Jeanice Barcelo: PORNOGRAPHY – the DELIBERATE MANIPULATION of Human Beings — A Luciferian REBELLION against the Creator to destroy the natural order • Porn brings a person under the control of DEMONS • Causes the brain’s frontal lobes to ATROPHY, WEAKENING impulse control • Sex education changes the neural pathways of a child’s brain • Porn producers are Satanists who have the intention of destroying those who believe in God • SODOMY is rebellion against God Himself • Sodomy of a child ATTACKS NERVES at the base of the spine — a prerequisite to be able to develop multiple personalities for mind-control • The ILLUMINATI is a brotherhood of sodomites
(She is a former SEX-GODDESS-WITCH.)
C-PTSD* Sucks! Stuck in Fight or Flight after Narcissistic Abuse
[*Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder]
(Running regular EVICTION-DRILLS is REALLY GOOD THERAPY to address the fight-or-flight scenario!)
“THANK you GOD, that my SONS KEEP THREATENING ME.”
“Thank you that VERY SOON nothing in this world will threaten me.”
JESUS SAYS… My Bride is beautiful on the Battlefield
I didn’t pick any clovers. My dad’s cottage has an inhabitant now.
SOON I’LL BE MOVING INTO MY CONDO IN TORONTO.
I am GLAD, I am so VERY glad that my sons staged another of their confrontation-dramas. I’m grateful and glad because EVERY TIME THEY ACT THIS WAY IT HURTS LESS AND I GROW STRONGER.
I AM UTTERLY DETERMINED.
If those goons can make NICE PEOPLE LIKE MY SONS have absolutely NO INTEREST IN TRUTH FOR A PERIOD OF YEARS…they’re gonna be out of a job.
ELECTRONIC TORTURE OF INDIVIDUALS and by necessity, their families, WILL BE DESTROYED, stopped, dismantled, and ALL OF THE EVIL ACCOMPLISHED THEREBY WILL BE MOURNED BY THE PERPS AS THE FORMER-VICTIMS JUMP FOR JOY ALL OVER THE COUNTRY AND THE WORLD.
If my smart sons MAINTAIN THEIR FOOLISHNESS AFTER ALL THIS RESEARCH I’VE DONE?
-THEN MICROWAVE-TORTURE PERPS ARE MY ENEMY.
THIS WILL NOT STAND.
THOSE YOUNG MEN BELONG TO GOD.
IF THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN TRUTH AND A MAGNIFICENTLY ORCHESTRATED SMEAR CAMPAIGN FOLLOWED BY AN EXTENDED PERIOD OF INTENSE RESEARCH, SOUL-SEARCHING AND HEALING, then they are very right: SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE.
“LORD. Thank you for the time in July when they sent me away and I drove to Texas…and then Isaac said I could come home.”
“Lord. Thank you that I did not kill myself that day earlier this month when they staged another scene…and after you kicked the UNWORTHINESS-DEMON out of me, Isaac said the ‘spirit was changed’ and he thought I could stay longer.”
“LORD. Thank you that THIS TIME I only cried a little bit and got much stronger and determined in my resolve to see that my story CHANGES A WHOLE LOT OF LIVES for the better.”
If my sons want CHANGE so bad, they should look a little closer to home.
They could find a purpose that would nourish their souls and grease the skids of their dreams.
WE WENT THROUGH ALL THAT SHIT FOR A REASON…and it’s not RECREATIONAL SHOPPING AND VIDEO GAMES.
I don’t think I ate anything today. I think I’m going to fast for a while. Maybe God will honor my measly sacrifice and apply it to the salvation of my sons or my parents? Maybe he will bless me with a glimpse of his face! THEN I WOULD BE UNSTOPPABLE and I would run with joy, the course that is set before me. “Please Jesus, touch me soon?”
So, in order for THEM TO CHANGE SOMETHING…I, being THE ONLY ONE WHO CHOOSES TO CHANGE AND THEN ACTUALLY ACCOMPLISHES IT, must depart. Please explain that one to me.
Letter to Josh:
Dear Josh,I recognize how difficult it was for you to talk to me about how you feel. I don’t want you to think I blow it off because you have been my major concern ever since Grandpa first refused to help us in 2009.—If my absence would make you be happier and free to try some new things, I would be VERY HAPPY to leave here. I DO NOT WISH TO CAUSE YOU PAIN. I will go as soon as I can figure it out and even before then, if you need me to.—
BUT, please DO NOT CURSE ME AGAIN.
DO NOT CURSE ME AS YOU AND YOUR BROTHER HAVE BEEN DOING BY JUDGING AND CONDEMNING ME.
–As you know, I am unusually responsible, dependable, and disciplined …and those things don’t happen to a mentally ill person. Also the Bible says that GOD HAS GIVEN ME A SOUND MIND and I won’t listen to lies that disagree with God. I JUST WON’T LISTEN.—I’ll do whatever you wish.Don’t curse me any longer.Thank you.—Sincerely, LindaDisciple of Jesus, the Christ
I picked 3 more four-leaf clovers.
I bought ham and salami with my foodstamps so George and my sons can have a sandwich tonight.
I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.
NO MATTER WHAT I DO IT IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO OVERCOME THE SHAME THEY FORCE ON ME FOR HAVING BEEN ELECTRONICALLY RAPED AND TORTURED AND GANGSTALKED.
IT IS EVIL TO PUNISH A VICTIM. I PRAY FOR THEIR SOULS.
Maybe I should tell this story again?
In 2009 I RECEIVED DIRTY THOUGHTS THAT DID NOT ORIGINATE IN MY BRAIN and I began vomiting daily and being knocked immobile for hours at a time every time I touched George.
I have spent the intervening years LEARNING HOW THAT HAPPENED and DOCUMENTING IT.
They have spent the intervening years PUNISHING ME DESPITE MY BEST EFFORTS TO CHANGE MYSELF…and to GIVE THEM TRUTH.
“Lord. please CLEAR MY NAME? You promised I would have my family’s respect and hold my head up in the community and be a lady. Please, could we do this? I WANT TO PREACH. Amen.”
This is the list Josh gave me when Isaac went to Montreal and I was trying AGAIN to be well and accepted. And I was doing VERY WELL until Isaac came back and began again, to MANAGE ME DOWN.
Every time I begin to be ‘helped’…they undo what’s been helped and set me shaking for another series of months.
Not this time.
I love TRUTH WAY MORE THAN I CARE ABOUT MY SONS HURTING MY FEELINGS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.
I ALSO LOVE THE OTHER VICTIMS ENOUGH TO TAKE SOME CRAPO FROM SONS WHO BELIEVED LIES AND STILL REFUSE TO SEE TRUTH BECAUSE IT WOULD MEAN THAT JESUS IS LORD and if He’s Lord, then they must BEND THEIR KNEE to Him and MY SONS WON’T SUBMIT TO HIM or ANYBODY.
They don’t have to submit. They’re homeowners, after all and their dad empties their trash and pays their bills.
They sure don’t have to value us submitted types who do not own property.
My thirty days is up.
I picked another four-leaf clover.
“That is why the enemy is TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO CUT OF THE MIND FROM THAT PORTION OF THE BRAIN THAT COMMUNICATES WITH ME MOST CLEARLY.”
(Didn’t I just say this yesterday?)
“I WILL OVERRIDE their EVERY ATTEMPT TO CUT THE SOUL OFF FROM ME.”
I picked another four-leaf clover.
We’re taking Josh’s car to the repair shop.
I picked 3 more four-leaf clovers.
I found a clover so beautiful it made me cry. It doesn’t matter if Isaac loves me or if Josh loves me or if George ever did. Jesus loves me so much he makes special clovers just for me. I know what I feel when I pick four-leaf clovers: I feel love.—
I picked 6 more four-leaf clovers.
I picked 3 four-leaf clovers and 1 with six leaves. Really tiny ones.
I have to go to court day after tomorrow. I don’t know why; the notice says: HEARING.
It has to do with an old credit card bill that I thought was long gone since I got a notice freeing me from paying the judgment from the nice lawyer in Macomb county but of course, I can’t find it. I’m hoping one of the girls will cut my hair today or tomorrow. I look a wreck.