I took some chocolate cake to Dennis’ girlfriend. She’s all alone over there and it’s dark in the house. I invited her to come over and do a bonfire-hot-tub-thing tonight. I don’t know if she will
“Dear Lord, what must I do or say to convince my sons to GET OUT OF MY ROAD? How can they get over what they believe was MY FAULT, unless they look at the facts?PLEASE SOFTEN THEIR HEARTS. PLEASE GIVE US TRUTH. Please, could my dad be arrested soon? Amen.”
Socialism Has Destroyed the Social Structure
My sons cannot possibly expect a funny farm to remove understandings i’ve gained through extensive research!–Just because they believe lies doesn’t mean i could join in that, certainly not after all i’ve learned about gangstalking, electronic torture of innocent citizens, and the participation of those my sons would protect from me. And from truth.—-
Prayer for Truth for Survivors of mind-control and satanic ritual abuse
BLAST FROM THE PAST
MY POSITION STATEMENT, from JULY 2015:
I woke today with three words going through my head: Buckle up, Baptists.
PETITION FOR REINSTATEMENT AS A SANE INTELLIGENT MEMBER OF THE GOLDTHORPE FAMILY
(It won’t bother me if I’m the only one.)
–All my life I’ve wanted to please God. He told me to keep milking goats and nursing babies. I spent many thousands of hours praying and many more studying, and in 2001 I received the Baptism of the Holy Ghost, and began to have visions and prophetic dreams. Finally, in 2005 God gave me a job to do. I ran for a judgeship, then for Congress, believing every day that I was doing God’s will…and expecting something amazing. I was not disappointed; I was endorsed by Dr. Ron Paul and met truth-focused political activists and received campaign donations from all over the country. But I didn’t get a job. I still prayed a lot, often all night and far from home; I met and spoke to people as God directed me, and my father did not like any of it. (He did not speak to me though, of course. He prefers anonymity when sabotaging lives.) Dad filed a false police report claiming that I was dangerous, and he abducted my children. I avoided being locked up in 2009, but his attempts did not stop.–I wrote a book* in 2011 describing events I experienced. As a SPIRIT-FILLED CHRISTIAN, I was accustomed to hearing voices and I relished the privilege, and I could RECOGNIZE WHEN SOMEBODY INVADED MY PRAYER-PLACE. I had studied the history of government mind-control, and frequently thought my experiences were very similar, but I couldn’t imagine I’d be targeted. In my book I attributed my torment to spirits, and although my terminology was naive, I do today SWEAR TO THE TRUTH OF EVERY WORD. After Dad read the book he brought his crew to my house (he HAD NOT BEEN TALKING TO ME) and cut down trees and dug up the septic system and spent a week fixing everything on the property. I thought he felt sorry for me about what I had suffered. (I did not yet know the guilt he carries.) By the first of 2012, he knew I did not understand the torture. He asked me to sign my house over to the boys. I ALWAYS respected my dad very much so I did as I was told. All communication ceased once I’d done his bidding.–THEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE; HIS SMEAR CAMPAIGN GREW WINGS, and he (admitted, it’s documented…) tried to lock me up again. I was tormented and tortured and followed and gaslighted. He has refused to speak to me about these matters ever since, as has my mother and my brother and everybody else. I have been completely isolated since Dad first decided to lie about me. He has known ALL ALONG, that I am sane, and I kept records of our VERY RARE exchanges to that effect. He has tried to buy me off numerous times, with bank stock, a credit card. He owes me FAR MORE than he’s offered, but also I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED UNTIL I HAVE MY FAMILY BACK. ALSO MY LIFE.—Meanwhile back at the ranch, Josh had been sitting alone during the time I was tortured and unable to do very much. George became the best cannabis grower in the region, so we didn’t starve. However, I spent day and night selling weed, and entertaining drug dealers. So Josh was abandoned even LONGER at his desk, and when I became cognizant, I begged my father and mother to help me find an alternative environment for him. They did nothing but scream at me and kick me off their property.–I filed for divorce, knowing that I had to take over. (My big mouth notwithstanding, I had always tried very hard to be a submissive wife. It’s hard to submit to a man who never expresses an opinion.) I demanded that the grow-room be dismantled. I cleaned out the basement and replaced screens and…sought my father’s advice. He refused to even advise me how to get LOCKS FOR THE DOORS! (I’d never owned a key since we’d lived here.) He refused to advise me, refused to lend me tools and sometimes even told me wrong things to do! (All recorded.) His failure to assist with projects I knew he approved should have tipped me off. His refusal to SPEAK TO ME for these intervening years certainly confirms what I’ve learned about him.—I have not sued my father for restitution because the Bible says not to sue a ‘Christian brother’ in human court. I did as the Bible instructs. I approached two elders to listen to my complaints, but they would not respond. I approached the church, but they would not respond, and my father still will not speak. The Bible says if those options bear no fruit, I should consider my father an infidel. (At this point, that doesn’t tax my brain a bit.) I am FULLY PREPARED to file suit, thanks to Edward Snowden and the two years of research I conducted, as hard-to-believe TRUTHS became available. I’d still prefer to see my family do the right thing.–Since Edward Snowden revealed the existence of government spying on American citizens, I’ve been able to document REMOTE TORTURE of innocent citizens, and my story is VERY FAMILIAR. I was targeted by gangstalkers, electronic weapons and cyberstalking. In November 2014, I attended the CONFERENCE AGAINST COVERT HARASSMENT in Belgium, and I met LOTS of people from MANY COUNTRIES who also suffer. I listened to scientists and lawyers and government officials and activists from all over Europe. Political dissidents are routinely targeted, losing family, jobs, health and sometimes their lives. Dr. Rauni-Leena Luukanen-Kilde has been murdered since I met her in Belgium, but many targets eventually take their own lives. Suicide is often the goal of the gangstalking-goons.–I have recorded every day of my life since February, 2009. I began by trying to convince my atheist friend what was happening. The goons run scripts into minds of targets, and mine featured him…doing things he did not do. Rather than go nuts, I told him about what I was seeing and hearing; I wrote the ‘stories’ to him every day for two years. When I sent the last journal I swore to it and had it notarized. I’ve not seen the 30-40 theme-books since that day. They are an affidavit admissible in court. They MIRROR PERFECTLY my book. Since then, I maintain a website ** which contains background documents aboutEVERY SINGLE WEIRD EFFECT I EXPERIENCED, sometimes even the patents for the equipment used to effect the effect. I haven’t missed a jot or a tittle and I could help a lot of people who don’t ever know what hit them.—-I am presented an utterly unique opportunity to help people and to serve God and to HAVE A LIFE. My father will not release me into service. He will not respond to my requests, pleas, bitching, nothing. He is a very big stumbling block, not only to my personal spiritual advancement but also to the NECESSARY FREEDOM FOR VICTIMS OF ELECTRONIC TORTURE. Do with that as you will. I have records of every claim I make. But, he will not stop me from accomplishing my destiny; how could he? Still, his own eternity will be affected by how he deals with me and those other (millions?) who are also tortured.–May I please be part of the family again? This time ’round somebody else washes the dishes and…NOBODY ‘DISHES’ ON ANYBODY ELSE: – –No more lying about others to cover our asses.-– Goldthorpes are better than that. I do not wish to see my father prosecuted. That’s not my business. I just want what was stolen from me. And freedom from psychopathic parenting that should have ended decades ago. And God’s Kingdom established on Earth.––*Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself (Available on Amazon)**thatrandomcandidate.com–
–7:12 154:09 pm
In 2009, displaying spectacular hubris, my father told the Michigan State Police that I was dangerous and abducted my children. His actions directly resulted in the following harm:–
1) I am divorced2) I have no house and work for ten dollars a day, in my former home3) My son does not believe in Jesus and his father’s faith has diminished4) My extended family does not speak to me or even respond to my gifts and other overtures5) I HAD TO RUN FOR CONGRESS AGAIN TO PROVE I WAS SANE6) I lost my bar license7) I am penniless7) The local church smeared me damaging my relations with the community and earning opportunities8) I have recorded every detail of my life and published some and swore to some and continue to this day.—-Repeated requests for redress have been rebuffed.–Dad’s actions also set into motion a series of highly unusual events that are yet problematic, and without accurate definition. But research has taught me A LOT about 1) him, 2), God, 3) myself and 4) my government’s activities.—Now I seek FAR MORE than the piddly apology he refused to provide in 2009 when I challenged his fraudulent religion with my faith in Jesus, because I’ve discovered MANY MORE VICTIMS of spontaneous life-implosion… and I recognize that he holds a key to many truth-quests worldwide.—Dad drove by about 5:30 and I prayed for him; I prayed that God will cover him with the Blood of Jesus and soften his heart. (I think he goes by the house just to check on me; my road is an extra corner from his place no matter where he’s headed. <3)—One truthful moment and my father’s life is redirected and mine will restart. I hope he grows up before the zombies get him.
What I learned in August, with a prayer that God will seal the knowledge in my heart, and alter my self so that my sons are not offended by me or Jesus:
LOCK HER UP! SHE IS OWNED BY THE ELITE! Hillary Clinton Deleted Email Grovels To The Rothchilds, Sold Favors To Make Her Millions, Threaten Military Responses” Against Russia and China for Exposing her Crimes…
The FBI unwittingly discovered that Hillary violated the federal records act “thousands of times”- even once is a felony. You become automatically disqualified of ever holding public office if convicted.
Read at: http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-fbi-unwittingly-discovered-that-hillary-violated-the-federal-records-act-thousands-of-times-even-once-is-a-felony-you-become-automatically-disqualified-of-ever-holding-public-office-if-convi/
Debtors Prison For Kids? Poor Children Incarcerated When Families Can’t Pay Juvenile Court Fees and Fines
Hacker who exposed Hillary’s illegal private server jailed, while she walks free thanks to crooked FBI Director James Comey (but at least, he’s alive, notes The Duran)
Original Guccifer sentenced to 52 months in prison for exposing Hillary Clinton’s private email server
Guccifer exposed Hillary Clinton’s private email domain when she was U.S. Secretary of State.
“He laughed and said, ‘I don’t know any of these people who showed up on my list— I’m guessing they see you,’” recounted Lisa. “He showed me the list of friend recommendations, and I recognized some of my patients.”
She sat there awkwardly and silently. To let him know that his suspicion was correct would violate her duty to protect her patients’ privacy.
Another one of her female patients had a friend recommendation pop up for a fellow patient she recognized from the office’s elevator. Suddenly, she knew the other patient’s full name along with all their Facebook profile information.
“It’s a massive privacy fail,” said Lisa. “I have patients with HIV, people that have attempted suicide and women in coercive and violent relationships.”
Ever since we caught on to the Shemitah timetable that Jonathan Cahn had discovered, we’ve discovered clue after important clue about the potential timetable being followed by the globalists towards creating a New World Order.
Christine Lagarde, with her “magic number 7” numerology speech caught our interest. Then, William White of the IMF talking about how a debt jubilee was coming which will wipe out most paper assets also got our attention.
Tsunami to Destroy Houston and Gulf Coast! Several New Prophecies!
When I came out of the vision, I said to the Lord, “I don’t live in Houston, I live in the Woodlands.”
He said, “Where you are, you are not safe.”
So I prayed and asked Him, “What are my instructions?”
So I’m like, what’s unique about abortions. They are everywhere, in every city. So I looked up Planned Parenthood in Houston. I was like, maybe Houston has the biggest one…IDK. Then I came across this article from Life news. The Holy Spirit said, “Look at the date.”
I’m like, “Ohhhhhhh snap. May 24th! Thats the day I had the vision.”
Then He said, “Read the article.”
I just kind of skimmed through it, but when I got to the part of “selling body parts of aborted babies” the Holy Spirit said, “That is why judgment is coming!”
I was stunned! He said, “It is part of it.”
He wanted me to know that part. I was so shocked, but also thankful that He had given me a reason and to learn Houston has been heavily involved in this demoic murderous act.
More confirmation from commenter David M
Pamela, thank you for posting this. We moved out of Houston just over 3 years ago, because The Lord showed me Houston flooding and being destroyed. We moved about an hour north of Houston, but I know we still have to get out of here, because the flooding will be so great, that surrounding cities will even be destroyed. My wife and son did not want to moved again, so I asked The Lord to give them both a dream of this flooding, and sure enough they both were shown this destructive flooding, and now they both want to move. The Lord showed me 3 times to move to Kerrville, Texas, that this place will be a safe place. I still have lots of family members that live in Houston & surrounding cities that I am praying for. God bless you and your family.
Comment from Rosemary….
Speaking at the 2015 Lancaster Prophetic Conference, Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj shares a story of how an angel of the Lord spoke to him about the city of Houston Texas.
Doctor’s performed “strong, hard, fast CPR” and shocked Miller four times to try to revive him, but had no luck.
It was during that time that Miller said he slipped away into a celestial world, “The only thing I remember I started seeing the light, and started walking toward the light.”
“Just go to the light and everything will be OK.” (NDE [near death experience] experiencer)
JESUS SPEAKS about Healing & Victory… Spiritual Warfare Part 6 – Message from August 29th, 2016
“WILL YOU, OR WILL YOU NOT, CARRY THIS CROSS?”
(JESUS, THE CHRIST)
Assange U S Spying on WikiLeaks Led to Downing of Morales Plane in Snowden Hunt
A math joke. And I almost get it.
George and my sons didn’t come back from the ball game last night. (That’s normal. You never know where you’ll end up when you leave with my dad. You also don’t know when you’ll get back.) I SLEPT ALL NIGHT, until 5:30 and I talked to God and didn’t even get up until six. With no people moving around the house all night, Connie didn’t demand to be let in and out of my room. (She sleeps under my bed and whenever some interesting sounds wake her up, she has to go check.) What a very fine night!
Judgment is the most serious and destructive sin! Isn’t that amazing?
My sons are missing a very clear dynamic of my life: humans can tell me a thing a thousand times and I don’t get it.
But, when GOD TELLS ME SOMETHING, I DO GET IT, and I do EVERYTHING I CAN to apply it to my life.
Jesus Healed My Anxiety and Depression!
1) I don’t have to say a word and already that clairsentient bitch I married knows I’m about to tell a lie.
2) If I was clairsentient like my mother I’d be able to figure out the tough problems.
3) Imagine how much money a clairsentient could make betting on the ponies at Belmont.
4) Congress is acting like an autonomous clairsentient body instead of a duly elected representation of the people.
5) If you believe in Santeria for twenty bucks you can get a clairsentient to read her caracoles and tell your future.
How One Demonic Strategy Can Ruin Your Whole Life
Jesus is SO SMART. My sons are going to love HIm a lot. I hope I don’t get jealous.
I am having the greatest time! I haven’t spent an evening at home alone for many weeks. I’m so glad Josh said to make myself at home…it’s been a LONG TIME. I set up a 15-gallon galvanized wash-tub I bought before Y2K on the cement pad by the hot tub. There was a brick fireplace there, once upon a time. The washtub was full of crap: I JUST BURNT IT ALL. Old ‘Advisors’ and ‘Re-elect Dan Benishek’ brochures and bits of cardboard and bark and other debris. I thought this tub would look cool by the fireplace with logs in it sticking up but every container gets filled with crap. There are MANY OTHER CONTAINERS for debris that I left in place and this was my wash-tub anyway. I’ve always been the washerwoman.
So I’m sitting by the fire with the computer and Connie is on one of the lawn chairs I set up with cushions and I’m listening to sermons and occasionally I pick up sticks off the lawn and put them in the washtub to burn. We haven’t had a bonfire all year and it’s been really windy and there are two sizable piles of scrap and I’ve got a glass of pineapple juice and club soda. I’ve been considering for a long time, something to drink that has no 1) caffeine, 2) sugar, 3) ASPARTAME, or 4) alcohol. This is pretty close except for the fructose in the juice and pineapple is good for you anyway. What a glorious night! I’ll go in the hot tub when it gets darker. That’ll be twice in one day! My sons have a VERY LUXE HOMESTEAD.