I didn’t bail…the internet went out.
Isn’t it OBVIOUS that my sons and George and my folks and everybody now WILL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING I WROTE HERE AND THEREABOUTS?
That’s just a given. They should probably study-up because no matter what they try to say about me now, that base has been covered and remains so. It’s just a matter of time.
“Lord. 3.5 million dollars is a TREMENDOUS RESPONSIBILITY. Please give me absolute wisdom. Thank you. And an advisor. Amen.”
“It’s OK to de-legitimize your abuser. I don’t care if it was ‘mother’. We don’t look at men after the flesh anymore, not if you’re growing up spiritually.”
“If they consistently abused you, they forfeited all the rights and privileges that come with that position. And they defiled themselves… ” (Smackintosh)
(“Lord, is this guy right? ‘Love thy enemies.’ ‘Speak the Truth in love.’ ‘Honor thy mother and father.’ ‘You must love ME more than your mother or father, hate them by comparison…’ Please reconcile these notions.”)
(“You told me that if I will err, I should err on the side of believing MORE, not less. Please don’t let me believe anything that is untrue. Please enable me to believe everything that is.”)
—Josh and George and I are innocents. It’s just a fact. We even care about the environment.–If I explain to them the tactics psychopaths use to TRIANGULATE people against one another, do you suppose they might understand?–IT TOOK ME FIFTY YEARS and a mind-parasite with a higher IQ to understand what I had always believed to be a PROBLEM WITH ME.–Or, do George and Josh already know what Isaac has become and couldn’t speak to me about it because I couldn’t be trusted?–I can’t wait for the climax!—
I’m starting a fast for Isaac’s soul.
He’d better hope I can stick to it!
Maybe this is a hunger strike.
Maybe not. I’ve really run out of ways to oppose this
ONGOING ABUSE ISAAC SUBJECTS ME TO.
To which he subjects me. ABUSE. DIANE PEPPLER, HELP ME NOW!
Isaac wants to produce maybe ten good songs. He’d like to professionally record them. He thinks it would be important for George and me to have copies in case he ever dies. HAH! Like if he’s going to die without Christ he thinks I would mourn him?—JESUS WILL WIPE MY MIND CLEAN of any I may have ‘lost’ because He’s making me perfectly happy. I won’t listen to sad songs after ANYBODY DIES.“Thank you, Jesus,” I’ll either be seeing the dearly departed VERY SOON…or it will not matter a single iota.–If Isaac survives the holocaust then I’ll have him around singing to me to the farthest reaches of the post-galaxy-constructs that live way out there.–If not, tootle-oo. I did my best to show him Christ.
I’m thinking about how much David loved Absalom.
Absalom was David’s son and he had billows of cool hair.
His hair got caught in a tree and he was hanged by accident.
God said Adam and I are like David and Jonathan.
Isaac should look up those stories.
The Bible says that Jonathan and David loved one another ‘more than the love of a woman’.
(I can’t find the verse. Maybe Mandela took it with him to the grave.)
That sounds entirely platonic to me. And powerful.
Just like Adam and me on a project.
(We’re helping to save the world and that’s exactly what we both always wanted.)
And it came to pass, when he had made an end of speaking unto Saul, that the soul of Jonathan was knit with the soul of David, and Jonathan loved him as his own soul.
(1 Samuel 20:18)
So Jonathan made a covenant with the house of David, saying, Let the Lord even require it at the hand of David’s enemies.
And Jonathan caused David to swear again, because he loved him: for he loved him as he loved his own soul. (1 Samuel 20:16-17)
It’s OK to Call Things That Are the Way They Are
I never meant for him to become my little soldier but he was along for the ride and he was a great help.
(He should forgive me for his weird childhood. Then, in a couple months he will THANK ME.)
“The man or woman who habitually, continually, consistently…and demonstrates a commitment to… abusing you, and controlling you, enslaving you…I can say this unequivocally…they are worthless.“
“THERE’S NOTHING OF VALUE RESIDING IN THEM.”
Isaac has become a witch.He’s controlled by a spirit of witchcraft.I used to have one but my friend from West Virginia cast it out some years ago.It makes you control others.
“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”
“IS YOUR WILL FOR ISAAC’S LIFE, THAT HE HAVE FUN AND ‘LOVE’ WITH A 35 YEAR-OLD MOTHER OF THREE WITH THREE BABY DADDIES, a woman who gets in fistfights and sleeps with his friend’s boyfriends …TO KILL TIME…UNTIL HE TAKES ME OUT AND CAN STOP TWISTING GEORGE AND JOSH TO BELIEVE I AM THE PROBLEM? If so, would you please tell me so? Because it doesn’t look very smart or wholesome to me.”
“Lord, you love us and you said we belong to you. I have tried not to push my faith on sons who were caused pain by my overbearing attempts when they were small. They’re free. Please show them what that really means. Please allow them to grant me the same gift.”—“Please BRING ISAAC TO HIS KNEES.Demonstrate that the family-wayof HEAVY-HANDED CONTROlis at an end.I KNOW YOU WILL NOTLET HIM BECOMEA FULL-BLOWN PSYCHOPATHLIKE HIS GRANDFATHER.Please separate usvery soonso you can bring us back together,as our true selves.Thank you.Amen.”❤—
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