3/7/16

4:53 pm

“He who does not dare to offend cannot be honest.”  (Thomas Paine)
Dear Sons, Why is it so important that I be wrong?  Why is it necessary that all my thoughts be questioned and even my brain discounted and its work product denigrated?  Why?  So important that I be wrong that I was INCARCERATED?  Why do other people get a free pass?  I’m not the one with a problem, I think.
Mom

4:34 pm

I have been called crazy and/or a liar for seven years, and I have maintained my story and nobody has looked at my evidence. Yeah. My sons will be very proud of me when they cease being so VERY FRIGHTENED.

3:45 pm

 They refuse to know we were targeted.  They refuse to know who it be that targeted their family.  They LOCKED ME UP… rather than consider that I might know what is true, and who is our tormenter.  They’re kind, good-hearted men.  As such, they believe other men to be kind and good-hearted as well.  (I’m just watching this play out.)  I KNOW that some men are vile and false.  I pray that my sons will easily tolerate the truth when it is necessarily revealed, and that they will kindly accept what they see.
1:49 pm
I am in receipt of a message from Josh.  He doesn’t want to be my friend but he don’t want to hate me either.  That’s pretty tough.  I don’t care if I’m his friend or not.  I’ll love him just the same and he and Isaac don’t believe that,  because they don’t believe HOW MUCH I TRUST THE SPIRIT AND THE WORD.  (They test me all the time.)  I WILL NOT SUBMIT TO HUMAN BULLSHIT AS FAR AS I RECOGNIZE It.  I WILL NOT REFUSE THE SPIRIT AS FAR AS I RECOGNIZE HIM.  THIS IS MY LIFE AND MY SONS MAY SHARE THEREIN OR THEY MAY GO THEIR OWN WAY.  THEY ARE THE BEST.  TOUGH SHIT.  THEY MUST BE THE BEST… AND ALSO BE RIGHT.  I’LL BE WAITING FOR THEM WHEN THEY’VE SEEN THIS TRUTH.  “THANK YOU GOD, FOR SUCH COOL SONS.  AMEN. “
 
I have stood up for very long against defiant half-hearts who do not do their homework.  I stand against opposition lacking documentation, and I stand in the face of every single person who might defy me whilst refusing to state his case.  I got a note from Josh. He doesn’t believe me, so we can’t be friends.  I love him lots and he knows that, or he would not wager as he does. But, I love TRUTH a whole lot more than I love him.  Nice knowing you, Josh.  We’ll have a great relationship some day.  You’re astonishing and I’m very grateful I got to know you already.  TTYL.
I love TRUTH better than ANYTHING IN THE UNIVERSE.  You wanna argue?  Show me some truth.  ❤
(Can any of you [true] mothers imagine what it’s like to tell your own children to take a hike?  My third book is gonna break your heart… and every word is true.  I nursed them both; can you figure?)
It’s hard to understand how a faction might value oneself, and then discard one’s activities or dogma.  It’s hard to be upfront and forthright when the general consensus points astray.  Not many humans like hyperactive dogs, or hyperactive humans.  I can’t believe that my life maneuvers somewhat according to physical rules that make no sense and even if I understood them, they would still make no sense. No sense at all.  Pointless, unless one has memorized the details of consequences that make no sense, payable at infractions of rules that make no sense.  Pay up.  You bet’cha.  We pay for many things that make no sense and we pay for the privilege of discerning what makes sense.  Bit not really.  Nothing is really as it seems.  George is working out.  His fancy bottle contains fancy beverage-drink and his multiples of exercise equipment are all around the room and the TV plays the exercise-video and the mirror is a wonderful picture.  I can’t really stay here much longer.  I can’t really leave until God tells me where to go.  God doesn’t talk to me very much lately.  “Here I stand and I shall not be moved.”  The exercise video is roaring along in the other room.  Here I stand but I don’t have anybody to talk to.
My sons refuse to believe me.  They refuse to discuss my records, and they refuse to consider others’ records of psychotronic attacks.  My sons won’t look at the evidence and they tell me they will not respect me until I STOP DEMANDING that they look at my records.  What are the odds on that????
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

2:20 pm

(My sons are going to be SO PROUD OF ME when it is exposed what I survived and what I documented.  They will think I am not a loser.  Selah.)

posted
Dear Steve Quayle,
 
I also do not sleep very much and I also am not ashamed of the gospel…
– 
I’ll get around to writing you.  My story is documented and I need to be on the radio.  Or not.  People should know what I know.  I’ll write you a letter pretty soon.  I should write a couple letters.  I’m waiting on God.
Linda
“I know my body isn’t like it used to be, but hell, it’s still there.”  (82 year-old burlesque dancer, who does shows with her granddaughter, who doesn’t look much better)

Brittany Yunker’s GORGEOUS Tiny House in Olympia, WA- Full Tour

 
–ACTIVIST– Predicts Cops Will Kill Him, Found Stabbed & Burned to Death – Police Just Ruled it Suicide
There is certainly the possibility that Lang did kill himself — although stabbing one’s self multiple times, hiding the weapon so police could never find it, then setting your house on fire without leaving a trace — is unlikely.

Narcissism Gaslighting Makes Mainstream

This is so exciting to us, victims of narcissistic abuse because we have a difficult time explaining to others:  “This is what happened.  Please believe me.  It’s REAL.”
“Gaslighting is so dangerous because it skewers an individual’s capacity to explain and even realize what is wrong.”
“I think, no I feel, that gaslighting is the WORST ABUSE…”
3/7/16
8:35 am

MIND CONTROL MICROSCOPE CHANGES BEHAVIOR OF MICE: SCIENTISTS SAY THEY WILL SOON “TREAT THE BRAIN AS THE KEYBOARD OF A PIANO”

‘With this new microscope, we believe we will soon be able to treat the brain as the keyboard of a piano, so to speak, and write in a sequence of activity that is needed to understand or correct brain function,’ said Dr. Adesnik.
(Don’t you think scientists actually KNOW what’s going on in their field?  Do they still fiddle around on ancient efforts just for a job?  Do they envy the break-away civilization people?  Why do they possibly do what they do so we can get outdated information?)
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Blinking Light Sends BUY IPAD In Morse Code During Obama Interview

Is this a subliminal advertisement or just random hacking?
 

HEADS UP: YELLOWSTONE Cover Up! Authorities Told To Keep QUIET!

Public seismographs are all off-line.

Gerald R. Ford Urges Congressional Investigation on UFOs | PRESS RELEASE – 1966

See at:

A Strangers Guide – The Real Owners of This Planet

 
 

Robert Stanley: Is Google-AI creating a false “Disclosure” by manipulating images on Google Earth, Google Moon and Google Mars as part of Secret Space Program?

VANCOUVER, BC – In a NewsInsideOut.com interview with Alfred Lambremont Webre, author Robert Stanley exposed the apparent manipulation by Google of specific images on Google Earth, Google Moon, and Google Mars.
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“It’s as if humans are tending to go over to become AI-entrained…robotoids, or …soul-embedded bio-avatars…”
“Healing the soul.  I thought I was going to be part of this amazing world-change and all they cared about was who was fucking who and who won the football game.”
“Jesus I sent you a cup of my blood.  Jesus….   Some spirit’s tricked me to give up all that    if we don’t have that, everything is going to go crazy around us….why do they have the targets with pregnant girls?  We won’t know if it’s men or women anyway?” (Isaac)
“Join the hierarchy somehow.  I treated her like a normal person   Interesting to be in that position.”
My sons do not know how badly I wish to be free of responsibility, and they won’t even consider the possibility that I might be telling the truth.  They refuse to know we were targeted.  They refuse to know who it be that targeted their family.  They LOCKED ME UP… rather than consider that I might know what is true, and who is our tormenter.  They’re kind, good-hearted men.  As such, they believe other men to be kind and good-hearted as well.  (I’m just watching this play out.)  I KNOW that some men are vile and false.  I pray that my sons will easily tolerate the truth when it is necessarily revealed, and that they will kindly accept what they see.
1:49 pm
I am in receipt of a message from Josh.  He doesn’t want to be my friend but he don’t want to hate me either.  That’s pretty tough.  I don’t care if I’m his friend or not.  I’ll love him just the same and he and Isaac don’t believe that,  because they don’t believe HOW MUCH I TRUST THE SPIRIT AND THE WORD.  (They test me all the time.)  I WILL NOT SUBMIT TO HUMAN BULLSHIT AS FAR AS I RECOGNIZE It.  I WILL NOT REFUSE THE SPIRIT AS FAR AS I RECOGNIZE HIM.  THIS IS MY LIFE AND MY SONS MAY SHARE THEREIN OR THEY MAY GO THEIR OWN WAY.  THEY ARE THE BEST.  TOUGH SHIT.  THEY MUST BE THE BEST… AND ALSO BE RIGHT.  I’LL BE WAITING FOR THEM WHEN THEY’VE SEEN THIS TRUTH.  “THANK YOU GOD, FOR SUCH COOL SONS.  AMEN. “
 
I have stood up for very long against defiant half-hearts who do not do their homework.  I stand against opposition lacking documentation, and I stand in the face of every single person who might defy me whilst refusing to state his case.  I got a note from Josh. He doesn’t believe me, so we can’t be friends.  I love him lots and he knows that, or he would not wager as he does. But, I love TRUTH a whole lot more than I love him.  Nice knowing you, Josh.  We’ll have a great relationship some day.  You’re astonishing and I’m very grateful I got to know you already.  TTYL.
I love TRUTH better than ANYTHING IN THE UNIVERSE.  You wanna argue?  Show me some truth.  ❤
(Can any of you [true] mothers imagine what it’s like to tell your own children to take a hike?  My third book is gonna break your heart… and every word is true.  I nursed them both; can you figure?)

 

4/6/16

9:31 am

I have a hard time believing what I reed from people I believe.  People I reed.  People who do not expect me to believe without supportive evidence and people who don’t believe even the things they know are true.  They’re believers.  Isaac still wants to send me to a funny farm in Costa Rica.  He thinks I would relax and meet some nice people.  He said they’d let me cook and I see myself barefoot with flowers in my hair receiving cheek-kisses as I cook, over the shoulder that is not wearing a damp dish towel.  If it were dry it would be slung from the waistband of my apron.  If I am stunned, I can only imagine how stunned would be my brother, if he knew.  (He son is going into the US military.  What can he possibly know?)  My mom is very rich and she won’t share anything.  She may soon beg for bread.  I hope she finds favor because outside of Jesus’ camp (ie:  TRUTH AND LOVE) the aliens get to decide who eats.  (Edward Snowden:  SHOCK CLAIM: “Edward Snowden Reveals That Our Government Is Taking Orders From “Aliens” Under the Earth.”  (Hoax?)  See at:  http://investmentwatchblog.com/shock-claim-edward-snowden-reveals-that-our-government-is-taking-orders-from-aliens-under-the-earth/)  My dad sold out his own family so he could look like big man on campus.  He decided to punish me for his failures which he believes to be well hidden.  Anonymous is like some angel avenger.  Don’t you think?  They give warnings.  Just ask Ted Cruz.  We’re all required to be truthful people…or to be ridiculed in public by a bunch of hacker-nerds.  I told my parents years ago that they would not get away with lying for very much longer.  I have copies of the letters.  They don’t talk to me so I write.  The prime minister of Iceland really folded easy, didn’t he?  He jailed bankers; of course he’s finished.  But maybe it’s all lies.  I’ve never actually even BEEN TO Iceland.  Maybe it’s a fiction?

“Conspiracy theorists of the world, believers in the hidden hands of the Rothschilds and the Masons and the Illuminati, we skeptics owe you an apology. You were right. The players may be a little different, but your basic premise is correct: The world is a rigged game. We found this out in recent months, when a series of related corruption stories spilled out of the financial sector, suggesting the world’s largest banks may be fixing the prices of, well, just about everything.”

Read more: http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/news/everything-is-rigged-the-biggest-financial-scandal-yet-20130425#ixzz453894C2w
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Lots of powerful voices are supporting Trump, and some of them sound foolish.  Alex Jones (I’m not an Alex Jones fan btw.) is playing a morality shell-game with the various adulterers on offer to be our holy representatives.  People err on the side of self-preservation.  The more self-fearful they become, the more grey matter is devoted to thoughts of threat and fear and to establishment of bulwarks…   And as fear increases, more common sense is discarded.

Cruz and Heidi Sex Scandal Going Nuclear!

New information has just come to light that clearly shows Heidi Cruz knows about Ted’s affairs and prostitution and has sent emails to the Cruz campaign admitting she knows and is OK with it! Sound familiar? Sound like Hillary and Bill? Then we have Madam DC Sex scandal from 2007 with 813 names of clients that used a prostitution service and the lawyer that was defending the Madam ring leader says has a suit in the Supreme Court that he says “if it not approved within 2 weeks he will make all on the names, addresses and phone numbers of these 813 people public”. 

(This is probably inappropriately judgmental but at this point I have a lot more respect for Heidi Cruz than I do for the women who actually DID sleep with her slimeball ‘husband’.  I can’t wait until we all get to know everybody who everybody else ever slept with. Seriously, when I’m done puking I’ll be way smarter.)

Radioactive wild boar roaming Fukushima countryside

(Sounds a bit apocalyptic, no?)

“Hunters are shooting the boars as fast as they can, but local cities are running out of burial space and incinerator capacity to dispose of their corpses.”

Incredible-looking spy plane lands at Manchester Airport

Looking a little like a hovering UFO, the pancake-shaped head gear is actually a high-tech radar.

Registration ZH106, the Royal Air Force Boeing E-3D Sentry AEW1 (707-320B) was spotted over Stockport before landing at the hub for a date with Air Livery Ltd.

Reece Sanford spotted it and took these photographs before it landed.

http://www.manchestereveningnews.co.uk/news/greater-manchester-news/royal-air-force-boeing-manchester-11135412

See some:

Something Wrong With The Airspace Around Manchester Airport UK – Systems Down, on The Ground & in The Airspace. Hacked – Possible.

Here we are.
“The very invisible things that have dwelt in mankind’s imagination will become visible.  The things of men’s nightmares will materialize.  Men’s hearts will fail them for looking on the things coming upon the earth.”  (Steve Quayle)
Even right now.  I finally heard a word from my beloved, he said, “Even right now.”  Isaac and Josh and I and George need an opportunity, and motivation.  We’re waiting and we’re impatient.  I suspect God requires exactly as much time as he’s used, to accomplish precisely what he wishes, through my sacrifices and theirs.  I’ve taught,  that when it seems that nothing is happening, we can know that is when God is doing his biggest works.  I now believe we can also know that no matter how long it has been, nor how weak and vulnerable we feel, he is doing those things.  We are his biggest works even right now.  His biggest works are imminent.  (I mean biggest ‘so far’.)
Inquiry:  First you enquire as to whether perp’s motive was encouraged by threat, or by bribes.  Seriously though, aren’t you glad it’s not YOU running for president this year?  The Panama Papers are only a small portion of what they will expose in order to have their way.  I hope the EMP is postponed for a while so the TV stays running long enough to get some laughs.
 

4/5/16

2:33 PM

The statue of Orwell – real name Eric Blair – will be accompanied by a plaque that reads: “If liberty means anything at all, it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear,” the Guardian reported on Monday.

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz44vmsKvuh

How Reconciliation Works — by Patrick Doyle

“Forgiveness doesn’t necessarily mean the next step is reconciliation.”
“Forgiveness is a process between the offended party…and GOD.”
“Trust is earned by TRUSTWORTHY BEHAVIOR.”

OR Criminal Politicians Names Revealed

What you need to know about the “Panama Papers” — explained

“Luke Rudkowski touches on important areas of the world’s biggest data dump By Shepard Ambellas”

“The thing is that right now, we have a real opportunity to do things differently.  The establishment candidates tell us that change is too hard and that we don’t understand the system and how it works.

You know what?  For me that is so true.  And what is also true is that I don’t want to understand it, but I do want it to go away.

If we subscribe to the idea that it’s too hard to change, are we not just stepping into the shackles voluntarily?”  (Bernie Sanders’ campaign ad)

2:15 pm

I don’t know what else I could possibly try.  I don’t have any more ideas.  I’ve been working for ten years and everything I’ve tried has failed to bring me answers or relief from the mind-control-crap.  I don’t know what else I could possibly try to get myself an opportunity, or some opportunities for my sons, or some Truth for George too.  We have been in limbo for a lot of years.  I have been called lying and/or mentally defective for beliefs I still maintain.  Social worker:  (chirp) “Are you taking your meds?”  Linda:  ” I am an involuntary patient. That’s kinda the point is it not?”  Stupidness should not write prescriptions.  I’m learning about ‘being’ value contrasting ‘doing’ value but it still seems that if I fasted just a few more days, my mom or dad would talk to me and help us.  Maybe I could even live in a healing environment until I lost the tremor, if my mom or dad would talk to me and help us. They stole from us.  They stole our faiths and our families but we’re getting them back.  I love that I no longer see them.  I’ll love it even better when they pay some debts.  I love when it’s afternoon; I know I’ll be going to bed shortly.  I’ve been WAITING for a REALLY LONG TIME for my parents and siblings to BE THE PEOPLE THEY CLAIM TO BE.  If I have to be here much longer they should buy me some books or something.   Unless they’d prefer to help finance my crusade.  When they get wind of how overwhelming are the implications, I suspect they may choose to give me money not only because they OWE ME, but also because I will USE IT in obedience to HOLY SPIRIT and it will SAVE PEOPLE’S LIVES.  –

(WOULDN’T THAT BE A TRAGEDY IF MY RIGHTFULLY-MINE-QUEST-MONEY GOT WASTED BUYING MY MOM ANOTHER PAIR OF SHOES?  SHE CAN BARELY WALK EVEN!)

(My folks don’t think about things like that.)

(WOULDN’T THAT BE A TRAGEDY IF MY RIGHTFULLY-MINE-QUEST-MONEY GOT WASTED BUYING MY MOM ANOTHER PAIR OF SHOES?  SHE CAN BARELY WALK EVEN!)
 –

2:08 am

“It’s not like if I stop doing this shit that they’ll leave me alone…”
NOW IT IS 2016, AND THE TRUTH FOR AMERICANS IS THIS:
RAPE, MURDER, TORTURE, BATTERY, ASSAULT, ETC. IS ALL LEGAL AS LONG AS IT IS DONE THROUGH WIRELESS TECHNOLOGY AND WIRELESS WEAPONS.
THERE IS NOT ONE LAW THAT PROTECTS AMERICANS FROM WIRELESS TECHNOLOGY AND WEAPONS.
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(I think the powers that won’t-for-long-be are surprised.  I think they did a great service to the Kingdom of God by torturing good people.  I know God is the only legitimate way to get above the pain-programming and I’m soon to testify of my absolute emotional victory.  But, maybe also torture is necessary to take us TRUTH-LOVERS the final distance to absolute trust?  It was very good and helpful for me.  I thank the Alexanders and all their micro-chipped-prisoner-goon-servants.  I’d like to get this over with.  I have some partying to do and I’ve been waiting for a long time.  There are lots more like me.  My sons and I have been waiting for truth since 2009.)

“RAPE, MURDER, ABUSE, TORTURE, BATTERY ARE ALL LEGAL SO LONG AS THE WEAPON USED IS WIRELESS TECHNOLOGY”

“FBI SAYS NO LAWS NO PROTECTION AGAINST WIRELESS WEAPONS”

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It’s my cousin’s birthday.  I baked a cake last year.  I’m just not baking for people anymore lately. It wasn’t a conscious choice.  The biggest issue facing mankind is electronic weaponry whereby one man can force his will on another and the victim doesn’t even know!  This is the sharp edge of the market and God gave us a really good foot in the door with the trend,  but Isaac doesn’t want to talk about the years of continual HORROR, and therefore might not be seeing a golden opportunity to sell a product we already have,  and to help others, and to make ourselves happy and to save humanity from extinction.  We have been prepared for such a time as this.  People have to know about the things we suffered.  
“A lot of people lost their lives, a lot of  people have been tricked.  A lot of people have been falsely labeled mentally ill.  A lot of people lost family members by not believing what they’re saying.  But now the TRUTH is unfolding and the people got a lot of work to do.”

4/4/16

6:03 pm

4/4/16
I can see again.  I haven’t used my glasses since last night.  My eyes were healed several years ago and I could read even the tiniest print for about six months.  I wish I could know if my benefactor is God almighty or techno-geeks.  (The goons may also HELP PEOPLE…)  Either way, I guess I know.  I can reed anything.  I like that.  “Thank you, God.”

5:47 pm

I know when I’m being zapped.  I’ve known it for SEVEN YEARS,  each and every time.  It’s easier to tolerate now, even if it is VERY DISRUPTIVE…because I KNOW IT WILL END.  Then it does.  Then it happens again.  I am TORTURED EVERY DAY and EVERY NIGHT.   But not for long.

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“If you haven’t had these things happen to you.  If you haven’t had that SEVERE FEAR.  Then good for you.”

Targeted individual! Some experiences

“If you do get hit, my advice to you is to stay as logically minded as possible.”

 

“If you’ve had orchestrated theatrics like I have, like if you’re a TARGETED INDIVIDUAL…”

Robotoids are “manufactured” first by copying the memory of an entire brain. A holographic image is made of the host’s brain and that is transferred into the biological matter functioning as a brain of the robotoid, but adjustments have to be taught and programmedinto the mind of the robotoid since the body and brain of the robotoid are not identical to the original person being copied.[1]

(Wickipedia)

 

To the presumption that if we are targeted we have manifested such targeting:

“If negative energy brought on this kind of targeting…I suspect that at least half the world would be a target and that is not the case.  So don’t buy into anything that puts the blame on the victim…”

4:50 pm

Gang Stalking / Targeted Individual – How to survive, What to do & not to do

4:29 pm

targeted individuals gang stalking coping

“Perhaps this is maybe geared more toward people in their first year of it…”

“It’s a very scary time.”

“There was just no reasonable explanation…and they were happening.”

“On the one hand, things that looked like mental illness were happening…and on the other hand …”

“These days I don’t really talk about it to my friends, even though it does happen, it still happens…but I’ve understood that speaking about it to friends and people who are not experiencing it won’t do anything but  damage relationships.  So I don’t.”

 

 

:24 pm

 

“Computer code.  Strings and bits of ones and zeroes…in the equations that we use to describe the cosmos.”

“It doesn’t just LOOK LIKE computer code; it IS COMPUTER CODE…a SPECIAL KIND of computer code…”

 

Sim Theory – We May Actually Be In The Matrix

:10 pm

“…grand jury found evidence that two former bishops assisted in the cover-up of sexual abuse to hundreds of children by more than 50 clergy over a 40-year period.”

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz44tH2M3R9

3:53 pm

Jesus wept: There were 12 reported incidents of Christian pastors molesting kids — in just the last month

Sexual abuse within the Christian community that either ignores it or attempts to sweep it under the rug became a hot topic in 2015 after it was revealed that popular Christian celebrities Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar attempted to hide the fact that their son Josh had molested several of his sisters when they were younger. The resulting scandal forced the family’s popular reality show off the air after sponsors fled.

According to Christian writer Tom Challies, sexual predators gravitate to churches because Christians are taught to submit to authority in an atmosphere that encourages trust. Church programs also offer easy access to the children of parishioners.

See more at:   ( raw story dot com)

MkUltra Involved Hospitals, Universities and Government Facilities Leaked List

[…]Harvard Medical School, Massachusetts
Hollywood Hospital, Vancouver, Canada
House of the Good Shepherd, New York
Human Ecology Foundation
Ionia State Hospital
Johns Hopkins University  
Leler University of Georgia
Los Alamos
Louisiana State Penitentiary
Marlborough day hospital, Wiltshire, England
Massachusetts General Hospital
Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) 
McGill University, Department of Psychiatry, Canada […]

See more here:   (Can’t make the link appear.  There is also a list of individuals.)

UPDATED: MKULTRA Connected Individuals List

Can’t link it.

 

1:50 pm

“At the age of six, I wanted to be a cook,” (Salvadore) Dali says in his biography. “At seven I wanted to be Napoleon. And my ambition has been growing steadily ever since.”

NEW MEXICO BANS FORCED PSYCHIATRIC DRUGGING OF CHILDREN

4/4/16
We have been taught that our feelings did not matter, and that what we think does not matter as much as what other people think.
We have been taught that our experiences are not valid.

GANG STALKING IN MIAMI FLA (part V), by Mr Nizin Lopez

This guy is great.  He’s trying to be so bad-ass as he scolds his tormenters.  They’ve done hideous things to him and he responds with threatening things like: “FBI…you owe me a PROFOUND apology”…and “You have no honor.” 
“I hate your fucking guts…”
 (You can tell he’s being intentionally profane; he even has an announcement at the beginning with an age-warning!  I don’t think I’ve met a targeted individual who wasn’t a really nice person.  It’s harder to tell with Europeans though, because they’re more polite than we.)

I don’t know what I could do that I would care about.  I don’t want to spend my life doing things I don’t care about.    (Isaac)  
Isaac doesn’t believe Jesus has power because he’s never seen it.  He’s watched me pray for his entire life and every time I tried something I’d get knocked down.  He says, “If it exists I want to see it and I want to be around it…but I don’t see it.  Is there a god when Steve Jobs makes his fame on child labor?”  I know he’s going to be amazed when Jesus fixes us.  We all need fixing in this cursed house.  We tried really hard to break the curse and now we all just want to leave.   I’m not going anywhere just yet.  

FBI HONEYPOT ENSNARES MICHIGAN MAN

According to transcripts of conversations between Rayyan and the informant — which were made public for the first time this week — Rayyan had fallen in love with Bride and had even proposed marriage.

The transcripts show that the FBI informant initiated conversations about violence on several occasions, and when she did, Rayyan would tell her that he didn’t want to hurt anyone. In an online conversation on December 26, 2015, the informant asked Rayyan, using the Arabic word meaning this earthly life, “What do you want from this Dunya?”

“Honestly to get married,” he responded. “I think if I get married I will be happy. I’m just lonely sometimes. I want to start a family.”

In a conversation a month later, the informant told Rayyan that if the Islamic State “asks for my life I would give it up in a heartbeat.”

Rayyan replied, “Your [sic] young and confused,” adding, “I don’t think you know what you want.”

See more at:

https://theintercept.com/2016/03/30/fbi-honeypot-ensnares-michigan-man/

Tweet Proves Shooting @Greyhound Station Staged [VIDEO]

A Twitter post from US Senator Tim Kaine about the Richmond Greyhound Station Drill/Shooting 2 hours 45 min. before the alleged killing of Virginia State Trooper Chad Dermyer took place is the smoking gun which verifies this incident was staged.

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The 9 Veils Placed On Every Human Soul

 With each veil pierced, exponentially shrinking numbers of increasingly enlightened people are deemed insane by exponentially increasing masses of decreasingly enlightened people.
Behind the first two veils we find the great majority of people on the planet. They are tools of the state: Second veilers are the gullible voters whose ignorance justify the actions of politicians who send untold millions of first veilers off to die in foreign lands as cannon fodder — their combined stations in life are simply to believe that the self-serving machinations of the power-elite are matters of national security and are worth dying for.

The purpose of this essay is threefold:
1. To help the handful of people in the latter veils to understand why the masses have little choice but to interpret their clarity as insanity;

2. To help people behind the first two veils understand that living, breathing and thinking are just the beginning and;

3. Show people that the greatest adventure of our life is behind the next veil because that is just one less veil between ourselves and God A.K.A. ‘The Highest Vibration”

See more at:   

http://in5d.com/the-9-veils-placed-on-every-human-soul/

Doug Casey on Making the Most of Your Personal Freedom and Financial Opportunity Around the World

You simply cannot quadruple the money supply and double the national debt in eight years without catastrophic results.

As this unfolds, your biggest risk isn’t the crashing stock market or the crashing bond market. Your biggest problem, and also the one most people just don’t see, is political. Your government is by far the most serious threat to your money and wellbeing.

See more at:

https://www.lewrockwell.com/2016/04/doug-casey/leaving-eye-hurricane/

I am a Targeted Individual – Michigan

“I’m not gonna be quiet anymore…”
“Someone TALKED TO ME THROUGH THE TELEVISION…”
(Google it.)

Induced Mental & Physical Illness – Organized Stalking & Harassment

4/3/16

1:56 pm

(And the whole crowd gasps as one…)
I want to hike the Appalachian trail with Josh.  Maybe first we’ll go to Lake of the Clouds for training.  I’ll tell him how his father and I honeymooned up there, and I’ll recount the familiar stories of when we lived up there when Isaac was a baby.  I think he feels left out sometimes, that we had Isaac first, and maybe he missed something good.  He’s going to see amazing things and he missed not a thing and even his dad isn’t going to miss out.  My god is big enough to do anything and His ideas are way better than mine.  Most days the highest I can raise my hopes is just to the point where most pain is alleviated, and where I am not a pariah.  Isn’t that sad for a daughter of the King?

We dissidents who do not approve of our government’s obliteration of our constitutional rights have become the feds’ targeted enemy

Read more here:
“It is really, really common to suffer financial abuse at the hands of a narcissist.”

Gang-stalking — Democracy Spring

vomitt.com
“Remote TORTURE with directed energy weapons…”

BEAMS OF SOUND: MICROWAVE HEARING, VOICE-TO-SKULL TECHNOLOGIES; YOU’RE NOT CRAZY

(Famous ‘channeler’ of ‘ascended masters’ now admits he was mistaken.  He heard voices alright; he was a victim of VOICE TO SKULL ‘voice of god’ protocol…administered via directed energy weapons…)
“Mostly misdiagnosed with mental disorder, targets look for answers.”
“With research they will discover technologies–voice to skull and pulse microwave being used to them by their abusers.”

(Posted for one particular friend) Electronic Harassment and Targeted Individuals – to listen to the full video, and to subscribe to Conscious Consumer Network, click on the links below.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JP49A…

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiQX…

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9:23 am

I guess that, considering the times and seasons, the best thing I could do for my sons or any other acquaintance,  is to become totally free from fear.  TOTALLY FREE FROM FEAR.  If we’re too afraid for the Truth then they’re too afraid.  And you have to believe total freedom is possible or you’ll stay stuck in fear.  I think I’ll give my sons a very great gift.  As soon as God gives it to me.
-ANOTHER DEAD TARGETED INDIVIDUAL-ANOTHER DEAD TARGETED INDIVIDUAL–ANOTHER DEAD TARGETED INDIVIDUAL-

Local activist repeatedly threatened, harassed and intimidated by local PD begs for help and predicts his own murder. Despite overwhelming evidence of extrajudicial killing, no investigation takes place.

More here:  http://investmentwatchblog.com/local-activist-repeatedly-threatened-harassed-and-intimidated-by-local-pd-begs-for-help-and-predicts-his-own-murder-despite-overwhelming-evidence-of-extrajudicial-killing-no-investigation-takes-pla/

Pentagon Program To Kill Religious Center Of Brain Via Water, Airborne Spraying and Designer Viruses

Leaked 2005 video from the Pentagon discussing the ability to target and kill the religious center of the brain for a large portion of various populations, and the various methods which could be used as delivery systems, such as through public drinking water, airborne particulates through aerosol spraying programs, or designer respiratory viruses.

(OMG, isn’t this too perfect?  Alex Jones is on staff for Donald Trump!  He’s ‘influencing’ people to stampede the Republican convention in Ohio!  Somebody set this up and somebody knows how it’s gonna end.  It’s ALL too perfect!   He’s calling for attendance by ‘five million’  ‘Constitution-Trumpians.’   (If he can find a single example I’ll eat my dictionary.)  I never believed Alex Jones and now he’s propelled to a position where he no longer need care what I think.  Nor anybody else in his audience.  Nor anybody else in any demographic I’ve ever aspired to inhabit.

MSNBC: TRUMP SUPPORTERS ‘LIKE ALEX JONES’ PREPARED TO REVOLT

(I’m still waiting for God to change me.  I knew all along that no torture is impossible to bear if one is Christlike and aware of His presence.  I’ve prayed for God to change me for my entire life.  I’ve always known I was deemed deficient and I didn’t want that.  I knew that I was not up to par with the church either, so I asked God to change me more.  I have spent part of every day for the past 7 years begging for God to change me so I didn’t feel things and I didn’t hurt people.)
Apparently Miley Cyrus doesn’t approve of Donald Trump and she wrote a letter.  Isn’t that cute?  You wanna know the worst thing about being raised by abusive narcissists?  A- It seems weird when other families interact with one another in an accepting, respectful, VOLUNTARY manner, and are supported rather than judged, and that’s quite bad enough,  But also …you eventually kind of look down on those loving folk.  But you also look down on yourself; you know you’re not good enough so it must be common to man.   I aim high but even if I reached my goals, I would still deem myself just barely good enough.  I understand about that now, since researching narcissistic abuse syndrome.  I’d really like to talk to somebody about what I’ve experienced and what I’ve learned,  and about what God is doing.  I feel like I’m about to pop.  Isn’t it a terrible malady that ingrains one’s substance so completely that the victim PITIES anybody who doesn’t have the infection to thereby share it’s delusions and compulsions?
– –College graduates are a prime example.–
In the old days George’s mom would hear our car in her driveway and get up from the recliner and come to the door to wave as we pulled in;  she’d even come outside to hug us.  My family didn’t hug.  My family didn’t do about a dozen things implied in the observable activities initiated by George’s mom every time we showed up.  She cared about her people; in my diseased mind it made her look weak.  (My parents practice their not-impressed-expressions before enormous cloudy mirrors…)  Her enthusiasm made me feel that my family was superior; superior in its aloofness and assumed superiority.  They wouldn’t get up for very many people.  Never for me.  I thought they demonstrated some kind of deserved strength.  I was mentally ill back then when I was Baptist.
 if you’re not looking closely, you’ll miss it at the Opening Ceremonies: the United States will be the only country that refuses to dip its flag when passing the host country.
So when we don’t dip our flag, it’s not pride. It’s not hubris. It’s not nationalism. It’s just a big F-you to Hitler.

Why Won’t Team USA Dip the Flag at the Opening Ceremonies?  See more at:

To dip or not to dip the flag at the Olympics?

US flag falls during Olympic Gold Medal Ceremony

(This is required reading for any so-called Christians who do not yet know of God’s immense sense of humor.)  
The flag falls as the music plays…”that our flag was still there…”
(And the whole crowd gasps as one…)
I want to hike the Appalachian trail with Josh.  Maybe first we’ll go to Lake of the Clouds for training.  I’ll tell him how his father and I honeymooned up there, and I’ll recount the familiar stories of when we lived up there when Isaac was a baby.  I think he feels left out sometimes, that we had Isaac first, and maybe he missed something good.  He’s going to see amazing things and he missed not a thing and even his dad isn’t going to miss out.  My god is big enough to do anything and His ideas are way better than mine.  Most days the highest I can raise my hopes is just to the point where most pain is alleviated, and where I am not a pariah.  Isn’t that sad for a daughter of the King?

We dissidents who do not approve of our government’s obliteration of our constitutional rights have become the feds’ targeted enemy

Read more here:

4/2/16

12:05 pm

Without people of this quality within your community, it is unlikely you will survive.

 

Character Traits And Skills That Are Hard To Find During A Crisis

Isn’t God merciful to demonstrate that I cannot depend on my parents or siblings…before the shit hits the fan?  He’s a good god.  Actually, He’s the best.

The Ability To Act Without Permission

“This is one of the hardest character qualities to find in people in a moment of crisis.” 

“Unfortunately, people who have the ability to lead by example are few and far between. Without people of this quality within your community, it is unlikely you will survive. Decisiveness wins the day.”

11:14 am

If all you can say is ‘Oh well, that sucks’ then they’ve -already won.

8:46 am

Maybe I should just keep taking these pills as I watch my intellect and motivation dissolve into death-readiness?

4/1/16
2:18 pm
 
Jesse Ventura:  “Are there citizens of this country that are being abused with this technology?”
Dr. Robert Duncan:  “Worse than abused; that’s a light word.  They’re BEING TORTURED.”

Touchless Torture Ch 6/9 Techno Torture Devices

“Of course being a disobedient politician or a government whistleblower will increase your chances of being thrust into the virtual hell and beginning your journey into madness.”

 
Brother Nathaniel is a real character and I often don’t know what to think.  This is well written.

Microwaving targeted individuals: End rights abuses Barrett tells government

This shift away from acts of physical torture leaving marks, recognizes a transition towards psychological warfare methods leaving no marks that are also coined “no touch” invisible physical torture. The primary earmark of CIA torture programs is the causing of self-inflicted harm in the various forms of that meaning, which does not necessarily denote suicide, but will inevitably cause thoughts of achieving peace through oblivion.
When a human being’s hopes are eroded along with their individual sense of self-identity, a once meaningful life is converted into an existence of adjunct human slavery within an emerging virtual death camp environment.
See more at:   

A long list of targeted individuals trying to expose the truth of 9/11 met untimely, suspicious deaths. Many have experienced and reported being assaulted with DEWs.

(Watch embedded YouTube video on this page with Barrie Towers explaining the DEW assaults burns and other injuries, physical and mental, that targeted individuals are experiencing and consistently reporting.)

Barrett reminds the reader about Barry Jennings, Dr. David Graham, Mike Ruppert, Byron Belitsos, Justin Raymondos,(sic) David Ray Griffith, Bob Bowman, Lyn Margulis and many others :

Belitsos says the weapons were wielded by men in plain white vans that would park in front of the victim’s house, and that victims suffered immediate and sometimes extreme health effects including headaches, ringing in the ears, nausea, vomiting, severe depression, dizziness, and loss of consciousness.
Microwaving targeted individuals: End rights abuses Barrett tells government
I’m  growing more impatient to have a life.   It shouldn’t matter because I gave it away already.  Or rather I traded it away for a snazzier model I haven’t even seen yet.
 
Strangers will lie three times in the first ten minutes after we meet them.  Statistically. 
(Apparently they’re paying fifteen dollars an hour to people who will protest against Trump.  I think I could do that.)
“He didn’t become a billionaire by being anti-establishment.”
“Perfect love casteth out all fear.”  I jumped onto a trampoline one time, from two stories up.  I was a mature woman and it was unexpected.  For one time, I got some familial attention; my much older uncle refused to be outdone and threw himself from the balcony after me.  I wet my pants a tiny bit but he was damaged.

STORY OF A MAGICAL TIMELESS TINY HOME

“I am not a Luddite.  I am perfectly happy with the entire world living exactly as it wishes.  But, I would live my life the way I WISH.  And I would have others know, not others who don’t want to live this way, but others like the person I used to be, when I didn’t know there were any options.
“I am not trying to persuade anybody of this life, but I would offer it as an alternative to those who are hungry for it, as I was hungry for something I could not identify.”
(This is great but I’m pretty sure my tiny home will have wheels.)

Thoreauvian simple living:

unelectrified, timeless tiny home

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Seven years ago Diana and Michael Lorence moved to a 12-foot-square home without electricity in the coastal mountains of Northern California.
They’re not back-to-the-land types- they’re not growing their own food, nor raising animals-, but, like Thoreau, they were looking for a place where they could get away from the noise of society and focus on their inner lives.
For nearly 30 years they have lived in tiny houses, often in guest homes, though their current abode is the smallest and most fitting their needs. It was designed by Michael based on their experiences living in nearly 20 tiny homes across the country before finally settling here.
They don’t have electricity nor any other type of alternative energy (i.e. solar power). They don’t have a refrigerator so they eat a lot of vegetables, fruits, grains and nuts.
There’s also no oven, but Diana says she doesn’t bake anyway and she cooks their meals with their one cast iron pot over the fire. The fire is also their source of hot water, heat and light (in addition to candles).
The Lorences are a private couple, but recently they have begun to speak out more about their lives in hopes of showing others that options such as theirs exist.
Until now, the couple has turned down requests appear on video, not wanting to be categorized as simply another couple choosing to live in a tiny space. So I was pleasantly surprised when Diana and Michael agreed to let me visit their home with my camera.

Original story here: http://www.faircompanies.com/videos/view/thoreauvian-simple-living-unelectrified-timeless-tiny-home/

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More:

THE NASA DOCS – The massive increase in Alzheimer’s disease is being caused in part by the billions of tons of aluminum oxide being sprayed via SAG (Stratospheric Aerosol Geoengineeringatospheric)

Ditto for the massive increase in Cancer, heart disease, Morgellons, Depression…. any illness you can think of is being worsened by this toxic spraying which is intended to not only weaken and kill us, but also to biologically microchip us and to turn us into non reproducing cyborgs in what is envisioned by NASA’s chief scientist to be a transhumanist society.

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So, must I become brain-dead  Yooper-Matronhood dressed in hand-decked-sparkly sweat-shirts?  All the old gals wear them.  Especially at Christmas. Or do I get to expend my passion on valuable pursuits?  Why am I chastised by people who don’t do ever anything more valuable than buying dinner?  Maybe I should just keep taking these pills as I watch my intellect and motivation dissolve into death-readiness?   I do not pursue death but I sure grew up that way.
 
From Isaac’s notebook, 3/4/16:
(His relatives think he should go to school!!!  I rest my case about them…)
1)NRE (negative reputation environment)
-Our society is sick and we are destroying ourselves and the planet.  
-People are being brainwashed to accept evil by the mainstream media and the culture we’ve created that promotes fear, corruption, escapism and apathy.
-We have been manipulated to give up our personal power and idolize stupidity over common sense.
2) Villians
– The parasitic elites use the media to keep us asleep to the truths of reality so we are disempowered and distracted.
Peo;le are unconsciously following rules that were put in place to enslave people’s minds and the result of this is mass-scale insanity.
-Consumerism
-The destruction of the environment
– Child suicide
-Political discord
-Drug epidemic
-Soil depletion
-Homelessness
3) Leaders
-I am a leader in the conscious media movement, as well as someone who values truth above all else.  After working in politics I was exposed to information that scared me…
…(…)
 
 

3/31/16

5:05 pm

George accompanied me to Manistique where I filled a prescription and paid for it with my blood.  A spicy pork roast is in the oven and I’m being grateful.  How can I hate George for an act when I do not hate Isaac or Josh for doing the same thing?   All three of them lost faith in me, but for some reason I hold it more harshly against George.   This time is very precious.  The world is changing abruptly and I get to spend days with my adult sons.  Four adults in the house and we’re all still civil.  ( I mean now that they’ve tried the locking me up bit.  It didn’t change my mind about a single thing; it just slowed me down.)  And now  I’m feeling far more agile.  I’ll have duties and rewards.  I’ll have credibility.  I’ll have friends.  “There is no justice without vindication.”

 

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