1/8/16
PIT=  Prophet in Training.
You know what bothers me a bit about the past couple years?  It’s that nagging thought that I have inadvertently assisted my government. 
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4:08 pm
(I’m guessing Dad’s bad and Adam’s ugly. )

The Good, the Bad and the Ugly Theme

(I knit a poncho kinda like that one.)

 

4:05 pm

“You’re either gonna WAIT FOR GOD…or you’re gonna promote yourself.”  (Graham Cooke)
(“Sweet Isaac, ‘almost thou persuadest me’ to take the reins.  I’ll wait.  I’ll cook for your dad and I’ll stop bitching.  I want GOD’S ABSOLUTE BEST FOR MYSELF AND YOU.  Thanks, though.  Mom.”)
3:31 pm
(What if God isn’t real?  Or what if He lied to me?  Or what if I believed the PERVERTS AT THE NSA?)
3:20 pm
OK, this has been an extremely terrible day, but also it’s been very interesting.  I am directly opposing two atheists, one is my dad who claims the name of Jesus yet lies and  manipulates like satan himself;  and the other was, when last seen, an apostate Jew with a love for…(hell, I never figured that out…)  Anyway, I have stood for seven years in DIRECT SPIRITUAL OPPOSITION TO BOTH OF THE ‘HE-MAN-WOMAN-HATERS’. (Alfalfa, of the Little Rascals)   I asked the Jew-with-a-cause, a Jew who did not believe in God or in the the Spirit and who also did not plan to ever have any children, why he struggled.  I asked if he perhaps cared about the 1.2 children his (educated) sister might donate to my world.  I asked, “Why do you fight for truth?”  He never gave me an answer.  My father also could not answer,  during the years my pain-filled eyes have demanded to know him:   “Why.  Why, if you believe the Bible and love Jesus…why do you lie?”  Pretty soon I’ll know both answers.  Then I’ll also get a real good life.
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1:32 pm
Isaac will close up the house, and find a place for himself and Josh.  George will go live with his mother, and I will be fee.

I wish to die. I wish to die, so I called Adam. Then I sent this message, also to witnesses, because he can help me reveal truth.

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Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

11:29 AM (2 minutes ago)

to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Eric, Tom, jim, ANDREA, Alfred, a, Kevin, Tom, Tom, Rob, Josiah, Steve, Isaac, Joshua, Congress, George

To Adam–

You set my life to shit 7 years ago.  You don’t wanna talk?  I don’t wanna live because Jesus doesn’t seem real, and alone I don’t feel capable to stand against the lies anymore.  I never thought of suicide until you did what you did to me.  I still do.  Now you know.  Do you value truth?  I love truth more than life.  I thought truth was Jesus.  Before you, that is.
(I didn’t sign off.  He knows who I AM.)

7:15 am

Graham Cooke said that if God’s not giving you money, he must want to give you an idea to make some money.  I don’t have anything left to sell or even pawn.  I have a book, full of pertinent truth and I don’t think it’s boring so maybe I could sell that, but when I tried I wasn’t even paid.  Dad owes me 120 dollars for books.  He also owes me money for crafts I left in his gift shop fifteen years ago.  My family has NEVER upheld its responsibilities to me.   (As far as I know, they pay their debts to others.)
The prophet said that I’m scary to people because many things that I KNOW FULLY WELL TO BE TRUE… are things that most others can’t even imagine.  Isn’t that sad?  What kind of life is that when you bump around in a world full of stuff you can’t see or even consider? Why would it be acceptable to a human mind to wear blinders and just encounter things as they AFFECT the person, without seeking to understand the forces and prepare for those encounters?  Cooke also told a story about a guy who really ticked him off, annoyed him, a very hostile guy, so he prayed about it.  He sad he was ready to shoot the guy in the head and Fed-ex him to Jesus.  No softening, no response, no quickening of the spirit.  As he prayed about Mr. Incorrigible, God asked, “Didn’t I die to take away the sins of the world?  Then who brought them back?”  I do that, don’t I?  (How to avoid it when the abuse doesn’t stop?)
Jesus said, “There’s nothing wrong with that guy…there are just parts missing from his relationship with me.”  I don’t know how that applies to my 7-year stand-off with a father who lies and lies and lies and manipulates people and then lies some more.  I don’t know what could be missing that I might, as Christ’s body on Earth, supply for my dad.  All my decades of ministrations and kindnesses have been met with contempt and more lies.  Maybe Jesus didn’t die enough for Dad.

It’s Official! Pope Francis reveals plans for “One World Religion” (2016)

Narcissism: Getting through Bad Days after Narcissistic Abuse

(She talks about ‘intrusive thoughts’ and waking up with fear, just like I do. “Physiological panic.”   I’d sure like to know what parts of my PTSD are related to which abuse.)
(Having George call me a liar again really set me back.  I can’t do this much longer.)
“We have not come to hear the voice of a mere man.  We have come Lord, baring our hearts, to make ourselves known to you, that you may speak to us.”
(We met Sadhu years ago, and he prayed for us and he spoke to us about Isaac.  We went to see him at a number of the Chinese churches in Toronto.  I even took my former-friend who is now a federal judge and who threw me under the bus.)
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8:50 am
“If you live in the San Francisco area, I highly recommend that you listen to this.”
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Man stands up at Marco Rubio’s rally in Texas and shouts “Rubio is owned by Jews and Freemasons”

I love it when candidates claim that their election is imperative for freedom or whatever.  I love it when they call their own campaign a ’cause’.

Could we soon ‘speak’ telepathically? Mind-reading computer deciphers words from brainwaves BEFORE they are spoken

  • Technology identifies distinct brainwaves produced for different words
  • Scientists said they can decipher words with up to 90 per cent accuracy
  • It could allow people to communicate in the future without having to talk 
  • Device may even allow people to issue instructions to robots by thought 

(What bullshit!  They have many devices driven by thought, including prostheses.)

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3386875/Could-soon-speak-telepathically-Mind-reading-computer-deciphers-words-brainwaves-spoken.html#ixzz3wZc9Byp1
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10:39 am
PROPHECY
“Many powerful men and women who were in elevated and highly visible positions of leadership politically, spiritually and in the sport and entertainment fields in 2015 were uncovered as frauds and vile abusers during the past year of what appeared to be a virulent year of repeated and embarrassing exposures.”
“The falsifying of your claimed insights from God to manipulate financial support, fame, notoriety and honor for good deeds will no longer be tolerated and will in fact be double-stamped with the seal of “deceiver and thief” if the appeals for connived support are not stopped. God is not behind what you have demanded in His Name.”
“If you cannot accept the terms of what I request, you will be known as a divider, weak, egotistical and immature.

Again, I will not bless your intentions or your ambitions. You rob the Body of authentic Kingdom service by remaining secretive, self-promoting and destructive to My purposes.”
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1/8/16
7:15 am
Graham Cooke said that if God’s not giving you money, he must want to give you an idea to make some money.  I don’t have anything left to sell or even pawn.  I have a book, full of pertinent truth and I don’t think it’s boring so maybe I could sell that, but when I tried I wasn’t even paid.  Dad owes me 120 dollars for books.  He also owes me money for crafts I left in his gift shop fifteen years ago.  My family has NEVER upheld its responsibilities to me.   (As far as I know, they pay their debts to others.)
The prophet said that I’m scary to people because many things that I KNOW FULLY WELL TO BE TRUE… are things that most others can’t even imagine.  Isn’t that sad?  What kind of life is that when you bump around in a world full of stuff you can’t see or even consider? Why would it be acceptable to a human mind to wear blinders and just encounter things as they AFFECT the person, without seeking to understand the forces and prepare for those encounters?  Cooke also told a story about a guy who really ticked him off, annoyed him, a very hostile guy, so he prayed about it.  He sad he was ready to shoot the guy in the head and Fed-ex him to Jesus.  No softening, no response, no quickening of the spirit.  As he prayed about Mr. Incorrigible, God asked, “Didn’t I die to take away the sins of the world?  Then who brought them back?”  I do that, don’t I?  (How to avoid it when the abuse doesn’t stop?)  Jesus said, “There’s nothing wrong with that guy…there are just parts missing from his relationship with me.”  I don’t know how that applies to my 7-year stand-off with a father who lies and lies and lies and manipulates people and then lies some more.  I don’t know what could be missing that I might, as Christ’s body on Earth, supply for my dad.  All my decades of ministrations and kindnesses have been met with contempt and more lies.  Maybe Jesus didn’t die enough for Dad.

 

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