9/2/16

11:49 am

I took some chocolate cake to Dennis’ girlfriend.  She’s all alone over there and it’s dark in the house.  I invited her to come over and do a bonfire-hot-tub-thing tonight.  I don’t know if she will

“Dear Lord, what must I do or say to convince my sons to GET OUT OF MY ROAD? How can they get over what they believe was MY FAULT, unless they look at the facts?
PLEASE SOFTEN THEIR HEARTS.  PLEASE GIVE US TRUTH.  Please, could my dad be arrested soon?  Amen.”

10:46 am

Socialism Has Destroyed the Social Structure

“China passed rules that the only child had to visit their parents. Now, the government is stepping in again and reducing the credit of adult children who do not visit their parents.”
My sons came to visit me for free…when they had me incarcerated.
PROTESTS ERUPT IN SAN JUAN AS OBAMA FORMS UNELECTED CONTROL BOARD TO RUN PUERTO RICO
(I wonder if he got the idea from Michigan’s nazi governor?)
My sons cannot possibly expect a funny farm to remove understandings i’ve gained through extensive research!
Just because they believe lies doesn’t mean i could join in that, certainly not after all i’ve learned about gangstalking, electronic torture of innocent citizens, and the participation of those my sons would protect from me.  And from truth.
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PUBLIC RELATIONS FIRM CLAIMS TO HAVE GHOST WRITTEN THOUSANDS OF OP-EDS IN MAJOR U.S. NEWSPAPERS

10:12 am

Prayer for Truth for Survivors of mind-control and satanic ritual abuse

9:46 am

BLAST FROM THE PAST

MY POSITION STATEMENT, from JULY 2015:


7/13/15

7:16 am

I woke today with three words going through my head:   Buckle up,  Baptists.

7/12/15

4:13  pm

PETITION FOR REINSTATEMENT AS A SANE INTELLIGENT MEMBER OF THE GOLDTHORPE FAMILY  

(It won’t bother me if I’m the only one.)

All my life I’ve wanted to please God. He told me to keep milking goats and nursing babies. I spent many thousands of hours praying and many more studying, and in 2001 I received the Baptism of the Holy Ghost, and began to have visions and prophetic dreams.  Finally, in 2005 God gave me a job to do.  I ran for a judgeship, then for Congress, believing every day that I was doing God’s will…and expecting something amazing.  I was not disappointed;  I was endorsed by Dr. Ron Paul and met truth-focused political activists and received campaign donations from all over the country.  But I didn’t get a job.  I still prayed a lot, often all night and far from home; I met and spoke to people as God directed me, and my father did not like any of it.  (He did not speak to me though, of course.  He prefers anonymity when sabotaging lives.)   Dad filed a false police report claiming that I was dangerous, and he abducted my children.  I avoided being locked up in 2009, but his attempts did not stop.
I wrote a book* in 2011 describing events I experienced.  As a SPIRIT-FILLED CHRISTIAN, I was accustomed to hearing voices and I relished the privilege, and  I could RECOGNIZE  WHEN SOMEBODY INVADED MY PRAYER-PLACE.  I had studied the history of government mind-control, and frequently thought my experiences were very similar, but I couldn’t imagine I’d be targeted.  In my book I attributed my torment  to spirits, and although my terminology was naive, I do today SWEAR TO THE TRUTH OF EVERY WORD.  After Dad read the book he brought his crew to my house (he HAD NOT BEEN TALKING TO ME) and cut down trees and dug up the septic system and spent a week fixing everything on the property.  I thought he felt sorry for me about what I had suffered.  (I did not yet know the guilt he carries.)  By the first of 2012, he knew I did not understand  the torture.  He asked me to sign my house over to the boys.  I ALWAYS respected my dad very much so I did as I was told.  All communication ceased once I’d done his bidding.
 
THEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE; HIS SMEAR CAMPAIGN GREW WINGS, and he (admitted, it’s documented…) tried to lock me up again. I was tormented and tortured and followed and gaslighted.  He has refused to speak to me about these matters ever since, as has my mother and my brother and everybody else.  I have been completely isolated since Dad first decided to lie about me.  He has known ALL ALONG, that I am sane, and I kept records of our VERY RARE exchanges to that effect.   He has tried to buy me off numerous times, with bank stock, a credit card.  He owes me FAR MORE than he’s offered, but also I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED UNTIL I HAVE MY FAMILY BACK.  ALSO MY LIFE.
Meanwhile back at the ranch, Josh had been sitting alone during the time I was tortured and unable to do very much.  George became the best cannabis grower in the region, so we didn’t starve.  However, I spent day and night selling weed, and entertaining drug dealers.  So Josh was abandoned even LONGER at his desk, and when I became cognizant, I begged my father and mother to help me find an alternative environment for him. They did nothing but scream at me and kick me off their property.
 I filed for divorce, knowing that I had to take over.  (My big mouth notwithstanding, I had always tried very hard to be a submissive wife.  It’s hard to submit to a man who never expresses an opinion.)  I demanded that the grow-room be dismantled.  I cleaned out the basement and replaced screens and…sought my father’s advice. He refused to even advise me how to get LOCKS FOR THE DOORS!  (I’d never owned a key since we’d lived here.)  He refused to advise me, refused to lend me tools and sometimes even told me wrong things to do!  (All recorded.)  His failure to assist with projects I knew he approved should have tipped me off.  His refusal  to SPEAK TO ME for these intervening years certainly confirms what I’ve learned about him.
 
I have not sued my father for restitution because the Bible says not to sue a ‘Christian brother’ in human court.  I did as the Bible instructs.  I approached two elders to listen to my complaints, but they would not respond.  I approached the church, but they would not respond, and my father still will not speak.  The Bible says if those options bear no  fruit, I should consider my father an infidel. (At this point, that doesn’t tax my brain a bit.)   I am FULLY PREPARED to file suit, thanks to Edward Snowden and the two years of research I conducted, as hard-to-believe  TRUTHS  became available.  I’d still prefer to  see my family do the right thing.
Since Edward Snowden revealed the existence of government spying on American citizens, I’ve been able to document  REMOTE TORTURE of innocent citizens, and my story is VERY FAMILIAR.  I was targeted by gangstalkers, electronic weapons and cyberstalking.  In November 2014, I attended the CONFERENCE AGAINST COVERT HARASSMENT in Belgium, and I met LOTS of people from MANY COUNTRIES who also suffer.  I listened to scientists and lawyers and government officials and activists from all over Europe. Political dissidents are routinely targeted, losing family, jobs, health  and sometimes their lives.  Dr. Rauni-Leena Luukanen-Kilde has been murdered since I met her in Belgium, but many targets eventually take their own lives. Suicide is often the goal of the gangstalking-goons.
I have recorded every day of my life since February, 2009.  I began by trying to convince my atheist friend what was happening.  The goons run scripts into minds of targets, and mine featured him…doing things he did not do. Rather than go nuts,  I told him about what I was seeing and hearing; I wrote the ‘stories’ to him every day for two years.  When I sent the last journal I swore to it and had it notarized.  I’ve not seen the 30-40 theme-books since that day.  They are an affidavit admissible in court.  They MIRROR PERFECTLY my book.  Since then, I maintain  a website ** which contains background documents aboutEVERY SINGLE WEIRD EFFECT I EXPERIENCED, sometimes even the patents for the equipment used to effect the effect.  I haven’t missed a jot or a tittle  and I could help a lot of people who don’t ever know what hit them.
 
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I am presented an utterly unique opportunity to help people and to serve God and to HAVE A LIFE.  My father will not release me into service.  He will not respond to my requests, pleas, bitching, nothing.  He is a very big stumbling block, not only to my personal spiritual advancement but also to the NECESSARY FREEDOM FOR VICTIMS OF ELECTRONIC TORTURE.  Do with that as you will.  I have records of every claim I make.  But, he will not stop me from accomplishing my destiny; how could he?  Still, his own eternity will be affected by how he deals with me and those other (millions?) who are also tortured.
May I please be part of the family again?  This time ’round somebody else washes the dishes and…NOBODY ‘DISHES’ ON ANYBODY ELSE: – –No more lying about others to cover our asses.-–   Goldthorpes are better than that.  I do not wish to see my father prosecuted.  That’s not my business.  I just want what was stolen from me.  And freedom from psychopathic parenting  that should have ended decades ago.  And God’s Kingdom established on Earth.
*Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself  (Available on Amazon)
**thatrandomcandidate.com
7:12 15
4:09 pm
 
In 2009, displaying spectacular hubris, my father told the Michigan State Police that I was dangerous and abducted my children.  His actions directly resulted in the following harm:
 
1)  I am divorced
2)  I have no house and work for ten dollars a day,  in my former home
3)  My son does not believe in Jesus and his father’s faith has diminished
4)  My extended family does not speak to me or even respond to my gifts and other overtures
5)  I HAD TO RUN FOR CONGRESS AGAIN TO PROVE I WAS SANE
6)  I lost my bar license
7)  I am penniless
7)  The local church smeared me damaging my relations with the community and earning opportunities
8)  I have recorded every detail of my life and published some and swore to some and continue to this day.
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Repeated requests for redress have been rebuffed.
Dad’s actions also set into motion a series of highly unusual events that are yet problematic, and without accurate definition.  But research has taught me A LOT about 1) him, 2), God, 3) myself and 4) my government’s activities.
 
Now I seek FAR MORE than the piddly apology he refused to provide in 2009 when I challenged his fraudulent religion with my faith in Jesus, because I’ve discovered MANY MORE VICTIMS of spontaneous life-implosion… and I recognize that he holds a key to many truth-quests worldwide.
Dad drove by about 5:30 and I prayed for him; I prayed that God will cover him with the Blood of Jesus and soften his heart.  (I think he goes by the house just to check on me; my road is an extra corner  from his place no matter where he’s headed.  <3)
One truthful moment and my father’s life is redirected and mine will restart.  I hope he grows up before the zombies get him.
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FLASH FORWARD ONCE AGAIN

 

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9:36 am

What I learned in August, with a prayer that God will seal the knowledge in my heart, and alter my self so that my sons are not offended by me or Jesus:

1)  I learned again, (Isaac said I taught him this when he was little.  Pain and fear dissolved my understanding.) that one DOES NOT THINK BAD THOUGHTS ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE because it ACTUALLY HARMS THEM and also, it opens DOORWAYS FOR DEMONS TO MOVE INTO YOUR LIFE, and THEIRs.
2)  Without HIM, I can do NOTHING.  (I relearned that one too.)
3)  My sons do not want my claims to be true, so they must shoot the messenger because their hearts are so broken.  I’ve loved them enough to TRY TO GET OUT OF THEIR ENVIRONMENT over and over and over since 2012.  It COULD NOT HAPPEN.  I think they need a mother, but not as bad as they need the SAVIOR.
4) I learned that judging others comes from fear.  When afraid, a person becomes suspicious and in order to feed/validate  suspicion, you gotta check a person out and PASS JUDGMENT.  I don’t yet know how to differentiate between JUDGING and DISCERNING.  “Know those who labor among you.”
5) The way out of the JUDGMENT MINDSET is to  focus completely on Jesus and be reformed into His image.

LOCK HER UP! SHE IS OWNED BY THE ELITE! Hillary Clinton Deleted Email Grovels To The Rothchilds, Sold Favors To Make Her Millions, Threaten Military Responses” Against Russia and China for Exposing her Crimes…

 

The FBI unwittingly discovered that Hillary violated the federal records act “thousands of times”- even once is a felony. You become automatically disqualified of ever holding public office if convicted.

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-fbi-unwittingly-discovered-that-hillary-violated-the-federal-records-act-thousands-of-times-even-once-is-a-felony-you-become-automatically-disqualified-of-ever-holding-public-office-if-convi/

Debtors Prison For Kids? Poor Children Incarcerated When Families Can’t Pay Juvenile Court Fees and Fines

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Hacker who exposed Hillary’s illegal private server jailed, while she walks free thanks to crooked FBI Director James Comey (but at least, he’s alive, notes The Duran)

Original Guccifer sentenced to 52 months in prison for exposing Hillary Clinton’s private email server
Alex Christoforou
ALEX CHRISTOFOROU

Guccifer exposed Hillary Clinton’s private email domain when she was U.S. Secretary of State.

 
Romanian hacker best known as “Guccifer” has been sentenced to to 52 months in prison by a federal court in Alexandria, Virginia.
 
Not to be confused with Guccifer 2, the original Guccifer is a Romanian hacker named Marcel Lazar.
Facebook Just Got a Whole Lot Creepier
(Yeah, but hey.  Their SATELLITE BLEW UP.)

“He laughed and said, ‘I don’t know any of these people who showed up on my list— I’m guessing they see you,’” recounted Lisa. “He showed me the list of friend recommendations, and I recognized some of my patients.”

She sat there awkwardly and silently. To let him know that his suspicion was correct would violate her duty to protect her patients’ privacy. 

Another one of her female patients had a friend recommendation pop up for a fellow patient she recognized from the office’s elevator. Suddenly, she knew the other patient’s full name along with all their Facebook profile information.

“It’s a massive privacy fail,” said Lisa. “I have patients with HIV, people that have attempted suicide and women in coercive and violent relationships.”

Lisa lives in a relatively small town and was alarmed that Facebook was inadvertently outing people with health and psychiatric issues to her network. She’s a tech-savvy person, familiar with VPNs, Tor and computer security practices recommended by the Electronic Frontier Foundation–but she had no idea what was causing it.
√…Facebook was using location from people’s smartphones to make friend recommendations…
Could The Internet Be Set To Be Shut Down On The Eve of Jubilee, October 1st?
I don’t know what to think about this:

Ever since we caught on to the Shemitah timetable that Jonathan Cahn had discovered, we’ve discovered clue after important clue about the potential timetable being followed by the globalists towards creating a New World Order.

Christine Lagarde, with her “magic number 7” numerology speech caught our interest.  Then, William White of the IMF talking about how a debt jubilee was coming which will wipe out most paper assets also got our attention.

 
And, we discovered that the Jubilee Year, also called the Super Shemitah, ends on October 2nd of this year.
“The word government means “govern”, or to control, and “ment” which means mind.  It is, in fact, a form of mind control.  And in order for it to succeed to the point that the entire Earth is governed by a tyrannical, one world government, people need to be kept from the truth.”  (the TRUTH)
RED ALERT! CDC GIVES ITSELF POWER TO INDEFINITELY DETAIN HEALTHY PEOPLE EN MASSE WITHOUT APPEAL, FORCE VACCINATE THEM
Read at:

8:40 am

Forcing me to go to a worldly indoctrination center is THE WRONG THING TO DO.
My sons wish to EXTINGUISH MY FAITH.
Isaac said this is a ‘continuation’ of my abduction in January.
It was wrong to use violence against my faith back then…and it is still wrong now.
I wish they would WAKE UP to the reality that I AM DOING WHAT I MUST DO.
They are killing time (ie. wasting their lives) WATCHING ME.
They need an intervention big-time.
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“Please Jesus, it doesn’t seem that you are real to them and it doesn’t seem that you are on time to me.  PLEASE GIVE US TRUTH AND RELIEF FROM THIS PURGATORY.  Thank you.  Amen.”
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Tsunami to Destroy Houston and Gulf Coast! Several New Prophecies!

When I came out of the vision, I said to the Lord, “I don’t live in Houston, I live in the Woodlands.”

He said, “Where you are, you are not safe.”

So I prayed and asked Him, “What are my instructions?”

 
After that prayer, I went to sleep for real. I was so tired, I didn’t dream of anything, but when I woke up, I heard God say to me, “Tell them to seek me and I will tell them where to go for safety. Tell the church three things they need to do.”
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So I’m like, what’s unique about abortions. They are everywhere, in every city. So I looked up Planned Parenthood in Houston. I was like, maybe Houston has the biggest one…IDK. Then I came across this article from Life news.  The Holy Spirit said, “Look at the date.”

I’m like, “Ohhhhhhh snap. May 24th! Thats the day I had the vision.”

Then He said, “Read the article.”

I just kind of skimmed through it, but when I got to the part of “selling body parts of aborted babies” the Holy Spirit said, “That is why judgment is coming!”

I was stunned! He said, “It is part of it.”

He wanted me to know that part. I was so shocked, but also thankful that He had given me a reason and to learn Houston has been heavily involved in this demoic murderous act.

 
Then he said, “I don’t do anything unless I reveal it to My prophets first.”
 I was now in the air above Highway 45, in the middle of the highway. To my left was Dallas and to my right was Houston. When I looked to my left towards Dallas, all I could see was a body of flat blue water. I could not see any landscape, so I don’t know if Dallas was gone or under water. When I looked to my right towards Houston, all I could see was turbulent water. Everything was destroyed and looked chaotic. That was it and I came out of the vision.

More confirmation from commenter David M

Pamela, thank you for posting this. We moved out of Houston just over 3 years ago, because The Lord showed me Houston flooding and being destroyed. We moved about an hour north of Houston, but I know we still have to get out of here, because the flooding will be so great, that surrounding cities will even be destroyed. My wife and son did not want to moved again, so I asked The Lord to give them both a dream of this flooding, and sure enough they both were shown this destructive flooding, and now they both want to move. The Lord showed me 3 times to move to Kerrville, Texas, that this place will be a safe place. I still have lots of family members that live in Houston & surrounding cities that I am praying for. God bless you and your family.

Comment from Rosemary….

 
DavidM, I lived in Houston for seven years. I had a dream about the city being flooded from at least a 100 ft wave. I knew then I needed to move. It was a couple years later that I moved to the Rockies. My parents live in Kerrville and I believe someone else on Z3 said that’s where they were going to move as well. May you “move” forward with you move!
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Speaking at the 2015 Lancaster Prophetic Conference, Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj shares a story of how an angel of the Lord spoke to him about the city of Houston Texas.

When we landed at Houston airport, we came out of the plane and we walked on the bridge. As soon as I stepped foot on Houston Airport, I heard the voice. I think this angel followed me. He said, “This city will be destroyed by a massive flood.
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Patients should be warned about the dangers of chemotherapy after research showed that cancer drugs are killing up to 50 per cent of patients in some UK hospitals.
MAN LOSES PULSE FOR 45 MINUTES, WAKES UP WITH INCREDIBLE VISION OF AFTERLIFE

Doctor’s performed “strong, hard, fast CPR” and shocked Miller four times to try to revive him, but had no luck.

It was during that time that Miller said he slipped away into a celestial world, “The only thing I remember I started seeing the light, and started walking toward the light.”

He described walking down a flower-lined path into white light — until he came upon his step mother, who had died recently, “She was the most beautiful thing when I seen her, it was like the first day I met her, (she) looked so happy.”
 
AVOIDING A CURE: HOW BIG PHARMA AND THE D.E.A. COLLUDE TO CONTROL YOUR HEALTH
With the DEA’s recent reiteration of their absurd claim that cannabis has “zero medical value,” despite the now widely known federal government patent held for the medical use of cannabis, many have awoken to the glaring fact that most of these government institutions(if not all) have long since been procured by corporate interests, at the very real and tangible expense of the American people
“Just go to the light and everything will be OK.” (NDE [near death experience] experiencer)
-BUT:
TOP DEFINITION
   
Lucifer, a once arch angel, who was by historical reference called – “Light Bearer.”
Because of his jealously of god, got cast out of heaven for treason. 1/3 of all angels followed him, and he is a convincing figure. This 1/3 of damned angels actually act on their own volition, but follow Lucifer’s beliefs, total chaos. Lucifer, one of the highest angels, fled to earth because he wished to kill jesus 3 times, but failed. He still awaits for judgment day where he will again fail to defeat the pious and faithful, but he will still try.
Lucifer does not wish to be seen, he enjoys people not believing in him, thus the greatest trick he ever pulled.
by Markos March 09, 2004

JESUS SPEAKS about Healing & Victory… Spiritual Warfare Part 6 – Message from August 29th, 2016

“WILL YOU, OR WILL YOU NOT, CARRY THIS CROSS?”

(JESUS, THE CHRIST)

Assange U S Spying on WikiLeaks Led to Downing of Morales Plane in Snowden Hunt

 Shepherd Smith Mug Shot
He drove his car into another reporter standing in a parking lot while cussing at her. Felony.
Secret Service Officer ‘Goes-on-the-Record’ About ‘Sins’ of the Oval Office—Gary Byrne Goes Deep!
 
Leaked Soros Memo Reveals Plan for Federally Controlled U.S. Police

7:12 am

I’m SO TIRED of writing ‘me,me,me’.  God said to give my life so I guess I’ll continue.  My goals for my life are VERY CONCRETE:
I plan to BECOME EVERYTHING JESUS EVER WANTED ME TO BE so I can live FOREVER IN HIS HEART and have lots of fun developing far off planets.  I can’t imagine how my sons believe I should behave, or what I should become.  I wonder that they’ve considered me so much; I wish they had larger lives and would leave me to my PERSONAL GOALS.
My sons do not wish for me to be peaceful and accepting any more than I do,
and CERTAINLY not more than Jesus does.
Why do they treat me as though I WISHED TO HARM PEOPLE when they know it’s not true?  Encouraging me to go to the funny farm they said, “Look how many people you helped in the psych ward.  It would be like that again.” and they’re right.  HOWEVER, there are NEEDY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE and I could potentially come into contact with them OUSIDE OF A FUNNY FARM.
ALSO, if I’m able to help people that THE PSYCH WARD PROFESSIONALS COULD NOT HELP, then why am I looking to psych-people to be made ‘better’? I wish my sons would believe in Jesus and think more clearly.  I KNOW HE’LL MAKE HIMSELF KNOWN TO THEM; he said they belong to Him in 2007.  I wish He’d hurry up.  I don’t want to go to Colorado.  I’d rather just go to St. Ignace or something.  I need to study and pray so I’m ready when He needs my help.

(I said I’d like to go to a place where I can use a computer.
Isaac said NO. “That’s kinda the point.”
WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO BE WITH OTHER CHRISTIANS THEN?)
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“Do you smirk when you hear someone question the official stories of Orlando, San Bernardino, Paris or Nice? Do you feel superior to 2,500 architects and engineers, to firefighters, commercial and military pilots, physicists and chemists, and former high government officials who have raised doubts about 9/11? If so, you reflect the profile of a mind-controlled CIA stooge.”

Israeli occupation forces beat 11 Palestinian boys in Jerusalem’s Old City with their butts of their rifles and electric batons on Tuesday and Wednesday. Palestinian sources said that the Israeli occupation forces assaulted six Palestinians boys while they were walking through Bab Hitta of Al-Aqsa Mosque in the Old City on Tuesday evening. On Wednesday morning, the Israeli occupation forces also assaulted a group of five football player, who are all under the age of 15, in Wadi al-Joz, north of the Old City.

6:54 am

A math joke.  And I almost get it.

6:27 am

Four Leaf Clover on Facebook Messenger

George and my sons didn’t come back from the ball game last night.  (That’s normal.  You never know where you’ll end up when you leave with my dad.  You also don’t know when you’ll get back.)  I SLEPT ALL NIGHT, until 5:30 and I talked to God and didn’t even get up until six.  With no people moving around the house all night, Connie didn’t demand to be let in and out of my room.  (She sleeps under my bed and whenever some interesting sounds wake her up, she has to go check.)  What a very fine night!


Judgment is the most serious and destructive sin!  Isn’t that amazing?

Maybe not, because it’s so ENTIRELY PERVASIVE, it’s gotta be effective to pull us into sin and keep us from hearing God.
Wow.  I’ve been seeking personal holiness for decades…and I fell into the ‘most serious and destructive sin.’  That’s hard to reconcile with my much pleading for Him to prepare me.  Oil isn’t cheap,  but I’m not gonna be a foolish virgin without enough of it when my destiny arrives to get me.

My sons are missing a very clear dynamic of my life: humans can tell me a thing a thousand times and I don’t get it.  

But, when GOD TELLS ME SOMETHING,  I DO GET IT, and I do EVERYTHING I CAN to apply it to my life.

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I could spend years with a psychiatrist, even a legitimate person, and it would be a waste of time and money.  I JUST NEED A QUIET PLACE WITH BANDWIDTH AND GOD WILL MAKE ME INTO A SIGN AND A WONDER.   I told Josh I would go wherever he said.  It would be so much more pleasing to me, and a whole lot cheaper, if I could just go on a private retreat for a bit.  Maybe he’d let me do that.  I began looking for a prayer closet years ago when I begged for an alternative to our (then) drug-house, before I realized that my dad intended to run me to death, and would not help even my son.

Jesus Healed My Anxiety and Depression!

9/1/16

9:22 pm

SOoo, my studying about NARCISSISTIC ABUSE SYNDROME and psychopathy is probably nearly finished.  It’s been really helpful,  but also I have BEEN INTENTIONALLY INSTRUCTED how to look for characteristics identifying somebody who might attack me.  I thought that might be a good thing since I’ve been attacked an awful lot.  I guess it’s not OK,  and if I’m to ABSOLUTELY TRUST HOLY SPIRIT, I’ll have to begin to NOT EVEN CONSIDER THREATS AT ALL.
I want to be like Jesus in every way.  I want to live in His heart when I’m back home in Heaven.  Not many people can do that and lots of Heaven-dwellers don’t even get to see God very much, because their homes are too far away from His throne.
“Dear Lord, thank you for teaching me about psychopaths and thank you for loving them.  Give me wisdom regarding what I learn.  Wait.  You just did.  Thank you.  Guide me always and don’t let me believe ANY LIES.  Thank you.  Amen.  I’m sorry I accused you of forgetting me.  Amen again.”
My joints aren’t stiff!
My joints haven’t worked right since I was poisoned in January, and my balance has been very poor.
I’m feeling great!
I’m not even hungry.  (3 days isn’t a very long fast for me anyway but sometimes it feels so.)
clairsentience
“This collective word phrase includes any or all types of psychic sensitivity corresponding to the senses: seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, tasting, touching. Clair Senses in psychic terms are translated: clairvoyance, clairaudience,clairsentience, clairscent, clairtangency, and clairgustance.”

Clairvoyance, Clairaudience, Clairsentience, Clairscent …

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TOP DEFINITION
   
A Clairsentient is an individual who perceives (as in a “sixth-sense”) by feeling or having knowledge about an object. A good example of this extreme psychic ability is that a clairsentient is able to visualize an item without seeing an image of the specific item. Like a radar detector, a clairsentient possesses the internal power to see and feel radiation from objects that are invisible and out of site. A clairsentient can read “auras” of people and objects to discover their personal histories. In doing so, a clairsentient can sometimes see visions of the future… situations or occurrences that have yet to happen. Not only this, a clairsentient can even sense the presence of spirits and discover events surrounding that individual’s death.

1) I don’t have to say a word and already that clairsentient bitch I married knows I’m about to tell a lie.

2) If I was clairsentient like my mother I’d be able to figure out the tough problems.

3) Imagine how much money a clairsentient could make betting on the ponies at Belmont.

4) Congress is acting like an autonomous clairsentient body instead of a duly elected representation of the people.

5) If you believe in Santeria for twenty bucks you can get a clairsentient to read her caracoles and tell your future.

by RevPettibone March 15, 2010

8:19 pm

From Jesus, this one again:

How One Demonic Strategy Can Ruin Your Whole Life

“Fear is the engine that drives this kind of judgment.  Once the fear is gone, the need to judge in order to survive is also gone.  That is why people who teach ‘focus on me’, intimacy and prayer, knowing and hearing my voice are so targeted for persecution.  When you listen to me, I navigate you around the reefs of judgment.  And now their door-opener will no longer be effective.
“This is why it is so effective:  a fear-demon lays the groundwork, then coupled with a sense of self-preservation, you set up a screening device looking for certain characteristics in people, whether real, imagined, or deliberately distorted by the enemy.  This screen will capture many who might have the outward appearance of the enemy, so that you will accuse them falsely opening doors for the demons to oppress you with many maladies.”

I’m going to be working on applying this message for a REALLY LONG TIME I think.
How is it possible that my sons do not recognize how PERFECT IS, AND HAS BEEN God’s leading me into freedom and healthy attitudes?
How come they don’t know that what they do to me PROLONGS THE FEAR? 
AND VALIDATES THE FEAR?
How is it POSSIBLE THAT THEY DO NOT RECOGNIZE that our government (and GWEN TOWERS) intentionally CAUSES THIS SHIT by causing fear?
 If they can’t make you afraid of terrorists they’ll terrorize your mind wherever you are!

Jesus is SO SMART.  My sons are going to love HIm a lot.  I hope I don’t get jealous.

7:22 pm

I am having the greatest time!  I haven’t spent an evening at home alone for many weeks.  I’m so glad Josh said to make myself at home…it’s been a LONG TIME.  I set up a 15-gallon galvanized wash-tub I bought before Y2K on the cement pad by the hot tub.  There was a brick fireplace there, once upon a time.  The washtub was full of crap: I JUST BURNT IT ALL. Old ‘Advisors’ and ‘Re-elect Dan Benishek’ brochures and bits of cardboard and bark and other debris.  I thought this tub would look cool by the fireplace with logs in it sticking up but every container gets filled with crap.  There are MANY OTHER CONTAINERS for debris that I left in place and this was my wash-tub anyway.  I’ve always been the washerwoman.

So I’m sitting by the fire with the computer and Connie is on one of the lawn chairs I set up with cushions and I’m listening to sermons and occasionally I pick  up sticks off the lawn and put them in the washtub to burn.  We haven’t had a bonfire all year and it’s been really windy and there are two sizable piles of scrap and I’ve got a glass of pineapple juice and club soda.  I’ve been considering for a long time,  something to drink that has no 1) caffeine, 2) sugar, 3) ASPARTAME, or 4) alcohol.  This is pretty close except for the fructose in the juice and pineapple is good for you anyway.  What a glorious night!  I’ll go in the hot tub when it gets darker.  That’ll be twice in one day!  My sons have a VERY LUXE HOMESTEAD.

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