Right after I got back from Belgium where I attended the CONFERENCE ON COVERT HARASSMENT and (of course) I thought that my family would pay attention because they’re CHRISTIANS and they are supposed to CARE ABOUT INJUSTICE AND TORTURE:
Text to Dad: I NEED a phone. You can afford to give phones to other people who do not work for you. I should be among that number.
12,000 posts. Give or take a couple hundred, proving I WAS RIGHT and my father was wrong. He don’t like to be wrong. He should stand down SOON or he will be proven VERY WRONG.
I was so proud of George I almost cried. He didn’t buy me any beer in town so I asked for his car keys. He said, “Why should I buy you beer?” I said, “Because you’ve been doing it for years.” He said, “Maybe that’s not good for you?” I said, “That’s my point exactly. I squeeze you for every cigarette and bottle to make a point.” I asked if he’d take some butter tarts out of the oven so I could go to the store but he told me he was going to Curtis and would pick it up. Sheesh.
I had a long text-conversation with my brother. (It was made much longer by the fact that my phone has no keyboard and every time I get an incoming message is messes up the response I’m working on.)
Here’s how it went:
L: I need a phone. You can afford to give phones to other people who do not work for you. I should be among that number
D: Who is that you speak of
D: Why do I owe u a phone
L: Because you are a boy and shit gold.
L: Isaac. But that doesn’t matter anyway. I’d use it to help your children.
D: Wow really and u know all
L: No. But I will and I will protect my nieces from being raped like me. Are you doing that?
D: Should I tell Isaac that he no longer works for me so I have no phone for him per Linda
L: Whatever you think fair. That sounds kinda stupid to me.
D: What about the others
L: Yes, I met many others and I pray for them and my evidence will help them too.
D: How are you protecting yourself from this reoccurring
D: Well you know how stupid I am
L: You are not stupid. You have been taught that you are more valuable than me.
D: Protection not evidence
D: Not true
L: You’re a millionaire. Do you work harder than me? Are you smarter?
D: You make judgments on things you know nothing about
L: And you make judgments according to what Dad says. I’d like to know you.
D: I have knowledge in fields you know nothing about. I don’t expect to be a lawyer either. When was last time you did work in that field
L: I do every day. I lost my license when I was being tortured and couldn’t pay my bar dues. Dad almost killed me.
D: I’m not in competition with you on brains or work I do things everyday sometimes I struggle and sometimes I succeed but I try each day. Sorry if I am not your equal Had prayer with a wonderful group of Christian Brothers this AM at 6. They are an encouragement to me
L: I have nobody but God and I’m glad for you. Do they encourage you into more truth? Because truth is Jesus
L: Why don’t you come to Vancouver with me and meet this international judge? I can even pay my own way this time. God bless you for Brussels.
D: How do you prevent being tortured now
L: I can’t keep up with this phone. Sorry…I don’t get to the new messages… May I send you an email?
D: What does the judge do
D: How do you afford Vancouver
L: I cashed in a life insurance policy.
L: Are you serious? You have a great day!
D: Have a good rest of the day
D: Who initiated that policy for you?
D: You said you couldn’t text. Can you or can’t you
L: I go slow. No keyboard…incoming messages mess me up.
D: Are u serious?
L: I’m so serious that I’ve given up my life.
D: Who covers your phone bill now
L: Phonecard. George pays me to cook and clean
D: Is that by choice
L: Yes. I gave my life to Jesus and he gave me perfect evidence.
D: Does he take out taxes
L: No. I don’t file.
D: Jesus died for our sins
L: Yeah, so we could be his body on Earth.
D: He is alive and lives within all who believe
L: He doesn’t like seeing his daughters raped.
D: No he sure doesn’t
L: I don’t know how I am protected now. Adam hacked me and told me what was going on and it stopped. Except for the cyber-stalking.
D: Does it come through internet and computers
D: So Adam saved you from this
D: Can he save others
L: We can together. They tried to set us up. I haven’t spoken to him since right after the book was published…and just emails.
D: Have you had anybody helping you since being raped
L: Just Adam
D: Maybe he should go with you to Vancouver
L: I don’t even know if he’s still in Michigan.
D: You sure it wasn’t Adam doing the stalking to start with
L: I’ve considered every possibility.
D: I mean if he could stop what was happening. Might have started it.
L: Remember when I told you that Jesus said he was an angel and I should trust him? It kept me alive.
D: Jesus is not an angel. He is Gods son
L: Adam. Guess you don’t remember. You were griping that Adam was an atheist and I said I saw Jesus in him.
D: God works through all sorts of people. Doesn’t make them Christian
L: And lots of ‘christians’ are atheist. Like Dad. God said Adam will lead a million people to Jesus. Guess that didn’t happen yet either.
L: I bet he’s not an atheist now. Everything Jesus told me came true.
L: Except the part about George dying.
D: God said this to Adam
L: To me, before any of this started. I told him.
D: What if a million were led to Christ by dad. Would that be unhonourable to God
L: Of course not…but God doesn’t use liars.
D: You knew Adam was the answer to ur suffering
L: I knew nothing but what God said
D: Think maybe you might have done role reversals?
D: Adam and Dad
L: This is very hard. Could we have coffee sometime?
D: Guess I can only use my little knowledge of Adam and seeing what Dad does
L: God never told me to trust Dad.
D: God told you to not trust him
L: You do not see what Dad does. He’s a fraud but Jesus loves him and so do I.
D: And what of the rest of us? We people who trust our dad…
next text…Are we not to be trust as well…next text…Shall we expand this group…
L: I have recorded every conversation we had while he was calling me crazy. He did not believe it for a minute and admitted he tried to have me locked up. He took my house.
L: My readers need me to get back to work and I’m making snickers. Love you.
L: I was wrong…God does use liars…’vessels of honor, vessels of dishonor’. Sorry.
D: I don’t get it
D: God only uses to bring glory and honor the dishonor is not of God
L: He uses everything to bring him glory. Everything. Look up the verse I quoted if you want. Biblegateway.com is pretty easy to use.
To David: I may be wrong about Adam helping me, I’ve never looked into his eyes, but I’m not wrong about Dad. Somebody helps me with the blog all the time. (I just learned how to turn on the TV last year!) If it’s not him, it’s another goon and that would be great because if Dad gives me the piece of information I’ve been trying to force from him, then maybe they can all be free! Lots of them do not like torturing people but once they’ve been chipped by their employer there’s no way out. The intelligence agencies must be abolished and I have a case that can do it. (Adam and I have a case that can do it.) They could stop Snowden’s heart anytime they please so he’s never going to expose the real dirt. I can. My own father tried to kill me and I’m not afraid of anything.