9:24 am
Political tyranny is nothing compared to the social tyranny, and a reformer who defies society is a more courageous man than a politician who defies Government. B. R. Ambedkar
The secret of freedom lies in educating people, whereas the secret of tyranny is in keeping them ignorant. Maximilien Robespierre
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I think people don’t care about elections and civic events and community decisions as much as they just don’t want to be left out of the conversation.  Nobody truly cares about the ISSUE…but it’s fun to win.  Our common idea of ‘convictions’ often depicts a set of notions about which we actually care very little; we have chosen to defend them, maybe even for reasons we believe to be noble and really truthy.  BUT, we’re often expecting others…like ALL OF THEM…to do things we don’t even do ourselves.  If we reduced political ideas down to their lowest denominator…2 individuals, we observe what each really believes and we learn that political zealots (and religious zealots and probably others) will not do in a one-on-one situation…those things they expect our entire population to do at their beck and in their stead.  Think about it:  liberals want to spread the wealth around when there are ballot boxes  and contracts and lawyers and permits and ‘Environmental Impact Statements’ and all manner of additional statements of intent and impact, all killing time between them… and those who have less access to those things, and a lot less money.  But when a liberal (or actually anybody) is in a situation with one other hungry person…and that liberal has a single bag of trail mix…and ‘the road is long, from which there is no return’…(He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother)
Every man for himself, may the best man win, don’t let the door hit you in the ass on your way out.  And if there is any potential penalty for assisting a fellow human?  Well, then you just go ahead and let that door hit you.
“The psychiatrist basically admitted to me that I’m being watched yet they want to medicate me with anti-psychotics for feeling like I’m being watched.  And that’s the only symptom of schizophrenia I have.”

Targeted individual, most are in one way or another!


Wow.  I just had to beg my ex-husband who stopped trusting me but still won’t leave,  for money to pay for poisons that are impeding my function,  which I am court-ordered to ingest because my dad decided to GASLIGHT ME OVER THE EDGE and very nearly succeeded when I was ABDUCTED…rather than debriefed.   It’s easier to call 911 than to actually listen to somebody.   This is a VERY LOW PLACE.  Thank you, Lord.

3:46 pm

UPDATE:  George gave me twenty more dollars for the prescriptions.  I’m very grateful.

3:36 pm

Organized Stalking Survival, by Dr. Pozner

I need money to obtain my court-ordered psychotropic medicines.  I don’t have any money.  I asked George and  he only gave me a small amount.  (The pharmacy was unable to quote me a price over the phone.)   If it isn’t sufficient, do I waste gas money returning?  Does he wish for me to stop taking the pills?  (I’d like that a lot.)  Since finding it necessary to GO ON THE DOLE  I’ve contributed $500 to the grocery budget.  He will not compensate me so he is gaining a really big boost to his disposable income.  How nice for him.  He loves shopping.  Before my dad lied about me, George trusted me and I depended on him.  We’re not crabby to one another,  but we are in utterly adversarial positions.  I really hope we can join forces but that’s not even possible if he DOESN’T TRUST ME.   Our story is a GREAT product and also very trendy.  People will soon pay BIG MONEY to anybody who can shed light on the effects they experience.   And it could help other people.  Sigh.  It seems unlikely that he will help me do that.
I learned a new term:  RADIATION HARASSMENT
I also learned that Tokyo is emptying fast.
Hope they don’t try moving to Europe.

3:01 pm

Resolution to Investigate the Collapse WTC Building 7

By now many have just thought that the 9/11 mass murders will be successfully forgotten or covered up by the politicians and mass media.

Seems that they are mistaken.

Just as those who thought that covering institutionalised paedophile behaviours, would never be exposed, some instances going as far back as the 1970-80’s leading to gaol sentences for perpetrators.

Well, many architects and engineers (www.ae911truth.org) in the US are increasingly seeing the scientific light and are calling upon the AIA (American Institute of Architects) for a resolution on building Number 7 as referred to in the message to me below.


Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz45X7xgqfO

2:15 pm

The snowplow just went by for the SIXTH time today.  It’s April.  Gotta keep that overtime coming as long as possible I guess.

Church-people seem to think they may take the name of Jesus Christ and become a Christian.  THEN they believe they may CHOOSE HOW MUCH JESUS THEY WANT!  This is a serious doctrinal ERROR.  HE DECIDES.  Or you took his name in vain.
To be a ‘Christian’ means that HE RUNS YOUR LIFE.   It’s not always very fun.  But it’s a lot better than pretending I followed Him and finding out later I was mistaken.  How can narcissists actually claim they follow anybody?  Not if they believe in Jesus and eternal judgment, they can’t.  He TOLD US NOT TO BE LUKEWARM!!  Being fake is WAY worse even.

2:03 pm

Man Arrested For Wearing Anonymous Mask At Protest For Arizona Election Fraud

A man wearing an Anonymous mask, a symbol of the hacktivists fighting for justice, was arrested in Arizona while sitting peacefully during a hearing at the state Capitol regarding the suspected election fraud.

Bystanders and fellow protesters recorded the event as police approached the man, Jonathan McRae, who had the mask atop his head, not covering his face, and forcefully removed him from his seat. The crowd came to the aid of the man verbally, one man even reached for McRae despite inevitably being manhandled by police after, and the man remained silent the entire time.


Three months ago today was when I was abducted from my dining room.  My folks came to enjoy the event they began promoting in 2009 and sat on my couch and gloated.  I haven’t seen their faces since.  It’s been a quarter of a year.  Again.    Dad stopped communicating (except for the carefully-documented GOOFY GASLIGHTING TRICKS)…  AFTER HE RED MY BOOK in 2011.   (That’s when he took my home too.  Early 2012.)   I’ve been praying for truth and justice for seven years.   (In February it was seven years.)  God says He’s never late.  Late for what,  I wonder?  I’m not doing very well and it seems already pretty late to me.  I’ve spent seven years (Possibly longer. Unverified.) being TORTURED and I was even LOCKED UP FOR COMPLAINING about being RAPED IN MY MIND AND BODY and I DO NOT RECANT and I am not repentant and I have REALLY GREAT RECORDS and I’ve not been given ANY KIND OF HEARING…and still NOBODY CARES THAT THEY MIGHT BE NEXT!  This is a fine kettle of fish.

4:37 am

Hey!  It’s been six months since I smoked a cigarette.  Quitting was a pretty sane decision I think.

512 Qubit Quantum Computer, NSA Surveilance To Be Turned Over To AI Machines

“Devastating that scientists say bacon causes cancer and we face the fact that we’ll have to give up science.”

“There’s not an ounce of excitement; not a whisper of a thrill.”  (‘Meet Joe Black’)  There’s growing dissatisfaction in this house and none of us has ever been too satisfied anyway.  I’m living in my room.  We can’t any longer judge people by their demeanor.  We don’t know what they’ve seen or why their eyes are so shiny and big and they talk too fast.  We can only know them through the Spirit.  Sitting in my room drinking beer and unable to remember simple words.  Prayer is even rough, because as I’m finishing a sentence I CAN’T REMEMBER HOW IT STARTED.  So I pray in tongues mostly; also, “PLEASE!  PLEASE!”  (I should know by now that he doesn’t like it when I whine.  I’m so very tired of waiting for my life to begin but that’s wrong because I GAVE my life to Him.)
Maybe, at long last, this is ROCK BOTTOM.  I have lived for years with people I love very much.  These fine men do not believe me. This is a TERRIBLE way to live because I’m always worrying about what they think of me and also I am their MOM so I have some responsibility for them too, but are they gonna lock me up again and do I care about overcoming PTSD before I can be necessarily dispassionate about my roommates and their opinions of me in order to interact like a NORMAL PERSON?
 I have been through HORRENDOUS EXPERIENCES AND I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO WHO BELIEVES ME!  (…despite a WHOLE LOT OF RESEARCH AND DOCUMENTATION.)   I’ve been going down-hill for a bit.  Shouldn’t surprise me. I forgot I asked for it.  I always pray: “Please take me lower and slower.” Then I’m surprised when He does.  I want to be prepared so that I may have/do/experience  EVERYTHING GOD WANTS FOR ME. He told me once He was giving me my heart’s desire.  (He referenced the verse about that same promise to those who ‘delight’ in Him…He’s the only place I found joy for a long time.)  He also told me another time that I would have ‘everything I ever wanted.’  It sounded like a fairy godmother.  Do you suppose that might have been the NSA instead of God?  That’s a recurring question for V2K victims.  (“Former victims too.  I’m not whining.  I’m yours.  You know I’m sitting here suffering in isolation with beer and boredom and memory disturbance and lethargy and listlessness.  I am a child of the King so things will change.  Thank you.  I’d really like to hear from you.  Amen.”)

Why Anti-Authoritarians are Diagnosed as Mentally Ill

In my career as a psychologist, I have talked with hundreds of people previously diagnosed by other professionals with oppositional defiant disorder, attention deficit hyperactive disorder, anxiety disorder and other psychiatric illnesses, and I am struck by (1) how many of those diagnosed are essentially anti-authoritarians, and (2) how those professionals who have diagnosed them are not.

Anti-authoritarians question whether an authority is a legitimate one before taking that authority seriously. Evaluating the legitimacy of authorities includes assessing whether or not authorities actually know what they are talking about, are honest, and care about those people who are respecting their authority. And when anti-authoritarians assess an authority to be illegitimate, they challenge and resist that authority—sometimes aggressively and sometimes passive-aggressively, sometimes wisely and sometimes not.

-I have found that most psychologists, psychiatrists, and other mental health professionals are not only extraordinarily compliant with authorities but also unaware of the magnitude of their obedience.-

And it also has become clear to me that the anti-authoritarianism of their patients creates enormous anxiety for these professionals, and their anxiety fuels diagnoses and treatments.

Americans have been increasingly socialized to equate inattention, anger, anxiety, and immobilizing despair with a medical condition, and to seek medical treatment rather than political remedies. What better way to maintain the status quo than to view inattention, anger, anxiety, and depression as biochemical problems of those who are mentally ill rather than normal reactions to an increasingly authoritarian society.

“If dirt were dollars, I wouldn’t worry anymore.” — Don Henley

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz45VSGYuWF


7:33 pm

An Introduction to SYNTHETIC TELEPATHY my spin on it chapt. 1

6:59 pm

Synthetic Telepathy: Your Thoughts Are Not Your Own

“If you’re reading this you ARE the  resistance.”

6:31 pm

I mean think, not a single one of the psycho-psychological-bullshit-scenarios would work…on a populace of healthy confident people.  They can only muck around with our minds where we have permitted them access.  They can only play on our fears,  if we have some.
“Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools that don’t have brains enough to be honest.”  (Benjamin Franklin)


“They just won’t let you rest, and now you’re sleep-deprived.  And when you get to sleep, they’ll rape you in the night…”
You feel the radiation and there’s nowhere safe in sight.
“The doctors and the  law enforcement turn their heads away.  They’ll tell you that you’re crazy; that’s what they’re told to say.”
‘We can see they’re scared…we can see they’re scared…we can see they’re scared.”
“The time has come for love to win as darkness disappears.”

They’re not Just Cellphone Towers–They’re Way Worse

“Silent weapons for quiet wars.”

“Matro weapons”


8:28 am

“This is the point where many targets go over the edge, about 1 to 4 years in.”
Why me?  Well, why NOT me?  My dilemma and the sticking point for my family is this question.  I hear “OK, Mom, Linda, etc (not EVER daughter because they already know):  ” I get it that the TECHNOLOGY EXISTS.  I also get it that the TECHNOLOGY IS USED to torture people.  What I do NOT BELIEVE…is that they use it on you.”  “Why you?”
Exactly.  It’s utterly ridiculous.  We’re expected to say that, as targets especially.  We’re expected to  disregard facts.  We’re even encouraged to accuse LUCID, conscientious, cogent WATCHMEN of being MENTALLY ILL when they try to warn us!!!  That is ultimately Psychotic.    Gentlemen.  This technology exists…for what reason on God’s Green Earth would they not USE IT?

Senior DARPA Scientist Warns of Widespread LETHAL ATTACKS Upon the Public Coming From Microwave Towers

“I seem to have stumbled across an advanced technology that I would classify as synthetic telepathy. It clearly uses the cellular towers to transmit illegal signals. It sounds unbelievable but it is actual technology being used on civilians of the US.

“My basic research does indicate that such technology can exist and dates back to the V2K (P300) mind wave technology of the 1970s. This does appear to be a much more advanced version that allows open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”

Did you get that?:

“open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”

See at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/senior-darpa-scientist-warns-of-widespread-lethal-attacks-upon-the-public-coming-from-microwave-towers/


7:33 pm

I’m learning more.  Some people are ‘memory repressed’.

1:37 pm

6:14 am

The gang-stalking “take-down program” against free-spirits in society

“It’s not stalking, it’s something else.  What this is, in essence,  is a virtually untraceable TAKE-DOWN-PROGRAM.  It’s really hard to fight, partly because the program looks a lot like mental illness…and partly because you’re being harassed in ways you don’t want to disclose to other people.  It’s made very embarrassing…ON PURPOSE.”
“This is your own personal false-flag operation which is going to send you on a wild goose chase…for years.”
“Another key characteristic is BETRAYAL.”
“This is all very memorable…no escape…everyone’s betraying you; you’re supposed to internalize that.”
“…you’re about a year into it…you’re your own worst enemy…you’re jumping at every shadow…”

Merle Haggard knew he was going to die on birthday

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Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come! It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones. Luke 17:1-2

A Random Swedish person is waiting to take your phone call

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Ron Paul made several predictions in 2002. It’s 2016. Let’s see if what he predicted came true….

Why is the Media So Afraid of This Woman’s Work?

Is the silencing of a female psychiatrist’s voice, who is only trying to give voice to millions of women who have been forcibly silenced by placing them in a chemical straightjacket/muzzle, just more proof that there really is an orchestrated attempt to silence, and control, the experience, voice, and truth of these women?
Often, we become depressed when we feel our truth, our voice, and even the emotional and spiritual symptoms of healing are pressed down (depressed) by our circumstances, even loved ones, or at least our perception of them doing so. 
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NASA Confesses to Dosing Americans with Air-borne Lithium & Other Chemicals

I wrote about this in my first book.  2011


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11:34 am
I forgot how GREAT it is to have good VISION!  It’s nice not to have to scrape bugs and french-fry-grease from my ancient lenses that George rigged up with replacement bows from a pair at the dollar store.  I forgot that if your eyesight is good and you have to go to the bathroom in the night you don’t have to remember to grab them.  I don’t have to stand near a window to reed a label.  My life is MUCH improved.  “Thank you, Jesus.”
1:14 pm
I used to hear from God.  I was pretty sure it was Him because everything He told me turned out to be 100 percent right.  I don’t hear from God very much anymore, but I remember things he’s told me.  The directed-energy-weapon refered to in the COPIOUS VOLUMES OF LITERATURE as ‘VOICE OF GOD’ makes noises VERY MUCH LIKE THE VOICE I KNEW AND TRUSTED to be GOD. I had to choose; we all must choose which voice we will obey.  If we’re obedience-inclined.  That is better, but you gotta follow the right voice.
ATTENTION:  I have been diagnosed as defective and my parents haven’t talked to me for seven years and people call me nuts.
That being said, I continue to depend on the Spirit as defined by my (possibly) defective mind.  I baked cookies and cakes and pasties and bread for my parents during ALL THE YEARS they were not only IGNORING ME but also TELLING OTHERS A LOT OF LIES ABOUT ME.  I’m taking a break.  I’m going to pray and fast and just wait for God to give me justice.  Selah.
I was tortured and raped by psychotronic weapons.  If people do not care about what happened to me, then people might not
stop this influence from DESTROYING OUR SPECIES.  Just sayin’.  906-586-4629.