4/25/16

2:18 pm

Targeted Individuals – You Are Not Alone

12:08 pm

I couldn’t ever really understand what [Roosevelt?] meant when he said, “We have nothing to fear but fear itself.”  Now I could teach a seminar, and I plan to. I’m not afraid of very much anymore, but induced-artificial-emotive-sensations are so spontaneous and so painful that I truly do live in fear of them. It’s been that way for seven years and I’ve been all alone except Holy Ghost.  Fear is not right, so I know God will fix me pretty soon. Otherwise I wouldn’t be able to help people who will come looking for me.  Any day now I’m expecting a big story to break, like cloning centers or psychic surgery from space.  Such a big story, so insurmountably true will change my status.  I can’t wait.  I’ll even have friends!  And maybe more than a hundred dollars a week!  This is gonna be good.  (Except the part where men’s “hearts fail them for fear.”  It’s in the Bible.)

10:1o am

PRAYER for TRUTH – FOR SURVIVORS of SRA, MK ULTRA, and DID

4/24/16

5:50 pm

Hey, my sons.  I don’t even know what to say!  You may manifest magnificent.  You may also go to Hell.  906-586-4629.  Or something like that.  It’s not really an issue for me.

3:55 pm

George Green & Donald Marshall Say The Same Thing

This is really sweet.  David Icke’s elegy of Prince.  Icke doesn’t even like music but he sure pays attention.
MY SONS SAID THEY WOULD BE WILLING TO LOCK ME UP AGAIN IF I DON’T OBEY THEM.  ANYBODY ELSE THINK THIS IS PROBLEMATIC?  I DON’T WANT MY DAD TO DIE BUT AFTER ALL HE DID, IF HE DOESN’T, THEN GOD IS MORE KIND THAN I EVER EXPECTED.
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW IT FEELS TO GO TO SLEEP IN A HOUSE WHERE YOU HAVE LIVED [OFF AND ON] SINCE 1964…AND WONDER IF YOUR SLEEP WILL BE DISRUPTED BY SOME COPS WHO ARE GOING TO DRAG YOU AWAY?
MY SONS DO NOT KNOW THIS SENSATION.  THEY TAUGHT ME ALL ABOUT IT THOUGH.  I FORGIVE THEM.  I HOPE THAT WHEN THE TIME COMES THEY WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE THEMSELVES.  GEORGE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND SO HE’S ENTIRELY OFF THE HOOK.  
HOW CAN I GET WELL?  RECOVERY REQUIRES THAT SOMEBODY TRUST ME.  I AIN’T GOT ANY SUCH SOMEBODY.  YET, YET AND EVEN SO, I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND I’LL CONTINUE FIGHTING AGAINST DIRECTED-ENERGY-WEAPONS UNTIL I NO LONGER CAN.  THAT WILL BE A LONG WHILE BECAUSE ACTUALLY, I’M REALLY DURABLE.  I JUST REALLY REALLY HATE THAT MY SONS BELIEVE LIES.  I’M COMING AGAINST THAT NEXT.
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER STOP DEMANDING TRUTH EVEN IF MY SONS LOCK ME UP AGAIN OR EVEN IF THEY KILL ME.  (I SUPPOSE KILLING ME WOULD ACTUALLY STOP ME THOUGH, RIGHT?) (OTHERWISE, THEIR MAMA IS THE INSURMOUNTABLE FORCE.  THEIR DAD DOES JUMPING JACKS BUT THEIR MOM IS GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD.  I HOPE THEY DON’T TRY TO STOP ME.  I LOVE THEM AND IT WOULD HURT TO WATCH THEIR UNNECESSARY DEMISE.  “TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE.”  YOU DON’T LIKE THE FORMULA, SONS OF MY FLESH?  NICE KNOWING YOU.
Fighting should not happen in families.  Dad missed the memo and we’ve all paid the price.

I am thoroughly chastised by my sons…and I have no assurance of a place to live.  

If somebody would tell the truth, I would have a home… and even a family.

I’ve tried just about everything I can think of.

I’d like to die very much.  I’d like very much to die.  EXCEPT these boys would think I did it to make a point!!!  In reality, I’d just like to get away from people who DO NOT TRUST ME.  Dad ruined my family.  He knows it.  He’s gonna rot if he doesn’t fix this.  Amen. “Lord, please forgive me for thinking it will be a good thing when my dad finally faces the consequences of his EVIL DOINGS.  Amen.”

WAIT!!!  I believe that YOU THINK IT GOOD TOO!  Justice is good.  Look out, Dad.

 

3:48 pm

I KNOW what happened to me and I will NEVER STOP SEEKING THE PERPS.  My boys might kick me out of the house and force me to sleep in the car.  “TOUGH SHIT, GUYS.  I love truth more than y’all.”  My dad might take away the car.  I might have no shoes or food or wifi.  TOUGH SHIT.  I WILL KNOW THE TRUTH AND MY DAD IS GONNA KNOW IT TOO.  (Wait.  He ALREADY DOES.  He’s GONNA ADMIT IT.)

2:52 pm

1:54 PM

I love my sons.  I don’t love them even close to the amount I love TRUTH.  They can deal with this as they wish.

George Green & Donald Marshall Say The Same Thing

This is really sweet.  David Icke’s elegy of Prince.  Icke doesn’t even like music but he sure pays attention.
MY SONS SAID THEY WOULD BE WILLING TO LOCK ME UP AGAIN IF I DON’T OBEY THEM.  ANYBODY ELSE THINK THIS IS PROBLEMATIC?  I DON’T WANT MY DAD TO DIE BUT AFTER ALL HE DID, IF HE DOESN’T, THEN GOD IS MORE KIND THAN I EVER EXPECTED.
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW IT FEELS TO GO TO SLEEP IN A HOUSE WHERE YOU HAVE LIVED [OFF AND ON] SINCE 1964…AND WONDER IF YOUR SLEEP WILL BE DISRUPTED BY SOME COPS WHO ARE GOING TO DRAG YOU AWAY?
MY SONS DO NOT KNOW THIS SENSATION.  THEY TAUGHT ME ALL ABOUT IT THOUGH.  I FORGIVE THEM.  I HOPE THAT WHEN THE TIME COMES THEY WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE THEMSELVES.  GEORGE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND SO HE’S ENTIRELY OFF THE HOOK.  
HOW CAN I GET WELL?  RECOVERY REQUIRES THAT SOMEBODY TRUST ME.  I AIN’T GOT ANY SUCH SOMEBODY.  YET, YET AND EVEN SO, I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND I’LL CONTINUE FIGHTING AGAINST DIRECTED-ENERGY-WEAPONS UNTIL I NO LONGER CAN.  THAT WILL BE A LONG WHILE BECAUSE ACTUALLY, I’M REALLY DURABLE.  I JUST REALLY REALLY HATE THAT MY SONS BELIEVE LIES.  I’M COMING AGAINST THAT NEXT.
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER STOP DEMANDING TRUTH EVEN IF MY SONS LOCK ME UP AGAIN OR EVEN IF THEY KILL ME.  (I SUPPOSE KILLING ME WOULD ACTUALLY STOP ME THOUGH, RIGHT?) (OTHERWISE, THEIR MAMA IS THE INSURMOUNTABLE FORCE.  THEIR DAD DOES JUMPING JACKS BUT THEIR MOM IS GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD.  I HOPE THEY DON’T TRY TO STOP ME.  I LOVE THEM AND IT WOULD HURT TO WATCH THEIR UNNECESSARY DEMISE.  “TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE.”  YOU DON’T LIKE THE FORMULA, SONS OF MY FLESH?  NICE KNOWING YOU.

11:33 am

Revelation 18King James Version (KJV)

18 And after these things I saw another angel come down from heaven, having great power; and the earth was lightened with his glory.

And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.

For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.

And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.

For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.

Reward her even as she rewarded you, and double unto her double according to her works: in the cup which she hath filled fill to her double.

How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow.

Therefore shall her plagues come in one day, death, and mourning, and famine; and she shall be utterly burned with fire: for strong is the Lord God who judgeth her.

And the kings of the earth, who have committed fornication and lived deliciously with her, shall bewail her, and lament for her, when they shall see the smoke of her burning,

10 Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come.

11 And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more:

12 The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble,

13 And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots,

 

and slaves, and souls of men.

 

14 And the fruits that thy soul lusted after are departed from thee, and all things which were dainty and goodly are departed from thee, and thou shalt find them no more at all.

15 The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing,

16 And saying, Alas, alas that great city, that was clothed in fine linen, and purple, and scarlet, and decked with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!

17 For in one hour so great riches is come to nought. And every shipmaster, and all the company in ships, and sailors, and as many as trade by sea, stood afar off,

18 And cried when they saw the smoke of her burning, saying, What city is like unto this great city!

19 And they cast dust on their heads, and cried, weeping and wailing, saying, Alas, alas that great city, wherein were made rich all that had ships in the sea by reason of her costliness! for in one hour is she made desolate.

20 Rejoice over her, thou heaven, and ye holy apostles and prophets; for God hath avenged you on her.

21 And a mighty angel took up a stone like a great millstone, and cast it into the sea, saying, Thus with violence shall that great city Babylon be thrown down, and shall be found no more at all.

22 And the voice of harpers, and musicians, and of pipers, and trumpeters, shall be heard no more at all in thee; and no craftsman, of whatsoever craft he be, shall be found any more in thee; and the sound of a millstone shall be heard no more at all in thee;

23 And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.

24 And in her was found the blood of prophets, and of saints, and of all that were slain upon the earth.

10:58 am

A Tribute to Prince from the cast of The Color Purple | THE COLOR PURPLE on Broadway

10:12 am

 I HAVE AN ABSOLUTE RIGHT TO RESENT HAVING BEEN RAPED.  I HAVE A RIGHT TO SEEK TRUTH

I have restrained myself as much as I could.  I really didn’t want to hurt my sons’ feelings or their father’s but I can’t imagine what they might be.  I AM ENGAGED.  This AIN’T GONNA STOP UNTIL EVERY DEW-TORMENTED PERSON IS BREATHING FREELY AND EATING WELL.  SELAH.

9:14 am

I wanted to be a preacher since I was little. Look at me now.   They wouldn’t even let me through the church-door.  Oh, wait.  They didn’t anyway.

 

 

 

8:57 am

Wow.  It’s been years and Isaac just noticed I say ‘excuse me’ when I burp near the computer.  I used to ask people a question as I tried to ascertain their spiritual depth:  If you’re praying and you burp, do you excuse yourself?  (If the answer is ‘no’ then they SURE AREN’T TALKING TO ANYBODY.  How could you NOT ASK EXCUSE OF GOD ALMIGHTY?)  When one is CYBER-STALKED the niceties continue.  I mean, they do for NICE PEOPLE.

8:45 am

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Vladimir Putin called George Soros a “sly dragon” and challenged him to war.  People are saying that Putin is spilling the beans on the reptilians.  He said, I think it was 95 percent but I have difficulty remembering numbers; he said:  “95 percent of the ruling class aren’t even human.”  That assertion is no surprise to literate folk of course, but the source is very interesting.  He also said (purportedly…) that he is not a reptilian (and I’ve never seen a Youtube of his eyes with the pupils TURNING INTO SLITS) but man alive, who can we trust?  I actually trust the Russians more than my own countryfellows and I am being CONTINUALLY INSTRUCTED that my white life doesn’t matter, so why should anybody bother telling me the truth?   There’s no way an ex-KGB long-term boss of a really large nuclear-weapon-defended chunk of society is likely to speak more honestly than those dandied white men whose claims to legitimacy rest on PROVEN HACKED VOTING-MACHINES AND INCREASINGLY HACKED VOTER-ROSTERS.  I do not think he is an angel but I trust Putin more than any politician in America.  Isn’t that sad?
—–
I am  considering whether God does not love me or rather if He might be powerless.  My life demonstrates one or the other,  I think.  I’d really love to have a surprise and a friend.  I don’t have any trouble believing in God’s power.  I have seen such miracles and I’m still reading and working without glasses and I’m grateful.  Raising the dead is not a big deal and I know He can do it any time He wants.  But would He ever do it for me?  Nobody else ever would…why should He?  My existence pisses people off and I want some loving relationships.  My demand for Truth makes loving relationships unlikely.  I wish He’d take me home and explain all this and forgive me for choosing death.  I believe that life is a gift from Him.  Nobody ever gets you what you want.  Not a problem really, though, since nobody gives me gifts very much anymore.
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“I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone.” Robin Williams
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/r/robinwilli650958.html
“Thank you God, that I am not Paul Hellyer, former defense minister of Canada.   You gave him a doozy of a story.  My puny ELECTRONIC RAPES and mind control are NOT a big deal compared to what he’s had to deal with and lots more people call him nuts.  Please give him compensation for his years of work.  Give him peace and rest and thank you for his courage.  Does he know you?  He’s gotta realize he’s been given an incredible responsibility.  Bless him and thank you.  Amen.”

4/23/16

7:35 pm

The doctors always ask, “do you ever think of hurting yourself or others.”  I’ve always said no, and that’s true.  My answer would be different if I were asked:  “Do you ever think being dead would be better than living your life?”  OH, YEAH.  Would they give me better drugs if I pointed out the difference?

“Lord, I am VERY TROUBLED but then I pick up a book or a magazine and I realize that without corrective lenses… I CAN READ!!!.   Thanks so much for my vision.  Thank you so much for loving me because I really think you do… even though I feel like a real shitty presentation.  I love you and I miss you.  Thank you so much for fixing so much.  Forgive me for wishing you to fix more.  Thank you that you will.  Make me smart and better please.  I love you and I can’t wait to hear from you again;  you ALWAYS show up again.  L.”

7:16 PM

I shouldn’t be punished because others are TOO CHICKEN to identify the real culprit…

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Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

7:11 PM (4 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, Isaac, Joshua, George
MY SONS AND THEIR FATHER BELIEVE I AM UNKIND TO SPEAK TRUTH.  I REQUIRE SAID TRUTH IN ORDER TO HEAL FROM SOME REALLY TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCES I SUFFERED.  TOUGH SHIT.  MY SONS DO NOT THINK I HAVE ANY RIGHT TO EXPECT TRUTH OR HEALING.
(I THINK THEY HAVE NOT MUCH RIGHT TO EXPRESS AN OPINION ON A MATTER THEY WILL NOT DISCUSS. )  THEY HATE WHAT I SAY AND THEY HATE WHAT I DO AND I OFTEN BELIEVE THEY HATE ME.  TOUGH SHIT.  I HATE LIES.   AND I HATE PSYCHOPATHS WAY MORE THAN THEY COULD EVER POSSIBLY HATE ME.  I THINK I CAN TOLERATE WHATEVER IT MAY  TAKE TO OBTAIN OPPORTUNITY TO TELL THE TRUTH TO MY WORLD.  OR,
ANYWAY,  A LOT OF PEOPLE WILL APOLOGIZE TO ME AND IT WON’T MAKE ME EVEN A LITTLE BIT HAPPY.  (I DON’T THINK I’LL BE HAPPY UNTIL I AM AROUND PEOPLE WHO DO NOT BELIEVE ME TO BE A LIAR!)
DEAR SONS,
YOU WANNA CALL ME WRONG?  THEN YOU MUST PROVE IT, BOYS.  YOU JUST PROVE IT.  OTHERWISE, STFU.
 I HAVE AN ABSOLUTE RIGHT TO RESENT HAVING BEEN RAPED.  I HAVE A RIGHT TO SEEK TRUTH ABOUT RAPE.
  I’M REALLY SORRY YOU’VE BEEN MISTAKEN BUT IT IS NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT MY FAULT.  WANNA LOCK ME UP AGAIN?  YOU SAID YOU WOULDN’T DO IT.  THEN I WAS THREATENED AGAIN.  I DON’T GIVE A SHIT.  AT LEAST IN THE PSYCH WARD I DON’T HAVE TO WASH YOUR CLOTHES AND YOUR DISHES AND HAUL YOUR GARBAGE.  GOOD DRUGS TOO.  YOU WANNA BE LIKE YOUR GRANDDAD?  THEN DON’T SAY I DIDN’T WARN YOU.  ❤
MY SONS WISH FOR ME TO HURT NO MORE.  THEY WANT THIS NO MORE THAN I DO, BUT THEY WANT IT FOR DIFFERENT REASONS.  THEY’D LIKE TO LIVE THEIR LIVES PEACEFULLY AND ACCORDING TO THEIR PREFERENCES.  IT’S A PITY THAT I MUST BE THE ONE TO TELL THEM THAT NOBODY GETS THAT EXCEPT PSYCHOPATHS.  IF THEY WANNA GO THAT ROUTE, THEY CERTAINLY HAVE SOME HERITAGE.  I HOPE THEY DECIDE THAT ABUSE IS MORE IMPORTANT, AND THAT AN ABUSE VICTIM IS AS VALUABLE AS ANY RICH GUY.  GEORGE JUST WANTS TO SHOP AND SHOP AND SHOP AND SHOP SO I AM NOT HURT THAT HE DOESN’T CARE ABOUT ME.  I GOT OVER THAT YEARS AGO WHEN HE BROKE MY HEART.   MY SONS SHOULD BE SOMEWHAT SMARTER AND MY HEART SHOULD BE SOMEWHAT TOUGHER.  OR JESUS COULD FIX OUR LIVES.  I GUESS WE’LL SEE.
 
-I have nobody.  My dad arranged that I have NO PERSON WHO LOVES ME.  He’s REALLY AMAZING at his craft.  He’ll go to Hell.
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3:31 pm

My sons want VERY BADLY to not believe that I suffered what I did.  That is a very great thing to know.  But.  I was REPEATEDLY RAPED AND TORTURED BY ELECTRONIC REMOTE-MEANS and there is just no way…not even to please my beloved sons…that I will EVER STOP SAYING WHAT I KNOW thereby perhaps alleviating some soul’s suffering.  I’ll try not to be disappointed that my sons don’t care.  I will continue even if they hate me.  This is my destiny and ultimately important to those affected.

2:34pm

Not much time left.  I can’t see how this can continue without somebody dying.  My folks don’t give a shit.  Hope they’d pay for a funeral though.

—-
Dear Adam,
Many years ago your presence in my life caused some difficulty.  You knew truth but you wouldn’t stand up for it.  WE’RE STILL GOING NUTS UP HERE AND A WORD OR TWO FROM THE GUY WHO STARTED OUR TROUBLES WOULD REALLY HELP… AND BE MUCH APPRECIATED.  Please tell my sons (and George if he’s even interested) WHAT YOU DID AND HOW THIS ALL CAME DOWN.  WE HAVE STRUGGLED FOR SEVEN YEARS AND IT’S PRETTY CLEAR that neither Trish nor my dad is ACTUALLY A CHRISTIAN because  after what they did, they said not a word.  Shame.  BUT YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO HELP US. Actually you also OWE ME.  Also, SOMEBODY is going to talk.  Somebody who stalked and smeared us IS GOING TO TALK.  Thank you.
—–Take 2
Fuck that.  I’ve tried being nice.  I’ve tried being honest.  I’ve tried being threatening (yea, right, as if I could…) and demanding.  For all these years you have refused to tell what you know.   (Also you’ve refused to return VALUABLE ITEMS BELONGING TO ME).  Tell the truth.  Please Adam, you know I’d never do a single bad thing to you, but when you started that mess my life turned upside down and I don’t want to live anymore.  I can see no way to improve any part of my life.  Please talk to my sons.  I don’t want to die but I have nothing left.  Please do this for me.  Thank you.  Amen.

2:10 pm

My sons are threatening to lock me up again if I will not stop talking about the ELECTRONIC TORTURE I EXPERIENCED.   Then I expressed my concern for other TI’s that our story could assist, and I heard, “I don’t know them…”  They threatened to leave, they threatened to kick me out (since this house belongs to them, thanks to my dad…) and they would rather not talk to me anymore.  I guess I can  deal with ANY OF THOSE OPTIONS.  I will seek and SPEAK TRUTH.  (I already know that it hurts sometimes to do so.)  I choose TRUTH over my sons’ good favor and even their good fortune.  EVERY TIME.  I don’t want them to lock me up again but I gotta tell you, that’s  a darn sight better option for a woman who wanted nothing so much as TRUTH-LOVING CHILDREN.  Tell me when to pack.  Call my dad so he doesn’t miss my departure.   I’m on welfare, like he wanted.  This time around would be more fun for him.  My prayers would be under my breath.

1:38 pm

U.S. SUICIDE RATE SOARS IN 21ST CENTURY – UP 80% FOR MIDDLE AGED WHITE WOMEN

Read more at:  blacklisted news.com

1:00 pm

(I’m thinking that if a crazy person could afford a really edgy editor…we could see some goodly amount of money.  Assuming of course that money still EXISTS.)

Dear God, Manspreading is in some-places… against the law.  It’s on its way to becoming illegal and then I suppose we’ll all have to be offended.  At this point however, I am of the belief that any man in the world is permitted to sit his body in any manner he chooses.  WTF?  The first guy on the airplane gets the armrest and we all know that’s true.  “Stupid people we are.  Please forgive me for being stupid.  Amen.”  “Please forgive me for having impure thoughts about Justin Trudeau.  Amen.”
I’m watching out the window again.  I haven’t perched on the deck for many months but now in my room I’m watching the cars as they go by the house.  I’m looking for my dad.  I am absolutely textbook.  I’m in love with a narcissist and I keep waiting for him to show up and love me.  I’ve been waiting my whole life for him to love me and the literature says he never will.  God says, “ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.”  I am in a bad situation.  Is it possible that my dad might care?  I keep watching out the window.  One day my prince will come.
How does one say good-bye to a man who kicked Kim Kardashian off the stage?  A rock-n-roll Jehovah’s Witness?  I didn’t actually know Prince but anybody from Minnesota shares a neighborhood-vibe.  He wrote ‘Nothing Compares 2 u.”  (I guess the economy of consonants might have given me a clue.)

12:02 pm

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:48 AM (14 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
11:45 am
If Jesus doesn’t show up pretty soon, I have no reason to live.  I disturb those I love, and I can’t meet any I don’t.  I need human love or I need to go home to Jesus.  I hope he sees it that way because I sure haven’t heard from him in a long time.  Those drugs really work.

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:59 AM (3 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
I have prayed non-stop for so many years that I might become a blessing for those who told me all the time I was ridiculous and evil.  It didn’t work.  I have disturbed every single person I ever cared about.  I would like to relieve the world from my presence.  It would hurt my feelings to be rid of it either.  There is NOT ENOUGH LOVE for me to find a wisp of kindness.  Take me out.  Scalar waves, how hard would it be?  I’ve put up with a whole lot of electronic abuse but I bet if they cranked it up really good they could kill me.  (Only since I suggest it though.  They KNOW that.)  I’ve been looking forward to this time in history.  I don’t wanna see it alone; that’s pointless.  Maybe there’s a clerking job in Heaven.  I could watch the apocalypse at the sports bar after work…and NOT ALONE.

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:59 AM (2 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
*’wouldn’t’ hurt my feelings to be rid of [the world]

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

12:01 PM (0 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
* I lied.  Nobody can kill me.  Tsk.

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:48 AM (1 minute ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
11:45 am
If Jesus doesn’t show up pretty soon, I have no reason to live.  I disturb those I love, and I can’t meet any I don’t.  I need human love or I need to go home to Jesus.  I hope he sees it that way because I sure haven’t heard from him in a long time.  Those drugs really work.

10:52 am

Cloning. Is it real? Donald Marshall on Paranormal Central® March 6, 2016

(I pray for this man.  I think I met him.)

9:07

Thither pranceth youthful fantasies, some merely titillating, some of darker nature.  Ideas are foundational to activities and even commitments and even manifestation of reality, so ideas are dangerous to one’s 1) mental development, 2) spiritual development, 3) safety, both physical and spiritual, but even more importantly,  are 4) unwisely laid as the cornerstone of the Building-7  supporting one’s life.  I see examples of a minor-version of number 4 on a regular basis.  My only conversation is with very intelligent people.  They also REED a whole lot, and they don’t have many people to talk to either. It’s kind of a kick when you know about things and others want to talk about those things,  and it’s fun and it feels great and you really want to be heard.  I love it all.  The problem arises on a spiritual level:  Just because a person understands a concept… or even accepts a particular discipline…that don’t mean they’ve incorporated it.  Obviously.  BUT, it also does not mean that we even BELIEVE it.  A lot of smart people understand things, I suppose they all do.  The smartest people don’t always buy into everything they hear.  (So I’ve been told.)

9:06 am

NOTICE:

I won’t even blame my sloppy work on the goons.   I’m so drugged-out I couldn’t begin to accuse anybody but myself.  (Before, I KNEW exactly which keys I struck.)

It was weird at the hospital.  The junkies were there…receiving drugs to lick their  drug habits.

I was there FIGHTING AGAINST TAKING DRUGS.  We all left disappointed.

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8:29 am

“Dear president of whatever support group for Targeted Individuals I may locate:”
 –
“I wish to work for you.  Money is not an issue but if you’re the real deal, you would like it if I worked for you. (I’m not a big truster of people right off. That comes with the gaslighting, no?  I used to trust EVERYBODY.)   I don’t mind washing dishes and shuffling papers but also I have a story that should go on the road;  I think it offers some real value for our band of unhappy victims.  I’ve had some experience in public speaking and published a book about my experiences being tortured.  I am a Christian who assumed the V2K was spirits.  This confusion, and my obvious naviete  make my book extremely credible evidence.  My story is perfectly documented; additionally I wrote EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR TWO YEARS and notarized my books and sent them to a man I have not seen since 2009.  Documented.  (For a number of reasons.)  ANYWAY, my AFFIDAVIT and my testimony and the confirmation of several others should make a difference to somebody.  Isn’t it astonishing that no courts in the country are honest tribunals?   I’d love to talk to somebody.  I just spent 16 days in the psych ward on behalf of this issue.  I’m not afraid to speak the truth and despite incarceration and psychotropic meds…I’LL NEVER STOP.  It is historically SOP to lock up dissidents and call them crazy.  Yet nobody believes it happens.  Aren’t we an odd bunch?”
“BS-Psych/Business administration
JD- Cooley Law School (Does THAT NAME RING A BELL?  Lots of Michigan Targeted Individuals went to Cooley.)
I ran for Congress, wrote a book (on Amazon) homeschooled two smart sons.  I like dogs.  I’m a really good cook, I mean I’m really good when I’m concentrating.  Ron Paul endorsed my campaign but not a single person in my family believes what I experienced; I understand their refusal to investigate; the implications are unbearable.  But, I was tortured and electronically raped.  I KEPT GOOD RECORDS and I need a job. 906-586-4629″
2:20 pm
I was so utterly naive that I just walked right into the trap.  Seriously.  I just love people.  Maybe.  I know I was going to type something about the previous sentences but I am too over-medicated to remember what it might have been.  I am now a diagnosed psychotic and I am state-ordered to take medicines that make me stupider by the day, and lazier with each labored breath.  Seriously.  I don’t have a clue who they are but this time they just about got me.  They have not been sufficiently persuasive to make me hate them or curse them but I don’t pray for their security-clearanced-souls as much as I did.  I honestly thought one of the goons would have enough nerve to help me.  (And ALSO BE A HERO.  WTF?  I should get 200k a year.  I certainly care about my job more than you guys.    Also I care more about my legacy and destiny and my progeny.  Shit, I could write forever about what you KNOW ABOUT PEOPLE THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW NOTHING ABOUT AND YOU KNOW IT MORE THAN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW.  I am UTTERLY right about that one.)  (I recorded some of those perverted requests in my journals.  I recorded that I’d say, “GOD, you have GOT to be kidding.”  God would say, “Just go along with it.”  Now I could assume a number of reasons for the things I heard and their potential sources.  But I won’t have to assume anything.  I will be genuine!  Assumption of a persona is denial of the now…I wax New Age, ‘Dear God, may I PLEASE have somebody to talk to?” Assumption of a persona is the necessity of continual vigilance of things one cannot possibly know.  I mean, think about it.  Can I change… or even know… if I did… or even know if I knew WHAT ANYBODY THINkS OF ME?  YEAH!  STANDING OVATION.  We’re pitiful but not for long.
 The NSA Truthslayers will demonstrate what we may believe and what we must do.  Actually I’m kind of enjoying sitting in my bedroom all day every day drinking beers and BEGGING FOR MORE OF GOD and for Him to change me.  I’ve prayed that prayer nearly every day of my life.  Then I get pissed when He does.  Sheesh.  If I could just know who set me up…I could take him down.  I’m pretty sure that’s true.  Somebody should make me an offer.  This wouldn’t even be against the law!  He could call me ‘counselor’ and I could wear pretty shoes.  I know a couple MI politicians who SHOULD CALL ME.  If they don’t know who they are?  That’s not really my problem.
PS- Oh, yeah.  The only crooked politicians I know are white guys.  I know that’s not too much of a hint up here.
 She then launched into a bizarre speech about body implants and terrorism concerns littered with conspiracy theories, while insisting there is nothing wrong with her mind.

Toronto stabbing suspect sent for psychiatric assessment after lawyer says Bisesar ‘hearing voices’

(Wow.  She only got a three day evaluation.  I did 16 days and wasn’t even accused of a crime!)

Bisesar wanted the judge to know that she is a professional with three degrees who has worked on Bay Street. She graduated with an MBA from York University in 2007. She blamed her current situation on “some experiment” that “has been done wrong.” She told the court that someone has implanted “something physical” in her body.

“It can move small aspects of me and large aspects of me. It feels what I feel, it hears what I hear. It can put words in my mouth,” she said. “I have no mental health problem. I am innocent of the crime.”

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4/23/16
8:05 am
I just learned that the nefarious mind-control perps actually can CREATE an alter…(google it)…that is programmed to GET SAVED.  Every Christian alive today should become familiar with Satanic Ritual Abuse because it creates in people a series of varied personalities…and one does NOT KNOW WHAT THE OTHER ONE DOES and the REST OF US don’t know which one we’re talking to and neither does he/she.    What surprised me and “Dear God, do I always have to be surprised at these creatures?  Please surprise me with your goodness and let me be finished being shocked at their exploits.”   I don’t want to live this life waiting to be rescued.  I WANT TO RESCUE OTHERS.  I want to lead the charge against those who kill babies and ignore the elderly.  I want to watch the Luciferian control matrix dissolve into the
Isaac thinks I’m negative because I want people to know about the Luciferians.  I am actually very pleased that I will see what I will see as they are destroyed.  I’d love to share that feeling, but “how will they learn except they have a teacher?”  (Bible)

Urban Dictionary: vapuous

vapuous. The dreaded combo personality trait of being both vapid and vacuous. A person who is both extremely lifeless, and major league stupid.

—-
DECREASING population they’—–
“Please Lord, don’t forget me.  Don’t let me miss the apocalypse.  Please touch me again.  Please may I see your face.  Please may I have FAITH UNSINKABLE so I can look every apostate preacher right up their snooty elevated noses and love them to your feet?”  Nobody wants to know about those things, those TRUTH THINGS.  Not even Christians.  (“You TOLD us to be ‘established in present truth’.  WHY DO THEY EVEN GO TO CHURCH?”) They believe that Disneyland is real and if they go to church enough times they’ll get to live there.  Cue camera:  “Pastor Blowhard, you just retired with a pension and a party!  What are you gonna do now…?”  Disneyland.  Babies.  Heaven is ENORMOUS and a whole lot of people live way down in the holler.  They can maybe see the lights and smell the popcorn but the Emerald City is NOT their forever. FOREVER.  I have a different problem.  I want to live by Jesus more than anything, right in the same space, but right now I feel like He doesn’t even know my name.  After all these years of continual prayer it’s really hard to accept that I am still isolated from His people.  What else must I do?  I have worked on improving own heart every single day for years, I kept records. People said I was nasty and evil, so I tried to become different and it worked. Just not enough to have a friend or a mom or a dad or a sister or a brother.  And still, nothing new from Jesus.  How can I be a preacher if I don’t even believe myself?  (I guess they do it all the time.  A private jet might help them forget they’re frauds.)

NEPHILIM ARE HERE – Part Two: HYBRIDS

4/21/16

2:40 pm

I wonder if I could pass the bar exam again?  I’ve finally got enough  chutzpah to use the license with some  savvy.  George paid another woman’s mortgage instead of paying my bar dues.  We lost my license and we lost the house just the same and I lost my license but the boxes for FedEx keep showing up for him.  I don’t understand a lot of things.

2:37 pm

2:20 pm
I was so utterly naive that I just walked right into the trap.  Seriously.  I just love people.  Maybe.  I know I was going to type something about the previous sentences but I am too over-medicated to remember what it might have been.  I am now a diagnosed psychotic and I am state-ordered to take medicines that make me stupider by the day, and lazier with each labored breath.  Seriously.  I don’t have a clue who they are but this they time just about got me.  They have not been sufficiently persuasive to make me hate them or curse them,  but I don’t pray for their security-clearanced-souls as much as I did.  God loves them.  I honestly thought one of the goons would have enough nerve to help me.  (And ALSO BE A HERO.  WTF?  I should get 200k a year.  I certainly care about my job more than you guys.    Also I care more about my legacy and destiny and my progeny.  Shit, I could write forever about what you KNOW ABOUT PEOPLE THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW NOTHING ABOUT AND YOU KNOW IT MORE THAN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW.  I am UTTERLY right about that one.)  (I recorded some of those perverted requests in my journals.  I recorded that I’d say, “GOD, you have GOT to be kidding.”  God would say, “Just go along with it.”  Now I could assume a number of reasons for the things I heard and their potential sources.  But I won’t have to assume anything.  I will be genuine!  Assumption of a persona is denial of the now…I wax New Age, ‘Dear God, may I PLEASE have somebody to talk to?” Assumption of a persona is the necessity of continual vigilance of things one cannot possibly know.  I mean, think about it.  Can I change… or even know… if I did… or even know if I knew WHAT ANYBODY THINkS OF ME?  YEAH!  STANDING OVATION.  We’re pitiful but not for long.
 The NSA Truthslayers will demonstrate what we may believe and what we must do.  Actually I’m kind of enjoying sitting in my bedroom all day every day drinking beers and BEGGING FOR MORE OF GOD and for Him to change me.  I’ve prayed that prayer nearly every day of my life.  Then I get pissed when He does.  Sheesh.  If I could just know who set me up…I could take him down.  I’m pretty sure that’s true.  Somebody should make me an offer.  This wouldn’t even be against the law!  He could call me ‘counselor’ and I could wear pretty shoes.  I know a couple MI politicians who SHOULD CALL ME.  If they don’t know who they are?  That’s not really my problem.
PS- Oh, yeah.  The only crooked politicians I know are white guys.  I know that’s not too much of a hint, at least not around here.

1:55 pm

I’m never going to be content unless I’ve done everything I can to destroy the NSA and all directed energy weapons.  Except one unit which will be used to HELP PEOPLE by the angels whose job it is to  use it according to the Father’s will and to KEEP IT AWAY FROM PSYCHOPATHS.  We can put it in the Smithsonian as soon as REAL LIVE PEOPLE are skilled (and even WILLING) to HEAL ONE ANOTHER.  With the fancy neuro-machines they use…there is NO LEGITIMATE REASON that ANYBODY HAS TO BE DEAF OR BLIND OR EVEN DEPRESSED!   Oh yeah, there is one reason but it is a really SHITTY REASON:  PERVERTED PSYCHOPATH CONTROL-FREAKS not only want EVERY BIT OF POWER FOR THEMSELVES BUT…they also LOVE TO WATCH US SUFFER.  Man, could I tell you stories!  Looks like pretty soon I will.  They can’t kill anybody who cannot be killed.  Isn’t that a great truth?

Dear president of whatever support group for Targeted Individuals I may locate:
I wish to work for you.  Money is not an issue but if you’re the real deal, you would like it if I worked for you. (I’m not a big truster of people right off. That comes with the gaslighting, no?  I used to trust EVERYBODY.)   I don’t mind washing dishes and shuffling papers but also I have a story that should go on the road;  I think it offers some real value for our band of unhappy victims.  I’ve had some experience in public speaking and published a book about my experiences being tortured.  I am a Christian who assumed the V2K was spirits.  This confusion, and my obvious naviete  make my book extremely credible evidence.  My story is perfectly documented; additionally I wrote EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR TWO YEARS and notarized my books and sent them to a man I have not seen since 2009.  Documented.  (For a number of reasons.)  ANYWAY, my AFFIDAVIT and my testimony and the confirmation of several others should make a difference to somebody.  Isn’t it astonishing that no courts in the country are honest tribunals?   I’d love to talk to somebody.  I just spent 16 days in the psych ward on behalf of this issue.  I’m not afraid to speak the truth and despite incarceration and psychotropic meds…I’LL NEVER STOP.  It is historically SOP to lock up dissidents and call them crazy.  Yet nobody believes it happens.  Aren’t we an odd bunch?
BS-Psych/Business administration
JD- Cooley Law School (Does THAT NAME RING A BELL?  Lots of Michigan Targeted Individuals went to Cooley.)
I ran for Congress, wrote a book (on Amazon) homeschooled two smart sons.  I like dogs.  I’m a really good cook, I mean I’m really good when I’m concentrating.  Ron Paul endorsed my campaign but not a single person in my family believes what I experienced; I understand their refusal to investigate; the implications are unbearable.  But, I was tortured and electronically raped.  I KEPT GOOD RECORDS and I need a job. 906-586-4629

12:58 pm

_I had a doctor appointment today. I completed my court-appointed time of FORCED  PHARMACEUTICAL  TREATMENT and I told her that although I respect her,  and I appreciate that she has always treated me with respect, I do not plan to seek further mental- ‘health’  assistance.  (I did get some xanax.  I’m not STUPID.)  I told her if she would prefer not to see me, I would thank her for her pains and move along.  Apparently, I can stay.  She even gave me a prescription for hemorrhoid cream without an exam.  (I can’t actually BUY the prescription since it costs $90 but that was a nice gesture of good faith.)  She seemed forthright and I even signed the DRUG contract I had successfully avoided with my former doctor who was A REALLY BAD HYPOCRITE and gave me BIG painkillers every month for years just over the phone.  Man, when a woman like that gossips about you it is really surreal.  It’s like maybe she never learned the definition of words.  “First do no harm.”   “Don’t be doctoring  babies if you’ve ever killed one of your own.”    Basic things like that.

I am the real deal and I am extraordinarily consistent in my claims of doom impending for my race.  You guys DO NOT DARE TO CALL ME CRAZY.  You’re Nutsoes.  All of  you.

I have been tortured.  They do it a lot.  When it happens to somebody you actually GIVE A SHIT ABOUT…and you don’t know who to talk to…you may call me.  You could even come for a visit.

 I will be snide and sarcastic after you APOLOGIZE at the door; I’ll let you in and tell you things you’ll need to know.  UNLESS YOU DO NOT PLAN TO SURVIVE.   I will restrain myself from pointing out HOW MUCH TIME YOU WASTED when you HAD TO GET YOUR MIND IN LINE.  You ALL need me.  I am a TREMENDOUS commodity and my sons refuse to recognize my product-value.  They will.  If you haven’t already recorded my number somewhere, don’t panic.   If you don’t talk to me it’s no big deal because   you’re probably TOO STUPID TO MAKE IT THROUGH ANYWAY.

—-

(No.  I AM NOT SHITTING YOU.)

If you helped me sell books we could encourage people to LOOK INTO WHAT’S HAPPENING…and also I would whine less about being poor.   I am DESTITUTE and my ex  is getting frequent-flyer miles from FED EX.   Dad told him I was stupid and nuts.  Look at the place now.

L

How come my whiteness never protected me?

WATCH: SHAMED WHITES SURRENDER THEIR PRIVILEGE AT PORTLAND COMMUNITY COLLEGE FOR WHITE HISTORY MONTH

7:23 am

  • Telepathic Impersonation Technology testimony from a Targeted Individual (Black Ops)

  • “If you don’t hear about it first, there’s almost no defense you have.”

 

  • 4/20/16
  • 12:50 pm
  • Here’s how it happens, every time:  I am made to panic.  It has nothing to do with circumstances or my thoughts and it even happens when I’m asleep.  I’ll wake abruptly and  I am made to feel GUILTY and USELESS and hopeless.  (SEVEN YEARS.  I kept notes.)  Then my chest and forehead catch fire.  HOT burning fire.  I know of which I speak and I WON’T EVER STOP TALKING.  Somebody’s gotta end this.  
  • 12:10 pm
  • “In two hundred years we’ve gone from ‘I regret but I have one life to give for my country’ to ‘Fuck you!’?” — Dennis Hopper, Speed, 1994Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn!http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46ThUxF5h
  • 11:44 am
  • I wonder if my mom thinks this is a game.  I wonder if she thinks there cometh one more chance, should one bet wrongly.  I wonder many things about my mom.  She never believed the truth set before her.  She believed the claims of a psychopath instead.  She doesn’t believe him anymore.  That’s gonna make him really mad.  I’m praying for her protection.
  • 11:16 am
  • The psych ward is a real trip.  You have to pass some tests before they let you out.  I wonder if my sons can imagine how it feels to be (finally) shod and taken into the community to see if one is capable of behaving as a civilized being in public.  They did that to me.  They will not allow that I may be right.  This isn’t really a natural thing.  They saw a lot of REALLY WEIRD SHIT and they just want to forget it.  I wanna kill it.
  • 11:10 am
  • I’m really sorry I’m a hundred years old but it’s not really my fault.  I have been punished for Truth and Justice.  Speak now or forever hold your peace.  
  • 11:08 am
  • I suppose at some point I must talk about Adam.  Gag.  (Talking about, not him.)  I guess he looks normal to everybody else and some people don’t even like him.  I am astonished by that.  He was my ENEMY but he was shiny and glowy and I loved him immediately.  I could NOT DISLIKE ANYTHING ABOUT HIM.   I have been persnickety but I could not be annoyed around him.  It was peace.  We all want peace.  I have INTENTIONALLY STUDIED PEACE for a long time.  I have tussled with my mind and with my heart.  I’m learning that few people do that.  You don’t actually achieve peace by tussling.  God said Adam is very important and will be an evangelist and lead a million people to Jesus.  I guess we’ll see about that.  So far he won’t even assist a Christian sister bordering death.  We’ll see.

    10:53 am

  • I said that Adam should listen to me instead of being smart.  Sometimes this is really funny.   Also, kinda too true.

10:45 am

Dear Adam, exalted knight of the realm,  you know I was targeted by CREEPS and you could express that reality to my sons who NO LONGER BELIEVE I AM A COMPETENT HUMAN.

ALSO, Adam, YOU SET THIS UP WHEN YOU DECIDED TO DO YOUR SMEAR CAMPAIGN.  (Or were paid to do so or whatever.)

YOU HAVE EVIDENCE THAT COULD END MY SUFFERING.  Are you a man or an angel?    Or are you a chicken?

 

  • 4:20
“If I can stress anything as vital here, I must stress that the psychosis diagnosis of Targeted Individuals is the ace-in-the-hole for continued testing of technology on human subjects around the world legally.” –Renee Pittman M, (Chapter 11, Remote Brain Targeting)

10:38 am

LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE.  If not, you’ll wish you had.  It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.
 
Dear Slick,
 

Ever since you set me up and my dad set me up and Trish set me up and all that stuff, my life has been seriously sucky.  Seven years.  I could really use some help.  I’m certain that you long-ago recognized how/that we were targeted by some weird shit.  I’m so certain of that fact that I confess to some expectation of–SOME KIND OF PLAN.-

 

 

Biohackers are turning to the black market for BRAIN implants: Risky surgery could allow humans to become mind readers
This is according to Zoltan Istvan, leader of the Transhumanist Party
He knows 2 people who have been planning the procedure for 3 years
‘This is beginning of the hive mind, where everyone is interconnected’
Claims that in 5-10 years this type of technology will become widespread

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3550033/Biohackers-turning-black-market-BRAIN-implants-Risky-surgery-allow-humans-mind-readers.html#ixzz46OIUR2rz
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I’m trying very hard not to hate my dad. I loved him better than any woman ever did; he even told me so. He is an evil being and he destroyed what was a very unique church-family. “Lord, Please have mercy on that lying bastard. (It’s in the Bible, right?) Please change our hearts. Give us truth. Give me validation of SOME ANY KIND. I can’t do any thing with my sons believing I’m crazy! Please fix this family and demonstrate what you can do…and WHAT MY DAD DID DO. Please, Lord, I can’t live this way. It’s your life instead of mine but doesn’t it gotta not be dead? I love you. Please demonstrate that you love me? My sons are REALLY messed up. They do not believe WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. Please fix this. I’ve asked a zillion times. I don’t know how much I believe in you. My dad could tell the truth. Or Adam, or some other whistleblower. Please GIVE MY SONS TRUTH. Amen.”

Lights are left on in the house overnight, every night. I’ve washed every single dirty dish since I got out of the hospital at the end of January, except one day when Josh needed to see some cleanliness. I am SERIOUSLY TIRED of being called defective when my roommates indulge in RECREATIONAL SHOPPING (George) and leave dirty dishes all over (Isaac) and drop tea-trays for me to take care of (Josh). I will be just as crazy as you people wish. I’ll go to the psych ward forever… BUT PLEASE LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE. If not, you’ll wish you had. It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.

Adam, I give up waiting for you to be smart. Listen to me instead.  We have a story that could change the world and is very probably meant to do so.  I am fully prepared to invest EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE to fulfill my destiny, by way of destroying the NSA and all and any Directed Energy Weapon.  I won’t stop.  I won’t ever stop.  I won’t EVER EVER EVER stop…because I know what it feels like.  I need a whistleblower or I will have no assistance from my family.  Also, I will never be trusted and thereby I will be so very paranoid I might not change the world.  Slick, could you please explain to my men what happened to us?  I can show them dozens of similar stories but they will not hear me.  Thank you.  Are you a Christian?  Not that they’d care; they aren’t Christians.  Dad’s doing.  He’s gonna burn in hell and I’ve prayed so long for his soul.  He’s a psychopath.  You knew that, didn’t you?  I can’t wait to see the million Christians that show up when you’re sworn in.)

3:25 pm
LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE.  If not, you’ll wish you had.  It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.
 
Dear Slick,
 

Ever since you set me up and my dad set me up and Trish set me up and all that stuff, my life has been seriously sucky.  Seven years.  I could really use some help.  I’m certain that you long-ago recognized how/that we were targeted by some weird shit.  I’m so certain of that fact that I confess to some expectation of SMARTNESS ON YOUR PART.  Silly me. 

 

(AND QUIT MESSING WITH MY TYPING PLEASE)

…Biohackers are turning to the black market for BRAIN implants: Risky surgery could allow humans to become mind readers
This is according to Zoltan Istvan, leader of the Transhumanist Party
He knows 2 people who have been planning the procedure for 3 years
‘This is beginning of the hive mind, where everyone is interconnected’
Claims that in 5-10 years this type of technology will become widespread

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3550033/Biohackers-turning-black-market-BRAIN-implants-Risky-surgery-allow-humans-mind-readers.html#ixzz46OIUR2rz
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I’m trying very hard not to hate my dad. I loved him better than any woman ever did; he even told me so. He is an evil being and he destroyed what was a very unique church-family. “Lord, Please have mercy on that lying bastard. (bastard’s in the Bible, right?) Please change our hearts. Give us truth. Give me validation of SOME ANY KIND. I can’t do any thing with my sons believing I’m crazy! Please fix this family and demonstrate what you can do…and WHAT MY DAD DID DO. Please, Lord, I can’t live this way. It’s your life instead of mine but doesn’t it gotta not be dead? I love you. Please demonstrate that you love me? My sons are REALLY messed up. They do not believe WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. Please fix this. I’ve asked a zillion times. I don’t know how much I believe in you. My dad could tell the truth. Or Adam, or some other whistleblower. Please GIVE MY SONS TRUTH. Amen.”

Lights are left on in the house overnight, every night. I’ve washed every single dirty dish since I got out of the hospital at the end of January, except one day when Josh needed to see some cleanliness. I am SERIOUSLY TIRED of being called defective when my roommates indulge in RECREATIONAL SHOPPING and leave dirty dishes all over  and drop tea-trays for me to take care of. I will be just as crazy as you people wish. I’ll go to the psych ward forever… BUT PLEASE LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE. If not, you’ll wish you had. It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.

Adam, I give up waiting for you to be smart. Listen to me instead.  We have a story that could change the world and is very probably meant to do so.  I am fully prepared to invest EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE to fulfill my destiny, by way of destroying the NSA and all and any Directed Energy Weapon.  I won’t stop.  I won’t ever stop.  I won’t EVER EVER EVER stop…because I know what it feels like.  I need a whistleblower or I will have no assistance from my family.  Also, I will never be trusted and thereby I will be so very paranoid I might not change the world.  Slick, could you please explain to my men what happened to us?  I can show them dozens of similar stories but they will not hear me.  Thank you.  Are you a Christian?  Not that they’d care; they aren’t Christians.  Dad’s doing.  He’s gonna burn in hell and I’ve prayed so long for his soul.  He’s a psychopath.  You knew that, didn’t you?  I can’t wait to see the million Christians that show up when you’re sworn in.)

2:57 pm

Biohackers are turning to the black market for BRAIN implants: Risky surgery could allow humans to become mind readers

  • This is according to Zoltan Istvan, leader of the Transhumanist Party
  • He knows 2 people who have been planning the procedure for 3 years 
  • ‘This is beginning of the hive mind, where everyone is interconnected’
  • Claims that in 5-10 years this type of technology will become widespread 
I’m trying very hard not to hate my dad.  I loved him better than any woman ever did; he even told me so.  He is an evil being and he destroyed what was a very unique church-family.  “Lord, Please have mercy on that lying bastard.  (It’s in the Bible, right?)  Please change our hearts.  Give us truth.  Give me validation of SOME ANY KIND.  I can’t do any thing with my sons believing I’m crazy!   Please fix this family and demonstrate what you can do…and WHAT MY DAD DID DO.  Please, Lord,  I can’t live this way.  It’s your life instead of mine but doesn’t it gotta not be dead?  I love you.  Please demonstrate that you love me?  My sons are REALLY messed up.  They do not believe WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.  Please fix this.  I’ve asked a zillion times.  I don’t know how much I believe in you.   My dad could tell the truth.  Or Adam, or some other whistleblower.  Please GIVE MY SONS TRUTH.   Amen.”
Lights are left on in the house overnight, every night.  I’ve washed every single dirty dish since I got out of the hospital at the end of January, except one day when Josh needed to see some cleanliness. ———————————————– I am SERIOUSLY TIRED of being called defective when my roommates subsist on RECREATIONAL SHOPPING and leave dirty dishes all over  and drop tea-trays for me to take care of.  I will be just as crazy as you people wish. I’ll go to the psych ward forever… BUT PLEASE LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE.  If not, you’ll wish you had.  It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.
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1:14 pm

Psychologists urged to examine complicity in supporting abusive systems of torture in U.S. criminal justice system and covert government programs

“This call to action addressed to psychologists comes at a time when Chicago grieves the new loss of a young teenager, Pierre Loury, to impetuous police shooting, when recent probes into Homan, the Chicago black site reveals a culture of violent abuse, with 7000 “disappeared” over the last decade, and when awareness mounts of a new kind of covert operation of torture in the USA, through the use of electronic and directed-energy weapons in secretive and repressive programs of surveillance, harassment, and abuse on watchlisted and targeted individuals who are neither guilty of nor charged with crime, but appear to be either assaulted for their activism or/and are being rolled into classified, non-consensual programs of Military/Intelligence experimentation as random subjects.”

“The only witnesses who are speaking about this terrible technology with its appalling implications for the future, are the victims themselves, and those who are given the task of diagnosing mental illness are attempting to silence them by classifying their evidence and accounts as the symptoms of schizophrenia, while the dispensers of psychic mutilation and programmed pain continue with their work, aided and unopposed.”

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THE “NEUTRALIZING” OF DISSENT IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA WITH REMOTE-CONTROL EMF RADIATION/SONIC NEUROWEAPONRY

People who are being targeted for these sustained neuroweapon attacks are literally having their brains/minds being irradiated; weapons used include Remote EEG readers, Remote Electro-Muscular Shock/Incapacitation weapons, Remote Microwave Weapons, Remote Voice to Skull weapons, Remote Neural Monitoring technologies, and EMF brain-wave monitoring, tracking, and harvesting technologies. (Please see the enclosed links and list of patents posted here for more information.)
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Charges expected Wednesday in Flint water crisis

The charges will be filed against two state employees at the Department of Environmental Quality and a local water treatment plant supervisor for wrongdoing related to the lead contamination of the city’s drinking water, according to The Associated Press.

Michigan Attorney General Bill Schuette is expected to announce felony and misdemeanor charges at a news conference, the Detroit Free Press reports. More charges are possible, the newspaper added.

Those charges reportedly include violations of the state’s drinking water law, official misconduct, destruction of utility property and evidence tampering.

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10:53 am

“If I can stress anything as vital here, I must stress that the psychosis diagnosis of Targeted Individuals is the ace-in-the-hole for continued testing of technology on human subjects around the world legally.” –Renee Pittman M, (Chapter 11, Remote Brain Targeting)

How Secret Policing With Deadly “Non-Lethal” EMF/Scalar/Sonic Neuroweaponry Has Been Installed Domestically Inside the US, & Globally

“What were these secret, classified, non-lethal weapons? We learn from that 1986 conference, other conferences, papers, and military documents (covered further below) that they were Remote Control neuroweapons and directed-energy weapons using radiation, they were aimed at attacking the brain and nervous system, they were radio frequency weapons, ELF–Extremely Low Frequency weapons, and others, modifying brain and behavior (Mind/Behavior Control), they were Remote EEGs (Electro Encephalograms) and EBLs (Electronic Brain Links), deciphering brainwaves (Mind Reading, Neuro Crime), intimately identifying and surveilling body systems and organs via electromagnetic resonance signatures, DNA, radar (Biometric Surveillance/Through-Wall Surveillance/Radar Surveillance), and damaging the human body via targeted RF/microwave radiation “deposited at organ sites”.

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.”.. May God write us down as asses if ever again we are found putting our trust in either the Republican or the Democratic Parties.” – W.E.B. DuBois

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn!http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46MhoQs1D

NY Times Reporter Found Dead After Exposing CIA’s Alleged Mind Control Program

In her article, Ms. Kershaw wrote that people who felt they were being targeted had found the support of Missouri Representative Jim Guest, who told the Times: “I’ve had enough calls, some from credible people — professors — being targeted by nonlethal weapons. They become psychologically affected by it. They have trouble sleeping at night.”

When Ms. Kershaw wrote her article, psychotronic warfare was not legal against US citizens, but that all changed with the National Defense Authorization Act 2013. In response to the legalization of psychotronic warfare, Abreu Report published an article, writing:
http://anonhq.com/ny-times-reporter-foun…l-program/

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/ny-times-reporter-found-dead-after-exposing-cias-alleged-mind-control-program/&#8211;

Cell towers across the USA broadcasting brain resonance frequencies to disrupt human minds, says former DARPA scientist

Call for a Congressional Committee: Investigate & Prosecute Non-Consensual Clandestine Experimentation, Surveillance, Monitoring, Harassment of Citizens with ElectroMagnetic/Scalar/Sonic Weapons & Related Crimes

[…]Misdiagnosing and falsely diagnosing reporting individuals rolled into these covert weapons-testing programs and reporting being stalked, harassed, and assailed with electromagnetic energy as paranoid schizophrenic or delusional or otherwise mentally unstable.

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Activist Post: Secret DARPA Mind Control Project Revealed: Leaked Document

[…]Military research project specifically designed to map brain function in narrative comprehension/focused thinking and action processes in order to attack, influence, disrupt, and destroy narrative comprehension and flow, in other words, compromise healthy brain function which sustains meaningful human endeavor.

The means are electromagnetic, and can be remotely applied: Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation,  and the intent is essentially, as the article discusses below, “selective impairment” of brain function, and brainwashing.

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Activist Post: Secret DARPA Mind Control Project Revealed: Leaked Document

Synthetic Dream Mind Control Programs

Doctors Who Discovered Cancer Enzymes In Vaccines All Found Murdered

Former NBC boss asserts his grandson damaged by vaccines

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Now, in the wake of the unsuccessful attempt to censor the film Vaxxed (trailer), we have Bob Wright, the former CEO of media giant, NBC Universal, authoring a new book, “The Wright Stuff: From NBC to Autism Speaks.”

In its review of the book, Accuracy in Media provides a devastating quote from Wright about his autistic grandson:

“Right after he got the standard one-year vaccinations, he developed a very high fever and screamed for hours. Katie [Wright’s daughter] was so frightened she called her husband to come home from work and they put the baby in an ice bath to bring down the fever. When they called the doctor they were told the reaction was completely normal.”

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https://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2016/04/20/former-nbc-boss-asserts-his-grandson-damaged-by-vaccines/

Bombshell: Top CDC Whistle Blower — We Were Ordered to Cover Up Vaccine-Autism Link

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Stunning Admission that SCIENCE IS FRAUD: Medical Journals More Likely to Recommend High-Profit Drugs When They Are Funded by Big Pharma Advertising

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Robert De Niro and Autism – a Tragic Drama of Intimidation

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Polio Vaccines Being Boiled Burned & Buried Worldwide [VIDEO]

Published on Apr 19, 2016

In an unprecedented move, governments worldwide will destroy all polio vaccines in the next 2 weeks, incinerating or burying all supplies as they release a new polio vaccine.They now admit that Polio vaccines were mutating and causing Polio. Was the problem bigger than they admit? What are they covering up, literally?

4/19/16

7:53 am

No whole man  ever needs anything more than perfection, obtaining which is more likely  than he could imagine.  Show me a man I didn’t birth who has an imagination though.
“If a narcissist shows you who they are, don’t you ever believe it. The things I reed are astonishing. I’m tired and I don’t want to deal with these half-true-ideas any longer.  My dad is a PERVERT and my mom is a LIAR and my siblings won’t even talk to me.  “Dear Jesus.  Please fix my life.  I want it to be truthful and I want it to glorify you.  My parents will not speak to me but you could change that. Thank you.  Amen.”

7:32 pm

I KNOW SHE IS AFRAID OF HER ‘HUSBAND’.  (That’s only logical.)  SHE CAN DEPEND ON ME AND I AM FAR STRONGER THAN HE IS.  ALSO, I ACTUALLY LOVE HER.  Why does she insist that I be made daily more stupid when I am THE SOUL SOUL who actually really LIKES HER?  I know it hurts to be married to a man who does not like you.  I KNOW IT HURTS TO BE MARRIED TO A MAN WHO DOESN’T LIKE YOU.  Let’s solve that.  

duh

“The longer I stay no-contact, the clearer I can look back on my past…”

…stay NO-CONTACT… (stay no-contact) Stay NO
CONTACT

STAY NO CONTACT.

Psychopath.  See.

“We WANT the love of the narcissist.  We’ve been chasing it.”

That Confusing Subconscious Moment

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6:18 pm

Josh brought my mom a jar of his maple syrup.

 

How can she STAND BY AND WATCH WHAT HAPPENS TO HER FLESH AND BLOOD?

I KNOW SHE IS AFRAID OF HER ‘HUSBAND’.  (That’s only logical.)  SHE CAN DEPEND ON ME AND I AM FAR STRONGER THAN HE IS.  ALSO, I ACTUALLY LOVE HER.  Why does she insist that I be made daily more stupid?

 I can’t even PRAY without forgetting how I started the sentence I’m trying to complete.  “Dear Lord, Forgive my FAKE-CHRISTIAN PARENTS.”

You know what?  I’ve been doing this for YEARS and the only benefit I’ve obtained, or result I’ve observed, is that I GOT LOCKED UP FOR SIXTEEN DAYS AND AM JUDICIALLY REQUIRED TO TAKE DRUGS THAT MAKE ME STUPID.  “Mama.  Come help me.”  (That was a joke.)

1:12 pm

I am astonished, but I don’t know if my astonishment is for one reason or another.  Humans are dying.  We’re dying  a dozen different ways.  Why should we want to stay here anyway?  I feel absolute astonishment.  I CAN’T BELIEVE that nobody gives a rip what happens to their grandchildren.  Or to me.  This WILL NOT STAND.  (I’ve got NOTHING TO LOSE.)  (I.H.A.V.E.N.O.T.H.I.N.G.T.O.L.O.S.E.)    (But others do.)

1:05 pm

I am astonished, but I don’t know if my astonishment is for one reason or another.  Humans are dying.  We’re dying  a dozen different ways.  Why should we want to stay here anyway?  I feel absolute astonishment.  I CAN’T BELIEVE that nobody gives a rip what happens to their grandchildren.  Or to me.  This WILL NOT STAND.  (I’ve got NOTHING TO LOSE.)  (I.H.A.V.E.N.O.T.H.I.N.G.T.O.L.O.S.E.)    (But others do.)

I Have Nothing to Lose..

12:56 pm

4/19/16
12:41 pm
I made waffles for my sons.  Josh TAPPED MAPLE TREES and spent a couple weeks BOILING SAP INTO SYRUP and this morning he STERILIZED BALL JARS and filled them with HOT SYRUP and sealed the jars for future use.  (You gotta trust me about this: each of these activities was ENTIRELY HIS IDEA and since/although I’ve done these things before, this time I did not encourage him in any manner.  When he asked a question, I answered it.  He found the jars and that stuff.  He is an EXTRAORDINARY man.) (I made waffles.)  You know what makes me kinda sad?  My sons will have conniptions a dozen ways if they ever reed this but I am SO VERY SAD that their dad doesn’t recognize how astonishing they are.  To ease the implications of that belief, would they choose to be less astonishing?  Don’t they want somebody to actually recognize them?  Is it my fault if their father can’t?  Is it a handicap that I do?  When do we all get to be truthful and joyful with one another?   Personally, and I do with full-faith believe that  my beloved Jesus does approve my heart if not my syntax, I DO VERY MUCH consider the sons I bore to be superior to almost ANYBODY I ever spoke to or watched.  My sons are VERY FINE.  If I am mentally ill or utterly stupid, I still provided for my world a VERY FINE THING. My sons are smart and amazing and they EVEN TOLERATE HEARING THEMSELVES (and their parents) DENIGRATED BY THOSE WHO ARE less bright than their vitae might suggest.  I don’t even care because JESUS IS TRUTH.  Pretty soon he’ll change some things.  I pray I will not be found on the wrong side.
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10:33 am

you CANNOT ALLOW CHILDREN TO BE SEXUALLY VIOLATED AND THEN PRETEND YOU’RE A DECENT PERSON. This is a no brainer. When the victim is YOUR OWN CHILD and she actually approached you FOR ASSISTANCE AND PROTECTION and you didn’t do a single thing?

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10:28 AM (3 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Isaac, Joshua, Congress, George
it’s been 7 years and my ‘Christian’ parents have still refused to speak to me.  Seven years I’ve needed friends and family and assistance for my sons.  It’s becoming easier to pray for those who would not pray with me, those people who tried to kill me.  They are threatened far more severely than I.  I am well and whole and I will see,  again, those I love.  I just wish this could get a move-on.  I can’t wait to be happy.  I can’t wait to know love and to share it.  I can’t wait for the age of the Goldthorpe to end; I can’t wait for everybody to be just as important and valuable as Goldthorpes pretended that they, alone, actually were.  Why in the WORLD do uneducated unattractive human-flesh-bags think they are superior?  My family is embarrassing to no end.  I’m glad I don’t have to go out with them any more.
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Mom.  I really do not wish for you to go to hell.  I know your life was EXTREMELY difficult.  But.  But, you CANNOT ALLOW CHILDREN TO BE SEXUALLY VIOLATED AND THEN PRETEND YOU’RE A DECENT PERSON.   This is a no brainer.  When the victim is YOUR OWN CHILD and she actually approached you FOR ASSISTANCE AND PROTECTION and you didn’t do a single thing?  Mama, you went to Luther League so you know you will go to HELL.  Please, don’t go to HELL on account of me.  Unless you change, that’s what’s gonna happen.  I love you.  I love TRUTH way more.   Linda

9:48 am

My mom says she’s a Christian and she talks bad about me and I have papers where she’s lying about me.  She is a fraud but I don’t blame her.  Until now.  MY SONS and HER GRANDSONS have suffered HARD AND THEIR GRANDPA WOULD NOT HELP.  She won’t do anything for anybody else, ever.  She gave a hundred dollars to a poor girl who was getting married.  She SAID she did.  I never saw the money change hands.

9:08 am

 I can’t even PRAY without forgetting how I started the sentence I’m trying to complete.  “Dear Lord, Forgive my FAKE-CHRISTIAN PARENTS.”

You know what?  I’ve been doing this for YEARS and the only benefit I’ve obtained, or result I’ve observed, is that I GOT LOCKED UP FOR SIXTEEN DAYS AND AM JUDICIALLY REQUIRED TO TAKE DRUGS THAT MAKE ME STUPID.  “Mama.  Come help me.”  (That was a joke.)

9:04 am

OK, this is gonna be important really soon:  This is NOT FOOL-PROOF but often if you try what I am about to describe, you can stop panicking.  Here goes:  Sounds and various input will begin to answer your questions.  You’ll think a thought, and then you will receive some input concerning that same thought.  You WILL BELIEVE YOU ARE GOING MAD.  Here’s a suggestion; try this one time and see if it helps.  Talk to the source of the thought.  As I ponder, if I get an ‘answer’ in the clouds or my screen goes SNAP or something ‘clicks’ or ‘taps’ or ‘squeals’…(I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING YOU.  DO NOT EVEN TRUST THAT THUNDER IS A NATURAL OCCURRENCE…),  when extraordinarily weird things happen, try saying, “YEAH, RIGHT.  LET’S HEAR YOU DO IT AGAIN…” 
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 If there is an adolescent at the console  (and gee, ain’t hacking an adolescent pursuit after all…EVEN WITH CIRCLE-JERK-SECURITY CLEARANCE?)…he’ll do it again.  Just a suggestion…and it wouldn’t work with AI.  Just an AI wannabe.  For transhumanists, anyway.

8:43 am

2:17 pm (yesterday)

Inside the Strange, Psychic World of Indigo Children

“How can you tell if your child is gifted…or has a disorder?”

VICE documentary

Batcho has sent numerous letters to federal security agencies, including DARPA and the Department of Homeland Security, claiming that he has identified a “terrorist” threat from cellular towers “in central Florida, and Tampa St Petersburg.”

“I seem to have stumbled across an advanced technology that I would classify as synthetic telepathy,” he wrote in one such missive. “It clearly uses the cellular towers to transmit illegal signals. It sounds unbelievable but it is actual technology being used on civilians of the US.”

“My basic research does indicate that such technology can exist and dates back to the V2K (P300) mind wave technology of the 1970s. This does appear to be a much more advanced version that allows open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”

If Isaac ever gets caught up I’ll ask him to design a logo for me, to print on T-shirts.   I’d like it to reed:
 “YOUR LIFE MATTERS.”
I could sell them, I’m pretty sure.  For the New-Agers I’d make a version that says:  YOUR LIVES MATTERED
 I just want somebody to hug me and tell me I’m going to be OK  and then give me a cup of coffee and 3.5 million dollars.

A preacher raised from the dead

The United Nations is now without excuse if they persecute the Church

Reverend Lee Stoneking addressing the General Assembly of the United Nations in New York City. April 22nd, 2015.

THIS IS NO HOAX THIS IS NO JOKE My name is Donald Marshall, I have been cloned by a large secretive cult known as the “Free Masons” and “The Vrill Society” and “Scientologists” together called the Illuminati. They make replicated bodies of people to victimize in terrible ways, they clone children for men with underdeveloped penises to have sex with. Some very famous and politically powerful people all getting together for a disgusting time. Most of the G20 gather there to discuss worldly matters and watch gruesome things done to innocent people for sport. I have seen this firsthand and will tell all as it must be stopped. The political people started bringing movie stars and musicians there to hang around with them, they can control who remembers the cloning facility and who will remain oblivious even though not remembering still damages you. I know who is involved, the ring leaders and everything they do. 

It is basically a torture and child molesting factory, I was one of those children but when I was young to keep the perverts off of me I started singing songs… Read more: http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/75/donalds-original-letter-public#ixzz46CrT0SwV
Fefe Dobson (singer) and Kurt Russell (actor) told me specifically to include in my letter that they don’t like the place and didn’t torture me. Then said not to mention them but I just have. Mila Kunitz (actress) from “That 70’s show” recently stabbed me a bunch of times while I was rendered immobile for saying she’s a slimy scumbag for hanging with these people and saying she has enormous eyeballs and looks like a lemur, then begged me not to mention her, then said she doesn’t want to go to the clone zone anyway, and she left, her body going limp and looking dead she was gone. These people are allowed to leave but not me, I’m an imprisoned slave, in the worst nightmare situation. I told Nicole Leone (Madonna) that I was going to tell everyone what she used to do to me for songs throughout my life, She told me VERY specifically to say in my letter here “She is not afraid” no one will believe me and nothing will come of this. I beg you to help me prove her wrong.

…the police testers in my City of Halifax Nova Scotia are compromised, they cover up for child molesters, as I said commissionaires and C.S.I.S are heavily involved. All it will take is a few lie detector tests to prove these things. I will take them, and demand my mother and step father submit to them as well, it would be as easy as that. They’ve told me they won’t even attempt to lie on a polygraph.

Read more: http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/75/donalds-original-letter-public#ixzz46CqQPwnx

“A theory is only a theory until you have some evidence to back it up.  When you have evidence to back it up, it becomes a possibility.  Then the more evidence you have, it becomes  probability and the more evidence you have after that…it becomes a fucking fact.”  (Guy in a cloning documentary)

Mystery ‘body possession’ epidemic sweeps through Malaysian schools, causing teachers and pupils to collapse while ‘being pinned down by evil spirits’

  • Students claim they are seeing evil spirits such as female vampiric ghosts
  • The incident of mass hysteria saw 20 students sent home from one school
  • One teacher also complained of being physically pinned down by a spectre
  • Religious leaders have been invited into schools to remove the ‘bad spirits’

(I got knocked flat almost every day for two years.  I wrote about it in my first book.  People who think I’m diseased CAN’T EXPLAIN THAT WEIRD SYMPTOM.)

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3546190/Mystery-body-possession-phenomenon-epidemic-sweeps-schools-Malaysia-causing-groups-teachers-pupils-simultaneously-collapse.html#ixzz46DIcXqE6
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How Do I Know If I am a Target. Gang stalking

“Rockefeller ‘tried to cheat his boys every chance he got…to make them sharp…”   (James Corbett)
(Dad used to do that to me until he realized it was a waste of time because I was a girl …and then he started cheating me for different reasons.)  (I don’t think he ever cheated my brother.)  (I wonder why?)  
I can only imagine how painfully my dad wished for me to have been a boy-baby.  First of all, I was conceived in sin and that caused a BIG FAT MESS FOR A COUPLE FAMILIES and a whole lot of gossip for a couple churches.  ALSO, his big brother begat a girl first.   And second.   Can’t ANY STINKIN’ GOLDTHORPE give birth to a holy boy-baby?  (I guess Gloria did that.)  My brother had a girl.  My sister had a girl. (To their credit:  My brother and sister value females more than their father.  Or their mother.  Sadly though, also more than their females.)   I can only imagine also, that were my BRAIN NOT CHEMICALLY RESTRAINED, I might have come up with a notion or two that might have assisted the master-misogynist’s family in a number of ways not excluding that one producing the ALMIGHTY DOLLAR.  Tough.  Estrogen.  If it doesn’t eliminate brain cells, it’s a darn fine excuse for whatever method they figure that actually does eliminate their efficacy.  I could actually die.  Good-bye, dear readers.  I can hardly remember my name.  It was great fun and I’LL MEET Y’ALL ON THE OTHER SIDE.  Selah.  (“Thank you, Jesus. Thank you that YOU HAVE A HOUSE FOR ME and that you know EXACTLY WHEN MY EARTHLY FATHER STOLE MY CRAPPY ONE DOWN HERE.  Thank you for being the judge; it’s a thankless job.”)
 
PS-  “Please Lord, exalt my kind, loving boys. They need opportunities and provision.  Please also give them joy and companionship and joy and peace.  They have suffered HARD AND THEIR GRANDPA WOULD NOT HELP.  You’re WAY BETTER than he is,  but I guess I don’t have to say that.  DEAR JESUS, THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME WHEN MY DAD WANTED ME DEAD!!!  AMEN.”
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