8:46 am

Gov. Snyder lied: Flint water switch was not about saving money, records suggest

See more here:   http://motorcitymuckraker.com/2016/01/23/gov-snyder-lied-flint-water-switch-was-not-about-money-records-show/

8:35 am

“One chief cause of the amount of unbelief in the world is that those who have seen something of the glory of Christ set themselves to theorize concerning him rather than to obey him.” — George MacDonald

Read more: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED | The History The US Government HOPES You Never Learn! http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz4Ko5RFa4L


6:35 pm

Tavistock & Media Deception ( Surfing the Apocalypse) – World Beyond Belief 199

6:24 pm

On the Process of Awakening

What interests me is how the epidemic of pain and alienation that characterizes our society is the direct result of how our economy and social order is structured. Incoherence, self-destruction, pain and alienation are the only possible outputs of the system we inhabit.

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/on-the-process-of-awakening/

Clinton Foundation “Largest unprosecuted charity fraud ever attempted” Cumulative May Exceed $100 BILLION


How To Receive My Anointing For Your Life Everyday

“Don’t allow fear and scrutiny to get in the way.  Just write what I am saying to you.”
“When you’re done typing, go back and read what you wrote, and use the rules of discernment you’ve learned on this channel.

4:09 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

2:58 pm

I shaved my legs and clipped my fingernails.  I probably won’t be allowed to handle blades of any kind.  Or metal flatware or ceramic coffee mugs.  I’m trying to be happy about going, and sometimes I actually am.  It’s not like God has forgotten all the prep work he did on my story.  It’s not like He’s gonna not use it; it’s not like His words to me are any less predictive programming.  “Lord, I pray for Your Words to come to pass concerning me.  Please may I see a million people converted to You?”
This is entirely about my faith and nobody seems to think I have a right to believe as I do.  I don’t get it.  How can my sons be so obtuse?  I had an obtuse spirit; that surprised me because I’ve called George obtuse.  That SHOULDN’T HAVE SURPRISED ME, because I’ve called others of God’s children obtuse.  I CANNOT CURSE PEOPLE.  I do not wish to open a doorway for demons to come back into me.
There’s a kind of horror that keeps grabbing at me, when I think of going so far for so long.  I bound it this morning and I think pretty soon it’ll quit trying to make me panic about going to Colorado.  I WANT TO BE only WHERE GOD WANTS ME TO BE.  If that be Colorado, then OK.  It doesn’t feel that way yet.

2:51 pm

I picked 5 four-leaf clovers.

2:12 pm

It’s not like God is going to stop transforming me if I’m not right here.

2:11 pm

END TIMES Come Lord Jesus Prophetic Conference w/ Neville Johnson and Bruce Allen
SEPT 2016 DAY 1
“If you don’t have any persecution at all, you must be going the same direction as the father of darkness.”  (Bruce Allen)
“Brother, don’t you read your Bible?  Jesus came not to bring peace but a sword!  LOVE TELLS THE TRUTH;  it doesn’t coddle an error or a lie.”
I really think those skinny-leg  pants look foolish on a guy. Especially with a jacket.  
The worst part of loneliness is not having somebody to tell your best secrets.  You can’t tell just anybody about your best stuff because the responsibility of hearing it is way too big for most people.  It is VERY FRUSTRATING for a disciple of Jesus to be unable to impart an understanding of the supernatural peace and provision He brings.  I wanted to share myself once, with an atheist but there wasn’t any way possible.  He COULD NOT bring himself to believe even enough to listen to words.  Total brick-wall to spiritual things, and that was all my very best stuff.  It’s always that way though.  People seem to like your stuff until your stuff messes with their chosen beliefs and bigotry.  I always gave Isaac my best stuff, and Josh too, until he lost respect for me when we were targeted.  
A Bible teacher told of moving from a satisfactory mission location to a different continent and before he left, God asked whether he were willing to ‘give his best’ for the new field and for the people.  Of course he said yes, and it wasn’t until some years later when the coldness of his heart and the separation he felt from Jesus demonstrated that he had truly given ‘his best’.  He had assumed Jesus wanted his best efforts, best teaching, all of that.  But, He wanted his VERY BEST.  This man’s VERY BEST THING was the time he spent alone with Jesus and it’s the same for me.  Whenever will we be changed into His likeness and live in His presence forever? It is terrible to wait more.  
Here’s another big requirement for happiness:  NO OPINIONS.  Dead people don’t have any opinions and if I don’t have any opinions then I’m more likely to do things according to JESUS’ opinion.  You can’t tick me off if I’m not expecting anything in particular.  Happy is a whole lot easier if you don’t get ticked off.  The nurses at the psych ward talked to me about not getting ticked off.  They thought I was unusual because I did not.  Now that I’m happy, I can only imagine it will become more natural for me, to not get ticked, off.

1:47 pm

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.

12:50 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

I prayed with Neville Johnson who was preaching in Sydney and talked about the coming harvest.  He’s really excited about what’s to come.  I asked for a crown of wisdom.


11:54 am

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

11:22 am

JESUS SAYS… Have unconditional Trust in Me!

“From My point of view, I can tell you, you are all cowards.  So get over it and be real with one another.”
“It is when you don’t rely on MY WISDOM that you fail.”
“I can see what your senses, your wisdom, are raging at you; let’s not leave out the enemy, he is doing his thing.  You are in a battle Clare, and your only hope is to totally abandon yourself to me, in complete trust.”
“You are reasoning this again in your pride and intellect.  They are a very strong force Clare, and very much opposed to the simplicity of a little child who trusts her daddy unequivocally.”
“I have offered you my peace, so put aside all your reasonings, and cleave to me with all your heart.  Abandon the purse of your own opinion.”
Alarming at the Highest Level! People Are Being Herded Into DeRadicalization Centers in Europe! (Sobering Video) X22Report!
“Imagine what will happen if this system does collapse, which is what many in the ‘truth-movement’ are calling for.”
“We have got to put away the things of this world and the patterns of this world and turn to God and rely on Him, and His Word, and His Truth which is found in the Bible.  And rely on the sound foundation which is JESUS.”
II Timothy 4:4
“They will turn away their ears from hearing truth,  and shall be turned unto fables.”
“The power, majesty and eternal presence of the almighty God is a wonder beyond words and which should be sought with all determination more than everything else put together. It is reasonable to expect that you will finally get there. If one does not quit then one cannot fail.”
(Les Visible)

11:17 am

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

I’m trying to organize myself to leave but I can’t really focus and I feel like something is dying inside of me.  The rejection and condemnation is more than I can bear and I think it might be the end of me.


 I hope so.  I hope my PRIDE IS COMPLETELY DYING and that I LOVE MY SONS ENOUGH to walk to the gallows if need be, in order to secure their DESTINY AND ETERNAL DESTINATION.


“Jesus.  Please fix me more.  Amen.”

8:28 am

I meant to stop posting.

I really did try, but I’m being taken to the funny farm tomorrow and writing is the only thing keeping me from dissociating entirely.  I’m praying a lot.  I can’t believe people think it is OK TO FORCE YOUR WILL ON OTHER PEOPLE.

I have to give it all up

5:17 am
“I don’t want to go.  I don’t want to be hated anymore.  I don’t want to be forced to listen to worldly philosophies.  I don’t want to go to Colorado.  I want to be with CHRISTIANS WHO PRAY AND DON’T LIE ABOUT OTHERS or MANIPULATE THEM.”
“I don’t want any of this, Lord.  I don’t want to look at Isaac’s wild eyes anymore.  I don’t want to walk by the couches where my sons spend their days playing games and watching me.  I don’t want them criticizing me for the small things that bring me joy, like picking clovers.  I don’t like that they believe I do not deserve any joy.  I do not like being continually condemned by them and I do not like that they choose lies,
and I really do not like what my FATHER DID TO MY FAMILY.  I do not like that nobody is interested in my kindly-intentioned letters to him, early-in-my ostracism, before-I-knew-of-it, or the fact that he would not provide me shelter, when I tried to fix this family, back when I was selling marijuana day and night  for George, and also I was being tortured, and Josh was abandoned and Isaac became a drug-user.  I REALLY DISLIKE THAT THEY THINK GRANDPA CARES FOR THEM.” 
“I have to LOSE MY LIFE to ever get it back.  But, to look at it like that is clinging in itself!  I WANT JOY AND HAPPINESS AND LOVE FROM OTHER HUMANS.  I want a friend who knows my TRUTH and wishes me well.  I want SOMEBODY who does not condemn the things I value most, and does not condemn me.  Jesus went to the cross alone and I’ve been alone for so many years.” –
“Lord, please give me grace to submit to my sons and not to judge Isaac for manipulating us.  Have Your way with me and with them. I gave them to You when they were babies and I sang ‘Victory in Jesus’ over their cribs.  I give them to You again.  Do not allow me to maintain any false responsibility for them and do not allow me to retain any condemning vibes from them.  Forgive them for falsely judging me.  Forgive them for rejecting you, and forgive George for not caring that they have done so.”
“What does George think?  Does he think that faith in You doesn’t matter anymore?  Does he think they can avoid eternal suffering without you?  WAKE HIM UP!  What kind of father has he become?  How can he be one who does not care about his sons’ immortal souls and instead SHOPS for JUNK  and DOES EXERCISES ALL THE TIME?  He used to LOVE YOU, I thought.  Now he doesn’t love anybody, because he chose to believe I WAS A LIAR.  THEN HE BELIEVED I WAS CRAZY.”
“Now, he believes he deserves my life, my house, my sons and my original family.  He believes I do not deserve even a safe corner to catch my breath from Isaac chasing me.  He knows I’m going away with a temporary crown on my tooth and an outstanding notice from the court regarding a fifteen year-old debt of only TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS.  How did I become entirely unworthy of human care or assistance?”
“I have SO MUCH RESENTMENT!  I am so lonely, and I am tired of trying to do right in the face of utter rejection.  Please, take it from me.  Bring me LOWER AND SLOWER so I do not see the things that offend my flesh.  Allow me to see these men as your unruly children.  May I see them through YOUR EYES and love them as You do.  May I be cut off from my personal feelings for and about them?  I wish to see them as you do, and I wish to see myself that way.  Forgive me first though, please?  I’m SO SORRY I LET THESE SLIGHTS BOTHER ME.”
” George told you he’d give me up when you asked, that same time he told You he’d give You his life. Although he did not do those things, he is not my husband and has no obligation to help me.  I just thought he would.  Don’t let me think.  Don’t let me feel.  I am dead to this life and risen in new life with You.  Allow me to act that way.  Please, send us MUCH MORE TRUTH.  Amen.”
“Ah dear.  All in the life of a gang stalking target.  Even treating other people normally can be used as a weapon against you.”

Persecution ? Are You Persecuted For Christ In Your Life?

“The reason why there is not much persecution here isn’t due to the fact that you can believe whatever you want.  The reason is because people are not choosing to live righteously.  See, it doesn’t matter where you live, the devil can still persecute you, and he has people who are sided with him.”
“You will suffer persecution if you preach righteousness and live righteously for Jesus.”
Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness’ sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
And labour, working with our own hands: being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we suffer it:
“If you are not being persecuted for your Christian faith, as a Christian who is living righteously,  then yours may not be the Kingdom of Heaven, you may not be a child of the Kingdom of Heaven.”

Narcissistic Elders Become Defiant and Stubborn When They’ve Been Proven Wrong

Narcissists’ Ultimate Fail: Codependency
“Have you ever considered that narcissists are nothing without ‘supply’?  I mean,  without our positive energy they withdraw and disintegrate.”
“This video is about removing myself from the narcissist’s supply chain, which leads to the ultimate narcissist’s fail.”
“Narcissists will fail and they know it.  For instance, a narcissist will do whatever is necessary to avoid being exposed for who they are, and the consequences of what they do.  When exposed, the narcissists become angry, or hostile, if their gaslight or manipulations are challenged.”
“All it takes is a person to awaken, to question, to be bold, to live a different, and positive life.
Overcoming Fear
from Manipulations and Abuse
“Fear limits victims’ ability to understand what’s happening, in order to break free from manipulation and abuse.”
“Abuse trauma creates a complete loss of self-identity.”
THE APOLOGY: Narcissistic Projection vs Self-knowledge
“Whenever someone starts a conversation off …TELLING YOU who you ARE…WOW.  Major problem.  This is EXTREMELY TOXIC BEHAVIOR.”
(That applies to EVERY MAN IN MY LIFE and a couple women too.)
“I have done this […] and I felt sick to my stomach.”
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You WON’T BELIEVE Illuminati Plan for 2016 (R$E)
Idealize and discard.
Psychopathic and black magic and witchcraft.
Nanny state/Police state.
Same tactics for individuals and society at large.
“Emotional abuse can be simplified onto a very personal and local level.  And it is exactly the same traits, that if this happens in a child’s life, then the chances are when they grow up, that child is going to defend those boundaries that were JUST TRASHED as they were DEHUMANIZED and THREATENED and INTRUDED ON.”
“So then, another form of emotional abuse; again, with this UNDERMINING and CREATING INSECURITY, depersonifying, dehumanising…
It’s a term called INFANTILIZATION.”
“And you can see here how it’s talking about there’s an overlap between the terms ‘infantilization’ and ‘patronization’.”

BOMBSHELL: Haitian Senate President EXPOSES #ClintonFoundation at #Trump event: “Hillary tried to bribe me!” He saved all documented proof


Former Haitian President of Senate is speaking out to tell the truth about Clinton Foundation at a Trump event! The former president said that Clinton was trying to buy him. She tried to appeal to him (bribe him).

She defrauded the people of Haiti. He spent 4 hours with Bill Richardson to tell Bill Clinton not to invade Haiti. A week later the embassy called him and told him that Bill Clinton has a messenger for him. He came and told him to sign with Bill Clinton, join his movement and Clinton will make him the richest man in Haiti. He told him he is a principled man and he will not sell out. He just challenged Trump to ask Hillary Clinton to publish the audit of all the money they have stolen from Haiti in 2010. He is explaining it very detailed.


“Unless you have seen the other realm, then it won’t make any sense to you.”

Divorced for four years and he won’t leave the land my GREAT-GRANDPA settled in the eighteen-hundreds!  They say I’m the one with a problem.
I did a resume and applied for jobs after the campaigns.  I didn’t start losing confidence until I WAS UNDER SURVEILLANCE AND MY DAD STARTED TELLING PEOPLE I WAS CRAZY.  It is a chicken-egg thing and that’s gonna be demonstrated.  I feel like I was born-again, again.  It felt like this when I got the baptism in the Holy Ghost but it was way more hyper.  I still had SO MANY DEMONS.  They’re getting pretty sparse now and I’m grateful.  BUT, my attitudes are paramount.  I REFUSE TO OPEN DOORWAYS FOR NEGATIVE ENERGY-ENTITIES by maintaining unforgiveness for anybody.  I’ve been working on myself for so long!  I remember the first time I drove to Manistique by myself after the torture abated.  I have a GREAT BIG PILE of REALLY INCREDIBLE RECORDS AND EVIDENCE.
They can only tell you you’re shit so many times before it begins to cling.
That’s what I’ve observed.
I am happy, not manic.  I rise early and I retire early and I am utterly dependable and boring.
Maybe I’m disappointing them.
I did something important, I already did it.
I’m breathing.
I get to drive cross-country with my two not-boring sons and I get to face my SECOND WORSE FEAR which has always been…horseback riding.  Long story.

5:26 pm
“Keeping the main thing the main thing.”
I spoke too big, I bit off too much and I can’t bear the suspense. My eyes were bigger than my stomach.  I need some help from JESUS or I’m not going to maintain.
I can’t bear the condemnation by myself, but I know that he has begun a good work in me and as soon as He completes it, or even some aspects thereof, nobody’s going to call me diseased any longer.
They will come to me with QUESTIONS when they realize how badly we Earthlings have been duped.
Unless we permit the shaking-up of all our precious things we aren’t going to get to see GOD.
We have to let go of what we’re holding in order for God to give us something better.
That means me, too.
(We always preach to ourselves first.)
I’m taking my hands off the strap.
“Lord give me balance to stay upright as the train bumps around.  Make me like you so I can see You every day for all eternity.”
“I don’t want to DEFEND MYSELF or even AVENGE MYSELF.  I want YOU to live more fully in me.  Please help me to feel that degree of consecration, always.  Amen.”
“Give me ABSOLUTE FORGIVENESS for my sons and George and my dad.”

90-year-old Florida man arrested for second time in a week after feeding the homeless again

When 90-year-old Florida resident Arnold Abbott said following his arrest on Sunday that police couldn’t stop him from feeding the homeless, he apparently meant it.

Abbott was charged again on Wednesday night for violating a new city law in Ft. Lauderdale that essentially prevents people from feeding the homeless.

“I expected it” he said in a Sun Sentinel report. “At least this time they let us feed people first.”

I knew that eventually I’d have to fly solo.
I hope God will fill me with enough of His Spirit to see me through until we meet again.
I wonder if this is a new test and if I am supposed to take dictation without a computer.
I guess I’ll find out at the funny farm.
If I hand-write full essays without any corrections I’ll probably have to scan them and put them online when I’m free again.
I guess that would be still free.
I follow the peace, I escape bad vibes, and I attest this to be the way of happiness.
Once a person has hope.
You need hope first.
God gave me hope in late 2008 I think.
I’d have to look it up.
“Lord, please forgive George and my sons for not allowing me to be well.  They don’t know what they’re doing, because they do not believe.”
“Embed it in my soul!  Make it a part of me!  Make me be a fully-melded carrier of your WORD!  Let me never say a thing that is not desired by You and let me not give into self-pity EVER.  MAKE MY FACE LIKE FLINT!  Do not allow me to gaze to the left or to the right but only to follow YOUR FOOTSTEPS and looking always to your BEAUTIFUL FACE.”
” Lift me above indignation into the peace of your WILL FOR ME.  ALLOW me to see how you used EVERY ATTACK OF THE ENEMY to re-create your face on me.  Thank you, Wonderful Jesus.  Let me see my life from YOUR VANTAGE ALONE. Let me never bear a grudge, and let me always be thankful and ALWAYS BELIEVE YOU.  Do not allow deception to take root in me.  Thank you. Amen.”

DNC Committee Acknowledges that They Created ISIS in New Guccifer2.0 Reveal

“Lord my heart hurts with this newest rejection.  Please make it bigger.  Amen.”
“TAKE ME UP!  TAKE ME ABOVE BELIEF TO WHERE BELIEF ISN’T NECESSARY!  Take me to the place in YOUR SPIRIT where there is nothing but YOU and my life is lived totally according to your plan for my incredible destiny!  Thank you, Lord.  Thank you that my heart is swelling up so big!”
“The Bible says my “children are for signs and wonders”!  Dear Lord, I believe your WORD IS TRUTH!  I believe my sons are become SIGNS AND WONDERS OF YOUR LOVE AND GLORY AND TRUTH!  I declare that I believe WHAT YOU SAID when you said that I would be a sign and a wonder!”
“And I thank you JESUS!  I thank you for every little bit of slander I’ve weathered and suffer.  THANK YOU FOR ALL THOSE BETRAYALS!  I offer them to you for your use and may it somehow ease what you feel as you love those who will shortly perish.  ONE MORE MINUTE of CONDEMNATION means more of your beloved EARTH PEOPLE into Heaven and out of the clutches of the archons and the father of lies.  Give me GRACE LORD to carry my cross so you will have the bride you died for.  A bride without blemish and without spot and with doves’ eyes, eyes of single-focus-love, love for only you!”
“THANK YOU JESUS for enabling me to stand for so long without other believers!  Thank you for providing a mental babysitter for me and thank you for walking me back out of induced psychosis!  Thank you that Josh and Isaac belong to you and no matter how hard they squirm you will NEVER STOP CHASING THEM because you love them that much and you love me that much too.”
I saw an accident on the top of Watson Hill.  In a vision I mean.
“I’ve tried peace, Jesus, again and again.  YOUR enemies won’t stop pushing me.  Please stand up for me and my sons.  Give them truth about what happened to us and neutralize their offense at me.  Please show them how I’ve been fighting for them this whole time.  Show them how I had to divorce their dad to do what I’ve done.  Give them respect for you, Lord, and could they love me?”
“Lord, I can’t wait to get away from this pressure my sons and George have kept against me this entire year.  Forgive them for pushing me back down over and over.  Thank you that they did.  Show them your glory in my life.”
Isaac’s drinking Jaegermeister.  A lot.  He doesn’t like my life.
Poker House By Tiny House Nation
“Thank you JESUS that every single bit of every single attack against my destiny HAS BEEN USED TO CATAPULT ME INTO IT.”

NOTHING that has been sent against you has been wasted. I am using it ALL to form you and shape you and am now leading you into the greatest crossover you have ever experienced. You are moving from the wilderness into a whole new land of promotion. I am changing the guards in the Body of Christ right now, and I am about to strategically place you, My prophets of purity, in new positions that will see a pure flow of My Spirit in intercession and the prophetic arise.”

“I am about to lead you, My purity prophets, into a realm of KNOWING and UNDERSTANDING My heart and My ways in a way you have never experienced before. I am about to lead you deeper into a season of Amos 3:7, ‘For the Lord GOD does nothing without revealing His secret to His servants the prophets.’

“I Am Orchestrating a Divine Return and a ‘Selah’ Moment”

“There is a ‘change of direction’ about to take place swiftly across the Body of Christ. I am going to bring a divine change into the Body of Christ that is going to see the manifestation of what I have been orchestrating: ‘THE DIVINE RETURN.’ The return to Me as the first love. The return to Me being your greatest love, your greatest affection and your greatest delight.
“This divine pause of acceleration of momentum is NOT a negative, it is the most GLORIOUS POSITIVE. It will bring to the surface things in hearts and souls that have been hindering, things that have caused any entanglements, any roots of striving or competition, any lies, oppressions or chains will bubble to the surface; as they do, the most glorious move of My Spirit will take place in hearts and lives to bring LIFE CHANGING, SIGNIFICANT FREEDOM.”
“In this divine pause of acceleration momentum, if you, My people, embrace it and do not fight against it, you will receive the greatest gift of all – ME. You will receive MORE of Me. It does not mean your breakthrough is further away, it means that I am taking you deeper than you have ever been so that when I remove the ‘PAUSE’ you will go further, higher and be carried by the winds of My Spirit faster than you have ever been with foundations and roots stronger in Me than ever. I want to show you My glory, My beauty, and love for you like you have NEVER seen it before.”

My sons say in three months I may come back here to live and they’ll be done pushing me around.

Isaac has made promises before.

In January he told me I wouldn’t have to come home from the hospital, he’d find a place I could stay.
Then he went to Costa Rica.
Then he started to help me find a place and THEN he went to Montreal.
I know he’s not LYING THIS TIME.
I actually NEVER HAVE.
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It’s kind of nice that God has allowed the pressure to stay against me all this time.  If He hadn’t, maybe I would have stopped fighting to be heard.  Maybe I would have dropped the ball.  I might have stopped DECLARING THE WARNING.  I would have had BLOOD ON MY HANDS but now I know that if anybody cares about what happened to me and my family, or perhaps what is happening to themselves or somebody they love, they will find enough resources on my website to lead them to some answers.  I did good.  I chose ALWAYS to forgive, even if I was not always able to pull it off.  God looks at the heart and I wish for mine to be perfect before Him.
From October 2011.
(Before I researched GANGSTALKING AND REMOTE-ELECTRONIC TORTURE OF US CITIZENS and still believed my torment was caused by just spirits.)
I demanded (again) that the atheist make a call on my mental health.  So far I haven’t heard back.  Here’s what I wrote:  “I always pictured you and me in a restaurant, maybe 10 years from now.  I’d say, “Soooo…… how’ve you been?”   Now, you’re gonna shoot me or I’m going to turn myself inside out.  If I get much more honest, I won’t have any skin left.”  He’s the only one who could make the call between insanity and the existence of demons, in this particular case.  I told him that evidence demands a verdict.   
I wrote lots more:  “YOU started this.  I was getting better.  I still am, truth be known.  And tougher.  I know what I know and scientists know and (some) Christians know and shamans know and Wiccans know.  YOU’RE MISSING THE BOAT!  (So are the Baptists, but at least they believe in forgiveness.) “
The “pathways to well-being and virtue” are studied by some scientists. Psi.  Out-of-body experiences, ESP, global-consciousness kinds of stuff. Real scientists.  Some other scientists don’t like what they do, but their papers are scholarly and documented.  The Institute of Noetic Science bibliography has 6,000 references of meditation research alone.  A girl from high school dropped by.  She wants me to read some legal papers.  We decided that neither of us feels as though we have any purpose.  We decided to find one.  We met up with another gal, she’s purposeless, too.  She said that’s why God gave men two heads, their brains would rattle around too much in the big one.  
Our government has been banning dust.  There is a law before Congress that would prohibit our government, from banning dust.  The layers of legislative bullshit, one law to outlaw another law, that might affect a law that hasn’t even been written yet..offer me no hope.  This thing cannot be dismantled.  Pull out one card, and the rest of the pile falls down.  We got big government for the duration.  But I expect that to change, when people wise up.  I hope I still believe what I still believe.  Unless I can, it won’t come about.
It’s the end of October, and I’m still feeding that one bluejay.  Months of struggle, and he hasn’t learned that he cannot possibly access the food he wants, without my help.  He’s never been skittish, and he’s plenty used to me now.  The pain in his voice still breaks my heart.  I haven’t seen him around for a while.  He showed up again and I’ll help him.  He thinks I play games.
I’ve been trying to listen to a tape Growmaster made.  He wrote on the case, “Shit my dad did.”  It’s taken me weeks to get through the shit his dad did.  They lived really far in the woods, and when Dad left for the day, they were completely isolated.  I had a hard time with the story of how their father held them by their ankles outside a second-floor window.  (This was not a fit of passion.  He held each of them, in turn.)  When a gunshot went through the bed, I turned off the tape-recorder. The bullet passed through a wall and a dresser on the other side.  (Growmaster’s sisters were in that room.)   He remembers going to school for a couple years, here and there.  Growmaster still takes his baby to visit the old man.  It’s 100 miles, one-way.  I get to see that baby too, tomorrow.
My dad apologized last night.  He said he was sorry he’d been a “bad dad” and that you don’t get to have your babies over again.  I told him that I’d like to be his friend.  He said I was “scary”.  Whatever.  He’s said that before.  One time I asked him, “Why can’t you just let me love you like I want to?”  He said, “It’s scary”.   It was scary for me every time he woke me from the bedroom door, pitching a shoe at my head, so I guess we’re even.  
He made three trips bearing leftovers from a Halloween party.  He brought huge tubs of ice cream and 1/2 gallon of hot fudge.  I was so amazed at his second trip, that I cracked a joke looking around for hot dogs in his car.  He went back and got some. (Maybe he even stopped to buy some, they didn’t look like a commercial package.)  My dad does things like that.
He’s always the first one at an accident, and he saves people’s lives.  He’s the most generous person I know, other than George and Isaac I guess.  He loved his mother very much and every year gave her roses, on his birthday.  The best presents ever, he takes people places all the time.  He researches cool things. (If he and Isaac ever got to spend much time together, they could teach each other a thing or two.) 
Isaac reports amazing smart things that Wonderful tells him.  It surprises him how many principles of business stewardship I already understand.  Wonderful knows I do.  I listened to my dad, even though he wasn’t talking to me.
My dad was not a bad dad.  My dad was a lonely dad, and it made me lonely too.  I always wished he would yell. He wouldn’t slam a door, he closed  them with static precision that stole my air.  He’d walk very softly, still does, as though he must defend each footstep.  I’ve seen him bite the nipple from an exquisite European truffle and throw the rest out the window.  To prove he was in control.  (Sometimes chocolate calls him.  He told me that.)  It’s a hard way to live.
We were watching family videos the other day.  I wanted my babies to be perfect.  I had waited a long time and was jaw-set to do things right. (I cried in a Big Boy parking lot because my mother commented on how much food we got on the floor.)  This video though, was gorgeous boy-baby, lying on his back and refusing to perform.   My hands were in his face the whole time.  I was tapping his cheeks and demanding:  Smile!  Smile!   I was just like my dad. 
 George says, that if I got my journals back, he could remember enough detail to write his own version. “Out of the mouths of two or three witnesses shall a matter be established.”
Sick, I was as sick last night as I’ve ever been in my life and it was frightening.  I was instantly drenched, the deluge left hot-flashes in the dust.  Mud.  I was losing consciousness, other times I’ve always been conscious, and I never, ever felt what my heart and breathing did.  I was ripping off clothes and calling George to come pray for me.  Then I couldn’t talk.  My limbs started jerking at one point, oh it was so scary.  As George prayed for me there were some guttural vocalizations, my breathing calmed down and eventually the palpitations and sweating stopped.  He put “Calamity Jane” on TV as I recovered, and started working at a nearby computer.
I asked him, “You know I’ve been really struggling since the haunting left.  I haven’t interacted much with the spirit realm, and I’ve questioned my definitions.  But this time, I really was attacked, wasn’t I?”  His answer shook me up.  He said, “I didn’t want to tell you this, but all day long your neck and face looked like you weighed twenty pounds more than you do.”  By that time I could sit up and he looked at me.  “You look completely normal now.” He still believes in demons too. 
Back to 2016
“All your children will be taught of the Lord and great shall be their peace.”
George and my sons are ‘concerned’ that I ‘deal’ with being RAPED AS A CHILD.
They’d be amazed how much good APOLOGIES DO.  AND REPENTANCE.
It’s funny how the VICTIM is the one who gets punished.
Behold, I and the children whom the Lord hath given me are for signs and for wonders in Israel from the Lord of hosts, which dwelleth in mount Zion.
8:23 am
I decided to hang up the computer yesterday.  I barely lasted 9 hours.

Where did I leave off? Chapter 1

7:42 am
Oh, yeah.  Destitute and despondent.  So I ran for Congress and got myself targeted.  I lost every relationship, my bar license, all my worldly goods, I am homeless now, and have even been involuntarily detained in a psych ward and poisoned,  by my sons, with my dad egging them on.  I need to write a new book.  Also, I just shuttered my old website.  It’s a great relief.  I’m not going to email anymore either.
If opportunity shows up with my name on it I WILL KNOW that God sent it.  (Right after I pray a lot to make sure.)  I became VERY PARANOID and extremely diligent in my head.  I’m tired, but I’m growing stronger.  What I believed to be demons in “Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself” were ACTUALLY THE EFFECTS OF ELECTRONIC WEAPONS.  (And ALSO demons.)
Man, do I have a story this time.
(Jesus is Lord.)

Why did the man take away the girl’s house?

So she wouldn’t have one.

This is very basic and it is a question my sons do not ask as they REPEATEDLY KICK ME OUT OF MY CHILDHOOD HOME THAT I GAVE TO THEM IN OBEDIENCE TO MY DAD.

I’m packing.  AGAIN.  I can’t stay gone.  Something always changes and I have to come back.  This isn’t pleasant when nobody wants to see you.  I haven’t had pleasant in YEARS but I am, for the VERY FIRST TIME, happy.  Happy seems to be like extremely powerful hope, coupled with the inability to get annoyed.  Really great to live here, even if I am sleeping in my car occasionally.  I mean in my dad’s old car.  I don’t own a car anymore.  I own three rings and a bunch of ill-fitting second-hand clothes.  I got really fat on the meds from the psych ward, and due to the fact that I quit smoking almost exactly one year ago.  I’ve been getting better since I visited my friends in West Virginia, and they did some ministry on my RESENTMENT AND ANGER concerning my father.

BUT, when I got home from WV, right before I stopped smoking because he asked, making me consider for the first time, “Is that [smoking cigarettes] who you are?”:   ISAAC CAME HERE FROM HIS HAPPY LIFE IN BOULDER, SO HE COULD NEUTRALIZE ME. He’s been working on it ever since, and each milestone along my year to emotional health has been countered by his cries:  “MOM IS CRAZY!  MOM IS UNHAPPY!  MOM IS DELUSIONAL!  LOCK HER UP IMMEDIATELY!”  He’s yelled at EVERY AGENCY IN THE COUNTY and even signed papers.  Wow.  I didn’t know you could get such an amazing flying monkey!  My dad hasn’t had to lift a finger!  “Jesus, please forgive Isaac and my dad.  Help me write this book as YOU WISH.  Thank you.  Amen.”

It makes me wonder sometimes, how people can know that GOD INVENTED SEX,  and yet not believe that He might know the best ways of doing it?  How could we have missed that?  Oh, yeah.  satan.  And the NSA.  Our government does, actually, knowingly, intentionally put DEMONS INTO PEOPLE.  That’s all that the electronic weapons are really intended to do; all the marionette-rapes-with corresponding plots and accompanying physical effects,  are just window-dressing and a perk of the job for the perverts.  What’s REALLY HAPPENING is that nasty disembodied spirits are finding homes just as fast as CERN is pumping them from hell into our reality.  DEMONS ARE HUNTING FOR REAL ESTATE and we open the doors and show them around.  Ever know people like that?  I don’t know where they come from, but there’s a sub-culture of caucasian Americans who habitually show a guest EVERY SINGLE ROOM IN THEIR HOMES.  I always hope I’m not inadvertently offending one of them, when I do not usher him into my powder room.  Who’s to say what might offend some guys?

I expect the demons want bodies to more fully participate in the war.  Also, a body’s other inhabitant, the former ‘self’ becomes a prisoner of war.  Mind control ensues, and soon the former self is UTTERLY AMAZED by the things he does. “That’s  just not like him at all.”

You can fit a whole bunch of spirits into a single body.  How many angels can dance on the head of a pin?  ALL OF THEM.

“It is not what you have done for the Lord.  It is who you HAVE BECOME that counts.”  (Neville Johnson)

The disciples I listen to are all glad when God reveals some impurity in their lives and in their hearts.  I am too.  Jesus told me once, “You choose to be perfect before Me.  Only I can make it so.  Don’t strive.”  I do that, I strive.  I strive over EVERYTHING and I try to perform tasks more efficiently each time.  I’ve never felt worthy so I had to work harder than everybody else.  That’s a nice thing about Jesus,  you couldn’t EVER work hard enough to impress Him.  But, also I’m not nearly big enough to disappoint Him.  He’s teaching me patience.  The SLOW way.
Getting Home During A Crisis – Footwear, Water Sources, Wild Edibles, and Security
Dixie from Homemade Wanderlust joins us to discuss what it took to trek over 2,000 miles along the Appalachian Trail. Footwear, Food, Illness, Tools and all of the things that you can do to prepare yourself for a long journey home during an emergency.
I wanna go camping, and I want to hike someplace cool and not too hot.  I want to extend myself and I want to see new things.  I wonder if Josh would think it a move toward housing-independence if I tried sleeping in a tent for a couple nights? I wonder if he and Isaac would come with me?  I tried to take them camping when they were little in the middle of 20 acres I owned from my grandpa.  We didn’t have much provision; no tent, and we were trying to sleep in the Jeep Wagoneer when somebody rolled off a seat and spilled a container of orange juice and we ended up going home in the middle of the night. Good times.  We didn’t try camping again and that’s a pity.
I don’t have an illness.  I have an issue they refuse to talk about.  I MUST GO TO COLORADO, and I must leave day after tomorrow.  I wish God would give me an option before then.  NO WAY OUT.  They’re SO CONCERNED about me that they will not help me do anything I WANT TO DO.  I submitted three months of my life and cogent brain activity beginning with my abduction in January.  George sees nothing wrong with their continual threats.  Isaac is going to hell if he dies anytime soon.  I told him this story:

It’s like when I worked for the paralyzed guy.

He’d yell at me when I did something wrong.

I’d just shake my head.

How can you yell at a person whose ONLY GOAL is to do things exactly your way?

My sons can’t name a symptom I still exhibit.

I was fixed by God in the first week of August.

Also, even before that I’ve agreed to change or I have changed every objectionable behavior they mentioned, right up to the point of not leaving my bedroom and offering not to make coffee in the morning because the smell disturbs young men who don’t go to bed until I’m getting up.

Never enough.

Isaac believes if he does this one to me, the monkey will be off his back.

He also believes I won’t stand up again.

He’s wrong.
A thousand dollars and I could have my own life and be out of their way.
I gave Josh my word I’d go but I thought he’d wise up to Isaac.
They say my life is terrible that I research all the time.
I think their lives are terrible because they play video games and plot against their mother’s freedom.

I’m tempted to email the Colorado woman again.  I figured that Isaac would take her words to heart, when she said, “Live your own life and let your mom live hers.”  If she was good enough to submit your mom to 30 hours a week of psychobabble and additional hours for a 12-step program when i quit in a single step, well then if she said “mind your own business” then I guess you would.  So I thought.  I’m not permitted a Christian alternative.  Not permitted any choice at all and the brake froze up on that beater car again.  I can only submit.  And pray for a miracle.

I don’t want to go.

I’m being punished.

I’m not sure if Josh realizes it but the other two sure do.

I told them I’d stop emailing so I’m not doing it.
I sure wish somebody would step up for me.
I don’t need much, but I need a hand up.
I’m tired of being pushed back down every time I try to stand.
This house won’t have any prayer when I’m gone.
(Except I’ll pray for it and there’s no distance in the spirit realm, nor time.)
Isaac will be more comfortable when there is less Holy Ghost around.
I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

It’s pride, isn’t it?

I don’t want to go to the funny farm because of pride.

The fact is, diagnosis doesn’t mean a hill of beans if Jesus wants me in a specific job or environment.

My life is His, and He knows where He wants to be in me.

I really have to just submit this.

I have been diagnosed mentally ill.

I have been fighting this moment since my dad set the cops on my in 2009 and we made a bet.

I really do not want to be known that way.

I would prefer to be known as a Truth-seeker-speaker; that is authentic.

Did Dad really win?


He changed my reputation and relationships and lifestyle and sustenance.

Jesus changed me.

And He’s not finished.

Also, my dad is going to cough up 3 and a half million dollars toward rehabilitation and restitution.
I pray to distribute it wisely and according to GOD’S WILL.
I know what my destiny is and so does Isaac and that’s why he insists I become mentally ill.
I’m going to reveal the sell-outs.
All of them in Michigan and some others.
2:32 pm

I just learned more and Jesus gave me peace:


What we’ve done will trickle down until EVERY SINGLE SELL-OUT

within the sound of my fingers will be exposed.

This is going to be great!

I guess I can take a couple months off and visit with some smart women; they’re pretty rare.

For thus saith the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel; In returning and rest shall ye be saved; in quietness and in confidence shall be your strength…
I want to be exactly where God wants me to be even if going to ‘treatment’ is my own personal rat-in-the-facemask.  Just like school.  Every day of school was the worst day of my life.  
Isaac wins.
(I already did what I was supposed to do.)
(They’re closing the door after the horse split.)
(That’s a really narcissistic practice
What they’re doing to me is what I’ve feared since Dad set the cops on me in 2009.
They know it, too.
That’s only one way I know I’m being punished.
I wonder if George will still be here when I get back; he’s said, even recently, that he was leaving.  
We’ve been divorced for four years next month.
I’ll believe it when I see it.
“Pain, loss, utter confusion, shock…” 
(Consequences of rejecting Jesus)
I’m happy now.
It’s not about me; Isaac is messing up his life in a lot of ways.  
He can’t stand that I never sold out.

The Bohemian Escape By Tiny House Nation

I like being away from Isaac and Josh and George.  I don’t feel ANY CONDEMNATION!

We’re supposed to take George’s car to Colorado but he just pulled into the garage behind me and I thought it was one of the diesels!  It’s loud.

George said that I shouldn’t feel like he hadn’t stuck up for me.  He said, “I did.”  I forgave him then, because if he BELIEVES he did then I can’t ask for any more than that.  If in his heart he MEANT TO stick up for me, then that’s good enough.

Jesus has GOT to deal with me.
I’ve claimed His name for years through MUCH ACCUSATION and I did my best to obey Him.
He has to show up and either accept my offered life or demonstrate I’m a fool.
I just have to be patient.

How We Have Eyes To See & Nonbelievers Do Not





Say not ye, There are yet four months, and then cometh harvest? behold, I say unto you, Lift up your eyes, and look on the fields; for they are white already to harvest.
National Gallery of Canada

WikiLeaks’ Guccifer: Obama Sold Off Public Offices 2 Donors – MOST CORRUPT ADMINISTRATION IN HISTORY

“I don’t know why you do it. Perhaps it is because you are bored and want to generate some excitement. That does not make you too different to me does it? The need to excite, the need to cause a reaction. I know why I do it. First and foremost I am entitled to succeed and I must always be seen to be winning. Secondly, the expressions of dismay and indignant protests at my conduct (especially since I am untouchable) cause me to surge with power as they fuel me. Now, you must excuse me; I have some money markets to rig and they close in an hour.”

This Is How the Resistance Will Be Won!

“We are so entrained to see might as right, but you can right here in this photo truth is revealed. Power based on violence is a facade, it is a mask covering fear.”
“Interplay between opposing forces.”
(I saw a huge stone door today.  I was pushing against it and bodies were being pushed backwards along with it.  I declared “Open up ye doors, and be ye listed up ye almighty gates.  LET IN THE KING OF GLORY.  Who is this King of Glory?  The Lord MIGHTY IN BATTLE.”)
(Then I prayed for the biggest angels to throw in with me.)
“The self-delusions are blown apart by her conviction.”
Isn’t this beautiful?

BREAKING: Julian Assange Offers To Surrender In Exchange For The Freedom Of Chelsea Manning.



9:34 am

Jesus Speaks on THE GOD DIMENSION & Video Games

9:33 am



9:29 am

I just tasted licorice.  I smell nice things a lot, things that others don’t catch a whiff of.  I think I’m handing over the computer.  I haven’t asked if that act of submission would grant me assured lodging until January 1, but I think if I truly trust Jesus I’ve got to do it.  I’d like to figure out some way where I could still visit just a couple sites a day, to see what Jesus has been telling others, but I can’t actually figure that out.  I’d still see news stories and I don’t think I should do that anymore.  I don’t think I should antagonize my sons anymore either.  I want them to heal and feel love, I want that more than anything.  You don’t have real LOVE without TRUTH though.  They’re the same guy.
“Dear Lord.  This is a very great test for me because my brain is very busy.  I’m trusting you to supply all kinds of fresh manna for me to think about.  I’m expecting to hear YOUR VOICE all the time, OK?  I’m expecting to see your face, as I devote myself more fully to your purposes and your joy. “
“Show me how; this is an undiscovered country.  Please bless and protect my readers and my witnesses, as I go dark.  They could call me up, if you moved somebody to ever call me up.  Please, don’t let me feel disconnected or lonely.  You are all I need.  I know that.  I expect to be inebriated in your love.  Amen.”

9:12 am

Psywar – Full Documentary

8:58 am

I am chastised already.


“So that woman is a little sneaky.  That’s NOTHING like the demons WANTED HER TO BE and TAUNTED HER…”  (Paraphrase)

If a person is born with few graces, but uses them well, like deciding to be MOSTLY HONEST and KIND,  then that is WAY BETTER

than  a person born with many advantages HE DOES NOT USE.

I Am Clothing You In My Lowliness

“I want My Brides, My Blessed ones, to go around elevating others above themselves, in their thoughts and actions. (not verbally) I want them to take the last place, to be the lowest and to seek the interest of others rather than their own. Tall order? For some, yes. Lacking in grace? No, I am providing it as these words are received into your hearts, as you say ‘be it unto me according to your will,’ this grace is being given and taking root.”

8:50 am

Your Lowliness,Your Lives Thru My Eyes

“All that is done with a pure motive will stand. All that is done in vainglory will fall, it’s just that simple. (vainglory, inordinate pride in oneself or one’s achievements; excessive vanity.) Most of the world is motivated by this need to exalt oneself. When I came to this earth I went out of My way to debase Myself. I washed the feet of My disciples. Those who were looking for a king to rule over them missed it. Those who were looking for the true substance of the faith, recognized Me immediately. They were weary with the posturing of important persons and hungered to be set free from their sins. To have peace, to be right with God. They sought a kingdom not of this world and that is why they recognized Me.”

8:41 am

I can see the doctor with a gun to her head.

A voice says, “How should I know what you gotta write, sista?    Just make it say she’s fit to serve…”

Hillary’s Doctor Releases Her Latest “Medical Records”

“Fit to serve,” are the three little words that Dr. Lisa Bardack chose to sum up Hillary Clinton’s post-collapse, post-pneumonia, post-coughing fit medical test. Bardack concluded that“the remainder of her complete physical exam was normal and she is in excellent mental condition.” Of course, the big question is, will Hillary be healthy enough that Bardack does not need to walk arm in arm with her in public during Hillary’s next appearance, while checking to make sure her pulse is still there.”

See at:   https://sentinelblog.com/2016/09/15/hillarys-doctor-releases-her-latest-medical-records/

8:38 am

Fukushima Backlash Hits Japan Prime Minister. Fukushima is NOT under Control

Nuclear power may never recover its cachet as a clean energy source, irrespective of safety concerns, because of the ongoing saga of meltdown 3/11/11 at Fukushima Daiichi Nuclear Power Plant. Over time, the story only grows more horrific, painful, deceitful. It’s a story that will continue for generations to come.

“Here’s why it holds pertinence: As a result of total 100% meltdown, TEPCO (Tokyo Electric Power Company) cannot locate or remove the radioactive molten core or corium from the reactors. Nobody knows where it is. It is missing. If it is missing from within the reactor structures, has it burrowed into the ground? There are no ready answers.”

See more:   http://www.globalresearch.ca/fukushima-backlash-hits-japan-prime-minister/5545642

8:34 am

Radioactive Food and Water the New Normal in Japan

Japan has an amazing food culture thanks in part to the rich volcanic soil and ample rainfall, despite the lack of spacious farms. As it stands, Japan can feed approximately one third of its population from domestic production.

If you watch Japanese TV from time to time, you will see a bizarre and disturbing fetishization of food that borders on the insane. The media and in turn consumers are obsessed with food as not only a source of nutrition and social cohesion (all for the good), but as art, fashion and status symbol, a celebration of gluttony and greed; an infantile obsession with eating for self satisfaction.

I love good and healthy food and appreciate Asian cuisine, but we eat to live, not live to eat. This social pathology affects other cultures as well as seen by increasing rates of extreme obesity especially in Western countries due to the proliferation of shopping malls, junk food and high fructose corn syrup.

How ironic then that a “high food” society like Japan would have to suffer the insult of radioactive contamination. This is not a tuna melt sandwich but a nuclear melt-down sundae.

Read more at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2016/09/14/radioactive-food-water-new-normal-japan/

8:18 am


“Dear Jesus.  This letter to Isaac is extremely harsh.  I find it difficult to deliver.  If you mean for him to see it, please give me grace to push the buttons.  Soothe his pained heart!  Give him peace!  Show him love!  Free him from the bondages his sin has forged!  LOVE ON HIM, please?  Amen.”

Dear Isaac, 
Are you trapped?  Is that what this is all about?  Do you think that destroying me would make the trap less onerous?  NO.  OF COURSE NOT.  Once you DESTROY YOUR OWN MOM…they got your soul for good.  They FORCE THESE THINGS UPON US.  Do not try to escape a trap by taking advice from those who trapped you!  TURN AROUND.  DO IT WHILE YOU STILL CAN.  
Isaac, you told me you searched online about how to do righteous-dating.  All the articles started with:  MAKE SURE YOUR TARGET GIRLFRIEND IS A CHRISTIAN.  Yeah, that is TERRIBLY DEPRESSING in this world of lies and false faith.  I suspect Moslem girls are equally chaste.  They must be, or they get killed.  AT ONE TIME YOU CARED about the content of a person’s heart.  At one time you could forgive improper behavior by comprehending motives and granting significant grace.  You are currently graceless.  You know this; I won’t elaborate.
Will you become more GRACEFUL by cavorting as you do, with whom you cavort?
Do you wish to be seen as virtuous? 
Do you perchance even wish to BECOME VIRTUOUS?
You’re messing up, big-time.
I love you very much and if your three-time-mom-girlfriend gets knocked up yet AGAIN, I’ll love her babies, all of them.  
I will find it harder to care about her extra-gender-&-relationship-status-negotiable ‘lovers’.
But, here I assume that you, my beloved son, are not the ONE SINGLE MAN WHO COULD SATISFY HER.
If you’re the guy for the job, I bow out.

8:05 am

It was SO GREAT to sleep in my bed again!

I’m grateful I’ve not been kicked out again.

That’s been going on for more than THREE YEARS.

Isaac said the Colorado lady told him to live his own life and let me live mine.
He told me yesterday, just after I SAID THE SAME THING TO HIM.
He’ll be punished, I know it.
He HAS TO STOP MANIPULATING his brother and his dad.
It’s just a fact.

How do you make a mistake like announcing somebody’s DEATH when it never even happened?  That’s not a mistake!  It’s kind of like saying, “Whoops!  We accidentally dumped some human pregnancy hormone-killer into that batch of vaccine-hash.”  It’s not a ‘mistake’ to tell a lie, that’s nuts.  A lie of omission might be a mistake, but to directly attest that a false thing happened requires malice aforethought.  

7:36 am

The pursuit of wi-fi…

A Day in the Life: Travelling, Working & Living in a Van – Van Life Vlog

7:33 am

Pedestrians, drivers shocked at ‘furious moon’ rolling along across Chinese streets

OMG.  This looks a lot like my dream with the boulder in the road.


7:30 am

Ford Tells Detroit: “Adios”

7:22 am

Dr John Hall Interview : Gangstalking, Surveillance, Targeted Individuals, Crimes

“A satellite-based tracking and harassment system, based on directed-energy weaponry and microwave weaponry used by the government…”


7:09 am

Pull a Camper with a Prius if you want

Meet Curtis & Tour his Runaway Camper


Don’t You Wanna Runaway?

$8,000 for a stand-up height model.

Any car can pull it!

See at:   http://www.runawaycampers.com/

7:07 am

 Radio Frequency  Weaponry (1985)

CNN Special Report

6:51 am

“God, forgive him.  GIVE HIM TRUTH PLEASE.”
I listened to a dear man talking to a mutual friend.
He is involved with GASLIGHTING and CRAZY-FYING others.
He admitted lying for his girlfriend,
as she LIED TO HER GIRLFRIEND on Facebook…
Just for shitz and grins.
He does the same to me.
He’s on the WRONG SIDE and he’s fully aware of that fact.
He said his girlfriend got sick and wondered if it was because of her EVIL BEHAVIOR.
He said that means she believes in God.
(He seemed to think that made it OK TO TORTURE OTHERS AND MESS WITH THEIR REALITY, as though I would APPROVE.)
And they ‘tremble’.

6:45 am

Hillary Clinton’s Nonexistent Diagnosis – No Such Condition As “Non Contagious Bacterial Pneumonia” in ICD-10…

The International Classification of Diseases (ICD), an ObamaCare standard, is designed code all medical diagnostics.  According to ICD-9 codes, and the more current ICD-10 coding, there’s no such diagnosis as “non contagious bacterial pneumonia“.

Dr. Bardack apparently made it up.

Read more at:   https://theconservativetreehouse.com/2016/09/14/hillary-clintons-nonexistent-diagnosis-no-such-condition-as-non-contagious-bacterial-pneumonia-in-icd-10/

6:39 am

NIST finally admits free fall of WTC7

(National Institute of Standards and Technology)

(Building 7 was the THIRD SKYSCRAPER TO FALL ON 9/11.  NO PLANE HIT IT.)

Elon Musk is Looking to Kickstart Transhuman Evolution With “Brain Hacking” Tech


The concept was first thought up by Iain M. Banks in his Culture novels. In these novels, a neural lace is a mesh-like device that would be implanted in a person directly through the bloodstream, controlling the release of certain neurons using the power of thought.

Musk’s version of the neural lace doesn’t work exactly like that. Musk’s lace seems to be a mesh that would allow such AI to work symbiotically with the human brain. Signals will be picked up and transmitted wirelessly, but without any interference of natural neurological processes. Essentially, making it a digital brain upgrade. Imagine writing and sending texts just using your thoughts.

(This is bullshit.  They don’t need to use any kind of appliance to accomplish the mind–meld.  Musk is propaganda.)

See more at:   http://futurism.com/elon-musk-is-looking-to-kickstart-transhuman-evolution-with-brain-hacking-tech/

6:15 am




In the following instances, officials in the government which carried out the attack (or seriously proposed an attack) admit to it, either orally, in writing, or through photographs or videos:

(1)  In 1697, native American conspirators admitted
in court that Iroquois leaders convinced a Piscataway tribesman to
murder an Englishwoman in Virginia  for the purpose of igniting a war
between the English and the Piscataway – thus weakening both parties –
and allowing the Iroquois to seize Piscataway lands.

See more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/False_Flag_Terror_%E2%80%9CHas_Succeeded_Consistently_Against_Audiences_Around_The_World%2C_For_Millennia%2C_To_Compel_War%E2%80%9D/54075/0/38/38/Y/M.html


See more here:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/Riot_Police_Begin_Mass-Arrests_at_Dakota_Access_Pipeline%2C_FB_Censors_Video/54087/0/38/38/Y/M.html


German drugs and crop chemicals company Bayer has won over U.S. seeds firm Monsanto with an improved takeover offer of $66 billion including debt, ending months of wrangling after increasing its bid for a third time.
The $128 a share deal announced on Wednesday, up from Bayer’s previous offer of $127.50 a share, is the biggest of the year so far and the largest cash bid on record.The transaction will create a company commanding more than a quarter of the combined world market for seeds and pesticides in a fast-consolidating farm supplies industry.-There’s one way to rehabilitate a tainted brand-name.  Maybe they’ll re-name ROUND-UP.-See more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/Bayer_Clinches_Monsanto_with_Improved_%2466_Billion_Bid/54085/0/38/38/Y/M.html

6:08 am

Ending a relationship with a Narcissist is not like walking away from a normal relationship with a broken heart – you are walking away with a broken SELF. The vicious cycle of this abuse is really a manipulative trap that keeps you running in circles until it completely disables your reality, erases your personality, and then it ends and your abuser destroys YOUR integrity so they can move on to start this cycle up AGAIN with some new and unsuspecting person.

See more at:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2016/09/15/ending-a-relationship-with-a-narcissist-is-not-like-walking-away-from-a-normal-relationship-with-a-broken-heart-you-are-walking-away-with-a-broken-self-the-vicious-cycle-of-this-abuse-is-re/



8:57 pm

The Propaganda Machine Strikes Out Against Targeted Individuals

Ah, yes, the New York Times has revealed the astonishing truth:  The most serious problem that has emerged as a result of the unconstitutional gangstalking program is that not enough victims of organized government harassment are being assured by competent mental health professionals that they’re hopelessly delusional.  If only psychiatrists dictated the content of the internet, a new day would soon dawn in America….   
The unsettling fact is that most targets of gangstalking would be relievedto discover they’re suffering from clinical paranoia. 
Read more here:   https://cryptoscatology.blogspot.com/2016/07/the-propaganda-machine-strikes-out.html

8:56 pm

Robert Guffey w/ George Knapp on Surveillance, Gangstalking, Targeted Individuals, DHS, Military ..

8:18 pm

A 243 Sq Ft Daniel Miller Tiny House

8:12 pm

Yes, Mainstream Media Bias is Getting Ridiculous…But Why?

8:06 pm

Top US athletes deny cheating after hackers show usage of banned substances

See more here:   https://seeker401.wordpress.com/2016/09/15/top-us-athletes-deny-cheating-after-hackers-show-usage-of-banned-substances/

7:55 pm

What do Jews in Israel think about Jesus Christ the Messiah and God in the Flesh

7:14 pm

World’s first large-scale tidal energy farm launches in Scotland

The launch of the world’s first large-scale tidal energy farm in Scotland has been hailed as a significant moment for the renewable energy sector.

A turbine for the MeyGen tidal stream project in the Pentland Firth was unveiled outside Inverness in the Scottish Highlands.

After the ceremony, attended by Nicola Sturgeon, the turbine, measuring about 15 metres tall (49ft), with blades 16 metres in diameter, and weighing in at almost 200 tonnes, will begin its journey to the project’s site in the waters off the north coast of Scotland between Caithness and Orkney.

The turbine will be the first of four to be installed underwater, each with a capacity of 1.5 megawatts (MW), in the initial phase of the project.

See more:   https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2016/sep/12/worlds-first-large-scale-tidal-energy-farm-launches-scotland

6:47 pm

How Narcissists Took Over the World

4:40 pm

A 200 Sq Ft The Lucky House

4:33 pm

Smoking Marijuana is 114 Times Safer Than Drinking Alcohol – Study

In fact, alcohol was found to be the deadliest drug on an individual level, at least when it comes to the likelihood of a person dying due to consuming a lethal dose. Heroin and cocaine were the next most deadly substances, followed by tobacco, ecstasy, and meth. Trailing up the rear was marijuana.

See at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/blogging-citizen-journalism/2016/09/smoking-marijuana-is-114-times-safer-than-drinking-alcohol-study-2548189.html

4:21 pm

Dana Durnford “Fukushima Fallout Will Kill Millions Of People Over The Next Five Years!”

on the Richie Allen Show

4:19 pm

Hillary Bagged and Perp Walked. Gratitude to US Special Forces.

Can this be so?



 Supreme Court instructs them to disclose info


1:43 pm





1:41 pm

The Tony Robbins Experience – Ultra Spiritual Life episode 40

“The energy at the event was like a raging river of passion and excitement.”

11:44 am

I’m sorry I called the Colorado lady a twinkie.

That was unloving.

Please forgive me.

11:37 am

I’ve got to remember to tell George what I think.  He is much of the reason I am happy now.  I suffered from a lot of physical ailments during most of our relationship.  He fasted 1/10 of AN ENTIRE YEAR for me, right before I got Holy Ghost and lost arthritis and migraines.  He ‘tithed’ of his life!  For me!  He was always sure to say that he was asking God not merely to heal my health problems, but that HE WOULD HEAL EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.  That being translated has to mean:  HAPPY.  I’ve got to thank George again.


I think it is important to note that Isaac confessed last month (date on request) to his KNOWLEDGE THAT I SUBMIT EVERY DECISION AND BEHAVIOR TO MY GOD.  Also, my sons presented me this lovely skit on 11/8/15:
Scene 1, Act 1
We’ve got to get the hell out of here and Jesus said to bring a lot of muffins.  
“Linda and Jesus, Jesus and LInda…
Gettin’ shit done every day…”
That’s the theme song for the cartoon my sons are writing about me.  Terribly irreverent but It was actually pretty catchy.  The story-line follows my life down on Earth, and Jesus’ life up in Heaven.  He comes to Earth and we do stuff and have adventures.  Apparently they’ve written a couple episodes but they won’t tell me much detail.  One has muffins.
Pilot episode, screenplay submission #1:
Segment 1:
(Linda is in the kitchen frantically pulling pans of muffins out of the oven as her sons walk by.  She interrupts them and she asks them to take muffins to the car and to get jackets and shoes.)
 “Don’t ask questions.  Because Jesus said to.  We’ve got to get the hell out of here and Jesus said to bring a lot of muffins.”
Segment 2:
Slap slap slap,  (sandals),
Linda is outdoors on the deck typing as Jesus approaches her from behind and puts His hand on her shoulder.
(Note to producer:  See about possibility of making Jesus’ hands invisible like Obama’s hands on that youtube clip of his speech recently where his nose grew longer and his face transformed like a demon.)
Jesus:   “Hey Linda, what’s happening?”
Linda:   “Oh hi, Jesus, you’re pretty funny, you always know what I’m doing; I’m just writing and waiting for you.  What do you want to do today?”
Jesus:   “I do have an idea.  Your kids think Heaven is endless rows of pews full of duty-bound sinners singing hymns to an unseen distant throne.  How about I make your life Heaven on Earth so they can see the goodness of God?  Then, when they know that their lives were messed up for a beautiful purpose,  they will trust me again.  They resent me, you know that right?”
Linda:   “Yes, Jesus.  They resent you because you did not make things all better for me when I begged you to change the torture and I still trusted you.  If you took care of that misperception, I’d be very happy.  Tell me what to do.”
It’s time that everybody decides what they will do with Jesus, and they have a couple options, but it is seriously time.  He has been appearing to a lot of people a lot of different ways for a lot of generations.  Now more than ever, we need a savior.  Will we ask Him?  They just closed down the crab fishery in California, the day before it was supposed to start and a bunch of salmon DISAPPEARED up north of there.
Dana Durnford was arrested for his work exposing the death of the Canadian western shoreline.  If I’m not mistaken, he’s a paralyzed person and they arrested him for telling the truth.  If the powers don’t like you they can arrange for a cyclone to hit your house.  They can legally disappear you forever and ever amen.  We must decide what to do with the claims of Jesus, the Christ, and we must do it pretty quick because they’re stealing our ability to hear Him speak,  and destroying those small few who hear His voice and dare to tell the Truth.
“I always want to say to people who want to be rich and famous:  ‘try being rich first.’  See if that doesn’t cover most of it.  There’s not much downside to being rich, other than paying taxes and having your relatives ask for money.  But, when you become famous, you end up with a twenty-four hour job.”   (Bill Murray)
I’ve been asking myself a question, as I recognize how far into Linda “utterly complete vindication” we have progressed:  “Would you rather be exonerated first, or get some of your way-past-due-and-payable money?”   For years, I needed a reputation-rehaul more than anything; I dreamed of taking showers or baths with tons of people around and I could never get clean.  But, now I’m pretty sure I want money.
I ate a cinnamon roll that just came out of the oven in time for Isaac to get up.  I didn’t try any of the gingerbread, sourdough bread or zucchini bread, and I left the remaining piece of chocolate raspberry cheesecake for Josh’s lunch tomorrow.  Today I’m making chiles rellenos, lasagna with slices of butternut squash instead of noodles and lots of mushrooms and home-ground pork sausage seasoned with a lot of sage, I haven’t made the sausage yet but George ground the meat yesterday and I will use part of it for Chinese dumplings or egg rolls.  I’ll do egg rolls if I think I may want to deep-fry something tomorrow and I could reuse the oil.
George and I went shopping again yesterday, and I found an inexpensive bag of Italian almond cookies I’ll use for Sarah Barnhardts for my Dad for Christmas.  I made my own amaretti for his birthday batch.  I hope he liked them;  he never called.  I hope he liked the cheesecake I left for him last week, too.  George and our sons thought it was good but I was fasting.
RETURN TO 9/14/16

10:47 am


These feelings become so overwhelming that without us realizing it we start giving EVERYTHING to not get them upset or angry, even the slightest annoyance they feel, we feel too.

While we can romanticize this phenomenon, what is actually happening is the empath is fading away into oblivion. The feelings and emotions that we feel become insignificant, and we really start believing that our own feelings don’t matter at all.

The truth of the matter is (most of) our loved ones are not inherently bad. It usually happens without them even knowing it. It might start with us insisting that they pick the restaurants and the entertainment, because “we just want to make them happy”.

“Little seemingly inconsequential gestures set the precedent of how you are allowed to be treated. In other words you are setting the precedent that they are more important than you, and therefore why would they respect you.”

See more here:   https://cultureofawareness.com/2016/09/14/a-letter-to-empaths-remember-this-when-you-feel-completely-drained/

Chelsea Manning ends hunger strike after being offered gender surgery

This is good news, I guess?

How much better for Jesus or the NSA to make her love himself?

See more at:   http://nypost.com/2016/09/14/chelsea-manning-ends-hunger-strike-after-being-offered-gender-surgery/

israel eyeing Gaza-bound ‘women’s flotilla’ setting sail from Barcelona

Israel eyeing Gaza-bound ‘women’s flotilla’ setting sail from Barcelona

Despite the recent reconciliation of ties between Israel and Turkey, it appears that the controversial Gaza-bound flotilla movement has yet to subside.

An activist flotilla sailing under the banner “Mujeres Rumbo a Gaza” (Women’s Boat to Gaza) was set to anchor off from Barcelona on Wednesday evening toward the Gaza Strip

The small fleet of two vessels was slated to carry dozens of women from various nations, including Israel, with the aim of breaching and boycotting Israel’s naval blockade of the coastal Palestinian enclave

Read here:   https://uprootedpalestinians.wordpress.com/2016/09/14/israel-eyeing-gaza-bound-womens-flotilla-setting-sail-from-barcelona/


10:39 am

Josh says that I’m hiding my anger.  He says I seem happy but he knows I’m angry underneath.


They say they want me happy, but that is demonstrably untrue.  (I’ve kept records for 8 years.)
Religious persecution, plain and simple, immoral and illegal.  

10:27 am

Isn’t it funny that ANYBODY would think that a treatment center could improve on the life of a woman who PICKS FOUR-LEAF CLOVERS EVERY SINGLE DAY?

I’m obviously where I’m supposed to be.

I pick them wherever I go.

Except Texas.  I didn’t see any clovers there.

10:14 am

Jesus is praying for me.  I spun the wheel again.  I can’t ever get enough of Him and I always pray that He’ll increase my capacity.

Philippians 1:9
And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more
in knowledge and in all judgment.

10:08 am

My sons know this is RELIGIOUS PERSECUTION even if George doesn’t see it.  I told Isaac my faith had cost me every relationship and every thing of value.  He said, “I know that.”  He stands not against me, as he seeks to take also my liberty, he stands AGAINST JESUS.


9:52 am

I know that no free-thinking Coloradan facility would want to partake in RELIGIOUS PERSECUTION for reasons of conscience, and not just because they probably get federal funds and are required by law to permit and not prohibit expressions of personal faith.

(“Nevertheless, not my will but THINE be done.”)


9:01 am

I’ve been bringing the funny farm lady up to speed before our conversation tonight.  I’m to ‘Skype’.  This is very high-tech for me.  I sent her this:

Just once more to Marcie?

I promise I’ll stop.
I forgot to answer your question!
I am FINALLY becoming happy with where my life is at!
I see my destiny unfolding and I am PERFECTLY PREPARED.
I just need a couple quiet months to pick clovers and process the things God is teaching me about what I am becoming.
I was very traumatized but I am healed now.
I really don’t want to mess with my therapy.
I’ve never been happy before in my life.
PS.  Do you know that Jesus loves you so much he’d do ANYTHING AT ALL to make you happy?

8:35 am

You’ve GOT TO GET DELUSIONAL in the world’s eyes or you will never see the deeper things of God.  It’s just a fact.

The WORLD is INTENTIONALLY DESIGNED to keep us from recognizing the supernatural that surrounds us.


There is a rough question before me this morning.  I’ve felt for some time that I was to limit my exposure to the evil engulfing my world, and I blog about it ’round the clock.   Also, seeing God’s words come to pass on the news has been VERY NECESSARY to build my faith and keep me from coming unglued when people called me crazy.
There is a rough question before me this morning.  I do believe Josh would like what’s best, but he’d also like me to stop antagonizing people with my blog.  And emails.  God said to give my life and that’s what I’ve done since I began journaling in 2009 when I ran from my dad’s ambush.  I’ve recorded my entire life.
Does God wish for me to stop posting it?  
I have a rough decision to make.
Perchance my sons might permit
me to stay in my room for a couple months as God continues making me happier and capable-er.
Do I dare to live without a computer?
Do I dare to proffer this only physical connection to the world and to other disciples of Jesus?
Is JESUS really POWERFUL ENOUGH to show up when I need Him with what I need in order to continue to grow in grace and get happier?
I don’t think I do.

I used a feature on a website this morning.

You’re supposed to talk to Jesus, then push the button.

Whatever comes up is His word for you.

I spun the wheel and I got:
Mark 9:41
For whosoever shall give you a cup of water to drink in my name,
because ye belong to Christ,
verily I say unto you, he shall not lose his reward.
(I suppose that would apply to somebody giving me use of a couch and wi-fi, too.)
I tried again:
“All of you are seriously damaged soldiers. The difference between those who deeply know Me, is that they have had tremendous measures of healing and the bitterness and fear that mark those still wounded in battle, isn’t there anymore. They also know themselves very, very well.”
“To know oneself is to be humble. Extremely humble and quick to find fault with yourself, rather than others. When I see My People making excuses for the shortcomings of others, I delight Myself in their presence. It is truly a rare and fragrant offering of self for the love of others.”
“Much of it is the fault of the culture. Simply put, Americans by and large are spoiled from childhood. True maturity comes at quite a cost. In other countries you find this kind of maturity at the age of 11 or 12. They have already learned many of the really hard lessons of life and have been seasoned in the Faith, knowing My character more deeply because they have to rely on Me to survive from day to day. Even the victims of violent countries are more mature. You would see this if you traveled the world.” “But you know that I will complete the good work I have begun in you. I will bring to maturity all those who call upon My Name and choose to be holy. Not one will perish from My Hand, all who come to Me with a sincere heart, I cherish and raise up into maturity, meekness, and uncommon kindness.”
“But in this world you are but a doormat to the success of others. You are used and tossed aside, after you have been thoroughly despoiled of the joyful life I imparted to you. What I am saying here?
Love one another as I have loved you. Cherish and support one another. Never speak harsh words when it can be avoided. Always admonish and lift one another up, even and especially in conflict.” “Very often you are provoked by lies to judge others when they are at their lowest point and can’t handle one more blow. How many times has that happened to you, Clare?”
“Yes, Lord, I have experienced that and I surely have seen how I have done it to others. I pray that you bring me to the fullness of the Love you have in Your Heart Lord…as much as is possible in a weak and frail mortal. Forgive Me, Lord, for my childish attitudes.”
“This prayer I will answer. Go now and love one another as I have loved you.”


(Or does God USE MY WORDS for good?  Perchance?)

(I’ll have to decide, won’t I?)


HERE  (Scroll down for the English version.):



8:02 pm

The Ampersand House By Syl Vardos

“VARDO” is the word (Romani?) for ‘GYPSY WAGON’!

7:55 pm

Scientists have found the gene that “makes a psychopath” # rs4714329 #ASPD #JeffreyDahmerGene

7:36 pm

We’re In Serious Trouble! Major Warfare Just Issued, And It’s Worse Than You Think!!



As of Monday, August 15th, 2016, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) along with the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services (HHS), under the Federal Register’s Vol. 81, No. 157 released a cryptic document entitled “Control for Communicable Diseases.” Although this action is only deemed a Notice of Proposed Rulemaking (NPRM), what this will do if signed into law is grant the CDC full super-constitutional powers in the event of a major quarantine that only the health agency can call. Comments will be available to the public until Friday, October 14th, 2016.

In other words, if this rule is signed into law, the CDC will be granted full authority over all Americans during the event of a disease outbreak, which could lead to a mass quarantine. Such mass quarantines would entail enforced vaccinations, further surveillance, more of your already-little-to-no freedoms stripped away, and much more control of your every move.

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/were-in-serious-trouble-major-warfare-just-issued-and-its-worse-than-you-think/


FOX NEWS Economist prove MARTIAL LAW happening in U.S. (All USA people need to see this) 2016

John Kerry’s State Department Funneled MILLIONS To His Daughter’s Nonprofit

See here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/john-kerrys-state-department-funneled-millions-to-his-daughters-nonprofit/

Long-Secret Stingray Manuals Detail How Police Can Spy on Phones

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/long-secret-stingray-manuals-detail-how-police-can-spy-on-phones/

7:34 pm

Employee Badges To Monitor All Conversations Within Work Place

Read here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/employee-badges-to-monitor-all-conversations-within-work-place/

I knew it.  It’s working JUST EXACTLY AS I DECLARED:  the worse people treat me, the happier I get.  It’s like codependency-jujitsu.


7:30 pm

PATHETIC!! FBI Mistakenly Gives 27 Clinton Emails To Congress, And Then Asks For Them Back

Read here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/pathetic-fbi-mistakenly-gives-27-clinton-emails-to-congress-and-then-asks-for-them-back/

7:27 pm

BANK OF AMERICA analysts claim there’s 50% chance we live in ‘Matrix reality simulation’

SEE:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/bank-of-america-analysts-claim-theres-50-chance-we-live-in-matrix-reality-simulation/

7:25 pm

STUDY: 1 in 5 CEOs psychopaths

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/study-1-in-5-ceos-psychopaths/

6:52 pm

If I could sing I’d get Isaac to sing this song with me.

He’ll sing it anyway.

Lord I Know You’ve Been So Good-Hasan Green & Martha Holloway

6:49 pm


One Day At A Time-Hasan Green

6:43 pm

My sons are letting me sleep in my bed tonight!

I love that bed.

My water broke on that bed when I had Isaac.

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.
I gave them to the successful one.
I said, “Jesus loves you so much
that if you were the only human on the planet,
he would have gone to the cross
…just so he could be with you.”
Jesus isn’t an imaginary friend anymore.
I’ve proven him and he’s VERY POWERFUL.
9/13 /16
5:48 pm
So I got into a fight with the preacher-lady.  She said I was rude and that I didn’t understand scripture.  (She is absolutely right.)  THEN she started talking about the ELECTRONIC HARASSMENT AND TARGETING…from her wealth of actual knowledge.  THIS IS GREAT EVIDENCE.
She and I are obviously having our differences, only ABOUT DOCTRINE.  She attacked my Bible scholarship (as she is most welcome to do anytime and I’ll cook dinner even, God bless her most sincerely…)  THIS PRINCIPLED WOMAN WAS NOT REFUTING MY COGENT and DOCUMENTED ASSERTIONS ABOUT TARGETING OF U.S. CITIZENS AND ELECTRONIC TORTURE, but rather accusing me of having drunk more deeply of the kool-aid than I admit!  She’s awesome!
This is a very good day.
(Nasty emails available on request.)
5:30 pm
They say you can tell a narcissist by asking a suspect what aspect of his self, of his person, is he working on right now?
I tried it.
He’s working on the same things whatever I ALWAYS TALK ABOUT MYSELF WORKING ON.
Sheesh.  No examples of course.
5:16 pm
So I said,

“George.  OUR SONS HATE JESUS.  How is that OK?  They grew up in a praying home.  They hate JESUS because I told them He had a reason for all the crap we went through and that He would use it for an amazing purpose and us too.”

 (I did not say, “You dropped the ball.”  But, clearly that’s the case because I still got mine tucked up tight even though FAKERS TRY TO STEAL IT FROM ME ALL THE TIME AND I HAVE NEITHER BACK-UP NOR ANYBODY RUNNING INTERFERENCE.  Except my goon.  God save the goons.)
They don’t wanna do it.  They don’t wanna change the world, just like their dad.  And looky here, this is the FINAL BATTLE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL.  This is TEOTWAWKI.  
Oblivion.  And they denigrate drug addicts.
George said, “Now Linda.  I. Don’t. Think. They. Hate. Jesus…”
How did I get sons with no spine for Truth?
It’s unimaginable.
4:56 pm
I told them they’re doing evil.
I have GOT TO BE DELUSIONAL…or there is a day of dark reckoning beckoning.  These young men about town have staked their claim to the wrong side of historical real estate.  They picked the dark side and now Isaac’s dating a gender-bender and clearly knows that some moral issues withstand his pride.  IF JESUS BE REAL, then mama was right.  If Jesus be real, THEN SO IS HELL.
Wasn’t I right about 90 % of our book published in October 2011?  
Do you remember all the people who stabbed me in the back at the same time?
I’m to do a Skype call with the head twinkie.  Josh asked for good behavior; I didn’t know if they would not bundle me into the car right this minute, a Skype call is hardly an intrusion.  Isaac enjoys seeing me begin to shake again.  We’ve been through the tremors with his contributions…numerous times.
I am being punished for something I did not do.
My sons are sinners who deserve hell and they know it.
If they continue to use violence and threats against me I cannot be responsible for what happens.  One gal shot herself in the head.  She was very mean to me.
I went to tell the Weed Fairy that I was being taken to the funny farm and my sons will pay a price.  
She offered to help me make a run for it, but I AM A DISCIPLE OF CHRIST JESUS, AND I KEEP MY WORD…and I also document it numerous places.  
If I am to go to the funny farm I’ll go with a song in my heart and an adventure to suit my palate just gesticulating down the line.  
For the price of a few weeks of horsey-back I could have an entire new life. 
People prefer that I DIE.
Isaac has wasted an entire year…managing me down.
He admitted as much a dozen times.
He can have a life, once I am neutralized.
He can have as many vile sexual perversions assault his ETERNAL SOUL AND CONSCIOUSNESS as his bisexual already -involved -a -couple- ways ‘girlfriend’ might imagine…without mama to nudge his conscience.


4:02 pm
I picked another four-leaf clover.
I asked George if he remembers when Jesus asked if he would give Him his life.
He said, ‘yes’.
I asked if he remembered what he said and he didn’t,  but I know and it’s in my book that HE SAID YES.
Then, we stopped praying.



If I am not delusional, then THEY ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR SINS.
They have to take me down or GOD EXISTS.
Tough spot.
Hope I can remember how to mount a horse when I get to the funny farm..
I don’t think I’ll take yoga, if I may opt out.
It’s a pagan religious practice, right?
3:46 pm
I prayed a prayer I’ve prayed a zillion times.
I hope I meant it this time because if not
this whole accusatory-lock-me-up bit would hurt so bad I don’t know how a person could recover.
I said:
“God, please make me like Heidi Baker with no ‘NO’ left in me.
Allow me to bask in your peace even if my dad drives me to the funny farm.
He’s wanted that pleasure since at least 2009.
Give me grace.
How else were you gonna get me out of here?
I don’t have any desire to go to Colorado but
I sure want to go someplace.

Calling Out Toxic Behaviour Means You’re Disordered?


Sympathy For The Devil: Narcissists Take Pleasure In Your Pain

3:37 pm
I picked 2 more four-leaf clovers.
George is working out.  He asked how I am.  I said, “I am great.  I do not have a disease.  I have an issue that nobody will talk about.  AND, if they don’t, they won’t be able to pretty soon because their brains will be electronic mush.”
I asked how he is.
He said, “Better.”
I asked, “Better than what?”
Better than ME because he doesn’t feel he has to fix the world.
That’s better how?
3:12 pm

In Over My Head

Lana Vawser, “There is a HUGE door of the NEW before you, but to enter it, it requires your complete “YES” of trust. In this NEW door before you, in this place of “letting go” and “relinquishing control” He is going to show you again, His faithfulness, His extravagant provision, His strength, His alignment, His promotion, His favour, His healing and His goodness and neverending, mind blowing kindness.You are going to be IN OVER YOUR HEAD at the GOODNESS and KINDNESS OF JESUS!”

3:09 pm
My sons aren’t back yet.
I picked 2 more four-leaf clovers.
I wish God would hurry up.
2:54 pm
 I picked 3 more four-leaf clovers.
I think it’s a good thing that I won’t be around the internet for a while.  I learned that it is possible to be up-to-date about all the things the devil is doing without watching God create new wineskins for His new wine.  I’d rather watch what God is doing I think.
2:36 pm

 I picked 3 more four-leaf clovers.
2:29 pm
My sons left, presumably to consult with my dad about my pending incarceration.
For that amount of money I could buy a cheap trailer and a couple years’ worth of coffee and fuel.

After sleeping in the car it was nice to get home and take a shower.

Then I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.
2:14 pm

Isaiah 56:10 His watchmen are blind: they are all ignorant, they are all dumb dogs, they cannot bark; sleeping, lying down, loving to slumber.

11 Yea, they are greedy dogs which can never have enough, and they are shepherds that cannot understand: they all look to their own way, every one for his gain, from his quarter.

“Dear Lord, please give me more love for souls than I have love for being right.  Amen.”
Well, I got home and Josh is all packed.
I asked where he’s going and he says we’re going to  Colorado.
I was surprised that he was going and he said, “…all of us.”
I wonder if my dad is planning to watch my strip-search this time.
He showed up before daylight to see me taken away in January, and he hadn’t talked to me hardly for seven years!
He loves this because WE MADE A BET.
–I love it too, because no matter what he does to me…Jesus is STILL LORD OF HIM AND ALL OF US.
Shouldn’t the funny farm have a list of things to bring?
Like summer camp?
2:10 pm
The preacher doesn’t approve of my doctrine.
It was nice to have a friend for a bit.
I always get too excited.  That’s a codependent thing.
9:06 am
My conversation with a PREACHER!  YEAH.
———- Forwarded message ———-
From: Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>
Date: Tue, Sep 13, 2016 at 9:00 AM
Subject: Re: My sons say I must do a phone interview with the funny farm. I picked 1 four-leaf clover. (no txt)Heidi Baker is the reason I went to Toronto and she gave up a million dollars in  orphanage support to go there; it’s a great story.  Sadhu Selvaraj used to preach against Toronto until God showed him the verse about ‘making his servants as barking dogs.’.  God told him not to judge just because he hasn’t experienced things.  I used to be very afraid of even the Baptism in the Holy Ghost when I was Baptist.  I was very careful about Toronto.  It would be great to talk about it with you sometime.-The GWEN tower guy ran for Congress after me.–My friend (who I haven’t even seen for 7 years) worked on my campaign.  He ran Ron Paul’s Michigan campaign and I was endorsed by Ron Paul in 2008.  We spent a lot of time together, usually watching political lectures!  Anyway, I began to have pictures of him in my head, sexual, and also electrtonic rapes began.  He was an apostate Jew and had already been targeted by the Zionists when he was 22 as a self-hating Jew because he cares about the Palestinians.  He’s a computer engineer, and he hacked me a lot so when I got a message that I was under surveillance and my folks had set it up, I began a really long partnership with a faceless computer-goon.  He kept me alive.  I’m looking forward to seeing him so I can say thank you and learn what we’ve accomplished.  Soon after he hacked me the stun-gun stopped and I didn’t vomit every day anymore and the rapes stopped too.  They were, I suppose, trying to take advantage of a major opportunity with our friendship.  They could have messed up Ron Paul’s reputation very bad if they had gotten us to have an affair.–OH< YEAH.  When I started seeing that internal-porn, I KNEW it wasn’t me because I’d spent many years ‘bringing every thought captive’ and did not fantasize about men other than occasionally my husband.  SURELY, he’d believe me!  Surely, he knows I never lied to him in 25 years.–Whatever.Isaac sold out and he hates me because I didn’t.I always asked, “How sell out?  I never got an offer)They know us so well, they don’t make offers to somebody they know will not accept.They set them up in a honey pot, instead.Isaac is my son, Mr. Wonderful (Glenn Wilson) owns the cell towers, and Adam is my political friend, and my friend from law school who is now a federal judge is named Trish.God asked me if I were willing to ‘hold him’.  (Adam) when I was at a major prayer meeting in Washington and I’d only known him a couple weeks.  God said, “Trust him. He’s an angel.”  He was an atheist apostate Jew.He helps me write GREAT BIBLE STUDIES NOW.(I mean, the goon who chaperones me writes great Bible studies.  I can only believe it to be Adam.)–

Isaiah 30:20-22King James Version (KJV)

20 And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers:

21 And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.

I’m so grateful for your prayers!  I don’t know another Spirit-led Christian in my whole state.



On Tue, Sep 13, 2016 at 8:02 AM,

Ok, I want to make sure I understand something the man you mentioned that your friend called from law school, is this the man that owns all the gwen towers?  Is he the one who ran for congress as well?


He ran for Congress as an independent and I worked on his campaign too, after the primary in 2010.

Was that Isaac or the gwen towers guy?   Trying to get it straight. 😉


I mentioned Linda Kirby because if you have skype capability she may be interested in doing an interview with you.  Couldn’t hurt anything.


Yep, I’m with you, I believe the targeting started in law school too.  Too many “coincidences” and we know those don’t exist.


MICHIGAN is a hot bed for the elite.  Cathy O’Brien talked about some of that.  I has always stuck in my mind and so has Norfolk, Virginia not to mention Washington.


I’m sure you have heard of the kundalini spirit that was poured out at the Toronto airport church. Curious to know what time frame or what year it was you were going there.


From: Linda Goldthorpe [mailto:goldthorpelinda@gmail.com]
Sent: Monday, September 12, 2016 8:52 PM
Subject: Re: My sons say I must do a phone interview with the funny farm. I picked 1 four-leaf clover. (no txt)


I’ll look up Linda Kirby, thanks.


I think I was targeted in law school but I didn’t know it.  My best friend from law school set this off by calling the man I mentioned and setting us against one another.  She is now a federal judge.  When I graduated, her mom was on the board and they got an extra couple signatures on my diploma…one was the chief justice of the Michigan supreme court.

A couple years ago when I started my blog and was figuring out what happened to me, I contacted the Targeted Individual group in my state.  Maybe a dozen people?  FOUR OF THEM WENT TO MY LAW SCHOOL.


I’m pretty sure I’d only need a couple weeks.  This is nuts, and also things are changing so fast!

Yes.  When God gave me that prophecy I was driving and I had to pull over.  It was WORD FOR WORD.  Since then I’ve seen so many miracles.  My handwriting changed overnight even!  I have THOUSANDS OF FOUR LEAF CLOVERS.  I don’t get migraines or arthritis…my sons have seen AMAZING THINGS.  I was in Toronto at Toronto Airport Christian Fellowship when God asked me if I’d bring his bride from government.  On my knees sobbing…I love going to that place.  I REALLY MISS WORSHIPING WITH PEOPLE!  When my sons were small we’d worship morning and night.  I was the church pianist.  The church has totally rejected me, Dad pays their bills.  I had a vision where I was driving a flatbed truck with all my family on it and an explosion happened behind us and the light made it impossible to see so I gave the wheel to Jesus, I said, “You drive, I can’t see a thing.”  THEN when we stopped…it was right before we hit a big rock.  I’ve clung to that.  I think my dad is the rock.  He ran me down so much I lost EVERY RELATIVE because he always buys dinner.  When I was a kid he’d go a whole month without talking.  He’s sick.  I’ve always been the scapegoat and I’ve always confronted him about his double life.  I learned about sex when I was a little girl from the porn under his mattress.  He is not what people believe.  I think Isaac made a deal with him.  He’s obviously covering for somebody.


Thanks for the encouragement.  You encourage me just by doing what you do.  Thanks.  L



On Mon, Sep 12, 2016 at 9:30 PM,

I remember you sharing that with me.  Oh trying to keep it straight.  I remember the targeting started when you were running for congress.  In your heart when God spoke to you telling you that Isaac and Josh and George are His, you felt He was saying in the end of all of this mess that they would repent and be saved???  Is that what you received from His words?  How did  you hear Him?  In your heart?


Yeah, agreed, working for the mason didn’t help anything, rubbing elbows in the government opened doors too.


Amazing what God said He would use your targeted friend to do.  Also, same with you, He has a purpose with all of this and you are in a high profile position to speak to so many when this all breaks in God’s timing and in His way.


I’ll quit grilling you. J  Just think you are like Paul, being whipped and imprisoned and ship wrecked and snake bit and fasting and all of it.  Keep going.  Keep preaching.  Keep believing.  GOD IS FOR YOU!!!!  NO ONE CAN BE AGAINST YOU!!!!


You have been on my heart and yes, I have been racking my brain thinking, I wish I knew someone or some place you could stay.  So let’s give it to God and pray and listen for Him and trust Him to show the way.  I’m proud of you, I can’t imagine living through what you are going through.  But look at what God has spoken to you, He asked you to bring His bride out of government!!!!!


Do you know of Linda Kirby’s youtube channel??  She does skype interviews.


Praying for you and the whole situation.  You are on the battlefield.  They don’t like this kind of fighting, but it is the most powerful.


From: Linda Goldthorpe [mailto:goldthorpelinda@gmail.com]
Sent: Monday, September 12, 2016 6:28 PM
Subject: Re: My sons say I must do a phone interview with the funny farm. I picked 1 four-leaf clover. (no txt)


Thanks .  I was a lawyer but stayed home with my kids and homeschooled.  We quit the Baptist church and then I got the Holy Ghost and they did too but apparently they lost their faith.  We were targeted TERRIBLY.  For two years I was knocked immobile every day.  Sometimes I’d be down for hours.  I was electronically raped repeatedly and the ‘program’ included a man who worked on my campaign.  My sons believe I had some an improper relationship with him but I did not.  He was also targeted.


God told me in 2007 this:


Linda, my pride, my beloved, WITHSTAND.  WITHSTAND.

What is to come is ordained by me for my glory.

You will be misunderstood again.  So am I.

You are mine.

Your children are mine.

George is mine.

You’ll look in my eyes soon.

I am your strength.



My father tried to murder me.  I didn’t get it.  He asked me to sign my house over to my sons in 2012 and I always did what I was told.  Then he stopped talking to me and started a major smear campaign.  Isaac, my eldest, was also involved in politics and quite beligerant about the status quo.  Then he went to work for a masonic guy who owns THE MOST GWEN TOWERS IN THE WHOLE COUNTRY.  He ran for Congress as an independent and I worked on his campaign too, after the primary in 2010.


God has set me up for something amazing.

He said my friend (the other target) would lead a million people to Jesus.

He asked me in 2006, if I would ‘bring His bride out of government.’  He said, “They don’t know who they are.”

I plead the blood every day, I bind and declare as the Spirit leads me.  My father is wealthy and called the cops on me in 2009 before he started this.  They’re Baptists and they’ve had me ostracized in the entire community.  The house I gave my sons is the house I grew up in.  They prefer their father live there.


I don’t suppose you know an old lady who could use somebody to clean house and cook in exchange for sleeping on her couch?  I’m a great cook.

Thanks for the prayers.  I’m on the road with 70 dollars.  God is in control.  Love, Linda


On Mon, Sep 12, 2016 at 2:35 PM, Cherie J Beltram <Cherie@threeheartschurch.org> wrote:

So far with the people that have talked with me about their targeting it has been by strangers.  Some have family members in on it but they are more distant.  This seems strange that they are targeting you directly like this in the same house so blatantly.


Have you all had a dysfunctional family?  Was there love?  Have y’all tried to talk about why they feel so hurt to openly treat you like this?  Can there be forgiveness?  This is a strange case for sure.  Were you there for them as children?  Were you a working mom, career oriented and no time for them?  What has triggered them to do this so easily?  What kind of church have they gone to?  Have they ever really known Jesus?


I would bind the ruling spirits over the city where you live.  Bind the ruling spirits over the house you live in and over their houses too.  Bind the spirits in them and at work against them.  Do all of that in Jesus’ name.  Then I would plead the blood of Jesus Christ over them and ask God to open their hearts to Jesus.  Ask Him to do a great work in their lives by His Holy Spirit.  Ask Him to send His warring angels in to cut and severe the ties with the kingdom of darkness that are at work in their lives and in this situation.


Speak in faith scriptures and things you want to come to pass, things in line with God’s will.


Pray and love and bless them and keep doing it.  I believe we will see change.  I will fight from this side too. I will put this on the prayer list too.


Stay tucked under Jesus’ wings!!!



From: Linda Goldthorpe [mailto:goldthorpelinda@gmail.com]
Sent: Monday, September 12, 2016 10:09 AM
To: Margaret Goldthorpe; David Goldthorpe; christine.rattin@yahoo.com; Eric Cadeau; Tom Backers; jim mckindles; ANDREA LAROCHE; Alfred Lambremont Webre; a@michigantaxpayers.com; Kevin Keizer; Tom Anderson; Tom Bridges; Rob Truax; Josiah Sharrett; Congress Glenn Wilson; Linda Goldthorpe; Isaac Miller; Joshua Miller; George Miller; Cherie Beltram
Subject: My sons say I must do a phone interview with the funny farm. I picked 1 four-leaf clover. (no txt)

7:14 am
I just looked up the place they want to send me.
It’s an addiction place.
I even quit tobacco!  A year in a couple weeks.
I haven’t had this band around my chest for almost all of August until now.
I didn’t do anything wrong, but I’m to be punished more.
I’ll probably go home.
Josh said if I go away for a while I can live in my house again.
I don’t trust Isaac at all;  he changes his story.
I didn’t feel God guiding me at all as I drove yesterday.
I’ve been praying all night but I slept a lot too.
The only guidance I got was:

He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.

For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever willlose his life for my sake shall find it.

For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel’s, the same shall save it.

For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it.

Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life shall preserve it.
He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.
That’s what I’m doing.
I’m trying to save my life.
Aren’t I?
I’ll give Josh what he wants.
I’ll go home and they can send me away again.
I think that’s what Jesus would do.
Until he gives me something else to do, that’s the best I got.
My sons and my parents do not believe Jesus is God.
They believe my dad is.
How could they not hate me?



9:53 pm


I answered questions like this:

I’ll look up Linda Kirby, thanks.

I think I was targeted in law school but I didn’t know it.  My best friend from law school set this off by calling the man I mentioned and setting us against one another.  She is now a federal judge.  When I graduated, her mom was on the board and they got an extra couple signatures on my diploma…one was the chief justice of the Michigan supreme court.
A couple years ago when I started my blog and was figuring out what happened to me, I contacted the Targeted Individual group in my state.  Maybe a dozen people?  FOUR OF THEM WENT TO MY LAW SCHOOL.
I’m pretty sure I’d only need a couple weeks.  This is nuts, and also things are changing so fast!
Yes.  When God gave me that prophecy I was driving and I had to pull over.  It was WORD FOR WORD.  Since then I’ve seen so many miracles.  My handwriting changed overnight even!  I have THOUSANDS OF FOUR LEAF CLOVERS.  I don’t get migraines or arthritis…my sons have seen AMAZING THINGS.  I was in Toronto at Toronto Airport Christian Fellowship when God asked me if I’d bring his bride from government.  On my knees sobbing…I love going to that place.
  I REALLY MISS WORSHIPING WITH PEOPLE!  When my sons were small we’d worship morning and night.  I was the church pianist.  The church has totally rejected me, Dad pays their bills.  I had a vision where I was driving a flatbed truck with all my family on it and an explosion happened behind us and the light made it impossible to see so I gave the wheel to Jesus, I said, “You drive, I can’t see a thing.”  THEN when we stopped…it was right before we hit a big rock.  I’ve clung to that.  I think my dad is the rock.  He ran me down so much I lost EVERY RELATIVE because he always buys dinner.  When I was a kid he’d go a whole month without talking.  He’s sick.  I’ve always been the scapegoat and I’ve always confronted him about his double life.  I learned about sex when I was a little girl from the porn under his mattress.  He is not what people believe.  I think Isaac made a deal with him.  He’s obviously covering for somebody.
Thanks for the encouragement.  You encourage me just by doing what you do.  Thanks.

9:40 pm

‘Hillary Clinton Dead’: New York News Station Reports of Her Death In Error?

9:35 pm

You do it because I have been so loving and charming to you. You do it because I have been so brutal to you yet you still want to please me. Whichever stance I adopt, seduction or devaluation, I secure the desired result. The win.
This is another win as I marvel at my power over people. Nobody has the presence of mind to direct their anger towards me. Oh no, I am too clever to be sucked into that and I can stand and observe the bitter recriminations all stemming from my behaviour. 
How can it be right that you, the one who gave everything and always behaved so properly is left distraught, confused and bereft whilst I waltz around town without a care in the world? Why am I never upset or miserable?  It seems unjust and unfair. Why do I always seem to win? Why do I get the cream, win the main prize and have the golden ticket? It is because of how I am designed. I am designed to win. That is my sole focus. By winning I gain admiration and power which gives me fuel.
Unlike you, I have been created with the skill sets that allow me to behave without integrity, to function without a conscience and to sail through life untouched by moral concerns. Normal people are upset and troubled by my machinations, but I am not hampered by such concerns. 

9:19 pm

The 13 Most Evil U.S. Government Experiments on Humans

(I’d say “thirteen of the most evil experiments on humans.”  There have been other equally evil.)

See at:   http://www.ranker.com/list/the-13-most-evil-u-s-government-experiments-on-humans/robert-wabash?&var=9

9:10 pm

“This is a Season of Rewind – I Will Restore!”
by Cindy Jacobs, Red Oak, TX

For the Lord says, “This is the season of rewind. This is the season where I’m allowing you to go back to a place where you felt that you totally destroyed your life, or times and seasons where others brought destruction into your life, and I will restore. I am able to do this miraculously,” says the Lord.

“If you believe in Me, if you trust in Me—just as the little child, when the father says ‘Jump!’ the little child would freely jump from a high place into the arms of the father, and the father would say, ‘I would catch you.’

Do you believe I will catch you? Do you believe that no matter what your circumstances, whatever is happening to you, that I have the ability to catch you, to hold you and to keep you safe? For I will do this,” says the Lord.

And the Lord says, “This season of rewind will bring you to a place where you will not be lower than you were, but you’ll find yourself coming to a large place.

You will find yourself coming to still waters and green pastures, for this is My nature as a Father,” says the Lord.

See more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=16594

8:58 pm

If I were at home, I’d be tucked into bed now, still working, but warm and snug with Connie under my bed and probably a bunch of people in the other room.  Two dogs spent the night last night and three of my sons’ friends.  There was dog poop on the rug this morning.  It was nice of George to work so hard on cleaning the rug.  We served kids meals for the whole weekend.   I’m sorry I didn’t finish mowing before I had to leave.  I’m at a Burger King.  I borrowed Isaac’s secondary computer which I’ve been using at home.  I’m sure that didn’t make him very happy since getting me off the computer (stopping my communication/isolation/separation from Christian input online) “is kinda the point.”
They’ll need to get in touch with me when it happens.  They’ll call for me to come home.  It’s a pity things had to get this bad before they’d see Truth.  MY SONS BELONG TO JESUS.  They don’t like it even a single bit.  But, they will be very grateful to Him. They will thank Him for me!  I can’t wait for them to respect me.  But, patience is my road into my destiny.

5:54 pm

Well, I’m gone.  I can’t imagine this makes them feel any better when they don’t know where I am.  My sons were doing dishes when I left.  They always do dishes after they have a scene and make me leave.  Then when I come home, they stop.

(I mean, when I go to THEIR HOME.)

12:42 pm

It doesn’t seem quite obvious yet.

God said when it was time for me to leave, it would be very obvious.

Ultimata and being evicted isn’t even obvious enough.

What am I waiting for?

12:36 pm

I packed a little.

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.

God says He’s never late.

12:11 pm

Well, it was a nice month+.  I’m glad I didn’t commit suicide weeks ago.  I’m happy now, but I’m homeless again.  They wish for my faith to be dismantled and/or replaced.  Josh said, “You can’t get better just sitting by yourself” but that’s what’s happened.  I watched videos of people who hear from Jesus and I pray a lot and I got free of some demons.  These guys don’t really believe in demons.

I MUST leave today since I refused to go to the funny farm in Colorado since my father was involved.  He is very dangerous.  Not to me, but to anybody who does not know what he is capable of doing.

I’m packing.  Josh said, “YOU HAD A MONTH TO PACK”  but I used that month to STOP HYPERVENTILATING AND STOP SHAKING.  I started shaking a bit just now as they lied about me but…I’m not anymore.  I can’t wait to get on the road.  My car is supposed to have the brakes looked at tomorrow since they locked up this morning when I was trying to go to Manistique to buy Isaac a pipe.  Oh, well.  God is in control.  I’m sure glad it’s not Isaac,  and I pray that Josh will see truth.  (Isaac too, for that matter.)

11:38 am

On the conference call to the funny farm, I mentioned Isaac knocking me out.  Josh said he didn’t remember.  I looked up my journal entries TO REMIND HIM.

FROM  9/21/14:


4:36 am

(THANKS FOR ALL THE VIEWS!  THANKS VERY MUCH.  I haven’t had a phone call for weeks, that would be nice too.  906-291-1376)

These notes and prayers are  from the day Isaac knocked me out.  I wrote them after the boys left and I was pretty loopy, so I had to clean them up a little.  Original is on another page of this site:  Kingdom Court Documents  (Those are things I’ve served on my parents and Clive Ellis over months.  And presented to God for justice.)

Court Document 4    Transcript of Testimony–Mother.  Father.  You did this.

-(No service on Defendant’s “pastor”, who has received the url.  All other parties have been served.)

Made banana cake for George’s birthday.     The boys came out for lunch and Isaac complained that I’m so busy I don’t talk to him lately.  So I did.  Then he threw me against a wall.   I can’t use my right arm.  I hit my head pretty hard and couldn’t open my eyes for awhile.  Jesus will make me ok.  Isaac thinks I’m lying about my father.  He wants me to just forget, but he doesn’t know we’re in world war three.  He is very controlling.  I don’t actually hurt too bad.  Not even inside.  It only happened about fifteen   minutes ago and Im a

I asked Jesus to take me lower still.

Guess if he can take me at my word, I can take him at his Josh took care    hit my head pretty hard.  Isaac hit his heart.  He says he must hate me to do such a thing.  I told him it was just demons.

Josh  took care of me while i was down, and after.  My arm is pretty numb.  Josh wants me to patronize so Isaac won’t feel so bad.  Lying to make somebody feel better is not love.  they left me here.  that’s not love either.  I know what i know.  hope i dont have a concussion bu god made my brain so i know he can fix it.  my dad must tell the truth.  or not.  either way it wont be because i didnt try.

My arm is working so I texted Isaac  that news, and said I won’t tell his father.  He said I was his best friend.  He’s been my only friend and I love him.  I love truth more.

That was quite a stunt.  People on tv shows die from just that sort of maneuver.  Josh lifted my head and put a white towel underneath to see if there was any blood, I couldn’t move for a while.  It was nice to have him touch me.  He thinks I’m lying.  Somebody knows I’m not.  God, I give this all to you again.  I’ll wait for your justice.

I rebuke self-pity in the name of Jesus.  I want loving relationships, not fake ones, and lies make them fake.  Isaac was angry with me because I won’t accept his “everything is alright because I’m alright” doctrine.  Other people MUST KNOW ABOUT THE POWER OF JESUS.    He said,  to “be the change”.  He said I focus on the negative, yet for the first time, I’m able to watch negative without getting ill, because I know Jesus has a plan for all of this, and many people are embracing truth.  I told him I finally have a purpose, and I’ve wanted one all my life.    He wants to be a “team”  He ain’t on my team if he wants to ignore lies and to pretend.  He just wants peace.  I want peace AND FREEDOM FOR EVERYBODY.  One minute he’s mister new-age, with all the answers and pitying me, and the next minute he threw me against the wall.  He’s in a real crisis.

“Please go to him, Lord.  Fill him with TRUTH!  He’s had the “love”.  Didn’t do much.  Give him the real thing!  Give him YOU YOU YOU.  My dad took you from his life.  My dad is not as big as you are.  I’m a daughter of THE KING!  Set Isaac afire!  Burn out everything that does not comport with your KINGDOM.  Show him my father, as my father actually is, when he doesn’t have a present in his hands.  Show him TRUTH!  Show him my devotion, please?  Sorry, self-serving.  Show him You, and he’ll then see me, I expect.  (Personally I’d love it if you used him to tell my dad off good and proper.  But your way is always better than mine.  Is Alexander still alive?  Oh, well.  Whatever.)”

“Thank you that Josh’s tender heart is resurfacing.  Speak to him, will you?  Truth.  He MUST HAVE TRUTH.  My father cares nothing about those boys, except as a potential legacy.  Their hearts belong to you!  I gave those boys to you before they were born!  You promised me in 2007 that they were yours!  Go, do what you must.  I won’t stand in your way, as you give me grace!  I have no desire to control them, or my father…but I MUST REPRESENT TRUTH!”

“Dear Jesus, my government did a terrible thing.  My father did terrible things.  My friends betrayed me when I was obeying you.  Take this thing and make magic, like you always do.  Thank you.  Amen.”

“I’m feeling better and the numbness is almost gone.  Thank you Jesus.  I love you.”

(George’s birthday is 7/10.)

6:14 am

Here’s what I wrote to Isaac when he called to check on me after the incident:

Document 5     Admission of ex parte communication:


          Thank you for calling. Like I said, I was almost asleep when you called, but I got up to make myself a sandwich, which is probably good.  I don’t think I have a concussion.  Do not fret.  Lots of families have episodes like that.  They usually respond in one of two ways.  They might get all pissy and go to the cops.  Or they might push it under the rug
and pretend it never happened.  I will do neither.  We can choose our destinies, no?
          I love you more than nearly anything.  I do not love you more than truth, which to me, is a person.  I love Jesus more than you and I always will.  If you can’t live with that, then it’s not my problem.  Jesus wants me to continue confronting my father, and many others.  That’s my purpose.  When I’m off duty, I’d love to hang.  I will not tolerate a lie, and neither should you, but you’re your own boss.
As you said, “God’s will” and I never for a single second believed anything different.  You do not mean to harm anybody!  You mean to be free.  I mean to do all I can so that EVERYBODY can be free.  Love to you, so very much.




2:18 pm

The god I serve is God and He’s a very good god.  He’s WAY better than the Baptist god.  Josh wanted “Old Man’s Beard” for a project and the prophet said it grows high in trees and it’s very hard to find.  God sent a windstorm and dropped it right where we live.  He’s given me food when I had no money and He’s guided  me all over the place.  The Baptist god teaches that humans should figure things out for themselves,  and evaluate others.  My God does the figuring and the evaluating.  The Baptist god is exclusive but my God loves Josh and everybody.  Everybody. He’s making me be like Him.  Wish He’d hurry up.


Baptists should test their god, I think, like I tested mine.  (Or rather, He tested me, because I wanted all of Him.) They should go dangerous places, and do without…just to check.  They should actually believe and perform tough Bible passages to see if their god has the right stuff.  One prophet did this.  He asked God to tell him when the stoplights would be either red or green. After a while he didn’t have to look, but it took time and lots of trials. This is a kind of  “virgins and the oil” thing.  “You Get What You Play For”   (REO Speedwagon)  “Not everyone who says  ‘Lord, Lord’ will enter the Kingdom.”  I asked for lots of oil and I begged to know Jesus very, very well.  It took many years and much prayer to get what oil I have, but this I know:  when Jesus shows up, I’ll know Him.  When Jesus comes back, what if He doesn’t look like the Baptist god at all?


12:56 pm

Josh is home from work. He’s going to grate zucchini.  I found more lichens for him, and picked some wild blackberries.  I’m going to pull the lichens from the branches and spread them on a towel so they can dry out.  I showered, after I finished the dishes, and supper is in the works.  I’m brining chicken breasts which I will skillet-brown, then finish in the oven.  I’ll serve them with pesto and peas.  (Basil is wonderful with peas.)  I’ll make zucchini bread or this great zucchini cake.  My finger isn’t closing up at all and when it’s damp the top layer kinda slides around.  Very painful.  Josh was probably right, it should have been stitched.  It was so funny that he thought my dad would pay for it.  My dad wouldn’t even speak to me when Isaac pushed me into a wall and knocked me out cold!  (He didn’t like that I called Dad a liar.)  Dad knew all about it.  He knows lots of stuff and so do I.  Too late for stitches now.  I’ll have a reminder of the time my dad finally met his fate.  Until Jesus transfigures me, I suppose.

My parents were both out of sorts in the summer of 2012.  Near the time my dad said “fuck”, my mom screamed.  (She does that a lot but this time was different.)  She kicked me out of Dad’s office yelling, “WE HAD TO DO IT!”  (It might have been the very same week; I’d have to look it up.)


9:57 am

I’m reminded of the summer of 2012.  That was the only time I ever heard my dad say “fuck.”  (That was when he was trying to have me locked up again.)  He spent most of that summer badgering my children to tell him what I accused him of doing.  He never asked me.  (The boys didn’t know of course; filicide is a terrible accusation to make about their grandfather.)  I was distraught about conditions in my home, and couldn’t get anybody to take me seriously.  I accused him, vaguely, “You NEED my family to be fucked up to cover your ass.”  He JUMPED from his chair and spit “fuck” like a watermelon seed.  He never asked, “Whatever do you mean?”  He has never asked me a single question.  But he gives me money now, and he answered a text day before yesterday, even if he lied.  I’m used to that.  (I’d have to look up all the dates.)  (Most people find easier ways to engage politically.  But, some do kill opponents.  Look at Pinochet.  Or George Bush.)

My mother says “fuck.”  She used to call students  FUBAR:   Fucked Up Beyond All… I don’t remember the “R” word but it means they’re hopeless.    Maybe “redemption”?  (She really dislikes children.)






11:34 am

I told her that Isaac  gets violent with me.


Guess what!  Isaac even had the TWINKIE LADY talk to my psychopathic parents!
I’m the only one happy in this house.
Isaac made a deal with the devil.
He’s covering his ass.
And my dad’s.
We had a short interview.  My entire life is recorded.  Is she wants to read the blog, well she can ask questions then.

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My sons say I must do a phone interview with the funny farm.

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

9:04 am

The Islamic connection to Freemasonry and thus a multitude of your politicians , judges and police

Candidates for induction into the Shriners are greeted by a High Priest, who says:

“By the existence of Allah and the creed of Mohammed; by the legendary sanctity of our Tabernacle at Mecca, we greet you.”

The inductees then swear on the Bible and the Koran, in the name of Mohammed, and invoke Masonry’s usual gruesome penalties upon themselves:

“I do hereby, upon this Bible, and on the mysterious legend of the Koran, and its dedication to the Mohammedan faith, promise and swear and vow … that I will never reveal any secret part or portion whatsoever of the ceremonies … and now upon this sacred book, by the sincerity of a Moslem’s oath I here register this irrevocable vow … in willful violation whereof may I incur the fearful penalty of having my eyeballs pierced to the center with a three-edged blade, my feet flayed and I be forced to walk the hot sands upon the sterile shores of the Red Sea until the flaming sun shall strike me with livid plague, and may Allah, the god of Arab, Moslem and Mohammedan, the god of our fathers, support me to the entire fulfillment of the same. Amen. Amen. Amen.”

See more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-islamic-connection-to-freemasonry-and-thus-a-multitude-of-your-politicians-judges-and-police/


8:19 am


DEA Spokesman Says They Will Start Making Busts After Kratom Ban Takes Effect & Thinks It’s Funny That People Are Stockpiling

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/dea-spokesman-says-they-will-start-making-bust-after-kratom-ban-takes-effect-thinks-its-funny-that-people-are-stockpiling-2/

7:53 am

How hacking has become the greatest security threat of the 21st Century


7:48 am

God will use Women

in this season

Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj,


7:46 am

Due To Religious Intolerance Facebook Bans All Christian Themed Content

Christians are ‘bullies’.


7:34 am

Freemasonry, UN and the

Occult Agenda Deceived and Conquered

7:26 am

“Why didn’t you sell out?”

“I could turn you into an assassin in less than three days”  (Barrie Trower, microwave-weaponry researcher)

Being that this  battle is (finally) between good and evil, WOULD I WANT to NOT BE TARGETED?

What does it mean for a person to live in safety and peace when those who are righteous do not?

“Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution.”

I strive.  I’m still striving; I think I must fight my own battles.  My prayer is often striving even.  I strive-pray, when I’m not praying in tongues, and when I’m praying in tongues sometimes I’m doing it to gain merit because I MUST STRIVE.  I am unacceptable and un appreciated and under the gun and I STRIVE.  
I don’t hurry anymore.   God told me a couple years ago I’d never have to hurry again so when I catch myself hurrying I stop.  I still like to move fast, but I don’t hurry.  
Striving though.  I want to please Jesus.  I used to want to please everybody and the fact that my goal was IMPOSSIBLE didn’t affect me a bit.  Over my head, that fact that it cannot possibly be done, for one to please everybody.
The successful one stayed again last night; I went to bed before the picnic was over.  George and I produced a real spread, again.  The successful one rises early, because he has a job, and we drank coffee.  He’s been maligned so much I can hardly believe his good-nature.  He’s been VERY DOWN.  Another of my sons’ friends attempted suicide a couple weeks ago.  Again.

I asked  the successful one,

“Has anybody ever told you that Jesus loves you so much that He’d do ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY?”

He said not, and also that he’d like to be happier.

I said, “It’s true.  Look what He did for me!  My kids still hate me but Jesus made me happy!”  

It’s an absolute fact.
I have nothing but Jesus.
That is WAY BETTER than everything I had before.
Thank you Dad, NSA, Isaac, Tom Casperson, Mr. Wonderful and all the other little people responsible for making this happen.

I’m happy.

I don’t know another human who can claim that stake.

Not hereabouts, anyway.

6:54 am

Big Pharma’s Patents on Kratom Alkaloids

“The DEA announced last week that Kratom would now be classified as a schedule 1 substance. In lamens terms, this means that it is as restricted as restricted gets, as schedule 1 controlled substances are considered to have no medicinal value whatsoever.”

Read at:   http://sorendreier.com/big-pharmas-patents-on-kratom-alkaloids/

Wilde, Weed & Kratom

(Wow.  We’ve got Truth pouring out all over the place.)

I came to know about Kratom some time ago. People started telling me they used Kratom and not Cannabis, since Stuart was clearly against weed, and stated that it was ghoulish and opened a door of possession and such. The effect his view on this had/has on his followers was basically that they put away the weed, also the ones that needed it medically and tried out alternatives like: Kratom and Kava Kava.

There are big differences in these three compounds, and yet they somehow correspond. Learning that by doing could be a fair road to take, since the more personal benefits seem to differ. Personally I cannot deal with Kava Kava, since it is too low of a frequency, but maybe that’s just me and that is my point in all this.

I have touched on my dialogue with Stuart on this before, where I would write him: How can you say that Stu, it is one of the most healing medical plants on the planet?

He never got into detail as to why, but he softened up a bit.

And here it comes: Maybe Stuart should have told his followers that he himself used weed, like in joints, like in order to chill way up to his departure from this planet. And whoops, there went another 500 readers of mine.

But you know, we have to stop this: Blindly Following. One of Stuart’s catch phrases was: Free thinking helps. He did not introduce an exception like: Free thinking helps, but doesn’t apply to me.

“I mean, I have people in healings and writing me: “I have cancer and I don’t know what to do. I don’t think I dare go with cannabis oil, since Stuart warned about cannabis.” Jesus. I mean: Jesus. Get on the Oil: ASAP!!!”

Read at:   http://sorendreier.com/wilde-weed-kratom/

Will A.I. Harm Us? Better to Ask How We’ll Reckon With Our Hybrid Nature

At what point did we create an artificial intelligence? Was it when we first chiseled on rocks the memory of our debts? Was it that point when we enhanced reasoning by exploring possibilities in the arena of a game? Or when we solved a problem of inference beyond our merely fleshy ability to calculate? The dream of a fully autonomous artificial intelligence, stuff of infinite science-fiction prognostication, has blinded us to the incremental nature of artificial intelligence. The deep intellectual and ethical question facing our species is not how we’ll prevent an artificial superintelligence from harming us, but how we will reckon with our hybrid nature.

This dual nature of ours has been evident for centuries. In the 14th century, Chaucer, author of The Canterbury Tales, prepared a treatise for his son in which he set out in meticulous detail the operations of an astronomical machine—the astrolabe—designed to assist in the identification of planets and stars and provide a calendar of their motions. The astrolabe was in effect an artificial astronomer, a mechanical expert that mariners carried on voyages in lieu of libraries, charts, and mathematicians.

The astrolabe captures three properties essential to what Donald Norman, the director of the Design Lab at the University of California, San Diego, has described as “cognitive artifacts”—a store of memory, a mechanism for search, and an instrument of calculation. The use of physical objects and machines as “amplifiers” or “trainers” of cognition has, in fact, a long and celebrated history. In her magisterial study of memory in antiquity, The Art of Memory, Frances Yates describes the tale of Simonides of Ceos who once used the positions of seats around a table to recall the identities of a dinner party crushed by a falling roof. Yates dispassionately concludes, “Orderly arrangement is essential for good memory.”

Read here:   http://nautil.us/blog/will-ai-harm-us-better-to-ask-how-well-reckon-with-our-hybrid-nature

6:50 am

Consciousness Is Made of Atoms, Too

I thought it was just me.

Read more:  http://nautil.us/blog/consciousness-is-made-of-atoms-too

6:46 am

The Limits of Formal Learning, or Why Robots Can’t Dance

What makes a dancing robot interesting?

Human learning is always social, embodied, and occurs in specific practical situations. Mostly, you don’t learn to dance by reading a book or by doing experiments in a laboratory. You learn it by dancing with people who are more skilled than you.

Imitation and apprenticeship are the main ways people learn. We tend to overlook that because classroom instruction has become newly important in the past century, and so more salient.

I aimed to shift emphasis from learning toward development. “Learning” implies completion: once you have learned something, you are done. “Development” is an ongoing, open-ended process. There is no final exam in dancing, after which you stop learning.

That was quite a shift from how AI researchers traditionally approached learning, wasn’t it?

This seems to be a recurring theme in your work: we want the world to be rigid and absolute, whereas in fact it’s complex and non-uniform.

Yes. My recent work on “meaningness” suggests working with the interplay of ambiguity and pattern to enhance understanding and action. It’s “practical philosophy” for personal effectiveness, drawing on work I did in AI, and the academic fields I mentioned earlier. It has a learning dimension, too. Research on adult development shows that people may progress through pre-rational, rational, and meta-rational ways of understanding. The middle stage is overly rigid. It imagines that the world can be made to conform to systems. That can become heavy-handed, inefficient, and brittle.

See more here:   http://nautil.us/blog/the-limits-of-formal-learning-or-why-robots-cant-dance


6:31 am

“I am trying here to prevent anyone saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him:

‘I’m ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don’t accept his claim to be God’.”

“That is the one thing we must not say.

A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher.

He would either be a lunatic ­ on the level with the man who says he is a poached egg ­ or else he would be the Devil of Hell.”

“You must make your choice.”

“Either this man was, and is, the Son of God,

or else a madman or something worse.”

“You can shut him up for a fool, you can spit at him and kill him as a demon or you can fall at his feet and call him Lord and God, but…

let us not come with any patronizing nonsense about his being a great human teacher.”

“He has not left that open to us. He did not intend to.”

(C.S. Lewis)


“And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free” (John 8:32).

– See more at: http://rense.com/general96/jesusonly.htm#sthash.GoJBdBzX.dpuf

6:27 am


(This is getting WAY TOO NUTS.)

An arrest warrant has been issued in North Dakota for Democracy Now! host and executive producer Amy Goodman. Goodman was charged with criminal trespassing, a misdemeanor offense. A team from Democracy Now! was in North Dakota last week to cover the Native American-led protests against the Dakota Access pipeline.

On Sept. 3, Democracy Now! filmed security guards working for the Dakota Access pipeline company using dogs and pepper spray to attack protesters. Democracy Now!’sreport went viral online and was rebroadcast on many outlets, including CBS, NBC, NPR,CNN, MSNBC and Huffington Post.

See more:   http://www.democracynow.org/2016/9/10/breaking_arrest_warrant_issued_for_amy

6:17 am

Photographer Who Confessed Shocking 911 Criminal Conspiracy Complicity Silenced, Targeted


Gordon justifiably believes his information is not meant to be exposed due to his being silenced. His testimony proved that 911 was orchestrated by U.S. officials and that he helped ensure their plan that involved many other people succeeded.

Richard Gage’s leading 911 ‘Truth’ group has dismissed Gordon’s testimony that he had foreknowledge of the 9/11 mass murder and was indirectly complicit in it, as were an untold number of others, most unknown to each other, yet to come forward 15 years later.


“Architects for 911 Truth do not want to investigate this, even though it shows years of architectural planning went into 911,” Gordon told Dupré.

Could Gordon’s assertion about Architects for 911 Truth be accurate?

“I am copying and pasting the following from my friend Jeff Prager‘s Facebook,” The Project Avalon Forum’s Dennis Leahy wrote as a lead to his posting Dupre’s original Tom Gordon interview article. “Note. I think of Jeff as a one-man 9/11 research army, absolutely determined to discover every bit of information possible about the crimes of 9/11, and he would quickly remind you that there were multiple crimes, (including major financial crimes), not just the murders and the towers and even the pretext for wars.”

Leahy continued: “Jeff believes Richard Gage [head of Architects for 911 Truth] is a gatekeeper, and my gut is that Gage is deflecting evidence he sees as extraneous to the core case of 9/11 building demolition.

“If my gut is correct, and if all of Jeff’s research is correct, then Gage has blinders on, attempting to focus on the case he believes is critical to open the eyes of the majority of American citizens (which is theoretically where the pressure of a new investigation would come from.) If my gut is wrong, then Gage is the lead of the 9/11 truth limited hangout [controlled opposition] – attempting to help hide the nuclear nature of the building demolitions as well as the immense financial crimes.”

See more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/9-11-and-ground-zero/2016/09/photographer-who-confessed-shocking-911-criminal-conspiracy-complicity-silenced-targeted-2441895.html


6:00 am

Watch 911 WTC Buildings Being Covertly Wired for Demolition in Stunning Video

During the weekend immediately preceding 9/11, security cameras were powered down and the normal patrols with bomb sniffing dogs were curtailed. “That’s an indisputable fact,” says Brasscheck TV on Sunday.

The question of the century is: Did a single weekend give enough time for the two towers (and WTC 7) to be wired for demolition?

Covert wiring for demolition is a common tactic used by special military forces, according to Dupré’s source.

One other insider, a photographer, told Dupré that the Twin Towers were built with demolition in mind. The crime plan was ten years in the making. [Photographer Who Confessed Shocking 911 Criminal Conspiracy Complicity Silenced, Targeted]

“As soon as I learned the North Tower had been hit, all I could think of was that I had personally seen the faces of those directly in charge of this operation,” Tom Gordon told Deborah Dupre in an exclusive interview.

See at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/9-11-and-ground-zero/2016/09/watch-911-buildings-being-covertly-wired-for-demolition-in-stunning-video-2441879.html

5:55 am

15 Years Later, Physics Journal Concludes: All 3 WTC Towers Collapsed Due to Controlled Demolition : Daily Coin.

Read at:   https://dwpexamination.wordpress.com/2016/09/12/15-years-later-physics-journal-concludes-all-3-wtc-towers-collapsed-due-to-controlled-demolition-daily-coin/

What Happened on the Planes on September 11, 2001? The 9/11 Commission “Script” Was Fabricated

Global Research, September 12, 2016
Global Research 10 August 2004

The following article published twelve years ago, in August 2004 refutes the 9/11 Commission script as to what actually happened on the planes.

Much of this  detailed information was based on alleged cell phone conversations between passengers and family members. Yet the technology to use a cell phone on a plane above 8500 feet did not exist in September 2001.  

A revised version of the article was subsequently published as a chapter in my book entitled America’s “War on Terrorism”, Montreal 2005, which can be ordered directly from Global Research   

Read at:   https://uprootedpalestinians.wordpress.com/2016/09/12/what-happened-on-the-planes-on-september-11-2001-the-911-commission-script-was-fabricated/

5:40 am


In late 2000, lead singer Liam Gallagher visited New York to promote the album. Part of an interview exchange:

Interviewer (Carson Daly): The cover of the album why the New York Skyline?
Gallagher:  “Yeah I thought I’d pay you a bit of respect n that before they blow you up n that.”
This one was an ad for osteo-arthritis.
The towers have weak bones inside.

5:17 am


In 1975 Senator Frank Church convened a joint senatorial/congressional inquiry into the egregious human rights and civil liberties violations of the Central Intelligence Agency (“CIA”), National Security Agency (“NSA”), as well as the Federal Bureau of Investigation (“FBI”) against people both foreign and domestic. Such blatant transgressions included the “neutralization” and “elimination” of political dissidents, “enemies of the state,” real or imagined threats to National Security, and anyone else on the proverbial shit list of the Military Industrial Complex (“MIC”).

The Church Committee was the United States Senate Select Committee to Study Governmental Operations with Respect to Intelligence Activities, a U.S. Senate committee chaired by Senator Frank Church (D ID) in 1975. A precursor to the U.S. Senate Select Committee on Intelligence, the committee investigated intelligence gathering for illegality by the aforementioned agencies after certain activities had been revealed by the Watergate affair.

The end result of the Church Committee Hearings was the outright banning on CIA assassinations as well as the FBI/DOJ COINTELPRO gang-stalking programs. In 1975 and 1976, the Church Committee published fourteen reports on various U.S. intelligence agencies’ formation, operations, and the alleged abuses of law and of power that they had committed, with recommendations for reform, some of which were later put in place.

(2) Psychological warfare: The FBI and police used myriad “dirty tricks” to undermine progressive movements. They planted false media stories and published bogus leaflets and other publications in the name of targeted groups.

They forged correspondence, sent anonymous letters, and made anonymous telephone calls.

They spread misinformation about meetings and events, set up pseudo movement groups run by government agents, and manipulated or strong armed parents, employers, landlords, school officials and others to cause trouble for activists.

They used bad jacketing to create suspicion about targeted activists, sometimes with lethal consequences;  […]

See more at:   http://moderndiplomacy.eu/index.php?option=com_k2&view=item&id=1686%3Athe-surreptitious-reincarnation-of-cointelpro-with-the-cops-gang-stalking-program&Itemid=488#disqus_thread

5:08 am

“The truth is that this has ALWAYS been a desperate relationship where you were always feeling vulnerable, worthless, hated, constantly explaining yourself, silenced, punished, invisible, and traumatized. What is it that you are actually doing wrong? Nothing! So WHY do you keep returning then?”



8:50 pm

Scientist Barrie Trower Targeting US UK citizens with Microwave weapons Cancer

with Deborah Tavares

8:27 pm

Now here’s some ruby slippers I could dig.

There’s no place like home…:


roller48:07 pm

(I’m not the only one trying to arouse the hackers to the call of their  better angels.)

“Those who hack and those who leak documentary evidence of the world’s evil conspirators are helping rid the world of the endemic danger of invalid, mindless opinions. These backstage players must be now acknowledged for what they are: Journalists. Damn good reporters of vital news. In the current war against media lies and their fraudulent, manipulating effect on opinion, like the front-line, hard-nosed news men of old, the work of these anonymous cyber-heroes shows a dedication to the full truth in a world of half-truths of gray; a dedication to a higher moral standard in the face of an amoral world; and a dedication to both these two mandates despite little reward and serious risk to personal and family freedoms. Yes…journalists!”

“So, hackers…beware. You have joined a fight so few grasp in earnest, even fewer follow with sincerity and almost none attack unfailingly with a passion, a vengeance, a conviction. A fight that will not surrender to a standard so clearly beneath us.”

“Welcome, Brothers! The gauntlet is now at your feet.
It is time!”

7:57 pm

Of hacktivism, hackers and leakers: Reset the bar of real journalism

America is the origin of media lies and a willfully ignorant public that believes them

In a world of slanted journalism that pervades not only main stream media offerings but also the majority of “progressive” and “alternative” media, it is the hackers and leakers of vital information that are now providing a new and desperately needed return to real journalism. Recent examples of courage and risk in pursuit of full disclosure which counters media distortions of fact, must be followed. Hackers and leakers are — as shown this month — providing the public service mandate once enveloped within the vaunted parchment of the First Amendment — an obligation far too long forgotten.

The remaining free world should be holding up many hackers as strong examples of moral, social and geopolitical outrage, as once they did the forgotten journalists of a similar dedication.

This last month, thanks to a plethora of hacks and leaks, has been an epiphany for many Americans and a vindication for good journalists too easily minimized regardless of their careful presentation of fact.

“But the best came last, as “The Shadow Brokers” hacked and released legitimate hacking tools from the NSA’s own special-ops entity, the “Equation Group.” While it is debatable whether this was a hack or a leak[link] by a new NSA whistleblower, regardless, when the NSA’s own elite top-of-the-line IT op is itself breached, that is one very stiff middle finger at Uncle Sam’s cyber arrogance [link]. It is also an implicit promise of very good things to come.”

Read more at:   https://www.intellihub.com/hacktivism-hackers-leakers-journalism/


Ron Paul: Vote all you want, the secret government won’t change

“The Deep State does not consist of the entire government…”

Former congressman Ron Paul is outspoken. When he retired from Congress, he called lawmakers psychopathic authoritarians to their faces. He’s also called Donald Trump an authoritarian and asserted Hillary Clinton could have run as a Republican. And just last week, Paul took aim at the foundational structure of American ‘democracy.’

See at:   https://www.intellihub.com/ron-paul-vote-all-you-want-the-secret-government-wont-change/

7:43 pm

Antidepressants kill over 500,000 people annually – report

See more here:   https://tobefree.wordpress.com/2016/09/11/video-antidepressants-kill-over-500000-people-annually-report/




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7:40 pm

In January 2015, Wired Magazine ranked Harris Corporation—tied with U.S. Marshals Service—as the number two threat to privacy and communications on the Internet.[6]


6:56 pm


What Can I Do For You?


Toronto 1980

Bob Dylan

Journalist Swarmed By Cops, Arrested For Asking People About Tower 7 On 9/11

Bob Tuskin, former radio host for Free Thought Project Radio and co-founder of the Free Your Mind conference, was conducting street interviews with folks outside of the Florida Gators game this weekend, when he was swarmed by cops and arrested — without reason.

Outside of the stadium, multiple other political and religious groups were demonstrating peacefully. However, only Tuskin was targeted. There were Trump supporters, religious speakers, and various other groups who the police completely ignored.

Tuskin was not harassing anyone, nor was he causing any problems whatsoever. Tuskin simply asked passersby if they would like to watch a video of a building collapsing — and for this, he was kidnapped by armed agents of the state and put in a cage.

See more at:   http://www.activistpost.com/2016/09/journalist-arrested-asking-people-about-tower-7-911.html

5:57 pm

I baked some cheddar-garlic biscuits and mowed the rest of the way around the house and down to the lake.

3:30 pm

We had three extras for waffles; I just did the dishes.

They’re all coming back for a picnic tonight so I made baked beans and a blackberry cake.

Then I picked a four-leaf clover.

Now I’m going to mow grass.

George has been cleaning the upholstery on chairs.


1:27 pm

SHOCK VIDEO:  Hillary Clinton Collapses Leaving 9/11 Memorial

I can’t believe it.  I’m praying for Hillary.  She looks very troubled.


12:51 pm

I made waffle batter and mowed north of the house, and the northwest portion.

The successful one slept on the couch last night.

Another has been invited for waffles.

George is cleaning carpeting.

11:55 am

I mowed up by the road.

I picked 1 four-leaf clover and thanked God that I now sleep all night.  It’s been many years.


11:20 am

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

11:05 am

This is the bet my dad and I made and this is the bet that Isaac made and this is the bet that Adam, the atheist, made,  and I won,  and nobody will come crown me victor of all things terrestrial. Sigh.  I don’t really want that of course, but my story is amazing, throbbing with power and love.   A demon told me once, that he could make me president and I laughed in his face.  I said, “I’d only take that job at the hand of Jesus, the Christ.”  That demons still shows up.  Last time I saw him I offered him a four-leaf clover and he shook his finger at the house and called me weird.  Then he got into his new truck and drove away.  I’ve been looking for a way to shut him up for years.  
THIS IS THE BET made by every denomination that denies the gifts of the Spirit.  THIS IS THE BET made by every materialistic materialist living in a material world.  
“The fool hath said in his heart:  THERE IS NO GOD.”  
My daddy didn’t raise no fools.  
“But Tony, dogs can’t talk!”
“H E ‘ S A    T A L K A    T O    M E !” 
(LADY and the tramp)
Did you know, the NSA bet with me?  They are not stupid, not a tiny bit.  DECEIVED, oh, yeah, but they see spiritual things that the populace does not.  I bet my book is really scary to them.  I hope not.  I do not wish for them to live in fear as I have done.  I do not with to become them.
THE NSA actually, did not ‘bet’, in the actual sense, since their do-dads keep them abreast of developments in ranges surpassing our own abilities to ingest.  The are the ‘watchers’ and the ‘see-ers’ and the ‘shamans’ and they are utterly sold out to the dark side.  THEY KNOW GOD IS REAL and they know He speaks.  They also know the innate desire of BIOLOGICAL HUMANS is to cry out to GOD when they have an orgasm and when they die. They used that against us.
And now we can’t distinguish between God’s voice and the TV set.  


10:49 am

I forgot to define the offensive part of my faith, and it is also major, the most pertinent issue within Christendom and without:



I’ve bet everything, even my own sons.






PS-10:46 am

I ALSO BELIEVE that my sons’ behavior was NECESSARY to make me into Jesus’ likeness and I do thank them from the bottom of my heart.  My heart is not a concern to them.

Their own hearts are their imminent business.

10:43 am

God reminded me to ‘believe more’.  Here’s what I’m believing:

My sons do not mean to subject me to offensive detention and brainwashing, not even with ponies and mountain views instead of suicide-checks every fifteen minutes and FORCIBLY-ADMINISTERED POISONS.

(I think mountains are overrated.  I prefer large bodies of water.)

I BELIEVE that when they threaten me, my sons are MERELY TESTING MY FAITH just one more time.

I BELIEVE that they both understand that I have loved, and shall continue to love TRUTH more than I love them.

I BELIEVE that they know I have lost every relationship and every item of earthly value DUE TO MY FAITH.

I BELIEVE that they understand that they have been a STUMBLING BLOCK to my spiritual progress, and I BELIEVE they will make recompense for


I BELIEVE they probably don’t want me to talk on the telephone to the HEAD TWINKIE from the funny farm in Colorado.

I BELIEVE political retaliation and religious subversion and narcissistic control-abuse and physical violence and misogyny would offend any self-respecting twinkie of note.

10:05 am

The NSA and the 9/11 Deception

Published on Jan 26, 2014

TRANSCRIPT AND SOURCES: http://www.corbettreport.com/?p=8602

As the public finally becomes outraged over the NSA’s illegal spying, members of government and the corporate media wage an information war to misdirect that anger to issues of less importance. To counteract this, a bold new citizen-led initiative to nullify the NSA is now gaining momentum around the United States. This is the GRTV Backgrounder on Global Research TV.

ECONOMIC AND DEMOGRAPHIC DATA MAKE IT CLEAR IT IS GAME OVER FOR THE KHAZARIAN MAFIA | The main factions in the battle for the planet earth and their current status | GERMANY MAKES GAME CHANGING MOVE, PREPARES FOR WAR TO DEFEAT KHAZARIAN MAFIA | Khazarian mafia bosses offer to return Tsarist gold to Russia in exchange for shelter

Here’s hoping:   https://truth11.com/2016/09/11/economic-and-demographic-data-make-it-clear-it-is-game-over-for-the-khazarian-mafia-the-main-factions-in-the-battle-for-the-planet-earth-and-their-current-status-germany-makes-game-changing-move/

#EURefugeeCrisis FINLAND: Hold protest as anti-immigration protests are becoming commonplace in many EU countries against Europe’s #Refugee policy as they want to stop #Muslims being given #asylum – @AceNewsServices

See more:   https://acenewsservices.wordpress.com/2016/09/11/eurefugeecrisis-finland-hold-protest-as-anti-immigration-protests-are-becoming-commonplace-in-many-eu-countries-against-europes-refugee-policy-as-they-want-to-stop-muslims-being-given-asylum/



10:00 am

Seriously ‘Sinister’ Big Pharma: Opioid Maker Bankrolls Opposition to Pro-Pot Referendum

See more:   https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2016/09/11/seriously-sinister-big-pharma-opioid-maker-bankrolls-opposition-to-pro-pot-referendum/

9:58 am

With my soul have I desired thee in the night; yea, with my spirit within me will I seek thee early:

for when thy judgments are in the earth, the inhabitants of the world will learn righteousness.

9:50 am



#Brittius says Pacific Ring of Fire is virtually alive, and now Africa Keep a lookout for the New Madrid faultline. If that blows, half of America, is finished – @AceNewsServices

“Lord, I hope it’s not wrong of me but I LOVE SEEING YOUR HAND MOVE OVER THIS PLANET!

Your word says something about ‘woe to those who look for your judgment’ —

but also it says something about how righteous folks ‘talk about your judgment all the time.’

You PREDICTED THIS STUFF and I can’t help but get a little worked up when I see it come to pass.



See at:   https://acenewsservices.wordpress.com/2016/09/11/brittius-says-pacific-ring-of-fire-is-virtually-alive-and-now-africa-keep-a-lookout-for-the-new-madrid-faultline-if-that-blows-half-of-america-is-finished-acenewsservices/

9:47 am

How a leading American fashion model came to be experimented upon by the CIA mind control team

While preparing for bed, Candy began speaking again in the voice Nebel had heard earlier. Even more alarming, this strange personality within Candy had a completely different attitude towards him; ‘she’ sounded cruel, mocking and cold. When Nebel asked her about it, Candy was astonished; she hadn’t noticed the emergence of another voice or personality.

However, a few weeks after their marriage, she did tell Nebel that she had worked for the FBI for some time, adding mysteriously that she might have to go out of town on occasion without giving a reason. This left Nebel wondering whether there was a connection between the ‘other’ personality within Candy and the strange trips she said she made for the FBI.

Donald Bain shows that when sex and glamour are mixed with conspiracy and science (in this case experimental narco-technology), a ‘reality’ is enthroned which begins to look like a cover from the kind of science-fiction magazine both Jensen and Nebel must have read in their youth. On these covers, beautiful female bodies are snared and entangled with wires, consoles and aerials, well-endowed girls in torn blouses run from clanking cyberclones, and lizard-like figures wield hypodermic needles.

Read at:   http://vigilantcitizen.com/latestnews/how-a-leading-american-fashion-model-came-to-be-experimented-upon/

9:44 am

Central Intelligence Agency

A Look Back … Julia Child: Life Before French Cuisine

Julia Child is probably best known for bringing French cuisine into America’s mainstream. But, few know that she had a dynamic career as an intelligence officer before she became a cooking icon.

She was born in Pasadena, Calif., on Aug. 15, 1912. Arriving at Smith College in 1930, Julia was an active student throughout her college career. She was a member of the Student Council, played basketball, and worked for the Dramatics Association. Julia experienced her first culinary moments at Smith, as chair of the Refreshment Committee for Senior Prom and Fall Dance. After graduating from Smith in 1934, Julia wrote advertising copy for W. & J. Sloane, a furniture store in New York City.

Soon after the United States entered World War II, Julia felt the need to serve her country. Too tall to join the military (she was 6’2”), Julia volunteered her services to the Office of Strategic Services (OSS), which was the forerunner of today’s Central Intelligence Agency. She was one of 4,500 women who served in the OSS.

She started out at OSS Headquarters in Washington, working directly for General William J. Donovan, the leader of OSS. Working as a research assistant in the Secret Intelligence division, Julia typed up thousands of names on little white note cards, a system that was needed to keep track of officers during the days before computers. Although her encounters with the General were minor, she recalled later in life that his “aura” always remained with her.  

See more at:   https://www.cia.gov/news-information/featured-story-archive/2007-featured-story-archive/julia-child.html

BUT, I thought Japan tried to surrender BEFORE EITHER BOMB FELL?

9:24 am

DEPLORABLE! I was 35 years old when Bill Clinton, Ark. Attorney General raped me and Hillary tried to silence me. I am now 73….it never goes away.

Juania Broaddrick, here:  http://investmentwatchblog.com/deplorable-i-was-35-years-old-when-bill-clinton-ark-attorney-general-raped-me-and-hillary-tried-to-silence-me-i-am-now-73-it-never-goes-away/

Police in England and Wales consider making misogyny a hate crime…but Muslims raping your children not important enough to investigate

“Nothing’s changed” in Rotherham with “rampant” child sex abuse despite victims report

Nothing has changed, not in the slightest. It’s still the same scale as before,” a girl identified as Lizzie, said.

You hear about new girls being abused “on a daily basis,” she added.

Another victim called Ellie told Express.co.uk that “raping of white girls by these men is still going on.”

“Some, I know, have had to wait months before they’re even asked to give a statement [to the police]. It’s shockingly bad still,”she added.

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/police-in-england-and-wales-consider-making-misogyny-a-hate-crime-but-muslims-raping-your-children-not-important-enough-to-investigate/

Hillary’s “Basket of Deplorables” Comment Proves She Thinks This Election Is Rigged for Her

Melissa Dykes



Jill Stein Calls For New 9/11 Inquiry

Jill Stein has called for a new inquiry into the terror attacks on Sept. 11, 2001, saying that she believes the previous official investigation was deliberately undermined by the Bush administration. 


The Green Party presidential candidate issued a statement on her website saying that the 9/11 Commission was stonewalled by the previous administration, claiming the report “contained so many omissions and distortions”.

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/jill-stein-calls-for-new-911-inquiry/

James Comey’s Ties To Clinton Foundation Is A Conflict Of Interest

According to a recent review of James Comey’s previous and current business relationships, the FBI Director has deep personal and professional ties to The Clinton Foundation that pose a significant conflict of interest. 


The findings reinforce the idea that Comey whitewashed the investigation of Hillary Clinton due to the fact that he is entrenched in big-money nepotism with Washington’s elite.

See more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/james-comeys-ties-to-clinton-foundation-is-a-conflict-of-interest/

9:18 am

“Dear Lord, I ask you to intervene on behalf of all those who burn to know what happened on 9/11.  Please comfort their hearts and disclose all Truth concerning that treason and murder.  Thank you, Amen.”



I just had a mini-vision of myself cooking on a huge grill.  I was making omelettes with a ring mold and I held commercial tools and I knew how to use them.  I was right there at the Big Boy flipping like a fool.  Those spatulas were so comfortable and the plates were beautiful.

Re-Vamping Everyone’s Value System, Huge Upgrade and Overhaul Phase Now

This is the BEST PROPHETIC SERMON I’ve heard in a long time!

(I’d change some of the terms a little, since I grew up on the KING JAMES BIBLE, but the message is spot on.)


“Impurities of unconsciousness.” 

Great term for the sin of error.


8:55 am

Narcissists Constantly Change Their Viewpoints To Win Arguments and To Look Superior


8:52 am

Narcissists Have Petty and Bizarre Trust Issues

A Narcissist’s Harassment and Aggression Is Mistaken For Passion By Everyone


8:37 am


HEY ISAAC. Have you thought of this?


Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

8:36 AM (0 minutes ago)

Have you considered how petty and foolish you will look to my witnesses and readers if you send me for BRAINWASHING… because YOU DON’T LIKE WHAT I SAY?


Not a good place for a guy who wants to be a somebody in the ‘freedom’ paradigm.

8:30 am


HEY Isaac. Check this out. Wanna join the Random Resistance?


Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

7:37 AM (53 minutes ago)




I included in my last email, links for SIX VIDEOS.

When I sent the email, it appeared with links for SIX VIDEOS.
BUT, there were little picture-links to SEVEN VIDEOS.
WE are not alone.
Please, do not stay in the dark place.
Do not any longer attack the only person you know of who is fighting for your soul.

7:57 am

Hackers are the most popular guys in town.  I knew it would get this way.  Hackers are the ‘IT guys’.  Hackers are courted by extremes of both the light and the darkness.  There is no middle ground for a hacker; to be so skilled is to be suspect.  

HACKERS  RUN THE WORLD and the world is running scared.

I feel like Ernie Harwell, or maybe Trey Gowdy.   I’m watching this stuff and I write it down and then it comes to pass and nobody will talk to me!  And I could help somebody maybe, with what I see.  And also maybe somebody could help me;  I don’t understand MANY THINGS. 
Hackers are hunted, we fear their race now.  They will be owned, each and every one of them.   (Also everybody else with ANY OTHER MEANS OF INFLUENCE.)  
Hackers are in the crosshairs of a deeply-embedded satanic/masonic plan.
I, and others like me, oppose that plan on behalf of Jesus, who freed us from both satan and freemasons.
Both sides of this conflict are in it for the duration.
This is the final battle between good and evil because:  


They’re the gods whose light must be extinguished for lucifer to actually seem sorta-maybe godlike.  Even he needs hackers.  We all need hackers.  Sigh.
Hackers are hunted and hackers are had,
Will they be good?  Or will they be bad?
The world holds its breath,
I’m typing the news,
…[to be continued]
It’s the singularity.
The road splits, just here.
Time is done.
The only safe place for a threatened self-consciousness is in the arms of Jesus.
(“Leap and the net will appear.”  –Jason Mraz, musician and thought-leader)

7:08 am

KISS did a concert and stopped for the Pledge of Allegiance.  My entire youth was a sham.  Is it possible that Gene Simmons who embodied all that was defiant…is merely an actor?  Could the same be true for Alice Cooper and Ozzie Osborne?  Did anybody actually ever bite the head off a rat onstage?
AND COULD IT BE POSSIBLE, that those trendy thought-leader-stars that the young people now admire are not truly musical geniuses,  and (shudder) might they also be fake?  And if they are, who made them into trendy thought-leader-types?


…only wanna be a ‘star’? 

I’m very disappointed.

I observe often, the only thing that gets a guy off his ass

is the (frequent)


How to Avoid Capture if You Are on the Red List

(I didn’t reed this article because I expect to be popping in and out of situations supernaturally.  That’s what Jesus and the apostles did and now we have NEW WINE and will see miracles every day.  But, somebody might need to know this.)

6:55 am

Using Pot While Pregnant Not Tied to Birth Risks

See at:   http://sorendreier.com/using-pot-while-pregnant-not-tied-to-birth-risks/

6:53 am

IF YOU’RE THINKING of running for office…

Why, you might ask, do I need to please the Jews?

Don’t you know that every single component of political machinery is controlled by Jews?

Even Jimmy Carter, tarred a ‘Jew-hater’ for it, said, “The Israel Lobby is so powerful that all US politicians are beholden to the Lobby’s agenda.”

Better take a lesson in how the world works. Jews control it all, even world trade.

So here’s a list, you can check it twice, it’s really quite naughty, but Jews think it nice:

Study Finds Lifelong Cannabis Users Are Healthy

“In a study of nearly 1,000 New Zealanders tracked over 40 years, people reporting nearly 20 years of consistent pot smoking did not show any signs of a decline in lung function, high blood pressure, diabetes, or any other deterioration of physical health.”


6:42 AM

“If the male population in the non-Islamic-world does not come together to end RAPE as the weapon used against Western civilization: Then the mongrel-barbarians have already won their current WAR against the World!”

“RAPE is one of the most egregious crimes used, yet non-humans in the West are reducing ‘rape’ to less than a misdemeanor because they fear reprisals. If anyone should fear reprisals, it should be the rapists at the hands of furiously-violated citizens of the nations they have invaded…”

Check out this outraged Western man.  He is upright and opposes the use of RAPE to subjugate a population.  He warns us that RAPE will be used against the WESTERN FOLKS by strange other men.





“Non-humans in the West” are SUPPORTING RAPE HERE AT HOME and it’s a bit uninformed and self-righteous to preach about those offenders who actually FACE THEIR VICTIMS.






HEY.  I found a glitch in the matrix.  Or maybe they cloned John Hinckley because he was SEEN OUT AND ABOUT (in New York maybe?)    I red about it a couple weeks ago.  I wasn’t surprised, because I also red this in July:

The John Hinckley Release Is an Assassination Warning to Donald Trump

Thursday, July 28, 2016 11:53
Yesterday, the attempted assassin John Hinckley was released to the custody of his mother. Hinckley, of course, was the individual who attempted the assassination of Ronald Reagan. Isn’t it interesting that Hinckley was released at a time associated with anti-Trump sentiment? Reagan was a reformer and Trump is a would-be reformer. After this many decades, why was Hinckley only released now at this point in time? 

Then this morning I learned that those things couldn’t have happened because:

Reagan’s would-be assassin released today

By JOEL GEHRKE (@JOELMENTUM) • 9/10/16 5:24 PM
“The man who shot Ronald Reagan was released from a mental health institution on Saturday, pursuant to a judge’s ruling that John Hinckley, Jr. is not a danger to himself or others.”

5:57 am

Fantastic Tales Americans Must Believe To Be Admitted to Polite Society

“Americans have lost jobs and even been killed by their government because they were unwilling to at least appear to believe Fantastic Tales that couldn’t possibly be true. But we are rapidly approaching a transition period when we will be able to actually Tell the Truth in public.”

See at:   https://vidrebel.wordpress.com/2016/09/10/fantastic-tales-americans-must-believe-to-be-admitted-to-polite-society/


9:47 pm


via Great Big Story, Thanks to Woo Woo Media

Growing up in a family of 13, Phillip Vowles learned to appreciate the effort it took to feed all his brothers and sisters. So when he started harvesting his own crop, he decided to supersize his venture. As Phillip says, “big vegetables feed big families.” Today, his giant veggies top-out at over 100 pounds and can feed more than just a few families.

9:35 pm


See more:  http://www.collective-evolution.com/2016/09/10/conscious-musician-dub-fx-on-why-everyone-needs-to-wake-the-f-up/

“Fake Paradise” is a track from Dub FX’s new album, Thinking Clear.
Directed by: Bruce Gil and Dub Fx
Dop/Vfx/Editor: Bruce Gil

9:19 pm

The Narcissistic Family Dynamics

“You’re THERE to serve your parents.”

(Isn’t that funny?  I grew up that way so it’s natural that I still live it out.  A co-dependent needs to serve somebody, since she’s useless,  and she also craves the random acts of cruelty.)

  (Now George and I are HERE to SERVE OUR SONS!)


Brown University distributes free tampons to men’s rooms because ‘not all people who menstruate are women’

See at:   http://fellowshipoftheminds.com/2016/09/10/brown-university-distributes-free-tampons-to-mens-rooms-because-not-all-people-who-menstruate-are-women/


9:13 pm

The Nixie Has a Few Space-Saving Tricks Up Its Sleeves

This one is great.  I love the bathtub.



8:58 pm


See at:   https://matrixbob.wordpress.com/2016/09/10/hillary-clintons-email-found-showing-instructions-for-killing-ambassador-chris-stevens/

8:47 pm


Sure, it’s a commercial, but it’s not fiction. This really is how obliviously lost in the Matrix the youngest generations in our tech addicted society are. You’ve seen it with Pokemon Go. It’s just sad we’re to the level that, instead of parents telling their kids to put down their devices and come eat dinner, parents are going to buy more devices to combat the devices they won’t make their kids put down when they come eat dinner…

6:48 pm

There were five extra young people here.  We managed to feed them all, I had fried fish on the menu and shrimp cakes for George.   He bought some buns and I sliced up potatoes and we served french fries and fish sandwiches.    We’re good hosts for our sons’ friends.

Gowdy: “They got it wrong. They blew it. FBI, DOJ gave immunity to the triggerman. Prosecutor 101: you don’t give immunity to the person who robbed the bank.”

We’re learning this morning that the IT specialist who deleted Hillary Clinton’s emails from her private server was granted immunity by the Justice Department.

According to the New York Times report, the immunity deal was made with Paul Combetta, who worked for a Colorado company called Platte River Networks, a private firm that managed the server.

Most Transparent Administration Ever! $400 Million? No. $1.7 Billion? Nope. – U.S. may have paid Iran as much as $33.6 Billion.

4:19 pm


“He still loves you, no matter what you’ve done or haven’t done.  and no matter how long it takes you to find him,  he’s still waiting for you.    And whether you have any hope in Him or not, He still has hope in you.”

4:15 pm

Is it right for my sons to insist that I need ‘help’ to become “well”  without looking at my records of 1) my ongoing efforts to become a better person, and 2) my insights and revelations and their applications to my life, along with the results of my efforts?    (Always positive.)



4:03 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

3:32 pm

I’m not hanging on for no reason.  George was done with me years ago.  My sons don’t want to live with me and Grandpa gave them that option.  God’s got some place set up for me.

But, I truly don’t feel peace about going to Colorado.  Not even a little bit.

How is it that my feelings do not enter into my life at all?  Oh yeah.  I’m dead.  I’m dead in CHRIST and the life I now ‘live’ is JESUS LIVING IN ME.  Whatever happens is what He wishes.


2:34 pm

I’m so glad my sons are doing the Jezebel-spirit control-thing on me again.

How would God know when to PROMOTE ME if He didn’t give me SOME TESTS?

2:24 pm

Isaac knows fully well I am not mentally ill, and he knows I’ve never been so.

He knows HOW I WAS TRAUMATIZED and I’m trusting that he will speak up on my behalf.

2:23 pm

You know, it’s very freeing to not think I must be hurt again.  It becomes a bit of a responsibility, like good hygiene.  We figure:  MY SONS DID ME BAD AGAIN, so, I MUST RETALIATE AT LEAST INTERNALLY.  Some improvements being accomplished, then when MY SONS DID ME BAD AGAIN, I now think:  THIS IS SUPPOSED TO HURT SO I’LL GET MY FEELINGS HURT.  But, I can choose not to feel hurt.
I didn’t hurt the other day when I was making stuffed peppers.  I was parboiling green pepper-cups and one of them twisted in the tongs as I lifted it from the water, consciously holding it upside-down.  The boiling water filled the cup and it dumped all  over my forearm.  It didn’t even hurt but it was sore afterward and left a nasty red patch.
I choose not to take offense.  The demons want me to be offended at my beautiful sons.  Nothing has changed.
God still knows my deadline even if I am not permitted to know when it approaches, or to influence my life in any appreciable manner.  God is in charge of me.  Not my sons.

2:16  pm

Jesus asked, just last week:

“For, what is it to you, my servants?  Whose word do they oppose?  Is it your own?”


Big Fat:  NOT.


2:14 PM

What I really long to do is to go to my condo in Toronto and begin learning stuff and connecting with other SPIRIT-LED CHRISTIANS.

Somebody cares what I want.  It’s OK for me to want some things now.  I’m pretty sure.

1:48 pm

I have an opportunity for a job in Chicago beginning pretty soon.  (The manager is moving on Friday.)

I still am slated for the funny farm.  No parole.

1:39 pm

“Thank you Lord, that my sons persist in BLAMING A VICTIMIZED SOLDIER OF THE CROSS.

I hope this time you’ll make me a size 6 and give me an airstream trailer.  I know you’ll think of SOME BLESSING THAT SUPERSEDES EVERY HORRIBLE THING THEY CHOOSE TO BELIEVE ABOUT YOUR SERVANT.

Thank you that my sons retain error in their lives and in their judgment.

Thank you that they persist; thank you that I AM A TARGETED INDIVIDUAL.

Please forgive them for ATTACKING ME OVER AND OVER.




1:36 pm

It’s quite obvious they do not wish me to be well.

They wish for me to be GONE.

Just like their grandpa.


Josh said ‘no’.

I may not stay any longer

in the house

I signed over to them

when my dad told me to just before

he declared me persona non grata

and  just before I became homeless.

Josh  said I must go to the funny farm in Colorado.

I did not give him my life, when I gave him my home.

When I begin to heal…they mess it up.

This is an inexcusable pattern.




12:47 pm

1973 Airstream Argosy 22 – Michigan

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1973 Airstream Argosy 22 - Michigan




I love our trailer but it has to go. We purchased our trailer a few years ago and haven’t had the time to use it like we would like to. The refrigerator works on both electric and gas perfectly. The stove work well also. The people we purchased it from winterized it and since we stay at parks with showers/toilets, we never used the water or sewer. We love the vista view window and get many comments and visitors when we go camping.
Sorry for how the pictures uploaded.
Thank you for your interest.
9/7/2016. Sale is pending


12:33 pm



The Pacer for 1960 at 16 ft is among the superstars of the vintage trailer world. Ridiculously cute and irresistibly charming, the Pacer is simply magnetic.
Whether towing or camping, the Pacer is sure to garner attention and this original example is no exception.
From it’s polished exterior to it’s wide whitewall radial tires. It is a blast to own and a pleasure to share with others.
Inside the interior remains original and impeccably clean. The floor plan is the more desirable full time corner bed with the separate dining that converts to sleeping if needed. The appliances, cabinetry and sink are in amazing condition.
This model came with a porcelain toilet only, no shower.
No old trailer odors here.

(I was born in 1960.)


Take note of the details in this beautiful 1964 Airstream Globetrotter with all of its original charm plus many updated systems.
This coach has been in our non-smoking, no-pets family and extended family for nearly 20 years. We have the original owners manual showing delivery date and first owners. Original equipment includes bath sink and shower, cabinetry, refrigerator and window hardware, all in the original layout. Both large closets for hanging clothes are intact, as are the under-gaucho original removable bins. Hand a bin to each kid and tell them to pack their stuff and bring the bin back full and you are packed! […]

12:29 pm

Corbett Report presents – 911 A Conspiracy Theory

12:18 pm

Cerebral Narcissists Are Not Really Smart

“Share your thoughts and feelings!”

“People waste their money donating to Republicans and Democrats…”

North Korea

Sarcasm Ban

Signals Future

Of Media Suppression


Who are the North Korean ‘moderates’?

“I’ve honed my weapon!”

I WANNA GO JOIN UP and fight that tyrannical regime!

(If I join the ‘moderates’ my government won’t object, right?)

My Husband’s Message

to Lukewarm Christians

(Essentially.  That’s his thesis.)
“Relationship with the Lord is an every-day-thing.”




11:00 am

Fairy Tale of New York – The DavidIcke Videocast/Podcast Trailer

(I’d forgotten this:  Freemasons ALWAYS PLANNED for three world-wars to transform society.  I wonder if they decided that plan before or after they had access to demonic-input,  and subsequently technology denied to the rest of us?)

A huge River in Russia plus a massive lake in Iran, turn blood red about the same time.

10:27 am

“No matter what happens to Julian Assange,

you must decide for yourself,

once and for all,

what side you’re on:

The side of national security, control, power?

Or the side of TRUTH?”


10:22 am

Julian Assange ^ The Real TRUTH

“Julian Assange is a hero.”

“Truth, according to the United States government, is now the greatest threat.”



9:54 am

1 John 3:1-3

3:1 Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not.

Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.

And every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himself, even as he is pure.

Romans 8:18-19

18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.

19 For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God.

9:43 am

Lansing needs me, or at least somebody like me.  DC needs us too.  The entire UNIVERSE is BEGGING…for me.
I’m not getting off on this; believe me, I’m more surprised than anybody else, but  I aim to be:  a “son of God”, a fully-established and family-representing adult son of GOD.
 THEREFORE, when my dad sets up his Kingdom, I will be trusted to speak on His behalf to the conquered governments.  That is VERY cool.  I’ll need some clothes.

9:29 am

George got the carpet-cleaner from Dad’s hardware store. He bragged that he’d
whispered to the clerk that he didn’t usually pay for it so they let him take it. I’ve NEVER had that kind of nerve with my dad’s staff, and George refuses to even ask the price of an unmarked item at Wal-mart.  I wonder how he has SUCH GREAT CONFIDENCE in his relationship to my dad? They aren’t even related.  It’s pretty soggy around here but the carpet looks a whole lot better.
Jesus’ Blood washed the entire world free from sin.  Not all of the world has a stake in His Blood, though.  Worse yet, some have gone so far as to join the propaganda unit that tells us not to go pick up our check.  They can’t be permitted to restrain the little ones from finding Jesus.  Not anymore.  We will all be free to choose for ourselves.  At least once.
At least once the clear voice of Holy Ghost will beg each out onto the ledge we must traverse to gain the higher ground and greener pasture.  I don’t think He’s obligated to give us more than a chance.  He’s probably also obligated to clear out the interference when He calls us.
I pray that God’ll have great mercy on my family and on those I care about,  and great mercy on all of Michigan’s first district, and great mercy on Lansing.  I pray that we’ll be given MANY MANY MANY opportunities to follow TRUTH, and to fix this world and this state. I pray that He’ll keep calling right up to the gates of Hell and DC.  “Set my people free.”  “Please and thank you.  Amen.”

8:51 am

Barrett Brown and Chelsea Manning and Aaron Swartz were/are TORMENTED AND IMPRISONED FOR TELLING THE TRUTH TO US.

DOJ reportedly granted immunity to computer expert who deleted Clinton emails

(Personally, I’m not OK with this.)


See more here:   http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2016/09/09/doj-reportedly-granted-immunity-to-computer-expert-who-deleted-clinton-emails.html

The “Oh Shit” Guy That Wiped Hillary’s Server With BleachBit Was Just Granted Immunity

See here:   http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2016-09-09/oh-shit-guy-wiped-hillarys-server-bleachbit-has-immunity




July 1, 2013

I googled “psychopath” and “bowel.”

Interesting stuff (for a doctor maybe…):

“My ex P’s P brother had to drive home for a bowel movement. No matter where he was, at work, at a store, or at a party, he would leave, drive home and return.”
Do you know, if my goon wanted to, he could let me edit other people’s websites?  Lots of times I’ve seen log-in windows already logged in.  There is NOTHING the hackers can’t do.  
Be advised.  They can change the license plate on photos of your neighbor’s car and put it on your Facebook page.  They can make your key-fob play shave-and-a-haircut.  (I’ve been telling my parents about these capabilities for a lot of years, but I suspect they already knew.  They have just refused to TALK about them.)   
When I was living in my car with God, I heard songs on the radio about the ‘girl from Saline who liked to eat poutine.’  I’d recently written (on a ‘private’ site) about my fondness for poutine, and I was earning a few bucks at a laundromat in Saline.  
Input-revision is historical nuisance.  BUT, matter is also manipulable and our masters can and do manipulate just about anything in our environment.  Even other people.  Even us. 
This is a TERRIBLY big issue and the people who refuse to contribute to humanity’s necessary endeavor which be to locate and STOP these intrusions are really weenies. 
(I for one, will not suffer greatly if reality becomes skewed beyond the requirements of human survival. I walk “by faith, not by sight.” )
Weenies will get toasted on a stick pretty soon. 
If you gotta be on the “list” you should really strive to be at the top. 
Speak now or FOREVER (like it or not…) HOLD YOUR PEACE.
end of flashback

…and now, it’s 2016…and nobody will assist me or instruct me even yet but maybe it’s too late and everybody’s brains have been liquified already…


7:37 am

9/11 Commissioner Bob Kerrey finally confesses “9-11 Commission could not do its job”

I figure everybody knows this already but:

911 inside job – Marvin Bush the Head of Securacom (Security World Trade Centers)

7:26 am

Why is this not surprising?:

“The National Baptist Convention is being held in Kansas City Missouri with thousands of baptist worshipers from all fifty states. Hillary Clinton was the key note speaker.”

-or this:

Nobody Shows up for Hillary in Kansas City

Read at (with very sad photos):  http://beforeitsnews.com/opinion-conservative/2016/09/nobody-shows-up-for-hillary-in-kansas-city-3184355.html

6:59 am

I Am Serving The Fine Wine Last with

Empowerment from Heaven!

“I need my bride to expect results for all her efforts.  What you are all about to undertake with your talents is going to be amazingly successful.  I’m going to bless you beyond your expectations.  Why?  Because this is a rough season, and you moved ahead strictly on faith.”

Today, after years of requesting the care she needs for gender dysphoria, Chelsea Manning has released a statement about the start of her hunger strike. Chelsea is demanding written assurances from the Army she will receive all of the medically prescribed recommendations for her gender dysphoria and that the “high tech bullying” will stop. “High tech bullying,” is what Chelsea describes as “the constant, deliberate and overzealous administrative scrutiny by prison and military officials.”
(Chelsea Manning showed us about our military ILLEGALLY MURDERING CITIZENS.  The killers WERE NOT PUNISHED.  Only the truth-teller.)

‘Orwell’ – The New Computer Game that Trains You to Spy on Citizens

There couldn’t be a better example to highlight the extent to which governments are prepared to snoop on us than by a new computer game called “Orwell.” In this game you are invited to take on the role of a master surveillance officer, spying on citizens’ online activities.

The game engages you in its claimed virtual state-of-the-art security, while using information retrieval and profiling on fictitious citizens. In so many words, promoters of the game say that as an international master surveillance officer you will need to have the ability to discern suspects through recognising their suspicious online activities. The promo goes on to say that, “stakes are high and lives hang in the balance…” emphasising you are needed to “make sure that the world is a safer place… ”

See more:   https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2016/09/10/orwell-the-new-computer-game-that-trains-you-to-spy-on-citizens/

Twelve witnesses are white: Cosby lawyers say that sex assault case is racially motivated

PHILADELPHIA — Bill Cosby has long preached the gospel of personal responsibility to fellow blacks, irritating those who fault racism for holding the community back.


7:28 pm

“As soon as you try to be someone else, you’ve lost.  You’ve lost everything.”

We Are Being Made To Forget Our Past – Morris

7:23 pm

The Journey of Holiness

“…I can promise you supreme happiness and fulfillment at the end of the journey.”  (Jesus)

7:14 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

4:55 pm

Overcoming Fear from Manipulations and Abuse

Narcissists’ repetitive and randomly occurring cruelty amalgamate a feeling of fear, guilt and shame on their victims.

Victims of narcissistic abuse are most often children of narcissistic parents.

These victimized children are constantly undergoing fear to be prevented from experiencing love.

Most often, such prolonged exposure to narcissistic abuse is the origin of COMPLEX POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER, and a propensity to establish abusive relationships when they reach adulthood.



4:22 pm

Anonymous hacker faces 16 years in prison, while Steubenville rapists walk free

An Anonymous hacker who helped expose the gang rape of a teenage girl in Steubenville, Ohio, is facing up to 16 years in prison, but her attackers are already roaming free.

Deric Lostutter pled not guilty to four felony counts of hacking on Wednesday, with three covered under the Reagan-era Computer Fraud and Abuse Act.

It’s the same law used to go after Reddit founder Aaron Swartz for downloading academic papers. Swartz later committed suicide at age 26.

See more at:  https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2016/09/09/anonymous-hacker-faces-16-years-in-prison-while-steubenville-rapists-walk-free/

Hard Hitting Organ Harvesting Documentary Concludes Australian Tour

Multi-award winning film documentary “Hard To Believe”―an expose of organ pillaging from prisoners of conscience in China has wrapped up its premiere tour across Australia and New Zealand. Attending audiences participated in Q&A sessions with a panel of subject-matter experts following the screenings.

Directed by two-time Emmy winning Ken Stone, “Hard To Believe” questions why the international community has not been paying attention to this grisly practice in the world’s second largest economy.

Read more at:   https://sentinelblog.com/2016/09/09/hard-hitting-organ-harvesting-documentary-concludes-australian-tour/


Only a month ago, Morrell stunningly stated openly on television that he wanted to target the leadership of Russia, Iran and Assad in Syria
Mac Slavo | SHTFplan.com – SEPTEMBER 9, 2016

Update: Curtis in the comments below pointed to this stunning admission by Mike Morrell, former acting director of the CIA, and long time Deputy Director at CIA. He is extremely close to Hillary via their mutual ties to Beacon Global Strategies LLC, the regime change firm Morrell went to after leaving the CIA, which is engaged in antagonizing our enemies.


See more at:   https://birdflu666.wordpress.com/2016/09/09/putins-favorite-chauffer-killed-in-accident-exactly-as-former-cia-director-described-on-tv/



4:15 pm



3:58 pm

I made broccoli salad with raisins and bacon.  I washed the dishes.

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers and gave one to a woman who was my babysitter when I was little.

2:34 pm

I should tell my sons that if my father should happen to approach them with an offer for me,  they should direct him to Adam.  I gave him my power of attorney a long time ago.  I’ll sign anything he says.  Dad’s got the number, I’ll bet.

“Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”




2:29 pm

Current Crisis Explained by Steven Greer: Horrific CIA/NSA practices – Satanic cults

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

1:10 pm

I just can’t get this smile off my face!  Not that I’m really trying.  

There’s NOTHING LIKE years of ELECTRONIC TORTURE and A BUNCH OF DEMONS  to make a person appreciate feeling normal.

 It’s like my dad used to say after he pinched the tip of my thumb nearly loose, “Doesn’t it feel good when I stop?”


By Morgan Joylighter, Natural Blaze

My fundamental issue has always been that I was raised by physically and emotionally abusive parents in near-cult-like isolation.

That compromised my social skills, ability to feel relaxed or safe in normal human circumstances, and baseline neurochemistry in regards to contentment, happiness, and pleasure .

I have spent most of my life bouncing around between one addiction or compulsive destructive behavior and another, trying to find ways to temporarily fill the void I felt by being unable to see myself as a good person, feel loved, enjoy normal social activities without anxiety and self-loathing, or even keep my neurochemistry at a high enough level to avoid feeling suicidally depressed for much more than half of the time.

See more here:   https://cultureofawareness.com/2016/09/09/kratom-helped-me-turn-my-life-around-now-the-dea-has-banned-it/


(I saw a plane that looked just like this at the airport in Manistique this morning.  I even googled it.  HUGE, no markings and the tips of the wings turned up this much.)


“We already have the means to travel among the stars, but these technologies are locked up in black projects, and it would take an act of God to ever get them out to benefit humanity. Anything you can imagine, we already know how to do it.” (1)

“We now have technology to take ET home. No it won’t take someone’s lifetime to do it. There is an error in the equations. We know what it is. We now have the capability to travel to the stars.” (1)

“There are two types of UFOs — the ones we build and the ones ‘they’ build.” (1)


See more:   https://cultureofawareness.com/2016/09/09/lockheed-executive-blows-lid-off-of-secret-government-space-travel-quantum-entanglement/ 

11:55 am

I made cream of broccoli soup and started some chutney and molasses cookies.

We’re renting a carpet cleaner today.  That’s a great thing.

11:06 am

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

“We find ourselves faced with powers far stronger than hitherto assumed.”

German scientist who worked with aliens.   Vernor von Braun.

10:32 am



6:06 am

There are clearly two groups of people forming:  1) those who like the status quo, and 2) those who will no longer tolerate abuse of the defenseless.”

“We can no longer plead ignorance of the satanic rulership of our race.  Failing to seek out truth is choosing the status quo, as presented to us by political/religious theatre and manipulation.  The inmates are running the asylum and we’ve got to pull a Randall McMurphy, and jump through the broken glass.”

“Our leaders rape babies.  Our leaders torture innocent housewives and destroy the peace.”

“Our leaders abolished lying and our leaders see the writing on the wall. They’re doomed.  They will take as many of us along as they can.”

“We’re fighting for our right to live.  To exist.”  (President, Bill Pullman, ‘Independence Day’)

back to the future:

10:22 am

I’m getting some correspondence done!  I’ve been unable to focus for so very long!  I’m also finishing an afghan I started making for Josh.  It got knotted in the wind and I was too traumatized to sort it out.  I had a flashback this morning, and that was terrible.  I relived the violence of my abduction, and my dad coming through the door without knocking at  6 am.  NO BOUNDARIES WITH THAT MAN.  No boundaries with Isaac.   Such violence.  Such hatred and witchcraft!

Isaac uses my childhood sexual assaults as reason to render me voiceless in the choice of trauma treatment I receive.  I’ve lived my whole life without flashbacks like that.

I have flashbacks to the recent violence I suffered at the hands of Isaac and others who claimed to care about me.  I see Isaac’s hand raised against me, and I panic.

The intense condemnation he feels now is a result of his initiations against me, because in actuality, he attacked JESUS.  He remembers that,  even if I had forgotten.  I forgot who I was.

10:08 am

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.

9:33 am

Survival of the slickest.
We need an offensive tactic right about now.  Since we’ve all been so sluggish about addressing our loss of freedom, we have the element of surprise on our side.  I’m thinking a prayer meeting.  Wish I knew some people who know how to pray.  Meditating is WAY EASIER.  Also, your ‘higher self’ doesn’t pass out orders like Holy Ghost.  He might try, but you can always find somebody inside there to over-rule him.

9:24 am


Bump to the TOP, from:


5:47 am

Why won’t the veterans defend our rights?

 Didn’t they take an oath?  George wears camo almost every day and my dad gets teary-eyed when he meets an old Korean in an elevator.  Their military service was honorable, and instructive… and they’ve left it far behind.  

Our country is under attack, from within and without.  Our freedoms are GONE.  Our freedoms are GONE and next they’re coming for our very thoughts.  Will  WWIII begin at the Texas coast with Russian troops on the ‘homeland’?  Why did they begin calling America by the same nickname as Nazi Germany?  How long must Germany pay for America’s prior crimes?

 America, the Beautiful, has bloody hands and hearts and we’ve got some serious stuff coming down.  Geo-engineering is DESTROYING THE REAL HOMELAND, our biological necessity!  A band of insurgents… that WE ELECTED… has taken over the control center and they are pushing buttons willy-nilly. The ENTIRE WORLD has rejected the US dollar and we’re still flashing our Michigan bankroll and feeling really safe.  WAKE UP VETERANS!  GROW A PAIR AND HELP US!

9:16 am

Bump to the TOP, from:


10:03 am


Doesn’t that go without saying?  Have you not considered that reality?  You are a target, because you now know God is God.  Keith Alexander haunts your dreams.  Mark Zuckerburg screwed everybody he ever met, right?  Which techies bow to Israel?  

We have many things to consider, and as soon as you STAND UP FOR TRUTH we can begin.  906-291-1376.  906-586-4629.  I forgot my address yesterday.  After all this training I still can’t remember numbers.


10:06 am

Here’s what I think:  those automatic translator-headsets worn by my father’s government’s goons can translate recordings into any earthly language.  Probably a few of the extra-terrestrials.  But, I do not think they translate into every language they’ve heard.

 I think there is a very special list, above the red and green, above the red-white-and-blue, a list that shines golden:  a list of those who hear from God.  I’d put money on it.  If I had any money.  

A lot of atheist-hackers are chewing their fists.  They might rather be chewing their fingerprints off.

Returning to 2016, where apathy has grown roots.


8:48 am

When TRUTH TAKES OVER MORE, we won’t judge ourselves by how many page-views we get.  –

We will judge ourselves by the number of psychic and prophetic people who come to our page at random.

We will be steeped in Truth and flow along His course.


8:36 am

What are you saving up your LIFE FOR?  YOU CAN’T TAKE IT WITH YOU!

8:05 am

I remember the wild-eyed researchers who approached me at events when I was campaigning for office.  They had dotted all their ‘i’s’ and crossed their ‘t’s’.  They KNEW what happened and they KNEW it was wrong and they COMPILED THE EVIDENCE.  And then, nobody cared.  
Think about it…we pay BILLIONS for ‘professional’ ‘law’ ‘enforcement’ ‘officials’ to ‘investigate’ ‘and’ ‘prosecute’ ‘according’ to ‘our’ ‘rules’, all the evil-doers so the rest of us can be safe.  
S.O.F.  We’re just shit out of fuck.  Not a fuck is given.  Those with the means are selfish fuckers.

How BAD IS IT that these Polly Purebreds can find neither forum nor any champion?

They even follow podunk candidates around with their sacks of evidence!
I got anonymous letters about MY CONGRESSMAN’S CONNECTIONS TO MICHIGAN’S SIZABLE PHARMACEUTICAL INDUSTRY.   I kept them around here somewhere.
Nobody cares enough to go out on a limb for anything!


Or else they’re lily-livered panty-waists.  Their lives are a waste of panties if they aren’t willing to get ’em in a bunch once in awhile on behalf of the downtrodden.  That’s all it takes to join the right side of history.

7:44 am

Digging into any unpleasantness reveals deeper and deeper more problematic circumstances. At the core of every violent cyst of  humanity, is satan worship.  We tend to believe that civilized, neck-tie-strangled automatons don’t worship lucifer, but even the judges and kings do!  That’s what I’ve learned by looking into some obscure books from various religions and organizations.  Also, no matter how they get there, the final crux of every philosophical contention is that we must have a SINGLE WORLD GOVERNMENT AND A SINGLE WORLD RELIGION.  Everybody says so, the Masons, the Mormons, the Jesuits, all of them.  I was really surprised.
I learned that satan wants worship that belongs to God, and he has organized his societies to provide an imitation of it.  I guess we knew that, but if we keep that understanding forefront in our minds we’re less likely to stumble through life PERFORMING  sATANIC OBLATIONS BY ACCIDENT.  Even thoughtless submission to other humans is submission to luciferianism,  and promotes unfathomable evil purposes.
Overcomers submit ONLY TO GOD.  He instructs us to be meek, but our submission to man is VOLUNTARY and ORDERED BY HOLY GHOST.
satan runs the current governments.

7:23 am

OK.  Look at this search result.  I searched: ICE.

The response included a verse containing the word:  FROST,  and also describing ice.

The Biblegateway search engine  is VERY LEGALISTIC and I frequently must search several times for a verse I mis-remember by one tiny word.   This time, I don’t even have to type ‘frost’ and it shows up.

 Is my unusual (actually, not so unusual,  but obviously not originating with the tool I was using)  result from Adam or AI?



Sometimes they read our minds and jerk us around for fun, too.


3 Bible results for “ice.” Showing results 1-3.

Suggested result

Bible search results


Dinesh D’Souza;

Victim of Clinton’s Oppression Warns America

“Political gangsterism”

(I get so tired of listening to Alex pontificating.  We need new news.)

7:12 am

‘We hate Americans’: Woman’s shocking racist outburst at crowded Chinese airport

  • Six second clip captured the shocking comment at a busy Chinese airport
  • The caption for the video claims it was filmed at Shanghai Pudong Airport 
  • Since the footage emerged this week, it’s had over 139,000 views online 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/travel/travel_news/article-3775856/We-hate-Americans-Woman-s-shocking-racist-outburst-crowded-Chinese-airport.html#ixzz4JkwSeNIW
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7:01 am

Woman with Cancer Dies, Goes to ‘Heaven’ — Learns Fear Is the True Killer

“Love should illuminate your soul and inspire you to be the best version of yourself,” shared Moorjani. “When I recovered from cancer, I had to make some radical changes in my own life to maintain my health. I moved to a new city and walked away from some toxic friendships.”

“Moorjani realized that she had been living a life of obligation (even when it didn’t make any sense) and she denied who she truly was. “This was the root of my cancer. I was not living authentically. I wasn’t being me.”

Read more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/blogging-citizen-journalism/2016/09/woman-with-cancer-dies-goes-to-heaven-learns-fear-is-the-true-killer-2-2547723.html

6:34 am

You’ve got to watch this one.

It touches on a bunch of things I’ve heard elsewhere.

(“Lord, please show us Truth.”)

The Vril & Antarctica Base 211 via Russian Disclosure (2016 Video)

“Documents leaked by Edward Snowden provide “Incontrovertible proof that an alien/extraterrestrial intelligence agenda is driving US domestic and international policy.”









Documents leaked by Edward Snowden provide “Incontrovertible proof that an alien/extraterrestrial intelligence agenda is driving US domestic and international policy.”


6:30 am

Attack Dogs Unleashed on Native Americans Trying to Protect Their Land from the Dakota Access Pipeline

“The protestors, who included women and children, had been peacefully chanting “Water is life,” as guards stood nearby with the dogs in hopes of intimidating them. At one point they unleashed the dogs without warning and released pepper spray into the area. Videos from the scene show the dogs lunging at protestors as they marched through piles of dirt created by the early stages of construction. The dogs bit at least six people, including a child. A horse was also reportedly bitten.”

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/police-state/2016/09/attack-dogs-unleashed-on-native-americans-trying-to-protect-their-land-from-the-dakota-access-pipeline-3609.html


6:21 am

Expose’ Secret Service Unleashes 80 Minutes of Scathing Truth

(I wasn’t even interested in this guy’s book but he tells some outlandish stories.)

“Former Secret Service Officer, Gary Byrne, who was assigned to the Clintons is now coming forward with startling revelations that Hillary and crew don’t want to exposed. ”

6:07 am

Doctor Confirms Hillary’s Critical Health Crisis as Parkinson’s

6:01 am

Breaking: Police Shoving Live People Into Body Bags Video Scrubbed. Quick: Watch New One Here Now.

“A video of New York Police shoving a live man into a body bag, a portable full-body-including-head straight jacket that police have begun using, was embedded in today’s article, “Living Body Bag Torturous Martial Law Accessory Deployed“, by Deborah Dupre, was scrubbed from the internet soon after she published the article on Thursday, September 8. A replacement video has been posted and is below on this page.”

Read more at:  http://beforeitsnews.com/police-state/2016/09/breaking-police-shoving-live-people-into-body-bags-video-scrubbed-quick-watch-new-one-here-now-3613.html

Living Body Bag Torturous Martial Law Accessory Deployed

The Israeli-trained United States police state has deployed a terrifying torture accessory, the living body bag, a portable total body straight jacket for anyone officers deem a threat, including the “emotionally disturbed”. Why just hood a suspect when you can wrap the entire body, with aid of four to six other officers, and then, just carry the disoriented suspect in a duffel bag? Hooding alone, that inflicts “disorientation, isolation, and dread” on anyone, is a form of torture, an international crime, according to the International Committee of the Red Cross.

‘The Burrito’ – New US Police Torture Tool

The New York Police Department (NYPD), with approximately 34,000 uniformed officers and an annual budget surpassing $5 billion, have introduced to Americans the chilling portable ‘restraining bag,’ or what they call ‘the burrito,’ blatantly adding to their international law violations. Treating prisoners with dignity is the law.

See more:   http://beforeitsnews.com/police-state/2016/09/torturous-living-body-bag-martial-law-accessory-deployed-3606.html

5:36 am

Alert: Typhoons cause failure of ‘ice wall’ around Fukushima reactors — Highly radioactive water flowing into ocean — Structure “critically affected” — Fears over multiple sections of barrier that have thawed — Expert: “The plan to block groundwater is failing” (VIDEO)

See more at:   http://enenews.com/alert-typhoons-failure-ice-wall-around-fukushima-reactors-highly-radioactive-water-flowing-ocean-structure-critically-affected-fears-multiple-sections-barrier-thawed-expert-plan-block-grou

The Sarah Hoffman Prophecy

“This prophecy lines up with scripture perfectly.  I didn’t correct the typos.  I present it to you as I found it.”

Sarah Hoffman Prophecy – 1979
“This panoramic view of the earth came into view and then came closer and closer
like I had been out into space and was flying towards it. I knew that this was to help me
make my decision to go back to earth, to my terrible life, because part of me wanted to
go back to the beautiful spirit world or paradise and part of me felt the need to go back
into my body and change my life. It was kind of a tug of war and what I was going to see
was to help me understand what I would go through if I went back into my clay body.”

(I’ve heard a number of prophets predict an earthquake that splits the US in half.  Years ago.)

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/prophecy/2016/09/the-sarah-hoffman-prophecy-2483879.html?currentSplittedPage=0




5:56 pm

I picked 4 four-leaf clovers.

Social Media Censorship Is Out of Control! Here’s one solution.

James Corbett on Steemit.

See at:   https://www.corbettreport.com/social-media-censorship-is-out-of-control-heres-one-solution/

5:39 pm

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

4:53 pm

Wilde – Symmetry & Perception

Some people are born with symmetrical features that gradually get bent out of shape over the years by their silent attitudes and their emotions. Anger, evil and arrogance begin to contort one’s face as early as in one’s teenage years. Some inner sentiments that appear on the face are obvious to see. One who lies a lot, that lives in a phony reality of their own making, will see their mouth slant downwards at the edges. Those that are very stingy develop tight, thin upper lips.

If a person is arrogant you will see it as an etheric bubble under their nose; they hold their chin up ever so slightly higher than normal.

Read more here:   http://sorendreier.com/symmetry-perception/

4:37 pm


The news was delivered by the State, Defense and Treasury Departments in a private briefing to congressional staff who went into the meeting thinking they were learning more detail about the $400 million in payments originally reported in the news media.

A source directly familiar with the briefing, who spoke only on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to talk to reporters, said the money was sent to Iran via Swiss banks on three dates; Jan, 17, Jan. 19 and Jan. 22.


This is what it looks like when Obama looks you right in the eye and lies, lies, lies…

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/turns-out-obama-actually-paid-1-7-billion-in-ransom-for-u-s-sailors/


4:31 pm


“And what is Aleppo?” Johnson asked sunnily, to the astonishment of the “Morning Joe” hosts.

“You’re kidding,” Barnicle said.

“No,” Johnson replied.

“Aleppo is in Syria. It’s the epicenter of the refugee crisis,” Barnicle said.

“Okay got it, got it,” Johnson said.

“I felt a great disturbance in the farce, as if millions of libertarian voices cried out in terror, and were suddenly silenced. I fear something terrible has happened.”

Delivered by The Daily Sheeple

See more at:   http://www.thedailysheeple.com/woooow-libertarian-candidate-gary-johnson-admits-he-does-not-know-what-aleppo-is-on-air_092016


SuperStation95 in New York City has confirmed with our sources in the NYPD, that Clinton was using a very expensive earpiece receiver to receive stealth communications from her campaign handlers during Wednesday’s Presidential Forum carried live on NBC.

While Clinton was fielding questions from NBC’s Matt Lauer and the public Wednesday night on live television, a quiet buzz started circulating in New York law enforcement circles about Hillary’s left ear. NYPD sources confirm Clinton was wearing an ‘inductive earpiece,” the same technology employed by almost all lead Broadway actors to receive forgotten lines and stealth off-stage cues from directors.

See more at:  http://www.thedailysheeple.com/presidential-puppet-hillary-wore-earpiece-radio-receiver-during-live-tv-townhall-event-had-answers-fed-to-her_092016


Read more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/turns-out-obama-actually-paid-1-7-billion-in-ransom-for-u-s-sailors/



4:22 pm

Why Donald Trump Is Not The Answer, Alternative Media – David Icke &  Luke Rudkowski, of We Are Change – September 2016

4:18 pm

Jill Stein Arrest Warrant Issued, National Guard Called Up Over North Dakota Pipeline Protest

Jill Stein is our presidential candidate representing the Green Party.


4:16 pm

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.


3:32 pm

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.

3:25 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

3:15 pm

One of America’s Spy Agencies Will Test Sentiment Analysis to Help Sniff Out Insider Threats

If the one-year pilot program is successful, a ‘full and open competition’ could follow to broaden the software’s use inside the National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency.

A spy agency plans to identify people within the organization likely to abuse their access privileges by analyzing pieces of text.

The National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency is investing in “sentiment analysis” technology, which generally works by parsing text and categorizing its author’s sentiment as positive, negative or neutral. NGA intends to sole-source an award for a 1-year pilot to WT Government Services, which sells such a system calledSCOUT Tool.

The pilot, to be operated by NGA’s Security and Installations Directorate Insider Threat Office, Behavioral Science and Engineering Divisions, is supposed to help the agency identify insider threats, according to a notice on FedBizOpps. WTGovernment Services is the only vendor who can modify its configuration, the posting said. 


See more here:   http://www.defenseone.com/technology/2016/09/one-americas-spy-agencies-will-test-sentiment-analysis-help-sniff-out-insider-threats/131319/

3:06 pm

Fighting for the Religious Right to Smoke Weed

1:35 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

I went to Manistique this morning, to pay my dentist bill and get a couple patterns.  (Only a dollar a piece.)  I also took some old clothes to St. Vinnies.

1:09 pm

11 months since I smoked a cigarette.

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

8:59 am


China WARNS Canada Real Estate Ready to CRASH! Here’s Why.

Snowden Leaks Expose Mystery Behind NSA Base In UK

Newly leaked documents by NSA whistleblower Edward Snowden reveal that America’s National Security Agency (NSA) used a British military base to carry out “capture-kill operations” across the Middle East.

The revelations that the US spying agency has been using  a UK base at Menwith Hill in Yorkshire to conduct missions were published by The Intercept

The documents show that secretive NSA kill-capture operations in the Middle East have been developed and initiated from inside the base’s heavily guarded perimeter wire.

Read more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/snowden-leaks-expose-mystery-behind-nsa-base-in-uk/



8:47 am

George gave me a check for my dentist bill!

I cancelled my appointment yesterday because I didn’t want to run the bill up when I had no way to pay what I already owed.

Dear Isaac,
No matter how deep you’re in, it’s never TOO DEEP for Jesus.
However, we’re looking down the barrel of “TOO LATE”.
Jesus’ Blood can sever any oath.
Freemasons will lie and say it can’t.

7:34 am

Citizenship and Immigration Canada | Citoyenneté et Immigration Canada
La version française suit le texte anglais.
A new Immigration, Refugees and Citizenship Canada (IRCC) Newsletter is now available. This edition of the Newsletter includes the following:

7:16 am

The Ultimate Black Knight Satellite Documentary

“According to multiple accounts, the Black Knight Satellite has been transmitting radio signals for as long as we’ve been able to recognize the fact.”

9/11 Suspects: Rudy Giuliani

Listen to Rudy tell us how he had been told the towers would fall.
Why didn’t he warn others?
FEMA already had a command center set up on Pier 92!  (For a ‘drill’.)

A gang stalkers confession story to a friend. Targeted Individual

She was paid well to sabotage a friend.
They planned to poison her.
FBI, apparently.

“Brain-to-brain interfacing”

US Army Intelligence Officer, Julianne McKinney, on Targeted Individuals, & GangStalking Crimes

“It also explains the purchase of property and rental of property around the site of a targeted individual, as well as the recruitment of Criminal, Psychologically Deranged, and Controlled Family Members around Targeted Individuals.”
“This interview, and other interviews, Expose the Fact that Law Enforcement, Attorneys and so-called Counseling / Medical / Health Care Professionals have aided in Discrediting, as well as spreading Disinformation about Targeted Individuals.”
Posting again.
From 25 years of daily attacks, and encountering close life threatening  situations,  following a scary warning by a prominent Chicago Jewish hospital owner, and a litany of clear and convincing evidence, I can unequivocally state that very powerful and rich supremacist global Zionists, are the architects of these programs. The medical  aspect of the programs is supervised by their scientists, and lists of TIs submitted to these Govt run progs by people who are beholden to these powerhouse bosses.   Anyone they feel is a potential detractor to their agenda will have his name submitted for contracting. The contractors are former law enforcement,  FBI, CIA, DOD personnel. Also involved are active or retired local, county,  and state police officials. Civilian regional task forces, including your friends, family, and neighbors are also involved at a lower level. The stalkers are usually the hoodlums, thugs, ex felons, etc.
The key operative element used in general is Obfuscation. Hide the main ring leaders behind multiple layers of bureaucracy,  less known senate laws, military weapons & munitions experiments, etc.
Behind All of this is the world, or global Zionist leaders, and their supporters. Every race has good and bad,  so this is not a blanket indictment,  or judgement against an entire ethnicity. Only a minority of the most powerful elite is behind this. They’re positioned all over the world. The goal is to drive everything towards a 1 world govt regime and monetary control run by zionists. Therefore, anyone who somehow gets in the way will be crushed one way or another. Don’t piss any of these bosses off, or sh*t will start to reign on you. if you must fight, be prepared to sacrifice even your life as they will do everything to degrade your biology, and terminate your peaceful existence. I know since they have been my ” Teachers” for over 25 years. Believe it or not folks, stop all speculations, and the b.s posts. TIs need solutions not descriptions. We know them already.  We need solutions NOT repetitive info!!!

So here are mine:
6) Build Faraday cages to protect your car and house.
 7) Get a dog
8.) Buy Wear apparel to protect or lessen against mm pulse wave Ray guns, lasers, etc.
9.) Pray for your enemies.  Don’t let them inspire you to hate. They hope to use it against you. It’s all smoke and mirrors. This is a satanic program of hate, evil, and of the Anti Christ. Everytime they try to hurt you, or piss you off, replace any impending thought with a positive one. It helps believe me. Most of their objective is geared towards causing  hopelessness, anger, despair, with the goal of breaking down your organum/biology that will result in chronic illness, and eventual tip you over to transition someday with a sudden final straw intense attack they feel you can’t withstand.
These people are truly devils angels. They are always surrounded by a dark psychic aura. That’s how I can sniff them out. Evil to the core. I believe Michael Vick spent 3 yrs or so in jail for animal cruelty. Are TIs worth less than dogs for us to be ignored??? 
LGBT have come out. Civil rights activists came out. Women suffrage movement came out. We must come out globally to fight these satanic forces. So help us GOD.
The “Religious Organization” has to be Evangelists, for prophesy reasonins, but those behind all of this is the Pentagon (NWO) with the Jesuits Black Nobility, namely the Vatacan, all NAZIs.

Reply 1


It’s all part of the Zionist control of the USA. Whose goal is total world domination and the eugenics of all non-jews.

Reply 2

Ortaiηe Ðeviaη 

In case you haven’t noticed, Jews are eating the same GMO, getting the same tainted vaccines & getting sprayed with the same chemicals so guess again.

7:09 AM

“It takes a long time to get out of it, it takes a lot of work.  And most of that work is realizing IT WASN’T YOU.  Most of that work is the ah-HAH-moments, the lightbulb moments.”

Narcissistic Abuse Painful now but…


7:04 AM

Your Family is

Killing You!


So true. The lack of safety emotionally and physically, while growing up has a profound outcome. There are people who never explore those issues at all. They may even fiercely defend the parents or spouse, based on the fact that they appear successful and have created a magnificent facade. That successful person brings home the bacon so the children are taught to respect them, regardless of the lack of healthy interaction and communication. It stunts the emotional growth of a child and they may learn that their feeling do not count. Teaching respect may have been done harshly as to ‘not make the family look bad.’ Image is everything to some people and they could be the meanest ones to live with.
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7:00 am


LAMBS OF WAR: Engaging in Spiritual Warfare for Your Children

6:29 am

Narcissists Move the Goal Posts

The Narcissist’s Reset Button | Let’s Pretend Everything’s Fine!

Unrecognizable Since Going No Contact

“I am unrecognizable from my former self, a self who was oppressed by a NARCISSISTIC FAMILY SYSTEM.  So, I think that says a lot, doesn’t it”?

How my Narcissistic Mother Reacted to my Pregnancies

“There are few things more threatening to a narcissistic/borderline mother than when her daughter becomes a mother herself.”





6:35 pm


The founder of WikiLeaks says he has proof that Bernie Sanders was threatened by the Clinton campaign.

Amanda Froelich, True Activist (Thanks to The Mind Unleashed)

It’s no secret that Julian Assange, the founder of WikiLeaks, hasgreat disdain for former Secretary of State Hillary Clinton. Shortly before the Democratic National Convention, the activist released incriminating email showing that the DNC had worked against Vermont Senator Bernie Sanders in favor of a Clinton nomination.

Though that did much to shake up supporters of the American political system and infuriate supporters of Sanders, the Vermont Senator pledged his support to Clinton nonetheless. He cited that it was important to unify the party and prevent a Trump presidency. Rigged or not (and it’s most definitely rigged), is this truly the reason Bernie Sanders gave up the good fight?

According to Assange, Bernie Sanders was threatened. During an interview with Australian journalist John Pilger, who is based in the United Kingdom, Assange disclosed some very concerning information. Pilger, who is working on a documentary about Assange, asked:

“Julian, we cut you off earlier when you were talking about what you felt were the most significant emails that you have released. Is there any last one that you’d like to mention? And also, do you have any thoughts on Bernie Sanders? I mean what is your opinion why Bernie Sanders drop out of the race?”

Assange responded:

“Look, I think—you know, we know how politics works in the United States. Whoever—whatever political party gets into government is going to merge with the bureaucracy pretty damn fast. It will be in a position where it has some levers in its hand. And Bernie Sanders was independent candidate trying to get the nomination trough the Democratic Party and if you ask me he did get the nomination, but he was threatened to drop out.”

The UFO Masquerade – Dr Karla Turner – Break-ins, Phone Manipulations, Altered Realities, Abductees, Entire Life Manipulations, Attacks, VIRTUAL REALITIES #GANGSTALKING

6:25 pm

I picked 1 five-leaf clover


6:14 pm

Guy Agrees to Be a Stranger’s Job Reference and Becomes an Australian Legend

6:08 pm

Rebel Rabbis: Anti-Zionist Jews Against Israel

“…so driven by their convictions that they’re ready to be alienated by their own people…”
“We are the Naturei Karta, ‘Guardians of the City’.”

Hava Nagila Lyrics[edit]

Transliteration Hebrew text English translation
Hava nagila
הבה נגילה
Let’s rejoice
Hava nagila
הבה נגילה
Let’s rejoice
Hava nagila ve-nismeḥa
הבה נגילה ונשמחה
Let’s rejoice and be happy
Hava neranenah
הבה נרננה
Let’s sing
Hava neranenah
הבה נרננה
Let’s sing
Hava neranenah ve-nismeḥa
הבה נרננה ונשמחה
Let’s sing and be happy
Uru, uru aḥim!
!עורו, עורו אחים
Awake, awake, my brothers!
Uru aḥim be-lev sameaḥ
עורו אחים בלב שמח
Awake my brothers with a happy heart
(repeat line four times)
Uru aḥim, uru aḥim!
!עורו אחים, עורו אחים
Awake, my brothers, awake, my brothers!
Be-lev sameaḥ
בלב שמח
With a happy heart

Note: The “ḥ” can be pronounced as a voiceless pharyngeal fricative [ħ] (as in classical Hebrew) or a voiceless uvular fricative [χ], as “ch” as in Bach (modern Hebrew pronunciation).

Daldykan River in Russia Mysteriously Turns Blood Red

Kanye’s fashion show was a total disaster


The show’s location wasn’t revealed until Wednesday morning, hours before its 3 p.m. start. Reporters, bloggers and fashionistas were shipped like cattle in buses. En route, New York Times fashion critic Vanessa Friedman complained on Twitter that where “no snacks. no. water. no music. no merch” on the vehicles.

The show was delayed by an hour.
Model mayhem! Thanks to Yeezy’s dilapidated heels, Kanye West’s models were literally hobbling down the runway Wednesday on Roosevelt Island.

5:40 pm

I picked 7 four-leaf clovers.

5:17 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

4:47 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

3:17 pm

Monsanto throws GMO parties in Vietnam (Monsanto manufactured Agent Orange )

3:11 pm

The Creator Writings

It Starts With You

What an interesting human loop you create with respect. Some demand it without knowing what it truly is or how to give it. Receiving respectstarts with you! Once you are able to show yourself respect, you will automatically give and, in return, receive it. Remember, my beautiful child, it always starts with you. ~ Creator


3:03 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

I made stuffed peppers and chocolate-zucchini cake and I’m 3/4 of the way finished with a large batch of salsa for which I ROASTED chiles and blanched tomatoes and I also made some roasted red peppers in olive oil with  basil for Josh.  I hope I didn’t bite off too much.

I love fresh produce.

2:20 pm

“Codependents are JUDGING narcissists (Waving white flag! I surrender to this war!)”

“It’s not discernment guys. It truly is judgment we’ve been doing. I don’t know about you, but I want to do unto another as I’d want to be treated so I’m not gonna judge the narcissist any more.”

“I can’t stop laughing.  Because I’m putting myself in the shoes of the narcissist!”



11:44 am

I slept until 7:30 this morning.

I’m free.

MAKEOVER: A Tiny & Luxurious Trailer

This is GREAT.

Also, that blue ribbon in the bedroom looks kinda like the trim on my Bo-Peep outfit from yesterday.  Wider strips, though.


11:41 am

This is pretty powerful, no?  Spiritually arousing.

It contains no message for me.

‘The Time has come now’


11:17 am

I picked 8 four-leaf clovers.

10:44 am

Prophetic Word to The Army of God

I want to share with you a prophetic word which was a remake of General Eisenhower’s D-Day Speech to The Army Of God which was given to Mr. Mark Taylor as a call to arms for God’s people. I pray that the Body of Christ and all of God’s Army will rise up to the calling that He has upon each life, realize that this battle is real, and begin to take spiritual authority over their homes, communities, and even our country in Jesus’ Name!
Supreme Headquarters
Department of Spiritual Warfare
Supreme Commander to the Army of God
Heaven’s Invading Expeditionary Forces
Apostles, prophets, evangelists, preachers and teachers, men and women of the Army of God. You are about to embark upon a great crusade toward which we have striven since all of creation. The eyes of the world and all of heaven are upon you. The hopes and prayers of liberty loving people everywhere march with you.
In company with our brothers and sisters in arms in other fronts you will bring about the destruction of the satanic war machine, the elimination of a demonic tyranny over the oppressed peoples of the earth, and security for ourselves and a free world. Your task will not be an easy one. Your enemy is well trained, well equipped and battle hardened, he will fight savagely, but now is the time.
Much has happened since the demonic triumphs of years past. The body of Christ has inflicted upon demonics great defeats in the spiritual and natural realms. Our spiritual offensive has seriously reduced their strength in the air and their capacity to wage war on the ground.
I’ve given you an overwhelming superiority in weapons for your warfare and placed at your disposal great reserves of trained fighting men and women from the body of Christ. The tide has turned. The free men and women of my army are marching together to victory. I have full confidence in your courage, devotion to duty and skill in battle. We will accept nothing less than full victory for this is a great and noble undertaking, and the victory is yours.
Your Supreme Commander,


10:41 am

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.




UK police will soon start bagging people’s heads during arrests : RT Question More.

© Ayda

See further:   https://dwpexamination.wordpress.com/2016/09/07/uk-police-will-soon-start-bagging-peoples-heads-during-arrests-rt-question-more/

(I SAID THIS YEARS AGO.  I can’t wait until I have time (and a place) to go through my old journals.  I said the intelligence agencies were at war with each other.  Like playground gangs.  So short-sighted and bored!  Other humans are just game pieces!)

“What a Mess!” – Pentagon at War With CIA in Syria

What a mess! In the crazy Syrian war, US-backed and armed groups are fighting other US-backed rebel groups. How can this be?

It is so because the Obama White House had stirred up war in Syria but then lost control of the process.When the US has a strong president, he can usually keep the military and intelligence agencies on a tight leash.

But the Obama administration has had a weak secretary of defense and a bunch of lady strategists who are the worst military commanders since Louis XV, who put his mistress, Madame de Pompadour, in charge of French military forces during the Seven Year’s War. The French were routed by the Prussians. France’s foe, Frederick the Great of Prussia, named one of his dogs, ‘la Pompadour.’

As a result, the two arms of offensive US strategic power, the Pentagon and CIA, went separate ways in Syria. Growing competition between the US military and militarized CIA broke into the open in Syria.

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/global-unrest/2016/09/what-a-mess-pentagon-at-war-with-cia-in-syria-2472984.html

9:50 am

“A soft answer turneth away wrath.”

(But sometimes it TAKES A WHILE.)

9:46 am

I had a vision of myself picking clovers in deep green.  Isaac approached me, giant steps, and he grabbed me by the shoulders and leaned me backwards and shook me.  I was very limp and my head rolled from side to side.  His left hand pinched my arm and his right hand slapped my face and I had a fistful of clovers and I just smiled and loved him.  We were standing between my dad’s old cottage and his new one.  I’ll bet I’ve picked 200 clovers there in the past couple weeks.

9:38 am

Major Prophecy Event Happening Now; Dedication Of The One World Religion Worship Center!

And this inauguration of the home for the three religions has been slated to occur on September 7, 2016 which has been identified as a day to watch for the occurrence of a major event to occur! I would say that is a major event, wouldn’t you? So it looks, if this event occurs as scheduled, that a major event will occur on the watch day, 9/7/2016. Here is the link to the watch post and part of the conclusion; September7, 2016 and the San Francisco Earthquake Cycle

See at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/prophecy/2016/09/major-prophecy-event-happening-now-dedication-of-the-one-world-religion-worship-center-2483851.html

Feds dismiss conspiracy case against Oregon standoff defendant (alternative news radio host) Pete Santilli on eve of trial

“On the eve of his trial, federal prosecutors in Oregon have dropped the conspiracy indictment against Peter Santilli, a self-described independent broadcaster who was present during the 41-day occupation of the Malheur National Wildlife Refuge in Harney County.”
“Santilli, 51, was the lone person of eight defendants set for trial this month who never stayed overnight at the federal wildlife refuge in eastern Oregon, and his attorney argued that much of the material he broadcast on his YouTube channel was protected speech under the First Amendment.”

NASA admits to spraying Americans with poisonous chemtrails

“As reported by The Waking Times, a NASA scientist has admitted that his agency is placing lithium in rocket exhaust (listen here), which is then dispersed through the atmosphere. What’s more, lithium release has been taking place on and off since the 1970s, Rowland admits on the video, which is actually a taped recording of a phone call.”

“Though Rowland said that lithium does not hurt the environment, the compound itself was used as a psychiatric medication for decades. It works by altering levels of serotonin and norepinephrine that are secreted by the human endocrine system. Lithium strongly alters brain patterns, but in the recording Rowland claimed that “it is not dangerous.”

“The reality is that even physicians who regularly prescribe the drug for psychiatric reasons don’t understand how it works, or what the proper dosing levels should be. So how can spraying large amounts of the compound into the atmosphere indiscriminately ever be a good thing?”
(It comforts me that I am not the only American having been FORCED TO INGEST PSYCHOTROPIC DRUGS.  Everybody’s getting some.)

Mary Joyce | Secret Military Bases, Little People & UFOs



9:18 am

LETTER TO JOSH, Petition for Leniency:

Dear Josh
You’re not a pain-purposed-narcissist like your brother.  You’ve got legitimately hurt feelings and you can’t trust anybody yet.  Believe me, I get that.  I believe what you say, and I believe that you have the best interests of everybody at heart; I believe you would even fight on behalf of principles that benefit others alone.  I believe these characteristics mean that the ball is in your corner.
Your job gave you the worst year of your life but it also gave Isaac his best year ever when your dad sent him bits of your paycheck.  Your job never changed your life a tiny bit for the better.  You’ve been the consistent one and you are very strong.  You understand symbols and you understand the darkness but you’ve never seen a real-live miracle from my Jesus.  I’m asking you for an opportunity to become a miracle for you and others.
God is changing my HEART and that thing is a piece of rock impervious to even electro-magnetics and psychotropic drugs!  Going to ‘get help’ from people, even SMART KIND PEOPLE, is a waste of time for me.  I can’t hear what they say because my heart is a boulder of pain.  But, when Jesus says something?  Immediately,  I’m at His feet in tears.  I SEE THE EVIL I HAVE BEEN…and He washes it away.  NO psychologists or gurus can do that, not even.
Please, may I stay in my bedroom for the rest of the fall so I can become what He wants to make me?  January 1, I’ll have my purpose and my spot…if not before.
I couldn’t prepare during that past month of my eviction-notice…I was learning and changing so fast!  Just a little more Holy Ghost and I’ll know what I’m supposed to do…and what size clothes to take!  –
I’ve been ‘managed down’, Josh.  I want to get up and be myself.  I don’t even know what that is yet!
It meant a lot to hear you say you  wanted ‘your mom back’.  I didn’t know there had ever been a time in your life when you respected me. I’m eager to see respect on your face.  I love you very much.  I’ve been afraid all my life.  The beer was for the fear.  Jesus destroyed fear.

9:07 am

The Narcissist is intentionally distorting and debilitating your reality through extreme manipulation so that you will become isolated and dependent on them as the center of your universe. It is a tangled mess for the victim/target to discern reality from all of these mechanisms that are in place for the Narcissist to succeed at doing what they are doing – or using abusive conditioning TO GET SUPPLY!

See more:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2016/09/06/the-narcissist-is-intentionally-distorting-and-debilitating-your-reality-through-extreme-manipulation-so-that-you-will-become-isolated-and-dependent-on-them-as-the-center-of-your-universe-it-is-a-tan/

8:58 am

“And I fell at his feet to worship him. And he said unto me, See thou do it not: I am thy fellowservant, and of thy brethren that have the testimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.”

8:35 am


I’ve just been given a key, right?

“Please Lord, don’t allow me to believe anything that is not true.  Please enable me to believe everything that IS TRUE.  What am I supposed to believe about Isaac?”

I gave Isaac to God when he was born and even before that.

He can run, but he can’t hide.

(His grandpa and I made a bet.)  

(If Grandpa would have won…ISAAC WOULD  HAVE ENDED UP IN HELL!)

(I won, through ‘the Blood of Jesus and the word of my testimony’ which is published, in affidavit form with a documented chain of control, on several websites and in a dozen in-boxes, in my closet filling fifty pounds of notebooks and in my heart:

“The Spirit of Prophecy is the Testimony of Jesus.“)

(That MEANS:  You don’t get one without the other.)

(Christians who do not accept the reality of prophecy reject JESUS’ OWN TESTIMONY, and accordingly are NOT REAL CHRISTIANS,  attaining therefore and also deserving, all the fruits inherently consequential to a life of hypocrisy in the name of the REAL-LIVE JESUS who comes to judge the quick and the dead.)  



8:29 am

OMG.  I know I’m half-retarded; I keep hoping God will fill in the gaps.

This is exactly how Isaac treats me:



9:03 pm

Tactics Used Against Targeted Individuals 2.0
21st Century Targeting Tactics:
-Gangstalking, Street-theater used to discredit targets
-V2K used to discredit or psychologically direct targets
-V2K used to get TI [targeted individual] thought of as mentally ill
-Sleep deprivation
-Character assassination
-Drugging of the TI
-Engineered psychosis via electromagnetic mind-hacking
-Psychological direction via engineered experiences
-Electromagnetic mind control of people surrounding a target
-Suicide programming
“Many thought they could change the outcome of the present, with fiction.”  

“We’re not going to convince you Edgar Allan Poe was a time traveler, but he was.”


Up to one million porn users have had their details leaked online.

It could end up being one of the most embarrassing leaks in the history of the web.

Adult site Brazzers confirmed that nearly 800,000 users’ details had so far been compromised.

According to Motherboard, the leak includes full emails, usernames and passwords.

(“Be sure your sins will find you out!”)

Trey Gowdy Fiercely Stands Up To Obama “One Person Does Not Make Law!”


8:41 pm

“The Brainwashed – ‘Lemmings’ don’t think for themselves, but conform to group-think. TalmudVision (TV) is now the community they adhere to”

“Lemmings never understood anything and lemmings don’t want to understand anything.”

See more here:   https://tobefree.wordpress.com/2016/09/06/videothe-brainwashed-lemmings-dont-think-for-themselves-but-conform-to-group-think-talmudvision-tv-is-now-the-community-they-conform-themselves-to/

8:22 pm

God’s Will for You Involves Your Heart Dreams

“But here is the danger:  if your life is so filled with the busy-ness of the world, you’ll walk on past your dreams to a dry, desert destination.”

“Do you know the FEAR OF FAILURE is your deadliest enemy”?

“The GOAL-DRIVEN-LIFE is NOT a God-led life.”

“If opportunity comes knocking and you feel a tender joy in your heart about it, by all means, do not let it pass you by!  I gave you that touch, that feeling, so you would recognize my will for you, and by following that, you will attain to the abundant, joyful life.-

“So in this moment, patience is no longer a boring and overworked word.”

“It is the very vehicle that will take you to the destination of your dreams, for as long as you are here.”

7:28 pm

Amateur Drone Footage Captures ISIS Forces In Mexico, Terrorists and Cartels Uniting Against America?

ISIS operative and Kuwaiti citizen, Shaykh Mahmood Omar Khabir has reportedly been training militants near the US border near Ciudad Juarez for the past year.

Khabir actually brags in an Italian newspaper article published last week that the border region is so open that he “could get in with a handful of men, and kill thousands of people in Texas or in Arizona in the space of a few hours.”

See more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/amateur-drone-footage-captures-isis-forces-in-mexico-terrorists-and-cartels-uniting-against-america/


7:15 pm

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

David Seaman — Fired By HuffPost For His Hillary Health Articles — Has A CHILLING Message For Us All

This man is very brave.  Maybe he’d like to write a story about my records of psychotronic torture?

He tells the names of all the media and how they have been compromised.

David Seaman – Hillary Clinton Will Destroy Us All & Has ‘Elite Immunity’ – Must Watch



6:56 pm

George and I went grocery shopping in Marquette and nobody was home when we got back.

PARIS TOURIST INDUSTRY is already down by one million visitors just in the first half of 2016. This is why:

12:26 pm

The rain let up.

I picked 9 four-leaf clovers.



10:23 am

I didn’t bail…the internet went out.

Isn’t it OBVIOUS that my sons and George and my folks and everybody now WILL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING I WROTE HERE AND THEREABOUTS?

That’s just a given.  They should probably study-up because no matter what they try to say about me now, that base has been covered and remains so.  It’s just a matter of time.

“Lord.  3.5 million dollars is a TREMENDOUS RESPONSIBILITY.  Please give me absolute wisdom.  Thank you.  And an advisor.  Amen.”

9:29 am

“It’s OK to de-legitimize your abuser.  I don’t care if it was ‘mother’.  We don’t look at men after the flesh anymore, not if you’re growing up spiritually.”

“If they consistently abused you, they forfeited all the rights and privileges that come with that position.  And they defiled themselves… ”  (Smackintosh)

(“Lord, is this guy right?  ‘Love thy enemies.’   ‘Speak the Truth in love.’  ‘Honor thy mother and father.’  ‘You must love ME more than your mother or father, hate them by comparison…’ Please reconcile these notions.”)

(“You told me that if I will err, I should err on the side of believing MORE, not less.  Please don’t let me believe anything that is untrue.  Please enable me to believe everything that is.”)

9:18 am

Metaphysically.  I think that’s the name of the division I’m thinking about.  Isaac began to hate me I think, when I began to love Adam.  He believes I am responsible for what was not a choice, not even subconsciously.  God ASKED ME TO GIVE ADAM MY LIFE AND ASKED IF I WERE WILLING TO “hold him”.  It would have been hard not to; when I listened to Adam, his voice automatically implanted in me, and it began to supplant my father’s (continual) voice in my head.  So, the fact that we have not spoken more than a couple words for seven+ years is entirely beside the point, because even if I am deluded in my (documented) claims that ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE AND MICROWAVES mean to replace EVERY VOICE IN OUR HEADS and have REPEATEDLY DONE SO, his voice grew increasingly louder in my consciousness, and I grew toward that voice.
Adam’s voice did not say:  GIVE IT UP, LINDA.  YOU ARE A WASTE OF FLESH.  (My dad’s voice said that all the time.)  This new voice was encouraging.  I began to become like the new voice insisted I was.  I had prayed through DECADES of disappointing people, and also people who disappointed me.  When I began to change I recognized the change to be in the right direction, because it was the same direction I was being led by Holy Ghost.  I had a companion and a guide, an imaginary friend who could see further and withstand greater.  I had a hero and a coach.  God said, “Trust him.  He’s an angel.”  Or maybe that voice was the goons at the NSA messing with me?  I can’t wait to find out if I invested my trust wisely.  It sure seems that way:  I AM HAPPY!

8:59 am

Josh and George and I are innocents.  It’s just a fact.  We even care about the environment.
If I explain to them the tactics psychopaths use to TRIANGULATE people against one another, do you suppose they might understand?
IT TOOK ME FIFTY YEARS and a mind-parasite with a higher IQ to understand what I had always believed to be a PROBLEM WITH ME.
Or, do George and Josh already know what Isaac has become and couldn’t speak to me about it because I couldn’t be trusted?
I can’t wait for the climax!

8:52 am

I’m starting a fast for Isaac’s soul.

He’d better hope I can stick to it!

Maybe this is a hunger strike.

Maybe not.  I’ve really run out of ways to oppose this


To which he subjects me.  ABUSE.  DIANE PEPPLER,  HELP ME NOW!

8:24 am

Isaac wants to produce maybe ten good songs.  He’d like to professionally record them.  He thinks it would be important for George and me to have copies in case he ever dies.  HAH!  Like if he’s going to die without Christ he thinks I would mourn him?
JESUS WILL WIPE MY MIND CLEAN of any I may have ‘lost’ because He’s making me perfectly happy.  I won’t listen to sad songs after ANYBODY DIES.
“Thank you, Jesus,”   I’ll either be seeing the dearly departed VERY SOON…or it will not matter a single iota.
If Isaac survives the holocaust then I’ll have him around singing to me to the farthest reaches  of the post-galaxy-constructs that live way out there.
If not, tootle-oo.  I did my best to show him Christ.  

8:00 am

I’m thinking about how much David loved Absalom.

Absalom was David’s  son and he had billows of cool hair.

His hair got caught in a tree and he was hanged by accident.

God said Adam and I are like David and Jonathan.

Isaac should look up those stories.

The Bible says that Jonathan and David loved one another ‘more than the love of a woman’.

(I can’t find the verse.  Maybe Mandela took it with him to the grave.)

That sounds entirely platonic to me.  And powerful.

Just like Adam and me on a project.

(We’re helping to save the world and that’s exactly what we both always wanted.)


And it came to pass, when he had made an end of speaking unto Saul, that the soul of Jonathan was knit with the soul of David, and Jonathan loved him as his own soul.

(1 Samuel 20:18)

So Jonathan made a covenant with the house of David, saying, Let the Lord even require it at the hand of David’s enemies.

And Jonathan caused David to swear again, because he loved him: for he loved him as he loved his own soul.  (1 Samuel 20:16-17)

7:48 am

It’s OK to Call Things That Are the Way They Are

I’m trying to learn how to differentiate and discern…without passing judgment.  It’s gotta be a lot like:  “Just the facts ma’am.”
I treated Isaac with respect since he was little; I respected both of my sons.
I respect Josh A LOT now.
Now I know that respect must be earned and I maybe did Isaac a disservice treating him like an adult. 

I never meant for him to become my little soldier but he was along for the ride and he was a great help.  

(He should forgive me for his weird childhood.  Then, in a couple months he will THANK ME.)


“The man or woman who habitually, continually, consistently…and demonstrates a commitment to… abusing you, and controlling you, enslaving you…I can say this unequivocally…they are worthless.


Isaac understands all the principles and has seen the reality of his mother’s ups and downs at his hand.
Isaac has become a witch.
He’s controlled by a spirit of witchcraft.
I used to have one but my friend from West Virginia cast it out some years ago.
It makes you control others.
I pray that Isaac will receive enough love that he no longer feels the need to manipulate things to ease his discomfort  and to serve his dark lord.
He admires psychopaths.  
I don’t do that anymore.

“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”


7:20 am

“Dear Jesus, what is my responsibility concerning Isaac?  He is making some very foolish life-choices in order to be here tormenting me.  “Mom, there aren’t many girls to pick from around here and I want a normal life with some love and fun…” and he can’t leave until I’m ‘taken care of’.
“IS YOUR WILL FOR ISAAC’S LIFE, THAT HE HAVE FUN AND ‘LOVE’ WITH A 35 YEAR-OLD MOTHER OF THREE WITH THREE BABY DADDIES, a woman who gets in fistfights and sleeps with his friend’s boyfriends …TO KILL TIME…UNTIL HE TAKES ME OUT AND CAN STOP TWISTING GEORGE AND JOSH TO BELIEVE I AM THE PROBLEM?  If so, would you please tell me so?  Because it doesn’t look very smart or wholesome to me.”
“ISAAC ACTS LIKE HE’S FRANTIC TO TAKE ME DOWN TO FULFILL SOME OBLIGATION.  Please protect him from whomever he owes my destruction.  Please forgive him for manipulating us.”

“Lord, he obviously doesn’t care about your plans for the world or what you’re doing in my life, but he also doesn’t even care about the AMAZING THINGS YOU CREATED HIM TO DO.  He is MOST CONCERNED ABOUT BEING SEEN AS SUCCESSFUL.  He want’s man’s applause.  Just like my dad.  He seems to be the force that keeps Josh and George thinking anti-me, but that’s not the problem.  The problem is, if YOU PULLED THE CURTAIN TODAY HE’D END UP IN HELL.”
“Please contact Isaac through that haze of fear and self-preservation and ELECTRONIC mind-control FOG.  Maybe he thinks somebody will kill him if he doesn’t take me out?  Please fill his heart with love instead of fear.”
“Please bring Isaac’s MANIPULATION to a CRASHING CLOSURE and let him see himself and you through new eyes.”
“Lord, you love us and you said we belong to you.  I have tried not to push my faith on sons who were caused pain by my overbearing attempts when they were small.  They’re free.  Please show them what that really means.  Please allow them to grant me the same gift.”  
Demonstrate that the family-way
is at an end.  
Please separate us
very soon
so you can bring us back together,
as our true selves.  
Thank you.  

7:01 am

Hackers “find Twitter exploit” and resurrect banned accounts

Read more here:   https://nakedsecurity.sophos.com/2016/09/06/hackers-find-twitter-exploit-and-resurrect-banned-accounts/



9:55 pm

US: Torture Without Borders

An attorney with the State of California reports being gassed inside her home and taken to a hospital Emergency Room, following repeated incidents of electromagnetic attacks. The attacks take place during an extended court battle over her mother’s guardianship.

An anti-police corruption activist in Medford Oregon reports an aerosol attack on her dwelling which causes her to lose consciousness.

An award winning author pens a memoir concerning how the NSA tried to hack into her mind.

A former intelligence officer lines her apartment with boom boxes in order to drown out chatter of electronic voice weapons. She reports that her mission was successful and the voices have stopped.

Are these women crazy or is the US government now testing its weapons on selected civilians?

However, torture does desensitize and condition the perpetrator. According to McKinney, somewhere in the ball park of 15-20% of US citizens may be involved —at some level—in using others as target practice. The degradation of society and morality implicit here should not go unnoticed.

In a recent interview, McKinney stated that targets are chosen somewhat at random, although she also believes that these torture techniques are being deployed against specific individuals for retaliation. In her 1992 paper, McKinney stated that “…harassment is beginning to surface as a form of retaliation against persons who try to assist electronic ‘harassees.’ Retaliation suggests loss of control. Under the circumstances, we are not entirely confident that ‘whistleblowers’ will continue to be exempted from this type of harassment in the long term.”

McKinney now believes that these techniques have resulted in deaths. In response to the question why—why would intelligence agencies use these “torture without borders” technologies on US citizens, McKinney stated that she believes that these are training exercises to prepare the perpetrators for a coming holocaust-level event. Rather than controlling the minds of the subjects, which is a common misperception, McKinney stated that the perpetrators are being desensitized and prepared for participation in a more widespread and devastating scenario.

Her conclusions may be echoed by Carol Warner, who wrote that “If people don’t understand the surveillance state is turned on the American citizen, I hope and pray my words will help the reader reconsider. The goal is total full-spectrum control of the populace.”

(I wonder how much Isaac knows about this stuff?  He’s usually really curious about things.)

Read more here:   http://journal-neo.org/2016/09/04/torture-without-borders/

9:50 pm

Blast from the past, July, one other time they sent me out.

JULY 11, 2016






8:09 PM






Back home and now—-

9:32 pm

Isaac says, “It’s not me mom.  Josh can’t take any more.  You have to go TO THE FUNNY FARM IN COLORADO FOR A COUPLE MONTHS.   You can ride horses.”

“Let’s take a ROAD TRIP!  You can just look the place over…”

“Not everybody can think around these things like I can…”

(He’s very proud to have me in a corner.  I hope he got paid well.)

He also says, “After all the spiritual things I’ve said today you’re gonna fault me on that one thing?”

(I think, the discerning mind would say ‘yes’.)


(No judgment intended.)

(At least he hasn’t knocked me out in a couple years.)

9:18 pm

God always gives me exactly the exercises I require to learn a lesson, and also He tests me on my understanding and effort.  I am ENDEAVORING to rid my heart of all judgment, good or bad.  I practice not-judging (actually, it’s still mostly stopping mid-judgment and repenting but I plan to NOT EVER JUDGE AT ALL) all the time because I do not wish to 1) open doorways for demons to come back into me, or2)  hurt Jesus’ feelings, or 3) grow prideful or self-condemning.
That being my practice, I am set to a monumental task of discernment.

Isaac abuses his mother, including violence and abduction and incarceration.

Is Isaac a malignant narcissistic?
Is he a different person around other people that the person I think he is?
Am I able to discern the condition of his heart without judging him for the violence he has wrought on me?
Will God make me divine love in time?
What laws has he broken and did I inadvertently record them?
(Here’s betting I did.)

8:44 PM














4:59 pm

I think this is day seven of my fast, if I don’t consider my binge-purge episode with the curry and blueberry pie.
It’s not the polished, socially-suave speakers who TELL THE TRUTH.  It’s those with wild eyes; they’re wiping sweat from their brows and they’re panting.  Truth-tellers haven’t taken the time to doll-up their statements or appearance.  Truth tellers are somewhat FRANTIC lately, whether they have faith or not.
If the matrix we sustain by our UTTER DEPENDANCE is ACTUALLY THE ANTICHRIST SYSTEM and ‘believers’ don’t believe it?  Well I guess they’ll go to hell over one error, eh?
“Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman who needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing THE WORD OF TRUTH.”  (II Timothy

The Man-Child – Friends of God

by Rev. Neville Johnson Aug.2016

Manchild caught up to heaven to receive their commission and preparation to take care of the woman.
Woman gets wings of an eagle.   Two wings= apostles and prophets?
First, they’ll be transfigured.  Then they’ll be caught up to the heavenly realm
to receive commissionings for the final battle.
“Many are called, but few prove to be the chosen ones.”
“They” will feed the woman (the church) in the wilderness.
“‘They’ are the ‘manchild’.  They are moving in the powers of the age to come.”
“They are the ‘first-fruits’, the first to reach that kind of maturity in God.”
“A group of overcomers.”

All my life.
“Lord, I wanna be in that number!  When the saints come marching in.”

“They are those who are classified as the ‘friends of God’.  They’re not the bride, they’re the ‘friends of the groom’.  They’re in a different category altogether.  In ages to come they’ll have a totally different role.”
“Those Christians in the outer court, you know what the outer court is, ‘outer-court Christians’ (gesturing to indicate the three areas of the tabernacle as three levels of intimacy with God)…don’t fare well, during this time.
In fact, most of them lose their lives.  And not so much as martyrs, they’re just not in the right place at the right time.”
And it was given unto him to make war with the saints, and to overcome them: and power was given him over all kindreds, and tongues, and nations.
I told Isaac how grateful I am that I don’t feel responsibility anymore, to keep my legs tanned.  If it was sunny and I wasn’t out in the blazes then I felt guilty.  I was close to fifty before somebody told me the rule I grew up with about no bare legs unless they’re not white, was actually pointless affectation.  To me, it was a genuine responsibility, with consequences for failure to perform and not taking yourself seriously enough.  I was TAUGHT to care more about appearances than genuine value.  I think God was not late by only the most minute of margins.  They were ready to DISCARD ME FOREVER.  I’ve been waiting for Jesus to make me different for SO MANY YEARS and I’m glad I stuck it out and so did they.  We can work together now.  Our family will be a force with which to be reckoned.  We’ll also have a lot of fun.

I made macaroni and cheese for Dennis’ girlfriend and zucchini bread and soup with kale from the garden and potato and andouille sausage.

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.


3:12 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

10:18 am

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

I should get to work.

9:42 am

I found a four-leaf clover on the floor again.

9:33 am

I’m wearing a jean skirt!  That is my most favorite garment and I haven’t been able to wear one since I was poisoned last winter.

I picked 2 tiny four-leaf clovers.

9:18 am

I picked 3 five-leaf clovers and 2 four-leaf clovers.  

I gave a couple of them away up at the store when I returned a left-behind toy to its owner’s grandma.

8:23 am


“I keep thinking I’ve seen the weirdest thing yet,  but I haven’t…it GETS WEIRDER BY THE SECOND!”


8:16 am

War On Health:

The FDA’s Cult of Tyranny

(Full Documentary)

DEA Plays Dumb After Eviscerating Criticism Of Kratom Ban: Kratom March Is September 13

The DEA extended its authority far past what this weary public will tolerate.

Trying to ban kratom is a futile death knell of the drug war, futile if only we continue standing up and flexing our rights.

Public outcry, an unrelenting bombardment of opposition is here to set the record straight: kratom cannot be overdosed on, is relatively innocuous and it is our natural right to consume kratom if we please. It hasn’t worked well for government, using force to try and stop people from ingesting substances in this drug war. We would clearly be foolish to continue tolerating this.

It looks like our efforts are already paying off: perhaps shocked by the uproar, DEA spokesmanMelvin Patterson said “Shame on everyone who wasn’t researching it before. Now you start hearing the stories about how it’s benefiting someone suffering from arthritis.”

“If someone can find a medical use by it, by all means, we’re in favor of it,” he continued.


We already understand the medicinal value of kratom or lack thereof, and we’re fully capable of figuring that out for ourselves, DEA.

To see the full perspective, just look at what the FDA, DEA, and their armed agents do to people who produce natural supplements and nutritious, innocuous products: they crack down on them with thuggish, ruthless force to squeeze them out of business.

Knowing the true function of these agencies is essential. They exist to suppress the business that is in competition with the interests that corrupt the government, to do things that just don’t benefit the people ever, under an authoritarian guise of protecting the public.

Read at:  http://www.activistpost.com/2016/09/dea-plays-dumb-eviscerating-criticism-kratom-ban-kratom-march-september-13.html

USA Blocked Signing of Colombian Peace Agreement at UN in New York

(Blessed are the peacemakers…)

On September 26, 2016, the administration of Colombia’s President Juan Manuel Santos and the leadership of the Revolutionary Armed Forces of Colombia – People’s Army (FARC-EP) will sign a peace agreement in the Colombian city of Cartagena.

The signing of the peace accord that effectively ends 52 years of civil war between the State and the largest leftist Colombian guerrilla should have been signed at the United Nations’ headquarters in New York City, USA. However, the signing of the historic accord was blocked by the United States Department of Justice (DoJ).

See more at:   http://nsnbc.me/2016/09/05/usa-blocked-signing-of-colombian-peace-agreement-at-un-in-new-york/


8:13 am

DHS election takeover? Agency itself was hacked

Former officer recalls major cyber breach as secretary pushes plan

Read more here:   http://www.wnd.com/2016/09/dhs-election-takeover-agency-itself-was-hacked/

7:58 am

“Natural Law, order, and the family are institutions ridiculously characterized as promoting the “authoritarian personality,’ while witchcraft, Satanism, occultism, homosexuality and even worse (I’ll spare you the worst scene in this film), represent “freedom” and “liberation.” In reality, the opposite is true – traditional institutions are guards against the mental illness, the insanity and the demoniacal that arise in concert with neo-paganism, primitivism and the “archaic revival.”

(Jay Dyer)


What About Chemical Imbalances?

As a physician, I have treated many thousands of depressed patients. Depression was actually one of my primary concerns in the mid-80s when I first started practicing. However, at that time my typical treatment tool was using antidepressants alone. I put thousands of people on these drugs and acquired a fair level of experience in this area.


Thankfully, I learned more methods of treatment and was able to pretty much stop drugs. It was my experience that the chemical imbalance theory was merely a massive marketing gimmick to support the use of expensive and toxic antidepressants.

Most of you have probably heard that depression is primarily due to a “chemical imbalance in your brain,” which these drugs are designed to correct. Unfortunately this is not a scientific statement. So where did it come from?

See more here:   https://cultureofawareness.com/2016/09/05/the-biggest-cause-of-anxiety-and-depression-is-traumatic-life-events/

7:51 am


“We have reached a crossroads in our history. For all the achievements and riches of our time, the world has never been so unequal or more unjust. A century ago, at the time of the First World War, the richest 20% of the world’s population earned eleven times more than the poorest 20%. By the end of the twentieth century they earned seventy-four times as much. Today, despite seven decades of international development, three decades of the Washington Consensus, and a decade and a half of Millennium Development Goals, our world is even more divided among the haves, the have-nots, and—as President George W. Bush once quipped in an after-dinner speech—the have-mores.”

Read here:   https://agrdailynews.com/2016/09/04/the-game-is-completely-rigged-the-1-percent-has-more-than-ever-and-the-system-is-too-broken-to-deal-with-it-salon-com/


7:44 am

This has entirely been my experience as a SCAPEGOATED CHILD for half a century:

(I’m older than fifty but I’ve GOTTEN MUCH SMARTER and no longer suck up to those who intentionally harm me.  I pray for them.)

7:22 am

Fringe Theories Discussed!!-Are You in Cryogenic-Sleep?? Are You a Computer Program??!!

Unwrapping A 2000 Year Old Red Haired Elongated Baby Skull In Paracas Peru

How The Narcissistic Virus Works: Part II – Getting Rid of It

“Narcissists enjoy most when their supply  is agonized in fear, pain, sorrow, despair and helplessness.  When that happens, a process I call NARCISSISTIC VIRUS CONTAMINATION takes place, and the VICTIM BECOMES INFECTED.”
“Narcissistic virus can’t survive when you raise your vibration through sublimation.”

6:52 am

MAJOR WARNING!!! Ex Muslim Warns all Americans. TAKE A STAND NOW!!!

“One thing Islam is doing to defeat you, is causing you to be coward, and fearful to stand up and speak against the invasion of Islamization which is going on in your country.”

“Stand up now and speak the truth…If we don’t stand now, it will be too late…”

6:26 am

“You may know society is doomed when you see that in order to produce, you need to obtain permission from men who produce nothing; when you see that money is flowing to those who deal, not in goods, but in favors; when you see that men get richer by graft and by pull than by work, and your laws don’t protect you against them, but protect them against you; [and] when you see corruption being rewarded and honesty becoming a self-sacrifice.”

-Ayn Rand, “Atlas Shrugged”, 1957

5:54 am

How Spy Tech Firms Let Governments See Everything on a Smartphone

Want to invisibly spy on 10 iPhone owners without their knowledge? Gather their every keystroke, sound, message and location? That will cost you $650,000, plus a $500,000 setup fee with an Israeli outfit called the NSO Group. You can spy on more people if you would like — just check out the company’s price list.

The NSO Group is one of a number of companies that sell surveillance toolsthat can capture all the activity on a smartphone, like a user’s location and personal contacts. These tools can even turn the phone into a secret recording device.

Since its founding six years ago, the NSO Group has kept a low profile. But last month, security researchers caught its spyware trying to gain access to the iPhone of a human rights activist in the United Arab Emirates. They also discovered a second target, a Mexican journalist who wrote about corruption in the Mexican government.
“Recently, on my talk show, a Louisiana resident said that the crisis was not that bad despite having stated earlier in the same interview that nearly everyone they knew was sick and “stayed sick” since the Gulf oil spill. This person was demonstrating what has become known as the normalcy bias and most people in the Gulf are afflicted with this condition.”  (Dave Hodges)
Photos: Sick Hillary Has Wheelchair Lift on Her Special Van
hillary pajamas


5:50 am


(Guess I’ll labor some more.)

“Russian Military Say they Produce Psychotronic Weapons,” TASS , 24 Mar. 1994. “

…The Weekly cites specialists as saying that ‘on September 24, 1990

an agreement was signed between the Central Intelligent (sic) Agency (CIA)

of the United States

and the KGB of the USSR

on Joint Research

in the Field of Psychotronics.'”


9:44 pm

Psychotronic Golgotha

by N.I. Anisimov, 1999

Also see pictures from the book

Mind Justice Home Page

Twenty-five pages of the seventy-two page book, generously translated by Ramon Ruelas, copyright.

The Russian author, N.I Anisimov has been interviewed in several mainstream Russian press articles in the 1990s as the spokesman for a Russian group of ‘mind control’ or psychotronic victims. He has appeared in the 1998 ZDF German TV documentary, “Zombies of Russia”. Anisimov has been quoted by Foreign Military Studies Office, military analyst, Timothy L. Thomas in the Parameters, US Army War College Quarterly Vol. XXVIII, No.1, Spring 1998 article, “The Mind Has No Firewall”.

Anisimov describes the history of psychotronic weapons, the weapon effects, who is targeted in illegal experiments in Russia, who is developing the weapons and the extent of the problem.

Table of Contents

  • Psychotronic Weapons
  • Humanitarian Weapons – A Plague of the 20th Century
  • Scientific Cannibalism, Psychotronic Weapons and Diabolical Technologies
  • Totalitarian Sects – A Range for Testing Psychotronic Weapons
  • Rights-defenders Anticipate – Watching Television is Dangerous!
  • Wizards, Witches and other Evils Under the Roof of the Government Administration
  • Aliens, [***], [Baba-Yaga and Other Devilries
  • Contemporary Exotic Types of Weapons
  • The Computer is Destroying Manking
  • Certainty in Complete Non-punishment or a Bandit’s Farce?
  • Vampires in White Dressing Gowns
  • Yellow Gulag and Psychotronic War
  • Towards a Backward Thinking In the Name of Stopping the Bio-robotizational Madness
  • KPSS Central Committee and KGB Plan: “Psychotronic Golgotha”
  • Your Brain, Your Private and Intimate Life are Under the Control of the Secret Service
  • The White House in a Psychotronic Dimension
  • “Ch” Hour *
  • Dispassionate Codes Strike out in Alarm
  • Customers and Manufacturers
  • The Conducting of Political and Governmental Secret Terrorism
  • Crazy “Little Vodka”
  • An Electronic God Blindly Punishes and Pardons
  • Free Will for Citizens, Democratic Elections are Impossible Under Conditions of Psychotronic Applications on the Population
  • On the Quiet to the Authorities: On the Scenario of the Model of the Puppet Theater
  • Murder will Out
  • The Threat to National Security Demands the Urgent Adoption of Laws
  • Notes on the Sources of Information Used in this Book

“Psychotronic weapons are related to one of the types of the so-called “nonlethal” weapons. Their invisible components can kill at a distance, imitating or causing any chronic illness, they can make a person a criminal or irresponsible, create aviation, railroad or automobile accidents in a matter of seconds, destroy fundamental structures, destroy, create or provoke any climatic cataclysm, control the most complex instrument or mechanism, control the behavior of people and any biological object and change the world-view of the population.”

See more at:   http://mindjustice.org/golgotha.htm


9:47 pm

Tek Nath Rizal’s 2009 Book Torture, Killing Me Softly

-Delivers the Coup de Grace
by Cheryl Welsh, Director, Mindjustice.org
December 2009

The 2009 book Torture, Killing Me Softly by Tek Nath Rizal alleges government mind control torture with secret electromagnetic radiation (EMR) mind control weapons. Tek Nath Rizal was a prominent government consultant to the South Asian country of Bhutan, before he exposed corruption in high places. He became a popular political figure and internationally recognized human rights activist. His book is about his experience of several years of imprisonment in Bhutan with an emphasis on the EMR mind control torture. The U.S. Department of State and Amnesty International regarded Rizal as a political prisoner and won his release from prison. Rizal has written several books, some of which included his accounts of mind control torture. The books have been very successful in Southern Asia.

Against all odds, he published this book, Torture, Killing Me Softly. Mindjustice.org extends our deepest thanks for his great effort and sacrifice. I highly recommend this well written, concise and ground breaking book. For the first time, a variety of medical, government and military professionals publicly acknowledge secret EMR mind control weapons for interrogation and torture in prisons and on POWs, prisoners of war.

New Book Cover "Torture Killing Me Softly"More Information, including links to reviews by Cheryl Welsh, and news services.

February 2011 update. Torture, Killing Me Softly has been re-released. This is the compelling story of the Bhutanese refugee movement and also mind control by its leader, Tek Nath Rizal. This edition includes an endorsement of the book by mindjustice.org. Now available, free download. See: teknathrizal.com

The new edition of Torture, Killing Me Softly was edited by journalist Deepak Adhikari. Time magazine published an article on Nepal by Adhikari on January 26, 2011. See: deepakadhikari.net

9:32 pm

What the Hell Is This? Microwave Bursts in Most Major US Population Centers Showing up on Weather Radar!

For the second day in a row, major population centers in the eastern half of the USA are being hit with Microwave Bursts so powerful, they’re showing up on WEATHER RADAR! These blue-shaded areas are NOT weather.

This is not natural. It is clearly man-made. And the way Doppler (weather) radar works, it would pick up microwave radiation (as a portion of the light spectrum) and report it like this! Is this intentional “geo-engineering” to heat or somehow alter the atmosphere?  Are these emissions coming from select cellphone-like towers?


Want to see this live, for yourself? Here’s the link to the National Weather Service:


9:23 pm

Prominent Doctor Targeted Over Secret Mind-Control Weapon Research Proof

“Electromagnetic (EMR) mind control weaponry is held so highly secretive by the United States government, world renowned Dr. Elizabeth Rauscher faced extreme targeting after her research proved brain weapons exist. Dr. Rauscher is a former researcher with the Lawrence Berkeley National Laboratory, Lawrence Livermore National Laboratory, the Stanford Research Institute, and NASA. This article revisits how a shadowy government entitiy impacted the life of this doctor, and reminds the reader of the many other doctors, who met early deaths in unusual circumstances for exposing information in the best interest of humanity rather than the corporate government’s interest.”

“But when I gave talks on it [electromagnetic radiation bioeffects on humans], I was threatened with a guy who was head of navy research for the whole navy. Paul Tyler [head of Navy medical research with an 800 million dollar budget]. If I spoke on my research, this was on the Capitol steps, they would destroy my work and my life. And my God, every contract [at the time] got canceled.”

“… God! You know, I mean, I grew up in a Republican family that believed in this stuff. I believed in this country and the Constitution. I’ll tell you what. There are some really nasty folk out there.”

“A 1985 CNN news broadcast,  featured an experiment by Rauscher and her husband, Dr. William Van Bise.[11] Rauscher and Van Bise directed magnetic signals into the brain of news reporter Chuck DeCaro. DeCaro was blindfolded and his ears were blocked for sound in an experiment using Soviet specifications for equipment capable of generating specific but very weak magnetic signals designed to cause visual “hallucinations.” When the magnetic signals were directed at DeCaro, he stated: “A parabola just went by. . . . I could see wave forms changing shape as they went by.” The experiment on DeCaro was successful and it was an indication that remote EMR mind control weapons were scientifically possible. “In three weeks, I could put together a device that would take care of a whole town,” Van Bise commented. Rauscher discussed Van Bise’s comment in her 2011 interview and explained what he meant by the comment.”


See more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2016/09/prominent-doctor-targeted-over-secret-mind-control-weapon-research-proof-2448980.html

9:03 pm

Giant Foot Print 200 Million Yrs Old – South Africa


8:53 pm

Dotcom to RT’s Keiser: We’ll expose ‘trail of US government abuse’ via extradition appeal livestream

“Megaupload founder, wanted by the US on copyright infringement charges, is “looking forward” to livestreaming his extradition appeal as it will unveil a whole “trail of government abuse”, Kim Dotcom and his lawyer told RT.

“You’re going to see a trail of government abuse…you’re going to see that the United State came to New Zealand, got involved in a raid… and the court is going to hear all this,” Ira Rothken, Kim Dotcom’s lawyer told RT hoping the live streaming which is to begin next week will help his defendant win his case and expose government wrongdoing.”

“We look forward to the entire world shining a light on this government abuse through this livestream and this is exactly how democracy should work and we’re very optimistic. It shows Kim Dotcom’s innovative mind and brilliance to go ahead and use the internet as a way to actually show the world what’s going wrong with the government…”

“I have lost all my assets without any trial, without any hearing… I’ve never been to the US and yet that’s what happened.”

See more here:   https://www.rt.com/news/358180-dotcom-livestream-expose-abuse/

8:26 pm


He guides YOU through the PRAYER OF SURRENDER

“I am speaking now to you lost ones.  You do not have to live in terror of your enemies.  When you give your life to me, I protect you.”
“I watch over you and give you surprises, good surprises, callings and giftings you never knew you had.  Things that will be a source of unending fulfillment and joy.”

DEA Just Banned a Natural Plant that Can Cure Opioid Addiction — Proving Loyalty to Big Pharma


Carnage in Calais: Horrific crash as jungle migrant gangs target tourists in cars in terrifying new AMBUSH technique that left our journalists covered in blood after narrowly escaping death

  • Ruthless gangs deliberately causing crashes on the roads to the French port by hurling large objects at cars
  • Home Secretary Amber Rudd has spoken out after a team of journalists narrowly escaped death last week
  • Reporter Ben Ellery and photographers Steve Burton and John McLellan were all injured
  • They had been investigating a shocking explosion of violence at the squalid migrant camp 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3772571/Carnage-Calais-Horrific-crash-jungle-migrant-gangs-target-tourists-cars-MoS-journalists-badly-hurt-terrifying-new-ambush-technique.html#ixzz4JKhyiZ00

8:10 pm

Actual Nephilim – Anunnaki Giants – Baby’s Mummified Remains Discovered in Africa.


6:37 pm

I mowed the whole compound, even along the road and around my dad’s cabin.

3:35 pm

Reality of the US war on terror! — “They don’t hate US because of our freedoms. They hate US because every day we are funding and committing crimes against humanity” – Dahlia Wasfi

More from this speaker, including her speech used in this video:

(video) Dahlia Wasfi : “No Justice No Peace”

Dahlia Wasfi: Israel’s Influence on U.S. Policy — “The occupation of Iraq is an extension of the occupation of Palestine” • “Israel is the only country allowed to deal directly with U.S. companies • The U.S. finances Israel’s defense industry that supplies weapons to many countries

– –

“They don’t hate US because of our freedoms. They hate US because every day we are funding and committing crimes against humanity.” – Dahlia Wasfi

See at:   https://tobefree.wordpress.com/2016/09/04/video-reality-of-the-us-war-on-terror-they-dont-hate-us-because-of-our-freedoms-they-hate-us-because-every-day-we-are-funding-and-committing-crimes-against-humanity-dahlia-w/


3:15 pm

Hillary Final Collapse! Criminal Evidence Is Staggering!!

3:10 pm


TIFF 2016 Nordic Film Offering


Yes, it’s been awhile, but I finally got some time to sit down and write a post about an important event in Toronto – TIFF 2016 from September 8-18th! There usually is a great selection of Scandinavian films, as those Nordic folks are masters of melancholy movies.

Here’s your chance to see a Nordic film primarily about Scandinavian culture or by Scandinavian producers/directors. I’ve gathered them in one post for you, but feel free to visit TIFF’s website for more information.

Scandinavian Films 2016


The Commune

Denmark / Sweden / Netherlands

The new film from Danish auteur Thomas Vinterberg (The Hunt,The Celebration) focuses on a middle-aged professional couple in 1970s Denmark who decide to experiment with communal living by inviting a group of friends and random eccentrics to cohabit with them in a sprawling house.


The Giant

Sweden / Denmark

A young man born with a deformity that impedes his ability to communicate finds freedom in his fantasies, in the touching feature debut from Swedish director Johannes Nyholm.



Iceland / Denmark

The years-long friendship between two pre-teen boys in a small Icelandic village is threatened when they strike up romantic relationships with a pair of local girls, in the affecting and beautifully crafted debut feature from Gudmundur Arnar Gudmundsson.


In the Blood


A brilliant but entitled Danish medical student allows his possessive feelings for his best friend throw his decadent social circle into chaos, in this scathing critique of contemporary upper-class amorality from the screenwriter of The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo and A Royal Affair.


Little Wing

Finland / Denmark

Frustrated by her mother’s erratic behaviour, a 12-year-old girl sets out on an impromptu quest to find her birth father, in this sharp and touching portrait of adolescence from Oscar-nominated Finnish filmmaker Selma Vilhunen.


Sami Blood

Sweden / Denmark / Norway

Amanda Kernell’s powerful feature debut follows a teenage Sámi girl in the 1930s who is forcibly removed from her family and sent to a state boarding school that is intended to raise its Indigenous charges to a level “acceptable” to the rest of Swedish society.


The Untamed

Mexico / Denmark / France / Germany / Norway / Switzerland

Cannes prize-winning director Amat Escalante (Heli) combines family drama and social commentary with science fiction and horror in this hypnotic and utterly enthralling tale, about an unhappily married couple whose life is turned upside down when they encounter a mysterious creature that is both a source of pleasure and a force of destruction.


The War Show

Denmark / Finland / Syria

A Syrian radio DJ documents the experiences of herself and her friends as their dreams of hope and liberation in the wake of the 2011 Arab Spring give way to the grim realities of repression, forced emigration and extremism.

The Happiest Day in the Life of Olli Mäki

Finland / Germany / Sweden

Winner of a top prize at this year’s Cannes festival, the irresistibly charming debut feature from Juho Kuosmanen is a funny and forlorn comedy-drama inspired by the real-life showdown between Finnish boxer Olli Mäki and American champion Davey Moore in 1962 Helsinki.


The Oath


Icelandic auteur Baltasar Kormákur (Contraband, 2 Guns,Everest) directs and stars in this psychological thriller about a father who tries to pull his daughter out of her world of drugs and petty crime, only to find that danger can be found in unexpected places.




Norwegian director Erik Skjoldbjærg (Insomnia) returns with this slow-burning psychological study about a young arsonist terrorizing a rural community.


Because the World Never Stops


When we tune into a newscast, we expect a reassuring authority, but is what we see anything other than a performance? Shot behind the scenes during a live broadcast, Because the World Never Stops is a revelatory look at the hidden side of the evening news.


Mr. Sugar Daddy


In the wake of a breakup, Hans decides to take the plunge and become a sugar daddy after spotting “toyboy” Andrej on the nightclub dance floor. Money can’t buy love, but it can buy pleasure, and Hans is desperate to regain any kind of control he can.

I made crumpets and beef-green-bean stir fry with flank steak and beans from the garden.


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1:11 pm

Hacked Pelosi Memo: Obama helped create ISIS

“Memos obtained by hacker Guccifer 2.0 from former House minority leader Nancy Pelosi’s computer appear to suggest Obama administration policies did indeed lead to the rise of ISIS, as pointed out by Republican presidential candidate Donald Trump. “In short: Our [2003] invasion created the atmosphere for a Jordanian to start a Muslim sectarian war, which ultimately created ISIS,” the October 2014 memo from Democratic Congressional Campaign Committee policy director Mike Ryan states.”

Read at:   https://matrixbob.wordpress.com/2016/09/04/hacked-pelosi-memo-obama-helped-create-isis/

1:03 pm

I made crumpet batter.

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

12:15 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

11:44 am

God knew His endtime army would include hackers:

“…but the people that do know their God shall be strong, and do exploits.”

-Daniel 11:29(b)

(Get it?)

11:41 am

9:05 am
LEAKED! Thousands Of UFOs SWARM IRAQ! Military Insider Explains! 9/3/2016

Faith Without Works is Dead

“Things are going to get turbulent, Clare.  But I want my people to be calm.  Steady as she goes.”
BREAKING: Huge QUAKE hits U.S. Aftershocks 800 miles away. New Madrid Fault Zone.

11:28 am

Hillary’s a grandma.  You know what’s scary?  Chelsea’s kids will grow up in that environment, and learn ‘normalcy’ from the activities and priorities inherent to the Clinton Foundation mindset.
These children will have NO WAY OF KNOWING that cheating and lying and murdering are not NORMAL HUMAN BEHAVIORS.
WORSE YET, if somebody tries to say to these new people, “MURDER IS WRONG.  STEALING IS WRONG,”  they’ll very likely raise the nose and say, “That’s what YOU think.  My grandpa was PRESIDENT.”
How could a kid like that ever get saved?
We must now, and forever until the end, devote our lives to ‘mind-control’.  Whether we choose to ignore it, or to engage it on the battlefield of consciousness, mind-control is the pony we ride.  Obviously, anybody who plans to think clearly and to know truth, will be fighting mind-control with every thought they vibrate across humanity in attempts to change the resonance of surrounding mind-strings.
We, who PLAN TO THINK CLEARLY AND TO KNOW TRUTH, have been fighting for a long time, on behalf of those prisoners of war who were too captivated by the baubles of bellicose commerce to consider that themselves  were not created for ‘planned obsolescence‘.  WE EVOLVE OR WE DISAPPEAR.
Isaac and I have begun to refer to ‘energetic entities’.  Now that science has PROVEN THAT GHOSTS EXIST, it’s easier to call the demons by that term, or ‘archons’.  It depends who you’re talking to, and whom among us that you’d least like to watch roll his eyes at you.
I was guilty of gluttony yesterday.  I ended my fast with way too much food, and I saw it again around midnight looking very similar to how it looked when I swallowed.  Glutton.  I didn’t ACTUALLY CHOOSE to end my fast, I just let myself get walked right into dinner.  Last time I ended my fast with communion.  I hope I learned something.
I used to use humor as an “offense” mechanism but I don’t anymore.

9:22 am


8:56 am

London’s Power Pyramid, A Guided Tour with David Icke


8:12 am

Isaac says it’s wrong to focus on evil because you ALWAYS GET MORE OF WHAT YOU FOCUS ON, and he applies that to  churches who preach sin and hopelessness all the time.

BUT, the same’s gotta be said about a whole lot of other constructs:  LIKE PSYCHOLOGY and even HEALTHCARE IN GENERAL.

7:58 am

Psychopaths look like humans but they’re really more like a computer.


But then a DEMON HACKS them and they BECOME


That’s artificial intelligence, as it ACTUALLY WORKS.


This’s what’s so hard for us:  Without knowledge of malignant narcissism and psychopathy and demons, we believe that in order for a person to declare something, to make a case for or against a contested issue, he or she must BELIEVE the CONTENTION.
 I depended often, on a person’s recalled reactions to this or that, to determine whether this or that actually occurred.  I expected that for a person to understand the intricacies of one position, he or she must agree with it.  That is rarely the case.
I used to think, that in order for a person to discuss all the reasons supporting a position, and the fallout endured for doing so, that he or she had experienced those things in response to having taken a position under disagreement.  NOT SO.

*Those with no empathy or conscience, do actually, intentionally, consciously contrive their demeanor and circumstances to imitate people who DO feel things passionately and who DO NOT pick a side based on prior evaluation of potential personal gain. *

PSYCHOPATHS WATCH OTHERS and learn all these things in a MIND SENSE ONLY, and they contrive exquisite lies using minute nuances of thought patterns they’ve never actually experienced.  
I’m sure I can say that better:
I do not lie as a rule.
Some others do.
Before I knew how psychopaths worked, I believed a lot more lies than I do now.
I expected lies to be one-dimensional, protective statements or evasions.

Now I understand, that when a person’s


his considerations and plans

for additional subterfuge

involve just as many details and layers

as a normal person’s life.




7:38 am

“The architects of control, the Black Lodge, are not interested in awakening or “self-hood”. Because, they are the least self aware people imaginable.”

“They are in their ego, an unhealthy ego, called malignant narcissism. They’re collectivists. They’re into hive mentality. They’re into group think. The pyramid and the miter the pope wears represent the hive. They’re each a shard, a broken self. An ego that relies on everybody else. They’re a collective.”

 That’s why they’re against individuality. They don’t have it themselves.

Professor Tolkien would say, “They’ve given themselves over to the shadow.” . They are the “ring” – a cabal. They wear the “ring”. “One ring to rule them all” – as with the UN and EU.”

~Michael Tsarion

7:29 AM


All we can ever hope to do, Sigmund Freud once wrote, is “to change neurotic misery into common unhappiness”.

Why so Serious? The Untapped Value of Positive Psychology

This pessimistic statement from arguably the most influential psychological theorist of modern times captured the mood that prevailed in psychology through most of the 20th century. That is, most psychologists, psychiatrists and psychoanalysts were essentially guided by a model of the patient that was based on what was wrong with people, and how to deal with these deficiencies.

It goes without saying that it’s important that therapists’ energies are devoted to addressing the issues that trouble their patients. However, it’s become increasingly apparent that this near-exclusive focus on deficits and disorders doesn’t do justice to the rich potential of human existence. What about the strengths and virtues that make some people so admirable and worth emulating? What about those beautiful aspects of life that give us reason to get up in the morning? What about cherished experiences of love and laughter, hope and happiness? Why isn’t psychology striving to understand and promote these positive aspects of human lives?

See at:   https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2016/09/04/why-so-serious-the-untapped-value-of-positive-psychology/


6:54 am


“The internet is going to become PART OF YOU…”

Melissa Dykes


SpaceX UFO Explosion – Slow Motion!

Alinsky’s daughter: Here’s the truth about Hillary the media won’t tell you 

In 1993, the president of Wellesley College approved a new rule upon being contacted by Bill Clinton’s White House. The rule stated that all senior theses written by a president or first lady of the United States would be kept under lock and key. The rule was meant to keep the public ignorant about the radical ties of the first lady, Hillary Rodham Clinton, to the radical Marxist organizer, Saul Alinsky. The 92-page thesis was titled, “There is only the fight…: An Analysis of the Alinsky Model.”

The thesis became unlocked after the Clintons left the White House and is now posted online. After being ruled by Barack Obama, another Alinskyite, for 8 years, perhaps one might think the fact that the modern Democratic Party is completely taken over by Alinskyites is old news, but the connection between Alinsky and Hillary is special.

– See more at: https://www.conservativereview.com/commentary/2016/08/alinskys-daughter-here-is-the-truth-about-hillary-the-media-will-not-tell-you#sthash.JUk7txoG.dpuf

Action alert: 5G cellular technology will blanket planetary life with ultra-high microwave frequencies

Remember – things that the government once tested and considered “safe” include such toxic horrors as thalidomide, smoking, asbestos, lead paint, and Agent Orange.  Can we really trust these so-called government ‘health’ agencies?

Consider this: A $25m government study by the National Toxicology Program has concluded that wireless radiation causes cancer.  Natural health advocates say that 70 percent of non-industry studies assess wireless radiation as harmful; with industry studies, the effects are reversed – with only 32 percent showing that wireless radiation is harmful.  But, either way, the dangers are clear and being ignored by our government due to corporate interests.

Warning for humanity: The FCC automatically approves the use of untested frequencies

The 5G network will use higher frequency bands than previously thought possible – which are untested frequencies of 24 to 100 GHz or more.  Wheeler said that implementing the new frequencies would necessitate new antennas – intended to aim and amplify the signals – new infrastructure and a massive deployment of towers throughout the United States.

The FCC is moving quickly to adapt 5G technology. Wheeler said that Verizon and ATT will start 5g trials in 2017, with the first commercial deployments scheduled for 2020. Specifically rejecting the notion of 5G being only for urban use, Wheeler noted that all areas, including rural communities, will be saturated.

In other words: No part of the country will be safe from ultra-high frequency signals.

See more here:   http://www.naturalhealth365.com/5G-wireless-technology-1958.html

Putin: I dare you to open Pandora’s box, but WWII is over

At the Eastern Economic Forum in Vladivostok on September 1st, Russian President Vladimir Putin once again slammed attempts at revising the history and results of World War II. In an interview with Bloomberg, Putin said that reviving territorial disputes could lead to unpredictable consequences and are tantamount to “opening Pandora’s box.” 
“If someone wants to start revising the outcomes of the Second World War, then let’s try discussing the topic. But then we’d have to talk not so much about Kaliningrad as the eastern lands of Germany and all the way up to Lvov, which was part of Poland, and so on and so on. There’s also Hungary and Romania there too,” Putin said.

“He continued: “If someone wants to open this Pandora’s box and start working with it, then, please, flag in hand, go ahead.” 

See at:   http://www.fort-russ.com/2016/09/putin-i-dare-you-to-open-pandoras-box.html

Former Deputy Undersecretary of US Navy Predicts War with China is ‘Inevitable’

“In an editorial on Saturday, the retired naval officer, writing on behalf of the neoconservative think tank The Hudson Institute, predicted that a bloody naval conflict with China was imminent. The Former Deputy Undersecretary of the US Navy under both President Ronald Reagan and President George H.W. Bush penned a troubling editorial on Saturday calling on the Obama administration to taking a more hawkish stance against Chinese expansionism predicting that war with Beijing is inevitable and that the United States should do everything necessary to limit China’s strength in the meantime.”

“Limit China’s strength”

Could we envision China as a group of people?


The whole concept is FEAR-BASED PSYCHOPATHY and can’t exist much longer.

“Power to the people!”

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/asia/20160903/1044938431/obama-hillary-china-navy-war.html

Retired Green Beret Warns: “World Governments Are Preparing For Disaster And War”

See at:   http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2016-09-02/retired-green-beret-warns-world-governments-are-preparing-disaster-and-war

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The aliens are getting more bold. Normally they wait until the nuke reaches the outer atmosphere.

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QE ornotQE

Thank God. I trust the ETs a lot more than us.


+QE ornotQE Ha Ha , so true !!!


On the bright side, at least we didn’t have to sit through another fake SpaceX Landing
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“One of the challenges of being a whistleblower is living

with the knowledge that

people continue to sit,

just as you did,

at those desks,

in that unit,

throughout the agency,

who see what you saw

and comply in silence,

without resistance or complaint.”

“They learn to live not just with untruths but with unnecessary untruths, dangerous untruths, corrosive untruths.”

“It is a double tragedy: What begins as a survival strategy ends with the compromise of the human being it sought to preserve and the diminishing of the democracy meant to justify the sacrifice.”

(Edward Snowden)

(I can’t wait to learn whether Snowden is the real McCoy.  I haven’t a clue.)

(This quote is pretty accurate though, and it sounds sincere.)

6:36 am

Mother Teresa’s personal secret

It is little known that Mother Teresa, the 1979 Nobel Peace Prize winner, had no belief in Jesus Christ or the Bible. Publicly she proclaimed that her heart belonged ‘entirely to the Heart of Jesus’ but the truth was very different with her saying; ‘The tongue moves [in prayer] but does not speak’. Her agnosticism is apparent in more than 40 letters she wrote which drew comment in a Time Magazine article titled, ‘Mother Teresa’s Crisis of Faith’ (23rd August, 2007, by David Van Biema). In her ‘Last Will and Testament’, she asked that her letters be destroyed upon her death in order to protect the favorable image of her ‘Catholic faith’ that the Vatican had developed for her. Analyzing her deeds and achievements, Pope John Paul II asked and answered this question:

Where did Mother Teresa find the strength and perseverance to place herself completely at the service of others? She found it in prayer and in the silent contemplation of Jesus Christ, his Holy Face, his Sacred Heart.

(Pope John Paul II, October 20th, 2003; ‘Address Of John Paul II To The Pilgrims Who Had Come To Rome For The Beatification of Mother Teresa’)

John Paul II knew that he was speaking untruthfully, because many years earlier Mother Teresa publicly stated:

I have no Faith. Repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal … What do I labor for? If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, you also are not true.

(Teresa, Mother; Kolodiejchuk, Brian (2007); Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light. New York: Doubleday; ISBN 0385520379)


In an interview with this author, a disenchanted ex-Catholic nun who worked with Mother Teresa in Calcutta for three years, said this about her; ‘She was a miserable old bitch obsessed with scrubbing floors’.


See at:   http://www.vatileaks.com/vati-leaks/shock-new-revelations-about-mother-teresa

Mother Teresa canonization to be attended by thousands

See at:   http://nypost.com/2016/09/04/mother-teresa-canonization-to-be-attended-by-thousands/

Jade Helm 15: A Covert Skynet

Analysts describe the Jade-2 System as a highly sophisticated Artificial Intelligence network that is “self-aware” and plugged into numerous agencies and monitoring human activity, foreign and domestic… From CCTV to social media networks. It’s purpose is not only military, it is for the entire human domain.

This full spectrum analysis of the Jade-2 Artificial Intelligence System will have you thinking skynet has just arrived. Jade 2 is in command & control of the Jade Helm exercise… we say again, Jade-2 is at the helm and it is fully aware and operational.

More here:   https://lissakr11humane.com/2016/09/03/jade-helm-15-a-covert-skynet-mad-patriots-2/

6:18 am

Trey Gowdy Dismantles Krypto Zionist Hillary Clinton’s Lies In Front Of A Nervous FBI Director James Comey

I could like Gowdy.  He said to the obfuscating Comey…


‘WE NEED TO GET THIS PARTY STARTED’ Married Labour MP Keith Vaz ‘met male prostitutes in his flat and begged for a foursome and sex drugs’ : Sun.

A MARRIED Labour MP overseeing a major shake-up of prostitution laws has allegedly been caught paying young men for sex and asking them to bring poppers to his flat.

Father-of-two Keith Vaz MP stood down from the chairmanship of the Home Affairs Select Committee after the Sunday Mirror exposed the allegations.

The mutilated red angus was missing its ears, tongue and genitals, similar to the previous two incidents at Miller’s ranch.

Each body part was dissected in a clinical way, leaving cauterized surgical wounds, but the earth surrounding it was left completely undisturbed.

Zukowski had no doubt that this was the work of aliens. And they were once again operating on the 37th parallel.

6:03 am

Family Photo of World Leaders Who Are Going to Stage a False Flag De-Population War to Cull World Populations – Replaced by Technology

Merkel ALWAYS has her hands in that weird OCCULTIC POSITION.

(She ALSO always looks frightened.)

5:44 AM

“The constitutional system of checks and balances has not adequately controlled intelligence activities.”

Church Committee | The Electronic Control Grid

“Whereas, if you want to cause a specific psychiatric illness, you would have an infrared device that followed the person.  And you would link it to a pencil-thin microwave source, so the microwave beam would always target a specific gland, or a specific part of the brain…or an eye, or a heart.” 
(Dr. Barrie Trower)



Noah’s Ark story is a ‘fact’ that disproves climate change, says Irish MP Danny Healy-Rae

Scientific Study: Towers Collapsed Due To Controlled Demolition


Anti gangstalker prayer blocks legions of demons from attacking you

(He’s making me a sign and a wonder already!  This is really great and I’m getting everything I ever wanted.)

The iBag2 is a digitally programmable handbag designed to flash and vibrate when “danger spending zones” are hit and even self-lock if these discreet warnings are ignored by shopaholics.

Launched by personal finance website Finder.com, the iBag2 is the result of a joint effort from a female-led team of engineers from robotics firm Colmac Robotics Ltd in Ireland and renowned New York-based fashion designer Geova Rodriguez. The first were in charge of the robotics of the accessory while the latter came up with the couture design. Finder claims it has created the unique products to help monitor and curb impulsive spending and avoid buyer’s remorse.

The iBag2 comes with a series of built-in features that remind shoppers of their spending goals whenever they reach for their wallet and even self-locks when it believes that they are most vulnerable. For example, the GPS tracking feature lets the iBag2 know when you are approaching one of your pre-programmed vulnerable spending zones, so it can warn you via flashing amber lights. An RFID system connected to LED lights and vibration motors also sends discreet warnings whenever you reach for your wallet, to remind you of your spending goals. But perhaps the most notable feature of this smart handbag is the self-locking mechanism. A magnetic field is used to snap two steel plates together to lock the bag whenever the built-in timer signals your most vulnerable spending moments during the course of a day or when you enter one of the vulnerable spending zones mentioned above.

“Targeted Individuals” Dr. John Hall and Dr. Terry Robertson

A Real Dragon ? Footage Taken In Tibet Just Is Real Or Not ?



6:54 pm

Mandela Effect-Top 7 Stages of M.E. Realization!!-Are you new to the Mandela Effect?

Rockefeller Patented the ‘Zika’ Virus in 1947, Took 70 Years to Weaponize It!

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/conspiracy-theories/2016/09/rothchilds-patened-the-zika-virus-in-1947-took-70-years-to-weaponize-it-2477023.html

6:17 pm

I ate curry and pie.  Maybe not the best way to end a five-day fast but it was really wonderful.  Josh is really into Indian food lately and George got me a whole bunch of different spice blends.

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

5:04 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover and gave it to a local 5 year-old who was here to swim.  

Chicken curry.  Blueberry pie.

2:50 pm

I picked 9 four-leaf clovers.

1:49 pm


1:01 pm

This one is NAMED FOR ME!

And it has a full range:

Destiny Tiny House by Petite Chateaus


“Many times, those who have taken on this role (judge, jury and executioner of the brethren…) are mentally disturbed and abused from childhood.  They see the harshness and punishing authority figures and transfer that image to the final authority figure, God.”
“The fault is really with those who never really loved them.”
“They should have seen the final authority figure as loving, kind and corrective, but the love got left out.
So they take on that role with others.”
“So, as you may gather from what I said before, I use the enemy to form and correct my vessels.  If I want them to increase in love and compassion, I send those who are critical and mean-spirited, without understanding of how I am working through you.  In this way I know you will become more pliable, more compassionate, and pray for them.”
“In the end Clare, I use everything and everyone to accomplish my ends, for I shall complete the good work in you that I have begun.”  (Jesus, to Sister Clare)

12:24 pm

“Many times, those who have taken on this role (judge, jury and executioner of the brethren…) are mentally disturbed and abused from childhood.  They see the harshness and punishing authority figures and transfer that image to the final authority figure, God.”

“The fault is really with those who never really loved them.”
“They should have seen the final authority figure as loving, kind and corrective, but the love got left out.”
“So they take on that role with others.”
“So, as you may gather from what I said before, I use the enemy to form and correct my vessels.  If I want them to increase in love and compassion, I send those who are critical and mean-spirited, without understanding of how I am working through you.  In this way I know you will become more pliable, more compassionate, and pray for them.”
“In the end Clare, I use everything and everyone to accomplish my ends, for I shall complete the good work in you that I have begun.”  (Jesus, to Sister Clare)


Big Pharma suffers another major blow as study debunks high cholesterol myths, admitting statins are totally worthless

See at:   https://matrixbob.wordpress.com/2016/09/03/big-pharma-suffers-another-major-blow-as-study-debunks-high-cholesterol-myths-admitting-statins-are-totally-worthless/

11:54 am

My fat-lady’s underwear is sliding down when I bend over to pick a clover.
This is day five of my fast and God HAS NEVER MADE ME THINNER when I fasted.
(He has made me become spontaneously thinner a number of times.  It’s in my affidavit.)
He’s really doing it.  The Prince of Peace is giving me peace.
Here I am facing a situation which, to me had always seemed a fate worse than death.  I am filled with the knowledge that:  
Instant peace.
As He gives me grace to do so.



11:27 am

Bob Dylan-Highlands-

Columbia, Missouri, April, 2001

“My heart’s in the highlands; I’m gonna go there as soon as I feel good enough to go.”
The sun is beginning to shine on me
But it’s not like the sun that used to be
The party’s over and there’s less and less to say
I got new eyes
Everything looks far away

Well, my heart’s in the Highlands at the break of day
Over the hills and far away
There’s a way to get there and I’ll figure it out somehow
But I’m already there in my mind
And that’s good enough for now
Copyright © 1997 by Special Rider Music

The New World Order’s Secret Global Court Will Rule Over The People & Governments

“Imagine a court…that rules the world…”

11:08 am

The condemnation continually wafting from my sons and George has been VERY GOOD FOR ME, probably essential.

 Jesus reminds me, I asked to be made perfect.  You don’t grind down rough edges without a using bit of grit.

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.


10:56 am

People REED what I think and link.

They DEPEND ON ME to cut through the crap.

(They know better than to expect me to ever


I have to keep preaching.

“Dear Jesus, please don’t let my sons lock me up again.  I’m trying to be submissive like you say but this is just such a disappointment in so many ways.”

10:53 am


Is that African instant-baby a girl or a boy?

‘Before she travailed, she brought forth; before her pain came, she was delivered of a man child.’


10:46 am

I’ve been researching and doing this blog nonstop for 3 plus years.

Why do my sons insist that I pretend it is not important?

Especially when I pray every day for guidance,



(I’m really anxious for them to recognize how


Then, we’ll become a force to be reckoned with.)  

When Isaac had me locked up last time he gave me a note that said ‘this family will be a sign and a wonder’.

I’m joining in agreement with his prophecy.

When 2 or more agree, the power is greatly more than the sum of the parts and God moves His merciful hand.

(In Jesus’ name.)


10:43 am

This is pretty amazing.

Instant childbirth in the name of Jesus!

ALERT U.S. CDC Giving Itself Unconstitutional POWERS to Round Up and Detain Citizens En Masse Anytime, Anywhere And Throw Away the Key

(Actually, the NDAA gives the executive branch that power already.)

10:39 am

I soaked outside for a while

and I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

9:11 am

Oh.  I just dealt with my former companion, the religious spirit.  This was the most easy deliverance I ever had or ever saw.
“I said quietly, “You religious spirit.  You lying religious spirit.  I plead the BLOOD OF JESUS over myself and over you.  Go to the abyss.” 
Then an exhalation escaped in a hurry with a screech.  That devil must have been enormous, judging from the way my chest feels.  “Thank you again, Jesus.”
“Good people do not need laws to tell them to act responsibly, while bad people will find a way around the laws.” ~Plato

8:26 am

Not everybody who seems nice is really nice and not everybody who seems mean is really mean.  It is not necessarily ‘nice’ to remain passive, for a number of possible reasons.  
Sometimes being ‘nice’ is the most utterly self-centered thing to do, if one fears conflict.  
Niceness is a great mask,  if one lacks love sufficient to motivate passionate action.  
Being ‘nice’ implies, perhaps historically only, that the nice guy is CONCERNED about others,  and that he behaves in THEIR best interest.  Lately though, niceness has become a less sincere construct, even where it has not been diluted to the farce of  table manners. 
Nice guys are not always loving guys, or even guys who care about others at all. 
Some guys are nice just because it takes less effort than understanding people.
Abrasive, pushy people are not always mean.  They might be tired.  They might be overwhelmingly tired of
If my HOUSE WAS ON-FIRE and I didn’t know it,  I’d be mighty grateful if somebody screamed at me:


8:04 am

I saw a sign:    “SAVE US, Senor Trump”

(I can’t make the accent mark.  Wasn’t that GENIUS for him to go to Mexico?)


7:46 am

If I have really forgiven, then I won’t bring up offenses, right?

What about if there are new ones?  Can I just not notice them?

7:31 am

JESUS EXPLAINS… Why our Enemies are important! 

“Those who have attacked you for no reason at all, are in serious need of intercession; their salvation is at stake.”
“You see, some people have been brought up to believe that I am a god of harshness, hatred,  and punishment.  This is because the people around them misrepresented me.”  
“They were controlled by a religious spirit, that is simply a demon, very often of judgment, bitterness, unforgiveness and criticism, mixed with persecution in the belief that they are acting in righteousness, to correct false prophets.”
(Or as in my case, to save souls.)
I don’t know how I’m going to keep so many mind-control  balls in the air.   I’ve been working for a VERY LONG TIME to ‘bring every thought captive’ to obedience.  I MEAN SERIOUS LABOR.  I drill myself every day:  ‘I reject that thought, I’ve no right to judge’ and ‘Forgive me Lord, for comparing her to…’  I always practice that kind of thing.  I had always been WRONG for my entire life and I KNEW I had to be right with God anyway. 
Also, I FEARED GREATLY this present deception.  I knew we would be tried severely, and I knew that our minds would be the battlefield, but I had NO IDEA HOW INSIDIOUS AND INVIDIOUS ARE THE DEMONS.  (Most Christians still think they are somehow IMMUNE TO DEMONS.  This,  although we open doorways to them all the time.  God is nothing, if not fair.  Demons are very legalistic.)
I have a religious spirit.  That’s the only kind of demon I’ve ever been able to see very clearly,  and I couldn’t see my own tormenter.  This is astonishing and will become a very great breakthrough as soon as I’m done understanding this and take the matter before Jesus.  
I know and have known,  and repeatedly repented for my unforgiveness.  It has been extremely hard to maintain a forgiving spirit; it is SO MUCH EASIER to forgive somebody who apologizes.  OR SOMEBODY WHO at least ADMITS WHAT HE’S DONE so a victim’s life may ease! 
I didn’t choose my life’s path to follow the easy road.  I’ll take the high road, so let them take the low road.  I’ll pray in Scotland, for ALL YE. Somebody’s got to get it right first.
“Dear Lord,  thank you for the spell-check angel.  I repent of unforgiveness.  I ask you to enable me to identify ALL OF THOSE I HAVE HARMED with my unforgiveness.”  
“I ask you to REMOVE FROM ME every single bit of grudge.”
“I ask you to wipe clean my mind from memories of torture, gangstalking, rejection and attempted murder that I experienced.”
“I ask you to wipe my mind of all the lies I’ve heard about myself.”
“Allow me to forget the MANIPULATIVE ABDUCTION and IMPRISONMENT of my body and my soul.”
“I ask you to fill me with understanding; let me put myself in another’s shoes.  (That’s scary to ask, in light of remote-electronic-influence.)”  
“I ask you to fill me with CONCERN OVER MY FATHER’S ETERNAL DESTINATION, and eliminate my hurt feelings and resentment.”

“I CHOOSE LOVE, and unforgiveness doesn’t even fit into that scenario.”

“If anyone be in Christ, he is a new creation.  Old things are passed away; behold, ALL THINGS are become new.”
“And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.”
Revelation 21:5
“Please, Jesus, that is my prayer.  You’ve made so many things new for me, could you finish the work?  You tell me I am assuredly yours.  Please.  Make me love. Cause those around me to see You in me.”

“Free me into my destiny, and let me leave no wounded souls in my wake.”  

“Let them remember not me, but YOU and let them come to you so they might have life,  and not need to take it from others, as my unforgiveness has done.”
(Also, I’d love it if you did this pretty fast so I don’t have to go to the funny farm in Colorado.  Thx.)
(These videos are some of the most excellent, pertinent teaching I’ve ever seen.  I’ve been reading every prophetic utterance I could lay my hands on for decades.)

“And they rose early in the morning, and went forth into the wilderness of Tekoa: and as they went forth, Jehoshaphat stood and said, Hear me, O Judah, and ye inhabitants of Jerusalem;

Believe in the Lord your God, so shall ye be established; believe his prophets, so shall ye prosper.”

(George set us up a password one time as:  TEKOA.  I didn’t know where he got it.)
(I must not have believed enough!)
(‘Prophetic’:  Not necessarily predicting the future, prophecy is the act of hearing from God and reporting to others. That’s it.)

(The demons, and the luciferians who run the rape-ray-gun,  WANT US NOT TO FORGIVE… so we go to hell!  OF COURSE!  It’s not just the creepy shame part they want us to internalize so we do not feel worthy to approach Jesus…it’s also because if we don’t forgive others,  GOD WON’T FORGIVE US!)  

(I’m finally getting it.  satan’s peons will do ANYTHING AT ALL to keep us from our destiny and our HEAVENLY DESTINATION.  God’s rules are merely the restraints necessary to avoid traps.  He’s really a nice guy, at heart.)


Crazy! Rotating ‘Eye’ Island Sparks Theories of Underground Base In Argentina

Medical Marijuana Card Holders Can Now Be Banned From Owning Guns

The battle between the federal government and the states on marijuana legalization has been ongoing for years, but now it’s being fought in an arena that most people have never considered. Now the feds are trying to restrict gun ownership for legal users of marijuana.

Five years ago a woman named S. Rowan Wilson tried to buy a firearm in Nevada after she received a medical marijuana card. The purchase was turned down by the gun store, because marijuana is still illegal at the federal level, and there are federal laws that prevent illegal drug users from buying firearms. That led to a lengthy court battle which concluded this week.

See more here:   http://www.activistpost.com/2016/09/medical-marijuana-card-holders-can-now-banned-owning-guns.html


South Carolina Succeeds in ‘Nuke’ Test of Aerial Chemical Weapons of Mass Destruction; Food Supply Pollinators Instantly Obliterated by the Millions

by Mike Adams, the Health Ranger

Each day as I witness the sheer chemical suicide of modern humanity, I seriously ask myself how much longer human civilization will survive. The latest demonstration of humanity’s truly idiotic self-destruction was demonstrated earlier this week when Dorchester County, South Carolina, decided to conduct daytime aerial spraying of a deadly chemical weapon that’s known to destroy the very pollinators necessary to produce about 30% of the food in America.

The experiment, which consisted of carpet bombing the county with Naled, a neurotoxin insecticide, was “wildly successful.” Scheduled for daytime release when pollinators are foraging for food, the chemical weapon’s deployment obliterated honeybee pollinators on contact, resulting in a devastating apocalyptic scene that looked “like it’s been nuked,” said a co-owner of Flowertown Bee Farm and Supply (which lost two million bees). This quote is widely reported by the Associated Press.

The excuse for all this was, of course, is that the county is spraying to kill “Zika mosquitoes” — a massive medical hoax perpetrated by the vaccine industry to con the U.S. government out of billions of dollars in research money. The entire Zika virus hysteria, of course, is yet another quack science hysteria campaign being waged by the CDC, just like the H1N1 and bird flu scares of years past.

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/conspiracy-theories/2016/09/south-carolina-succeeds-in-nuke-test-of-aerial-chemical-weapons-of-mass-destruction-food-supply-pollinators-instantly-obliterated-by-the-millions-2477016.html

Apple issues urgent security update

Described as the “most sophisticated spyware” ever seen, the hack exploits three software vulnerabilities, present across the devices because Apple reuses a lot of the same code, that could let a hacker take control over the compromised device with the tap of a finger.

See at:   http://www.telegraph.co.uk/technology/2016/09/02/apple-issues-urgent-securit y-update-after-hack-turns-mac-compute/



By Gary Z McGee, The Mind Unleashed

“It is a well-known fact that those people who must want to rule people are, ipso facto, those least suited to do it. Anyone who is capable of getting themselves made President should on no account be allowed to do the job.” ~Douglas Adams

Read more here:   https://cultureofawareness.com/2016/09/03/7-reasons-why-we-do-not-need-a-president/


The New World Order’s Secret Global Court Will Rule Over The People & Governments

People Who Control America ? Mind Blowing Documentary 




9:09 pm

URGENT!!!! THE SIGN of THE SON of MAN shown in dream!!!!!


Band of red, yellow, orange across the sky.
Scientists will try to attribute it to something else.
Everybody in the world is going to see it, mostly reds.

“Event Horizon=

the point of no return”-

“THIS TIME, the Christians are


Orange Sky Alexi Murdoch

“In your love, my salvation lies.”
G20 Summit to deal with rising anti-globalization sentiment… Jack Ma: It’s Either Globalism or War
He averages one every 46 hours.
That guy’s got some stamina.
Recently fired HuffPo writer tweets about Hillary/Rothschild connection and alleged reference to pagan Illuminati symbol. Account mysteriously disappears.

These were his last tweets.

screenshot showing that Hillary wishes to “pay penance” to Lady Rothschild. (bonus photo)

screenshot of the email about the Owl of Minerva.

Edit: As u/hotjohnnyjogs indicates, David Seaman has since released a YouTube video entitled “I’m Fine”, in which he most certainly looks anything but fine and rather appears to have found himself on the wrong end of a gun barrel.

It Looks Like Clinton Foundation Officials Illegally Obtained Diplomatic Passports
Read more at:
So ludicrous!  

Nooscope mystery: The strange device of Putin’s new man Anton Vaino

Mr Vaino argues that the economy and society in general have become too complex to manage by traditional means. Governments need to seek new ways of regulating and controlling them.

The article describes a new device called a “nooscope” which, it says, can tap into global consciousness and “detect and register changes in the biosphere and in human activity”.

The “nooscope” bewildered many in Russia this week. Does the device really exist, they asked. What does it actually do? Is Mr Vaino really serious?

8:15 pm

“The download of ‘normal’ is really the imposition of limits, barriers and parameters that we are supposed to stay in,  to be successful in life.”

(Jeff Rense)

prophecies for me


8:09 pm

“Normal” behavior is determined ONLY and NECESSARILY by consensus.

Doing anything that differs from another’s reality-video is “mad”.

But, the majority is always wrong.

So should we maybe not assume that our definitions haven’t been swapped?

“As above, so below.”

Lucifer turns everything upside down so it looks like he actually created something.

7:31 pm

First, they ignore you.

Then, they laugh at you.

Then, they fight you.

Then, you win.


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Prescription Painkiller Deaths Have Dropped 25% In States That Legalized Cannabis

-“It is hypothesized by the researchers that in states where medical marijuana is legal, patients are opting to smoke cannabis to alleviate their pain rather than consume prescription opiates, as the latter tend to cause side effects. In addition, marijuana accounts for 0 deaths per year, whereas overdose of opiates are responsible for over 14,000 deaths annually (source).”

See at:   http://wakingtimesmedia.com/prescription-painkiller-deaths-dropped-25-states-legalized-cannabis/

Perception Deception…Downloading ‘Reality’

Jeff Rense & David Icke –

“[We] are given the state’s version of reality.”


7:12 pm

Can you handle the woo-woo?  
Some people can’t get enough of it so they light black candles and torture small animals.
The woo is disconcerting, even if it’s not the dark variety.

Fear is the opposite of love


Fear makes us suspicious of others.
When we’re suspicious, we do not trust.
One element of love is trust.
When we believe lying accusations, we judge.
Judging others HARMS THEM.
We shouldn’t actually HARM PEOPLE if we love.
Perfect love casts out all fear.
I’m on my way there because I’ve asked for it a lot of times and Jesus is giving me everything I ever wanted.

7:07 pm

Putin Tells School Students Why a True Leader ‘Shouldn’t Turn Up His Nose’

© Sputnik/ Alexei Danichev

RUSSIA 18:10 01.09.2016Get short URL 253628670

-Russian President Vladimir Putin believes that arrogance should not be among the traits of a true leader. During a meeting with the students of the Vladivostok School #2, the Russian President told them about what it is like to be the head of state. “Anyone who wants to be considered a leader and get any nomination never should turn up their nose and think that they are the best.

As soon as a person begins to believe in his or her superiority, from that moment, he or she becomes a loser,” the Russian President said.

“Ambition is good, arrogance is bad,” Putin added.

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/russia/20160901/1044860053/putin-school-students.html

7:03 pm

Why Are There So Many Psychopaths in Positions of Power?

“These findings are quite interesting to consider and could apply to other spheres except for the business world. I’m sure that if psychologists had the opportunity to study those in positions of political power, the figure would go beyond 3%. Being manipulative and able to fake one’s emotions is a quality that certainly helps one become a successful politician. Not even to mention that in order to reach the highest levels of political power, some lack of empathy and conscience is a must.”

“The results of the study suggest that psychopaths with high IQs are able to hide their true identity, faking their emotional responses and probably personality traits as well. As a result, they often show a different picture of themselves and trick others into believing this is their real self.”

See at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2016/09/01/many-psychopaths-positions-power/


“…falls outside their information comfort-zone.”


6:55 pm

Fallout, Radiation Levels Double, San Antonio, Texas, September ,2nd, 2016

6:49 pm

OMG, this one is just the right size and the guy who built it looks like Tim Allen if he worked out a lot.  (Maybe he does.  Was that passing judgment?)  He said:

“I don’t think you’ll ever  get a better house.”

I love all the windows!  Very nice.  And he BUILT IT IN TWELVE DAYS!

6:48 pm

Let’s talk content, not hackers’ identity – Putin on DNC hack

He’s a pretty bright guy.

6:43 pm

This is in Michigan.


Hillary Clinton “Secret Sexmail” Destroys Top US Army Commander

He got involved in the “Clinton Swinger Club”

“Wife-swapping” or “Partner-swapping”

(I wonder why either Clinton would ever wanna unswap.)



“This video about…will change your view of the world forever.”

“Standing near one is like standing at the altar of an alien god.”


What do you think of the introduction which appears to lead us to The Holy Bible but by the end of the video proves to be DEMONIC SCIENCE? Stating that D-Wave will do anything and everything humans can do??? Sacrilege! Man was created in GOD’s image.


5:54 pm

DONALD TRUMP WILL BE THE PRESIDENT | Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj | Prophecy | 2016


(That sappy music wasn’t playing when he said this.  I listened to the entire sermon.)

Meet the Builder – Cornerstone Tiny Homes

Are We Now Living In An A.I. Controlled Matrix?

“How much of what we see is even real?”
“When do we reach AI singularity?”


Tiny House On Wheels By Mississippi Tiny House

Leaked WIKILEAK Emails: Cause Another Sr DNC Staffer “Gone” – Finance Director, Jordan Kaplan

Is that six?

“A corrupt DNC, that can’t be trusted anymore.”


5:03 pm

The High Cost of Honesty in a Sea of Low-Cost BS

“THE ABILITY TO BE HONEST is a very good point. I understand it as having the strength  and time (!) to carry the consequences of being honest.

Being honest makes you more vulnerable, for as you become predictable, you are easier to game and you have fewer options to respond to weird/ crazy/ offensive behavior.

You need extra time to constantly ask yourself if offers or opinions presented to you (after you have honestly presented your opinion) are true, or marketing versions (BS) that have been tailored for you.”

The gist of the “market for BS” article is that BS is now so cheap to distribute and so over-abundant that the “market for BS”, i.e. its believability, will soon crash.

The ability to form honestly reached conclusions is costly in terms of time and effort, and it’s “cheaper” to accept BS. As the author of the article observed, just as Gresham’s Law holds that bad money will drive out good money (as people hoard the good money and use the bad money as quickly as possible), BS drives out honesty and honestly reached conclusions.


4. As the cost of propagating BS drops to near-zero, the value of honestly achieved analyses and conclusions rises proportionately.

5. The ability to remain honest in a sea of BS is akin to holding gold coins in an economy of lead coins coated with a microscopic layer of gold to appear “solid gold.”

Buy the truth, and sell it not; also wisdom, and instruction, and understanding.

4:53 PM

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

4:52 PM



4:07 PM

“When you live a life of faith, there are going to be questions that have no answers, because for there to be faith, there has to be mystery.”

“That’s just life in the deep end.”


4:06 PM

“But hiding in the thicket, far from the sound of the wild calling you are meant to pursue, is a far more sinister opponent you didn’t even know was there: death. The death of the dreams God planted deep down inside you. The death of the life you were born to live. Like a slow leak in your tire that saps your ability to drive your car, you will have robbed yourself of the opportunity to stare down something that scared you. Live this way long enough, and the muscles of your faith will eventually atrophy. To quote the immortal William Wallace from the movie Braveheart,

Aye, fight and you may die. Run, and you’ll live… at least a while. And dying in your beds, many years from now, would you be willin’ to trade all the days, from this day to that, for one chance, just one chance, to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take our lives, but they’ll never take… our freedom!”

3:53 pm

“I listened to a sermon by Pastor Brian Houston in which he said that the males do play an important, albeit small, role. While the females stalk their prey from behind, the king of the jungle will come from the front and let loose one of those roars that gives him his spot at the top of the food chain. This sound is so powerful it can be heard for up to five miles away. Hearing that terrifying noise causes the gazelle or antelope to run as far as they can away from whatever made that sound.”

“It’s counterintuitive, but the right choice would be to override their emotions and run toward the roar.”

“When you feel that panicky fight-or-flight sensation and you want to run away, do the opposite. Run toward the roar. You have come into the kingdom for just such a time as this (Esther 4:14).”

“We didn’t want boxes full of mementos waiting to blow us up when we stepped on them in ten years. Looking at pictures, watching movies, going through her clothes — we made the choice to bring this thing to our breast and let it sink its teeth into us and empty its venom. For some reason, though it terrified me, I had to stare this in the eyes and, with my knees shaking, say, “Do your worst.” Maybe it will kill us, but if we can get through it we won’t have to live in fear.”

“Jennie and I wept on the floor as we pulled these items out, one by one.

It felt as if fire were burning underneath my skin, and my brain grew hot.

The socks, more than anything, destroyed me. It was more than I could bear. We cried together and called on the Lord and prayed for the people who worked in the ER. And then we got up.”

“I pray you never have to have your heart pierced with a sword like that, but like it or not, in ways small and large, we are all going to have to confront our fears or abandon our destinies.




“The only path to the haul of fish you are meant to catch and the lives you are meant to reach is to launch out into the deep and sail through things that are scary. Smooth seas never made a skilled sailor.”

Run Toward the Fear: Run Toward the Roar

Levi Lusko

See more here:   http://injesus.com/message-archives/prophetic/FSMI/fsmi-fs-sunday-sermon-run-toward-the-fear-run

3:51 pm


3:41 pm

I broke my fast.

I had to, but I’m going back to it.  The successful one brought fried boneless  wild goose chunks, tender and coated in cheese and jalapenos.   I figure taking a sample was the loving thing to do.

3:32 pm

They’re home.  I feel the demons clawing at me and they say:  WORTHLESS!  REJECT!!
I’m only seeing them with my eyes and not my feelings.
God chose me to be a sign and a wonder and He doesn’t make mistakes.


Maybe this new infilling I’m receiving, will convince them Jesus is real.

That’s what I’ll prophecy from now on, I’ll say:

“I declare that the ‘visions I saw where Adam was a lion, clawing at me and all the slashes and rips just revealed pure gold’ …will apply to all the relationships in my life and to every and each attacker.”
 “I declare that when ANYBODY attacks me even the tiniest bit, it will 1) accrue to the benefit of the lost, and 2) REVEAL GOD’S NATURE IN MY VERY CORE.  OK.  So be it, in the name of JESUS and by the power of His blood.”

3:28 pm

(This is the first white page I’ve used in a long time.  I don’t know what that means but I was covered with HOLY AWE when I knew I couldn’t make it orange or black or ecru.  This is the day for something important.)


The Lord gave me this word the first time back in 1999 then again in 2000. It’s coming back up in my spirit again.

The Sword of Truth

Risa Utley
Last year (1999) the Lord spoke the following word to me and also gave me the dream/vision to go with it. He has recently been reminding me of it as I have seen much of it already beginning. I therefore re-submit to you.
The Lord spoke to me very clearly one morning that there was a Sword coming upon the land.
But this was not a sword of war but a Sword of Truth.

The Sword would cut away all that was not of Him. This Sword of Truth would expose and make plain the light and the dark, there would be no more gray. For anything that was not of Him, any piece of us that we had not allowed His Spirit to deal with, those areas where compromise had taken place, He was going to remove.

He told me to not fear the Sword, it IS coming. He WILL have a Holy Bride, a Holy Church and this is necessary. But if we would seek Him, humble ourselves and submit to His cleansing willingly, without reservation, when the Sword came it would be much “easier” for those who had already allowed Him to cleanse and heal. Those who either refused or were so blinded by their own agendas would find it a very trying time.

After receiving this word in the morning, when I went to bed that night, I was still pondering it all. I asked the Lord to show me more and I then had a dream or vision, I am not sure just which it was, but I knew it was His answer.

I saw little silhouettes, like little gingerbread men. Some were missing a toe here, a hand there, maybe part of a foot. There were some however who were missing major portions of the body, some only had a head and neck and part of the chest left. The Lord showed me that these were representative of the ones that had been thru the Sword.


Those with only small pieces missing are the ones that had continually submitted themselves to His cleansing, the Sword when it came did not have to cut away much and so was much less painful. The more that had not been already dealt with, the more the Sword had to cut away until some were just barely “left”.
He also likened the following to me: when one receives a cut, be it a paper cut, or with a sharp knife or glass, the sharper the “cutter” the less we feel it when it happens, and also the quicker it will heal. There is pain, yes, but if that blade were dull, or jagged oh, what pain then! You see, when we surrender our will to His, when we choose to allow Him to complete within us what HE will and not what we will, we are allowing Him to take that sharp scalpel to our flesh and yes it hurts, but only for a short time.
When we refuse to submit, it “dulls the blade” and there is so much more pain to bear, and it takes a long time to heal-this is our own doing. He WILL have a holy church, He WILL have a spotless Bride.
How much the cleansing “hurts” us is up to us. Will we accept His call? Will we submit to His purification? Will we allow Him to do in us what HE wills? This is His challenge to His Bride today.
After the Lord gave this word to me, I did “put it out there”. But when I began to see people that I loved in situations of pain and distress, the Lord reminded me of this word. I realized that I should have been more diligent to “get the word out” and so maybe some who are going thru the Sword right now may have had an “easier” time if they only knew.
Now the enemy could have caused me to feel shame and despair and twisted the conviction of the Holy Spirit (we all know he loves to do that!) but I did not allow him to do that. I recognized the chastising of the Lord and so I learned from Him.

Just because we may post a word on a list, does not mean we have completely fulfilled our duty to the Lord when He gives us a word for the Body of Christ. I learned this through this experience. Therefore, I am posting this word again, and have shared it with many others as well because if we know what He is planning to do, then we can be ready. We must be alert. We must not “hide” what God gives us and we must not be afraid to speak His words.


I pray that you be challenged to come up higher in Him, to allow Him to take you to that deeper place in Him.

In His Grace, 


2:50 pm

I’m being filled with Holy Ghost today and I’m begging for more!


I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.

Very soon, my sons will no longer be able to deposit me in that dark place of unworthiness and discard.

Very soon, I will love them SO MUCH IT WON’T MATTER A BIT WHAT THEY DO and I’ll/I’d gladly take a bullet for either of them or their dad or mine.  

When I am like Jesus, I will become divine love.

They’d better watch out.

I might even kiss my dad on the forehead; he hates that.Kiss Mark on Facebook Messenger


2:16 pm






2:07 pm




(I don’t remember what preacher said that.  I listen to a lot of preachers.)


 Boogie Shoes

Billy & Lauren

I like this better than twerking.


2:05 pm

September 1st 2016 VP Joe Biden Confessed, President Invented ISIS & Sacred Commitment W/ NATO

How is it possible that these people pretend to lead us…


2:00 pm

Rutgers students are told they should only speak when ‘necessary’ because otherwise they might offend classmates with ‘microaggressions’

Pajama Boy approved!

Read at:   https://fellowshipoftheminds.com/2016/09/02/rutgers-students-are-told-they-should-only-speak-when-necessary-because-otherwise-they-might-offend-classmates-with-microaggressions/

Students Return to Class in France but Their Parents  are BARRED from Entering Schools With Them

Read at:   http://news.nationalpost.com/news/world/students-return-to-class-in-france-but-their-parents-are-barred-from-entering-schools-with-them?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NP_Top_Stories+%28National+Post+-+Top+Stories%29



1:39 pm

I picked 5 four-leaf clovers.


Four Leaf Clover on Microsoft Windows 10 Anniversary Update   Four Leaf Clover on Facebook Messenger   Four Leaf Clover on Emoji One 2.2.5   Four Leaf Clover on LG G5   Four Leaf Clover on Samsung Galaxy Note 7

Israeli tanks enter Gaza Strip, fire live rounds at Palestinian farmers


Palestinian sources say several Israeli battle tanks, escorting bulldozers, have entered the central part of the besieged Gaza Strip, and fired a number of shots at Palestinians gathering to stop the ravaging of farms.

The sources, speaking anonymously, said four Israeli tanks and two armored bulldozers advanced more than 150 meters into farming lands east of the Bureij refugee camp on Wednesday morning, and bulldozed them while unmanned aerial vehicles flew overhead, the International Middle East Media Center reported.

They added that the soldiers also fired many live rounds to keep Palestinian farmers out of their own lands during the invasion.

An open letter to Evangelical supporters of Israel

Addressing Christian Zionists who brush aside the occupation by saying, ‘it’s complicated,’ an American Evangelical writes: ‘Injustice is only complicated to those who don’t suffer from it.’

 In my eyes, Tigers for Israel and the Princeton Committee on Palestine were akin to College Republicans and Democrats. Both had valid points and interesting arguments, but no one was right or wrong. Both groups also seemed very emotional, and I wasn’t one to get swept away with radical types.
Then I graduated and came to the Middle East.
“It can’t be easy to stake your life on something and see it flipped inside out, I thought, remembering an Israeli friend who’d changed his thinking after a gap year in Tibet. “The Tibetans live there with their language, religion and culture. It’s all Tibetan,” he’d told me, face wrenched, words slow. “But the people in control are all Chinese. Another race is in charge. I thought that was so wrong. Then I felt upset, because like, you know, it was sort of, it reminded me of what we have here.”
 (1 Timothy 5:8): “But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel.” 
This guy Putin is destroying looks like George.  More hair though.  Like George used to look.  Hair is overrated.



Being gullible is a very fine thing.
Being gullible is an expression of innocence.
Being gullible is not to be confused with being stupid or ill-informed.
Being gullible is a matter of the heart, not the mind.
Being gullible permits us to see miracles in everyday life.
Being gullible is what it takes to come to Jesus as a ‘little child’ which is a necessity in order to hear HIS VOICE and survive the coming holocaust.  I hope this isn’t the first time you’ve considered this.  
The “Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil” is the opposite of gullibility.  
Being gullible is required to believe prophecies.
Moving with the SPIRIT OF CHRIST requires supra-gullibility.  
Not  only must you be gullible, but you also have to be CONTENT WITH LIMITED INFORMATION.
It takes a whole lot of work to be gullible.
Many are called; few are chosen.
(Scripture references on request, or by search at BIBLEGATEWAY.com.)

12:55 pm

I’ve got to start practicing not-saying:  


I should practice in the mirror, I expect, so I can make my eyes stay still while  I’m not saying it.  I’ll watch my mouth too, and prevent my lips from sneaking upwards at the corners. 

I’ll practice praying under my breath, and I’ll ask that my enjoyment of HIS VINDICATION does not turn to sin.

Then I will hug whomever it is, this newly-sighted soul to whom I am definitely



Then I will have a friend again.  Or relative.  Something good anyway.

“Deliver me from evil.  Give me joy IN YOU and not in money or stature or renewal of human relationships…or even in vindication, except on your behalf.  If you can.  I’m still really selfish.”  Amen. 

12:30 pm


The FedEx truck went by and didn’t even stop here!


I didn’t put that six on that picture.



“OK Jesus, here’s where we’re at:  I told Josh I’d go where-ever he said, you know he’s my soft spot and I’m sorry if I wasn’t supposed to do that but I was feeling your Spirit encouraging me to submit.”
“I thought.”

“OK also, I don’t really feel it’s your will for me to go to the funny farm in Colorado, is that right? ” 

“Then it looks like you’ll have to give me another opportunity that Josh might think would be a good idea. ” 

“I can’t believe he wants to cut me off from all of your other servants!  He doesn’t believe in you but He KNOWS FOR CERTAIN  THAT I AM SINCERE, and sincerity matters to him a lot.  He didn’t like the window-dressing-new-age-mindfuls in Boulder.  Now he thinks I should submit my mental and spiritual health to them?  Because Isaac thinks Boulder is the shitz?”  
“Please work this out.  Also I don’t want to go.  BUT, as always, thy will be done in me.”

“I’ll go with you anyplace

you want to go,

as you grant the  grace

and  the get-up-and-go.”

“Give me grace to deal with 3.5 million dollars, to further YOUR KINGDOM and to your pleasure.  Please, would you work this out?  In a manner that is obviously you?  (Yeah.  That’s funny.  You do that all the time and people don’t see it.  ‘Obviously’ is a relative/subjective term.)”
“Thank you.  Please give me peace during my most-recent-rejection-fallout, and help me accomplish all that I must, to be prepared for my new life.  Thank you.” 
“Thank you also for making me not hurt. And I did gain new compassion for those who live in pain.  Ever since you took away migraines and arthritis I forget what it’s like.  I can’t wait to see/feel/launch my new body.  I can’t wait to see your face.  Amen.”



11:59 pm

I have a right to be heard.

I was RAPED repeatedly.

I have a right, to say my piece.

I have a right to expect attention to my evidence that my violations were not an unusual orchestration, and that many other people are remotely tortured every day until they DIE.  


THIS shall not stand.



11:49 am

I took some chocolate cake to Dennis’ girlfriend.  She’s all alone over there and it’s dark in the house.  I invited her to come over and do a bonfire-hot-tub-thing tonight.  I don’t know if she will

“Dear Lord, what must I do or say to convince my sons to GET OUT OF MY ROAD? How can they get over what they believe was MY FAULT, unless they look at the facts?
PLEASE SOFTEN THEIR HEARTS.  PLEASE GIVE US TRUTH.  Please, could my dad be arrested soon?  Amen.”

10:46 am

Socialism Has Destroyed the Social Structure

“China passed rules that the only child had to visit their parents. Now, the government is stepping in again and reducing the credit of adult children who do not visit their parents.”
My sons came to visit me for free…when they had me incarcerated.
(I wonder if he got the idea from Michigan’s nazi governor?)
My sons cannot possibly expect a funny farm to remove understandings i’ve gained through extensive research!
Just because they believe lies doesn’t mean i could join in that, certainly not after all i’ve learned about gangstalking, electronic torture of innocent citizens, and the participation of those my sons would protect from me.  And from truth.

10:12 am

Prayer for Truth for Survivors of mind-control and satanic ritual abuse

9:46 am




7:16 am

I woke today with three words going through my head:   Buckle up,  Baptists.


4:13  pm


(It won’t bother me if I’m the only one.)

All my life I’ve wanted to please God. He told me to keep milking goats and nursing babies. I spent many thousands of hours praying and many more studying, and in 2001 I received the Baptism of the Holy Ghost, and began to have visions and prophetic dreams.  Finally, in 2005 God gave me a job to do.  I ran for a judgeship, then for Congress, believing every day that I was doing God’s will…and expecting something amazing.  I was not disappointed;  I was endorsed by Dr. Ron Paul and met truth-focused political activists and received campaign donations from all over the country.  But I didn’t get a job.  I still prayed a lot, often all night and far from home; I met and spoke to people as God directed me, and my father did not like any of it.  (He did not speak to me though, of course.  He prefers anonymity when sabotaging lives.)   Dad filed a false police report claiming that I was dangerous, and he abducted my children.  I avoided being locked up in 2009, but his attempts did not stop.
I wrote a book* in 2011 describing events I experienced.  As a SPIRIT-FILLED CHRISTIAN, I was accustomed to hearing voices and I relished the privilege, and  I could RECOGNIZE  WHEN SOMEBODY INVADED MY PRAYER-PLACE.  I had studied the history of government mind-control, and frequently thought my experiences were very similar, but I couldn’t imagine I’d be targeted.  In my book I attributed my torment  to spirits, and although my terminology was naive, I do today SWEAR TO THE TRUTH OF EVERY WORD.  After Dad read the book he brought his crew to my house (he HAD NOT BEEN TALKING TO ME) and cut down trees and dug up the septic system and spent a week fixing everything on the property.  I thought he felt sorry for me about what I had suffered.  (I did not yet know the guilt he carries.)  By the first of 2012, he knew I did not understand  the torture.  He asked me to sign my house over to the boys.  I ALWAYS respected my dad very much so I did as I was told.  All communication ceased once I’d done his bidding.
THEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE; HIS SMEAR CAMPAIGN GREW WINGS, and he (admitted, it’s documented…) tried to lock me up again. I was tormented and tortured and followed and gaslighted.  He has refused to speak to me about these matters ever since, as has my mother and my brother and everybody else.  I have been completely isolated since Dad first decided to lie about me.  He has known ALL ALONG, that I am sane, and I kept records of our VERY RARE exchanges to that effect.   He has tried to buy me off numerous times, with bank stock, a credit card.  He owes me FAR MORE than he’s offered, but also I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED UNTIL I HAVE MY FAMILY BACK.  ALSO MY LIFE.
Meanwhile back at the ranch, Josh had been sitting alone during the time I was tortured and unable to do very much.  George became the best cannabis grower in the region, so we didn’t starve.  However, I spent day and night selling weed, and entertaining drug dealers.  So Josh was abandoned even LONGER at his desk, and when I became cognizant, I begged my father and mother to help me find an alternative environment for him. They did nothing but scream at me and kick me off their property.
 I filed for divorce, knowing that I had to take over.  (My big mouth notwithstanding, I had always tried very hard to be a submissive wife.  It’s hard to submit to a man who never expresses an opinion.)  I demanded that the grow-room be dismantled.  I cleaned out the basement and replaced screens and…sought my father’s advice. He refused to even advise me how to get LOCKS FOR THE DOORS!  (I’d never owned a key since we’d lived here.)  He refused to advise me, refused to lend me tools and sometimes even told me wrong things to do!  (All recorded.)  His failure to assist with projects I knew he approved should have tipped me off.  His refusal  to SPEAK TO ME for these intervening years certainly confirms what I’ve learned about him.
I have not sued my father for restitution because the Bible says not to sue a ‘Christian brother’ in human court.  I did as the Bible instructs.  I approached two elders to listen to my complaints, but they would not respond.  I approached the church, but they would not respond, and my father still will not speak.  The Bible says if those options bear no  fruit, I should consider my father an infidel. (At this point, that doesn’t tax my brain a bit.)   I am FULLY PREPARED to file suit, thanks to Edward Snowden and the two years of research I conducted, as hard-to-believe  TRUTHS  became available.  I’d still prefer to  see my family do the right thing.
Since Edward Snowden revealed the existence of government spying on American citizens, I’ve been able to document  REMOTE TORTURE of innocent citizens, and my story is VERY FAMILIAR.  I was targeted by gangstalkers, electronic weapons and cyberstalking.  In November 2014, I attended the CONFERENCE AGAINST COVERT HARASSMENT in Belgium, and I met LOTS of people from MANY COUNTRIES who also suffer.  I listened to scientists and lawyers and government officials and activists from all over Europe. Political dissidents are routinely targeted, losing family, jobs, health  and sometimes their lives.  Dr. Rauni-Leena Luukanen-Kilde has been murdered since I met her in Belgium, but many targets eventually take their own lives. Suicide is often the goal of the gangstalking-goons.
I have recorded every day of my life since February, 2009.  I began by trying to convince my atheist friend what was happening.  The goons run scripts into minds of targets, and mine featured him…doing things he did not do. Rather than go nuts,  I told him about what I was seeing and hearing; I wrote the ‘stories’ to him every day for two years.  When I sent the last journal I swore to it and had it notarized.  I’ve not seen the 30-40 theme-books since that day.  They are an affidavit admissible in court.  They MIRROR PERFECTLY my book.  Since then, I maintain  a website ** which contains background documents aboutEVERY SINGLE WEIRD EFFECT I EXPERIENCED, sometimes even the patents for the equipment used to effect the effect.  I haven’t missed a jot or a tittle  and I could help a lot of people who don’t ever know what hit them.
I am presented an utterly unique opportunity to help people and to serve God and to HAVE A LIFE.  My father will not release me into service.  He will not respond to my requests, pleas, bitching, nothing.  He is a very big stumbling block, not only to my personal spiritual advancement but also to the NECESSARY FREEDOM FOR VICTIMS OF ELECTRONIC TORTURE.  Do with that as you will.  I have records of every claim I make.  But, he will not stop me from accomplishing my destiny; how could he?  Still, his own eternity will be affected by how he deals with me and those other (millions?) who are also tortured.
May I please be part of the family again?  This time ’round somebody else washes the dishes and…NOBODY ‘DISHES’ ON ANYBODY ELSE: – –No more lying about others to cover our asses.-–   Goldthorpes are better than that.  I do not wish to see my father prosecuted.  That’s not my business.  I just want what was stolen from me.  And freedom from psychopathic parenting  that should have ended decades ago.  And God’s Kingdom established on Earth.
*Madness and Politics…but I repeat myself  (Available on Amazon)
7:12 15
4:09 pm
In 2009, displaying spectacular hubris, my father told the Michigan State Police that I was dangerous and abducted my children.  His actions directly resulted in the following harm:
1)  I am divorced
2)  I have no house and work for ten dollars a day,  in my former home
3)  My son does not believe in Jesus and his father’s faith has diminished
4)  My extended family does not speak to me or even respond to my gifts and other overtures
6)  I lost my bar license
7)  I am penniless
7)  The local church smeared me damaging my relations with the community and earning opportunities
8)  I have recorded every detail of my life and published some and swore to some and continue to this day.
Repeated requests for redress have been rebuffed.
Dad’s actions also set into motion a series of highly unusual events that are yet problematic, and without accurate definition.  But research has taught me A LOT about 1) him, 2), God, 3) myself and 4) my government’s activities.
Now I seek FAR MORE than the piddly apology he refused to provide in 2009 when I challenged his fraudulent religion with my faith in Jesus, because I’ve discovered MANY MORE VICTIMS of spontaneous life-implosion… and I recognize that he holds a key to many truth-quests worldwide.
Dad drove by about 5:30 and I prayed for him; I prayed that God will cover him with the Blood of Jesus and soften his heart.  (I think he goes by the house just to check on me; my road is an extra corner  from his place no matter where he’s headed.  <3)
One truthful moment and my father’s life is redirected and mine will restart.  I hope he grows up before the zombies get him.



9:36 am

What I learned in August, with a prayer that God will seal the knowledge in my heart, and alter my self so that my sons are not offended by me or Jesus:

1)  I learned again, (Isaac said I taught him this when he was little.  Pain and fear dissolved my understanding.) that one DOES NOT THINK BAD THOUGHTS ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE because it ACTUALLY HARMS THEM and also, it opens DOORWAYS FOR DEMONS TO MOVE INTO YOUR LIFE, and THEIRs.
2)  Without HIM, I can do NOTHING.  (I relearned that one too.)
3)  My sons do not want my claims to be true, so they must shoot the messenger because their hearts are so broken.  I’ve loved them enough to TRY TO GET OUT OF THEIR ENVIRONMENT over and over and over since 2012.  It COULD NOT HAPPEN.  I think they need a mother, but not as bad as they need the SAVIOR.
4) I learned that judging others comes from fear.  When afraid, a person becomes suspicious and in order to feed/validate  suspicion, you gotta check a person out and PASS JUDGMENT.  I don’t yet know how to differentiate between JUDGING and DISCERNING.  “Know those who labor among you.”
5) The way out of the JUDGMENT MINDSET is to  focus completely on Jesus and be reformed into His image.

LOCK HER UP! SHE IS OWNED BY THE ELITE! Hillary Clinton Deleted Email Grovels To The Rothchilds, Sold Favors To Make Her Millions, Threaten Military Responses” Against Russia and China for Exposing her Crimes…


The FBI unwittingly discovered that Hillary violated the federal records act “thousands of times”- even once is a felony. You become automatically disqualified of ever holding public office if convicted.

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-fbi-unwittingly-discovered-that-hillary-violated-the-federal-records-act-thousands-of-times-even-once-is-a-felony-you-become-automatically-disqualified-of-ever-holding-public-office-if-convi/

Debtors Prison For Kids? Poor Children Incarcerated When Families Can’t Pay Juvenile Court Fees and Fines


Hacker who exposed Hillary’s illegal private server jailed, while she walks free thanks to crooked FBI Director James Comey (but at least, he’s alive, notes The Duran)

Original Guccifer sentenced to 52 months in prison for exposing Hillary Clinton’s private email server
Alex Christoforou

Guccifer exposed Hillary Clinton’s private email domain when she was U.S. Secretary of State.

Romanian hacker best known as “Guccifer” has been sentenced to to 52 months in prison by a federal court in Alexandria, Virginia.
Not to be confused with Guccifer 2, the original Guccifer is a Romanian hacker named Marcel Lazar.
Facebook Just Got a Whole Lot Creepier
(Yeah, but hey.  Their SATELLITE BLEW UP.)

“He laughed and said, ‘I don’t know any of these people who showed up on my list— I’m guessing they see you,’” recounted Lisa. “He showed me the list of friend recommendations, and I recognized some of my patients.”

She sat there awkwardly and silently. To let him know that his suspicion was correct would violate her duty to protect her patients’ privacy. 

Another one of her female patients had a friend recommendation pop up for a fellow patient she recognized from the office’s elevator. Suddenly, she knew the other patient’s full name along with all their Facebook profile information.

“It’s a massive privacy fail,” said Lisa. “I have patients with HIV, people that have attempted suicide and women in coercive and violent relationships.”

Lisa lives in a relatively small town and was alarmed that Facebook was inadvertently outing people with health and psychiatric issues to her network. She’s a tech-savvy person, familiar with VPNs, Tor and computer security practices recommended by the Electronic Frontier Foundation–but she had no idea what was causing it.
√…Facebook was using location from people’s smartphones to make friend recommendations…
Could The Internet Be Set To Be Shut Down On The Eve of Jubilee, October 1st?
I don’t know what to think about this:

Ever since we caught on to the Shemitah timetable that Jonathan Cahn had discovered, we’ve discovered clue after important clue about the potential timetable being followed by the globalists towards creating a New World Order.

Christine Lagarde, with her “magic number 7” numerology speech caught our interest.  Then, William White of the IMF talking about how a debt jubilee was coming which will wipe out most paper assets also got our attention.

And, we discovered that the Jubilee Year, also called the Super Shemitah, ends on October 2nd of this year.
“The word government means “govern”, or to control, and “ment” which means mind.  It is, in fact, a form of mind control.  And in order for it to succeed to the point that the entire Earth is governed by a tyrannical, one world government, people need to be kept from the truth.”  (the TRUTH)
Read at:

8:40 am

Forcing me to go to a worldly indoctrination center is THE WRONG THING TO DO.
My sons wish to EXTINGUISH MY FAITH.
Isaac said this is a ‘continuation’ of my abduction in January.
It was wrong to use violence against my faith back then…and it is still wrong now.
I wish they would WAKE UP to the reality that I AM DOING WHAT I MUST DO.
They are killing time (ie. wasting their lives) WATCHING ME.
They need an intervention big-time.
“Please Jesus, it doesn’t seem that you are real to them and it doesn’t seem that you are on time to me.  PLEASE GIVE US TRUTH AND RELIEF FROM THIS PURGATORY.  Thank you.  Amen.”

Tsunami to Destroy Houston and Gulf Coast! Several New Prophecies!

When I came out of the vision, I said to the Lord, “I don’t live in Houston, I live in the Woodlands.”

He said, “Where you are, you are not safe.”

So I prayed and asked Him, “What are my instructions?”

After that prayer, I went to sleep for real. I was so tired, I didn’t dream of anything, but when I woke up, I heard God say to me, “Tell them to seek me and I will tell them where to go for safety. Tell the church three things they need to do.”

So I’m like, what’s unique about abortions. They are everywhere, in every city. So I looked up Planned Parenthood in Houston. I was like, maybe Houston has the biggest one…IDK. Then I came across this article from Life news.  The Holy Spirit said, “Look at the date.”

I’m like, “Ohhhhhhh snap. May 24th! Thats the day I had the vision.”

Then He said, “Read the article.”

I just kind of skimmed through it, but when I got to the part of “selling body parts of aborted babies” the Holy Spirit said, “That is why judgment is coming!”

I was stunned! He said, “It is part of it.”

He wanted me to know that part. I was so shocked, but also thankful that He had given me a reason and to learn Houston has been heavily involved in this demoic murderous act.

Then he said, “I don’t do anything unless I reveal it to My prophets first.”
 I was now in the air above Highway 45, in the middle of the highway. To my left was Dallas and to my right was Houston. When I looked to my left towards Dallas, all I could see was a body of flat blue water. I could not see any landscape, so I don’t know if Dallas was gone or under water. When I looked to my right towards Houston, all I could see was turbulent water. Everything was destroyed and looked chaotic. That was it and I came out of the vision.

More confirmation from commenter David M

Pamela, thank you for posting this. We moved out of Houston just over 3 years ago, because The Lord showed me Houston flooding and being destroyed. We moved about an hour north of Houston, but I know we still have to get out of here, because the flooding will be so great, that surrounding cities will even be destroyed. My wife and son did not want to moved again, so I asked The Lord to give them both a dream of this flooding, and sure enough they both were shown this destructive flooding, and now they both want to move. The Lord showed me 3 times to move to Kerrville, Texas, that this place will be a safe place. I still have lots of family members that live in Houston & surrounding cities that I am praying for. God bless you and your family.

Comment from Rosemary….

DavidM, I lived in Houston for seven years. I had a dream about the city being flooded from at least a 100 ft wave. I knew then I needed to move. It was a couple years later that I moved to the Rockies. My parents live in Kerrville and I believe someone else on Z3 said that’s where they were going to move as well. May you “move” forward with you move!

Speaking at the 2015 Lancaster Prophetic Conference, Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj shares a story of how an angel of the Lord spoke to him about the city of Houston Texas.

When we landed at Houston airport, we came out of the plane and we walked on the bridge. As soon as I stepped foot on Houston Airport, I heard the voice. I think this angel followed me. He said, “This city will be destroyed by a massive flood.
Patients should be warned about the dangers of chemotherapy after research showed that cancer drugs are killing up to 50 per cent of patients in some UK hospitals.

Doctor’s performed “strong, hard, fast CPR” and shocked Miller four times to try to revive him, but had no luck.

It was during that time that Miller said he slipped away into a celestial world, “The only thing I remember I started seeing the light, and started walking toward the light.”

He described walking down a flower-lined path into white light — until he came upon his step mother, who had died recently, “She was the most beautiful thing when I seen her, it was like the first day I met her, (she) looked so happy.”
With the DEA’s recent reiteration of their absurd claim that cannabis has “zero medical value,” despite the now widely known federal government patent held for the medical use of cannabis, many have awoken to the glaring fact that most of these government institutions(if not all) have long since been procured by corporate interests, at the very real and tangible expense of the American people
“Just go to the light and everything will be OK.” (NDE [near death experience] experiencer)
Lucifer, a once arch angel, who was by historical reference called – “Light Bearer.”
Because of his jealously of god, got cast out of heaven for treason. 1/3 of all angels followed him, and he is a convincing figure. This 1/3 of damned angels actually act on their own volition, but follow Lucifer’s beliefs, total chaos. Lucifer, one of the highest angels, fled to earth because he wished to kill jesus 3 times, but failed. He still awaits for judgment day where he will again fail to defeat the pious and faithful, but he will still try.
Lucifer does not wish to be seen, he enjoys people not believing in him, thus the greatest trick he ever pulled.
by Markos March 09, 2004

JESUS SPEAKS about Healing & Victory… Spiritual Warfare Part 6 – Message from August 29th, 2016



Assange U S Spying on WikiLeaks Led to Downing of Morales Plane in Snowden Hunt

 Shepherd Smith Mug Shot
He drove his car into another reporter standing in a parking lot while cussing at her. Felony.
Secret Service Officer ‘Goes-on-the-Record’ About ‘Sins’ of the Oval Office—Gary Byrne Goes Deep!
Leaked Soros Memo Reveals Plan for Federally Controlled U.S. Police

7:12 am

I’m SO TIRED of writing ‘me,me,me’.  God said to give my life so I guess I’ll continue.  My goals for my life are VERY CONCRETE:
I plan to BECOME EVERYTHING JESUS EVER WANTED ME TO BE so I can live FOREVER IN HIS HEART and have lots of fun developing far off planets.  I can’t imagine how my sons believe I should behave, or what I should become.  I wonder that they’ve considered me so much; I wish they had larger lives and would leave me to my PERSONAL GOALS.
My sons do not wish for me to be peaceful and accepting any more than I do,
and CERTAINLY not more than Jesus does.
Why do they treat me as though I WISHED TO HARM PEOPLE when they know it’s not true?  Encouraging me to go to the funny farm they said, “Look how many people you helped in the psych ward.  It would be like that again.” and they’re right.  HOWEVER, there are NEEDY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE and I could potentially come into contact with them OUSIDE OF A FUNNY FARM.
ALSO, if I’m able to help people that THE PSYCH WARD PROFESSIONALS COULD NOT HELP, then why am I looking to psych-people to be made ‘better’? I wish my sons would believe in Jesus and think more clearly.  I KNOW HE’LL MAKE HIMSELF KNOWN TO THEM; he said they belong to Him in 2007.  I wish He’d hurry up.  I don’t want to go to Colorado.  I’d rather just go to St. Ignace or something.  I need to study and pray so I’m ready when He needs my help.

(I said I’d like to go to a place where I can use a computer.
Isaac said NO. “That’s kinda the point.”
“Do you smirk when you hear someone question the official stories of Orlando, San Bernardino, Paris or Nice? Do you feel superior to 2,500 architects and engineers, to firefighters, commercial and military pilots, physicists and chemists, and former high government officials who have raised doubts about 9/11? If so, you reflect the profile of a mind-controlled CIA stooge.”

Israeli occupation forces beat 11 Palestinian boys in Jerusalem’s Old City with their butts of their rifles and electric batons on Tuesday and Wednesday. Palestinian sources said that the Israeli occupation forces assaulted six Palestinians boys while they were walking through Bab Hitta of Al-Aqsa Mosque in the Old City on Tuesday evening. On Wednesday morning, the Israeli occupation forces also assaulted a group of five football player, who are all under the age of 15, in Wadi al-Joz, north of the Old City.

6:54 am

A math joke.  And I almost get it.

6:27 am

Four Leaf Clover on Facebook Messenger

George and my sons didn’t come back from the ball game last night.  (That’s normal.  You never know where you’ll end up when you leave with my dad.  You also don’t know when you’ll get back.)  I SLEPT ALL NIGHT, until 5:30 and I talked to God and didn’t even get up until six.  With no people moving around the house all night, Connie didn’t demand to be let in and out of my room.  (She sleeps under my bed and whenever some interesting sounds wake her up, she has to go check.)  What a very fine night!

Judgment is the most serious and destructive sin!  Isn’t that amazing?

Maybe not, because it’s so ENTIRELY PERVASIVE, it’s gotta be effective to pull us into sin and keep us from hearing God.
Wow.  I’ve been seeking personal holiness for decades…and I fell into the ‘most serious and destructive sin.’  That’s hard to reconcile with my much pleading for Him to prepare me.  Oil isn’t cheap,  but I’m not gonna be a foolish virgin without enough of it when my destiny arrives to get me.

My sons are missing a very clear dynamic of my life: humans can tell me a thing a thousand times and I don’t get it.  

But, when GOD TELLS ME SOMETHING,  I DO GET IT, and I do EVERYTHING I CAN to apply it to my life.

I could spend years with a psychiatrist, even a legitimate person, and it would be a waste of time and money.  I JUST NEED A QUIET PLACE WITH BANDWIDTH AND GOD WILL MAKE ME INTO A SIGN AND A WONDER.   I told Josh I would go wherever he said.  It would be so much more pleasing to me, and a whole lot cheaper, if I could just go on a private retreat for a bit.  Maybe he’d let me do that.  I began looking for a prayer closet years ago when I begged for an alternative to our (then) drug-house, before I realized that my dad intended to run me to death, and would not help even my son.

Jesus Healed My Anxiety and Depression!


9:22 pm

SOoo, my studying about NARCISSISTIC ABUSE SYNDROME and psychopathy is probably nearly finished.  It’s been really helpful,  but also I have BEEN INTENTIONALLY INSTRUCTED how to look for characteristics identifying somebody who might attack me.  I thought that might be a good thing since I’ve been attacked an awful lot.  I guess it’s not OK,  and if I’m to ABSOLUTELY TRUST HOLY SPIRIT, I’ll have to begin to NOT EVEN CONSIDER THREATS AT ALL.
I want to be like Jesus in every way.  I want to live in His heart when I’m back home in Heaven.  Not many people can do that and lots of Heaven-dwellers don’t even get to see God very much, because their homes are too far away from His throne.
“Dear Lord, thank you for teaching me about psychopaths and thank you for loving them.  Give me wisdom regarding what I learn.  Wait.  You just did.  Thank you.  Guide me always and don’t let me believe ANY LIES.  Thank you.  Amen.  I’m sorry I accused you of forgetting me.  Amen again.”
My joints aren’t stiff!
My joints haven’t worked right since I was poisoned in January, and my balance has been very poor.
I’m feeling great!
I’m not even hungry.  (3 days isn’t a very long fast for me anyway but sometimes it feels so.)
“This collective word phrase includes any or all types of psychic sensitivity corresponding to the senses: seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, tasting, touching. Clair Senses in psychic terms are translated: clairvoyance, clairaudience,clairsentience, clairscent, clairtangency, and clairgustance.”

Clairvoyance, Clairaudience, Clairsentience, Clairscent …

A Clairsentient is an individual who perceives (as in a “sixth-sense”) by feeling or having knowledge about an object. A good example of this extreme psychic ability is that a clairsentient is able to visualize an item without seeing an image of the specific item. Like a radar detector, a clairsentient possesses the internal power to see and feel radiation from objects that are invisible and out of site. A clairsentient can read “auras” of people and objects to discover their personal histories. In doing so, a clairsentient can sometimes see visions of the future… situations or occurrences that have yet to happen. Not only this, a clairsentient can even sense the presence of spirits and discover events surrounding that individual’s death.

1) I don’t have to say a word and already that clairsentient bitch I married knows I’m about to tell a lie.

2) If I was clairsentient like my mother I’d be able to figure out the tough problems.

3) Imagine how much money a clairsentient could make betting on the ponies at Belmont.

4) Congress is acting like an autonomous clairsentient body instead of a duly elected representation of the people.

5) If you believe in Santeria for twenty bucks you can get a clairsentient to read her caracoles and tell your future.

by RevPettibone March 15, 2010

8:19 pm

From Jesus, this one again:

How One Demonic Strategy Can Ruin Your Whole Life

“Fear is the engine that drives this kind of judgment.  Once the fear is gone, the need to judge in order to survive is also gone.  That is why people who teach ‘focus on me’, intimacy and prayer, knowing and hearing my voice are so targeted for persecution.  When you listen to me, I navigate you around the reefs of judgment.  And now their door-opener will no longer be effective.
“This is why it is so effective:  a fear-demon lays the groundwork, then coupled with a sense of self-preservation, you set up a screening device looking for certain characteristics in people, whether real, imagined, or deliberately distorted by the enemy.  This screen will capture many who might have the outward appearance of the enemy, so that you will accuse them falsely opening doors for the demons to oppress you with many maladies.”

I’m going to be working on applying this message for a REALLY LONG TIME I think.
How is it possible that my sons do not recognize how PERFECT IS, AND HAS BEEN God’s leading me into freedom and healthy attitudes?
How come they don’t know that what they do to me PROLONGS THE FEAR? 
How is it POSSIBLE THAT THEY DO NOT RECOGNIZE that our government (and GWEN TOWERS) intentionally CAUSES THIS SHIT by causing fear?
 If they can’t make you afraid of terrorists they’ll terrorize your mind wherever you are!

Jesus is SO SMART.  My sons are going to love HIm a lot.  I hope I don’t get jealous.

7:22 pm

I am having the greatest time!  I haven’t spent an evening at home alone for many weeks.  I’m so glad Josh said to make myself at home…it’s been a LONG TIME.  I set up a 15-gallon galvanized wash-tub I bought before Y2K on the cement pad by the hot tub.  There was a brick fireplace there, once upon a time.  The washtub was full of crap: I JUST BURNT IT ALL. Old ‘Advisors’ and ‘Re-elect Dan Benishek’ brochures and bits of cardboard and bark and other debris.  I thought this tub would look cool by the fireplace with logs in it sticking up but every container gets filled with crap.  There are MANY OTHER CONTAINERS for debris that I left in place and this was my wash-tub anyway.  I’ve always been the washerwoman.

So I’m sitting by the fire with the computer and Connie is on one of the lawn chairs I set up with cushions and I’m listening to sermons and occasionally I pick  up sticks off the lawn and put them in the washtub to burn.  We haven’t had a bonfire all year and it’s been really windy and there are two sizable piles of scrap and I’ve got a glass of pineapple juice and club soda.  I’ve been considering for a long time,  something to drink that has no 1) caffeine, 2) sugar, 3) ASPARTAME, or 4) alcohol.  This is pretty close except for the fructose in the juice and pineapple is good for you anyway.  What a glorious night!  I’ll go in the hot tub when it gets darker.  That’ll be twice in one day!  My sons have a VERY LUXE HOMESTEAD.


7:20 pm

“It doesn’t matter who your enemies are, only that you love them.”

 (Jesus, to Sister Clare)

6:41 pm

How One Demonic Strategy Can Ruin Your Whole Life/SpiritualWarfare 8

“If we really take it to heart, our messy lives are going to turn around 180 degrees.”

(I accused Jesus today of forgetting me.  Then I red this and it sounds VERY FAMILIAR):
“The demons will take an ‘appearance’ of evil and turn it into a fact in your head. Once it becomes established as a fact it will color all your thinking. Everyone will be suspect. Because of this guarded state of mind, you will automatically filter these suspicious characteristics in order to protect yourself. Once you’ve discovered someone with these traits, you will think the worst about them. The very moment you do, the door to the demonic dimension has been opened wide. Lying spirits will then come flooding through to draw you into deeper states of suspicion and isolation.”
“Others do not know what my servants suffer to carry the gifts that are so coveted.  If they did, they wouldn’t dare ask for them.”
From the above:
“Every one is judged by you to be guilty.  In a very real sense, you become who you despise, because you are so deeply steeped in that mentality.”

I think this is what’s been going on with me and one of the things my sons were trying to tell me today.

They become ALWAYS MORE FRANTIC to call me crazy.  Isaac’s eyes get really shiny and you can see the white all the way around his irises.  It looks a little crazy, actually.
I know why Josh is so troubled and wants to be away from me.  It’s about hope.  Josh’s life has SUCKED SO BAD that he’s afraid to get any hope built up.  He thinks that I’ll just fuck it up.  I can understand that.
Isaac can’t allow me to be right either.  He’s not so shallow that he’s concerned about how he will have to deal with the fact that he DID A VERY BAD THING by ABDUCTING AND INCARCERATING AND POISONING HIS MOTHER.  I think he would be able to deal with that.  It’s a different kind of regret; I can’t be right, because if I am…he’s wasted a lot of time and energy seeking worldly things.  He will feel worse about that; he’s been chasing the wrong rainbow and that will bother him until Jesus soothes his troubles and gives him absolution and direction.
Without Jesus, I can REALLY UNDERSTAND why my sons don’t want to think about Armageddon and WWIII and the KINGDOM OF GOD ON EARTH.
It’s all very terrible without faith.
I can’t imagine why George is still here.  He likes my sons.  When I’m proven right, he’ll feel sorta sorry.  I called him a weenie today, after the DRAMA EPISODE.  I feel sorta sorry.
Corrupt the genome of humanity
Always been the goal
Demons are disembodied hybrid spirits of dead nephilim

Student missing since ‘04 was kidnapped by North Korea

An American student reported missing during a 2004 hiking trip in China was actually kidnapped and forced to teach English to North Korean leader Kim Jong-Un, authorities say.
New research by a Canterbury University professor reveals that people who eat processed food are at a greater risk of becoming clinically insane. 
Top University Professor Claims Processed Food Drives People Mad
New research by a Canterbury University professor reveals that people who eat processed food are at a greater risk of becoming clinically insane. 

 Pamela Anderson turns ANTI-PORN ADVOCATE!

In an op/ed in yesterday’s Wall St. Journal, which she co-authored with celebrity rabbi and author of Kosher Sex Shmuley Boteach, Anderson wants us to “take the pledge” and eschew porn because of “the devastation that porn addiction wreaks on those closest to the addict”.

The op/ed begins with a reference to Anthony Weiner’s repeated sexting as an example of porn addiction. Weiner, of course, is the former Democratic NY Congressman and husband of Hillary Clinton’s close aide (and rumored lesbian lover) Huma Abedin. Huma recently separated from Weiner after  news of him sending a sex text of himself lying in bed next to their 4-year-old son.
Put another way, we are a guinea-pig generation for an experiment in mass debasement that few of us would have ever consented to, and whose full nefarious impact may not be known for years. How many families will suffer? How many marriages will implode? How many talented men will scrap their most important relationships and careers for a brief onanistic thrill? How many children will propel, warp-speed, into the dark side of adult sexuality by forced exposure to their fathers’ profanations?

Nine percent of porn users said they had tried unsuccessfully to stop—an indication of addiction that is all the more startling when you consider that the dependency rate among people who try marijuana is the same—9%—and not much higher among those who try cocaine (15%), according to the National Center for Biotechnology Information.

But it is a fair guess that whereas drug-dependency data are mostly stable, the incidence of porn addiction will only spiral as the children now being raised in an environment of wall-to-wall, digitized sexual images become adults inured to intimacy and in need of even greater graphic stimulation. They are the crack babies of porn.
Emily’s Amazing “Little Sunshine” Tiny House
This is only 24 feet long with a bathtub, washer and dryer (Emily says the duo-units are very small and take a long time to cycle) and a bathtub!  (I’d really like a bathtub.  I haven’t taken a bath since I went to visit Isaac in Colorado.)   Really smart ideas.
I think this one is just right.

I washed the dishes.

I never saw Huma smile before.

I wonder whose bathroom that is…


5:13 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover

and put away my innertubes that my sons used when they had a double-date three weeks ago for a flotilla with kayaks and the rowboat.

4:52 pm

Josh said I didn’t have to wash dishes anymore.

He said I could do whatever I wanted until it’s time to go to the funny farm.

So I vacuumed and dusted the lower living room, which has been George’s storage room.  There are two tvs, two printers, he’s got four of these metal stool-steppy things, they weigh a TON.  I put three of his ENORMOUS bouncy-balls in his closet on top of his pile of empty boxes and milk jugs.  (He couldn’t lock the closet.)  He’ll be pissed.  I threw away some waste cardboard, too, and the empty ice tea-mix container and other debris.  I dumped the bucket of ashes that has been sitting at the fireplace since last winter.  I put a car battery in the garage, the shop-vac in the basement and got rid of an obsolete remote-control-truck that I couldn’t give away five years ago and has been stored in my former living room. Now, I’m going clovering.  I put all the bows and arrows in the same spot.  I vacuumed a pile of animal-puke that’s been there for weeks.  It has grass in it and that’s all that came up but the house smells like cat piss and we don’t have a cat but my sons’ friends always bring small dogs so we should get the carpeting cleaned anyway…

…autoharp to the basement…various instruments…

George won’t be happy but I had permission from the homeowner.

Now somebody can use the furniture in the room.

…two fans mounted on lumber, another fan, broken beyond repair outside George’s bedroom…

4:35 pm


Squat Toilets Installed in Australian Taxation Office to Cater For Diverse workforce

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/squat-toilets-installed-in-australian-taxation-office-to-cater-for-diverse-workforce/

4:30 pm

Nationwide Carbon Tax Set To Become A Reality

See at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/nationwide-carbon-tax-set-to-become-a-reality/

“People can mock and scoff, but we’re in the DAYS OF NOAH.”

“This stuff is COMING BACK.”

“Men’s hearts are gonna fail them for fear.”

(Steve Quayle)



4:26 pm

Also, my sons don’t like when I show them my clovers or tricks with the dish-soap-bubbles.  Josh said, “That CAN’T be your god.  You’re smarter than that.”


4:21 pm

BREAKING: Judge Orders State Dept To Release Hillary’s Security Training Records, Or Be Deposed

A federal judge ordered the Department of State Wednesday to produce for The Daily Caller News Foundation the security training records of former Secretary of State Hillary Clinton and her aide Huma Abedin within two weeks, or face direct deposition of multiple government officials.

“I’m sure you can appreciate Mr. Lee, there is a certain time sensitivity on this issue,” U.S. District Court Judge Richard J. Leon told Department of Justice Attorney Jason Lee, representing the State Department. “We’re looking down the barrel of a presidential election from now in two months.”


Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/breaking-judge-orders-state-dept-to-release-hillarys-security-training-records-or-be-deposed/

Muslim refugee, 20, who raped a boy, 10, in his Sydney home says what he did ‘is not a crime because it is acceptable in his homeland’

  • The Myanmar refugee said it was culturally acceptable in his home land
  • The court heard Rahaman tried to offer the boy money and denied rape
  • Rahaman is a Rohingya Muslim – as was his young victim

SEE MORE HERE:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/muslim-refugee-20-who-raped-a-boy-10-in-his-sydney-home-says-what-he-did-is-not-a-crime-because-it-is-acceptable-in-his-homeland/

17-Year-Old Creates App To Expose Sellout Politicians

Read more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/17-year-old-creates-app-to-expose-sellout-politicians/

Oliver Stone: CIA Officer Confessed His Guards Killed JFK

The rifle bullets that killed John F. Kennedy were fired by a member of his own presidential guard as part of a deep state ‘inside job,’ according to a deathbed confession given to the film director Oliver Stone.


After making the acclaimed film JFK – about the investigation into the assassination of President John F. Kennedy – Stone was contacted by a man claiming to be a former member of the presidential guard.

Riddled with cancer and close to death, the man wanted to share a secret he had previously only told his son – that ‘somebody from his own team… had fired on the President‘.

The man used the code name ‘Ron’ when reaching to Stone in a series of enigmatic letters.

Stone eventually gained his trust and the two men met.

See here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/oliver-stone-cia-officer-confessed-his-guards-killed-jfk/

4:13 pm

Leak video showing COPS training to intern citizens on MARTIAL LAW and NEW WORLD ORDER! (2016)


4:06 pm

Huge Beings Seen Scaling Mexican Volcano

3:58 pm

“Last year, the teen said his grandparents arrived to watch him sing in Florida — and brought the entire square dancing troupe, everybody clad in orange.”

(I wish my sons had fun grandparents.)

Grandparents married 52 years text grandson their matching outfits each day

See here:   http://nypost.com/2016/09/01/grandparents-married-52-years-text-grandson-their-matching-outfits-each-day/

3:53 pm

This is from Wisconsin.  There be giants.

Giant Skeletons_6

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2013/01/18-giant-skeletons-and-pyramids-found-in-wisconsin-2541906.html

3:04 pm

I accused these menfolk of sabotaging my destiny.  I said that they never help me go towards it; they wish for me to abandon it and to change the direction of my life.
don’t you think?”
(That’s probably the saddest thing I’ve heard all day.) 
I taught them to question everything, and as a result, they believe themselves to be free-thinkers, unbounded by the uninformed beliefs of others.
They aren’t susceptible  to mind-control, although they know that others are.  They would say they are not ‘sheeple’ and that they investigate things.  They like that reputation.

If that weren’t so, how could they ask such an IDIOTIC QUESTION?

ONLY A REMNANT, retains truth.
AND, if this should prove not to be true, MAYBE YOU’RE LOOKING AT THE WRONG ISSUE…

Here, the pertinent issue is:  YOU DON’T GET TO CHOOSE WHETHER you WILL 


documented facts.


To do so would make you stupid.

Isn’t that right?

2:05 pm

So far I got coming 3.5 million and a condo in Toronto.

I wonder if my dad wants to go double-or-nothing?

2:56 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.

2:48 pm

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.



2:20 pm

Jesus reminded me again, that ONLY HE can make me perfect,  and I’m really wanting Him to speed it up.  I SHOULD BE THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF MY ANTAGONIST BUT I’M NOT ALL THE WAY THERE.
Dad wants everybody to believe he’s the shitz.
I want to BE THE SHITZ (metaphorically speaking and with an emphasis on purity and consecration to Jesus) and I SHOULD NOT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK. 
I still care somewhat.  I’ve put aside many affectations, and the spirits causing me such fear departed when I had bloody diarrhea and  bloody vomiting last month and the demon of UNWORTHINESS was cast from me. But, I have to get to the point where I don’t care who thinks what at all, and where I RECOGNIZE that the people who badmouth me are not my enemies.
 They are prisoners of war and they can’t control it when AN AGENT TAKES OVER THEIR BODY AND FIRES  BULLETS AT NEO IN THE SUBWAY JUST BEFORE HE PICKS THEM OUT OF THE AIR AND CRUSHES THEIR HEAD WITH HIS HEEL.  OR rather, SHE DOES.  My enemy is the demons.  Not the bullets.
Those zombie-flesh-bags they choose to inhabit are in need of rescue.  Does anyone dare to go with me?

2:05 pm

So far I got coming 3.5 million and a condo in Toronto.

I wonder if my dad wants to go double-or-nothing?

(STOP.  3.5 million INCLUDING the condo in Toronto and minus sundry campaign donations which I would have to look up.)


2:04 pm

If Dad’s mind doesn’t work as I say, then I beg some acquaintance of his to answer a couple questions.
(There’s nothing there, right?  He’s filled only with his need to be SEEN AS VIRTUOUS.  He has no desire to become so.)
He knows George and he knows me.
My dad knows EVERYBODY’S chinks.
He plays one of us against another, with double-dips and double-speak.
Dad knew EXACTLY what he was doing.
He just made me tough.
(In Jesus.  I can do NOTHING on my own; I am VERY DEFICIENT.  About that Dad was correct.)



1:57 pm



Mikhail Baryshnikov in White Nights_ So moving dance scene


1:35 pm

“We can’t all leave and let you stay here because who would pay the taxes?”


No fuel for heat, no taxes, loads of exercise equipment and he hasn’t used the bowflex even once that I know of but it sure holds junk nice.

My sons are DECEIVED.

(I just tried to look in George’s bedroom to see if there was really junk on his bowflex but he locked the door.  I wonder what he has in there?  I wonder why he thinks I might disturb it.  He must have LOTS OF MONEY if he can shop so much and STILL BUY A HOUSE FOR HIMSELF.)

(BUT, he won’t go now, and he wouldn’t for these 4 years since I shut down his drughouse and got a divorce.)

(I’m pretty sure there’s junk on the bowflex.  The junk is spilling out of his bedroom, down the stairs, and the living room is full.)

1:20 pm

They all went to a football game with my brother the golden birthday-boy.

I was wrong and I’m repenting.


If He wants me to take a month off from my VERY IMPORTANT WORK and get locked up on a dude ranch with no computer, then that’s his business.


“Please forgive me for hating George and my dad.  Please deliver Isaac from the demons and give Josh a reason to believe in you.  Amen.”

I gave them a great sheet of clovers to give my brother for a card and they signed it but left it on the counter.  They didn’t forget a lot of things when I went along.


12:41 pm

“Dear Jesus, it LOOKS LIKE YOU’RE LATE!!











David invited George and the boys for his birthday.
Isn’t that special?
My sons INSIST that I go to a ‘center’.
They recognize that I have made lots of progress, and every time I do, they shoot me down.  They think an ex-mental-patient can get good jobs and have apartments and lives.  They were given a responsibility too big for them when my dad had me GIVE THEM MY HOUSE.  ALWAYS A SCENE!  I CANNOT BE HAPPY OR THEY WON’T be able to EVER LIFT THEIR ASSES FROM THE COUCH!  IT is all my fault and they can’t tell me what I’m doing wrong.  Point is, THEY WANT ME TO BELIEVE SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND THEY WANT TO CANNONBALL MY DESTINY.
Josh said if I do a ‘session’ at a ‘center’ and I STILL BELIEVE IN THE ELECTRONIC TORTURE I HAVE METICULOUSLY DOCUMENTED FOR THREE AND A HALF YEARS, then I can come back.   And he’ll leave.  So I said yes.
He said if my faith is so strong twinkie-land shouldn’t bother me.
They do not believe in Jesus.
I agreed to go wherever Josh says.
I respect him.
George got up and walked away halfway through the ‘family meeting’.
He can’t deal with long conversations.
He’s got my house and the rags of my former relationships.
So, I guess I’m going to Boulder.
I really loved being here this summer; God taught me a lot and freed me from some demons.
September is my favorite month here.
My dad will chuckle.

He will also burn in hellfire and brimstone unless he repents and tells the truth about what he did to me and this family.  

I’m trying hard not to curse them.
I wish I could just get away from them.

10:50 am

‘I was sent a video of my wife having sex’: Ashley Madison members and their heartbroken spouses reveal the devastating impact last year’s hack had on their lives

  • In 2015  the details of 30 million Ashley Madison users were leaked
  • A year on Channel 4 meets some of those who fell victim to the breach 
  • Documentary meets those who were exposed by the hackers
  • Partners opened up about their families being destroyed by the site

(The SITE destroyed their families…how did the SITE get the information to do it?)

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3766961/Ashley-Madison-members-reveal-devastating-impact-year-s-hack.html#ixzz4J13AbzGk
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10:45 am

7:50 am

Isaac asked last night if I wanted him to go to court with me.  I said, “ARE YOU KIDDING?  So you can have me locked up again?  I don’t trust you.”

BUT GOD, just now in the hot tub told me I should ask him and he said yes.

The light switch in the bathroom has reversed!  NOW, when you flip the switch UP…the light goes off; down means the light is on.  It’s been the other way since I was a child.  This is truly weird.

A Narcissist is always many steps ahead of the game with their manipulation, triangulation, lies and betraying people – unfortunately nobody knows that they are playing this game with a Narcissist!

6:59 am

(1 Timothy 5:8): “But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel.” 

(I have to go take a shower before court.)

Israeli tanks enter Gaza Strip, fire live rounds at Palestinian farmers


Palestinian sources say several Israeli battle tanks, escorting bulldozers, have entered the central part of the besieged Gaza Strip, and fired a number of shots at Palestinians gathering to stop the ravaging of farms.

The sources, speaking anonymously, said four Israeli tanks and two armored bulldozers advanced more than 150 meters into farming lands east of the Bureij refugee camp on Wednesday morning, and bulldozed them while unmanned aerial vehicles flew overhead, the International Middle East Media Center reported.

They added that the soldiers also fired many live rounds to keep Palestinian farmers out of their own lands during the invasion.

An open letter to Evangelical supporters of Israel

Addressing Christian Zionists who brush aside the occupation by saying, ‘it’s complicated,’ an American Evangelical writes: ‘Injustice is only complicated to those who don’t suffer from it.’

 In my eyes, Tigers for Israel and the Princeton Committee on Palestine were akin to College Republicans and Democrats. Both had valid points and interesting arguments, but no one was right or wrong. Both groups also seemed very emotional, and I wasn’t one to get swept away with radical types.
Then I graduated and came to the Middle East.
“It can’t be easy to stake your life on something and see it flipped inside out, I thought, remembering an Israeli friend who’d changed his thinking after a gap year in Tibet. “The Tibetans live there with their language, religion and culture. It’s all Tibetan,” he’d told me, face wrenched, words slow. “But the people in control are all Chinese. Another race is in charge. I thought that was so wrong. Then I felt upset, because like, you know, it was sort of, it reminded me of what we have here.”

6:49 am

The Fundamentalist movement rejected Modernism, intending to stand by the faith’s original tenets.
Unfortunately, as we will now see, Fundamentalism was itself infiltrated and hijacked, consistent with the Rothschild strategy of funding both sides of wars. 

Scofield started out as a crooked Kansas lawyer and politician, working under the auspices of John J. Ingalls, a major figure in corrupt Kansas politics. In 1881, theAtchison Globe reported:

C. I. Schofield [sic], who was appointed United States District Attorney for Kansas in 1873, and who turned out worse than any other Kansas official, is now a Campbellite preacher in Missouri. His wife and two children live in Atchison. He contributes nothing to their support except good advice.2

That same year, the Topeka Daily Capital picked up the story:

Cyrus I. Schofield, formerly of Kansas, late lawyer, politician and shyster generally, has come to the surface again, and promises once more to gather around himself that halo of notoriety that has made him so prominent in the past. The last personal knowledge that Kansans have had of this peer among scalawags, was when about four years ago, after a series of forgeries and confidence games he left the state and a destitute family and took refuge in Canada. For a time he kept undercover, nothing being heard of him until within the past two years when he turned up in St. Louis, where he had a wealthy widowed sister living who has generally come to the front and squared up Cyrus’ little follies and foibles by paying good round sums of money. Within the past year, however, Cyrus committed a series of St. Louis forgeries that could not be settled so easily, and the erratic young gentleman was compelled to linger in the St. Louis jail for a period of six months.3

However, court cases against Scofield were inexplicably dropped. As Joseph M. Canfield, who is probably Scofield’s most thorough biographer, notes: “The very sudden dropping of the criminal charges without proper adjudication suggests that Scofield’s career was in the hands of someone who had clout . . .”4
What a twisted mess!  Israel is important, we’re supposed to pray always for peace in Jerusalem but Jesus warned us about fake Jews.
How can we know Truth?  Maybe ask Him for yourself?  
I think that’s actually His goal for permitting all this CONFUSION.
“According to Scofield, his conversion to Christ occurred in 1879 in his “St. Louis law office.” However, he was not a member of Missouri’s bar, and no record exists of his practicing law in that state5—in fact, he was habitually on the run from the law.”

6:27 am

“Lord, please open the eyes of my siblings and my mom so they can be saved from what is coming this next year.”

6:12 am

The Silent Treatment.
I grew up with the silent treatment, sometimes it lasted for months.  This time it’s lasted for seven years.  And naturally, when the patriarch decides he’s gonna pout, everybody has to suffer…and pretend his sensitive ego is  worth pacifying at the expense of four other lives with needs and value of their own.
FEAR and LONELINESS are the outstanding characteristics of my childhood in this house. I wrote in my first book that I hated this house but I love it now.    I choose not to hate anything anymore and I rejoice on the deck feeling the wind off the lake, but also this house has become symbolic to my life-long struggle against the dreaded Silent Treatment.  
No answers.

You never know what you did wrong, but you KNOW YOU SCREWED UP.

Never accountability to another person.
Never accountability for harmful behaviors.
Never attempts to soothe another person’s misery.  
Rewarding and punishing with no factual premise but rather to TRIANGULATE PEOPLE or to gain an advantage in some (often) unfathomable way.
Always disregard for laws with perpetual cheating and stealing.
Always lies.  Just for fun.

No believer in Jesus, even a BABY would believe that any of these characteristics describe an elderly, life-long Christian.

Yet, we all did.
Others pretend they still do.

Baptists SERIOUSLY do not believe the BIBLE.

Revelation 22:14 Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.

15 For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.

4:56 am

The Clergy Response Team falls under the umbrella series of programs known as National Voluntary Organizations Active in Disaster (NOVAD) which is a non-profit, member organization which shares knowledge and resources throughout a disaster. The organization helps to prepare, respond, recover and to mitigate the damage caused by some unknown disaster which lies presumably in the future of humanity.

Amazingly, NOVAD claims to be a faith-based coalition which is structured as a non-governmental organization and operates on a national scale and is supported by tax dollars funneled to DHS.

Instantly, Bible believing Christians should smell a rat. Since when, in the modern era, has the federal government ever sponsored organized religion? The answer is not since well before the advent of the atheist activist, Madalyn Murray O’Hair, who was successful in banning prayer in the public schools in 1963. Then why would the government suddenly fund and support a “faith-based organization” on a national scale?  The simple answer is that Homeland Security is seeking to control our churches and ministers, before the impending train wreck comes to fruition inside of America.

Dave Hodges, more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/police-state/2016/08/the-new-world-order-has-taken-over-my-church-3543.html

4:51 am

I’m ruminating about going to court.  That same court locked me up in January and poisoned me:

Dear Judge and esteemed opposing counsel,
If I had two thousand dollars (I don’t know the amount, the original debt was maybe that much, it’s from 10-12 years ago) I would proffer it immediately.  (Well, probably after asking for a reduction in the amount you will accept.)  However, I am penniless and I own nothing and am essentially homeless.  
Several years ago I ran for office and my rich father objected, and since then I have lost every relationship with EVERY SINGLE PERSON I LOVED, and I lost everything of material value in my life.  My father would have been DELIGHTED to have me in office–IF I COULD BE BOUGHT.  Instead, now I have NOTHING…except my integrity. 
I’d be happy to give you money and I’d even sign something saying I would,  but I don’t earn any money since I spend every waking hour working to restore the relationships that have been stolen from me.
I will not fake it though, and that’s why I work towards this and not towards earning money.    I DEMAND THAT MY FAMILY SEE TRUTH.  They can hate me then if they choose.

…or maybe not…

12 But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name’s sake.

13 And it shall turn to you for a testimony.

14 Settle it therefore in your hearts, not to meditate before what ye shall answer:

15 For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist.

16 And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.

17 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake.

18 But there shall not an hair of your head perish.
(Luke 21)
“Dear God, I love sleeping.  I wish I never had to wake up.  Thank you that I can sleep after all these years, and thank you that waking up is WAY BETTER than it was.”

“Oh, help me to remember the HELL of being in the grip of electronic torment that never stops!  ONLY IT DID!  DEAR GOD, thank you! GIVE ME PATIENCE AND COURAGE AND WISDOM AND GRACE AND STAMINA AND RESOURCES AND OPPORTUNITY to STOP THE TORTURE FOR OTHERS!”

“Please, ease my heart about this day and about my sons.  PLEASE allow me to represent you in holiness and not consider myself. Please, please may I see fruit for my unending labor?  PLEASE SAVE MY SONS FROM THE EVIL OF LIES!  Please, heal their suffering hearts, and George’s.  I know you can.  You fix me over and over again.  Then I am attacked.  VICTORY.  Please, show the victory. Please, show the triumph over those who intend to STOP THE TRUTH!  Please, may I have joy?”
“Your joy is my strength and I was growing stronger!  Don’t let me falter!  Don’t let the attacks of my sons stop my momentum. THEY’VE NEVER EVEN SEEN A LEGITIMATELY JOYFUL PERSON!  I shouldn’t hold it against them that they don’t believe me.”  
“I am so joyful when I am not around them.  They are merely better, when I am gone.  I need a place to be, and we all need more of you.  Please give them the gift of repentance and exceeding joy?  Please, restore these relationships that were ripped from us!  They’d like me now if they ever gave me enough time to feel accepted.  I’ve been rejected so thoroughly I can’t influence anybody with your Truth.  Please, turn the tables on the enemy’s plans against me and my family.  Please, SHOW US YOUR GLORY!  Amen.”

4:16 am

The New World Order Has Taken Over My Church

As this Sunday comes and goes, I will not be attending church. With a scant few exceptions the church has been invaded in the same manner that our Constitution has been obliterated.

Refusing to Stand Up to Evil

As the country struggles to come to grips with the illegal alien invasion, which threatens our economy, our collective health and our national sovereignty, we are unable to look to our churches to provide the leadership needed in this time of crisis.

(I contacted this Dave Hodges several years ago about my evidence of ELECTRONIC TORTURE AND GANGSTALKING OF INNOCENT CITIZENS and he suggested I go to a pastor.  I’m glad he’s realizing more.)

Read at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/police-state/2016/08/the-new-world-order-has-taken-over-my-church-3543.html


4:04 am

Today is my brother’s birthday.

His daughter sent us a letter asking for money for some sporting thing.

She’s very nice, she probably doesn’t realize I am destitute and that her dad even refuses to let me sleep in a surplus hotel room.  I wish I could see her sometimes.

I go to court today.

I’ve been frightened about this but after yesterday this doesn’t seem so daunting.  It’s amazing how instructive is repeatedly realizing that having no love is WAY MORE IMPORTANT than having no money or being summoned before the authorities.  God knows what he’s doing with me.  I’m not liking it yet.



9:00 pm

Cops Now Can Use DNA To Create ‘wanted’ posters from DNA

8:51 pm

“Your struggling to get away from this man who’s trying to kill you IS MAKING HIM ANGRY.”

“You’re making him mad with your efforts to resist.”

  “That’s the reason he’s killing you.”


Misapplied Pressure in Abuse Cases


“It seems to me pressure is brought to bear far too often on the victim of abuse – pressure to accommodate and forgive the abuser – rather than application of pressure on the abuser to change his ways or else.”

“To my shame, I admit I have difficulty articulating a message directed toward the perpetrator of abuse that communicates the depth of his evil and depravity, much less the eternal consequences of his ways.”

“I’ve witnessed few examples of upright men applying spiritual, intellectual and physical pressure on abusers, yet have witnessed countless examples of pressure placed on victims to “forgive and forget”. This has got to change.”

8:41 pm

“Saul was AFRAID of David, because the Lord was with him, and He was departed from Saul.”

“Yeah, that happens, Mr. Narc…Mr. and Mrs. COVERT narc…who love to hide behind the cloak of Christianity,

when all the while the SPIRIT OF GOD long ago departed.”


7:29 pm

Ramsey Orta, Activist Who Filmed Eric Garner’s Death, Needs Your Help

“The man who filmed the police killing of Eric Garner, Ramsey Orta, is now heading to jail for four years on unrelated charges—making him the only person at the scene of Garner’s killing who will serve jail time,” TIME reported last summer. “Last week Orta took a plea deal on weapons and drug charges. He says he has been repeatedly arrested and harassed by cops since he filmed the fatal police chokehold nearly two years ago.”

See more here:   http://www.activistpost.com/2016/08/ramsey-orta-activist-who-filmed-eric-garners-death-needs-your-help.html

He Did This For Me♥



7:26 pm

When the Narc Craps All Over Your Kindness


Hanadi Ali

thank you so much❤ I feel validated
Lexi C

My dad would do something like that described in the first 2 minutes of the video. Overt narc bastard! He would then forget and pretend everything was “normal”. Narcs are nothing more than demons in human flesh. They know exactly what to say and do. I had one that knew when he would die and and actually died when he said he would. Yes. I believe in demons and the narc is definitely just that. I thought by being nice to my dad, my grandmothers (both of them), certain friends, my first “boyfriend” who was actually a narc/handler and my ‘husband” that they would change their evil ways. But EVIL IS JUST EVIL, they don’t care how kind and loving you are, that actually empowers them. RUN PEOPLE, RUN from the narc and spare yourself their insanity and hatred, if you can. I actually had a couple use sneak techniques and other people to get back in to my life but thankfully going NO CONTACT I am rid of them at the moment.
end comment……….

“This is a common trait with narcissists and psychopaths.  They like to piss all over your acts of love and compassion.  Have you discovered this?”


7:03 pm

Woman Happily Living in a $2500 Travel Trailer

6:55 pm

Taking Ground From the Enemy/ New Demonic Assignments/Spiritual Warfare 7

“In your dealings with others, please understand that you are in a war planned to derail relationships and stop your forward motion.”

“We’re having to be ever so careful in what we think or say, because the Lord is holding us to a much higher standard of virtue now.”



6:41 pm

JESUS SAYS… I am leading you into your Dreams ❤️ Trust Me – Message from August 27th, 2016

6:17 pm

Despite 120% increase in men reporting sexual abuse, UK’s biggest male rape charity gets funding slashed to 0. They released this video in response.

HEARTBREAKING.  Child sexual abuse ruins lives.

“I must have asked for it somehow.  Like I said, I’d never hurt my kids so I keep a distance.”

See more:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/despite-120-increase-in-men-reporting-sexual-abuse-uks-biggest-male-rape-charity-gets-funding-slashed-to-0-they-released-this-video-in-response/


5:30 pm


Great news from 1/13/13

Glenn Jackson:

What the Father began to speak with me about concerning our children is
still being expanded in my spirit, but the essence of what He is saying is that
things are about to change “supernaturally” and in such a way that they shall be
not only set free from the “presence of the world” – and Satan’s schemes against
them – but they shall also come into the fulness of all that He created them for –
even in the short time we have left.
Our sole task as parents is to – in our perfect
obedience to the will of God – “allow” the anointing abiding within us to be
“poured forth” upon our children and as we are faithful in our “consistency” to
depart from our “own” understanding THEN the wisdom of God shall always
“perfectly” vindicate ALL that we say or do – whether they are in agreement at
first or not – and the precious and tender Spirit of love upon our words and actions
shall surely “overcome” anything and everything that Satan and his forces
“attempt” against them – in and through the “spirits of rebellion”.
It is so important for us to “redeem our time” with our children. Let us set
ourselves in perfect agreement for “all” of our children to enter into the fulness of
all that the Father has created them for. I suspect that their “activities” and the time
spent with us in the coming days shall be most interesting and much more exciting
than the things in the “world” which seek continually to distract them from life
that has been prepared for them – in Christ.
Our children’s eyes are about to be
“opened” in a very big way and they will come into a place of “true fellowship”
with us and this “true fellowship” shall begin to prepare them powerfully for all
that lies before them, but most importantly the love of God shall flow freely in our
households and our ministry together in a way which we thought was impossible
this side of Heaven itself. Glory to God!

5:22 pm

From JANUARY 11, 2013

January 11
“The mayor  is in the hospital. His colon was perforated during a colonoscopy.”
“Josh does nothing now, but play video games and wash his hands.  He doesn’t take care of his fish.  He doesn’t haul firewood unless George makes a special request.  He doesn’t even flush the toilet when he’s stuffed it full of paper.  He says it’s my fault and if I weren’t here, he’d do lots of stuff.  He’d work on his Swedish.  He does nothing.  He and George stay up until 2 or 3, ostensibly to be away from me.  I have nowhere to go.  I don’t see anything getting better for Josh even if I left, George would just allow him to sit as he did during the time I was “sick”.  Josh says he is expected to be weird, I forced him to praise Jesus when he was little.”
“I was repeatedly raped, etc.  My fault.  I must go.  I have nowhere to go.  He said if I got myself together I could get a job.  I work more than anybody I know!  I have my stuff together!  Not good enough.  There is nothing but truth that could remedy this situation for any one of us.  No truth seems forthcoming, despite my extensive efforts.  God told me to be still.  Guess I have no choice”. 
“George told Isaac he doesn’t know what to do about Josh.  The first time I tried to talk about Josh having any problem was the day George punched a two-foot hole in the bedroom wall.  At least now, many months of handwashing later, he realizes there is a problem.  He won’t do anything.  He never did anything about me!  I ALMOST DIED!  Buy her another bottle, at least she’s quiet.”
“Lord Jesus, my life has been committed to you for so many years in a manner nobody I know can understand.  Anything. Anything.  Anything.  And look where I am?  No friends, no family that cares, I am a total outcast.  I guess that means I am perfectly positioned for a miracle.  There is no end in sight.  Every day is the same for Josh and me.  Silence.  Politeness, occasionally.  Me jumping at every need expressed by these two guys.  JOSH  is in pain and my mere presence makes it worse.”
“Jesus, my life and all.  I have no way to fix anything and no way to escape.  I have no resources.  I have no prospects.  I have no person.  Only you, Lord.  That’s more than enough.  I declare to Satan and all the hoards of hell, “JESUS IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!  I am filled with the Holy Ghost and your attempts to destroy me and my destiny have failed!  The blood of JESUS WON!!!  You are defeated and finished!  My boys will love Jesus and love me!  Truth will set them free!  You have no authority over my life!!!  I am a disciple of Jesus Christ and he knows the way out of this mess!  HE SET IT UP!  You did not.  I give you far too much credit when I become dejected and pitiful.  I AM NOT PITIFUL!!!  I Won because Jesus defeated you years ago!!!”
“I reject self-pity by the blood of Jesus, and in the power of Jesus’ mind, body, and spirit!  I reject resentment.  I reject hopelessness!  I reject loneliness!  I come against every mind-binding spirit in the name and under the shed blood of Jesus!  I reject worry over my children!  They belong to the Lord, he said so in 2007 and again yesterday.  He said he would lose NONE of those the father has given him!  That’s Josh!  That’s Isaac!”
“I declare that truth will be exposed regarding my years of abuse!  I declare that my boys shall see the enemy for what it is…the lie!  I declare that Jesus is Lord!  Even so, Lord Jesus, come.”
Satan lost.  Satan lost.  Satan lost.

5:16 pm

I baked cod with cracker crumbs and made the macaroni and tomatoes that George likes to have with fish because that’s how his mom made it.  I made a chocolate cake with milk chocolate ganache.  I’m fasting.  And crying.  I’m really fighting self-pity.  I’d ask somebody to pray for me but…


BUMP TO THE TOP, From 1/9/13

Just before I left to go take care of the paralyzed guy.  I’ve been trying to deliver Josh from me and from torment for SO LONG.  I don’t know how to do it.

From God, when I was feeling just like this,
January 10, 2013
“Be still, Linda.  Be still.  You don’t have to work so hard to be in my presence.  I am always here and I am not like your father.  You’re frantic to earn love but you don’t have to earn mine. I’ll never leave you nor forsake you.  Man judges by the works but I judge by the heart.  Your heart is mine.
“I’ve chosen you to be a sign and a wonder.  Your life will give hope to many people.  Your children are mine; do not fret.  You will not be alone.  Haven’t I given you a loving heart companion?  Does he not persist?  Commune with the spirit for I enjoy your harmony.  He needs you as much as you need him.  Do not question my ways.”
“Unbelief displeases me.  Do not be so critical of all you hear in the spirit.  “Try every spirit” is a yesterday message for you.  If you err, err on the side of believing more, rather than less.  You know with great assurance that I will correct you.  Is it not so?  You know I am with you and will protect you even in your folly.”
“You choose to be perfect before me.  Only I can make it so.  Do not strive.”
“Remember my early words to you, for they shall shortly come to pass.  Remember my provision and guidance.  Remember that George belongs to me in a way unknown thus far.  Behold, I do a new thing.  I love saying that!  Behold the glory!  Behold me!”
Priscilla Van Sutphin
January 3, 2013
“Incredible Energy”
“I know that many of my own are worn down by all that has been going on in their lives.  There has been so much assault on your destiny.  Like my servant, Paul spoke of, terrors within, terrors without, loss and severe afflictions.  But, this has not been for nothing, beloveds.  I’m reminding you again that you asked to be like me.
I took you at your word, and I am bringing you forth as gold.
You are worn, but you haven’t given up on me.  That, I am very proud of you for.  And, your rewards are forthcoming.  For I will give you your heart’s desire, and I will establish my kingdom within you, and you will be conduits of my glory so you will have all the energy you need.  You will have everything you need to accomplish what I put you here for.
Keep your eyes on me, and behold me in my word, and in the worship.  Wait on me and keep your eyes fixed on all I’ve done for you.  Let me fill you up with my glory, for I am manifesting my glory in this hour to those who are filling the airwaves with praises, and the Word.
Declare the promises I’ve given for I have not forgotten you.  I have been waiting for all the orchestra (Big ol’ band!) to be clothed in white raiment, that reflects an attitude that knows that I AM your righteousness.  I AM your hope of glory!  I AM your peace, who has broken down every door.  I break down every door of your heart and destroy every vestige of unbelief in My goodness in your heart. 
You say that you love me, and I know that in your hearts you do.  But, the soul is not free of demons.  There are things that inhibit you from giving me that praise and worship.  There are fears, and there are spirits of self-pity, and discontentment with all you’ve gone through.  There are spirits of rejection and rebellion still in your soul that keep you from obedience in all areas.  And oh yes, there is much pride in many hearts because they don’t want to admit that maybe they aren’t perfect yet.  Well, there are none who are perfect but me.  I am the perfect one.  I am the one who died for you and paid the price.  If you could be perfect you wouldn’t have needed me.  Selah.
But in the midst of the darkness I AM rising and I will demonstrate my love for you, and those who have doubted you and mistrusted and misunderstood, and who have judged you without mercy will be judged without mercy themselves.  They will endure great change that will bring the desired outcome.
So put away all bitterness and self-pity.  Put away all your anger at rejection for there is much of this because of all the wounds.  Come to me and let me touch you now, for I am longing to soothe your wounded heart.  In quietness and rest you will be restored.
Don’t wait, for I have extended the window for a bit longer, but it is not open much longer, and as the enemy arises with great confidence in his plan, I also will arise with my plan, and you will see what you have longed to see.
You will see me and feel me as never before, and your heart will swell with joy unspeakable and overflowing.  And my glory will be seen upon you.  Do not be anxious.  Trust me to lead you in time.  Trust me to lead you through.  Trust me to show you what to do.  Sit and wait on me.  Be still and know that I AM God and I love you and am beside you through all that comes.”
“Lord, I claim this word as my own message from you!  Thank you!”
BACK TO 2016

I looked at an old camper that’s for sale for 1900 dollars.

I could be really happy in that  bondo-bucket.

I don’t think I’m supposed to go yet.

Besides, 1900 might as well be a million.  I owe a thousand for my broken tooth.


1:10 pm

I applied  for two jobs.

I picked a four-leaf clover.

11:18 am

I went to Newberry to pick up a young woman to cut my hair.

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers and gave one to her.


9:02 AM

My electric clock is five minutes slower than the computer and I just set it yesterday after the lights blinked.

“Narcissists enjoy inflicting abuse on their victims because it creates trauma.

TRAUMAS ARE STRONGHOLDS FOR DEMONS to subjugate targets even further…”

“The energy created out of SEXUAL ABUSE is perhaps one of the strongest forces for taking or imprisoning the energy of another human.  Far beyond just their human energy,   it goes INTO THE SPIRIT.”

8:59 AM

Are You Infected with the Narcissistic Sexual Energy Virus?

“One prevalent form of narcissistic abuse occurs sexually. The abuse maybe caused by narcissistic parents.”


“Narcissistic Sexual abuse is an assault that attacks the body, mind and spirit of a victim.”

FREAK ACCIDENTS !!! Religious statues destroyed by GOD ?

Or just coincidence

1 Samuel 5:When the Philistines took the ark of God, they brought it into the house of Dagon, and set it by Dagon.

And when they of Ashdod arose early on the morrow, behold, Dagon was fallen upon his face to the earth before the ark of the Lord. And they took Dagon, and set him in his place again.

And when they arose early on the morrow morning, behold, Dagon was fallen upon his face to the ground before the ark of the Lord; and the head of Dagon and both the palms of his hands were cut off upon the threshold; only the stump of Dagon was left to him.

Narcissist Suzie Flash back – Suzie tries to take my shoes

“Did you use my cup?  I can never trust you.”
“We’re talking about your cup set.  What does that have to do with my shoes?”
“I’m mad at you so take them off and give them to me.”

7:20 am

Why Nova Scotia woman regrets reporting sexual assault: ‘I got the conviction…. And yet, he’s out free’

“Despite the ostensibly successful trial, Graham said the two-year journey through the legal process has been punishing. At every juncture, Graham says Beck-Wentzell was given the benefit of the doubt, while she says she was treated “like a piece of evidence” and less than “an actual human being.”

“All of the occult groups that control the matrix like Zionist/Jews, Freemasons, Jesuits and the others are sex cults, specifically pedophile sex cults. So reason would dictate that the society that it spawns would be sexually perverted to suit their demonic appetite. This is the ELEPHANT in the living room that no one wants to discuss.”
“When we are making children as a side effect of fleshy activity, in other words as a side effect of carnal impulse instead of a desire to create life, the children, number one, will suffer because most of them were not wanted.  The births will be very difficult, and THE SPIRITUALITY AND SPIRITUAL CAPACITY OF THE CHILD WILL BE ALTERED AS A CONSEQUENCE OF THE LACK OF PARENTAL CONSCIOUSNESS.”

Mandela Effect-2 Billion People Missing!!!-Are we Dead ?! ReVisited!!

Heya peeps, I remember Gene wilder aka Willy Wonka clearly remember that he died last year but when I saw on twitter that he replied to someone’s post saying “I’m still alive” I was confused then I hear once again on the news today that he died today. I’m also from the old Earth. I have been experiencing effects of static,high pitch noises, old music during sleep when no ones downstairs. Its like I can phase in and out of reality somehow. I also raised my vibration by crystals and meditation.

We have David Seaman’s 2 articles on Hillary Health questions that Huffington Post banned!


Persistent enemies require our persistent faith, prayer, & prophecy

Stay faithful to the Lord for any amount of time and you may find that the enemies of the Lord can be rather persistent about their aspirations to tear down God’s plans. If we stand firm on our Christian convictions, however, we may more often than not find our enemies’ plans thwarted. This is something that the prophet Elisha came face to face with in his dealings with kings from two nations–Israel and Syria.
Standing for the Lord is often a thankless endeavor when we represent him daily among worldly-minded people. Even miracles from God and showing mercy may not turn our enemies from constantly placing us in their cross-hairs. But if we persist in our righteousness against their persistent evil, we may experience God’s miraculous deliverance from their wicked schemes, just like Elisha did.

13 For I have heard the slander of many: fear was on every side: while they took counsel together against me, they devised to take away my life.14 But I trusted in thee, O Lord: I said, Thou art my God.15 My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me. Ps. 31

New Neil Young Documentary Exposes Monsanto and “The Dark Act”

The short 10 minute expose documents the true story of Michael and Wayne White- father and son farmers, who took on the massive biotech corporation to court.

Wayne White was sued by Monsanto decades after ceasing to farm and the case brought against him virtually ruined his life, according to his son Michael who says, “He went to his grave –this grave – still afraid of [Monsanto].”
(White’s son says that saving and replanting his own seed saves him TWENTY THOUSAND DOLLARS each year!)

Bill Clinton bombed Saddam to distract from the Monica Lewinsky scandal — Operation Desert Fox was ordered the day after the House of Representatives issued a report accusing the president of ‘high crimes and misdemeanors’ and ended on the day the articles of impeachment were passed

From: Daily Mail

EXCLUSIVE: Bill Clinton bombed Saddam to distract from the Monica Lewinsky scandal – what Huma Abedin’s Muslim journal claimed about her boss’s husband

An article in the Muslim journal where Huma Abedin was assistant editor claimed Bill Clinton bombed Saddam Hussein to deflect from his Monica Lewinsky affair. …

‘By occasionally bombing Iraq in the name of humanity, at least, he has been able to look strong and presidential.’

Clinton’s bombing of Iraq in December 1998 was widely mocked as ‘Monica’s war‘.
Can Americans Overthrow The Evil That Rules Them?
By Paul Craig Roberts

Hillary is a warmonger, perhaps the ultimate and last one if she becomes president, as the combination of her hubris and incompetence is likely to result in World War 3. On July 3, 2015, Hillary declared: “I want the Iranians to know that if I’m president, we will attack Iran. . . . we would be able to totally obliterate them.” The crazed Hillary went on from this to declare the President of Russia to be “the new Hitler.” Little doubt she thinks she can obliterate Russia also.

Hillary is the one who brought zionist neocon Victoria Nuland into the State Department to oversee the US coup in Ukraine in order to create more propaganda against Russia and force Washington’s European vassals to impose sanctions and place military bases on Russia’s borders, thus provoking a nuclear power and raising dangerous tensions.

This fits in perfectly with Wolfowitz’s intention. As Wolfowitz is Hillary’s likely Secretary of Defense, the two together mean World War 3.
“When the Soviet Union collapsed, Wolfowitz, then a high Pentagon official, penned the Wolfowitz doctrine. The doctrine states that the principal goal of US foreign policy is to prevent the rise of other countries that could serve as constraints on US unilateralism. This means Russia and China,  The combination of Hillary with Wolfowitz should scare everyone in the entire world. The prospect of nuclear weapons being in such crazed hands as those of Hillary and Wolfowitz is the most alarming thought imaginable.”

7:10 am

“Ignorant and sinful people!  You have all become as false gods before Me, detestable idols, meet only to be broken in pieces.  For each one of you, from the least to the greatest, have turned from Me, each to his own way!  You worship yourselves!”
“Die to yourselves, cry out; call upon the name of Salvation and repent!  Did I not say to you that all of your knowledge is useless, that your thoughts and imaginings were in vain?”
“When will you forsake your so-called knowledge and be set free?  I AM THE LORD!  Yes, I AM HE!  There is no knowledge apart from me, and there is no understanding save it is given you by Mashiach–HE is your master,”
“BLIND and HARD PEOPLES, REPENT!  For my face is turned against you, my shoulders are set, and my hand is READY TO STRIKE!”

Today when Josh and Isaac left to run errands,  Josh asked, “Do you need anything from Manistique?”
That’s a very first and I was so grateful that I didn’t even ask him to return some soda bottles that they don’t sell around here.  <3


Here’s a new one:
“Abraham Lincoln: Lincoln was NOT murdered by John Wilkes Booth. Lincoln was placed in the office of presidency as a pawn. The Illuminati knew that if he was elected then the South would secede. The Civil War made the North very, very rich. That was the only reason the Civil War was allowed to happen. If the Illuminati had not seen the opportunity to become rich off of the war, then slavery would still be an American institution. Lincoln was placed in office just to start the war. He made a deal that once the war was over, that he would be removed from office. This was taken care of through a fake assassination, and he spent the rest of his days in a bunker in Mexico.”
“Yet more of these bunkers contain robots that are designed and ready to infiltrate the workplace in the case of a labor shortage. The scenario in which these robots will most likely be used is when the mind control aspect of the Illuminati’s plan goes into effect. Robots will be sent in to perform the jobs that these people were doing, and these people will be used for other events, such as war, propaganda, and violence. These robots will also be used once population control goes into effect.”
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Flint, MI, Water Is Now Causing Rashes And Hair Loss Across The City


CHAOS Will Erupt Across America In Less Than 100 Days…

Why the docility in the face of clear provocation?

It is because Trump supporters understand that any retaliatory violence now will be instantly, widely, and incessantly portrayed by the whorish mainstream media as proof that “Trump is dangerous” and “Trump’s movement is violent” and “Trump invites violence.” So his supporters endure the abuse. They endure the spittle. They endure the shoves and punches. They endure the theft of their possessions. They endure the damaged cars and the incessant harassment. For now, for the sake of their political movement and the candidacy of Donald Trump, they do not strike back…

But what happens after the election? It matters not who wins. If Hillary Clinton is elected, by hook or by crook, the mass movement harnessed by Donald Trump will be free to respond to physical attacks. If Donald Trump wins the Presidency, there will similarly be no reason to continue to endure physical attacks and humiliations by the street thugs of the Democrats. Whether Trump or Hillary Clinton is in the White House, there will be no reason to hold back.

The political establishment as we know it today will not survive intact

When it’s all said and done, if Trump wins the presidency, the political establishment as we know it today will be obliterated on multiple levels. For starters, the people have already lost faith in the establishment system, and if things escalate, it’s not difficult to envision a near future where Hillary Clinton is imprisoned while people like Huma, Lynch and Eric Holder are tried for treason.

Even if Clinton does win the election and occupy the White House, the global end game is fast approaching anyway. A Clinton White House only further encourages the calls for revolt across the population, and Hillary’s deep corruption and criminality is so despised by nearly all soldiers and police officers that it’s hard to imagine her being able to demand respect from either of those groups. In fact, it’s a lot easier to imagine a military coup against President Clinton that it is to imagine a successful eradication of the Second Amendment by her presidency.

‘It’s outrageous’: Clinton’s aides had concerns about email setup

Israeli ultra-Orthodox Teacher Reportedly Fired for Getting Her Driver’s License

(How unfair!  I’m sure she just wanted to be able to drive so she could SERVICE BETTER, the needs of her MENFOLK.)

5:41 am

“I’m triggered, I’m triggered, I need a safe space”

(…far AWAY FROM MY SEXUALLY-ELECTRONICALLY ASSAULTED MOM who is healing VERY WELL during the brief periods of time when  she thinks she has a home…)

My sons act just like Corky:

At a meeting, the CEO of the firm announces: “And we’re going to have one of our new attorneys, the very brilliant Harvard grad, Corky Muffy Zwicker-Landsman-Feldstein-Ho-Fernandez-Washington in the second chair.”

Corky replies: “Sorry, I can’t take this one. When they were teaching rape law at Harvard, I was wearing ear plugs.”

CEO: “What? Why?”

Corky: “Because the words ‘rape’ and ‘violate’ trigger me.”

CEO: “Trigger? What do you mean?”

Corky: “I experience a deep, deep emotional disturbance. So I know nothing about rape cases.”

CEO: “But what if all young law students followed your example? How would we defend people accused of rape in this country?”

Corky: “I’ve given the question a great deal of thought. I think a properly programmed computer could act as defense attorney. There would be no jury, of course, because they could be triggered, too. Ditto for the judge. The judge, the prosecutor, and the defense attorney would all be computers. They would decide the case. Besides, if a man is on trial for rape, he’s guilty. He’s a man.”
“It’s been two years now since the whole ordeal, and I feel ready to stand up and own what happened to me and make sure other people, other girls and boys, don’t need to be ashamed, either,” said Prout, now 17 and about to start her senior year at a different school.”

Opera announces data breach: stored passwords stolen for 1.7M users

Presenting next U.S. President and Next Big Blockbuster TV Series: Designated Survivor – coming to ABC TV 21 September 2016

“What do you want me to do now?  DECLARE WAR?”
(I wonder what other MIND-CONTROL efforts this show uses to ‘condition’ the public.)
“But even though a steady drummer may be more intelligent than his or her bandmates, the drummer’s gifts can be shared: a tight beat can actually transfer that natural intelligence to others.” 

Hillary Clinton’s closest aide revealed in a deposition last week that her boss destroyed at least some of her schedules as secretary of state — a revelation that could complicate matters for the presumptive Democratic nominee, who, along with the State Department she ran, is facing numerous lawsuits seeking those public records.

Huma Abedin was deposed in connection with a Freedom of Information Act lawsuit into Clinton’s emails — but her admission could be relevant to another lawsuit seeking Clinton’s schedules.

“If there was a schedule that was created that was her Secretary of State daily schedule, and a copy of that was then put in the burn bag, that. . . that certainly happened on. . .on more than one occasion,” Abedin told lawyers representing Judicial Watch, the conservative organization behind the emails lawsuit.

Megaupload mogul Kim Dotcom wins right to livestream his efforts to prevent his extradition to the U.S.



5:25 am

Jeanice Barcelo: PORNOGRAPHY – the DELIBERATE MANIPULATION of Human Beings — A Luciferian REBELLION against the Creator to destroy the natural order • Porn brings a person under the control of DEMONS • Causes the brain’s frontal lobes to ATROPHY, WEAKENING impulse control • Sex education changes the neural pathways of a child’s brain • Porn producers are Satanists who have the intention of destroying those who believe in God • SODOMY is rebellion against God Himself • Sodomy of a child ATTACKS NERVES at the base of the spine — a prerequisite to be able to develop multiple personalities for mind-control • The ILLUMINATI is a brotherhood of sodomites

(She is a former SEX-GODDESS-WITCH.)



8:10 pm

C-PTSD* Sucks! Stuck in Fight or Flight after Narcissistic Abuse

[*Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder]

“The narcissist says things like:  Why are you holding on to the past?  Why can’t you let that go?”
“It’s one of the things that they do to keep us silent and prevent us from talking about stuff, is they SHAME US.  And make us feel like we’re just being children, for bringing up their abuse.”

(Running regular EVICTION-DRILLS is REALLY GOOD THERAPY to address the fight-or-flight scenario!)  


“Thank you that VERY SOON nothing in this world will threaten me.” 

8:00 pm

The Mandela Effect (Tom Hanks Remembers “Life Is Like A Box A Of Chocolates”.  James Earl Jones said, “Luke.  You are my father.”)

7:37 pm

JESUS SAYS… My Bride is beautiful on the Battlefield

“This is another way to recognize my bride:  when I sorrow, she sorrows.  When I must work tirelessly, she is by My side, working as well, rain or shine.  She’s there because she truly loves me.  This is one of the true tests of my authentic bride.”
“What credit is it to you if you show up for the festivals and the celebrations but are absent at the work parties?
What does that reveal about the character of a person?  Those who are part of the Kingdom of Heaven want to be present for all facets of that life.”
“In these times, I am strengthening you for intersession, to be hot on the trail of the enemy, tending the enemy, and at certain times will I permit you to be ahead of the enemy, to cut him off and spoil his plans.”
(Yes, LORD!)

6:48 pm

I didn’t pick any clovers.  My dad’s cottage has an inhabitant now.


I am GLAD, I am so VERY glad that my sons staged another of their confrontation-dramas.  I’m grateful and glad because EVERY TIME THEY ACT THIS WAY IT HURTS LESS AND I GROW STRONGER.


If those goons can make NICE PEOPLE LIKE MY SONS have absolutely  NO INTEREST IN TRUTH FOR A PERIOD OF YEARS…they’re gonna be out of a job.






“LORD.  Thank you for the time in July when they sent me away and I drove to Texas…and then Isaac said I could come home.”

“Lord.  Thank you that I did not kill myself that day earlier this month when they staged another scene…and after you kicked the UNWORTHINESS-DEMON out of me, Isaac said the ‘spirit was changed’ and he thought I could stay longer.”

“LORD.  Thank you that THIS TIME I only cried a little bit and got much stronger and determined in my resolve to see that my story CHANGES A WHOLE LOT OF LIVES for the better.”


If my sons want CHANGE so bad, they should look a little closer to home.

They could find a purpose that would nourish their souls and grease the skids of their dreams.



6:28 pm

I don’t think I ate anything today.  I think I’m going to fast for a while.  Maybe God will honor my measly sacrifice and apply it to the salvation of my sons or my parents?  Maybe he will bless me with a glimpse of his face!  THEN I WOULD BE UNSTOPPABLE and I would run with joy, the course that is set before me.  “Please Jesus, touch me soon?”


6:15 pm

I red to my sons the letter written to Josh.
They say that nothing changes here. They can’t stand it; something must change.  I said, “I do.”  They said, “Nothing but you changes here.”  I said, “Maybe that’s because I have Jesus?”  “So, you’re the only one with Jesus?”  I said, “No.  Your dad is changing too and he also has Jesus.”  Isaac said, “But he didn’t MEAN to change.  It just happened.”  I said, “It never happened in the first twenty years I knew him so I’m kind of pleased.”  I said, “Isaac, YOU CHANGED.  And then you came back.”  Whatever.

So, in order for THEM TO CHANGE SOMETHING…I, being THE ONLY ONE WHO CHOOSES TO CHANGE AND THEN ACTUALLY ACCOMPLISHES IT, must depart.  Please explain that one to me.

5:41 pm

Letter to Josh:


Dear Josh,
I recognize how difficult it was for you to talk to me about how you feel.  I don’t want you to think I blow it off because you have been my major concern ever since Grandpa first refused to help us in 2009.  
If my absence would make you be happier and free to try some new things, I would be VERY HAPPY to leave here.  I DO NOT WISH TO CAUSE YOU PAIN.  I will go as soon as I can figure it out and even before then, if you need me to.



As you know, I am unusually responsible, dependable, and disciplined …and those things don’t happen to a mentally ill person.  Also the Bible says that GOD HAS GIVEN ME A SOUND MIND and I won’t listen to lies that disagree with God.  I JUST WON’T LISTEN. 
I’ll do whatever you wish.
Don’t curse me any longer.
Thank you.
Sincerely, Linda
Disciple of Jesus, the Christ

5:33 pm

I picked 3 more four-leaf clovers.

4:53 PM

I bought ham and salami with my foodstamps so George and my sons can have a sandwich tonight.

I picked 3  four-leaf clovers.

4:22 pm

NOW, they say if I  stay that they will leave and George will leave and they’ll lose the house.  How do they figure they can keep it and also pay rent for me somewhere they wish for me to place my body and its growing consciousness?  NOW that GOD IS FIXING ME  I WANT TO STAY UNTIL I HAVE AN ITINERARY OF PLACES TO PREACH.  Or until God moves me out.



Maybe I should tell this story again?

In 2009 I RECEIVED DIRTY THOUGHTS THAT DID NOT ORIGINATE IN MY BRAIN and I began vomiting daily and being knocked immobile for hours at a time every time I touched George.

I have spent the intervening years LEARNING HOW THAT HAPPENED and DOCUMENTING IT.


“Lord.  please CLEAR MY NAME?  You promised I would have my family’s respect and  hold my head up in the community and be a lady.  Please, could we do this?  I WANT TO PREACH.  Amen.”

This is the list Josh gave me when Isaac went to Montreal and I was trying AGAIN to be well and accepted.  And I was doing VERY WELL until Isaac came back and began again, to MANAGE ME DOWN.
Every time I begin to be ‘helped’…they undo what’s been helped and set me shaking for another series of months.

Not this time.



They don’t have to submit.  They’re homeowners, after all and their dad empties their trash and pays their bills.

They sure don’t have to value us submitted types who do not own property.  



1)  Remember most people just want to be happy and would like other people (you) to be happy too.
2)  Dogs beg.  It’s what they do.  It’s not that bad.
3)  Don’t worry about stuff you can’t change.
4)  Don’t drink beer.
5)  Double-check if somebody is attacking you or not.
6)  Keep room and bathroom clean.
7)  Ask for help.
8)  Remember, other people can’t be your source of self-worth.
9)  Go for more walks.
10)  “My life was a great many troubles, most of which never happened.”  (Mark Twain)
I think I’d submit most of this list right back at him.
He can’t blame me for his unhappiness.  No way.  I did that.  It didn’t make him any happier.
I’ve done all he listed, except I don’t ask him for help.
Also, my room got messy when I started tearing it up so I could move and then God started talking to me and giving me clovers and teaching me stuff and I stopped packing until today.  THEN they give me the talking-to.  I can’t win because I AM THE DESIGNATED SCAPE-GOAT HERE and always before.  THAT IS GETTING OVER.  
I don’t think Josh completely believes the things he wrote but
he keeps his room clean and he doesn’t drink beer.

3:04 pm

My thirty days is up.


They want me to go ‘get help’ although since the demons went away, including UNWORTHINESS, I have been getting better and happier every single day.  It’s hard to maintain a sense of WORTHINESS when I am begrudged a bed despite all my work on myself and the premises.  They want me dead.  They REJECT what I must be.  I AM A TARGETED INDIVIDUAL SAVED BY JESUS, the CHRIST.
 Isaac thinks that for ANYBODY to be influenced by the electronic weapons he or she MUST HAVE A SCREW LOOSE ALREADY.  He thinks God just permeates his every cell and he does no wrong so he could NEVER be influenced by archonic mechanics.
 “JESUS,  FORGIVE HIM and please have mercy on him so he learns to CONTROL HIS MIND while there is still time to find you.  Amen.”
Josh bared his soul.  He can’t stand having me here and every day he wakes up thinking he must make me leave.  I did everything he asked, when I asked what I should change.  Apparently, they require that my MIND BE CHANGED.  That is mind-control and that really does make them the enemies of freedom.
When they threaten that I must leave; I usually start to hyperventilate.  I asked to stay until the first of the year.  I don’t think so.  Maybe a month.  One month to find a new life and pack up the old and I don’t even know what clothes I’ll be able to wear.  They said, “You had a whole month to get ready to leave…”
I spent that month being healed and trained by God.  I was VERY SHAKY.  NOW I’M NOT.
This is ridiculous.  This was MY HOUSE until I SIGNED IT OVER TO THEM and ever since that day they’ve been trying to make me leave. They don’t think Dad arranged that on purpose. (Isn’t that cute?  When he has REFUSED ME AN AUDIENCE FOR ALL THESE YEARS DESPITE MY PLEAS ON BEHALF OF MY SONS.)  George doesn’t either and he doesn’t seem uncomfortable SERVING MY SONS.  (I think Dad knew what would happen when you put children in charge.  It’s in the Bible and Dad went to Sunday school.)
I require at least a month.  I’m still having flashbacks of the psych ward.  Do they have any compassion?
JOSH REALLY NEEDS A BREAK from me,  but I’m not the problem.
They think I AM the reason they sit on the couch all day playing games.
I used to think they were my problem when I couldn’t get work done. I don’t have any problems anymore.  God will give me a place to live and friends who are BELIEVERS.  My sons will be believers too. THEY JUST HAVE TO STOP WITH ALL THIS DRAMA!!!!!!!!  (It’s the demons, I know.)
They should grant me a month.
There is not another person on the face of the earth to whom they would deny shelter.  They even sent me out knowing I had nowhere to go but to a man’s house.  They have no love.  They would if the demons went away.  I’ve been loving on them ALL THIS TIME.


1:03 pm

I picked another four-leaf clover.

12:22 pm


JESUS EXPLAINS… GOD’s High Tech Weapon – ‘LOVE’
“What the powers behind the collider are trying to do is basically reduce people to an animal mentality turned against itself until they all kill one another.  But I will never, ever allow them to be overwhelmed if they turn to Me.”


(Didn’t I just say this yesterday?)

“They cannot stop My communing with a soul.”  


(The goons know that.  You’re welcome.)

11:40 am

I picked another four-leaf clover.

We’re taking Josh’s car to the repair shop.

11:17 am

I picked 3 more four-leaf clovers.

11:01 am

My bluejay buzzed me as I was bent over picking a clover and he lit on the nearest tree and mouthed off at me.  I missed him.  The other day he showed up with a crowd of birds, lots of other jays even.  They surrounded me and flew back and forth in front of me.  The chickadees just stayed right next to me like always.
I found a clover so beautiful it made me cry.  It doesn’t matter if Isaac loves me or if Josh loves me or if George ever did.  Jesus loves me so much he makes special clovers just for me.  I know what I feel when I pick four-leaf clovers:  I feel love.

10:57 am

I picked 6 more four-leaf clovers.

10:18 am

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers and 1 with six leaves.  Really tiny ones.  

10:08 am

I have to go to court day after tomorrow.  I don’t know why; the notice says:  HEARING.

It has to do with an old credit card bill that I thought was long gone since I got a notice freeing me from paying the judgment from the nice lawyer in Macomb county but of course, I can’t find it.  I’m hoping one of the girls will cut my hair today or tomorrow.  I look a wreck.


10:04 am

I picked 7 four and five-leaf clovers.  Really nice ones.


9:28 am

“I have a mental illness, which is gender identity disorder. I don’t even agree with how it’s called, because gender is not an identity, it’s a biological factor. How my brain works is not up to me, I don’t choose to cry every night because I’m a girl, that’s just how I am. But this is ruining my life because I just can’t be happy because of that illness.”

“So from that, to all the jerks who hate on us saying we are mentally ill, well DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT THEN.”

(Jesus already did.  Somebody should tell her about Him.)

“Find that freaking miraculous pill that will stop gender dysphoria, because no I don’t want to mutilate my body and take hormones, I just have to for my own happiness! So if there was any real cure, believe me I would take it.”

“So thank you for being more understanding of people who choose to transition, but stop promoting it like it’s normal and a good thing to do. IT’S NOT. Focus on finding a cure instead of pushing us to go through so much pain…”

See more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/i-believe-transgender-is-a-mental-illness/

9:27 am

“Election Fraud Underway” – NBC Affiliate Posts “Election Results” For Florida Race That Hasn’t Happened Yet

Republican candidate for Florida House District 86, Laurel Bennett, was a bit shocked over the weekend when she discovered that a local West Palm Beach NBC affiliate, WPTV, reported that she had lost a race even though votes hadn’t been cast yet.  Why do we need voters when it’s far easier to just skip straight to the results?
I believe transgender is a mental illness

“I am trans myself, but I came to the conclusion that gender identity disorder is really a mental illness. I am not trying to offend anyone here, but to me it makes more sense than just “a man trapped in a woman’s body” and vice versa.”

“Dr. Paul R. McHugh, the former psychiatrist-in-chief for Johns Hopkins Hospital and its current Distinguished Service Professor of Psychiatry, said that transgenderism is a “mental disorder” that merits treatment, that sex change is “biologically impossible,” and that people who promote sexual reassignment surgery are collaborating with and promoting a mental disorder.”
“The transgendered person’s disorder, said Dr. McHugh, is in the person’s “assumption” that they are different than the physical reality of their body, their maleness or femaleness, as assigned by nature. It is a disorder similar to a “dangerously thin” person suffering anorexia who looks in the mirror and thinks they are “overweight,” said McHugh.”

8:49 am

JESUS Explains the Principles of ❤️ Bridal Relationship

8:40 am

We are generators of distorted energy for consumption by entities who require our pain and suffering to thrive, and plan to turn our ENTIRE WORLD into a bad-vibe-banquet that never closes.  Humans require GOOD VIBES and
we are also creators of a human-future featuring peaceful cooperation and abundance for all.  (All humans.  The archons will weaken and diminish and eventually be banished.)  
This is why we must ‘forgive and forget’ and ‘bring every thought captive’ and not judge others and not submit to irrationality and selfish anger and never provoke those destructive emotions in others.  That’s how we change the world.

8:23 am

I quoted this article without the link yesterday.  Here it is:

Going to Burning Man is a middle-age cry for help

Here:   http://nypost.com/2016/08/29/going-to-burning-man-is-a-middle-age-cry-for-help/

8:19 am

Watchdog: Secret Board Resolution Paved Way In ICANN Internet Globalization Agenda

Corwin also revealed that ICANN CEO Fadi Chehade passed secret resolutions to further the goal of “an internet cooperation agenda.” Corwin stated,

“In the last period, particularly in the question which was out there since last summer of whether the NSA revelations undermined trust in ICANN and the Internet and required the type of response we’re seeing. Instead, we saw the establishment of top‐down presidential strategy panels. We saw ‐‐ and I hate to say this ‐‐ a new low point in ICANN with the secret Board resolution last September that authorized the CEO to take many of the actions that have been taken…”

See more here:   http://www.activistpost.com/2016/08/watchdog-secret-board-resolution-paved-way-icann-internet-globalization-agenda.html

8:16 am


The article, found at this link, confirms and documents what I’ve been saying about Zika virus all along: It’s all a grand quack science HOAX rooted in political agendas, not legitimate medical science.

The article is written by John P. Thomas, and I’m reprinting a portion of it here while encouraging you to get the full article at Health Impact News. It reveals that just like every other mass hysteria pandemic propaganda campaign launched by the CDC, the WHO and Big Pharma, Zika propaganda is a “masterpiece of public mind control”.

Part of the hoax, of course, is that as those neurological symptoms begin to appear in children treated with DEET, they will be blamed on Zika as justification for more chemical bombardment of everyone.

See more here:   http://www.thedailysheeple.com/zika-propaganda-is-a-virus-of-the-mind-rooted-in-fabricated-hysteria-govt-junk-science-and-dark-political-agendas_082016

8:10 am

“Assembly members stood around in a circle while the Satanist asked them to “embrace the Luciferian impulse to eat of the tree of knowledge.” She then ended the surreal prayer with the words, “Hail Satan.”

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/what-the-hell-satan-worship-on-rise-in-america/

8:02 am

“The truth doesn’t change because you don’t want to hear it.”  (David Icke)

“Our consciousness interacts with another dimension.  Our physical sensors only show us a 3-dimensional universe…What exists in the higher dimensions are entities we cannot touch with our physical sensors.”

 (Bernard Carr, professor of mathematics and astronomy at Queen Mary University, London)
“Evil is ‘live’ written backwards, the INVERSION OF LIFE.
Evil is extreme ignorance, which is the inversion of TRUTH and awareness.”
“Because it is an inversion of life, it and anything attached to it is obsessed with death.”
“They’re psychopaths.  No empathy.  No remorse.”  (David Icke)

FBI says ‘foreign hackers’ penetrated election systems… Arizona and Illinois breached… ‘Completely unprecedented’

The FBI advises to “increase computer security” prior to the election.
That’s pretty funny.
I wonder if the FBI thinks hackers just now figured out how to negate an election?
“satanic panic” happens when ‘satanic’ activists pray at meetings and install Baphomet statues and get interviewed on TV and scare everybody despite their efforts being obviously stupid and blatantly provocative.  They are intended to keep us from noticing that our leaders DO ACTUALLY WORSHIP THE BEAST.  “luciferians” are the REAL devil-worshipers and they run the world.  (For the time being.)

7:33 am

Satanists & Pedophiles Run The World – David Icke

He says that the New-agers who don’t want to hear anything ‘negative’ are part of the problem.

 “No knowledge is ‘negative’.  There are things we’d rather not be true. IGNORANCE is NEGATIVE, and not knowledge.  You can DO SOMETHING WITH KNOWLEDGE.”

“Fundamental to finding a solution is KNOWING WHAT WE’RE DEALING WITH.”


7:11 am

“Because they HAVE TO.”  (“Blast from the Past”)
A kid was born in a fallout shelter and spent 35 years underground.  When he came aboveground, everything was amazing and he saw with his eyes what he had only seen in his imagination, as his parents had described the world to him.  He couldn’t understand baseball.  His dad tried over and over to explain but he’d ask,  “WHY does the batter run?”  His dad would answer, “Because he HAS TO.”  It didn’t mean a thing to him until he watched a game.
I asked a well-informed atheist once, why he bothered to study occultic rituals and symbols and why bother to identify those OFFICIALS who participate, when he did not believe in the spirit realm and did not believe these bizzaro-world rituals and symbols had any power.  He said they were important because the evil-doers who use them DO BELIEVE.  (That must have required some mental gymnastics for a non-believer.)
We didn’t discuss enough, the reasons that luciferians who mean to destroy my world and my race ALWAYS ANNOUNCE AHEAD OF TIME THEIR EVIL PLANS.  It seems now, that creepy predictions on ‘the Simpsons’,  or pictures of planes flying into the Twin Towers on a pre-2001 album cover,  are  the closest they can get to either 1) prophecy or 2) productive creation-intent.  For satan, they FAKE some bit of POWER by manipulating and MIND-CONTROLLING others to do disgusting things, things that they’ve preplanned.   WHAT A SHAM!  How sad is is for all these devil-worshipers expecting great things from fraudulent-lucifer.  You’ve got to pity them, especially the FREEMASON drone-bees.  Everybody wants a crack at the queen but most everybody ends up doing the grunt work and then just dying off.
Luciferians MUST perform the rituals.  They have to worship their god; he will be worshiped come hell or high water,  or until comes rather, the prophesied combination of both.  They have to expound his maneuvers and applaud his conquests.  They also have to not tip off the good people of the world that this is what they’re doing, so they ‘entertain us’.
They have to push harder and further that their dark lord might increasingly pre-eminate in even the minds and self-righteous organizations of the ‘redeemed’.  He enters the church on their senseless praise of trivial evils and banal pursuits.
He counts coup upon TRUTH and LOVE and we laugh along with him and do not object.
 “The Vestal Tuccia was accused of fornication, but she carried water in a sieve to prove her chastity.”  (Wickipedia:  Vestal Virgin)
Don’t the costumes on Britney Spears back-up singers look just like LIQUID CRYSTAL POLARIZATION patterns?


“For what is it to you, My servants?  

Against whom do they speak?

Whose voice is it they withstand?

Your own…?

Rather, count it all joy that you have suffered scorn on My account, for likewise have their fathers done to all My servants and prophets, throughout the generations.

And remember, I am the Lord, vengeance is mine.  

I will repay!”

“Her children arise up, and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praiseth her.”
(That’s from Proverbs 31–“The Virtuous Woman”  George used to say it was written about me but my sons have certainly NEVER called me blessed.)
(Then George believed I turned into a lying, nasty tramp.  Isn’t that amazing?  Where in the world did he get ideas like that?)

Beyonce VMA’S So Much More Than Just Illuminati Symbols and Devil Worship

“That’s what all these performances are like; you’ve got people who have no critical thinking skills, their brains are turned into mush, they have a very small attention span, less than a goldfish-level attention span.  And  they need to feast on this stimulation…video games, graphic pornography…Video games just have to get more and more graphic because they need more stimulation…and they need more and more DEVIANCE they need more DEVIL-WORSHIPING…”
“This is the bizarre negative cycle, the momentum that’s built up…” (Paul Romano)
“They have a desire…and they go and try to fulfill that desire…”
(I don’t usually pay attention to the awards shows for many of the reasons Romano gives us…but his observations are very profound and prophetic and it’s worth listening to the end.)

5:17 am

Narcissistic abuse red flag – They love taking gifts back from you



7:53 pm

I picked 1 four-leaf clover.


7:28 pm

What is Dwelling Prayer? – Who may dwell in the Lord’s Tent – Teaching & Song by Sister Clare

6:54 pm


You won’t believe how well behaved these dogs are


“Rather than reflecting how much fun Burning Man is, the reality of people spending thousands of dollars — on travel, accommodations, tickets and drugs — serves as proof that their non-Burner days are pathetically empty. “I think the fact that people invest so much of their own resources and time and energy to going to Burning Man suggests that there’s something missing, that there’s something Burning Man fulfills for them that they don’t get in day-to-day life,” Yudkin says.”  (Lost link.  Something about mid-life crisis.)

5:44 pm

Ezekiel 38, Psalm 83 and Damascus Update… WWIII!

See more at:   https://wordpress.com/read/feeds/43384662/posts/1135878784


4:52 pm

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

3:49 pm

Session 10 Lancaster Prophetic Conference 2016

Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj

“How does the Lord fight the battle for us?  Your words.  They’re swords that come out of your mouth.  Not only swords, even spears, even sledge hammers.”
“It’s all in the Word!”

11:47 am

“There are those who know Me in their hearts and spirits and follow all I ask them to do.  Then, someday when the time is ripe, I reveal myself to them.”

-(I knew that.  God told me that years ago.  It was hard to believe at first.)




11:43 am

Next week it will be 11 months since I smoked a cigarette.  I’m thinking I’ll give up weed, at least for a while.  I never thought I’d say that based on principle alone.  It’s not OK for government to tell me I may not grow and use a PLANT.
But, I’m aiming for the highest heights, and the bride of Christ must be purely dependent on HIM alone. I think He is sufficient and willing for the task of maintaining my equilibrium; I hardly ever even eat chocolate.   I’m not irritable and angry anymore, and I lived MOST OF MY LIFE WITHOUT CANNABIS…while at the same time I was VERY ANGRY.  It should be a whole lot easier to abstain now that I’m happy.
Cannabis is an AMAZING PLANT and it really helps a person focus. Also, it makes us nicer.  AND, I’ve read that it messes with the DIRECTED ENERGY MIND-CONTROL EFFORTS,  but I’ve only read it a couple of times so I’m not sure.  It helped me a lot.  I was EXTREMELY TRAUMATIZED.  God sure is good to make a plant that helps traumatized people to feel better until they can become better.  Isn’t He good to make me better?

10:43 am

On Monday, an official FBI alert from August 18 was leaked to Yahoo News. The alert stated the FBI had uncovered evidence showing that at least two state election systems were penetrated by hackers in recent weeks. The FBI quickly issued warnings to election officials across the country to ramp up security on their systems.

It appears from the Flash Alert that the public was not supposed to know about it.

This FLASH has been released TLP: AMBER: The information in this product is only for members of their own organization and those with DIRECT NEED TO KNOW. This information is NOT to be forwarded on beyond NEED TO KNOW recipients.

“The FBI then goes on to describe the nature of the attack and lists the IP addresses associated with the intrusion.”

See at:   http://www.activistpost.com/2016/08/leaked-fbi-alert-admits-hackers-penetrated-us-election-systems.html

10:32 am

Huffington Post TERMINATED Me For Questioning Hillary’s Health

Deleted his articles even.

He’s afraid of having some kind of ‘accident’.

10:28 am

I picked another four-leaf clover.

Julian Asange is FREE as of Aug 21st – and a UN ruling in his favor

9:50 am

I picked 2 four-leaf clovers.

8:22 am

“You see, religion and God bear no resemblance to one another.  Religion is a system fostered by men to get closer to God.  Whereas, I embrace you without the rules and regulations, even without the knowledge of My name.”

“There are those who know Me in their hearts and spirits and follow all I ask them to do.  Then, someday when the time is ripe, I reveal myself to them.”

JESUS is CALLING OUT To You… COME to ME My Lost & Lonely Ones

“There are many who blame Me for every bad thing that has happened in their lives, because they don’t want to give up their sin.  Somewhere, inside their hearts they hear my voice–but the world and its allurements overpower them,  and they ignore it until it is too late.”

“That is why I’m constantly admonishing you to love the unloveable.  They are the most destitute of all, even and especially those who have known wealth.”

“Just tell me you are tired of being hurt.

Tired of hurting others.

That you are sorry for the sinful things that you have done.

Ask my forgiveness–then hand over your life to me.

I will cherish you.

I will lead and guide you.

I will never forsake you.

I will lead you by the hand into eternal joy in My Father’s kingdom in Heaven, forever.”  (Jesus)

8:12 am

“Those of us who grew up in narcissistic homes don’t want gifts.

We want love.”

“Getting me socks is just fine.  Just love me.”

” If we were loved as children we wouldn’t need to ask or even beg for other people to love us as adults.”

Narcissistic abuse – “Just get me a pair of socks”

8:06 am

“Judgment opens the door for demons.

Demons bring sickness.

And I cannot keep a door closed that you are continually opening.”


(“Please allow me to remember and internalize how offensive it is to you when I judge other people and condemn them.  Please cleanse me from this ongoing sin in my life.  Please make my heart pure so I can receive EVERYTHING YOU DIED FOR ME TO HAVE.  Thank you.  Amen.”)

7:48 am


CIA Manchurian Candidates

Source: RT News America, December 1, 2010

“Starting back in 1950…”

7:40 am

Peru’s Ancient Cave Of Dangerous Energies–Homo Sapiens Before the Flood

7:31 am

What the  negative ‘energetic entities’ do to us is soul-rape and perpetual bondage.  They (ie. DEMONS, ARCHONS, DIRECTED-ENERGY-WEAPONS, Djinn, ‘inter-dimensional tourists’, fallen angels, principalities, things present, things to come, the ghost of Christmas-past, ETC.) know us intimately, because they study us because they’re fascinated that a race so gifted as to CREATE REALITY can also be SO OBTUSE that we don’t even know when we’re being scanned and scammed.
Demons and demonic microwave goons  search our gray-matter-hearts for soft spots.  Once they locate our tenderest areas of lack and self-pity, they pick off all the scabs.  Then they rub salt and lemon juice into our achey-breaky-hearts  and our left-behind hopes.
‘Energetic entities’ have always attacked us the same way, even before they engaged us HUMANS TO DO IT TO OURSELVES WITH EVIL TECHNOLOGY.  They did, and we do ENHANCE ALL PAIN ASSOCIATED WITH OUR VERY TENDEREST VULNERABILITIES, they attack that point where we are MOST LIKELY TO SEEK GOD. Then they turn up the volume on the DEW’s so we can’t hear God and that’s how they hide Him from us.
Diabolical and effective.
And we even choose our own channels to binge-watch
and we pay the cable bill with joy and gratitude.

THEY HIDE GOD so we will have no hope.  Energy-entities have MUCH TO FEAR from a CREATIVE RACE with HOPE.


7:16 am

Pensioner, 78, with no musical ability comes round from a stroke to find he can suddenly play the piano

  • Roy Calloway, 78, had never been skilled with a musical instrument 
  • But then after recovering from a stroke he discovered he could play 
  • The pensioner was left a piano which he has now replaced with an organ 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3761320/Pensioner-78-discovers-play-piano-stroke.html#ixzz4Iidn3zjL
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7:12 am

For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.

The Dalai Lama Speaks About the Mass Brainwashing of Society

“As the Dalai Lama touches upon, we are conditioned and made to believe that military service is something to be proud of. Sure, these men and women may be entering into the service in order to serve their country, with a tremendous amount of bravery and good hearted intentions going into that decision, but what they do not know is that this global war on terrorism is a complete fabrication. The enemy they are made to believe they’re defending their country from is actually a product of their own country.”

“The extent of this brainwashing is quite massive, and if we are going to stop the murder of other human beings and war in general, it is that ‘brainwashed’ soldier that needs to wake up. It is a human being pulling the trigger, it is a human being giving the orders to do os, and it is a human being thinking that they are doing something good. We are the reason war exists in the first place; we created it, we participate in it, and we prolong it. Just imagine what would happen if every human being on the planet refused to participate in war?”

See more here:   http://wakingtimesmedia.com/dalai-lama-speaks-mass-brainwashing-society/


5:36 am

“Will you, or will you not, carry this cross?”

“That night he received a healing, body, soul and spirit.”

Healing & Walking in Victory/Spiritual Warfare 6

5:15 am






4:55 am

Federal government is a ‘parasite on society’ … new mini-documentary reveals why government CREATES problems in order to act like it’s SOLVING them

“In fact, the primary role of government today is to create large-scale crises in order to keep the population in a constant state of emergency or dependence. Nearly all the big problems now ravaging modern society — debt bubbles, racial animosity, failed health care and the risk of international war — wouldn’t exist at all if it weren’t for government.”

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/federal-government-is-a-parasite-on-society-new-mini-documentary-reveals-why-government-creates-problems-in-order-to-act-like-its-solving-them/

4:43 am

No room for increments of improvement; I must be COMPLETELY TRAUMA-FREE, and it must be now.   It seems I am encouraged to get gone and get a job… so that Josh and Isaac can remove from their seats on the couch,  and do something also.  I am logging VALUABLE DOCUMENTATION OF THE REVOLUTION.   I quit smoking and I quit drinking and I quit getting pissed off.  I do all the mowing and I do lots more stuff and I contribute two hundred dollars a month in groceries with my welfare card.  I loan my car and I contribute my ten dollars a day, to joint cause.  I am becoming progressively more capable and confident.  I entertain ill will against nobody and my BOOK IS FINALLY SELLING so I found a bit of money in an account I’d forgotten about.
  YET, I am still facing eviction.  This is a spiritual issue obviously, because it has NO BASIS IN PHYSICAL REALITY. 

4:09 am


Ancient Aliens? Fallen Angels? Demons? advanced civilizations? Annunaki? Hollow Earth Theory? Could an advanced race of beings actually be influencing the human race from under our feet? What did Admiral Richard Byrd really see in the South Pole? And why did Adolf Hitler feel he could locate “Shangri La” at the North Pole? What is the truth behind “Operation High Jump”? Where they really searching for a place to set up a military base? or was America really looking for the New Nazi base?

Could the biggest cover-up of all time be that there in fact is a civilization of people living in the center of Earth, whose civilization’s name is known as “Agartha” (variations: ‘Agharta’ & ‘Aghartha’). This may be very hard to believe, but could actually
be true. The first public scientific evidence occurred in 1947 when Rear Admiral Richard E. Byrd of the United States Navy flew directly to the North Pole and instead of going over the pole, actually entered the Inner Earth. In his diary with other witnesses, he tells of entering the hollow interior of the Earth, and traveling 1700 miles over mountains, lakes, rivers, green vegetation and animal life. He tells of seeing monstrous animals resembling the mammoth of antiquity moving through the underbrush. He eventually found cities and a thriving civilization…

“Satan covets worship.”

“How long is it gonna be before they bring these things together?”

See more at:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zU4E5e_aHPs

3:32 am

Jesse Jackson is key police-CIA operative responsible for Dr. Martin Luther King Jr assassination

Pretty credible.  Ole Dammegard.

“Coup d’etat.  All over the world.”


2:39 am

Signs You Are Beginning To Heal After Exposing The Narcissist/Psychopath

“You’re kind of coming out of the corner that you were painted in by the narcissist or the psychopath; and you’re beginning to spread your wings a little bit.”
“Don’t be afraid of those people who you’re going to disappoint, because really it’s in that disappointment that your healing is going to occur.”
“Don’t doubt yourself.  You know what you need.  And oftentimes it’s emerging from that denial of what we need, that begins that first journey, those first couple steps to healing.”

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9:13 pm

‘Home is the place where, when you have to go there,
They have to take you in.’
                                      ‘I should have called it
Something you somehow haven’t to deserve.’
“The Death of the Hired Man”
by Robert Frost
(My mom used to say that line to me, the one about home having to take you in.)

8:34 pm

Fans were crushed to death.  96.

Busted: Freemasons Caught Covering Up Massive Crisis and Involved in Corruption

8:22 pm


See more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/%E2%80%98Mind-Controlled_Nanobots_Could_Release_Drugs_Inside_Your_Brain%E2%80%99/53721/0/38/38/Y/M.html

8:21 pm


See more at:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/DOD_Science_Board_Recommends_%E2%80%9CImmediate_Action%E2%80%9D_to_Counter_Enemy_AI/53714/0/38/38/Y/M.html


8:03 pm


See more here:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/Russian_journalist_critical_of_Vladimir_Putin_found_dead_on_his_birthday_with_gunshot_wound_to_head/53770/0/38/38/Y/M.html

7:51 pm

“The danger on the rocks is surely past.

Still I remain tied to the mast.

Could it be that I have found my home at last?”

Steely Dan – Home at Last

7:30 pm

“When it comes to helping others, I’d say, don’t be afraid of being used just because there are sociopathic people. Give with an open heart because that’s what you are, and that’s how you serve. Only if you see yourself overruling your inner voice and repeatedly giving the benefit of the doubt should you close the door.”

Read more here:   https://talk2momz.com/2016/08/26/troubled-souls/

7:28 pm

“Counting coup trumps artillery with art. It trumps apathy with empathy. It trumps fear with courage. It trumps seriousness with a sense of humor. It trumps greed with self-sacrifice. It trumps paranoia with pronoia (Rob Brezsny). In one fell swoop (a mocking touch, a graffiti tag, a humiliating smack on the ass, standing in front of a tank armed with nothing but shopping bags, sticking a flower into the barrel of a gun, etc.) the Coup Warrior, the Heyoka Activist, the Reverse Warrior, The Rainbow Warrior, mightily declares to all: the so-called power of authority is nothing more than a cartoon in the brain, an agreed-upon social ailment that must be transcended with courage and humor, lest we fall victim to becoming “well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” (Krishnamurti)”

More at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2016/08/25/power-nonviolent-acts-humiliation/

7:23 pm

I don’t think anybody gets to de-value my calling.  I don’t think anybody  gets to PLAN for me or to DENIGRATE my very important activities.  I don’t cast votes in anybody else’s life.  I don’t think anybody  gets a vote in my life, other than whether or not anybody is compassionate to a DEMONSTRABLY DILIGENT SELF-IMPROVER whose home has been taken from her and given to others with no explanation and the parties demonstrating ever since, no decent shame for her homelessness.

I should have a bed without any strings attached.  


Then I can be about the business of finding where I belong.

It seems I’ve got to know what belonging feels like first.


7:18 pm

Manipulating Souls

In a recent article, Soren Dreier wrote, “And I do not give sociopaths the benefit of doubt, since that is what they thrive on.” Boy did the light go on! I’ve been giving the benefit of doubt again and again as things come up missing… a few dollars, some change, a few more dollars, a phone, a billfold, a few pills out of a prescription bottle, a paycheck not arriving in the mail.

Our guest is a very personable, seemingly honest and earnest, subtly intimidating, able to ‘turn on the tears’ young man who asked for a place to sleep for a few days. At the request of my sons I accepted him. In these five months we have all learned a lot: he is so deeply into a ‘victim therefore entitled’ state of being that he has to go. A realization like that can be a long time coming for people who are reluctant to judge and willing to help.

With regard to judgment, Jesus’ words were given to me at a young age. As I remember, he invited: “He who is without sin, cast the first stone.” This invitation immediately takes one to ‘allowing’: “I’ve done my share of dirt so I can’t cast stones.” Judgment is something we’ve learned to assiduously avoid. Since it is such a no no, to avoid it we might turn away from discernment as well, and refuse the guidance of intuition. It’s time to learn how to judge as we refine the meaning of that word.

Read more here:   https://talk2momz.com/2016/08/26/troubled-souls/

7:04 am

“Nonviolence does not mean meek submission to the will of the evil-doer. It means the pitting of one’s whole soul against the will of the tyrant.

Working under this law of our being, it is possible for a single individual to defy the whole might of an unjust empire to save his honor, his spirituality, his soul and lay the foundation for that empire’s fall.” ~Gandhi


“Here’s the thing: Violence is for the weak. A violent person is a symbol of failure. No ifs, ands, or buts about it.”

Wait.  I’m asking the wrong question, maybe?
I shouldn’t ask my son what I did to deserve to lose my house.
Maybe I should ask what he did to deserve to have MY HOUSE given to him?
Is he protecting somebody?

6:56 pm

The Power of Nonviolent Acts of Humiliation

“Counting coup is far superior to the cowardice of a violent attack, because it showcases a higher level of courage while also alleviating the peaceful warrior from the guilt that comes from taking a human life. It also indirectly sets the stage for wise humor to win out over ignorant anger, thus potentially bringing the tragedy of war around full circle to the tragicomedy of the human condition: to a sacred place where we can all laughably relate, whether friend or foe, comrade or enemy.”

See more here:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2016/08/25/power-nonviolent-acts-humiliation/

1 Samuel 24:2-4

Then Saul took three thousand chosen men out of all Israel, and went to seek David and his men upon the rocks of the wild goats.

And he came to the sheepcotes by the way, where was a cave; and Saul went in to cover his feet: and David and his men remained in the sides of the cave.

And the men of David said unto him, Behold the day of which the Lord said unto thee, Behold, I will deliver thine enemy into thine hand, that thou mayest do to him as it shall seem good unto thee. Then David arose, and cut off the skirt of Saul’s robe privily.

And it came to pass afterward, that David’s heart smote him, because he had cut off Saul’s skirt.

And he said unto his men, The Lord forbid that I should do this thing unto my master, the Lord‘s anointed, to stretch forth mine hand against him, seeing he is the anointed of the Lord.

So David stayed his servants with these words, and suffered them not to rise against Saul. But Saul rose up out of the cave, and went on his way.

David also arose afterward, and went out of the cave, and cried after Saul, saying, My lord the king. And when Saul looked behind him, David stooped with his face to the earth, and bowed himself.

And David said to Saul, Wherefore hearest thou men’s words, saying, Behold, David seeketh thy hurt?

10 Behold, this day thine eyes have seen how that the Lord had delivered thee to day into mine hand in the cave: and some bade me kill thee: but mine eye spared thee; and I said, I will not put forth mine hand against my lord; for he is the Lord‘s anointed.

11 Moreover, my father, see, yea, see the skirt of thy robe in my hand: for in that I cut off the skirt of thy robe, and killed thee not, know thou and see that there is neither evil nor transgression in mine hand, and I have not sinned against thee; yet thou huntest my soul to take it.

12 The Lord judge between me and thee, and the Lord avenge me of thee: but mine hand shall not be upon thee.

13 As saith the proverb of the ancients, Wickedness proceedeth from the wicked: but mine hand shall not be upon thee.




Read more here:

6:42 pm

Govt Exposed For Forcing Foster Kids, Even Toddlers To Take Dangerous Psychotropic Drugs

The report found that nearly 12 percent of kids in California’s child welfare system were prescribed psychotropic medications – including antipsychotics, antidepressants and mood stabilizers – during 2014-2015. This compares to a rate of 4 to 10 percent for non-foster kids.

Some of these vulnerable children were drugged “in amounts and dosages that exceeded state guidelines,” with no follow-up by the county to ensure these prescriptions were appropriate. Some counties also violated the law by failing to obtain court or parental approval for psychotropic medications.

6:40 pm

Telepathic Impersonation Technology testimony from a Targeted Individual (Black Ops)

6:16 pm

I Am Leading You Into Your Dreams, Trust Me



3:49 pm

This guy’s compatriots found COPPER AT LAKE SUPERIOR.

Giants Found: Nephilim Found: The Face of the Adena Mound Builders

3:45 pm

“Things went so well I thought people were lying to me!”

paranoia from gaslighting –

getting over it –


3:28 pm


3:25 pm

Ron Paul says that the US is supporting Turkey’s invasion into Syria.

I washed dishes.

A strange black substance comprised of bacteria, molds, and other living species is attacking iconic Washington memorials.

2:46 pm

I got some fuel in the car.

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.

2:06 pm

“GOOGLE is a fricking MONSTER!”

David Icke – The Transhumanism Agenda & the A.I. Takeover – DARPA GOOGLE MONSANTO (CIA) FACEBBOK IBM Monsters

See more at:   https://lissakr11humane.com/2016/08/28/david-icke-the-transhumanism-agenda-the-a-i-takeover-darpa-google-monsanto-cia-facebbok-ibm-monsters/


2:01 pm

Help Me

Hello everyone,
My name is Tomasz Bieniek. As many of you already know, I have been targeted since I was born. I am a Targeted Individual. I am harassed in one way or another 24 hours a day, seven days a week.
My immediate family members died as a result of similar harassment. On the other hand, some members of my extended family took part in harassing me. I think they did it because they were manipulated by the mind control technology, or they were paid off in order to harass me. One of the goals of targeting people is to intercept their real estates. It also happened to me. Now I would like to ask you for some financial support. My situation has recently become really critical. At the moment I don`t have enough money to pay rent for a tiny room (6 square meters) that I am now living in. Then I will end up on the street. I constantly lose jobs because I am just not able to work, when every night I am tortured with directed energy attacks. I am constantly tired due to sleep deprivation. If you, who are reading now these words, or someone you know, could be so kind as to donate some money to me, I would be very grateful, and could still have somewhere to live.
My bank account number:
61 1140 2004 0000 3602 3548 1409
For donors from other countries than Poland:
IBANPomoc PL61 1140 2004 0000 3602 3548 1409
Thank you very much in advance.
Peace & Love

mind control 2


1:58 pm

I mowed the north lawn and the east side over the septic tank.  The grass is always greener over the septic tank, and it grows fast there.



1:50 pm

     Secrets of the Most Holy Place, Vol. 2: Discovering the Wonders of the Christ Within by [Nori, Don]
“Heaven is my destination, but it is not my destiny.  Many will reach their destination, but few will achieve their destiny.”
“Prophetic parable matures into prophetic reality as His presence draws us into the realm of “all God”.  Here, what we believe becomes what we experience and what we know becomes flesh in mere mortal man.”
“When we leave Egypt, we leave the bondage we hate, but when we leave the wilderness, we must leave the sin we crave.  But He will not condemn what He has redeemed.  His Blood covers us until His Power delivers us.”
“This book is not for the casual reader.  It is for those who hunger, not for education, but for reality; not for religion, but for Him.”
“The world has yet to see what can happen through a people who know they are forgiven.”
(WONDERFUL book, for those who are serious about surviving what is to come.  BUT, we don’t have a whole lot of time to read books anymore.)

Secrets of the Most Holy Place, Vol. 2: Discovering the Wonders of the Christ Within Kindle Edition

by Don Nori  (Author)

11:59 am

I picked 3 more four-leaf clovers.

11:14 am

I picked 2 more four-leaf clovers.

10:52 am

I  bought a new domain:  LindaGoldthorpe.com,  and Isaac helped me ‘redirect’ traffic from there to here.  I have to get a new WordPress account too.  I own:  LindaSure.rocks and LindaGoldthorpe.rocks.  I need a business card design.

Then I picked a four-leaf clover.

10:24 am







10:10 am

A TI’s Place In Our Beavis & Butthead Society

“The more I’ve been searching for the truth, I’ve been taken down.”

“Where do I fit in?  I can’t get a single phone call.  Because our society runs on gangstalking and I’m a targeted individual.”

Public University Admits Using Aborted Human Brains for Dissection

This clearly violates New Mexico’s Jonathan Spradling Revised Uniform Anatomical Gift Act, which prohibits the use of aborted baby remains in medical research.

Decoders of Truth, Breaking out of the Illuminati Matrix,Gerald Clark,Jay Campbell,Mathew LaCroix,Me

August 28th, 2016 – Fort Russ News –
– Jason Unruhe & J. Flores


Didn’t US GI’s make South Korea to be kind and good?

Even now, more than 30 years later, former child slave inmate, Choi Seung-woo weeps when he describes all that happened next. The policeman yanked down the boy’s pants and sparked a cigarette lighter near Choi’s genitals until he confessed to a crime he didn’t commit. Then two men with clubs came and dragged Choi off to the Brothers Home, a mountainside institution where some of the worst human rights atrocities in modern South Korean history took place.
A guard in Choi’s dormitory raped him that night in 1982 — and the next, and the next. So began five hellish years of slave labor and near-daily assaults, years in which Choi saw men and women beaten to death, their bodies carted away like garbage.
Choi was one of thousands — the homeless, the drunk, but mostly children and the disabled — rounded up off the streets ahead of the 1988 Seoul Olympics, which the ruling dictators saw as international validation of South Korea’s arrival as a modern country. An Associated Press investigation shows that the abuse of these so-called vagrants at Brothers, the largest of dozens of such facilities, was much more vicious and widespread than previously known, based on hundreds of exclusive documents and dozens of interviews with officials and former inmates.

WW3 coming in September: China to move on Scarborough Shoal, Philippines say they will slaughter chinese soldiers

What a disgusting world.  College kids are protesting by attaching dildos to their book bags.  “Open-carry.”  Hardy-har.  Such lady-like ladies my sons may choose from.

10:01 am

Over the Edge: Europe’s highest swing opens up in Amsterdam

9:29 am

I picked 3 four-leaf clovers.

8:45 am

I picked a four-leaf clover.