8/2/16

I PICKED FIVE FOUR-LEAF CLOVERS.

5:02 pm

I said, “George, I give up.  If you come up with some gas money I’ll go to West Virginia and not come back.”

I told him I’m afraid of Isaac.

Isaac has laid hands on my too many times.

I am not safe here and I can’t get over the fear.

He gaslights me:  He says, “Any FEAR if false.  It’s not real.”

George said, “I’ll think about it.”

4:36 pm

The Satanic World System Exposed – Pokemon Go = 666

4:31 pm

This is good:

255 Sq Ft 8.5 x 23′ Tiny House For Sale By American Built Cargo Trailers

4:16 pm

When David said he’d look into getting me a room what he really means is he’s gonna ask his dad for permission. Ouch.

3:54 pm

Throwing up blood.  BUT, God has a purpose for it.

3:38 pm

Images of our ‘Fusion Centers’.

We’re all the Truman Show.

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3:37 pm

BOOM: IT TOOK US 11 MONTHS BUT WE JUST DEFEATED THE GREATEST TYRANNY WE HAVE FACED.

3:30 pm

USA News Is FAKED!! PROOF!! Green screens, CGI & Crisis Actors EXPOSED!

USA News Is FAKED!! PROOF!! Green screens, CGI & Crisis Actors EXPOSED!

3:11 pm

I went to St. Ignace to ask my brother for shelter.  He said his hotel was full up.  He didn’t suggest letting me sleep at his enormous house.  I said, I DON’T CARE WHERE IT IS.  In Escanaba they’ve got tons of empty rooms.  He said he’d look into it.  He gave me tape to affix my FOUR CLOVERS, the BIGGEST I EVER SAW.  One had five leaves and it was so huge it looks like a flower.  I showed him my THOUSAND FOUR-LEAF CLOVER COLLECTION.

He said, “I think Dad took your house to ‘preserve’ it”  I said I’d hoped he’d be smarter.  Where was I going?  Why didn’t he put a life-estate for me and George?  AND…why is it more important to PRESERVE A HOUSE than it is to preserve people?

–Isaac is violent and I wish I didn’t have to be here and I wash Josh didn’t have to either.

I wish I could always be here alone.  Sometimes.

3:00 pm

Amazing! Norway to Build World’s First Floating Underwater Tunnels

7:51 am

REPEAT:

Dad took my house away.  I haven’t had a lot of peaceful nights since then.  Crazy-fying is very hard to understand.  Josh is crazy-fying me too, but he’s trying to tell me something.  He’s probably being crazy-fied also.  It’s like the world just changed.  There’s nothing I understand.  In this new world it is OK for a son to LAY HIS HANDS ON HIS MOM.  Nobody thinks this is worth of attention, that Isaac is violent and wants me gone.  Nobody.  I think this could be serious.  I don’t have a home and this place is dangerous.

7:12 am

George must have red what I wrote before he came home from work because he’s not talking.  I’m forced to now question whether Isaac may have been playing me against George for a long time?  We’re both push-overs and we love him so much.  Did he just fall in with my dad’s plan to destroy our family, naturally?

6:55 am

I picked one four-leaf clover.

6:46 am

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“Standing up to ‘authority’ makes most people uncomfortable.  People don’t want to make waves, and don’t want trouble.  They want to ‘get by’ and take the safe road.  They don’t want to put themselves at risk.  They don’t even want to tell the truth, or even know the truth, if it means they must go against the tide.  And that is why tyranny happens.”  (Larken Rose)
(“Standing up to ‘authority’ makes most people uncomfortable.  People don’t want to make waves, and don’t want trouble.  They want to ‘get by’ and take the safe road.  They don’t want to put themselves at risk.  They don’t even want to tell the truth, or even know the truth, if it means they must go against the tide.  And that is why tyranny happens.”)  (Larken Rose)  
 

“Standing up to ‘authority’ makes most people uncomfortable.  People don’t want to make waves, and don’t want trouble.  They want to ‘get by’ and take the safe road.  They don’t want to put themselves at risk.  They don’t even want to tell the truth, or even know the truth, if it means they must go against the tide.  And that is why tyranny happens.”  (Larken Rose)

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Tyranny happens
because of PEOPLE
LIKE ISAAC.
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6:17 am

 

….”He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me;
and he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me”….
Matthew 10:37 NASB

5:43 am

I vomited so much I’m vomiting blood.  My throat is raw.  I can’t go into Isaac’s house without vomiting so I’m on the deck again.

3:55 am

OMG.  He knows.  Isaac isn’t stupid.  He knows that I’ve never harmed his father and he’s using lies against me on purpose.  What an unkind son!  How terrible to disregard one’s father like that!  HOW TERRIBLE TO USE YOUR DAD’S INFIRMITY TO HAVE YOUR OWN WAY.  Ick.

BUMP TO THE TOP:
Isaac and Josh don’t have any idea the harm they caused me.  I was getting comfortable and now we’re doing this PANIC-SHIT again.  They believed lies instead of Jesus.  That’s all it took; a single lie.  What was the lie?  I can’t even get to the bottom of it.
Apparently, although they KNOW I never touched Adam, I am still a whore who damaged their lives.  Why?  Here’s the closest I can get:  I THOUGHT ABOUT IT.  I have documented the fact that I do not think about men sexually.  I have documented the fact that our government DOES CAUSE minds to think of things they do not normally consider.  I have documented that they do those things to POLITICAL ACTIVISTS THEY DO NOT LIKE.  (‘Thank you Lord, that I had AT LEAST THAT MUCH EFFECT.’)  Adam was black-listed by the zionists when he was 22.  Was our friendship not a REALLY GREAT OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE HIM OUT?  Also, if we could have been coerced into a life-destroying clandestine relationship, it might have done great harm to Ron Paul’s reputation, right?  WHY WOULDN’T THEY PICK US?
And what if I had voluntarily thought about sex with Adam?  How is that less wholesome than the PORNOGRAPHY ADDICTIONS from which EACH OF THOSE MEN SUFFER.  Or ‘DID’ suffer. Or maybe they loved it and it wasn’t suffering at all.  They have ALL THREE spent MANY HOURS WATCHING PICTURES OF STRANGE WOMEN AND UNNATURAL BEHAVIORS AND JERKING OFF.  I never did that.  I was tortured and I can prove it.  Do they hold me to such a different standard because I’m a woman?

1:49 am

“Dear Lord.  I can’t breathe.  Please make me be OK.  Thank you, Amen.”

 

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