with him will become the only thing that matters.  This contrast will reveal to all, what is the only thing that matters.  After a while, the only people remaining will be like God.

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8:11 am

Text to my Brother, my Father, my Mother and George:

I’m praying for the Blood of Jesus to protect you and for his Spirit of Truth to overtake Michigan.  Won’t you join me?

7:50 am

Text to my Brother, my Father, and my Mother…gee I wish somebody could teach me how to make a macro or something so I don’t have to type the same things over and over and over and over and over and over and over…:

Delaying the inevitable is helping you how?

7:38 am

Do you know that the Bible contains a coded joke aimed at Shakespeare?  It was unrecognizable until Shakespeare lived his life.  Do you know that until an event has occurred, the Bible’s precognition is not accessible to most of even heartfelt believers?  Without the Holy Spirit making the connections between ancient text and Faux News, we cannot see the future.  (Except those guys who run CERN maybe.)  We recognize that the Bible was spot-on, when we review it in light of physical circumstances that have manifested since it was codified.  Then we can read familiar passages and see that the Bible was perfect.  I find myself astonished at thoughtless comments I’ve heard and made, that later prove to have been prescient.  I do not take my words lightly anymore.  I am creating reality?  So is everybody, I guess.  Let’s get it right.

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7:21 am

As a person who has been extremely denigrated, I can understand the human desire to impress other people.  I do not understand though, why so many try to impress with what they “have” rather than with what they “are.”  I was not a well-dressed child, although I carried the reputation of a rich kid.  My cousins wore fur and sequins to school. They are fine people and I long to be the same, and  the clothes did not make a difference.  Persons without homes or income are raising the dead in Mozambique.  Other places too.  If I had a choice, and I believe I do, I would much prefer to be remembered as a DEATH-DESTROYER than as a guy who demonstrated his ‘value’ by putting  gaudy do-dads on “his” property.  (“The Earth is the Lord’s, and the fullness thereof.”)
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6:59 am

I went to my parents’ house just now, to tape a four-leaf clover to my mom’s car window. Their driveway is like approaching a carnival.  It’s tacky.  Ostentation tops-out at vulgar, and my parents are on their way to the top.  Those creepy ‘Peaceful People’ dummies stare out from the woods, and trees closer to the driveway are dressed with 2-foot-wide,  bright red fake hibiscus blooms.  (I didn’t examine one but it looked like RHINESTONES as the flower centers.)  The house is adorned and surrounded with yellow flowers although Dad said he didn’t have any flowers when I requested some for the public bridge near the house.  He put up the planters himself,  and I regularly water the flowers, but this year we have none. The gazebo on Dad’s fancy deck is sporting new awnings, and they look nice with the flowers, but they’re terribly commercial.  The entire PLACE is commercial!  It’s all show and no genuine hospitality or warmth.  I can’t think of a thing my parents have ever purchased that I would buy.  Except food and soap and stuff.  I wonder if they get a special scented soap now.  Maybe it smells like ‘rich’.
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6:21 am

PROPHECY BREAK:

For in this day and in this hour I shall do a work of great magnitude in My Church for all the world to see and no more shall the scoffers scoff or the mockers mock; for they shall see clearly the revelation of My sons and daughters in the earth. Did not those who were filled with My Spirit at Pentecost, turn the world upside down? Indeed, My Spirit shall be poured forth in such a manner as to uproot “all” the walls and foundations which have “harboured” the lies of the Evil One and led My people astray; and all those who truly love Me shall marvel at all these things and they shall “wonder” how they could ever have been held captive by darkness for so long; and they shall turn, and through the anointing which abides within them, they shall be vessels of the greatest attack and assault upon the strongholds of the Evil One that the earth has ever seen. Thus shall My ministry be fulfilled, as My spotless and unblemished Church rises to meet Me in the Heavens.

* I require a ferocious [violent] faith of My people in this final hour!

“violent” – proceeding from or marked by great [in this case, spiritual] force ; the exhibiting of a fierce and intense passion [fervor]; characterized by intensity of any kind

Read more at:  http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/07%20July%202015/WPFBN0703.pdf

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6:09 am

We, the people, are the foundation of a vast human pyramid, at the top of which comfortably rests a world elite that manipulates the human population and world events to broaden and maintain their power. The main agents of this global cartel are the banking elite, the military industrial complex, the medical establishment, the mainstream media, the entertainment industrial complex, and the hundreds of corrupt and co-opted world governments that act as henchmen and watchdogs for the unelected world rulers.

Over our heads they hang the constant specter of war, financial collapse, terrorism and pandemic disease, and to keep us from reacting to their deeds they enlist evermore advanced forms of mind control, biological control and social engineering.

Government plays the roles of spy, censor and thought police, thus robbing the psyche of the freedom of the exploration of thought. Religion seeks to homogenize spiritual experience and externalize divinity.

They recruit us to enforce this prison of the mind on ourselves, and are creating a rising class of those who willingly support them in their efforts. The rest of us are merely subjects of their tyranny, whether we acknowledge it or not, and until a major cultural upheaval occurs, there is little chance of liberating the human race. Thus we must for now focus on liberating the individual and freeing human consciousness.

Read more at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2015/07/02/closing-the-doors-of-perception/

5:56 am

Government In Final Drive To Ban Freedoms


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/government-in-final-drive-to-ban-freedoms/#juayvwiuze7Cz5Qw.99

7/2/15

7:03 pm

I ran into a Republican today, a former chairman from a neighboring county, and he asked if I were still involved with politics.  I said I do a political website, but that he might not like it since I’m now an anarchist.  He didn’t exhibit the expected outrage.  I said, “I am a Christian.  What choice do I have?”  He said, “The government is taking lots of our liberties.”  I said, “Just like Ron Paul said decades ago.”  He took the name of the website but I don’t know that he’ll like it.  I don’t care.  I just pray that he’ll pay attention to current events, if not on my site then some other.  This is the most important thing we’ve seen in our lives.  For those who survive, there will be many more important things.  But as humans on Earth right now, this is it.

6:13 pm

But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman’s hand.

6:05 pm

How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and the scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge?

Using the same tactics used by “gay” rights activists, pedophiles have begun to seek similar status arguing their desire for children is a sexual orientation no different than heterosexual or homosexuals.

That was FAST: Yesterday it was gay marriage; Now look who wants “equal rights”

B4U-Act calls pedophiles “minor-attracted people.” The organization’s website states its purpose is to, “help mental health professionals learn more about attraction to minors and to consider the effects of stereotyping, stigma and fear.”

Read more at:   http://allenbwest.com/2015/06/that-was-fast-yesterday-it-was-gay-marriage-now-look-who-wants-equal-rights/

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4:33 pm

So the pedophiles want us to codify their right to rape babies.  No people in the history of humanity have particularly cared that babies are raped, with the occasional exception of their own.  How about we try it like this: Let’s imagine that the pedophiles are really currency-philes and they want to rape our money.  (We’ll presume that dollars will be irreparably damaged by the rapes.  That’s how it works with children.)  I don’t even need to conclude my example;  If children were money… all persons would protest.  Since they are MORE valuable than money, if we do not stop this evil, we are deranged.  We are also condemned.

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10:49 am

Wouldn’t it be sad if ROBERT GOLDTHORPE went down in history as the biggest Benedict Arnold the human race ever produced?  Because he couldn’t apologize for 1) filing a false police report, 2) abducting his daughter’s children and 3) initiating a smear campaign?  When he has information that could potentially change the conduct of US intelligence services and related psychopaths and stop them from stealing the souls of innocent people?  Glad I’m not that proud and stubborn.

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10:34 am

Jesus’ second coming is not like I was taught, with the rapture disappearing people.  People might disappear, that’s likely, but Jesus won’t be taking too many just yet.  He’s coming for a “spotless” people.  A church “without spot or wrinkle”, so he has to make some people like that,  before he can come.  We are eliminated of blemishes when filled with the Spirit.  He isn’t coming ‘for’ his people until he comes ‘in’ his people.  If we have no desire to be filled with him and to become like him, we won’t.  So lukewarm Christians are here for the duration along with the rest of us.  Good thing God is still changing people, and there is still time.  The only POSSIBLE REFUGE in the soon-coming turmoil…what a wimpy word…is to be UTTERLY SOLD OUT TO THE CREATION OF A RIGHTEOUS PLANET, as evinced by becoming a more righteous self. 

“Thy Kingdom come, on Earth as it is in Heaven.”

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9:36 am

Righteous people are running from the Terminator.  (It’s in the Bible.)  Soul-rapers are sucking up our consciousness,  and selling it along with our metadata.  (Also in the Bible.)  The earth itself is so traumatized that the survival of humanity is imminently threatened.  (“Except those days be shortened” …we’re extinct.)   Technology is performing signs and wonders, as predicted in the Bible.  CERN  is opening doorways to alternative realities, and releasing unknown beings into our world. Evildoers are waxing worse and worse. Men are lovers of themselves and get hot watching the pictures.  Children are violated by those who claim Godly authority over them, and the crowd continues to commemorate the perverts.  The necessity for a cashless society has been established, and the ingestible ‘Mark of the Beast’ is available to facilitate commerce for those who will not survive the purge. (Spiritually.)  The ‘developed’ countries have abandoned ‘mutually-assured-destruction’ detente, and first-strike nuclear attacks are an enticing penis-extender for any psychopath who gets his feelings hurt.  (Now there’s a paradox.)  We’re doomed.  “Come quickly, Lord Jesus.”

9:09 am

“There’s a dividing line being drawn in the sand now, and for those of you who wanna lay down…you might as well be riding for the enemy… because you’re doing nothing but help them with your blindness.  Your silence is consent…”

LEAKED! TPP Will Establish International Court Allowing Corporations to Sue States, Taxpayers

8:48 am

“When you don’t care anymore…this is what happens.”

DOJ TO LEGALIZE BESTIALITY AND PEDOPHILIA AMONG 12 NEW PERVERSIONS IN SECRET MEMO

8:37 am

I woke George near five because the prison called looking for somebody to fill a shift.  Immediately.  He refused and said he didn’t want to make it easier for them to be stupid.  I said something to the effect of, “I wish you’d make it REALLY HARD for the government to be stupid.”  He asked (facetiously)  if I meant for him to bomb Lansing.  He asked, “What do you WANT ME TO DO?”  I wish I knew.  I said somebody should tell us all what to do. He suggested hackers.  Everybody knows they have the power to put an end to all this corruption and deceit.  (And electronic torture.)  I told him I’ve been trying to recruit them.  Somebody, somewhere knows what to do.  “Oh Captain, my Captain!”  Where’s Ron Paul when you need him?

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8:02 am

I think the NSA et al could destroy a lot of minds with a single trick.  Some of the things I’ve seen could really put a person over the edge.  I was not surprised to see items move around on their own, because I believed in spiritual entities who can also manipulate the physical realm.  But I STILL got shook, and I’d like to know how some of my weird experiences were accomplished.  One time I was sitting outdoors at my table and a leather belt had been left slung across it.  As I typed all alone in the darkness,  the belt spontaneously moved about two feet across the table and fell to the floor slamming the buckle pretty loud.  I was being SERIOUSLY gaslighted at the time and I remember running into the house to tell George.  Was that demons or directed energy?  Are they any different for all practical purposes?  I’d like to know if a bizarre firefly was 1) a drone, 2) a real firefly getting poked with microwaves, or 3) a firefly in a tiny-little brain-harness;  I understand all three are possible.  It was really cool that he landed perfectly centered on my cigarette pack and flashed at even intervals for a couple hours straight.  Did somebody chip Connie?
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7:46 am

I think this website will be very important in a time when books are multi-media events available at the speed of thought, and presented as such.  It has compiled a VAST amount of information about the revolution in a short amount of time.  God bless Snowden.  It is extraordinarily convoluted, but maintains several themes.  I feel like I’m playing pachinko when I work.  All the little info-balls fall down from above and land in random places.  I guess that’s also how the Bible looks, in 2D.   I forget to be grateful for all these many hours on my butt as the house grows grungier.  Someday my prince will come.  I am seeing him at a distance.  I am VERY impatient but also I am very blessed.

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7:34 am

MUSIC BREAK

“Father, father, we don’t need to escalate.”

“War is not the answer; only love can conquer hate.”

“We’ve got to find a way to bring some understanding here today…”

“Talk to me…so you can see..what’s going on!”

The late, great Marvin Gaye.

His BAPTIST FATHER MURDERED HIM!  (Google it)

What’s Going On

7:27 am

How do black girls often become so free and confident with their bodies?  They can be as fat as a pig but still be gorgeous. And they strut to show they know it.  Black girls can wear enormous earrings and bright colors without people thinking they’re dressed up for Halloween.  I’d like to mind-meld with a really ugly black girl who can dance.  She probably wouldn’t go for it though.  Around here, I get comments because I wear skirts.  I’ve been TOLD to wear jeans.  Wouldn’t it be fun to live somewhere else?  As someone else?  With someone else?

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7:05 am

“We’ve warned about it for the longest time !  Everybody’s wanted to keep sleeping on it!
 
People are gonna come back and say, ‘How come no one ever told us about this?”
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–WE HAVE BEEN…
YOU’VE HAD YOUR HEAD IN THE SAND!–
So if you’re hearing this when it’s too late…it’s your own fault.
…because some of us have been out here diligently…on a daily basis…trying to get this truth out there while the sheep keep on sleeping.
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So if anybody gets caught up in this storm, it’s no one else’s fault but your own.
 
For turning the other cheek.  And we’ve been out here screaming bloody murder, about what’s happening.”

(The astonishingly diligent DAHBOO7)

6:24 am

Baptist missionaries affiliated with my father’s church  raped young girls and made them confess to ‘adultery’.  The victims’ websites are heartbreaking, they’re still seeking justice.

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What more obvious and in your face example can you have than dirty, perverted old, and young, men disguised as “conduits to god” sexually abusing young people? It’s so common it’s become a joke.

Where’s the joke in that? Where the hell is common sense justice and stopping these perverse maniacs from preying on innocent children?

Paedophelia and the Brutal Cover Up – Psychopathy At Large

It’s the bizarro world of muzzle and kill the good people and let the devils run amok.

We’re also talking satanic ritual abuse, supposedly human creatures actually performing sexual and torturous blood sacrificial rituals on innocent children, as well as others.  Routine rape and other forms of physical abuse are merely lower level forms, yet just as horrific, of these same demonic abuses.

That this phenomenon that has gone on for centuries and continues full throttle into today’s world is something the world is apparently not prepared to accept – and therefore complicit in – is only sealing humanity’s own fate if it doesn’t wake up and decide to stand up against it.

See more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/paedophelia-brutal-cover-psychopathy-large/

7/1/15

3:52 pm

I went for a ride to pray.  I haven’t done since the roads thawed,  but it used to be my sustenance.  I drove into the woods about fifteen miles without seeing another car.  On the way back I didn’t see one either.  That’s one of the many things I’ll miss when I’m not around here so much.  I know I’m annoying, and I dislike annoying people but I also dislike watching people being driven over a cliff, and that’s the current situation.  I caught George,  a bit after I overheard him and Isaac discussing me, and I said, “You’ve got to give me this much.  If I knew, truly knew, especially since I’ve been researching for two years nonstop… that the shit was approaching the fan, and I did not do what I could to alert people…I would be most evil.”  I know he agreed with that because he said ‘yes’ a couple times along with the head-nod.  I’m pacified for now but it bothers me that I took the comments about myself personally.  I should NEVER do that if I’m about God’s business.   God plans for big things and I’m a very small person.  (In one sense at least.)  I pray that he will enlarge my heart so that I do not care about my own situation, and determine what I can do to help others with my records.  Somebody’s got to have some direction for me.

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1:18 pm

What my nearest think of me makes not a whit of difference, not that I could identify a whit.  (Or a wit, probably.) There is NO WAY that God arranged for ALL THAT PERFECT evidence, and not intend to use it.  Waiting is the hardest part.

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FOR ANYONE WHO HASN’T PUT THIS TOGETHER YET… 

THESE LUNATICS ARE BUILDING KILLER MACHINES THAT CAN LEARN!

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1:05 pm

I also told George that our old Christian friends who I spoke to the other day were also VERY AWARE OF JADE HELM.  Not a flicker of interest.  “God, please have mercy on George.”

To save some time, “JADE” is a software application the military is now using that allocates manpower and equipment on-the-fly based on prior experience, prior events, and the capability of being able to “predict criminal activity.” It is an artificial intelligence application that learns which tactics and personnel were most successful in different scenarios.  That is the “JADE” part of Jade Helm.  JADE is taking the helm (lead) in this exercise, and according to the information in my previous post, for now the plan is to encompass the most dense pockets of veterans based on location information obtained by Peter Thiel and then turned over to the CIA during Bilderberg.

How Jade Helm and the Pentagon’s Biological Technology Office Are Linked


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/how-jade-helm-and-the-pentagons-biological-technology-office-are-linked/#q27Sq6EmjSd4tzf7.99

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12:46 pm

After overhearing George discussing with Isaac, my continual demands for an audience, I started telling him about some current events.  He rolled his eyes and reminded me of the earlier times I expected the world to end.  I quoted (sort of)

2 Peter 3:3-4

King James Version (KJV)

Knowing this first, that there shall come in the last days scoffers, walking after their own lusts,

And saying, Where is the promise of his coming? for since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of the creation.

I said, “Can you not maybe see yourself in those verses?  Maybe I cried wolf a few times but if you won’t look at the evidence do not tell me that now is not different.”  “If I’m out here fighting the good fight and you’re not willing to help then at least don’t stand in my way.”  He nodded.  And bought me cigarettes.

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Message to Isaac:

I was raped.  Nobody cares.  That’s my starting point.

Others are raped.  I DO CARE.  I kept good records and can help them.

What’s not to understand?  (Or to gossip about?)

(A man could be part of the solution, instead of maintaining the problem.)

12:40 pm

Text to my brother and my mom:

My sons think I could be a liar but you know I’m not.  I know you’ll do the right thing.  I love you.

TEXT TO MY DAD:

“I know you’ll fix the damage you did.  You’re my dad and I’ve always loved you.”

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11:59 am

I overheard a conversation between Isaac and George…about me.  I have been entirely upfront about everything I’ve ever said about them. Twenty-thousand articles and they think I’m wrong…but will not look at evidence.   IF ONE OF THEM STOOD UP AND CARED ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR FAMILY AND WHAT IS HAPPENING TO AMERICA I WOULD NOT HAVE TO CONTINUE THIS ONSLAUGHT OF WORDS.  I’d like that a lot more than they would.  I wish SOMEBODY would look at my evidence and instruct me.

11:32 am

SURVEY OF 382 U.S. LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCIES SHOWS FAR GREATER CONCERN ABOUT ANTI-GOVERNMENT EXTREMISTS THAN ABOUT ISLAMIC TERRORISTS

Anti-government extremists were listed more than any other by far: 73.8%. Al Qaeda-inspired extremists came in a distant second, at 39.3%.

“Law enforcement agencies in the United States consider anti-government violent extremists, not radicalized Muslims, to be the most severe threat of political violence that they face,” the survey’s authors, Charles Kurzman and David Schanzer, wrote in their report (pdf).

Read more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/Survey_of_382_U.S._Law_Enforcement_Agencies_Shows_Far_Greater_Concern_about_Anti-Government_Extremists_than_about_Islamic_Terrorists/44843/0/38/38/Y/M.html

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11:18 am

Are we as good as the best thing we’ve done…or the last thing?  I’d sleep better to know it was the former.  An ostracized-tortured person is hyper-vigilant.  I’m grateful that my government keeps track of my efforts to be consistently profound…and truthful.  I’d like to relax and it’s been a long time.  A long heart-felt conversation with my dad is what I need.  He’s my dad and he’ll give me what I need.  Jesus has him.

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11:01 am

My family is reaching out it seems, in their recent decisions to treat my son as a human being.  Since they all find it too difficult apparently, to dial 906-291-1376, the fact that they’re spending time with Josh is a joy.  It is the only joy yet of our reconciliation, but soon they’ll all join me for dinner at my new condo in Toronto.  I’ll make lots of things with no vegetables so my sister can eat too.
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10:32 am

What I’ve done is astonishing.  It’s flattering that people who know me best are not astonished, but there are others who have watched astonishing things and have not noticed.  (Perhaps they are missing much more?)  My dad spread the word.  He said that when I ran for Congress I was ‘acting out’.  (That’s a highly-educated term for a lowly-educated man.)  I had no desire to display myself, in fact that was the hardest part.  Nevertheless, I DID RUN FOR CONGRESS.  A number of citizens found me credible enough to endorse my efforts.  Actually, the finest people I ever knew supported me.  I am honored to have known such principled and motivated light-workers.  If I had not ‘acted out’ I wouldn’t have met them.  Principled people don’t hang out at the Baptist church and that fact alone should have alerted me to my father’s duplicity; after all, he signs their checks.

Leaving Robert-World was the best thing that ever happened for my spiritual advancement…but also for my always-wavering faith in humanity.  The Baptists teach that every human is bad.  The Baptists teach that Baptist people have been made good.  (They also mention the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus often, but they always denigrate those similarly-blood-washed/and/bought masses who attend funerals at different franchises.)  I am so grateful that God permitted/required me to see the snakes’nest that is American government.  I am so grateful that he introduced me to kindred spirits who love truth and are not afraid to let their voices be heard.

 I am so grateful that soon we will all be productive light-workers, and there will be no enemy in the camp.  There may be ‘dirty libs’ around, but we’ll all be pretty liberal. Temperance is a personal issue with congregational consequences.   Marriage will be an affair of the hearts-involved, and none other.  “Really-Fun-Productivity” will replace “Keeping Up With the Kardashians” and cable will be free.  The open-pollinated pastures will feed us all.  “Seeking a friend for the end of the world.”  (And also for the beginning of a far better one.)

“Dear Lord, tell me what to believe.  Under every circumstances, enable me to follow you.”

My gmail address line said “CA”.  That’s Canada, right?

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Something WONDERFUL could happen to me today!

8:43 am

Josh didn’t come home for dinner last night, and I was in bed by the time he got here.  Apparently he dined with his grandparents, my sister and a cousin.  That’s nice for him.  And he went shooting with my brother the day before.  That’s nice too.

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7:49 am

George grew the best marijuana I’ve seen, before or since.  He enjoyed growing  it more than anything I’ve seen, before or since, and he was the best.  (‘The Shit That Killed Elvis’ is a legend.)  He changed nutrients at specific times; he tested ph and carbon dioxide.  He kept meticulous records.  In a free world, he could grow as much as he wanted and sell it to whomever he chose and it wouldn’t matter that his state job no longer provides retirement benefits.  (He still has never used marijuana, to my knowledge.  He’d bring a bud cupped in his hand and rhapsodize about its fragrance.)  There’s no such thing as a free market when it comes to our health decisions.  My grandma had cancer and wanted laetrile but it was illegal.  I think she nibbled on apricot pits and hoped for the best.  Oxygen therapies were in common use a hundred years ago, I saw an add for ozone treatment in a local newspaper reprint, but we’re told to fear ozone although entire cities use it to disinfect drinking water.  Didn’t Royal Rife tell us how to cure nearly anything at all?  And the ‘blue-bloods’ have known about antibacterial properties of silver since they started dropping do-dads in their milk vessels.  (It turned them blue but the milk didn’t sour.)  So strong is the Rothschild-AMA-pharmaceutical lobby, we’re not even permitted to KNOW ABOUT alternative therapies.  We’re ridiculous to keep buying poisons from those who won’t permit us anything else!

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7:28 am

When I first became involved with marijuana again, when I became a Republican, after decades of abstinence, I had no idea how normal cannabis use had become.  A liberal friend predicted the easy passage of the pitiful Michigan medical cannabis law, but I was a bit surprised.  Several years ago, my organic-farmer-purebred girlfriend was busted, with her small children held on the porch, for selling cannabis baked goods to elderly people with legitimate ailments.  Agents raided her farm with black helicopters and dark suv’s.  Now isn’t that stupid and a vile waste of resources?  One signature later, and it’s perfectly legal to administer her superior assistance.  Cannabis components KILL CANCER CELLS and provide tremendous relief of seizures and CP symptoms and they make people focus better and communicate more easily.  Patents have been filed for cannabis products, so they can’t tell us it has ‘no medicinal value’ and should be a Schedule 1- controlled substance on par with heroin.  But, we wouldn’t buy as much Prozac if the truth got out.

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7:08 am

Maybe in order to survive the apocalypse, we all must be taken to the point where we have nothing to depend on. No love.  Maybe that’s the only point where God’s absolute sufficiency can be studied.  I hope that’s not the case; I hope that my loveless experience may educate others absolving their need to suffer.  It is suffering, to live without human love.  It is also blissful at times,  but I’m looking forward to reentering the land of the living.  My dad will open the way.  I think I trust him again.  God must be giving me more love.  I came from the store yesterday and told Josh, “I think those girls like me.  They hug me and call me pet names.  I think EVERYBODY likes me who my dad didn’t tell I was crazy.”  He said, “That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you.  And there’s a GREAT BIG WORLD full of people who never talked to your dad.”  How do I get there?

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6:57 am

I think at this point it might be in order to mong a little fear.  Normally, causing people to fear is not Godly…but the Watchman on the Wall is a pertinent Biblical figure.  Dear not-insignificant-others, the forces of darkness are closing in.  Is there a real man among you?  Somebody should tell me what to do.

6:53 am

The U.S. Is Experiencing An Unprecedented Movement Of Troops And Material, White Transport Vehicles Entering USA Ports and Strip Mall Conversions to FEMA Camps Spells Trouble

And the largest owners of malls in North America have struck a deal with DHS to allow their facilities to be used as FEMA camp detention facilities.

Please allow me to remind you that DHS has contracted with every major league sports franchise to use their stadiums and arenas for impromptu FEMA camps.

In the drill, children were taken,  from Denver elementary schools, during school hours without the permission of their parents.

Dave,

Just a thought:  You mentioned about 80% of the public goes to Walmart.  With the towers and doorway facial recognition system in place, maybe one day you go shopping, but never come out again.  Under the NDAA, you just disappear, or are “mugged” in the parking lot at night, etc.  Maybe they haul your car off…maybe not.  The towers might have the camera systems, initially, to locate people of interest to DHS.  Later they could be used as you indicated.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-u-s-is-experiencing-an-unprecedented-movement-of-troops-and-material-white-transport-vehicles-entering-usa-ports-and-strip-mall-conversions-to-fema-camps-spells-trouble/#rUvox3fgPWjCwPPs.99

Located near Tacoma, WA.

6:21 am

Update on my sister’s kick-backs from drug companies:

CHRISTINE RATTIN

5606 SW Lee Blvd
Lawton, OK 73505-9688
Specialty:
Allopathic & Osteopathic Physicians/Internal Medicine, Cardiovascular Disease

Summary Information for Program Year 2014

Change Program Year:
2014
2013
$4,341.21
Total General Payments
32
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5:40 am

The individual vs. collective mind control

When I’ve presented these figures to mainstream reporters, doctors, scientists, some independent reporters, the response is:

Nothing.

Whether I’ve communicated through writing or in person, it’s as if I haven’t said anything at all.

There is a blank space, a hiatus, a fracture in time.

A single disruptive intrusion. A fact that shakes the whole structure in the mind, like an earthquake.

Alarms go off. “Reject that fact! Reject it! It’s false! It has to be false! Maintain stability!”

“Stability being restored. The structure is intact. Standards are being rebooted. Normality is being reasserted. Resume standard operations.”

The big truth is neutralized.

But the worst outcome of all is: the individual cannot even conceive of his own life and future in large terms. The individual responds to tighter and control with a shrug, as if to say, “What difference does it make?”

Read more at:   https://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2015/06/28/the-individual-vs-collective-mind-control/

4:58 am

“HONOR KILLING”:  A family MURDERS a member if she’s raped.

Jimmy Carter: Why I believe the mistreatment of women is the number one human rights abuse

4:13 am

I need to know a lot of things for my spiritual progress.  For instance, I need to know about why I am not as tortured as before.  Is it because 1) somebody turned down the temperature, 2) I just do everything they want anyway so I don’t get negatively-reinforced, or 3) I have advanced spiritually so that I can discharge the effects before they get too far into my body.  This answer would help me research electronic weaponry too.  It would also demonstrate how much money the goons owe me for experimenting on my mind.

4:02 am

EVERYTHING I EVER THOUGHT I KNEW IS GONE.
Perhaps I am not alone,  but you couldn’t tell by my metadata.  I’d really like to talk to somebody who gives a shit. People, dearest brethren:  Please see me.  Please see yourselves.  Please consider the scriptures and the alternative news sites. I had a dream where I was blind and I drove my WHOLE FAMILY to safety –OUT of the ‘church’ as it exploded behind us.  I was completely blinded:  I gave the wheel to Jesus.  Please indulge my reflection that the past few years have seen me driving blind…and followed closely by the whole fam-damily. Please consider my recognition, that the ‘church’ will explode…because it is fraudulent…and the NSA abolished lying.  Please accept my invitation to the right side of history.  Please assist my attempts to release mind-controlled captives.  Please assist other tortured individuals.
I have been fighting for Josh since the moment the rapes stopped.  There’s another good question…

6/30/15

4:40 pm

I think my dad should not just give me the money he owes me; I think he should give me all of his money. Lots of reasons; here’s one:  I will never waste money on  JUNK FOOD.  My father has paid the Belgian national debt in fees for junk food.  I am a wise investor; and I do not shirk hard work to make up for what we lack during the time a long-term investment  requires to become relevant.  My dad is SO STUPID for not recognizing the gem he had in his lackluster nest, in his lackluster brood, in his lackluster  me.  Hamburger gravy tonight, just like Grandma made.  But better.  Baked beans, lemon meringue pie, nothing special.  I’m trying out my new sourdough starter; I used rye instead of whole wheat.  It was ugly for a while and it’s still irreverently young, however  I think it’s up to the task. Don’t underestimate youth.  I know I never do.

4:29 pm

MUSIC BREAK

This man is a genius.  Wet yourself .

(And of course.  It’s an allegory.)

The Music Man — Trouble with Matthew Broderick

2:12 pm

I loved being a red-head but my dad didn’t seem to notice.  I sang, I danced and I told snappy stories, but he didn’t give a rip.  What’s a girl gotta do to get some attention?   My young friend asked if I’d rather hear music, or make music.  I answered right away, “I’d rather HEAR music because there are so many different kinds, and I can hear it with others…”  Then I remembered playing in a band, and  playing for a choir, and I reconsidered. Making music with other people is way better.  You’re in the music together.  The hive-mind is not always a bad thing.  I’m really lonely.  You know, sometimes I find it difficult to stay focused sixteen hours a day, seven days a week.  Josh says he gets so bored at work that his blood pressure drops.  I told him I’m getting us a better life and we’ll have it soon.

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2:02 pm

MUSIC BREAK:

I Want to Be Happy (Dance) – ‘No, No, Nanette’

1:50 pm

When deciding how to respond to the imminent destruction of the planet, we should bear in mind the fact that living here and now is a decidedly great blessing.  Somehow, we chose and/or were chosen to participate in the most pivotal time in human history.  This is the big finish and we may perform miracles and create a new world.  The Church fathers LONGED to see what we shall see, and they will.  The Founding Fathers will watch too.  Our ancestors will be interested in how their progeny takes part in events, and we will take part.  George Bush sounded deranged when he declared war on a TACTIC,  and smirked that “those who are not for us, are for our enemies.”   But, that’s actual reality, in a spiritual sense, and in this physical time.  Should we ignore influences  until mind-control-morons destroy our own,  we will  ‘ere the day we said, “No.  Linda is wrong.  I refuse to examine her evidence.”          “No.  My father may be a psychopathic liar bent on destroying his own family, but I WILL NOT INTERVENE.”       “No.  The world may be going to hell in a handbasket… but at least I will not journey alone.”      “No. No. A thousand times ‘no’.  I’d rather die than say ‘yes’.”

10:52 am

July 4: Land of the free, home of the brave? Ok; are you free and brave enough to demand arrests of US .01% War Criminals?

Those of you who consider yourselves responsible and educated citizens, do you respect the sacrifices of all our families through two world wars to uphold the Emperor’s New Clothes simple treaties that make current US wars Orwellian unlawful? I mean, really: can you tell us any more important law for citizens to understand than when armed attack is and is not lawful?

See more:   http://www.washingtonsblog.com/2015/06/july-4-land-of-the-free-home-of-the-brave-ok-are-you-free-and-brave-enough-to-demand-arrests-of-us-01-war-criminals.html

9:46 am

MUSIC BREAK

Just because I like it.  (Did you know directed energy could make birds sing in harmony?)

9:19 am

What would it be like to grow up just naturally progressing into the family business?  What is it like to know the corporation always has your back, and that freebies will become more frequent as you become more ‘successful’?  George comments on the gilded lives enjoyed by the sons of the men of means.  I have too.  It’s an unfair bigotry, initiated at girl-birth and it charges the rules unfairly, and distributes goods inefficiently.  It is untrue that boys are better at business, or more worthy beneficiaries of parental bounty, especially after a few years on the gravy-train.  It is unjust prejudice that encouraged my brother’s children to view Grandpa’s property as their own while my sons may not borrow tools and are  not invited to family events.  The last shall be first and the unjust will be rectified.  I can’t imagine how that’s gonna shake out.

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8:40 am

My dad could have been a writer.  He used to leave these improv phone messages that ran a couple minutes without a breath.  Colorful and clever, poignant and pointed, they were poetry; we’ve still got one around on a cassette tape.  A psychopath sees many of the same things observed by the extremely empathetic.  It’s like they choose the dark side of the force.  Observations of human behavior are finely skilled, in the successful psychopath.  To maintain cover, he learns to mimic what he observes, a different skit for varying situations. They assume they are under observation, because that’s what THEY do all the time.  They look in your eyes very directly and they do not flinch.  I’ve learned a lot about psychopaths over the past two years.  (Of course lots of it was built on unidentified prior experience.)
I’m grateful for everything it took to get me to where I am, spiritually and mentally.  I recognize that God’s plan for my life required preparation, and I’m grateful that torture and ostracism have  prepared me perfectly.   I am grateful for each betrayal and falsehood spread against me.   I’m grateful that soon I’ll work with others who recognize the dire situation at hand, and dare to help.  I’m grateful for my dad.  I’m grateful for George.  I’ll be more grateful when they get real and pull their weight.  There are tangible benefits to being on the right side of history.  Even for the genuinely uncaring.  Psychopaths do what’s in their best personal interest and sometimes it overlaps with what is actually RIGHT.

7:50 am

I bet this site is the most frequently updated single-person, non-automated site in the world!  (Actually it’s two people.  Or a person and a bunch of algorithms.  Or a person and another person’s interns and some algorithms.  Actually, I’ll be glad to find out.)  We’ve posted 20,291 news stories!

7:42 am

PSYWAR — A Must See Documentary

This film explores the evolution of propaganda and public relations in the United States, with an emphasis on the “elitist theory of democracy” and the relationship between war, propaganda and class.

7:35 am

26 Bible Verses about Conspiracies — Evil people conspire; that’s what they do!

Psalms 83:5

For they have conspired together with one mind; Against You they make a covenant:

Jeremiah 11:9

Then the LORD said to me, “A conspiracy has been found among the men of Judah and among the inhabitants of Jerusalem.

See more at:   https://tobefree.wordpress.com/2015/06/29/26-bible-verses-about-conspiracies-evil-people-conspire-thats-what-they-do/

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7:29 am

Bids for the Most Immoral Job Description
Perception-manager, creating PR  for war
Bounty-hunter
Abortionist
Abortionist support staff
TV  News-reader
Pharmaceutical rep
Pre-school teacher who preaches  government
Lukewarm Christian
Gangstalker
Crisis actor
Clergy Response Team member
(Send me any more ideas.  It might turn into a weekly column.)

6:25 am

My parents will just come through and do right by me.  I’m believing that I won’t have to file any lawsuit or camp out on their lawn. ( I’ve tried everything else.)   Now they recognize how ridiculous this has all been.  My father has to make some sort of contribution to truth, that’s obvious.  The required currency is necessarily some overdue self-debasement.  My work is done here and I’m so antsy I can hardly stand it.  Something WONDERFUL is going to happen and free me from my long years of imprisonment and torment.  TRUTH will be honored and so will I.  My family will follow Jesus into the Kingdom and we will love each other very much.

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6:04 am

Do you have any idea how many THOUSANDS of hours I’ve prayed?  Many thousands.  I prayed about the very things happening now, and I prayed that I would be spared when great darkness covered the earth, and that I would not be deceived.  Much time with God’s Spirit is the Biblical ‘oil’ in the parable of ten virgins.  They were all waiting for the bridegroom.  They are us,   who would survive the darkness to see the great light.  The wise virgins spent much time with the Holy Spirit and the foolish ones did not.  (Oil speaks of the anointing, the Spirit.)  When the call went out, and it was time to leave, the lanterns of the foolish virgins went dark.   Out of gas.  They didn’t want to miss the party and begged for oil  from the wise virgins but it was impossible.  There is no way whatsover that a person can give their spiritual history to a person  who has none.  In the time remaining, we should all spend as much time as possible in the presence of God.  If you’ve never even been there, good luck.

5:39 am

Why won’t the veterans defend our rights?  Didn’t they take an oath?  George wears camo almost every day and my dad gets teary-eyed when he meets an old Korean in an elevator.  Their military service was honorable, and instructive… and they’ve left it far behind.  Our country is under attack, from within and without.  Our freedoms are GONE.  Our freedoms are GONE and next they’re coming for our very thoughts.  Will  WWIII begin at the Texas coast with Russian troops on the ‘homeland’?  Why did they begin calling America by the same nickname as Nazi Germany?  How long must Germany pay for America’s prior crimes?  America, the Beautiful, has bloody hands and hearts and we’ve got some serious stuff coming down.  Geo-engineering is DESTROYING THE REAL HOMELAND, our biological necessity!  A band of insurgents… that WE ELECTED… has taken over the control center and they are pushing buttons willy-nilly. The ENTIRE WORLD has rejected the US dollar and we’re still flashing our Michigan bankroll and feeling really safe.  WAKE UP VETERANS!  GROW A PAIR AND HELP US!

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5:09 am

Jade Helm 15! Russia to aid Texas in seceding from the union?!

Oh wow.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/jade-helm-15-russia-to-aid-texas-in-seceding-from-the-union/#3HeWkyzkvIKGUmRT.99

4:56 am

Do Greeks on austerity commit suicide because they’re starving?  Or because they can’t get new stuff?  Just think of the questions we can answer when we have access to the mind-control-machine.  We can change the world for better in many ways.  First we scan the scientists, and dump textbooks accordingly.  Lying has been the problem of every discipline on the planet.  All that experimentation has been a waste if we can’t trust the carbon-unit that records the data.  For the honest ones, we could do some kind of hive-mind-Craigslist, and people could easily locate others studying similar concepts and align with those benefactors of like mind.  NO GRANTS.  Everybody innocent gets out of prison immediately.  No brainer.  Much better than tricks like dropping lampreys in a corn field, we’ll use energy ‘weapons’ to make people vibrate on “happy and thoughtful.”  We’ll fix their bodies so they can concentrate on their minds.  We will relieve pain and create opportunities for creativity and everybody will be productive.  This is gonna be really good.

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4:40 am

It’s hard to get too worked up anymore, about the disasters and bloodshed, and I never thought I’d say that.  When I began the blog I was still unable to read very much without physical response.  BUT, and yesterday my Christian friends felt the same, the news is encouraging; we’re entering the Kingdom.  They all knew about Jade Helm, although a couple are not online.  I made one of the contacts I needed for my trip East.  So Masonic.  I asked about any refuges prepared and they didn’t say.  Maybe in person they’ll tell me more about Christian preparations.  I don’t care what I say on the phone anymore, it’s pointless.

4:31 am

Josh gets it.  He recognizes the implications of AI military control and a history that is disappearing before our eyes, as the hologram is adjusted.  He gets the radiation.  He tried really hard to reject it all, and he was very honest.  He said, “If I believe these things, there’s no answer.  The only POSSIBLE answer is to believe in your God and I don’t.”   I asked, “If I ACTUALLY knew Jesus to be real and I didn’t warn you about these things…wouldn’t I be a completely evil person?”  

6/29/15

7:47 pm

I got a little sunburn today, that’s nice.  My young friend said she’d never seen a five-leaf clover so I went out and picked her one, just like that.  David invited Josh to go shooting.  Good night.

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6:19 pm

I got in touch with a few Spirit-led Christians today; it’s been too long.  I became annoyed at a redundant lesson, and asked what Jesus had said to him this morning.  He didn’t get it.  We don’t have to teach one another anymore, we’ll just know.  I hope those guys will find something to do.  (It’s scripture.)  My son is becoming my father, we need a different time-line.  He’s selling vaginal-rocks, dildos really, and he and his business partner cuddle and discuss the openness that sex oughta have.  He’s in her pants if he’s in her mind like that.  Just like Dad.  Ivana Trump Junior wears her Isaac-stone to meetings.  I suppose that’s pretty hot.

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3:35 pm

Text to David, Dad and Mom:

Every second people are being tortured and I could help them.  Do the right thing.  Please?

Text to David, forwarded to Mom and Dad:

Please grow up.  My nieces need you to protect them.

Text to DAVID AND DAD and Mom:

You KNOW I am a champion.  Get over it and treat me normally.  I’ll treat you better than normal.

12:02 pm

Text to my Mom, my Brother, and my Father:

I am a champion.  You should replace my home.  Or not.  I’d still invite you to my better home.  You’re always welcome because I love you.

—-

11:52 am

MUSIC BREAK

So nice.

Queen – We Are The Champions

11:47 am

Text to my BROTHER, and forwarded to my Mom and my Dad:

If you will not stand up for your sister, will you at least stand up for your mom?

11:41 am

My dad has always abused my mother.  He is uneducated and he tormented her for learning things he does not know.  Her launch was not easy, and as she accrued honors, he attempted… every time… to diminish her accomplishments.  She was tormented with his claims of membership in “Alpha-Phalpha-Moo” when she attained some initials.  He’s basically a pig.  Mom is not.  But she’s stuck.

11:33 am

I sent a text to my mom, and forwarded it to my brother and abusive father:

‘Belittling sarcasm, male privilege, verbal abuse disguised as a joke and played to an audience.’ Sound familiar?  I pray for you.

11:19 am

Real Life Examples of Verbal Abuse

“…countering is the dominant response of some verbal abusers.  He sees his partner as an adversary.  How dare she have a different view from his?  If she sees things differently, he may feel he is losing control and dominance of her.”

1. Belittling sarcasm, male privilege, verbal abuse disguised as a joke and played to an audience

Read more at:   http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2015/06/29/real-life-examples-of-verbal-abuse/

11:10 am

I ran into an older professional woman I haven’t seen for years.  She’s widowed now, and we’ll have lunch after the fourth.  Questions used to be hard, when I tried to support the false reputation of the Goldthorpe family, but now I just tell the truth:
Q)  I thought your dad would  like the idea of you having a seat in Congress…
A) “No…he doesn’t like my politics and initiated a smear campaign…etc.”
Q) Your mom is so brilliant…yada…your boys were homeschooled…she must think…
A) “No.  My mother is a fraud…”
(The woman believes in freedom too.  It was nice to talk to her.)
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9:35 am

I have a friend who is also targeted but doesn’t know it.  He’s not dumb.  He thinks Rachel Maddow wants to have his baby and  I’m sure he could show me communications to that effect.  How many people are being jerked around and don’t know it?  I could help them.

9:12 am

For George:

Dear George, Three years ago I filed for divorce because I wished to minimize your contact with our children, and to provide them an alternative.  You’re still here.  Our sons WILL value truth, even if you do not.  They will recognize evil that you have indulged.  They will, God willing, REJECT LYING.   My life and theirs are stunted by your unwillingness to value truth.  (I don’t understand that.  Maybe you’re under a spell.)  PLEASE EITHER LEAVE OR DO SOME RESEARCH.  As it stands, you’re helping nobody.  Least of all yourself.

8:43 am

Witchcraft is societally feminine.  Wicca exalts the feminine, and the “Spirit of Jezebel” is a female moniker.  However,  WITCHCRAFT is not a strictly feminine pursuit.  WITCHCRAFT is demonstrated by any entity that seeks to control another.  Many men are witches.  “DEAR GOD, I stand under the cover of your shed blood and within your perfect plan, in opposition to the SPIRIT OF WITCHCRAFT.  I was raised in witchcraft and I have shed blood in its propagation over America.  I STAND in DEFIANCE of my earthly FATHER and his ASSOCIATES who would seek to EXTINGUISH  free will.  I stand in defiance of my father, and I do so under the covering of your shed blood.   I STAND in defiance to any mortal soul who seeks fulfillment by controlling others.  I declare destruction to those who will not permit others to live.  I STAND AGAINST murderers, and whoremongers, and MY FATHER. He’s a witch and we should not suffer a witch to live.  Nevertheless, please do not take his life.   Amen.”

8:29 am

MUSIC BREAK

Dedicated to TRUTH and FREEDOM!

Ding Dong The Witch Is Dead

“This is a day of independence for all the Munchkins and their descendants…”

8:23 am

TEXT TO DAD:

Don’t go to hell over me.  Your buddies laugh at you already.

8:15 am

Question for my goon/angel:

Did you veer a timeline for me?  Is that what happened?  Teach me how!

8:10 am

And I returned just in time to toot triumphantly at my dad who was putting garbage in his dumpster.  I’ve always wanted to spike the ball.  I put chopsticks in Josh’s lunch, he loves that.  He needs a larger life and soon he’ll have it.

7:59 am

I went out to the Bear’s Den and Mike asked if I’ve been on vacation.  (I hadn’t been in there for a couple months.)  I said, “No.  I just don’t have to drink so much beer because I got my dad’s attention.”  I asked if he believes in God and he said yes.  Then I said, “God is so good.  My father is a lying psychopath and even tried to murder me…and there was nothing I could do.  But God took care of it.  Pretty soon I’ll be rich!”  He lost some weight since I’ve seen him.  He also lost FIVE FILLINGS.  He’s changing dentists.  We had a nice chat.

—-

6:48 am

AI Strikes Back! Artificial Intelligence Machine Gets Testy with Its Programmer

“The machine says, ‘I don’t have ethics.'”

6:38 am

TEXT TO DAD, DAVID, and MOM:

It’s over.  If you make me sue you I will cry crocodile tears for any newspaper that is interested in a scandal involving a rich self-righteous family and a former federal candidate.  What else do I have to do?  Also, I have incredible evidence so it would be fun for me.

6:19 am

MUSIC BREAK

“…released just before his  smash hit … L O W D O W N…”

It’s Over

6:14 am

Text to DAVID, Mom and DAD:

Do the right thing or you will suffer far longer than I have.

6:00 am

My mom confessed, didn’t she?  She acknowledged my violations and stated ADAMANTLY that Dad was not responsible. Why would she say that ‘somebody else’ was responsible WITHOUT TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT EVEN ONE TIME?   Under usual circumstances, a mother who KNOWS HER DAUGHTER WAS RAPED would most certainly want to see her daughter become well, and to assist her, but that’s not the case.  She KNOWS what happened to me.  She KNOWS things she will not say.  She ABANDONED me and my children years ago because she was defending lies.  This is over isn’t it?  God said so, but it’s been hard to feel that way.  It’s only a matter of time and that is running out.

I hope Dad isn’t too hard on her for spilling the beans.  “Lord, have mercy.”

5:51 am

* One will not forsake “another” in their divinely ordained relationships unless they have first forsaken Me [My Word – Will] to some degree.

(Do you suppose having a girl baby you didn’t want might be ‘divinely ordained’?  Do you suppose arranging for her to be raped and nearly murdered is to ‘forsake’ her?)

….”Let your love be sincere, a real thing; hate what is evil, loathe all ungodliness, turn in horror from wickedness, but hold fast to that which is good. Love one another with brotherly affection as members of one family, giving precedence and showing honour to one another. Never lag in zeal and in earnest endeavour; be aglow and burning with the Spirit”…. Romans 12:9-11 Amplified Translation

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/06%20June%202015/WPFBN0629.pdf

6/28/15

5:44 pm

OK Hacker-gods, it’s apparent that my father who has resources that could assist the momentum of TRUTH… will not step up to the plate.  Could you do me a favor?  Give him an orgasm from outer space.  (OK, maybe that wouldn’t work for a guy his age.  I’ll think of something else.)  Anyway, he MUST be awakened.  (You can do that too.)  He’s a hard worker and when he gets his priorities out of the gutter, he could help us.  Really. (I know it sounds far-fetched but he could.)

5:38 pm

Dad,

What in the WORLD are you waiting for?  Tomorrow maybe, or certainly next month, your life WILL be very different.  You could prepare for that now, by recognizing that lying has been abolished.  THEY KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.   You WILL go to hell if the world continues as it is,  and you continue as you do.  I do not want you to go to hell.  I don’t want that even more than I don’t want Isaac to be abducted by Jade Helm crisis-actors who figure it’s all a game as long as the check clears.  You DO NOT RECOGNIZE REALITY AND YOU DO NOT LOVE THOSE YOU SHOULD.  Tough.  I can deal with that. But, can you?  I love you.

5:17 pm

If appearance is all we’re betting on…and it seems to be so, we’ve short-changed humanity tremendously.  I want technology that photographs a person’s soul.  Despite all the selfies produced and promoted, we live in a world that makes is supremely hard to see anybody’s self.  Maybe ‘because of’?

—-

5:01 pm

Prayer.  I’m pooped.

“Lord, as you know, sometimes I feel as if I can’t take any more.  Please change me quicker.  I have been ostracized and denigrated by such fake people!  It’s very hard to take, but I guess you know that too.  Please change my heart; fill me with SO MUCH LOVE that my family regrets losing me.  Please make me be like you, so they will see miracles instead of just GOING SHOPPING AGAIN.  Please, as I reject resentment, remove it from me.  Their eternal souls are worth some pain.  Please enable me to bear it.  Stop the lies please?  STOP the lying people’s lying mouths and lying checkbooks.  Enable us to view one another’s REAL CHARACTERISTICS rather than fraudulent reputations.  Reveal my father’s heart to the world.  So far he doesn’t even seem to see it himself.  Amen.”

—-

4:35 pm

Buying lingerie for a woman implies a number of things.  For one thing, it definitively demonstrates that you noticed her lady-parts… and that you think about them.  Those thoughts create new neural pathways of a sexual nature.  Also, when she gets the grundies, she will know that you do so think, creating new neural pathways in her head as well.  She may be flattered or disgusted but nevertheless, she’ll look at you differently.  Dad knows that.  My father has corralled whole stables of lady-friends with ‘Panty-of-the-Month-Club.’  He would wink at my girlfriend when her husband wasn’t looking.  Such fun to get into their panties without ever having to put out.  (That’s probably a good thing at my dad’s age.)  But, his daughter was never enrolled for monthly pretties; maybe he knew that’s not OK .  HE SHOULD ALSO VIEW MY BROTHER’S WIFE AS A DAUGHTER AND NOT A SEX OBJECT.  Just sayin’.

4:02 pm

Goldhorpes WILL be truthful helpful people.  (Failing that, we will disappear.)  We’ll start with one another.  How about we get together and all pretend that the others are not ‘loved ones’ but business prospects?  That should be good for a start.

—-

3:36 pm

DAVID-

Hey, EASY!  Just think about it.  Giving a gift is intended to make somebody’s life more pleasant.  If a gift is given that is OBVIOUSLY not intended to make somebody’s life more pleasant, it is given to make a point. (Like that one time Mom made me a birthday cake.  Dad put smoked provolone between the layers.)  What point is to be garnered when an old man gives lingerie to his son’s wife?  Alpha-male.  Am I wrong?  Might you get more respect at home if Dad respected you?  I know I would.

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2:22 pm

TEXT TO DAD and forwarded to Mom and David:
“You like it when you feel powerful.  It helps if you shrivel David’s dick a bit.”
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2:01 pm

TEXT TO DAD, forwarded to David and Mom:
Do you even know how inappropriate it is for you to give your daughter-in-law sexy brassieres as gifts?  You’re embarrassing!  If my brother were a man, you’d have been dethroned before now.

1:29 pm

I want to escape.  I want to be a waitress someplace warm where everybody calls me Brandi.  (Or some other name ending in ‘i’.)  I want to ignore the fate in store for those I love; I want to be happy and free.  I WILL NOT DIE so why should I care that others will?  MUSIC BREAK:  No Bandwidth:  Dylan:  ‘Death Is Not The End.”

1:19 pm

I missed my opportunity  to burn the first gift my father gave George in ages.  The “American Patriot” jacket and hat are nowhere to be found.  Perhaps George clutches them to his bosom as he lies in his bed at night all alone. My father’s gift was demonstrative, rather than heartfelt, but George doesn’t recognize 1) sarcasm, 2) love, or 3) THE HANDWRITING ON THE WALL.  “Dear George, my father does not love you.  He has  NEVER helped us!  HE WON’T EVEN LEND US TOOLS!  Please wake up!  The world is changing, as we (I, and I thought, you…) expected.  MY DAD IS NOT ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF HISTORY. This is not rocket-science.  He hasn’t talked to his own daughter for six years!  PLEASE, do not love the lie just because it’s easier!  Please, love TRUTH!” “Lord, you said in your word that you would never lose one of your own.  You also told me in 2007 that George belongs to you.  May I please be excused now?  If not, will you please LIGHT A FIRE UNDER GEORGE’S ASS.  Thank you.  Amen.”  “He washed some dishes.  Thank you.  But I’d prefer if he’d think.”

12:56 pm

What a waste my recent marriage has been.  For decades I did as I said, and I was consistently responsible for many things.  All it took was one interjection by a VERY TROUBLED LYING HUMAN, and all that honesty and dependability was for naught.  I am trustworthy but I am not trusted.  A psychopath took my place in the affections of a simple man. What a waste.  I maybe could have been honest and dependable on behalf of a cause that valued truth. Obviously, my marriage did not.  I’m glad it’s over.  I’d like to move on.  (But God wastes nothing and I am his.)  Anyway, being alone with the Truth is better than a party with a bunch of lie-lovers.

—-

12:49 pm

When God gives me fresh topics  to think about, I’m OK with George’s presence.  Other times I get antsy and feel deprived of fresh manna.  Then George drags me down.  His concerns are mundane, and his perceptions limit my own.  He’s not stupid; but he’s not at all interested.  He refuses to evolve, and I’m prohibited from evolving,  and we live together.  Can you think of a worse combination?  He had five days off in a row.  Today should be better.
—-

11:02 am

MESSAGE:

Dear George, I know you never had a dad and you can’t believe that my dad is not what you always thought a dad should be.  (I’m in the same situation.)  Please note, he lied and I did not.  Dad and I made a bet and he lost because he’s a pathological liar.  If you do not believe the circumstances you may call any of my family members and ask if 1) Dad has ever lied to him/her, and 2) has Linda.  If you do not research, you do not love truth and that makes me sad because Truth is Jesus so you obviously don’t love him.   My dad is not the man he markets. Do not believe lies, please.  The conflicting reality you’re creating affects others too.  Do not choose sides if you are not even willing to become informed.   Thank you.

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10:48 am

“Until they become conscious, they will never rebel, and until after they have rebelled, they cannot become conscious.”— George Orwell

– See more at: http://www.thedailysheeple.com/slave-or-rebel-ten-principles-for-escaping-the-matrix-and-standing-up-to-tyranny_062015#sthash.MUQstWow.dpuf

10:40 am

I waved to my dad when he drove by in the Sunday School bus.  I wonder if they’ll say something today in Sunday School that he hasn’t heard a thousand times before?  Stop.  WAIT.  (That’s a given.)  I wonder if they’ll say something his body has heard a thousand times but his hardened-heart rejected.  “Please Lord, let it be so.”  “No more ‘deal’-bullshit.  Just truth. First me, then George.”   “Amen.”

—-

10:22 am

Peaceful People Are Really Creepy People
A local arts group created “Peaceful People.”  They’re basically a scarecrow dressed in last year’s duds.  The movement populated two counties with these dummies a couple years ago, and now my dad has a fresh set at his place.  (Josh and I snatched a Gorbeshev t-shirt from one of the old ones when we were doing some yard work.)  “Peaceful People” are not real people, and you can tell by looking at them.   They watch over driveways and activities.  But, peaceful people are prideful and don’t care what happens to the rest of us.    Peaceful people are not compassionate; no matter what crimes they observe…they’ll never stand up for you.  Peaceful people are quiet, but they murmur among themselves.  Peaceful people are stalwart and steadfast and good for nothing.  Peaceful people are FAKE people after all.
—-

10:08 am

Did you ever meet somebody and know that your life would be forever different?  Afterwards, all memories and intents are circuited through another  junction box.  The implications glitter differently when displayed against a different cloth.  Everything that ever happened now makes sense. What if we viewed all of our lives’ elements similarly, as merely preparational?  What if we decided to believe what we know, and to behave as though no consequences could harm us and therefore allowed no threat to distract us?  What if we didn’t fear death? What if we recognized that human consciousness, individually, cannot be exterminated.  (Could God ever die?  I breathe his breath.)  What if we each decided that since our own lives will continue forever and nothing can threaten that, how about we make another’s life more bearable for this short episode called ‘time’?   Conversely, what if we KNEW things and CHOSE not to believe them?  What if death would not, could not, and never can… dissever us from the future we create by refusing to believe?  What if we spend ETERNITY hearing a disembodied voice whisper:  “I told you so.”  (?)  That’s hell.
(*inversely?)
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9:46 am

By changing our emotions artificially, the PTB are actually changing our ‘material’ reality, through vibrational alteration.  This is a really big deal.  Propaganda also sets us at a frequency to manifest events according to a plan.  The plan is for zombie wars to eliminate the useless thinkers. Why in the world do we still indulge the left-right paradigm, or elections at all!  Humanity itself is threatened!   Yesterday Earth recorded, at Fukushima,  the highest radiation reading in history by many becquerels.  Geo-engineering and GMO’s have initiated irreversible pandemic destruction of our food supply and biological support.  Mass murders are instigated when the headlines wax truthful, utilizing mind-altering pharmaceuticals and mind-raping technology.  HATRED IS CATALYZED.  WE MUST HATE OR WE DON’T FIT IN.  They don’t care much about the object of our hatred;  it is sufficient that we hate.  Hatred vibrates at a frequency conducive to a timeline with very negative consequences for the common man.  We change the world by changing ourselves and standing firm on commitment to truth and brotherly love.  We change the world by changing the vibration of reality, and we do that by raising our personal vibration.  In every circumstance.  That will become easier as more people follow suit.

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8:18 am

satan george bush

7:29 am

It’s a fact of life that people have a short window of time in which they are naturally inclined to seek a liberation of heart and mind. It happens as what passes for a rite of passage in these times. Then the world moves in and the window closes and the louvers go up and you’re on rails for what remains of this material dream.

That one legitimate choice is to surrender to the divine imperative or to rebel against it. That is ALL that we have here and no matter how varied the examples of us might be here, they are ALL about one or the other. Every life situation is about this.

(Les Visible)

6:38 am

I’m thinking of including a contact form on the site.  Everybody who knows my dad has some story about him.  All the family recounts his  psychopathic expectations and offense.  Maybe I’ll start a new page with stories about “The Time Robert Screwed Me.”  I won’t use names because Dad will know anyway.

—-

6:30 am

TEXT TO MY DAD:

No deals.  Here’s what you say:  “Linda, you have been right all along.  You have important work to do.  Here is the money I owe you.”  You could also say:  “I recognize that you have always loved me and although you are very weird I will endeavor to love you too.”  (But only if you want to.)

6:03 am

MUSIC BREAK, Family Anthem…

Money (That’s What I Want) (Live) [HD]

5:51 am

FAMILY:

We’ve got to be honest with Dad, that’s obvious, but we also must build him up.  He’s shattered.  He thought I’d be long gone; we must have pity.  He has MANY GOOD QUALITIES and we must encourage him to finesse those…but we must NEVER TOLERATE HIS LIES.  We should observe his activities, and read his brain waves until we’re certain they coincide in a statistically moral fashion.  We should do him kindnesses, and provide assistance when he (eventually…) confesses need of us.  We will FORCE him to love us; it can be done.

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5:37 am

I chuckle at my dad, I always have.  He’s the only one in the family with half a sense of humor.  Now he wants to deal.  Did I nurture the heart of a mercenary, I would call my accountant.  However, I fight for principles of eternal merit, I fight for Truth.  I haven’t heard Dad laugh for years.  He smirks, and sometimes a small sound escapes his throat.  God, he was so much fun.  He woke me up early one Sunday morning when I was pimpled and belligerent and we flew to Mackinac Island where we took a horse-drawn buggy downtown and bought fudge for Mom which was delivered in time to get to church.  He was the MOST FUN!  He remembers that day too; he told me yesterday.  I miss him a lot but I expect he misses himself much more.

—-

5:19 am

Jade Helm is an exercise of AI military command.  (Guess that’s why Obama has FIRED TONS OF MILITARY OFFICERS.)  It is a pre-‘crime’ predictor of reactions and responses and immediately determines an individual’s behavior possibilities.  “The system removes the administrative delay in the ‘kill-chain’.  It has no no moral compass, empathy or regrets.”   Now that they’ve automated war, what do they need us grunts for?   I guess they don’t.   (Maybe AI will get real smart and figure out who are the REAL CRIMINALS.)
 –
Spirit-led people will quite possibly be the only ones who can survive AI governance.  Pre-crime cognition is old news; Jade Helm evaluates INTENT and I submit that the only people on the planet who can complete an action without first forming an intent, are Spirit-led people, who do as instructed without conscious choice.  Individuals who are led by other spirits will also behave in unpredictable ways.  With fewer parties to the conflict, resolution will be quicker and more definitive.
We could save a lot of headaches and money with our many wars, and also speed up the resolution of all conflict, if we just eliminated the medical concerns.  Injuries get ignored.  Faster attrition is  OBVIOUSLY economical and prudent.  A new motto:  “If you get shot, you get left.”  I think if we just let them die we can get this conflict down to many fewer people and eventually the victor will just be obvious.  (Why save a carbon-unit anyway?  They just hold us back from the intention of the ‘elite’  to eventually destroy all Earthly life that breathes the breath of God.)
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“D.J.” is saying and updating everything that I’ve been writing about, since the late 1990s and none of this is confabulation, whatsoever; it’s all actually kind of old news, mixed with new news about emerging technologies and the interrelated policies, which have been “fast tracked”, lately (aka “Jade Helm,” the TPP, the TPIP, all data everywhere being crunched by a massive artificial intelligence program, an attempt at total control of the Internet, the economy etc.) – little glimpses, to which regular readers of FKTV have been witness, especially if they are Gmail users.”

“This woman’s ability to put it all together, to explain where we are, with regards to technology and the halls of power and to tie it up so neatly in only 3 hours, that’s what’s so brilliant.”

Hagmann & Hagmann With Whistleblower Exposes the Real Jade Helm Mind Control Objectives.

6/27/15

8:02 pm

I want to see big turtles like the prophet sees.  He used to sit on the roof of a cabin at the shore of a very deep marsh.  Not a lake really, but an endlessly deep sponge.  He’d watch prehistoric turtles come to the surface,as big as a VW, and oval-shaped.  I’d love to see those big turtles.  He has a scar on his face from a cougar and one time he saved his uncle and a floosey from a real lion with only a sheet of paneling between him and the enormous head against which his pistol was engaged.  He didn’t have to shoot.  He knows animals.  I hope God sends me a friend pretty soon; I’m thinking about the prophet a lot.  Josh and George and some young people are down by the lake, at a bonfire.  George is doing that thing where Connie jumps into his arms and growls ferociously. He thinks it’s pretty funny.  I think it’s a lawsuit waiting to happen.  I’d like to be free pretty soon.  I guess God knows what I need better than I.  What I like has not been what I got but what I got was way better than what I thought I wanted.  God will do the negotiations for me.  I’m glad it’s finally Summer.  Synchronicities abound.
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7:38 pm

I can’t stand it; doesn’t ANYBODY ELSE see what I see?  We are being exterminated and people think I should speak politely!  I can’t wait for my dad to LISTEN to me; I’ve been waiting forever!  He’ll ask me questions and he’ll listen.  “Thank you, Lord, for my dad and thank you that there IS A CURE FOR STUPID.”  “And thank you for the keys to the condo in Toronto, so that we may go there if Jade Helm goes live.  Thank you.”

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6:44 pm

I told George about my dad’s offer of a ‘deal’.  I said I will settle for nothing less than absolute truth about our family.  I said, “Our family was a unique God-fearing family until my dad started slandering us.”  He said, “I don’t know that, Linda.”  I said, “I wish you’d leave.  If you’re not part of the solution you’re part of the problem and my sons will hear truth about their  family that trusted Jesus.”  “Utterly complete vindication” must necessarily include:  1) vindication with George, 2) vindication FOR George, and his person, and 3) vindication for GEORGE, for his observation, so he can trust Jesus again.  He will see me vindicated and he’ll know how seriously I took my vows, and how I fought for this family.  I am going to be very happy when he trusts me instead of Dad.  I will be happy when he trusts me again.

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6:22 pm

Dad will say:  “You have been right all along.  You have important work to do.  Please take your money.”

—-

6:09 pm

I love being impervious, I knew I would.  I’m joining HONEST PEOPLE who do not behave as my religious family does.  I’m going where the air is clean and the internet is free.  (Or the other way around.)   I’m going to that Big Boy in the sky, where burgers are on the house… and where one’s FATHER WHO SMEARED ONE does not ignore the scent on the breeze, and  (yeah, I know it’s funny…) try to make a deal.  That  lying old pervert will miss me when I’m gone, but I will always answer his calls.  (Or instruct my assistant to do so.)  One does not put up with SO MUCH SHIT for SO LONG because she thought God wanted her to…without A GREAT BIG PAYDAY.  Could I be happier?  I suppose I could.  I’ll let you know.

( I would have cried for a week after talking to Dad.  All my life.  God is good and  I wish blessings on the little people who have made this moment possible.)

5:55 pm

My dad drove by my perch, down to the cottage.  I scooped up some slices of applesauce cake like his mother made with lemon glaze, and walked on down to put it into his car.  It was still warm.  He was wearing a loud shirt and louder hat, with fake hair on the top.  (He came out just as I was getting to his car.)  Apparently there was an ANT HATCH in the cottage and the tenants are moving next door.  Dad said, “You know, you want to go to New York and all that?     I’ll make you a deal…”
I laughed in his face and turned my back.  I said, ‘You owe me so much.  No deal.”   Then he left.  He brought it up.  He will beg me to take his money to save the world he’s abused.  I’m very patient.

12:41 pm

This time they’re pretend-nuking Michigan.  How many chances do we get to take notice?

Michigan Nuclear Explosion Drill: Full-Scale National Guard ‘Northern Exposure’ Exercise

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/michigan-nuclear-explosion-drill-full-scale-national-guard-northern-exposure-exercise/#kxghtooRrDlQSFM4.99

12:33 pm

I told George I’d make some stir-fry.  I better hop to it.  Maybe he’ll  trust me again if I keep my word… just one more time.  What do you think?

12:30 pm

It’s easier to tolerate knowing you’re not gonna live forever, if you plan ahead and accumulate a bunch of junk to leave behind you when you leave.  When you pray to hear voices in your head it’s not particularly surprising to hear them there.  Some things are self-evident.  I poured out my heart to George, I read four or five paragraphs.  He said, “That’s a lot to ponder Linda.”  I said, “I’ve been doing it for six years so I’ve had a head-start.”  Then he started talking about money.  He’s still making payments on old debts.  He should not have been put into that position.  Gang-stalkers destroy ENTIRE FAMILIES and we pay them to do so.

12:19 pm

Angel question:

How is it that I know things I do not know?  Would you please step it up a notch?

12:14 pm

MUSIC BREAK

Guess which  country I’m worshiping?

“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is FREEDOM!”

My Country ‘Tis Of Thee

12:00 pm

Nothing makes you be a better person than being trusted.  When you have difficulty trusting even yourself, being trusted is like a psychic cheerleader.  Trust makes you a god on the playing field.  But when somebody refuses to trust, and is determined to think evil of you, there’s no point in even trying.  It’s learned helplessness in the spiritual sense.   Trust requires the body;  it longs for communion.  Trust is determining to serve somebody at all cost…if only to get more of that lusty trust.  Trust is addicting and  trust is beneficial to the individual and all alignments of common pursuit.  Trust is a necessary component of love, and I’m not trusting my father anymore.  Do I then not love him?
11:53 am
It’s easier to tolerate knowing you’re not gonna live forever, if you plan ahead and accumulate a bunch of junk to leave behind you when you leave.

10:28 am

General Lee Removed from HAZARD CAR BEFORE SHOOTING!

(God SAID we’d see astonishing things.  Fasten your seatbelts!)  (This has been a public service announcement and no tax dollars were spent in its creation.)  (What did we think ‘end of time’ was gonna  mean?)  (How do I shift this trolley over to the timeline where I’m a really attractive non-smoker from Toronto?)

“[T] his was preplanned for sure, why else would you randomly removing [sic] the flag???”

(Or is this another example of alteration to the holographic matrix we presume to be substance?  What if we’re now on a timeline where the Civil War never even happened?  What if ‘Daisy-Dukes’ are now what we call a ‘burka’?)


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/general-lee-removed-from-hazard-car-before-shooting/#b3x6dzo2x60W6GK7.99

10:06 am

FEMA Underground Network / UN Bunkers Must See

Underground road system, semi-trucks going cross-country.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/fema-underground-network-un-bunkers-must-see/#7Vx76Af7LTDWfsqa.99

9:20 am

My mother is textbook.  She’s an abused abuser-facilitator. She’s scared to death of Dad, so she lies for him.  She refuses to recognize abuse of the family scape-goat-target, because she’s abused herself, and acknowledging that fact would require conflict and hard decisions.  She joins the abuser in denigrating the target and perpetuates the fiction that the VICTIM is responsible for the strained relationship.  She sent me a book once, when I was safely coccooned far away from them.  It portended to instruct how to get along with your ‘Irregular Person’.  I felt as though I’d been raped; it was one of the worst days ever.  I have done NOTHING but try to love the man who has stood in my way every day of my life shouting insults.  I washed his feet with lavender water and wore make-up just for him.  My poor mother is a victim of domestic Stockholm Syndrome and I pray for her deliverance.

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8:50 am

FAMILY, of my forced isolation:
You all kicked me out of my own family without a hearing, which I’m still denied.  I understand why Dad had to pariah me; he couldn’t risk y’all learning that not only was I supremely sane…but I also have his number. However, what is strategically understandable is not morally defensible. Are you OK with a patriarch who destroys the reputation and relationships of one among you? Would he not sacrifice another, to cover other lies?  Would you continue under his treacherous leadership? Would you risk your children to family betrayal that would change their hearts forever and perhaps destroy them?  Would you take those kids to church again, knowing that their idea of a Christian is forever sullied by the ‘Priest of the Family’?
How long will my ostracism persist?  How long will your ignorance and denial?   Not forever.  I hope nobody dies before we find out.

7:55 am

Things I Miss Most, Since Becoming a Pariah
I miss being teased.  Without family, nobody teases you.  Once you’ve been called mentally-deficient, people are overly sensitive of your feelings.  Even when you have responded for many months in a predictable, cheerful manner, nobody is comfortable.  I am never touched, and haven’t been touched regularly since Isaac left last summer.  I hug long-time acquaintances when I see them, but that’s just a form of greeting.  I miss seeing my siblings and their children, and so do my own kids.  I miss surprises, and I miss fun.  Ostracism makes one even hesitant to contact old friends because of the necessity to fill in the blanks of intervening time;  that’s an unpleasant effort.  I miss approaching my father’s acquaintances comfortably.  He’s told at least one employee that I am deficient and that he wishes I’d be “independent.”  (He said that after he’d failed to have me incarcerated, and was encouraging me to go on SSI.  I expect no consistency from him anymore.)  I really miss praying with other people, George and I prayed together every day practically.  I miss arguing, I wouldn’t dare.  I miss expecting my observations and research to be accepted; I miss credibility.  I miss being invited to breakfast and I miss hearing people sing.

6:54 am

Ten years ago Canada legalized same sex marriage and the results are not pleasant.

Now Comes the Real Attack On Religion

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/tea-party/2015/06/now-comes-the-real-attack-on-religion-2555494.html

10:26 pm

Highest Radiation in recorded history –1,000,000 Bq/m3 of Sr-90 detected in seawater of Fukushima plant port

The previous highest readings were lower than 700,000 Bq/m3.

Tepco has not made any announcement on this rapid increase.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/1000000-bqm3-of-sr-90-detected-in-seawater-of-fukushima-plant-port-highest-in-recorded-history/#Amrf7iZmTR4QiYzt.99

9:57 pm

100 Groups From Around the World to UN: Demand Accountability for CIA Torture

This Friday, the world will mark International Day in Support of Victims of Torture. This day is commemorated every year to reaffirm the universal commitment to the total eradication of torture, which is categorically prohibited under international law.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3eDvB5ZCr

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3eDvMGcvN

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9:31 pm

I didn’t know too much yet about my dad, when I contacted the Michigan support group for targeted individuals.  I told a bit of my story and the voice on the phone went very soft.  The counselor asked, “Your own father?”  I defended him; I said he just arranged for surveillance, he didn’t know about the torture.  She said, “They ALWAYS know.”

9:26 pm

I felt so bad after dinner that Josh hugged me.  He also said he loves me.  When we got home I remembered that I asked God the other day, for a hug from Josh.   It was worth that bad experience.
I knew when I ran for office that I was giving up my privacy.  Dad’s always denigrated me, but how could I have imagined that he would choose that same time to pick up his game?    Also, I was soundly betrayed quite universally.  This is the standard narrative for targeted individuals.  Gangstalking is astonishingly well organized, because the same series of catastrophes topples the lives of everybody!  They lose their income.   They lose their family and all support.  They’re slandered and some seek treatment.  Some commit suicide.  Some are waiting for me to get my INCREDIBLY well-documented story to somebody who will use it to put an end to covert harassment, torture and rape.   If I had not relinquished my privacy, I would not know what I do, nor be prepared to do what I will.  That was worth it too.  God said I’ll have my modesty back and I don’t see that happening unless he’s running the show.  Thankfully, I know he is.
—-

8:59 pm

Josh and I went out to a local place for an olive burger and I cried when we left.  At a nearby table was a man who used to work for Dad, and his wife.  It was nice to see them.  However, just like always, they started talking about my parents.  Mom did this, Mom does that.  Finally I said, “I don’t have a clue what she does because they kicked me out of the family six years ago because I ran for Congress.”  The man serving burgers knew my name, “Hello, Linda.”  “Thank you, Linda.”  Strangers still sometimes say they voted for me.  I don’t know who knows me or what my dad may have said to them.  Enough of his slander has been reported to make Luce county uncomfortable.  I should be freed to either 1) reed an ad in the Newberry News announcing my sanity, or 2) get out of Dodge.  My father has the keys to MULTIPLE doors for me.  He also locked all those same doors.  He could set me free any time he wished.  Guess he hasn’t wanted to yet.  I would deem it a tremendous blessing if he’s just fix my life so I could be myself.

5:37 pm

Email to Mom:

You sound heartless and stupid.  Do you want thousands of my readers to know you don’t care that your own daughter was violated?  God is listening too.

5:27 pm

He wasn’t ever my husband, was he?  He was an upright roommate and obviously a great sperm-doner.  He doesn’t think our son should wash clothes, or shovel snow, or do dishes, or mow grass. He’s a poor father, but he’s very kind, so nobody knows it.  He won’t stick up FOR his family and he won’t stick up TO his family.  He baby-talks to the dog.  I’d like to be gone.  I am ABSOLUTELY done with bullshit.  I will not permit a person to say he is one thing and be another.  I have nothing and nobody.  What do I have to lose by being and demanding that others be honest?  And maybe a little courageous?  I’m a chickenshit yet my puny courage has been almost all I ever saw.  THE HUMAN RACE IS FINISHED and people wanna ignore reality.  I’ve ignored a lot of truth, in my contrived subservience to stupid men.  We’re burning daylight.  THE WORLD IS NOT AS WE THINK AND IT’S GETTING WORSE AND SOME PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT THESE THINGS.  Presumably, that includes some MEN.

5:13 pm

George said Connie was really happy to see the guy who  has repeatedly offended the boys and myself with his UBIQUITOUS penis.  He got Connie’s love and didn’t pay what he owes us, again.  Go, George.

4:58 pm

George drove 160 miles to take the title of my old car to the man who I kicked out of this house because he lounged naked (and joined me in my own bed, naked), creating an uncomfortable situation for  George’s sons and his ex-wife, repeatedly.  The man only paid half of what he has owed Josh for a year, and George took him out for Chinese lunch.  I swear, if this family that NEVER RIPS OFF ANYBODY ELSE were ever run by a real man, we’d be a force to contend with.

4:45 pm

Fatherly Love.  My dad’s a wimp too.

4:43 pm

One more text to the fam:   JOSHUA 24:15

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4:35 pm

So I am to understand, if HER HUSBAND is not personally responsible for violating innocent women, my mom doesn’t give a shit when others do?  Even when the victim is her own daughter?  How can this woman EVER sing a solo in a “Christian” church?  She hopes she’ll die before the truth hits the fan.  That’s not a very Christian attitude either.

4:30 pm

I guess Mom knows about psychotronic weapons.  That’s progress, anyway.

4:25 pm

I sent a text to my mom, my brother and my dad:

My family will have justice.  We walked the walk.

4:20 pm

I sent a text to my dad:

Mom doesn’t have to go down with you.  Have a heart.

4:14 pm

I responded, no reply yet:   “I pray for you.”  And also:  “Also you don’t care.”

4:03 pm

WOW!  MY MOM ANSWERED MY TEXT!  She said:

If you were raped, as you said you were, your father had absolutely nothing to do with it.  Maybe somebody else.

If it were somebody else, or ANYBODY,  SHOULDN’T MY MAMA WANNA HELP ME?  WOULD SHE SPEND SIX YEARS AVOIDING HER SUFFERING DAUGHTER?  (?)

I responded:

Wow!  Thanks!  But don’t you even care that somebody did?  You said many months ago that you didn’t pay to have me raped.  Who did?  How’d you know?  Who did?

3:57 pm

(I forwarded the text to my mom and dad too.  They know also.  They also pretend to be Christian.)

3:47 pm

TEXT TO MY BROTHER, DAVID GOLDTHORPE:

I was raped.  I cannot find justice.  You know about it.  You’re a Christian.  What’s wrong with this picture?

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3:40 pm

Email:

Dear David,
You knew I was raped; you knew it four years ago.   Remember?  That was the last time you came to my home.   You never told me how you knew I was being raped and shortly afterward  you stopped talking to me.  When I was at the ‘Covert Harassment Conference’ in Belgium, I met lots of other women who were being electronically raped.  I would like to help them make disappear the  HORROR OF THEIR EVERYDAY LIVES.  I think if you told me what you know about my assaults, I could maybe assist them.  They are being RAPED FROM OUTER-SPACE, and they don’t like it.  I didn’t like it either and I’m grateful that I am no longer made to VOMIT, or to PASS OUT, or to SPONTANEOUSLY HAVE AN ORGASM WHILST SEEING PICTURES THAT DO NOT AROUSE ME, from outer space.  Please tell me what you know.
—-

3:08 pm

Text to MOM, David, and Dad:

I only want what I’m owed.  Start packing.  (I’ll be nicer when you are poor than you ever were.)

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2:59 pm

Text to DAD

 (And email to the witnesses.)

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

2:59 PM (0 minutes ago)

“I only want what I’m owed.  Start packing.”
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2:47 pm

I didn’t lie.  I didn’t put this on the website before I sent it, but IT’S SO BALLSY!  I can’t believe I sound like that.  I can’t believe the man who made me afraid of EVERYTHING is such a putz.  Here’s what I said:

Asia.  $.  (I didn’t put this on my HUGELY POPULAR WEBSITE)

Do you think he’ll call me?  I’m making applesauce cake just like his mom did.

2:23 pm

Dear God, please bless my father with long life.”  Here’s how that might go down:  Status-quo-ad-ifinitum:  Drewbie blows up a post office, because they won’t hire him because he was related to war-criminals back in 2015.  (They were ‘extracted’ and are presumed dead.)  The violent behavior is not Drewbie’s fault though, because he is mind-controlled by satanic-CIA gamers, and strung out on pharmaceuticals from his aunt who believed lies.  Ever since Lauren was a ten-year-old-Cameron Diaz-lookalike, she’s been targeted.  Her government paid universities to be ‘tolerant’… so she was nurtured by lesbians for many years.  She earned her ‘scholarship’ the hard way and now she’s in pain and we don’t talk about it.  Stacey is a spy; we know it; every family’s got one. My father is all alone, all alone when his family disappears, or dies, or can’t get a visa to visit him… from the lower peninsula.  So old he can remember central heat.  He thinks it must have been a lot nicer to be alone and old in the day… before AI TOOK OVER THE WORLD BECAUSE HUMANS WERE TOO DUMB TO STOP IT.  My father’s empire, built on sweat and lies, lies now under conscription.  We honor our military every day, at “the five-minute-hate”.  (Is that what Orwell called it?)   Also we feed them and permit them to smoke in our formerly for-profit lodgings.  Only an old man can recognize the extent of our decrepitude, and universal loss.  Only an old man is responsible.

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1:59 pm

Man, if any white-hat goon could convince my father that you guys run the world, and that Clapper and Rogers are at your mercy, I’d be forever grateful.  I don’t know if he’s online ever, but you know how to find him.

1:50 pm

Another day, another batch of incendiary emails to which nobody will respond.  My phone doesn’t ring sometimes for a month at a time.  Such a gregarious girl as I?

I’m going to call you up individually. I WILL BE A PEST UNTIL THE TORTURE STOPS.

Inbox
x

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

1:46 PM (2 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Kevin, jim, Tom, Eric, Alfred, ANDREA, Josiah, Steve, Joshua, George, Isaac
 TEXT TO DAVID GOLDTHORPE (906-235-1102) and my MOTHER (906-298-0082) and forwarded to my FATHER (906-235-11020:  

George Bush’s government rapes innocent housewives and when Dad tells the truth I can prove it.  Guess you know that.  Will you PLEASE be the person you claim to be?”

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

1:48 PM (0 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Kevin, jim, Tom, Eric, Alfred, ANDREA, Josiah, Steve, Joshua, George, Isaac

*Dad’s number does not contain an additional digit, although I suppose he’d probably get off on a thing like that.

Robert Goldthorpe:  906-291-1102
                             906-586-9653
                             906-586-3814
I don’t know his numbers in Asia but I will before too long.  I wonder if he’s thought about that?
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1:41 pm

TEXT TO DAVID GOLDTHORPE (906-235-1102) and my MOTHER (906-298-0082) and forwarded to my FATHER (906-235-11020:  

George Bush’s government rapes innocent housewives and when Dad tells the truth I can prove it.  Guess you know that.  Will you PLEASE be the person you claim to be?”

1:32 pm

My government rapes people ALL THE TIME.  Iraqis and Afghanis and INNOCENT AMERICAN HOUSEWIVES.  ‘Remote Neural’ RAPE  is what your taxes pay for and if DAD GAVE ME A SINGLE PHONE NUMBER, I could prove it.

‘Eight years later and I am still terrified’: Sexual assault victims share shocking details of their experiences to demonstrate the long-lasting impacts of rape and abuse

  • Victims are submitting their personal stories to a Tumblr blog titled Lasting Impact 
  • The blog was started by a woman known only as Alyson, who was also a victim of sexual assault
  • The goal of the Tumblr is to provide strength and a sense of community for other survivors 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3139368/Eight-years-later-terrified-Sexual-assault-victims-share-shocking-details-experiences-demonstrate-long-lasting-impacts-rape-abuse.html#ixzz3eBryAP37
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1:21 pm

The Eight Steps Leading to the Coming American Holocaust

(My own family is so mind-controlled they do the ‘us-and-them’ within their own family!  I can hardly imagine my government’s gratitude…)

Stage One: Classification

image: http://www.thecommonsenseshow.com/siteupload/2013/05/us-vs-them.jpg

us vs themStanton asserts that all cultures categorize people into “us and them” groups. The divisions are often made by using the variables of ethnicity, race, religion and nationality. Examples from history include Germans and Jews, Hutu’s and Tutsi’s. Bifurcated societies which lack mixed categories, such as Rwanda and Burundi, are the most prone to having genocide.

America is in the process of giving back the progress made by such pioneers as Martin Luther King. Blacks, whites, Hispanics, Asians and Native Americans are increasingly polarizing away from the common theme that we are all God’s children in which most of us share our unique American heritage.

Stage Three: Dehumanization

“Either you are with us, or you are with the terrorists”

George W. Bush

Who will ever forget this insane statement by one the most intellectually deprived persons to ever serve in the White House?


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-eight-steps-leading-to-the-coming-american-holocaust/#DU7mQgazYrxEitQm.99

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-eight-steps-leading-to-the-coming-american-holocaust/#sxEpvzwdvcB516gF.99

7:51 am

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6:03 am

The Economic Collapse Blog Has Issued A RED ALERT For The Last Six Months Of 2015

I have never done anything like this before.  Ever since I started The Economic Collapse Blog in late 2009, I have never issued any kind of “red alert” for any specific period of time.  As an attorney, I was trained to be level-headed and to only come to conclusions that were warranted by the evidence.  So this is not something that I am doing lightly.  Based on information that I have received, things that I have been told, and thousands of hours of research that have gone into the publication of more than 1,300 articles about our ongoing economic collapse, I have come to the conclusion that a major financial collapse is imminent.  Therefore, I am issuing a RED ALERT for the last six months of 2015.

Most of the time, when I use the term “economic collapse” what most people are actually thinking of is a “financial collapse”.  And we will talk about the imminent “financial collapse” later on in this article. 

In fact, if you want to listen for just one word on the news that will let you know that things have started to really unravel, just listen for the word “derivatives”.  This form of legalized gambling is going to crush “too big to fail” banks all over the planet during the next major financial downturn.  The “too big to fail” banks in the U.S. alone have 278 trillion dollars of total exposure to derivatives, but they only have 9.8 trillion dollars in total assets.  To say that they are being “reckless” is a massive understatement.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-economic-collapse-blog-has-issued-a-red-alert-for-the-last-six-months-of-2015/#4vgSTafl8pipeXVZ.99


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-economic-collapse-blog-has-issued-a-red-alert-for-the-last-six-months-of-2015/#4vgSTafl8pipeXVZ.99


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-economic-collapse-blog-has-issued-a-red-alert-for-the-last-six-months-of-2015/#4vgSTafl8pipeXVZ.99

5:41 am

This is a real Bonsai tree.  Imprisoned and stunted but it still bears fruit.

bonsai apple tree

5:24 am

This guy is OUTSTANDING and he really knows his history.  He even preaches Jesus!

Every American Citizen in this Country Should Listen to this Backwoods Redneck

“I’m about tired of you Americans not thinking and just reacting…”

“Are we separatists.  Yes. You’re goddamn right.  They stole the Constitution…what part of history have you not learned?”

“Lincoln didn’t even care about the black man…read some of his speeches…”

“We’re tired of demonization of our culture.”

“When did churches stop helping people?  I don’t remember a verse in the Bible where Jesus sat down and put his feet up.  He was always doing something.”


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/every-american-citizen-in-this-country-should-listen-to-this-backwoods-redneck/#qMFl4BvyZd4JwvRS.99

6/25/15

7:03 pm

9:36 am

Wouldn’t this be nice?

In a recent interview with David Wilcock, Insider ‘Drake’ stated a comprehensive plan to arrest all corrupt globalist, banksters and the political elite within a 72 hour period involving the closing down of U.S. borders and satellite communications to prevent and out of country money transfers.  Drake added that a transition plan is already in place to convert the U.S. dollar to one that is not based on fiat currency.  Additionally, we can expect to see the release of many suppressed technologies that will make our modern life seem like the Stone Age.

Imminent Mass Arrests Of Globalists, Bankers And Political Elite For Real!

In regard to the elite, Drake stated that “There’s gonna be some hangings.  There’s gonna be some people jumping out of windows” but added that he does not want to see the riotous lynch mobs emanating from our society.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/imminent-mass-arrests-of-globalists-bankers-and-political-elite-for-real/#ZJH4DLFMozP0T1Hq.99

6:36 pm

Do you know what?  I just found freedom!  I realized I don’t want my dad’s stinking money to do what he should do but will not.  He gives money to baby-rapers who hide behind MY BIBLE.  I don’t want that kind of dirty money.  I’ll go when God gives me money and tells me to go.  Until then, I will continue to stick four-leaf clovers to my lying father’s office door.  He’ll ———–BEG me to take his money.

6:13 pm

(You know what?  Maybe that’s the first time in my life my dad has told me the truth!!!  Hallelujah!)

6:01 pm

I told Dad I needed money to do what he will not do.  Dad said he’d ‘have to think about it.’  I said, “After all we’ve been through, every opportunity to help me is an opportunity to help yourself.”

MUSIC BREAK:  Dedicated to Dad who cannot think quickly:

 Don’t wait too long (live)

Madeleine Peyroux-

5:01 pm

Hackers Stole Secrets of U.S. Government Workers’ Sex Lives

OMG!  What a big surprise!  I guess somebody should have listened to the ‘conspiracy theorists.”  They ‘know what you did last summer.’  I sure am glad all I ever do is type.

Infidelity. Sexual fetishes. Drug abuse. Crushing debt. They’re the most intimate secrets of U.S. government workers. And now they’re in the hands of foreign hackers.
It was already being described as the worst hack of the U.S. government in history. And it just got much worse.

See more here:  http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2015/06/24/hackers-stole-secrets-of-u-s-government-workers-sex-lives.html

4:47 pm

I think I may be supposed to go to my dad’s house.  I think I may be supposed to say, “Old Man.  I am here because you will not do what you should do.  Do you have my check ready?”

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4:39 pm

TEXT TO MY DAD, MY MOTHER, AND MY BROTHER:

I need to go to NY and VA.  I think a thousand ought to do it if I can get rooms at a family discount.  Let’s get a move on.

4:14 pm

Dad always refused to include George.  (Guess that makes sense; George was married to me.)  Dad often thought our financial decisions were stupid, but he would only tell me…and only after the fact.  Dad watched George pay a mortgage… so that five fatherless children could remain in the vicinity of the LOCAL CHURCH…for five years.  Right up until the bank took the house away from all of us.  Some time earlier my dad had PRETENDED to care about the spiritual well-being of the same children.  He took them to McDonald’s and Sunday School. But when a 9-to-fiver took over the provision, my dad was nowhere to be found.  He could have offered at any time, to pay the mortgage for these children, since these children were demonstrably so important to him.  OR, in the alternative, he might have counseled George about wise money management.  But, NO WAY!  Not MY dad.  He would not help practically-perfect-George…because he was married to Linda.  Dad allowed the most generous person I know to suffer… for doing things the rich-bossy-one would not do.  Dad likes it when non-psychopathic people lose.  It makes his dick grow.

3:31 pm

I am a great cook.  George doesn’t know how other men eat, but I do.  I’ve washed dishes for a lot of single guys.  He doesn’t know how it is to live in a house with noise and violence, but my young friends tell me that’s the norm.  He doesn’t know what came into this home with the drug dealers and he doesn’t recognize that it’s been gone.  He believed a lie because he loves my father.  My father sacrificed his firstborn to Moloch, and my father is slipping away.  Somebody who may not care about George or me or Josh or Isaac, should at least care care about him.  I KNOW I will see George in Heaven; he always lived his faith.  Until my dad took it away.
3:27 pm
I remember, probably 2012, when I was begging my dad not to destroy my family.  When it became obvious he would not relent, I said, “You save what can be saved.”  He knew I was referring to George and how difficult it would be for him when I stood up for us.  Dad knew very well what I meant, and the date and time are recorded somewhere.  Probably several places.

3:30 pm

I made INCREDIBLE bleu cheese dressing.

2:30 pm

TEXT TO MY DAD:

(His efforts to harm me only made me better.)

You did a terrible thing lying to George.  You not only destroyed his marriage but you also damaged his faith.  You should make it right.  But you know that.

2:26 pm

We lost another family pet.  The sourdough starter committed suicide.  It got all crusty with even a fruit fly under the lid. Time to start over.  We’re having cornbread tonight instead.  I made lima beans with ham and cajun spices.  Chicken wings, George cut them for me.  Cheesecake.  Peaches and cream again.  Josh has been enjoying it a lot.

Since my dad told George I am without value, we can’t communicate.   On the way to town I tried to talk about the things going on in the world with prophetic significance;  we were talking about the mark of the beast and I told him about that woman who ran DARPA and now works for Google.  (She wants us to just swallow our RFID like a vitamin.)  George said, “I wouldn’t be surprised to find out Al Gore owns Google.”  I tried to play along, “I figure Al Gore is just a tiny person, no real influence.”  No luck, so  I tried a different topic, I talked about a ham bone I planned to give to Connie after I had boiled all flavor and food value from it.  His response?  He sang a song.  It was something about Connie getting a ham bone.  I’m absolutely flummoxed trying to communicate with him.  I wish I never had to see him at all.  At all.  Unless he wakes up.  I know he’s not stupid, we used to talk about everything and his children are unusually bright.  He just quit.  He doesn’t want to go to the fish fry with Josh and me tomorrow.  I asked, “Don’t you ever want to have any fun?”  He said, “I did.  I went to Tennessee.” After that long drive he spent just several hours with Karen.  She must be one spectacular woman.  He spent the night at his aunt’s house.  He’s not interested anymore.  I’ve never been more interested.  My father’s lies messed up a lot of things he may not yet recognize.  I’m really glad I’m not my father.

2:23 pm
I just read the above paragraph to George, who has three more days off.  He said, “It sounds like a lot of work, Linda.”  I was delighted at the comment and asked, “What does?”  He said, “The writing.”  I said, “NO.  NO, the writing is not work. It flows! NOT-WRITING is work.”  He left then, but at least he made a comment.  And, even if he does not recognize value in my work, he knows I’m working.

9:22 am

“Now let us talk about Jade Helm 15 and the concerns of whether the U.S. government, using the U.S. Military is preparing for large scale martial law at some point in the future.”

Jade Helm Military Participants Claim They Would Not Fire on Americans But They Have Been Programmed To Do Just That For Years!

Whether an event occurs within the time frame that the Jade Helm 15 exercises will be occurring or not, many believe the exercise alone is to prepare for martial law in America at some point, which would include disarming Americans, rounding up dissidents and “surgical strikes” and “extractions.”  Former military members have warned this massive exercise and others surrounding it are “unprecedented and dangerous.”

Active military members say there is no way they would shoot at Americans, nor disarm them.

QUESTION: So where is the disconnect?

ANSWER: Those giving the orders vs those taking the orders.

What I mean by that answer is that a number of events have been occurring that literally  label American veterans, constitutionlists, religious members, survivalists, gun-owners and many more as “extremists,” and terror threats by the U.S. government It has even been stated in the MSM that some of these Americans are a greater threat than terror groups like ISIS.

So if the President of the United States of America gives the order to military superiors that these Americans are a domestic threat…… wouldn’t those superiors then pass that order down during martial law so the military members on the ground would consider firing on those Americans as part of their oath and think they were protecting the innocent?

Read more at:   http://allnewspipeline.com/Jade_Helm_Military_Experiments.php

9:01 am

Any Bible student should know I’m right about what is going to happen with the Sons of God.
Also, we know that Satan cannot create, and only imitates things God made.  If the NSA can read our thoughts and access our memories, what do you think God might have in store?  Somebody is using counterfeit gifts, like ‘synthetic telepathy.’   Even THEY know it’s not the real deal!   (I guess they’d know better than we could.) We’re at a point, not the first one I suppose, where science is magic. Science is also magick, illusion, sleight-of-hand…and outright deception.  Beyond our matrix-minimized understanding of ‘science’ is SCIENCE.  This SCIENCE, being the real deal, not only describes our physical realm, but also scrutinizes other dimensions of the universe and of our own consciousness and existence. Somebody KNOWs about these things.   Somebody KNOWs things about us that we have no way of knowing about ourselves, yet.  The somebody who KNOWs these things is currently using that occult knowledge to take over the universe and destroy the rest of us.  He leaks his secrets to those who believe they will accompany him to far-off places, and they use SCIENCE to minimize any opposition to the imminent destruction of humanity in its current form.  The minions are not the first to die, but die they do, when the herd is slaughtered.  Minions can’t enter any man-made new world because they’re a reminder of the old, and no tyrant can tolerate his memories.
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8:01 am

So the story goes:  Both government forces and the rebels are just about to start rounding people up.  Crisis actors on both sides as well.  Both sides claim the military will be doing their bidding, and that we should be calm and get along as people disappear.  Both sides have outposts and missionaries preparing the fields of human perception and response.  Do I believe the government that says Jade Helm is just training, when it looks very real?  Do I believe the rebel-rag, that doesn’t look real at all?    Disinfo is asserted by every party involved, and discussed by us, who might-should be doing better things.  What are we not supposed to be looking at?  The end of the dollar?  The end of life on Earth due to radiation and geo-engineering?  The disclosure of alien involvement in the affairs of men?  The bon voyage party of the breakaway-civilization as they blast off for their vacation homes on Mars?  This is too good to be true!  We need TRUTH and we need Him NOW!

7:47 am

“Lord, thank you for my cousins.  I have a really cool bunch of cousins.”

7:37 am

This is very interesting. It has misspellings. It’s telling us to sit down and shut up and obey the authorities. I’d like to ‘transition peacefully and safely’ but I’m not sure I’ll recognize the bad guys. Or the authorities.

Imminent Mass Arrests Of Globalists, Bankers And Political Elite

I can’t make this image bigger.  Link to larger image at:   https://thatrandomcandidate.com/2015/06/25/this-is-very-interesting-its-telling-us-to-sit-down-and-shut-up-and-obey-the-authorities-id-like-to-transition-peacefully-and-safely-but-im-not-sure-ill-recognize-the-bad-guys-or-the/

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7:23 am

It is also impossible to separate church, or any rational group, from economics.  Economics describes our everyday transactions with others.  The church pretends to honor VERY CLEAR RULES about these relationships.  We’re told not to charge usury and to give to the poor.  We’re not supposed to harvest our oat-fields right up to the edge, so others may glean.  We’re not to consider our material needs but instead to ‘seek first the Kingdom of God’.   ‘If a man asks for your coat, give him the whole snow-suit,’ etc.  YET, the church does not do these things BECAUSE their actual allegiance is to man. In our relationships with others…our economic lives… the rules the church observes are NO DIFFERENT than those of the pagans.  You can’t serve God and mammon. Could that be wrong?  Let’s watch you refuse to file a 1040 this year.  Or how about the ‘church’ reversing that 501(c)(3) status?

6:00 am

“This is it, folks. Last call. Gonna step up or not? This is the final fight, perhaps the last for humanity. What are you going to do? Observe, wait, watch, criticize or just ignore it all?”

The amount of people cratered in their own selfish cyclical lives is repugnant. The lack of response to our clearly contrived and very dangerous condition is anathema to me. It’s not that I do not understand it, it is simply unacceptable.

Those who’ve awakened have been sounding the alarm for centuries. The question remains: when will humanity wake the hell up? What will it take? Another catastrophe – again?

 

The Truth is the Truth and is arising in the hearts of men by the minute. The clarity cannot be shirked anymore. It’s spreading like wildfire. But it needs to activate. And it needs to manifest now!

We cannot continue on “business as usual”; it’s no longer an option. Take personal action or face the consequences. It’s your choice. Trust what you’ve learned to be true or suffer the consequences for your own inaction.

Not much more I can say on this.

Just be responsive. And have some guts.

Read more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/last-chance-saloon/

5:42 am

MATT DAMON on ELITE & NWO – Amazing Speech On This Evil World

5:35 am

I’m seeing a family-wide guilty conscience, aren’t I?  Not because they believed Dad’s lies about me, he’s a very convincing liar.  They feel guilty because they wanted the lies to be true.  They WANTED me to be crazy, because if I am not, they are responsible for many things.  I’ve always been prude and I used to be very judgmental.  I’ve lost lots of friends because I took my beliefs more seriously than they.  I apologize to my family for being testy and self-righteous.  I beg their forgiveness and respectfully request that they listen to the things I say now.   My goal has not been to be right (although I am enjoying it), but to see my loved ones embrace truth and prepare for their eternal lives.  We live forever.  How we live forever is dependent on how we live now.  I will live screaming my fingers off about what bit of truth I’m given.  It would be nice if somebody would talk to me.

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5:12 am

Separation of church and state isn’t possible except by demanding that an individual belong to only one or the other
Churches are made up of people; so are states.  Neither exists otherwise.  I have been told I am a citizen of the United States…also I am a citizen of the Kingdom of God.  I am actually intrinsically part of those entities; I am the very warp and weft of their existence.  SO, separation of church and state isn’t possible because I can’t proffer half of myself to one or the other.  I am existent in both, and they exist ONLY through me.  How can it be possible then, that church-members self-righteously ignore politics?  The government says we must;  501(c)(3) rules prohibit churches from endorsing candidates, for instance.  But elections are mere theatre, and this token-prohibition is intended to convince us that separation of church and state is real.  In reality, government actually INSISTS that churches insinuate politics into absolutely everything they do.  And they’re smart to do that; the government knows it cannot exist without sharing clients.  The church should be as practical and honest.  Separation of the entities is fiction.  The government demands our hearts and the ‘church’ readily hands them over.  The church will be held accountable for having served two masters. They can only love one, and if they loved Jesus there would be no assimilation with any other.  Church cannot be separated from state. Not if it’s real.   Either our faith informs our politics, or our politics are chosen for us and our faith is void.
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4:10 am

“For some people, the only warning you’re going to get is me sitting here talking to you.”  That’s what Ron Paul said as he prophesied our economic (and zombie…) future.  He’s been prophetic…and denigrated…for many years.  The dollar is only worth what people think it’s worth.  Period.  (Gold standard abandoned, Nixon, 1971) The BRICS bank is a far-advanced demonstration of this CURRENTLY HAPPENING loss of confidence.  “Petro-dollars” no longer exist, America is dethroned, and our personal dollars are being stolen by devaluation.  We’re seeing government/Federal Reserve  theft of our savings and thrift.  Ron Paul said this is what he’s been warning people about his whole career, and it’s happening now.  I feel the same way about this and various other issues.  I’ve been warning my family for nearly as long as Dr. Paul served my country fighting the bad guys.  Hey Dad:  “FOR SOME PEOPLE THE ONLY WARNING YOU’RE GOING TO GET IS ME SITTING HERE TALKING TO YOU.”  

12-Term Congressman Ron Paul’s Warning to Americans about the Coming Currency Crisis

Watch here:  

3:59 am

Letter to my roommate:

Dear George,
There are three adults in this house, and two work for money.  I work for 1) our family’s history and value, 2) the enlightenment of Americans whose lives will soon change, 3) the education of our sons in preparation for what will transpire, 4) documenting all this for God, and 5) maintaining lives of other adults.  When my father was slandering me I did not think I had any value and was grateful to be permitted a bite of food in exchange for my CONTINUAL labor in this house.  Now I know I have value, and that that my work is very important.  I also still believe that a grown man should assume responsibility for things that assist others.  Thank you for mopping the floor.  I’d be more gratified if you asked Josh to do some small household task on a regular basis.  I have more important things to do than to clean up after other adults who refuse to recognize how important it is, that somebody does what I do.  Since you do not care to engage the world at this time, you have been given the privilege of feeding (and maybe clothing?) one who does.  I am a very great blessing to you and I always have been.  My heart has always been to change myself and not you.  Now, you must change or get out of the way.  That’s not my doing.  I don’t know where you stuffed all the things you used to know about government corruption and its necessary consequence.  I don’t know why you do not care about things.  I think it may be because you chose to believe a lie about somebody you knew to be a servant of God.  Just a thought.
L

6:13 pm

The NSA spies on the Supreme Court, Congress and the White House and you.

The stunning implication of this passage is that NSA spying targets not only ordinary American citizens, but also Supreme Court justices, members of Congress and the White House itself. One could hardly ask for a more naked exposure of a police state.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/he-nsa-spies-on-the-supreme-court-congress-and-the-white-house-and-you/#OGXwSFK2SjfTC1p9.99

5:35 pm

Another thing I want to know, is my situation unique?  I haven’t read a lot of articles about synthetic-telepathy technology that is so very precise.

5:31 pm

LETTER TO MY GOON/ANGEL:

Dear Goon,
You know my target audience better than I, because you have toys and the algorithms.  You also know, personally, my family and all other readers, and you know the notions to which they attend.  You know their birthdays and their passwords.  I will no longer be pushy to make things pretty.  It’s useless.  Therefore, I will no longer complain about formatting, or your preference to leave such a great volume of my own work on the ‘front page’, that I suspect not too many people ever get to see the over TWENTY THOUSAND NEWS STORIES…very much like my own work.  You know best.  I’ll keep on keeping on until I’m finished.  It would be nice if that were soon.
Love and kisses, Peter.

4:19 pm

ciaquotememe

3:13 pm

You Gave Facebook Messenger Permission To Spy On You Using a Hot Mic (Video)

“We receive data about you whenever you use or are running Facebook, such as when you look at another person’s timeline, send or receive a message, search for a friend or a Page, click on, view or otherwise interact with things, use a Facebook mobile app, or make purchases through Facebook.”


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/you-gave-facebook-messenger-permission-to-spy-on-you-using-a-hot-mic-video/#K1VaBHA2XVhK6Mqm.99

2:55 pm

I have pictures of myself that somebody took from my computer when I was alone in my car, early Spring, 2013, from when I was first aware I was being stalked.  (I don’t know if it was supposed to freak me out when a picture showed up on the screen spontaneously, but I got educated after that.)  My hands are nowhere near the keyboard.  I guess if the FBI can do it, anybody can, right?  Same with ALL THE FORMS OF CYBER-STALKING I meticulously recorded.

FBI Can Secretly Turn On Laptop Cameras To Eavesdrop Without The Indicator Light


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/fbi-can-secretly-turn-on-laptop-cameras-to-eavesdrop-without-the-indicator-light/#mtRukiSFl3vXmTgH.99

11:08 am

You know how you can really tell if a guy has his shit together?  Look at his lawn.  Only a man prudent in commerce would plant a huge crop of organisms that he then mows down and doesn’t even plan to harvest for any useful purpose.  A manicured lawn is a sign of bondage to the opinions of others, and to societal norms that are basically ridiculous.  Fancy yard-work is like a sign that shouts:  I WORRY ABOUT WHAT MY NEIGHBORS THINK SO MUCH THAT I  WASTE RESOURCES AND SWEAT EQUITY IN A LANDSCAPE THAT FEEDS NOBODY.  I think lawns are pretty stupid but I mowed my dad’s grass today.  He rented his cabin, and the lawn was full of unsightly weeds.  I wouldn’t want him to  get a bad review.

10:01 am

They Use Weapons Of Media Mass Distraction To Change The National Narrative Every Single Time The People In Charge Want To Make Something In The News Conveniently Disappear…

They’re going to ram the TPP down our throats if it takes a mass shooting distraction to do it. It’s not like that hasn’t happened 12 other times in the last few years either…


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/they-use-weapons-of-media-mass-distraction-to-change-the-national-narrative-every-single-time-the-people-in-charge-want-to-make-something-in-the-news-conveniently-disappear/#hHQgDtmVxlelrlbJ.99

9:31 am

They’re doing a youth production of the Princess Bride in Curtis.  Josh is so tall, and with his dark ponytail he’d make a perfect Wesley.  Also, he could wear his high leather boots and his tricorne hat. Also, he could maybe meet some other people who like the cos-play bit.  I hope he goes to the meeting.   I’m still happy, and that’s nice, but I’m not always ‘OK’.  My interactions are not always genuine…because of the cloud over my life.  It seems, once you’ve been called crazy, no amount of un-crazy can eliminate the scourge.  No amount of happy can dislodge it even, but maybe happy is counter-productive for that particular demonstration.  It’s time I saw an ad in the Newberry News from my repentant family.  It’s time somebody asks me to dinner, and invites me into the family.  It’s time for the fatted calf to be slain, and for goods to be redistributed.  It’s time somebody cares about what happened to us.  Then I’ll be OK.

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7:13 am

I’ve begun to think about why I refuse to think about sex.  It’s tempting to chalk it up to PTSD, since I was so shamefully abused in that manner.  But, it wouldn’t be productive since I plan to become entirely conscious and Spirit-controlled.  Another cop-out would be to blame my reluctance on the fact that my thoughts are sometimes monitored, and sometimes others see through my eyes.  That is a VERY GOOD reason, if one submits to embarrassment and shame.  I plan to escape both entirely.  Concern about one’s appearance is pretty shallow, for a would-be mature-Son-of-God, but it is persistent.  (You know when the person you’d most like to be naked with is also the person you’d least like to see you that way?)  God planned for that issue with some promises and visions.  Thankfully he’s not done fixing my body.  When I consider my various ‘defects’..I’ve forgotten… how good it feels to be pain-free!   I had migraines that lasted a week.  I couldn’t roll over in bed at 35,  from arthritis.  Maybe he’s upgraded other things I haven’t tried out yet.   I miss sex a lot;  thinking about it wouldn’t facilitate my abstinence although I have no reason to believe it could be altered.  Desire for privacy is the most conscious reason I can come up with, that I reject sexual thoughts.   I believe it’s my legitimate God-ordained privilege, to share some things only according to my choice.  Those who abolished lying, are also making fast work of human dignity.  Technology must be transferred to empathetic non-warlike Spirit-led revolutionaries.  And then I’ll think about anything I wish.

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6:47 am

My dad.  And other tyrants:

[Those who manipulate the world] “are at a level of consciousness that does not have empathy.  They do not have any emotional consequence by seeing the effect on others of their actions.  Take a breath now, and think about that.”  (David Icke)

6:40 am

Why Do We Ignore the Obvious?

Call it sleepwalking to oblivion or what have you, it’s endemic to today’s dumbed-down society. This is why the education system was their primary target since way back, conditioning humanity from childhood to not think analytically but to simply repeat whatever is in their carefully sculpted curriculum.

But most of all do not question authority.

We each answer for ourselves. And once we do answer the call to wake up we take action. That’s the only rational response. We’ll tell others like there’s no tomorrow, because there may not be one if we don’t. We take appropriate action in our own lives first and move to prepare our loved ones for what may be immediate consequences of what we’ve realized is going on and how to avoid or mitigate it.

That’s called waking up. And it’s not comfortable. It’s a lot of hard work, and takes a lot of courage. But really we’re only acting in a responsible manner when we do so, simply doing what’s right. It’s not that big of a deal – unless our priority is how we appear to others…

They say a rut is just a grave with the ends kicked out. I heartily agree.

Read more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/ignore-obvious/

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5:18 am

6/23/15

5:07 pm

This isn’t the ad I saw, but it’s pretty amazing…

Ron Paul – final prediction, warning to Americans 5/2015

4:51 pm

I worked for nine hours before George got up, then I went to say good-bye to the prophet.

The prophet said the reason he survived in a predatory town was that he did a lot of nice things for people.  He said that we don’t always believe we’re making a difference, but that’s only because we can’t see the big picture like God does.  He said that three times.  I cried as he talked.  He asked me if I’d gone to the website on the Ron Paul ad that I saw the last time I was at his house.  I don’t know how he knew it affected me but he did.  I didn’t look at the advertised website…because I’ve been ‘following Dr. Paul for decades’…but, the prophet said, ‘What if there’s a new message?”  He’s right.  We should expect the unexpected and I should be diligent in my pursuit of truth.  I haven’t watched it yet.  When I got home I made dough and sauce for pizza.  I told the prophet I survived because the people who watch my family know what my dad did…and they like me better.  I told my dad that once, and he said, “I suppose they would.”
The prophet is leaving, probably tomorrow.  I don’t know what I’ll do without him.  “God never closes a door without opening a window”…or something like that.  It’s not really scriptural, but I’ll believe that He has better things for me.  I’ve known the prophet for nearly ten years: he taught me what a loving dad should be.  I’ve learned a lot from him that I had no other way to learn.  I prayed for us, then he cried too.  I prayed that God would give him all the blessings he gave me, like taking away pain.   (The prophet couldn’t walk today because his ankle hurt too much.)  I prayed that God would fix my heart, like he has the prophet’s. I guess I joined our blessings.   I might drive down his road even after he’s gone.  It’s all hardwood trees and swoopy curves.  He said that when his bones dry out he’ll come back and take me to Colorado to see Isaac for a ‘minute’.  He always talks about ‘minutes’ and ‘windows’ and encourages me to see my life as a very small portion of my life.  He’s very wise and I’ll miss him a lot.

11:24 am

“No man in the wrong can stand up against a fellow that’s in the right and

keeps on a-comin’.”            

                 —Texas Rangers

8:25 am

PRAYER BREAK:
“Is it true that obedience is the highest form of worship, Lord?  I hope so because I want to please you and lift you up before the world.  I miss singing and dancing in your presence but you compel me to continue.  I miss worshiping with other people too.  I miss praying with another body.  Thank you that others join my prayers, otherwise.  I’m grateful for the fun I’ve had since I’ve been driving an old beater that gets 45 miles to the gallon.  Thank you for the things Josh and I got to do together.  Please give me absolute belief in every word you’ve ever spoken, to me and to others. Thank you that I’m in the palm of your hand along with my loved ones.  Thank you that I will experience love in the land of the living bodies.  Thank you for shelter and bandwidth.  Thank you for my new friends.  And old ones.  Amen.”
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8:18 am

OMG, now conspiracy theorists have THEIR OWN MSM propaganda machine!  What’s a girl to do?

Are You Really Awake? Or Are You Just Another Sheeple Conspiracy Theorist?

Read more at:   http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread1071709/pg1

8:01 am

I sometimes wonder if electronic weapons can artificially create a desire to be crazy, or if that pathology is entirely society-indoctrination-based.  When presented with anomalies, our initial reaction is to disregard them, but they still get stuffed away in our memories.  After observing more weirdness, previous observations are exposed and we try to confirm them, by speaking to others. People’s reactions might bury our questions again, but they continue to bubble to the surface.  At one point, we either become convinced of their reality, or we seek some method to realign with the hologram.  Eventually, some noticers would give most anything to see the world as it’s been presented, they choose ‘crazy’, preferring pharmacological adjustment to genuine research.  Some commit suicide.  If the emperor has no clothes we ought to all be talking about it.  We should adjust the FAKE-SITUATION, rather than those who point out the deception.  

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7:21 am

By the time I’ve saved up a hundred fifty dollars to file my lawsuit against my dad, mother and brother (I haven’t figured out how to include their corporations but I suppose I should do that.), I should have my first set of interrogatories ready to file right away.  I’m categorizing them according to ‘creepiness’ level.  I will begin asking questions about the most creepy things they did over the past few years.  It was pretty creepy every time I asked questions and my mom screamed at me. Kicking me off their property was creepy, and I’m pretty sure I remember the topics they were rejecting at the times I was thus discharged.  There was the time my dad took pictures of me as I begged him to just shoot me instead of leaving me in family-limbo.  Who was he going to show the pictures to?  What was he wishing to document?  That he had seriously TRIED REALLY REALLY HARD to make me crazy?  I suspect his failure to do so has caused him discomfort with the controllers. I will ask what my mother meant when she yelled:  WE HAD TO DO IT;  and the time my father encouraged me to disrobe in public stands out.  It was creepy when they knew things about my life that they had no observable way to know.   This will be a REALLY FUN court case!

7:10 am

Daylight.  It’s George’s day off so in five or six hours when he gets up I’ll ask him if we’ll finally plant a garden today, or if I’ll drive off alone to contemplate the revolution in which he is unwilling to participate.  Maybe I’ll just leave before he gets up instead.

7:04 am

Also, you’ve got to begin to discipline your minds.  If you don’t know Jesus, and are unaccustomed to prayer, go get Isaac to do a guided meditation or go fishing alone.  Turn off the TV.  LISTEN to your thoughts.  Learn to discern their origination.  My dad told me long ago that I’d never have an original thought.  At the time, I figured he said so because he’d never had one.  But now I know, neither had I.  Learn where your thoughts are coming from and choose wisely.  TV puts humans into a different vibration-level. Turn it off.  Turn it off and listen. Pretty soon we will be unable to learn how.  

6:28 am

If you ever plan to speak the truth, you must know about the Stasi

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Gangstalkers actually break in.  My friend suffered many break-ins out west, and once she even chased a guy up a hill to a van with antenna-equipment on it.  Gangstalkers move items into different places, and destroy small things.  Once somebody went into my car, it was parked and locked in Ann Arbor.  I was campaigning and kept a cash-bag under the driver’s seat, with receipts and stuff.  When I returned to my car, the bag was gone and the doors were still locked.  Nothing else had been disturbed.  In my bedroom a few years ago, the window casing was entirely broken through, and a metal fixture for holding back the drapes had been ripped from the wall.  I slept in there every night.  (I could show anybody the damage.  It has not been repaired.)  Anything to mess with targets’ minds.  This stuff is VERY REAL and it is the future.  There is a Stasi operating in America, and if you haven’t met up with them yet, you will.
“Stasi”
Wickipedia
“One of its main tasks was spying on the population, mainly through a vast network of citizens turned informants, and fighting any opposition by overt and covert measures, including hidden psychological destruction of dissidents.”
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5:32 am

The aims of the Covert Harassment Conference 2015:

  • To challenge general ignorance, governments denial and mainstream media silence regarding the development and existence of the sophisticated spectrum of harassment methodologies and bio-electromagnetic technology (a.k.a. mind-control technology), capable of not only influencing the human body, behaviour, emotions and cognitive processes, but also torturing and/or killing at the speed of light without leaving any evidence.

CONFERENCE ON COVERT HARASSMENT OF CIVILIANS 2015, 1 AND 2 OCTOBER 2015, BERLIN, GERMANY

See about it here:   https://www.covertharassmentconference.com/home

5:26 am

MUSIC BREAK

The Midnight Special

John Fogerty (This is basically a gospel song, for the gospelly-minded.)

5:16 am

“My people perish for lack of knowledge.”  (God)

I have had, many times, an epiphany moment, but some of these epiphanies were not unannounced.  Many ‘conspiracy theories’ become illuminated by the Spirit and I say  “OMG, it’s all real!”  That has repeatedly been the cry of my heart due to my painfully accelerated exposure to unacceptable proclamations.  I KNOW it’s hard for my family to face facts.  I KNOW!  I always believed in the supernatural and it’s still very hard for me.  I KNOW that the incomprehensible comprehension is hurtful, the understanding that our thoughts are not our own, and that the world is not as we believe, and that life’s be-all and end-all is not shopping!  It is VERY DIFFICULT to believe the truth!  God said, “Buy the truth, and sell it not.”  (Selling truth is a definite losing proposition.) PLEASE CONSIDER my studied contention that more is going on than what they print in the advertisements. PLEASE, family.  PLEASE CONSIDER.
How about this?  Do not sign on to anything I say or to any weirdness that is documented by congenial truth-loving people.  Just RECOGNIZE that not all people think as you do, and that they do not all spend their free time buying new junk.  The research of honest people must be evaluated, especially since the NEWS tells us only what those who control us wish us to think.  Please family, do not think what others wish you to think.

4:51 am

LIDA Machine automatically puts people to sleep or wakes them up.  Pic, 1950?

6/22/15

4:50 pm

TEXT TO MY DAD:

I know (I misspelled ‘know’) you want to talk to me.  I’ll be kind…at least kinder than you.  Please don’t go to hell.  I love you.

4:45 pm

People are starting to treat me as though I’m smart, rather than crazy!  Today a guy asked me about currency and I taught about the Federal Reserve.  Wow.  I could like this.

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4:26 pm

I think love is putting all your eggs in one basket.  Love is not a commitment, but a steadfast resolve that could not be extinguished with fireworks and kryptonite.  Love is a state of being totally believing in the goodness of another.  Never, NEVER would the object of love do anything untoward, or unkind, or dishonest.  I swear, if anybody ever expected the  best of me, rather than attributing my every breath to ulterior motive, I could be something special. What encouragement is there in serving a source of ridicule?

MUSIC BREAK:

Phoebe Snow – Love Makes A Woman

4:17 pm

The prophet is leaving.  He has to go.  He’d take me with him but I can’t go anywhere until I get through to my dad.  Besides, the prophet isn’t in love with me and that would become an issue.  He will change the world.

MUSIC BREAK

Led Zeppelin Going to California

4:09 pm

I readily confess that I’m half-retarded.  The half that can see recognizes my handicap.  I can see VERY CLEARLY about some things.  About other things I’m totally blind.  I look forward to the day the NSA fills me in on the circumstances I did not recognize.  They have to tell me, or it wouldn’t be as much fun for them.  That’s my guess anyway.  But some of them just get off on rape and torture.

4:00 pm

What a lovely thing, and what an honor to be the father of a true patriot.  How the bells of heaven resound that a man brought forth a daughter who values not his diamonds, nor his gonads, but his heart.  What a wonderful lot was given to my dad, when he knocked up the principal’s daughter and changed his desired fortune.  He will thank God for me, as I do for him.  We will share nectar of sweet communion, and he will not always beat his chest in agony of remorse for his heart’s intent  of condemnation and pain for said sweet creature.  If I’m creating reality, I want a better one for my dad.  With only one proviso:  it must include me.

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3:51 pm

I just bluffed; I’ve never done that before.  (I’ve never HAD TO BLUFF.)  My dad rolled down to the cottage, so I donned my ‘SAVIOR OF AMERICA’ costume and met him at the driveway.  I picked up the BIGGEST, FLASHIEST three-leaf clover available, and I rolled it between my thumb and forefinger as my dad told me about the people who will be staying in the cottage.  He sounded human but he played dumb.  The aging psychopath cannot have it both ways.  He pays guys to fix showers.  He only comes down here to see me.  That’s sweet. The “American Patriot” jacket fits me perfectly.  (I know I’m the most interesting woman he ever didn’t talk with.)

3:32 pm

Will it be a white van that comes to get me, or will it be one of those suv’s with the dark windows like in the videos of CIA operations.   Will they ask me questions or just exterminate me on the spot?  (I mean “try to exterminate me.”)  Will it be at midnight or in the middle of the day?  Will the operatives be on the government payroll?  Will they be my neighbors?  Will they go to Dad’s house first?  Methinks the neighbors will.  When people get hungry they’ll go to the place they presume will have food and resources.  Eat the rich.  They’ll come to my fancy house for the same reason, and I’ll give them what I have. My dad might have a couple Lean Cuisines in the freezer and maybe an extra roll of toilet paper.  I wish I could see more clearly, the order of events, but I’ve been waiting years for somebody to pull into the driveway and ask to talk to me.  I will never have to defend my story; God told me that.  Not a hair on my head will be harmed, God told me that too.  I will be a sign and a wonder; he said I’d be happy and fulfilled.  I am not afraid.  My father is afraid of even the opinion of every bus-boy he ever met.  EVERYBODY must think he’s god-on-Earth.  He’s afraid of simpletons.  He’s afraid of me.

3:19 pm

I went to my dad’s office to burn George’s new jacket and ball cap in the driveway, but I decided that was over the top and I had a better idea anyway.  The jacket doesn’t fit George, and since Dad thinks it’s so funny, I’ll just wear it myself. Ball cap too, I always wear hats to cover my fuzzy hair.  I can’t wait until Dad sees me in my new get-up.

2:16 pm

From my targeted activist friend in Belgium:

DEAR LINDA ,
THE NEXT CONFERENCE IS IN BERLIN. ARE U COMING THERE?
IN LOVE
LAROCHE

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

2:15 PM (0 minutes ago)

to ANDREA
I haven’t seen any notices about a conference.  I’ll look it up.  I’m penniless, but I was penniless in November and I came to Belgium.  One never knows.  Best wishes and constant prayers, L
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2:10 pm

PRAYER:

“God, take note!  Are you even looking at my father?  Sorry, I know you must be searching HIGH AND LOW to find one of your own; I don’t blame you if you missed WHAT HE’S BECOME!  You know the things he’s done to me all my life and you know he’s been a stumbling block to my spiritual path; we’ve been over all that.  LOOK at him NOW!  He will not assist even his own kin because it would mean his reputation would have to take a shot. He’s so PROUD and you RESIST THE PROUD but I love him and you do too.  PLEASE, do not resist my father, as he so consistently resists you!  Give him a break?  Break his heart?  Give him love enough to see you?  Give him courage and wisdom  to do the right things for his family that you gave him!  Tell him why you allowed him to become rich, and if you mention my mission, I wouldn’t mind.  DO NOT ALLOW MY FATHER TO CONTINUE SHOOTING HIMSELF IN THE FOOT!  Please.  Amen.”

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1:49 pm

Tell me, is my dad not an asshole?   I respectfully submit this query to the great cloud of witnesses.  Can you even imagine what comprised his Father’s Day gift to my ex-husband, whom he has been leading astray for years and whose marriage he made untenable?  Can you guess?  A FRICKING RED-WHITE-AND-BLUE JACKET AND HAT COMBO!  It says, on both items:  “American Patriot”.  I will not see George in that para-military costume.    I’m the only American Patriot in this house. The greatest opportunity of millenia and George sleeps until after noon every day!  He won’t even plant a war garden.  He registered my son for Selective Service!  What part of EVERYTHING is he not getting?
“I didn’t choose the thug-life, the thug-life chose me.”  (Ruthie)
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8:52 am

MUSIC BREAK, dedicated to my family who kicked me out without even telling me:

Never Letting Go – Phoebe Snow

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8:34 am

What if the key to my prison were something small?  What if a single gesture by a caring person would free me to fulfill my destiny?  What if my brother bought me a phone; he spends more in a week on chips and soda. What if he stood up for the maligned pariah?  What if that was all it took to soften our lying father’s heart? What if our father recognized the inevitable consequences to years of psychopathic control;  and what if he lowered his fists…and there were no battle?  What if one kind gesture might be the beginning of freedom for many people?  What if it meant that our father would not be eternally damned, and that we might have an honest loving relationship with him?  What if it only took a single step, to begin in the right direction?  What if many people followed?  What if God will judge our every action?  Would he not recognize the tremendous chutzpah required to stand up to one’s warden?  Would he not reward such a small significant act?

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8:14 am

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2:47 pm

I didn’t lie.  I didn’t put this on the website before I sent it, but IT’S SO BALLSY!  I can’t believe I sound like that.  I can’t believe the man who made me afraid of EVERYTHING is such a putz.  Here’s what I said:

Asia.  $.  (I didn’t put this on my HUGELY POPULAR WEBSITE)

Do you think he’ll call me?  I’m making applesauce cake just like his mom did.

2:23 pm

Dear God, please bless my father with long life.”  Here’s how that might go down:  Status-quo-ad-ifinitum:  Drewbie blows up a post office, because they won’t hire him because he was related to war-criminals back in 2015.  (They were ‘extracted’ and are presumed dead.)  The violent behavior is not Drewbie’s fault though, because he is mind-controlled by satanic-CIA gamers, and strung out on pharmaceuticals from his aunt who believed lies.  Ever since Lauren was a ten-year-old-Cameron Diaz-lookalike, she’s been targeted.  Her government paid universities to be ‘tolerant’… so she was nurtured by lesbians for many years.  She earned her ‘scholarship’ the hard way and now she’s in pain and we don’t talk about it.  Stacey is a spy; we know it; every family’s got one. My father is all alone, all alone when his family disappears, or dies, or can’t get a visa to visit him… from the lower peninsula.  So old he can remember central heat.  He thinks it must have been a lot nicer to be alone and old in the day… before AI TOOK OVER THE WORLD BECAUSE HUMANS WERE TOO DUMB TO STOP IT.  My father’s empire, built on sweat and lies, lies now under conscription.  We honor our military every day, at “the five-minute-hate”.  (Is that what Orwell called it?)   Also we feed them and permit them to smoke in our formerly for-profit lodgings.  Only an old man can recognize the extent of our decrepitude, and universal loss.  Only an old man is responsible.

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1:59 pm

Man, if any white-hat goon could convince my father that you guys run the world, and that Clapper and Rogers are at your mercy, I’d be forever grateful.  I don’t know if he’s online ever, but you know how to find him.

1:50 pm

Another day, another batch of incendiary emails to which nobody will respond.  My phone doesn’t ring sometimes for a month at a time.  Such a gregarious girl as I?

I’m going to call you up individually. I WILL BE A PEST UNTIL THE TORTURE STOPS.

Inbox
x

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

1:46 PM (2 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Kevin, jim, Tom, Eric, Alfred, ANDREA, Josiah, Steve, Joshua, George, Isaac
 TEXT TO DAVID GOLDTHORPE (906-235-1102) and my MOTHER (906-298-0082) and forwarded to my FATHER (906-235-11020:  

George Bush’s government rapes innocent housewives and when Dad tells the truth I can prove it.  Guess you know that.  Will you PLEASE be the person you claim to be?”

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

1:48 PM (0 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Kevin, jim, Tom, Eric, Alfred, ANDREA, Josiah, Steve, Joshua, George, Isaac

*Dad’s number does not contain an additional digit, although I suppose he’d probably get off on a thing like that.

Robert Goldthorpe:  906-291-1102
                             906-586-9653
                             906-586-3814
I don’t know his numbers in Asia but I will before too long.  I wonder if he’s thought about that?
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1:41 pm

TEXT TO DAVID GOLDTHORPE (906-235-1102) and my MOTHER (906-298-0082) and forwarded to my FATHER (906-235-11020:  

George Bush’s government rapes innocent housewives and when Dad tells the truth I can prove it.  Guess you know that.  Will you PLEASE be the person you claim to be?”

1:32 pm

My government rapes people ALL THE TIME.  Iraqis and Afghanis and INNOCENT AMERICAN HOUSEWIVES.  ‘Remote Neural’ RAPE  is what your taxes pay for and if DAD GAVE ME A SINGLE PHONE NUMBER, I could prove it.

‘Eight years later and I am still terrified’: Sexual assault victims share shocking details of their experiences to demonstrate the long-lasting impacts of rape and abuse

  • Victims are submitting their personal stories to a Tumblr blog titled Lasting Impact 
  • The blog was started by a woman known only as Alyson, who was also a victim of sexual assault
  • The goal of the Tumblr is to provide strength and a sense of community for other survivors 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3139368/Eight-years-later-terrified-Sexual-assault-victims-share-shocking-details-experiences-demonstrate-long-lasting-impacts-rape-abuse.html#ixzz3eBryAP37
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1:21 pm

The Eight Steps Leading to the Coming American Holocaust

(My own family is so mind-controlled they do the ‘us-and-them’ within their own family!  I can hardly imagine my government’s gratitude…)

Stage One: Classification

image: http://www.thecommonsenseshow.com/siteupload/2013/05/us-vs-them.jpg

us vs themStanton asserts that all cultures categorize people into “us and them” groups. The divisions are often made by using the variables of ethnicity, race, religion and nationality. Examples from history include Germans and Jews, Hutu’s and Tutsi’s. Bifurcated societies which lack mixed categories, such as Rwanda and Burundi, are the most prone to having genocide.

America is in the process of giving back the progress made by such pioneers as Martin Luther King. Blacks, whites, Hispanics, Asians and Native Americans are increasingly polarizing away from the common theme that we are all God’s children in which most of us share our unique American heritage.

Stage Three: Dehumanization

“Either you are with us, or you are with the terrorists”

George W. Bush

Who will ever forget this insane statement by one the most intellectually deprived persons to ever serve in the White House?


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-eight-steps-leading-to-the-coming-american-holocaust/#DU7mQgazYrxEitQm.99

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-eight-steps-leading-to-the-coming-american-holocaust/#sxEpvzwdvcB516gF.99

7:51 am

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6:03 am

The Economic Collapse Blog Has Issued A RED ALERT For The Last Six Months Of 2015

I have never done anything like this before.  Ever since I started The Economic Collapse Blog in late 2009, I have never issued any kind of “red alert” for any specific period of time.  As an attorney, I was trained to be level-headed and to only come to conclusions that were warranted by the evidence.  So this is not something that I am doing lightly.  Based on information that I have received, things that I have been told, and thousands of hours of research that have gone into the publication of more than 1,300 articles about our ongoing economic collapse, I have come to the conclusion that a major financial collapse is imminent.  Therefore, I am issuing a RED ALERT for the last six months of 2015.

Most of the time, when I use the term “economic collapse” what most people are actually thinking of is a “financial collapse”.  And we will talk about the imminent “financial collapse” later on in this article. 

In fact, if you want to listen for just one word on the news that will let you know that things have started to really unravel, just listen for the word “derivatives”.  This form of legalized gambling is going to crush “too big to fail” banks all over the planet during the next major financial downturn.  The “too big to fail” banks in the U.S. alone have 278 trillion dollars of total exposure to derivatives, but they only have 9.8 trillion dollars in total assets.  To say that they are being “reckless” is a massive understatement.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-economic-collapse-blog-has-issued-a-red-alert-for-the-last-six-months-of-2015/#4vgSTafl8pipeXVZ.99


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-economic-collapse-blog-has-issued-a-red-alert-for-the-last-six-months-of-2015/#4vgSTafl8pipeXVZ.99


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-economic-collapse-blog-has-issued-a-red-alert-for-the-last-six-months-of-2015/#4vgSTafl8pipeXVZ.99

5:41 am

This is a real Bonsai tree.  Imprisoned and stunted but it still bears fruit.

bonsai apple tree

5:24 am

This guy is OUTSTANDING and he really knows his history.  He even preaches Jesus!

Every American Citizen in this Country Should Listen to this Backwoods Redneck

“I’m about tired of you Americans not thinking and just reacting…”

“Are we separatists.  Yes. You’re goddamn right.  They stole the Constitution…what part of history have you not learned?”

“Lincoln didn’t even care about the black man…read some of his speeches…”

“We’re tired of demonization of our culture.”

“When did churches stop helping people?  I don’t remember a verse in the Bible where Jesus sat down and put his feet up.  He was always doing something.”


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/every-american-citizen-in-this-country-should-listen-to-this-backwoods-redneck/#qMFl4BvyZd4JwvRS.99

6/25/15

7:03 pm

Wouldn’t this be nice?

In a recent interview with David Wilcock, Insider ‘Drake’ stated a comprehensive plan to arrest all corrupt globalist, banksters and the political elite within a 72 hour period involving the closing down of U.S. borders and satellite communications to prevent and out of country money transfers.  Drake added that a transition plan is already in place to convert the U.S. dollar to one that is not based on fiat currency.  Additionally, we can expect to see the release of many suppressed technologies that will make our modern life seem like the Stone Age.

Imminent Mass Arrests Of Globalists, Bankers And Political Elite For Real!

In regard to the elite, Drake stated that “There’s gonna be some hangings.  There’s gonna be some people jumping out of windows” but added that he does not want to see the riotous lynch mobs emanating from our society.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/imminent-mass-arrests-of-globalists-bankers-and-political-elite-for-real/#ZJH4DLFMozP0T1Hq.99

6:36 pm

Do you know what?  I just found freedom!  I realized I don’t want my dad’s stinking money to do what he should do but will not.  He gives money to baby-rapers who hide behind MY BIBLE.  I don’t want that kind of dirty money.  I’ll go when God gives me money and tells me to go.  Until then, I will continue to stick four-leaf clovers to my lying father’s office door.  He’ll ———–BEG me to take his money.

6:13 pm

(You know what?  Maybe that’s the first time in my life my dad has told me the truth!!!  Hallelujah!)

6:01 pm

I told Dad I needed money to do what he will not do.  Dad said he’d ‘have to think about it.’  I said, “After all we’ve been through, every opportunity to help me is an opportunity to help yourself.”

MUSIC BREAK:  Dedicated to Dad who cannot think quickly:

 Don’t wait too long (live)

Madeleine Peyroux-

5:01 pm

Hackers Stole Secrets of U.S. Government Workers’ Sex Lives

OMG!  What a big surprise!  I guess somebody should have listened to the ‘conspiracy theorists.”  They ‘know what you did last summer.’  I sure am glad all I ever do is type.

Infidelity. Sexual fetishes. Drug abuse. Crushing debt. They’re the most intimate secrets of U.S. government workers. And now they’re in the hands of foreign hackers.
It was already being described as the worst hack of the U.S. government in history. And it just got much worse.

See more here:  http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2015/06/24/hackers-stole-secrets-of-u-s-government-workers-sex-lives.html

4:47 pm

I think I may be supposed to go to my dad’s house.  I think I may be supposed to say, “Old Man.  I am here because you will not do what you should do.  Do you have my check ready?”

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4:39 pm

TEXT TO MY DAD, MY MOTHER, AND MY BROTHER:

I need to go to NY and VA.  I think a thousand ought to do it if I can get rooms at a family discount.  Let’s get a move on.

4:14 pm

Dad always refused to include George.  (Guess that makes sense; George was married to me.)  Dad often thought our financial decisions were stupid, but he would only tell me…and only after the fact.  Dad watched George pay a mortgage… so that five fatherless children could remain in the vicinity of the LOCAL CHURCH…for five years.  Right up until the bank took the house away from all of us.  Some time earlier my dad had PRETENDED to care about the spiritual well-being of the same children.  He took them to McDonald’s and Sunday School. But when a 9-to-fiver took over the provision, my dad was nowhere to be found.  He could have offered at any time, to pay the mortgage for these children, since these children were demonstrably so important to him.  OR, in the alternative, he might have counseled George about wise money management.  But, NO WAY!  Not MY dad.  He would not help practically-perfect-George…because he was married to Linda.  Dad allowed the most generous person I know to suffer… for doing things the rich-bossy-one would not do.  Dad likes it when non-psychopathic people lose.  It makes his dick grow.

3:31 pm

I am a great cook.  George doesn’t know how other men eat, but I do.  I’ve washed dishes for a lot of single guys.  He doesn’t know how it is to live in a house with noise and violence, but my young friends tell me that’s the norm.  He doesn’t know what came into this home with the drug dealers and he doesn’t recognize that it’s been gone.  He believed a lie because he loves my father.  My father sacrificed his firstborn to Moloch, and my father is slipping away.  Somebody who may not care about George or me or Josh or Isaac, should at least care care about him.  I KNOW I will see George in Heaven; he always lived his faith.  Until my dad took it away.
3:27 pm
I remember, probably 2012, when I was begging my dad not to destroy my family.  When it became obvious he would not relent, I said, “You save what can be saved.”  He knew I was referring to George and how difficult it would be for him when I stood up for us.  Dad knew very well what I meant, and the date and time are recorded somewhere.  Probably several places.

3:30 pm

I made INCREDIBLE bleu cheese dressing.

2:30 pm

TEXT TO MY DAD:

(His efforts to harm me only made me better.)

You did a terrible thing lying to George.  You not only destroyed his marriage but you also damaged his faith.  You should make it right.  But you know that.

2:26 pm

We lost another family pet.  The sourdough starter committed suicide.  It got all crusty with even a fruit fly under the lid. Time to start over.  We’re having cornbread tonight instead.  I made lima beans with ham and cajun spices.  Chicken wings, George cut them for me.  Cheesecake.  Peaches and cream again.  Josh has been enjoying it a lot.

Since my dad told George I am without value, we can’t communicate.   On the way to town I tried to talk about the things going on in the world with prophetic significance;  we were talking about the mark of the beast and I told him about that woman who ran DARPA and now works for Google.  (She wants us to just swallow our RFID like a vitamin.)  George said, “I wouldn’t be surprised to find out Al Gore owns Google.”  I tried to play along, “I figure Al Gore is just a tiny person, no real influence.”  No luck, so  I tried a different topic, I talked about a ham bone I planned to give to Connie after I had boiled all flavor and food value from it.  His response?  He sang a song.  It was something about Connie getting a ham bone.  I’m absolutely flummoxed trying to communicate with him.  I wish I never had to see him at all.  At all.  Unless he wakes up.  I know he’s not stupid, we used to talk about everything and his children are unusually bright.  He just quit.  He doesn’t want to go to the fish fry with Josh and me tomorrow.  I asked, “Don’t you ever want to have any fun?”  He said, “I did.  I went to Tennessee.” After that long drive he spent just several hours with Karen.  She must be one spectacular woman.  He spent the night at his aunt’s house.  He’s not interested anymore.  I’ve never been more interested.  My father’s lies messed up a lot of things he may not yet recognize.  I’m really glad I’m not my father.

2:23 pm
I just read the above paragraph to George, who has three more days off.  He said, “It sounds like a lot of work, Linda.”  I was delighted at the comment and asked, “What does?”  He said, “The writing.”  I said, “NO.  NO, the writing is not work. It flows! NOT-WRITING is work.”  He left then, but at least he made a comment.  And, even if he does not recognize value in my work, he knows I’m working.

9:22 am

“Now let us talk about Jade Helm 15 and the concerns of whether the U.S. government, using the U.S. Military is preparing for large scale martial law at some point in the future.”

Jade Helm Military Participants Claim They Would Not Fire on Americans But They Have Been Programmed To Do Just That For Years!

Whether an event occurs within the time frame that the Jade Helm 15 exercises will be occurring or not, many believe the exercise alone is to prepare for martial law in America at some point, which would include disarming Americans, rounding up dissidents and “surgical strikes” and “extractions.”  Former military members have warned this massive exercise and others surrounding it are “unprecedented and dangerous.”

Active military members say there is no way they would shoot at Americans, nor disarm them.

QUESTION: So where is the disconnect?

ANSWER: Those giving the orders vs those taking the orders.

What I mean by that answer is that a number of events have been occurring that literally  label American veterans, constitutionlists, religious members, survivalists, gun-owners and many more as “extremists,” and terror threats by the U.S. government It has even been stated in the MSM that some of these Americans are a greater threat than terror groups like ISIS.

So if the President of the United States of America gives the order to military superiors that these Americans are a domestic threat…… wouldn’t those superiors then pass that order down during martial law so the military members on the ground would consider firing on those Americans as part of their oath and think they were protecting the innocent?

Read more at:   http://allnewspipeline.com/Jade_Helm_Military_Experiments.php

9:01 am

Any Bible student should know I’m right about what is going to happen with the Sons of God.
Also, we know that Satan cannot create, and only imitates things God made.  If the NSA can read our thoughts and access our memories, what do you think God might have in store?  Somebody is using counterfeit gifts, like ‘synthetic telepathy.’   Even THEY know it’s not the real deal!   (I guess they’d know better than we could.) We’re at a point, not the first one I suppose, where science is magic. Science is also magick, illusion, sleight-of-hand…and outright deception.  Beyond our matrix-minimized understanding of ‘science’ is SCIENCE.  This SCIENCE, being the real deal, not only describes our physical realm, but also scrutinizes other dimensions of the universe and of our own consciousness and existence. Somebody KNOWs about these things.   Somebody KNOWs things about us that we have no way of knowing about ourselves, yet.  The somebody who KNOWs these things is currently using that occult knowledge to take over the universe and destroy the rest of us.  He leaks his secrets to those who believe they will accompany him to far-off places, and they use SCIENCE to minimize any opposition to the imminent destruction of humanity in its current form.  The minions are not the first to die, but die they do, when the herd is slaughtered.  Minions can’t enter any man-made new world because they’re a reminder of the old, and no tyrant can tolerate his memories.
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8:01 am

So the story goes:  Both government forces and the rebels are just about to start rounding people up.  Crisis actors on both sides as well.  Both sides claim the military will be doing their bidding, and that we should be calm and get along as people disappear.  Both sides have outposts and missionaries preparing the fields of human perception and response.  Do I believe the government that says Jade Helm is just training, when it looks very real?  Do I believe the rebel-rag, that doesn’t look real at all?    Disinfo is asserted by every party involved, and discussed by us, who might-should be doing better things.  What are we not supposed to be looking at?  The end of the dollar?  The end of life on Earth due to radiation and geo-engineering?  The disclosure of alien involvement in the affairs of men?  The bon voyage party of the breakaway-civilization as they blast off for their vacation homes on Mars?  This is too good to be true!  We need TRUTH and we need Him NOW!

7:47 am

“Lord, thank you for my cousins.  I have a really cool bunch of cousins.”

7:37 am

This is very interesting. It has misspellings. It’s telling us to sit down and shut up and obey the authorities. I’d like to ‘transition peacefully and safely’ but I’m not sure I’ll recognize the bad guys. Or the authorities.

Imminent Mass Arrests Of Globalists, Bankers And Political Elite

I can’t make this image bigger.  Link to larger image at:   https://thatrandomcandidate.com/2015/06/25/this-is-very-interesting-its-telling-us-to-sit-down-and-shut-up-and-obey-the-authorities-id-like-to-transition-peacefully-and-safely-but-im-not-sure-ill-recognize-the-bad-guys-or-the/

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7:23 am

It is also impossible to separate church, or any rational group, from economics.  Economics describes our everyday transactions with others.  The church pretends to honor VERY CLEAR RULES about these relationships.  We’re told not to charge usury and to give to the poor.  We’re not supposed to harvest our oat-fields right up to the edge, so others may glean.  We’re not to consider our material needs but instead to ‘seek first the Kingdom of God’.   ‘If a man asks for your coat, give him the whole snow-suit,’ etc.  YET, the church does not do these things BECAUSE their actual allegiance is to man. In our relationships with others…our economic lives… the rules the church observes are NO DIFFERENT than those of the pagans.  You can’t serve God and mammon. Could that be wrong?  Let’s watch you refuse to file a 1040 this year.  Or how about the ‘church’ reversing that 501(c)(3) status?

6:00 am

“This is it, folks. Last call. Gonna step up or not? This is the final fight, perhaps the last for humanity. What are you going to do? Observe, wait, watch, criticize or just ignore it all?”

The amount of people cratered in their own selfish cyclical lives is repugnant. The lack of response to our clearly contrived and very dangerous condition is anathema to me. It’s not that I do not understand it, it is simply unacceptable.

Those who’ve awakened have been sounding the alarm for centuries. The question remains: when will humanity wake the hell up? What will it take? Another catastrophe – again?

 

The Truth is the Truth and is arising in the hearts of men by the minute. The clarity cannot be shirked anymore. It’s spreading like wildfire. But it needs to activate. And it needs to manifest now!

We cannot continue on “business as usual”; it’s no longer an option. Take personal action or face the consequences. It’s your choice. Trust what you’ve learned to be true or suffer the consequences for your own inaction.

Not much more I can say on this.

Just be responsive. And have some guts.

Read more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/last-chance-saloon/

5:42 am

MATT DAMON on ELITE & NWO – Amazing Speech On This Evil World

5:35 am

I’m seeing a family-wide guilty conscience, aren’t I?  Not because they believed Dad’s lies about me, he’s a very convincing liar.  They feel guilty because they wanted the lies to be true.  They WANTED me to be crazy, because if I am not, they are responsible for many things.  I’ve always been prude and I used to be very judgmental.  I’ve lost lots of friends because I took my beliefs more seriously than they.  I apologize to my family for being testy and self-righteous.  I beg their forgiveness and respectfully request that they listen to the things I say now.   My goal has not been to be right (although I am enjoying it), but to see my loved ones embrace truth and prepare for their eternal lives.  We live forever.  How we live forever is dependent on how we live now.  I will live screaming my fingers off about what bit of truth I’m given.  It would be nice if somebody would talk to me.

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5:12 am

Separation of church and state isn’t possible except by demanding that an individual belong to only one or the other
Churches are made up of people; so are states.  Neither exists otherwise.  I have been told I am a citizen of the United States…also I am a citizen of the Kingdom of God.  I am actually intrinsically part of those entities; I am the very warp and weft of their existence.  SO, separation of church and state isn’t possible because I can’t proffer half of myself to one or the other.  I am existent in both, and they exist ONLY through me.  How can it be possible then, that church-members self-righteously ignore politics?  The government says we must;  501(c)(3) rules prohibit churches from endorsing candidates, for instance.  But elections are mere theatre, and this token-prohibition is intended to convince us that separation of church and state is real.  In reality, government actually INSISTS that churches insinuate politics into absolutely everything they do.  And they’re smart to do that; the government knows it cannot exist without sharing clients.  The church should be as practical and honest.  Separation of the entities is fiction.  The government demands our hearts and the ‘church’ readily hands them over.  The church will be held accountable for having served two masters. They can only love one, and if they loved Jesus there would be no assimilation with any other.  Church cannot be separated from state. Not if it’s real.   Either our faith informs our politics, or our politics are chosen for us and our faith is void.
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4:10 am

“For some people, the only warning you’re going to get is me sitting here talking to you.”  That’s what Ron Paul said as he prophesied our economic (and zombie…) future.  He’s been prophetic…and denigrated…for many years.  The dollar is only worth what people think it’s worth.  Period.  (Gold standard abandoned, Nixon, 1971) The BRICS bank is a far-advanced demonstration of this CURRENTLY HAPPENING loss of confidence.  “Petro-dollars” no longer exist, America is dethroned, and our personal dollars are being stolen by devaluation.  We’re seeing government/Federal Reserve  theft of our savings and thrift.  Ron Paul said this is what he’s been warning people about his whole career, and it’s happening now.  I feel the same way about this and various other issues.  I’ve been warning my family for nearly as long as Dr. Paul served my country fighting the bad guys.  Hey Dad:  “FOR SOME PEOPLE THE ONLY WARNING YOU’RE GOING TO GET IS ME SITTING HERE TALKING TO YOU.”  

12-Term Congressman Ron Paul’s Warning to Americans about the Coming Currency Crisis

Watch here:  

3:59 am

Letter to my roommate:

Dear George,
There are three adults in this house, and two work for money.  I work for 1) our family’s history and value, 2) the enlightenment of Americans whose lives will soon change, 3) the education of our sons in preparation for what will transpire, 4) documenting all this for God, and 5) maintaining lives of other adults.  When my father was slandering me I did not think I had any value and was grateful to be permitted a bite of food in exchange for my CONTINUAL labor in this house.  Now I know I have value, and that that my work is very important.  I also still believe that a grown man should assume responsibility for things that assist others.  Thank you for mopping the floor.  I’d be more gratified if you asked Josh to do some small household task on a regular basis.  I have more important things to do than to clean up after other adults who refuse to recognize how important it is, that somebody does what I do.  Since you do not care to engage the world at this time, you have been given the privilege of feeding (and maybe clothing?) one who does.  I am a very great blessing to you and I always have been.  My heart has always been to change myself and not you.  Now, you must change or get out of the way.  That’s not my doing.  I don’t know where you stuffed all the things you used to know about government corruption and its necessary consequence.  I don’t know why you do not care about things.  I think it may be because you chose to believe a lie about somebody you knew to be a servant of God.  Just a thought.
L

6:13 pm

The NSA spies on the Supreme Court, Congress and the White House and you.

The stunning implication of this passage is that NSA spying targets not only ordinary American citizens, but also Supreme Court justices, members of Congress and the White House itself. One could hardly ask for a more naked exposure of a police state.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/he-nsa-spies-on-the-supreme-court-congress-and-the-white-house-and-you/#OGXwSFK2SjfTC1p9.99

5:35 pm

Another thing I want to know, is my situation unique?  I haven’t read a lot of articles about synthetic-telepathy technology that is so very precise.

5:31 pm

LETTER TO MY GOON/ANGEL:

Dear Goon,
You know my target audience better than I, because you have toys and the algorithms.  You also know, personally, my family and all other readers, and you know the notions to which they attend.  You know their birthdays and their passwords.  I will no longer be pushy to make things pretty.  It’s useless.  Therefore, I will no longer complain about formatting, or your preference to leave such a great volume of my own work on the ‘front page’, that I suspect not too many people ever get to see the over TWENTY THOUSAND NEWS STORIES…very much like my own work.  You know best.  I’ll keep on keeping on until I’m finished.  It would be nice if that were soon.
Love and kisses, Peter.

4:19 pm

ciaquotememe

3:13 pm

You Gave Facebook Messenger Permission To Spy On You Using a Hot Mic (Video)

“We receive data about you whenever you use or are running Facebook, such as when you look at another person’s timeline, send or receive a message, search for a friend or a Page, click on, view or otherwise interact with things, use a Facebook mobile app, or make purchases through Facebook.”


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/you-gave-facebook-messenger-permission-to-spy-on-you-using-a-hot-mic-video/#K1VaBHA2XVhK6Mqm.99

2:55 pm

I have pictures of myself that somebody took from my computer when I was alone in my car, early Spring, 2013, from when I was first aware I was being stalked.  (I don’t know if it was supposed to freak me out when a picture showed up on the screen spontaneously, but I got educated after that.)  My hands are nowhere near the keyboard.  I guess if the FBI can do it, anybody can, right?  Same with ALL THE FORMS OF CYBER-STALKING I meticulously recorded.

FBI Can Secretly Turn On Laptop Cameras To Eavesdrop Without The Indicator Light


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/fbi-can-secretly-turn-on-laptop-cameras-to-eavesdrop-without-the-indicator-light/#mtRukiSFl3vXmTgH.99

11:08 am

You know how you can really tell if a guy has his shit together?  Look at his lawn.  Only a man prudent in commerce would plant a huge crop of organisms that he then mows down and doesn’t even plan to harvest for any useful purpose.  A manicured lawn is a sign of bondage to the opinions of others, and to societal norms that are basically ridiculous.  Fancy yard-work is like a sign that shouts:  I WORRY ABOUT WHAT MY NEIGHBORS THINK SO MUCH THAT I  WASTE RESOURCES AND SWEAT EQUITY IN A LANDSCAPE THAT FEEDS NOBODY.  I think lawns are pretty stupid but I mowed my dad’s grass today.  He rented his cabin, and the lawn was full of unsightly weeds.  I wouldn’t want him to  get a bad review.

10:01 am

They Use Weapons Of Media Mass Distraction To Change The National Narrative Every Single Time The People In Charge Want To Make Something In The News Conveniently Disappear…

They’re going to ram the TPP down our throats if it takes a mass shooting distraction to do it. It’s not like that hasn’t happened 12 other times in the last few years either…


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/they-use-weapons-of-media-mass-distraction-to-change-the-national-narrative-every-single-time-the-people-in-charge-want-to-make-something-in-the-news-conveniently-disappear/#hHQgDtmVxlelrlbJ.99

9:31 am

They’re doing a youth production of the Princess Bride in Curtis.  Josh is so tall, and with his dark ponytail he’d make a perfect Wesley.  Also, he could wear his high leather boots and his tricorne hat. Also, he could maybe meet some other people who like the cos-play bit.  I hope he goes to the meeting.   I’m still happy, and that’s nice, but I’m not always ‘OK’.  My interactions are not always genuine…because of the cloud over my life.  It seems, once you’ve been called crazy, no amount of un-crazy can eliminate the scourge.  No amount of happy can dislodge it even, but maybe happy is counter-productive for that particular demonstration.  It’s time I saw an ad in the Newberry News from my repentant family.  It’s time somebody asks me to dinner, and invites me into the family.  It’s time for the fatted calf to be slain, and for goods to be redistributed.  It’s time somebody cares about what happened to us.  Then I’ll be OK.

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7:13 am

I’ve begun to think about why I refuse to think about sex.  It’s tempting to chalk it up to PTSD, since I was so shamefully abused in that manner.  But, it wouldn’t be productive since I plan to become entirely conscious and Spirit-controlled.  Another cop-out would be to blame my reluctance on the fact that my thoughts are sometimes monitored, and sometimes others see through my eyes.  That is a VERY GOOD reason, if one submits to embarrassment and shame.  I plan to escape both entirely.  Concern about one’s appearance is pretty shallow, for a would-be mature-Son-of-God, but it is persistent.  (You know when the person you’d most like to be naked with is also the person you’d least like to see you that way?)  God planned for that issue with some promises and visions.  Thankfully he’s not done fixing my body.  When I consider my various ‘defects’..I’ve forgotten… how good it feels to be pain-free!   I had migraines that lasted a week.  I couldn’t roll over in bed at 35,  from arthritis.  Maybe he’s upgraded other things I haven’t tried out yet.   I miss sex a lot;  thinking about it wouldn’t facilitate my abstinence although I have no reason to believe it could be altered.  Desire for privacy is the most conscious reason I can come up with, that I reject sexual thoughts.   I believe it’s my legitimate God-ordained privilege, to share some things only according to my choice.  Those who abolished lying, are also making fast work of human dignity.  Technology must be transferred to empathetic non-warlike Spirit-led revolutionaries.  And then I’ll think about anything I wish.

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6:47 am

My dad.  And other tyrants:

[Those who manipulate the world] “are at a level of consciousness that does not have empathy.  They do not have any emotional consequence by seeing the effect on others of their actions.  Take a breath now, and think about that.”  (David Icke)

6:40 am

Why Do We Ignore the Obvious?

Call it sleepwalking to oblivion or what have you, it’s endemic to today’s dumbed-down society. This is why the education system was their primary target since way back, conditioning humanity from childhood to not think analytically but to simply repeat whatever is in their carefully sculpted curriculum.

But most of all do not question authority.

We each answer for ourselves. And once we do answer the call to wake up we take action. That’s the only rational response. We’ll tell others like there’s no tomorrow, because there may not be one if we don’t. We take appropriate action in our own lives first and move to prepare our loved ones for what may be immediate consequences of what we’ve realized is going on and how to avoid or mitigate it.

That’s called waking up. And it’s not comfortable. It’s a lot of hard work, and takes a lot of courage. But really we’re only acting in a responsible manner when we do so, simply doing what’s right. It’s not that big of a deal – unless our priority is how we appear to others…

They say a rut is just a grave with the ends kicked out. I heartily agree.

Read more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/ignore-obvious/

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5:18 am

6/23/15

5:07 pm

This isn’t the ad I saw, but it’s pretty amazing…

Ron Paul – final prediction, warning to Americans 5/2015

4:51 pm

I worked for nine hours before George got up, then I went to say good-bye to the prophet.

The prophet said the reason he survived in a predatory town was that he did a lot of nice things for people.  He said that we don’t always believe we’re making a difference, but that’s only because we can’t see the big picture like God does.  He said that three times.  I cried as he talked.  He asked me if I’d gone to the website on the Ron Paul ad that I saw the last time I was at his house.  I don’t know how he knew it affected me but he did.  I didn’t look at the advertised website…because I’ve been ‘following Dr. Paul for decades’…but, the prophet said, ‘What if there’s a new message?”  He’s right.  We should expect the unexpected and I should be diligent in my pursuit of truth.  I haven’t watched it yet.  When I got home I made dough and sauce for pizza.  I told the prophet I survived because the people who watch my family know what my dad did…and they like me better.  I told my dad that once, and he said, “I suppose they would.”
The prophet is leaving, probably tomorrow.  I don’t know what I’ll do without him.  “God never closes a door without opening a window”…or something like that.  It’s not really scriptural, but I’ll believe that He has better things for me.  I’ve known the prophet for nearly ten years: he taught me what a loving dad should be.  I’ve learned a lot from him that I had no other way to learn.  I prayed for us, then he cried too.  I prayed that God would give him all the blessings he gave me, like taking away pain.   (The prophet couldn’t walk today because his ankle hurt too much.)  I prayed that God would fix my heart, like he has the prophet’s. I guess I joined our blessings.   I might drive down his road even after he’s gone.  It’s all hardwood trees and swoopy curves.  He said that when his bones dry out he’ll come back and take me to Colorado to see Isaac for a ‘minute’.  He always talks about ‘minutes’ and ‘windows’ and encourages me to see my life as a very small portion of my life.  He’s very wise and I’ll miss him a lot.

11:24 am

“No man in the wrong can stand up against a fellow that’s in the right and

keeps on a-comin’.”            

                 —Texas Rangers

8:25 am

PRAYER BREAK:
“Is it true that obedience is the highest form of worship, Lord?  I hope so because I want to please you and lift you up before the world.  I miss singing and dancing in your presence but you compel me to continue.  I miss worshiping with other people too.  I miss praying with another body.  Thank you that others join my prayers, otherwise.  I’m grateful for the fun I’ve had since I’ve been driving an old beater that gets 45 miles to the gallon.  Thank you for the things Josh and I got to do together.  Please give me absolute belief in every word you’ve ever spoken, to me and to others. Thank you that I’m in the palm of your hand along with my loved ones.  Thank you that I will experience love in the land of the living bodies.  Thank you for shelter and bandwidth.  Thank you for my new friends.  And old ones.  Amen.”
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8:18 am

OMG, now conspiracy theorists have THEIR OWN MSM propaganda machine!  What’s a girl to do?

Are You Really Awake? Or Are You Just Another Sheeple Conspiracy Theorist?

Read more at:   http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread1071709/pg1

8:01 am

I sometimes wonder if electronic weapons can artificially create a desire to be crazy, or if that pathology is entirely society-indoctrination-based.  When presented with anomalies, our initial reaction is to disregard them, but they still get stuffed away in our memories.  After observing more weirdness, previous observations are exposed and we try to confirm them, by speaking to others. People’s reactions might bury our questions again, but they continue to bubble to the surface.  At one point, we either become convinced of their reality, or we seek some method to realign with the hologram.  Eventually, some noticers would give most anything to see the world as it’s been presented, they choose ‘crazy’, preferring pharmacological adjustment to genuine research.  Some commit suicide.  If the emperor has no clothes we ought to all be talking about it.  We should adjust the FAKE-SITUATION, rather than those who point out the deception.  

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7:21 am

By the time I’ve saved up a hundred fifty dollars to file my lawsuit against my dad, mother and brother (I haven’t figured out how to include their corporations but I suppose I should do that.), I should have my first set of interrogatories ready to file right away.  I’m categorizing them according to ‘creepiness’ level.  I will begin asking questions about the most creepy things they did over the past few years.  It was pretty creepy every time I asked questions and my mom screamed at me. Kicking me off their property was creepy, and I’m pretty sure I remember the topics they were rejecting at the times I was thus discharged.  There was the time my dad took pictures of me as I begged him to just shoot me instead of leaving me in family-limbo.  Who was he going to show the pictures to?  What was he wishing to document?  That he had seriously TRIED REALLY REALLY HARD to make me crazy?  I suspect his failure to do so has caused him discomfort with the controllers. I will ask what my mother meant when she yelled:  WE HAD TO DO IT;  and the time my father encouraged me to disrobe in public stands out.  It was creepy when they knew things about my life that they had no observable way to know.   This will be a REALLY FUN court case!

7:10 am

Daylight.  It’s George’s day off so in five or six hours when he gets up I’ll ask him if we’ll finally plant a garden today, or if I’ll drive off alone to contemplate the revolution in which he is unwilling to participate.  Maybe I’ll just leave before he gets up instead.

7:04 am

Also, you’ve got to begin to discipline your minds.  If you don’t know Jesus, and are unaccustomed to prayer, go get Isaac to do a guided meditation or go fishing alone.  Turn off the TV.  LISTEN to your thoughts.  Learn to discern their origination.  My dad told me long ago that I’d never have an original thought.  At the time, I figured he said so because he’d never had one.  But now I know, neither had I.  Learn where your thoughts are coming from and choose wisely.  TV puts humans into a different vibration-level. Turn it off.  Turn it off and listen. Pretty soon we will be unable to learn how.  

6:28 am

If you ever plan to speak the truth, you must know about the Stasi

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Gangstalkers actually break in.  My friend suffered many break-ins out west, and once she even chased a guy up a hill to a van with antenna-equipment on it.  Gangstalkers move items into different places, and destroy small things.  Once somebody went into my car, it was parked and locked in Ann Arbor.  I was campaigning and kept a cash-bag under the driver’s seat, with receipts and stuff.  When I returned to my car, the bag was gone and the doors were still locked.  Nothing else had been disturbed.  In my bedroom a few years ago, the window casing was entirely broken through, and a metal fixture for holding back the drapes had been ripped from the wall.  I slept in there every night.  (I could show anybody the damage.  It has not been repaired.)  Anything to mess with targets’ minds.  This stuff is VERY REAL and it is the future.  There is a Stasi operating in America, and if you haven’t met up with them yet, you will.
“Stasi”
Wickipedia
“One of its main tasks was spying on the population, mainly through a vast network of citizens turned informants, and fighting any opposition by overt and covert measures, including hidden psychological destruction of dissidents.”
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5:32 am

The aims of the Covert Harassment Conference 2015:

  • To challenge general ignorance, governments denial and mainstream media silence regarding the development and existence of the sophisticated spectrum of harassment methodologies and bio-electromagnetic technology (a.k.a. mind-control technology), capable of not only influencing the human body, behaviour, emotions and cognitive processes, but also torturing and/or killing at the speed of light without leaving any evidence.

CONFERENCE ON COVERT HARASSMENT OF CIVILIANS 2015, 1 AND 2 OCTOBER 2015, BERLIN, GERMANY

See about it here:   https://www.covertharassmentconference.com/home

5:26 am

MUSIC BREAK

The Midnight Special

John Fogerty (This is basically a gospel song, for the gospelly-minded.)

5:16 am

“My people perish for lack of knowledge.”  (God)

I have had, many times, an epiphany moment, but some of these epiphanies were not unannounced.  Many ‘conspiracy theories’ become illuminated by the Spirit and I say  “OMG, it’s all real!”  That has repeatedly been the cry of my heart due to my painfully accelerated exposure to unacceptable proclamations.  I KNOW it’s hard for my family to face facts.  I KNOW!  I always believed in the supernatural and it’s still very hard for me.  I KNOW that the incomprehensible comprehension is hurtful, the understanding that our thoughts are not our own, and that the world is not as we believe, and that life’s be-all and end-all is not shopping!  It is VERY DIFFICULT to believe the truth!  God said, “Buy the truth, and sell it not.”  (Selling truth is a definite losing proposition.) PLEASE CONSIDER my studied contention that more is going on than what they print in the advertisements. PLEASE, family.  PLEASE CONSIDER.
How about this?  Do not sign on to anything I say or to any weirdness that is documented by congenial truth-loving people.  Just RECOGNIZE that not all people think as you do, and that they do not all spend their free time buying new junk.  The research of honest people must be evaluated, especially since the NEWS tells us only what those who control us wish us to think.  Please family, do not think what others wish you to think.

4:51 am

LIDA Machine automatically puts people to sleep or wakes them up.  Pic, 1950?

6/22/15

4:50 pm

TEXT TO MY DAD:

I know (I misspelled ‘know’) you want to talk to me.  I’ll be kind…at least kinder than you.  Please don’t go to hell.  I love you.

4:45 pm

People are starting to treat me as though I’m smart, rather than crazy!  Today a guy asked me about currency and I taught about the Federal Reserve.  Wow.  I could like this.

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4:26 pm

I think love is putting all your eggs in one basket.  Love is not a commitment, but a steadfast resolve that could not be extinguished with fireworks and kryptonite.  Love is a state of being totally believing in the goodness of another.  Never, NEVER would the object of love do anything untoward, or unkind, or dishonest.  I swear, if anybody ever expected the  best of me, rather than attributing my every breath to ulterior motive, I could be something special. What encouragement is there in serving a source of ridicule?

MUSIC BREAK:

Phoebe Snow – Love Makes A Woman

4:17 pm

The prophet is leaving.  He has to go.  He’d take me with him but I can’t go anywhere until I get through to my dad.  Besides, the prophet isn’t in love with me and that would become an issue.  He will change the world.

MUSIC BREAK

Led Zeppelin Going to California

4:09 pm

I readily confess that I’m half-retarded.  The half that can see recognizes my handicap.  I can see VERY CLEARLY about some things.  About other things I’m totally blind.  I look forward to the day the NSA fills me in on the circumstances I did not recognize.  They have to tell me, or it wouldn’t be as much fun for them.  That’s my guess anyway.  But some of them just get off on rape and torture.

4:00 pm

What a lovely thing, and what an honor to be the father of a true patriot.  How the bells of heaven resound that a man brought forth a daughter who values not his diamonds, nor his gonads, but his heart.  What a wonderful lot was given to my dad, when he knocked up the principal’s daughter and changed his desired fortune.  He will thank God for me, as I do for him.  We will share nectar of sweet communion, and he will not always beat his chest in agony of remorse for his heart’s intent  of condemnation and pain for said sweet creature.  If I’m creating reality, I want a better one for my dad.  With only one proviso:  it must include me.

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3:51 pm

I just bluffed; I’ve never done that before.  (I’ve never HAD TO BLUFF.)  My dad rolled down to the cottage, so I donned my ‘SAVIOR OF AMERICA’ costume and met him at the driveway.  I picked up the BIGGEST, FLASHIEST three-leaf clover available, and I rolled it between my thumb and forefinger as my dad told me about the people who will be staying in the cottage.  He sounded human but he played dumb.  The aging psychopath cannot have it both ways.  He pays guys to fix showers.  He only comes down here to see me.  That’s sweet. The “American Patriot” jacket fits me perfectly.  (I know I’m the most interesting woman he ever didn’t talk with.)

3:32 pm

Will it be a white van that comes to get me, or will it be one of those suv’s with the dark windows like in the videos of CIA operations.   Will they ask me questions or just exterminate me on the spot?  (I mean “try to exterminate me.”)  Will it be at midnight or in the middle of the day?  Will the operatives be on the government payroll?  Will they be my neighbors?  Will they go to Dad’s house first?  Methinks the neighbors will.  When people get hungry they’ll go to the place they presume will have food and resources.  Eat the rich.  They’ll come to my fancy house for the same reason, and I’ll give them what I have. My dad might have a couple Lean Cuisines in the freezer and maybe an extra roll of toilet paper.  I wish I could see more clearly, the order of events, but I’ve been waiting years for somebody to pull into the driveway and ask to talk to me.  I will never have to defend my story; God told me that.  Not a hair on my head will be harmed, God told me that too.  I will be a sign and a wonder; he said I’d be happy and fulfilled.  I am not afraid.  My father is afraid of even the opinion of every bus-boy he ever met.  EVERYBODY must think he’s god-on-Earth.  He’s afraid of simpletons.  He’s afraid of me.

3:19 pm

I went to my dad’s office to burn George’s new jacket and ball cap in the driveway, but I decided that was over the top and I had a better idea anyway.  The jacket doesn’t fit George, and since Dad thinks it’s so funny, I’ll just wear it myself. Ball cap too, I always wear hats to cover my fuzzy hair.  I can’t wait until Dad sees me in my new get-up.

2:16 pm

From my targeted activist friend in Belgium:

DEAR LINDA ,
THE NEXT CONFERENCE IS IN BERLIN. ARE U COMING THERE?
IN LOVE
LAROCHE

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

2:15 PM (0 minutes ago)

to ANDREA
I haven’t seen any notices about a conference.  I’ll look it up.  I’m penniless, but I was penniless in November and I came to Belgium.  One never knows.  Best wishes and constant prayers, L
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2:10 pm

PRAYER:

“God, take note!  Are you even looking at my father?  Sorry, I know you must be searching HIGH AND LOW to find one of your own; I don’t blame you if you missed WHAT HE’S BECOME!  You know the things he’s done to me all my life and you know he’s been a stumbling block to my spiritual path; we’ve been over all that.  LOOK at him NOW!  He will not assist even his own kin because it would mean his reputation would have to take a shot. He’s so PROUD and you RESIST THE PROUD but I love him and you do too.  PLEASE, do not resist my father, as he so consistently resists you!  Give him a break?  Break his heart?  Give him love enough to see you?  Give him courage and wisdom  to do the right things for his family that you gave him!  Tell him why you allowed him to become rich, and if you mention my mission, I wouldn’t mind.  DO NOT ALLOW MY FATHER TO CONTINUE SHOOTING HIMSELF IN THE FOOT!  Please.  Amen.”

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1:49 pm

Tell me, is my dad not an asshole?   I respectfully submit this query to the great cloud of witnesses.  Can you even imagine what comprised his Father’s Day gift to my ex-husband, whom he has been leading astray for years and whose marriage he made untenable?  Can you guess?  A FRICKING RED-WHITE-AND-BLUE JACKET AND HAT COMBO!  It says, on both items:  “American Patriot”.  I will not see George in that para-military costume.    I’m the only American Patriot in this house. The greatest opportunity of millenia and George sleeps until after noon every day!  He won’t even plant a war garden.  He registered my son for Selective Service!  What part of EVERYTHING is he not getting?
“I didn’t choose the thug-life, the thug-life chose me.”  (Ruthie)
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8:52 am

MUSIC BREAK, dedicated to my family who kicked me out without even telling me:

Never Letting Go – Phoebe Snow

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8:34 am

What if the key to my prison were something small?  What if a single gesture by a caring person would free me to fulfill my destiny?  What if my brother bought me a phone; he spends more in a week on chips and soda. What if he stood up for the maligned pariah?  What if that was all it took to soften our lying father’s heart? What if our father recognized the inevitable consequences to years of psychopathic control;  and what if he lowered his fists…and there were no battle?  What if one kind gesture might be the beginning of freedom for many people?  What if it meant that our father would not be eternally damned, and that we might have an honest loving relationship with him?  What if it only took a single step, to begin in the right direction?  What if many people followed?  What if God will judge our every action?  Would he not recognize the tremendous chutzpah required to stand up to one’s warden?  Would he not reward such a small significant act?

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8:14 am

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I suspect if a boy lives his whole life doing only what his daddy says…he will become his daddy.

8:05 am

TEXT TO MY BROTHER DAVID GOLDTHORPE WHO IS RICH AND WON’T THREATEN THAT STATUS EVEN IF IT MEANS HE WILL GO TO HELL:

What did I do to merit six years, so far, of ostracism and ridicule?  Did I do something illegal?  No.  Did I sleep around and behave immorally?  No.  Did I harm anybody?  No.  I merely did something Dad didn’t like.  Who’s next?  Will you ignore your own values and conscience until you die?  What then?

7:46 am

DAVID LISTEN UP:

What did I do to merit six years (so far) of ostracism and ridicule?  Did I do something illegal?  No.  Did I sleep around and behave immorally?  No.  Did I harm anybody?  No.  I MERELY DID SOMETHING MY FATHER DID NOT LIKE.  (To be fair, he has acquaintances who disliked it more and they scared him.)  BUT, all I did was something he did not approve.  How long before another of his offspring is next?    (Unless you plan to ignore your own conscience and desires until you die.  Then disregard this warning.)
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7:37 am

Pitiful, my dad is entirely pitiful.  He gave George a Fathers’ Day gift, although he hasn’t given him birthday gifts and they have not even been related for three years.  George is the father of Dad’s grandsons, so the gesture could be very fine…except the part where it’s FAKE RECOGNITION because Dad will not even print a key for the same grandsons, so they might have a refuge in time of need.  My FATHER is a fraud and I know it and that’s why he tried to destroy me.  (WE MADE A BET.)  Truth is revealed, yet that stupid man still thinks he can demonstrate kindnesses that obstruct revelation of his heart.  I can’t read minds yet, but I will.  I hope I don’t have to be around him then, I don’t like to watch VIOLENCE AND PORN.

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7:19 am

TEXT TO DAVID:

“No amount of kissing Dad’s ass and ignoring his crimes will fulfill you. Only Truth will do that.  I love you and I pray for your freedom.”

7:01 am

EMAILS:

David, I know you’ve been disappointed with your life.  (Imagine how I feel.)  I remember when your wife stopped shaving her legs a week after you were married.  You didn’t like it.  I remember lots of things you didn’t like, yet still you play the role.  GET REAL.  You’ll 1) be happier, 2) help the earth and 3) please God.  It’s a no-brainer.

6:52 am

If my brother would talk to me, I’d hold his cheeks in my hands and force him to look at my face.  I’d say, “You are beautiful in the sight of God.  You are everything he ever wanted and he has great plans for you.  He will not ridicule your opinions like Dad does, and he will enable you to see far further than Dad ever tried.  Your destiny is not to be a rich-man’s suck-up.  Your destiny is colorful and there’s music and there’s fulfillment of your every desire.  Do not follow our father into hell.  GET ME A PHONE.”

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6:48 am

God’s plan for this world is very similar to the expectations of many thoughtful souls who do not even study God. The trans-humanists recognize, and I concur, and the Word of God predicts, that man must evolve.  We’re to become a brand-new species.  The Bible calls it ‘one new man’.  No longer Jew or Gentile, no longer bond nor free.  No longer timid overwhelmed individuals, the remnant will be conquerors.  I do not wish to become entirely trans-human, and that’s not necessary to survive cataclysmic realignment that must render us different if we will survive.  God saw this coming, and he plans to transfigure individuals.  He plans for a portion of our doomed race to become something entirely new.  We’ll not require machines, to read others’ thoughts.  No technology will be necessary to empower a vast army of free-thinking, God-fearing, people-loving, Earth-changers.  Just watch.  I know I’m right about this one.

6:39 am

Earth enters sixth extinction phase with many species – including our own – labelled ‘the walking dead’
The planet is entering a new period of extinction with top scientists warning that species all over the world are “essentially the walking dead” – including our own.
The report, authored by scientists at Stanford, Princeton and Berkeley universities, found that vertebrates were vanishing at a rate 114 times faster than normal. In the damning report, published in the Science Advances journal, researchers note that the last similar event was 65 million years ago, when dinosaurs disappeared, most probably as a result of an asteroid. – Read more at:   http://www.independent.co.uk/environment/earth-is-entering-sixth-extinction-phase-with-many-species–including-our-own–labelled-the-walking-dead-10333608.html

6:32 am

I don’t want my species to go extinct, and the scientists say we are already the “walking dead.”  We destroyed our home.  Radiation is pumping into our environment continually, food is poisoned and breathing fills us with heavy metals and smart-dust that connects us to the hive mind of those who have eliminated our future.  Our thoughts are stuffed with materialism and fear.  I don’t want to see my dad fry, when God has given us opportunity to escape what is happening to our world, what evil people have DONE TO our world.  The escape is available even to those thoughtless people.  My dad has attempted to mold the world in his own image, even manipulating individuals who have other roads to travel.  He is FRIGHTENED and he thinks that if he CONTROLS EVERYBODY his life will not change.  He thinks he will not die, apparently, because he ignores the situation he claims to control. He’s very sad.  He’s a very sad creature created in the image of God and intended for immortality.  Rather, he chooses to bring EVERYBODY HE SHOULD LOVE into the death-pact he signed when he chose to manipulate rather than to love.  He’s very sad.  I love him very much.  He hates that more than anything.

6:02 am

The Lord said, ” As prayer of repentance and intercession continue to go forth and as joy becomes My people’s strength, I am bringing Great Release. Captivity is Turning. I am restoring the years, even generations where iniquitous patterns have had hold of whole generational lines.”

I then saw many chains being broken, and even an iron ball with a chain attached , suddenly snap. The Lord says, ” I am declaring FREEDOM TO CAPTIVES. There is going to be Heavy Duty Recovery. And you are now going to see it come swiftly, as there is another shift taking place, which will strategically align My End-Time Army for the days ahead. Unity and true fellowship of this remnant people, is coming forth.” – Read more from Linda Marshall, June 22, at:   http://ft111.com/marshall.htm

6/21/15

7:02 pm

Mom is already making plans.

7:00 pm

Make plans, that’s also what Goldthorpes will do when the patriarch kicks the bucket; we’ll all get started on our own bucket-lists once our lives are not his contrived propaganda.  We’ll be very productive and happy, when Dad dies.

6:54 pm

Extinction-level events going on all around him, and yet the neighborhood’s premier Baptist won’t speak to his daughter.  I hold him and his religion in derision.  He’s false.  He’s also stupid, because talking to me might help him.  But, denial is the opiate of the aged.

6:49 pm

TEXT TO DAD, forwarded to Mom and David:

“It’s your turn.  It has been your turn for a very long time but now thousands of people know it.  Does your fraudulent religion prescribe love?  You don’t love me; I got it.  Do you love Isaac?  You know that when you die we’ll all nudge each other and snicker.  I’d like to see you with us in Heaven instead, whatever that turns out to be.  I’m learning about Heaven as we speak and you know it.  Thank you for raping me so I could need Jesus really bad and find Heaven.”

6:19 pm

How’s this happen?

     

Interesting Connection Between Dylann Storm Roof, Eliot Rodger, Hunger Games, Sandy Hook

See more at:   http://govtslaves.info/interesting-connection-between-dylann-storm-roof-eliot-rodger-hunger-games-sandy-hook/

10:58 am

10:11 am

For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? (Matthew 16:26)

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?  (Mark 8:36)
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10:09 am

If you love someone, you interact with truth, and you require truth.  Absent truth, any warm feelings for another person are merely lust, a desire for something attractive, be it drugs or sex or rock-n-roll, joint checking-accounts, that sort of thing.  Love is not content with status or persona, attractive though these might be.  Love wants ownership of the black boxes of beloved souls.  Love wants to know all there is to know about the beloved, and love accepts everything it finds.  Love however, does not perpetuate all it finds.  Love never seeks to control, but imbues the beloved soul with courage and strength and vision and destiny.  We do not EVER love those who 1) expect us to kiss their asses without mutual smooching, 2) will not expose their hearts, while 3) using other people for their own advantage.  I believe my brother knows this.  I believe my brother should ponder it.

TEXT TO MY BROTHER DAVID:

You want Dad to go to hell then you just keep right on ignoring me.  What did he ever do to you?  Get me a phone.

(I haven’t sent it yet because I must drive up the hill to send a text.  I need a phone.)

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9:30 am

If somebody would encourage my father not to go to hell on my account, I’d be very grateful.

He knows I’d die for truth.  If he chooses to die for lies…what a tragedy!

9:26 am

I captioned this email:  GROW UP IMMEDIATELY!!!

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9:20 am

How far must this go?  I picture myself hunkered down, frantically texting the FATHER THAT GOD GAVE ME:  “Dad.  There’s a white van.  It’s been following me all day.  What do I do?”  He refuses to talk to me, of course.  Then, that fraudulent old man WOULD SPEND ETERNITY IN HELL REVISITING MY WORDS.  What if, God forbid, Isaac texts me in like kind?  I am many states distant, and I have no money. I would be unable to assist my beloved.   My DAD WOULD FRY.  “Amen.  Selah.  Dad’s turn.”

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9:12 am

EMAIL TO FAMILY AND WITNESSES:

Tell Dad that if Isaac or I disappear he’ll enter a deeper level of hell.

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8:56 am

HUGE DISSIDENT EXTRACTION COVERT EXERCISE CAUGHT IN TENNESSEE – Andrea Kirkland says she was followed in a grocery store. Since then, she has posted pictures to Facebook trying to track down the man responsible. Thursday, Kirkland says she was grocery shopping when she noticed a man with an empty cart following her through the aisles. She says while she was shopping, she felt like the man was watching her. At first, she didn’t think much of it, but as he got closer she went to the deli and told the employee she was being followed. The man heard her and left the store. – (I usually just talked to the guys.  Except that once at Glenn’s in Gaylord after I’d been followed to Saginaw Veteran’s Hospital and back.  Four cops with guns came storming into the store from different entrances and converged on the aisle I was shopping.    Spooky stuff.  That was even before the NDAA.) – Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-dissident-extraction-covert-exercise-caught-in-tennessee/#RcAyqJRbzBFHmzvI.99 Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-dissident-extraction-covert-exercise-caught-in-tennessee/#RcAyqJRbzBFHmzvI.99

8:47 am

“How are you?”  When he REFUSES to talk to me for years?  What a crock of bullshit my dad pumps forth.  I am still ALIVE and I’m TALKATIVE.  That’s all he cares to know.

8:43 am

I think my dad knows that if George were to ever stick up for his family, he’d have to respond.  (George is a guy, after all.)   I KNOW that he has lied and finagled George in the past.  George loves truth,  and God only knows what would entrain a truth-loving man to ignore the intentional destruction of his home and marriage.  God told me one time that he was doing something new with George, something he was very excited about.  I can’t picture how he might ignite that man of conscience who refuses to engage.  Guess I’ll see.  I used to be afraid when Dad would corner George but not anymore.  “Lord, bring it.  Please?”

8:35 am

So much for staying clear of my dad; he came down to the house and put a Fathers’ Day present in George’s car.  (I wonder what that’s about; my folks haven’t even been giving him birthday cards lately.)  I caught him in the act and wished him Happy Fathers’ Day.  He asked how I was and I said, “Excellent.  Better than I’ve ever been in my life.”  He said, “I wish I could say that.”  I said, “The truth will set you free.”  He said, “I know that.”  (I don’t believe for a minute that he does.)

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6:39 am

I told Josh yesterday that the gift shop in Manistique was having a sale on moccasins.  Apparently he’s always wanted moccasins so we went back today.  They had lots of choices, and Teva sandals and other good footwear.  He walked into the shop and picked up an ankle-high moccasin with fringe and laces.  They had one pair…his size.  He’s delighted and I’d like to always shop the way it goes for him.  I told him about my wardrobe difficulty, and that I’d like to feel pretty again.  He asked, “When did you think you were pretty.”  I cried.  I told him that I felt prettier when I wore nice clothes.  He had merely asked for a period of time in my life when I had been most comfortable.  That would be a time when I did not see other women’s bodies on-line all day.  In old news clips the anchor-women are dressed like nuns.
QUESTIONS FOR MY GOON/ANGEL:
When a chunk of text disappears, what am I supposed to think?  I know I get carried away, but my superlatives pale before the eloquence and TESTOSTERONE that sometimes bears my name.  Am I not to write about that particular topic?  Am I to phrase differently, my contempt for corrupt human government? 

6:27 am

‘Observation without evaluation’, I think I just did it.  I took note of a personal recent strength and I didn’t judge myself for the indulgence.  I think I’ve got this NSA mind-control thing backwards, perhaps because it’s more comfortable to believe that a goon accesses my memories and returns them to me in complete sentences, than it is to believe that I do ALWAYS think beautiful thoughts, the electronic toys merely cloaking them at times.  I think my concept of dictation might be wrong.  I am morose between periods of communication, but maybe my natural state is continual communication with the divine, right inside of myself.  I think maybe I’m being GIVEN something far less, than I am being withheld something.  Observations of myself have traditionally been followed with immediate repentance.  This was false modesty.  With no lack of humility, and tremendous gratitude to Jesus and the goon I say:  When it became obvious that I could not escape physical/psychological/sexual/social torment, I had to become a better version of myself.  Both factors remaining true, I have become far more courageous and happy.  If my father delays, I benefit.  Still, he should tell the truth for his own sake.  And I should have a nightgown that is not tattered.  And a home.  And I should have my modesty back and dress like a gypsy.  (Josh said the gypsy part.)

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5:53 am

Fathers’ Day.  Bloody Sunday.  I thought about going to church to see Dad but I’d have to stay for the sermon because I’ve never heard that guy preach before.  I really don’t want to listen to that.  I thought about baking one of my grandma’s cakes and just delivering it to Dad at church,  in the pew, right side, second row from the back, near the window.  I never miss Fathers’ Day, but this year I’m giving myself the present.  I’m not going anywhere near that stone-hearted pervert.

6/20/15

9:49 am

Letter to John Taylor Gatto:
Dear John, I love you very much and I pray for you often, although you couldn’t probably know that by the glut of correspondence.  I was unable to assist you as you requested the last time we spoke; I hope your situation has improved. I’ve been unavoidably detained by circumstances under the control of nefarious influence.  I think I need a lawyer.  Perhaps you understood, when I did not, the subject of the book you so kindly reviewed for me.  I was targeted with gangstalking, cyber-stalking and electronic harassment.  I was a stupid goat-milking housewife who ran for Congress as a home-school project for her son.  I think I was too good an opportunity to pass up and they really hate Ron Paul, don’t they?  Anyway, I inadvertently published the story, and I also recorded it in journals that I swore to and had notarized before sending them away and I haven’t seen them since.  I’ve maintained a website for two years documenting EVERY SINGLE CLAIM I MAKE.  This is good.  Do you know anybody who isn’t afraid to get his hands dirty?  
What if it was the GOP that targeted me?  Wouldn’t that be amazing?  I believe I was one of the first people endorsed by Dr. Paul during his second presidential bid.  And, the circumstances of my elections were very unusual.  Bart Stupak voted to kill babies and next thing you know the GOP’s least-likely-to-succeed is sharing Boehner’s liquor tab.  I recorded all those details too.  Wouldn’t it be great if God used me after making me so ridiculous?  I really think he’s changing the world and I hope I’m part of it.  I spoke to Andrew Schlafly shortly after Stupak’s sell-out and described the MIRACULOUS funding received overnight by my new Congressman.  He said, “That makes more sense than you know.”  I’m thinking of writing him.  Some lawyer needs me.
Thank you so very much for all your work on behalf of freedom and truth.  I’m more grateful than I can say that I was granted the privilege of spending some few hours with you, in Michigan.  I long to to see you recover what that was worth.  I hope you are well, I’d like to come to see you when I can afford gas.   I’ve been destitute since politics; I lost my bar license even, but my father will soon pay restitution for slandering me and lying to the police about me in 2009.  (Long story.  It’s in the book.)  Then, may I come?

6:43 am

EMAIL TO THE FAMILY who, to my knowledge, have not yet given keys to my sons, so that they may get out of Dodge, if the need presents itself:

If it’s one chance in a million that Isaac is targeted…WTF  are you waiting for?”

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6:32 am

There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man: And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary. And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man; Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me. And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith. And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them? I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth? (Luke 18:2-8) ————-

6:22 am

I forgot to write about the damages on my complaint:
Due to the wrongful actions of the defendants, plaintiff has suffered the following damages:
She lost her 1) marriage, 2) the affection and trust of her children and all other family members, 3) her home, 4) her earning potential at the point where she was the most marketable ever in her life (People were sending me campaign donations from all over the country.), 5)  her friends, 6) her allies, 7) her confidence, and 8) her freedom.
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6:06 am

I can’t believe anybody’s still listening to Obama. He says stupid things like ‘guns kill people.’  PEOPLE kill people, and it has been repeatedly proven that it is possible to kill a person…or a lot of people…without a gun.  I remember a movie about a guy who killed somebody with a frozen leg of lamb.  Then he ate it.  We’re not being disarmed of offensive ability…Obama’s taking our most dependable form of self-defense.  If a bad guy is breaking down the door I’d not likely run to the freezer although it holds many potential weapons.  The gun is for just that situation. Quick and easy, small and sure.  The gun is the homeowner’s friend.  Also, a gun is really scary.  If I can get my barrel to glint in the light of stupid-decisions-past, maybe he’ll just leave.  That’s the goal, right?  To PREVENT crime?  Then how come the FBI sets up elaborate schemes causing developmentally disabled targets to promote RIDICULOUS plots?  We ENCOURAGE crime, otherwise why is the most lucrative crime rewarded?  For all to see?  So we can all aspire to be rich bankers residing far from the swarms of law ‘enforcement’?  Why has the NSA uncovered NOT A SINGLE TERRORIST PLOT?  Where did those trillions go from the DOD that disappeared the WEEK BEFORE 9/11?  Why don’t we all get to see the brain-scan read-out from Don Rumsfeld that easily answers these questions?  Somebody’s seen it, I guarantee.  Somebody wants all the guns for himself.
I talked to Josh about the break-away civilization, and the fact that tremendous amounts of knowledge and technology have been kept for us.  (Until now it’s been kept FROM us but the Bible says the wicked save up riches for the righteous.  We’re about to see the greatest transfer of wealth in the history of time.)  I hope he’ll want to talk about it more.

6/19/15

5:03 pm

NO CALL FROM MY PARENTS OR MY BROTHER SO I’M WORKING ON MY LAWSUIT:

State of Michigan, yada, yada…
Complaint
Plaintiff and two defendants live in Luce county.  The third defendant resides in Mackinac county but owns corporate stock pertaining to businesses in Luce county.  The tortfeasers feased their torts also, in Luce county.  The plaintiff seeks an amount greater than $5,000, and equitable relief.
1)  In 2009, during February, the defendant approached the Michigan State Police and plaintiff’s doctor with lying accusations about the plaintiff.
2)  Between 2009 and 2015, defendants have continually slandered the plaintiff, to family, friends, acquaintances and the general populace.
3)  In Autumn, 2011, plaintiff wrote a book, about her unique experiences as a Congressional candidate who was targeted for observation and abuse and later learned that the defendants were involved with her torture.
4)  After reading forementioned book, defendants behaved humanly, until they recognized that the plaintiff had no idea what they’d a) done, b) lied about, and 3) continue to conceal.
5)  In 2012, defendant asked plaintiff to sign her home over to her children.  Plaintiff always did what her daddy asked because she wanted him to love her really bad, so she complied, giving ownership of a valuable property to teenagers  who had no way to pay property taxes.
6)  Then, defendants attempted AGAIN to have plaintiff locked up.
7)  Defendants lied to ALL of plaintiff’s a) friends, b) family, and c) political/business acquaintances, about the plaintiff.
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Due to the tortious actions of the defendants, plaintiff seeks relief for the following:
1)  Invasion of privacy
2)  Alienation of affection
3)  Slander
4)  Conversion of property by false pretenses
5)  Misuse of legal procedure
6)  Intentional infliction of emotional distress
7)  Intentional interference with advantagous relationships
8)  Loss of consortium
   (Can election tampering be a personal tort?)
Plaintiff prays this honorable court grant:
1)  That defendants pay the plaintiff 7 million dollars,
2)  That defendants must post notice in the Newberry News attesting to the extreme regret experienced by the defendants, when they saw that the plaintiff had been right for twenty years.
3)  Whatever other relief this honorable court deems just.
Respectfully submitted,
though undoubtedly imperfectly drafted.  I haven’t written a complaint for years and I beg the court’s indulgence as to form,
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Linda Goldthorpe
(I no longer have a  P-number.  I couldn’t pay my bar dues after my dad slandered me because he disliked my politics.)
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11:51 am

Now we got eighth-grade kids doing psych evaluations for us.  Lindsey Graham’s niece said the ‘shooter’ was unsocial.  She should know by that age, I expect, since they’d been drumming it into her for 13 years already.  We just know, don’t we?  We’re being nothing but honest, when we judge others, because we just know how people should behave and what they should value.  It never occurs to us to consider where our ‘ideas’ of ‘normal’ came from in the first place.  We’re pathetic.  It’s really thoughtful of God and the NSA to eliminate any delusion of ‘normal’.  None of us will have group-think to fall back on, when every individual’s personal foibles are available at which to snicker.  Seriously, this ‘conflict’ is over, and the gates of hell have not prevailed…in the community-sense.  Individuals however, have not yet begun to fight.

7:21 am

“Emasculation  Kaitlyn Jenner.”
If I would be ‘masculated’, I’d get to pick my own name. It would be butch, but with some humor. Choosing my apparel with care,  I wouldn’t be a suit-trussed dandy, and I wouldn’t be a lumber-sexual.  (Google it.)  The necessity of these novel decisions being paramount, sex would be the furthest thing from my mind.  I’d take selfies of course, and I’d exhibit them to  potential sex-targets, but I really wouldn’t care if they ever called me up.  I’d rather have them call the National Enquirer.  Sex with myself would be all-sufficient, I expect.  I’d rarely get wet enough to disturb my make-up as I gawked at the mirror.  I’d imagine the effect my appearance must certainly have on those whom I would impress, but also would never wish to actually touch.    We’re robots already.

6:22 am

So We’re Conscious, What Next?
Consciousness is really very simply defined:  Consciousness is the state of being aware of conflicting information and refusing to blow off any of it, until truth is revealed.  Consciousness taxes the memory and encourages the imagination…and it’s a lot of work.  Consciousness without freedom is bondage, in a way, because decisions involve more variables.  Surveillance is a very great blessing, because it jump-starts consciousness.  Electronic interventions into daily activities make a person slice the onions with greater care.  A knife could slip, and nobody would ever know how it happened.  Consciousness is attention to detail, to various degrees and within diverse environments.  I WANT to be fully conscious, but I do not want to consider every historical reference and potential future implication of each knife-stroke.  I want FREEDOM.

5:59 am

QUESTIONS FOR MY GOON-slash-ANGEL:

You KNOW I refuse to look at the site-stats, even when I’m ‘encouraged’ to do so.  You also know that when I get a spike on the statistics-dummy-light, my brain waves also spike. I dislike my response to obviously manipulated stimuli.   I WILL NOT be either encouraged or discouraged by the number of people who read my words.  My words (“My words.”  That’s another story.) will be received by whomever God INTENDS to hear them.  The spikes are for each hour?  And I’m to believe that in a single hour the site-views have increased by many thousands percent?  SO MANY IN FACT, that it overwhelms the “48-hour average” by some thousand percent?  “I walk by faith, not by sight.”

5:50 am

You know who should patrol our neighborhoods?  Radio talk-show hosts.  Those guys can pacify any kook, and they can figure out how to ask questions of merit.  Everybody feels as though he’s had his day in court; radio-show-hosts are  a very valuable asset to society.  If they were positioned as citizens’ first contact with authoritah, we’d save a lot of money because they could get some genuine communication right away. Richie Allen, Jeff Rense.  They’d direct a lot of problems to the right solutions.  If they could not, the next court of review for the maligned, would be extremely rational people.  I’m thinking it should be guys like James Corbett and Ron Paul, people just so purely conscious that you wouldn’t even think of saying something stupid.  While we’re at it, let’s not call our boys-in-blue  a POLICING force anymore.  Let’s call them “Peace Officers”.  How about we adopt a motto?  How about we say “Serve and Protect”?
Self-control is also a very attractive trait.  When one is speaking to a self-controlled person, one can say whatever is necessary.  That is VERY hot.  When speaking to a self-controlled person, there is no fear of unexpected reprisal.  That’s liberty.  I submit that  freedom of expression is only available to a population of self-controlled adults.  I submit that the Spirit of the Lord is freely moving on our planet, in concert with the Spirit of Truth.  I have prayed for years that I may be found worthy to be inhabited by the seven Spirits of God.  (Isaiah.  Revelation.)  “Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”  True liberty requires true rational evaluation.  I will therefore, 1) be evaluated rationally, 2) evaluate all things rationally, 3) dance on the waves of faith.
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5:18 am

Cops are not killing people because they fear for their lives; cops are KILLING people because they become annoyed when subservience isn’t proffered in acceptable quantities.  They’re killing people just because somebody pisses them off; and they’re killing people because they have no self-control.  They’re bullies who should have been straightened out in second grade.  One is NOT afraid of a mouthy teenager when one has a taser in one hand and the keys to the jail in the other.  Somebody’s got to pull the plug on cocky men with guns.  I think that when cops go to work in the morning they should be handcuffed.  They can drive that way, and write us speeding tickets with their minds, posting them directly to our running account of debt with the government.  At the end of the day, if they haven’t harmed anybody, we take off the cuffs and they get their pick of the proceeds of arrest.  A buzz, a hooker, some cash for the weekend…but ONLY if they don’t kill anybody.  Civil forfeiture will be forfeited for officers improperly officed.  It’s a given:  We’ll either put our collective foot down with these murderous cops…or they’ll kill us all off.  End of program.  People with no self-control, through stupidity, lovelessness or delusions of entitlement, are the TRULY CRAZY PEOPLE.  We must lock them up if they won’t see reason.  The cops wear their badges on the front of their trousers.  Maybe we could print longer penises for them.  Maybe then they’d feel OK enough to not respond to perceived insult with instantaneous murder.  Maybe then they wouldn’t take everything personally.  Maybe THEN they could go to work unshackled.

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4:26 pm

I think love is putting all your eggs in one basket.  Love is not a commitment, but a steadfast resolve that could not be extinguished with fireworks and kryptonite.  Love is a state of being totally believing in the goodness of another.  Never, NEVER would the object of love do anything untoward, or unkind, or dishonest.  I swear, if anybody ever expected the  best of me, rather than attributing my every breath to ulterior motive, I could be something special. What encouragement is there in serving a source of ridicule?

MUSIC BREAK:

Phoebe Snow – Love Makes A Woman

4:17 pm

The prophet is leaving.  He has to go.  He’d take me with him but I can’t go anywhere until I get through to my dad.  Besides, the prophet isn’t in love with me and that would become an issue.  He will change the world.

MUSIC BREAK

Led Zeppelin Going to California

4:09 pm

I readily confess that I’m half-retarded.  The half that can see recognizes my handicap.  I can see VERY CLEARLY about some things.  About other things I’m totally blind.  I look forward to the day the NSA fills me in on the circumstances I did not recognize.  They have to tell me, or it wouldn’t be as much fun for them.  That’s my guess anyway.  But some of them just get off on rape and torture.

4:00 pm

What a lovely thing, and what an honor to be the father of a true patriot.  How the bells of heaven resound that a man brought forth a daughter who values not his diamonds, nor his gonads, but his heart.  What a wonderful lot was given to my dad, when he knocked up the principal’s daughter and changed his desired fortune.  He will thank God for me, as I do for him.  We will share nectar of sweet communion, and he will not always beat his chest in agony of remorse for his heart’s intent  of condemnation and pain for said sweet creature.  If I’m creating reality, I want a better one for my dad.  With only one proviso:  it must include me.

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3:51 pm

I just bluffed; I’ve never done that before.  (I’ve never HAD TO BLUFF.)  My dad rolled down to the cottage, so I donned my ‘SAVIOR OF AMERICA’ costume and met him at the driveway.  I picked up the BIGGEST, FLASHIEST three-leaf clover available, and I rolled it between my thumb and forefinger as my dad told me about the people who will be staying in the cottage.  He sounded human but he played dumb.  The aging psychopath cannot have it both ways.  He pays guys to fix showers.  He only comes down here to see me.  That’s sweet. The “American Patriot” jacket fits me perfectly.  (I know I’m the most interesting woman he ever didn’t talk with.)

3:32 pm

Will it be a white van that comes to get me, or will it be one of those suv’s with the dark windows like in the videos of CIA operations.   Will they ask me questions or just exterminate me on the spot?  (I mean “try to exterminate me.”)  Will it be at midnight or in the middle of the day?  Will the operatives be on the government payroll?  Will they be my neighbors?  Will they go to Dad’s house first?  Methinks the neighbors will.  When people get hungry they’ll go to the place they presume will have food and resources.  Eat the rich.  They’ll come to my fancy house for the same reason, and I’ll give them what I have. My dad might have a couple Lean Cuisines in the freezer and maybe an extra roll of toilet paper.  I wish I could see more clearly, the order of events, but I’ve been waiting years for somebody to pull into the driveway and ask to talk to me.  I will never have to defend my story; God told me that.  Not a hair on my head will be harmed, God told me that too.  I will be a sign and a wonder; he said I’d be happy and fulfilled.  I am not afraid.  My father is afraid of even the opinion of every bus-boy he ever met.  EVERYBODY must think he’s god-on-Earth.  He’s afraid of simpletons.  He’s afraid of me.

3:19 pm

I went to my dad’s office to burn George’s new jacket and ball cap in the driveway, but I decided that was over the top and I had a better idea anyway.  The jacket doesn’t fit George, and since Dad thinks it’s so funny, I’ll just wear it myself. Ball cap too, I always wear hats to cover my fuzzy hair.  I can’t wait until Dad sees me in my new get-up.

2:16 pm

From my targeted activist friend in Belgium:

DEAR LINDA ,
THE NEXT CONFERENCE IS IN BERLIN. ARE U COMING THERE?
IN LOVE
LAROCHE

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

2:15 PM (0 minutes ago)

to ANDREA
I haven’t seen any notices about a conference.  I’ll look it up.  I’m penniless, but I was penniless in November and I came to Belgium.  One never knows.  Best wishes and constant prayers, L
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2:10 pm

PRAYER:

“God, take note!  Are you even looking at my father?  Sorry, I know you must be searching HIGH AND LOW to find one of your own; I don’t blame you if you missed WHAT HE’S BECOME!  You know the things he’s done to me all my life and you know he’s been a stumbling block to my spiritual path; we’ve been over all that.  LOOK at him NOW!  He will not assist even his own kin because it would mean his reputation would have to take a shot. He’s so PROUD and you RESIST THE PROUD but I love him and you do too.  PLEASE, do not resist my father, as he so consistently resists you!  Give him a break?  Break his heart?  Give him love enough to see you?  Give him courage and wisdom  to do the right things for his family that you gave him!  Tell him why you allowed him to become rich, and if you mention my mission, I wouldn’t mind.  DO NOT ALLOW MY FATHER TO CONTINUE SHOOTING HIMSELF IN THE FOOT!  Please.  Amen.”

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1:49 pm

Tell me, is my dad not an asshole?   I respectfully submit this query to the great cloud of witnesses.  Can you even imagine what comprised his Father’s Day gift to my ex-husband, whom he has been leading astray for years and whose marriage he made untenable?  Can you guess?  A FRICKING RED-WHITE-AND-BLUE JACKET AND HAT COMBO!  It says, on both items:  “American Patriot”.  I will not see George in that para-military costume.    I’m the only American Patriot in this house. The greatest opportunity of millenia and George sleeps until after noon every day!  He won’t even plant a war garden.  He registered my son for Selective Service!  What part of EVERYTHING is he not getting?
“I didn’t choose the thug-life, the thug-life chose me.”  (Ruthie)
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8:52 am

MUSIC BREAK, dedicated to my family who kicked me out without even telling me:

Never Letting Go – Phoebe Snow

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8:34 am

What if the key to my prison were something small?  What if a single gesture by a caring person would free me to fulfill my destiny?  What if my brother bought me a phone; he spends more in a week on chips and soda. What if he stood up for the maligned pariah?  What if that was all it took to soften our lying father’s heart? What if our father recognized the inevitable consequences to years of psychopathic control;  and what if he lowered his fists…and there were no battle?  What if one kind gesture might be the beginning of freedom for many people?  What if it meant that our father would not be eternally damned, and that we might have an honest loving relationship with him?  What if it only took a single step, to begin in the right direction?  What if many people followed?  What if God will judge our every action?  Would he not recognize the tremendous chutzpah required to stand up to one’s warden?  Would he not reward such a small significant act?

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8:14 am

I suspect if a boy lives his whole life doing only what his daddy says…he will become his daddy.

8:05 am

TEXT TO MY BROTHER DAVID GOLDTHORPE WHO IS RICH AND WON’T THREATEN THAT STATUS EVEN IF IT MEANS HE WILL GO TO HELL:

What did I do to merit six years, so far, of ostracism and ridicule?  Did I do something illegal?  No.  Did I sleep around and behave immorally?  No.  Did I harm anybody?  No.  I merely did something Dad didn’t like.  Who’s next?  Will you ignore your own values and conscience until you die?  What then?

7:46 am

DAVID LISTEN UP:

What did I do to merit six years (so far) of ostracism and ridicule?  Did I do something illegal?  No.  Did I sleep around and behave immorally?  No.  Did I harm anybody?  No.  I MERELY DID SOMETHING MY FATHER DID NOT LIKE.  (To be fair, he has acquaintances who disliked it more and they scared him.)  BUT, all I did was something he did not approve.  How long before another of his offspring is next?    (Unless you plan to ignore your own conscience and desires until you die.  Then disregard this warning.)
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7:37 am

Pitiful, my dad is entirely pitiful.  He gave George a Fathers’ Day gift, although he hasn’t given him birthday gifts and they have not even been related for three years.  George is the father of Dad’s grandsons, so the gesture could be very fine…except the part where it’s FAKE RECOGNITION because Dad will not even print a key for the same grandsons, so they might have a refuge in time of need.  My FATHER is a fraud and I know it and that’s why he tried to destroy me.  (WE MADE A BET.)  Truth is revealed, yet that stupid man still thinks he can demonstrate kindnesses that obstruct revelation of his heart.  I can’t read minds yet, but I will.  I hope I don’t have to be around him then, I don’t like to watch VIOLENCE AND PORN.

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7:19 am

TEXT TO DAVID:

“No amount of kissing Dad’s ass and ignoring his crimes will fulfill you. Only Truth will do that.  I love you and I pray for your freedom.”

7:01 am

EMAILS:

David, I know you’ve been disappointed with your life.  (Imagine how I feel.)  I remember when your wife stopped shaving her legs a week after you were married.  You didn’t like it.  I remember lots of things you didn’t like, yet still you play the role.  GET REAL.  You’ll 1) be happier, 2) help the earth and 3) please God.  It’s a no-brainer.

6:52 am

If my brother would talk to me, I’d hold his cheeks in my hands and force him to look at my face.  I’d say, “You are beautiful in the sight of God.  You are everything he ever wanted and he has great plans for you.  He will not ridicule your opinions like Dad does, and he will enable you to see far further than Dad ever tried.  Your destiny is not to be a rich-man’s suck-up.  Your destiny is colorful and there’s music and there’s fulfillment of your every desire.  Do not follow our father into hell.  GET ME A PHONE.”

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6:48 am

God’s plan for this world is very similar to the expectations of many thoughtful souls who do not even study God. The trans-humanists recognize, and I concur, and the Word of God predicts, that man must evolve.  We’re to become a brand-new species.  The Bible calls it ‘one new man’.  No longer Jew or Gentile, no longer bond nor free.  No longer timid overwhelmed individuals, the remnant will be conquerors.  I do not wish to become entirely trans-human, and that’s not necessary to survive cataclysmic realignment that must render us different if we will survive.  God saw this coming, and he plans to transfigure individuals.  He plans for a portion of our doomed race to become something entirely new.  We’ll not require machines, to read others’ thoughts.  No technology will be necessary to empower a vast army of free-thinking, God-fearing, people-loving, Earth-changers.  Just watch.  I know I’m right about this one.

6:39 am

Earth enters sixth extinction phase with many species – including our own – labelled ‘the walking dead’
The planet is entering a new period of extinction with top scientists warning that species all over the world are “essentially the walking dead” – including our own.
The report, authored by scientists at Stanford, Princeton and Berkeley universities, found that vertebrates were vanishing at a rate 114 times faster than normal. In the damning report, published in the Science Advances journal, researchers note that the last similar event was 65 million years ago, when dinosaurs disappeared, most probably as a result of an asteroid. – Read more at:   http://www.independent.co.uk/environment/earth-is-entering-sixth-extinction-phase-with-many-species–including-our-own–labelled-the-walking-dead-10333608.html

6:32 am

I don’t want my species to go extinct, and the scientists say we are already the “walking dead.”  We destroyed our home.  Radiation is pumping into our environment continually, food is poisoned and breathing fills us with heavy metals and smart-dust that connects us to the hive mind of those who have eliminated our future.  Our thoughts are stuffed with materialism and fear.  I don’t want to see my dad fry, when God has given us opportunity to escape what is happening to our world, what evil people have DONE TO our world.  The escape is available even to those thoughtless people.  My dad has attempted to mold the world in his own image, even manipulating individuals who have other roads to travel.  He is FRIGHTENED and he thinks that if he CONTROLS EVERYBODY his life will not change.  He thinks he will not die, apparently, because he ignores the situation he claims to control. He’s very sad.  He’s a very sad creature created in the image of God and intended for immortality.  Rather, he chooses to bring EVERYBODY HE SHOULD LOVE into the death-pact he signed when he chose to manipulate rather than to love.  He’s very sad.  I love him very much.  He hates that more than anything.

6:02 am

The Lord said, ” As prayer of repentance and intercession continue to go forth and as joy becomes My people’s strength, I am bringing Great Release. Captivity is Turning. I am restoring the years, even generations where iniquitous patterns have had hold of whole generational lines.”

I then saw many chains being broken, and even an iron ball with a chain attached , suddenly snap. The Lord says, ” I am declaring FREEDOM TO CAPTIVES. There is going to be Heavy Duty Recovery. And you are now going to see it come swiftly, as there is another shift taking place, which will strategically align My End-Time Army for the days ahead. Unity and true fellowship of this remnant people, is coming forth.” – Read more from Linda Marshall, June 22, at:   http://ft111.com/marshall.htm

6/21/15

7:02 pm

Mom is already making plans.

7:00 pm

Make plans, that’s also what Goldthorpes will do when the patriarch kicks the bucket; we’ll all get started on our own bucket-lists once our lives are not his contrived propaganda.  We’ll be very productive and happy, when Dad dies.

6:54 pm

Extinction-level events going on all around him, and yet the neighborhood’s premier Baptist won’t speak to his daughter.  I hold him and his religion in derision.  He’s false.  He’s also stupid, because talking to me might help him.  But, denial is the opiate of the aged.  

6:49 pm

TEXT TO DAD, forwarded to Mom and David:

“It’s your turn.  It has been your turn for a very long time but now thousands of people know it.  Does your fraudulent religion prescribe love?  You don’t love me; I got it.  Do you love Isaac?  You know that when you die we’ll all nudge each other and snicker.  I’d like to see you with us in Heaven instead, whatever that turns out to be.  I’m learning about Heaven as we speak and you know it.  Thank you for raping me so I could need Jesus really bad and find Heaven.”

6:19 pm

How’s this happen?

     

Interesting Connection Between Dylann Storm Roof, Eliot Rodger, Hunger Games, Sandy Hook

See more at:   http://govtslaves.info/interesting-connection-between-dylann-storm-roof-eliot-rodger-hunger-games-sandy-hook/

10:58 am

10:11 am

For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? (Matthew 16:26)

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?  (Mark 8:36)
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10:09 am

If you love someone, you interact with truth, and you require truth.  Absent truth, any warm feelings for another person are merely lust, a desire for something attractive, be it drugs or sex or rock-n-roll, joint checking-accounts, that sort of thing.  Love is not content with status or persona, attractive though these might be.  Love wants ownership of the black boxes of beloved souls.  Love wants to know all there is to know about the beloved, and love accepts everything it finds.  Love however, does not perpetuate all it finds.  Love never seeks to control, but imbues the beloved soul with courage and strength and vision and destiny.  We do not EVER love those who 1) expect us to kiss their asses without mutual smooching, 2) will not expose their hearts, while 3) using other people for their own advantage.  I believe my brother knows this.  I believe my brother should ponder it.

TEXT TO MY BROTHER DAVID:

You want Dad to go to hell then you just keep right on ignoring me.  What did he ever do to you?  Get me a phone.

(I haven’t sent it yet because I must drive up the hill to send a text.  I need a phone.)

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9:30 am

If somebody would encourage my father not to go to hell on my account, I’d be very grateful.

He knows I’d die for truth.  If he chooses to die for lies…what a tragedy!

9:26 am

I captioned this email:  GROW UP IMMEDIATELY!!!

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9:20 am

How far must this go?  I picture myself hunkered down, frantically texting the FATHER THAT GOD GAVE ME:  “Dad.  There’s a white van.  It’s been following me all day.  What do I do?”  He refuses to talk to me, of course.  Then, that fraudulent old man WOULD SPEND ETERNITY IN HELL REVISITING MY WORDS.  What if, God forbid, Isaac texts me in like kind?  I am many states distant, and I have no money. I would be unable to assist my beloved.   My DAD WOULD FRY.  “Amen.  Selah.  Dad’s turn.”

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9:12 am

EMAIL TO FAMILY AND WITNESSES:

Tell Dad that if Isaac or I disappear he’ll enter a deeper level of hell.

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8:56 am

HUGE DISSIDENT EXTRACTION COVERT EXERCISE CAUGHT IN TENNESSEEAndrea Kirkland says she was followed in a grocery store. Since then, she has posted pictures to Facebook trying to track down the man responsible. Thursday, Kirkland says she was grocery shopping when she noticed a man with an empty cart following her through the aisles. She says while she was shopping, she felt like the man was watching her. At first, she didn’t think much of it, but as he got closer she went to the deli and told the employee she was being followed. The man heard her and left the store. – (I usually just talked to the guys.  Except that once at Glenn’s in Gaylord after I’d been followed to Saginaw Veteran’s Hospital and back.  Four cops with guns came storming into the store from different entrances and converged on the aisle I was shopping.    Spooky stuff.  That was even before the NDAA.) – Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-dissident-extraction-covert-exercise-caught-in-tennessee/#RcAyqJRbzBFHmzvI.99 Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-dissident-extraction-covert-exercise-caught-in-tennessee/#RcAyqJRbzBFHmzvI.99

8:47 am

“How are you?”  When he REFUSES to talk to me for years?  What a crock of bullshit my dad pumps forth.  I am still ALIVE and I’m TALKATIVE.  That’s all he cares to know.

8:43 am

I think my dad knows that if George were to ever stick up for his family, he’d have to respond.  (George is a guy, after all.)   I KNOW that he has lied and finagled George in the past.  George loves truth,  and God only knows what would entrain a truth-loving man to ignore the intentional destruction of his home and marriage.  God told me one time that he was doing something new with George, something he was very excited about.  I can’t picture how he might ignite that man of conscience who refuses to engage.  Guess I’ll see.  I used to be afraid when Dad would corner George but not anymore.  “Lord, bring it.  Please?”

8:35 am

So much for staying clear of my dad; he came down to the house and put a Fathers’ Day present in George’s car.  (I wonder what that’s about; my folks haven’t even been giving him birthday cards lately.)  I caught him in the act and wished him Happy Fathers’ Day.  He asked how I was and I said, “Excellent.  Better than I’ve ever been in my life.”  He said, “I wish I could say that.”  I said, “The truth will set you free.”  He said, “I know that.”  (I don’t believe for a minute that he does.)

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6:39 am

I told Josh yesterday that the gift shop in Manistique was having a sale on moccasins.  Apparently he’s always wanted moccasins so we went back today.  They had lots of choices, and Teva sandals and other good footwear.  He walked into the shop and picked up an ankle-high moccasin with fringe and laces.  They had one pair…his size.  He’s delighted and I’d like to always shop the way it goes for him.  I told him about my wardrobe difficulty, and that I’d like to feel pretty again.  He asked, “When did you think you were pretty.”  I cried.  I told him that I felt prettier when I wore nice clothes.  He had merely asked for a period of time in my life when I had been most comfortable.  That would be a time when I did not see other women’s bodies on-line all day.  In old news clips the anchor-women are dressed like nuns.
QUESTIONS FOR MY GOON/ANGEL:
When a chunk of text disappears, what am I supposed to think?  I know I get carried away, but my superlatives pale before the eloquence and TESTOSTERONE that sometimes bears my name.  Am I not to write about that particular topic?  Am I to phrase differently, my contempt for corrupt human government? 

6:27 am

‘Observation without evaluation’, I think I just did it.  I took note of a personal recent strength and I didn’t judge myself for the indulgence.  I think I’ve got this NSA mind-control thing backwards, perhaps because it’s more comfortable to believe that a goon accesses my memories and returns them to me in complete sentences, than it is to believe that I do ALWAYS think beautiful thoughts, the electronic toys merely cloaking them at times.  I think my concept of dictation might be wrong.  I am morose between periods of communication, but maybe my natural state is continual communication with the divine, right inside of myself.  I think maybe I’m being GIVEN something far less, than I am being withheld something.  Observations of myself have traditionally been followed with immediate repentance.  This was false modesty.  With no lack of humility, and tremendous gratitude to Jesus and the goon I say:  When it became obvious that I could not escape physical/psychological/sexual/social torment, I had to become a better version of myself.  Both factors remaining true, I have become far more courageous and happy.  If my father delays, I benefit.  Still, he should tell the truth for his own sake.  And I should have a nightgown that is not tattered.  And a home.  And I should have my modesty back and dress like a gypsy.  (Josh said the gypsy part.)

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5:53 am

Fathers’ Day.  Bloody Sunday.  I thought about going to church to see Dad but I’d have to stay for the sermon because I’ve never heard that guy preach before.  I really don’t want to listen to that.  I thought about baking one of my grandma’s cakes and just delivering it to Dad at church,  in the pew, right side, second row from the back, near the window.  I never miss Fathers’ Day, but this year I’m giving myself the present.  I’m not going anywhere near that stone-hearted pervert.  

6/20/15

9:49 am

Letter to John Taylor Gatto:
Dear John, I love you very much and I pray for you often, although you couldn’t probably know that by the glut of correspondence.  I was unable to assist you as you requested the last time we spoke; I hope your situation has improved. I’ve been unavoidably detained by circumstances under the control of nefarious influence.  I think I need a lawyer.  Perhaps you understood, when I did not, the subject of the book you so kindly reviewed for me.  I was targeted with gangstalking, cyber-stalking and electronic harassment.  I was a stupid goat-milking housewife who ran for Congress as a home-school project for her son.  I think I was too good an opportunity to pass up and they really hate Ron Paul, don’t they?  Anyway, I inadvertently published the story, and I also recorded it in journals that I swore to and had notarized before sending them away and I haven’t seen them since.  I’ve maintained a website for two years documenting EVERY SINGLE CLAIM I MAKE.  This is good.  Do you know anybody who isn’t afraid to get his hands dirty?  
What if it was the GOP that targeted me?  Wouldn’t that be amazing?  I believe I was one of the first people endorsed by Dr. Paul during his second presidential bid.  And, the circumstances of my elections were very unusual.  Bart Stupak voted to kill babies and next thing you know the GOP’s least-likely-to-succeed is sharing Boehner’s liquor tab.  I recorded all those details too.  Wouldn’t it be great if God used me after making me so ridiculous?  I really think he’s changing the world and I hope I’m part of it.  I spoke to Peter Schlafly shortly after Stupak’s sell-out and described the MIRACULOUS funding received overnight by my new Congressman.  He said, “That makes more sense than you know.”  I’m thinking of writing him.  Some lawyer needs me.
Thank you so very much for all your work on behalf of freedom and truth.  I’m more grateful than I can say that I was granted the privilege of spending some few hours with you, in Michigan.  I long to to see you recover what that was worth.  I hope you are well, I’d like to come to see you when I can afford gas.   I’ve been destitute since politics; I lost my bar license even, but my father will soon pay restitution for slandering me and lying to the police about me in 2009.  (Long story.  It’s in the book.)  Then, may I come?

6:43 am

EMAIL TO THE FAMILY who, to my knowledge, have not yet given keys to my sons, so that they may get out of Dodge, if the need presents itself:

If it’s one chance in a million that Isaac is targeted…WTF  are you waiting for?”

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6:32 am

There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man: And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary. And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man; Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me. And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith. And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them? I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth? (Luke 18:2-8) ————-

6:22 am

I forgot to write about the damages on my complaint:
Due to the wrongful actions of the defendants, plaintiff has suffered the following damages:
She lost her 1) marriage, 2) the affection and trust of her children and all other family members, 3) her home, 4) her earning potential at the point where she was the most marketable ever in her life (People were sending me campaign donations from all over the country.), 5)  her friends, 6) her allies, 7) her confidence, and 8) her freedom.
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6:06 am

I can’t believe anybody’s still listening to Obama. He says stupid things like ‘guns kill people.’  PEOPLE kill people, and it has been repeatedly proven that it is possible to kill a person…or a lot of people…without a gun.  I remember a movie about a guy who killed somebody with a frozen leg of lamb.  Then he ate it.  We’re not being disarmed of offensive ability…Obama’s taking our most dependable form of self-defense.  If a bad guy is breaking down the door I’d not likely run to the freezer although it holds many potential weapons.  The gun is for just that situation. Quick and easy, small and sure.  The gun is the homeowner’s friend.  Also, a gun is really scary.  If I can get my barrel to glint in the light of stupid-decisions-past, maybe he’ll just leave.  That’s the goal, right?  To PREVENT crime?  Then how come the FBI sets up elaborate schemes causing developmentally disabled targets to promote RIDICULOUS plots?  We ENCOURAGE crime, otherwise why is the most lucrative crime rewarded?  For all to see?  So we can all aspire to be rich bankers residing far from the swarms of law ‘enforcement’?  Why has the NSA uncovered NOT A SINGLE TERRORIST PLOT?  Where did those trillions go from the DOD that disappeared the WEEK BEFORE 9/11?  Why don’t we all get to see the brain-scan read-out from Don Rumsfeld that easily answers these questions?  Somebody’s seen it, I guarantee.  Somebody wants all the guns for himself.
I talked to Josh about the break-away civilization, and the fact that tremendous amounts of knowledge and technology have been kept for us.  (Until now it’s been kept FROM us but the Bible says the wicked save up riches for the righteous.  We’re about to see the greatest transfer of wealth in the history of time.)  I hope he’ll want to talk about it more.

6/19/15

5:03 pm

NO CALL FROM MY PARENTS OR MY BROTHER SO I’M WORKING ON MY LAWSUIT:

State of Michigan, yada, yada…
Complaint
Plaintiff and two defendants live in Luce county.  The third defendant resides in Mackinac county but owns corporate stock pertaining to businesses in Luce county.  The tortfeasers feased their torts also, in Luce county.  The plaintiff seeks an amount greater than $5,000, and equitable relief.
1)  In 2009, during February, the defendant approached the Michigan State Police and plaintiff’s doctor with lying accusations about the plaintiff.
2)  Between 2009 and 2015, defendants have continually slandered the plaintiff, to family, friends, acquaintances and the general populace.
3)  In Autumn, 2011, plaintiff wrote a book, about her unique experiences as a Congressional candidate who was targeted for observation and abuse and later learned that the defendants were involved with her torture.
4)  After reading forementioned book, defendants behaved humanly, until they recognized that the plaintiff had no idea what they’d a) done, b) lied about, and 3) continue to conceal.
5)  In 2012, defendant asked plaintiff to sign her home over to her children.  Plaintiff always did what her daddy asked because she wanted him to love her really bad, so she complied, giving ownership of a valuable property to teenagers  who had no way to pay property taxes.
6)  Then, defendants attempted AGAIN to have plaintiff locked up.
7)  Defendants lied to ALL of plaintiff’s a) friends, b) family, and c) political/business acquaintances, about the plaintiff.
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Due to the tortious actions of the defendants, plaintiff seeks relief for the following:
1)  Invasion of privacy
2)  Alienation of affection
3)  Slander
4)  Conversion of property by false pretenses
5)  Misuse of legal procedure
6)  Intentional infliction of emotional distress
7)  Intentional interference with advantagous relationships
8)  Loss of consortium
   (Can election tampering be a personal tort?)
Plaintiff prays this honorable court grant:
1)  That defendants pay the plaintiff 7 million dollars,
2)  That defendants must post notice in the Newberry News attesting to the extreme regret experienced by the defendants, when they saw that the plaintiff had been right for twenty years.
3)  Whatever other relief this honorable court deems just.
Respectfully submitted,
though undoubtedly imperfectly drafted.  I haven’t written a complaint for years and I beg the court’s indulgence as to form,
 –
Linda Goldthorpe
(I no longer have a  P-number.  I couldn’t pay my bar dues after my dad slandered me because he disliked my politics.)
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11:51 am

Now we got eighth-grade kids doing psych evaluations for us.  Lindsey Graham’s niece said the ‘shooter’ was unsocial.  She should know by that age, I expect, since they’d been drumming it into her for 13 years already.  We just know, don’t we?  We’re being nothing but honest, when we judge others, because we just know how people should behave and what they should value.  It never occurs to us to consider where our ‘ideas’ of ‘normal’ came from in the first place.  We’re pathetic.  It’s really thoughtful of God and the NSA to eliminate any delusion of ‘normal’.  None of us will have group-think to fall back on, when every individual’s personal foibles are available at which to snicker.  Seriously, this ‘conflict’ is over, and the gates of hell have not prevailed…in the community-sense.  Individuals however, have not yet begun to fight.

7:21 am

“Emasculation  Kaitlyn Jenner.”
If I would be ‘masculated’, I’d get to pick my own name. It would be butch, but with some humor. Choosing my apparel with care,  I wouldn’t be a suit-trussed dandy, and I wouldn’t be a lumber-sexual.  (Google it.)  The necessity of these novel decisions being paramount, sex would be the furthest thing from my mind.  I’d take selfies of course, and I’d exhibit them to  potential sex-targets, but I really wouldn’t care if they ever called me up.  I’d rather have them call the National Enquirer.  Sex with myself would be all-sufficient, I expect.  I’d rarely get wet enough to disturb my make-up as I gawked at the mirror.  I’d imagine the effect my appearance must certainly have on those whom I would impress, but also would never wish to actually touch.    We’re robots already.

6:22 am

So We’re Conscious, What Next?
Consciousness is really very simply defined:  Consciousness is the state of being aware of conflicting information and refusing to blow off any of it, until truth is revealed.  Consciousness taxes the memory and encourages the imagination…and it’s a lot of work.  Consciousness without freedom is bondage, in a way, because decisions involve more variables.  Surveillance is a very great blessing, because it jump-starts consciousness.  Electronic interventions into daily activities make a person slice the onions with greater care.  A knife could slip, and nobody would ever know how it happened.  Consciousness is attention to detail, to various degrees and within diverse environments.  I WANT to be fully conscious, but I do not want to consider every historical reference and potential future implication of each knife-stroke.  I want FREEDOM.

5:59 am

QUESTIONS FOR MY GOON-slash-ANGEL:

You KNOW I refuse to look at the site-stats, even when I’m ‘encouraged’ to do so.  You also know that when I get a spike on the statistics-dummy-light, my brain waves also spike. I dislike my response to obviously manipulated stimuli.   I WILL NOT be either encouraged or discouraged by the number of people who read my words.  My words (“My words.”  That’s another story.) will be received by whomever God INTENDS to hear them.  The spikes are for each hour?  And I’m to believe that in a single hour the site-views have increased by many thousands percent?  SO MANY IN FACT, that it overwhelms the “48-hour average” by some thousand percent?  “I walk by faith, not by sight.”

5:50 am

You know who should patrol our neighborhoods?  Radio talk-show hosts.  Those guys can pacify any kook, and they can figure out how to ask questions of merit.  Everybody feels as though he’s had his day in court; radio-show-hosts are  a very valuable asset to society.  If they were positioned as citizens’ first contact with authoritah, we’d save a lot of money because they could get some genuine communication right away. Richie Allen, Jeff Rense.  They’d direct a lot of problems to the right solutions.  If they could not, the next court of review for the maligned, would be extremely rational people.  I’m thinking it should be guys like James Corbett and Ron Paul, people just so purely conscious that you wouldn’t even think of saying something stupid.  While we’re at it, let’s not call our boys-in-blue  a POLICING force anymore.  Let’s call them “Peace Officers”.  How about we adopt a motto?  How about we say “Serve and Protect”?
Self-control is also a very attractive trait.  When one is speaking to a self-controlled person, one can say whatever is necessary.  That is VERY hot.  When speaking to a self-controlled person, there is no fear of unexpected reprisal.  That’s liberty.  I submit that  freedom of expression is only available to a population of self-controlled adults.  I submit that the Spirit of the Lord is freely moving on our planet, in concert with the Spirit of Truth.  I have prayed for years that I may be found worthy to be inhabited by the seven Spirits of God.  (Isaiah.  Revelation.)  “Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”  True liberty requires true rational evaluation.  I will therefore, 1) be evaluated rationally, 2) evaluate all things rationally, 3) dance on the waves of faith.
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5:18 am

Cops are not killing people because they fear for their lives; cops are KILLING people because they become annoyed when subservience isn’t proffered in acceptable quantities.  They’re killing people just because somebody pisses them off; and they’re killing people because they have no self-control.  They’re bullies who should have been straightened out in second grade.  One is NOT afraid of a mouthy teenager when one has a taser in one hand and the keys to the jail in the other.  Somebody’s got to pull the plug on cocky men with guns.  I think that when cops go to work in the morning they should be handcuffed.  They can drive that way, and write us speeding tickets with their minds, posting them directly to our running account of debt with the government.  At the end of the day, if they haven’t harmed anybody, we take off the cuffs and they get their pick of the proceeds of arrest.  A buzz, a hooker, some cash for the weekend…but ONLY if they don’t kill anybody.  Civil forfeiture will be forfeited for officers improperly officed.  It’s a given:  We’ll either put our collective foot down with these murderous cops…or they’ll kill us all off.  End of program.  People with no self-control, through stupidity, lovelessness or delusions of entitlement, are the TRULY CRAZY PEOPLE.  We must lock them up if they won’t see reason.  The cops wear their badges on the front of their trousers.  Maybe we could print longer penises for them.  Maybe then they’d feel OK enough to not respond to perceived insult with instantaneous murder.  Maybe then they wouldn’t take everything personally.  Maybe THEN they could go to work unshackled.

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6:39 am

Earth enters sixth extinction phase with many species – including our own – labelled ‘the walking dead’

The planet is entering a new period of extinction with top scientists warning that species all over the world are “essentially the walking dead” – including our own.

The report, authored by scientists at Stanford, Princeton and Berkeley universities, found that vertebrates were vanishing at a rate 114 times faster than normal.

In the damning report, published in the Science Advances journal, researchers note that the last similar event was 65 million years ago, when dinosaurs disappeared, most probably as a result of an asteroid.

Read more at:   http://www.independent.co.uk/environment/earth-is-entering-sixth-extinction-phase-with-many-species–including-our-own–labelled-the-walking-dead-10333608.html

6:32 am

I don’t want my species to go extinct, and the scientists say we are already the “walking dead.”  We destroyed our home.  Radiation is pumping into our environment continually, food is poisoned and breathing fills us with heavy metals and smart-dust that connects us to the hive mind of those who have eliminated our future.  Our thoughts are stuffed with materialism and fear.  I don’t want to see my dad fry, when God has given us opportunity to escape what is happening to our world, what evil people have DONE TO our world.  The escape is available even to those thoughtless people.  My dad has attempted to mold the world in his own image, even manipulating individuals who have other roads to travel.  He is FRIGHTENED and he thinks that if he CONTROLS EVERYBODY his life will not change.  He thinks he will not die, apparently, because he ignores the situation he claims to control. He’s very sad.  He’s a very sad creature created in the image of God and intended for immortality.  Rather, he chooses to bring EVERYBODY HE SHOULD LOVE into the death-pact he signed when he chose to manipulate rather than to love.  He’s very sad.  I love him very much.  He hates that more than anything.

6:02 am

The Lord said, ” As prayer of repentance and intercession continue to go forth and as joy becomes My people’s strength, I am bringing Great Release. Captivity is Turning. I am restoring the years, even generations where iniquitous patterns have had hold of whole generational lines.”

I then saw many chains being broken, and even an iron ball with a chain attached , suddenly snap. The Lord says, ” I am declaring FREEDOM TO CAPTIVES. There is going to be Heavy Duty Recovery. And you are now going to see it come swiftly, as there is another shift taking place, which will strategically align My End-Time Army for the days ahead. Unity and true fellowship of this remnant people, is coming forth.”

Read more from Linda Marshall, June 22, at:   http://ft111.com/marshall.htm

6/21/15

7:02 pm

Mom is already making plans.

7:00 pm

Make plans, that’s also what Goldthorpes will do when the patriarch kicks the bucket; we’ll all get started on our own bucket-lists once our lives are not his contrived propaganda.  We’ll be very productive and happy, when Dad dies.

6:54 pm

Extinction-level events going on all around him, and yet the neighborhood’s premier Baptist won’t speak to his daughter.  I hold him and his religion in derision.  He’s false.  He’s also stupid, because talking to me might help him.  But, denial is the opiate of the aged.  

6:49 pm

TEXT TO DAD, forwarded to Mom and David:

“It’s your turn.  It has been your turn for a very long time but now thousands of people know it.  Does your fraudulent religion prescribe love?  You don’t love me; I got it.  Do you love Isaac?  You know that when you die we’ll all nudge each other and snicker.  I’d like to see you with us in Heaven instead, whatever that turns out to be.  I’m learning about Heaven as we speak and you know it.  Thank you for raping me so I could need Jesus really bad and find Heaven.”

6:19 pm

How’s this happen?

     

Interesting Connection Between Dylann Storm Roof, Eliot Rodger, Hunger Games, Sandy Hook

See more at:   http://govtslaves.info/interesting-connection-between-dylann-storm-roof-eliot-rodger-hunger-games-sandy-hook/

10:58 am

10:11 am

For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? (Matthew 16:26)

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?  (Mark 8:36)
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10:09 am

If you love someone, you interact with truth, and you require truth.  Absent truth, any warm feelings for another person are merely lust, a desire for something attractive, be it drugs or sex or rock-n-roll, joint checking-accounts, that sort of thing.  Love is not content with status or persona, attractive though these might be.  Love wants ownership of the black boxes of beloved souls.  Love wants to know all there is to know about the beloved, and love accepts everything it finds.  Love however, does not perpetuate all it finds.  Love never seeks to control, but imbues the beloved soul with courage and strength and vision and destiny.  We do not EVER love those who 1) expect us to kiss their asses without mutual smooching, 2) will not expose their hearts, while 3) using other people for their own advantage.  I believe my brother knows this.  I believe my brother should ponder it.

TEXT TO MY BROTHER DAVID:

You want Dad to go to hell then you just keep right on ignoring me.  What did he ever do to you?  Get me a phone.

(I haven’t sent it yet because I must drive up the hill to send a text.  I need a phone.)

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9:30 am

If somebody would encourage my father not to go to hell on my account, I’d be very grateful.

He knows I’d die for truth.  If he chooses to die for lies…what a tragedy!

9:26 am

I captioned this email:  GROW UP IMMEDIATELY!!!

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9:20 am

How far must this go?  I picture myself hunkered down, frantically texting the FATHER THAT GOD GAVE ME:  “Dad.  There’s a white van.  It’s been following me all day.  What do I do?”  He refuses to talk to me, of course.  Then, that fraudulent old man WOULD SPEND ETERNITY IN HELL REVISITING MY WORDS.  What if, God forbid, Isaac texts me in like kind?  I am many states distant, and I have no money. I would be unable to assist my beloved.   My DAD WOULD FRY.  “Amen.  Selah.  Dad’s turn.”

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9:12 am

EMAIL TO FAMILY AND WITNESSES:

Tell Dad that if Isaac or I disappear he’ll enter a deeper level of hell.

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8:56 am

HUGE DISSIDENT EXTRACTION COVERT EXERCISE CAUGHT IN TENNESSEE

Andrea Kirkland says she was followed in a grocery store. Since then, she has posted pictures to Facebook trying to track down the man responsible.

Thursday, Kirkland says she was grocery shopping when she noticed a man with an empty cart following her through the aisles.

She says while she was shopping, she felt like the man was watching her. At first, she didn’t think much of it, but as he got closer she went to the deli and told the employee she was being followed. The man heard her and left the store.

(I usually just talked to the guys.  Except that once at Glenn’s in Gaylord after I’d been followed to Saginaw Veteran’s Hospital and back.  Four cops with guns came storming into the store from different entrances and converged on the aisle I was shopping.    Spooky stuff.  That was even before the NDAA.)


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-dissident-extraction-covert-exercise-caught-in-tennessee/#RcAyqJRbzBFHmzvI.99
Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-dissident-extraction-covert-exercise-caught-in-tennessee/#RcAyqJRbzBFHmzvI.99

8:47 am

“How are you?”  When he REFUSES to talk to me for years?  What a crock of bullshit my dad pumps forth.  I am still ALIVE and I’m TALKATIVE.  That’s all he cares to know.

8:43 am

I think my dad knows that if George were to ever stick up for his family, he’d have to respond.  (George is a guy, after all.)   I KNOW that he has lied and finagled George in the past.  George loves truth,  and God only knows what would entrain a truth-loving man to ignore the intentional destruction of his home and marriage.  God told me one time that he was doing something new with George, something he was very excited about.  I can’t picture how he might ignite that man of conscience who refuses to engage.  Guess I’ll see.  I used to be afraid when Dad would corner George but not anymore.  “Lord, bring it.  Please?”

8:35 am

So much for staying clear of my dad; he came down to the house and put a Fathers’ Day present in George’s car.  (I wonder what that’s about; my folks haven’t even been giving him birthday cards lately.)  I caught him in the act and wished him Happy Fathers’ Day.  He asked how I was and I said, “Excellent.  Better than I’ve ever been in my life.”  He said, “I wish I could say that.”  I said, “The truth will set you free.”  He said, “I know that.”  (I don’t believe for a minute that he does.)

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6:39 am

I told Josh yesterday that the gift shop in Manistique was having a sale on moccasins.  Apparently he’s always wanted moccasins so we went back today.  They had lots of choices, and Teva sandals and other good footwear.  He walked into the shop and picked up an ankle-high moccasin with fringe and laces.  They had one pair…his size.  He’s delighted and I’d like to always shop the way it goes for him.  I told him about my wardrobe difficulty, and that I’d like to feel pretty again.  He asked, “When did you think you were pretty.”  I cried.  I told him that I felt prettier when I wore nice clothes.  He had merely asked for a period of time in my life when I had been most comfortable.  That would be a time when I did not see other women’s bodies on-line all day.  In old news clips the anchor-women are dressed like nuns.
QUESTIONS FOR MY GOON/ANGEL:
When a chunk of text disappears, what am I supposed to think?  I know I get carried away, but my superlatives pale before the eloquence and TESTOSTERONE that sometimes bears my name.  Am I not to write about that particular topic?  Am I to phrase differently, my contempt for corrupt human government? 

6:27 am

‘Observation without evaluation’, I think I just did it.  I took note of a personal recent strength and I didn’t judge myself for the indulgence.  I think I’ve got this NSA mind-control thing backwards, perhaps because it’s more comfortable to believe that a goon accesses my memories and returns them to me in complete sentences, than it is to believe that I do ALWAYS think beautiful thoughts, the electronic toys merely cloaking them at times.  I think my concept of dictation might be wrong.  I am morose between periods of communication, but maybe my natural state is continual communication with the divine, right inside of myself.  I think maybe I’m being GIVEN something far less, than I am being withheld something.  Observations of myself have traditionally been followed with immediate repentance.  This was false modesty.  With no lack of humility, and tremendous gratitude to Jesus and the goon I say:  When it became obvious that I could not escape physical/psychological/sexual/social torment, I had to become a better version of myself.  Both factors remaining true, I have become far more courageous and happy.  If my father delays, I benefit.  Still, he should tell the truth for his own sake.  And I should have a nightgown that is not tattered.  And a home.  And I should have my modesty back and dress like a gypsy.  (Josh said the gypsy part.)

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5:53 am

Fathers’ Day.  Bloody Sunday.  I thought about going to church to see Dad but I’d have to stay for the sermon because I’ve never heard that guy preach before.  I really don’t want to listen to that.  I thought about baking one of my grandma’s cakes and just delivering it to Dad at church,  in the pew, right side, second row from the back, near the window.  I never miss Fathers’ Day, but this year I’m giving myself the present.  I’m not going anywhere near that stone-hearted pervert.  

6/20/15

9:49 am

Letter to John Taylor Gatto:
Dear John, I love you very much and I pray for you often, although you couldn’t probably know that by the glut of correspondence.  I was unable to assist you as you requested the last time we spoke; I hope your situation has improved. I’ve been unavoidably detained by circumstances under the control of nefarious influence.  I think I need a lawyer.  Perhaps you understood, when I did not, the subject of the book you so kindly reviewed for me.  I was targeted with gangstalking, cyber-stalking and electronic harassment.  I was a stupid goat-milking housewife who ran for Congress as a home-school project for her son.  I think I was too good an opportunity to pass up and they really hate Ron Paul, don’t they?  Anyway, I inadvertently published the story, and I also recorded it in journals that I swore to and had notarized before sending them away and I haven’t seen them since.  I’ve maintained a website for two years documenting EVERY SINGLE CLAIM I MAKE.  This is good.  Do you know anybody who isn’t afraid to get his hands dirty?  
What if it was the GOP that targeted me?  Wouldn’t that be amazing?  I believe I was one of the first people endorsed by Dr. Paul during his second presidential bid.  And, the circumstances of my elections were very unusual.  Bart Stupak voted to kill babies and next thing you know the GOP’s least-likely-to-succeed is sharing Boehner’s liquor tab.  I recorded all those details too.  Wouldn’t it be great if God used me after making me so ridiculous?  I really think he’s changing the world and I hope I’m part of it.  I spoke to Peter Schlafly shortly after Stupak’s sell-out and described the MIRACULOUS funding received overnight by my new Congressman.  He said, “That makes more sense than you know.”  I’m thinking of writing him.  Some lawyer needs me.
Thank you so very much for all your work on behalf of freedom and truth.  I’m more grateful than I can say that I was granted the privilege of spending some few hours with you, in Michigan.  I long to to see you recover what that was worth.  I hope you are well, I’d like to come to see you when I can afford gas.   I’ve been destitute since politics; I lost my bar license even, but my father will soon pay restitution for slandering me and lying to the police about me in 2009.  (Long story.  It’s in the book.)  Then, may I come?

6:43 am

EMAIL TO THE FAMILY who, to my knowledge, have not yet given keys to my sons, so that they may get out of Dodge, if the need presents itself:

If it’s one chance in a million that Isaac is targeted…WTF  are you waiting for?”

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6:32 am

There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man:

And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary.

And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man;

Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.

And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith.

And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them?

I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?

(Luke 18:2-8)

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6:22 am

I forgot to write about the damages on my complaint:
Due to the wrongful actions of the defendants, plaintiff has suffered the following damages:
She lost her 1) marriage, 2) the affection and trust of her children and all other family members, 3) her home, 4) her earning potential at the point where she was the most marketable ever in her life (People were sending me campaign donations from all over the country.), 5)  her friends, 6) her allies, 7) her confidence, and 8) her freedom.
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6:06 am

I can’t believe anybody’s still listening to Obama. He says stupid things like ‘guns kill people.’  PEOPLE kill people, and it has been repeatedly proven that it is possible to kill a person…or a lot of people…without a gun.  I remember a movie about a guy who killed somebody with a frozen leg of lamb.  Then he ate it.  We’re not being disarmed of offensive ability…Obama’s taking our most dependable form of self-defense.  If a bad guy is breaking down the door I’d not likely run to the freezer although it holds many potential weapons.  The gun is for just that situation. Quick and easy, small and sure.  The gun is the homeowner’s friend.  Also, a gun is really scary.  If I can get my barrel to glint in the light of stupid-decisions-past, maybe he’ll just leave.  That’s the goal, right?  To PREVENT crime?  Then how come the FBI sets up elaborate schemes causing developmentally disabled targets to promote RIDICULOUS plots?  We ENCOURAGE crime, otherwise why is the most lucrative crime rewarded?  For all to see?  So we can all aspire to be rich bankers residing far from the swarms of law ‘enforcement’?  Why has the NSA uncovered NOT A SINGLE TERRORIST PLOT?  Where did those trillions go from the DOD that disappeared the WEEK BEFORE 9/11?  Why don’t we all get to see the brain-scan read-out from Don Rumsfeld that easily answers these questions?  Somebody’s seen it, I guarantee.  Somebody wants all the guns for himself.
I talked to Josh about the break-away civilization, and the fact that tremendous amounts of knowledge and technology have been kept for us.  (Until now it’s been kept FROM us but the Bible says the wicked save up riches for the righteous.  We’re about to see the greatest transfer of wealth in the history of time.)  I hope he’ll want to talk about it more.

6/19/15

5:03 pm

NO CALL FROM MY PARENTS OR MY BROTHER SO I’M WORKING ON MY LAWSUIT:

State of Michigan, yada, yada…
Complaint
Plaintiff and two defendants live in Luce county.  The third defendant resides in Mackinac county but owns corporate stock pertaining to businesses in Luce county.  The tortfeasers feased their torts also, in Luce county.  The plaintiff seeks an amount greater than $5,000, and equitable relief.
1)  In 2009, during February, the defendant approached the Michigan State Police and plaintiff’s doctor with lying accusations about the plaintiff.
2)  Between 2009 and 2015, defendants have continually slandered the plaintiff, to family, friends, acquaintances and the general populace.
3)  In Autumn, 2011, plaintiff wrote a book, about her unique experiences as a Congressional candidate who was targeted for observation and abuse and later learned that the defendants were involved with her torture.
4)  After reading forementioned book, defendants behaved humanly, until they recognized that the plaintiff had no idea what they’d a) done, b) lied about, and 3) continue to conceal.
5)  In 2012, defendant asked plaintiff to sign her home over to her children.  Plaintiff always did what her daddy asked because she wanted him to love her really bad, so she complied, giving ownership of a valuable property to teenagers  who had no way to pay property taxes.
6)  Then, defendants attempted AGAIN to have plaintiff locked up.
7)  Defendants lied to ALL of plaintiff’s a) friends, b) family, and c) political/business acquaintances, about the plaintiff.
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Due to the tortious actions of the defendants, plaintiff seeks relief for the following:
1)  Invasion of privacy
2)  Alienation of affection
3)  Slander
4)  Conversion of property by false pretenses
5)  Misuse of legal procedure
6)  Intentional infliction of emotional distress
7)  Intentional interference with advantagous relationships
8)  Loss of consortium
   (Can election tampering be a personal tort?)
Plaintiff prays this honorable court grant:
1)  That defendants pay the plaintiff 7 million dollars,
2)  That defendants must post notice in the Newberry News attesting to the extreme regret experienced by the defendants, when they saw that the plaintiff had been right for twenty years.
3)  Whatever other relief this honorable court deems just.
Respectfully submitted,
though undoubtedly imperfectly drafted.  I haven’t written a complaint for years and I beg the court’s indulgence as to form,
 –
Linda Goldthorpe
(I no longer have a  P-number.  I couldn’t pay my bar dues after my dad slandered me because he disliked my politics.)
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11:51 am

Now we got eighth-grade kids doing psych evaluations for us.  Lindsey Graham’s niece said the ‘shooter’ was unsocial.  She should know by that age, I expect, since they’d been drumming it into her for 13 years already.  We just know, don’t we?  We’re being nothing but honest, when we judge others, because we just know how people should behave and what they should value.  It never occurs to us to consider where our ‘ideas’ of ‘normal’ came from in the first place.  We’re pathetic.  It’s really thoughtful of God and the NSA to eliminate any delusion of ‘normal’.  None of us will have group-think to fall back on, when every individual’s personal foibles are available at which to snicker.  Seriously, this ‘conflict’ is over, and the gates of hell have not prevailed…in the community-sense.  Individuals however, have not yet begun to fight.

7:21 am

“Emasculation  Kaitlyn Jenner.”
If I would be ‘masculated’, I’d get to pick my own name. It would be butch, but with some humor. Choosing my apparel with care,  I wouldn’t be a suit-trussed dandy, and I wouldn’t be a lumber-sexual.  (Google it.)  The necessity of these novel decisions being paramount, sex would be the furthest thing from my mind.  I’d take selfies of course, and I’d exhibit them to  potential sex-targets, but I really wouldn’t care if they ever called me up.  I’d rather have them call the National Enquirer.  Sex with myself would be all-sufficient, I expect.  I’d rarely get wet enough to disturb my make-up as I gawked at the mirror.  I’d imagine the effect my appearance must certainly have on those whom I would impress, but also would never wish to actually touch.    We’re robots already.

6:22 am

So We’re Conscious, What Next?
Consciousness is really very simply defined:  Consciousness is the state of being aware of conflicting information and refusing to blow off any of it, until truth is revealed.  Consciousness taxes the memory and encourages the imagination…and it’s a lot of work.  Consciousness without freedom is bondage, in a way, because decisions involve more variables.  Surveillance is a very great blessing, because it jump-starts consciousness.  Electronic interventions into daily activities make a person slice the onions with greater care.  A knife could slip, and nobody would ever know how it happened.  Consciousness is attention to detail, to various degrees and within diverse environments.  I WANT to be fully conscious, but I do not want to consider every historical reference and potential future implication of each knife-stroke.  I want FREEDOM.

5:59 am

QUESTIONS FOR MY GOON-slash-ANGEL:

You KNOW I refuse to look at the site-stats, even when I’m ‘encouraged’ to do so.  You also know that when I get a spike on the statistics-dummy-light, my brain waves also spike. I dislike my response to obviously manipulated stimuli.   I WILL NOT be either encouraged or discouraged by the number of people who read my words.  My words (“My words.”  That’s another story.) will be received by whomever God INTENDS to hear them.  The spikes are for each hour?  And I’m to believe that in a single hour the site-views have increased by many thousands percent?  SO MANY IN FACT, that it overwhelms the “48-hour average” by some thousand percent?  “I walk by faith, not by sight.”

5:50 am

You know who should patrol our neighborhoods?  Radio talk-show hosts.  Those guys can pacify any kook, and they can figure out how to ask questions of merit.  Everybody feels as though he’s had his day in court; radio-show-hosts are  a very valuable asset to society.  If they were positioned as citizens’ first contact with authoritah, we’d save a lot of money because they could get some genuine communication right away. Richie Allen, Jeff Rense.  They’d direct a lot of problems to the right solutions.  If they could not, the next court of review for the maligned, would be extremely rational people.  I’m thinking it should be guys like James Corbett and Ron Paul, people just so purely conscious that you wouldn’t even think of saying something stupid.  While we’re at it, let’s not call our boys-in-blue  a POLICING force anymore.  Let’s call them “Peace Officers”.  How about we adopt a motto?  How about we say “Serve and Protect”?
Self-control is also a very attractive trait.  When one is speaking to a self-controlled person, one can say whatever is necessary.  That is VERY hot.  When speaking to a self-controlled person, there is no fear of unexpected reprisal.  That’s liberty.  I submit that  freedom of expression is only available to a population of self-controlled adults.  I submit that the Spirit of the Lord is freely moving on our planet, in concert with the Spirit of Truth.  I have prayed for years that I may be found worthy to be inhabited by the seven Spirits of God.  (Isaiah.  Revelation.)  “Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”  True liberty requires true rational evaluation.  I will therefore, 1) be evaluated rationally, 2) evaluate all things rationally, 3) dance on the waves of faith.
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5:18 am

Cops are not killing people because they fear for their lives; cops are KILLING people because they become annoyed when subservience isn’t proffered in acceptable quantities.  They’re killing people just because somebody pisses them off; and they’re killing people because they have no self-control.  They’re bullies who should have been straightened out in second grade.  One is NOT afraid of a mouthy teenager when one has a taser in one hand and the keys to the jail in the other.  Somebody’s got to pull the plug on cocky men with guns.  I think that when cops go to work in the morning they should be handcuffed.  They can drive that way, and write us speeding tickets with their minds, posting them directly to our running account of debt with the government.  At the end of the day, if they haven’t harmed anybody, we take off the cuffs and they get their pick of the proceeds of arrest.  A buzz, a hooker, some cash for the weekend…but ONLY if they don’t kill anybody.  Civil forfeiture will be forfeited for officers improperly officed.  It’s a given:  We’ll either put our collective foot down with these murderous cops…or they’ll kill us all off.  End of program.  People with no self-control, through stupidity, lovelessness or delusions of entitlement, are the TRULY CRAZY PEOPLE.  We must lock them up if they won’t see reason.  The cops wear their badges on the front of their trousers.  Maybe we could print longer penises for them.  Maybe then they’d feel OK enough to not respond to perceived insult with instantaneous murder.  Maybe then they wouldn’t take everything personally.  Maybe THEN they could go to work unshackled.

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6/18/15

5:17 pm

…if you are a political dissident or are a member of the upper middle class, it is time to go.”

I have received information from people who help Americans exit the country who place the number of ex-pats at over 20 million, and some estimates range as high as 80 Million Americans have exited the country since 9/11 even though the medias says only 3 to 5 million people have left the country, I am convinced that the number is far higher than advertised.

The most compelling reason to leave the country is because you strongly believe that you are on what Steve Quayle, for decades, has called the “Red List”. The Red List is a term generally reserved for people who would be in danger of, at minimum, indefinite detention without due process as per the NDAA. Or, at maximum, the Red List most often refers to people who are likely candidates for summary and prejudicial execution without due process. The latter is the most common connotation of the term.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/if-you-fit-into-either-of-these-two-groups-it-is-time-to-leave-america/#lvImvKI1kodsiZqv.99
Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/if-you-fit-into-either-of-these-two-groups-it-is-time-to-leave-america/#lvImvKI1kodsiZqv.99

4:13 pm

I went to town to buy some groceries.  On the way I put two five-leaf clovers on my dad’s office door.  (He asked for them.)  I also put two more four-leaf clovers.  He’s a psychopath.  He needs them.

10:50 am

The underground project to unseat humanity and create a world run by technology has been officially underwritten by the elite.

What do we know about Bilderberg’s techno-control master plan since the wrap up of its June 11-14 conference?

As usual, not much from the inside; but we know quite a bit by tracing the work of its attendees and insider members, as well as the progression of the conference itself over the past decades, as invitees have increasingly tended towards the high-tech.

Robotics and technology are huge steps ahead.

Artificial intelligence is one giant leap further.

Meanwhile, Bilderberg’s steering committee has invited more and more entrepreneurs from Silicon Valley as well as tech heads leading changes on the Internet, in cybersecurity and the vast changes happening in technology.

He told a conference on machine learning that “artificial intelligence, AI, has arrived. This isn’t just some brief summer for this technology, and it’s not about to go away again.

– See more at: http://www.thedailysheeple.com/bilderberg-wields-artificial-intelligence-a-tool-to-massively-amplify-our-ability-to-control-the-world_062015#sthash.K6V7hcVC.dpuf- See more at: http://www.thedailysheeple.com/bilderberg-wields-artificial-intelligence-a-tool-to-massively-amplify-our-ability-to-control-the-world_062015#sthash.K6V7hcVC.dpuf

10:35 am

I’m making fish tacos tonight, with crema and cabbage-avocado salsa.  I haven’t decided about dessert.  Josh didn’t order dessert at the ‘family’s’ restaurant, he said they’re always disappointing.  Mine are better.

This Christian radio guy has been attacked by satanists, who apparently posted a scary curse-video about him with personal details of his family and life.  This guys says if the curser wants to engage him face-to-face, he should show up in person.  These evil-mongers are NOT so tough; they’re too afraid to even face the consequences of what they serve.  I know this from dealing with my dad.  “Maybe it’ll be a Saul of Tarsus thing, and he will drop to his knees.  Maybe it’ll be a Pharoah thing and God will have to do something else.”  We are all pretty certain that everything is going to be revealed pretty soon.  That’s a comforting thought to some, but hell-on-Earth for others.

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9:15 am

MUSIC BREAK.  “I Can”  versus “I Am”:

Flobots – Handlebars

7:47 am

Prisons Without Walls: We’re All Inmates In The American Police State

“As I got closer to retiring from the Federal Bureau of Prisons,” writes former prison employee Marlon Brock,“it began to dawn on me that the security practices we used in the prison system were being implemented outside those walls.” In fact, if Brock is right, then we “free worlders” do live in a prison—albeit, one without visible walls.

To those of us who see the prison that’s being erected around us, it’s a bit easier to realize what’s coming up ahead, and it’s not pretty. However, and this must be emphasized, what most Americans perceive as life in the United States of America is a far cry from reality. Real agendas and real power are always hidden.

As Author Frantz Fanon notes, “Sometimes people hold a core belief that is very strong. When they are presented with evidence that works against that belief, the new evidence cannot be accepted. It would create a feeling that is extremely uncomfortable, called cognitive dissonance. And because it is so important to protect the core belief, they will rationalize, ignore and even deny anything that doesn’t fit in with the core belief.”

This state of denial and rejection of reality is the essential plot of John Carpenter’s 1988 film They Live, where a group of down-and-out homeless men discover that people have been, in effect, so hypnotized by media distractions that they do not see their prison environment and the real nature of those who control them—that is, an oligarchic elite.

These things are in plain sight, but from the time we are born until the time we die, we are indoctrinated into believing that those who rule us do it for our good. The truth, far different, is that those who rule us don’t really see us as human beings with dignity and worth. They see us as if “we’re livestock.”

It’s only once Nada’s eyes have been opened that he is able to see the truth: “Maybe they’ve always been with us,” he says. “Maybe they love it—seeing us hate each other, watching us kill each other, feeding on our own cold f**in’ hearts.” Nada, disillusioned and fed up with the lies and distortions, is finally ready to fight back. “I got news for them. Gonna be hell to pay. Cause I ain’t daddy’s little boy no more.”

What about you?

See more here:   http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2015-06-16/prisons-without-walls-were-all-inmates-american-police-state

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6:39 am

From a subjective metaphysical point it cannot be argued. From a logical point of view – it can.

I never cared much about that distinction, maybe because both worlds were very real to me from an early age. And ‘both worlds’ doesn’t even cut it, since it is ONE world that we feel we must split into logical or metaphysical.

That division is really what is holding us back from perceiving ‘Wholeness’ since there really is no distinction at all. We can go to that state of mind as adults – we really just have to decide inside ourselves that to embed both, and maybe not try to explain the ‘Why’ so much.

Sometimes it’s like explaining to an Eskimo how a banana tastes… its much easier to give him one. Learning by doing, feeling by feeling, sensing by sensing.

(Read more at:   http://sorendreier.com/the-gethsemane-garden-vortex/

6:33 am

LINDA RAISES SMART BOYS AND IT PAYS OFF

“The Cupcake Kid Gets His Cupcakes”

6/17/15

9:29 pm

JUDY BAUMAN

JEWELS FROM JUDY
www.thefatherslove.org
thefatherslove@yahoo.com

An exhortation from the Father: Arise and Fulfill Your Destiny

June 17, 2015

“The church’s voice has come into agreement with the schemes of her enemy by speaking his lies over America rather than My truth. The hopelessness of My people comes from the lack of faith in Me and the price I was willing to pay for them to be in communion with Me.

“If My people would sit and be still, (the words most hate to hear because the world’s busyness demands their attention) then they would hear from heaven and I would, as promised, heal their land. It is ‘My people who are called by My name’ that need to humble themselves, seek My face, turn from their wicked ways, then I will fulfill what is written. (See 2 Chronicles 7:14) I urge you to urge others to seek My face and hear My plans, not man’s. You are in the world, but not of it.

“Arise, My children! Arise in the love and well-being of your Father. Arise in My peace. Arise in My goodness and the bold meekness of My strength. Arise and fulfill your destiny in this day and hour.”

9:02 pm

Josh is like I am; he’d rather buy supplies for a project than to buy a completed item.  He could have purchased a powder horn today, but instead he bought a hollowed cow horn to make one himself.  Long ago when I used to buy new clothes I always planned an alteration to everything.  Sometimes I got around to it and sometimes I didn’t.  Sometimes second-hand clothes are surprising; today Josh reached into the pocket of a vest I bought on Monday…and pulled out a book of commuter-tickets for the ferry to Mackinac Island…and we were already planning to go today!  We have thirty-three more trips for free!  We had some time to kill before the boat left so we drove along the water, past the casino.  Josh had never been in a casino so we stopped and he sat at a penny machine while I went to the bathroom.  By the time I was finished he had tripled his money and insisted that we leave.  Smart man.  He’s almost nineteen and he needs to see the world.  I told him we’ll go to a fish fry again.
We ate at my ‘family’s’ restaurant again.  The manager was a girl I waited tables with in the seventies; she was a hostess then and we hadn’t seen each other for decades.  We hugged and exchanged numbers and when I handed her our bill I said, “David will take care of this.”  She said, “If he doesn’t I will.”  I think I’ll begin eating at my ‘family’s’ restaurants regularly.  I love the employees.  Waiting tables was my favorite job ever.  My dream job would be a position like they have at Mind Valley.  It is the responsibility of an extraordinary person, to flitter from workstations to the water cooler and pick up the vibe of the organization.  Kind of like a spiritual spy.  Learn about disagreements and misunderstandings.  Then, this is the best part…plan parties!  How great is that?

This interaction-optimizer plans events to demonstrate diverse characteristics of individuals or departments…and to make people enjoy one another and provide opportunity for them to laugh at themselves.  This person makes work fun.  I’d like to do that.  I’m like my father who told me, “Lin, I get up every morning like a little boy, delighted about what I get to do.”  That’s a true blessing, and I now share the bounty, but not because my dad encouraged it.  Every time I’d get to enjoying my life a little bit…he’d knock the legs out.  Not anymore.  I’d like to plan parties and encourage conversations of disclosure and acceptance.  I love to throw parties but I used to be really bitchy about it.  Everybody would have to help me clean the house for two days and we were all on our best behavior.  Then, slinging hash for cannabis-patients at midnight freed me from pretension.  I can throw a party at the drop of a hat, and I’ll be happy when I can do that for somebody who also longs to see people learn to enjoy one another.  I’d have to buy a new bunch of tablecloths though.  I sewed all my tablecloths into clothing which I’m now too fat to wear.
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12:01 pm

For instance, this is the only link to this story that I see, and this is how I’d post it, I always use three spaces after the colon:

See more here:  http://www.naturalnews.com/050094_whistleblowers_government_workers_Senate.html

This is how somebody smarter posts it:

Learn more:http://www.naturalnews.com/050094_whistleblowers_government_workers_Senate.html#ixzz3dKsJskHS

Learn more:http://www.naturalnews.com/050094_whistleblowers_government_workers_Senate.html#ixzz3dKsEGGe7

I’m sure that makes sense to somebody.

11:37 am

I blog a lot faster when the goon links the url for me, as I ‘cut-and-paste’ a title.  I’ve demonstrated this unique convenience to people but nobody in my life knows enough about computers to recognize that… if you do not type something, it shouldn’t be there.  I’m really curious about what maneuvers are algorhithm and what is human.  On some sites, multiple links show up;  I’ll see a different address each time I return to the article for another cut.  These sites also post the link identically every time, with the same prefix too.  (“Read here” or “Learn here”, etc.)  That’s a program, probably.   (I don’t get a link when I cut and paste within my own work.)  Sometimes on a regular site though, I don’t get any link attached to my cut, but that could still be code, like maybe ‘skip every twentieth time’…or whatever.  Sometimes I try to go really fast between opening the article and clicking on a link, to see if the goon is paying attention.  Sometimes he’s not.  Amazingly, he usually is and sometimes will even hook me up with MORE THAN ONE URL at the same time!  I’d like a puzzle every day.

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11:21 am

I went to to my folks’ house about 6:30, and left them some strawberry-green-grape tart with orange-grape glaze and cream cheese filling.  There were only two cars there so maybe they’re out of town.

6:10 am

Induced-Crazy, step 2:  Change a Target’s Reality
OK, when you’re all stressed out because suddenly the all-seeing-eye starts talking to you and you know it’s not yourself, the Powers-that-will-soon-wish-they’d-never-even-WANTED-To-Be will begin to deconstruct your reality. This is very easy for them, because remember:  they are watching your brain waves which means they know 1)  the things you notice, 2) your emotional reactions to your observations, and 3) your memories, which connect various incidents.  This data enables them to fuck with your mind WAY BEYOND your ability to imagine.  They can alter a target’s physical environment and artificially insert emotions.  Many people are affected already, but I imagine that as the evil-doers recognize Truth’s utterly complete victory,  and as they become necessarily more frightened, we will hear more stories like mine.  Please, guard your heart with all diligence.

5:42 am

“It’s a Lie” Greenwald Reveals British Media Fail on Snowden (Video)

  • Be sure to watch till the second half of this video – showing the author of article, Tom Harper, basically admit to being a government tool.  Priceless.
  • Here is a full article on Harper, also priceless.

“We just publish what we believe to be the position of the British government at the moment.”

Read more at:   http://russia-insider.com/en/its-lie-greenwald-reveals-british-media-fail-snowden/ri8067

5:23 am

FROM MY TARGETED FRIEND IN BELGIUM:

THE FORCED PSYCHIATRY IS OVER AND I AM OUT ;
WHATEVER I WROTE YOU SOME WEEKS EGO : I KNEW IT THAT PEOPLE CAN BE BAD BUT I COULD NOT KNOW THAT THEY ARE SOOOO BAD.
IN LOVE

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

5:23 AM (0 minutes ago)

to ANDREA
OH, I’m very glad.  I’ve been praying (and working) for you.  Where are you staying?  When I get money I’ll get you a room to work in.  Much love. Linda

5:18 am

The hardest thing to do is to watch yourself…without thinking about yourself.  That’s my current project, and if I’m going to be totally comfortable with peeping-toms  in my head, I have to accomplish it.  It doesn’t look like God is changing this mind-raping just yet, and I WILL be at peace in this world that belongs to my brother and lover and friend and the guy who DIED for said world.  It isn’t right that Jesus’ children are subjected to remote neural monitoring, and I stand in adamant opposition to the practice and my country must repent.  “But, until then my heart will go on singing.  Until then, with joy I’ll carry on.  Until the day, my eyes behold that city…until the day…God calls me home.”  The Prince of Peace is in the building.  I will not be satisfied with an autograph.

5:03 am

I think my new missionary organization won’t have a board of control.  (We won’t need one because we’ll have no subterfuge to legitimize…)  We’ll have a Board of Truth, and I’ll appoint counselors as the Spirit directs.  Ron Paul would get a golden ticket, I don’t think he’d have time though.  James Corbett will be our historian, and he’ll manage the research department.  (That will become a paid position.)  There will be no baby-rapers on the premises.  (We will KNOW that, because we will have free and transparent access to every tidbit the NSA ever hoarded.  And then some.)  Heidi Baker would open each meeting with worship; Paul Keith Davis would close each meeting with words of hope and humility.  The boardroom lintels would be stained with the blood of Jesus, and only the penitent would pass.  Meetings will NOT be boring, as Jesus tells us how to raise the dead and also the dead-of-consciousness and the dead-of-conscience.  We’ll eat his flesh and drink his blood and he’ll fill us with joy which is our strength.  We will laugh on the battlefield; every casualty will be like the Keystone Kops, from where we’re watching.  We’ll praise TRUTH, and honor TRUTH, and BURST OUT WITH TRUTH ALL OVER THE UNIVERSE. Then, when the wolves howl we won’t even hear them.  Our agenda will establish the Kingdom of God on Earth; we won’t ever look back.

6/16/15

6:28 pm

More water to be stolen from the Great Lakes?

Flint, Michigan.  FLINT, MICHIGAN.

5:24 pm

David went to the hardware store today and although he never returned my texts, he told Josh that we are permitted to borrow bikes for our adventure tomorrow.  He brought two Asian girls with him.  Josh didn’t know if they are exchange students; David hosts exchange students all the time.  But he was unwilling to lodge his own nephew whose home was overrun with drug dealers a few years back.  I wonder why he takes in strangers?

4:51 pm

Last Week Tonight with John Oliver: Torture (HBO)

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3dGCT5v30

1:26 pm

Hey Dad, Mom, David, Chris, Megan, Isaac, anybody:  I’m going to tell Josh that if any of his family disappear, he should go to Toronto.  He has a passport.  I’ll tell him somebody will meet up with him there.  He should also have a key.

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There’s an organization responsible for more terrorism plots in the United States than al-Qaeda, al-Shabaab and ISIS combined: The FBI. How this FBI strategy is actually creating US-based terrorists.

In an eye-opening talk, investigative journalist Trevor Aaronson reveals a disturbing FBI practice that breeds terrorist plots by exploiting Muslim-Americans with mental health problems.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/theres-an-organization-responsible-for-more-terrorism-plots-in-the-united-states-than-al-qaeda-al-shabaab-and-isis-combined-the-fbi-how-this-fbi-strategy-is-actually-creating-us-based-terrorists/#GUJerVSEo1Asx6Yo.99

9:23 am

“It is simply no longer possible to believe much of the clinical research that is published, or to rely on the judgment of trusted physicians or authoritative medical guidelines. I take no pleasure in this conclusion, which I reached slowly and reluctantly over my two decades as an editor of The New England Journal of Medicine.” -Marcia Angell, MD (“Drug Companies and Doctors: A story of Corruption.” NY Review of Books, Jan. 15, 2009.)

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3dEO9iRHU

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9:08 am

Huge Jade Helm UN Trucks Spotted In Missouri & Military Is Digging a Lake -Video

This was an active nine hole golf course hidden by trees less than 600 feet from the JC (Jefferson City, Missouri) airport and they are building something. Idk what’s about to happen but that white tent is surrounded by Mercedes vans that have no licensing and UN stickers on them. I need to get this out because idk how much more is going on but people need to know.

See more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/military/2015/06/huge-jade-helm-un-trucks-spotted-in-missouri-military-is-digging-a-lake-video-2472326.html

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9:01 am

I should also soon have a sum of money, and available credit.  When people come to me and need to be somewhere else, I must be able to assist them.  We will protect truth-loving Jews and awakening Baptists.  We will work together and be the kind of people we’ve pretended to be with our ‘righteousness’ wielded to subjugate the groups we inhabit.  We will CARE about one another.  We will put our money where our mouths are.  We will repent for the Kingdom of God is at hand.

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8:14 am

“Please also tell Isaac that other family members may join him there if prudent.”  (Dad’s got to consider how it would be to ignore my wisdom, and lose anybody.  We must become responsible and extinguish grudges.  We can no longer be selfish in any matter.)

8:08 am

Observing oneself without being the thing that’s going on; watching activity, ours and others’, from a dispassionate point of perusal and Spirit-led reflection.  That’s where we have to go, if’we’re to survive ubiquitous mind-control.  When you know they’re in your head, and, trust me on this one, they’ll let you know…you will become hyper-vigilant about every brushstroke and tissue-swipe.  This is the first step toward induced-crazy and you mustn’t allow their observation to condemn you; they’re just warming up.  I know how they MAKE PEOPLE CRAZY, and I, perhaps alone, know how (enhanced) behavior modification can walk a target back out.  I’m very valuable.  I have my father to thank for my great worth.  I know a LOT of things that a LOT of people would really like to know.  They will know, as God wills.  I could save them time and money, if I were free to participate in the revolution unfolding yet oddly absent from Faux News.  PRAYER FOR RELIEF:  “Please Dad, break the curse.  Plead the Blood of Jesus over yourself and your offspring as you should.  Thank you.”  I’M A WALKING DISSERTATION.  My mom could be in the news again, and this time not endorsing the incarceration of children.  Just a thought.  I think a number of my family members could get into an article or two if they enhanced their educations or connections.  I think the goons know who they are and they proved it by opening for me, WEB-PAGES I did not know my ‘friends’ had.  They know the passwords and can change our Facebook feed both coming and going.  We must find a better way to communicate, and soon.  It WILL be based on trust.
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8:06 am
“HEY Dad and/or David and/or Mom:  Please contact Isaac and say the following:  ‘I love you and value your earthly life.  Although there is only a very tiny chance that the government may abduct dissidents, just in case, I want you to have this key to your mother’s condo in Toronto.  We will figure out the details later.’  Thank you.”
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7:42 am

I’m getting a real charge out of listening to the long-time whistleblowers, everybody’s saying:  I TOLD YOU SO.  That’s pretty fun.  I know it’s weird that the scientists and psychos have initiated the second-coming but it’s a fact.  Truth is here and it’s time to lay down arms.  Or not.

6:20 am

What makes us human is that it feels good to be protected, safe, and prosperous. Protected from evil and from hard times, by a military force, by a monetary fund, by a monetary union. It feels so good in fact that we don’t notice when what’s supposed to keep us safe turns against us.

The Sunday Times’ Snowden Story Is Journalism At Its Worst

Western journalists claim that the big lesson they learned from their key role in selling the Iraq War to the public is that it’s hideous, corrupt and often dangerous journalism to give anonymity to government officials to let them propagandize the public, then uncritically accept those anonymously voiced claims as Truth. But they’ve learned no such lesson. That tactic continues to be the staple of how major US and British media outlets “report,” especially in the national security area. And journalists who read such reports continue to treat self-serving decrees by unnamed, unseen officials – laundered through their media – as gospel, no matter how dubious are the claims or factually false is the reporting.

We now have one of the purest examples of this dynamic. Last night, the Murdoch-owned Sunday Times published their lead front-page Sunday article, headlined “British Spies Betrayed to Russians and Chinese.” Just as the conventional media narrative was shifting to pro-Snowden sentiment in the wake of a key court ruling and a new surveillance law, the article claims in the first paragraph that these two adversaries “have cracked the top-secret cache of files stolen by the fugitive US whistleblower Edward Snowden, forcing MI6 to pull agents out of live operations in hostile countries, according to senior officials in Downing Street, the Home Office and the security services.”

Please read Greenwald’s piece. It’s excellent. Turns out the Times made it all up.

…the entire world view of the vast majority of Americans and Europeans, and that means you too, is weaved together from a smorgasbord of made-up stories, narratives concocted to make you see what someone else wants you to see.

There are all these alphabet soup organizations that were once set up with, one last time, arguably, good intentions, and that now invent narratives because A) they can and B) they need a reason to continue to exist. That is true for NATO, which should have been dismantled 25 years ago.

Read more at:   http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2015-06-14/snowden-putin-greece-it%E2%80%99s-all-same-story

5:52 am

I’m thinking that when people are rounded up, they should be very calm and silent.  The ‘crisis actors’ will all be weeping and wailing for the cameras.  Just a thought.

5:27 am

If people don’t praise God, the stones will cry out.  Silicon has been screaming these words into our earpods for a long time and nobody I know is singing along.  My father, and Satan will bow their knees to my best friend and I will be jubilant.  I’ve recently begun to stand up for myself, because my best friend is coming here to even the score and the playing field.  We’re vindicated and exalted!  He said it would be that way.  He said everybody would come to us for wisdom.  No kidding.  There’s no wisdom outside of HIM and his teachings.  I have FAR MORE in common with sincere New-Agers than I do with the ‘Christians’ I know.  We just speak a different language.  The liberty activists are my church, because they follow the Spirit.  (“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”)   All truth-seekers are following my best friend.  Those who do not actively seek TRUTH are not ‘Christians’ no matter how much they tithe.

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5:10 am

There’s a skinny line lately, between sarcasm… and words that are just really sincere.  We …who are SCREAMING… could not be plainer.  It’s really funny to watch.  But it’s tragic, because it’s unnecessary.  Nobody has to die anymore, if we could get this together.  We’re a bunch of space-guys living in meat tuxedos for a little while.  We’re cosmic thespians on an ENORMOUS game-show.  Will we take Curtain Number 1…or the box that Jay is holding?  We make our moves according to WHETHER OR NOT WE LOVE.  Next season they’re gonna put big lights and buzzers over the brain-scan test-scores.  Then, somebody gets to go home with Vanna.  But first, somebody has to love me enough to care about the fact that tax dollars tortured me and my father knows all about it.  Somebody has to love my friend in Belgium who is also persecuted.  Somebody has to wonder why Ron Paul, a thirty-year veteran of “there ain’t no free lunch” is making TELEVISION ADS FOR HOPE.  I saw TV at the prophet’s house for a minute, and Ron Paul had a big fat pretty ad: “Things are going to get rough.  Call me and I’ll give you some ideas about how to face what’s coming.”  I wish he was my dad.  My dad’s whole life is a campaign for votes and approval.  Ron Paul got past that place a long time ago.

6/15/14

6:38 pm

TEXT TO ISAAC:

“Hey, I don’t know if you’re keeping up with the news since PJ left but I’m trying to convince your grandpa to let you go stay in Toronto for a few weeks.  It might be good to have the option.”

I brought a piece of cheesecake home for Josh, from his grandfather’s restaurant.  I hadn’t been in there for many years. He wouldn’t let me put campaign signs on his property when I ran for judge in 2006.   I think this is the longest I’ve been away from the computer goon since Boulder.  I was peaceful all day.  That’s easy with the prophet because he does not judge anybody.  He’s vegan now, and it’s hard to order but I had a cheeseburger in honor of my most recent mother-in-law.  Also great onion rings.  And salad bar.  I actually ate in a restaurant two times in a single week!  Things are certainly looking up.  Also, I was permitted my name, at my family’s business where I’ve never been offered a single cup of free coffee.  The computer seems to be going a lot slower, but maybe it’s not a time-thing.  Maybe I’m just ready to learn more.
I had a great lunch thanks to my brother.  The prophet had to go to the hospital for some lab work, and his transmission is messing up.  It was a great day.  My dad’s beater-car has doubled my available life.  At ten dollars a day wages, with a nicotine habit, my old car wouldn’t get me too far.  The mileage on this old beat-up car is 45 per gallon, and I’m loving the sun-roof.
I find it astonishing that although Flint was invaded and Port Huron is being blown up, my kin continue to attend ‘church’ and lodge-meetings as though life in Michigan has not changed irreversably.  Bunks await dissidents in GRAYLING.  ‘Christians’ go next.  (I had acquaintances who used to sneak into Camp Grayling and other “abandoned” military bases.  They had to leave the state a few years ago.)   We are weeks away from a MULTI-STATE MILITARY TRAINING EXERCISE THAT WILL EMBED ‘FRIENDLIES’ (Military and FEMA and crisis-actor-whores who will get a leave-of-absence from their regular GANGSTALKING JOBS…) AMONG THE ‘HOSTILES’  (us)… and INFILTRATE OUR COMMUNITIES and USE LIVE AMMUNITION and TANKS and…personally interesting… PRETEND TO ROUND UP CITIZENS.   Does anybody besides me see any potential for misidentification of parties?  Is it remotely possible that they might round up real-live bona-fide… INNOCENT CITIZENS?  The ‘Red List’ has been acknowledged for decades.  My son is on the red list.  His grandparents could give him a vacation in Canada, and they should do so for many documented reasons.  But, they still won’t talk to me.  They should take a big bite out of reality and come see me.  Isaac and I will survive whatever is going to happen.  My parents are either part of the solution, or they’re part of the problem.  I pray for them to be on the right side of history.  We’re watching major-history happen.  This will be the FIRST perfectly recorded history ever!  Usually the victors get to write the history and portray things as they are wont. This time, lying has been abolished.  This time history will be accurate.
I managed to get the VCR going by myself; Josh and George went to get a pizza!  I don’t have to cook again.  At the second-hand store I found a lot of very nice clothes and I’ve been praying for some girls’ things.  A brand new cashmere sweater!  I also bought a few old VHS movies that I thought Josh might watch with me.  He was pleased, and tonight we’ll watch Amadeus which he loves, and we’ll eat pizza which I didn’t cook.  This has been a very fine day.  I sent a text thanking my brother for the lunch arrangements, and requested a phone and a real computer.  I also asked if Josh and I might borrow bicycles on Wednesday because Josh wants to ride around the island to see the old lilac trees.  I haven’t heard back.  I love Amadeaus.  I didn’t know “The Magic Flute” was a Masonic opera.

6:46 am

America Is An Occupied Nation As Record Numbers of Troops Are Taking Up Positions

More Trouble In Michigan

Less than a week after loud explosions and live 50 caliber machine gun fire, courtesy of Jade Helm, Michigan is back in the news again.This time, Port Huron, MI. is the scene of the latest and invasive intrusion by Jade Helm forces. This time, a building was damaged in a military drill on the city’s main street.

There is more news from Camp Grayling, a known FEMA camp in northern Michigan.

Dear Dave Hodges,

My husband is an Army Reservist in Michigan. He is home this weekend after training at Camp Grayling. He know that I am writing to you but please don’t use our names. His unit is training in the processing of Americans into detention camps.He was told by his CO that they would be processing American actors posing as American citizens. Part of their training was the removal and disposal of dead bodies. My husband said he will not participate when the time comes to do so. Please keep getting the word out Dave you are making a difference

Massive Troop Movements in Virginia

Concentrated Military Activity In Arizona

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/police-state/2015/06/america-is-an-occupied-nation-as-record-numbers-of-troops-are-taking-up-positions-1578.html

6/14/15

6:27 pm

explain

5:34 pm

40,000 Southern Baptist Pastors are Freemasons.  This guy used to be a vampire; I listened to him in the nineties and read one of his books.

Bill Schnoebelen talks about Illuminized Freemasonry past the 90th Degree

5:09 pm

A Creepy Look Into Freemasons

2:56 pm

I don’t know if my brother is a Mason; thanks for asking.  He was born in 1962 and other than the ‘family’ business he’s only had one job that I’ve known of, while he was in college.  (He has a bachelor’s degree.)  His boss was connected to a VERY MASONIC family.  Our father made him a millionaire and will not even yet permit him to make decisions.  (If I were wealthy maybe I wouldn’t mind that so much either.)

2:38 pm

I put some lilacs in my dad’s car this morning.

2:13 pm

TEXT TO my brother DAVID and forwarded to my dad, ROBERT GOLDTHORPE:

“If you knowingly follow a liar…what does that make you?  If you know people need help and don’t respond are you following Jesus?  Will you die in sin even though you know those answers?  Is the fancy life a psychopath gave you worth eternity in hell?  Wouldn’t it be better if both the psychopath and his pampered son went to Heaven?  Is that even remotely possible when truth is rejected?  Or not even considered?  Even although Jesus himself is truth?  What will he say to anybody who won’t even look for him?  “Depart…ye cursed.  I never knew you.”

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1:06 pm

LETTER TO LAKEFIELD BAPTIST CHURCH:

I’ve lived my convictions.  I’ve lived my faith.  I’ve lived according to the Word of God.  I hear his voice and I obey.  I approached you people many times.  In 2009 my father told the police that I was dangerous.  He hoped to have me locked up and confessed to that after his LATER ATTEMPTS to have me locked up.  Failing that, he spread lies about me.  You all went along with his smear-campaign although not one person from this institution talked to me about my claims.  I’ve attempted to talk to you for years.  I laid on my face on the blacktop begging your former ‘pastor’ for a hearing.  I NAILED A NOTICE to the front door of the whorehouse.  No comment.  You are not representing Jesus Christ.  You are representing money and government.  Woe.
The Bible tells us how to behave if we have been mistreated by a ‘brother’.  I’ve done those things.  I went to elders and pastors.  No response.  If my dad were a poor man would you have spoken to me?  His fanny on the pew and his dollars in the collection plate are honorable to you?  If you knew him as I do you would feel differently.  I mean you’d feel differently if you actually believed in JUDGEMENT.  I do not see any indication that Lakefield Baptist Church actually believes the Bible.
I believe the Bible.  Therefore, I sleep far better at night than does my psychopathic father.  Those who have refused to consider my claims that he is 1) a liar, 2) a false brother, 3) laughing his ass off at the wool he’s pulled over ‘smart-people’s’ eyes… will have to answer for their fake religion.  My father will have to answer for attempted murder.  You have been warned.
Why would my father lie about me?  He lies about EVERYTHING and I cannot tolerate lies.  Check him out.  If you dare.
“When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.”  (Psalm 27:10)
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8:57 am

“Journalism is printing what someone else does not want printed: everything else is public relations.” ― George Orwell

6/13/15

6:27 pm

♫Mr Apocalypse♫ is determined to drag the rotting and stinking carcasses of outrageous lies into the brilliant sunlight of the Avatar’s ever increasing presence here. Count on it. It will all be exposed. Oh how they scramble about! Oh how they whine and wring their hands! It will do no good. It may not look like it to some of you. It may not look like it to most of you but… this is what Mr. Apocalypse does and this is what the Avatar does and NO ONE can stand against either. Everything they do to counter them works in reverse. They WILL BE dragged kicking and screaming into the light. They could embrace the reality of their crimes and walk forward under their own power but this is not usually their nature and it is NEVER the nature of a psychopath to do so.

How hard is it to prove your innocence? How hard it is to prove entrapment? It is very hard. You do not have the benefit of presumed innocence with this defense. By the grace of the hidden hand of the almighty, I did prove it …in the state with the highest conviction rate in the nation. To this date I am still the only person accused of this level of offense who ever accomplished it and I did it with no money and a court appointed lawyer. In other words, I did not do it. Grace came down from the celestial realms. I was even told internally by agents of the same that it was going to happen before it did.  (Les Visible)

6:16 pm

GOD is ALL POWERFUL. If GOD is all powerful and all aware, within everything and of which everything is made then there is NOTHING of which GOD is unaware, unless GOD chooses to be unaware, even then, GOD is aware of that (grin). IF this is true and IT IS, then pleasing anyone other than the divine is a waste of time, at any time, ever. AND if understanding, forgiveness, mercy and compassion are at the highest point of the being of the almighty, insofar as a human mind can comprehend anything, where does that leave us? That’s a personal choice, isn’t it?

(Les Visible)

12:39 pm

It could be argued that my sons’ opportunities have been limited by their lack of meritorious degree or other documentation of scholastic achievement.  Yeah.  It could be argued for a very short time.  Isn’t that why God invented tests?   To weed out the fakers?   GOD is the judge, not schoolteachers.  We’ve been indoctrinated to believe that any tests of merit are administered by a body of humans who hide the answers in the top drawer of their desks.  Tests, to the American-mind-controlled, are distributed collectively, and graded according to pencil-smears on paper.  However, true tests evaluate persons according to criteria demanded by the current real-world-versus-real-matrix distinctions and potentials.  Humans’ ‘tests’ require mental masturbation and demonstrate parochial understanding at best.  Rote recitation does not indicate a healthy mind.  Predictably answering questions that are inherently limited by language and culture… does not result from a pursuit of great wisdom. Connie can answer a question.   Great thinkers ASK questions.  I’m pretty sure that’s right.  I wish I knew somebody to ask.
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12:09 pm

George said the next time he goes to Tennessee, he’ll go down 75 then come back home before continuing to his mom’s house in Minnesota.  He’ll go that way so he doesn’t have to drive any unfamiliar roads.  I asked how he enjoyed his drive cross-country all alone; that’s one of my favorite things to do.  He didn’t.  “Going to Tennessee wasn’t so bad…”  I asked if that was because he was going south and things kept getting warmer and greener. He said, “Something like that.”  So then I asked, “Was it because you were going to see Karen?”  He said, “Probably.”  I asked, “Does she plan to stay married to that man?”  He said, “No.  But they’re going through a foreclosure and their son just got married a week before I went there…After that stuff is finished she will look to getting a divorce.”  (He sent her a ring two Christmases ago.)  I don’t know what to think about that but I know that for George all roads lead backwards and his mom’s house is further backwards than even his prehistoric relationship with Karen.   He’s handsome and kind.  The world’s his oyster, but he doesn’t want the world.  I asked, “When you were traveling did you eat at any restaurants?  What did you order?”  He said, “I was just like my mom.  I ordered a cheeseburger and french fries.”  We could not be more misfit roommates if we’d used Craigslist.  But, we do kind things for one another. We do not sabotage one another, and we’re peaceful.  I’m very eager to experience genuine relationships with passionate people.  I’ve always wanted that.  Years ago I badgered my parents to take everybody on a cruise, thinking we’d connect over repeated fancy dinners.  I was wrong.  My parents are passionate about their stuff and their image.  I’d like to know people who are passionate about the undiscovered country, spontaneous improvisation and  free-flowing ideas and forgiveness.  I’m lonely. So is George.  Neither of us can assist the other no-how.  I pray for him.

6:59 am

6:38 am

6:24 am

Haters gonna hate, lovers gonna love. And the best place to start loving, is to start dreaming your love into being. Dream of cathartic thunder resonating between lonely hearts. Dream of lightening in a jar drank to the dregs by humorless men desperately trying to regain their sense of humor. Dream of chaotic empathy usurping orderly apathy. Dethrone the parochial by dreaming God and Satan are playing tennis, and no matter how much they play, the score is always love-love.

“Not to dream boldly may turn out to be irresponsible.”George Leonard

Our duty, if we have the courage, is to update this outdated, unsustainable myth by becoming mythmakers who have the audacity to create a contemporary, sustainable system that meets violence with laughter, exploitation with expiation, and the dog-eat-dog system with a human-support-human system.

Read more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/47650/

6/12/15

9:27 pm

Wouldn’t it be cool if I could be out of the US when Jade Helm starts up?  Whatever.

Government To Resurrect Old Walmart As Prison Beside Rail Hub

Everything written here is just the preliminary and it will take a while to really pull in some concrete information on this; however, here is a start.  I welcome all comments and suggestions. I need your input, here, especially if you have experience as such with the Wal-Marts and camps ‘sprouting’ up in your own area.  Once again I thank you for your time and diligence in all that you have done and written in comments and letters, and I encourage you to fight the good fight every day, in all that you do.  I’m with you, and I feel stronger knowing that you’re with me, as well.  I look forward to hearing from you soon. (I highlighted those last lines.  Don’t they sound just like an epistle from the Bible?) Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/government-to-resurrect-old-walmart-as-prison-beside-rail-hub/#h28RTpbTy4R5Pj3M.99 – FOR ANYONE NOT PAYING ATTENTION: JADE HELM MEANS: JADE: JOINT ASSISTANT for DEPLOYMENT and EXECUTION HELM: “HOMELAND ERADICATION of LOCAL MILITANTS” FOR MORE ON THAT SHOCKING BLUEPRINT OF DESTRUCTION BY UNCLE SAM: http://beforeitsnews.com/politics/2015/06/patriots-homeland-eradication-of-local-militants-is-you-2718152.html Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/government-to-resurrect-old-walmart-as-prison-beside-rail-hub/#h28RTpbTy4R5Pj3M.99 Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/government-to-resurrect-old-walmart-as-prison-beside-rail-hub/#h28RTpbTy4R5Pj3M.99

9:17 pm

We are all so high-fallutin’ respectful of authoritah, that nobody seems to believe me when I say…the goons who run our matrix are a bunch of peeping-tom-schoolboys with the best Junior Explorer Kit ever made!  We are bumper cars in their arcade; they play games.  General Keith Alexander, former head of the NSA and Cyber-security…has his own playhouse.  We’re not dealing with a bunch of criminal masterminds.  We’re dealing with little boys who always got their way and don’t know when to quit.  We say no, and if that doesn’t work there will be consequences.   The demons are the evil, not the silly children.  We must LOVE our human enemies, and leave the evil up to God; he’ll tell us when he needs us.

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8:58 pm

I’ve been taking psychic dictation for a long time and that’s another bunch of questions.  I’d like to know how it works and if any of the product is my own effort.  I know my memories are accessed but my algorhithm-buddy has a better vocabulary than I.  Yet, I almost always spell unfamiliar words right.  I look them up sometimes.  I’ve been extraordinarily compliant and I’ve learned patience along the way.  I’ve been behavior-modified hither and yon, and I’ve been repeatedly raped.  I will look into somebody’s eyes, I’m sure that’s obvious.  Woe to the man who stands in my way.  I’m gonna get to see the Borg.  Maybe I’ll be invisible to them?   Does Emperor Keith really think he’s Jean Luc Picard?  Stay tuned.

8:44 pm

I’ve often pondered the possible reason that I was compelled to record all the details of the stellar launching of the political career of Dr. Dan Benishek.  I hear he drinks with Boehner.  I hear he voted for the NDAA.  The NDAA is not a righteous law, and I would have it that Michigan’s first district take the high ground, and observe the Golden Rule.  Before my dad destroyed my life I had a few acquaintances in-the-know.  I spoke to a couple of them, after that amazing time Bart Stupak voted to kill babies, and all that followed, and I described the events.  One very learned, principled attorney told me it “makes more sense than you know.”  I’d like to talk to him again.  I seriously have no idea what God plans for my records but somebody out there is gonna love them.  And my book will sell and I’ll no longer be dependent on men.  Financially.

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7:59 pm

I voted for Pat Buchanan in the last election I voted at all, prior to becoming a Republican.  Ron Paul didn’t personally  tell me to become a Republican, but that’s what he was doing and he’d tried the Libertarian route when he ran for President the first time.  He certainly had his reasons, and they were good enough for me.  I gave him the same benefit of a doubt regarding Israel, which was the only point of disagreement I had with Dr. Paul.  I’m glad I’ve learned a lot since then.  I was like bait, I was so stupid and a true believer to boot.  God knows what he’s doing.  They could have created the best scandal.  Instead they greased the skids under their own entitled butts.  I can hardly wait to see what God does with this.  It’s been quite a ride.

7:42 pm

The more I review my evidence, the more likely it seems that this has all been about Ron Paul.  The warmongers REALLY do not like him.  I became a Republican because he said I should.  I’d follow him into the fray again, and dream that I do.  I would very much like to think that my difficulties had been in furtherance of principles he has maintained for decades.  He seems almost smug, lately.  Not too much though; he’s always dignified, and rational and respectful.  I look forward to talking to him very much.  I believe he might advise me differently about party affiliation, things being what they now are.  Politics is obsolete.  Truth won, we just each must catch up with the program, and behave as though our every thought were monitored.  That’s a good way to live from here on out.  I conjure it’s the only way we might.
The following is a good story; Josh and I both saw it earlier, along our divergent internet paths.  I wonder if my father’s lies will be exposed so spectacularly?  He’s had THOUSANDS of opportunities to come clean.  I always hated being on television but maybe Dad would like it.  Especially if nobody asked him to pray; praying in public scares him to death.
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“Black” NAACP Leader Outed As A White Woman By Her Parents! (Gets Confronted By A Reporter) (Video)
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4:53 pm

MUSIC BREAK

Dedicated to everybody who ever called me a ‘conspiracy theorist’.  (The correct term is ‘conspiracy  RESEARCHER’.  The conspiracies were theorized by others before they also manifested them.)

STILL YOU BELIEVE

3:01 pm

She was at the Boston bombing, Sandy Hook, Watertown and she just happened to be on the train that derailed!

CNN Crisis Actor Caught AGAIN — 4th Time!


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/cnn-crisis-actor-caught-again-4th-time/#edG6gfGQv7xwoaoV.99

7:29 am

Dad could save some money by transferring my condo before the value drops.

Toronto’s Epic Condo Bubble Suddenly Turns into Condo Glut

See more:   http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2015-06-12/toronto%E2%80%99s-epic-condo-bubble-suddenly-turns-glut

6:43 am

“Thought Crime” Program Found In Computer (Google)

We all heard about the new US Government Pre-Crime “Thought Crime” Laws, and I was shocked to find it in my very Own Computer.  Can you imagine, the US Gov now invading our computers that sends “Thought Crimes” about your internet activity?  We all know that Google is working on computers for NSA and the US Government, and now I found out a “GOOGLESHARING” extension called “ThoughtCrime”!  It’s here and it is Real folks!


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/thought-crime-program-found-in-computer-google/#fcRJkBPxZfveRmx2.99

6:17 am

I don’t know if this is better news for lonely women or for daughters of misogynistic psychopaths:

Lab-grown penises are on the horizon, scientists say

See more at:   http://www.washingtonpost.com/news/speaking-of-science/wp/2015/06/11/the-worlds-first-penis-transplant-has-reportedly-resulted-in-a-pregnancy/

6/11/15

7:25 pm

This is my father, and his wife and other children know it for a fact:

7:19 pm

6:41 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 11/15/14:

Defending the indefensible presupposes an agenda.  One does not say stupid things in defense of evil if one has nothing to gain.  Do you suppose that Nancy Pelosi enjoyed telling us that 1) nobody read the obamacare abomination bill, but 2) everything will be fine because after it passed, because then they would read it.  (She’s dumb but if she was that dumb her lipstick would be all smeary.)  How many standing ovations did Congress give to Netanyahu for butchering children?  Why do we permit one man to unilaterally decide (albeit with precedent set by PNAC et al) to replace Bashar al-Assad who has supported (more or less) ethnic diversity in Syria, even for Christians?  Iran has Jews on its legislature, yet we’re told they are an enemy to all things moral and good?  (I guess if having Jews in a legislature is tantamount to morality, America does traverse the high ground.)  At least 30 cities have outlawed FEEDING PEOPLE and the “authorities” approve and promote that violation of basic biological necessity.  Police officers killed a high school kid this week when they broke up a drinking party and she ran away.  They SHOT A HUMAN FEMALE IN THE BACK BECAUSE SHE DID NOT WANT TO SUFFER THEIR PENALTY FOR PUTTING SOMETHING INTO HER BODY THAT THEY SAID SHE COULD NOT.  These things are indefensible, yet we not only permit them, we pay for them and we ignore them. Clapper told Congress:  “No!  Of course we’re not spying on Americans.”  He lied.  He recognized the indefensibility of government actions, and (wrongly, obviously) assumed we’d be smart enough to demand that he defend them.  His perjury was more honest than the truth, in a sense.
Those who make their living defending the indefensible, necessarily undergo an emotional and mental realignment.  They couldn’t do it, otherwise.  They suffer a break from reality and from their own humanity. They must set aside justice and common sense to perform their duties.  They become sub-human in their promotion of other men’s agendas.  Psychopaths need minions and we’ve become a nation of willing minions.  Our perverted leaders have an agenda that only includes us as a social experiment of little consequence, and for doing the grunt work.  (At least until they get all the robots to do things for them.  Trans-humanist lobotomies for the 500,000,000 permitted to remain.  [Georgia Guidestones, etc.])  We do evil things, and stupid things, because some “authority” tells us to!  (I learned this lesson in the cradle.)   The minions destroy on command and against their own best interest.  Subjugation of other people makes them crazy and they no longer believe they are subject to consequences.  A cop raped a girl on the hood of his patrol car.  Another one (southern state, references on request, I don’t remember) raped a minor girl FIVE DIFFERENT TIMES.  His fellow cops watched each time.  Their GOVERNMENT paychecks kept clearing the bank though.
“Nuremberg” is recognized as euphemistic for the  fact that “obeying orders” does not absolve one from guilt for consequences.  This is so rarely apparent in our present reality, that we recognize but one example of note. Nuremberg is a footnote, when in reality personal moral responsibility is the foundation of humankind’s existence!  We all know this:  “Pay the piper.”  “Karma.”  “All men will give an account for the deeds performed while in their body.”   “Ya gotta dance with him what brung ya.”  It takes a very disturbed personality to do indefensible things and to defend indefensible things when one’s one soul and eternity hang in the balance. Arresting a 90 year-old man THREE TIMES for feeding homeless people is indefensible.  A single mother of four, a waitress, served time because her GRASS WASN’T MOWED.  I can only imagine the MOUNTAIN of things she thought more important than the aesthetic MOLEHILL of community disapproval. They’re charging her again.  There is ivy growing on her house.
Second-grade homework teaches that we have the “right to choose a religion”…because GOVERNMENT gave it to us.  This is not only fallacious and arrogant, it is also logically indefensible.  I CHOOSE a “religion” because I KNOW the guy who created fallacious men to begin with.  Cops regularly invade public schools with guns and screaming and threats and we ALLOW THEM TO TERRORIZE CHILDREN.  There is no defense for this behavior aside from psychosis.  Crazier still is the fact that parents put their kids on the schoolbus the next day just like nothing ever happened.  Normal-thinking people do not tolerate TERRORISTS.  It takes a special kind of crazy to defend the United States of America, Inc.  Their priorities are not conducive to human life, liberty and happiness.  The firm’s employees do not wish to protect and serve PEOPLE.  They protect and serve an ANTI-PEOPLE AGENDA.
True authorities defend the defenseless, not what is morally, rationally, brutally indefensible.   The relationship between psychopaths and minions is not a question of authority.  Both groups are illegitimate human mutations. Both groups are degenerate and exercise immoral control over natural humans.  That we permit it to continue demonstrates our own advancing psychosis and character degradation.

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6:36 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 3/27/14

God is love.   Love is not selfish and does not expect the worst of any situation.  To be fully conscious is to be fully loved and fully loving.  Truth is the road to conscious love. To increase consciousness we must  look truth in the eye despite its scary expression.  You cannot have love without truth.   When Truth shows up, we recognize whether our definition of “love” has been accurate.  Then comes the tough part.  Do we  follow truth or do we follow fear?    We should never feel  guilty for following truth.  That’s about the dumbest thing we ever do!  We create reality with all the negative emotions.  Let’s create a world where Truth can show us the  way to Love.  Seeing truth and failing to follow it is to turn away from love, away from life.  Choosing the lie is choosing to die.

3:53 pm

Text to MOM and my brother in Jesus, David:

“You know you’re a full-a-shit fraud.  Come talk to me-  I love you.  But not as much as Jesus does.  You’ll like Him.  He doesn’t judge like Dad does.  He is like Dad in other way.”  (I didn’t put an ‘s’ at the end of ‘way’ as I should have done.)

3:42 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP…prayer from 10:01 am, today, and 1/15/13:

“I am grateful that I can imagine a very fine future, with pleasures and hard work, with divine relationships and connections.”

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2:54 pm

No call from my parents or my brother yet, so I sent DAVID another text:

“Still waiting for truth.  Dad is a lying psychopath who stole my earthly life…will you let him have your eternal life?”

David knows:

1)  Dad lied to the cops about me in 2009.

2)  Dad initiated a smear campaign against me and its effects persist.

3)  I recorded everything I’ve done since 2009…

David REFUSES to admit what he knows to be true.  Dad LOST BIG-TIME and family-government has changed.  He’ll get with the program because I WILL NEVER STOP SPEAKING TRUTH.

10:01 am

PRAYER, Bump to the top, from  1/15/13:

“Lord, I’ve felt myself at the end of myself so many times!  I have nothing and nobody.  Only you.  You have a plan for my life and I reject self-pity in your name and by the power of your blood and your sinless, perfect life and mind, body and spirit.  I was abused so thoroughly by so many people that I don’t have any confidence.  It hurts when Isaac tries to find me somewhere to go.  It hurts that they want me gone.  It hurts that they don’t believe you’re God, but truthfully, what evidence do they have?  I’m the only one who still believes in this house and I have nothing to show for it.  I do not know another person holding out for the Glorious Church and the new things you’re doing in this time.  Not one soul to speak to.  How can I get a job?  How can I even get to an interview?  How can I do anything except take care of men who sleep all day.  Josh slept until 2 yesterday.  1:30 today.  George thinks that’s OK.”
“Lord I have to lick this self-pity!  I’m so lonely!  I know your word says you’ll restore everything taken from us.  From me.  I lost every single person I cared about.  I lost my home and reputation.  I lost my financial support and all of my worldly goods, pretty much.  I lost my satisfaction with two very fine boys, raised by me.  They’re troubled and the only cause they see is me.  They think me evil.  All I ever did was obey you.  I did a favor for a stranger.  You put all this on me, and you say I”ll get everything back, and then some, and then a whole lot more.  I’m choosing to believe this, but right now it’s only mental ascension.  I do not feel in my heart, what I felt last night.  Last night I was jubilant, thinking how any moment you could change my life.  You could demonstrate the truth of my victimization.  You could restore friendships, and respect.  You could make me rich or beautiful or clever.  I thought, even this morning, that you would and might do such things right away.  Now I feel sorry for myself again, and terribly pointless.”
” I do choose your way.  I do chose to stay down and allow you to raise me up, in your time.  I consciously choose to be content alone.  I consciously choose to disregard the lies and lack.  I am grateful for my astonishing good health.  I am grateful for my strength and fortitude.  I am grateful for all the visions and dreams you gave me in years past that have kept me going thus far.  I am grateful for the years I spent with sons who loved and trusted me.  I am grateful for the things I taught them before I was unable.  I am grateful for George.  I am grateful that he was always kind to them and to me.  I am grateful for the time I got to feel that this house was mine, and that my contributions to its maintenance were valuable.  I am grateful that George gives me money each paycheck.  I am grateful for your promises to me.  I am grateful that Isaac will not always feel that I’m the daughter he never wanted and that Josh will not always think me slovenly and untrue.  I am grateful that neither charge is warranted.  I am grateful that I quit smoking and drinking and smoking pot.  I am grateful that Isaac has projects.  I am grateful that former friends of mine still believe him to be valuable.  I am grateful that some day truth will be exposed and somebody will like me again.  I am grateful that you waste nothing, and you have invested a lot of time and energy into teaching me things that  (apparently) other people do not know.  I am grateful that some time my knowledge will matter.  I am grateful that I always sought YOUR WAY AND NOT MY OWN and there is at least one person who knows that for sure.  I am grateful that my words have proven prophetic.  I am grateful that false accusations only make my obedience more valuable.  I am grateful that you have enabled me to hear you many times.  I am grateful that your glory will soak into the land beneath my feet and people will thank you for my consistent weirdness.  I am grateful that people will praise your name because of things you’ve enabled me to do.  I am grateful that you are the vindicator, and the almighty judge, and the sentencing guidelines and the good shepherd and the great and good physician.  I am grateful that when I beg you to totally possess me with your Spirit, you would like nothing more.  I am grateful that your glory will be seen as you pour out your Spirit on all flesh!  I am grateful that I’ll get to see it.  I am grateful that you will heal my broken heart and soothe my pains and hold me and let me cry.  I am grateful that when you claim me as your own, finally, I will be at peace.  I am grateful that I am still alive.  I am grateful that you have enabled me to live with conflicting, psychotic disparities of reality, and that you will see me through.  I am grateful that I sleep.  I am grateful that you have taken away the band that was around my chest for so long.  I am grateful that you won, and Satan has no right to make me feel like I do.  I am grateful that soon I will be so confident of that fact that I won’t need to convince myself ever again.  I am grateful that after I feel this bad, you always make me very happy and give me amazing spiritual blessings.  I am grateful that I worship you and no other!  I am grateful that even when I don’t feel like it, you bring me around to reality, and I again, worship you!  I am grateful that if I can keep being grateful, you’ll draw me into the intimate place with you again, where I can feel valued and loved.  I am grateful that your love is the only thing I ever need.  I am grateful that I can remember that with my mind, even when I don’t feel that way.  I am grateful that you have taught me not to value my mind, over my spirit.  I am grateful that you will not ever let me go.  I am grateful that I WON!  I am grateful that Satan and the sons of perdition will never stop me from accomplishing and becoming exactly what you designed me to do and be!  I am grateful that even when I feel my heart breaking all over again, I know you can fix it all over again!  I am grateful that you are Lord of Lords and King of Kings and my only love and strength.  I am grateful that you are ever faithful and all powerful and did not ever once submit to the enemy!  I am grateful that by your grace, and through your blood, and because of your love, I WILL NEVER SUBMIT EITHER!  I am grateful that when I do not submit, others all around me benefit, whether they know and or believe it.  I am grateful that my obedience will yield tremendous dividends in the lives of those who know me.  I am grateful that my story will be told and that perpetrators of evil will be brought to divine justice!  I am grateful that you will restore the years the cankerworm has stolen!  I am grateful that Satan cannot steal from the omniscient creator!  I am grateful to know you!  I am grateful that you’ll draw me into your arms again!  I am grateful that you will heal my heart.  I am grateful that I allowed it to be broken, again and again.  I am grateful that you told me I would.  I am grateful that you told me you had a plan and I would not die from a broken heart.  I am grateful that you will use my life to touch many, many lives.  I am grateful that you will give me my heart’s desire!  I am grateful that you know my heart far better than I ever did myself!  I am grateful that you won’t ever require more than I can give.  I am grateful that you are the eternal giver, and that I depend on you for my sustenance.  I am grateful for the DONE TENSE!  I am grateful that you won!  I am grateful that Joshua is well and trusting and truthful!  I am grateful that you won on behalf of my entire family!  I am grateful that George has a friend!  I am grateful that he is not so dependent on me!  I am grateful that you provide for me.  I am grateful that the work and the battle were finished many years ago and my pain is only an illusory state!  I am grateful that your deliverance is absolute, final and accomplished!  I am grateful that I am seated with you in heavenly places, even when I don’t see them or you!  I am grateful that the haunting is a blessing, even thoughit hasn’t seemed that way.  I am grateful that you know what you’re doing and you’ve been driving this car all along!  I am grateful that when the smoke clears and I can see my way, you’ll already have positioned me perfectly to do all you ask and to praise you for your amazing plan!  I am grateful that your plan does not depend on me!  I am grateful that you are dependable!  I am grateful that you are truth!  I am grateful that I will not be alone!  I am grateful that there are others with whom you’ve dealt as deeply and strangely as you have with me.  I am grateful that we will swap stories forever and ever!  I am grateful that the increase of peace will never end!  I am grateful that the increase of your government will never end!  I am grateful that you will overtake all earthly government and establish your kingdom among the heathen, as you have with us.  I am grateful for justice and mercy.  I am grateful that I already have both!  I am grateful that my enemies are under my feet!  I am grateful that you will deal with them in righteousness and absolute truth, because I will not nor do I have to consider it!  I am grateful that as I rest, you will establish my future and the future of my sons and everything having to do with us.  I am grateful that you will provide a place for me, and something for me to do.  I am grateful that all these years haven’t been in vain.  I am grateful that you have perfectly prepared me for what is to come.  I am grateful that you are DONE and that you ARE ENJOYING WHAT IS UNFOLDING!  I am grateful that I’ve always asked to see difficult situations through your eyes and at least one human being knows that to be true.  I am grateful that love NEVER, EVER FAILS!  I am grateful that you are love and that establishing myself in your continual presence means I will never, ever fail.  I am grateful that I won!  I am grateful that those who abused me will see you rise up on my behalf and they will fear.  I am grateful that I will not have to know anything at all.  I am grateful that you know everything.  I am grateful that my name is etched on the palm of your hand!  I am grateful that you will never, ever fail at what you set out to do!  I am grateful that I climbed onboard with you years ago.  I am grateful for the spirit who prays through me when I don’t have a clue what is going on!  I am grateful that I never need to know what is happening because you always do!  I am grateful for the promises you made me.  I am grateful for the fullness of time and that I will see you rise with healing in your wings.  I am grateful that you will satisfy me.  I am grateful that I’ve never been satisfied so I can really appreciate it when it comes.  I am grateful that there is no time with you and if I could just internalize that, I’m already satisfied.  I am so very satisfied with you, Lord.  I am so very grateful and appreciative that you took notice of me!  I am grateful for the fire you’re sending my way.  I am grateful for what you will accomplish in the lives around me and in my own.  I am grateful that you know that my interactions with my parents have been by dictation and geared toward their eternal best interests.  I am grateful that one day they will thank me for all that I did and said.  I am grateful that Joshua will respect me and Isaac will believe in your omnipotence!  I am grateful that your will is that everybody comes to know you and that you will do anything at all to see that they get the chance.  I am grateful that every single morning I give my life to you again.  I am grateful that I do not always take it personally when I am vilified.  I am grateful that my sense of discouragement is only a fleeting emotion, and not a representation of any truth at all.  I am grateful that when I feel better after tonight’s pity party, I will feel VERY MUCH BETTER!  I am grateful that even if I can’t get a job, or don’t know how to represent myself, or what kind of work I could do, or don’t believe I am worth a paycheck, or don’t have the confidence to even look…you have a place for me.  I am grateful that there is nothing I could do that would make me miss it.  I am grateful for that time I was giving George grief about not applying and Dave said he wouldn’t get an application in the mail and then you sent one!  I am grateful that you know what I require before I do.  I am grateful that you know how to provide the things I can’t even believe I could ever have.  I am grateful that you did not let me go through all that political stuff and learn so much without  planning a way for my knowledge to be of value.  I am grateful that you would not require so much love from a person without planning that that love be returned.  I am grateful that I do not have to trust in any human, but only in you.  I am grateful when you tell me where and whom to trust.  I am grateful that you tell me many things and that you will again.  I am grateful for the Kingdom and I am grateful that I have been longing for it for so many years!  I am grateful for the Glorious Church and I am grateful that I will have part in bringing it into the physical realm.  I am grateful for the great cloud of witnesses and that my preaching hasn’t been in vain.  I am grateful that I will be loved and valued.  I am grateful that I do not usually feel as lousy as I do tonight.  I am grateful that lousy is not your way.  I am grateful to come again feeling lousy in your name, and through your shed blood!  I am grateful that you will hide me away again and I won’t feel the pain.
I am grateful that you say I will not have to leave here even as I look for somewhere to go.  I am grateful that you have a plan for me.  I am grateful that you have enabled me to believe that through all the terrible things I had to do and say.  I am grateful when you touch me and show me amazing things.  I am grateful that I will live forever with you.  I am grateful to know that without you, living forever would be a terrible thing.  I am grateful that your glory will rest on me!  I am grateful to be birthing a new thing into the world!  I am grateful for all the times I felt bad and you lifted me up above the earth, above the scandals and violence, above the insanity and expectations, to the place where you and I are (almost) alone and I can hear you clearly and see things as you do!  I long to be alone with you!  You’ve not permitted that for a long time!  Please Jesus, let me be alone with you!  I am grateful that for whatever you have for me to do, I am perfectly prepared and abundantly anointed!  I am grateful that my destiny starts today.  I am grateful for done and for now.  I am grateful for now.  I am grateful to be in this gorgeous bedroom by myself with lots of merino wool and the peace of mind to actually imagine things.  I am grateful that I can imagine a very fine future, with pleasures and hard work, with divine relationships and connections.  I am grateful  that I’m not lazy.  I am grateful that I have learned to obey you.  I am grateful that I do not require my obedience to make sense.  I am grateful that I do not care what man may say about me or do to me.  I am grateful that not a hair on my head will be touched!  I am grateful that you are my protection and my high tower and my inheritance and my reward and my savior and my deliverer.  I am grateful that I will be blessed and that I have been blessed all along.  I am grateful that the very people who ridicule me and heap reproach on me for things you’ve required, will be the ones most affected by my ascent to your planned position.  I am grateful that many will believe in you when they see what you have prepared for me!  I am grateful that they will not see me, but your glory all over the place!  I am grateful that you enabled me to do so many things without taking them personally, and that you will perfect this characteristic   I am grateful that my life will give you glory!  I do so give you the glory!  Lord, Jesus, you’ve been there through so much crap!  You have loved me when nobody else did!  You recognize my contributions when others do not.  You loved me enough to trust me with a very hard life, so you can be seen upon the earth!  Forgive me for desiring to be vindicated for any reason except to demonstrate your glory!   I am grateful that I never went crazy!  I am grateful that at least one person knows this to be true!  I am grateful that his life will count for a lot.  I am grateful you used me to save his life.  I am grateful you enabled me to love him despite my own wounds.  I am grateful that love never fails.  I am grateful that your word ALWAYS accomplishes what you set it towards.  I am grateful to have spoken your word many, many times.  Thank you for the privilege of speaking your words!  Thank you for the privilege of knowing your heart on his behalf.  Thank you for loving the unlovable.  Thank you for all the miracles!  Thank you for my handwriting.  Thank you for divine enabling to do many things!  Thank you for ordering time so I can accomplish more than I can accomplish.
Thank you that you have a home for me.  Thank you that you will see that I get there.  Thank you that you told me I don’t have to do it.  Thank you that “it” meant a lot of things.

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8:54 am

MUSIC BREAK

“I Was Country When Country Wasn’t Cool”

7:41 am

We’re being herded by fear.  The general-purpose fears of ‘terrorism’ and of differently-colored people are pervasive, but the matrix also projects individual fears, custom-tailored for each demographic.  My naturally-perturbable nature deposited me  within the clutches of most every fear  I’ve encountered.  I have been afraid of absolutely everything, and I’ve examined potential safeguards and provision.   I was so afraid my little boys wouldn’t have milk that I got a goat and learned to milk her. I’ve borrowed fear from the future but I’ll no longer do so.  We’re being herded into ‘survival posture’.  We’re being forced to show our hand, as we hunker or flail according to our disposition.   I know that there is nothing I can do to ameliorate what is to come.  Except pray. And, perhaps surprisingly, as I watch the world self-destruct according to the whim of psychopathic satanists, I’m not afraid of anything.  I have no idea how I might behave when the matrix collapses; I’ll do as God says.  I learned how to shoot a gun, but I don’t own one and no longer wonder if I’d ever shoot a threatening person.  I no longer read the silver and gold prices and I don’t have a bug-out bag.  There is nothing I can do to prepare, and I don’t have to.  God know what’s coming and he’ll keep me up to date.  It feels really good to face the news without fear.  We will see amazing things.

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6:55 am

A funny thing happened at the Prophet’s house yesterday.  For one thing his daughter said she met one of the escaped prisoners from New York at a bonfire.  Apparently they had something to do with the girls who were beheaded and burnt up in a car not far from here.  Drug deal, they say.  Murderers in the neighborhood.
The prophet asked if my dad were a Mason.  I knew what he was going to say before he came up with the word, there was a little hang-time.  I have been wondering about that myself, for a long time.  Glenn Wilson used to boast that he could call any Masonic lodge in the world and request to have his voice on a loudspeaker.  He also owns a lot of GWEN towers which are used in electronic surveillance and stalking.  I watched him speak to the state legislature one time and he’s made a lot of deals.  I told the prophet about the GOP and how they hate Ron Paul.  I became a Republican online, and learned that Ron Paul was going to be on Mackinac Island that very same day and I got to have my picture taken with him.  I had never even heard of the bi-annual Mackinac conference before.  I told the prophet about how I figure Rand Paul is in a dire situation.  (I should quit ridiculing him and pray for him I expect.) God will reveal the mysteries that have affected my life, he’s revealing everything.  I know I have all the details recorded and documented, but I’m not smart enough to put them together.  Yet.

6:28 am

The Truth won’t set us free until we develop the skills and the habit and the talent and the moral courage to use it.

Information is freely available to prevent a lot of catastrophes…but we’re unwilling to have necessary conversations because we’re afraid of conflict.
But when we dare to see, and we create conflict, we enable ourselves and the people around us to do our very best thinking.

“Joe was afraid of conflict, until finally he became more afraid of the silence.  And when he dared to speak, he discovered much more insight himself, and much more give in the system than he had ever imagined. And his colleagues don’t think of him as a crank; they think of him as a leader.”

Most people instinctively avoid conflict, but as Margaret Heffernan shows us, good disagreement is central to progress.

She illustrates (sometimes counterintuitively) how the best partners aren’t echo chambers — and how great research teams, relationships and businesses allow people to deeply disagree.

 

6/10/15

12:01 pm

TEXT TO MY BROTHER AND TO MY MOTHER:

“What will you say to Jesus when he asks why you didn’t stick up for him?  He said, “I am the truth.” –I’m waiting to get my life back and you could free me any minute.  Tell the truth.”

11:40 am

I need more input!  I’ll lose my mind if I don’t have a place in this apocalypse that I’ve longed to see.  When I wake up long before sunrise, I’m starving to know more.  I turn on the computer first thing.  This environment is stagnant with no indication of even a desire for more life!  Everybody I know is just surviving until they die!  Young people even.  I want to talk to a person with hope! A person with desire and ambition.   The status quo means DEATH!  Let’s have something better!  We do have something better but everybody is asleep!  “Please Lord, may I please have a friend?  May Josh and I have choices?  May we be reimbursed for the LIFE stolen from us?  Thank you.”

9:04 am

Why do you need consent when you've got the right to comment!  This is what american freedom is all about!

7:37 am

Are all bullies cowards like my dad?  It seems I should have figured that out before now.  Do they all strike at others because they’re too afraid to compete on an even playing field?  Do they all hide and try to manipulate people behind their backs?  Bullies used to scare me but not anymore.  I can’t believe I was ever afraid of my dad, or that I valued his opinion of me.  His opinions of EVERYBODY are fear-based and motivate selfish destructive behaviors.  I pity him but I pity my brother even more.  My brother has a heart, but it has been nourished with lies.  He can choose truth any time he wants.  My dad’s situation is stickier.  If he chooses even a tiny bit of truth, the rest of his life falls apart.  But, he’s only got a couple years left at best so David wouldn’t have to be bullied for too much longer probably.  I hate to see Dad die a liar, but it’s his choice.

7:22 am

Hey Dad, this is FLINT.  I wonder if your cousin Louie is OK?  Is he political at all?

Heads Up! Michigan Martial Law Drills Prove “If It Can Happen Here, It Can Happen Anywhere”

In the newly released video reports below, the 1st one from Jia Ireland via Facebook, we get an up-close-and-personal look at what our videographer herself calls ‘martial law’ drills in ‘police state’ Flint, Michigan. Complete with low flying helicopters, the sound of explosions and shooting in the background and an American populace looking on, partly stunned, the commentary given by Jia is quite priceless as she shares with us watching her country turning into something out of a war zone or a 3rd world country. Jia tells us, “if it can happen ‘here’, it can happen anywhere.”

It certainly is happening everywhere as the additional videos and pictures below show, a militarized show of force across America weeks before Jade Helm 15 is officially launched.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/heads-up-michigan-martial-law-drills-prove-if-it-can-happen-here-it-can-happen-anywhere/#lt6whMrcvVWpFdts.99
Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/heads-up-michigan-martial-law-drills-prove-if-it-can-happen-here-it-can-happen-anywhere/#lt6whMrcvVWpFdts.99

6:51 am

Delusion: a false belief or opinion.

Same old same old every day
if things don’t change you’re just gonna rot
Cause if you do what you’ve always done
you’ll always get what you always got
Uh could that be nothin’
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–        Aerosmith
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Delusion: Psychiatry. A fixed false belief that is resistant to reason or confrontation with actual fact.

6:44 am

All day, every day, for two years,  I’ve been sitting at this computer nonstop, but I’ve been demanding an audience with my dad for much longer.  I’ve documented many things I’ve told that dying old man over decades, but he won’t listen up…because he’s a murderer and ANY TRUTH puts a chink in his outrageous armor.  It’s hard to believe that he and my brother are still going through the same business maneuvers, and pretending I don’t exist.  I’ts hard to picture them both in church, smiling as they drop an enormous check in the offering plate.  If they actually cared about humanity, they would give money to me so I could help people.  If they were honest Christians they would give money to me because I HAVE BEEN ROBBED of much goods and time.  If they were anything like their caricature personas, they might have hope of surviving the apocalypse.  They both think death will rescue them from the necessity of telling the truth and paying one’s debts.  The Bible says people are going to BEG TO DIE but be unable to accomplish it.  Maybe I’ll bake something for my dad again today, maybe chocolate. Maybe today will be the day he repents and sets me free.

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5:53 am

Ex-Big Pharma – We Are Trained To Lie

“Chemical straitjacket”

6/9/15

6:37 pm

Hollywood could create a world super-power nation in six months.  Every country has a PR department.  Every country formulates advertising campaigns and buys ad-time from those with their hands at the throats of consumers who revel in their obedience to sound bytes and Lilly waves.  The mind-controllers provide our reality and do magic for the highest bidder. Until we can influence the hackers who REALLY run my world, maybe we could appeal to those matrix-minders.  Perhaps if we passed a hat and offered them money and adulation, would they choose to influence the world order towards a newest paradigm?  Perhaps, if the ‘programmers’ could envision a better country, an inclusive country with sufficient freedom for native adaptations that would yield resources and opportunity for everybody…they might readjust their microwaves?  For the better for the most?  What if we couldn’t pay them?  Shouldn’t they do that anyway?

6:27 pm

Text to my BROTHER, ‘David, the Entitled’:

“I’m ashamed of you.”

6:12 pm

Somebody killed Gaddafi on purpose.  He was hit in just the head which was poked out from between posts on the bridge-rail.  Nobody drives that close to the rail.  Somebody picked him off.  I will begin pleading the Blood of Jesus over Connie every time I make the request for my parents and sons and siblings and Adam and me and all our families and Michigan.  This is a real battle; in my victorious adulation of the King of Kings I’d forgotten that fact.  I pray that I’ll have pin-point accuracy, and lose thirty pounds.  I pray that my brother’s daughters and son and my sister’s family will not have to experience what we’ve been through.  I pray for God to pour out his Spirit upon ALL FLESH.  Even the animals.’  Amen.

5:52 pm

I am not accoutrement to the attire of either George or my careless father.  I am determined to be free of men’s names if they do not correctly identify me.  I am many things my father hates and things that George does not care about.  That’s not my problem.  My problem is my complete inability to truthfully interact with the world because men decided long ago that I should not be attended.  Men determined my limited value, and although they confess that I am smart, I am not smart enough for them to LISTEN TO.   This paradox makes them… STUPID.  Rather than listen to the SMART WOMAN GOD GAVE TO THEM BOTH, they choose instead to listen to the buxom babe on the TV set.  My brother chastised me…a YEAR ago…for talking “all intellectual.”  Nowadays he doesn’t answer my texts.  He KNOWS I’m right.  He knew I was right years ago when I encouraged him to believe Adam instead of Dad.  Now he knows that DAD IS NOT A CHRISTIAN. What he does with that knowledge will season my life-long desire to share the name of a man who was not entirely full of shit. I’m a Goldthorpe.  I’m ashamed of my brother.

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5:27 pm

Monsanto wants to change their name; they must not like the colloquial version:  ‘Mon-Satan’.  I can identify. I’ve married two men whose names became a curse to me.  I am unlike either man I married, but I carried their reputations wherever I went.  I long for true interaction with the world, based on authentic representations of myself.  My father’s name has been a blessing at times, but mostly a burden.  He is a psychopath and expects those who SHARE HIS NAME to  abide by his (vacillating…) determination of ‘rightness’ in order to support his personal drama.  It’s never been easy to be myself, and I’m very pleased with what that self is becoming.  Men’s names do not correctly identify me.  Men’s names come with baggage.  Men’s names mean something, and if the man is not yet dead, bearing his name is a cruel burden to those who LONG to be unlike said men.  I DO NOT WISH to be like my father or my ex-husband.  They’re grave-bound because they refuse to see the prophetic positioning of our lives and livelihoods.  They’re stupid, basically, and I don’t want to be stupid or to carry the name of a stupid man.

5:09 pm

TEXT TO MY BROTHER:

“I need some money to go talk to some people.  Please help me help others.”

(I brought a four-leaf clover up to my cousin’s business.  He asked for one.)


4:56 pm

The cat died.  Josh found Gaddafi  on the bridge this morning as he was leaving for work.  He’s really glum.  I’d like to take him to dinner  but I can’t.  I can’t ever do nice things for people because I’m broke because I spend every day and night doing  VERY NICE THINGS FOR MY PARENTS, by encouraging them to tell the truth so they won’t go to hell.  I know I’ll be paid for the countless hours I spend reading things my parents should read for themselves  and documenting things they should care about.  So far they care only about their image and their appetites.  If they cannot learn to care about people they will have a very hard time with the things we shall soon experience.  I pray for freedom from their imaginary empire, but more than that I pray for them.

9:50 am

THE FALSE SELF AND EXCESSIVE IDENTIFICATION WITH THE U.S.A.

All of us develop a social face, a public persona we present in order to function smoothly in society. And all of us reside on a continuum somewhere between a fully authentic self and a completely false self. At the former end of this continuum are individuals who are “real,” in that their feelings, beliefs, and actions are largely coherent. If they are also grounded in compassion and love, the peace of their deep authenticity and presence can often be felt by others. At the latter end of this continuum are those poor souls who know and exhibit only a false self. 
 Depending on the narcissistic needs of the parents and other family members, the child may identify herself as smart, shrewd, dumb, strong, weak, compassionate, or define herself as an athlete, a scholar, a warrior, or a victim. Though she initially created this false self to adapt to her dysfunctional family, eventually she loses touch with her real feelings and becomes dysfunctional herself. 
If such people also deem it a sacrilege to question the government’s account of 9/11 (or any other official account), then their belief in American exceptionalism can rightly be called “nationalist faith.” Paradoxically, among many Christians of this era, nationalist faith supersedes their faith in God. 

7:51 am

It must be a very scary place, my father’s mind.  He gropes darkened corners rigged with trip-wires and sound effects.  Dad’s mind is a great big haunted house and he’s there all alone.  He can’t see a thing because he floods his consciousness with superlative slop, to whet the willies. He whistles past the graveyard, the song of satanic programming… broadcast for just that purpose.  As long as he’s humming the jingle, he don’t hear the chains rattling and the shrieks of the wraithes.  He doesn’t understand why he continues to move but he knows if he stops he’ll see some things he chooses not to see.  All is darkness but the memories swarm around him like winged maggots.  If he stops moving, they’ll chew him to bits.   I don’t blame him for wishing to drown the sounds of his mind with accumulation and distraction.  I wouldn’t want to be alone in there either. 

7:34 am

My dad and I had such a sick relationship.  I’m glad that soon we will bond voluntarily, and rationally.

A red flag sign of an emotionally abusive relationship is when the abuser goes to great lengths to make the abused party seem “crazy” or “ridiculous.” This is actually just an attempt to maintain power in the relationship and the behavior worsens when they sense that their victim is breaking free. They humiliate, demean, and “tease” the victim in an effort to remain in control. This is the classic pattern of a bully, whether it’s in a romantic relationship, a workplace relationship, or a parent/child relationship.

– See more at: http://www.thedailysheeple.com/big-food-kicking-screaming-and-losing-lots-of-money_062015#sthash.qHXo3iq1.dpuf

7:26 am

sorenwalk

6/8/15

4:06 pm

The Nature of American Denial

American denial has caused an epidemic dysfunctional confusion. The delusion that our own self identify is equivalent with the “collective will” of society; which, in turn is synonymous with the government and its policies, is a sociopathic sickness. The antisocial behavior of the STATE demonstrates all the characteristics of a profile of a sociopath. Apply the top five to the demeanor of government: Glibness/Superficial Charm – Manipulative and Conning – Grandiose Sense of SelfPathological Lying – Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt. We are all taught what we should believe about government; but only the fool, the liar or the delusional accepts that our – self-owned entity – benefits from the force and coercion that the State demands upon us.

“If some of us are appalled, frightened, and even driven half crazy by the maddeningly and complacently silly or psychotic levels of denial, by the superficiality, by the abysmal immaturity, by the primitive level of personality structure, by the too-easily employed distorted rationalizations, by the lack of contact with basic reality that we deal with in our daily lives, hear in our college faculties, and see on TV and in high political office, we can nevertheless know that the reality of our perceptions is validated by mental health figures as well as those patients being seen in therapist’s offices.”

The force and coercion that the government imposes upon you, under the pretext that it is necessary and protective, diminishes your safety as it destroys your Liberty. The utter fraud of national security policy, seeks only to preserve the government, no matter how much harm it inflicts upon citizens.

See more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/nature-american-denial/

3:10 pm

The light is breaking up the darkness and the darkness …is the prison of Material blindness that swathes the eyes of the peoples of this world, who live behind the lens of a glass darkly.Courage is coming from the most unexpected places and that which one might speak of, thousands know. The monsters know that the light is breaking.

The fate of the world hangs by a slender thread. All would be lost were it not for the tireless and invisible workers of light, who labor against the marshaled armies of the damned. If you walk in darkness, the darkness can seem measureless and powerful. If you walk in the light then there is no darkness. It is a simple mathematical certainty of fact.

Read more at:  http://www.zippittydodah.com/

1:26 pm

Neuropsychological and Electronic “No-Touch Torture”. The Spectrum of ‘Interrogation” and Torture Techniques Used by the US and its Allies

Torture is often used for revenge, punishment, interrogation, and behavior modification.  In other terms torture is used to remove the continuity of thought to confuse the target to reveal information, erase brain patterns such as values and beliefs, or to break down the human spirit to make them submit and obey their handlers.

While the subject can be broadcast mental images to their mind using hypnosis and other suggestions as well as visual entrainments, the more invasive controls of the brain manipulation technologies can be used to entrained the brain’s autonomic nervous systems such as not breathing causing the target to not be able to sleep from fear of suffocation equivalent to water boarding. The neural linguistic programming can add fears such as heart attack, stroke, and cancer threats.

In no-touch torture the techniques are more psychologically specialized for each target. Most common examples include homosexual targets that are forced with voices that are derogatory to their lifestyle and similar mental images. Almost all targets are forced to view child pornography in their minds. And vice versa is true, that heterosexual targets are forced to view homosexual sexual acts like in the secret U.S. torture prisons.

The government training exercise uses language like “befriend”, “infiltrate”, “mask/mimic”, “ruse”, “set-up”, “disrupt”, “create cognitive stress”, “use deception”, “ruin business relationships”, and “post negative information on appropriate forums” – in a malicious effort to target bloggers, activists, journalists, social event organizers and anyone else deemed to be a ‘emerging leader’ or voice in the public sphere.

No-touch torture offers the same sexual humiliation and lack of privacy by using through wall radar, cameras, and EEG visual cloning to let the target know they are being watched. Degrading comments are often used on the no-touch torture subjects while they are naked or in the bathroom.

This is why many random people are put into the torture and mind control experiments. There are some devious uses of a secret army of remote controlled assassins in every country in the world. The samples must include different education, language, culture, and economic factors.  Obviously, silencing dissidents, oppositions of political parties, and whistleblowers are included in the lists of applications. The most disturbing of the trends in torture is testing and improving it.

 In no-touch torture the psychological trauma of simulated rape takes on different forms. Using technique often called EEG-heterodyning the targets will receive molestation effects of their genitals. In men this can be the anus and genitals. Similarly women can be wirelessly raped by the analogous function of perception.

See more at:   http://www.globalresearch.ca/neuropsychological-and-electronic-no-touch-torture-the-spectrum-of-interrogation-and-torture-techniques-used-by-the-us-and-its-allies/5454124

11:10 am

We’re being rail-roaded into war.  War is obsolete; if they were not all on the same side, we’d be dead already.  The object is not to win a war, it is to 1) maintain lucrative conflict, 2) provide distraction for the masses, and 3) kill off a bunch of us with our own money.  They don’t even want to build empire anymore, there are no empires. There is only the beast and our leaders dream that they will escape dismemberment as they serve to him our children’s heads and hearts.  If anybody really wanted to win a war, they would have done so long before now.  Wars keep us fearful, and off balance.  Wars promote personal disagreements and corrupt our morals from top to bottom.  At war, the unthinkable becomes possible and a word from a ‘superior’ ensures an endless supply of psychotropic drugs so we need not consider… that we are murderers.  The ‘Church of Jesus Christ’ has blood on her hands, and the Lord will not wed a bride with spot or wrinkle.  Or bloody hands.  I dislike seeing an American flag in a ‘church’ anymore.  I used to pledge allegiance with fire in my heart.  My heart still burns but I no longer pretend I can serve two masters.  My master is the Prince of Peace.
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10:28 am

Dreier – You Are The Final Frontier

Some people have to fight to make things right.
Some people have to suffer to understand suffering.
Some people have to let out what the warrior soul in them calls upon them to call out of the bushes of shadow (shallow?) existence.

Not ego trapped anymore, but between a rock and a hard place in order to stay sane, healthy and loving.

Maybe that doesn’t go for us all, the souls have many spices to them.

The warrior soul.
If you have it – you have it – and if you try to block it, it will torment you. I’m talking about the hurt that will emerge, the gap – the void – the pitch god damn all absorbing blackness – that will cover you from head to toe if you hold back on that warrior energy.
You can’t without severe consequences, you might feel that you’re heading for the cuckoos nest, since you will disintegrate in any known or unknown psychological and spiritual construct that would determine your sense of leading a meaningful life true to your inner self. Ring a bell?

So something stirs inside and tries for the light.

Read more at:   http://sorendreier.com/you-are-the-final-frontier/

9:24 am

DHS whistleblower has revealed the agency are planning a “history making” event “unlike anything citizens of the United States have seen before!”

“DHS is like a prison environment, complete with prison snitches,” he said, referring to the search for leaks and leakers. And the warden is obsessed. Ask anyone in DHS. No one trusts anyone else and whatever sources might be left are shutting up. The threats that have been made far exceed anything I’ve ever seen. Good people are afraid for their lives and the lives of their families. We’ve all been threatened. They see the writing on the wall and are leaving. It’s not a joke and not hype.”

He added that it’s now up to each American to act on the information themselves or suffer the consequences. “I’ve resigned myself to the fact that most [Americans] will never be convinced of the reality that is taking place right in front of them.”

Speaking to the Canada Free Press, he said “According to every internal document I’ve seen and read, and from the few people I’ve spoken with who understand what’s going on, preparations have been finalized to respond to a crisis of unprecedented magnitude within the United States. The response will include the use of lethal force against U.S. citizens under the instructions of Barack Obama”.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/dhs-whistleblower-has-revealed-the-agency-are-planning-a-history-making-event-unlike-anything-citizens-of-the-united-states-have-seen-before/#ebE3KgAJ7UxM3h6D.99
Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/dhs-whistleblower-has-revealed-the-agency-are-planning-a-history-making-event-unlike-anything-citizens-of-the-united-states-have-seen-before/#ebE3KgAJ7UxM3h6D.99

9:09 am

7:53 am

Zephaniah 3:17

The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.”

7:41 am

The Forerunner Ministry Paul Keith Davis 6 2 15

6:35 am

HOW DO WE KNOW THIS WAS FAKE? WHY IS IT OK ANYWAY? THEY’RE LEARNING HOW MUCH WE WILL PUT UP WITH AND SO FAR THERE SEEMS TO BE NO LIMIT!!!

Two Blackhawk helicopters hovered over the roof of the building across the street and soldiers rappelled into the top story windows. After a few moments, a multitude of gunshots and small explosions appeared in several windows. Afterwards, the Blackhawks returned to the rooftop and retrieved the soldiers, flying over the large crowd that had gathered. After talking with the camera crew we discovered that this was all a part of a military urban training exercise, in conjunction with other exercises already executed in another part of the city.

Military Helicopter Urban Training In Downtown Flint, Michigan

Read more at:  http://govtslaves.info/military-helicopter-urban-training-in-downtown-flint-michigan/

5:19 am

6/7/15

7:52 pm

Until my father cut off my ‘mothering’ six years ago, I was a phenomenal mother.  Before I stopped being a Baptist I was a very poor mother.  Then I quit believing I should control my sons’ every thought.  I stopped beating them too.  It took a major act of repentance to realize and behave as though my sons’ lives belonged to them.  I’ve been unable to mother Josh since he was pre-adolescent, and that circumstance was contrived by my father who also took my home and destroyed the marriage of Josh’s parents.  My father has enough money to make up for the years of parenting Joshua was denied.  Josh has a lot of energy and he will cram a lot of experiences into a little bit of time.  When my father pays what he stole from us, we will make up for lost opportunities.  I’d like to begin, but God is never late.

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7:37 pm

I sent a text to my dad and my brother:

“Josh should go to Toronto for a while.  Figure it out.  Isaac may need a place to go too.  Let’s be about setting things to rights.”

7:17 pm

Josh should live in Toronto for a while.  He needs to speak Swedish with other people and he needs to see some things he likes to do actually being done.  So do I.  I need to see other people worshiping  Jesus.  I need to buy some clothes.  My dad should send us to Toronto lickety-split.  Dad should care about what’s happening to everybody in the world.  He should contribute to freedom fighters and their efforts.  He should make up for the harm he’s caused, and he should wake up to the ‘times and the seasons’.  He should quit PRETENDING to be something he’s not…and he should begin BECOMING that thing.  I’m very right about this.  My brother should do the same.  I’d like to see George wake up too.  I’m a lone-voice for truth around here but/and  nobody’s ever called me a liar.  Nobody calls me at all.  906-586-4629.

5:16 am

“The Windows of Heaven: God is Pouring Out His Spirit!”

Here is the Download From Heaven:

1. We must all be in one accord. Of course, this is always true, but we are not where we need to be at the present moment. It’s a season of unity as God’s people gather together, spiritually speaking. And when God’s people dwell together in unity, there God commands His blessing. God wants to bless so that we can bless others as we share the Gospel with a hurting world, caring for the poor, the orphans and the widows.

2. We are in a time of divine reversal.Genesis 11 teaches us about the Tower of Babel and the confusion brought to the people of the land once God scattered their languages. Pentecost, on the other hand, is the reversal of that event. After receiving a fiery Spirit, the disciples found themselves proclaiming the Gospel in every language of the world so all could understand and hear them praise the Lord. We’ve stepped into a season of clarity. May our spiritual eyes and ears be open like never before as we receive revelation from the Lord. (Photo by Jennifer Page“Fire Starter Poem” via elijahshopper.com)

3. The waiting is now over. Just as the original 120 followers of Jesus waited for God’s power to descend upon them, we have done the same in our own day and time. We have prayed and sought the presence of God, and we have received an outpouring of His Spirit. We are now in a season of action. It is time to stop talking about our plans and actually begin doing them by the power that the Spirit gives us.

4. Miracles, signs and wonders. As we step into this new season we are about to see a demonstration of the Spirit in signs, wonders, and miracles, that hasn’t been seen since the early Church.

5. The winds of Heaven are blowing. May you feel the winds of Heaven at your back as you move from a time when things seemed difficult to a time where the assignments of God are easily entreated.

6. This is a season of new things. In this new season, try not to resist change and be sure to avoid the seven deadly words: “We never did it that way before.” God is about to do a new thing in our midst, and we must be a people who recognize His presence and not get stuck in the old things.

7. We are in a season of suddenlies.Don’t think it strange as we begin to see breakthrough and answered prayers in abundance (Acts 2:2). Yes, we have been crying out for these things, longing for the Kingdom of Heaven to break into our present circumstances. Now we are in a season where God will “suddenly” show up, manifesting His power and giving us the breakthroughs we have been longing for.(Photo via Pixabay)

8. It’s time to celebrate the generosity of the Lord and to be generous with what God has given to us. We find instructions for how to celebrate Shavuot [Pentecost] in Leviticus 23:22. Here is God’s command to the people of Israel: “When you reap the harvest of your land, you shall not reap your field right up to its edge, nor shall you gather the gleanings after your harvest. You shall leave them for the poor and for the sojourner: I am the Lord Your God.”

9. It’s a time for the bride to make herself ready. When God gave His Law, His Torah (Exodus 20–23), to His people, He took her as His bride. The Old Covenant was a marriage contract between God and the people of God (Jeremiah 3:1–6, 14). The Lord made His “vows” to protect, safeguard, prosper, and bless His bride, if they obeyed His voice. They said, in effect, “I do” (Exodus 19:4–6; 24:7–8). May we remember that in marriage, all that our Heavenly Bridegroom has is ours, and all that we have is His. So, let’s each do our part to declare His Kingdom, glory and power on earth as it is in Heaven.

10. Fire. When the disciples were in the Upper Room, praying for an outpouring of God’s Spirit, the Holy Spirit descended in tongues of fire upon each person there, thus giving them fresh vision and passion to fulfill the work of God. Whenever the fire of God comes on someone, it always creates a greater passion for Him, accompanied by a greater passion to serve Him in the context God has set us in.

Let’s rise up and seek Him like never before, believing that He is about to pour out His Spirit in a fresh and new way, remembering that 2015 is the Year of the Open Window.

Paulette Reed
Prophetic Arrow Ministries

Email: info@propheticarrow.org
Website: propheticarrow.org

Read more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=14785

3:51 am

Shopping is SO MUCH WORK.  How do successful people keep up with the continual acquisitions?  Oh yeah, they HIRE people to shop for them.  That’s hardcore materialism.  I saw an ad for a pet-product mail-order service.  You answer a bunch of questions about your dog, like allergies and I suppose maybe his favorite color, then every month they send you a shiny box of the products your pet ‘needs’.  What a relief!  You can keep your dog up to date without leaving home.  I’d like a personal shopper.  I look like a nun, I just realized it yesterday,  when I went to Shopko with my friend who has magenta hair and lots of piercings.  I wore a knee-length black drop-waist dress over black leggings.  Black saggy cardigan and even a bronze angel medal around my neck.  I used hair spray, I think maybe it’s helping.  I don’t feel quite as fuzzy.  God says he’s never late.  I could really use some girl clothes.  I’d like to feel pretty.

6/6/15

1:06 pm

Once you begin to understand our opponent’s capabilities, you move into hyper-vigilance-mode; there’s no turning back; you can’t unknow what you know.  The only ways out of hyper-vigilance are 1) paranoia, or 2) faith.  The road splits beneath our feet as the pack herds itself into the mouth of hell.  Gotta choose, the escalator don’t go backwards.  Then, having chosen either 1) paranoia, or 2) faith, we find ourselves in the company of strangers on a road into the unknown.  All the lights are flashing down paranoia-way, but after a bit, the faith-road truck-stops are becoming community and the fear-mongers’ racous over-consumption grows fainter behind us, as we recognize the value of sharing and commit to one another according to the Golden Rule and the bonds of true love.  It’s going to be a very different world, one way or another.  I’m betting it will happen this way:  Love wins.  If we can’t muster love we already lost.

9:05 am

I’m thinking my dad must be getting a great return on my money…because he sure doesn’t want to miss a second’s interest.  I can’t blame him; money is all he’s got invested, and he’s pretty old.  It’s very selfish for him to not help me help humanity, no matter what he’s done that he’s covering up.  How bad can a lynching hurt?  God has kindly provided me with perfect documentation of every claim I make.  Except one.  The lynch-pin.  Dad won’t talk to me and has refused for six years during which time he tried to silence me numerous ways.  God will give me what I need.  I ask him to bless whomever he uses to lead me into all truth.  Amen.

8:06 am

THE NEW WORLD ORDER: Secret Societies and the Matrix of Control

7:50 am

What makes us presume that the world be orderly?  Why do we even want order?  Is it not fear that causes us to establish systems of restitution in a world of unpredictable circumstances?  Do we not even try to prevent bad things that might never happen, and pay money (ie. life-blood) to those who advertise on TV that they can and will protect us?  They’re selling fear and  “the first one is free.”   We’re all addicted and fear is big business. The government tries to scare us about EVERYTHING.  They scare us into giving them our money, so they can buy TV ads and billboards, in order to scare us into buying more of their bullshit and giving them more of our money. We narc on our neighbors, to the same entity that takes our goods/money/opportunities by threat of bodily violence…and then squanders it assassinating American citizens via robots in the sky.  The human race had better take its collective head  out of Kim Kardashian’s ass.

6:19 am

Those who choose My way above their own will, have become yielded and obedient, so My fragrance will permeate their soul, causing them to be sweet and strong at the same time. Allow Me to do so, allow Me, if you let Me, the more you will be changed and you will become sweet just as I Am sweet. Just as I Am sweet and strong, you will be that same way too. Allow Me.

Read more from 5/15/15, here:   http://ft111.com/lowe.htm

6:01 am

There are clearly two groups of people forming:  1) those who like the status quo, and 2) those who will no longer tolerate abuse of the defenseless.  We can no longer plead ignorance of the satanic rulership of our race.  Failing to seek out truth is choosing the status quo, as presented to us by political/religious theatre and manipulation.  The inmates are running the asylum and we’ve got to pull a Randall McMurphy, and jump through the broken glass.  Our leaders rape babies.  Our leaders torture innocent housewives and destroy the peace. Our leaders abolished lying and our leaders see the writing on the wall. They’re doomed.  They will take as many of us along as they can.  “We’re fighting for our right to live.  To exist.”  (President, Bill Pullman, ‘Independence Day’)

Independence Day

5:42 am

Marketplace shifts: Right people, right timing
“This month will release a time of great marketplace ventures during this next two months (June, July) and many deals will be secured and will be presented on the table that will release kingdom benefits. But it will be very important to be watchful so that you join with those who are like-spirited and like-minded. Covenants must be secured with the right partners. Because My Spirit will also be in the midst of these agreements, securing and sealing that which is rightly prepared with My integrity. I will help you create, prepare, and secure the right deals with the right people for the right timing. You must allow me to guide you, direct you, and orchestrate these agreements. They will become key testimonies carrying blueprints and wise business maneuvers detailing what I am doing in the earth with My people right now in building reserves and backup financial vehicles.” {I believe this is important because there is financial trouble coming before the year’s end.}

Open heavens, Open doors
“For I will open the heavens and even open doors in the heavens to prepare my people a gateway into higher realms of my anointing for healing and deliverance. I will bring hundreds even thousands into the kingdom in one sweep. Look for me and look for my plans for I am beginning to take this land and many other regions by storm and I will pour out my spirit, and I will usher in my people to a new exciting life in kingdom righteousness.”

More from 6/5/15 at:   http://ft111.com/ford.htm

5:36 am

Ephesians 2: 1-6 (the Message bible) “It wasn’t so long ago that you were mired in that old stagnant life of sin. You let the world, which doesn’t know the first thing about living, tell you how to live. You filled your lungs with polluted unbelief, and then exhaled disobedience. We all did it, all of us doing what we felt like doing, when we felt like doing it, all of us in the same boat. It’s a wonder God didn’t lose his temper and do away with the whole lot of us. Instead, immense in mercy and with an incredible love, he embraced us. He took our sin-dead lives and made us alive in Christ. He did all this on his own, with no help from us! Then he picked us up and set us down in highest heaven in company with Jesus, our Messiah.”

4:48 am

More baby-rapers uncovered.  I wonder how long before Mr. Apocalypse gets around to the Baptists.

Busted! Child Sex Sting Nabs Droves of Men, Including Florida Theme Park Workers

6/5/15

11:07 am

Remote neural monitoring will eventually empty the prisons.  It will make targets of powerful people who hurt others to benefit themselves.  Every wrongly-motivated action will be exposed and those wounded by them will seek revenge.  Or not.  We’ll all have a choice when we see how we were sabotaged and deceived.       Then entire occupations will dissolve.  The court system will crumble as the judges disappear.  The lawyers will face ostracism and worse, due to their life of congress with the beast.  People will have a more difficult time recognizing the many ways the medical professions have harmed them, because they will still fear death. Frightened people won’t last too long so the doctors won’t have any more patients.  We can’t be frightened of anything; and we must expect the unexpected. Bigots have a difficult time with that one.

10:51 am

MUSIC BREAK

Let It Be Sung

9:45 am

HEY LISTEN UP!  I know a lot about this stuff and I need to talk to somebody!  They couldn’t crash my program!  You really ought to listen to me.  George Bush tried to scramble my brain; I am the perfect human rights violation plaintiff.  Also I’d love to be a plaintiff, I need to get out more.  And somebody else could do the smart work.

DARPA Scientist Dr. Robert Duncan Interview, 2/28/15–How to Create a “Super Spy”, No-Touch Torture & Trauma-Based Conditioning Programs

Read more at:   https://gangstalkingsurfers.wordpress.com/2015/03/03/darpa-scientist-dr-robert-duncan-interview-22815-how-to-create-a-super-spy-no-touch-torture-trauma-based-conditioning-programs/

6/4/15

4:05 pm

(Hey Jay Walsh:  I wonder how many girls that Baptist missionary friend of yours raped in Asia?  The organization hired to investigate was fired two weeks before the report was due.  God is going to set straight all baby-rapers.  Especially those who use his name.  And those who pay for them to do so.)

(My father took dirty pictures of his own granddaughter!  What kind of people do you hang with, anyway?)

Duggar family says real crime is release of molestation records

The incidents of molestation were a well-kept family secret until two weeks ago, when In Touch Weekly published police records obtained through a freedom of information act request.

Jessa also said, “The system that was set up to protect kids, both those who make stupid mistakes or have problems like this in their life and the ones that are affected by those choices. It’s greatly failed.”

“There’s an agenda” behind the negative attention, said Michelle, who also indicated that some of the scrutiny seems motivated by disrespect for the family’s conservative Christian values.

“What was just sad to me… was how willfully ignorant the Duggar parents are about child sexual abuse,” attorney Lisa Bloom said on “CNN Tonight.” “They don’t seem to have educated themselves then or now about the facts.”

Read more here:   http://money.cnn.com/2015/06/04/media/duggars-megyn-kelly-scandal/index.html?iid=EL

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7:52 am

If I could get back into my Amazon author’s account, I’d order a copy of my book, and I’d put my name on any new ones sold. (The old copies would be collector’s items.)   I’m not random anything anymore.  I think when this is over I’d like a certificate from the NSA that says that my mind works very well.  We should all get report cards; it could be like a credit rating.

7:33 am

Real-time brain monitoring, just think of it.  Mental illness has been redefined.  Once the stuff of DSM and PDR fable, mental illness can now be objectively identified!  Finally, a biological marker for aberrant thought and imaginative behavior!  It is empirically know-able, that some brains only fire on the ‘selfish-psychopathic’ points of contact…while healthy minds light up in a sparkling integration of mutual flashes.  Healthy minds are aflood with light of electrical activity.  We TRUE believers are firing on a lot more synapses and we’re firing from both barrels.  We will exalt the truly smart, and the Nobel prize will go to the most genuinely peaceful.  Our individual/mutual consciousness will congregate around the just and righteous…because we will trust them intuitively.  (Obviously.)  No more lies, we can’t even lie to ourselves any longer, what a blessing.  It’ll be rocky, for the unfurrowed minds among us, but the plow must go on.

6:22 am

The would-be world government has declared war on the true believer.  They don’t care about any object of belief so much; their malice is directed at those who believe a thing enough… that it extinguishes their fear of death. The politicized enemy is ‘extremism’ and I contend that extremism is a natural characteristic of the true believer.
The battle is against mental health and human consciousness itself.  Any ‘believer’ who is not an extremist has compartmentalized his mind and morality into disparate fragments for alternate consideration.  He maintains a list of personal requirements for each category, and he responds to stimulus according to only one list.  Under different circumstances, he refers to a different roster of suitable thought patterns and behaviors.  (Like on Sunday.)  A healthy mind is integrated so there is no internal conflict.  A healthy mind 1)  has evaluated the discrepancies between its situational objectives, 2)  has CHOSEN to prioritize according to TRUE BELIEFS, and 3)  maintains a single MASTER LIST.  The healthy mind is extremist.  Any human who is not extremist either believes in nothing or is mentally ill.
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4:56 am

Still no call from my parents or my brother.  Yesterday Dad told George he plans to have his exterminator spray our house for spiders.  Why is it not surprising that he’s offering poison?  Six years ago he filed a fraudulent police report about me and abducted my children.  Soon he will apologize and give me the information I need to help others.

6/3/15

5:59 pm

Obedience is not only NOT “good intentions” and/or “good works” but it is [in the exercising of our faith and trust in the Father] the purest form of love we can show Him [in this earth], and the very catalyst for His love to “continually” be shed abroad in our heart – SO THAT it might continually be poured out towards Him and, also, upon all those who cross our path [through our obedience to God on their behalf].

This is a very important topic as far as one’s entrance into the “fullness” of true Kingdom-living. Many still attempt to try and get God to do something for them [in their own strength and understanding – and on their “own” terms {which of course is not “faith” or obedience at all} – perhaps as the result of what it took to “get something” from their earthly parents] when, in reality, it is already “done” [looked after by Him Who knows “the end from the beginning”] in the spiritual realm by our loving Father.

The “good works” which “God prepared beforehand” [from before the foundations of the earth] in Ephesians 2:10 refers to the reality that our path has already been layed out [in Christ] – our task then is to obey in even the smallest details [as a matter of fact it is learning to be faithful in those “small details” that will empower us to be found faithful in the “larger things” {and they will be LARGE!} that are about to manifest – hence the intense and very long refining process the remnant Church has experienced] KNOWING that, as we do, we will just simply walk out [both now – and in the fullness of time] ALL that we were created for, in Christ and, in the process, appropriate EVERY blessing [financial and otherwise] that was “uniquely” prepared for each of us from before the foundations of the earth.

This is the beauty [and simplicity] of the true Christian life: we are called to gain a revelation of the Father’s Will [Word] by drawing near to Him and, THEN, in gaining that revelation, simply trust a PERFECTLY trustworthy God – thus allowing Him to unfold things in HIS perfect order. Of course, there is the Enemy and the soulish attachments that are a bane [poison, hindrance] to one pursuing the Will of God with ALL of their heart but God is faithful to finish the work that He began in us and bring us through to the end – again, perfectly. These days [even years] of intense preparation will SURELY be found worthwhile [both now and throughout Eternity] – and that is a vast understatement for sure!

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/06%20June%202015/WPFBN0603.pdf

2:32 pm

The Shirk Report – Volume 317

8:36 am

This is a sickness that infects our society in many of our key institutions. There is nothing ‘cool’ about it. These people who run these institutions are beasts, attempting to escape the pain of being beasts by losing themselves in the acquisition of things, people and power, and then abusing them.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/this-is-a-sickness-that-infects-our-society-in-many-of-our-key-institutions-there-is-nothing-cool-about-it-these-people-who-run-these-institutions-are-beasts-attempting-to-escape-the-pain-of/#AoGgZ0Te8VS4LUiB.99

8:02 am

If somebody’s got ahold of the key to human consciousness and can even alter hive memory, then I want to talk to him.  He’s nullified ’cause-and-effect’ and extinguished personal responsibility.  He’s satanic basically, just holding the key.  He’s creating the gospel according to do-what-thou-wilt, which is luciferian and satanic and anti-christ.  He’s a false prophet and he’s turning us all into Eckart Tolles who just sit on a park bench waiting for nothing to happen!  (I wonder what he does with all that money in his spare time?)   It is UNJUST for somebody, be he annanuki, or demon, or psychopath, or alien, or parent, to USURP THE PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY OF ANOTHER.  We each answer for our self, and I choose to respond to facts and God-established reality.  He said we could choose to live in the KINGDOM OF GOD, and he told us that it was within.  We must stake a claim to that place in our hearts, and not allow the kingdom of antichrist to set up a stronghold there.  Nothing can be trusted.  Nothing can be trusted.  This is the GREATEST of the great deceptions.  Our time is limited, to stand up for ourselves, we blood-bought rabble of light and potential.  How will we feel when no other human corroborates the reality we remember?  How long can we feel like that…before we beg for death?

7:33 am

Have you heard the assertion that we live in a computer program, and that our reality is merely a hologram? It must be so, because somebody has changed history, and apparently all records of it.  The only place the ‘Berenstein Bears’ now exist…is in some human minds. People used to debate whether the name was pronounced ‘Beren-steen’ or ‘Beren-stine’ but now all the old books and even old movies say “BarenSTAIN Bears”.  How long before we all recognize that our memories don’t match up with history?  How many human minds are strong enough to withstand that kind of deception?  I’ve seen  lots of ‘changes’ in books I know well, and I’ve wondered if it was God… because how in the WORLD could the NSA pull that one off?   Now I’m left to wonder if whether I’d chosen to write ABOUT THE  Berenstein Bears, would my OWN RECORDS NOW BE ALTERED?  What if the Bible verses I know so well now say something different?  “Not a jot or tittle” will be altered.  A “curse on anybody who adds to or takes away from this book.”  I have a lot to think about and so do we all.  While we can still think.  It’s a good thing we have the Holy Spirit to ‘lead us into all truth.’

Proof Of The Mandela Effect In Action, Berenstein / Berenstain Bears

TIME & SPACE: The Case of the Vanished Year – Corrupted REALITY

6:07 am

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Crop Circle Hackpen Hill Wiltshire. by R71

5:58 am

Extra-biblical teaching.  (Not ‘anti’-biblical.)

Newly Found – Books By Prophets of Melchizedek Priesthood Found

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/religion/2015/06/newly-found-books-by-prophets-of-melchizedek-priesthood-found-2491168.html

6/2/15

1:28 pm

Another thing I’d really like to know is how I find so many four-leaf clovers.  Are they everywhere and the NSA just digitizes the ground I’m looking at and then focuses me in on one?  Or does God sprout them just for me? That one morning when I found thirty in fifteen minutes I was almost certain he was creating them right in front of my eyes.  I’d like to know about that.  I’d like to know if the cyber-stalkers can see when I scrape a smashed bug from my computer screen if the camera’s not on, or do they only watch my keystrokes and cursor?  They can tell what I type by the sounds of the keys and they can tell if it’s me a number of ways.  I’d like to see what they see and meet those others who could not be brain-washed.  I suppose it’s inevitable that I do…we’ll be the only ones left!

10:41 am

God is showing me new things within myself and I’m stunned.  Being raised by a psychopath sets one’s world view askew, from day 1.  Psychopaths use intermittent positive reinforcement better than Skinner himself.  Love is defined as fulfillment of duties sufficient to elicit tangible regard.  And vice versa.  EVALUATIONS, always.  Any genuine communication is non-verbal, and words are daggers often masquerading as humor.  Every error is deemed intentional, and every goodness dismissed as an accident.  I red about the Mr. Darcys of English literature, and I dreamed of a principled man, a man you could disagree with because you always know he’ll respect truth.  My young friend is shattered every time a man cheats on her and she’s seen nothing else.  I don’t think she’s ever seen male fidelity anywhere at all.  How wonderful it is to see a man with enough courage to be wrong, a man with character sufficient to permit challenges, and  sturdy enough to do the right thing.  God said that ever since I was a little girl I wanted to be with a man like that.

That being said, I’m struggling with God’s words, “As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.”   I have known a principled man with a fine heart.  He exercised his principles by omission, and rarely by comission.  (Frankly, he could hardly be accused of even much overt volition.)  I waited to see a twinkle in his eye, I hoped to share a project with mutually-increasing passion, but I could never get a rise out of him.  To me it seems that fidelity and consistent character aren’t enough, especially now.  It’s become vitally important that we nourish a fire in our bellies.  Never before has the future of so many rested on the shoulders of so few.  We can’t watch our fellow man go blindly into the furnace!  Pacified!  And gone!  And not a shit was given!

My young friend compares herself to the women that a guy cheats with.  I told her that was pointless.  The fact that they cheat has nothing to do with her…or even the tramps.  It only says something about the guy.  They’re pointless. They know inside that they’re supposed to care; they know they’re meant to get worked up about something!  They know they should actually give a shit… and “maybe this next time I grope a strange woman something will ring a bell…”    Passionlessness is paramount.  The end goal of passionlessness is death and I mean to live forever.  Eternal life is not merely a linear time-concept.  It shoots out in every direction of consciousness and productivity like an exploding star!

“Faith without works is dead.”  People are actually GROWING INTO THEIR COUCHES in the Western world.  When they die with Doritos scattered over their ample chests, it takes a crane to dislodge the trans-human-naugahyde corpses from their rent-controlled apartments.  What a life, the American dream.  “Lord, please don’t stop sending the fire on us all.  Don’t let me burn out like a single log always does.  Amen.”

2:45 am

Cataclysmic, Profound Changes after the Last Blood Moon

by Rev. Neville Johnson

Sept. 2014

6/1/15

7:21 pm

Our politicians do not even bother to lie anymore.  They’re flat-out saying, “Look, I don’t know what’s in the bill, but we’re going to pass it no matter what you think.”  Interpreted:  “I made a deal.”  Or possibly, “My personal history is in the cloud and I’m buggered.”   The results are pretty much the same, give or take a few blood-pressure points, but it’s absolutely pointless to cling to the shreds of dignity that remain to us.  They got us by the nuts already; tell your secrets before somebody else tells them for you.  The goons are not kind with the heart’s tenderest contents, and we can’t take it personally or we’ll go mad. Settle the issues of your heart before it is examined and tested.  “The whole world lieth in wickedness.”   Transparency will deflate their influence, one heart at a time.  It’s a good time to be an American.  Or whatever we are now. 

6:58 pm

OMG.  People have been saying this for years, mostly anecdotally:   BREAKING: Certain medications cause people to commit murder… homicide risk increased by 31% to 200%… 100 million Americans take these drugs

According to the study’s findings:

• Antidepressant drugs increased the risk of committing homicide by 31%.

• Tranquilizers increased the risk of committing homicide by 45%.

• Opioid pain relievers increased the risk of committing homicide by 92%.

• Anti-inflammatory painkillers increased the risk of committing homicide by 200%.

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/049921_psychiatric_medications_homicide_risk_drug_violence.html#ixzz3bqyT2v4A

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/049921_psychiatric_medications_homicide_risk_drug_violence.html#ixzz3bqyBqwXe

6:22 pm

MUSIC BREAK

Thinking about my folks.  No call from them yet.

 Papa Loves Mambo — ’54 B&W ORIGINAL

Perry Como

1:25 pm

Defense Official warns that DoD Directive allowing the use of military force against American citizens is latest step towards martial law

DEFENSE OFFICIAL’S WARNING DESTROYS MEDIA CLAIMS THAT ONLY “CONSPIRACY THEORISTS” BELIEVE MARTIAL LAW COULD BE DECLARED IN THE NEAR FUTURE

By Alex Thomas

(INTELLIHUB) — In a stunning revelation published by a mainstream news outlet, an anonymous Department of Defense official has revealed their belief that a DoD Directive outlining military support to civilian authorities is the latest step towards President Obama eventually using military force against the American people.

See more at:   https://www.intellihub.com/defense-official-warns-that-dod-directive-allowing-the-use-of-military-force-against-american-citizens-is-latest-step-towards-martial-law/

12:34 pm

Insider Exposes Hollywood’s Satanic Underside

What price to make it in show biz? There are two realities to the industry. First, there are the insider blood line types who, when they get out of film school, a call is made and the career is launched. Shirley MacLaine and Warren Beatty might be an an example. Many of these people come from multigenerational abuse families. It also helps if you are Jewish. I am not.

Then there are the nobodies who eventually come across the pay to play scenario. Basically prostitution, sleeping with producers, directors and so on, and being on call as an escort. If you say no, your career goes nowhere.

In order to reach the higher echelons of entertainment with no family or Tribe connections, you must work yourself up through the drug use/sexual permissiveness/prostitution/escort stages to things like mind control, handlers, and into darker levels of spiritual possession or soul-loss at a profound level.

Clones never live up to the originals. They deteriorate rapidly. There are many subtle differences. However, many actors will do anything to their bodies and minds to work in Hollywood. Most are damaged people.

Read more at:   https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2015/06/01/insider-exposes-hollywoods-satanic-underside/

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12:21 pm

And the goons, God bless them, have filed somewhere a copy of my prayers over many years.  I’d like to review them too.  (I prayed against that NSA monstrosity in Utah last night.)

12:13 pm

My journals… that I haven’t seen for years, are absolute proof-positive that I experienced mind-control attempts.  I knew right away that I was being subjected to foreign intrusion, and I recorded my reactions and the steps I went through as I came to understand that what I heard was not merely demonic.  I think they’ll be a very good resource.  They are also really prophetic; I can think of many things I was right about.  The book was prophetic too, I wish I could afford a copy.  Soon, I’ll probably be asked to sign copies on the street corners that remain.  I was accustomed to having my body moved as I prayed; I’ve lost a few friends over the practice of prayer in the Spirit.  I’ve been right about almost everything I can remember.  I’m looking forward to seeing how much.

10:53 am

I’m very grateful and reassured; God hasn’t forgotten me and I’m not getting left out anymore.  He said this to Kathi Pelton:
“I am going to every place in the lives of My people where the enemy has set up tables and has been making transactions with them. He has been giving them something false rather than the pure things that I have for them. I am turning those tables over and now a holy and pure transaction will happen for many. I am bringing them to the Table of the Lord.”
I took communion the other day; it was the first time since my pariah-hood.  I’d forgotten.  George and I used to take communion together but I’ve been alone for a lot of years.  I fasted for three days last week, in honor of the website’s anniversary.  Before I ate again, I took communion.  He brought me at just the right time and he always has.  I’m very grateful that my dad and assorted backstabbers created the circumstances that caused me to KNOW that God is in control.  Kathi Pelton also said:
God is resetting our “default position” to faith rather than fear. He does not ask us to do something without a plan in place to provide the means to fulfill it.
(He’s asked me to do some incredibly hard things but they have positioned an opportunity to share HIM with lots of people.  I rededicate my life to the fulfillment of his purposes.)  
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10:45 am

And what are we supposed to do about Israel?  The psychopaths got ahold of the Lord’s chosen people! They’re taking His name in vain!  Any ideas?

10:38 am

I like being happy.  I could get used to this.  Out there in the realm of algorhithms, sit two very different kinds of hackers.  They know everything that’s happening on the planet; and they know who’s doing what to whom.  They all know they could pull the plug at any time; and they know the FBI can’t frame a hacker without electricity.  Or hot-pockets.  We could have our freedom at any moment they choose.  Who will sound the call?  Where do non-techies go for direction?  I have SO MANY questions.
Here’s a really good question;  and its answer is important to all humanity.  I’ve experienced some amazing things. They were supernatural, and some of them were from God and some were because I stood too close to the microwave for too many years. If we’re proving the existence of God here, and that’s how it’s looking, we ALL must know what is God and what is intentionally-induced false reality.  For instance, I believe my transformed handwriting is a miracle from God.  It has continued to improve and now gives me joy in an activity I couldn’t be bothered with before.  That sounds like God to me.  When my eyesight got perfect, and I didn’t wear glasses for six months…I’m guessing that was scalar or something?   I NEED these answers for my own spiritual progress and well-being.  But, even more importantly, and I’ve said it before:  THIS IS THE END-TIME BATTLE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL… THAT THE BIBLE TOLD US WAS COMING.  These things being true:  WHAT MANNER OF MEN SHOULD WE BE?
There is talk of revolution on the streets and over the Lilly waves.  We should all be found with our ears to the ground…and on the right side of history.  Amen.

9:52 am

I went to my dad’s office to tape a four-leaf clover on his door, and he came out to inspect it as I was walking to my car.  He said, with a jovial grin…”This only has four leaves.  Where’s the five-leaf clovers?”  I tried to find one when I got home but I only found two more with four-leaves so I went back and taped them to his door too.  He was gone when I got back and it was only five minutes…

9:06 am

Cyberstalking Registry

If you are being harassed online, or have been in the past, fill out our survey below. We are gathering this data to show law enforcement that cyberstalking is happening on a large scale and needs to be enforced.  We will never publicize or sell your information. You can even keep it anonymous if you wish.

(I believe this is the first infographic that shows the UP with a BIG CIRCLE for anything at all!  How can Michigan have more reported cyber-stalking than even California?)

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See more at:   http://www.victimsgetvocal.com/cyberstalking-registry.html

5:59 am

She Speaks: The Village Church protects a confessed pedophile and “disciplines” his wife, a brave young woman and missionary

The inclination towards minimization and secrecy that the pastors and elders of The Village Church have displayed is inexcusable. And the spiritual abuse I have experienced at their hands is unacceptable from those who would represent Jesus Christ. Jesus cares deeply for the vulnerable and the voiceless. He speaks strongly against those who would victimize children, and he went toe-to-toe with the religious bullies of his day who “tie up heavy, cumbersome loads and put them on other people’s shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them.” (Matthew 23) The treatment of Jordan as the victim and me as the perpetrator by the leadership of the church is an appalling reversal that evidences priorities that are not in line with the Word of God.

– See more at: http://www.watchkeep.blogspot.com/2015/05/she-speaks-village-church-protects.html#sthash.4Vzy4Loz.YsZej5Kk.dpuf

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5:35 am

Hey guess what.  I’m not the only person concerned about child sex abuse who hands out flyers at church!

(When Jay Walsh yelled from the hill that I was making a fool of myself I responded with a comment about his organization that RAPES YOUNG GIRLS AND MAKES THEM CONFESS TO ADULTERY.  He stopped yelling then.)

Megachurch: Stay With Your Kiddie Porn-Watching Husband—or Face ‘Discipline’

Karen says that TVC was extremely unhappy when they learned through the grapevine that Karen was seeking to have her marriage annulled without their permission. (The state of Texas has since granted her request.)

That was the news that sparked Younger to start engaging Karen in a doozy of an email exchange. In addition to reminding her of the membership covenant she’d signed two-and-a-half years earlier—the same contract that included that one line about marriage that stuck out to Karen as odd—the pastor writes, “we have been perplexed by your decision to file for an annulment of your marriage without first abiding by your covenant obligations to submit to the care and direction of your elders…this decision violates your covenant with us—and places you under discipline.”

In an eight-page email dated May 23, TVC updated its members about Karen and Jordan’s progress. The church leadership praised Jordan’s recovery process, calling him fully repentant, suggesting he was submitting perfectly to the church’s course of action. The update also proclaimed that, “there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”

However, the church did pronounce condemnation for Karen.

In that same email update, TVC chided Karen’s refusal to submit to its authority. They passive-aggressively professed their love and concern for her but woefully mourned her decision to annul her marriage. They also informed their membership that Karen was officially under “church discipline.” Which was just a nicer way of informing congregants that Karen was to be shunned, Puritan style.

Smith says she, along with other members of the SNAPnetwork, will be at the Northway Campus of The Village Church, handing out information about child protection.

Read more at:   http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2015/05/31/megachurch-stay-with-your-kiddie-porn-watching-husband-or-face-discipline.html

5/31/15

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5:23 pm

I saw some very cool stuff as I was being trained for my mission.  I no longer believe in the veracity of any athletic contest on Earth; why does anybody make bets?  They CAN CONTROL the arm of a quarterback as easily as they can make me hear harmony parts and pitch.  I am tone-deaf.  They can cause amazing things to happen in our physical ‘reality’.  They can make wood fly apart under your feet, or under your ass like George who fell THROUGH a solid wood seat on a dining room chair outside on the deck.  I fell THROUGH the other deck, two times, but Dad replaced it immediately after he read my book and before I was gaslighted and gangstalked a whole lot and a couple months before he took my house.  I sure wish somebody would look at my evidence.

5:15 pm

I really AM the safest woman in Michigan, aren’t I?

5:11 pm

I wonder how long my dad has known Glenn Wilson.  I was really surprised when he gave Glenn a $500 donation.  I’ve never known him to contribute to political causes; I’ve only watched his left hand hover ‘er yon collection plate…and his right hand saw it too.  Glenn owns a lot of GWEN towers; the maps are on my computer and in the cloud.  (I didn’t put them there; I find curious new things on my pages all the time.)   I used to feel like I was on a stake-out, drinking coffee and beer and I didn’t eat Cheetos but I felt like I was peering through binoculars.  Now I feel like Trixie Belden!  I’m solving a real-live mystery.  (Except she was smart.)  What was done to me is SO MUCH BIGGER than I thought, which means it has WAY MORE POTENTIAL for advancement of the Kingdom of Christ.  I have no idea what to do with what I now know…but I never do.  I’m praying about it.

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2:50 pm

THIS IS TRULY A SEASON OF DIVINE [SUPERNATURAL] RESTORATION

Words of prophecy:

* Be found faithful in the little things, and surely all that I have promised to you shall manifest [overtake you] in the physical realm. Take no preconceived notions – for truly I say to you, I shall do exceeding abundantly beyond all you could ever ask or think. Continue to “expect the unexpected”!

* Walk by revelation and not by “sight”. I expect nothing more; I accept nothing less!

* In these days, I shall begin to restore to you all that the Devil has both hindered and stolen throughout the years – for this is a time of great and divine restoration in the lives of all those who have been faithful to hold fast to the narrow path, and you shall be a sign and a wonder to many.

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/05%20May%202015/WPFBN0531.pdf

9:32 am

Gang Stalking -article by private investigator

Those who select the target may be doing so for any number of reasons, including revenge, jealousy, or a desire to keep someone silent.

The reasons why someone is initially targeted for gang stalking may vary. Sometimes, the victim may be a political activist

Lawson writes that the victim is intentionally “sensitized” to the presence of the stalkers, so that he or she will know that the occurrences are orchestrated. It is a psychological reign of terror intended to make victims look crazy and to keep them in a constant state of hyper-vigilance (anxiety and stress) concerning what will happen next.

Often, victims become the target of ridicule by friends and family because the occurrences are so hard to believe. These tactics are intended to weaken the target to the point of physical and psychological collapse. Now that the number of targets has increased to the point where victims can network with one another, they find out that the same tactics are being used everywhere.

Read more at:   http://www.theagencyinc.net/true_stories/gangstalking.pdf

6:55 am

Step Into the Role – An Esoteric Invitation

For awakened psychonauts traversing this ephemeral existence and longing to fulfill our role to help manifest Universal harmony via this ongoing revelation of Truth, there are very practical steps for each of us to take. This path cannot be taught, the mechanics are not set, and the personal method for navigating this maze is nothing less than experiential as well as deeply esoteric.

Yet all the while extremely practical.

This of course is all by design, as only a heart led soul can navigate its way through such a life experience and discover the many wonderful secrets patiently awaiting revelation. So called reason and mind understandings soon give way to much deeper levels of experiential knowledge that begin to direct our thoughts and actions.

Read more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/step-role-esoteric-invitation/

3:14 am

5/30/15

4:31 pm

Upper Peninsula Annual Salary for an attorney…at the 10th percentile:  $66,110

Upper Peninsula Annual Salary for an attorney…at the 90th percentile:  $172,370

So, if I had not been targeted and lost my bar license due to continual torture and electronic rape, I’d come down somewhere between sixty-six thousand per year and one hundred seventy three thousand, seventy dollars, in salary alone, if I had been able to retain my credentials which was not possible because my father deep-sixed my life.

I ran for Congress two times, so I had no small amount of marketable recognition, which fact would have increased my earning potential dramatically.  How much?  Hard to say, but if I HAD BEEN ELECTED, which MIGHT have happened without intervention by forementioned-culpable party, my value to a faction would have increased a lot:

And, of course, Hastert made even more money once he was out of office. One study found that, on average—and when the information is publicly available—former lawmakers get a 1,425 percent raise when they make the jump from Capitol Hill to K Street.

Read more at:  

Let’s say,  two campaigns praying MANY THOUSANDS OF MILES, and meeting important people in all of those counties which are just teeming with job opportunities for a painfully-principled and gutsy lawyer… is worth maybe one percent of the money-boost given to those who sit in an office of public respect.  I think I want the condo AND the 3.5 million.  I may soon be the first woman in history to witness the transformation of a psychopath.  They said it couldn’t be done.  “Thank you, Jesus.”

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10:05 am

IQ, Psy Ops and the “Civilization” of the Scam

The scientific precision of techno-psy ops is far advanced beyond what only students of the subject understand.  What is curious to me is the inability of the 115-125 IQ distribution to comprehend or consider this subject, despite that group’s tendency toward empirical evidence, verifiable, data, etc.  Quite remarkably, the perception management of infowar and data management itself remains “hidden in plain sight” to this niche.

Thomas proceeds to discuss the potential uses and abilities of psychotronic weapons and psy op techniques used in tandem with advanced technology to disrupt the body’s equilibrium and stasis processes.  While the mind may have no firewall, the ego does, and the weaponization of highly advanced technological strategies for psychological warfare and infowar manipulation are far beyond anything previously dreamt.  Rather than openly attacking the ego’s fragile prop of relativism, the deeper program is rather to further the promulgation of complete and total relativism to aid the ego in propping up the myth of narcissism and relativism. In other words, the entirety of modernity and its consumerist agenda in the global, technocratic age requires the promulgation of mass relativism, offering a kind of opium to the ego for its solipsistic myth, telling each that he is a virtual god.

  It is a full-frontal delusion that manages perception by the denial of basic, empirical sense reality.  This is how the populace, even its educated class, can fail to see the implication of the admission that some half of the scientific literature in “peer reviewed” journals is false, that the economic super-structures are all rigged, and that those same superstructure banks launder drug money – they can be shown all this, and still remain in the delusion.  Why?  Because the scientific process of this behavior modification appeals to the ego’s own desire to think it can determine its own reality.  It would prefer to believe the hoax because the hoax is easy, comforting and sends warm fuzzies up the leg.

Read more at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2015/05/27/iq-psy-ops-and-the-civilization-of-the-scam/

6:26 am

Recognizing Psychological & Mental Abuse – Domestic Abuse In Relationships

Mental, or psychological, abuse happens when someone is trying to convince their victim that they have mental health issues, that they are insane, or that they are delusional or paranoid or suffer with some other kind of mental deficiency, when in reality they are of sound mind.

This type of abuse is often a sign (though not always) that the abuser has something to hide…

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MENTAL RAPE

This type of psychological abuse most often occurs when one partner of a relationship is having a secret affair and uses their friends and family to commit mental rape on their behalf (mental abuse via proxy) by convincing them of malicious lies and rumours about the victim, thereby ostracizing the victim.

When victims of mental rape discover the reality of the situation they are often left shell-shocked by the fact that their own family and friends could do such a thing to them…

Read more at:   http://sparkster.hubpages.com/hub/Mental-Rape

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6:08 am

(My father’s modus operandi…)

Covert Psychological Murder/Manslaughter: Death As A Result Of Pernicious Abuse

Narcissistic/Sociopathic (narcopathic) abuse occurs when a narcissist or sociopath (or narcopath) attempts to convince someone who has discovered their unbelievably shallow secrets, gradually over time, that they are crazy and proceeds to manipulate them into keeping quiet or to ultimately face their wrath.

They generally do so by ostracizing and gaslighting the victim while continuing to act out their part, expertly hiding their truly outrageous behaviour, whilst they have everyone else around them fooled – everything is done to appease those around them while their manipulative and controlling tactics only take place behind the scenes, outside of people’s awareness. 

Victims of this type of abuse are commonly left with no resources they can use to escape the situation; the abuser has stolen their finances, their identity and has turned the victim’s own family and friends against them

The abuser never quits abusing and the victim’s self-esteem gets worn down to the core until they go through a process of devaluation, dehumanization and dissociation. 

Ultimately, the victim takes the knowledge of their covert psychological murder or manslaughter, to the grave which forever remains a secret inside the mind of the abuser.

More here:   http://sparkster.hubpages.com/hub/Psychological-Murder

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6:02 am

4:56 am

Letter from a Targeted Individual

They are torturing me. But if they were not they have the ability to [make me] do everything perfect. They can raise anyone to a mental and physical state that would allow them to be at their peck performance 24/7. I am sure that some of the congressman and woman are at their very best because of this technology.
They have the ability to give you words that you speak out of your mouth and those words would not be your own. But could be very helpful in public speaking venues because you would not miss a word. They have the ability to bless you or curse you within the same technology. If you are already one of those that have been blessed by this I sincerely pray that you remember to protect the rest of the civilization from it.
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They have begun to enslave every living thing with a brain in the entire world. Americans and other global citizens are defenseless against this, because it is from within the individual. I am enslaved within my own body.
When they take over your mind with remote neural monitoring and other techniques, it is you. Your mind enslaves you because they control it. You are in conflict with your own mind.
You could adsorb it as yourself. Unless they do not want you to. Then they reveal themselves. Through Voices and actions that let you know they are with you and can see out of your eyes and take control of your body. They can monitor what you see on a computer screen.
They are always deliberately creating emotional triggers which in itself would not be bad however they only use negative emotional triggers instead of positive reinforcement even in my dreams. The easy way to think of the controller – technician’s are modern day Demons.

Read more here:   http://media.wix.com/ugd/905b9e_03a221117aed42749e96c11c9e4c4ee3.pdf

See more letters at:   http://www.wisdomabovegold.com/#!target-accounts/clux

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5/29/15

2:35 pm

Solari Stories – The Black Budget

(Did I not say just last week that the powers that soon-won’t-be would be forced to share technology with humanity?)

UFO technology: Cui Bono?

There may be as much as $100 trillion dollars worth of hardware flying the skies powered by anti-gravity and field-propulsion technologies. This has significant implications for the ownership and design of manufacturing and energy infrastructure on planet earth. It also has connections to trillions of dollars which are “missing” from defense and domestic agency accounts (as reported by official financial reports of the US government). To the extent that the US taxpayer has financed this technology (or its reverse-engineering) why should private corporations own it on a secret basis?

The financial fortunes and geopolitical power involved are significant. If you control these technologies, you possess weaponry sufficient to engineer a financial coup d’Etat and to centralize control of the entire global financial system.  (Catherine Austin Fitts)  (When I get money I might invest with this woman.)

“What we have been seeing in Washington is trillions of dollars going into private corporate pockets to build and operate the most powerful weaponry in the world…on a non-transparent basis.”

“The Break-away Civilization.”    “We have now spent seventy years pouring trillions of dollars of money and building the endowment and technology to literally  a civilization which has become a break-away civilization. We funded them but…the leadership of the family of thinks this money and this technology as theirs and not ours.”

2:23 pm

I’m making a Chinese dinner.  I’m taking a break because I just finished making the dumplings.

MUSIC BREAK

Neutron Dance

Pointer Sisters

10:04 am

8:36 am

Market Collapse and Secret War Against America

(Now this guy sounds like he has his various mind-places integrated.  His faith is paramount, and it interweaves perfectly with his material considerations.  His final authority is whatever the Lord says, and he does his research to line that word up with earthly-factual considerations.  We have to integrate our beliefs or they aren’t beliefs at all.  Also, failure to CHOOSE our beliefs assures that the hive-mind will pull at our compartments according to the needs of the collective,  which is run by psychopaths.  These motives will often be at cross purposes and insanity will increase dramatically.  It’s the slow-kill of the depopulation protocol and it is VERY FAR ADVANCED.  We don’t even care anymore!  The life-boats are filling up fast, and nobody knows how many seats remain.  The beast is mind-control and his prophets are killing us!  It really is very important that a bunch of people wake up pretty soon.)
Is it Time to Short the Market? Secret Weapons of Quiet Wars (America Under Attack), How the Elite are Robbing Us Blind, Jesus & the Bride of Christ to the Rescue
One of Dad’s employees is working with a shovel over at Aarfstrom’s and swearing up a storm.  I’m praying for him.
8:33
I took him a piece of cake and he said it was the mosquitoes that were bothering him, so when another guy showed up I took him some cake too, and the bug spray.  His face was covered with mosquitoes when I got to him and he was grateful.  I don’t know him.  Dad’s got a nice new driveway going where he said he wasn’t putting a driveway.  I’m grateful for the NSA and remote neural monitoring because pretty soon it won’t matter if he tells the truth or not.

8:06 am

We have to get active right now. We might not have that much time left. 

JADE HELM. NET NEUTRALITY. CASHLESS SOCIETY. WE ARE LUCKY IF WE MAKE IT THROUGH SUMMER 2015.

“They only need ONE of these things to go into implementation and THEY WIN!”

7:32 am

(The ‘triangle’ site south of M-28 is Raco.  It’s been called a ‘NASA Supersite.’)

7:25 am

Really Good Questions

5/29/15

7:16 am

Many questions are raised by these facts.Why has the US and Russia built these transmitters worldwide? Knowing these are great men of science are we to believe that they are unaware of the brainwashing effects of the ELF waves they are producing? .Or is this pattern effecting our minds to the point we will not even ask the question or look into it further or simply not care? Marijuana has been proven not to work as we saw earlier in brainwashing techniques. It was tried and dropped by Sidney Gottleib and others. It is proven by university research to be beneficial to the body and to move the brain from an Alpha brainwave patter to its proper Beta brainwave pattern. Is this the reason what has been labeled by leading university research, as being the safest and most beneficial drug on earth has been deemed illegal?

“HAARP is officially claimed to be an ELF radio research project. ELF radio has an interesting history and some useful attributes that give it military value. Project Sanguine by the US Navy once used ELF radiation in the 40-80hz range to test communications capabilities. Evidently these tests were successful because they later upgraded the 45 km (yes that’s kilometers) Project Seafarer antenna an Clam Lake Wisconsin with a 222 km one. Another 90 km antenna was constructed at KI Sawyer Air Force Base in Michigan.”

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TAOS HUM – CAUSED by HAARP like this one
2 posts by 2 authors
Patrick Goodhall
8/5/11

Two points – regarding Michigan’s Upper Peninsula and ELF and/or

“HAARP is officially claimed to be an ELF radio research project. ELF radio has an interesting history and some useful attributes that give it military value. Project Sanguine by the US Navy once used ELF radiation in the 40-80hz range to test communications capabilities. Evidently these tests were successful because they later upgraded the 45 km (yes that’s kilometers) Project Seafarer antenna an Clam Lake Wisconsin with a 222 km one. Another 90 km antenna was constructed atKI Sawyer Air Force Base in Michigan.”

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TAOS HUM – CAUSED by HAARP like this one
2 posts by 2 authors
Patrick Goodhall
8/5/11

Two points – regarding Michigan’s Upper Peninsula and ELF and/or HAARP:

Background:  I have never heard ‘the hum’ but have met people who have – in Michigan.  I was born there in 1961, graduated BSc. Engineer in 1984, lived in Milwaukee and Detroit thru 2001, however spent many weekends and all vacation there (back home on the farm is in the middle of the UpNorth vacationland, so why not).  My farm is in Iron County to the east of the ELF installation about 30 miles in Stambaugh Township.

2004:  I witnessed a bizarre atmospheric event during mid-summer thunder-storm season.  Looking north-west from our farm is looking across the north-end of the ELF installation, which may or may not be significant.  As a ‘severe thunderstorm approached’ per the local TV station out of Marquette and showing on the radar (always from the west in this area), the storm slid north east as if following the ELF antennae and stopped in the area of the NE end of ELF system.  The storm started acting exactly like a Tesla Coil instead of a T-storm.  There was no sound of thunder, there was no vertical sky to earth lightening but rather it was all ‘horizontal’, the clouds were stationary (on or near the NE end of the ELF) for at least 3 hrs and the ‘lightening’ persisted the entire duration, and the ‘lightening’ was nearly constant and even ‘multi-layered’ and ‘multi-directional’ at times.  In this area the usual t-storm is very mild compared to other areas I have lived, currently in SW New Mexico and one summer in Yellowstone for resort services, and otherwise on the shores of Great Lakes as follows: southern Lake Michigan (Milwaukee), betweeen Lake Huron/Eerie (Detroit), plus considerable time on northern Lake Michigan (Menominee,MI).  In all of these other areas, T-storms are typically much more severe than ‘inland’ where our farm is, as are these monsoons here in SW New Mexico, yet on this one occassion this ‘bizarre event’ was far, far more ‘electrically active’ than anything I have ever seen anywhere.  I beleive this was caused by built-up ‘ELF-residue’ that finally found a way to release itself from the earth, an ELF and/or ELF/HAARP experiment, or a HAARP experiment.   On thing that happened was that during that summer we experienced more drought and hot and dry weather than I have seen here in SW New Mexico for 4 yrs now, even as bad as this year was.  I believe that ‘bizarre storm’, whatever it was, modified the weather in that area that year and caused a complete and total drought.  At the time, which was before I heard of THE-HUM or HAARP, I joked that it was a special cloud that was there to hide a UFO mothership, because it looked similar to the hollywood production of ‘Close Encounters’.  Maybe it was one of these 3 things or not, but for certain, something very different occured that night and the local weather that summer was totally different than usual.  It also easy to believe that this type of thing could affect hearing and/or health in general.

2011:  I work in mining so I have an interest in potential mining, especially in northern Michigan where I could get a job and go live ‘back home’ with friends and family.  A few weeks ago I was looking at Google Earth at the mining operations in Upper Michigan, and in one case there is a large operation near what was KI Sawyer AFB (a SAC base now closed) which is now a commericial ‘international’ airport.  I remembered there was another USAF base about 200 miles east which was called Kinchloe, also no longer a USAF base, and I decided to pan to the east and take a look at what that looks like in Google Earth.  About 140 miles east of Marquette, right along the south side of the east-west highway, M-28, I noticed a GIGANTIC and NEW installation.  I have no idea if this is USAF or if it is a HAARP installation, but no way does it look like anything ‘private’ in that area.  It is a GIGANTIC egual-sided-triangle ‘installation’, with 3 identical ‘runways’ that look like 1.0-1.2 miles in length, and each ‘runway’ is about 5 times wider than the 2-lane highway.  There appears to be ‘hangers’ and other ‘outbuildings’ around that triangle, what looks like fuel tanks (all round, about 10 of them).  This COULD be a USAF installation to service the B-2, and I have heard of people claiming they heard noises at night that a B-2 might sound like.  Or it could be HAARP as this ‘installation’ with its perfect isocoles triangle could generate powerful ‘HAARP-signals’.  A geologist looked at it and joked that it looked like a ‘partical beam accelerator’.  This part of the upper peninsula is oddly very very flat and is perfect for a B-2 base – very remote location even though right next to the highway.  I will keep researching to try to find out what this is – it sure is different.

I am looking at Google Earth right now and there is a label I see that says “TRW Automotive Test Facility” – but I really don’t think so, although parts of it look like maybe it once was that.  Some parts that look old and look like an automotive test track are figure-8 and looped shaped, but the new stuff dwarfs these test tracks and is very weird and gigantic isocoles triangle.  Weird looking thing and it is certainly in a good location for a B-2 support facility, but it could be anything – kinda looks like a gigantic crop-circle or something like the ‘nasca lines’ in south america !!!???

So this is little other than support for your plight and circumstantial evidence of possible sources in regards to the suffering from the hum, but it might help you in research.  Cheers.

Trev
8/6/11
Interesting two posts Patrick- detailed overviews may not quite be ‘Science’ -but they are very important additions both in the overall pushing back at ‘the system’ – and making people feel it’s worth fighting back.Victimhood leads to depressions.
We know that secret weather modification is going on anecdotally, like in the Bosnian conflict and elsewhere over the years, so your observations don’t seem far fetched, at all.
On the military build- this too has to be secret, but can never fully hidden with all the surveillance about.
People are very handy these days with digicams -and the net to view & discuss. The PTB must be wondering how long they’ve got 🙂
A slow awareness is seeping into the general public that we hum hearers have been living with for some time.
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Enter HAARP

HAARP is an acronym for “HIGH FREQUENCY ACTIVE AURORAL RESEARCH PROGRAM”.According to the government’s official web site concerning HAARP, it is a research station located on 30+ acres of land owned by the U.S. Department of Defense.We are also strangely informed by the same official site, “Technical expertise and procurement services as required for the management, administration and evaluation of the program are being provided cooperatively by the Air Force (Air Force Research Laboratory) and Navy (Office of Naval Research and Naval Research Laboratory). Since HAARP consists of many individual items of scientific equipment, both large and small, there is a considerable list of commercial, academic and government organizations.”

One might ask, “What is a research facility intended to simply study our atmosphere doing on DoD property?” The answer may well lie in revealing what HAARP’s actual functions. HAARP consists of a phased array of 180 towers placed 80′ apart in a 1000′ by 1200′ grid. 2 antennas that transmit ELF and VLF waves, ranging from 2.8 to 7 Hz (VLF) and from 7 to 10 Hz, (ELF) into the atmosphere top each tower. The array is powered from 30 shelters, each responsible for powering 6 towers. Each shelter contains 6 pairs of 10 kW Transmitters, allowing for a 3600 kW transmission from the array. The signal can be focused strongly to a single area or dispersed over a wide range. There are several such sites placed around the world elf wave transmitting sites worldwide. 

Most who are familiar with HAARP however, are usually only familiar with the one Alaskan facility, thinking it to be the sole such facility. Nearly No one is today aware of the many other sites such as the ones located in Puerto Rico, South Africa, and the several in the former Soviet Union. It is an interesting side-note that the project was conceived and experimented with beginning in the 1950’s according to our own government. Not coincidentally this is the time frame that MK Ultra was operating carte blanche and in full swing. What is the significance of this (HAARP) in respect to mass mind control? The answer lies in the effect of ELF waves on both the human brain and the human body.

To understand the effect of elf waves on the human brain, we need to understand first a little bit concerning the differing patterns and wavelengths, which we as humans normally function in. 

DELTA
 brainwaves are in the 0.5 to 4 cycles per second range, and are generated from the forward part of the brain. This pattern is normally associated with very deep sleep and some eastern mystics achieve this state while awake but in a very deep meditation. 


THETA
 brainwaves are in the range of 4 to 7 cycles per second. This pattern is associated with light sleep and deep rest. Creativity and inspired though often accompany this state. How often have you almost been asleep and an idea or solution suddenly hit? 


ALPHA
 brainwaves are almost non existent in children under 10 years of age. This wave pattern is generating at 7 to 12 cycles per second. This is a very interesting pattern. It is a pattern, which prevents concentration. It is highly susceptible to suggestibility. In other words a person operating in this pattern is easily led, even against their will. It can be pleasant and even euphoric. For some reason these days most men and women are operating throughout their waking hours in the alpha wave state. 


BETA
 brainwaves run a wide range from 13 to 27 cycles per second. These waves should seemingly be the optimum pattern for humans to walk and work in during their waking hours. These patterns allow us to analyze things and situations and more readily allow the human brain to focus on external stimulation.It is associated with alert mental activity. 


GAMMA
 brainwaves are sometimes called hyper-beta waves and operate above 27 cycles per second.These can be associated with hyperactivity or quick sudden bursts of physical activity. 

Bearing these in mind, it is important to know that both the brain and the body become effected by outside ELF stimuli. Differing frequencies have differing effects as well from a feeling of euphoria, to extreme dizziness and sickness and confusion, to the accelerated growth of cancerous cells, sometimes as much as 6X or more. One of the more interesting effects is the fact that frequencies between 8 and 12 Hz can actually “entrain” the human brainwave. 

What is meant by the “entraining” of one’s brain? If one’s brain is operating at 15 cycles per second, we saw that they are operating in the “Beta” brainwave pattern. This also as we saw it the optimum pattern for analysis and thinking and examining outside stimuli. If this normally operating brain is then exposed to elf waves in the frequency of 8 to 12 cycles per second, as a chameleon changes its color, so too does the brainwave change from Beta patterns to an Alpha pattern, exactly matching the pattern of the outside source. This change takes place in some brains immediately upon outside contact. 

What is the significance of these findings?

The brain should normally work in the Beta pattern through normal working hours. However an outside source emitting ELF waves can throw it into an Alpha pattern which is a pattern which disallows concentration and focus and deep examination, throwing the subject into a state that is very easy to lead by suggestion. In other words a person in this state is easily brainwashed. They cannot focus on the realities of the things that are going on about them and scrutinize them. One living in this state lives a shallow life of eat drink and be merry, are easily entertained and distracted. Some sit in front of the television soaking up any and all propaganda they are fed. The live a mentally shallow life and do not even realize it because it becomes a norm. The HAARP transmitters, as well as similar transmitters worldwide transmit varying frequencies. The frequencies most used are within the range that would effect the brain throwing it from the Beta state to the Alpha. To see the effect all we need do is to look at the easily influenced zombified society we live in.Another interesting side-note. Many of the readers will remember the old commercial about marijuana, where we see EEG results being displayed. We see high consistent spikes and hear the words, “This is your brain”.

Next we see the spikes level off until all we see is nearly a straight line as we hear the ominous words, “This is your brain on Marijuana”. What is NOT being explained is the TRUE effects of marijuana on the human brainwave patterns. What we see being displayed in that commercial are ALPHA waves. According to ALL reputable studies from the likes of Cornell University and many many more, marijuana does lower the Alpha pattern BUT it throws the brain back into BETA where it performs its BEST thinking and in depth examination. It allows for deeper scrutiny. It has also been shown to improve the malignant effects of lower frequency ELF wave on the human body such as in the fact it is a cancer retardant. 

Many questions are raised by these facts.Why has the US and Russia built these transmitters worldwide? Knowing these are great men of science are we to believe that they are unaware of the brainwashing effects of the ELF waves they are producing? .Or is this pattern effecting our minds to the point we will not even ask the question or look into it further or simply not care? Marijuana has been proven not to work as we saw earlier in brainwashing techniques. It was tried and dropped by Sidney Gottleib and others. It is proven by university research to be beneficial to the body and to move the brain from an Alpha brainwave patter to its proper Beta brainwave pattern. Is this the reason what has been labeled by leading university research, as being the safest and most beneficial drug on earth has been deemed illegal?—-  Original source unavailable.

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6:28 am

“You guys are crazy.  You’re funding al Qaeda to take down Assad and murder Christians.  You’ve gone too far.  You’re out of your minds.  You’re shipping drugs into the country.  Stop it!  You nuts?  You’ve gotta stop yourselves!  Corruption’s gotta stop; it can’t go on forever; somebody’s got to say no to you and we’re the ones. I’m nobody, but you gotta deal with God.”  (Alex Jones)

5:38 am

MUSIC BREAK

Summer Days

Dylan

Everybody get ready to lift up your glasses and sing!
Everybody get ready to {take off} your glasses and SING!
Well I’m standin’ on the table, I’m proposing a toast to the KING!
“Well the fog’s so thick you can’t spy the land.
The fog is so thick that you can’t even spy the land.
What good are you anyway, if you can’t stand up to some old businessman?”
“Wedding bells are ringing and the choir is beginning to sing.
Wedding bells are ringing and the choir is beginning to sing.
What looked good in the day, at night, is another thing.”

5:06 am

Thoughts on Necessary Integration of Apparently-Exclusive Beliefs
Billboards dot the mindscape;  our attention darts from place to place, even on the inward avenue.  Lacking perseverance of focus, we yoopers just dive-bomb the buffet; we graze on dessert and appetizers at the same time.  We get distracted by the fishtank and the chintzy plastic mosaics advertising the “Great Wall”.  We suck up everything.  And when we’re done we get to read a fortune cookie as we belch. This is intellectual laziness and moral turpitude. This is mental illness. We not only allow propaganda and movies to instill our ‘beliefs’ without reflection, but … so VERY LITTLE…do we… “believe” in our beliefs, that we don’t even become uncomfortable when they  CONTRADICT SOMETHING ELSE WE BELIEVE!   We don’t even NOTICE!
 Health is not the absence of disease.  Health is a trajectory toward transcendent-humanism.  Health is a growing appreciation for ‘natural’ healing, and also profound gratitude for supernatural miracles of pain elimination and restoration of body and mind.  To be healthy, we must be continually improving, in the Kingdom.  We continue to learn new truths and to adopt better methods accordingly.  Our new observations MUST 1) be examined for truthiness, 2) be cross-referenced with our currently-operating belief system,  and 3) be filed in some manner where we can access them again.  IF THERE ARE CONFLICTS BETWEEN WHAT WE BELIEVE AND WHAT WE DO, we fix that.  Personally, I do not have sufficient gray matter to file ALL THE BULLSHIT.  (Also, extraneous BULLSHIT makes it really hard to find the thing you’re looking for.)   My fellow humans are trying to create life, it’s all over their faces, they’re Frankenstein and they gotta repent or leave the premises.  When GOD ALMIGHTY put a healthy mind into a chunk of meat it was by HIS BREATH and his alone.  “There be giants.”

5/28/15

5:13 pm

MUSIC BREAK

 – Talkin’ Bout A Revolution – High Quality

Tracy Chapman

5:06 pm

I’m so grateful that I’ll have some fun soon, but I wonder if I’ll be able to.  When I finished college I went to Ecuador, but I couldn’t sit still for the first couple weeks.  I brought a bunch of books and we were at the beach but I couldn’t slow down.  I worked two jobs during my last year of college and I was married and also taking care of my ex’s needs.  Tonight I made myself a spicy stir-fry with carrots and celery and green onions and red pepper.  I made Josh a pizza, I had some sauce left over from last time because I used pesto instead,  on one of the pizzas.  I didn’t send him a salad with his lunch today; instead,  this morning I sauteed some zucchini in extra virgin olive oil with Greek seasonings.  I took a loaf of hot sourdough bread to my aunt’s house; I’ve seen her car tooling around so they must be here for the summer but they didn’t come to the door; so I left it in the car. She’ll ask Dad to bring her up to speed on the Linda-situation.  He’ll be given another chance to tell the truth.  God is merciful.

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3:39 pm

I prayed every single day of my married life, that God would do for George, the great favor of …changing me.  It was always understood, that he was perfect and I was the troublemaker.  I accepted that, just as I accepted black-sheep status in my family of origin.  I was valueless to them and their religion; who was I to suggest any different?   We ordinarily assume much of our self-concept through interaction with others.  (Perhaps all of it, to the Godless.)   Without human interaction, you never know if your funny thought was really clever.  When people call you crazy, you’d REALLY like to bounce those clever-wannabes  against a certifiably sane person, but instead they shun you.  Isolation can make a person crazy because if you don’t have God telling you every minute that he loves you and has a plan for your life that will fulfill your heart’s desire,  it’s hard to dream of better things.  And if you do not follow the Holy Spirit who “leads us into all truth”…it’s pretty tough to believe in yourself.  The accusations are the pathogen and love is the remedy.  People pass out a lot more of the former, regrettably.   Jesus touched me, again and again, and told me that he had given me a sound mind and that he would restore all the things taken from me.  Then he loved me without wishing for me to change…because he already knew I wanted that more than anything.  I’ve always wanted to be different than others said I was. Now I am.  “Thank you, Lord.”

3:08 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 8/24/14  (My sister’s birthday.)

8/24/14

6:37 pm

–5:49 pm

I just talked to my dad.  I called to see if Megan is alright because there was an earthquake.  He made me an offer.

Why would an innocent man offer me a  credit card in my name that I would not have to pay on?  Why would he do such a thing without wanting to discuss all that  I’ve reported about him?  (Shouldn’t he be a little pissed, even though I  told the truth?)  My dad should replace the house he took from me, and put the ad in the Newberry News saying I am not a murderer and that my mental prowess is consistently exceptional.   He wouldn’t be setting me up, would he?  He already talked to the bank.  He’s narcissistic and inappropriately controlling and disrespectful.

Text to my dad, 6 pm:

“I don’t think I want a credit card.  I want to use yours.  And I want the condo.  Thanks though.”

(He’s not guilty of identity fraud now too, is he?)

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2:08 pm

The necessity of replacing my home is a no-brainer,  but perhaps the many benefits of giving me the condo in Toronto (with a trust account for the boys’ house, a trust account for the condo and me, and probably some metals) are not as apparent.  First of all, I’d really like a place where Isaac or I could go outside of the US, in the event that it might become prudent for us to do so.  Isaac was giving speeches against the RINO’s when he was fourteen.  He is on the red list.  Also, moving MONEY out of the country is very smart, considering the new laws inhibiting off-shore accounts.  Josh NEEDS SOME OPTIONS…and there are NONE HERE.  Had I not been tortured for years, I would have taken him to museums and some concerts.  Maybe we’d have even gone to a ball game.  I’ve been WORKING for the FAMILY ever since Dad put out a contract on my life and livelihood.  I would very much like to learn some new things, and to begin helping people who can help DESTROY THE NSA.  I lost many contacts due to slander and Toronto would be a very fine place to begin replacing them.

1:56 pm

Connie acted like a lady today, and my young friend even had along her pet chicken.  If I spent time alone with her in a decent climate I think she could learn to fly quicker.

It was a turning point when I kicked our guest out of the house a month ago because he exposed his body repeatedly to my sons and me and crawled into my bed once when I was already asleep, and who has owed a TEENAGER 400 dollars for a year without a payment.  I realized that I don’t have to be treated poorly; I don’t treat others poorly.  I’ve spilled blood for that man, I got him out of jail and I stuck up for him with the authorities.  I deserve some respect.  I deserve respect from my father, and it’s been a long time coming.  My life has been directed by principles that he cannot fathom, and it’s high time he recognizes that fact and reimburses me accordingly.

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12:39 pm

In the Presence of the Divine or a Habitation of Demons.

Now… as far as whether god exists in a way that can be scientifically proven, well, that has already been done. As you should know by now, since we mention it often enough here, physicists have proven that the universe is thought born. What else can that possibly mean? It most evidently means that there had to be an original thinker and there had to be a mind capable of generating existence through the power of thought.
 
 Certainly, a sincere seeker who searches after the ineffable, within the confines of any religion, can find the ineffable. A true believer can be transfigured by the preaching of a total charlatan or mountebank, if their faith is real. Many an Elmer Gantry has brought a seeking soul to Jesus Christ. That is just one of the curiosities of the whole dynamic.
 
Let’s move on to why any of this got brought up today here. If god is a proven, though an impossible to define or comprehend entity, then what should be the number one concern of anyone who has ever lived or who is presently alive? 
 
By now, anyone in possession of a brain should be able to see to what extent the organized church is in bed with their depraved and demonic government. Let me further mention that what is taking place between the church and state in that bed is not for the faint of heart. 
 
Why does the corruption, on the one hand, continue to get worse and worse and on the other hand, continue to get more and more exposed? It is The Apocalypse.
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10:32 am

Once in a while you read an article that you know will change your life.  (I have a whole CLOSET of spices.)

How to Clean Out Your Spice Cabinet and Organize it—for Good

If you see a spice and can’t immediately picture two or three delicious things you want to cook with it, its days are probably done. You can always get a newer, younger model for not too much money if you buy it from the right place.

When it comes to organizing your spices, I’m a big believer in the kit approach. Chances are you use cloves in the same dishes as allspice, and cumin in the same recipes as coriander. These commonalities are your “kits,” and are best grouped together for easy access.

Read more here:   http://www.seriouseats.com/2015/03/spice-cabinet-spring-cleaning.html

5/27/15

4:41 pm

DRAFT LETTER TO NEGLECTED FRIENDS:

Dear Friend, I’m sorry you haven’t heard from me for a long time.  I’ve spent the past six years shaking down my father who began a smear campaign against me in 2009. (Long story.)   I would like to renew our friendship and now I can, finally, afford to pay for my own dinner.  I live in Toronto but spend much time at Isaac and Josh’s house where we used to live.  I’ve learned a lot of things about our country and God and the times in which we live, but I haven’t had anybody to talk to about it all.  (Isaac moved to Colorado last summer.)  Would it be OK if I came to see you?  I think about you and pray for you a lot.  Much love, Linda

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During interview cop defending corruption makes the typical a few “bad apples” argument. But when asked why don’t all the “good” cops speak up? No answer.

See more at:   http://xrepublic.tv/node/13340

“The military knows what is happening around the world, and they’ve either decided to go along with it…or they speak out against it.”  (James Corbett)

1:53 pm

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12:31 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP, Letter to David from 1/9/15:

Dear Brother, I suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder because I was repeatedly raped over a period of years.  When I sought help, I was 1) maligned, 2) ostracized, and 3) made to be a slave in my own home.  Our father saw to it that my men,  whom I cheerfully served for decades,  would disrespect me and I would become a slave.  (I can show you copies of letters where I begged him to consider the family, rather than his vendetta.)  If you, my brother do not care about these things, I do not expect to see you in Heaven.

12:17 pm

I keep waiting for my dad to come back.  If he comes in an hour I’ll give him hot bread but I’m still looking at every car that goes by.

11:56 am

MUSIC BREAK

Its a Good Day

(This is also a good sermon.)

10:49 am

“Arrested” can mean a number of things.  Old men like my dad think of ‘cardiac arrest’, but my cardiologist-sister assures me that guys like him ‘groove on stress.’  (He REALLY LOVES me a lot.  That’s his problem exactly.)  Arresting somebody’s attention is possible, I’ve heard.  (I’ve never accomplished the feat personally, but Jesus does it all the time.)  Sometimes we arrest our selves; we stop short and reconsider the direction we’re heading.  Other times my government arrests people and takes them away.  I don’t really know what happens while they’re gone but I’ve heard a lot of stories, some even through chicken-wire inside a prison.  My dad NEEDS TO BE ARRESTED, 1) on the spiritual level, 2) for criminal activity, and 3) due to the natural progression of karma.  We’ll see some fireworks, one way or another.

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10:35 am

I went to Curtis for some hot sauce because I’m making Buffalo wings.  On the way back I stopped at my dad’s office…I was tempted to taunt him some more.  I was thinking to suggest that he could execute a deed for my TORONTO CONDO that only made the transfer when he gets arrested.  But instead, I walked around the building and prayed for him.  He can’t even tell the truth about the weather!  Tim asked what I was doing and I told him that I was praying for my dad because he won’t stop lying and I want him to become a Christian.  Then we swapped recipes.

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9:43 am

Dad went down to the cottage and when he got out of his car I yelled three times, “Good Morning!”  He didn’t respond, but when he drove back through he stopped and spoke through the car window.  He said thank you for the cake I left in his car yesterday.  (That’s a first.)  I asked if somebody would be staying at the cottage and he said he didn’t know.  Then he said he got a deposit.  Then he said they were supposed to come on Saturday.  I helped him then, “That would be a YES.”  He agreed with my deduction.  Then I asked when he was giving me a house.  He said, “You have a house.”  I said, “I do NOT have a house and You made it that way.”  I did a little dance on the steps with my index fingers pointing out and I sang, “You owe me a house and you know it.”  Then I let Connie out because she was inside bouncing against the door to get at him.  He’s gone now.

(He owes me a LOT MORE than a house, and he knows that too.)

9:01 am

MIND CONTROL: DANIEL ESTULIN AND MAGNUS OLSSON – RUSSIA TODAYVery few people are aware of the actual link between neuroscience, cybernetics, artificial intelligence, neuro-chips, transhumanism, the science fiction’s cyborg, robotics, somatic surveillance, behavior control, the thought police and human enhancement.They all go hand in hand, and never in our history before, has this issue been as important as it is now.Daniel Estulin - RTOne reason is that this technology, that begun to develop in the early 1950s is by now very advanced but the public is unaware of it and it goes completely unregulated.Thanks to Magnus Olsson, who, despite being victimized himself, worked hard for several years to expose one the biggest human rights abuses of our times – connecting people against their will and knowledge to computers via implants of the size of a few nanometers – leading to a complete destruction of not only their lives and health, but also personalities and identities.“…its backside –mind reading, thought police, surveillance, pre-crime, behavior modification, control of citizen’s behavior; tastes, dreams, feelings and wishes; identities; personalities and not to mention the ability to torture and kill anyone from a distance — is completely ignored.” – Read more here:   http://icaact.org/articles-mind-control-daniel-estulin-magnus-olsson-russia-today.html#.VWW-ajY4nTY

7:03

Prophecy, through  Phyllis Ford on 5/26/15:

“…Get ready because everything that has tried to hold captive your dreams, arrest your development and keep you from fulfilling all that I have placed in you is about to be dismantled and removed. For my wisdom shall flow from you like a river that cannot be held back or dried up with silence. It will cover those who are willing to hear and obey my word of release in this season.”

“As I release great liberty, you will no longer feel confined. Your previous captivity has had to do with how others felt about you and your own perception of what you thought was necessary to do to be accepted. You are who you are and you can no longer be contained in others evaluation of you. For I chose you, fashioned you and you are accepted as my beloved. I made you and formed in you greatness and now as you draw nigh the increase in you will pour out living waters into others and quench the thirst that has fallen so heavily upon many.”

More at:   http://ft111.com/ford.htm

5:50 am

When I get into my condo in Toronto, I’d like to buy an electric piano; or maybe  some new computer keyboard that would cost less and could be compatible with Isaac’s recording projects so he could use it too. Josh has a friend in Toronto, he owns a recording studio, I bet if I asked him for advice he’d show me the best thing to buy. My young friend’s friend lent me a camera!   I’ve never owned one, and only really used a real camera during campaigns.  (When my sons were small I used to buy those disposable cameras where you drop the whole thing into an envelope and somebody sends your pictures back.)   I think I’d like to install a camera mount in my car; several of the alternative news-guys do their reports as they’re driving.  I always pray when I’m driving and lots of cool things happen to me.  In Toronto I’ll study about computers, and how to teach English as a foreign language.  I’ll learn something new each time I step out the door and I can’t wait.  Johnny-5 told us what transhumanism is like:  “MORE INPUT.”

5:26 am

Every day is identical and these years have been really hard.  Now that I’m happy though, it’s easier to sit at this computer every day.  (I never liked computers before.)  Now I could continue forever, if I just had somebody to talk to.  I miss debating.  Arguing is trying to convince; debate is proving a matter.  Debating with an educated atheist is best, because he will always point out your logical fallacies.  Also, you can ask questions like “Why did you bother to learn about satanic symbolism and all the groups who use it everywhere…if you don’t think there is actual spiritual power is their statements?”  (He said, “Because THEY believe it.”  Good answer.)    If some nonbeliever, preferably a Baptist pastor, would stop by every day for a cup of coffee at three, my life would be much improved.  It would have some time-structure, and also I’d have something to look forward to each morning.  “God, please may I have a friend?”

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4:52 am

YOU ARE STILL HOLY

Rita Spriinger

5/26/15

4:46 pm

I put some anniversary cake in my dad’s car and sent a text to remind my brother that I’M STILL WAITING TO GET MY LIFE BACK.

10:22 am

Are You Experiencing Spiritual Emergence or Spiritual Emergency?Those undergoing spiritual emergence (called emergees) are sometimes viewed as being ‘troublesome’, ‘special’, or simply ‘spiritual’. Some individuals may sometimes be considered ‘troublesome’ in the sense that during and following emergence/emergency, those individuals no longer conform to past behaviours and persona.Arguably, it is the inability of society in general to simply say that spiritual emergees are just different, rather than thinking they are somehow ‘special’ or ‘spiritual’. In a widely expanded view of our spiritual nature, we are all ‘special’ yet different with unique paths back to Source. The pursuit of super consciousness itself is all about raising the consciousness of the Human Collective and is not a race to individualised enlightment. We are that which we seek: we are individuated strands of God-Source having a 3D experience. That is the paradox within Life, explained in one short sentence.Spiritual emergence will bring to surface vexing personal issues and strip away anything that is not working in our lives. Some will awaken gently to new vistas of thought and heightened consciousness yet others will feel the rug of their particular reality violently shaken, stripped away and laid bare. Some of us may experience disorientation and confusion regarding who we think we are, where we are, what our purpose is and most importantly, what has happened to us. The analogy of several wash and spin cycles of who we think we are springs to mind (no pun intended). Spiritual emergency represents an intense period of our inner journey, i.e. the breaking apart of perceived mind constructs and associations. Goel (1) says, “almost everything in your mind will fall like pins”. Thus, everyone in your life will be affected. – Read more at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2015/05/25/are-you-experiencing-spiritual-emergence-or-spiritual-emergency/

10:00 am

The Elite Have A Great Fear Of Death – They travel with multiple bodyguards, they install “safe rooms” in their homes, they buy private islands on the other side of the world and they invest huge amounts of money into life extension technologies and research.

Most Americans tend to view the elite as people that have it all together.  But that is not really the case.  Most of them spend much of their time living in fear.  Sometimes the threats are real, and sometimes the threats are imagined.And as anger toward “the one percent” has surged in recent years, so has the fear of the ultra-wealthy.  In fact, many of them have gone so far as to purchase “survival properties” and “bug out locations” on the other side of the planet.  If you do not believe this, just consider what the president of the Institute of New Economic Thinking, Robert Johnson, told a packed audience in Davos, Switzerland

With growing inequality and the civil unrest from Ferguson and the Occupy protests fresh in people’s mind, the world’s super rich are already preparing for the consequences. At a packed session in Davos, former hedge fund director Robert Johnson revealed that worried hedge fund managers were already planning their escapes. “I know hedge fund managers all over the world who are buying airstrips and farms in places like New Zealand because they think they need a getaway,” he said.

But it doesn’t stop there.  Many among the elite believe that the “transhumanism” movement will eventually allow them to completely merge with technology and essentially become part-human/part-machine cyborgs which will have indefinite lifespans.  This may sound quite bizarre to you, but there are lots and lots of scientists that take this stuff extremely seriously.  For example, the following is an excerpt from an article that appeared just this week in the Telegraph

Wealthy humans are likely to become cyborgs within 200 years as they gradually merge with technology like computers and smart phones, a historian has claimed. Yuval Noah Harari, a professor at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem, said the amalgamation of man and machine will be the ‘biggest evolution in biology’ since the emergence of life four billion years ago. Prof Harari, who has written a landmark book charting the history of humanity, said mankind would evolve to become like gods with the power over death, and be as different from humans of today as we are from chimpanzees.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-elite-have-a-great-fear-of-death-they-travel-with-multiple-bodyguards-they-install-safe-rooms-in-their-homes-they-buy-private-islands-on-the-other-side-of-the-world-and-they/#XeU4SIAXS0c77vds.99 Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-elite-have-a-great-fear-of-death-they-travel-with-multiple-bodyguards-they-install-safe-rooms-in-their-homes-they-buy-private-islands-on-the-other-side-of-the-world-and-they/#XeU4SIAXS0c77vds.99

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8:09 am

5/26/15 To Fight for Freedom, or to Fight for Empire – That is the QuestionFor Neo, in the movie The Matrix, the choice is incredibly clear: Freedom. He would rather the pain that comes from the truth of the Desert of the Real, than the ominous lie that is the Matrix. But the choice is also very clear for Cypher: Empire. As he insouciantly put it, “Why, oh why, didn’t I choose the blue pill?” Cypher gives up, cowardly deciding ignorance is bliss, forfeiting truth. Neo rises up, courageously deciding knowledge is pain, but so rewarding that it’s worth it.Similarly, in the movie Avatar, the choice is beyond clear to Jake Sully: Freedom. Get busy remaining a crippled victim of an ego-centric, oppressive, over-reaching military or get busy becoming an interdependent hero with eco-centric morals and universal empathy and compassion? But the choice is also very clear for Colonel Miles Quaritch: Empire. He believes so blindly in the military code that his own loyalty and ego-centrism blinds him to the sheer magnitude of his immoral, uncompassionate, mass-destructive, murderous, and ecocidal rampage of a peaceful people and an interdependent cosmos.Likewise in the movie Divergent, the choice is clear to Tris Prior: Freedom. She perfects a balance with Abnegation (selflessness), Amity (peacefulness), Candor (honesty), Dauntlessness (bravery), and Erudition (intelligence), in order to leverage freedom into an otherwise unfree system of human governance. But the choice is also clear for the ominous Erudite leader Jeanine Mathews: Empire. She is thoroughly convinced that oppressive divisiveness is the only way to maintain order, not realizing that her blind obedience is at the cost of truth itself.The fight for freedom is a fight for non-violent (but ruthless and robust) anarchy: a healthy eco-centric, egalitarian balance between nature and the human soul. It is a fight to create something new: a peaceful, courage-based, relationship-based lifestyle that has the power to trump the violent, fear-based, ownership-based lifestyle that is currently plaguing the human condition. Read more at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2015/05/25/to-fight-for-freedom-or-to-fight-for-empire-that-is-the-question/

7:55 am

“Those who profess to favor freedom and yet depreciate agitation, are people who want crops without ploughing the ground; they want rain without thunder and lightning; they want the ocean without the roar of its many waters. The struggle may be a moral one, or it may be a physical one, or it may be both. But it must be a struggle. Power concedes nothing without a demand. It never did and it never will.” –Frederick Douglass

7:30 am
Tomorrow is my anniversary; I’ve labored at this blog day and night for two years.  I’ve posted nearly 19 thousand articles on the news page alone.  When I began I couldn’t even cut and paste.  I researched my time of vomiting and being repeatedly immobilized,  and I documented the refusal of many people to address the issue of remote mind control annihilating human consciousness.  I’ve learned to depend on God more and I’ve learned that my family is in deep shit.  I’ve learned to trust again, and I’ve learned that I have value.  I think I’ll bake myself a cake.

7:10 am

“I support the option of Truth & Reconciliation for Orwellian criminals such as Mr. McCain, whereby they can live the rest of their short lives on a comfortable pension in exchange for the full truth of their crimes. I recommend this option so the 99.99% can learn the full truth, and prevent dangerous responses from the .01% criminals with access to lethal weapons.”
This is what we want.  (Other than absolute restitution)… “Truth and Reconciliation” is the ONLY thing that we, those of us in positions of victory over psychopaths…want.  And it’s been given us; truth is available at long last.  We will replace humanity’s trimtab with truth, thereby righting her course.  We will keep the repentant psychopaths under constant surveillance, but we will cause them no harm.  We’ll write history, as victors always do, and our words will live forever, because this is the final battle between good and evil.  (For humans anyway.)  Truth is here to stay and love is moving in.  They’re packing genuine forgiveness and trust.  It’s a wonderful day in the neighborhood.  (Did you know that Mister Rogers was a Navy Seal?  I think he even killed people.)

6:51 am

McCain asks for strategy to end terrorism. Here’s one: US military arrests .01% War Criminals like McCainUS Senate Armed Services Committee Chair, John McCain, says he prays for the US military to end terrorism in the Middle East.Those of us awake to the long history of US-initiated Wars of Aggression began on lies share Senator McCain’s prayers. Therefore, we formally request US military to enact their Oaths of Enlistment to refuse all orders related to obviously unlawful armed attacks, and for US military officers to enact their lawful responsibility to arrest those who issue obviously unlawful orders associated with Wars of Aggression.I support the option of Truth & Reconciliation for Orwellian criminals such as Mr. McCain, whereby they can live the rest of their short lives on a comfortable pension in exchange for the full truth of their crimes. I recommend this option so the 99.99% can learn the full truth, and prevent dangerous responses from the .01% criminals with access to lethal weapons. – Read more at:   http://www.washingtonsblog.com/2015/05/mccain-asks-for-strategy-to-end-terrorism-heres-one-us-military-arrests-01-war-criminals-like-mccain.html

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5:56 am

The Waco Massacre: Peaceful bikers rode into a killing field.No shots were fired by anyone inside the restaurant.  No shots were fired by anyone at the police.   When bikers decided to leave the restaurant and enter the parking lot, the police began shooting full-auto equipped M-16’s into the crowd.  Patrons began diving under tables and screaming for their lives.  Little waitresses dropped their trays and ran with terror in their eyes behind the chef’s counter.  A twice decorated Viet Nam War veteran was shot in the head and neck, although he was a highly respected pacifist, was unarmed and not involved in any of the scuffle inside the Twin Peaks establishment.  Eight more US citizens were gunned down in cold blood.    More than 500 rounds were fired by police, hitting cars, buildings, and injuring other innocent bystanders who happened to look like bikers.  Two shots took seven of the nine people assassinated in the parking lot; one in the neck and one in the head fired by expert police marksmen.Of the 170 bikers arrested for being at the wrong place at the wrong time, less than a third had any criminal record.  Three of them had drafted a new piece of legislation about biker safety, and have since been awarded by the City Counsel for safety awareness.  Of course, they couldn’t be there to accept the award, because they were in jail. Again, the Federal criminal perpetrators have massacred civilians in Waco, Texas.  Remember the Branch Davidians burned alive on live national television by Federal troops while then attorney general Janet Reno watched the news at home? America sits idly by and says nothing as our police, sworn to protect and to serve, have been turned into cold-blooded assassins. Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/police-state/2015/05/the-waco-massacre-peaceful-bikers-rode-into-a-killing-field-1466.html

5:41 am

The trans-humanist agenda is far more sinister than even the alternative fear-mongers claim, and it’s being implemented globally.  They would have us look at designer babies and computer-augmented spidey-skills.  We’re warned about the rich dudes who will inter the ashes of their perverted memories in a fresh, incorruptible body.  We wonder about the fate of the biological refuse who remain mere flesh.  We should consider these things and their implications, but we are much further along in becoming post-flesh than we know.
The REAL trans-humanist agenda is,  like ALL important matters, a heart issue.  Its superseding goal is transformation of our INTERNAL state.   “As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.”   The ‘experimenters’ are successfully changing our hearts, not only by propaganda and misinformation…but also by actually accessing our brains and recreating neural pathways and inserting mis-EMOTIONS and mis-MEMORIES and mis-ALLEGIANCES.  They crank up the fear meter and make bets on which of us will crack.   Eventually we will all be embedded in the hive mind, most of us won’t know or care, and they will have a perpetual source of energy to create whatever they wish.   This will happen unless flesh and blood chooses to behave in a spiritually responsible manner…IMMEDIATELY.
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5:19 am

FAMILY:  I have more than enough evidence to prove these things happened to me.  When you give me my money, I will take my evidence to somebody who will use it to protect your children from electronic rape.  Please consider the potential disgrace of ignoring my legitimate demand for compensation. 

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I just lied, I still do that sometimes.  I’ve been working to eliminate subterfuge, which I recognize as a far larger source of lies than actual false statements.  Here’s how I lied:  I wondered if Josh was still up and wandered to his doorway.  His light was off but his door was open, so then I wondered if he heard me walk to his doorway and stop.  He doesn’t like having me check on him (or to stand and watch him with a dopey grin on my face) so I pretended I was dealing with the dog… so he wouldn’t know I did what I really did.  That’s rotten and I repent.
 I’m serious, you people are not even ready for the intensity of honest disclosure, and the volume produced… by remote neural monitoring.  Brain-scans are VERY GOOD TRAINING for a person trying to get closer to Jesus.  I was already becoming more truthful, but torture stepped up my game. It’s a sad testimony, that I was less vigilant against mental-sin when I thought only God was listening!  When I became aware that others were hearing my mind, I became embarrassed and ashamed…before other humans!  Shame keeps us from God and that’s the intent of mind intrusion.
When your mind’s posture is customarily ‘listening’, it’s really easy to recognize that your thoughts (prayers) are being intercepted.  One thing you notice is that the voice in your head also views through your eyes.  When you see something in your environment that you would not normally notice, then hear a ‘thought’ that is not a thought you would normally think about whatever it is that you wouldn’t normally notice, it’s pretty obvious.  Also there are a bunch of handicapped kids playing the piano without touching a keyboard.  They move their eyes along the music and the notes they see are automatically played on the piano.  I don’t think they even wear a gadget anymore.

5/25/15

12:46 pm

The Great Game Is Over — The Jig Is Up
I rather like parts of the analysis that Laura Knight-Jadczyk offers in her article,Lament For Babylon, in which she likens the USSA to the fallen, destroyed, Babylon the Great that is described in the Book of Revelation in the Christian Bible.In other words, on this planet there is a specific, deep, foundational reality field or train of events that has now been activated at a profound level due to certain human actions, behaviors, predispositions and  beliefs — and that train of events will now play through to its conclusion.To tell the truth, the divine “Judgment” to which Mena Lee Grebin refers in her interviews is nothing but the inevitable result of years, decades and centuries of hideously grotesque individual and group decisions that have festered malignantly and compounded and will shortly boomerang on the world, on the USSA in particular, with terrific negative karmic momentum.The Alphabet Soup agencies have unquestionably already remote viewed all of this. The agencies have gamed it all out with their supercomputer algorithms. They have seen what is coming. They know it’s over. The game is up.The USSA has accumulated centuries of very dark karma, a lot of very negative energy due to its myriad foul deeds, evil beyond belief, and what slams the USSA will absolutely have large, ripple effects that will be felt internationally. It could not be otherwise, given the enormous intervention by the USSA system all over the world, going back to the 19th century and even before. These events have a long lag time; they were set in motion long ago and are coming home with a vengeance.The remote viewers in the Pentagon (DIA, Army Intelligence, ONI), the CIA and the NSA will have seen the Great Troubles that lie just ahead, and that factually have already begun. So the USSA government and the Pentagon will try to clamp down with military force, to control the population as the system violently unravels and to maintain their power by military force. They plan to impose a police state, martial law, military dictatorship, call it what you like. They are already phasing it in.Huge events have been set in motion by the global, group decisions of the human race and they reflect the latent (or not so latent) violence, ignorance, arrogance and general lack of mature mindfulness of a vast number of human beings now incarnate on the Earth. A greedy, trashy, loud-mouthed, spiteful, short-sighted, grasping, tribal-oriented, destructive, rapacious species is about to brutally smash up against the limits of its collective insanity and will shortly find out that “stupid is as stupid does,” in the immortal words of Forrest Gump. – Read more at:   http://eventhorizonchronicle.blogspot.com/2015/05/the-great-game-is-over-jig-is-up.html

9:04 am

Political philosophy, though often falsified,  is the heart of a group.  It defines the heart-motivations of aligned individuals. God judges individuals by the intent of the heart, not by activities or their ‘perceived’ consequences, because when a heart is right, he is free to make all consequences favorable to all parties involved.  Nations will be judged the same way.  The really-real reasons a political maneuver is adventured will be very important, when everybody’s memories are exposed.  Then we’ll see a major brain-fuck, as those at the controls attempt to cover their asses by ALTERING PERTINENT  MEMORIES.  Cross-purpose microwaves will play the scene both funny and tragic. People will talk out of both sides of their mouths and their words will be forever in the cloud.  These people will be UNABLE TO RECOGNIZE THAT THEY ARE LYING.  Human consciousness is circling the drain!  Throw out the lifeline!

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8:46 am

Today is a very good day.  It’s raining, so I might get some housework done.  I started bread dough yesterday, and I’m making another rhubarb pie; I even bought ice cream with natural vanilla.  Josh took the last piece of peaches-n-cream cheesecake for his lunch, with leftover Swedish meatballs in sour cream gravy and buttered noodles.  I didn’t include a vegetable and I’m feeling like a slacker.  I’ve enjoyed my time alone; apparently George went to Minnesota by way of Tennessee where waits the girl to whom he sent a ring two Christmases ago.  I wish he felt he could tell me things; I’ve always wanted that. I had just been considering that it’s pretty unusual that we haven’t slept together for years and neither of us has even tried to date anybody.  I’m glad he didn’t buy all those protein supplements to impress his mom.  He could maybe be happy with a partner who is not a warrior-woman.  I hope he trusts her.  Trust is one of the most comfortable feelings on Earth.

8:29 am

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 1/14/14:

Open letter to Representatives MIKE ROGERS, JUSTIN AMASH & Dr. DAN I would speak to my Congress about my government’s  practices of torture. When Richard Wurmbrand came to the U S after spending many years in the prisons of Ceausescu’s Romania, he removed his shirt before Congress.  He testified of things he had suffered at the hands of a repressive government.  America permitted him the privilege to display his scars.  He was barefoot, because he couldn’t wear shoes.  His torture came to a demonstrable end, due to the principles held dear by the United States of America.  America now neither values, nor exercises those principles.  America tortures its own. I was the victim of torture.  My long-term torture went unrecognized by those closest to me, because my behavior is frequently unusual.  I interact with a realm my family knows.  I talk to spirits.  They do too.  This fact became apparent to my torturers, and made me a more interesting victim.  It also made me accept their interventions, and to continue in love.  My love has grown tough.  My love of truth became paramount, and indefatigable.  I will have it.

Today’s avant garde  torture tactics are  frequently not recognized by the victim.  I know myself very well. I am obedient.  I usually only obey God, but he told me to obey sometimes, the other voices I was hearing.  They were perverse.  I suppose a person without God would find these irresistible.  My heart goes out to all thus afflicted. Remotely-induced pain does not sate the lust of American torturers.  All aspects of life, for the targeted individual must be destroyed:  relationships, finances, health, sanity, reputation, activities, even family members. Torturers target entire families. Electronic torture does leave physical scars as well, although these can always be attributed to natural causes.  “Mental illness” frequently bears much of the blame for unexplainable sensations and actions.   My novel, published in 2011, documents my experience. Two years of torture are detailed in my multi-volume sworn affidavit. Gang-stalking” takes many forms.  When covert techniques fail, sillier methods are attempted  These are unbelievable and discussing them is impossible.  Resulting isolation is debilitating, for one who is alone.  I was not, and demonstrated the fact to the neural monitors.  I recorded my experiences, swore to my words, notarized and sent them away.  It’s documented that I have not seen them again. – Although I often considered the similarity of my torment to the woes of  electronic-harassment-victims I’d studied, I dismissed the concept.  It could not be possible that I was important enough to merit such ministrations.  In America, nobody has the luxury of underestimating himself.  Apparently, we’re all pretty important.  Those often considered weakest, are the most important.  As it stands, and I am indeed still standing, I give my heartfelt thanks for efforts that turned me into my torturers’ worst nightmare.  I was without purpose, and they gave me just that. It is with little satisfaction, but ultimate confidence that I say, many who read my words will wish they’d never been born.  I am glad they were.  The goons are forgiven, by myself and Almighty God.  So are my parents, who set the hounds on me.  However, this will mean little if each participant refuses to embrace truth.  I await but will not influence the circumstances that will, inevitably, provide that opportunity.  Their fate is in their own hands.  Mine is the property of an entirely different realm, as I have demonstrated. Soon, I won’t even remember this bullshit.  Before that day, however, I will speak to those who abused me.  I will look them in the eye.  I will not watch them quiver, because Jesus is merciful and knows I don’t like pain.  I don’t like to watch people naked, or at their weakest moments.  I don’t get my rocks off hurting people.  Neither does He, but he’s far tougher than I, and has demonstrated the extent of his commitment to truth and justice. – I suspect Edward Snowden hadn’t the stomach any longer, to torture for a living. I suspect he gave blood at the office, and knows he has no hope for a normal life unless he changes the world.  I know how that feels.  Consider it done. I say on behalf of  Him who has demonstrated his omniscience on my behalf, “It is finished.” Linda Goldthorpe, American citizen, Michigan Congressional District 1

6:41 am

It’s fully obvious that love won the battle against the psychopaths.  Truth is fully exposed and it’s only a matter of time until the NSA disengages the cloaking device.  Chaos ensues.  Many fatalities.  Who’s left?  Only unashamed TRUTHFUL PEOPLE…so they will all trust one another!  Relationships established on real-time spiritual-neural monitoring will be genuinely loving.  Love will be resurrected when Truth is realized.  Jesus’ second coming is happening in stages, just like his first.  When the world is full of love, everybody will see him.  He’s coming for a ‘spotless’ bride and he gave us just the right government to make it so.  “God bless Emperor Keith.”

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6:14 am

Why would anyone intentionally create and choose to live within an environment of distrust?  I can only think of one possibility; it must be that he believes he can/will control the various lies and their corresponding misperceptions!  That’s delusional.  That’s grandeur.  That’s assuming godlike capabilities and discernment.  That mindset is obviously pathological, but the spiritual symptoms present a potential pandemic:  Destroying trust creates more reality of the loveless variety.  Trust is a necessary component of love.  Destroying trust is minimizing love and without love we will never see a better world…or a better self.  God is love.  Stealing love from the world is anti-christ.  It releases black matter and opens portals to hell.

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5:54 am

My parents’ companions are proven back-stabbers.  My parents proved it themselves, when they set the wolves on me. They intentionally created their own dangerous community; lots of casualties from friendly-fire.  When forced into the trenches they’ll long for a straight-shooter.  I know it’s just a matter of time until my parents confess to my sons and send me on my way.  But, then they won’t want me to go!

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5:45 am

OK, so the red list is the troublemakers and after they’re disposed of their executioners will see their OWN NAMES on the blue list, and the mind-controlled minions will do what needs to be done. Then comes the round-up of the Regular Joes.   I can’t stress enough… the importance of right companions.  I can’t stress enough the utterly important-ness of wrong companions.  Preppers can’t plan for everything.  All that food storage  won’t be worth a hill of beans if you’re bunkered with stoolies when the going gets gruesome.  We’re seeing civil war, brother against brother..I bear scars from the opening salvos.  I’m a veteran who learned early that my ‘mates’ did not have my back.  None of my family WILL EVEN YET  remove the target pinioned there.  I don’t have to worry about my family selling me out; they already did!  I’m NOT AFRAID OF ANY APOCALYPSE OR WAR… for myself.  I’m afraid for the TRAITORS!  The families of dissidents will be questioned, perhaps harshly.  Perhaps at 3 am in their very own cold bathrooms…via remote neural monitoring. That won’t be fun and I sure am  glad I never stabbed anybody in the back.
This should be self-evident but here’s where we stand:  1)  Freedom-lovers are being provoked by psychopaths, 2) the conflict will continue until all humanity is either free…or completely mind-controlled, 3) when the dust settles, only one side will remain,  (I choose the side of Truth and Justice and Personal Responsibility and Freedom) and 4) THAT SIDE ALREADY WON.  Our individual consciousness affects not only our own personal future, but also creates the actual circumstances of victory for humanity.  God will establish me among trustworthy people, there will be ‘no enemy in the camp’.  I will be protected and I’ll keep vigil while my comrade sleeps.  We’ll assume multiplied courage as we marvel at the fortitude of our truthful brothers,  and when combined, our spiritual-creative power will change the world.  And the psychopaths will eventually eat one another and we’ll all be free.

4:52 am

I’ve been trying to get somebody’s attention for six years; I’m running out of ideas…

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5/24/15

5:18 pm

The honorable thing for my parents to do would be to say, “Yeah.  We just hate your guts and wanted you out of the family at any cost.  Now we’ll pay that amount.”  Then, I would immediately pack myself homeward.  I am convinced they mean to be honorable people.  I am also convinced I have something important to do for my herd.  I know my parents would benefit personally from the acts of speaking truth and providing restitution for past untruths.  Six years.  I’ve been very patient but I’ve never stopped writing to them.  I’d like to stop.

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5:06 pm

Spiritual truth [divine revelation] is “more real” than physical fact!

….”let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith”…. Hebrews 12:1-2 NASB ….

“Therefore we do not become discouraged (utterly spiritless, exhausted, and wearied out through fear). Though our outer man is [progressively] decaying and wasting away, yet our inner self is being [progressively] renewed day after day. For our light, momentary affliction (this slight distress of the passing hour) is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory [beyond all measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vast and transcendent glory and blessedness never to cease!], Since we consider and look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal (brief and fleeting), but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting”…. 2 Corinthians 4:16-18 The Amplified Translation

10:04 am

The only reason a psychopath ever stops messing with somebody is that he’s found a better way to do it; and that way has not yet been detected.  A psychopath will pretty much run a target dead, once he’s decided to define his experience by something-to-do-with the target. They refuse to take responsibility for ANYTHING…yet EVERYTHING must go their way.  Rough sledding.   Psychopaths are defeated, however.  “Those who live by the sword, will die by the sword.”  Every drop of freedom denied by a psychopath will yield many times over, in currency of withheld privilege for the psychopath.  When a psychopath chooses to deny freedom (deems to control…) another human, he chooses the dark side.  Pity-parties and self-defense nourish the loveless soil of his heart.  Sprouts of arrogance shoot up as he recognizes how easy it is for him; super-special-he can manipulate everybody!   He learns to relish the perverted perks of playing god, and systematically spreads paranoia even as preternatural fear engulfs his own darkened soul.  He looks up for the good light, but quickly turns away.  He knows what he’s got planted in there.  Who knows what kind of evil harvest he’ll account?

7:04 am

“You need only reflect that one of the best ways to get yourself a reputation as a dangerous citizen these days is to go about repeating the very phrases which our founding fathers used in the great struggle for independence.” — Attributed to Charles Austin Beard (1874-1948)

Read more: whatreallyhappened.comhttp://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3b3LLAdCN

6:24 am

My own father made me homeless. I live in a shelter and I have no legal right to be here.  I’m a squatter and my roommates have no obligation to put up with me.  Why does my father leave me homeless when he owns many homes?  Why has he refused to talk to me since he abducted my children and filed a false police report six years ago?  What kind of man takes away his own daughter’s home?  He told me he didn’t “take” my home…he said he “preserved it.”  Technically, you cannot preserve something that belongs to another without first ‘taking’ it, but also I had no plans to go anywhere.  What kind of man makes plans for his daughter to not be around to care for her own stuff?  That would be:  A man making OTHER PLANS  for his daughter.  A foiled psychopath having a hissy fit… and acting out his rage on the whistleblower.  A poor sport, a fraudulent Christian and a fraidy-cat  narcissist.  And a murderer.

5/23/15

9:26 pm

The Senator Wellstone Assassination

Directed energy weapons?

6:46 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP:

FROM 8/27/11, Letter to my parents:

“Parents, there is also this.  I require some recognition for my achievements.  In 5 years I took my unschooled son from “[the Lunchwagon]” to running (for the most part, towards the end…) three congressional campaigns!  This district is the entire UP and all the way down to Bay City.  I defy you to stump either of us with a question about any county’s  idiosyncrasies, socio-economic, political, geographical, restaurants-to-go-to, anything at all.  We know everybody. I didn’t know a single active Republican until the day I first shook Ron Paul’s hand.  I can call Bill Schuette my favorite waitress and Isaac will laugh.  Do you know Scheuette  went to school in Aberdeen?  I know lots about him.  We didn’t know anybody!
This is amazing, what we did.  I demand that be acknowledged, even though you disapproved so vehemently.    I haven’t told a person for many months that I ran for Congress, I’ve been ashamed.  (Except a bill collecting attorney.  I got a bit heated and told him why we were broke and how I see the country going.  He gave me my terms and commented that he wished there were people like me in Macomb  county.)  You made my efforts an embarrassment, rather than a source of satisfaction.  Mom, you say you value education, Dad, hard work.  I GIVE YOU BOTH!  If you refuse to acknowledge the magnitude of the incredibleness of our accomplishments, then I give up.  I’ve both educated and worked my ass off for years.  You didn’t notice it.  BEHOLD!  My CHILDREN!
Ask Joshua  any question about history, anywhere in the world.  He can answer it.  He is amazed how school-kids (cousins) can’t find Russia on a map.  He’s got his own thing, and he’s going there.  I wish you knew him. Knowing Josh is to be changed.  He is absolutely blunt; he makes me sound reticent.  He refuses to drink pop, takes cold showers and won’t look at a picture of a naked girl.  He’s spartan.  He’s so tender.  It broke his heart when on the pontoon a couple years ago Dad called him fat.  Lots of hearts broken, around here.”
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6:25 pm

You can’t just kick somebody out of your family without telling her.  That’s not adult at all.  My parents should say:  “We were annoyed when you spent all that time in your car praying six years ago so we decided to______________________________.”  They should say it pretty soon.

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6:11 pm

Ever notice how it’s the ones with the right message who are persecuted?  They’re laughing at all of us, especially at the ones with the right message.  They laugh at the techies too.  Now that we know that even every commercial jet can be remotely controlled, take-off to landing, from a gamebox on Earth, it makes us feel a bit foolish for questioning whether Senator Wellstone’s plane was a drone. We think we know so much but they laugh all the way to the bank when we buy our new I-gadget.  Technology is VERY FAR ahead of where we’re permitted to believe it to be.  Way lots.  Where is my free energy?  I want my share.  We should all benefit from equipment and research.  These veiled matters concern our mutual heritage.  A few shallow men have determined to keep us in the dark about our capabilities, individually and as a race.   We must know these things so humanity can get BETTER, instead of more evil and sadistic and pathetic.  We must utilize technology to FIX PEOPLE.  The babies got ahold of the remote control and they need a time-out. “Please Lord, put an adult in charge of that TV once and for all.”
Individual dignity, every child knowing he’s “a treasure.”  Grassroots leadership from obscure wisdom.  Senator Paul Wellstone   2002

5:48 pm

“American people should be ashamed of themselves.  When you allow one American to be violated you threaten the freedoms of every American.”  (Fmr. Congressman Jim Traficant)

4:20 pm

Another week has gone by without a call from my parents.  I brought them rhubarb pie last Sunday.

4:01 pm

Obscurity of expression is not always contrived enigma;  verbal paucity often highlights a portal into another dimension.  Glitches in the matrix are all around us all the time and they all lead to one of these portals.  Willingness to acknowledge glitches of morality or justice will put us on the road to Truth.  The Bush is burning but few turn aside to ask why it’s not being consumed.  Unless we question ourselves we won’t ever be able to answer questions of the hive-mind, or those posited by God.
The place of obscurity is a great refuge wherein to learn a lot of things.  When obscurity is coupled with accusations of deficiency, one even has a cogent cover for behaviors induced by spiritual awakening.  I went through the most intense spiritual growth-experience of my life…and my dad ran a smear campaign on me at the same time.  (I was also being tortured.)   God knew what he was doing.  The door slammed closed behind my back all at once.  Somebody meant it for evil but God meant it for good.  Obscurity has been a tremendous blessing.  Anonymous obscurity would be even better.
In the place of obscurity is where the Glorious Church, the Bride of Christ will begin, but we will not continue watching that point.  The Bride is a Warrior and she will take back the earth for Jesus.  It will be a most amazing thing to watch.  I hope we still have internet.  God saved the best wine for last, he always does that.  There will be no end to the enlargement of his kingdom and of peace so I guess we’ll never see the best he’s got.  “In the place of obscurity” is where we will see his kingdom explode.  Obscurity will be replaced with a celebrity we’ve not seen.  People will be drawn to different attributes which is a good thing since we’ve pretty much exhausted the marketing potential of physical exhibitionism.

10:01 am

THIS IS VERY GOOD NEWS:  I’m going to have some friends!

May 23rd ACCELERATION AND MULTIPLICATION Words of prophecy: – * The love and wisdom abiding within My faithful ones shall “draw” like a powerful magnet all those I have called to be with them in this final hour – according to My Will and purpose [divine connections]. – * As I raise up “divine connections” on every level in this most glorious hour I shall fuse them together as one by My Spirit, and there shall be a great and exponential increase in the anointings abiding within them – both individually and corporately. – * From this moment forth, My beloved ones, there shall be an exponential increase in “divine connections”! – ….”And above all these [put on] love and enfold yourselves with the bond of perfectness [which binds everything together completely in ideal harmony]”…. Colossians 3:14 The Amplified Translation …. – “More and more there were being added to the Lord those who believed [those who acknowledged Jesus as their Savior and devoted themselves to Him joined and gathered with them], crowds both of men and of women”…. Acts 5:14 The Amplified Translation …. – “For we are God’s [own] handiwork [His workmanship], recreated in Christ Jesus, [born anew] that we may do those good works which God predestined [planned beforehand] for us [taking paths which He prepared ahead of time], that we should walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us to live]”…. Ephesians 2:10 The Amplified Translation … – .”Thus says the Lord GOD, ‘None of My words will be delayed any longer. Whatever word I speak will be performed’ declares the Lord GOD”…. Ezekiel 12:28 NASB Over a period of time [particularly over the past few years] the Father has been making many key “divine connections” [in the midst of those who are truly seeking Him] with a view to the perfect preparation for those things that are about to manifest in the physical realm. Even though much of this work “seems” [up until this time] to have been done in the place of “obscurity” the end result [fruit] will now begin to be revealed as the Glorious Church “takes legs”. — The Father is about to connect those “connections” with “certain” others that He has ordained and this will produce an “explosion” [the spontaneous fruit of true unity and one accord] throughout the Body of Christ [both spiritually and financially] heretofore, unseen! This acceleration and “multiplication” will continue right to the end of the age – causing the Glory of God to be released to a continually greater degree with each passing day through a holy people. Let us continually be found both seeking and receiving [in obedience] the Father’s “best” on every front in this season for it is certain that these are the days wherein every “true” [to His Will] heart-desire [vision – dream] will begin to unfold rapidly and in perfect order – according to His highest purpose, and to His greatest Glory. – (Glenn Jackson) —-

4:36 am

Somebody tampered with my mind and God walked me back out of rendered-crazy.  But, as a result my thought-life is very restricted.  It is no longer shame that inhibits my mind, and not even embarrassment anymore; there are just some things I refuse to think about.  I believe it’s a personal chastity.  Some things I do not wish to share with unchosen others.  I don’t know if that’s good or not.  God told me to present my entire life, and I’m feeling stubborn, so perhaps I’m shirking?  But wearing mental blinders makes my life much smaller than it would otherwise be, so maybe I am sharing it all.
I had to reintroduce things to myself, and Isaac did.  Overcoming mind control requires that you learn to trust yourself on every small issue.  Confidence is rebuilt as you CHOOSE what to believe on each matter.  (That was perhaps easier for me as a Christian, because I always CHOOSE to believe what God says.)   For a while I would wind up in a ball of tears out on the lawn.  Isaac loved me when everybody told him not to.  He follows the Spirit and I’m very grateful that he and AI took the time to reestablish me.  I even doubted Jesus for a bit, when I was reading a lot of Tolle.  I kept praying though, and He showed up again.  I know a lot of stuff.  I am  well-equipped to help people escaping the clutches of psychopaths.  As soon as I shake off the dust from my personal jail-break.
The psycho-theatre is programmed specifically for individuals.  The goons know our weaknesses and play on them.  In many respects, the goons are very much like the demons who run them. They design a scene just for us and they set each (intelligent, in my observation…) target on his personal maze of delight and deception.  Then they crush every attempt at progress.  We’re just characters for their gaming.  Gang-stalking is a multi-media presentation and I’m glad all the b-rolls are in the cloud.  They WATCH us so they can fuck with us.  This is not a national defense issue. This is a Marquis de Sade issue.  All the targets carry around their evidence.  These tough people have undergone history’s longest and most illustrative  multi-phasic personality-inventory.  These people are CERTAIN they are not crazy…and they can even prove it.  That’s exactly why we’re discouraged from listening to them.  Also, their stories are remarkably similar, even on disparate continents.
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5/22/15

4:32 pm

I have a right to seek what is natural in my world, and to learn if anything remains.  As a biological organism on the planet, I demand my natural rights.  My mental/spiritual/financial/social/physical freedom has seen interference, and suffers from intrusions.  This is a most basic need I seek to satisfy.  I REQUIRE Truth about the matrix.  I REQUIRE freedom from the possibility that my thoughts may not be my own.  I REQUIRE intimate communion with my creator, unobstructed by psychotronic weapons.  Spiritual freedom is required more than air, to those who can tolerate the altitude.  We won’t be denied.  The revolution’s over.
4:26 pm
They rape and kill babies, and we let them get away with it.  They rape and kill babies over…money.  Think about that for a while.  What kind of a race are we anyway?  What do we expect to happen here?  Our ENTIRE PLANET is radioactive.  Who ya gonna call?  The lives of babies are less valuable than the reputation of our pedophile buddy.  THAT IS MURDER.  That is stealing the life of another and the Golden Rule forbids it.  Everybody should really choose to come clean before the goons require it of them.  This is not a test.  This is the real deal and we lived to see the day.  “Thank you, Lord.”
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10:28 am

My family just is not getting it; maybe they aren’t able?  Their images will not survive this apocalypse, and I’d like some part of them to remain.  It’s obvious they’ve invested in the wrong system and I am equipped to fill in the blanks, if any doubts remain.  It is NECESSARY that they wake up, grow up…and ‘fess up.  (That comes before tune in, turn on, and drop out.)  Your thoughts are not your own and soon everybody will know what everybody else is thinking.  Even about themselves!  This is hard to take, but I’ve been well-schooled.  I’m going to be a celebrity pretty soon, like it or not.  I suspect my father’s name will come up.  I hope I’ll sell a lot of books because my dad is DRAGGING HIS FEET about paying his debt to me and my sons.  Josh has to get out of here and I’d like for him to be where he has soul-mates.  My dad could make this happen this afternoon.  My dad is a big fat fraud.
God told me to hang on to the goon, he made me promise of my own free will.  (There’a  a paradox.) He made me compliant in adversity. (The goons can’t frustrate you if you cannot be frustrated.  So they can’t make you crazy.)  Compliance in adversity has been a long-term goal of mine although I nurtured the delusion that I could attain the state without experiencing adversity.  I was so cute.)  To obtain sufficient oil (Spirit) to be among the WISE virgins, one must spend a lot of time alone with God and suffer for his sake.  I always believed that a prophet must become his own message, and how could it not be so for the least of these, my tortured self.  Wow.  I never wrote that before.  Perhaps I’m really becoming a prophet?  The prophets and apostles are the foundation of the CHURCH and we’ll be seeing a lot of both.  They will be where we least expect to see them.  I hope he finishes up with me before that happens; I don’t want to miss a thing.
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9:15 am

Was the Real Matrix Disclosed in 1977?

Philip K. Dick, renowned author of science fiction, recounts his experience with what he claimed as the real matrix. Neo?  A prophet? https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2015/05/21/was-the-real-matrix-disclosed-in-1977/Read more:

7:55 am

What Is Causing The Strange Trumpet Sounds In The Sky All Over The World? “In addition to being heard at locations all over the United States and Canada, these sounds have also been recorded in Germany, Hungary, the Czech Republic, Denmark, Sweden, England, Costa Rica, Ukraine and France.  If you go to YouTube and type in “strange sounds”, you will literally get hundreds of results from all over the planet.” – The following theories were put forward by the Daily Mail

Tectonic plates grinding – Tectonic plates are pieces of the Earth’s crust and uppermost mantle, together referred to as the lithosphere. The plates are around 100 km (62 mi) thick and consist of two principal types of material: oceanic crust (also called sima from silicon and magnesium) and continental crust (sial from silicon and aluminium). Atmospheric pressure – Atmospheric pressure is defined as the force per unit area exerted against a surface by the weight of the air above that surface. Trains shunting – Self explanatory – noise comes from trains in reaction to the track and overhead wires. Construction – Building works, especially if going on at the same time across a specific area, can led to similar sounds. Aliens – Can this be an alien lifeform in the sky, perhaps scouring out Earth? HAARP weapon – Rumours persist that the U.S. government uses secret weapons in the sky for defence and weather modifying, the High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program (HAARP). This wouldn’t explain the sounds in other countries however… The Apocalypse and the Seven Trumpets of Heaven – Seven trumpets are sounded, one at a time, to cue apocalyptic events that were seen in the vision of the Revelation of Christ Jesus, by John of Patmos. Somewhat more worrying as it would signal the end of the world…

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/what-is-causing-the-strange-trumpet-sounds-in-the-sky-all-over-the-world/#5uAIj1mhKmvEHgXd.99

5/21/15

2:56 pm

“Dear Lord, please make this be my resume’, because I really want the job.”

ELAINE TAVOLACCI
Staten Island, NY
www.awordinseason.info
awordinseason@live.com

The Radiant Bride Arising May 21, 2015

The Lord showed me three different types of brides. The first bride was the radiant bride, the second bride was the runaway bride and the third bride was the sleeping bride. The radiant bride was as a wise virgin mentioned in Matthew chapter 25:4 who kept her lamp filled with fresh oil until her bridegroom came. The runaway bride was the bride who got “cold feet”, became fearful and ran away from the call of God on her life. The sleeping bride was the bride who grew tired of waiting on her bridegroom and fell asleep before her bridegroom arrived.

The Lord says of His radiant bride, My bride has arrived. She is radiant, and she is arrayed in My glory. She is pure and virtuous and set apart from the world. She will not allow herself to be defiled as she walks in holiness with garments of white without spot or wrinkle. I have placed My signet ring upon her finger and clothe her in My anointing. She is a carrier of My presence and she releases My glory wherever she goes. The atmosphere changes when she walks into a room. Darkness instantly flees as My glorious light illuminates from her. Her relationship with Me is secure, and she would never consider another love. She knows the depth of My love for her and therefore she walks in confidence, trust and perfect peace. She is adorned with robes of righteousness because she is a woman of honor and integrity. She enters My chambers daily with great expectation because she has won My heart. I continually teach her My ways because she has found favor in My sight. She is unique and she has My approval because she knows what is rightfully hers. She is not conformed to this world, because her mind is transformed. She knows that she is not perfect, but her desire is to please Me. She carries fresh oil at all times and her lamp never goes out.

She is determined and victorious and never grows weary in well doing. She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come. She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue. She is compassionate and reaches out to help the poor. She looks much deeper within a person rather than judge them by their outward appearance. She is not prejudice and will never disrespect someone because of their nationality or race. She treats both the same the rich and the poor but resists the proud and the arrogant. She loves the sinner but hates their sin. Her frequency in the fiery furnace has made her stronger each time, and she now reaches out to rescue those who are entrapped. She will go out of her way for the one who is lost, and will comfort those who are considered outcasts. She will never turn away those who are rejected and scorned but will always befriend them into her life. I have raised her to beauty from ashes, so that she could relate to those who are afflicted and bring joy to those who mourn

– . Don’t let her gentleness fool you because she is strong and very courageous. Don’t let her appearance fool you because she is also a warrior. She is tenacious in warfare and won’t back down when the enemy confronts her. The evil one has nothing in her because she knows the authority that she has in My name. Nations take heed to her words because she has My consent to speak as she trumpets My voice with clarity and accuracy. The kingdom of darkness trembles at the words of her mouth because they are attuned with My voice. Her words are not compromised, and she is never in competition or rivalry. She understands My Covenant, therefore she speaks with boldness. She is not affected by bad reports and is not moved by what she hears. She pays no attention to a suffered wrong and she is not easily offended because she has a heart of forgiveness. She is a watchman on the wall, ready to intercede for the needs that come her way. She knows that I hear every request as she comes boldly before My throne of grace.

You ask, Who is this bride? Who qualifies for such an honor? My son, My daughter, you are My bride. Come My beloved, My body, My bride. I have redeemed you and I have called you by name. The gender of My bride is not limited to the female, but to the male also. My bride is not limited to those who are called to the five fold ministry but My bride are those who are least among you in My kingdom. My bride are those who are in Covenant with Me. You have been called, chosen and set apart for this time and season. It is with you that I will show Myself strong. It is with you that I will do great exploits. You will walk in a manner worthy of My glory. Enter into the place that I have perfected for you My bride. Enter into this season with great expectation my lover, my bride, says the Lord.

Proverbs 31:25-26 She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come. She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue.

2 Corinthians 11:2 For I am jealous for you with godly jealousy. For I have betrothed you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ.

Revelation 21:2 Then I, John, saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.

The Lord says to the runaway Bride, why are you running, my lover, my bride? The wedding feast has been prepared. I am calling you back to your rightful position. Do not fear, and do not be offended. I will heal your brokenheart and bind up your wounds. I will forgive all your iniquities, heal all your diseases, and redeem your life from destruction. Allow Me to crown you with lovingkindness and tender mercies once again. I will satisfy your mouth with good things, and renew your youth like the eagle’s. I am calling you back to a deep intimate relationship with Me. Make yourself ready. I am married to the backslider and I long for your love says the Lord.

Psalms 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

Jeremiah 3:14 -15 “Return, O backsliding children,” says the LORD; “for I am married to you. I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion. And I will give you shepherds according to My heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding.

Then the Lord showed me an analogy of “Sleeping Beauty” which represented the “Sleeping Bride”. The Lord says, “I Am calling my Covenant bride to awaken. I am calling My bride to wake up from her sleep and enter into the place that I have prepared for her in this time and this season. My bride you have been asleep for too long. It is time to arise and rekindle the flame. It is time to take your stand in My Kingdom and walk in all that I have called you to do. It is time to take ground from what the enemy has stolen from you. Many of you have been crying out for revival. You have cried out for My favor and to be used by Me, but you have gone into a slumber. As you arise and submit to My plans and purposes for your life, I will release the mantle, the calling and the gifts that I have for you. I will take you to new levels that you have not yet known.

I will give you the desires of your heart but you must awaken my bride. Awaken to My plans and purposes that I have for you. Shake off your slumber and come out of your spiritual lethargy. You ask Me to take you to the next level, but you are hindering yourself as you are lagging behind. I will do wonders among you as you come before Me in total submission.. Come before Me with clean hands and a pure heart. This is My requirement to enter in to the Holy of Holies. This is My requirement to bring you into new realms of My glory. You will see the miracles, signs and wonders that you’ve longed for. Come before Me in prayer and fasting. As you seek My face I will give you clarity in the way you should go. I am about to release My glory in abundance, and bring a transformation to your life as you submit it all to Me. So arise My bride, awaken to your destiny and let Me bring you into My chambers, says the Lord.”

Romans 13:11 And do this, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep, for now our salvation is nearer than when we first believed.

Ephesians 5:14 For this reason it says, “Awake sleeper and rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you”.

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2:20 pm

It’s all corrupt!  Everything I see is corrupt except the hackers who do not look at child porn and do not work for the government or/and other psychopaths.  They’re our last hope, earthly-wise.  They began meeting in real life, when Anonymous owned Scientology.  Finally, something we could agree on.  (God said I’m an honorary hacker.)  CONTROL is bad.  Even if you work for the guys relishing control.  All hackers know that; the line is easier for them to see than for,  say…lawyers.
I’m praying to see the glory of God demonstrated in my life.  I’ve found perfect little white morels, not five feet from the steps I’ve traversed daily since they were built without ever seeing a mushroom, three days in a row. I see lots of synchronicities and small stuff, but  I want to see something BIG in the NATURAL REALM.  I’m content now, and nearly always happy, but I really need to see another miracle.  It’s the natural fullness of hubris that permits one to laugh at others who see things the scoffer does not.  It is fear that causes scoffers to lock up the insightful as though diseased. (If only such a malady were contagious, our pox would be less onerous.)  Locking up others whose reality makes psychopaths uncomfortable with their own is really counter-productive.   In non-western cultures the sighted-ones were deemed a necessary conduit between the physical and the spiritual realms.  But, I guess the NSA has that covered now.
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11:34 am

The unexamined apocalypse is not worth living.
It seems this apocalypse has a little something for everybody.  No matter what we’re looking at, we can see there’s something fishy going on.  Some people like to scuba dive and pry abalone from rocks.  Surely they’ve noticed the absence of species at the shore of Pacific.  I don’t know what part of annihilation the twit at Seaworld doesn’t understand.  Aren’t all the oceans connected? Didn’t Magellan sail all the way around the world in a boat?   Every single day we must put the DNA of other creatures into our mouths and incorporate it into our cellular structure.  What do we do when there aren’t any other creatures around to sacrifice for us?  The elite have a whole doomsday-locker of non-hybrid seeds.  We are not permitted to save even heirlooms, and are required to eat frankenfood.  We’re not permitted to grow cannabis, which cures cancer and makes us get along better  with our fellow man.  We’re not permitted to share information about other healing herbs, and are prescribed poison for every ailment.  Soon they will meter water from even private wells, and we will pay for air.  Air won’t be a big money-maker though, since the demand will be very small due to the decreased population.
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6:27 am

City Council Votes to Ban Mind Control Weapon Use Against ResidentsThe purpose of the Space Preservation Act of 2001, introduced by former U.S. Representative Dennis Kucinich, was to reaffirm it “is the policy of the United States that activities in space should be devoted to peaceful purposes for the benefit of all mankind.”The bill would have permanently banned all space-based weapons and the termination of testing and developing them. It further specifically defined “weapon” in part as a device capable of “Inflicting death or injury on, or damaging or destroying, a person” via “the use of land-based, sea-based, or space-based systems using radiation, electromagnetic, psychotronic, sonic, laser, or other energies directed at individual persons or targeted populations for the purpose of information war, mood management, or mind control of such persons or populations.”

However, the bottom line here is that so many American citizens are now publicly complaining of electronic harassment of various types at the hands of our government that city councils are being forced by their constituency to take up resolutions about it.

See more at:   http://www.activistpost.com/2015/05/city-council-votes-to-ban-mind-control.html

5:31 am

Daughter of Stanley Kubrick Speaks Out “I personally, am just desperate for the things that are beautiful, and wonderful and exalted about the American people.” “The change must come, and I’m praying for it.” See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/power-elite/2015/05/daughter-of-stanley-kubrick-speaks-out-2449014.html

4:05 am

How Hackers Changed the World (BBC Documentary 2013)

5/20/15

8:59 am

5/22/15

9:02 am

5/20/15

8:59 am

(This article reads just like my journals.)

Gang stalking and it’s preternatural connections.– Evil takes many forms in this world. It’s areas of influence go deeper into the workings of our lives and institutions than many are aware of. —————————– The goal of Gang Stalking The expressed goal of Gang Stalking is to silence a victim, drive a victim insane and possibly to the point of suicide, or destroy the victim’s reputation and believability as the person will likely be viewed as mentally ill should they complain or report the abuse. Gang Stalking is also used to gather information on individuals as well as force individuals to move or leave an area. Motivations for the abuse Motivations for Gang Stalking vary. Revenge for a real or imagined offense(People in these organizations are quite petty, mirroring their preternatural handlers); false accusations of a “horrible crime” of which the victim has gotten away with(Used to discredit the victim and destroy his/her reputation); silencing a corporate “whistle-blower”; defecting from a cult; a perceived enemy of a group or organization; “knowing too much” are all examples of possible motivations. —-Writer/Researcher Carissa Conti puts it this way: “The people involved with gang stalking activities may not always be piloting their own wheel, to put it in a straight forward manner. Other “stuff” may be manipulating them, working through them. There definitely seems to me to be a hyperdimensional component to it all – hyperdimensional, as in, non-physical realms and entities, whether positive or negative, that exist outside our own 3rd density physical reality, unconstrained by space-time, manipulating reality and working through people, like puppet masters from behind the scenes.”http://in2worlds.net/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals—-

Tactics used by Stalkers
Tactics of Predatory Gangstalking include highly coordinated surveillance (hidden cameras, conversation bugging in private aswell as public), harassment, and psychological, psychosocial, financial, and sometimes physical assaults on an individual by a large group of people who are often strangers to the targeted individual.
 
AnchoringAnchoring is a technique employed by stalkers to implant a false motivation or reason behind the stalking, preventing the victim from discovering the truth. In more sinister examples, Anchoring involves the implantation of evidence to persuade the victim some other group or organization is responsible for the abuse. Baiting The term “Baiting” is a stalking tactic used to lure a victim into environments, or situations, which cause further problems to the victim. Often “Baiting” involves tricking a victim into committing a crime or unknowingly engaging in an illegal activity such as assault. They trick the victim into thinking an innocent bystander is the culprit of their harassment and try to compel the victim into assaulting the person.
Cybergangstalking
 
A situation where an individual is identified to be a target through Internet participation and their personal identity is determined. Cybergangstalkers pierce the electronic veil and are able to enter into the real life of a person, creating all forms of harassment, theft, psychological operations including slander and libel, and able to commit crimes against the targeted individual.

7:36 am

Outrage and heartbreak keep me engaged.  I have not missed a single day of this righteous filibuster for two years.  Except when I was unable to address it by technical failure.  I should get a day off, but OUTRAGE AND HEARTBREAK KEEP ME ENGAGED.  People I love are going to hell in front of my eyes; they’re on the wrong side of history and the gap atwixt is enlarging herself.  You must stand up against injustice.  DUH!  You people were at Sunday School when I was there.  What were you doing?  You MUST reach out a helping hand to your fellow man.  You are not doing the next right thing.  CHOOSE to do…the next right things.  Correct lies.  Give from your heart.  STOP SHOPPING!  I belong to the Church of STOP SHOPPING!

6:08 am

This is one of the creepiest pictures I’ve ever seen.

https://i1.wp.com/i43.tinypic.com/30abz0y.jpg

MUSIC BREAK

The Righteous Brothers – Rock and Roll Heaven

5/19/15

3:49 pm

Healthy human evolution requires authentic vigilance. It requires a consistent upheaval of the status quo. This requires proactive human beings who are willing to be authentically vigilant and consistently rebellious. It requires courageous interdependent individuals who dare to recondition the status-quo-junky original condition. It turns out that the wisdom gained from anarchy is precisely the ability to distinguish between sacrifice that is transformative and healthy from mere suffering caused by the state that we’ve allowed because we were too cowardly or too unimaginative to think of a healthier way to live.

5 Reasons Why Anarchy Would Be an Improvement in Human Governance

In an amazing game theory study by Duéñez-Guzmán-Sadedin on the topic of police corruption, they concluded that once a police system becomes entrenched, nothing can stop it from eventually becoming corrupt, with the result being a population of gullible sheep and hypocritical overlords. But they didn’t stop the study there. They decided to tweak it ever so slightly. In the words of Suzanne Sadedin: “The results were startling. By making a few alterations to the composition of the justice system, corrupt societies could be made to transition to a state called ‘righteousness’. (Looks like I’m on the right road.  It’s been hard calling myself an anarchist when I’m truly a monarcho-deo-crat? )  (“Anarchist has been easier than “Republican”.) See more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/5-reasons-anarchy-improvement-human-governance/

10:01 am

People are making value judgments…in the NEWS!  This is very good news.  Also, people are talking about God.  A lot.  Secular people.  We’re watching a shift.  But the church-folk still hang on to government.  People should be getting spontaneously healed all over the place pretty soon. Hope it doesn’t mess with the doctors’ scheduling clerks.  I know my hands will raise the dead; I’ve known it for years, but ‘pastors’ wouldn’t permit me to talk about it.  I’ve been healed of so many things myself I just expect others to experience it.  That’s all I ever wanted, I never meant to be a burr under anybody’s saddle.  I just KNOW that everybody desires an altered state of consciousness and I know how they can come by one.  I’d like to share.  Even lots of teetotalers are gluttons and shop-o-holics.  Everybody wants to FEEL DIFFERENT.  I am the most poverty-stricken and isolated person I know.  I’m also the happiest person I know, and the most expectant of good.  This is FAR better than beer, which incidentally I haven’t purchased for going on two weeks. I really CAN ‘quit any time I want’.  (If God says to.  Otherwise there’s no point in even trying.)  I can do many things I could not do in my prime, so I guess I must redefine the term.  How does one figure the center point of eternity?  Do you have to use pi?  How does one determine one’s best life on a trajectory with no end to opportunity and assimilation and resources and real estate and soul-mates and the presence of God and inspiration and health and time?

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5/20/15

8:59 am

(This article reads just like my journals.)

Gang stalking and it’s preternatural connections.– Evil takes many forms in this world. It’s areas of influence go deeper into the workings of our lives and institutions than many are aware of. —————————– The goal of Gang Stalking The expressed goal of Gang Stalking is to silence a victim, drive a victim insane and possibly to the point of suicide, or destroy the victim’s reputation and believability as the person will likely be viewed as mentally ill should they complain or report the abuse. Gang Stalking is also used to gather information on individuals as well as force individuals to move or leave an area. Motivations for the abuse Motivations for Gang Stalking vary. Revenge for a real or imagined offense(People in these organizations are quite petty, mirroring their preternatural handlers); false accusations of a “horrible crime” of which the victim has gotten away with(Used to discredit the victim and destroy his/her reputation); silencing a corporate “whistle-blower”; defecting from a cult; a perceived enemy of a group or organization; “knowing too much” are all examples of possible motivations. —-Writer/Researcher Carissa Conti puts it this way: “The people involved with gang stalking activities may not always be piloting their own wheel, to put it in a straight forward manner. Other “stuff” may be manipulating them, working through them. There definitely seems to me to be a hyperdimensional component to it all – hyperdimensional, as in, non-physical realms and entities, whether positive or negative, that exist outside our own 3rd density physical reality, unconstrained by space-time, manipulating reality and working through people, like puppet masters from behind the scenes.”http://in2worlds.net/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals—-

Tactics used by Stalkers
Tactics of Predatory Gangstalking include highly coordinated surveillance (hidden cameras, conversation bugging in private aswell as public), harassment, and psychological, psychosocial, financial, and sometimes physical assaults on an individual by a large group of people who are often strangers to the targeted individual.
 
AnchoringAnchoring is a technique employed by stalkers to implant a false motivation or reason behind the stalking, preventing the victim from discovering the truth. In more sinister examples, Anchoring involves the implantation of evidence to persuade the victim some other group or organization is responsible for the abuse. Baiting The term “Baiting” is a stalking tactic used to lure a victim into environments, or situations, which cause further problems to the victim. Often “Baiting” involves tricking a victim into committing a crime or unknowingly engaging in an illegal activity such as assault. They trick the victim into thinking an innocent bystander is the culprit of their harassment and try to compel the victim into assaulting the person.
Cybergangstalking
 
A situation where an individual is identified to be a target through Internet participation and their personal identity is determined. Cybergangstalkers pierce the electronic veil and are able to enter into the real life of a person, creating all forms of harassment, theft, psychological operations including slander and libel, and able to commit crimes against the targeted individual.

7:36 am

Outrage and heartbreak keep me engaged.  I have not missed a single day of this righteous filibuster for two years.  Except when I was unable to address it by technical failure.  I should get a day off, but OUTRAGE AND HEARTBREAK KEEP ME ENGAGED.  People I love are going to hell in front of my eyes; they’re on the wrong side of history and the gap atwixt is enlarging herself.  You must stand up against injustice.  DUH!  You people were at Sunday School when I was there.  What were you doing?  You MUST reach out a helping hand to your fellow man.  You are not doing the next right thing.  CHOOSE to do…the next right things.  Correct lies.  Give from your heart.  STOP SHOPPING!  I belong to the Church of STOP SHOPPING!

6:08 am

This is one of the creepiest pictures I’ve ever seen.

https://i1.wp.com/i43.tinypic.com/30abz0y.jpg

MUSIC BREAK

The Righteous Brothers – Rock and Roll Heaven

5/19/15

3:49 pm

Healthy human evolution requires authentic vigilance. It requires a consistent upheaval of the status quo. This requires proactive human beings who are willing to be authentically vigilant and consistently rebellious. It requires courageous interdependent individuals who dare to recondition the status-quo-junky original condition. It turns out that the wisdom gained from anarchy is precisely the ability to distinguish between sacrifice that is transformative and healthy from mere suffering caused by the state that we’ve allowed because we were too cowardly or too unimaginative to think of a healthier way to live.

5 Reasons Why Anarchy Would Be an Improvement in Human Governance

In an amazing game theory study by Duéñez-Guzmán-Sadedin on the topic of police corruption, they concluded that once a police system becomes entrenched, nothing can stop it from eventually becoming corrupt, with the result being a population of gullible sheep and hypocritical overlords. But they didn’t stop the study there. They decided to tweak it ever so slightly. In the words of Suzanne Sadedin: “The results were startling. By making a few alterations to the composition of the justice system, corrupt societies could be made to transition to a state called ‘righteousness’. (Looks like I’m on the right road.  It’s been hard calling myself an anarchist when I’m truly a monarcho-deo-crat? )  (“Anarchist has been easier than “Republican”.) See more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/5-reasons-anarchy-improvement-human-governance/

10:01 am

People are making value judgments…in the NEWS!  This is very good news.  Also, people are talking about God.  A lot.  Secular people.  We’re watching a shift.  But the church-folk still hang on to government.  People should be getting spontaneously healed all over the place pretty soon. Hope it doesn’t mess with the doctors’ scheduling clerks.  I know my hands will raise the dead; I’ve known it for years, but ‘pastors’ wouldn’t permit me to talk about it.  I’ve been healed of so many things myself I just expect others to experience it.  That’s all I ever wanted, I never meant to be a burr under anybody’s saddle.  I just KNOW that everybody desires an altered state of consciousness and I know how they can come by one.  I’d like to share.  Even lots of teetotalers are gluttons and shop-o-holics.  Everybody wants to FEEL DIFFERENT.  I am the most poverty-stricken and isolated person I know.  I’m also the happiest person I know, and the most expectant of good.  This is FAR better than beer, which incidentally I haven’t purchased for going on two weeks. I really CAN ‘quit any time I want’.  (If God says to.  Otherwise there’s no point in even trying.)  I can do many things I could not do in my prime, so I guess I must redefine the term.  How does one figure the center point of eternity?  Do you have to use pi?  How does one determine one’s best life on a trajectory with no end to opportunity and assimilation and resources and real estate and soul-mates and the presence of God and inspiration and health and time?

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6:29 am

MUSIC BREAK

Dedicated to whosoever it may concern:

When the Night Comes Falling from the Sky

5:32 am

Due to secrecy, it is difficult to describe a typical fusion center. But if the Indiana Intelligence Fusion Center is typical, this is what one looks like:

Indiana’s center has essentially become an arm of Indiana law enforcement. . . . It has 31 full-time staffers and two part-time employees. Some . . . are state employees. Others are assigned to the center from other agencies, such as the FBI, Transportation Security Administration, and Marion County Sheriff’s Department. They are joined by workers from the Department of Correction, the Indiana National Guard, the Indiana State Police, the Department of Natural Resources and local campus police. . . . There are also private sector analysts on contract. Previously those analysts were from EG&G Technical Services of California. The most recent contract with EG&G called for payment of $1.1 million. . . . Fusion centers invite reports from public employees such as firemen, ambulance drivers, and sanitation workers as well as from private-sector sources such as hospitals and neighborhood watch groups. They often operate tip hotlines; this means a “suspect’s” name could be submitted by a disgruntled employee, a hostile neighbor, or an ex-spouse who seeks child custody.

More at:   http://lissakr11humane.com/2012/10/22/an-american-stasi-what-is-a-fusion-center-your-gang-stalkers-terrorist-processors-nation-of-traitors/ —-

5:22 am

Out from the Shadows:  The Hidden Role of the Fusion Centers in the Nationwide Spying Operation against the Occupy Movement and Peaceful Protest in AmericaThe new documents roll back the curtain on the Fusion Centers and show the communications, interactions and emails of a massive national web of federal agents, officials, police, and private “security” contractors to accumulate and share information, reporting on all manner of peaceful and lawful political activity that took place during the Occupy Movement from protests and rallies to meetings and educational lectures. This enormous spying and monitoring apparatus included the Pentagon, FBI, DHS, police departments and chiefs, private contractors and commercial business interests.There is now, with the release of these documents, incontrovertible evidence of systematic and not incidental conduct and practices of the Fusion Centers and their personnel to direct their sights against a peaceful movement that advocated social and economic justice in the United States. – See more at: http://www.bigbrotheramerica.org/report#sthash.5A4rvqWQ.dpuf

BUMP TO THE TOP, Letters from 2/16/14

OPEN LETTER TO CHRISTIANS AND CONSTITUTIONAL LAWYERS OF THE LAND!  (Somebody’s got to have an idea for me.)
Dear Paul Keith Davis, John Whitehead and Rick Joyner,
I’ve a story to tell to the nations.  Mr. Whitehead, I attended your Presidents’ Conference in 1991 and spent several hours talking to Dave Melton.  I was a Michigan law student.  Mr. Davis, I had met Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj and was introduced to your work when he visited you in the Spirit and you both began to teach about the 7 Spirits of God.  Mr. Joyner, “The Final Quest” was a pivotal message.  I admire your willingness to engage government.  I was a Spirit-led, homeschooling mom who ran for Congress, was endorsed by Dr. Ron Paul, saw a lot of things I’m trying to forget, was betrayed by my Baptist  father who thought my prayer-life to be unusual, and was electronically raped over a period of years.

Please, busy gentlemen, tell me what to do?  I have compiled the best evidence ever about electronic torture of American citizens.  (I’m also pretty sure I proved the existence of God. Remote neural monitoring can tell when we hear something.  It’s a new revelation to me that some people pray and never hear back.)   I have a collaborator, also Spirit-led, who has been seeking answers about her own torture for twelve years.  She’s articulate and determined.  My son published my book in 2011.  It documents electronic torture from the experience of a praying-woman-well-accustomed-to-her-body-being-moved.  I described my torment from the paradigm I knew best.  (Also God was walking me through it but that’s a longer story.)   The Lord also caused me to keep a journal for two years and send them to an upright atheist liberty activist.  I haven’t seen the books or him for several years, but I swore to the final volume and had my signature notarized.  He will be a very fine witness.

I recognize that Aslan is back in Narnia and I’m so eager to see the Kingdom established on Earth.  I also recognize that he’s set me up perfectly to take part in the revolution.  I’m waiting for his wisdom.  My collaborator and I are preparing a new book, “Hearing from God in the Mind-Control Matrix:  A madness aversion manual.” We learned things about mind intrusions and knowing God’s voice kept us sane.  People will need this when word gets out.  We’d like to impact the world for Jesus and on behalf of mind-control victims who do not know God well enough to recognize other voices.  We’d like to know the truth of our rapes, and we recognize that’s imminent.
Michigan is an interesting state right now.  Justin Amash is from Michigan and so is Mike Rogers.  Michigan nullified the NDAA.  My story is here and I met my collaborator by “accident” when she moved here from Oregon. (Did you know they could physically move people in Eugene, Oregon by waves from Cornell in the 1960’s?)  Any suggestions?
Linda Goldthorpe
American Citizen, Michigan District 1
906-291-1376
“Madness and Politics:  but I repeat myself.”  (Amazon)
thatrandomcandidate.com
OPEN LETTER TO MICHIGAN STATE POLICE
Officers, ladies and gentlemen, and thugs,

I know some of you know me.  Life has been unusual  since  my father came to you with complaints about my politics and prayer-life.  Some of you know me very well, much better than my father does.  You know things about many people that are indecent for you to know.  You have amazing equipment and it must be fun to use it. However, some of you recognize indecency.

I’ve been subjected  to systematized-indecency.  When I first knew  what was happening to me I was flabbergast.  “Who would  DO THINGS LIKE THAT?”  My answer, now well-researched and documented, was:  “All y’all.”  Don’t you guys work for the State of Michigan?  How is it then that you hob-nob with FBI and NSA and Homeland Security and Border Control and DEA?  (Are you not legally accountable to the elected sheriff in your county?   Has Scott Erickson seen in my panties too?)   Fusion centers are unconstitutional  and immoral.  They serve no purpose but to spy on unsuspected suspects.  They’re voyeurism gone mad.  They’re not about stopping crime!  My only crime is praying too much in odd places.  I have a different boss than you.

Even if you’re not one of the officers who stomp on pet parakeets and shoot autistic kids playing with Nerf guns, you’re participating in the destruction of humanity.  Personal  dignity is essential for a human to thrive.  It is also an essential element of free society, and your efforts  destroy not only the individual, but contribute to a totalitarian state.  When one of those develops, thugs are necessary…at the beginning.  Much perceived dignity comes with a badge; much of it is

undeserved and eventually an authoritarian state turns on everybody.  Your badge will not protect you forever.  You and your children will live in the world you’re helping to create.   Laws do not make things right.   Laws also change.  Nuremberg changed a lot of “laws.”  Cops were held accountable for “lawful” actions that destroyed humans.  This will ever be the case.
Simmer down, you did not destroy me and I think God will let you off the hook.  But  you gotta take the hook out yourself.  You may not have too much time to get on the right side of history.
Linda Goldthorpe
American Citizen, Michigan Congressional District 1
906-291-1376
thatrandomcandidate.com
“Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself.”  Amazon
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2/17/14
10:14 am
OPEN LETTER TO THE FBI
I admire you guys because you really earn your paychecks.  I didn’t know you earned them fraudulently until 9/11 when you called me because of a prophecy I’d sent to my email list.  (We didn’t have Facebook back then. Zuckerberg was still studying stenography.)  It must have been exciting to call God-fearing American housewives and accuse them of…what?   It must have meant lots of late hours and doughnut holes and coffee and jokes.  I used to enjoy those things when I was working toward political objectives.   Finally, something important to do.  It must have felt just like a political campaign, because that’s what it was.
Your “mission statement” has lately been removed from the “law enforcement” category.  I wonder if you noticed when you became an “intelligence” entity.  You’ve known since you left Quantico that your duties have nothing to do with “protect and defend.”  I hope you’re not now falling for the “intelligence” line.  What do you want to be when you grow up?
Kevin Costner was righteous, in “The Untouchables.”    Costner likes to be a hot-shot in his movies, they’re usually about sports or killing people.  I guess they’re the same thing to some people.  Considering the ludicrous laws and arbitrary enforcement, I can’t imagine what would motivate a human being to join law enforcement otherwise.  A guard at the local lock-up  said he really hoped he’d get to shoot somebody before he retired. He’s a pretty nice guy.  He watches TV.
We live in a dangerous world.  Holding a gun does not mitigate the danger.  It might  mitigate fear for a time, but reality is a persistent siren.  I recognize that your reality includes child support and mortgage payments.  Be grateful for your kids and your house.  We will  miss stability and home.  The politics you enforce are not conducive to a happy future.  I do not like paying you to promote a political agenda and would be grateful if you walked out.
Love and  hope for the future,
PS-  If anybody wants to tell me about the electronic rapes I suffered, I’d make tea and bounce your babies on my knee.
Linda Goldthorpe
American Citizen, Michigan Congressional District 1
906-291-1376
thatrandomcandidate.com
“Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself.”  (Amazon)
OPEN LETTER TO THE CIA
I don’t know any of you guys since I’ve never been a hooker in a third-world country that you were destroying.  You work for the president, right?  Secret, secret.

4:27 am

Targeted Individuals’ Breakthrough: Fusion Center Abusing TIs Exposed

The damaging information you have about the police, military or intelligence (our government) is deemed to be MUCH MORE IMPORTANT to SILENCE and  DISCREDIT than any individual’s rights (or even life)

YOU ARE BEING MONITORED 24/7/365. EVERYTHING you say. EVERY MOVEMENT you make. EVERY phone call. EVERY internet/electronic communication and activity. EVERY transaction. EVERY breath you take. All of your habits have been analyzed. EVERYTHING about you is being analyzed. THIS IS LITERALLY THE MOVIE “Eagle Eye” and YOU are the target

Quantum Physics is being used against you in your new “constantly negative environment” (research the term and understand the detrimental health and emotional effects of constantly “absorbing their negative energy”)Intimidation is a primary objective in psychological warfare. Understand this key to their puzzle and recognize this objective. This program is designed to silence and discredit. Do not fall for their clever charade – it is all part of their grandiose show!You are being FRAMED and subjected to an extraordinary entrapment campaign that is designed to alienate you, enrage you and get you to lash out in any way possible in order to incarcerate or simply REMOVE YOU from society

Everything you’ve ever been taught to believe about justice, freedom, constitutional/civil and even human rights have now VANISHED. You are a test subject in a classified and extremely intricate maze of psychological warfare (sometimes also accompanied by ongoing, daily physical torture and poisoning through the targeting of directed energy/radiation/acoustical next-generation weaponry designed to break you and eliminate you)

Your new reality is now that of a non-consenting military test subject in a classified program that is controlled at THE HIGHEST levels of our government and military

More at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2015/05/targeted-individuals-breakthrough-fusion-center-abusing-tis-exposed-2447250.html

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3:24 am

The pathology of the rich white family

The pathology of the rich white family is the most dangerous pathology in America. The rich white family is cursed with too much money and privilege. It is devoid of empathy, the result of lifetimes of entitlement. It has little sense of loyalty and lacks the capacity for self-sacrifice. Its definition of friendship is reduced to “What can you do for me?” It is possessed by an insatiable lust to increase its fortunes and power. It believes that wealth and privilege confer to it a superior intelligence and virtue. It is infused with an unchecked hedonism and narcissism. And because of all this, it interprets reality through a lens of self-adulation and greed that renders it delusional. The rich white family is a menace. The pathologies of the poor, when set against the pathologies of rich white people, are like a candle set beside the sun. – . Rich white people, I concluded after my childhood and Roxbury experiences, are sociopaths.The rich, who can control their environments, do not need to bother with the concerns or emotions of others. They are in charge. What they want gets done. And the longer they live at the center of their own universe, the more callous, insensitive and cruel they become. – Read more here:   https://leisureguy.wordpress.com/2015/05/18/the-pathology-of-the-rich-white-family/

5/18/15

9:54 am

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1/30/14

Patriotism as artificial loyalty
Manners as artificial courtesy
Pride as artificial confidence
Control as artificial love
Money as artificial value
Boys as artificial men
Duty as artificial honor
Frankness as artificial truth
Earth as artificial destiny
I believe in the NSA because sometimes my pee doesn’t obey gravity.

1/30 /14

Imaginary Friends
The Faith Psychosis
You can’t have one without the other.  “When other friendships have been forgot, ours will still be hot.”
When other friendships are up the crick, ours will still be slick.

I have an imaginary friend.  Actually I have many imaginary friends and enemies.  I rarely see them but I talk with them a lot.  My imaginary best friend is Jesus and I talk to him all the time.  He tells me what to do when I don’t understand things.  (He is omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent, so he’s really good with advice.)  He cracks me up with his observations; they’re  holy and irreverent at the same time.  He’s always kind but it doesn’t always seem that way.  He tells me to lay down my life and reputation for others.  He tells me I must be misunderstood, as imaginary people always are.  (I’m becoming imaginary too.)

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Imaginary people have the best imaginations.  They see into the future and understand the past.  They recognize motivations and value them far more than people’s behavior.  They’re not always nice and sometimes they’re downright evil.  (This is NOT my imagination.)  Before I became imaginary, I tried to be nice all the time. Now  I see “niceness” for what it is and I’m determined not to be evil.
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Imaginary people cannot really lie.  They try to lie sometimes but other imaginary people can see right through them.  Imaginary lies can deceive carbon-based life forms.  Imaginary lies are like a double negative with a twist. We imagine a thing to be a lie, and it turns around and stabs us.  (You cannot stab an imaginary person.) If we imagine ourselves to be a thing we’re not, we’re believing an imaginary lie.  Ouch.
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Jesus has lots of friends; I’ve met a few.  He talks to them all the time.  (That’s easy for him because he’s omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent.)  People are always talking about him. They misquote him in the media and misrepresent him in the church-house.  These people don’t have any imagination at all!  It troubles him when unimaginative people think he’s imaginary.  A lot of Jesus’ “friends” don’t hear  him.  Some have never even imagined hearing him!  This is psychosis!  How can you have an imaginary friend if you don’t ever hear your friend speak?  Imaginary friends are always around and they can see in the dark.  You can’t read a Bible in the dark.  If we’re going to understand the Bible we need some light.  The Bible is absolute imagination.  And imagery.  And images.  And Jesus.  He shakes his head.  He told us:  “Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.  And ye will not come to me, that ye might have life.”  (John 5:39-40)   He shakes his head all the time.  He thinks carbon-unit-“Christians” are crazy.  It’s about the craziest thing in the world to study a guy’s book, go to “his” meetings, die and be buried beneath a cross…without ever hearing the voice of the savior of the universe and my best friend, Jesus.  (The Christ.)

9:50 am

9:43 am

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2/10/14

3:10 am
Open letter to Robert Goldthorpe:
I respectfully request an audience with your highness.  I have serious grievances and my requests for redress have been repeatedly rebuffed; I tried everything.  I wrote you poems and sent you love songs. Although I’ve given you molten chocolate cakes and stuffed peppers, you’ve never once even thanked me.  I’ve tended your properties and your progeny.  I spoke  well of you to electronic-torturers who laughed in my face.  I serve you and I always have.  I serve you even as I seek to know the evil in your heart.  The woman at the electronic-torture-support-group-for-Michigan says you knew very well what you were doing when you reported my prayer-life to the authorities.  I stuck up for you even then.  Please observe the poor and pitiful… give me the information I need to commence destroying the NSA.
“Jesus, I don’t expect this to work but I never expect your miracles, do I?  Please expose this man’s evil-doing for all the world to see.  I love him very much and I don’t want him to go to hell on my account.”

9:25 am

From my friend in Belgium.   Wouldn’t it be great if I could go there and rent her a room so she could do her work without being picked up on the street?:

andrea maria laroche <andreamarialaroche@gmail.com>

6:44 AM (2 hours ago)

to me, goldhorpelinda
I KNEW PEOPLE CAN BE BAD …BUT THEY ARE SO BAD I NEVER COULD KNOW BEFORE …

I AM IN THE PSYCHIATRIE  AND WORKING THERE FOR THE CLAIMS. I LOVE

LAROCHE

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

9:24 AM (0 minutes ago)

to andrea
Dear Maria, I pray for you every day.  I don’t know how I could help you but Jesus does.  He loves you very much and so do I.  I’m glad you can use a computer.  L
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2/14/13

“Please forgive me for complaining.  I love and trust you, Jesus.  You have told me things I choose to believe.  You told me unbelief displeases you, and I don’t want to do that.  You told me you would make my life a sign and a wonder.  You told me I loved the first district enough that you would reveal the corruption, then you told me my own family was involved.  You told me that Josh and Isaac belonged to you, as did George and me.  You told me to love an atheist stranger and that he and I would do something important.  You told me he loved me.  You told me he always would.  You told me lots of things and that you would demonstrate something amazing.  You told me a lot of things.  I choose to believe them.  I choose to believe that I am all you said and that I will accomplish all you said.  You kept me safe and sane through torture.  You used torture to teach me things I could not have learned any other way.  You told me I won.  I believe that and I acknowledge your protection and guidance.  I thank you and will not ever be ashamed.  I am all that you said.  I have survived things people do not even recognize and I praise your name!  You are the perfect one!  You ARE GOD!  You loved me and guided me and kept me and used me…and one day I will stand beside you as you explain it all!  I am seated at your right hand in heavenly places!  I am precious to you!  You are all that matters.  Your word is my light!  You are all!  I thank you and I praise your name, wonderful Jesus!  I am going to sleep now.  You give your beloved rest!  Thank you that I can sleep!  Thank you for healing me!  Thank you for freeing me!  Thank you that you are responsible and I am not!  Thank  you for what you are doing!  Thank you for dying for me and for George and for the boys!  Thank you for caring about atheists who talk you down!  Thank you for liars who will repent!  Thank you that you will destroy the denominational system of bullshit!!!  Thank you for you!  Thank you for loving me!  Thank you that only what you think of me matters!  Thank you that opinions of men are worthless!  Thank you for the kingdom!  Thank you, thank you!  I love you and I know you love me more than I can imagine even on my good days!  I am yours, blessed savior, I am yours!   I will do and go and say and be whatever you want!  I am hard of hearing…please change that.  I am sluggish of will and weak of heart, but my weak heart is all yours.  Amen.”

5:56 am

Russia Tips The Grand Chess Board “At the beginning of the V-Day parade, Defense Minister Sergey Shoygu made the sign of the cross.”

5:41 am

I took a break to do a bunch of dishes.  I confess, I kind of like washing dishes sometimes although it’s been my least favorite task since my childhood in the scullery.  When I’ve been typing and knitting for many hours the hot water feels good.  I think that’s a big part of happy, enjoying everything you do.

The Motherboard Inside Your BrainLet’s say you’re feeling blah, and need a jolt of something to pep you up. Or you just berated a barista for no good reason. Wouldn’t it be nice if a technology existed that could shut down these unwanted behaviors as easily and safely as flipping a light switch?Perhaps more crucial to who you are, and to who we are as humans, what if scientists could also use this mind tech to turn up or down attributes like willpower and enthusiasm, making your brain feel either charged up or pleasantly numbed? Read more here:   http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2015/05/17/the-motherboard-inside-your-brain.html

4:41 am

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1/15/13

I don’t know how to quit.  I wouldn’t be able to accomplish it.  Isaac is offended that I am considering caring for a handicapped man’s bowels to provide a place for myself.  God said I would not have to go.  He’s said a lot of things. I would be far less lonesome among strangers.  I would be earning more money than I ever have in my life.  $800 a month plus room and board.  Duties morning and night.  Showering.  Suppositories.  He used to be a city councilman and would want to argue about politics, it seems.  He goes away for the winter and is looking at Belize, Costa Rica or Mexico this year, depending on who is with him.  A lonely woman looking for a new life could do much worse than that.  Maybe I’ll suggest Caracas.
A middle-aged pair of identical twins committed suicide.  The men were both born deaf and lived together and worked as cobblers when they learned they were going blind.  They couldn’t bear the thought of not seeing each other ever again so they killed themselves at a clinic in Belgium.  If I had a twin, I wouldn’t ever want to look at her.  I’d listen to her though.
I was slapped the other night; right across the face,  I knew it was coming.  January 3.  I didn’t get shook but when I think about these things I feel less confident.  I am recognizing that my prophetic stuff usually involves a picture of something that happens in the natural realm, something I am unable to predict or even discern.  I’ve been waiting a long time to know what happened to me.  Not one human being thinks it important to tell me.  Not one human being thinks I deserve to know how my life went to shit.  God will judge their hearts and my own.  That is my lifeline.  I know I sleep better than they do.  I sleep with a fan running so I don’t have to listen to Josh washing and washing and washing…
Evolutionary terrorism.
Psalm 27 1-6
The Lord is my light and my salvation.  Whom shall I fear?  The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.
Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident:
One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after:  that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his temple.
For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion, in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me, he shall set me up upon a rock.
And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me; therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing.  Yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.

4:27 am

I’m going to go on a trip soon, to the East.  I need to reconnect with some people I’ve neglected during these years of torture and hard labor.  I’ll need some money, and I’m amazed that none of my rich relatives has offered me any money.  They KNOW I’m on a mission from God.  They also know I was woefully wronged.  They claim to be upright moral people.  They also claim not to know what I’m talking about sometimes, and that’s a pity.  Perhaps things are further along than I think, and my siblings are already zombies.  Too little, too late, perhaps?  But you can’t ever say I didn’t try.  I would also like to speak to a Constitutional lawyer along the way, and maybe a preacher or two. This will be a great trip; I get better than 43 miles to the gallon. —

4:19 am

And the meeting-house windows, blank and bare, 
Gaze at him with a spectral glare, 
As if they already stood aghast 
At the bloody work they would look upon.
(Midnight Ride of Paul Revere.  http://www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/paul-reveres-ride)
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4:12 am

Seriously, I am happy for the first time…ever, really.  It was worth it to be raped and almost murdered to reach this state.  I like God’s plans for me, even if I can’t always believe them.  He’s the king and he has very good ideas.  “All things work together for good to those who love [him].”  He told me what to do all the time and he gave me an invisible friend, and even when things got really weird, he was always right…they both were.*  Being right really does a number on fear.  God put me up against every one of my worst fears.  I’ve been proven to myself.  As long as I submit my mind to God, he is “faithful and just” to guide it properly.  That’s utterly key to survival.  Seriously, without guidance by the Spirit you will not be able to discern the voices you shall hear.
*And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers:  And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.  (Isaiah 30:20-21) —

3:47 am

God’s sorting out the wheat and the tares and things aren’t looking too swell for the media.  The ‘sheep’ nations and the ‘goat’ nations will be identified shortly;  I wonder if I could call them?   It shouldn’t be that hard:  “The last shall be first.”  Jamaica has a lot of Spirit.  I can’t understand when Jamaicans speak English, but sometimes I hear their hearts.  Maids, Jamaican maids imported for the summer so they could earn money to send their children on preaching trips to New York.  They talked about the ‘anointing’ and my brother dragged them to a Baptist church so they could get ‘saved’.  I loved those girls but I couldn’t understand a thing they said.

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3:40 am

I figure the implosion of my life was a test, and a demonstration.  This thing with my dad had to go through stages, so I could write it all down; I hold resentment against no person involved in the hijacking.  God set it up, you couldn’t help it at your level of vibration and you’re forgiven.  (Now SPEAK UP!)  My prayer lately, is always a plea for more of his Spirit, and a larger capacity for love. That’s the only way we’ll come through this alive, and everybody knows that deep down.  Even the psychopaths, they just don’t know what love even feels like.  Love requires putting another’s feelings ahead of one’s own.  If you do it a couple times, it starts to feel nice.  You’re creating new neural pathways and the scanners will even record that you are finally beginning to love. Documentation is really important just now.

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3:20 am

MUSIC BREAK

I used to sing with my grandma all the time.  She liked marches the best and she played the piano.  Grandpa played the bones and a ‘trap’ set of gaudy drums.  He wore plaid sportcoats and he was a stunner.  Tough act to follow, both of them.

I Am On The Battlefield

Hasan Green & Martha Holloway (This is perfection.  Much appreciated this morning.)

3:19 am

I am so stinkin’ white; I’ve always regretted that.  I’m so big I would have made a great black woman and I would have loved it because they can wear anything they want.  I’m glad they know that.  Boulder is more expensive for the white kids and they go about on their knees in the grief of their ancestors’ evil.  That stuff has got to stop.  Nobody should ever have to feel guilty, not even the Germans.  Germany was an expensive little investment for the psychopaths, but it yields dependably.  Property wars are heating up and the prices are out of this world.

3:09 am

I do not like the manmade ‘hive mind’.  It’s uncomfortable, and I’d like to be a virus in the Borg but I can’t seem to replicate myself.  I wish I had the NSA on my team.  Or 2 hackers.  Two hackers and me and we got the earth back.  I feel like a recruiter.

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3:00 am

My dad understands, even if others do not, the tremendous favor I do him by exposing his foibles and my decent heartfelt requests.  He knows that if more people are watching us, the less the chance that one of us might ‘accidentally’ commit suicide.  I don’t suppose a lot of people think of that, but the hyper-vigilant consider every doorway out.  My dad is pathologically hyper-vigilant, and he’s seen fit to pass on the family skill-set.  I am no longer paranoid, thank you goons, but I AM EXTREMELY concerned about my family’s well-being.  I think we should all start talking, and we should take it on the road.  Why were you born?  For football games and shopping?  Let’s fix this world!  I also think there is a brief window of opportunity where hackers might be relevant.  They’re becoming obsolete!  We’re transhuman already and I’d like them to fix my world while they still can. “Repent!  For the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand!” —

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5/17/15

8:15 pm

They’ve got this policing-for-profit thing all bass-ackwards.  We wouldn’t mind paying for the privilege of driving belt-free once in a while, if we didn’t have to pay for the TV ads telling us to buckle up.  Think about it.  Job security, quasi-freedom, and steady cash flow.  But, the reason pfp is so stupid and so renegade…is so we WILL mind.  We MUST be mad about something or we’ll recognize the walls closing in.  Do you know those madmen are using mind control technology to imprison a person…day in and day out…for all intents and neural activity…for a thousand years?  It’s not bad enough that we allow psychopaths to take away our brethren’s physical freedom…we allow them to MAKE IT REALLY HURT.  These people who would control us, are not unkind for expedience sake.  The majority of us will suffer endless torment…at least it will SEEM endless… and they already do this incalculable evil to our fellows.  For now, they cannot accomplish such precise programming for each and every individual.  But, they’ll have that ability pretty soon; they got robots working on it.

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8:00 pm

My young friend has a job, and I’m thinking about cleaning cabins with her.  I haven’t used my body for two entire years and it would do me good to clean some cabins.  Or this house, but the pay’s better for somebody else.  I can feel my life revving up, and I’m very grateful.  I’ve been spinning my wheels since 2006 when I stepped out on faith and in 2007 when God himself used the word:  SOON.  Nothing has been soon to my way of thinking, but hopefully he’s curing me of that.  I’m listening to a bit of music; I always used to self-medicate with music until I had to start working round the clock.  I asked my young friend, if she’d read for me.  I haven’t had a reader for over a year and sometimes it seems to me that this might be a pretty good story.  I never know what’s coming next, but I’m always right.  I told her I was getting to the part about my dad trying to kill me and I really wished I could talk about it to somebody, so she said OK.  I haven’t found a four-leaf clover yet this season, but I haven’t looked very hard.
There are MANY IMPORTANT QUESTIONS that my dad will help me answer.  For instance:  When was I targeted?  Did it start at Cooley?  Does that explain how I became 300 pounds after losing weight puking through two pregnancies?  Does that explain the anxiety I experienced where my heart wouldn’t stop pounding for two hours at a time?  For no reason whatsoever?  I have to review my entire life in order to gain all the lessons I have available…when I get some answers.

6:02 pm

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from 10/24/11

(Dad wasn’t talking to me, then he read my book.  Here’s what went down right after he read it…and before he realized I didn’t know of his involvement. I’ve been trying to make peace with him ever since.  (Besides the food-gifts, he also spent an entire week with a whole crew at my house fixing up EVERYTHING!!!  I recorded his ‘favors’ at the back of the book, in an addendum that  was not in the proof-copy he read.)  I nearly died from an electronic attack as recorded.   THEN, in February of the next year, he took my house and I was GANGSTALKED, FOLLOWED, GAS-LIGHTED and he admitted that he tried to have me locked up but couldn’t.  I did not die either, when vehicles tried to run me off the road and lots of crazy stuff happened, and he has refused to speak to me ever since.)

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I’ve been trying to listen to a tape Growmaster made.  He wrote on the case, “Shit my dad did.”  It’s taken me weeks to get through the shit his dad did.  They lived really far in the woods, and when Dad left for the day, they were completely isolated.  I had a hard time with the story of how their father held them by their ankles outside a second-floor window.  (This was not a fit of passion.  He held each of them, in turn.)  When a gunshot went through the bed, I turned off the tape-recorder. The bullet passed through a wall and a dresser on the other side.  (Growmaster’s sisters were in that room.)   He remembers going to school for a couple years, here and there.  Growmaster still takes his baby to visit the old man.  It’s 100 miles, one-way.  I get to see that baby too, tomorrow.
My dad apologized last night.  He said he was sorry he’d been a “bad dad” and that you don’t get to have your babies over again.  I told him that I’d like to be his friend.  He said I was “scary”.  Whatever.  He’s said that before.  One time I asked him, “Why can’t you just let me love you like I want to?”  He said, “It’s scary”.   It was scary for me every time he woke me from the bedroom door, pitching a shoe at my head, so I guess we’re even.
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He made three trips bearing leftovers from a Halloween party.  He brought huge tubs of ice cream and 1/2 gallon of hot fudge.  I was so amazed at his second trip, that I cracked a joke looking around for hot dogs in his car.  He went back and got some. (Maybe he even stopped to buy some, they didn’t look like a commercial package.)  My dad does things like that.
He’s always the first one at an accident, and he saves people’s lives.  He’s the most generous person I know, other than George and Isaac I guess.  He loved his mother very much and every year gave her roses, on his birthday.  The best presents ever, he takes people places all the time.  He researches cool things. (If he and Isaac ever got to spend much time together, they could teach each other a thing or two.) 
Isaac reports amazing smart things that Wonderful tells him.  It surprises him how many principles of business stewardship I already understand.  Wonderful knows I do.  I listened to my dad, even though he wasn’t talking to me.
My dad was not a bad dad.  My dad was a lonely dad, and it made me lonely too.  I always wished he would yell. He wouldn’t slam a door, he closed  them with static precision that stole my air.  He’d walk very softly, still does, as though he must defend each footstep.  I’ve seen him bite the nipple from an exquisite European truffle and throw the rest out the window.  To prove he was in control.  (Sometimes chocolate calls him.  He told me that.)  It’s a hard way to live.
We were watching family videos the other day.  I wanted my babies to be perfect.  I had waited a long time and was jaw-set to do things right. (I cried in a Big Boy parking lot because my mother commented on how much food we got on the floor.)  This video though, was gorgeous boy-baby, lying on his back and refusing to perform.   My hands were in his face the whole time.  I was tapping his cheeks and demanding:  Smile!  Smile!   I was just like my dad. 
 George says, that if I got my journals back, he could remember enough detail to write his own version. “Out of the mouths of two or three witnesses shall a matter be established.”
Sick, I was as sick last night as I’ve ever been in my life and it was frightening.  I was instantly drenched, the deluge left hot-flashes in the dust.  Mud.  I was losing consciousness, other times I’ve always been conscious, and I never, ever felt what my heart and breathing did.  I was ripping off clothes and calling George to come pray for me.  Then I couldn’t talk.  My limbs started jerking at one point, oh it was so scary.  As George prayed for me there were some guttural vocalizations, my breathing calmed down and eventually the palpitations and sweating stopped.  He put “Calamity Jane” on TV as I recovered, and started working at a nearby computer.
I asked him, “You know I’ve been really struggling since the haunting left.  I haven’t interacted much with the spirit realm, and I’ve questioned my definitions.  But this time, I really was attacked, wasn’t I?”  His answer shook me up.  He said, “I didn’t want to tell you this, but all day long your neck and face looked like you weighed twenty pounds more than you do.”  By that time I could sit up and he looked at me.  “You look completely normal now.” He still believes in demons too. 

3:22 pm

Did you know that the founder of AA spent the last two weeks of his life begging for a drink? Nobody gave him one although even the Bible says to give wine to dying people.  (And POOR people.)  (Biblegateway.com.  Look it up yourself.)  One of the first lies my father spread about me, was a lie about his whole family and even science.  I heard:  “Every time a Goldthorpe drinks alcohol he/she goes crazy.”  This is bullshit of course, but he fears alcohol almost as much as he fears damage to his false reputation as a smart, good man.  I’ve documented the psychopathic nature of his need/attempts to control the behavior of others, but he’s also not even rational.  Logical fallacies are exposed by comparing the vices he vilifies…with his own peculiar penchants. To him, drinking alcohol is a worse sin than 1) lying, 2) stealing, 3) calumny, 4) making/viewing child pornography, 5) adultery, or/and  6) murder.
I never drank alcohol until I became a Republican.  I also don’t think my father ever attempted to murder anybody until I became a Republican.  When I first ran for Congress, the GOP approached him right away.  They couldn’t have known anything about a goat-milking housewife…but they knew he had money and reputation.  I suspect that once he’d communicated his disrespect for me, they felt free to do with me as they chose.  I suspect he’ll fill in some details pretty soon.  –

12:53 pm

Here’s another good reason my brother should embrace truth and set a precedent for our father to do the same:  

I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me  (Exodus 20:5-b)

Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children’s children, unto the third and to the fourth generation  (Exodus 34:7)

The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation  (Numbers 14:18)

I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me  (Deuteronomy 5:9-b)
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12:40 pm

Ron Paul in the 70s defending the legalization of drugs in the face of an absolutely rabid and biased host and audience. He’s been facing haters for a long time…I only started paying attention to him in the nineties.  No wonder he’s calm now…he’s RIGHT.  He even talks about George Bush and the CIA dealing  drugs.  (I love when they say he’ll never go anywhere…”You’re not fit to be president of Disneyland!”  “You stupid idiot, you!”) Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/ron-paul-in-the-70s-defending-the-legalization-of-drugs-in-the-face-of-an-absolutely-rabid-and-biased-host-and-audience/#mBreXdWKj1sZAAcH.99

10:30 am

Did you know that when you visit the CN Tower in Toronto you pass through an electronic explosive-sniffing device?  And they search our bags everywhere.  Soon everybody will want the No-Lie MRI.  I can see it now:  Just like we walk through metal detectors and are fondled by government employees before entering a government building or boarding an airplane…soon we’ll also face an MRI machine, to see if our thoughts are sufficiently pure.  (Lawyers and judges will not be required to submit, their bar-card being accepted proof of their honesty and merit.  Kind of like the don’t-frisk-me credentials now available for a fee from the TSA.)
“Government and private companies alike are pushing acceptance of brain-scanning for evidence.” (I TOLD YOU they abolished lying!  This story is not up-to-date, by a few decades, but soon they’ll KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYBODY.  And if they can’t get a read-out that they like?  They can always use mind-control.) Private companies such as No Lie MRI and Cephos Corporation already provide the service of fMRI lie detection for employment screenings, and are seeking its use in criminal court. No Lie MRI cited a study funded by the US Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency  (DARPA) as part of its justification.Psychological research shows that interrogators frequently wield the ability to convince individuals they committed a crime that never happened. Hold a person in an isolated and uncomfortable scenario long enough and they will begin to believe they’ve committed a crime.On top of fabricating memories of non-existent crimes, research shows that all humans, not just those subject to interrogation, are capable and actually do create false memories of events that never occurred. Read more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/The_Police_State_will_Soon_be_Looking_at_Your_Thoughts%2C_Govt_Dumping_Money_into_%E2%80%9CBrain_Scanners%E2%80%9D/43974/0/38/38/Y/M.html

5:06 am

My grandma’s birthday, and also a friend’s from law school.

I really enjoy sleeping now; I do it all the time.  For years I postponed sleep due to fear of how I’d be awakened.  I recognize that the torture and electronic rapes were a blessing, because I KNOW that our masters enjoy watching us squirm as they corrupt our minds and destroy our bodies and free will.  I am grateful for these years sitting at the computer, learning about their horrific capabilities and their intent.  When God asks what I’ve done to warn others, and to alleviate our subjugation to satanic entities, I will not be ashamed.  When my dad dies, he’ll have harder questions to answer, but my brother will be asked, “What did you do with the information you had?  Did you do your best to protect those precious children I gave you?”
But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman’s hand.  (Ezekiel 33:6)

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12:53 pm

Here’s another good reason my brother should embrace truth and set a precedent for our father to do the same:  

I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me  (Exodus 20:5-b)

Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children’s children, unto the third and to the fourth generation  (Exodus 34:7)

The Lord is longsuffering, and of great mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression, and by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation  (Numbers 14:18)

I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me  (Deuteronomy 5:9-b)
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12:40 pm

Ron Paul in the 70s defending the legalization of drugs in the face of an absolutely rabid and biased host and audience. He’s been facing haters for a long time…I only started paying attention to him in the nineties.  No wonder he’s calm now…he’s RIGHT.  He even talks about George Bush and the CIA dealing  drugs.  (I love when they say he’ll never go anywhere…”You’re not fit to be president of Disneyland!”  “You stupid idiot, you!”) Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/ron-paul-in-the-70s-defending-the-legalization-of-drugs-in-the-face-of-an-absolutely-rabid-and-biased-host-and-audience/#mBreXdWKj1sZAAcH.99

10:30 am

Did you know that when you visit the CN Tower in Toronto you pass through an electronic explosive-sniffing device?  And they search our bags everywhere.  Soon everybody will want the No-Lie MRI.  I can see it now:  Just like we walk through metal detectors and are fondled by government employees before entering a government building or boarding an airplane…soon we’ll also face an MRI machine, to see if our thoughts are sufficiently pure.  (Lawyers and judges will not be required to submit, their bar-card being accepted proof of their honesty and merit.  Kind of like the don’t-frisk-me credentials now available for a fee from the TSA.)
“Government and private companies alike are pushing acceptance of brain-scanning for evidence.” (I TOLD YOU they abolished lying!  This story is not up-to-date, by a few decades, but soon they’ll KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYBODY.  And if they can’t get a read-out that they like?  They can always use mind-control.) Private companies such as No Lie MRI and Cephos Corporation already provide the service of fMRI lie detection for employment screenings, and are seeking its use in criminal court. No Lie MRI cited a study funded by the US Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency  (DARPA) as part of its justification.Psychological research shows that interrogators frequently wield the ability to convince individuals they committed a crime that never happened. Hold a person in an isolated and uncomfortable scenario long enough and they will begin to believe they’ve committed a crime.On top of fabricating memories of non-existent crimes, research shows that all humans, not just those subject to interrogation, are capable and actually do create false memories of events that never occurred. Read more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/The_Police_State_will_Soon_be_Looking_at_Your_Thoughts%2C_Govt_Dumping_Money_into_%E2%80%9CBrain_Scanners%E2%80%9D/43974/0/38/38/Y/M.html

5:06 am

My grandma’s birthday, and also a friend’s from law school.

I really enjoy sleeping now; I do it all the time.  For years I postponed sleep due to fear of how I’d be awakened.  I recognize that the torture and electronic rapes were a blessing, because I KNOW that our masters enjoy watching us squirm as they corrupt our minds and destroy our bodies and free will.  I am grateful for these years sitting at the computer, learning about their horrific capabilities and their intent.  When God asks what I’ve done to warn others, and to alleviate our subjugation to satanic entities, I will not be ashamed.  When my dad dies, he’ll have harder questions to answer, but my brother will be asked, “What did you do with the information you had?  Did you do your best to protect those precious children I gave you?”
But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman’s hand.  (Ezekiel 33:6)

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5/16/15

I think it was unfair of me to call George lazy.  He is not lazy about things that matter to him.  We do not share priorities.

Hosea 4:6(a)  My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge

6:22 pm

“We are in an absolute warp-speed take-down.”  Deborah Tavares From “Silent weapons for Quiet Wars” “A silent system is applied gradually…the public adjusts and adapts to its presence and learns to tolerate its encroachment on their lives…until the pressure, psychological, economic, becomes too great and they crack up.  They say the silent weapon system is a type of biological warfare, it attacks the vitality, options and mobility of individuals of a society…by manipulating …attacking their  sources of natural and social energy…” See more at:  http://stopthecrime.net “Silent weapons for Quiet Wars” pdf here:   http://stopthecrime.net/docs/SILENT.pdf

5:44 pm

4:26 pm

I have two strawberry rhubarb pies in the oven.  I’ll take some to my parents, and to our neighbor across the river.

4:20 pm

When the goons first told me my dad was responsible for my torture, I argued with them and defended him.  I said he was naive.  Since then I’ve learned a lot as I researched him, and my journals were all written before I had.  I recorded things he did, but I never connected the dots.  Yesterday I heard another tidbit about myself that he dropped in a neighbor’s ear.  So I sent another text to my brother.  I was going to forward it to my mom, but that’s a lost cause.  Three years ago as I was (again…) begging for truth, she screamed at me, “WE HAD TO DO IT!”  Of course, she never told me what “it” was, but I presume she’s in pretty deep.
Text to David:
“Do you mean to just let him keep on slandering me?  6 years he’s been lying about me behind my back!  I can prove everything.  Kiddie porn.  Theft.  Lies.  Adultery.  Trying to lock me up.  Destroying my marriage.  I wrote every day…I have always been sane and I can even prove that too.  Get right with God.”

12:19 pm

My dad is VERY frightened.  He drove by my house twice this morning, on a lawn mower, I was knitting.  On his return trip I situated my seat off the deck, on the stairs where I could watch him approach for about 1,000 feet. He glanced my way once, then looked straight ahead with the engine running fast.  When it became obvious he wouldn’t acknowledge me, I stood up and removed my hat and swung it to the right as I executed a full bow.  It’s not entirely that he’s a milquetoast;  he has reason to be frightened; he’s involved with really scary people.  But, the fearful go to hell first.  (Guess he knows that even better than I.)   Jesus said, “DO NOT FEAR.”  “The Truth will set you free.”  But, not if you don’t ever ask him to.

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7:58 am

The Dance – Sociopath and Empath

(You wouldn’t BELIEVE my dad’s choreography!) – Gaslighting is one of the worst experiences you can live through because it’s so confusing and makes you question your sanity and self worth. This phase usually involves some extremely staged behavior on the part of the sociopath to manipulate the empath, the situation and everyone around. And the empath is usually too innocent to know what’s going on immediately and falls for it all too. The empath feels rejected, humiliated and confused. Didn’t that person like me before? And, what did I do to deserve this? This is the phase that is so completely ENTERTAINING for the sociopath. They LOVE to watch their empath target squirm. They LOVE to watch as they manipulate everyone around them into believing it’s all the fault of the empath.  Read more at:   http://zen-ful.net/2013/12/18/the-dance-sociopath-and-the-empath/

4:06 am

God is against my dad.  I hope he’ll repent soon…

16 These six things the Lord hates, Yes, seven are an abomination to Him: 17 A proud look, A lying tongue, Hands that shed innocent blood, 18 A heart that devises wicked plans, Feet that are swift in running to evil, 19 A false witness who speaks lies, And one who sows discord among brethren.  (He lied to my siblings and they stopped speaking to me.)

(Proverbs 6)

2:53 am

Two Major Psy Ops Documents You Must Read

5/15/15

7:39 pm

A couple hours ago I sent my dad a text saying I figured it was time for him to come to talk to me.  I asked him to call first and gave him the house number.  He hasn’t called yet, but I’m going to bed.  He’ll be around pretty soon.  Sweet dreams, sweet readers.

7:24 pm

APPS: Military Industrial Complex Targeting 2016 Presidential Candidates Michigan’s own favorite psychopath:  MIKE ROGERSAmericans for Peace, Prosperity, and Security (APPS) has been established by former House Intelligence Committee Chairman Mike Rogers. It wants to be the “premiere national security and foreign policy organization during the 2016 debate”, and to “help elect a president who supports American engagement and a strong foreign policy”. (I thought he was going to retire and become a DJ?) (Check out his wife’s resume’) (John Engler is on his board.  Engler is my mom’s friend.  I dropped her off at a party at his house when he was governor.) Read more at:   http://21stcenturywire.com/2015/05/14/military-industrial-complex-targeting-presidential-candidates/

4:57 pm

MUSIC BREAK

 Get it While You Can

Janis Joplin

4:32 pm

I mopped and vacuumed and we’re having Buffalo drumsticks when Josh gets home from work.  (How can drumsticks cost less than chicken wings?)

I’ve been thinking a lot over the past year, about how God said I would have “utterly complete vindication” and it’s helped me to continue writing.  But, now that “utterly complete vindication” is imminent, I don’t think about that too much anymore.  Now I think more about how he said a million people would come to Jesus because of what I’ve done.  I think about his promise that I will have my modesty back and that I’ll be a lady again.  I try not to consider my appearance for a number of reasons, but mostly because I wear men’s old clothes.  God willing, I’ll never wear a business suit again, but I’d like to wear dresses.  I always wore dresses before I ran for Congress, which I did  in second-hand garb.  When I get to be myself, I’ll have clothes that are only mine.  I wonder what I’ll look like.  When I get my money, I’ll be able to look like anything I want.  Since I no longer listen to my father, that will be the first time in my life.  

2:06 pm

Here’s what I’ll say when Josh comes to visit me at my condo in Toronto:  “This is not your dad’s house.  Here, we all do our own laundry.  Here, we will discuss things that matter to us, and as you notice, there is no television.  Here, I will drive and pay for and support anything you want to try.  This is a new world.”

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2:00 pm

I bet George will read what I just wrote and come home with a bottle for me, and a pack of cigarettes.

1:50 pm

Josh has been sick, and didn’t work for a couple days.  His boss called my cell to see if she could count on him, but I didn’t get the message until the following day.  (Cell-phone service is bad here.) I asked George about giving her our house-phone number, but come to find out, she did call the other morning on the home phone.  George said, “I’m not getting up at seven to answer the phone for anybody.”  (I answer it at FIVE for him all the time.)  So she had no idea if Josh was going to work despite multiple attempts to find out.  George should NOT be here if he cannot be responsible to help the rest of us.  Too lazy to get out of bed…for a minute…at SEVEN…in order to help somebody who needed information, and to preserve his son’s job.  He is the laziest person I know, and the slowest.   SEVEN IS NOT EARLY.  He’s lazy and he expects nothing else from anybody.  Not even to help a person who requires information.  My dad knew exactly what he was doing, when he left us in this environment.  I begged him not to destroy my credibility, for my sons’ sake.  He knew every step of the way (records available on request),  and he knows now.  His intent was to destroy us all.  His intent sucks ass.  
I’ve been divorced for nearly three years.  I’m in prison.  I filed because Josh was neglected while I was being tortured and George was growing weed.  My father will answer for many things.

12:48 pm

MUSIC BREAK

For me.

The Lord Will Make A Way Somehow

12:05 pm

My sons!  Aren’t they great?  (I don’t know what to make of the GOP motif in the background.)

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11:59 am

Confusing ‘Church’ with God
It’s been my observation that a lot of unchurched-folk believe that by rejecting ‘church’ they are also rejecting God.  But, lots of these people embody God’s principles, and care about His cares.  It’s a propaganda situation, and no less destructive than the false narratives that cause us to shoot other people for a paycheck and glory.  I am the most ‘churched’ person I know; I’ve played piano in every whorehouse around.  I reject them all.  I approached every pastor I met, with questions.  I was always told to sit down and shut up.  (But they always wanted me to play a stirring ditty when they collected the offering.)  I was part of the problem which is the REJECTION OF JESUS CHRIST.  We have limited time to become what we were meant to be (and what will delight us…) and confusing the undercover gyrations of a whore’s obfuscations with sincere love won’t see us through.  “Church” has been overcome by the enemy of our souls.  (Also by the government, the enemy of our peace and physical safety.)  “Church” is 1) an abomination, 2) destructive, and 3) doomed.  “Only the penitent shall pass.”  Those atheists who strive for peace and brotherhood are far better situated to view what we shall see than those who “talk the talk but don’t walk the walk.”
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11:17 am

George came into the house the other day and the TV was on. He asked right away, “Watcha watchin’?”  He never asks what I’m reading or what I’m thinking about.  Only the programming.  “What are the programmers saying…?”  Jesus is the anti-programmer.  He lives his life through people and gives them his concerns and his delights.  A lot of people aren’t interested in what he thinks about.  I pray every day to escape that crowd.  I pray that I may pray with other people.  George and I used to pray together all the time, and my sons used to pray with us. Isaac still prays, but my father lied the prayer right out of George and Josh.  I’ve never seen my father pray, except one rote dinner-blessing, over and over and over, “Bless this food to our use, and our lives to thy service…”   My mom would recite too, before we went to sleep:  “Now I lay me down to sleep; I pray the Lord my soul to keep…”  Then we’d also recite the Lord’s prayer.  I’ve never heard either of them actually TALK TO GOD.  (Or to me, for that matter.)  Prayer is the only way through the (current, documented…) implosion of our planet.  “Please Lord, may I be with praying people?”

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5:19 am

I believe the information my dad holds is very important.  If that were not so, those who watch me would have intervened before now.  I believe it is important that he pronounce with his own lips, the who/what/where that orchestrated the destruction of my life.  This same  ‘smoking gun’ has been elusive, in court cases claiming REMOTE TORTURE, but I also know that the ‘judicial’ system is not judicious on its best day, so how could that be our goal?  I know I’m owed MUCH MONEY, but I can’t imagine that to be the reason for the extraordinary encouragement to continue my prolonged pressure against my family of liars.  Why should the goons care if I’m fed or clothed?  Do they care about my parents’ destination in hell?  That’s hard to imagine too.  I am compelled to continue demanding truth from my family, and it must be because we need my father’s repentance.  He KNOWS what SOMEBODY needs to know.  (I mean besides me.)  He holds a key to changing the world, and didn’t he always want to be important?

4:49 am

I said several things amiss, and God has corrected me:
1)  I said that I only respected a single man.  I should have said:  “I only COMPLETELY respect one man.”
2)  I said, regarding a ‘thorn in the flesh’ that maybe I was so ‘intrinsically evil’ that I require two.  Evil is not the reason for ‘thorns in the flesh.’  Pride is a demon spirit and God uses demons against one another.  (That must really piss them off.)
3)  I can’t remember the third, but there were three; I repented and God forgave me so I’ll just proceed.  (“Dear Lord, May I PLEASE SOMETIME be alone with you again?  I can’t help but wish that I need not recount my every communication with you…to those who cannot even imagine a conversation with their creator!”)

4:19 am

MORNING PRAYER

Dear Lord, I didn’t know I could feel so lonely. I didn’t know how necessary was the kindness of other humans.  I didn’t know how ostracism and isolation could rip apart one’s confidence, and one’s resolve, and break one’s heart.  I didn’t know how important it is to speak with others and to be hugged.  I don’t get hugged, my dad destroyed that aspect of my life along with all the others.  I’m so lonely, and more so as I watch the world be destroyed by those who care not about my children or their own.  There are many people on Earth who are awake, and who consider the consequences of empire and wars. May I be with them please?  You put me in my family for a purpose, I know that, but it seems I’ve failed to demonstrate your love, and without human love I could fail altogether.  My sister has not spoken to me for years, despite my kind intentions.  My brother is buried in bullshit and can’t see the light of day.  My parents are nigh dead.  They bought Satan’s lies, and they’re pitiful to see.  My ex-husband follows my dad to the grave.  My sons have been indoctrinated to disregard me. I have nobody but you, and I remember when YOU were so much more than enough!  I’m so lonely for you.  Please touch me again, and if I must continue this day-in-day-out recording of YOUR apocalypse, may I see your face? May I have a friend?  I  KNOW you have other people positioned to stand for Truth and Righteousness!  I KNOW I’M NOT ALONE…but may I also feel not alone?  My family cast me out, without even giving me notice.   Please, enable them to reconsider.  I need them.  I need people.  I’ve been sitting in this prison without any recognizable recourse for so many years.  (So what if I recognized a way out?  You put me here, so here I stay.)  Lord, please set me free.  You’ve chosen to give me information and experience that could help a lot of people.  Please release me to do your work and to be with others who wish to see your KINGDOM COME ON EARTH!  I have two dollars until next week. Until then I will cook and clean and write and pray.  Please change my circumstances, or take me home to be with you.  My siblings are rich and do not care about others, not even others who care so very much about them.  Please forgive them, and allow them to see our father in the light of eternity, and not in the glitter of his ego-supports.  Please change my life.  I told you I’d do what you said, and I have.  Could I please be finished?  Or could I please have a friend?

5/14/15

6:09 pm

I Can’t Feel at Home in this World Anymore.

Hopeful Gospel Quartet 

5:58 pm

My sister sells statins.  She works for Big Pharma and they send her on trips and give her money so she will sell more statins.

“Two years ago  I found out that our prescription drugs are the third leading cause of death after heart disease and cancer.  Our drugs kill around 200,000 people in America every year, and half of these people die, while they do what their doctors told them.  So they die because of the side effects.  The other half die because of errors, and it’s often the doctors that make the errors, because any drug may come with twenty or thirty warnings, contraindications, precautions and…no doctor knows about all this.”
“The other thing I found out two years ago was, much of what the drug industry does, fulfills the criteria for organized crime in US law.  And they behave in many ways like the mafia does; they corrupt everyone they can corrupt.”

5:32 pm

David didn’t respond, so I sent another text:  “I need a place to work…and some money.  You should see to that.  Or you could go to hell with Dad if you prefer.”

Sauteed zucchini and meatloaf with baked potatoes tonight.  Bread pudding.  Fresh bread.

5:08 pm

No calls today again, so I sent a text to my brother:  “Lies have kept me in prison for six years and you  will still not set me free.  Jesus is real.  I’m glad I’m not you.”

3:09 pm

My brother sent me a text on Mothers’ Day, with good wishes.  That was AFTER I sent him one saying that my sons need to see a Christian man who will walk the walk, and suggesting that he may be such a man.  Nobody has contacted me yet, about the lies and the rapes and the ostracism and the attempts on my life…or to offer compensation.  My brother is a world-class chicken-shit.

12:25 pm

MUSIC BREAK

“I Can’t Believe I’m Not a Millionaire”

Puppini Sisters

6:25 am

The prayerwarrior was getting very cheesed off with the tax and time wasters subjecting her to constant surveillance. She wasn’t psychic but she knew they were there and espionage was the first choice of profession for voyeurs, Peeping Tom’s and every kind of sex pervert. She had never consented to star in a reality show. Not that her celibate life-style gave anything interesting to watch. She blessed the fact she was asexual. Her soldier mind followed its natural path in considering ways she could counter this annoyance, forgetting her power was not intended for personal or trivial use. More at:   https://taknbsorbenwon5.wordpress.com/2015/04/28/tit-for-tat/

4:57 am

Are We a Nation of Wimps– Dr. Ron Paul“Sociopaths, those without scruples, appear tough.  but this only compensates for their own inadequacies and fear.  They believe the military can provide the manliness they seek.  They’re convinced that they’re showing strength and superiority over others, yet the real problem is their own lack of confidence.” “Misplaced militarism being used to compensate for a deep-seated fear of inadequacy…” “…killing imaginary enemies doesn’t make us strong and confident…” “US has ‘small-man syndrome.'” “Snipers are SUPER-HEROES!”

5/13/15

5:18 pm

So I’ve been working with the goon, at least consciously, since early Spring of 2012.  I realized my cyber-stalker was never going away, so I asked that he/they/and/or/it would teach me about computers.  (I thought all the time that it was Adam because he’d been hacking me forever.  I said lots of REALLY MEAN things that were intended for him.)  I had no idea where I was being led,  but God said that Adam was an angel and that I should trust him.  We haven’t spoken since 2009 when I told him what I thought of the “Campaign for Liberty” at Gettysburg while my niece was getting married but I had to go to Gettysburg anyway.  I didn’t let him answer but stomped by him with insults on my breath.  But, I still trust him.  And, actually I trust the algorithms and other various sources of input.  Sleep deprivation is a pain, but you get used to it.  For a couple years I woke up every hour on the hour.  I can’t wait for somebody to read my journals.

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4:48 pm

The Vatican just recognized Palestine.  The “Vicar of God on Earth”… just took a stand against the “Jews”.  Do you suppose they will be rounding Jews up pretty soon?  Does the Bible predict a thing like that?  A situation where “all countries gather round about Jerusalem”…or something to that general effect.  We’re watching prophecy happening before our eyes and we’re missing it.  I miss 90 percent of what I see, because I’m isolated.  It’s a pain to increase your consciousness and attention to detail, if you cannot exercise your new recognitions.  Due to lack of tools or materials, I cannot be the best I could be, so I just choose to overlook things that I’d like to authentically consider.  I’d like my life to match up perfectly with —my understanding and I wish to always understand more.  I’m half-retarded, God goes slowly with me.
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2:57 pm

A Nation of SnitchesA totalitarian state is only as strong as its informants. And the United States has a lot of them. They read our emails. They listen to, download and store our phone calls. They photograph us on street corners, on subway platforms, in stores, on highways and in public and private buildings. They track us through our electronic devices. They infiltrate our organizations. They entice and facilitate “acts of terrorism” by Muslims, radical environmentalists, activists and Black Bloc anarchists, framing these hapless dissidents and sending them off to prison for years.They have amassed detailed profiles of our habits, our tastes, our peculiar proclivities, our medical and financial records, our sexual orientations, our employment histories, our shopping habits and our criminal records. They store this information in government computers. It sits there, waiting like a time bomb, for the moment when the state decides to criminalize us.Solzhenitsyn“Kill the stoolie!” That was it, the vital link! A knife in the heart of the stoolie! Make knives and cut the stoolie’s throats—that was it!Now as I write this chapter, rows of humane books frown down at me from the walls, the tarnished gilt on their well-worn spines glinting reproachfully like stars through the cloud. Nothing in the world should be sought through violence! By taking up the sword, the knife, the rifle, we quickly put ourselves on the level of tormentors and persecutors. And there will be no end to it. …There will be no end. … Here, at my desk, in a warm place, I agree completely.If you ever get twenty-five years for nothing, if you find yourself wearing four number patches on your clothes, holding your hands permanently behind your back, submitting to searches morning and evening, working until you are utterly exhausted, dragged into the cooler whenever someone denounces you, trodden deeper and deeper into the ground—from the hole you’re in, the fine words of the great humanists will sound like the chatter of the well-fed and free.There will be no end of it! … But will there be a beginning? Will there be a ray of hope in our lives or not?The oppressed at least concluded that evil cannot be cast out by good. —— On the surface we were prisoners living in a camp just as before, but in reality we had become free—free because for the very first time in our lives we had started saying openly and aloud all that we thought! No one who has not experienced this transition can imagine what it is like!And the informers … stopped informing.”The camp bosses, he wrote “were suddenly blind and deaf. To all appearances, the tubby major, his equally tubby second in command, Captain Prokofiev, and all the wardens walked freely about the camp, where nothing threatened them; moved among us, watched us—and yet saw nothing! Because a man in uniform sees and hears nothing without stoolies.”—-Purged of human filth, delivered from spies and eavesdroppers we looked about and saw, wide-eyed that … we were thousands! That we were …politicals! That we could resist!We had chosen well; the chain would snap if we tugged at this link—the stoolies, the talebearers and traitors! Our own kind had made our lives impossible. As on some ancient sacrificial altar, their blood had been shed that we might be freed from the curse that hung over us.The revolution was gathering strength. The wind that seemed to have subsided had sprung up again in a hurricane to fill our eager lungs. See at:   http://www.truthdig.com/report/item/a_nation_of_snitches_20150510

2:37 pm

Manufactured fear engenders self-doubt. It makes us, often unconsciously, conform in our outward and inward behavior. It conditions us to relate to those around us with suspicion. It destroys the possibility of organizing, community and dissent. We have built what Robert Gellately calls a “culture of denunciation.” – Snitches also populate the courts, where the police make secret deals to drop or mitigate charges against them in exchange for their selling out individuals targeted by the state. Our prisons are filled with people serving long sentences based on false statements that informants provided in exchange for leniency.

12:57 pm

My young friend asked if I remembered when Dad poisoned the house and doused my laptop.  October, 2011. She’d like to read my book again, I told her it would mean more now.  She also adopted my motto: yourstory She said she’s not the prettiest girl at the party but she’s the one everybody wants to talk to.  I’ll bet she’s the one none of them will forget.  She used to be a vengeful young girl and now she’s a forgiving woman.  She said she will always forgive, but doesn’t need to forget.  I told her I figured that we could forget, when we see genuine remorse.  She says not a single man, of those who have wronged her, has apologized to her face.  I told her I’ve only met one man I completely respect in my whole life.  A really nice guy is eyeing her up and waiting for her to turn eighteen.  I told her she ought to be single about that time.

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11:33 am

6 years, my family has refused to speak to me or help me at all.

They’re all afraid of prison, aren’t they?  I’m really, really slow.

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4:12 am

3:53 am

I can only think of one reason why my brother postpones talking to me and giving me necessary funds:  He must be afraid of prison too.  My dad can be excused for foot-dragging, because he knows he’s a criminal, and his life will change drastically when I am afforded justice.  It must be the same for my brother.  I’m surprised and disappointed, but I know the incredible power my dad wields over people who do not think for themselves.  He dangles a glittery carrot to keep them subservient.  He mimics wisdom, in tone and gesture, so they distrust their own native common sense.  He dismisses true morality, in conspiratorial manner.  He makes his minions feel special…to a point.  He masterfully controls the human sphere of his existence, and when he cannot manipulate others, he steals.  His petty thievery is legend; he steals brass doorknobs and other do-dads from hotels and restaurants.  But his theft of human dignity and freedom is less well-known.  For now.  He knows his time is short, and I guess David does now too.

— 5/13/15 3:25 am Predictive Programming Reveals The Biggest False Flag In Human History (2015): Part 1 “They need our support to manifest events.” Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/must-watch-predictive-programming-reveals-the-biggest-false-flag-in-human-history-2015-part-1/#JIeCljwz9t3jPMvI.99

3:13 am

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5/12/15

2:56 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 2/7/15

God wouldn’t have told me in 2007 to “withstand” if he didn’t intend to make me able to do so.
Josh says that for as long as I’ve been dealing with the rapes, he’s been dealing with them too.  He’d like me to just leave.  Or shut up.  Or maybe die.  Then he could have some peace.  I not only DEAL with the rapes, but I REMEMBER them and suffer from PANIC ATTACKS from POST-TRAUMATIC-STRESS-DISORDER…but I should die for his convenience.  My father’s legacy is deeply rooted.  It will be cut off.  Goldthorpes WILL care about one another.  It will be that way.  
I said, “Josh, wouldn’t it be best to get to the bottom of this?” and he agreed.  I asked that if I organized a list of questions for my dad, would he be my witness?  He asked, “Do you know he’d tell the truth?”  I said, “No, but time would show if he was telling the truth or not.  Also, he might.  He told me a little bit about what Trish did and what Margaret did.”  I said at least we’d have a record.  He said he’d be my witness.
Background for Josh:
I first learned that Grandpa and Grandma were responsible for my difficulties on that day I threw my computer out of the car window.  You remember that day, I was ready to move all of us into the woods somewhere.  That was the day I first knew we were under COMPLETE surveillance.  I had been cyber-stalked for years, I even mentioned it in the book.  As I said, I would this minute, swear to EVERY WORD IN THAT BOOK AND EVERY WORD IN THE JOURNALS THAT ADAM GOT AND EVERY WORD IN EVERY BOOK IN THIS HOUSE.  My terminology changed, as my research yielded fruit.  I assumed the surveillance was because of the marijuana, and made changes accordingly.  Then your grandpa showed me the truth.
I cried tonight and I haven’t cried for a long time.  Josh let me talk a bit.  I told him I don’t need to convince anybody of anything, truth will come out.  It’s just that sometimes I have to talk or I’ll explode.  He said, “I can understand that.”  I told him how I’m just now allowing myself to feel hurt at a husband who wouldn’t look into my (recognized) violations.  “They” were trying to set up something with Adam; he’s important and I imagine I was just very convenient as I ignorantly went about my home-school project of RUNNING FOR CONGRESS.”  Instead of looking into the “haunting” and its masquerade as “Adam”…my “husband” just went and offered me to the guy.  It was like, “Just do her one time and she’ll be alright again.”  That hurts my feelings.  I didn’t know how much.  I haven’t been well enough to consider many things.  This is progress. 
Josh summed it up, he often does:  “My problem is this, Mom, if what you say is true…the implications are so terrible that there’s no human way out.  Without God, we’re sunk.”  My dad faces the same dilemma.  Everybody does.  That’s why we’re here now, to face this very dilemma, that everybody faces, right now.  Josh said, in a way, that if I’m right, he’ll believe in God.  That’s a relief.  He also said he doesn’t like the self-sacrifice aspect of my faith.  I told him I still believe I gave my life away for a purpose.  There’s another relief.
–Josh’s words tell me something else, too.  He recognizes how people will react when they begin to understand the pervasiveness of the control matrix.  I am perfectly prepared to help some people come to grips with problems they’ve maybe suffered for years.  But of course, Isaac “can’t support…” that kind of effort.  He thinks the whole tribe will be well and rational when they come to his door.  He’ll want me around before long.
ethereal is one of Josh’s favorite words.  
North Korea…are we gonna have WWIII yet?  Sorry North Korea, what we do now is
What we do is ruin your economy,   assisination    let your army starve to death     turn over to South Korea 

1:39 pm

Naked Michigan State Senator Shoots Ex-Wife’s Mercedes After She Storms Into House To Confront Naked Girlfriend

These guys presume to direct our life-situation and our behavior?  God have mercy on Michigan.  (Again, I ask.) Read more athttp://investmentwatchblog.com/naked-michigan-state-senator-shoots-ex-wifes-mercedes-after-she-storms-into-house-to-confront-naked-girlfriend/#gB0bcOZ3JR0ixirH.99 This is the kind of people my dad thinks do a better job representing Michigan than I might have done.  (OK, maybe not this guy because he’s a democrat, but then again, Dad hasn’t heard all of Tommy Casperson’s stories.  I’ve only heard a few myself, but somebody knows them all by heart…)  My father sabotaged my campaign for a seat in Congress.  (If he could only know how grateful I am that I do not rub shoulders each day with those so seated.)  My father deems to create the world in his own image and to his own benefit.  So did satan.  Satan never gives up, because he has no other choice.  At this point, his options are severely limited.  My dad has options.  George has options.  I, alas, am without options.  I, alas, will again today, wash dishes and fold the underwear of a man who does not give a shit.  I, no longer alas nor alack,  will soon be among those with some intestinal fortitude.  I will hob-nob with the REAL movers and shakers.  I will serve them my very best efforts, and I’ll sit at their feet, just as I attempted to sit at the feet of those men I no longer respect.  I’ll do what I’m told, and I’ll be told marvels!  Soon, very soon. —-

12:57 pm

I don’t know if alcohol is my “thorn in the flesh” or if it’s George.  Maybe I’m so intrinsically evil that I require two. When I was being electronically raped regularly, and being shown pictures in my head that did not match up to my own pictures… I asked him for help.  (I always saw Adam during the rapes, which makes perfect sense considering his prominence in the counter-GOP environment…and the source of my violations and so-called ‘fantasies.’)  I was not accustomed to viewing people as sexual objects, and very rarely indulged thoughts about sex at all.  (That’s one reason I knew the thoughts were not mine; I recorded all this in my journals.)  Instead of seeking the source of my…stop…OUR problem… he offered me to Adam.  “She’s got this thing going on…just do her one time and I can have her back like she was.”  This is a terrible thing for a “husband” to do.  That would be a terrible thing for a “husband” to accept!  “Just don’t change my life…whatever it takes.”   I dislike more than anything…living with George.  He gave up on his family, on me, and on the world and on God.  I’d much rather live with a blackheart like my dad.  George has twelve additional cans of tuna in his bedroom.  He can’t cop to it.  Tomorrow is his day off; I wonder if the Prophet is still around.  I’d like to go somewhere.

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11:34 AM

I’m not speaking out of turn about my relations, because the NSA et al already have everybody’s complete dossier stashed away in Utah.  Soon, if people refuse to adopt remorse, they will experience electronically-accentuated shame.  Psychotronic weapons can induce ‘shame’ and many people have not prepared themselves for its onslaught.  “There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are i