7:47 pm

This one is more right.

” Beulah Land ” 11 year old – Mckenzie George at the Gospel Cafe

This one starts the tears.  

Tears are living water.  

Did you know that?  

Maybe not.  It’s ‘extra-biblical’.

7:32 pm

I don’t forget much but I miss a lot.

And also everybody should know…GOD GAVE ME A GUIDE THROUGH THE BULLSHIT.  They really do MESS with your mind.  Then they mess with your car and your computer and your libido.  THIS IS WAR.  God gave me a guide and although I was UTTERLY BLIND I walked right through the TRUTH-QUEST minefield.  God is good and I’m here to make the case.  Namaste.*
(*That verse about how any spirit that doesn’t know enough to admit that Jesus ‘is come’ in my flesh…is antichrist.)
(Is it in Revelation?)
Anti-christ is anti-life; it’s just that simple.  Christ is the anointing, the oil that flowed down Aaron’s robe to the hem of his garment.  Christ is the living water without which we will not survive armageddon and it’s math.  After that, we’ll need even more anointing so we can pour out on the survivors and we will all be truthful and in love.  Thus sayeth something in my imagination.  “Lord, please show me what to believe.  I love you.  Welcome home.”  Living water.

Michigan Water Blues (Dave Van Ronk)

Isn’t this ironic?
Bob Dylan used to sleep on Van Ronk’s couch when he was new in New York.
Or so the story goes.
God is going to flood Michigan with goodness and light.  A lot of people will be leaving real quick.  He promised.
—  —  —  —  —  —
And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.
(I am not kidding.  If you haven’t been hearing voices yet get worried.  ALSO, you should be seeing creepy things.  Don’t panic.  “In all thy ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path.”  Easy.)
(Also it was kind of presumptuous for me to say that if you hear ‘words’ that it’s not your own thoughts.  That’s just how I KNEW.  I don’t know if everybody else thinks like I did.  I just KNEW how I thought from many years of prayer.  Prayer is LOTS OF WAITING and solitude.  Then it gets exciting.  It teaches you about your mind-space.)

John Birch Paranoid Blues {Live at Town Hall 1963} – Elston Gunn

Somebody is going to want what I know pretty soon.  I’m so fat I don’t have anything to wear.  God had me sew up all my tablecloths and curtains into dresses a couple years ago and I’ve never worn them because they’re too small.  I hope He means that’s my “goal weigh.”  (Weight Watchers TM)  It also would mean I might occasionally slip south of the permafrost and that would be grand.  Even without a gypsy wagon.  I think I’m supposed to go camping somewhere.
I had a vision the other day, of my homecoming.  I was slender and tan; my hair was long and wavy and gold.  I got out of my gypsy wagon and came in through the front door of my sons’ house.  I could see myself entering from my place at the top of the stairs.  (Was I a fractal?)  They were very glad to see me and we talked about all the people who met Jesus when I pointed Him out to them.  I was very shiny and brilliant and colorful and soon I was surrounded by young smiling people.  They begged me to cook a meal for them and then relented.  They said that I could cook for them the following day.  The night of my homecoming, they wished to cook for me.  I felt very content.

Definition of Beulah

  1. :  an idyllic land near the end of life’s journey in Bunyan’s Pilgrim’s Progress

I was taught that ‘beulah’ meant ‘married’ and ‘rest’.  I guess both definitions aren’t really likely to be true.

George used to have a shirt like that.  My dad gave it to him.  Alexander something.  I can picture the tag from many washings but I can’t reed the label.  That’s one of the Speers at the piano, Ben I think.  He wrote a lot of songs.

Sweet Beulah Land [Live]

6:58 pm

No, I didn’t get it wrong.  Last time I talked about washing Dad’s feet I said the water was scented with ‘lavender’ and lavender is the major component of the scent in Bath and Body’s ‘Moonlight Path’.  Angel is my favorite perfume but I ran out of that a long time ago.  I can’t WAIT to have nice cosmetics once again.  Suave probably gives you cancer.

I made taco salad from ground venison George brought from his mom’s freezer.

Rhubarb cake from my grandma’s recipe.

Isaac said he’s glad I’m his mom and he’s glad I’m trying to get better.

I’ve been trying to get better ever since the very first time I WAS RAPED BY A FACELESS FORCE back in 2009 when I thought it was a spirit.   I recorded my efforts every single day, efforts to become DIFFERENT so I could SURVIVE what was happening to me with FORGIVENESS in my heart and to BECOME what God wanted so He could accomplish whatever it was He wanted to accomplish through my torment. It’s been a lot of work learning about what happened to me and I can’t imagine what he thinks I’m doing differently now.    I serve the same JESUS with the same passion.

Psalm 41:11

By this I know that thou favourest me, because mine enemy doth not triumph over me.



I wrote this on  6/21/14:

Eckhart Tolle says we should abandon our “stories.”  (He wasn’t the “number 1 top spiritual person in the world” last year.  Pretty close.  I’ve never seen the award show.)  I believe Tolle is mistaken.  I believe our stories are very valuable.  Our stories are life.  To pretend our life never happened is abandoning life itself.  I can know that I am made of vibrations with no actual matter and I can meditate myself into cosmic consciousness, but what is to be gained, if I don’t look forward to living tomorrow in my body at my spot?  How would erasing my mind encourage me to bless others?  My favored spiritual teacher was all about stories.  Jesus spoke in parables, and he still does.  He turns water into wine all the time.  Most of my body vibrates in a water-way.
People fear transformation, people sink into comfort with their stories and choose not to finish the book.  This is choosing death.  They believe that nothing can ever change so they accept lies and foolishness.  Eventually they will die so it doesn’t matter.  I do not choose to die before I’ve been the extraordinary character God imagined  when he wrote my story.  God wishes to see everybody happy, so I get pushy.  I have stepped on many vibration-manifested-imaginary-human toes.  I do not tread on fake people to be mean.  I do so to get attention.  I dyed my hair red.  I started drinking beer.  I ignited a forest fire!   WAKE UP!   We are not meant to play out the hand we got dealt and then die. We are meant to change the world!  We are meant to write happy endings  for EVERYBODY.
It is difficult  to live with unpleasant histories or prospects.  I have longed for release from my story, and even death.  I can only imagine how others feel, who have been tortured, slandered and ostracized, but it hasn’t been an easy road for me. God  told me in 2007 that I must  “withstand.”  He said, “What is to come is ordained by me for my glory.”   ( I didn’t like the message at all. Talk about “fear of the Lord!” )  I have done many things I didn’t like.  In 2009 I became aware of intrusion in my (constant) prayer-world.  God asked me to tolerate it, for love’s sake.  I am not naturally a tolerant person and I couldn’t do it, so I asked him to change  me. I asked him to do whatever it took, to make my life the parable he intended.  Then my “story” got  VERY TERRIBLE!  So I asked him to change me more.  “When we are tried, and purified, we shall come forth as gold.”  “God is a consuming fire.”  (This is not a fable.)  (Sometimes I like to know how a story ends, before I start the book.)
God has been writing my story and we need a plot twist.  I have opportunity to help a lot of people.  My father’s big crooked toes are in the way.  I have stomped on them and sucked them and washed his feet at his office. (I’d have to look up the date. I scented the water with Moonlight Path, from Bath and Body.)   If I were the author of my life, my daddy would have loved me, I would not be destitute and I would not know what government does to people it doesn’t like.  However, here I am.    My life is a parable.  Everybody’s life is a parable.   “A parable is a succinct, didactic story, in prose or verse, which illustrates one or more instructive lessons or principles.” (Wickipedia.  In Sunday school they said a parable is an earthly story with a heavenly meaning.)
If my dad would give me the smoking gun, I could provide happy endings to a WHOLE BUNCH OF PEOPLE WORLDWIDE!  If he’d prefer to just die, then that’s his business.  I will become  gold, just the same.
What in the dickens does this mean?
Life is the dancer and you are the dance.
That’s the kind of stuff that earns Tolle the big bucks.
I’m going to raise the dead one day soon here.

4:25 pm

We ARGUE AND FIGHT AND EVEN HARM OTHERS,  by reason of…wait for it…WHICH DICTATOR BEFORE WHOM WE PREFER TO GROVEL.  “I wanna lick Trump’s shoes.”  “No way, I wanna lick Hillary’s shoes…I’m gonna punch you in the eye.” They’re laughing at us.  Britain, “We can’t go EU!  We’d be giving away all our power.”  But, they already did that.

3:48 pm

“For what is the messenger to you, oh ignorant and vain peoples?
Why do you consider so carefully seeking to find fault with those I send? Why do you concern yourselves with those I choose?  
And why do you judge those through whom I speak?”


“For there is no prophecy apart from my will.   And without My voice…there can be no prophesying.”  
“I tell you:  no man in authority will find them.  nor can any device of men track them, nor can any do them harm…
For who can stand against Me?  Or shut my mouth once I have begun to speak?”
I do not believe that human government is a fail.  Government does exactly what it was designed to do and it does it very well and under cover of good intentions.
Government is NOT MEANT to even any playing field.
Government is NOT MEANT to give us a choice in our circumstances.
Government is NOT MEANT to do us good all the days of our life.
Government was meant to take us away from God by giving us the notion that we are not responsible for ANYTHING and that we do not answer for ourselves.  Government destroys moral accountability.  Laws define prescribed behavior so we don’t have to think.   And CERTAINLY we don’t have to wonder if we’re doing right by obeying said laws.  Even laws that are ON-THEIR-FACE evil aren’t are fault.  Government handily removed our guilt by giving us the vote.  If we didn’t vote for it, it isn’t our fault.
I can’t understand even yet, how it is that ‘partisan’ government employees can magnanimously turn the controls over to a person of a different political persuasion.  That fact alone designates the election process as fraudulent and elected officials as unconcerned with campaign rhetoric.  You know, the stuff they tell us is important.  Like OUR LIVES, for instance.  If a term-limited official  truly believes in partisan positions he couldn’t possibly be at peace with relinquishing his duties to one whose values are (presumably) very different and harmful.
I just got my copy of “The Confessions of Congressman X”.  It’s genuinely old news.  And it is also very genuinely…government.  Government’s other purpose is to transfer resources from a subservient group to a ruler class.
Everything from our intellect and industry…right through to the babies in our bodies and the blood in our veins must run through means of ‘government’ evaluation and distribution.  They can TAKE OUR BLOOD EVEN IF WE HAVEN’T COMMITTED A CRIME.  They can TAKE OUR KIDS OVERSEAS AND SHOOT THEM.  They take our money and tax our land and poison our air and outlaw collecting rainwater.  Government comes first and government’s requirements  are the most important consideration.  If the government ain’t happy, ain’t NOBODY happy.  And even then it’s only a fluke.
I’ve been meaning to write about this and it’s become more important:  HOW WILL YOU REACT WHEN YOU HEAR VOICES THAT ARE NOT YOUR OWN THOUGHTS?
You may first recognize ‘synthetic telepathy’ if you notice that your thoughts are occurring in SENTENCES.  When you think in WORDS it’s likely somebody else is putting them there.  They can more delicately insert fleeting sensations of ABSOLUTELY CREDIBLE FAKE-REALITY  but I suspect most of us just get the boilerplate ‘chatterbox’.  The notion is that your brain will become ‘entrained’ as you are encouraged to communicate with the voices in your head. You will find yourself answering questions.  All by yourself.  It works.  More and more you will be sucked INTO THE ‘hive mind’.
…OF THOSE WHO’VE been brain-sucked BEFORE YOU.

If you don’t Obey…

RFID Chip will poison and kill you!!!

2:15 pm

The War on Terrie! 06/06/16 Gang Stalking Staff

Those gang-stalkers sure do have a lot of white cars and trucks!
A lot of times they wait until you’re already BACKING UP before they pull up behind you.
Then they can sneer at you like you’re a criminal and flip you off.

1:51 pm

📡 + 🔩  = 👹

John 3: 11-12

“Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness.”


“If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?”

THUS SAYS THE LORD… The Glory of Men must die


(NO.  SERIOUSLY.  I was told personally by the leader of a gang-stalking support group.
She said they don’t like to ELECTRONICALLY MOLEST AND TORTURE fat girls as much,  so they make their targets skinny sometimes.)
(They gave me a humdinger yeast infection once.  It was gone in fifteen minutes.  That is NOT natural.)  (It corresponded with artificial ‘visions’ I was seeing.)  (I’d have to look up the date.)
“You retain no knowledge at all.  Only greed and wickedness, wickedness upon wickedness passes before your eyes without ceasing.  And oh, how you love yo have it so.”
“DEAD GENERATION!  Your hearts are stone!”
“Look upon the works of your hands
…you evil and most wicked generation.
Look upon your wickedness!!  
Look upon all you have done!”

Look and Live, with lyrics – Un Mensaje del Señor

OK, I decided to be thin and gorgeous, right?  So I put on some eyeliner and some earrings and trimmed my floppy hair a bit and went to show Isaac how good I looked.  Then I turned on a video by a female disciple of Jesus who dreamed about riding in a limousine home from ‘The Biggest Loser.”  (That’s a show where fat people lose weight, right?)  She’s chubby too and she talked about another woman being in the car with her and she described make-up and gorgeous clothes and jewelry gifts from Jesus.  I haven’t listened to it all yet because it was so amazing I had to tell Isaac.  He found a 4-leaf clover yesterday.  He didn’t feel special.  What can I do for him?


“Paid.   Funded resources of the new world order.”
I’m in shock.  I can’t believe it.  I searched Youtube for ‘destiny’ and all I got were videos about an online murder-game.  So I googled ‘destiny’.  Same thing.  Destiny is just about the most important consideration for humanity!  And when we look into it, all we find is blood games and Queen Bey?  I am thinking that we could probably rate words’ legitimate creative value, by identifying  how rarely they are employed.  The news does NOT quoth ‘Jesus’.  They don’t talk about important words at all!  Instead, they repeat coarse vapid phrases.  They slip around the definitions and define new paths.  They destroy value in words.  They destroy our continuity with linguistic history and our fathers.  They REVERSE meanings!  They degrade legitimate intercourse.

Going home!!!!! A wow dream!!!!

“Once again history is being made.”

We Now Stand On The Edge Of A Total Systemic Collapse, Here’s Why.

By Gregory Mannarino



11:45 am



November 7, 2013

3:37 pm

Jay:    I do not want to do this.  I do not want to read about politics anymore.  I am supposed to be a real missionary and travel around doing Jesus’ work (MIRACLES).

You must confess so I’m not so bored anymore.  (And to save your soul from hell.)

ABWE Mission Doctor Abuses Children in Bangladesh

“This blog is a voice for those of us ABWE missionary kids (MKs) who were sexually molested by Dr. Ketcham in Bangladesh and for anyone who has been abused by him here in the States. We can finally tell “our side of the story.”

More here:   http://bangladeshmksspeak.wordpress.com/

SIM Missionary Kid Survivors

Read more here:   http://childrenofsim.wordpress.com/2011/04/13/the-abwe-response-to-abuse-by-mission-doctor/


“In 1989 we received a report of sexual abuse of a female minor…”

“DO YOU BELIEVE WHAT YOU JUST READ? This man could have been sent home as early as 1975!! Please, please forgive us. Forgive this mammoth organization for overlooking sin against women and young girls! ABWE CALLS IT INAPPROPRIATE BEHAVIOUR AND INDISCRETIONS. Where is the outcry from the churches? Forgive them for overlooking this perpetrators sin of adultery and eventually paedophilia. How many chances does a missionary get for sexual misconduct, sin! HOW DID THIS CONTINUE FOR SO LONG!? THE SILENCE IS DEAFENING.”

“What all this shows is there is a job (ministry) always open for the GOOD OL BOYS.”

More at:   http://www.biblefortoday.org/bennett/Articles/saga_abwe.htm

Please note the following “Confession” …  it HAS NO SIGNATURES!

ABWE Board and Administration Confession

-More at    http://www.abwe.org/news/abwe-board-and-administration-confession#.UnXQn1WzKpg

OCTOBER 17, 2012 ABWE Administrative Changes

In response, the current ABWE Board has taken the following actions:

  • Terminated President Michael Loftis for a leadership failure, displayed in a loss of confidence on the part of the board and administration. The allegations of Ketcham’s abuse surfaced for the second time in 2002. Dr. Loftis stated that he is solely responsible for his actions in failing to officially inform the board of the situation until March 2011, and not following through to insist that the promised investigation was completed. The blog detailing the sexual abuse by Ketcham and the failed response of ABWE in regards to other victims were not the sole issues that resulted in the board’s unanimous decision to release him, but rather the situation provided a window for the board to look more deeply into Dr. Loftis’ overall leadership.
  • Asked and received the resignation of Russ Ebersole from his position of Vice President of Missionary Ministries.
  • Asked and received the resignation of Don Davis as Corporate Counsel.
  • Asked for the resignations of members of the 1989 board who continued to serve as Emeriti board members. Presently none of the 1989 board members continue to serve as Executive or Emeriti board members.

Again note the ABSENCE OF NAMES in the following article.

Who are the “Emeriti board members” who could have protected kids?

Here:   http://www.abwe.org/news/ABWE-scandal-ABWE-announces-leadership-changes#.UnXUDVWzKpg

Missionary Group Fires Sex Abuse Investigator

Weeks before the release of a nearly two-year investigation into allegations of sexual abuse of missionary kids, the Association of Baptists for World Evangelism (ABWE) has fired and replaced its investigator, Godly Response to Abuse in the Christian Environment (GRACE).”

2013.  Still no satisfaction.

Read more here:   http://www.christianitytoday.com/gleanings/2013/february/missionary-group-fires-sex-abuse-investigator.html

—————————————————————————————————————–end transmission


11:24 am

I have (as best I can) combined my knowledge (generous term) of physics and spiritual Truth this way:
I am what I think I am.
My body is not me; it’s my current container composed of consciousness intrinsic to particular frequencies.
As the frequencies differ, I experience things differently, even things I think to be concrete and fat.
The goons can remotely ALTER either my BODY or my MIND.
The goons and/or God have made me alternately VERY FAT,  and also spontaneously much thinner.
Maybe I could trick the goons into making me thin.  (You can’t trick God.)
I plan to believe that the fat is in my mind, and that the goons have used directed energy weapons to make me see it in the mirror and feel it too.
If I could BELIEVE sufficiently that I am thin and gorgeous, they’d have to make me thin.
What do you think?
WAIT, no.  If I believed it, the goons would actually be TOTALLY IRRELEVANT.


OK.  I guess it wasn’t my whole morning’s work.  Only an hour during which I also made coffee and took a bath in the lake and posted my clover.  –

God pointed out the other day, that I am lately cutting corners on this site.

When I notice a spelling error or a logjam of grammar I don’t always fix it.

I should always do my best.

I also went to the store to tell the MAYOR about how the BAPTIST PERVERTS OF ASIA HAVE BEEN EXPOSED.  (I knew that he felt really terrible for those girls.)


10:49 am


I was going to post more but

all my morning’s work just disappeared from Evernote.


9:21 am

I picked a four-leaf clover.
It’s so muggy I’m going into the lake instead of the hot tub.
Here’s the song:

Sweet & Innocent

Donny Osmond


OK, by SPECIAL REQUEST we’ll do a two-fer:
“I know that your lips are sweet
but our lips must never meet…”

Go Away Little Girl Live


8:52 am

Dedicated to:   Association of Baptists for World Evangelism
“Thank you Lord!  Thank you for busting my dad’s CHOMO buddies!  Thank you for letting me predict that you would give counsel and vindication to their victims.  You are WONDERFUL!!  THANK YOU JESUS!  BLESS THOSE WOMEN!  BLESS THE TRUTH-TELLERS.  Draw me close and speak to me.  Thank you, Wonderful Jesus.”
Skinny old man, worked for my dad;  he will spend the rest of his life in prison because he molested children.
YET, people like my parents who endorse molesters in MANY WAYS are honored as model citizens.
My folks smile and sign checks to support them and their ‘missionary’ work in BANGLADESH and greater Asia.


Jesus doesn’t approve.
We’re living in a time of very great miracles.
(Or they could repent.  Here’s hoping.)
to keep their PERP out of jail
and their ‘ministry’ intact,
I’ve been praying for these victims and confronting JAY WALSH about his part in the cover-up and very great sin.
And, the ‘CHRISTIAN’ organization supported him and several years ago even STOPPED AN INVESTIGATION JUST WEEKS BEFORE DISCLOSURE OF THEIR REPORT.

Baptist agency comes clean about ex-missionary’s trail of sexual abuse

Starting in 1961, missionary Donn Ketcham served at Memorial Christian Hospital in Malumghat, southeast Bangladesh. He was fired in 1989, for sexually abusing an underage teenage girl, who was labeled as a “willing partner” and coerced to confess.

Starting in 1961, missionary Donn Ketcham served at Memorial Christian Hospital in Malumghat, southeast Bangladesh. He was fired in 1989, for sexually abusing an underage teenage girl, who was labeled as a “willing partner” and coerced to confess. Photo courtesy of ABWE

But the new report, released Tuesday (May 10), shows a far wider trail of abuse, which began in 1964 and continued until 1989.

See more at:   http://religionnews.com/2016/05/10/baptist-agency-comes-clean-about-ex-missionarys-trail-of-sexual-abuse/

ABWE has hired a female psychologist as mediator (to answer questions and communicate on ABWE’s behalf) at this time, if victims do not desire direct contact with ABWE. As we did not have permission from the psychologist or ABWE to give out her contact information publicly, you can receive it by…

  • Asking us at bangladeshmksspeak@gmail.com. We will give you the contact info for the psychologist, no questions asked. (Use an anonymous email account or have a close friend use theirs if anonymity is a priority for you.)
  • OR contact ABWE headquarters directly. They ought to be willing to do the same.

Choosing whether or not to have contact with ABWE is up to every individual victim, but every victim has the right to know this is happening and how to get the same information that other victims have been given and are being given at this time.

If you are not a victim but know someone who is, please be sure they have this important information.

The ABWE and Donn Ketcham Investigation
The investigation, which concluded in April 2016, confirmed that Donn Ketcham, an ABWE missionary doctor who served in Bangladesh, engaged in the sexual abuse of nearly 20 minors — most of whom were the children of fellow ABWE missionaries — and 4 adult women. The abuse primarily consisted of improper and medically unnecessary examinations at the hospital in Bangladesh, and included sexual assault and apparent drugging.

This statement from ABWE makes me want to puke beginning with the title:  

“Protecting Our Children”

We Commit to Supporting Victims

We are grateful and indebted to the women and men who boldly and persistently held us accountable. From the women who came forward in July 2002, to the contributors of the MK blog, and everyone else who has supported these individuals in their pursuit of truth and justice, we thank you for continuing to demand responsiveness. We thank those of you who have believed us to be capable of change.

We have worked — and will continue to work — to create an organizational culture where the interest of children is paramount. We accept the obligation to continue to admit, confess and repent of our failures and mistakes to those we have hurt.

We Commit to Telling the Truth

If you want to reed the rest, it is here:  http://www.abwe.org/protecting-our-children/

Isn’t this pitiful?

This fake ‘Christian’ organization that permitted travesty to continue, after ALLOWING THEIR STAFF TO FILL YOUNG CHILDREN WITH DEMONS  (references available on request) and now wants to help…
(That makes Jesus puke too.)
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.  (Revelation 3:16)

Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.  
(2 Timothy 3:5)  (Been there.  Did that.)

“We’re devastated by the negligence of ABWE leadership in failing to remove Ketcham from the field again and again,” said the family of the underage teen survivor. “We wish that ABWE leaders could comprehend the immeasurable pain that this … continues to cause her even to this day.”


“Over the course of his professional life, Ketcham abused at least 22 individuals, the report concludes. Many were his patients, and some (as young as 8) were given unnecessary pelvic and breast exams. There is evidence that several were heavily drugged with the anesthetic ketamine.”

7:40 am

This is the anniversary of my first marriage.  He was a psychopath just like my dad.  (That’s what victims of narcissistic abuse usually marry.)  I pray for him once in awhile.

“Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence.  Talent will not.  Nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent.  Genius will not.  Unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.  Education alone will not.  The world is full of educated derelicts.  Persistence and determination are omnipotent.”      (Some long-dead president)  (When I was a child my grandpa gave me a dollar every time I recited that.)
Persistent hoaxes can repeatedly ensnare us.  Or at least they threaten our commitment to Truth. They wobble our stance.  If a narrative is maintained, even if we don’t fall FOR it…we often eventually FALL IN WITH IT.  That’s easier than maintaining vigilance on behalf of TRUTH in the face of painful opposition.
(I didn’t learn this from my family of origin so I’m grateful to know it now.)  
(I’m ALSO grateful to know that dads shouldn’t walk around naked in front of little people all the time,  and they should PROTECT CHILDREN WHO ARE SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BY OTHERS and they shouldn’t make their children go INTO THE BATHROOM with them for a heart-to-heart…while DAD TAKES A SHIT.)
(My dad did that for the last time when I was over 50!  I was so grateful that he was FINALLY going to grant me an audience.  I didn’t even recognize that he was laughing his ass off as he sat on his throne.  Good thing he didn’t flush it.)
(Nobody EVER respected a liar more than I did.)  (I have repented.)
(Isn’t that funny?  Just when DAD LEARNS that  HE is required to RESPECT ME.)
(And everybody else, eventually, hopefully, so he won’t  ROT  IN  HELL.)
(That’s about the best gift I could give him, no?)
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“To completely understand a narcissist you have to conceptualize that EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM IS A LIE.”

“To take it further–not ALMOST everything about them is a lie but EVERYTHING from I love you, I hate you, my family hates you, your friends hate you, the world hates you, you are crazy or mentally ill, etc. etc.”
“Don’t forget all the other day-to-day lies, the lies about stupid stuff, the lies about accountability, the lies about other lies, and every other lie about anything and everything.”
“The narcissist downloads these lies into your head and your heart to manage you down, gain power over you, and control you.”
“The prison the Narcissist used to hold you captive was built from all of their lies – the POSITIVE endearing I love you lies and the disabling ones that managed you down every day to control you and eventually disable and destroy you. Narcissists are VERY convincing and polished liars and EVERYTHING they told you was a LIE!”
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Orlando Our Atrophied System Has No Truths – Morris

“That sums up the world we’re living in now.”

“We’re all having to give lip service to things we don’t really believe.”

“ISIS and Orlando are both marketing ploys.”

Praying in Tongues – Key to Intercession, your Spiritual Strength & Destiny in the Endtimes

Speaking in tongues releases life; it has birthing power.
I Corinthians 14:4 He that speaketh in an [unknown] tongue edifieth himself; but he that prophesieth edifieth the church. ( Edifieth Brings forth life)
Financial Material: 
Victory over enemy:
Relationship with God;
Fulfill your destiny Etc
The promise of this is the mark in your mouth,speaking in tongues.
No wonder the Apostle Paul said; I speak in tongues more than you all
God Bless you
N Johnson © September 21. 2007