8/3/16

6:44 pm

Satan is laughing at us

But take comfort brothers and sisters, because the truth and light won’t let satan laugh for much longer because God has a purpose for the light being in the world. I truly believe with my heart, mind and soul the warriors in us all are rising up IN LOVE through GOD to SHINE IN DARKNESS. The warriors will rise up DURING AND AFTER THE STORM that is coming, that satan is bringing against us. But again, have no fear because who is greater than our God?!

This video is about how God just taught me about satan laughing through three brethren including how the Holy Spirit is about to begin setting the world ablaze with light and love and truth through God’s people. It’s already beginning . It’s going to be an exciting time for ALL God’s children.

I do not fully yet understand why God is leading me to make this video as it is icky to speak about Satan. He doesn’t deserve our attention however I feel we must remain aware to what the enemy satan is up to as well as remembering he only has a short time left.

5:53 pm

POLICE ORDER FACEBOOK TO DEACTIVATE KORRYN GAINES’ SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS BEFORE KILLING HER
CREEPY: U.S. MILITARY ADDS JEFF BEZOS AND CASS SUNSTEIN TO PENTAGON’S DEFENSE INNOVATION ADVISORY BOARD

This piece is about tyrannical (and quite insane) psychiatrists, who see themselves as social justice warriors on behalf of the poor, the ignored, the forgotten, the oppressed.

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These doctors have a strategy that scrambles brains, causes violent behavior, and deepens the problems of inner cities and their inhabitants. Their “solution to inequality” involves drugs, and opens a gateway from dangerous drugs to very dangerous drugs. It’s a chemical road to perdition.
Bombshell: Mind-control engineers drugging children for “Social Justice”
A Putin-esque photo op.
This gypsy wagon would make a great pulpit.
Or a restaurant.
Majestic Bus Transformed Into Tiny Home
I just love all these windows.

4:29 pm

DNC CEO Resigns Ahead Of Next Assange Leak

 

As Julian Assange promises to release the most damaging emails to date against Hillary Clinton, the CEO of the Democratic National Committee (DNC) has announced her resignation. 

Amy Dacey is the highest-ranking official at the DNC, and her imminent departure comes just days after chairperson Debbie Wasserman Schultz stepped down following the DNC email leak.

-Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/dnc-ceo-resigns-ahead-of-next-assange-leak/

4:14 pm

I even found a four-leaf clover today on the living room carpet.  My goal is to pick clovers in the dark; now there’d be a parlor trick.  And usually you can’t even do it in a parlor.  I’d like to put a sign out front, if I were permitted to stay.
 I’d offer “Dried lucky clovers” –available immediately.”  “Fresh lucky clovers to order.”
The Episcopal Church in Curtis is  on a different side of the nearby restaurant.  It used to be west and now it’s east.  Kind of weird.  Isaac says he doesn’t think I’d really want to do that.  I think only the most interesting people would stop.

Mandela Effect Or Even Darker? IKEA Furniture Stores Vanish

3:28 pm

The Mysterious Giant Humanoids Of Lake Issyk Kul

3:06 pm

I didn’t know what the cause was,  that I couldn’t shake that spirit of condemnation.  Being locked up and forcibly medicated does  a real number on one’s self-image, and today I spit out a demon.  I gagged but I didn’t puke.   Now I know why I couldn’t lick it:  because I was CONTINUALLY CONDEMNING!  I was just piling it up.  I don’t think anybody but my dad is a psychopath, and so they probably can’t understand the crazy-fying I suffered at his hand.  But I sure wasn’t getting any relief from  bitching.  God has a plan for me and I’m about to fly.  After I get the mother-lode.  Also, I’m finally feeling thinner and my hair isn’t so terrible.
This is good.  God is never late.  I might have killed myself last night.  I’m so grateful for Jesus’ blood and for His joy which is my strength.  Also, “Those who delight themselves in the Lord will have the desires of their hearts.”  That sounds really great.  My nails are even long; I just slit my nose open in the shower; I haven’t had long nails for a long time; they were always grungee and yellow from housework.
My roommates are still washing dishes.
I just got an invitation to the Washington DC ‘Gathering of the Eagles’.  I went there once and I had a vision that still shakes me to my core today.  It has become my core.  This might be  the first time Nita Johnson has been back to DC.  That’s interesting.

1:10 pm

Oh yeah.  I had to apologize to Isaac also for cursing him with “Puke” (Eminem).  I  broke the curse in Jesus ‘name and by His blood.  Isaac said he hasn’t been able to get the song out of his head since then.   I couldn’t either…until God made me barf up a lung.  (Ferris Bueller)  It was crowding my heart anyway.

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1:07 pm

LOVE They Who Have Narcissistic Demons
–I haven’t been hanging on to this house so much as hanging on to my family.  I’d like to bless them but it’s pretty clear I’ve done nothing of the sort.  I love being on the road.  I want to be a preacher.  I wish I had a gypsy wagon and a thousand dollars.  My life isn’t mine.  I forget that a lot.
Jesus said that this time of my isolation and suffering has been very precious to Him.  I was incredulous!  I asked why.  He said that I have been alone with Him.  I was incredulous!  I said, “But I’m so annoying…”  He loves me yet.  He asked again, “Why do you argue with your creator about why I made you as you are?”  He also said quite significantly, “Motherlode”.
I think I almost went crazy yesterday.  My life has been a non-ending nightmare of rejection and devaluation.  Today I got a miracle and I’ve been waiting for it for a very long time.
I told Isaac that I’m asking for divine love so that if I could perform perfectly divine love on my dad…we wouldn’t have a problem anymore.  He said, “God bless that, sister!”  I think I was circling the drain yesterday.  My brother wouldn’t offer me a bed, my sons, well there is the eviction notice.  The prophet is downstate and his mom wouldn’t let me into his house, although he’s told me I could stay there if I ever needed to.  Last night was extremely difficult.   The paranoia that made me so sick should have been love-action.  I guess I wouldn’t have known that if I hadn’t been there. “Joy comes in the morning.”
Today I find myself consciously proactively loving.  I told Josh that I’d bake a cake for his swim party and he said he didn’t want to ask me too, like I’d think he was exploiting me.  I told him I’d like to bake the cake because I love him and it might be nice…and NOT because I was trying to make him love me.   We’re doing a small menu.  That’s how it was with me ‘loving’ my dad.  I didn’t love him as much as I wanted him to love me.  I wanted to be respected, and I wanted that from my dad.  I think I’m all better today.  I think this might have to be the last time I write about Josh.  Unless he wants me to.  That would be very loving.
Another One Joins The Long List: Clinton Researcher Found Dead!

Prolific author, AMERICAN FREE PRESS writer and seasoned Clinton researcher Victor Thorn was found at the top of a mountain near his home, the apparent victim of a gunshot wound. Family and some close friends contend Thorn took his own life on his birthday, August 1. Thorn would have been 54.

See more at:
On August 1st, KrisAnne Hall taught a class on the Constitutional remedy for controlling the federal government in Hillsdale, MI. In the audience was Congressman Tim Walberg, who represents Michigan’s 7th Congressional District.
Mr. Walberg disagreed with the way the Father of the Constitution, James Madison, describes the duty and obligation of Congress over the budget. When she tried to discuss the matter with him he said the truth of the Constitution is not reality and Congress can vote anything into law unlimited by the Constitution!
Wikileaks Email Links Hillary Clinton To Bohemian Grove

11:27 am

POLICEMEN now in Scripture!!!!

11:21 am

“This will be the most important message I’ve ever delivered.”

Mandela Effect | Heartbroken PASTOR TELLS congregation BIBLE has CHANGED!

BIBLE Scholar

1:13 am

DID YOU KNOW THAT DANIEL WAS THE FIRST PRESIDENT?

Presidents and Senate NOW in Scripture – KJV BIBLE CHANGED Quantum Mandela Effect

11:06 am

‘TRAFFICKERS’ in the BIBLE! Mandela Effect – KJV Bible Changed

(As the word ‘college’ in the Bible?  I don’t remember seeing it.)

(‘Traffic’)

Isaiah 23:8

Who hath taken this counsel against Tyre, the crowning city, whose merchants are princes, whose traffickers are the honourable of the earth?

WOW, 40 EMOJIS IN THE KJV, A SIGN? THE STRONG DELUSION/MANDELA EFFECT/QUANTUM EFFECT

 

10:25 am

Why I Decided to Stop Writing About My Children

He called me after reading a blog post I had written about my son’s first signs of puberty. It seems an obvious line-crossing that I wrote about such an intimate detail, but I did. At the time I didn’t pause for a split second; I was more than willing to go there.

He was a lion for his grandson. I listened. I heard him. His words went to my heart, my maternal heart, which is in equal parts steel and cornmeal mush. I thanked him honestly for his feedback, got off the phone, and cried into my daughter’s stuffed animals, which are very soft and plush and forgiving.

See more here:   http://well.blogs.nytimes.com/2016/07/29/why-i-decided-to-stop-writing-about-my-children/

10:19 am

–I haven’t been hanging on to this house so much as hanging on to my family.  I’d like to bless them but it’s pretty clear I’ve done nothing of the sort.  I love being on the road.  I want to be a preacher.  I wish I had a gypsy wagon and a thousand dollars.  My life isn’t mine.  I forget that a lot.
Jesus said that this time of my isolation and suffering has been very precious to Him.  I was incredulous!  I asked why.  He said that I have been alone with Him.  I was incredulous!  I said, “But I’m so annoying…”  He loves me yet.  He asked again, “Why do you argue with your creator about why I made you as you are?”  He also said quite significantly, “Motherlode”.
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mother lode

or motherlode

[muhth-er-lohd]
Spell Syllables
noun

1.

Mining. a rich or important lode.

2.

a major or profitable source or supply:

New York City is a mother lode of actors.

9:31 am

Well, this video is  the confirmation that I was supposed to apologize and love people just like I did this morning.

“Perfect love casts out all fear” and I’ve prayed for divine love for years.  Maybe this is the beginning!

“HE CAN REACH ANY SOULS.”

“Narcissism isn’t about the person.  It is about the spirit war.”

LOVE They Who Have Narcissistic Demons

 

9:20 am

I picked four four-leaf clovers.

8:22 am

When Jesus taught about forgiveness, he was talking about the character disordered.  In what other circumstance would it be necessary to forgive “70 times 7”?  I’d say a person is quite malignant,  way before harming a somebody  that many times.  ALL THE LITERATURE says to go no contact, but I think Jesus feels different.  Maybe I’ll bake my dad a cake today.
“Many of my brides still have the same vices and sins I have been dealing with you about for decades.  I have not delivered you totally from them because that is how I humble you.”  (Jesus, through Sister, Clare)
Strange Creature Caught by Fishermen (Bizarre!)
SC hobbyist on building DIY geodesic mobile dwelling for 7K
(Isaac loves Bucky Fuller.)

7:30 am

“The first thing to remember is that where forgiveness and charity abound, there is healing.  Where self-will, self-assertiveness and contentiousness abound, there is injury.”
JESUS Explains the Tactics of the Enemy...
SPIRITUAL WARFARE Part 1 – From July 31st, 2016
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I have been very self-willed, self-assertive and contentious.  I thought I had that right because nobody will listen to what I know and it’s very important. 
When my family lied about me and ostracized me, I thought I had the right to tell the truth about them.
Now I’m thinking of Noah’s sons.  Noah got drunk and fell asleep naked and his sons backed into his chamber with a covering for him, so as not to reveal his nakedness.  One of them looked and he was reprimanded.
“Love covers a multiple of sins” and I’ve been UNCOVERING THEM.
 I feel such tremendous fear that when I’m in my room if a door opens elsewhere in the house I have a physical response.  This fear is NOT RIGHT.  I’ve been frantically clinging to my ‘rights’.
I know I’m being sleep-deprived.  Last night was better than the night before when I vomited all night, but every time I started to doze off, I received jolts to parts of my body.  For a while it was my feet; they’d both jump.  Then larger places, up and down.  I remember what this was like and I’m grateful that I no longer experience so many of the horrible symptoms all the time.  I started timing the jolts of involuntary motion, they were happening like every two minutes for a bit. You can’t get into REM sleep either, but maybe that’s a blessing.  I was semi-conscious even as I slept.
I vomited blood for a long time and have had bloody-liquid diarrhea for more than twenty-four hours.  I started getting charley-horses too; is that from dehydration?   I get so scared I vomit but not usually so hard and long my throat gets scalded and stops working right.
ALL FROM FEAR OF ISAAC.  ALL FROM FEAR OF BEING SQUELCHED, and isn’t that ‘not loving my life onto death?’
ALL FROM FEAR and NOT FROM GOD.  I want that spiritual life of God.
“He that seeks to preserve his life shall lose it; he that loses his life for my sake will find it.” 
I owe people an apology, and if any of them would talk to me, I’d make it.  
“The first thing to remember is that where forgiveness and charity abound, there is healing.  Where self-will, self-assertiveness and contentiousness abound, there is injury.”  (Jesus, through Sister Clare)
I have been most CONTENTIOUS.  I’ve been wrong.  I’ve been abused but no amount of abuse makes it right for me to stop loving my abusers.
Dear Dad,
Please forgive me for fearing you.  Please forgive me for writing about the things you do.  Please forgive me for not being whatever it is that you think I should be.  I really liked who I was becoming and I miss relaxing in myself.  If you forgive me, maybe I could feel safe.  But if you think I require more punishment, I guess that’s your business.  I’m sorry I’ve been contentious.
Dear Isaac,
Please forgive me for fearing you.  Please forgive me for writing about the things you do.  Please forgive me for not being whatever it is that you think I should be.  I really liked who I was becoming and I miss relaxing in myself.  If you forgive me, maybe I could feel safe.  But if you think I require more punishment, I guess that’s your business.  I’m sorry I’ve been contentious.
Dear George,
Please forgive me for fearing you.  Please forgive me
for writing about the things you do.  Please forgive me for not being whatever it is that you think I should be.  I really liked who I was becoming and I miss relaxing in myself.  If you forgive me, maybe I could feel safe.   But if you think I require more punishment, I guess that’s your business.  I’m sorry I’ve been contentious.
Dear Mom,
Please forgive me for fearing you.  Please forgive me for writing about the things you do.  Please forgive me for not being whatever it is that you think I should be.  I really liked who I was becoming and I miss relaxing in myself.  If you forgive me, maybe I could feel safe.   But if you think I require more punishment, I guess that’s your business.  I’m sorry I’ve been contentious.
Dear Josh,
Please forgive me for fearing you.  Please forgive me for writing about the things you do.  Please forgive me for not being whatever it is that you think I should be.  I really liked who I was becoming and I miss relaxing in myself.  If you forgive me, maybe I could feel safe.   But if you think I require more punishment, I guess that’s your business.  I’m sorry I’ve been contentious.
Dear David,
Please forgive me for fearing you.  Please forgive me for writing about the things you do.  Please forgive me for not being whatever it is that you think I should be.  I really liked who I was becoming and I miss relaxing in myself.   But if you think I require more punishment, I guess that’s your business.  I’m sorry I’ve been contentious.
Dear Chris,
Please forgive me for fearing you.  Please forgive me for writing about the things you do.  Please forgive me for not being whatever it is that you think I should be.  I really liked who I was becoming and I miss relaxing in myself.   But if you think I require more punishment, I guess that’s your business.  I’m sorry I’ve been contentious.  I miss you a lot.
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