4/17/16

9:44 am

Paranoid Schizophrenia, Tool of the Red Terror, Makes a Comeback in Authoritarian USA & Other Western “Democracies”

“Innocent people forcefully incarcerated.  Lives destroyed by psychiatric medications.”

In an age when psychiatry itself, the entire field of psychiatry, is being increasingly debunked as valid science and seen rather to be what it was historically set up by 19th and 20th century olde-worlde, patriarchical European and American eugenicists, racists, and social-control obsessives to be, a fraudulent State-supported and pharmaceutical-company-propped-up tool of social control, it’s useful to remind ourselves that–all through the last 2 centuries– it has been especially used as a tool by totalitarian governments and authoritarian groups–the Nazis, the KGB, the US secret agencies among them, to crush dissent, destroy truth, and silence credible witness.

Age of Fear: Psychiatry’s Reign of Terror

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Today–in an atmosphere of increased Government surveillance and control worldwide, covert Intelligence agency action against citizens worldwide, and acknowledged US Military/Air Force/Special Ops testing and training of Electronic Warfare Directed-Energy weapons on humans–this is exactly what is being done to “Targeted Individuals.”

In secret, classified-research programs (classified in the name of “national security,“) deadly neuroweapons are being trained on civilians, military personnel, civically-engaged citizens, activists, writers, whistleblowers–American citizens and others, both here in the US, and worldwide.

More videos with story at:

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/71966163/posts/415

Vast majority of dogs hate being hugged and cuddling them causes stress: UBC study

8:48 am

–  Kind of nostalgic for my ex-family..these REMINDERS help fix that problem real fast:
The Narcissist sabotages everything and everyone because NOBODY can be better or do better than the NARCISSIST! It is a place where your dreams will die quickly and your self-esteem and self-worth die along with them.”
“They live in their own world made up of fantasy, lies, delusions, deceit, and they lack any and all morals. They have their own ‘fantasy reality’ that everyone that has any part of their life must accept or they will be deemed crazy, punished, and even destroyed.”
 “Acceptance and adoration must be given to the Narcissist CONSTANTLY, but absolutely none is given to you in return. In their world ABUSE is how they reward your love and you must accept the abuse because that is all you are worthy of.”
“Read more at:

https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2016/04/26/how-is-a-narcissist-able-to-walk-around-in-our-world-and-get-away-with-emotional-and-psychological-murder/

Psalm 124

Blessed be the Lord, who hath not given us as a prey to their teeth.

Our soul is escaped as a bird out of the snare of the fowlers: the snare is broken, and we are escaped.

Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth.

7:44 am

(The invitation is kind of late but I’m encouraged to know that Europe is continuing to address the largest threat we face… against human consciousness itself.)

The World Coalition Against Covert Harassment (WORLD CACH) and STOPZET – Stop Organized Electronic Tortures, the Polish association for victims of mind control, cordially invite you to a meeting with Mr. Magnus Olsson, president of WORLD CACH, and his coworkers from the US, Belgium and the UK. The meeting will be devoted to the threats and ethical dilemmas posed in modern society by the growing role of electronics and cybernetics in our lives. WORLD CACH is a non-profit organization aiming to draw the attention of the ruling politicians and the ones they rule, about the issue of secretive experiments using the latest technologies for remote control of the physiology and the human psyche, and proposing clear legal standards governing the use of these. The First Coalition Against Covert Harassment was formed as an alternative opinion-forming circles response for the crimes of illegal biochemical and military experiments committed against the citizens of the European Union community. Globally, WORLD CACH strives for an immediate and absolute ban on the production and use of all types of weapons that can be used to manipulate the behavior of human individuals and entire populations. It conducts information campaigns for the general public; thanks to a committee of advisers, which includes international professionals: doctors, lawyers, scientists, WORLD CACH develops expertise for various institutions and decision-makers, it also unites Targeted Individuals (TIs) who are the victims of the latest generation of neural weapons experiments. STOPZET Association connects people who have recognized in themselves, among their relatives and in their close surroundings, symptoms and physical phenomena indicating the use of remote electronic means against them. Everything indicates that many of our members have been permanently connected, via satellite, to brain-computer interfaces, and that we are guinea pigs in secret research programs conducted in our country and also abroad (Polish immigrants) by our scientists under the aegis of NATO and EU Special Services. The common creed of our two organizations is the equality of all people and the integrity of our right to privacy and dignity. With full determination, we oppose any abuse in this area. We stand by the side of the victims and, above all, we try to prevent the implementation of the
trans-humanism agenda and plans on robotisation of the human race. Mr. Magnus Olsson is the most recognizable TI in the world, the founder and icon of the whole civil movement fighting against total mind control. On April 23rd during the second Conference of the Project Earth in Warsaw, Magnus Olsson will conduct a lecture about electronic surveillance and harassment of individuals, who are tracked using sophisticated technology. The meeting with Magnus Olsson, Polish TIs and TIs from other countries will take place:
April 23rd, 2016 (Saturday), 8 pm – 9.30 pm Warsaw, Dom Literatury, 87/89 Krakowskie Przedmieście Street Free entrance

4/26/16

7:38 pm

Funny moment; I just imagined that a person might disrespect Prince.  Then I imagined what that person might be like.  I never even called myself a fan because I knew darn wall I didn’t have what it takes.  I do now.  He was even very gentlemanly; I love when they questioned him about Beyonce.  He didn’t gush, obviously, and he didn’t bite at the provocative question dangled by the interviewer.  He said he was most interested in her musicality and her musicalness and he showed her some chords on the piano.  There’s a lot of information right there.

7:32 pm

The Prince clips are amazing.  Everybody is covering ‘Purple Rain’ and then some slob in his basement tells us whether the musician was singing in respect of Prince, or if h/she was making fun of him.  There is SO MUCH SPECULATION since Prince emergency-landed and died in his elevator and his sister dyed her hair purple and all that.  I’d bet big money something atrocious is happening that we’re not supposed to see.  I mean, if I had big money.  I could think of a few places to start looking.  And how come we didn’t see all this with David Bowie?  Was he less influential?  (I’d vote yes but really, it’s a toss-up.)  Is he still alive and did he get cloned?  His album was called LAZARUS?  Prince tweeted (or instagrammed or whatever): “just when u thought u were safe.”  What does that mean do you suppose?
Seriously, even if we miss God’s will and dislocate our destiny ENTIRELY, we can’t.  If we desire in our hearts to get to know Him and to do all the wonderful things He meant for us to do, then we won already.  Fulfillment of these urges is not our business.  He gives us the desires of our hearts.  He GIVES US THE DESIRES.  Then he fulfills those desires in our hear that he put there anyway.  How could any among us even question that we are in the perfect position at the perfect time doing the perfect things?  By silliness.  We can’t possibly be stupid.   It’s gotta be just a light-hearted faith.

6:41 pm

It sure would be nice if some kindly whistleblower called my sons or even my dad but he’d pretend you never called so  I suppose a letter would be best.  I wish this fine human would record a few tidbits I could not have known, absent veracity of my historical claims…or even something I predicted that later came true.  That doesn’t really help much though.  My SONS AND EX-HUSBAND HAVE SEEN ME MAKE ACCURATE PREDICTIONS FOR DECADES. I wonder if SUDDENLY, I got stupid?   (No denial, that IS a possibility.)  This is gonna be a good story when I finally know all the parts.

6:23 pm

–I heard Isaac on the phone today talking to some woman about putting me in the funny farm. Josh won’t speak to me and just stares into my eyes when I ask a question.  They want me gone entirely.   I think I have a right to stay but it keeps me pretty upset knowing how bitter Josh is.  Did we waste three years getting to know one another?  I thought he liked me now.  Not enough to forgive.  The ONLY PROBLEM I HAVE is that I believe and REMEMBER and RESEARCHED and WILL NOT RECANT EXPERIENCES they don’t want me to talk about. (That in itself should provide some indication how TERRIBLE IT WAS around here.).  Sure wish I could TALK TO SOMEBODY A BOUT IT; I’m not very calm.  One day people will PAY me to tell what I know.  Then my sons will be proud of me and they will confront my lying father.  They liked supper.  I do a whole lot of things well  for a CRAZY PERSON.  My sons are nuts and they follow their grandpa’s plans to a t.  When they figure that out I wouldn’t wanna be him.    I’ve never been a threat to myself or anybody else and they know it.  I just make them UNCOMFORTABLE because I WON’T STOP TRYING TO ALLEVIATE torture of US CITIZENS.   One day they will know that. I will like that too, because then I will be “utterly completely vindicated.” –
WHAT IF I’M RIGHT ABOUT COVERT ELECTRONIC HARASSMENT AND INVOLUNTARY EXPERIMENTATION?  WHAT IF I LET MY NON-BELIEVING SONS BULLY ME INTO SILENCE?  WHO WILL SPEAK UP FOR HUMANITY AS WE  SINK INTO AI OBLIVION?   AT THAT POUINT, IT REALLY WOULDN’T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE SO  I think I’ll just  keep this record going no matter WHERE THEY WANNA LOCK ME UP.  They’ll thank me one day.  If I can survive their arrogant controlling bullshit.  I never hurt them on purpose; I WAS A VICTIM.  And I’m going to get well whether they like/permit it or not.  My healing requires TRUTH…not reiki or tarot cards or psychotropics or yoga or gestalt I NEED JESUS.  I need some miracles.  He’ll talk to me pretty soon.  It has been a REALLY long time this time but He always talks to me again.  Then I’ll know what to do.  He’s never late.

3:42 pm

You know, I don’t even care about that spelling error I left quoting Josh.  I’m not going to search for it.  Liberty.

3:31 pm

 Some things exist for which you just   MUST    NOT     BE    LATE.
Lower and slower  is good; I know that in principle.  I’m pretty much bottomed-out.  Fat, ugly, stupid, disliked, distrusted, no family, no  income, no privacy, my son’s mad at me and my parents have not spoken to me even once since they smirked as I was abducted and locked up.  I got nothing.  I can barely finish a sentence and praying is really difficult since I can’t remember the beginning of my sentences by the time I get to the end.  Is he even REAL?  There’s no way he could actually love me.  Nobody does.  I’m tolerated by very kind people.  (My folks don’t tolerate ANYBODY OR ANYTHING.)    I’m done.  I know my life is not about me, but also my life ISN’T EVEN A FRIGGING LIFE.  Jesus musta lied; do ya figure?  I’ll just stay in my room; they won’t be able to sell it on Air BNB if I’m here.  I’ll eat at night, when they’ve gone to sleep.  I’ll spend my welfare on treats they like; I don’t eat treats.  I don’t actually deserve them.  I have a right to be here and I’m going to exercise it.  Willfully ignorant people really don’t have any right to make HONEST RESEARCHERS FEEL LIKE PIECES OF SHIT.  Josh even,  has not that right.   I don’t give him a big of discomfort about the things he studies.  My sons are treating me WRONGLY and I know the didn’t get that bigotry from me or their dad.  Would it be demons?  Or synthetic telepathy.  Either way, we’re gonna see the influence neutralized.  I will watch my sons become a lot smarter in a short period of time.  Wouldn’t it be great if that happened to me too?
This is really good:  anybody who knows my dad or my mom should listen to this video then have a short conversation with them.  It’s pretty funny.  Their position is ALWAYS:  How can I use this sensitive information to my advantage?  Even with people they should naturally wish to assist!!!   You’ll see it if you watch.  My folks could fill an ENTIRE TEXTBOOK.

Narcissism Cold Focusing

Prince Went Public About The Secret NWO

Common Directed Energy Weapon Facades Perpetrated by Black Ops Sources:
-Demons
-Jinn
-Archons
-Interdimensional Beings
-Extraterrestrials
-Entity Attachments
-Shadow Beings
-Archangels
-Holy Spirit
-Lucifer
-Satan
-RA
-Jesus
-God/Allah/Yahweh
“Just think of the power of suggestion if you can impersonate Jesus or the Holy Spirit to a devout Christian. Or the potential of impersonating Satan to a Satanist. I can testify 100% truthfully that electronic telepathy technology can be used with extremely artistic and high quality telepathic sets. So sophisticated that any uninitiated person is ripe to be manipulated.”
(I GUESS WE SHOULD ALL BE ABOUT BECOMING “INITIATED” THEN.) 
MAYBE START HERE:

Black Project Tech: The Neurobody

“I’ve experienced …potent fear throughout my whole upper body many times.  I have learned the amount of fear energy possible with these methods is far beyond anything natural.”
(He describes many effects I recorded in my first book and in my journals.  Ever have an orgasm in your chest?  I’m not the only one AND  it’s VERY OBVIOUSLY NOT A NATURAL THING.   If anybody smart would just care about my records we could help a lot of people.)
11:43 am
The Judge underestimates Hillary. The word is that she has sent out a warning that if she is not made President, she will blow the whistle on all the dead bodies and how they got to be dead bodies, and bring down the whole government.
(Why doesn’t she do that anyway?  I’d even vote for her maybe.)

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wpOwZJq

The great cholesterol con finally unravels: Researchers find lowering cholesterol has NO EFFECT on risk of heart disease or death

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wqOjxLy

I have become pointless.  Occasionally in the past I have felt pointless, and even helpless, but now I feel entirely pointless.  I try to keep up with events of note; I ignore the election; I try to just be valuable, but unless these volumes of volumes are valuable…I’m not.  Josh is angry at me.  Isaac is leaving for Montreal day after tomorrow.  George keeps buying MORE AND MORE THINGS…but hey, it’s his money.  25 year serving him isn’t compensable and he even lost his house that was his because if WAS  MINE.  We’ve lost it all.  Isaac wants a family meeting.  Josh won’t talk to me and I’d prefer a ROOF-RAISING PRAYER MEETING.  Isaac says, “We can’t do that.  None of us has the same religion anymore.”
 I’m not sure I have faith at all.  I keep expressing the same affirmations…but I’ve been waiting for nearly 10 years to learn what might be my value, and my destiny.  I pray a lot; it’s redundant and I overuse the words “please” and “have mercy.”  No comment.  I actually thought He might love me and come to get me out of this MESS.  My life is NOT MY OWN and I GAVE IT TO HIM but it appears He doesn’t have a lot of use for it just yet.  Several times a day I feel I might explode.  I’ve been telling necessary Truth; I’ve been SCREAMING NECESSARY TRUTH and I am still isolated and nobody gives a shit.  I enjoyed believing Josh loved me but as it stands, he can be just as pissed for just as long as he wishes.  He’ll be very proud of me one day.   I believe in the Mandela effect.  I believe in human cloning too, and demons are aliens  and I believe I may be the last man standing when everybody else’s  “HEARTS FAIL THEM FOR FEAR AT WATCHING THE THINGS COMING ON THE EARTH”   (THAT’S BIBLE PROPHECY.)  (Google it.)
God says He’s never late.  I chuckle, and I hope he forgives me for disbelieving his words. At this house we could sure use some of His attention and it’s been a long time since we saw very much.  We used to see visions and dreams and spirits and now we can’t even see one another.  My family is very needy.  We need family and we need friends.  We need some opportunity and some confidence.  I thought Isaac had enough for all of us but it doesn’t look that way but  he’ll never give up though.  At least that makes one of us.  It’s hard to continue when nobody cares about you or about what you do…even if with the right ENCOURAGEMENT AND ASSISTANCE you could likely destroy the evil NSA.  Lots of suffering people could be relieved.  You just can’t do it alone.  Everybody else must just like things as they are. When these apathetic people  realize our actual situation we should see some fireworks.  And a lot of phone calls.  Some things exist for which you just   MUST    NOT     BE    LATE.
Lower and slower  is good; I know that in principle.  I’m pretty much bottomed-out.  Fat, ugly, stupid, disliked, distrusted, no family, no  income, no privacy, my son’s mad at me and my parents have not spoken to me even once since they smirked as I was abducted and locked up.  I got nothing.  I can barely finish a sentence and praying is really difficult since I can’t remember the beginning of my sentences by the time I get to the end.  Is he even REAL?  There’s no way he could actually love me.  Nobody does.  I’m tolerated by very kind people.  (My folks don’t tolerate ANYBODY OR ANYTHING.)    I’m done.  I know my life is not about me, but also my life ISN’T EVEN A FRIGGING LIFE.  Jesus musta lied; do ya figure?  I’ll just stay in my room; they won’t be able to sell it on Air BNB if I’m here.  I’ll eat at night, when they’ve gone to sleep.  I’ll spend my food-stamps on treats they like; I don’t eat treats.  I don’t actually deserve dainties but  I have a right to be here and I’m going to exercise it.  Willfully ignorant people really don’t have any right to make HONEST RESEARCHERS FEEL LIKE PIECES OF SHIT.  Josh doesn’t have that right even;  he has not that right.   I don’t give him a bit of discomfort about the things he studies but he’d like to write my curriculum and check my work.  I’ve allowed this attitude to develop because my sons are smart and my father’s gang-stalking made me question my own (actually, very decent…) mind.   My sons are judging me without reviewing evidence and they are treating me WRONGLY and I know they didn’t get that bigotry from me or their dad.  Would it be demons?  Or synthetic telepathy.  Either way, we’re gonna see the hurtful nfluence neutralized.  Do they actually wish I should feel stupider or badder about myself?  That would help how?
Do they think I could desire more heartily to do them well every single day?  They’ve believed BULLSHIT but  I will watch my sons become a lot smarter in a short period of time.  Wouldn’t it be great if that happened to me too?
-The Baptists are fried.  How can they continually ignore people pleading for help and claim to be like Jesus?  You don’t gotta be a phi beta kappa to figure that one..  Hell, you don’t even have to be a CHRISTIAN.   (Good thing.  Baptists don’t believe in education very much.)

2:12 pm

 

Prince Went Public About The Secret NWO

Common Directed Energy Weapon Facades Perpetrated by Black Ops Sources:
-Demons
-Jinn
-Archons
-Interdimensional Beings
-Extraterrestrials
-Entity Attachments
-Shadow Beings
-Archangels
-Holy Spirit
-Lucifer
-Satan
-RA
-Jesus
-God/Allah/Yahweh
“Just think of the power of suggestion if you can impersonate Jesus or the Holy Spirit to a devout Christian. Or the potential of impersonating Satan to a Satanist. I can testify 100% truthfully that electronic telepathy technology can be used with extremely artistic and high quality telepathic sets. So sophisticated that any uninitiated person is ripe to be manipulated.”
(I GUESS WE SHOULD ALL BE ABOUT BECOMING “INITIATED” THEN.) 
MAYBE START HERE:

Black Project Tech: The Neurobody

“I’ve experienced …potent fear throughout my whole upper body many times.  I have learned the amount of fear energy possible with these methods is far beyond anything natural.”
(He describes many effects I recorded in my first book and in my journals.  Ever have an orgasm in your chest?  I’m not the only one AND  it’s VERY OBVIOUSLY NOT A NATURAL THING.   If anybody smart would just care about my records we could help a lot of people.)
11:43 am
The Judge underestimates Hillary. The word is that she has sent out a warning that if she is not made President, she will blow the whistle on all the dead bodies and how they got to be dead bodies, and bring down the whole government.
(Why doesn’t she do that anyway?  I’d even vote for her maybe.)

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wpOwZJq

The great cholesterol con finally unravels: Researchers find lowering cholesterol has NO EFFECT on risk of heart disease or death

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wqOjxLy

I have become pointless.  Occasionally in the past I have felt pointless, and even helpless, but now I feel entirely pointless.  I try to keep up with events of note; I ignore the election; I try to just be valuable, but unless these volumes of volumes are valuable…I’m not.  Josh is angry at me.  Isaac is leaving for Montreal day after tomorrow.  George keeps buying MORE AND MORE THINGS…but hey, it’s his money.  25 year serving him isn’t compensable and he even lost his house that was his because if WAS  MINE.  We’ve lost it all.  Isaac wants a family meeting.  Josh won’t talk to me and I’d prefer a ROOF-RAISING PRAYER MEETING.  Isaac says, “We can’t do that.  None of us has the same religion anymore.”
 I’m not sure I have faith at all.  I keep expressing the same affirmations…but I’ve been waiting for nearly 10 years to learn what might be my value, and my destiny.  I pray a lot; it’s redundant and I overuse the words “please” and “have mercy.”  No comment.  I actually thought He might love me and come to get me out of this MESS.  My life is NOT MY OWN and I GAVE IT TO HIM but it appears He doesn’t have a lot of use for it just yet.  Several times a day I feel I might explode.  I’ve been telling necessarily Truth; I’ve been SCREAMING NECESSARY TRUTH and I am still isolated and nobody gives a shit.  I enjoyed believing Josh loved me but as it stands, he can be just as pissed for just as long as he wishes.  He’ll be very proud of me one day.   I believe in the Mandela effect.  I believe in human cloning too, and demons are aliens  and I believe I may be the last man standing when everybody else’s  “HEARTS FAIL THEM FOR FEAR AT WATCHING THE THINGS COMING ON THE EARTH”   (THAT’S BIBLE PROPHECY.)  (Google it.)
God says He’s never late.  I chuckle, because at this house we could sure use some of His attention and it’s been a long time since we saw very much.  We used to see visions and dreams and spirits and now we can’t even see one another.  My family is very needy.  We need family and we need friends.  We need some opportunity and some confidence.  I thought Isaac had enough for all of us but it doesn’t look that way but  he’ll never give up though.  At least that makes one of us.  It’s hard to continue when nobody cares about you or about what you do…even if with the right ENCOURAGEMENT AND ASSISTANCE you could likely destroy the evil NSA.  Lots of suffering people could be relieved.  You just can’t do it alone.  Everybody else must just like things as they are. When these apathetic people  realize our actual situation we should see some fireworks.  And a lot of phone calls.  Some events happen  for which you just   MUST    NOT     BE    LATE.

4/25/16

4:34 pm

4:28 pm

Malignant Narcissism and Gang-Stalking & Their Efforts to Drive You Insane

-“You’re not losing your mind…you’ve been narcissized.”

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