Monthly Archives: April 2016

5/3/16
3:44 pm
“He (Donald Marshall) needs help.  People think he’s satire, like some kind of entertainment.  He’s so disgusted at this point…he’s trying to inform people and they just brush it off like it’s nothing!!”
“The VRIL are real.  It’s ALL REAL.”
(God always used to tell me to believe more.)  (Maybe I found my candidate.)

Phil Chuppa: Cloning Center Attendee

“This has to be done and it has to be us normal people who do it.  We must make this VIRAL.”

3:37 pm
WHAT PROPHECY!!
God is handing out GREAT ADVENTURES and I’ve been wanting one my whole life!!!
Listen at:
I can’t make a single link show up.  They’re tiny little audio players.  I think the one I liked so much was Alex Wallace.
3:22 pm
From Donald Marshall.  Now isn’t this just the most rational advice for unusual claims…
I hope after reading my eye witness statements presented in this document that you have now
began to understand that this is simply what is happening in our world today.
 
Heed my disclosure, very diligently. At the start of my disclosure I asked the reader to do two
things:
1)  Give me the benefit of the doubt –because there is nothing worse than being a victim
of abuse, reporting it and the people who have the power to stop it, ignore you;
2)  Set out on a genuine quest to debunk my disclosure.
“I understand that for some
people, plenty of what I have disclosed will still sound ‘too out there’ beyond their
current scope of reality to be believable. For such people, the honest thing to do is to
start with the first topic which you do not fully understand and explore it, either by
finding that corresponding topic on Proboards (Donald Marshall Proboards 2015), and
continuing your research from there; or just Google any topic you c urrently do not
understand and review the topic on websites such as New Scientist (2015), Gizmag
(2015), Motherboard (2015), BBC News (2015a; 2015b), BBC Future (2015), The
Guardian (2015a; 2015b) The Independent (2015a; 2015b), Daily Mail Online (2015)
and start reading more articles in the Science and Technology columns because these
people have been telling you what they have been doing for decades. Consequently,
keep in mind that articles which discuss ‘future’ technologies and ‘improvements’ in
medicine or science, are articles, which are really discussing present technologies,
and achievements in science and medicine already realised; because most of these
achievements have been realised decades ago. It just hasn’t been fully disclosed
publicly”

2:52 pm

Jordan Maxwell – The United States is a Privately owned Corporation

Earth Changes? Watch This Culvert Pulled Out of the Road Before Your Eyes    God Saved a man’s life!

YOU are told that YOU are the crazy one, YOU are the problem, YOU have issues, and YOU are the reason this relationship DOESN’T work!

“They will completely destroy the target/victim’s integrity as punishment for loving them. The target/ victim is deemed as crazy, mentally ill, obsessed, scorned and YES their abuser. This is their ‘smear campaign’ to get at us, disable us, silence us, and humiliate us into fear and then silence us. Remember you are dealing with a very paranoid creature that TOTALLY fears that exposure. They don’t care about the harm and damage they did to you and your life – they just don’t want to be caught and labeled as an abuser!”

 

“Again, what is all of this saying but YOU are normal, smart, good, capable of love, etc. But A Narcissist hates the things they do not understand, or can’t participate in, so they seek to destroy them and you because they are so foreign to them. While you were spending so much time trying to repress your emotions and fix this relationship to be the perfect person or partner to them, you were actually doing just fine all along as a regular person and even probably pretty amazing.”

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Narcissism The Duality of the Reality

(The narcissist NEVER LOVED YOU.  It has nothing to do with you.  He cannot love.)
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“The narcissist does not love that golden child…he USES that golden child as a tool…for his own sick validation.”
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“Don’t try to prove to the narcissist that you are lovable.  Take it from me: It’ll never happen.”
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“They want it exposed…they’re using me to take the first step.”   (Donald Marshall)
(Wouldn’t that statement suggest we should believe all  that he says?  But he doesn’t seem like a liar.  He probably had to sell out somewhere…but where?)

CLONING FACTORY TO OPEN THIS YEAR 2016!!!

“I’m giving you a choice:  either put on these glasses or start eating that trashcan!  I don’t want to fight you!!   Stop it!!!    PUT ON THE GLASSES!!

The Moment of Revelation – “They Live” 

“They Live” (1988) Clip – Roddy Piper vs. Keith David Fight

“If you do not fight the corruption and you do not stand up for what is right in life,
you end up being a serf and a slave and you are leaving your children a world in
which you would not want to live in yourself, so how can you in decency behave that
way. You have to stand up for what is right in life, and unless you do that you are
nothing.”   (Aaron Russo)
Following is a link to an extraordinary document compiling words and claims of Donald Marshall.  It contains a really helpful glossary and lots of references; stuff like this:
Drip Feed Disclosure noun or verb:
is the process of supplying information but in small
amounts overtime. Drip feed disclosure is also the process of revealing information slowly
overtime, possibly telling lies to conceal certain aspects of the truth until the source
administering the drip feed disclosure has adequate time to let out the truth in a slow and
controlled way, thereby delaying the betrayed partner (in this disclosure, the public) from
having the “complete truth” for some time.
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P a g e
Empowerment by Virtue of Golden Truth
As you can see, despite all the horror of the world I currently present: if everything goes
smoothly, the good people of this world, truly will inherit it. This is why despite any anger,
sadness, or fears you may have; you must not riot, damage property or cause chaos or bring
about any other form of public dissension. You cannot stay silent, or ignore the issue in the
hope that the threat removes itself. You are called to act; you must take action to help bring
the Illuminati to an end; you must act while at the same time, you must maintain your
composure and resolve to ensure that the whole procedure goes smoothly, and we all inherit a
world we want to live in.
Your life, at this very moment, is more important than you may have probably ever
imagined. You have purpose. Through you, and other good people around the world, together
we can bring an end to such unspeakable forms of tyranny in this world. It is my humble
stance that you have now become truly empowered with golden truth and you are now
compelled to bring this tyranny to an end.
Do not waste the knowledge you have obtained from this disclosure. It is my only hope to
escape this man made living hell. It is my only hope, as well as, the hope of many REM
clones imprisoned there, as well as, real people who go missing daily, and are trapped in the
cloning centres.
We sincerely beg you.
Donald Marshall
Every time today I get emotion-attacked I thank Jesus I am not being tortured like the cloned people.  Then I remember Bernie Mac and I thank God for him and I  remember those who are tortured and cannot escape.  Then I pray for them.
A Frequently Asked Question I receive, which is worth a mentioning here, is as follows:
Q: Donald, if everything you have said is true…; in other words human clones walk among us
now in a multilayered conspiracy which reaches the highest levels of government; armed
with this knowledge what does one do exactly. What happens now, Donald. You obviously
want to spread the word and make people aware but to what end.
DM: In short: I want to bring a complete end to the Illuminati and usher in a “Golden Age”
of mankind. This question is best answered by detailing my ‘Mission and Vision’ for ending
the Illuminati completely.
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Donald Marshall’s Mission and Vision on How to Bring Down The Illuminati
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This disclosure must spread, and s pread FAST and FAR!
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If you now understand everything I have disclosed in this document as truth, then do
not waste any more time. Share this disclosure with your wives, husbands, brothers,
sisters’ aunties, uncles, friends, co-workers, and children. We all have a part to play in
saving the world from a premature doom.
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Call friends who have not heard from you in a while and tell them you have important
news to share. Share this document. Share it on social media such as Facebook;
Twitter; Instagram; Dropbox; Slideshare etc.
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Keep sharing this document until it comes to the attention of the Armed Forces. The
Armed Forces will have to intervene. Once the Armed Forces intervene we will have
reached the middle stage of this vision and will be witnessing a complete end to the
Illuminati. Until then, we’re in the beginning stages, so please; spread this document
faster and further. The quicker it is spread; the quicker the Illuminati are ended.
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Once the Armed Forces have intervened a Military coup can be orchestrated against
these vile people.
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Cloning centres can then be shut down once these people are overthrown […]
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8:21 am

Is it just me or does every person speaking in public  just sound stupider every time he/she/it opens his/her/its non-gender-specific piehole?  It’s almost as if they aren’t in charge of their thoughts, or their words, don’t you think?  Why else would they say such stupid things?   I can’t believe that we are actually calling this presidential election either of the sort.  I can’t believe we actually are talking SERIOUSLY about ‘candidates’ who aren’t EVEN ELIGIBLE.  Maybe they thought nobody would notice; “Heck, there’s only 3 hundred million people, Clara…” until, ‘God be praised’, the would-be-usurper-of-the-American-throne is exposed:   His very own wife calls him an immigrant.  It’s like unbelievable stuff I think.  An American woman (CANDIDATE/COLLEAGUE) FELL OFF THE STAGE…and that stupid couple didn’t have enough compassion between the two of them to HELP FIORINA TO HER FEET!!  We should consider these people potential leaders?  Cruz’s college roommates are actually expending effort and spending money…to warn us about this douche and we’re all just acting like this is legitimate.
Clones.  Human clones and soulless drones.  I’ve been studying.  Remember that Kevin Kline movie where he couldn’t keep up with his wife so he made himself a double?  Eventually he cloned himself over and over and each time he got stupider.  Maybe it was the guy in Beetlejuice, Michael Keaton,  anyway what happened was like when you make a photocopy and then make another from the copy and you keep ACCEPTING CRAPPY COPIES until you can’t see the truth anymore because the original is buried on the floor somewhere with the rest of the discards.  Check some old pictures of ‘Lil Kim.  There’s an interesting video of Johnny Depp where he just buckles and falls down right in the street surrounded by people.  He didn’t appear to be inebriated.  He didn’t appear to BE THERE.  Great video of Bill Clinton getting ready for an appearance back in the day.  Or rather, “being MADE READY”.  He wasn’t there either.  I’d like to know what all this means.  I’d like to NOT BE DECEIVED.  Especially since they are OBVIOUSLY PREPPING US for some kind of contrived alien disclosure.  And we should fear meningitis very much.  (They say.)   Isn’t it funny?  Most people DON’T EVEN KNOW WE’RE AT WAR!  Our enemy is the lie and his offspring.  Our weapons are mighty, to the tearing down of every stronghold, which is actually a misnomer because God’s will is established so nothing was very ‘strong’ and neither, ‘Praise God’, did it ‘HOLD’.  “Stronghold” is a relic, a nickname, a mist of sobriety over our banquet of love reminding us of the great cost He paid, and also of the alternative time line we might have suffered had He been unwilling. “Stronghold” is a myth of ancient humans, where children hungered; we were lonely and misunderstood.  We built our own strongholds, brick by angry brick, and over the poison idol of habit and attitude we painted: IMPOSSIBLE.    Jesus came to set the captives free.  Those who refuse to leave their cages will die.  Simple, that.
“If thou believest…thou mayest.”
It took me a week or so in the psych ward before I figured out that I needed to ‘tailor’ my truth.  Several times a day some sincere face would raise its eyebrows and ask if I’d had hallucinations, heard voices, failed to hang myself properly according to expectations, that kind of stuff.  I told a male nurse that, yes, I had heard voices since I was little, so then he wanted to know the last time I’d heard a voice, which was that morning, so then he wanted to know what the voice said.   (He knew I believed it to be the voice of God.)  Here’s what God said in the psych ward:   “You are free.  Walk in it.”
The nurse lowered his gaze and said, “That’s really good.”  Then I quit answering.
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5/2/16

11:32 am

CLONING and TORTURING EXPOSED – Part Two

OK, now I’m past my comfort zone.  That was a skinny sliver of shoreline anyway, and ‘comfort’ is WAY EXAGGERATING .   Like maybe I one time heard of a topic.   I’ve been studying this stuff for about 30 years and there are lots of topics I’d  heard about but never investigated.  But I’m recently hearing LOTS OF THINGS I NEVER EVEN HEARD OF A WHISPER BEFORE.  GOTTA HAVE A LOT OF FAITH!  And beg for discernment!
I love this woman.  I think she’d let me talk to her and cry.  She said I could come but then I got abducted.  It would take such a little bit of money to change my life.  In God’s time.

Godspell – On The Willows

Shocking Letter From Illuminati Prisoner Donald Marshall

(Makes you wonder, doesn’t it?)

8:38 am

The Risks of Ignoring the Cry for Help from Children of Narcissistic Parents

THIS IS WHAT I’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR:
“ONCE ONE HAS A DEEP REVELATION OF THE “FULLNESS” OF THEIR COVENANT AND THE “FINISHED WORK” OF CHRIST THE ENEMY IS COMPLETELY ‘DONE'”
(Glenn Jackson)
In the last day, that great day of the feast, (Tabernacles) Jesus stood and cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink. He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water. John 7:37-38
And it shall come to pass, that everything that lives, which moves, whithersoever the rivers shall come, shall live: and there shall be a very great multitude of fish, because these waters shall come thither: for they shall be healed; and everything shall live whither the river cometh. Ezekiel 47:9

7:48 am

This Is What Government Sponsored Mass Surveillance Is Doing To Your Mind

“There was of course no way of knowing whether you were being watched at any given moment. How often, or on what system, the Thought Police plugged in on any individual wire was guesswork. It was even conceivable that they watched everybody all the time. But at any rate they could plug in your wire whenever they wanted to. You have to live – did live, from habit that became instinct – in the assumption that every sound you made was overheard, and, except in darkness, every movement scrutinized.” – George Orwell, 1984
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This charge I commit to you, son Timothy, according to the prophecies previously made concerning you, that by them you may wage the good warfare.

― 1 TIMOTHY 1:18

Didn’t I just yesterday write to my governor that Michigan was special and we’d know it pretty soon?  Didn’t I bless my governor?  Then I listen to this guy.  I don’t know who he is but I liked the website so I was telling Isaac about the design and I pushed this button that said “prophecy”.  The gentleman said A BIG BUNCH of things I’ve said about Michigan and also my sons have seen visions of great ships and I prophesied at a Tea Party and now it’s coming to pass!  All the corruption will be revealed and we will be blessed!    It’s a really cool video but I couldn’t embed it.  Great Lakes full of great oil tankers!  (Oil means Holy Spirit.)  This is going to be great.  I feel like I’m going to explode at least a couple times a day.  “Lord Jesus, Come!”

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5/1/16

2:59 pm

I gotta catch up on some correspondence:

Dear xxxxx,
I hope you remember me; xxxxxx xxxx and I were dear friends before we both got divorced and all those things.  I ran for Congress, maybe you recall, and was endorsed by Dr. Ron Paul… and was subsequently GANGSTALKED AND TORTURED with directed energy weapons.  (Believe me, that is not a sentence I would write to just anybody.)  I’m doing well, serious PTSD, I was raped and knocked out regularly, long story.  I could use some attention and I don’t know where to go.  I’ve already been involuntarily detained in a psych ward and put on medications that have damaged my thought process and self respect.  I need to talk.  Do you know anybody?  I’d love a Christian but if it’s a stupid one I’d rather talk to an atheist.  Also, I’ve learned to respect your vibration-understanding and it really wouldn’t hurt for me to be examined by an expert like you.  I was skeptical when you described science to me but now you could probably answer half of my questions in ten minutes.  I was first targeted in 2009. I experienced sexual assaults regularly. As a very naive Christian I thought it was demons!  I published a book about it in 2011 referring to my abuser as a spirit.  Then I started doing some research and I’m praying that when people realize what is happening, my story may help others.
I hope all is well.  Much love to you.  We live in the coolest time ever but it’s not very nice, eh?
Linda Goldthorpe
906-586-4629
Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself  (Amazon)
goldthorpelinda@gmail.com

2:44 pm

Lauren

Does anyone know how to get to “Ghost Road” in Paris, MI?

1 answer

Answers

  • Edmond
    Follow Gorman Rd. west towards Sand Creek
    Edmond · 2 years ago

]1:17 pm

I’m looking for some Meet-Up friends.  Isaac and I started the first Ron Paul Meet-Up in Michigan, I think.  Long time ago.  When I used to have friends. Think I’ll try these guys:

Survivors of Psychiatric/Medication Abuse Support Group

 

 

“We are survivors and their loved ones who have been abused by the psychiatric field. We have been misdiagnosed or diagnosed with mental illnesses and prescribed meds that have destroyed our lives when we have tried to get off of them. We are here to share our experiences in a loving, caring and respectful manner […]”

This one sounds good but they’re in Sydney.

Sanctuary – Support for Adult Children of NPD & BPD Parents


These might be a cheerful bunch:

True-life Cinderellas (TLCs) – daughters abused by mothers

 “…the original version of the story told of Cinderella being hated by her biological mother and sisters. The story was changed because it was thought that no one would believe that a mother would hate her own daughter. But this does happen; and when it does, it makes for an extremely difficult existence. Nothing hurts more than to be hated by your mother.”
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I guess maybe I don’t have to be isolated any longer.  I found my Meet-Up!
Wow, they JUST STARTED this brand-new group just for me!
Toronto Narcissistic Relationship Support

TorontoON Meet-Up

(They could use a catchier name.  Maybe I’ll come up with something when I’m running the membership drive.)
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“Are you the child of a narcissistic parent? Are you, or have you been, in relationships with narcissistic spouses, partners or siblings?”
“Let’s get together to share each others’ experiences, to learn from one another and to share success stories. This is not a substitute for professional therapy but a great opportunity for peer support.”

(I signed up with a Canadian zip code (AUTOFILL) and then I got lots of UP group suggestions.  Back before software,  when you hit a button it corresponded to the computer function.  I mean before cyber-stalking too.)
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10:30 am

FLASHBACK–FLASHBACK–FLASHBACK

Open letter to my governor, Mr. Rick Snyder:

Dear Mr. Snyder,

You probably don’t remember when I called you a Nazi at a bar in Charlevoix after a Reagan Day Dinner at Castle Farms. Are you proving me wrong? It was decidedly un-Nazi-like for you to sign SB094, nullifying the NDAA’s provision for indefinite detention of US citizens. You give me hope that Michigan will continue to be a leader among states, ensuring due process and civil liberties to our residents. We could do much more than that.

I am certain that you don’t like being spied on any more than I do. (I was at the bar with yourself, Chuck Yob and your wife. There were other rowdies in attendance too.) Not only have I been spied upon, but also electronically raped and subjected to various voice-to-skull technologies. (Maybe you know more about that stuff than I do. I suspect that is the case.) I wasn’t easy to blackmail, since I always try to tell the truth and I keep meticulous records. I published a book in 2011 about my experiences running for Congress and being tortured. (You’re on the first page. It’s not a boring read.)

Georgia nullified Obamacare! (I can’t afford to pay for insurance I don’t need! I’ve been on a truth-quest for years and I live by the charity of my sons and my ex-husband.) The Missouri senate voted to nullify federal gun-control laws. (Connecticut should get its act together in the freedom department.) “Sisters are doin’ it for themselves.” (Annie Lennox and Aretha Franklin) Different states have different needs. I know Detroit is broke, and I know that federal funds are tit-for-tat. (I can usually restrain my offense at government funds changing hands for political purposes.) However, are you gonna let those thugs tell us what to do? If more states took a stand for their Constitutional autonomy, we could become the Republicans our mommas always hoped we’d be.

My father thinks I pray too much so he called the police. I’ve had little appreciable freedom since then. I recorded what happened to me, the ball was set rolling but the pins are still standing and I’ll stand until federal agencies no longer mess with Michigan people. You could help us. You could help the entire country, by helping me. Fusion centers combine state law enforcement with federal goons. They are immoral and their activities are unconstitutional. This is the truth.

In addition to my book, I also recorded electronic torture in a two-year series of journals. I swore to them. They are an affidavit in other hands. I’ve not seen them for years, and they’re identical to my book. I am the perfect plaintiff, my evidence is secure and I have a collaborator who has also experienced the effects of microwave weaponry and has done her homework. Couldn’t Michigan stand up against surveillance and torture? How about Mike Rogers is required to testify before Michigan legislators? How about we use the “remote-neural-monitors” to verify his veracity? How about we get vanity plates reading, “Michigan, NSA-FREE ZONE.” How about we stand on the tenth amendment? How about Michigan kicks out the feds altogether?

I don’t know how you feel about tyranny in the macro-sense but as a human being it should make your skin crawl. A targeted individual can never be free. How does one know it won’t happen again? I’m a “TI,” I recognize I must pose some threat to the state. That’s really pitiful,  I never leave my home after dark. I write and I maintain a freedom-oriented political blog. If a home-bound-housekeeper-blogger is dangerous to the government, we’re all doomed. The goons had me in quite a state! It’s not a state I’ll live in any more.

Linda Goldthorpe,
American Citizen, Michigan Congressional District 1
thatrandomcandidate.com

lindasure.rocks  (under construction)
“Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself.” (Amazon)
906-291-1376

goldthorpelinda@gmail.com

PS:   You really need some good PR and I have a great idea for you.  You could be a hero!!  Statute’s already in place for you and it sure looks like Schuette should have more to do than just making your administration look stupider.  Only my opinion.  But I’ll bet you’d like to be remembered as the guy who ran the state that changed history.   Michigan is special and that will become evident shortly.  God bless you.

I

9:57 am

5/1/16

9:18 am
Michigan Passes Anti Electronic Harassment Law Including Life in Prison
…in 2004.  
HEY GUESS WHAT!   Even if I am totally batshit wrong about electronic targeting of myself and my home…
my dad could still get five years just for scaring me! 

I am being tortured please release me from this technology I have a story to tell and it may seem a little hard to believe however  this is a true story that continues today I am living proof of a  technology that can enslave every man, woman and child for generations. I have been in this 24 hrs a day 7 days per week for years.  I am  continue to been tortured and I can not escape! I am asking you to contact whoever  you can and tell them to release me from this technology that has me enslaved. I have lost everything my wife, family and business. Financially and  emotionally destroyed. I do not know what they want. I believe that  they are trying to get me to comment suicide or (Google) “The  Manchurian Candidate CIA operation mind control”.  FSU Shooter Myron May Left Message: ‘I Do Not Want to Die in Vain’ His social media activity revealed that he believed he was a  “targeted individual,” the term used by people who think the  government and shadowy gangs are attacking them with mind control and  invisible, remote weapons. In subsequent days, he made several posts  on a Facebook page for “Targeted Individuals International,”  including one that asked, “Has anyone here ever been encouraged by  your handler to kill with a promise of freedom?”  I believe they are deliberately creating potential domestic terrorists
They take over your mind . Your mind enslaves you because they control  it. You could adsorb it as yourself. Unless they do not want you to.  Then they reveal themselves. Through voices and actions that let you know they are in you and can see out of your eyes and take control of  your body.  They are always deliberately creating emotional triggers which in  itself would not be bad however they only use negative triggers instead  of positive reinforcement even in my dreams.  The easy way to think of  the controller – technician’s are modern day  Demons. Everything is negative without remorse or logic.  It would be  easy for them to say “We Have You And There Is Nothing You Can Do  About It” instead they torture you. It is not logical to be tortured  without a purpose other than they enjoy doing it. 
All Targeted Individuals  will have similar but different stories because they have a basic  procedure (format) that they wrap around your individual  circumstances. Because they pull things out of your own mind and use  it to pull your conscious mind into the story line to facilitate  their mind control agenda that they have perfected over a very long  time. It would not surprise me to find out that they are using  techniques from POW’s . Mind Control.
They are torturing me. But if they were not they have the ability to  do everything perfect. They can raise anyone to a mental and physical  state that would allow them to be at their peck performance 24/7. I  am sure that some of the congressman and woman are at their very best  because of this technology. They have the ability to give you words  that you speak out of your mouth and those words would not be your  own. But could be very helpful in public speaking venues because you  would not miss a word. I want to let you know that you and your staff  my not be your own.  They have the ability to bless you or curse you within the same  technology. If you are already one of those that have been blessed by  this I sincerely pray that you remember to protect the rest of the  civilization from it.
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US Electromagnetic Weapons and Human Rights By Peter Phillips, Lew Brown and Bridget Thornton As Study of the History of US Intelligence Community Human Rights Violations and Continuing Research in Electromagnetic Weapons Completed December 2006
[…] hundreds of people continue to assert that a person or persons, whom they do not know, have been targeting them with electromagnetic weapons in a widespread campaign of either illegal experimentation or outright persecution. These experiences involved a number of discrete phenomena: Hearing voices when no one was present. Feeling sensations of burning, itching, tickling, or pressure with no apparent physical cause. Sleeplessness and anxiety as a result of “humming” or “buzzing”. Loss of bodily control, such as twitching or jerking of an arm or leg suddenly and without control. —Unexpected emotional states, such as a sudden overwhelming feeling of dread, rage, lust or sorrow that passes as quickly as it arises.—138 The levels of research on directed energy is now large enough to support a Directed Energy (DE) Professional Society made up of private contractors and Department of Defense officials with security clearances. They have been holding high security symposiums since spring 2001 including a planned meeting set for March 2007. The following is from the Directed Energy Professional Society’s website.
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To have true cognitive liberty in a world as complex as ours would mean that first we must have access to truthful and unbiased information about the actions of others and the general state of the world. The Center for Cognitive Liberties defines this as “the right of each individual to think independently and autonomously, to use the full spectrum of his or her mind, and to engage in multiple modes of thought.”2 Without accurate representations we cannot make independently informed choices. It is imperative that the human body and mind be considered sacrosanct. To invade a person’s body without their consent is an egregious human rights crime.
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“Hours before he opened fire at the Florida State University library, lawyer Myron May left a desperate voicemail for an acquaintance with this plea: “I do not want to die in vain.”

The message was part of a flurry of emails, texts and phone calls in which the former prosecutor laid bare his torment: He believed government “stalkers” were harassing him and using a “direct energy weapon” to hurt him. He said that he had sent packages to 10 people that would “expose” what he thought was happening to him.”
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UNDERSTANDING THE PROGRAM YOU HAVE BEEN PLACED IN
This program is designed to silence and discredit. Do not fall for their clever charade – it is all part of their grandiose show!

You are being FRAMED and subjected to an extraordinary entrapment campaign that is designed to alienate you, enrage you and get you to lash out in any way possible in order to incarcerate or simply REMOVE YOU from society

Everything you’ve ever been taught to believe about justice, freedom, constitutional/civil and even human rights have now VANISHED. You are a test subject in a classified and extremely intricate maze of psychological warfare (sometimes also accompanied by ongoing, daily physical torture and poisoning through the targeting of directed energy/radiation/acoustical next-generation weaponry designed to break you and eliminate you)
Read more at:  http://www.torturedinamerica.org/
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“I[capacitating Effect: Microwave Heatitrg Body heating to mimic a fever is the natule ofthe R.F incapacitation. The objective is to provide heating in a very controlled way so that the body receives nearly uniform heating and no organs are damaged. Core temperatwes approximately 41o C are considered to be adequate. At such temperature a considerably changedemeanor will take place with the individual. Most p€ople, under feve! conditions, become much less aggrcssive; some people may become more initable. The subjective sensations produced by this buildup of heat are far more unpleasanthan those accompanying fever. In hlperthermia all the effector processes are stmined to the utrnost, whereas in fever they axe not. It is also possible that microwave h,?erthermia (even with only a 1′ C increase in brain temperature) may disrupt working memory, thus resulting in disorientation.”
(The words were spelled and spaced right in the original.  Always surprises.)
“Incapacitating Effect: Disruption of Neural Coutrol The nature of the incapacitation is a rhythmic-activity sFchronization of brain neurons that disrupts normal codical conkol ofthe corticospinal and corticobulbar pathways thrs disrupts normal functioning ofthe spinal motor neurons which control muscle conlt lclron and body movements. Personsuffering from this condition lose voluntary control of their body. This s),nchrcnization may be accompanied by a sudden loss ofconsciousness and intense muscle spasms.”
(I’ve recorded so many examples of all these things.    I was dropped to the floor hundreds of times!!!    Somebody’s gotta pay attention pretty quick.  I need a whistleblower to help me destroy the NSA, somebody who knows about what happened to me, somebody who PRAYS.  I’m all used up and I really don’t want to die.)
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“For the first time about which I am aware there is the recognition that electronic and electromagnetic radiation devices can be used as destructive weapons. Michigan has recognised this in its Penal Code effective 1st January 2004 by including such devices.”

State of Michigan Electromagnetic Weapons LawParagraph k addresses electronic and electromagnetic weapons

Act No. 256
Public Acts of 2003
Approved by the Governor
December 28, 2003
Filed with the Secretary of State
December 29, 2003
EFFECTIVE DATE: January 1, 2004

As used in this chapter: (e) “For an unlawful purpose” includes, but is not limited to, having the intent to do any of the following: (i) Frighten, terrorize, intimidate, threaten, harass, injure, or kill any person. (ii) Damage or destroy any real or personal property without the permission of the property owner or, if the property is public property, without the permission of the governmental agency having authority over the property. (k) “Harmful electronic or electromagnetic device” means a device designed to emit or radiate or that, as a result of its design, emits or radiates an electronic or electromagnetic pulse, current, beam, signal, or microwave that is intended to cause harm to others or cause damage to, destroy, or disrupt any electronic or telecommunications system or device, including, but not limited to, a computer, computer network, or computer system. (m) “Imitation harmful substance or device” means a substance or device that is designed or intended to represent 1 or more of the following or that is alleged to be 1 of the following but that is not any of the following: (vii) A harmful electronic or electromagnetic device. …
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Obama Kill List Targets Used for Barbaric Research, Evidence With Sen. Wyden

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

“We are presenting here, expert signal evidence reports, witnessing  unauthorized  human experimentation, using directed energy transmitters,” Weed told Wyden. “We include  specific testimony, and clear infrared photography.”

“Alleged survivors on Barack Obama’s Targeted Kill List have presented to Senator Ron Wyden of Oregon evidence of being slowly killed while used for barbaric, cruel and unusual, torturous research, according to a letter released to Before It’s News on Wednesday.In a historic attempt for recognition and aid, a Targeted Killing advocacy group has presented documentation of the United States intelligence community applying covert slow-kill methods to silence victims while using them for research in American communities.”

“A secondary issue is the ‘citizen kill list,’” Weed says. “By the very nature of our issues and claims, many members believe they may have been placed on a FISA, Patriot, and/or, may be placed on  a secret ‘citizen kill’ list.”

“Weed is a paralegal and has been a target victim advocate since 2001, when targeting individuals escalated under the Bush administration after 9/11.”

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7:45 am

Ten Percent of Canadian Females Receiving HPV Vaccines are Sent to Emergency Rooms

Even more shockingly, vaccine researchers funded by the Alberta Ministry of Health declare this 10% emergency room visitation rate to be “low” and “consistent with those seen elsewhere [with vaccines].”

This shocking admission unveils a highly disturbing truth about routine vaccinations given to children and teens: They are well known to cause emergency room visits, hospitalizations and adverse effects among those receiving them. This science paper, in fact, just confirmed all that while calling the entire phenomenon safe.

See more:   http://beforeitsnews.com/health/2016/04/ten-percent-of-canadian-females-receiving-hpv-vaccines-are-sent-to-emergency-rooms-2629574.html

Deborah Tavares – NASA War Document (Matrix Deciphered)

 

I am being tortured please release me from this technology I have a story to tell and it may seem a little hard to believe however  this is a true story that continues today I am living proof of a  technology that can enslave every man, woman and child for generations. I have been in this 24 hrs a day 7 days per week for years.  I am  continue to been tortured and I can not escape! I am asking you to contact whoever  you can and tell them to release me from this technology that has me enslaved. I have lost everything my wife, family and business. Financially and  emotionally destroyed. I do not know what they want. I believe that  they are trying to get me to comment suicide or (Google) “The  Manchurian Candidate CIA operation mind control”.  FSU Shooter Myron May Left Message: ‘I Do Not Want to Die in Vain’ His social media activity revealed that he believed he was a  “targeted individual,” the term used by people who think the  government and shadowy gangs are attacking them with mind control and  invisible, remote weapons. In subsequent days, he made several posts  on a Facebook page for “Targeted Individuals International,”  including one that asked,
“Has anyone here ever been encouraged by  your handler to kill with a promise of freedom?”  I believe they are deliberately creating potential domestic terrorists.  
 
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They take over your mind . Your mind enslaves you because they control  it. You could adsorb it as yourself. Unless they do not want you to.  Then they reveal themselves. Through voices and actions that let you know they are in you and can see out of your eyes and take control of  your body.  They are always deliberately creating emotional triggers which in  itself would not be bad however they only use negative triggers instead  of positive reinforcement even in my dreams.
 The easy way to think of  the controller – technician’s are modern day  Demons. Everything is negative without remorse or logic.
 It would be  easy for them to say “We Have You And There Is Nothing You Can Do  About It” instead they torture you. It is not logical to be tortured  without a purpose other than they enjoy doing it. 
 
 
All Targeted Individuals  will have similar but different stories because they have a basic  procedure (format) that they wrap around your individual  circumstances. Because they pull things out of your own mind and use  it to pull your conscious mind into the story line to facilitate  their mind control agenda that they have perfected over a very long  time. It would not surprise me to find out that they are using  techniques from POW’s . Mind Control.
 
They are torturing me. But if they were not they have the ability to  do everything perfect. They can raise anyone to a mental and physical  state that would allow them to be at their peck performance 24/7. I  am sure that some of the congressman and woman are at their very best  because of this technology. They have the ability to give you words  that you speak out of your mouth and those words would not be your  own. But could be very helpful in public speaking venues because you  would not miss a word. I want to let you know that you and your staff  my not be your own.  They have the ability to bless you or curse you within the same  technology. If you are already one of those that have been blessed by  this I sincerely pray that you remember to protect the rest of the  civilization from it.
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4/30/16

6:50 pm

I wonder if my dad has explained to his wife how it will go down if I die.  Even suicide.   No,  especially suicide.  I have TONS OF RECORDS and that woman has refused to speak to me for years  as I recorded my pleas and even after she admitted (on record)  that she allowed me to be RAPED AS A CHILD.  Hope she’s thinking.  He can’t, not really.  Me neither.

4:48 pm

“When people realize who the British royal family actually are, who the Bush family really are […] they are GOING TO BE BEYOND SHOCKED.”  (David Icke)

THE WORLD HAS LOST ALL SENSE OF PERSPECTIVE WHEN WE MOURN THE PASSING OF PRINCE BUT NOT 500 MIGRANTS

 “When network television presenters are expressing their condolences to the mayor of Minneapolis and the Eiffel Tower has turned purple, there must surely come a time when we ask ourselves if our sense of priorities has not lost all perspective. “

Read more here:
It’s hard to believe that I used to have a life.  It’s hard to remember going to restaurants and driving on roads with stop-lights.  I can barely remember meetings and conversations and classes.  I pray that Josh will have some experiences.
I can’t identify a single thing about myself that feels normal.  Do I discontinue the medication?  Did you know that a tube of hemorrhoid cream costs NINETY DOLLARS?  (I didn’t buy it.)  I’m not myself.    I don’t like who I remain.  Is it OK that I am suppressed just because I am not like everybody else?  That strikes me as really unjust…even if the one curtailing my purpose and self-ness is my own son.  (He’s in Montreal.  He says he’ll be there for a month but there is a girl involved so who knows.  Hope she doesn’t mind being bossed around.)
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2:30 pm

“When people realize who the British royal family actually are, who the Bush family really are […] they are GOING TO BE BEYOND SHOCKED.”  (David Icke)

“I’m untouchable.”  (Jimmy Saville)

[   Pedophilia and Satanism are intertwined.  ]

 

2:09 pm

Psychologist Whose Lawyers Say He Didn’t Design CIA Torture Program Wrote A Book Bragging That He Did

“James Mitchell and John “Bruce” Jessen, two psychologists whose firm made at least $81 million designing torture techniques for the CIA, “did not create or establish the CIA enhanced interrogation program,” their lawyers have argued. It’s a strange claim — especially now that promotional material for Mitchell’s forthcoming book calls him the “creator of the CIA’s controversial Enhanced Interrogation Program” and brags that the book offers “a dramatic firsthand account of the design, implementation, flaws and aftermath of the program.”

Bono & Eugene Peterson | THE PSALMS

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Effeminate interviewer:  “Mr. Peterson, Bono invited you to hang with him and you turned him down!”
Mr. Peterson:  “I had a deadline on ‘the Message.'”
Interviewer:  “You might be the only person in the world who turned down Bono!”
Mr. Peterson:  “Yeah?  I was with  ISAIAH.”
Bono:  “The psalmist is brutally honest about the explosive joy that he’s feeling, or the deep sorrow or confusion.”
“Write a song about your bad marriage.  Write a song about how you’re pissed off at your government.  Because that’s what God wants…the TRUTH will blow things apart…”
My neighbor just did six days in the psych ward.  An accident with scissors drew blood at his torso and he sought medical attention.  After treatment, as he was dressing to go home…the state police came to get him.  Some busybody nurse made a phone call and called him a suicide risk.  Odd, since he’s a rather smart guy and one might think that if he would attempt suicide…he could SUCCEED.   This world is a mess because some people believe they may control others.
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Swedish Level I

4/30/16
8:57 am
I’m trying to enlist prayer warriors to help my dad.  I’m not holding my breath.

Could we PRAY FOR my dad TOGETHER? He’s REALLY SCARED about what I know.

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Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

8:53 AM (4 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
My dad’s not acting right.  A malignant narcissist should be pestering me I haven’t seen him or heard from him since 1/11/16.  He is REALLY SCARED about what I know.  I’d love to see his face about now.  (I mean I’d love it if I could see his face without having to actually look at him…)   He’s facing prison.

Thanks.
I love him so much and he’s such a dickhead he’s going to hell unless he repents.  Please pray for my dad.  Thanks.  I love you all and I know I’m being EXTREMELY weird and unforgiveably presumptuous but you are all VERY FINE PEOPLE and I trust you.  Thanks.  Even if you never want to see me again, it has meant a whole lot to know you.  Much love to you witnesses.  L
8:28 am
My dad’s not acting right.  A malignant narcissist should be pestering me.  I haven’t seen him or heard from him since 1/11/16.  He is REALLY SCARED about what I know.  I’d love to see his face about now.  (I mean I’d love it if I could see his face without having to actually look at him…)   
8:11 am

When telling the truth is treated as a criminal act – you know you are ruled by criminals

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz47JHtsNzO

OK, it’s 7:57 am and I’ve been up since probably five.  At last I do not feel as though I should jump off a bridge to save my fellow humans from my toxic presence.  For most of the day from now, I will be happy and purposeful…but unable to accomplish anything hardly.  I am repeatedly struck with terror, insurmountable responsibility and recognize myself the deserving object of universal disdain.  Burning, pain…then it goes away and I think, “Maybe I’ll get started on [whatever] project.”  Then it hits me again.  I’m useless and I’m near-dead from the scorching feelings and God is also dead and I’ll never feel any better.  Ten minutes later, I’m thinking about the laundry.  Then I panic because I KNOW I CAN’T POSSIBLY DO THE LAUNDRY…THEIR SYSTEM IS REALLY STUPID.  I am not psychotic.  I am a very fine record-keeper.  That’s what they’ll say about me in the Smithsonian exhibit.  (Presuming I am able to abstain from SUICIDE.  These synthetic sensations are not only VERY REAL…they are tremendously magnified beyond normal emotions.  Don’t believe me if you don’t want to.  You will.)

7:44 am

“I made my money the old-fashioned way. I was very nice to a wealthy relative right before he died.” — Malcolm Forbes

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz47JFLzSbf

7:22 am
Prayer.  It seems pointless.  “Forgive me Lord, but you haven’t been around here for a long time.”
“Lord, I wake in a panic.  After seven years I still wake in a panic.  I feel threatened and incompetent.  I’m certain I can’t do what needs to be done around the house.  I’m afraid that Josh won’t talk to me.  I’m afraid I’ll never have a Christian friend or a peaceful day.  I don’t think I’ll ever hear from you again.  Please fix me.  Please talk to me and touch me and make me feel as though I have value.  Please purify my heart and cleanse my senses.  Please deliver me from the curse that has held me back.  Please give me more love.  Thank you that the morning panic is not like it was for so long.  Do I get pumped full of evil microwave-stories all night?  That’s what it sounds like from the literature and I’ve wondered before if you had a reason that I could not attain REM for those years.  Never fully out.  It’s nice to sleep now but it’s still not nice to wake up.  I don’t want to take pills.  I don’t want to drink beer either.  I don’t want to be or do most of the things I do and am.  I really have nowhere to turn and you haven’t talked to me much.  Please will you fix me and be with me?  How could anybody want to live without you?  I sure don’t.  I’m tired of being everybody’s problem.  Why don’t they care about you?  Why don’t I think you hear me anymore?  Why can’t I have a friend to pray with?  Why am I still so poor after I worked so hard obeying you?  Why can’t I have any options?  I guess with you there’s only one option and I do want to please you but I’m so tired of being a burden to people I love and ignored by others.  Please, please fix this.  I know I gave you my life so am I reneging by wanting to not suffer?  Guess so.  But I am so primed for a miracle.  You could demonstrate a lot of power if you fix me.  I can’t do anything and I’ve pretty much stopped trying.  I really dislike myself so much I expect nothing.  I think my folks finally convinced me I’m shit.  I thought you were tougher than them.  At least it took them a while.”
“I think I’m a lot like my dad; he hates himself too. And even if our compensation strategies are very different, they’d be unnecessary if we felt worthy.  We’ve both heard too many Baptist sermons for that.   I’ve thought of my mother every day for a while.  It’s not that I’ve intentionally considered her or anything about her,  but I’ll have flashes, like I’ll think she’s in the house; I sense a female presence and it startles me.  It feels caring even, and I’m surprised that it is my mom.  I haven’t seen her since January 11.  I never miss her; she’s very harsh.  Why do I feel her now as a gentler spirit?  Did you give her a sense of humor too?  Would she maybe help me get with some Christians?  When do I get to go to Toronto? Please soften her heart.  Living with a psychopath has been much harder for his wife.  I can imagine some of the things he said and did to her when I wasn’t around.  His antics were shocking even with his kids in attendance.   Why did you let him have children?  I’m glad to be alive and I used to think you would fix me and maybe you still will, but you knew how twisted he was and how he would abuse us.  I guess you have a reason.”
“I don’t want to commit suicide; please prohibit that and protect me from the horrible messages in my head.”   The SOFT-KILL PROTOCOL  says the downward slide starts after a false diagnosis of mental illness. Abused and tortured people are injured, not ill.  They need love.  Wonder where I could get a prescription.  I try to feel valuable but since the psych ward I can’t drum it up. I miss having energy and enthusiasm.   I thought love never fails?  Looks like my dad’s hate won this time.  I remember stories about Christians coming together to pray for a troubled brother.  Once I had a killer-migraine and called the Baptist pastor to ask him to anoint me with oil.  (It’s in the Bible.)  That guy was willing to pray but he hadn’t ever anointed anybody so he didn’t know how.  In Romania whole families pray with other whole families for hours and days and they even fast.  I am the only Baptist I know who fasts.  Guess I’m not a Baptist anymore.  A church in India just did 40 days.  God says He’s never late and there are about a million different ways He could save my life.  I’m trying to believe like I did before.  I am not sad, this is not depression.  I am MENTALLY TORTURED intermittently day and night and the dismal feelings are a hindrance and terrible.  Please Lord, provide an opportunity for me to introduce people to the reality of electronic torture…and to the reality of you.  Thank you that George feeds me.  Thank you that my sons let me live here.  Thank you that I may use Dad’s car.  Thank you that my mom made me practice piano when I was a child.  Thank you that she didn’t pay attention to my avoidance of homework.  Thank you for Chris and David and thank you that one day they will love me.  Thank you for enabling me to survive without any sleep for all those years.  If something happened to me, I’d wish for you to comfort those people who KNEW I was in crisis and didn’t even pick up a phone.  Except the Christians.  They certainly knew their responsibility.  If you want to let them suffer for their failings I wouldn’t stop you.  Amen.”

4/29/16
6:49 pm
5:00 pm
I have heard more planes flying over this place today than I have in a single day ever before probably.
Here’s my new introduction-message.  They were asking for ‘stories’.  What do you think?
I have a story. I’ve tried to contact a story-teller for a long time. DEW. I ran for Congress and Ron Paul endorsed me and I took VERY GOOD NOTES. Somebody’s gotta hear this story. Linda Goldthorpe (MI)

Linda Goldthorpe 

+Linda Goldthorpe oh yeah: thatrandomcandidate.com 906-586-4629 I’m not afraid of anything anymore.

Tom 

Oh man..more E.T. bullshit.

Email Reveals Michigan Official Faked Lead Tests 8 Years Ago

See more here:   
“If He’s called you to do something, He’ll help you to get it done.”  (Cherie Beltram)
It seems to me that everybody knows they must choose a side.  Priorities vary, but everybody knows their bets are due.  We all somehow know that recently our decisions and values are weightier.

Making A Killing (Making Madness): THE UNTOLD STORY OF PSYCHOTROPIC DRUGGING

(This is how they’re trying to kill me.  Even money, so far.)

4:29 pm

I personally know that a number of people believe what I write and sometimes even enjoy reading it.  Wouldn’t it give me a boost if they spoke up more often?  Wouldn’t it assist the current NECESSARY transitions of government and subservience?  I’m not looking for a hand-out but I could sure use a hand-up.  I’m a very good bet at this point.  I wrote it all down before even the soon exposure of the  CIA limited hang-out that will blow everybody’s minds.  Except ours.  Isn’t that worth a little help?  Or a friend?  You guys USED TO BE MY FRIENDS AND I NEVER DID  ANYTHING BAD TO YOU.  God knows that.
4:21 pm…darn
It’s pride, isn’t it?  The whole fear-of-being-called-crazy,   and my desire to be considered smart,  and wanting not to be fat and ugly,  and wanting to hear from God and live through all eternity right next to Jesus.  (Wait.  That part is not pride; wanting to be with Jesus is love and absolutely natural.)   The rest is all pride and pride goeth before a fall.  “Catch me quick, Lord Jesus, but it’s not actually pride to just LOVE YOU BEYOND HUMAN REASON OR REASONABLE EXPECTATION.  Is it?”    I told him so many times that my life is his.  I even said that I would be grateful for  exactly the figure he wanted me to have.  Then I gained 150 pounds.  Then I lost 150 pounds. Then I gained some more. Then he had me sew a bunch of curtains and tablecloths into dresses that are now WAY TOO SMALL for me.  I never wore them even one time but wasn’t I supposed to expect that I would?   I don’t like how I look or feel or think and I don’t like my reputation.  That’s all pride and I’m prideful and I repent.  Now I repent for thinking that if I repented then maybe he’d let me have my way.  He could talk to me any time.  It’s wrong for me to try to manipulate him but on the other hand, I’d really like him to love me more than anything and when that’s the case it’s really hard not to put on the dog.
I’m feeling somewhat offended with God and I really don’t want to do that because he does NOT DESERVE IT.  He kept me alive through things my detractors have never even ever dreamed on their scariest evenings.
“Please Lord, I humbly request that my worst earthly enemy will never have to suffer the things I’ve been through.  Also please make my mom smart.”
   “I love you so much Jesus.  Forgive me for being impatient.  Forgive me for disbelief.  All you have ever asked of me or any other person is that we believe you.  I know how that feels now. since nobody believes me either.  (Well, not 7 billion people but a bunch of people who SHOULD BELIEVE ME.)  Please make me well and I’ll give you all the glory.  If I forget to give you some glory, I ask that you will remind me.  I ask to be perfect for you.  I ask to not care what I think of myself.  But, it would sure be nice to not wake up every morning expecting to be beaten for some infraction.  Every morning I think I will be chastised.  You took care of that already.  I’m so sorry I live as though your sacrifice is insufficient.  Please give me confidence that I am loved even when I break a glass or burn the toast.  You love me anyway.  I know that.  Please enable me to feel it?  Thanks. Linda”  “Hey, I got a new domain:  lindasure.rocks  What do you think, you Rock of Ages?  You stone that the builders rejected?  You chief cornerstone?  Is it presumptuous?  I’d really love to talk to you.  Also, I’d love to wear your name.  Names.”
(I also bought
lindagoldthorpe.rocks for when people will need to find me to get help after you expose the enemy’s mind-control system and everybody gets very frightened and there’s nobody around who knows what they’re talking about except me.  Help me invest wisely when the checks start coming in.  I DON’T WANT TO WASTE EVEN A PENNY OF YOUR MONEY.  Amen.”)
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“I’m waiting for an idea.   I’m sure you’ll give me one.  I love you Jesus.  If you tell me to have some t-shirts made Isaac would think that was very funny.”

I Go to the Rock [Live]

Larnelle Harris singing lead
“The earth all around me is sinking sand…on Christ the Solid Rock I stand!
1:02 pm
IT IS NOT GOOD FOR MY CPTSD RECOVERY TO LISTEN TO HIM SCREAM ABOUT DEATH!  
DAD, YOU MAY FIX THIS REALLY SOON.
 
My sons are young: they don’t understand what I experienced when I was repeatedly raped in my body and soul, and how it felt when my ‘husband’ didn’t care about what happened to his woman, and even attempted to bargain for her silence.  My ‘husband’ would have had me sleep with another man rather than investigate how to stop the synthetic telepathy and whatever the rape-effect is called.   (I’d have to look it up.)  When they understand the expectations of marriage, and the depth of disappointment and vulnerability that my marriage caused, they will forgive me for what they believe has been my mistreatment of their dad who offered me to another and refused to trust me after years of praying together.  One day they will realize that my biggest disappointment with their father is that he had no faith.  I didn’t have enough for all of us and I depended on him.  Then God separated us by DEW shot at just the right time…..TMI  It’s just that, I’ve baked so many birthday cakes and sprinkled cologne on sheets as I pressed them and tried to be pretty and tried to be on time…and nobody ever gave a shit.  It’s a good thing about the ‘great cloud of witnesses.’  Without them I wouldn’t feel that most of my life ever even happened!
I just can’t wait until my sons know how hard I loved them and how hard I tried.  Then they will love me too.  Where I come from,  you don’t EVER get ANY LOVE UNTIL YOU EARN IT.  
Isaac left for Montreal.  I’ve always wanted to go there; I’m really happy for him.  Josh is pounding and screaming and I am penniless but I think I may have to leave just the same.  I’ve been asking God to give me divine love.  In a household of people who receive far too little love, I don’t know how to either give or receive.  
Maybe George will get up pretty soon.  He bought a new motor so maybe he could take Josh for a ride.
WE REQUIRE TRUTH. WE CANNOT HAVE LOVE WITHOUT TRUTH BECAUSE TRUTH IS JESUS AND LOVE IS JESUS.  THEN WE’LL KNOW THE WAY.  AND DAD WOULD BE PISSED BECAUSE HE DESIGNED THAT WE SHOULD FAIL AND SUFFER.  Cross my heart and hope to die.
L

12:26PM

A few years ago a former friend referring  to the preferred householder here:  “Little Prince.”  I didn’t get offended, but I also only partially believed her.  I thought this little prince deserved everything I could never and I could never ask this little prince for anything in return:  because his dad and grandpa and brother said it was OK TO DISRESPECT ME.  I felt so bad for this little prince person because I had been unable to parent him with the attention that I deemed necessary,  and also ached to provide.  I was REALLY TOO BUSY because I WAS BEING TORTURED. AND ALSO I was DEFENDING HIM AND HIS BROTHER AND HIS FATHER WHEN WE WERE CAUGHT IN A BIG FAT NET OF LIES AND HIS DAD DECIDED TO BEIEVE A PSYCHOPATH INSTEAD OF HIS BOSOM WIFE WHO NEVER LIED TO HIM EVEN ONCE. Also, I was praying for my HELL-BOUND FAMILY and running for office.   If I didn’t pray enough to make my sons smart it wasn’t because I didn’t care, but sometimes God tells me ‘no’.  Even Napoleon didn’t get things his way all the time.  But, those around him probably NEVER GOT THINGS AS THEY’D LIKE.  Not even on their birthdays.  When you got a Napoleon in the family…nobody else matters very much.  Grandpa hates me.  He never asked my opinion a single time in my life…unless I was writing a letter he was unable to compose.  I wanted to matter and he hated me anyway, so… Think about it.  Or not.  (You’ve certainly had to think about this crap enough. Soon, we’ll have Truth and be finished with this horrible story.)  Thank you for tolerating my presence.  One day you will thank GOD for my prayers.  I’m sure about that one.  I’m also sure that it does Joshua no good to sit at a computer screaming because game-characters do not quickly enough kill other characters.  I am helpless to provide him another opportunity.  (WHICH HE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ANYWAY…)
Another Swedish language course begins in May.  I MUST SPEND TIME WITH A CHRISTIAN COUNSELOR  or a Christian friend…or I will just die.  You go dad.  We need to maybe stay in Toronto for a while.  You too cheap to save a couple lives?  That’s not my guess.  Josh (‘the Oracle’) is pounding his desk and I’m sitting on my bed mind-melding the computer for the third year in a row because my dad is a liar.
MY DAD IS A LIAR AND EVEN HIS BEST ‘FRIENDS’ KNOW IT.
HE COULD CHOOSE TO BECOME AN HONEST MAN ANY MOMENT.
I’VE BEEN WAITING AND I STILL AM.
Toronto
3.5 million
Josh yells:  “Kill’em you fuckers.”
(That’s the life DAD gave us when he cheated on our bet that I TOTALLY WON.)
(I’ll wait forever.  Because I won’t even have to.  Dad is getting REALLY OLD.)
(Is it that he would rather wear a fancier casket for the 48 hours his corpse is displayed before it starts to stink…than to make it up to his grandson for the SHIT HE PULLED ON HIS OWN DAUGHTER.   He set me up.  They will know.  You could make it right.  I used to love you best but now I know you.  Find another patsy.   L
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IT IS NOT GOOD FOR MY CPTSD RECOVERY TO LISTEN TO HIM SCREAM ABOUT DEATH!  
DAD, YOU MAY FIX THIS REALLY SOON.
 
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11:40 am

What is the name of that former DARPA witch (syntex chosen with utmost respect) who now runs the darkside of Google?  Regina something or other?  Like I actually care.  She won’t be around long.  Also, I am REALLY SURPRISED we haven’t lost our esteemed director of intelligence oxymoron.  (No sir, please settle down.   I didn’t call you a moron.)

Google patents device that you inject into your eyeball

Forget laser surgery. If Google has a say in it, we’ll soon be injecting devices into our eyes… 

It will contain its own storage, radio and lens and will apparently be powered wirelessly from an energy harvesting antenna. Presumably, you won’t need aerials sticking out of your eyeballs.

Google did not immediately respond to a request for comment.

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I’ve been goofing off reeding fun stuff instead of working;  I came across SEVERAL articles about how the parasitic aliens do their body-snatching stunt.  The “eyes are the windows of the soul.”  Also apparently, its doorway.  “When the Vrill come stalking, don’t bother knocking.”  (That was mine.  Or the goon’s.  I can sorta hear him again since the medication was decreased.  The tremor is much less too;  thanks for asking.)  I woke with an extremely sore eye ball and socket the other day.  (That would figure if somebody knew what I had been reeding.  My eye was lined with red, just along the edge like eyeliner.  It hurt for a couple days…but I CAN STILL REED WITHOUT MY GLASSES!   So, seriously, Big Whoopie Ding.  More annoying has been the ENORMOUS purple-red PAINFUL bruise on the back side of my left thigh.  It’s almost exactly RIGHT IN THE SPOT WHERE I WAS WOUNDED WHEN I FELL THROUGH THE DECK the SECOND TIME, JUST BEFORE MY DAD REALIZED I WASN’T GONNA DIE AND REPLACED THE DECK.    When I went to bed, my backside was as smooth ivory like always.  When I woke up I was injured.  There is even a hard thing in the middle of the bruise which is probably eight inches long and wide with red fingers extending outward.  I am a VERY TOUGH WOMAN but I’m pretty sure I’d remember injuring myself like that.  I wonder if somebody used a DEW on me again?  I have about a zillion questions and look forward to questioning psychopaths under circumstances whereby they CANNOT POSSIBLY LIE.  Telling the truth is not really that hard.  At least, not for me anymore.
11:28 am

Recovering from Narcissistic Abuse, a Personal Approach

8:39 am
“IT WOULD BE SO EMPTY WITHOUT ME.”

Donald Marshall Interview 2016 : { Cloning Centres, Vril, Queen Elizabeth, B.o.B, Reptilians }

“AFTER THIS IS ALL KNOWN…PEOPLE WILL REFER TO ME AS THE SAVIOR OF THE HUMAN RACE.”
(He didn’t sound arrogant, just matter-of-fact.  Like how I know that Isaac will be in the Smithsonian and Josh and me too.  And George and Adam and Trish and my mom and dad.  We’re very important. “Lord, please don’t let us mess up.  Give us Love and faith and Truth and courage.   AND JUSTICE.  Thank you, Amen.”)
(I can’t not look at his face.  He looks like a man I met in the hospital.  We had dinner together once in the Lakeside Lounge so we could listen to Pink Floyd while everybody else was in the lunchroom.  This stuff sounds plausible to me; could it be so?  How much deeper could the rabbit hole actually go?)
Marshall claims to have seen human cloning first hand, as an unwilling participant in human cloning since early childhood. Marshall says that elite scientists in every country all over the world use top-secret cloning technology to create identical human clones to be used in a variety of ways. These near perfect look-alikes can be used as stand-ins for top government leaders and elected officials, or sent to perform secret spy missions and dangerous acts of espionage.”

“Marshall explains that the public never sees any of this because all cloning activity takes place many levels down in deep underground military bases on government-owned property, with highly restricted access. World leaders won’t even acknowledge the existence of these deep underground military bases, hundreds of which are built at strategic points all over the world, therefore, they are never called upon to explain to the public about what really goes on down there.”

 
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7:48 AM

“…Student union trying to justify banning  people from speaking…these so-called ‘safe spaces’; well what is a safe space?  A safe space is where nothing whatsoever can be done or said  to challenge your sense of reality.”
(Except for mental patients; They have no right to a sense of reality,  and are forcibly lobotomized with poisons.
 BUT WE COULD BE CHARGED WITH A CRIME IF WE SAY ‘SIR’ TO A TESTOSTERONE-REEKING-DUDE IN A DRESS!!  (HOW CAN I GET MYSELF ONTO THE BOARD THAT WRITES THE NEXT DSM?    THEY REALLY NEED SOME HELP.)
 
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7:16 am

I wonder if it is intentional that we are now learning about the lying liars who lie to us.  We’re gonna know so they’re gonna decide when, right?  The increasingly-minimization of distance between us regular Joes and those in the know is unavoidable, given the state of social media, etc.  The PTB knew it would be that way.  The non-regulars have to try harder and harder to be relevant.  They take off more and more clothes and have more and more public quarrels and they dye their hair purple.  Other ‘celebrities’ genuinely interact with the rest of us lab rats.  When I was a child,  people would send letters to celebrities requesting a signed photo.  That was a close as we got. Lots of 8 x 10 glossies are for sale on E-bay and in memorabilia shops.  But Now!  I can have as many photos as I want and I can print them in different colors and I can post my work on the ‘wall’ of the big-shot himself!  He might answer me back even.  (That’s more than I can say for anybody else I know almost.)  They interact with us and so they must work harder to be unique.  Because we will eventually know every secret.

‘I’d bring you soup:’ Shia LeBeouf calls punched doppelganger

.“It was a pretty long voicemail,” Mario Licato told Cosmopolitan.

“He was like, ‘Hey, this is Shia LaBeouf . . . I just read an article that you were punched in the face because you look like me. I don’t know. I wish I was in New York. I’d come bring you soup.’ ”

LaBeouf also left his number and asked Licato to “please” call him back. Licato said he would do so soon.

Read more here:  http://nypost.com/2016/04/29/id-bring-you-soup-shia-lebeouf-calls-punched-doppelganger/

Mind-reading computer deciphers words from brainwaves BEFORE they are spoken

“The scientists behind the technology said they can identify brain waves associated with syllables or letters of the Japanese alphabet, meaning it may be possible to decode entire words and sentences without the need for any of them being physically spoken.”

(The Japanese must have lost the coin-toss about what country  had to PRETEND they just figured this stuff out…)
David Icke.   The first few minutes he discusses Prince.  Really interesting observations by a keen observer.  (I didn’t listen to the rest of this interview but maybe Icke is Reptilian anyway.  Wouldn’t that be ironic after all the grief he’s suffered for things now known and proven true?)  I think about Prince all the time.  Isn’t that weird?  I never thought about him too much before, unless I was wondering how I’d look in one of his outfits.  His passing was very important I think.  I miss him and we never met.

Cognitive-Attentional Syndrome and Metacognition in the Recovery Process from Narcissistic Abuse

(I figure metacognitive therapy is probably God’s way.  “Bring every thought into captivity.”  Stuff like that.  I hope I can get some therapy pretty soon.  Or a miracle.  Isn’t it funny that people think my parents are good Christians when their daughter and her family have needed help for 7 years and the rich Christians ignored me and destroyed my support systems.  Do you think they might WANT ME DEAD?)
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Cognitive-Attentional Syndrome and Metacognition in the Recovery Process from Narcissistic Abuse

4/27/16

CIA Dr Robert Duncan & Tyrone Dew interview

3:05 pm

Why Can’t I Heal From Codependency or Abuse by a Narcissistic Mother

“When you’re in a STATE OF SURVIVAL…it is impossible to HEAL.”

THE ENTIRE BIBLE WILL BE READ ALOUD MAY 1-5 ON STEPS OF U.S. CAPITOL IN THE 27TH ANNUAL U.S. CAPITOL BIBLE READING MARATHON

(Washington, DC)—The 27th annual U.S. Capitol Bible Reading Marathon began at 6:00 PM on Sunday, May 1st. (Photo: DC Bible Marathon)

For 90 continuous hours, beginning with the reading of Genesis 1:1, every word of the Bible will be read aloud and without commentary, culminating at noon on Thursday, May 5, with the reading of the final chapters of the book of Revelation.

During these five days, hundreds of Bible Believers will travel to the West Front of the U.S. Capitol to read a portion of the Bible, to listen and to pray. The U.S. Capitol Bible Reading Marathon began in 1990.

7:51 am

Mental illness diagnosis is what gangstalking is about…soft-kill.

“Usually the downward slide starts to happen after the false diagnosis…”

(I should have maybe just buckled when Dad first started trying to kill me.  These additional years haven’t been very fun…but now I got my fake diagnosis and I’m on the way out.)

Dr. John Hall and Zeph Daniel on GangStalking

7:04 pm

I think I just may NEVER AGAIN correct a spelling error.  ( 9/10 of those who reed wouldn’t even notice, and the others might have noticed my intent but I don’t have time to explain things.  Who am I trying to impress?  I’ve done amazing things and didn’t impress a single soul.  I want a life.  A gypsy wagon and a life.)

7:02 pm

I’m going to change my life and I’m going to do it with intent,  and I intend to also change the world.  I haven’t a clue how to begin, but I know that I will do it, and I know that my words will change people’s hearts.  I can understand suicide; I never thought I’d say that.  When I consider how it is for those who are tortured and don’t know that JESUS IS BIGGER THAN ANY TORTURER OR ALIEN then I feel how it must be for them.  I can’t tolerate feeling that way.  One day science will describe the things I’ve felt, notes and stats recorded as I’ve been tortured; it will be clear to everybody.  To be tortured is tough.  BUT, to be tortured with NO HOPE is hell.  If I hadn’t heart from Jesus once in a while as I was being TORTURED AND RAPED FOR YEARS...I would have committed suicide.  Jesus is life.  I’m eager to see him again.  I have a WHOLE LOT OF QUESTIONS.  He’s so worth waiting for.  (As I RECALL.)  Also, there is no WAY ON EARTH that I would allow my dad the satisfaction of burying my meat-suit.  NADA.  (Gee.  I wonder if he’ll FEEL ANYTHING when I bury him…)

My sons declare their desire that I experience things I enjoy and tell my my ideas are important.  I have asked every day for a week that one of them would start a movie (“White Nights”  Baryshnikov) and I’ve gone to bed each night at six.  They’re gonna feel so terrible for calling me diseased just to make time with their psychopath grandpa.  I pray that God will help them to forgive themselves.  Mom.  Whatever.  She knows better.  Whatever.

Sons, you don’t have to AGREE with somebody in order to tell him if his work is worthwhile.  Yo mama is worthwhile.   You don’t evaluate, even to disregard the CONCLUSIONS,  without giving a respectful nod to the efforts aforethought.  You can say I’m wrong.  You can even call me nuts.  (YOU GUYS.  Not just ANYBODY can call me nuts and you know VERY WELL MY CONSISTENT CONSIDERATIONS give me honest deed to a dependably just mind.  You also know that if somebody is full of shit and he talks down yo-mama she won’t even care if you don’t respect my work-habits enough to stick up for me.)  TRUTH doesn’t require any defense.  (If I am not truthful, then please DO NOT DEFEND ME.)  Any day, thou smart sons,  that you wish to call a family meeting…let’s bring along the WHOLE FAMILY.  Can you think of a single member who would not fear to debate me?  About any topic at all?  OK, don’t bet if the topic is building construction.  I get mixed up with soffit and aluminum roofing materials.  Don’t enter me in that round, but whatever, don’t bet on me.   ❤

When the house is on fire, ain’t nobody gonna question my leadership. My sons will respect me because they will require leadership.   “Lord, please bring me up to that.  Thy will be done.”  I am incompetent.  I am all we got.  I can’t get a straight answer from a ten year-old; that’s how denigrated has been my reputation, but when the sparks fly upward, certain people will wish to speak to me.  Please prepare my heart.  Give me the right words to say to people who have treated me poorly and those who have refused to believe you.  I just wanna be part of this.  I just wanna be part of THIS.  They can call me all kinds of names.  Just don’t call me late for supper.

Suppertime-The Cathedrals

So to speak.

This Old House-The Cathedrals

I guess it had to come down to this, didn’t it?  Inevitable.  I wish I were smarter.  I suppose it comes down to that same point for many people.  I don’t need to be called ‘smart’.  It’s nice, I can’t kid you.  I, of course, plead with Jesus to prohibit me from liking it too much when I am called ‘smart’.  Isaac likes it; Josh likes it.  With so many reasons to feel oneself deficient, how could we denigrate anybody who actually enjoys accurate recognition of his abilities.  Sheesh.  The local kids call Josh “ORACLE”.  How would a mother discipline a disobedient ‘oracle’?  It’s rough, but I try to listen.  I want justice for all.  They’re wrong  to think they may perhaps discard their mother without permitting her a hearing.  I have EVIDENCE and I will be heard and when I’m really famous they’ll probably wish they’d been the SMART ONES who gave me an opportunity to be heard. Just guessing.   (Well no, not really:  I’m pretty sure they’ll feel stupid when they learn what I know.  They’re both so accustomed to being so smart all the time that being WRONG  once will PROBABLY DO THEM SOME GOOD.)

6:18 pm

 

5:49 pm

My sons declare their desire that I experience things I enjoy and tell me  my ideas are important.  I have asked every day for a week that one of them would start a movie (“White Nights”  Baryshnikov) and I’ve gone to bed each night at six.  They’re gonna feel so terrible for calling me diseased just to make time with their psychopath grandpa.  I pray that God will help them to forgive themselves.  Mom.  Whatever.  She knows better.  Whatever.

Sons, you don’t have to AGREE with somebody in order to tell him if his work is worthwhile.  Yo mama is worthwhile.   You don’t evaluate, even to disregard the CONCLUSIONS,  without giving a respectful nod to the efforts aforethought.  You can say I’m wrong.  You can even call me nuts.  (YOU GUYS.  Not just ANYBODY can call me nuts and you know VERY WELL MY CONSISTENT CONSIDERATIONS give me honest deed to a dependably just mind.  You also know that if somebody is full of shit and he talks down yo-mama she won’t even care if you don’t respect my work-habits enough to stick up for me.)  TRUTH doesn’t require any defense.  (If I am not truthful, then please DO NOT DEFEND ME.)  Any day, thou smart sons,  that you wish to call a family meeting…let’s bring along the WHOLE FAMILY.  Can you think of a single member who would not fear to debate me?  About any topic at all?  OK, don’t bet if the topic is building construction.  I get mixed up with soffit and aluminum roofing materials.  Don’t enter me in that round, actually, whatever, don’t bet on me.   ❤

5:29 pm

I was born ….. my parents were born some time before that.

I’m going to change my life and I’m going to do it with intent,  and I intend to also change the world.  I haven’t a clue how to begin, but I know that I will do it, and I know that my words will change people’s hearts.  I can understand suicide; I never thought I’d say that.  When I consider how it is for those who are tortured and don’t know that JESUS IS BIGGER THAN ANY TORTURER OR ALIEN then I feel how it must be for them.  I can’t tolerate feeling that way.  One day science will describe the things I’ve felt, notes and stats recorded as I’ve been tortured; it will be clear to everybody.  To be tortured is tough.  BUT, to be tortured with NO HOPE is hell.  If I hadn’t heart/heard from Jesus once in a while as I was being TORTURED AND RAPED FOR YEARS...I would have committed suicide.  Jesus is life.  I’m eager to see him again.  I have a WHOLE LOT OF QUESTIONS.  He’s so worth waiting for.  (As I RECALL.)  Also, there is no WAY ON EARTH that I would allow my dad the satisfaction of burying my meat-suit.  NADA.  (Gee.  I wonder if he’ll FEEL ANYTHING when I bury him…)

My sons declare their desire that I experience things I enjoy and tell me my ideas are important.  I have asked every day for a week that one of them would start a movie (“White Nights”  Baryshnikov) and I’ve gone to bed each night at six.  They’re gonna feel so terrible for calling me diseased just to make time with their psychopath grandpa.  I pray that God will help them to forgive themselves.  Mom.  Whatever.  She should know better.  Whatever.

3:56 pm

I am SO DISAPPOINTED that my psych hospital didn’t give me an eye exam when I was incarcerated in January, because, my vision is extraordinarily better than it was in January.  ( I could barely read the psych ward magazines.  Or maybe I just STOPPED TRYING when I noticed their dates were  in 2013?)  I am VERY GRATEFUL to reed and work without wearing corrective lenses.  My God is VERY GOOD.  He is also NEVER EARLY and he doesn’t care very much whether I mind that tendency.  He’s also always right.  I can’t wait until this transition project is completed because I think He’s going to let me write a book about Him.  Can you even IMAGINE a greater blessing.  Except of course the part where your sons recognize who you are to God.  And also who they are to God.  And to me.  When we see who we are we are going to BECOME THAT THING.  I’ve seen amazing pictures.  And I have NEVER been a ‘see-er’.  I am not capable of seeing auras or entities (only occasionally) or even ANYTHING HARDLY AT ALL SINCE THE ELECTRONIC DREAMS TOOK OVER MY WEAKLING MIND.  (The PTB really, really, really do fuck with our minds.  Please brethren, consider that this MIGHT be possible.)  I did not dream.  I did not REM at A-L-L.  I really hope the goons kept records because it is possible that I may be featured in Smithsonian Institution Exhibits for WHOLE NUMBER OF REASONS.  AND Y’ALL GOT TO REED IT HERE.  I’m going to miss many humans after the shift.  But, the new ones will remind us how boring we’ve ALL BEEN FOR GENERATIONS and I won’t feel very sad.  “One new man.”  I’m gonna see a miracle that changes an entire genre of biology… into a one-man-band of multi-dimensional sounds and many joys they produce.  We’re going somewhere great.  I’m finding it difficult to pray for stupid people with any kind of intensity.  If they don’t want this?  No way my prayers can change it.  It’s easier to raise the dead.  Also, it’s REAL SIMILAR.

Prince Went Public About The Secret NWO

Common Directed Energy Weapon Facades Perpetrated by Black Ops Sources:
-Demons
-Jinn
-Archons
-Interdimensional Beings
-Extraterrestrials
-Entity Attachments
-Shadow Beings
-Archangels
-Holy Spirit
-Lucifer
-Satan
-RA
-Jesus
-God/Allah/Yahweh2:35 pm

I think Isaac might be acting in accordance with a promise he knew very well he should not have been  making and knows now that he SHOULD NOT HAVE MADE.  (I might be wrong; what do I know?)  He used to be 1) more rational, 2) kinder, and 3) not a CONTROLLING FASCIST PRETENDING TO BE LIBERAL MINDED, and  ALSO AWARE OF THE ultimately-unexpected-unusual-chance…that SOMEBODY BESIDES HIM MIGHT BE RIGHT ABOUT SOMETHING?  ❤

The tension is growing tremendously in this house.  Josh is utter hatred of me, Isaac’s trying to get me to a funny-farm, it’s getting very hard on my stomach thinking I may be  taken away again.

Will Isaac reed this?  Will Isaac reed?  Will Isaac?

—If you lock me up because of something some misogynist tells you then you WILL NOT BE HAPPY LIVING WITH YOURSELF.   I prepared that power of attorney giving Adam the right to lock me up to PROVE I was telling the truth (ABOUT THIS SAME DESTRUCTIVE DECEITFUL ISSUE) but I put your name first.  I can’t imagine he’d still have the document but it said, “In the case Isaac my beloved does not act”…then the atheist  (who seemed a whole lot smarter than Christians)  had a chance too:  “Adam de Angeli (I forget:  where do all those lower-case LETTERS GO?  ) may personally lock me up.”  (It’s recorded in my first book.)  When I was abducted January-past, I texted him about how I was being taken away to the psych ward where he KNEW I DID NOT BELONG…as the sheriff drove me to the prison.  Not a word.  Not a soul to speak for my veracity and my faith which seems weird to people who have none.  This is GONNA be good.  They ALL let me down and I never lied to a single man in my life.  Not a single one.  Never lied.  They have ALL lied to me.  That’s not such a big deal.  The big deals are men who lie and then pretend to be God Incarnate and require that others toe a lie they themselves can’t even discern.  This is GONNA BE GREAT!!!  I hope I can survive until I get to be  appointed to a really good job.  But I guess that really doesn’t matter a  bit!

 

2:34 pm

Sad news from Belgium.

my mother died 2014 and nobody informed me

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ANDREA LAROCHE

Apr 24 (3 days ago)

to me
Pink Peony
God i ask you to clean my mother of the set happenings she did about her self .
Amen.
Pink Peony
Paperless Post Yahoo Mail Stationery

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

Apr 24 (3 days ago)

to ANDREA
Oh, how awful that you didn’t know.  I’m sorry you had to find out like that.  I don’t know how to pray very much anymore.  I’m having a hard time believing he loves us. I’m praying for him to bless and comfort you anyway.  Love, love, love to you.

ANDREA LAROCHE

Apr 25 (2 days ago)

to me
Thank you , Linda .
Sometimes it can happen to have hard time believing he loves us …
The death from my mother is dark and i am hard working on it , to find more answers and proofs for  justice .
In Love ,
Laroche

From: Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>
To: ANDREA LAROCHE <laroche.andrea@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, April 24, 2016 1:40 PM
Subject: Re: my mother died 2014 and nobody informed me

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

2:11 PM (23 minutes ago)

to ANDREA

My sons are trying to send me away again.  They want a New Age place with monkeys and a good exchange rate for USD.  They want it cheap so I can stay a long time.  They want me to stop demanding truth.  They refuse to KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR FAMILY and they’re more comfortable letting me carry the questions.  I can’t blame them but it IS WRONG THAT I AM PUNISHED when I’m also the only one willing to investigate.  ELECTRONIC RAPE IS REAL AND I RECORDED IT AND THIS COULD BE GOOD…if I had a partner or a friend or at least another  soul who knows my truth.  Or just a couple hundred dollars.  With just a couple hundred dollars I could speak to a well- knowledgable preacher-lady and a couple others.  I don’t need money to eat; I don’t need to eat.  I don’t need money to sleep except the cops give you shit if they find you sleeping in your car.  I don’t even require tobacco anymore.  I NEED A CHRISTIAN FRIEND TO HELP ME SORT THIS OUT AND DESTROY THE NSA.  Even Melanie said it was the NSA mostly.  She’s gained weight; it looks good on her. Did she get her child back?  Or is she in love?  Same difference.  I just found out about the Warsaw meeting.  I’d pay more attention to conferences  if I had any money.  I am starting a job as a cook, so maybe I can get to Europe soon.  Being away from you is just wrong.  So much love and if you can keep believing in Jesus then I’m gonna try too.  (I’ve asked Him a zillion times to not let me fall away.  Prayer is very different when electronic thoughts compete with our own.  Good thing Jesus listens to our SPIRIT. Do you pray in tongues?  We didn’t have nearly enough time together.  That’s always been the case with those I love best.   Love.

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

2:14 PM (20 minutes ago)

to ANDREA
I’ve had lots of people die and my family didn’t tell me.  Not Mom yet.  That would be so very hard.

Prerequisite No prior knowledge of Swedish is required. Course Objective This course puts emphasis on everyday Swedish and is designed with the absolute beginner in mind. The main objective of the …

Source: Swedish Level I

-4/27/16

12:50 pm

Psalm 124

Blessed be the Lord, who hath not given us as a prey to their teeth.

Our soul is escaped as a bird out of the snare of the fowlers: the snare is broken, and we are escaped.

Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth.

Paranoid Schizophrenia, Tool of the Red Terror, Makes a Comeback in Authoritarian USA & Other Western “Democracies”

“Innocent people forcefully incarcerated.  Lives destroyed by psychiatric medications.”

In an age when psychiatry itself, the entire field of psychiatry, is being increasingly debunked as valid science and seen rather to be what it was historically set up by 19th and 20th century olde-worlde, patriarchical European and American eugenicists, racists, and social-control obsessives to be, a fraudulent State-supported and pharmaceutical-company-propped-up tool of social control, it’s useful to remind ourselves that–all through the last 2 centuries– it has been especially used as a tool by totalitarian governments and authoritarian groups–the Nazis, the KGB, the US secret agencies among them, to crush dissent, destroy truth, and silence credible witness.

Age of Fear: Psychiatry’s Reign of Terror

See more at:   

 

Today–in an atmosphere of increased Government surveillance and control worldwide, covert Intelligence agency action against citizens worldwide, and acknowledged US Military/Air Force/Special Ops testing and training of Electronic Warfare Directed-Energy weapons on humans–this is exactly what is being done to “Targeted Individuals.”

In secret, classified-research programs (classified in the name of “national security,“) deadly neuroweapons are being trained on civilians, military personnel, civically-engaged citizens, activists, writers, whistleblowers–American citizens and others, both here in the US, and worldwide.

More videos with story at:

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/71966163/posts/415

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“THE REASON PEOPLE AWAKEN IS BECAUSE THEY HAVE FINALLY STOPPED AGREEING TO THINGS THAT INSULT THEIR SOUL.”  (Or so I’ve heard.)

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Psychiatry: The Marketing of Madness: Are We All Insane?

“I realized those drugs were destroying me…even when I was on them, I knew they were destroying me.”

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PSYCHOTROPIC DRUGS CAUSE:

700,000 serious adverse reactions a year

42,000 deaths

Mental illness displays NOT A SINGLE BIOLOGICAL MARKER so expensive medications don’t even need to kill bacteria or anything and the manufacturers make a THIRD OF A TRILLION DOLLARS A YEAR!  That’s a hell of a business model.

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4/17/16

9:44 am

Paranoid Schizophrenia, Tool of the Red Terror, Makes a Comeback in Authoritarian USA & Other Western “Democracies”

“Innocent people forcefully incarcerated.  Lives destroyed by psychiatric medications.”

In an age when psychiatry itself, the entire field of psychiatry, is being increasingly debunked as valid science and seen rather to be what it was historically set up by 19th and 20th century olde-worlde, patriarchical European and American eugenicists, racists, and social-control obsessives to be, a fraudulent State-supported and pharmaceutical-company-propped-up tool of social control, it’s useful to remind ourselves that–all through the last 2 centuries– it has been especially used as a tool by totalitarian governments and authoritarian groups–the Nazis, the KGB, the US secret agencies among them, to crush dissent, destroy truth, and silence credible witness.

Age of Fear: Psychiatry’s Reign of Terror

See more at:   

 

Today–in an atmosphere of increased Government surveillance and control worldwide, covert Intelligence agency action against citizens worldwide, and acknowledged US Military/Air Force/Special Ops testing and training of Electronic Warfare Directed-Energy weapons on humans–this is exactly what is being done to “Targeted Individuals.”

In secret, classified-research programs (classified in the name of “national security,“) deadly neuroweapons are being trained on civilians, military personnel, civically-engaged citizens, activists, writers, whistleblowers–American citizens and others, both here in the US, and worldwide.

More videos with story at:

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/71966163/posts/415

Vast majority of dogs hate being hugged and cuddling them causes stress: UBC study

8:48 am

–  Kind of nostalgic for my ex-family..these REMINDERS help fix that problem real fast:
The Narcissist sabotages everything and everyone because NOBODY can be better or do better than the NARCISSIST! It is a place where your dreams will die quickly and your self-esteem and self-worth die along with them.”
“They live in their own world made up of fantasy, lies, delusions, deceit, and they lack any and all morals. They have their own ‘fantasy reality’ that everyone that has any part of their life must accept or they will be deemed crazy, punished, and even destroyed.”
 “Acceptance and adoration must be given to the Narcissist CONSTANTLY, but absolutely none is given to you in return. In their world ABUSE is how they reward your love and you must accept the abuse because that is all you are worthy of.”
“Read more at:

https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2016/04/26/how-is-a-narcissist-able-to-walk-around-in-our-world-and-get-away-with-emotional-and-psychological-murder/

Psalm 124

Blessed be the Lord, who hath not given us as a prey to their teeth.

Our soul is escaped as a bird out of the snare of the fowlers: the snare is broken, and we are escaped.

Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth.

7:44 am

(The invitation is kind of late but I’m encouraged to know that Europe is continuing to address the largest threat we face… against human consciousness itself.)

The World Coalition Against Covert Harassment (WORLD CACH) and STOPZET – Stop Organized Electronic Tortures, the Polish association for victims of mind control, cordially invite you to a meeting with Mr. Magnus Olsson, president of WORLD CACH, and his coworkers from the US, Belgium and the UK. The meeting will be devoted to the threats and ethical dilemmas posed in modern society by the growing role of electronics and cybernetics in our lives. WORLD CACH is a non-profit organization aiming to draw the attention of the ruling politicians and the ones they rule, about the issue of secretive experiments using the latest technologies for remote control of the physiology and the human psyche, and proposing clear legal standards governing the use of these. The First Coalition Against Covert Harassment was formed as an alternative opinion-forming circles response for the crimes of illegal biochemical and military experiments committed against the citizens of the European Union community. Globally, WORLD CACH strives for an immediate and absolute ban on the production and use of all types of weapons that can be used to manipulate the behavior of human individuals and entire populations. It conducts information campaigns for the general public; thanks to a committee of advisers, which includes international professionals: doctors, lawyers, scientists, WORLD CACH develops expertise for various institutions and decision-makers, it also unites Targeted Individuals (TIs) who are the victims of the latest generation of neural weapons experiments. STOPZET Association connects people who have recognized in themselves, among their relatives and in their close surroundings, symptoms and physical phenomena indicating the use of remote electronic means against them. Everything indicates that many of our members have been permanently connected, via satellite, to brain-computer interfaces, and that we are guinea pigs in secret research programs conducted in our country and also abroad (Polish immigrants) by our scientists under the aegis of NATO and EU Special Services. The common creed of our two organizations is the equality of all people and the integrity of our right to privacy and dignity. With full determination, we oppose any abuse in this area. We stand by the side of the victims and, above all, we try to prevent the implementation of the
trans-humanism agenda and plans on robotisation of the human race. Mr. Magnus Olsson is the most recognizable TI in the world, the founder and icon of the whole civil movement fighting against total mind control. On April 23rd during the second Conference of the Project Earth in Warsaw, Magnus Olsson will conduct a lecture about electronic surveillance and harassment of individuals, who are tracked using sophisticated technology. The meeting with Magnus Olsson, Polish TIs and TIs from other countries will take place:
April 23rd, 2016 (Saturday), 8 pm – 9.30 pm Warsaw, Dom Literatury, 87/89 Krakowskie Przedmieście Street Free entrance

4/26/16

7:38 pm

Funny moment; I just imagined that a person might disrespect Prince.  Then I imagined what that person might be like.  I never even called myself a fan because I knew darn wall I didn’t have what it takes.  I do now.  He was even very gentlemanly; I love when they questioned him about Beyonce.  He didn’t gush, obviously, and he didn’t bite at the provocative question dangled by the interviewer.  He said he was most interested in her musicality and her musicalness and he showed her some chords on the piano.  There’s a lot of information right there.

7:32 pm

The Prince clips are amazing.  Everybody is covering ‘Purple Rain’ and then some slob in his basement tells us whether the musician was singing in respect of Prince, or if h/she was making fun of him.  There is SO MUCH SPECULATION since Prince emergency-landed and died in his elevator and his sister dyed her hair purple and all that.  I’d bet big money something atrocious is happening that we’re not supposed to see.  I mean, if I had big money.  I could think of a few places to start looking.  And how come we didn’t see all this with David Bowie?  Was he less influential?  (I’d vote yes but really, it’s a toss-up.)  Is he still alive and did he get cloned?  His album was called LAZARUS?  Prince tweeted (or instagrammed or whatever): “just when u thought u were safe.”  What does that mean do you suppose?
Seriously, even if we miss God’s will and dislocate our destiny ENTIRELY, we can’t.  If we desire in our hearts to get to know Him and to do all the wonderful things He meant for us to do, then we won already.  Fulfillment of these urges is not our business.  He gives us the desires of our hearts.  He GIVES US THE DESIRES.  Then he fulfills those desires in our hear that he put there anyway.  How could any among us even question that we are in the perfect position at the perfect time doing the perfect things?  By silliness.  We can’t possibly be stupid.   It’s gotta be just a light-hearted faith.

6:41 pm

It sure would be nice if some kindly whistleblower called my sons or even my dad but he’d pretend you never called so  I suppose a letter would be best.  I wish this fine human would record a few tidbits I could not have known, absent veracity of my historical claims…or even something I predicted that later came true.  That doesn’t really help much though.  My SONS AND EX-HUSBAND HAVE SEEN ME MAKE ACCURATE PREDICTIONS FOR DECADES. I wonder if SUDDENLY, I got stupid?   (No denial, that IS a possibility.)  This is gonna be a good story when I finally know all the parts.

6:23 pm

–I heard Isaac on the phone today talking to some woman about putting me in the funny farm. Josh won’t speak to me and just stares into my eyes when I ask a question.  They want me gone entirely.   I think I have a right to stay but it keeps me pretty upset knowing how bitter Josh is.  Did we waste three years getting to know one another?  I thought he liked me now.  Not enough to forgive.  The ONLY PROBLEM I HAVE is that I believe and REMEMBER and RESEARCHED and WILL NOT RECANT EXPERIENCES they don’t want me to talk about. (That in itself should provide some indication how TERRIBLE IT WAS around here.).  Sure wish I could TALK TO SOMEBODY A BOUT IT; I’m not very calm.  One day people will PAY me to tell what I know.  Then my sons will be proud of me and they will confront my lying father.  They liked supper.  I do a whole lot of things well  for a CRAZY PERSON.  My sons are nuts and they follow their grandpa’s plans to a t.  When they figure that out I wouldn’t wanna be him.    I’ve never been a threat to myself or anybody else and they know it.  I just make them UNCOMFORTABLE because I WON’T STOP TRYING TO ALLEVIATE torture of US CITIZENS.   One day they will know that. I will like that too, because then I will be “utterly completely vindicated.” –
WHAT IF I’M RIGHT ABOUT COVERT ELECTRONIC HARASSMENT AND INVOLUNTARY EXPERIMENTATION?  WHAT IF I LET MY NON-BELIEVING SONS BULLY ME INTO SILENCE?  WHO WILL SPEAK UP FOR HUMANITY AS WE  SINK INTO AI OBLIVION?   AT THAT POUINT, IT REALLY WOULDN’T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE SO  I think I’ll just  keep this record going no matter WHERE THEY WANNA LOCK ME UP.  They’ll thank me one day.  If I can survive their arrogant controlling bullshit.  I never hurt them on purpose; I WAS A VICTIM.  And I’m going to get well whether they like/permit it or not.  My healing requires TRUTH…not reiki or tarot cards or psychotropics or yoga or gestalt I NEED JESUS.  I need some miracles.  He’ll talk to me pretty soon.  It has been a REALLY long time this time but He always talks to me again.  Then I’ll know what to do.  He’s never late.

3:42 pm

You know, I don’t even care about that spelling error I left quoting Josh.  I’m not going to search for it.  Liberty.

3:31 pm

 Some things exist for which you just   MUST    NOT     BE    LATE.
Lower and slower  is good; I know that in principle.  I’m pretty much bottomed-out.  Fat, ugly, stupid, disliked, distrusted, no family, no  income, no privacy, my son’s mad at me and my parents have not spoken to me even once since they smirked as I was abducted and locked up.  I got nothing.  I can barely finish a sentence and praying is really difficult since I can’t remember the beginning of my sentences by the time I get to the end.  Is he even REAL?  There’s no way he could actually love me.  Nobody does.  I’m tolerated by very kind people.  (My folks don’t tolerate ANYBODY OR ANYTHING.)    I’m done.  I know my life is not about me, but also my life ISN’T EVEN A FRIGGING LIFE.  Jesus musta lied; do ya figure?  I’ll just stay in my room; they won’t be able to sell it on Air BNB if I’m here.  I’ll eat at night, when they’ve gone to sleep.  I’ll spend my welfare on treats they like; I don’t eat treats.  I don’t actually deserve them.  I have a right to be here and I’m going to exercise it.  Willfully ignorant people really don’t have any right to make HONEST RESEARCHERS FEEL LIKE PIECES OF SHIT.  Josh even,  has not that right.   I don’t give him a big of discomfort about the things he studies.  My sons are treating me WRONGLY and I know the didn’t get that bigotry from me or their dad.  Would it be demons?  Or synthetic telepathy.  Either way, we’re gonna see the influence neutralized.  I will watch my sons become a lot smarter in a short period of time.  Wouldn’t it be great if that happened to me too?
This is really good:  anybody who knows my dad or my mom should listen to this video then have a short conversation with them.  It’s pretty funny.  Their position is ALWAYS:  How can I use this sensitive information to my advantage?  Even with people they should naturally wish to assist!!!   You’ll see it if you watch.  My folks could fill an ENTIRE TEXTBOOK.

Narcissism Cold Focusing

Prince Went Public About The Secret NWO

Common Directed Energy Weapon Facades Perpetrated by Black Ops Sources:
-Demons
-Jinn
-Archons
-Interdimensional Beings
-Extraterrestrials
-Entity Attachments
-Shadow Beings
-Archangels
-Holy Spirit
-Lucifer
-Satan
-RA
-Jesus
-God/Allah/Yahweh
“Just think of the power of suggestion if you can impersonate Jesus or the Holy Spirit to a devout Christian. Or the potential of impersonating Satan to a Satanist. I can testify 100% truthfully that electronic telepathy technology can be used with extremely artistic and high quality telepathic sets. So sophisticated that any uninitiated person is ripe to be manipulated.”
(I GUESS WE SHOULD ALL BE ABOUT BECOMING “INITIATED” THEN.) 
MAYBE START HERE:

Black Project Tech: The Neurobody

“I’ve experienced …potent fear throughout my whole upper body many times.  I have learned the amount of fear energy possible with these methods is far beyond anything natural.”
(He describes many effects I recorded in my first book and in my journals.  Ever have an orgasm in your chest?  I’m not the only one AND  it’s VERY OBVIOUSLY NOT A NATURAL THING.   If anybody smart would just care about my records we could help a lot of people.)
11:43 am
The Judge underestimates Hillary. The word is that she has sent out a warning that if she is not made President, she will blow the whistle on all the dead bodies and how they got to be dead bodies, and bring down the whole government.
(Why doesn’t she do that anyway?  I’d even vote for her maybe.)

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wpOwZJq

The great cholesterol con finally unravels: Researchers find lowering cholesterol has NO EFFECT on risk of heart disease or death

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wqOjxLy

I have become pointless.  Occasionally in the past I have felt pointless, and even helpless, but now I feel entirely pointless.  I try to keep up with events of note; I ignore the election; I try to just be valuable, but unless these volumes of volumes are valuable…I’m not.  Josh is angry at me.  Isaac is leaving for Montreal day after tomorrow.  George keeps buying MORE AND MORE THINGS…but hey, it’s his money.  25 year serving him isn’t compensable and he even lost his house that was his because if WAS  MINE.  We’ve lost it all.  Isaac wants a family meeting.  Josh won’t talk to me and I’d prefer a ROOF-RAISING PRAYER MEETING.  Isaac says, “We can’t do that.  None of us has the same religion anymore.”
 I’m not sure I have faith at all.  I keep expressing the same affirmations…but I’ve been waiting for nearly 10 years to learn what might be my value, and my destiny.  I pray a lot; it’s redundant and I overuse the words “please” and “have mercy.”  No comment.  I actually thought He might love me and come to get me out of this MESS.  My life is NOT MY OWN and I GAVE IT TO HIM but it appears He doesn’t have a lot of use for it just yet.  Several times a day I feel I might explode.  I’ve been telling necessary Truth; I’ve been SCREAMING NECESSARY TRUTH and I am still isolated and nobody gives a shit.  I enjoyed believing Josh loved me but as it stands, he can be just as pissed for just as long as he wishes.  He’ll be very proud of me one day.   I believe in the Mandela effect.  I believe in human cloning too, and demons are aliens  and I believe I may be the last man standing when everybody else’s  “HEARTS FAIL THEM FOR FEAR AT WATCHING THE THINGS COMING ON THE EARTH”   (THAT’S BIBLE PROPHECY.)  (Google it.)
God says He’s never late.  I chuckle, and I hope he forgives me for disbelieving his words. At this house we could sure use some of His attention and it’s been a long time since we saw very much.  We used to see visions and dreams and spirits and now we can’t even see one another.  My family is very needy.  We need family and we need friends.  We need some opportunity and some confidence.  I thought Isaac had enough for all of us but it doesn’t look that way but  he’ll never give up though.  At least that makes one of us.  It’s hard to continue when nobody cares about you or about what you do…even if with the right ENCOURAGEMENT AND ASSISTANCE you could likely destroy the evil NSA.  Lots of suffering people could be relieved.  You just can’t do it alone.  Everybody else must just like things as they are. When these apathetic people  realize our actual situation we should see some fireworks.  And a lot of phone calls.  Some things exist for which you just   MUST    NOT     BE    LATE.
Lower and slower  is good; I know that in principle.  I’m pretty much bottomed-out.  Fat, ugly, stupid, disliked, distrusted, no family, no  income, no privacy, my son’s mad at me and my parents have not spoken to me even once since they smirked as I was abducted and locked up.  I got nothing.  I can barely finish a sentence and praying is really difficult since I can’t remember the beginning of my sentences by the time I get to the end.  Is he even REAL?  There’s no way he could actually love me.  Nobody does.  I’m tolerated by very kind people.  (My folks don’t tolerate ANYBODY OR ANYTHING.)    I’m done.  I know my life is not about me, but also my life ISN’T EVEN A FRIGGING LIFE.  Jesus musta lied; do ya figure?  I’ll just stay in my room; they won’t be able to sell it on Air BNB if I’m here.  I’ll eat at night, when they’ve gone to sleep.  I’ll spend my food-stamps on treats they like; I don’t eat treats.  I don’t actually deserve dainties but  I have a right to be here and I’m going to exercise it.  Willfully ignorant people really don’t have any right to make HONEST RESEARCHERS FEEL LIKE PIECES OF SHIT.  Josh doesn’t have that right even;  he has not that right.   I don’t give him a bit of discomfort about the things he studies but he’d like to write my curriculum and check my work.  I’ve allowed this attitude to develop because my sons are smart and my father’s gang-stalking made me question my own (actually, very decent…) mind.   My sons are judging me without reviewing evidence and they are treating me WRONGLY and I know they didn’t get that bigotry from me or their dad.  Would it be demons?  Or synthetic telepathy.  Either way, we’re gonna see the hurtful nfluence neutralized.  Do they actually wish I should feel stupider or badder about myself?  That would help how?
Do they think I could desire more heartily to do them well every single day?  They’ve believed BULLSHIT but  I will watch my sons become a lot smarter in a short period of time.  Wouldn’t it be great if that happened to me too?
-The Baptists are fried.  How can they continually ignore people pleading for help and claim to be like Jesus?  You don’t gotta be a phi beta kappa to figure that one..  Hell, you don’t even have to be a CHRISTIAN.   (Good thing.  Baptists don’t believe in education very much.)

2:12 pm

 

Prince Went Public About The Secret NWO

Common Directed Energy Weapon Facades Perpetrated by Black Ops Sources:
-Demons
-Jinn
-Archons
-Interdimensional Beings
-Extraterrestrials
-Entity Attachments
-Shadow Beings
-Archangels
-Holy Spirit
-Lucifer
-Satan
-RA
-Jesus
-God/Allah/Yahweh
“Just think of the power of suggestion if you can impersonate Jesus or the Holy Spirit to a devout Christian. Or the potential of impersonating Satan to a Satanist. I can testify 100% truthfully that electronic telepathy technology can be used with extremely artistic and high quality telepathic sets. So sophisticated that any uninitiated person is ripe to be manipulated.”
(I GUESS WE SHOULD ALL BE ABOUT BECOMING “INITIATED” THEN.) 
MAYBE START HERE:

Black Project Tech: The Neurobody

“I’ve experienced …potent fear throughout my whole upper body many times.  I have learned the amount of fear energy possible with these methods is far beyond anything natural.”
(He describes many effects I recorded in my first book and in my journals.  Ever have an orgasm in your chest?  I’m not the only one AND  it’s VERY OBVIOUSLY NOT A NATURAL THING.   If anybody smart would just care about my records we could help a lot of people.)
11:43 am
The Judge underestimates Hillary. The word is that she has sent out a warning that if she is not made President, she will blow the whistle on all the dead bodies and how they got to be dead bodies, and bring down the whole government.
(Why doesn’t she do that anyway?  I’d even vote for her maybe.)

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wpOwZJq

The great cholesterol con finally unravels: Researchers find lowering cholesterol has NO EFFECT on risk of heart disease or death

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46wqOjxLy

I have become pointless.  Occasionally in the past I have felt pointless, and even helpless, but now I feel entirely pointless.  I try to keep up with events of note; I ignore the election; I try to just be valuable, but unless these volumes of volumes are valuable…I’m not.  Josh is angry at me.  Isaac is leaving for Montreal day after tomorrow.  George keeps buying MORE AND MORE THINGS…but hey, it’s his money.  25 year serving him isn’t compensable and he even lost his house that was his because if WAS  MINE.  We’ve lost it all.  Isaac wants a family meeting.  Josh won’t talk to me and I’d prefer a ROOF-RAISING PRAYER MEETING.  Isaac says, “We can’t do that.  None of us has the same religion anymore.”
 I’m not sure I have faith at all.  I keep expressing the same affirmations…but I’ve been waiting for nearly 10 years to learn what might be my value, and my destiny.  I pray a lot; it’s redundant and I overuse the words “please” and “have mercy.”  No comment.  I actually thought He might love me and come to get me out of this MESS.  My life is NOT MY OWN and I GAVE IT TO HIM but it appears He doesn’t have a lot of use for it just yet.  Several times a day I feel I might explode.  I’ve been telling necessarily Truth; I’ve been SCREAMING NECESSARY TRUTH and I am still isolated and nobody gives a shit.  I enjoyed believing Josh loved me but as it stands, he can be just as pissed for just as long as he wishes.  He’ll be very proud of me one day.   I believe in the Mandela effect.  I believe in human cloning too, and demons are aliens  and I believe I may be the last man standing when everybody else’s  “HEARTS FAIL THEM FOR FEAR AT WATCHING THE THINGS COMING ON THE EARTH”   (THAT’S BIBLE PROPHECY.)  (Google it.)
God says He’s never late.  I chuckle, because at this house we could sure use some of His attention and it’s been a long time since we saw very much.  We used to see visions and dreams and spirits and now we can’t even see one another.  My family is very needy.  We need family and we need friends.  We need some opportunity and some confidence.  I thought Isaac had enough for all of us but it doesn’t look that way but  he’ll never give up though.  At least that makes one of us.  It’s hard to continue when nobody cares about you or about what you do…even if with the right ENCOURAGEMENT AND ASSISTANCE you could likely destroy the evil NSA.  Lots of suffering people could be relieved.  You just can’t do it alone.  Everybody else must just like things as they are. When these apathetic people  realize our actual situation we should see some fireworks.  And a lot of phone calls.  Some events happen  for which you just   MUST    NOT     BE    LATE.

4/25/16

4:34 pm

4:28 pm

Malignant Narcissism and Gang-Stalking & Their Efforts to Drive You Insane

-“You’re not losing your mind…you’ve been narcissized.”

4/25/16

2:18 pm

Targeted Individuals – You Are Not Alone

12:08 pm

I couldn’t ever really understand what [Roosevelt?] meant when he said, “We have nothing to fear but fear itself.”  Now I could teach a seminar, and I plan to. I’m not afraid of very much anymore, but induced-artificial-emotive-sensations are so spontaneous and so painful that I truly do live in fear of them. It’s been that way for seven years and I’ve been all alone except Holy Ghost.  Fear is not right, so I know God will fix me pretty soon. Otherwise I wouldn’t be able to help people who will come looking for me.  Any day now I’m expecting a big story to break, like cloning centers or psychic surgery from space.  Such a big story, so insurmountably true will change my status.  I can’t wait.  I’ll even have friends!  And maybe more than a hundred dollars a week!  This is gonna be good.  (Except the part where men’s “hearts fail them for fear.”  It’s in the Bible.)

10:1o am

PRAYER for TRUTH – FOR SURVIVORS of SRA, MK ULTRA, and DID

4/24/16

5:50 pm

Hey, my sons.  I don’t even know what to say!  You may manifest magnificent.  You may also go to Hell.  906-586-4629.  Or something like that.  It’s not really an issue for me.

3:55 pm

George Green & Donald Marshall Say The Same Thing

This is really sweet.  David Icke’s elegy of Prince.  Icke doesn’t even like music but he sure pays attention.
MY SONS SAID THEY WOULD BE WILLING TO LOCK ME UP AGAIN IF I DON’T OBEY THEM.  ANYBODY ELSE THINK THIS IS PROBLEMATIC?  I DON’T WANT MY DAD TO DIE BUT AFTER ALL HE DID, IF HE DOESN’T, THEN GOD IS MORE KIND THAN I EVER EXPECTED.
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW IT FEELS TO GO TO SLEEP IN A HOUSE WHERE YOU HAVE LIVED [OFF AND ON] SINCE 1964…AND WONDER IF YOUR SLEEP WILL BE DISRUPTED BY SOME COPS WHO ARE GOING TO DRAG YOU AWAY?
MY SONS DO NOT KNOW THIS SENSATION.  THEY TAUGHT ME ALL ABOUT IT THOUGH.  I FORGIVE THEM.  I HOPE THAT WHEN THE TIME COMES THEY WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE THEMSELVES.  GEORGE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND SO HE’S ENTIRELY OFF THE HOOK.  
HOW CAN I GET WELL?  RECOVERY REQUIRES THAT SOMEBODY TRUST ME.  I AIN’T GOT ANY SUCH SOMEBODY.  YET, YET AND EVEN SO, I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND I’LL CONTINUE FIGHTING AGAINST DIRECTED-ENERGY-WEAPONS UNTIL I NO LONGER CAN.  THAT WILL BE A LONG WHILE BECAUSE ACTUALLY, I’M REALLY DURABLE.  I JUST REALLY REALLY HATE THAT MY SONS BELIEVE LIES.  I’M COMING AGAINST THAT NEXT.
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER STOP DEMANDING TRUTH EVEN IF MY SONS LOCK ME UP AGAIN OR EVEN IF THEY KILL ME.  (I SUPPOSE KILLING ME WOULD ACTUALLY STOP ME THOUGH, RIGHT?) (OTHERWISE, THEIR MAMA IS THE INSURMOUNTABLE FORCE.  THEIR DAD DOES JUMPING JACKS BUT THEIR MOM IS GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD.  I HOPE THEY DON’T TRY TO STOP ME.  I LOVE THEM AND IT WOULD HURT TO WATCH THEIR UNNECESSARY DEMISE.  “TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE.”  YOU DON’T LIKE THE FORMULA, SONS OF MY FLESH?  NICE KNOWING YOU.
Fighting should not happen in families.  Dad missed the memo and we’ve all paid the price.

I am thoroughly chastised by my sons…and I have no assurance of a place to live.  

If somebody would tell the truth, I would have a home… and even a family.

I’ve tried just about everything I can think of.

I’d like to die very much.  I’d like very much to die.  EXCEPT these boys would think I did it to make a point!!!  In reality, I’d just like to get away from people who DO NOT TRUST ME.  Dad ruined my family.  He knows it.  He’s gonna rot if he doesn’t fix this.  Amen. “Lord, please forgive me for thinking it will be a good thing when my dad finally faces the consequences of his EVIL DOINGS.  Amen.”

WAIT!!!  I believe that YOU THINK IT GOOD TOO!  Justice is good.  Look out, Dad.

 

3:48 pm

I KNOW what happened to me and I will NEVER STOP SEEKING THE PERPS.  My boys might kick me out of the house and force me to sleep in the car.  “TOUGH SHIT, GUYS.  I love truth more than y’all.”  My dad might take away the car.  I might have no shoes or food or wifi.  TOUGH SHIT.  I WILL KNOW THE TRUTH AND MY DAD IS GONNA KNOW IT TOO.  (Wait.  He ALREADY DOES.  He’s GONNA ADMIT IT.)

2:52 pm

1:54 PM

I love my sons.  I don’t love them even close to the amount I love TRUTH.  They can deal with this as they wish.

George Green & Donald Marshall Say The Same Thing

This is really sweet.  David Icke’s elegy of Prince.  Icke doesn’t even like music but he sure pays attention.
MY SONS SAID THEY WOULD BE WILLING TO LOCK ME UP AGAIN IF I DON’T OBEY THEM.  ANYBODY ELSE THINK THIS IS PROBLEMATIC?  I DON’T WANT MY DAD TO DIE BUT AFTER ALL HE DID, IF HE DOESN’T, THEN GOD IS MORE KIND THAN I EVER EXPECTED.
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW IT FEELS TO GO TO SLEEP IN A HOUSE WHERE YOU HAVE LIVED [OFF AND ON] SINCE 1964…AND WONDER IF YOUR SLEEP WILL BE DISRUPTED BY SOME COPS WHO ARE GOING TO DRAG YOU AWAY?
MY SONS DO NOT KNOW THIS SENSATION.  THEY TAUGHT ME ALL ABOUT IT THOUGH.  I FORGIVE THEM.  I HOPE THAT WHEN THE TIME COMES THEY WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE THEMSELVES.  GEORGE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND SO HE’S ENTIRELY OFF THE HOOK.  
HOW CAN I GET WELL?  RECOVERY REQUIRES THAT SOMEBODY TRUST ME.  I AIN’T GOT ANY SUCH SOMEBODY.  YET, YET AND EVEN SO, I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND I’LL CONTINUE FIGHTING AGAINST DIRECTED-ENERGY-WEAPONS UNTIL I NO LONGER CAN.  THAT WILL BE A LONG WHILE BECAUSE ACTUALLY, I’M REALLY DURABLE.  I JUST REALLY REALLY HATE THAT MY SONS BELIEVE LIES.  I’M COMING AGAINST THAT NEXT.
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER STOP DEMANDING TRUTH EVEN IF MY SONS LOCK ME UP AGAIN OR EVEN IF THEY KILL ME.  (I SUPPOSE KILLING ME WOULD ACTUALLY STOP ME THOUGH, RIGHT?) (OTHERWISE, THEIR MAMA IS THE INSURMOUNTABLE FORCE.  THEIR DAD DOES JUMPING JACKS BUT THEIR MOM IS GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD.  I HOPE THEY DON’T TRY TO STOP ME.  I LOVE THEM AND IT WOULD HURT TO WATCH THEIR UNNECESSARY DEMISE.  “TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE.”  YOU DON’T LIKE THE FORMULA, SONS OF MY FLESH?  NICE KNOWING YOU.

11:33 am

Revelation 18King James Version (KJV)

18 And after these things I saw another angel come down from heaven, having great power; and the earth was lightened with his glory.

And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.

For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.

And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.

For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.

Reward her even as she rewarded you, and double unto her double according to her works: in the cup which she hath filled fill to her double.

How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow.

Therefore shall her plagues come in one day, death, and mourning, and famine; and she shall be utterly burned with fire: for strong is the Lord God who judgeth her.

And the kings of the earth, who have committed fornication and lived deliciously with her, shall bewail her, and lament for her, when they shall see the smoke of her burning,

10 Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come.

11 And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more:

12 The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble,

13 And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots,

 

and slaves, and souls of men.

 

14 And the fruits that thy soul lusted after are departed from thee, and all things which were dainty and goodly are departed from thee, and thou shalt find them no more at all.

15 The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing,

16 And saying, Alas, alas that great city, that was clothed in fine linen, and purple, and scarlet, and decked with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!

17 For in one hour so great riches is come to nought. And every shipmaster, and all the company in ships, and sailors, and as many as trade by sea, stood afar off,

18 And cried when they saw the smoke of her burning, saying, What city is like unto this great city!

19 And they cast dust on their heads, and cried, weeping and wailing, saying, Alas, alas that great city, wherein were made rich all that had ships in the sea by reason of her costliness! for in one hour is she made desolate.

20 Rejoice over her, thou heaven, and ye holy apostles and prophets; for God hath avenged you on her.

21 And a mighty angel took up a stone like a great millstone, and cast it into the sea, saying, Thus with violence shall that great city Babylon be thrown down, and shall be found no more at all.

22 And the voice of harpers, and musicians, and of pipers, and trumpeters, shall be heard no more at all in thee; and no craftsman, of whatsoever craft he be, shall be found any more in thee; and the sound of a millstone shall be heard no more at all in thee;

23 And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.

24 And in her was found the blood of prophets, and of saints, and of all that were slain upon the earth.

10:58 am

A Tribute to Prince from the cast of The Color Purple | THE COLOR PURPLE on Broadway

10:12 am

 I HAVE AN ABSOLUTE RIGHT TO RESENT HAVING BEEN RAPED.  I HAVE A RIGHT TO SEEK TRUTH

I have restrained myself as much as I could.  I really didn’t want to hurt my sons’ feelings or their father’s but I can’t imagine what they might be.  I AM ENGAGED.  This AIN’T GONNA STOP UNTIL EVERY DEW-TORMENTED PERSON IS BREATHING FREELY AND EATING WELL.  SELAH.

9:14 am

I wanted to be a preacher since I was little. Look at me now.   They wouldn’t even let me through the church-door.  Oh, wait.  They didn’t anyway.

 

 

 

8:57 am

Wow.  It’s been years and Isaac just noticed I say ‘excuse me’ when I burp near the computer.  I used to ask people a question as I tried to ascertain their spiritual depth:  If you’re praying and you burp, do you excuse yourself?  (If the answer is ‘no’ then they SURE AREN’T TALKING TO ANYBODY.  How could you NOT ASK EXCUSE OF GOD ALMIGHTY?)  When one is CYBER-STALKED the niceties continue.  I mean, they do for NICE PEOPLE.

8:45 am

—–
Vladimir Putin called George Soros a “sly dragon” and challenged him to war.  People are saying that Putin is spilling the beans on the reptilians.  He said, I think it was 95 percent but I have difficulty remembering numbers; he said:  “95 percent of the ruling class aren’t even human.”  That assertion is no surprise to literate folk of course, but the source is very interesting.  He also said (purportedly…) that he is not a reptilian (and I’ve never seen a Youtube of his eyes with the pupils TURNING INTO SLITS) but man alive, who can we trust?  I actually trust the Russians more than my own countryfellows and I am being CONTINUALLY INSTRUCTED that my white life doesn’t matter, so why should anybody bother telling me the truth?   There’s no way an ex-KGB long-term boss of a really large nuclear-weapon-defended chunk of society is likely to speak more honestly than those dandied white men whose claims to legitimacy rest on PROVEN HACKED VOTING-MACHINES AND INCREASINGLY HACKED VOTER-ROSTERS.  I do not think he is an angel but I trust Putin more than any politician in America.  Isn’t that sad?
—–
I am  considering whether God does not love me or rather if He might be powerless.  My life demonstrates one or the other,  I think.  I’d really love to have a surprise and a friend.  I don’t have any trouble believing in God’s power.  I have seen such miracles and I’m still reading and working without glasses and I’m grateful.  Raising the dead is not a big deal and I know He can do it any time He wants.  But would He ever do it for me?  Nobody else ever would…why should He?  My existence pisses people off and I want some loving relationships.  My demand for Truth makes loving relationships unlikely.  I wish He’d take me home and explain all this and forgive me for choosing death.  I believe that life is a gift from Him.  Nobody ever gets you what you want.  Not a problem really, though, since nobody gives me gifts very much anymore.
—-
“I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone.” Robin Williams
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/r/robinwilli650958.html
“Thank you God, that I am not Paul Hellyer, former defense minister of Canada.   You gave him a doozy of a story.  My puny ELECTRONIC RAPES and mind control are NOT a big deal compared to what he’s had to deal with and lots more people call him nuts.  Please give him compensation for his years of work.  Give him peace and rest and thank you for his courage.  Does he know you?  He’s gotta realize he’s been given an incredible responsibility.  Bless him and thank you.  Amen.”

4/23/16

7:35 pm

The doctors always ask, “do you ever think of hurting yourself or others.”  I’ve always said no, and that’s true.  My answer would be different if I were asked:  “Do you ever think being dead would be better than living your life?”  OH, YEAH.  Would they give me better drugs if I pointed out the difference?

“Lord, I am VERY TROUBLED but then I pick up a book or a magazine and I realize that without corrective lenses… I CAN READ!!!.   Thanks so much for my vision.  Thank you so much for loving me because I really think you do… even though I feel like a real shitty presentation.  I love you and I miss you.  Thank you so much for fixing so much.  Forgive me for wishing you to fix more.  Thank you that you will.  Make me smart and better please.  I love you and I can’t wait to hear from you again;  you ALWAYS show up again.  L.”

7:16 PM

I shouldn’t be punished because others are TOO CHICKEN to identify the real culprit…

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Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

7:11 PM (4 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, Isaac, Joshua, George
MY SONS AND THEIR FATHER BELIEVE I AM UNKIND TO SPEAK TRUTH.  I REQUIRE SAID TRUTH IN ORDER TO HEAL FROM SOME REALLY TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCES I SUFFERED.  TOUGH SHIT.  MY SONS DO NOT THINK I HAVE ANY RIGHT TO EXPECT TRUTH OR HEALING.
(I THINK THEY HAVE NOT MUCH RIGHT TO EXPRESS AN OPINION ON A MATTER THEY WILL NOT DISCUSS. )  THEY HATE WHAT I SAY AND THEY HATE WHAT I DO AND I OFTEN BELIEVE THEY HATE ME.  TOUGH SHIT.  I HATE LIES.   AND I HATE PSYCHOPATHS WAY MORE THAN THEY COULD EVER POSSIBLY HATE ME.  I THINK I CAN TOLERATE WHATEVER IT MAY  TAKE TO OBTAIN OPPORTUNITY TO TELL THE TRUTH TO MY WORLD.  OR,
ANYWAY,  A LOT OF PEOPLE WILL APOLOGIZE TO ME AND IT WON’T MAKE ME EVEN A LITTLE BIT HAPPY.  (I DON’T THINK I’LL BE HAPPY UNTIL I AM AROUND PEOPLE WHO DO NOT BELIEVE ME TO BE A LIAR!)
DEAR SONS,
YOU WANNA CALL ME WRONG?  THEN YOU MUST PROVE IT, BOYS.  YOU JUST PROVE IT.  OTHERWISE, STFU.
 I HAVE AN ABSOLUTE RIGHT TO RESENT HAVING BEEN RAPED.  I HAVE A RIGHT TO SEEK TRUTH ABOUT RAPE.
  I’M REALLY SORRY YOU’VE BEEN MISTAKEN BUT IT IS NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT MY FAULT.  WANNA LOCK ME UP AGAIN?  YOU SAID YOU WOULDN’T DO IT.  THEN I WAS THREATENED AGAIN.  I DON’T GIVE A SHIT.  AT LEAST IN THE PSYCH WARD I DON’T HAVE TO WASH YOUR CLOTHES AND YOUR DISHES AND HAUL YOUR GARBAGE.  GOOD DRUGS TOO.  YOU WANNA BE LIKE YOUR GRANDDAD?  THEN DON’T SAY I DIDN’T WARN YOU.  ❤
MY SONS WISH FOR ME TO HURT NO MORE.  THEY WANT THIS NO MORE THAN I DO, BUT THEY WANT IT FOR DIFFERENT REASONS.  THEY’D LIKE TO LIVE THEIR LIVES PEACEFULLY AND ACCORDING TO THEIR PREFERENCES.  IT’S A PITY THAT I MUST BE THE ONE TO TELL THEM THAT NOBODY GETS THAT EXCEPT PSYCHOPATHS.  IF THEY WANNA GO THAT ROUTE, THEY CERTAINLY HAVE SOME HERITAGE.  I HOPE THEY DECIDE THAT ABUSE IS MORE IMPORTANT, AND THAT AN ABUSE VICTIM IS AS VALUABLE AS ANY RICH GUY.  GEORGE JUST WANTS TO SHOP AND SHOP AND SHOP AND SHOP SO I AM NOT HURT THAT HE DOESN’T CARE ABOUT ME.  I GOT OVER THAT YEARS AGO WHEN HE BROKE MY HEART.   MY SONS SHOULD BE SOMEWHAT SMARTER AND MY HEART SHOULD BE SOMEWHAT TOUGHER.  OR JESUS COULD FIX OUR LIVES.  I GUESS WE’LL SEE.
 
-I have nobody.  My dad arranged that I have NO PERSON WHO LOVES ME.  He’s REALLY AMAZING at his craft.  He’ll go to Hell.
—–

3:31 pm

My sons want VERY BADLY to not believe that I suffered what I did.  That is a very great thing to know.  But.  I was REPEATEDLY RAPED AND TORTURED BY ELECTRONIC REMOTE-MEANS and there is just no way…not even to please my beloved sons…that I will EVER STOP SAYING WHAT I KNOW thereby perhaps alleviating some soul’s suffering.  I’ll try not to be disappointed that my sons don’t care.  I will continue even if they hate me.  This is my destiny and ultimately important to those affected.

2:34pm

Not much time left.  I can’t see how this can continue without somebody dying.  My folks don’t give a shit.  Hope they’d pay for a funeral though.

—-
Dear Adam,
Many years ago your presence in my life caused some difficulty.  You knew truth but you wouldn’t stand up for it.  WE’RE STILL GOING NUTS UP HERE AND A WORD OR TWO FROM THE GUY WHO STARTED OUR TROUBLES WOULD REALLY HELP… AND BE MUCH APPRECIATED.  Please tell my sons (and George if he’s even interested) WHAT YOU DID AND HOW THIS ALL CAME DOWN.  WE HAVE STRUGGLED FOR SEVEN YEARS AND IT’S PRETTY CLEAR that neither Trish nor my dad is ACTUALLY A CHRISTIAN because  after what they did, they said not a word.  Shame.  BUT YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO HELP US. Actually you also OWE ME.  Also, SOMEBODY is going to talk.  Somebody who stalked and smeared us IS GOING TO TALK.  Thank you.
—–Take 2
Fuck that.  I’ve tried being nice.  I’ve tried being honest.  I’ve tried being threatening (yea, right, as if I could…) and demanding.  For all these years you have refused to tell what you know.   (Also you’ve refused to return VALUABLE ITEMS BELONGING TO ME).  Tell the truth.  Please Adam, you know I’d never do a single bad thing to you, but when you started that mess my life turned upside down and I don’t want to live anymore.  I can see no way to improve any part of my life.  Please talk to my sons.  I don’t want to die but I have nothing left.  Please do this for me.  Thank you.  Amen.

2:10 pm

My sons are threatening to lock me up again if I will not stop talking about the ELECTRONIC TORTURE I EXPERIENCED.   Then I expressed my concern for other TI’s that our story could assist, and I heard, “I don’t know them…”  They threatened to leave, they threatened to kick me out (since this house belongs to them, thanks to my dad…) and they would rather not talk to me anymore.  I guess I can  deal with ANY OF THOSE OPTIONS.  I will seek and SPEAK TRUTH.  (I already know that it hurts sometimes to do so.)  I choose TRUTH over my sons’ good favor and even their good fortune.  EVERY TIME.  I don’t want them to lock me up again but I gotta tell you, that’s  a darn sight better option for a woman who wanted nothing so much as TRUTH-LOVING CHILDREN.  Tell me when to pack.  Call my dad so he doesn’t miss my departure.   I’m on welfare, like he wanted.  This time around would be more fun for him.  My prayers would be under my breath.

1:38 pm

U.S. SUICIDE RATE SOARS IN 21ST CENTURY – UP 80% FOR MIDDLE AGED WHITE WOMEN

Read more at:  blacklisted news.com

1:00 pm

(I’m thinking that if a crazy person could afford a really edgy editor…we could see some goodly amount of money.  Assuming of course that money still EXISTS.)

Dear God, Manspreading is in some-places… against the law.  It’s on its way to becoming illegal and then I suppose we’ll all have to be offended.  At this point however, I am of the belief that any man in the world is permitted to sit his body in any manner he chooses.  WTF?  The first guy on the airplane gets the armrest and we all know that’s true.  “Stupid people we are.  Please forgive me for being stupid.  Amen.”  “Please forgive me for having impure thoughts about Justin Trudeau.  Amen.”
I’m watching out the window again.  I haven’t perched on the deck for many months but now in my room I’m watching the cars as they go by the house.  I’m looking for my dad.  I am absolutely textbook.  I’m in love with a narcissist and I keep waiting for him to show up and love me.  I’ve been waiting my whole life for him to love me and the literature says he never will.  God says, “ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.”  I am in a bad situation.  Is it possible that my dad might care?  I keep watching out the window.  One day my prince will come.
How does one say good-bye to a man who kicked Kim Kardashian off the stage?  A rock-n-roll Jehovah’s Witness?  I didn’t actually know Prince but anybody from Minnesota shares a neighborhood-vibe.  He wrote ‘Nothing Compares 2 u.”  (I guess the economy of consonants might have given me a clue.)

12:02 pm

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:48 AM (14 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
11:45 am
If Jesus doesn’t show up pretty soon, I have no reason to live.  I disturb those I love, and I can’t meet any I don’t.  I need human love or I need to go home to Jesus.  I hope he sees it that way because I sure haven’t heard from him in a long time.  Those drugs really work.

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:59 AM (3 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
I have prayed non-stop for so many years that I might become a blessing for those who told me all the time I was ridiculous and evil.  It didn’t work.  I have disturbed every single person I ever cared about.  I would like to relieve the world from my presence.  It would hurt my feelings to be rid of it either.  There is NOT ENOUGH LOVE for me to find a wisp of kindness.  Take me out.  Scalar waves, how hard would it be?  I’ve put up with a whole lot of electronic abuse but I bet if they cranked it up really good they could kill me.  (Only since I suggest it though.  They KNOW that.)  I’ve been looking forward to this time in history.  I don’t wanna see it alone; that’s pointless.  Maybe there’s a clerking job in Heaven.  I could watch the apocalypse at the sports bar after work…and NOT ALONE.

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:59 AM (2 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
*’wouldn’t’ hurt my feelings to be rid of [the world]

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

12:01 PM (0 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
* I lied.  Nobody can kill me.  Tsk.

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:48 AM (1 minute ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Congress, George
11:45 am
If Jesus doesn’t show up pretty soon, I have no reason to live.  I disturb those I love, and I can’t meet any I don’t.  I need human love or I need to go home to Jesus.  I hope he sees it that way because I sure haven’t heard from him in a long time.  Those drugs really work.

10:52 am

Cloning. Is it real? Donald Marshall on Paranormal Central® March 6, 2016

(I pray for this man.  I think I met him.)

9:07

Thither pranceth youthful fantasies, some merely titillating, some of darker nature.  Ideas are foundational to activities and even commitments and even manifestation of reality, so ideas are dangerous to one’s 1) mental development, 2) spiritual development, 3) safety, both physical and spiritual, but even more importantly,  are 4) unwisely laid as the cornerstone of the Building-7  supporting one’s life.  I see examples of a minor-version of number 4 on a regular basis.  My only conversation is with very intelligent people.  They also REED a whole lot, and they don’t have many people to talk to either. It’s kind of a kick when you know about things and others want to talk about those things,  and it’s fun and it feels great and you really want to be heard.  I love it all.  The problem arises on a spiritual level:  Just because a person understands a concept… or even accepts a particular discipline…that don’t mean they’ve incorporated it.  Obviously.  BUT, it also does not mean that we even BELIEVE it.  A lot of smart people understand things, I suppose they all do.  The smartest people don’t always buy into everything they hear.  (So I’ve been told.)

9:06 am

NOTICE:

I won’t even blame my sloppy work on the goons.   I’m so drugged-out I couldn’t begin to accuse anybody but myself.  (Before, I KNEW exactly which keys I struck.)

It was weird at the hospital.  The junkies were there…receiving drugs to lick their  drug habits.

I was there FIGHTING AGAINST TAKING DRUGS.  We all left disappointed.

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8:29 am

“Dear president of whatever support group for Targeted Individuals I may locate:”
 –
“I wish to work for you.  Money is not an issue but if you’re the real deal, you would like it if I worked for you. (I’m not a big truster of people right off. That comes with the gaslighting, no?  I used to trust EVERYBODY.)   I don’t mind washing dishes and shuffling papers but also I have a story that should go on the road;  I think it offers some real value for our band of unhappy victims.  I’ve had some experience in public speaking and published a book about my experiences being tortured.  I am a Christian who assumed the V2K was spirits.  This confusion, and my obvious naviete  make my book extremely credible evidence.  My story is perfectly documented; additionally I wrote EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR TWO YEARS and notarized my books and sent them to a man I have not seen since 2009.  Documented.  (For a number of reasons.)  ANYWAY, my AFFIDAVIT and my testimony and the confirmation of several others should make a difference to somebody.  Isn’t it astonishing that no courts in the country are honest tribunals?   I’d love to talk to somebody.  I just spent 16 days in the psych ward on behalf of this issue.  I’m not afraid to speak the truth and despite incarceration and psychotropic meds…I’LL NEVER STOP.  It is historically SOP to lock up dissidents and call them crazy.  Yet nobody believes it happens.  Aren’t we an odd bunch?”
“BS-Psych/Business administration
JD- Cooley Law School (Does THAT NAME RING A BELL?  Lots of Michigan Targeted Individuals went to Cooley.)
I ran for Congress, wrote a book (on Amazon) homeschooled two smart sons.  I like dogs.  I’m a really good cook, I mean I’m really good when I’m concentrating.  Ron Paul endorsed my campaign but not a single person in my family believes what I experienced; I understand their refusal to investigate; the implications are unbearable.  But, I was tortured and electronically raped.  I KEPT GOOD RECORDS and I need a job. 906-586-4629″
2:20 pm
I was so utterly naive that I just walked right into the trap.  Seriously.  I just love people.  Maybe.  I know I was going to type something about the previous sentences but I am too over-medicated to remember what it might have been.  I am now a diagnosed psychotic and I am state-ordered to take medicines that make me stupider by the day, and lazier with each labored breath.  Seriously.  I don’t have a clue who they are but this time they just about got me.  They have not been sufficiently persuasive to make me hate them or curse them but I don’t pray for their security-clearanced-souls as much as I did.  I honestly thought one of the goons would have enough nerve to help me.  (And ALSO BE A HERO.  WTF?  I should get 200k a year.  I certainly care about my job more than you guys.    Also I care more about my legacy and destiny and my progeny.  Shit, I could write forever about what you KNOW ABOUT PEOPLE THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW NOTHING ABOUT AND YOU KNOW IT MORE THAN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW.  I am UTTERLY right about that one.)  (I recorded some of those perverted requests in my journals.  I recorded that I’d say, “GOD, you have GOT to be kidding.”  God would say, “Just go along with it.”  Now I could assume a number of reasons for the things I heard and their potential sources.  But I won’t have to assume anything.  I will be genuine!  Assumption of a persona is denial of the now…I wax New Age, ‘Dear God, may I PLEASE have somebody to talk to?” Assumption of a persona is the necessity of continual vigilance of things one cannot possibly know.  I mean, think about it.  Can I change… or even know… if I did… or even know if I knew WHAT ANYBODY THINkS OF ME?  YEAH!  STANDING OVATION.  We’re pitiful but not for long.
 The NSA Truthslayers will demonstrate what we may believe and what we must do.  Actually I’m kind of enjoying sitting in my bedroom all day every day drinking beers and BEGGING FOR MORE OF GOD and for Him to change me.  I’ve prayed that prayer nearly every day of my life.  Then I get pissed when He does.  Sheesh.  If I could just know who set me up…I could take him down.  I’m pretty sure that’s true.  Somebody should make me an offer.  This wouldn’t even be against the law!  He could call me ‘counselor’ and I could wear pretty shoes.  I know a couple MI politicians who SHOULD CALL ME.  If they don’t know who they are?  That’s not really my problem.
PS- Oh, yeah.  The only crooked politicians I know are white guys.  I know that’s not too much of a hint up here.
 She then launched into a bizarre speech about body implants and terrorism concerns littered with conspiracy theories, while insisting there is nothing wrong with her mind.

Toronto stabbing suspect sent for psychiatric assessment after lawyer says Bisesar ‘hearing voices’

(Wow.  She only got a three day evaluation.  I did 16 days and wasn’t even accused of a crime!)

Bisesar wanted the judge to know that she is a professional with three degrees who has worked on Bay Street. She graduated with an MBA from York University in 2007. She blamed her current situation on “some experiment” that “has been done wrong.” She told the court that someone has implanted “something physical” in her body.

“It can move small aspects of me and large aspects of me. It feels what I feel, it hears what I hear. It can put words in my mouth,” she said. “I have no mental health problem. I am innocent of the crime.”

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4/23/16
8:05 am
I just learned that the nefarious mind-control perps actually can CREATE an alter…(google it)…that is programmed to GET SAVED.  Every Christian alive today should become familiar with Satanic Ritual Abuse because it creates in people a series of varied personalities…and one does NOT KNOW WHAT THE OTHER ONE DOES and the REST OF US don’t know which one we’re talking to and neither does he/she.    What surprised me and “Dear God, do I always have to be surprised at these creatures?  Please surprise me with your goodness and let me be finished being shocked at their exploits.”   I don’t want to live this life waiting to be rescued.  I WANT TO RESCUE OTHERS.  I want to lead the charge against those who kill babies and ignore the elderly.  I want to watch the Luciferian control matrix dissolve into the
Isaac thinks I’m negative because I want people to know about the Luciferians.  I am actually very pleased that I will see what I will see as they are destroyed.  I’d love to share that feeling, but “how will they learn except they have a teacher?”  (Bible)

Urban Dictionary: vapuous

vapuous. The dreaded combo personality trait of being both vapid and vacuous. A person who is both extremely lifeless, and major league stupid.

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DECREASING population they’—–
“Please Lord, don’t forget me.  Don’t let me miss the apocalypse.  Please touch me again.  Please may I see your face.  Please may I have FAITH UNSINKABLE so I can look every apostate preacher right up their snooty elevated noses and love them to your feet?”  Nobody wants to know about those things, those TRUTH THINGS.  Not even Christians.  (“You TOLD us to be ‘established in present truth’.  WHY DO THEY EVEN GO TO CHURCH?”) They believe that Disneyland is real and if they go to church enough times they’ll get to live there.  Cue camera:  “Pastor Blowhard, you just retired with a pension and a party!  What are you gonna do now…?”  Disneyland.  Babies.  Heaven is ENORMOUS and a whole lot of people live way down in the holler.  They can maybe see the lights and smell the popcorn but the Emerald City is NOT their forever. FOREVER.  I have a different problem.  I want to live by Jesus more than anything, right in the same space, but right now I feel like He doesn’t even know my name.  After all these years of continual prayer it’s really hard to accept that I am still isolated from His people.  What else must I do?  I have worked on improving own heart every single day for years, I kept records. People said I was nasty and evil, so I tried to become different and it worked. Just not enough to have a friend or a mom or a dad or a sister or a brother.  And still, nothing new from Jesus.  How can I be a preacher if I don’t even believe myself?  (I guess they do it all the time.  A private jet might help them forget they’re frauds.)

NEPHILIM ARE HERE – Part Two: HYBRIDS

4/21/16

2:40 pm

I wonder if I could pass the bar exam again?  I’ve finally got enough  chutzpah to use the license with some  savvy.  George paid another woman’s mortgage instead of paying my bar dues.  We lost my license and we lost the house just the same and I lost my license but the boxes for FedEx keep showing up for him.  I don’t understand a lot of things.

2:37 pm

2:20 pm
I was so utterly naive that I just walked right into the trap.  Seriously.  I just love people.  Maybe.  I know I was going to type something about the previous sentences but I am too over-medicated to remember what it might have been.  I am now a diagnosed psychotic and I am state-ordered to take medicines that make me stupider by the day, and lazier with each labored breath.  Seriously.  I don’t have a clue who they are but this they time just about got me.  They have not been sufficiently persuasive to make me hate them or curse them,  but I don’t pray for their security-clearanced-souls as much as I did.  God loves them.  I honestly thought one of the goons would have enough nerve to help me.  (And ALSO BE A HERO.  WTF?  I should get 200k a year.  I certainly care about my job more than you guys.    Also I care more about my legacy and destiny and my progeny.  Shit, I could write forever about what you KNOW ABOUT PEOPLE THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW NOTHING ABOUT AND YOU KNOW IT MORE THAN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW.  I am UTTERLY right about that one.)  (I recorded some of those perverted requests in my journals.  I recorded that I’d say, “GOD, you have GOT to be kidding.”  God would say, “Just go along with it.”  Now I could assume a number of reasons for the things I heard and their potential sources.  But I won’t have to assume anything.  I will be genuine!  Assumption of a persona is denial of the now…I wax New Age, ‘Dear God, may I PLEASE have somebody to talk to?” Assumption of a persona is the necessity of continual vigilance of things one cannot possibly know.  I mean, think about it.  Can I change… or even know… if I did… or even know if I knew WHAT ANYBODY THINkS OF ME?  YEAH!  STANDING OVATION.  We’re pitiful but not for long.
 The NSA Truthslayers will demonstrate what we may believe and what we must do.  Actually I’m kind of enjoying sitting in my bedroom all day every day drinking beers and BEGGING FOR MORE OF GOD and for Him to change me.  I’ve prayed that prayer nearly every day of my life.  Then I get pissed when He does.  Sheesh.  If I could just know who set me up…I could take him down.  I’m pretty sure that’s true.  Somebody should make me an offer.  This wouldn’t even be against the law!  He could call me ‘counselor’ and I could wear pretty shoes.  I know a couple MI politicians who SHOULD CALL ME.  If they don’t know who they are?  That’s not really my problem.
PS- Oh, yeah.  The only crooked politicians I know are white guys.  I know that’s not too much of a hint, at least not around here.

1:55 pm

I’m never going to be content unless I’ve done everything I can to destroy the NSA and all directed energy weapons.  Except one unit which will be used to HELP PEOPLE by the angels whose job it is to  use it according to the Father’s will and to KEEP IT AWAY FROM PSYCHOPATHS.  We can put it in the Smithsonian as soon as REAL LIVE PEOPLE are skilled (and even WILLING) to HEAL ONE ANOTHER.  With the fancy neuro-machines they use…there is NO LEGITIMATE REASON that ANYBODY HAS TO BE DEAF OR BLIND OR EVEN DEPRESSED!   Oh yeah, there is one reason but it is a really SHITTY REASON:  PERVERTED PSYCHOPATH CONTROL-FREAKS not only want EVERY BIT OF POWER FOR THEMSELVES BUT…they also LOVE TO WATCH US SUFFER.  Man, could I tell you stories!  Looks like pretty soon I will.  They can’t kill anybody who cannot be killed.  Isn’t that a great truth?

Dear president of whatever support group for Targeted Individuals I may locate:
I wish to work for you.  Money is not an issue but if you’re the real deal, you would like it if I worked for you. (I’m not a big truster of people right off. That comes with the gaslighting, no?  I used to trust EVERYBODY.)   I don’t mind washing dishes and shuffling papers but also I have a story that should go on the road;  I think it offers some real value for our band of unhappy victims.  I’ve had some experience in public speaking and published a book about my experiences being tortured.  I am a Christian who assumed the V2K was spirits.  This confusion, and my obvious naviete  make my book extremely credible evidence.  My story is perfectly documented; additionally I wrote EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR TWO YEARS and notarized my books and sent them to a man I have not seen since 2009.  Documented.  (For a number of reasons.)  ANYWAY, my AFFIDAVIT and my testimony and the confirmation of several others should make a difference to somebody.  Isn’t it astonishing that no courts in the country are honest tribunals?   I’d love to talk to somebody.  I just spent 16 days in the psych ward on behalf of this issue.  I’m not afraid to speak the truth and despite incarceration and psychotropic meds…I’LL NEVER STOP.  It is historically SOP to lock up dissidents and call them crazy.  Yet nobody believes it happens.  Aren’t we an odd bunch?
BS-Psych/Business administration
JD- Cooley Law School (Does THAT NAME RING A BELL?  Lots of Michigan Targeted Individuals went to Cooley.)
I ran for Congress, wrote a book (on Amazon) homeschooled two smart sons.  I like dogs.  I’m a really good cook, I mean I’m really good when I’m concentrating.  Ron Paul endorsed my campaign but not a single person in my family believes what I experienced; I understand their refusal to investigate; the implications are unbearable.  But, I was tortured and electronically raped.  I KEPT GOOD RECORDS and I need a job. 906-586-4629

12:58 pm

_I had a doctor appointment today. I completed my court-appointed time of FORCED  PHARMACEUTICAL  TREATMENT and I told her that although I respect her,  and I appreciate that she has always treated me with respect, I do not plan to seek further mental- ‘health’  assistance.  (I did get some xanax.  I’m not STUPID.)  I told her if she would prefer not to see me, I would thank her for her pains and move along.  Apparently, I can stay.  She even gave me a prescription for hemorrhoid cream without an exam.  (I can’t actually BUY the prescription since it costs $90 but that was a nice gesture of good faith.)  She seemed forthright and I even signed the DRUG contract I had successfully avoided with my former doctor who was A REALLY BAD HYPOCRITE and gave me BIG painkillers every month for years just over the phone.  Man, when a woman like that gossips about you it is really surreal.  It’s like maybe she never learned the definition of words.  “First do no harm.”   “Don’t be doctoring  babies if you’ve ever killed one of your own.”    Basic things like that.

I am the real deal and I am extraordinarily consistent in my claims of doom impending for my race.  You guys DO NOT DARE TO CALL ME CRAZY.  You’re Nutsoes.  All of  you.

I have been tortured.  They do it a lot.  When it happens to somebody you actually GIVE A SHIT ABOUT…and you don’t know who to talk to…you may call me.  You could even come for a visit.

 I will be snide and sarcastic after you APOLOGIZE at the door; I’ll let you in and tell you things you’ll need to know.  UNLESS YOU DO NOT PLAN TO SURVIVE.   I will restrain myself from pointing out HOW MUCH TIME YOU WASTED when you HAD TO GET YOUR MIND IN LINE.  You ALL need me.  I am a TREMENDOUS commodity and my sons refuse to recognize my product-value.  They will.  If you haven’t already recorded my number somewhere, don’t panic.   If you don’t talk to me it’s no big deal because   you’re probably TOO STUPID TO MAKE IT THROUGH ANYWAY.

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(No.  I AM NOT SHITTING YOU.)

If you helped me sell books we could encourage people to LOOK INTO WHAT’S HAPPENING…and also I would whine less about being poor.   I am DESTITUTE and my ex  is getting frequent-flyer miles from FED EX.   Dad told him I was stupid and nuts.  Look at the place now.

L

How come my whiteness never protected me?

WATCH: SHAMED WHITES SURRENDER THEIR PRIVILEGE AT PORTLAND COMMUNITY COLLEGE FOR WHITE HISTORY MONTH

7:23 am

  • Telepathic Impersonation Technology testimony from a Targeted Individual (Black Ops)

  • “If you don’t hear about it first, there’s almost no defense you have.”

 

  • 4/20/16
  • 12:50 pm
  • Here’s how it happens, every time:  I am made to panic.  It has nothing to do with circumstances or my thoughts and it even happens when I’m asleep.  I’ll wake abruptly and  I am made to feel GUILTY and USELESS and hopeless.  (SEVEN YEARS.  I kept notes.)  Then my chest and forehead catch fire.  HOT burning fire.  I know of which I speak and I WON’T EVER STOP TALKING.  Somebody’s gotta end this.  
  • 12:10 pm
  • “In two hundred years we’ve gone from ‘I regret but I have one life to give for my country’ to ‘Fuck you!’?” — Dennis Hopper, Speed, 1994Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn!http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46ThUxF5h
  • 11:44 am
  • I wonder if my mom thinks this is a game.  I wonder if she thinks there cometh one more chance, should one bet wrongly.  I wonder many things about my mom.  She never believed the truth set before her.  She believed the claims of a psychopath instead.  She doesn’t believe him anymore.  That’s gonna make him really mad.  I’m praying for her protection.
  • 11:16 am
  • The psych ward is a real trip.  You have to pass some tests before they let you out.  I wonder if my sons can imagine how it feels to be (finally) shod and taken into the community to see if one is capable of behaving as a civilized being in public.  They did that to me.  They will not allow that I may be right.  This isn’t really a natural thing.  They saw a lot of REALLY WEIRD SHIT and they just want to forget it.  I wanna kill it.
  • 11:10 am
  • I’m really sorry I’m a hundred years old but it’s not really my fault.  I have been punished for Truth and Justice.  Speak now or forever hold your peace.  
  • 11:08 am
  • I suppose at some point I must talk about Adam.  Gag.  (Talking about, not him.)  I guess he looks normal to everybody else and some people don’t even like him.  I am astonished by that.  He was my ENEMY but he was shiny and glowy and I loved him immediately.  I could NOT DISLIKE ANYTHING ABOUT HIM.   I have been persnickety but I could not be annoyed around him.  It was peace.  We all want peace.  I have INTENTIONALLY STUDIED PEACE for a long time.  I have tussled with my mind and with my heart.  I’m learning that few people do that.  You don’t actually achieve peace by tussling.  God said Adam is very important and will be an evangelist and lead a million people to Jesus.  I guess we’ll see about that.  So far he won’t even assist a Christian sister bordering death.  We’ll see.

    10:53 am

  • I said that Adam should listen to me instead of being smart.  Sometimes this is really funny.   Also, kinda too true.

10:45 am

Dear Adam, exalted knight of the realm,  you know I was targeted by CREEPS and you could express that reality to my sons who NO LONGER BELIEVE I AM A COMPETENT HUMAN.

ALSO, Adam, YOU SET THIS UP WHEN YOU DECIDED TO DO YOUR SMEAR CAMPAIGN.  (Or were paid to do so or whatever.)

YOU HAVE EVIDENCE THAT COULD END MY SUFFERING.  Are you a man or an angel?    Or are you a chicken?

 

  • 4:20
“If I can stress anything as vital here, I must stress that the psychosis diagnosis of Targeted Individuals is the ace-in-the-hole for continued testing of technology on human subjects around the world legally.” –Renee Pittman M, (Chapter 11, Remote Brain Targeting)

10:38 am

LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE.  If not, you’ll wish you had.  It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.
 
Dear Slick,
 

Ever since you set me up and my dad set me up and Trish set me up and all that stuff, my life has been seriously sucky.  Seven years.  I could really use some help.  I’m certain that you long-ago recognized how/that we were targeted by some weird shit.  I’m so certain of that fact that I confess to some expectation of–SOME KIND OF PLAN.-

 

 

Biohackers are turning to the black market for BRAIN implants: Risky surgery could allow humans to become mind readers
This is according to Zoltan Istvan, leader of the Transhumanist Party
He knows 2 people who have been planning the procedure for 3 years
‘This is beginning of the hive mind, where everyone is interconnected’
Claims that in 5-10 years this type of technology will become widespread

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3550033/Biohackers-turning-black-market-BRAIN-implants-Risky-surgery-allow-humans-mind-readers.html#ixzz46OIUR2rz
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I’m trying very hard not to hate my dad. I loved him better than any woman ever did; he even told me so. He is an evil being and he destroyed what was a very unique church-family. “Lord, Please have mercy on that lying bastard. (It’s in the Bible, right?) Please change our hearts. Give us truth. Give me validation of SOME ANY KIND. I can’t do any thing with my sons believing I’m crazy! Please fix this family and demonstrate what you can do…and WHAT MY DAD DID DO. Please, Lord, I can’t live this way. It’s your life instead of mine but doesn’t it gotta not be dead? I love you. Please demonstrate that you love me? My sons are REALLY messed up. They do not believe WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. Please fix this. I’ve asked a zillion times. I don’t know how much I believe in you. My dad could tell the truth. Or Adam, or some other whistleblower. Please GIVE MY SONS TRUTH. Amen.”

Lights are left on in the house overnight, every night. I’ve washed every single dirty dish since I got out of the hospital at the end of January, except one day when Josh needed to see some cleanliness. I am SERIOUSLY TIRED of being called defective when my roommates indulge in RECREATIONAL SHOPPING (George) and leave dirty dishes all over (Isaac) and drop tea-trays for me to take care of (Josh). I will be just as crazy as you people wish. I’ll go to the psych ward forever… BUT PLEASE LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE. If not, you’ll wish you had. It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.

Adam, I give up waiting for you to be smart. Listen to me instead.  We have a story that could change the world and is very probably meant to do so.  I am fully prepared to invest EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE to fulfill my destiny, by way of destroying the NSA and all and any Directed Energy Weapon.  I won’t stop.  I won’t ever stop.  I won’t EVER EVER EVER stop…because I know what it feels like.  I need a whistleblower or I will have no assistance from my family.  Also, I will never be trusted and thereby I will be so very paranoid I might not change the world.  Slick, could you please explain to my men what happened to us?  I can show them dozens of similar stories but they will not hear me.  Thank you.  Are you a Christian?  Not that they’d care; they aren’t Christians.  Dad’s doing.  He’s gonna burn in hell and I’ve prayed so long for his soul.  He’s a psychopath.  You knew that, didn’t you?  I can’t wait to see the million Christians that show up when you’re sworn in.)

3:25 pm
LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE.  If not, you’ll wish you had.  It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.
 
Dear Slick,
 

Ever since you set me up and my dad set me up and Trish set me up and all that stuff, my life has been seriously sucky.  Seven years.  I could really use some help.  I’m certain that you long-ago recognized how/that we were targeted by some weird shit.  I’m so certain of that fact that I confess to some expectation of SMARTNESS ON YOUR PART.  Silly me. 

 

(AND QUIT MESSING WITH MY TYPING PLEASE)

…Biohackers are turning to the black market for BRAIN implants: Risky surgery could allow humans to become mind readers
This is according to Zoltan Istvan, leader of the Transhumanist Party
He knows 2 people who have been planning the procedure for 3 years
‘This is beginning of the hive mind, where everyone is interconnected’
Claims that in 5-10 years this type of technology will become widespread

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3550033/Biohackers-turning-black-market-BRAIN-implants-Risky-surgery-allow-humans-mind-readers.html#ixzz46OIUR2rz
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I’m trying very hard not to hate my dad. I loved him better than any woman ever did; he even told me so. He is an evil being and he destroyed what was a very unique church-family. “Lord, Please have mercy on that lying bastard. (bastard’s in the Bible, right?) Please change our hearts. Give us truth. Give me validation of SOME ANY KIND. I can’t do any thing with my sons believing I’m crazy! Please fix this family and demonstrate what you can do…and WHAT MY DAD DID DO. Please, Lord, I can’t live this way. It’s your life instead of mine but doesn’t it gotta not be dead? I love you. Please demonstrate that you love me? My sons are REALLY messed up. They do not believe WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. Please fix this. I’ve asked a zillion times. I don’t know how much I believe in you. My dad could tell the truth. Or Adam, or some other whistleblower. Please GIVE MY SONS TRUTH. Amen.”

Lights are left on in the house overnight, every night. I’ve washed every single dirty dish since I got out of the hospital at the end of January, except one day when Josh needed to see some cleanliness. I am SERIOUSLY TIRED of being called defective when my roommates indulge in RECREATIONAL SHOPPING and leave dirty dishes all over  and drop tea-trays for me to take care of. I will be just as crazy as you people wish. I’ll go to the psych ward forever… BUT PLEASE LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE. If not, you’ll wish you had. It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.

Adam, I give up waiting for you to be smart. Listen to me instead.  We have a story that could change the world and is very probably meant to do so.  I am fully prepared to invest EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE to fulfill my destiny, by way of destroying the NSA and all and any Directed Energy Weapon.  I won’t stop.  I won’t ever stop.  I won’t EVER EVER EVER stop…because I know what it feels like.  I need a whistleblower or I will have no assistance from my family.  Also, I will never be trusted and thereby I will be so very paranoid I might not change the world.  Slick, could you please explain to my men what happened to us?  I can show them dozens of similar stories but they will not hear me.  Thank you.  Are you a Christian?  Not that they’d care; they aren’t Christians.  Dad’s doing.  He’s gonna burn in hell and I’ve prayed so long for his soul.  He’s a psychopath.  You knew that, didn’t you?  I can’t wait to see the million Christians that show up when you’re sworn in.)

2:57 pm

Biohackers are turning to the black market for BRAIN implants: Risky surgery could allow humans to become mind readers

  • This is according to Zoltan Istvan, leader of the Transhumanist Party
  • He knows 2 people who have been planning the procedure for 3 years 
  • ‘This is beginning of the hive mind, where everyone is interconnected’
  • Claims that in 5-10 years this type of technology will become widespread 
I’m trying very hard not to hate my dad.  I loved him better than any woman ever did; he even told me so.  He is an evil being and he destroyed what was a very unique church-family.  “Lord, Please have mercy on that lying bastard.  (It’s in the Bible, right?)  Please change our hearts.  Give us truth.  Give me validation of SOME ANY KIND.  I can’t do any thing with my sons believing I’m crazy!   Please fix this family and demonstrate what you can do…and WHAT MY DAD DID DO.  Please, Lord,  I can’t live this way.  It’s your life instead of mine but doesn’t it gotta not be dead?  I love you.  Please demonstrate that you love me?  My sons are REALLY messed up.  They do not believe WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.  Please fix this.  I’ve asked a zillion times.  I don’t know how much I believe in you.   My dad could tell the truth.  Or Adam, or some other whistleblower.  Please GIVE MY SONS TRUTH.   Amen.”
Lights are left on in the house overnight, every night.  I’ve washed every single dirty dish since I got out of the hospital at the end of January, except one day when Josh needed to see some cleanliness. ———————————————– I am SERIOUSLY TIRED of being called defective when my roommates subsist on RECREATIONAL SHOPPING and leave dirty dishes all over  and drop tea-trays for me to take care of.  I will be just as crazy as you people wish. I’ll go to the psych ward forever… BUT PLEASE LOOK AT MY EVIDENCE.  If not, you’ll wish you had.  It’s getting harder to respect my sons; that’s sad and also unnecessary.
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1:14 pm

Psychologists urged to examine complicity in supporting abusive systems of torture in U.S. criminal justice system and covert government programs

“This call to action addressed to psychologists comes at a time when Chicago grieves the new loss of a young teenager, Pierre Loury, to impetuous police shooting, when recent probes into Homan, the Chicago black site reveals a culture of violent abuse, with 7000 “disappeared” over the last decade, and when awareness mounts of a new kind of covert operation of torture in the USA, through the use of electronic and directed-energy weapons in secretive and repressive programs of surveillance, harassment, and abuse on watchlisted and targeted individuals who are neither guilty of nor charged with crime, but appear to be either assaulted for their activism or/and are being rolled into classified, non-consensual programs of Military/Intelligence experimentation as random subjects.”

“The only witnesses who are speaking about this terrible technology with its appalling implications for the future, are the victims themselves, and those who are given the task of diagnosing mental illness are attempting to silence them by classifying their evidence and accounts as the symptoms of schizophrenia, while the dispensers of psychic mutilation and programmed pain continue with their work, aided and unopposed.”

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THE “NEUTRALIZING” OF DISSENT IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA WITH REMOTE-CONTROL EMF RADIATION/SONIC NEUROWEAPONRY

People who are being targeted for these sustained neuroweapon attacks are literally having their brains/minds being irradiated; weapons used include Remote EEG readers, Remote Electro-Muscular Shock/Incapacitation weapons, Remote Microwave Weapons, Remote Voice to Skull weapons, Remote Neural Monitoring technologies, and EMF brain-wave monitoring, tracking, and harvesting technologies. (Please see the enclosed links and list of patents posted here for more information.)
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Charges expected Wednesday in Flint water crisis

The charges will be filed against two state employees at the Department of Environmental Quality and a local water treatment plant supervisor for wrongdoing related to the lead contamination of the city’s drinking water, according to The Associated Press.

Michigan Attorney General Bill Schuette is expected to announce felony and misdemeanor charges at a news conference, the Detroit Free Press reports. More charges are possible, the newspaper added.

Those charges reportedly include violations of the state’s drinking water law, official misconduct, destruction of utility property and evidence tampering.

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10:53 am

“If I can stress anything as vital here, I must stress that the psychosis diagnosis of Targeted Individuals is the ace-in-the-hole for continued testing of technology on human subjects around the world legally.” –Renee Pittman M, (Chapter 11, Remote Brain Targeting)

How Secret Policing With Deadly “Non-Lethal” EMF/Scalar/Sonic Neuroweaponry Has Been Installed Domestically Inside the US, & Globally

“What were these secret, classified, non-lethal weapons? We learn from that 1986 conference, other conferences, papers, and military documents (covered further below) that they were Remote Control neuroweapons and directed-energy weapons using radiation, they were aimed at attacking the brain and nervous system, they were radio frequency weapons, ELF–Extremely Low Frequency weapons, and others, modifying brain and behavior (Mind/Behavior Control), they were Remote EEGs (Electro Encephalograms) and EBLs (Electronic Brain Links), deciphering brainwaves (Mind Reading, Neuro Crime), intimately identifying and surveilling body systems and organs via electromagnetic resonance signatures, DNA, radar (Biometric Surveillance/Through-Wall Surveillance/Radar Surveillance), and damaging the human body via targeted RF/microwave radiation “deposited at organ sites”.

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.”.. May God write us down as asses if ever again we are found putting our trust in either the Republican or the Democratic Parties.” – W.E.B. DuBois

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn!http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz46MhoQs1D

NY Times Reporter Found Dead After Exposing CIA’s Alleged Mind Control Program

In her article, Ms. Kershaw wrote that people who felt they were being targeted had found the support of Missouri Representative Jim Guest, who told the Times: “I’ve had enough calls, some from credible people — professors — being targeted by nonlethal weapons. They become psychologically affected by it. They have trouble sleeping at night.”

When Ms. Kershaw wrote her article, psychotronic warfare was not legal against US citizens, but that all changed with the National Defense Authorization Act 2013. In response to the legalization of psychotronic warfare, Abreu Report published an article, writing:
http://anonhq.com/ny-times-reporter-foun…l-program/

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/ny-times-reporter-found-dead-after-exposing-cias-alleged-mind-control-program/&#8211;

Cell towers across the USA broadcasting brain resonance frequencies to disrupt human minds, says former DARPA scientist

Call for a Congressional Committee: Investigate & Prosecute Non-Consensual Clandestine Experimentation, Surveillance, Monitoring, Harassment of Citizens with ElectroMagnetic/Scalar/Sonic Weapons & Related Crimes

[…]Misdiagnosing and falsely diagnosing reporting individuals rolled into these covert weapons-testing programs and reporting being stalked, harassed, and assailed with electromagnetic energy as paranoid schizophrenic or delusional or otherwise mentally unstable.

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Activist Post: Secret DARPA Mind Control Project Revealed: Leaked Document

[…]Military research project specifically designed to map brain function in narrative comprehension/focused thinking and action processes in order to attack, influence, disrupt, and destroy narrative comprehension and flow, in other words, compromise healthy brain function which sustains meaningful human endeavor.

The means are electromagnetic, and can be remotely applied: Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation,  and the intent is essentially, as the article discusses below, “selective impairment” of brain function, and brainwashing.

Read more at:

Activist Post: Secret DARPA Mind Control Project Revealed: Leaked Document

Synthetic Dream Mind Control Programs

Doctors Who Discovered Cancer Enzymes In Vaccines All Found Murdered

Former NBC boss asserts his grandson damaged by vaccines

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Now, in the wake of the unsuccessful attempt to censor the film Vaxxed (trailer), we have Bob Wright, the former CEO of media giant, NBC Universal, authoring a new book, “The Wright Stuff: From NBC to Autism Speaks.”

In its review of the book, Accuracy in Media provides a devastating quote from Wright about his autistic grandson:

“Right after he got the standard one-year vaccinations, he developed a very high fever and screamed for hours. Katie [Wright’s daughter] was so frightened she called her husband to come home from work and they put the baby in an ice bath to bring down the fever. When they called the doctor they were told the reaction was completely normal.”

See more at:   

https://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2016/04/20/former-nbc-boss-asserts-his-grandson-damaged-by-vaccines/

Bombshell: Top CDC Whistle Blower — We Were Ordered to Cover Up Vaccine-Autism Link

See at:

Stunning Admission that SCIENCE IS FRAUD: Medical Journals More Likely to Recommend High-Profit Drugs When They Are Funded by Big Pharma Advertising

See more here:

Robert De Niro and Autism – a Tragic Drama of Intimidation

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Polio Vaccines Being Boiled Burned & Buried Worldwide [VIDEO]

Published on Apr 19, 2016

In an unprecedented move, governments worldwide will destroy all polio vaccines in the next 2 weeks, incinerating or burying all supplies as they release a new polio vaccine.They now admit that Polio vaccines were mutating and causing Polio. Was the problem bigger than they admit? What are they covering up, literally?

4/19/16

7:53 am

No whole man  ever needs anything more than perfection, obtaining which is more likely  than he could imagine.  Show me a man I didn’t birth who has an imagination though.
“If a narcissist shows you who they are, don’t you ever believe it. The things I reed are astonishing. I’m tired and I don’t want to deal with these half-true-ideas any longer.  My dad is a PERVERT and my mom is a LIAR and my siblings won’t even talk to me.  “Dear Jesus.  Please fix my life.  I want it to be truthful and I want it to glorify you.  My parents will not speak to me but you could change that. Thank you.  Amen.”

7:32 pm

I KNOW SHE IS AFRAID OF HER ‘HUSBAND’.  (That’s only logical.)  SHE CAN DEPEND ON ME AND I AM FAR STRONGER THAN HE IS.  ALSO, I ACTUALLY LOVE HER.  Why does she insist that I be made daily more stupid when I am THE SOUL SOUL who actually really LIKES HER?  I know it hurts to be married to a man who does not like you.  I KNOW IT HURTS TO BE MARRIED TO A MAN WHO DOESN’T LIKE YOU.  Let’s solve that.  

duh

“The longer I stay no-contact, the clearer I can look back on my past…”

…stay NO-CONTACT… (stay no-contact) Stay NO
CONTACT

STAY NO CONTACT.

Psychopath.  See.

“We WANT the love of the narcissist.  We’ve been chasing it.”

That Confusing Subconscious Moment

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6:18 pm

Josh brought my mom a jar of his maple syrup.

 

How can she STAND BY AND WATCH WHAT HAPPENS TO HER FLESH AND BLOOD?

I KNOW SHE IS AFRAID OF HER ‘HUSBAND’.  (That’s only logical.)  SHE CAN DEPEND ON ME AND I AM FAR STRONGER THAN HE IS.  ALSO, I ACTUALLY LOVE HER.  Why does she insist that I be made daily more stupid?

 I can’t even PRAY without forgetting how I started the sentence I’m trying to complete.  “Dear Lord, Forgive my FAKE-CHRISTIAN PARENTS.”

You know what?  I’ve been doing this for YEARS and the only benefit I’ve obtained, or result I’ve observed, is that I GOT LOCKED UP FOR SIXTEEN DAYS AND AM JUDICIALLY REQUIRED TO TAKE DRUGS THAT MAKE ME STUPID.  “Mama.  Come help me.”  (That was a joke.)

1:12 pm

I am astonished, but I don’t know if my astonishment is for one reason or another.  Humans are dying.  We’re dying  a dozen different ways.  Why should we want to stay here anyway?  I feel absolute astonishment.  I CAN’T BELIEVE that nobody gives a rip what happens to their grandchildren.  Or to me.  This WILL NOT STAND.  (I’ve got NOTHING TO LOSE.)  (I.H.A.V.E.N.O.T.H.I.N.G.T.O.L.O.S.E.)    (But others do.)

1:05 pm

I am astonished, but I don’t know if my astonishment is for one reason or another.  Humans are dying.  We’re dying  a dozen different ways.  Why should we want to stay here anyway?  I feel absolute astonishment.  I CAN’T BELIEVE that nobody gives a rip what happens to their grandchildren.  Or to me.  This WILL NOT STAND.  (I’ve got NOTHING TO LOSE.)  (I.H.A.V.E.N.O.T.H.I.N.G.T.O.L.O.S.E.)    (But others do.)

I Have Nothing to Lose..

12:56 pm

4/19/16
12:41 pm
I made waffles for my sons.  Josh TAPPED MAPLE TREES and spent a couple weeks BOILING SAP INTO SYRUP and this morning he STERILIZED BALL JARS and filled them with HOT SYRUP and sealed the jars for future use.  (You gotta trust me about this: each of these activities was ENTIRELY HIS IDEA and since/although I’ve done these things before, this time I did not encourage him in any manner.  When he asked a question, I answered it.  He found the jars and that stuff.  He is an EXTRAORDINARY man.) (I made waffles.)  You know what makes me kinda sad?  My sons will have conniptions a dozen ways if they ever reed this but I am SO VERY SAD that their dad doesn’t recognize how astonishing they are.  To ease the implications of that belief, would they choose to be less astonishing?  Don’t they want somebody to actually recognize them?  Is it my fault if their father can’t?  Is it a handicap that I do?  When do we all get to be truthful and joyful with one another?   Personally, and I do with full-faith believe that  my beloved Jesus does approve my heart if not my syntax, I DO VERY MUCH consider the sons I bore to be superior to almost ANYBODY I ever spoke to or watched.  My sons are VERY FINE.  If I am mentally ill or utterly stupid, I still provided for my world a VERY FINE THING. My sons are smart and amazing and they EVEN TOLERATE HEARING THEMSELVES (and their parents) DENIGRATED BY THOSE WHO ARE less bright than their vitae might suggest.  I don’t even care because JESUS IS TRUTH.  Pretty soon he’ll change some things.  I pray I will not be found on the wrong side.
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10:33 am

you CANNOT ALLOW CHILDREN TO BE SEXUALLY VIOLATED AND THEN PRETEND YOU’RE A DECENT PERSON. This is a no brainer. When the victim is YOUR OWN CHILD and she actually approached you FOR ASSISTANCE AND PROTECTION and you didn’t do a single thing?

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10:28 AM (3 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Isaac, Joshua, Congress, George
it’s been 7 years and my ‘Christian’ parents have still refused to speak to me.  Seven years I’ve needed friends and family and assistance for my sons.  It’s becoming easier to pray for those who would not pray with me, those people who tried to kill me.  They are threatened far more severely than I.  I am well and whole and I will see,  again, those I love.  I just wish this could get a move-on.  I can’t wait to be happy.  I can’t wait to know love and to share it.  I can’t wait for the age of the Goldthorpe to end; I can’t wait for everybody to be just as important and valuable as Goldthorpes pretended that they, alone, actually were.  Why in the WORLD do uneducated unattractive human-flesh-bags think they are superior?  My family is embarrassing to no end.  I’m glad I don’t have to go out with them any more.
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Mom.  I really do not wish for you to go to hell.  I know your life was EXTREMELY difficult.  But.  But, you CANNOT ALLOW CHILDREN TO BE SEXUALLY VIOLATED AND THEN PRETEND YOU’RE A DECENT PERSON.   This is a no brainer.  When the victim is YOUR OWN CHILD and she actually approached you FOR ASSISTANCE AND PROTECTION and you didn’t do a single thing?  Mama, you went to Luther League so you know you will go to HELL.  Please, don’t go to HELL on account of me.  Unless you change, that’s what’s gonna happen.  I love you.  I love TRUTH way more.   Linda

9:48 am

My mom says she’s a Christian and she talks bad about me and I have papers where she’s lying about me.  She is a fraud but I don’t blame her.  Until now.  MY SONS and HER GRANDSONS have suffered HARD AND THEIR GRANDPA WOULD NOT HELP.  She won’t do anything for anybody else, ever.  She gave a hundred dollars to a poor girl who was getting married.  She SAID she did.  I never saw the money change hands.

9:08 am

 I can’t even PRAY without forgetting how I started the sentence I’m trying to complete.  “Dear Lord, Forgive my FAKE-CHRISTIAN PARENTS.”

You know what?  I’ve been doing this for YEARS and the only benefit I’ve obtained, or result I’ve observed, is that I GOT LOCKED UP FOR SIXTEEN DAYS AND AM JUDICIALLY REQUIRED TO TAKE DRUGS THAT MAKE ME STUPID.  “Mama.  Come help me.”  (That was a joke.)

9:04 am

OK, this is gonna be important really soon:  This is NOT FOOL-PROOF but often if you try what I am about to describe, you can stop panicking.  Here goes:  Sounds and various input will begin to answer your questions.  You’ll think a thought, and then you will receive some input concerning that same thought.  You WILL BELIEVE YOU ARE GOING MAD.  Here’s a suggestion; try this one time and see if it helps.  Talk to the source of the thought.  As I ponder, if I get an ‘answer’ in the clouds or my screen goes SNAP or something ‘clicks’ or ‘taps’ or ‘squeals’…(I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING YOU.  DO NOT EVEN TRUST THAT THUNDER IS A NATURAL OCCURRENCE…),  when extraordinarily weird things happen, try saying, “YEAH, RIGHT.  LET’S HEAR YOU DO IT AGAIN…” 
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 If there is an adolescent at the console  (and gee, ain’t hacking an adolescent pursuit after all…EVEN WITH CIRCLE-JERK-SECURITY CLEARANCE?)…he’ll do it again.  Just a suggestion…and it wouldn’t work with AI.  Just an AI wannabe.  For transhumanists, anyway.

8:43 am

2:17 pm (yesterday)

Inside the Strange, Psychic World of Indigo Children

“How can you tell if your child is gifted…or has a disorder?”

VICE documentary

Batcho has sent numerous letters to federal security agencies, including DARPA and the Department of Homeland Security, claiming that he has identified a “terrorist” threat from cellular towers “in central Florida, and Tampa St Petersburg.”

“I seem to have stumbled across an advanced technology that I would classify as synthetic telepathy,” he wrote in one such missive. “It clearly uses the cellular towers to transmit illegal signals. It sounds unbelievable but it is actual technology being used on civilians of the US.”

“My basic research does indicate that such technology can exist and dates back to the V2K (P300) mind wave technology of the 1970s. This does appear to be a much more advanced version that allows open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”

If Isaac ever gets caught up I’ll ask him to design a logo for me, to print on T-shirts.   I’d like it to reed:
 “YOUR LIFE MATTERS.”
I could sell them, I’m pretty sure.  For the New-Agers I’d make a version that says:  YOUR LIVES MATTERED
 I just want somebody to hug me and tell me I’m going to be OK  and then give me a cup of coffee and 3.5 million dollars.

A preacher raised from the dead

The United Nations is now without excuse if they persecute the Church

Reverend Lee Stoneking addressing the General Assembly of the United Nations in New York City. April 22nd, 2015.

THIS IS NO HOAX THIS IS NO JOKE My name is Donald Marshall, I have been cloned by a large secretive cult known as the “Free Masons” and “The Vrill Society” and “Scientologists” together called the Illuminati. They make replicated bodies of people to victimize in terrible ways, they clone children for men with underdeveloped penises to have sex with. Some very famous and politically powerful people all getting together for a disgusting time. Most of the G20 gather there to discuss worldly matters and watch gruesome things done to innocent people for sport. I have seen this firsthand and will tell all as it must be stopped. The political people started bringing movie stars and musicians there to hang around with them, they can control who remembers the cloning facility and who will remain oblivious even though not remembering still damages you. I know who is involved, the ring leaders and everything they do. 

It is basically a torture and child molesting factory, I was one of those children but when I was young to keep the perverts off of me I started singing songs… Read more: http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/75/donalds-original-letter-public#ixzz46CrT0SwV
Fefe Dobson (singer) and Kurt Russell (actor) told me specifically to include in my letter that they don’t like the place and didn’t torture me. Then said not to mention them but I just have. Mila Kunitz (actress) from “That 70’s show” recently stabbed me a bunch of times while I was rendered immobile for saying she’s a slimy scumbag for hanging with these people and saying she has enormous eyeballs and looks like a lemur, then begged me not to mention her, then said she doesn’t want to go to the clone zone anyway, and she left, her body going limp and looking dead she was gone. These people are allowed to leave but not me, I’m an imprisoned slave, in the worst nightmare situation. I told Nicole Leone (Madonna) that I was going to tell everyone what she used to do to me for songs throughout my life, She told me VERY specifically to say in my letter here “She is not afraid” no one will believe me and nothing will come of this. I beg you to help me prove her wrong.

…the police testers in my City of Halifax Nova Scotia are compromised, they cover up for child molesters, as I said commissionaires and C.S.I.S are heavily involved. All it will take is a few lie detector tests to prove these things. I will take them, and demand my mother and step father submit to them as well, it would be as easy as that. They’ve told me they won’t even attempt to lie on a polygraph.

Read more: http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/75/donalds-original-letter-public#ixzz46CqQPwnx

“A theory is only a theory until you have some evidence to back it up.  When you have evidence to back it up, it becomes a possibility.  Then the more evidence you have, it becomes  probability and the more evidence you have after that…it becomes a fucking fact.”  (Guy in a cloning documentary)

Mystery ‘body possession’ epidemic sweeps through Malaysian schools, causing teachers and pupils to collapse while ‘being pinned down by evil spirits’

  • Students claim they are seeing evil spirits such as female vampiric ghosts
  • The incident of mass hysteria saw 20 students sent home from one school
  • One teacher also complained of being physically pinned down by a spectre
  • Religious leaders have been invited into schools to remove the ‘bad spirits’

(I got knocked flat almost every day for two years.  I wrote about it in my first book.  People who think I’m diseased CAN’T EXPLAIN THAT WEIRD SYMPTOM.)

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3546190/Mystery-body-possession-phenomenon-epidemic-sweeps-schools-Malaysia-causing-groups-teachers-pupils-simultaneously-collapse.html#ixzz46DIcXqE6
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How Do I Know If I am a Target. Gang stalking

“Rockefeller ‘tried to cheat his boys every chance he got…to make them sharp…”   (James Corbett)
(Dad used to do that to me until he realized it was a waste of time because I was a girl …and then he started cheating me for different reasons.)  (I don’t think he ever cheated my brother.)  (I wonder why?)  
I can only imagine how painfully my dad wished for me to have been a boy-baby.  First of all, I was conceived in sin and that caused a BIG FAT MESS FOR A COUPLE FAMILIES and a whole lot of gossip for a couple churches.  ALSO, his big brother begat a girl first.   And second.   Can’t ANY STINKIN’ GOLDTHORPE give birth to a holy boy-baby?  (I guess Gloria did that.)  My brother had a girl.  My sister had a girl. (To their credit:  My brother and sister value females more than their father.  Or their mother.  Sadly though, also more than their females.)   I can only imagine also, that were my BRAIN NOT CHEMICALLY RESTRAINED, I might have come up with a notion or two that might have assisted the master-misogynist’s family in a number of ways not excluding that one producing the ALMIGHTY DOLLAR.  Tough.  Estrogen.  If it doesn’t eliminate brain cells, it’s a darn fine excuse for whatever method they figure that actually does eliminate their efficacy.  I could actually die.  Good-bye, dear readers.  I can hardly remember my name.  It was great fun and I’LL MEET Y’ALL ON THE OTHER SIDE.  Selah.  (“Thank you, Jesus. Thank you that YOU HAVE A HOUSE FOR ME and that you know EXACTLY WHEN MY EARTHLY FATHER STOLE MY CRAPPY ONE DOWN HERE.  Thank you for being the judge; it’s a thankless job.”)
 
PS-  “Please Lord, exalt my kind, loving boys. They need opportunities and provision.  Please also give them joy and companionship and joy and peace.  They have suffered HARD AND THEIR GRANDPA WOULD NOT HELP.  You’re WAY BETTER than he is,  but I guess I don’t have to say that.  DEAR JESUS, THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME WHEN MY DAD WANTED ME DEAD!!!  AMEN.”
4/18/16

2:17 pm

Inside the Strange, Psychic World of Indigo Children

“How can you tell if your child is gifted…or has a disorder?”

VICE documentary

Batcho has sent numerous letters to federal security agencies, including DARPA and the Department of Homeland Security, claiming that he has identified a “terrorist” threat from cellular towers “in central Florida, and Tampa St Petersburg.”

“I seem to have stumbled across an advanced technology that I would classify as synthetic telepathy,” he wrote in one such missive. “It clearly uses the cellular towers to transmit illegal signals. It sounds unbelievable but it is actual technology being used on civilians of the US.”

“My basic research does indicate that such technology can exist and dates back to the V2K (P300) mind wave technology of the 1970s. This does appear to be a much more advanced version that allows open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”

If Isaac ever gets caught up I’ll ask him to design a logo for me, to print on T-shirts.   I’d like it to reed:
 “YOUR LIFE MATTERS.”
I could sell them, I’m pretty sure.  For the New-Agers I’d make a version that says:  YOUR LIVES MATTERED
 I just want somebody to hug me and tell me I’m going to be OK  and then give me a cup of coffee and 3.5 million dollars.

A preacher raised from the dead

The United Nations is now without excuse if they persecute the Church

Reverend Lee Stoneking addressing the General Assembly of the United Nations in New York City. April 22nd, 2015.

11:36 am

4/17/16
4:11 pm
Dear Dad, David, Mom, Chris and even bossy Megan,
None of you has spoken to me for a long time.
Many of you SPEAK ABOUT ME a lot.
What’s wrong with this picture?
I’d be so very nice, cookies, cakie-bites.
Hell is forever.
I love you all but you had
BETTER STOP TALKING SHIT TO MY SMART SONS.
Yup.
(I do not EVER STOP, WHEN LIES ARE HAPPENING.  NOT EVER.  NEVER.)
BUT MY DAD KNOWS HOW PATIENT I AM…
AND ALSO, THAT  RICH GRANDPA IS A LIAR!  BIG-TIME.  SELAH.  
3:21 pm
It’s Spring now.  I don’t see the eagle every day but I see swans and geese and ducks.  No blue jays.  All winter long the prophet fed a gaggle of blue jays.  I painted a picture of blue jays when I was in the nuthouse.  The ‘authoritah’ took notes because MOST people usually ALWAYS paint that stencil with RED COLORS so it might look like a bunch of CARDINALS but since I PREFER BLUE-JAYS  it is supposed I must be mentally ill.  I also suppose:  The bored-out-of-their-prozac-‘authoritah’  may have been sorta-sorry to see me leave.  I was sorry to go.  Spring is better, though, in the the slums of Robert.   Also,  I am developing weighty gratitude for these days with my sons.  What a blessing it is to be with them 24/7 when they’re as old as they are.  Hardly nobody gets to know their adult children like this and since mine are not stupid, it is a fine experience.  They are very smart and very principled and even if they have not yet admitted that I am capable of logical thought, at least they treat me as though they might believe that to be so.  Also they’re fun.  This can’t possibly last very long.  We are four adults going different directions (or intentionally sitting still…) and our efforts (or our non-efforts)  aren’t really mutually conducive.  We have places to go.  What a blessing it has been to spend these months together.  What a blessing it will be when we are each where we belong,  and when we know that those we love are also appropriately situated.  DESTINY!
I feel that my prayers have protected my family.  I spent several years outdoors on the deck praying for all of them and for me and for Michigan and Baptists and liberty-people.  I couldn’t go into the house.  Now I can hardly leave my bedroom.  What does this mean?  I pray.  I pray in tongues mostly, but then I worship and thank God and try to be eloquent and appropriate.  (I think that’s a pretty pointless effort in the best of times.)  I’ve often taken comfort in the belief that to a being as SUPERIOR AND WONDERFUL AS JESUS…there’s not much difference between Beverly Sill’s voice and my own.  I’ve also desired that to be so.
I was asked, by the voice in the air, (not to be confused with V2K or any mental-illness-symptomatology)  what be the reason I sat outdoors for so many years since my targeting was identified.  For one thing, I couldn’t find ANY PEACE AT ALL in this house.  (I have my conjecture…one day I’ll know why I could not come indooors…)  But also, and this is the answer I gave the voice in my head whose records are most certainly superior to my own carbon-based-memories… I spent years on that deck even in sub-zero temperatures… because I was defending my family. Take it or leave it.  That’s what I thought and that’s what I think and soon I’ll know if I was right.  I serve In the pride of a lion who is the KING OF KINGS.  I can’t wait to find out if I was right about things.  I can’t wait to look into Jesus’ eyes; he told me I would soon.  Yeah, IN 2007.  That doesn’t seem very soon to me.
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A Haven of Love Paul Keith Davis 4 15 16

12:36 pm

Next week marks the sixth anniversary of the “Great Gulf Coast Holocaust”. The media would have you believe it is over. It is not! Based upon the epidemiological evidence, the Gulf should immediately be evacuated. The poison is in the air, it is in the water, it is in the food, and it is in the people. Children growing up in the Gulf region, now, should expect a 20-30% lower lifespan than the rest of the country.

Dr. Wilma Subra, a MacAuthur (Genius) Award winning chemist.who investigated the effects of corexit on humans very early on, stated that the corexit was “in the air, the water, and the food we consume”. Dr. Subra test many people in the Gulf and found Benzine levels at 65 times the level that one would expect. This speaks to the genocide that is coming to the Gulf with regard to the contraction of various cancers and other related diseases… “the health impacts that were and are continuing to be caused by the BP crude and dispersants. We have a very, very large and very, very sick population.”

Corexit is banned in 17 countries. Because it is manufactured by NALCO, both BP and Goldman Sachs profit and the people suffer.

See at:   

A personal friend of Ammon Bundy posted the following on Facebook a short time ago:

Jacqueline Shults7 hrs – Westhoff, TX, United States

Can you help me spread something all over Facebook and in all the groups? >[?Ammon wants everyone to know that God is still mindful of each one of them and is there watching over them. He shared with us an experience he had. Upon being transferred to Nevada he was chained to a bench for 24 hours. They didn’t feed him all that day. He was cold and tired and they didn’t put him into his cell until the early hours of the next day. When he did get to a cell it was beyond dirty and they left him chained to the bed all day without checking on him or feeding him. By night time he was SO extremely hungry the pain in his stomach was unbearable. He knelt in his cell and cried as he prayed. That God would please hear him and please show even a small tender mercy. He was there for several more hours. This was the night before court.

And he decided to start banging his shackles together to try to get someone’s attention to help him. For a long time he keep banging his shackles together until finally the guy in the cell next to him asked him what was going on. Ammon told him he was starving. That they hadn’t fed him for 2 days. The guy said he would try to get a guards attention. He got a guards attention and the guard finally came over and Ammon told him that he was starving. That he hadn’t received any food for 2 days. The guard said to him that the kitchen was closed for he night. Ammon kept praying. A little while later in the late night hours a guard came to his door and said your coming with me. The guard took him to his brother’s cell. HE TOOK HIM TO MEL’S CELL. and they were able to be cell mates for that night. Ammon said he was just praying for a small tender mercy but this was a HUGE miracle.

They have restricted any contact with his brothers and that night they were able to hug and to spend a whole night together. They cried together and talked for hours. Mel gave Ammon all of his commissary and any extra food he had he gave to Ammon so that finally after 2 days he could be fed. The next day Ammon had court. When he left he hoped that Mel would still be here on his return but knew that would probably not happen. Court was long. Ammon got back late and again went a whole day without eating. He got back after dinner and was facing another day and night hungry. When he got to his cell Mel was gone and had been transferred but Mel left Ammon his whole dinner that he had placed under some things so it wasn’t in direct view. Ammon cried and wanted everyone to know that even though it was only for a night that he got to share with his brother, he said he knows that was a miracle sent directly from God. He knows that God is hearing all of our prayers. It was confirmed to him 100 fold during this time.

LINK: https://www.facebook.com/groups/1561375057522605/permalink/1596823510644426/

Individu Ciblé (Targeted Individual) & Gang Stalking (Harcèlement en Réseaux) – France

(Real revealing.  Worth a listen-to.)  (If you don’t believe or understand any portion, give me a call.  906-586-4629)

NEPHILIM ARE HERE – Part Six: ALIENS MIXING DNA and BLOOD

8:31 am
I red that the first step to healing from abuse is VALIDATION.  I can’t wait to get started getting well as soon as somebody tells me I’m a decent person and not a liar.  Pretty soon somebody is going to be my friend.

Narcissists and Demons: Part I – Similarities and Characteristics

“… the mad  hatter…diabolical,  can’t break my swagger, continue coronicals…I startle with particles… world on my platter  part of the Big Bang…   can’t waste my swagger…”  (Isaac)

Vagavond Tiny House by Andrew Gielczyk of Wood & Saw (aka Itty Bitty House Co.)


Do you suppose antichrist might be Canadian?  that worries me because I have a political crush on a Canadian.  Oddly, very few of the reasons I’m crushing have much to do with him.  Mostly politics.  He has some VERY FINE HANDLERS.  I love him more than I can say.

Hunky Justin Trudeau shuts reporter down on quantum computing

Canadian writer Anakana Schofield tweeted about the reporter’s experience: “This is what teenagers call ‘getting owned,’” using a colloquial expression for utter defeat.

(I wonder if he knew what he might be asked?)

See more here:

PM Justin Trudeau Bringing Sexy Back To Politics

(OMG stripping!)  (Not too far or I couldn’t watch it of course.)

Justin Trudeau — Patrick Brazeau Charity Boxing Match — English Coverage of Complete Fight

“He’s wearing liberal-red of course, I call him the shiny pony, he looks like he’s in some sort of zen-yoga trance, all that DANCE TRAINING that BALLET TRAINING, it’s gonna come back tonight.”

Watch Canada’s new Prime Minister Justin Trudeau celebrate by performing ‘Bhangra’ dance

Bollywood.  Even the costume.  If only my president might dance.
I wonder how he is at curling?
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“What’s the coolest thing Justin Trudeau did this week?   Today I searched that.  Didn’t his mom used to date Mick Jagger?
Lots of listings:
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How is it EVEN POSSIBLE that Pierre’s Trudeau’s son became a HIGH SCHOOL TEACHER?  Drama would make sense, but still…  Nothing is real.
(“He’s very handsome God.  Handsome people can lie and cheat and we don’t care or even NOTICE because we like looking at them.  Stupid, yeah I know.   I don’t suppose you might intend to eliminate the good-looking and falsely-seductive people among us?  It would really help us to be real and honest, if we didn’t have to think that good-looking people might actually be nice, and that they have any advantage over us. You know what I mean.”)

The Most Canadian Holiday Card ft. JUSTIN TRUDEAU

“Our most ambitious goal to date: get a photo for our holiday card with the new Prime Minister of Canada, Justin Trudeau.”
(My great-grandpa worked on the Ottawa government buildings.  I wish I could see him watching the lights and purple dream-catchers!  He loved Trudeau’s dad because they looked sort of alike.  Why couldn’t we get a cool Canadian dictator, instead of Ted Cruz?)
Next week marks the sixth anniversary of the “Great Gulf Coast Holocaust”. The media would have you believe it is over. It is not! Based upon the epidemiological evidence, the Gulf should immediately be evacuated. The posion is in the air, it is in the water, it is in the food, and it is in the people. Children growing up in the Gulf region, now, should expect a 20-30% lower lifespan than the rest of the country.

Dr. Wilma Subra, a MacAuthur (Genius) Award winning chemist.who investigated the effects of corexit on humans very early on, stated that the corexit was “in the air, the water, and the food we consume”. Dr. Subra test many people in the Gulf and found Benzine levels at 65 times the level that one would expect. This speaks to the genocide that is coming to the Gulf with regard to the contraction of various cancers and other related diseases… “the health impacts that were and are continuing to be caused by the BP crude and dispersants. We have a very, very large and very, very sick population.”

Corexit is banned in 17 countries. Because it is manufactured by NALCO, both BP and Goldman Sachs profit and the people suffer.

See at:   

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4/16/16
11:36 am
godcenteredsuccess.com
Mia Davies
Isaac showed me a video she posted.
(This chick is VERY WORTHWHILE.  I hope I can find her again since I won’t use FACEBOOK because it’s a dark and evil place and I published that opinion in 2011 and now everybody knows I was right.)
“I dealt with your stages, you’ll deal with mine.”  (Isaac’s mom to Isaac’s face)
Every day of my life I’ve prayed for one or another man to become what God made him to be.  I also prayed that God would make me what I should be but not as often.  It seems unnecessary.  If men DO NOT MAN-UP then God will have to use the female refuse of humanity.  Me.
Pray for the men.
George bought me a new phone; he always does that.  I think he’d still buy me a new phone even if he actually watched the spectacle of LINDASURE.ROCKS (…my new domain…we’ll see what comes of it…) THROWING a perfectly good toy-telephone at a concrete wall or into poison brush from a car window. (George is very generous but he really doesn’t get me.)   I always tell him when I throw technology away. (Seriously, I have NEVER ONE TIME LIED TO HIM.  I stole a few quarters when I smoked cigarettes.)   I first rejected his technology in Lansing, law school, pre-Isaac, FIRST LAPTOP EVER!!.  After he returned it…he bought another.  He always buys more.  He’s psychotic.  This time the destruction wasn’t even my fault and it wasn’t even (at least consciously)  my intention.  The coffee that destroyed my toy-phone jumped from the cup!  It nearly burned my arm off as it destroyed my connections to the hardware-matrix.  Don’t cry for me Argentina; I never had international-call-function anyway.  And then we couldn’t get the car to start, in Detroit.  We’re Yoopers so we kept trying and did, at last, make it home.  I find cities very interesting and their inhabitants eat well.  They’re also really scary and I much prefer the open road.  Sometimes I feel like Stephen King.  Except he writes good and also gets paid.  I suspect our world-views have much in common.
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Isaac is quoting Woody Guthrie on his livestream concert.  “This machine kills fascists.”
4/15/16
8:00 pm
As it stands, continuity of Human Life on Earth is NOT FEASIBLE.
(Any precariously-surviving humans wanna get together and  pray about this?  906-586-4629)

I won’t

EVER STOP LOOKING FOR THE PSYCHOPATHS WHO TREAT OTHERS HUMANS LIKE THIS.  (Until I know they’re gone.)
 So far, all I’ve found is a WHOLE BUNCH OF Goldthorpe-PSYCHOPATHS WHO DO NOT EVEN CARE WHEN the  OTHERS  WHO SUFFER are their own flesh and blood!!  “God forgive the selfish, prideful Goldthorpes.  Thank you.  Amen.”
I’ve been listening to a lot of people who know some things about the changes our world is experiencing and anticipating.  They all sound so very defensive.  Even those who begin with the most mundane-accepted versions of their original concept…still sound defensive.  We who love TRUTH are under attack and we who REALLY love truth are very well aware of that fact.  “Lord, please give us ALL TRUTH like you said!  Do not allow us to fear crooked humans and those who sound aware and mindful, but instead are led by demons.  Give us TREMENDOUS GRACE to know the difference and to DEMOLISH BOTH.  Amen.”  “Lord, why  would it matter for us to know the difference if they’re both enemies of the Truth?”  “Amen”
I’ve been studying a lot about narcissistic-abuse-syndrome and other documented troubles of troubled people.  Lots of terms recur, like “break-up”.  Even beautiful women with great, natural boobs look poor in skimpy clothes anymore.  Kate Hudson has no figure at all.  (Personally I think her smile should make up for any deficit of T & A, but who am I?)  My aunt from California says that when she goes for her mammogram,  the nurse asks “are your breasts real”?  (Fake boobs are very common in California and behave differently on x-ray.)  (I sincerely HOPE they’d show up differently or why does anybody pay for exams?)  My aunt says she can always recognize fake boobs by looking at the top of them:  do they  sag as flesh-sacks-in-gravity normally do, or do they bulge up like a jello-shot?
We DO NOT KNOW what the enemies of our souls are capable of.  WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY WOULD DO TO US if we were not protected by God and his angels.  WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT WE ARE CAPABLE OF DOING TO CONFRONT ANYBODY WHO HARMS OUR FAMILIES OR FRIENDS but we will investigate those circumstances within our own hearts.

Dads get a lot of credit for their children.  What a CROCK OF ETERNAL BULLSHIT!
ARE YOU WHAT YOU ARE BECAUSE OF YOUR DAD?  OR ARE YOU WHAT YOU ARE IN SPITE OF HIM?  

When I was 10 I learned my father had impregnated my 15-year-old adopted sister, Michelle. My mother, outraged that her husband had cheated on her, sent Michelle to live with another family; I never saw her again.

My father — a local pastor and elementary-school principal — terrorized us to keep his secret safe. The morning after my father spied me talking to our neighbor, I woke to find my four kittens dead in the barn, their necks snapped.

I had to destroy my dad to save my children

NO LINK.  It’s a redundant story so look it up wherever you wish.

Why more women are letting their husbands cheat

(I didn’t even reed the article.  They’re harming my world and I couldn’t care less about why they think a man should expect to sleep with lots of different women.  They’re mistaken, scared and probably RICH BECAUSE OF THE STINKIN’, CHEATIN’ MEN they  “MARRIED”.)  Tom Jones’ wife just died;  fifty-some years together.  He bragged that he SLEPT WITH 250 WOMEN IN A SINGLE YEAR.  RIP, to the female milquetoast destroyer of families, morality and my planet.)
 
I really miss sex.  I also miss other things I never even had!  Tough.  I can’t perform as a healthy-sexual-fiercely monogamous female-person in a world that recognizes no value in that status nor in any of those functions. Celibacy is way easier than I expected.  We’ve been mind-melded inadvertently and involuntarily.  At least we may (at least statutorily)  still choose who may touch our bodies.  I’ve always considered bodies as less sacred than minds but at this point in history we plant our flag where the ground yields.  Or that post just isn’t going to go in.
 
“Letting their husbands cheat.”  That’s a good one.  They  tolerate sharing a man who probably REALLY doesn’t have enough to go around anyway, thereby  maintaining their social status and keeping a roof over their heads and GIVING UP ON LOVE and ON EXPECTING TO FEEL ANY PERSONAL SENSE OF VALUE.  
Nobody ‘lets’ her husband cheat.  She may tolerate it.  That’s not even hardly the same thing.
THAT’S MY KING!
I know something about myself that my significants don’t understand.  It’s not that I expect people to understand things they have never experienced, but one purpose of FAMILY is that among them we may behave most naturally for us, and expect that they will accept our requirements…even if they can’t understand or approve the premise supporting their necessities.  I need to be quiet.  I NEED to be quiet intermittently during each and every day.  It’s like needing to take a drink of water.  My family started criticizing this necessity when I was a tiny girl!   Nobody questions a thirsty man who seeks water.  If we could recognize other commodities as significantly necessary for our brethren, maybe we would be less judgmental?  My need for solitude did not begin recently.  As a small child I needed to be alone sometimes and my dad sure gave me grief.   Then he found ways to destroy peace for THE ENTIRE FAMILY… FOR MONTHS ON END.  We were offered no congratulations beyond his approving grunt,  and a sneer.  Although his family has done extraordinary things,hHe is NEVER PROUD OF HIS FAMILY FOR ANYTHING.   Except when he’s trying to impress somebody.  Then he uses my sister’s and my mother’s accomplishments.  Yeah.  I think it’s funny too.  He assumes the qualities of others he knows are respectable, always women who are SMARTER AND NICER THAN HIM…  Robert Goldthorpe expects his family (and employees and acquaintances…) to  RELINQUISH THEIR Moral Autonomy and responsibility.  OBEYING Robert, is akin to letting him carry your passport-to-eternity.  What if he makes you follow him up to the WRONG GATE? (That’s currently a VERY PERTINENT QUESTION.)   God has no obligation to assist any who were too scared or too lazy or too selfish or for whatever wimpy-ass reason,  chose to follow a HUMAN INSTEAD OF HIM.  (Or a reptilian instead of him.  That’s yet to be revealed.  Maybe he’s not my ‘dad’ after all!!!!)
We all need some things.  We need some things in common with other mammals but some requirements are individual and unusual.  They are NONETHELESS…REQUIREMENTS.  My dad stole LOTS OF mine.  He steals others’ dignity every single day with each pained thought of personal deficiency, and the value of others who WILL NOT BE MURDERED EVER.  “Nice try,  old man.  (906-586-4629).  Hey, guess what?  I can reed without glasses again! Remember last time I got that miracle?  I do…  I was in your kitchen and mom was screaming at me and you were screaming at me… (I can look up all the records for the family album, fake Christian sorta-man.  Real Christians LOVE MIRACLES and do not fear that their personal-control-matrix might be encroached due to a competitor-outfit that PROVIDES REAL LOVE AND MIRACLES– instead of the Big Boy’s dried-out-stupid-tasteless fried chicken. Dad, you could still become the man you’ve pretended to be.  You could even become the man I used to think you were.  (I’m not holding my breath on that one; I worshiped that man and I know better now.)
You could tell my kind brother exactly what you’ve done to his life and how and why.  (I expect that’s only a small portion of what Jesus will require.
-I’m a grown-up so I’ll wait my turn for an apology, until your soul is free from all your other thefts, lies,  and murders.)   Then when you become real, for a good time call  906-586-4629.  Amen.
PS to Dad- I’m not fighting to hold you to the 3.5 million you owe me.  Personally,  what I really need is to get someplace I can be with Christians and receive ministry to be healed from the MANY RAPES YOU KNEW ABOUT ALL THE TIME AND REFUSED TO ADDRESS. (Except of course, by your deviant LAUGHTER.)  So,  you addressed them certainly BEFORE THEY HAPPENED, but now you should help my family and me get into a therapeutic environment of JESUS.  Please don’t be stupid forever.  Wait.  No.  Stupid only until the FLAMES START LICKING YOUR BODY IN WAYS THOSE ASIAN WHORES COULDN’T EVEN IMAGINE.
DADDY.  If you be a Christian speak now or forever hold your peace.  (“Peace” is merely a figure of speech.  I’ve never seen you at peace for decades, and rarely before.)  WE NEED ASSISTANCE. WE NEED OPPORTUNITIES that your LIES have denied us.  Do right then you’ll be rewarded,  when you make amends;  perhaps maybe you’ll get even an IQ of maybe even three figures!  (I really hope so.  At least high nineties…)  You owe 3.5 million dollars to me and my sons.   (I won’t force it… but God might.)  Mom is fake and neutered by years living with your irrational mood-swings and deceit.  Don’t you think that maybe a smart woman like her MIGHT HAVE LIKED TO MAKE A DECISION FOR HERSELF NOW AND THEN?  (As for David, the juries out.  On each of the issues.)  How long do you actually feel she can hold out as your mindless flunky?   She will eventually reveal the selfish psychopath you have been ever since you knocked her up as a teenager.  Crimes.  So much crime, and I know so much.  Tootles.   906-586-4629.

% OBAMA !!! * has a cloned image that speaks ! obama is not obama * IM SERIOUS !

“I don’t want to do this anymore, I really don’t.   I love God but you know what?  I don’t want to do this anymore.  I try to be faithful as I can, show you guys what He shows me…I know that I’ll be hated…because anyone that hates this information, you’re attached to it.  If you hate the Truth, you’re part of it.”

Millions of Muslims turn to Jesus / Yeshua in just one night. You wont believe this is possible

Reinhardt Bonnke.  German man; he’s led half of Africa to Jesus.  I loved his book.  Watch until the camera pans from the platform towards the back.  I’ve probably never seen that many people in my whole life.  Now they’re all my brothers!!!   
 

Are you aware there are thousands of Americans currently—and thousands worldwide—who have been reporting DEW/EMF assaults and uber-surveillance, and organized group stalking as something they have experienced for years? (From before 9/11 apparently, although numbers have increased since 2001 and the Patriot Act.) We also know Intel agencies and the Department of Justice are working with Military groups, as per Memoranda of Understanding on joint development/use of these classified EMF “non-lethal” neuroweapons on innocent Americans (research from Dr. Nick Begich here)—without charge, without due process. Is NSA one of the groups doing this to civilians, do you think?

Karen Stewart: I first learned of “organized stalking” in 2009 when it was happening to me. For 2 ½ years NSA Security goons and contractors had stalked me, then suddenly it became my neighbors. I did not understand the transition until I found David Lawson’s book “Cause Stalking”. I was shocked at the lack of morality or common sense which that phenomenon showed was present in the general population. Then to learn this was happening across the world was a shock to my very core.

Neither I nor any of my NSA friends (to my knowledge) knew anything of “electronic harassment” while working for NSA and I really have just started learning about it with my becoming such a target. The number of people being so attacked and tortured is mind-boggling as well as heart-wrenching. It is like the walls of hell have come down and hell is invading earth.  

One frustrating aspect of confronting this criminality is the NSA/FBI is apparently using National Security Letters and FISA court warrants, and showing people false criminal and investigation records with fabricated information and lies, and in secret (imposing gag orders with threats of fine, jail time), as they defame and destroy individuals–how do we fight back, as law-abiding Americans who would like to see our Constitutional Republic and basic rule of law restored?   […]
“…she was terminated with a gag order. In 2015, she discovered that the man who broke into her house was a high-level NSA manager, and payback resumed with obvious 24/7 team surveillance, just like they do on TV. Her most alarming claim is that she is being targeted with Directed Energy Weapons beamed in from nearby homes, and fears that ongoing exposure will lead to cancer or seizures that could be fatal.

I wanted to mention neuro-experimentation before we close. You may be familiar with the John St. Clair Akwei lawsuit, which details invasive Signals Intelligence including Radiation Intelligence which the NSA collects—essentially, people’s brainwaves and EMFs. Magnus Olsson, the Swedish activist, has written about how the DoD/CIA/NSA have all been pursuing Neurological Research. Robert Duncan, ex-CIA scientist, has detailed CIA mind-hacking projects, brain-mapping, brain-computer link, and no-touch torture projects in his books, including Project Soulcatcher.

Then you have the President’s Bioethics Commission chaired by Amy Gutmann turning a deliberate blind eye even when people come forward to inform them of non-consensual experimentation on their bodies and brains.

Why do you think our Government is engaging in covert experimentation and research programs with such impunity?

Dr. John Hall “MKUltra Never Ended. Millions Suffering In Global Covert Mind Control Programme”!”

“Targeted Individuals…can pinpoint the day they noticed people stalking them.  They can pinpoint the day that all of a sudden they first heard voices talking to them.  These aren’t voices like angels or God, this is like someone BURNING YOUR CHEST WITH MICROWAVE energy  and at the same time saying ‘I’m burning your chest with microwave energy…'”  (NO KIDDING.  All true by me, and documented.  I’ve even written about how the burning hits 1) my forehead, and then 2)  my chest.)

Oh Lord, Won’t you buy me a Gypsy Caravan…

‘We’ve found each other by chance, my future caravan and I, while I was doing my daily browse through Pinterest. I was feeling a little restless in my desk chair when I stumbled upon a photo of this cozy lair.’
(I can’t post pictures anymore but these photos are really nice.)
” Greg’s a small Bristol-based company specialising in selling and hiring beautiful handmade car towable caravans made by, you guessed it, Greg. He started the business after the unprecedented interest he received in a towbow Wagon he had built for his own leisurely pursuits. A towbow wagon by the way is another word for his designs, which are also commonly known as ‘Bowtops’, ‘Gypsy Wagons’, ‘Whoopie Wagons’, ‘Towbows’, ‘Romany Caravans’ or ‘Vardo’ to name a few.”
See at:
7:39 pm
Seven years of captivity and counting.  I don’t feel good, I don’t look good, I don’t think good, I don’t cook good, I don’t sound smart– but neither does anybody around me.  I’m sleeping more than I have SINCE 2009,  WHEN THE MORON-INDUCED SLEEP DEPRIVATION established my (even yet maintained) celibacy.   Sleep deprivation altered a LOT OF TRADITION in this house and wrecked relationships.  I’m more comfortable than then.  I wake at least four times a night, sometimes as many as a dozen.  It happens the same way EVERY TIME and it has for years.  First.  I’m happy and sleeping comfortably.  Then consciousness intrudes with a start.  Panic pours over me.  In my sleepy-groggy state, I think as fast as I can about what it is I may have done that is SO VERY TERRIBLE.  I want to make things right!  The world cannot end because of me!  I’ve got to know, and I’ve got to stop the imminent destruction of all things good and holy.  It cannot be my fault…(You get the idea.) I am frantic…then… I begin to feel burning in my chest, between my boobs, and on my forehead and eventually other parts of my head.  By that time I’m enough awake that I recognize that the DRAMATIC FEAR I feel is FAKE and will soon leave.  I throw off the covers, maybe my clothes too if they’re wet.  I cool slowly and there’s lots of other discomforts at the same time.  Eventually, I’m soaking wet so I either change my nightgown or take it off and curl up in the blankets to sleep for another (?) hour.  This repeats over and over and over and over and over …since 2009.
(I had other experiences before then that I WILL SOMEDAY ASK ABOUT.)  I won’t
EVER STOP LOOKING FOR THE PSYCHOPATHS WHO TREAT OTHERS HUMANS LIKE THIS.
 
 
 So far, all I’ve found is a WHOLE BUNCH OF minimally effective Goldthorpe-PSYCHOPATHS WHO    PRETEND     TO    BE     CHRISTIANS BUT DO NOT EVEN CARE THAT OTHERS SUFFER.  “God forgive the selfish, prideful Goldthorpes.  Thank you.  Amen.”
4/14/16
11:16 am

“Under Socialism you would not be allowed to be poor. You would be forcibly fed, clothed, lodged, taught, and employed whether you liked it or not. If it were discovered that you had not the character and industry enough to be worth all this trouble, you might possibly be executed in a kindly manner. . . .” — Fabian Socialist Bernard Shaw in his Intelligent Woman’s Guide to Socialism and Capitalism, 1928.

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn!http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz45oYArDcu

10:26 am
10:25 am
Message from my TI friend in Brussels who is STILL ALIVE, ‘Thank you, God’:
Dear Linda ,
 
i am with you , whatever try to come between you and me ,
it is for nothing . GOD AND LOVE  HAS ALWAYS THE LAST WORD !
 
I wish you to be your self with god .  I wish you all what you wish for  your self . I wish you to have the control and power about the demon who try to destroy your way with GOD . The Tibetan  Buddhists tell that all spiritual beings get attacked from demons  .
 
Since i grounded my Initiative for alleviation of human suffering  and since the HR organization was grounded , 2016  : ICATOR , i am the Vice president  , the continually frauds and crimes against my person and against HR Defender i am ,  escalated  ,  – for me and my work god send me for the Justice  many evidences about the fraud , blackmail and corruption –  and about the criminal institutions in Brussels ,mostly all get black mailed and pressured from the corrupt agents for the crimes against humanity and against me  .  I am not the first one , to public and to know about it  , but it seems ,  i am the first one with so many evidences and with the endless courage to bring the true in the Light ! Brussels is the centrum from satanist dictatur and no one , no big communities or church communities speak out about to the Justice or media. They all know about it , they all got pressured for crimes against me to destroy my work and my life  . They all as pathological egoists prefer to collaborate for satan than for GOD .   Perhaps they all need more suffer , to change ?   . In the case i ask god to let them all suffer , suffer to change –  and to collaborate for Jesus  and GOD’S WORK ! . I lost the trust in human beings , but i see many Engels in the human bodies – my assistance’s . God bless them !
 
 I ASK GOD AND JESUS TO BLESS , TO PROTECT MY WORK AND TO BLESS MY ALL ASSISTANCE’S , THE ENGELS .   I ASK GOD AND JESUS TO BRING MY ALL CLAIMS ABOUT THE CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY/WAR CRIMES AGAINST POPULATION  TO THE JUSTICE  AND TO LET ME WIN , TO HELP ME TO CAN HELP .
 
 I ASK JESUS AND GOD TO HELP ME TO FORGIVE ME MY SELF THE SUFFER OF JESUS AND TO FORGIVE ME THE SUFFER ON THE EARTH . AND I ASK GOD AND JESUS  TO MAKE ME FREE OF satan .  AMEN .
 
In Love ,
 
9:49 am
My parents did a VERY BAD thing to my sons.  My parents lied to CHILDREN


about the MENTAL SUPERIORITY (“Forgive me Lord if is is prideful for me to say my brain is (‘was’ , now post-PHARMACEUTICAL…) superior to my mom’s.  [I don’t think I need to mention my dad’s over-extended spinal cord… ]  I wish to be humble and pure in your sight.  I love you and your decision is law” ) and SPIRITUAL PIETY  (“Forgive me Lord if I am not sufficiently pious.  Please destroy EVERY BIT OF ME that is unpleasing to you.  Fill me with your TRUTH and your divine, perfect love”)  of their female caregiver.  Tsk.    This is gonna be really helpful for a lot of ABUSED CHILDREN.  (Like public school students…)

I won  because of truthful brothers.  I won because of Truth and the losers lost because of lacking truth.

8:21 pm

(video) Robert De Niro speak candidly about “VAXXED” vaccine documentary, his son, autism – NBC Today Show 13-04-2016

(And he TELLS OFF THE NEWS PEOPLE FOR DROPPING THE BALL.  Then he lets a woman pick it up and opine about all the other valuable controversial films from Tribeca, and aren’t they wonderful for facing such controversial subjects?  They’re just not gonna touch this one…)
4/14/16
8:18 am

16.04.08– Is The Zodiac The Newest Mandela Effect?

“If you rectify the chart, you throw off the procession.  If you rectify the procession you throw off the year-cycle.  So then again, either I’m missing something very simple…or something is  very wrong.”
“I’m like double-checking myself…”
“I don’t know what I’m seeing here but I’m feeling really strange about it.”
“Spring equinox is between Pisces and Aquarius…   when everybody knows it happens between Pisces and Aries.”
 4/13/16
12:17 pm
“Conscious un-gendering”
“If I could get people to believe me and be sincere when I pray, then  nothing would stand before the prayer.”

William Branham – Discernment of Secrets of People’s Hearts And Healing the Sick

William Branham – Discernment of Secrets of People’s Hearts And Healing the Sick

(Isaac shows me videos of new-age-prophets who speak wisely and help people.  I’d like to watch more enthusiastically but I really MUST ALWAYS HEAR reference to the life, body, soul, paternity and BLOOD of Jesus Christ, the Messiah  At least we’re still talking.  He asked me for an example of divine healing that I did not reject.  Heidi Baker raises the dead.  Lots of people do.  This example is pretty good.)
“Stand up and accept your healing.”  (William Branham)

Why Work is Easier Than Love

“The more dependent we become on someone the more alarmed we get at any  disappointment at their hands.”

4/12/16
4:58 pm
I made great split pea soup with barley and I  used a ham bone from last week.  I haven’t been motivated to cook or clean at all since I began ingesting the dark medications.  My friend from the psych ward says she misses me.  When I got to the hospital I was fun and open and talked a lot.  (I refused to take  meds until the CIVIL-RIGHTS-option had been investigated.)  But now yesterday, really good soup; I also baked some cheddar biscuits with garlic butter, kinda like Red Lobster.  I picked up my room and vacuumed it, straightened the bathroom.  Maybe finally I’m coming out of this?  God is in control and I know that one day I’ll just wake up and be superwoman again.  I can do a whole lot of things.  I just wasn’t interested or motivated.  I’d love to own a food truck.
Breading for crispy fried trout/chicken/avocado:
corn flakes
dried ancho chiles
almonds
salt
sugar
sesame seeds
(mango slaw)
(ancho aioli)
3 step breading with flour and egg.
Serve w/cole slaw in a cone wrapped in a tortilla.  Actually the cone is outside the tortilla.  From Austin City Limits and now in Austin full-time.  Austin is the live-music-capitol.
Next time I think I’d rather go crazy like Caitlin Jenner.  And I’ll dress really nice.
Despite conscious-coiffing, Caitlin Jenner has been photographed with male pattern baldness.  Isn’t that ironic?  She says she isn’t ready for ‘gender-confirmation’ surgery. Snip, snip.  I guess that’s scary.  (If she’s serious about being a woman she should man-up.)  If her network made the right offer, I expect she would. They could air the surgery during sweeps-week.  Maybe we’ll cast a transgender anesthesiologist named Trevor (nee:  Tina).  The stunning plastic surgeon (Casting can choose the gender; it’s unimportant to the story-line with little potential for lucrative political advantage so no agent will pay enough to place his product. Besides, absent a DNA test how could you really know? False disclosures could mess up future plot elements.) anyway, he/she could comfort the Kardashians and their publicists and the TV crew.  He (she) might tell them how Caitlin squeezed her (his) hand and that he (she) is an amazingly brave soul.  In later episodes she (he) might marry him (her) and adopt multi-racial non-gendered children they’ll name Kechida and Kornelious.  Sheesh.  We’re ALL SOULS aren’t we?  Mine’s female.  I should be grateful because at least that tiny portion of my life has not been electronically-mind-controlled-Dear-Jesus-do-they-ACTUALLY-put-10-year-olds-at-the-console?  Being tortured by them is like detention in the library and trying to find ANYTHING (at all) OF VALUE TO READ…and getting pinged with spit-balls.  “ I still DISLIKE IT VERY MUCH AND KNOW YOU COULD STOP IT INSTANTANEOUSLY, but You’re God.”  
 “God bless the psychopaths and the queers and the NSA GOONS and the BAPTIST IDIOTS (‘Call no man fool’.  Please forgive me God.) and bless the hopeless ones and especially that tiny First Nation town in Canada,  where ELEVEN PEOPLE ATTEMPTED SUICIDE ON THE SAME DAY!
 Isn’t there ANY KIND OF non-fake KRISTIAN in that town to explain that they’re dealing with a nasty spirit? CANNOT ANYBODY TEACH ABOUT YOUR BLOOD?  (I include myself.)  And bless those who are even more mixed up, like me. 
 Remove those terrible suicide demons from the natives of Canada and the US and Mexico and South America.  Fix us all please, and make us all confident and happy and accepting and generous. Thank you.  Please have mercy on Bruce Jenner.  He’s got a hard decision to make.  (I can’t think of a pun.  Just as well.)   I love you and I wish you’d talk to me pretty soon.   Amen.”
-alien parasite hosts
(I’m not even talking about aliens or evil technology or a zillion other ways we’re being destroyed!  We will not all die. SOMEBODY call me please?  906-586-4629.)
What’s being done to us is a destruction of the family system of human propagation (and really fine experiences)… by multitudinous incidents of minor denigration.  We should really WAKE THE HELL UP AND SCREAM BLOODY MURDER.  This is NOT A TEST.
4/13/16
“All problems we face in the United States today can be traced back to unenlightened immigration policy on the part of the American Indians.”  (Pat Paulson)
I can’t even say how grateful I am for my witnesses.  I send them moronic messages, copies of things I wish to communicate to my parents and others.  My sons will have truth or I’ll die trying to provide it.  (But I’m not going to die so pretty soon some whistleblower will rock my world and theirs.  Thank you, Lord.)  Thank you for reading my claims, even if NONE OF YOU IS WILLING TO TALK TO ME.  (When you finally decide you want to ask me a question you MIGHT HAVE TO BUY A TICKET.)
MESSAGE TO JOSH AND ISAAC:
I don’t want my work to make you suffer more so I’m no longer  going to include you on the emails  that  I send to my witnesses and my deadbeat dad.  I love you so much.  You are two of the finest people ever.

4/12/16
9:24 am
Political tyranny is nothing compared to the social tyranny, and a reformer who defies society is a more courageous man than a politician who defies Government. B. R. Ambedkar
The secret of freedom lies in educating people, whereas the secret of tyranny is in keeping them ignorant. Maximilien Robespierre
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/search_results.html?q=tyranny
I think people don’t care about elections and civic events and community decisions as much as they just don’t want to be left out of the conversation.  Nobody truly cares about the ISSUE…but it’s fun to win.  Our common idea of ‘convictions’ often depicts a set of notions about which we actually care very little; we have chosen to defend them, maybe even for reasons we believe to be noble and really truthy.  BUT, we’re often expecting others…like ALL OF THEM…to do things we don’t even do ourselves.  If we reduced political ideas down to their lowest denominator…2 individuals, we observe what each really believes and we learn that political zealots (and religious zealots and probably others) will not do in a one-on-one situation…those things they expect our entire population to do at their beck and in their stead.  Think about it:  liberals want to spread the wealth around when there are ballot boxes  and contracts and lawyers and permits and ‘Environmental Impact Statements’ and all manner of additional statements of intent and impact, all killing time between them… and those who have less access to those things, and a lot less money.  But when a liberal (or actually anybody) is in a situation with one other hungry person…and that liberal has a single bag of trail mix…and ‘the road is long, from which there is no return’…(He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother)
Every man for himself, may the best man win, don’t let the door hit you in the ass on your way out.  And if there is any potential penalty for assisting a fellow human?  Well, then you just go ahead and let that door hit you.
“The psychiatrist basically admitted to me that I’m being watched yet they want to medicate me with anti-psychotics for feeling like I’m being watched.  And that’s the only symptom of schizophrenia I have.”

Targeted individual, most are in one way or another!

4/11/16

Wow.  I just had to beg my ex-husband who stopped trusting me but still won’t leave,  for money to pay for poisons that are impeding my function,  which I am court-ordered to ingest because my dad decided to GASLIGHT ME OVER THE EDGE and very nearly succeeded when I was ABDUCTED…rather than debriefed.   It’s easier to call 911 than to actually listen to somebody.   This is a VERY LOW PLACE.  Thank you, Lord.
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3:46 pm

UPDATE:  George gave me twenty more dollars for the prescriptions.  I’m very grateful.

3:36 pm

Organized Stalking Survival, by Dr. Pozner

I need money to obtain my court-ordered psychotropic medicines.  I don’t have any money.  I asked George and  he only gave me a small amount.  (The pharmacy was unable to quote me a price over the phone.)   If it isn’t sufficient, do I waste gas money returning?  Does he wish for me to stop taking the pills?  (I’d like that a lot.)  Since finding it necessary to GO ON THE DOLE  I’ve contributed $500 to the grocery budget.  He will not compensate me so he is gaining a really big boost to his disposable income.  How nice for him.  He loves shopping.  Before my dad lied about me, George trusted me and I depended on him.  We’re not crabby to one another,  but we are in utterly adversarial positions.  I really hope we can join forces but that’s not even possible if he DOESN’T TRUST ME.   Our story is a GREAT product and also very trendy.  People will soon pay BIG MONEY to anybody who can shed light on the effects they experience.   And it could help other people.  Sigh.  It seems unlikely that he will help me do that.
I learned a new term:  RADIATION HARASSMENT
I also learned that Tokyo is emptying fast.
Hope they don’t try moving to Europe.

3:01 pm

Resolution to Investigate the Collapse WTC Building 7

By now many have just thought that the 9/11 mass murders will be successfully forgotten or covered up by the politicians and mass media.

Seems that they are mistaken.

Just as those who thought that covering institutionalised paedophile behaviours, would never be exposed, some instances going as far back as the 1970-80’s leading to gaol sentences for perpetrators.

Well, many architects and engineers (www.ae911truth.org) in the US are increasingly seeing the scientific light and are calling upon the AIA (American Institute of Architects) for a resolution on building Number 7 as referred to in the message to me below.

 

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz45X7xgqfO

2:15 pm

The snowplow just went by for the SIXTH time today.  It’s April.  Gotta keep that overtime coming as long as possible I guess.

Church-people seem to think they may take the name of Jesus Christ and become a Christian.  THEN they believe they may CHOOSE HOW MUCH JESUS THEY WANT!  This is a serious doctrinal ERROR.  HE DECIDES.  Or you took his name in vain.
To be a ‘Christian’ means that HE RUNS YOUR LIFE.   It’s not always very fun.  But it’s a lot better than pretending I followed Him and finding out later I was mistaken.  How can narcissists actually claim they follow anybody?  Not if they believe in Jesus and eternal judgment, they can’t.  He TOLD US NOT TO BE LUKEWARM!!  Being fake is WAY worse even.
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2:03 pm

Man Arrested For Wearing Anonymous Mask At Protest For Arizona Election Fraud

A man wearing an Anonymous mask, a symbol of the hacktivists fighting for justice, was arrested in Arizona while sitting peacefully during a hearing at the state Capitol regarding the suspected election fraud.

Bystanders and fellow protesters recorded the event as police approached the man, Jonathan McRae, who had the mask atop his head, not covering his face, and forcefully removed him from his seat. The crowd came to the aid of the man verbally, one man even reached for McRae despite inevitably being manhandled by police after, and the man remained silent the entire time.

http://www.activistpost.com/2016/04/man-arrested-for-wearing-anonymous-mask-at-protest-for-arizona-election-fraud.html

Three months ago today was when I was abducted from my dining room.  My folks came to enjoy the event they began promoting in 2009 and sat on my couch and gloated.  I haven’t seen their faces since.  It’s been a quarter of a year.  Again.    Dad stopped communicating (except for the carefully-documented GOOFY GASLIGHTING TRICKS)…  AFTER HE RED MY BOOK in 2011.   (That’s when he took my home too.  Early 2012.)   I’ve been praying for truth and justice for seven years.   (In February it was seven years.)  God says He’s never late.  Late for what,  I wonder?  I’m not doing very well and it seems already pretty late to me.  I’ve spent seven years (Possibly longer. Unverified.) being TORTURED and I was even LOCKED UP FOR COMPLAINING about being RAPED IN MY MIND AND BODY and I DO NOT RECANT and I am not repentant and I have REALLY GREAT RECORDS and I’ve not been given ANY KIND OF HEARING…and still NOBODY CARES THAT THEY MIGHT BE NEXT!  This is a fine kettle of fish.

4:37 am

Hey!  It’s been six months since I smoked a cigarette.  Quitting was a pretty sane decision I think.

512 Qubit Quantum Computer, NSA Surveilance To Be Turned Over To AI Machines

“Devastating that scientists say bacon causes cancer and we face the fact that we’ll have to give up science.”

“There’s not an ounce of excitement; not a whisper of a thrill.”  (‘Meet Joe Black’)  There’s growing dissatisfaction in this house and none of us has ever been too satisfied anyway.  I’m living in my room.  We can’t any longer judge people by their demeanor.  We don’t know what they’ve seen or why their eyes are so shiny and big and they talk too fast.  We can only know them through the Spirit.  Sitting in my room drinking beer and unable to remember simple words.  Prayer is even rough, because as I’m finishing a sentence I CAN’T REMEMBER HOW IT STARTED.  So I pray in tongues mostly; also, “PLEASE!  PLEASE!”  (I should know by now that he doesn’t like it when I whine.  I’m so very tired of waiting for my life to begin but that’s wrong because I GAVE my life to Him.)
Maybe, at long last, this is ROCK BOTTOM.  I have lived for years with people I love very much.  These fine men do not believe me. This is a TERRIBLE way to live because I’m always worrying about what they think of me and also I am their MOM so I have some responsibility for them too, but are they gonna lock me up again and do I care about overcoming PTSD before I can be necessarily dispassionate about my roommates and their opinions of me in order to interact like a NORMAL PERSON?
 I have been through HORRENDOUS EXPERIENCES AND I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO WHO BELIEVES ME!  (…despite a WHOLE LOT OF RESEARCH AND DOCUMENTATION.)   I’ve been going down-hill for a bit.  Shouldn’t surprise me. I forgot I asked for it.  I always pray: “Please take me lower and slower.” Then I’m surprised when He does.  I want to be prepared so that I may have/do/experience  EVERYTHING GOD WANTS FOR ME. He told me once He was giving me my heart’s desire.  (He referenced the verse about that same promise to those who ‘delight’ in Him…He’s the only place I found joy for a long time.)  He also told me another time that I would have ‘everything I ever wanted.’  It sounded like a fairy godmother.  Do you suppose that might have been the NSA instead of God?  That’s a recurring question for V2K victims.  (“Former victims too.  I’m not whining.  I’m yours.  You know I’m sitting here suffering in isolation with beer and boredom and memory disturbance and lethargy and listlessness.  I am a child of the King so things will change.  Thank you.  I’d really like to hear from you.  Amen.”)

Why Anti-Authoritarians are Diagnosed as Mentally Ill

In my career as a psychologist, I have talked with hundreds of people previously diagnosed by other professionals with oppositional defiant disorder, attention deficit hyperactive disorder, anxiety disorder and other psychiatric illnesses, and I am struck by (1) how many of those diagnosed are essentially anti-authoritarians, and (2) how those professionals who have diagnosed them are not.

Anti-authoritarians question whether an authority is a legitimate one before taking that authority seriously. Evaluating the legitimacy of authorities includes assessing whether or not authorities actually know what they are talking about, are honest, and care about those people who are respecting their authority. And when anti-authoritarians assess an authority to be illegitimate, they challenge and resist that authority—sometimes aggressively and sometimes passive-aggressively, sometimes wisely and sometimes not.

-I have found that most psychologists, psychiatrists, and other mental health professionals are not only extraordinarily compliant with authorities but also unaware of the magnitude of their obedience.-

And it also has become clear to me that the anti-authoritarianism of their patients creates enormous anxiety for these professionals, and their anxiety fuels diagnoses and treatments.

Americans have been increasingly socialized to equate inattention, anger, anxiety, and immobilizing despair with a medical condition, and to seek medical treatment rather than political remedies. What better way to maintain the status quo than to view inattention, anger, anxiety, and depression as biochemical problems of those who are mentally ill rather than normal reactions to an increasingly authoritarian society.

“If dirt were dollars, I wouldn’t worry anymore.” — Don Henley

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz45VSGYuWF

4/10/16

7:33 pm

An Introduction to SYNTHETIC TELEPATHY my spin on it chapt. 1

6:59 pm

Synthetic Telepathy: Your Thoughts Are Not Your Own

“If you’re reading this you ARE the  resistance.”

6:31 pm

I mean think, not a single one of the psycho-psychological-bullshit-scenarios would work…on a populace of healthy confident people.  They can only muck around with our minds where we have permitted them access.  They can only play on our fears,  if we have some.
“Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools that don’t have brains enough to be honest.”  (Benjamin Franklin)

SONG FOR TARGETED INDIVIDUALS

“They just won’t let you rest, and now you’re sleep-deprived.  And when you get to sleep, they’ll rape you in the night…”
You feel the radiation and there’s nowhere safe in sight.
“The doctors and the  law enforcement turn their heads away.  They’ll tell you that you’re crazy; that’s what they’re told to say.”
‘We can see they’re scared…we can see they’re scared…we can see they’re scared.”
“The time has come for love to win as darkness disappears.”

They’re not Just Cellphone Towers–They’re Way Worse

“Silent weapons for quiet wars.”

“Matro weapons”

 

8:28 am

“This is the point where many targets go over the edge, about 1 to 4 years in.”
Why me?  Well, why NOT me?  My dilemma and the sticking point for my family is this question.  I hear “OK, Mom, Linda, etc (not EVER daughter because they already know):  ” I get it that the TECHNOLOGY EXISTS.  I also get it that the TECHNOLOGY IS USED to torture people.  What I do NOT BELIEVE…is that they use it on you.”  “Why you?”
Exactly.  It’s utterly ridiculous.  We’re expected to say that, as targets especially.  We’re expected to  disregard facts.  We’re even encouraged to accuse LUCID, conscientious, cogent WATCHMEN of being MENTALLY ILL when they try to warn us!!!  That is ultimately Psychotic.    Gentlemen.  This technology exists…for what reason on God’s Green Earth would they not USE IT?

Senior DARPA Scientist Warns of Widespread LETHAL ATTACKS Upon the Public Coming From Microwave Towers

“I seem to have stumbled across an advanced technology that I would classify as synthetic telepathy. It clearly uses the cellular towers to transmit illegal signals. It sounds unbelievable but it is actual technology being used on civilians of the US.

“My basic research does indicate that such technology can exist and dates back to the V2K (P300) mind wave technology of the 1970s. This does appear to be a much more advanced version that allows open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”

Did you get that?:

“open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”

See at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/senior-darpa-scientist-warns-of-widespread-lethal-attacks-upon-the-public-coming-from-microwave-towers/

4/9/16

7:33 pm

I’m learning more.  Some people are ‘memory repressed’.

1:37 pm

4/8/16
6:14 am

The gang-stalking “take-down program” against free-spirits in society

“It’s not stalking, it’s something else.  What this is, in essence,  is a virtually untraceable TAKE-DOWN-PROGRAM.  It’s really hard to fight, partly because the program looks a lot like mental illness…and partly because you’re being harassed in ways you don’t want to disclose to other people.  It’s made very embarrassing…ON PURPOSE.”
“IF A TARGET HAS BEEN PAINTED AS CRAZY, THE AUTHORITIES CAN GET AWAY WITH A LOT!”
“This is your own personal false-flag operation which is going to send you on a wild goose chase…for years.”
“Another key characteristic is BETRAYAL.”
“This is all very memorable…no escape…everyone’s betraying you; you’re supposed to internalize that.”
“…you’re about a year into it…you’re your own worst enemy…you’re jumping at every shadow…”

Merle Haggard knew he was going to die on birthday

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Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come! It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones. Luke 17:1-2

A Random Swedish person is waiting to take your phone call

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Ron Paul made several predictions in 2002. It’s 2016. Let’s see if what he predicted came true….

Why is the Media So Afraid of This Woman’s Work?

Is the silencing of a female psychiatrist’s voice, who is only trying to give voice to millions of women who have been forcibly silenced by placing them in a chemical straightjacket/muzzle, just more proof that there really is an orchestrated attempt to silence, and control, the experience, voice, and truth of these women?
Often, we become depressed when we feel our truth, our voice, and even the emotional and spiritual symptoms of healing are pressed down (depressed) by our circumstances, even loved ones, or at least our perception of them doing so. 
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NASA Confesses to Dosing Americans with Air-borne Lithium & Other Chemicals

I wrote about this in my first book.  2011

VIDEO: WHY ARE ENRAGED NAKED “DEMONS” ATTACKING PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD?

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11:34 am
I forgot how GREAT it is to have good VISION!  It’s nice not to have to scrape bugs and french-fry-grease from my ancient lenses that George rigged up with replacement bows from a pair at the dollar store.  I forgot that if your eyesight is good and you have to go to the bathroom in the night you don’t have to remember to grab them.  I don’t have to stand near a window to reed a label.  My life is MUCH improved.  “Thank you, Jesus.”
1:14 pm
I used to hear from God.  I was pretty sure it was Him because everything He told me turned out to be 100 percent right.  I don’t hear from God very much anymore, but I remember things he’s told me.  The directed-energy-weapon refered to in the COPIOUS VOLUMES OF LITERATURE as ‘VOICE OF GOD’ makes noises VERY MUCH LIKE THE VOICE I KNEW AND TRUSTED to be GOD. I had to choose; we all must choose which voice we will obey.  If we’re obedience-inclined.  That is better, but you gotta follow the right voice.
ATTENTION:  I have been diagnosed as defective and my parents haven’t talked to me for seven years and people call me nuts.
That being said, I continue to depend on the Spirit as defined by my (possibly) defective mind.  I baked cookies and cakes and pasties and bread for my parents during ALL THE YEARS they were not only IGNORING ME but also TELLING OTHERS A LOT OF LIES ABOUT ME.  I’m taking a break.  I’m going to pray and fast and just wait for God to give me justice.  Selah.
I was tortured and raped by psychotronic weapons.  If people do not care about what happened to me, then people might not
stop this influence from DESTROYING OUR SPECIES.  Just sayin’.  906-586-4629.