9/5/16

9:55 pm

US: Torture Without Borders

An attorney with the State of California reports being gassed inside her home and taken to a hospital Emergency Room, following repeated incidents of electromagnetic attacks. The attacks take place during an extended court battle over her mother’s guardianship.

An anti-police corruption activist in Medford Oregon reports an aerosol attack on her dwelling which causes her to lose consciousness.

An award winning author pens a memoir concerning how the NSA tried to hack into her mind.

A former intelligence officer lines her apartment with boom boxes in order to drown out chatter of electronic voice weapons. She reports that her mission was successful and the voices have stopped.

Are these women crazy or is the US government now testing its weapons on selected civilians?

However, torture does desensitize and condition the perpetrator. According to McKinney, somewhere in the ball park of 15-20% of US citizens may be involved —at some level—in using others as target practice. The degradation of society and morality implicit here should not go unnoticed.

In a recent interview, McKinney stated that targets are chosen somewhat at random, although she also believes that these torture techniques are being deployed against specific individuals for retaliation. In her 1992 paper, McKinney stated that “…harassment is beginning to surface as a form of retaliation against persons who try to assist electronic ‘harassees.’ Retaliation suggests loss of control. Under the circumstances, we are not entirely confident that ‘whistleblowers’ will continue to be exempted from this type of harassment in the long term.”

McKinney now believes that these techniques have resulted in deaths. In response to the question why—why would intelligence agencies use these “torture without borders” technologies on US citizens, McKinney stated that she believes that these are training exercises to prepare the perpetrators for a coming holocaust-level event. Rather than controlling the minds of the subjects, which is a common misperception, McKinney stated that the perpetrators are being desensitized and prepared for participation in a more widespread and devastating scenario.

Her conclusions may be echoed by Carol Warner, who wrote that “If people don’t understand the surveillance state is turned on the American citizen, I hope and pray my words will help the reader reconsider. The goal is total full-spectrum control of the populace.”

(I wonder how much Isaac knows about this stuff?  He’s usually really curious about things.)

Read more here:   http://journal-neo.org/2016/09/04/torture-without-borders/

9:50 pm

Blast from the past, July, one other time they sent me out.

JULY 11, 2016

I THINK THIS IS ANGUISH NOW.

GEORGE SAID, AS THEY WERE THROWING ME OUT, “IF I BELIEVED YOU I’D TALK TO THEM. BUT, I DON’T BELIEVE YOU, LINDA.” I GUESS THAT SETTLES MY INTERNAL DISPUTE ABOUT HIS CHARACTER. I HAD JUST THANKED THEM FOR NOT MAKING ME GO LIVE AT the PROPHET’S AND PROBABLY END UP WITH HIM. THEN THEY DID. WHAT I STILL DON’T UNDERSTAND IS WHY IT’S OK TO CALL ME MENTALLY ILL AND IT’S NOT OK TO CALL HIM RETARDED AND A HOARDER. ANGUISH. I SPENT MY WELFARE CARD ON GROCERIES FOR THE HOUSE SO JOSH GAVE ME THE CASH EQUIVALENT. JUST GO.

THEY’VE NOT SPOKEN ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR THAT THEY MIGHT FIND OFFENSIVE; THEY HAVE SPOKEN ABOUT PUTTING ME IN A FUNNY FARM. IF I DO NOT SUBMIT TO THEIR BULLSHIT, I COULDN’T STAY. THIS IS ABUSIVE. I SPENT ALL WEEK TRYING TO FEEL SAFE AGAIN AFTER THEY THREATENED TO CALL THE COPS ON ME. EVERY TIME I START FEELING SAFE THEY PULL THE RUG OUT FROM UNDER ME. GOD, FORGIVE THEM. WHERE SHOULD I GO?

ISAAC RED TO ME A PORTION OF HIS JOURNAL FROM 2013. HE SAID I HAD ‘BEATEN HIS DAD DOWN SO BAD’. HIS DAD (often) has refused to EVEN GET HEAT FOR US AS I DEMONSTRATED YESTERDAY. WHAT IS Isaac THINKING? I WAS BEING KICKED OUT EVEN BACK THEN! WHAT ARE THEY THINKING? WHY DOES NOT MY LIFE MATTER? WHY WON’T THE HELP ME FIND THE TRUTH INSTEAD OF GRINDING ME INTO THE DIRT OVER AND OVER? WHY DO THEY GET MY HOME AND CONTROL OVER MY LIFE? MY SONS ARE not WICKED, I THINK? GEORGE, I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO THINK, but I’m catching on. WHO COULD DO THIS TO THEIR MOTHER?

7/12/16

8:09 PM

 

SPRINGFIELD, ILLINOIS

I FOUND A FOUR-LEAF CLOVER AT THE REST STOP, BUT NO WI-FI.

I PICKED FIVE FOUR-LEAF CLOVERS FROM The Prophet’S HOUSE BEFORE I LEFT THIS MORNING. I WAS UP ALL NIGHT, PACING HIS DRIVEWAY BUT WHEN THE SUN CAME OUT I PICKED CLOVERS.

-over–

Back home and now—-

9:32 pm

Isaac says, “It’s not me mom.  Josh can’t take any more.  You have to go TO THE FUNNY FARM IN COLORADO FOR A COUPLE MONTHS.   You can ride horses.”

“Let’s take a ROAD TRIP!  You can just look the place over…”

“Not everybody can think around these things like I can…”

(He’s very proud to have me in a corner.  I hope he got paid well.)

He also says, “After all the spiritual things I’ve said today you’re gonna fault me on that one thing?”

(I think, the discerning mind would say ‘yes’.)

(He COUNTS HOW MANY SPIRITUAL COMMENTS HE MAKES.  Not good.)

(No judgment intended.)

(At least he hasn’t knocked me out in a couple years.)

9:18 pm

God always gives me exactly the exercises I require to learn a lesson, and also He tests me on my understanding and effort.  I am ENDEAVORING to rid my heart of all judgment, good or bad.  I practice not-judging (actually, it’s still mostly stopping mid-judgment and repenting but I plan to NOT EVER JUDGE AT ALL) all the time because I do not wish to 1) open doorways for demons to come back into me, or2)  hurt Jesus’ feelings, or 3) grow prideful or self-condemning.
That being my practice, I am set to a monumental task of discernment.

Isaac abuses his mother, including violence and abduction and incarceration.


so–
Is Isaac a malignant narcissistic?
Is he a different person around other people that the person I think he is?
MOST IMPORTANTLY:
Am I able to discern the condition of his heart without judging him for the violence he has wrought on me?
Will God make me divine love in time?
What laws has he broken and did I inadvertently record them?
(Here’s betting I did.)
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8:44 PM

HE SAID EARLIER, “I’M SORRY ABOUT THAT [PSYCH WARD THING].  I’M SORRY TO MAKE IT SEEM YOU COULDN’T MAKE DECISIONS FOR YOURSELF.”

THEN HE’S BACK ON THE FUNNY FARM KICK.

HE’S TRYING VERY HARD TO MANIPULATE ME.

HE’S SCARED SHITLESS, POOR KID.

ISAAC DEMANDS THAT I GO TO THE FUNNY FARM IN COLORADO ‘VERY LUXURIOUS’ LIKE I GIVE A RIP ABOUT THAT IF I HAVE A BATHTUB.  HE DEMANDS THAT I GO.  I WISH I  HAD AN ALTERNATIVE THAT THEY WOULD APPROVE.

THEY ARE SERIOUSLY OUT OF LINE AND I’M DONE BEING TREATED LIKE A CHILD.  I HOPE GOD GIVES ME SOME CREDIBILITY PRETTY QUICK CUZ I’M PRETTY TIRED OF THE CHILDREN.  JOSH SAID IF AN ALTERNATIVE TURNED UP HE’D CONSIDER IT BUT

-ISAAC HAS TO KEEP POKING AT ME AND POKING AT ME AND PUSHING MY HEAD UNDER WATER.

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I WISH  SOMEBODY CARED ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS HERE.

–BESIDES JESUS AND HIS SERVANTS WHEREVER THEY ARE.


HE’S BEEN DRINKING AND VERY CHATTY ALL NIGHT.  THEN WHEN I ASKED WHO HE WAS COVERING FOR HE DUCKED AROUND A CORNER AND SAID HE DIDN’T KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT BACK AT ME OVER HIS SHOULDER, AWAY FROM ME AND SAT BEHIND HIS BROTHER.  GOD WON’T LET ANYBODY HURT ME.

 

 

4:59 pm

I think this is day seven of my fast, if I don’t consider my binge-purge episode with the curry and blueberry pie.
It’s not the polished, socially-suave speakers who TELL THE TRUTH.  It’s those with wild eyes; they’re wiping sweat from their brows and they’re panting.  Truth-tellers haven’t taken the time to doll-up their statements or appearance.  Truth tellers are somewhat FRANTIC lately, whether they have faith or not.
If the matrix we sustain by our UTTER DEPENDANCE is ACTUALLY THE ANTICHRIST SYSTEM and ‘believers’ don’t believe it?  Well I guess they’ll go to hell over one error, eh?
“Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman who needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing THE WORD OF TRUTH.”  (II Timothy
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The Man-Child – Friends of God

by Rev. Neville Johnson Aug.2016

Manchild caught up to heaven to receive their commission and preparation to take care of the woman.
THE MANCHILD DEFENDS ITs MOTHER
Woman gets wings of an eagle.   Two wings= apostles and prophets?
First, they’ll be transfigured.  Then they’ll be caught up to the heavenly realm
to receive commissionings for the final battle.
“Many are called, but few prove to be the chosen ones.”
“They” will feed the woman (the church) in the wilderness.
“‘They’ are the ‘manchild’.  They are moving in the powers of the age to come.”
“They are the ‘first-fruits’, the first to reach that kind of maturity in God.”
“A group of overcomers.”

All my life.
“Lord, I wanna be in that number!  When the saints come marching in.”

“They are those who are classified as the ‘friends of God’.  They’re not the bride, they’re the ‘friends of the groom’.  They’re in a different category altogether.  In ages to come they’ll have a totally different role.”
“Those Christians in the outer court, you know what the outer court is, ‘outer-court Christians’ (gesturing to indicate the three areas of the tabernacle as three levels of intimacy with God)…don’t fare well, during this time.
In fact, most of them lose their lives.  And not so much as martyrs, they’re just not in the right place at the right time.”
And it was given unto him to make war with the saints, and to overcome them: and power was given him over all kindreds, and tongues, and nations.
I told Isaac how grateful I am that I don’t feel responsibility anymore, to keep my legs tanned.  If it was sunny and I wasn’t out in the blazes then I felt guilty.  I was close to fifty before somebody told me the rule I grew up with about no bare legs unless they’re not white, was actually pointless affectation.  To me, it was a genuine responsibility, with consequences for failure to perform and not taking yourself seriously enough.  I was TAUGHT to care more about appearances than genuine value.  I think God was not late by only the most minute of margins.  They were ready to DISCARD ME FOREVER.  I’ve been waiting for Jesus to make me different for SO MANY YEARS and I’m glad I stuck it out and so did they.  We can work together now.  Our family will be a force with which to be reckoned.  We’ll also have a lot of fun.

I made macaroni and cheese for Dennis’ girlfriend and zucchini bread and soup with kale from the garden and potato and andouille sausage.

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

 

3:12 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

10:18 am

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

I should get to work.

9:42 am

I found a four-leaf clover on the floor again.

9:33 am

I’m wearing a jean skirt!  That is my most favorite garment and I haven’t been able to wear one since I was poisoned last winter.

I picked 2 tiny four-leaf clovers.

9:18 am

I picked 3 five-leaf clovers and 2 four-leaf clovers.  

I gave a couple of them away up at the store when I returned a left-behind toy to its owner’s grandma.

8:23 am

NIBIRU/PLANETX/HERBOCULUS/DESTROYER/WORWWOOD IS HERE 100s of View Contributor photos – NASA DEVICES EXPOSED – Chris Potter – 9/2/16

“I keep thinking I’ve seen the weirdest thing yet,  but I haven’t…it GETS WEIRDER BY THE SECOND!”

 

8:16 am

War On Health:

The FDA’s Cult of Tyranny

(Full Documentary)

DEA Plays Dumb After Eviscerating Criticism Of Kratom Ban: Kratom March Is September 13

The DEA extended its authority far past what this weary public will tolerate.

Trying to ban kratom is a futile death knell of the drug war, futile if only we continue standing up and flexing our rights.

Public outcry, an unrelenting bombardment of opposition is here to set the record straight: kratom cannot be overdosed on, is relatively innocuous and it is our natural right to consume kratom if we please. It hasn’t worked well for government, using force to try and stop people from ingesting substances in this drug war. We would clearly be foolish to continue tolerating this.

It looks like our efforts are already paying off: perhaps shocked by the uproar, DEA spokesmanMelvin Patterson said “Shame on everyone who wasn’t researching it before. Now you start hearing the stories about how it’s benefiting someone suffering from arthritis.”

“If someone can find a medical use by it, by all means, we’re in favor of it,” he continued.

 

We already understand the medicinal value of kratom or lack thereof, and we’re fully capable of figuring that out for ourselves, DEA.

To see the full perspective, just look at what the FDA, DEA, and their armed agents do to people who produce natural supplements and nutritious, innocuous products: they crack down on them with thuggish, ruthless force to squeeze them out of business.

Knowing the true function of these agencies is essential. They exist to suppress the business that is in competition with the interests that corrupt the government, to do things that just don’t benefit the people ever, under an authoritarian guise of protecting the public.

Read at:  http://www.activistpost.com/2016/09/dea-plays-dumb-eviscerating-criticism-kratom-ban-kratom-march-september-13.html

USA Blocked Signing of Colombian Peace Agreement at UN in New York

(Blessed are the peacemakers…)

On September 26, 2016, the administration of Colombia’s President Juan Manuel Santos and the leadership of the Revolutionary Armed Forces of Colombia – People’s Army (FARC-EP) will sign a peace agreement in the Colombian city of Cartagena.

The signing of the peace accord that effectively ends 52 years of civil war between the State and the largest leftist Colombian guerrilla should have been signed at the United Nations’ headquarters in New York City, USA. However, the signing of the historic accord was blocked by the United States Department of Justice (DoJ).

See more at:   http://nsnbc.me/2016/09/05/usa-blocked-signing-of-colombian-peace-agreement-at-un-in-new-york/

 

8:13 am

DHS election takeover? Agency itself was hacked

Former officer recalls major cyber breach as secretary pushes plan

Read more here:   http://www.wnd.com/2016/09/dhs-election-takeover-agency-itself-was-hacked/

7:58 am

“Natural Law, order, and the family are institutions ridiculously characterized as promoting the “authoritarian personality,’ while witchcraft, Satanism, occultism, homosexuality and even worse (I’ll spare you the worst scene in this film), represent “freedom” and “liberation.” In reality, the opposite is true – traditional institutions are guards against the mental illness, the insanity and the demoniacal that arise in concert with neo-paganism, primitivism and the “archaic revival.”

(Jay Dyer)

THE BIGGEST CAUSE OF ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION IS TRAUMATIC LIFE EVENTS

What About Chemical Imbalances?

As a physician, I have treated many thousands of depressed patients. Depression was actually one of my primary concerns in the mid-80s when I first started practicing. However, at that time my typical treatment tool was using antidepressants alone. I put thousands of people on these drugs and acquired a fair level of experience in this area.

 

Thankfully, I learned more methods of treatment and was able to pretty much stop drugs. It was my experience that the chemical imbalance theory was merely a massive marketing gimmick to support the use of expensive and toxic antidepressants.

Most of you have probably heard that depression is primarily due to a “chemical imbalance in your brain,” which these drugs are designed to correct. Unfortunately this is not a scientific statement. So where did it come from?

See more here:   https://cultureofawareness.com/2016/09/05/the-biggest-cause-of-anxiety-and-depression-is-traumatic-life-events/

7:51 am

THE GAME IS COMPLETELY RIGGED: THE 1 PERCENT HAS MORE THAN EVER — AND THE SYSTEM IS TOO BROKEN TO DEAL WITH IT – SALON.COM

“We have reached a crossroads in our history. For all the achievements and riches of our time, the world has never been so unequal or more unjust. A century ago, at the time of the First World War, the richest 20% of the world’s population earned eleven times more than the poorest 20%. By the end of the twentieth century they earned seventy-four times as much. Today, despite seven decades of international development, three decades of the Washington Consensus, and a decade and a half of Millennium Development Goals, our world is even more divided among the haves, the have-nots, and—as President George W. Bush once quipped in an after-dinner speech—the have-mores.”

Read here:   https://agrdailynews.com/2016/09/04/the-game-is-completely-rigged-the-1-percent-has-more-than-ever-and-the-system-is-too-broken-to-deal-with-it-salon-com/

 

7:44 am

This has entirely been my experience as a SCAPEGOATED CHILD for half a century:

(I’m older than fifty but I’ve GOTTEN MUCH SMARTER and no longer suck up to those who intentionally harm me.  I pray for them.)

7:22 am

Fringe Theories Discussed!!-Are You in Cryogenic-Sleep?? Are You a Computer Program??!!

Unwrapping A 2000 Year Old Red Haired Elongated Baby Skull In Paracas Peru

How The Narcissistic Virus Works: Part II – Getting Rid of It

“Narcissists enjoy most when their supply  is agonized in fear, pain, sorrow, despair and helplessness.  When that happens, a process I call NARCISSISTIC VIRUS CONTAMINATION takes place, and the VICTIM BECOMES INFECTED.”
“Narcissistic virus can’t survive when you raise your vibration through sublimation.”

6:52 am

MAJOR WARNING!!! Ex Muslim Warns all Americans. TAKE A STAND NOW!!!

“One thing Islam is doing to defeat you, is causing you to be coward, and fearful to stand up and speak against the invasion of Islamization which is going on in your country.”

“Stand up now and speak the truth…If we don’t stand now, it will be too late…”

6:26 am

“You may know society is doomed when you see that in order to produce, you need to obtain permission from men who produce nothing; when you see that money is flowing to those who deal, not in goods, but in favors; when you see that men get richer by graft and by pull than by work, and your laws don’t protect you against them, but protect them against you; [and] when you see corruption being rewarded and honesty becoming a self-sacrifice.”

-Ayn Rand, “Atlas Shrugged”, 1957

5:54 am

How Spy Tech Firms Let Governments See Everything on a Smartphone

Want to invisibly spy on 10 iPhone owners without their knowledge? Gather their every keystroke, sound, message and location? That will cost you $650,000, plus a $500,000 setup fee with an Israeli outfit called the NSO Group. You can spy on more people if you would like — just check out the company’s price list.

The NSO Group is one of a number of companies that sell surveillance toolsthat can capture all the activity on a smartphone, like a user’s location and personal contacts. These tools can even turn the phone into a secret recording device.

Since its founding six years ago, the NSO Group has kept a low profile. But last month, security researchers caught its spyware trying to gain access to the iPhone of a human rights activist in the United Arab Emirates. They also discovered a second target, a Mexican journalist who wrote about corruption in the Mexican government.
“Recently, on my talk show, a Louisiana resident said that the crisis was not that bad despite having stated earlier in the same interview that nearly everyone they knew was sick and “stayed sick” since the Gulf oil spill. This person was demonstrating what has become known as the normalcy bias and most people in the Gulf are afflicted with this condition.”  (Dave Hodges)
Photos: Sick Hillary Has Wheelchair Lift on Her Special Van
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