9:23 pm


Lead me to Calvary

9:17 pm

God’s sons, when they are revealed will be very classy, but you might not guess that from looking at them.  Classy is having considered all variables, and having made a conscious choice.  Classy is attention to increasingly minute details and variable nuance.  We’ve never seen people like this, people who do not garb themselves with whatever might be the latest thing.  These people will have REASONS (and instructions) for everything they do.  They will not be pathologically-hyper-responsible, because they will know who holds tomorrow.  These people will hang out with sinners, because that’s what Jesus did and that’s what he expects of conscious people.  They will eventually gather, and their peculiar curiodities will fill remaining gaps of those other oddballs who also know different things that we all must need to know. Those folks need a catalyst.  This thing is going to blow sky high, and this thing is God returning to the planet that he created and for which he sent his son to die… and that which he has watched shoot itself in the ass.  
He’s redeeming us again.  We’ve lived to see the day.  He offers once again, two disparate fruit. We get a do-over!  Do we want “The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.”  (If I must reduce that term to its lowest common denominator I am disappointed in my vast readership.)  Alternatively, we might instead dine on inestimable richness of the being who dreamed me up. “Dear Lord, please do not allow me to EVER submit to mind-control and enable me to ALWAYS hear your voice.  Thank you.  Please pick me.  Amen.”

11:10 am

FUKUSHIMA — BREAKING: 1/3 of Dead Baby Seals Had Leukemia, Test Positive For Radiation

Learn more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/fukushima-breaking-13-of-dead-baby-seals-had-leukemia-test-positive-for-radiation/

10:38 am

It’s really hard to get back into a psychopath’s family once he’s forced you out!

10:11 am

3:49 am
The air just turned completely ozone.  
10:03 am
I think I just made a decision.  Actually, I decided first that I won’t go to my nephew’s football game tonight.  I don’t wish to make Josh uncomfortable around his grandparents, and I don’t even like football.  (I like family but they couldn’t talk to me there anyway, and I HONESTLY do not want to just make an appearance, just for effect.) But, I also may have decided to go to West Virginia to pray with some Christians.  It’s been a long time and I’m stymied by the cyber-goon, and not able to do my work very well anyway.  The housework is over my head and I’ve even burned a couple meals.  I could use a break.  Josh agreed to pawn my few remaining rings, so I can buy fuel.  David won’t talk to me, so I don’t suppose I can count on family-discount-hotel-rooms along the way, but maybe I can drive it in one day.  I’ve driven much further before.

4:00 am


“When I am weak, then am I strong.”

It Is Well With My Soul [Live]

3:49 am

Nothing says “police state” quite like unmanned aerial vehicles patrolling the sky ready to deploy 80,000 volts to the nearest protester or dose entire crowds with chemical weapons.

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/nothing-says-police-state-quite-like-unmanned-aerial-vehicles-patrolling-the-sky-ready-to-deploy-80000-volts-to-the-nearest-protester-or-dose-entire-crowds-with-chemical-weapons/

3:37 am


“With all of our running and all of our cunning, if we couldn’t laugh we would all go insane.”

Changes In Latitudes, Changes In Attitudes

Jimmy Buffett

3:32 am

Aldous Huxley wrote that the term “technocratic elite” comes from the word “techne” and techne comes from the word “wicca,” which implies the power or magic to reconfigure reality through supernatural power.

“The Babylon Code” postulates that the secret knowledge originated with Nimrod, whose Tower of Babel provoked God to scatter the people and scramble their languages. This knowledge was passed to ancient Egypt, then got handed down to the Greeks and Romans before landing in modern Europe and America.


‘A secret priesthood of people who have access to supernatural power’

Read more at http://www.wnd.com/2015/08/elites-preparing-last-phase-of-new-world-order/#qEtOByAFLM7ILgWL.99

Read more at http://www.wnd.com/2015/08/elites-preparing-last-phase-of-new-world-order/#qEtOByAFLM7ILgWL.99

3:04 am

Global Movement to Raise Awareness of Covert Harassment and Surveillance

Peter explains the harassment he experienced, how he now works to raise public awareness of such human rights abuses through the establishment and activities of STOPEG, and most recently his involvement as the co-organizer of the second annual Covert Harassment and Surveillance Conference, taking place in Berlin Germany on October 1 and 2, 2015. This international conference will feature several highly knowledgeable keynote speakers, including Dr. Nick Begich and Ole Dammegård.


See more at:   http://memoryholeblog.com/2015/08/28/global-movement-to-raise-awareness-of-covert-harassment-and-surveillance/

2:51 am

“The global economy HAS COLLAPSED.”

Gerald Celente: All Hell Is About To Be Unleashed!

2:37 am


 Redemption song

“How long  shall they kill our prophets while we stand aside and look?    Some say it’s just a part of it, we’ve got to fulfill the book…”

Bob Marley


4:44 pm

“You’re more likely to find a psychopath in a boardroom than on the wrong side of the tracks.”
Remorse is an emotional expression of personal regret felt by a person after he or she has committed an act which they deem to be shameful, hurtful, or violent.  This very definition precludes the psychopath from experiencing such a feeling.” 

Living in the Psychopath Controlled State (Pathocracy) and What To Do

Read more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/living-psychopath-controlled-state-pathocracy-deal/

4:19 pm

I’m finding it increasingly difficult to get/stay signed into my website.  If I do not post, please know that it’s not because I’m not thinking about you all.  I made home-cured lox and baked fresh bagels for supper.  I bought a really nice bunch of red onions from a neighbor.  Josh and I like anything that holds up a caper.

1:19 pm

“The first lie of banking, religion, and government is that one cannot live without them.” –– Michael Rivero

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3k2Lh9brR

11:56 am

I think Hillary might kill herself.  She does not have enough money to overcome the hunger in her gut.  I think 1981 was an important year, prophetically.  God said in 1981 that I would never entirely respect an existing man.  Funny words.  (He didn’t say it IN 1981, he said it ABOUT 1981.)  (In 1981 I wasn’t listening very closely.)  (But I DID quit smoking.)  
Dear Dad,  I know you are troubled.  I know you consider murder a viable solution to sundry situations.  If you MUST shoot somebody, please pick me?  Do not shoot yourself, or Mom or David.  Please pick me.  You’ve never chosen me for a single thing, and I can pull this one off and live to tell about it.  Do NOT SHOOT GEORGE.  Don’t shoot my sons any longer.  Do not shoot yourself.  I’ll take your bullet.  Please consider my heartfelt request.

11:47 am


Eagles – One of These Nights 1977 (Live)

11:33 am

If my dad were to commit suicide, the entire community would mourn.  For about a week.  Then they would gossip about the things he left behind.  Mike Maki has an annual predator-hunt in his honor, and somebody picks up garbage for him along M-28.  My dad would not enjoy (?) similar remembrance.  He knows what he’s worth, and that’s the reason he attempts to dissect value from others.  I would mourn, if Dad shot himself.  I would mourn alone.  (I guess that’s pretty obvious since nobody in Dad’s family will talk to me.)


11:17 am

My dad won’t talk to me.  PLEASE, somebody pass on this message:

So don’t hang yourself, it’s ok, it’s ok, ok, ok.  (YOU JUST CAN’T BE A PRICK-TEASER ALL OF THE TIME.)

11:07 am


Queen – Don’t Try Suicide

11:02 am

I’m going to write a song lyric, Isaac can do the music.  It’ll be called ‘Taciturn Blues’.  It will lament the plight…of the offspring of a psychopath.  It will moan rhythmically in bayou-pity for those zygotes born to men who worship at the altar of “Grandiose Self-Worth”.  ‘DUH, da, duh-da.’  “I was born to a psychopath.”  DUH, da, duh-da.  “HE STILL DON’T KNOW MY NAME.”  DUH, da, duh-da.  “We were meant to be equal-like.”  DUH, da, duh-da.  I could fill in this last line of the flat-third rendition of my father’s effect on myself and any other human whom he does not like…with practically ANYTHING! SOMEBODY, get that man a psychopath test pretty soon!  They have a LOT OF TESTS NOW whereby science can prove if a man is actually a sack of shit.  For real!  “Let he who is without sin cast the first stone.”  “Let he who is without testicles wimp out of a confrontation he himself instigated.”   


10:46 AM

(Did you know that the psychopath-spectrum is different in different countries?)

“Psychopathic Traits Are Common Among The Elites In Politics & Industry” — Michael Cross

“It’s not a mental illness.  It’s a personality disorder.”


10:32 am

Proverbs 21:20 There is desirable treasure, and oil in the dwelling of the wise, but a foolish man squanders it

Psalm 92:10 But my horn You have exalted like a wild ox; I have been anointed with fresh oil.

9:59 am

I’ve always wanted a wienie wagon.  Man could I throw a revival with a full kitchen on wheels!  But, this would be way better:

Tiny LUXURY House- All Off-Grid! “Tiny House Chattanooga”!

(My crappy worn-out car has a trailer hitch and that has made me more popular with the men.  But I don’t think it would pull this so I guess I need a truck.)

2:56 am

“…for the children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light.

(Luke 16:8b)

2:37 am

This guy is not a religious guy.  He is a money guy and a truth-lover.  It has been fun to watch him come to embrace spiritual principles by watching the empirical evidence of supernatural prophecy and interventions.

Jeff Berwick: Global Market Meltdown – Shemitah Comes Early?

2:21 am

The Honeydrippers. Rockin’ at Midnight

2:12 am

“Let’s do ‘The World is Waiting for the Sunrise’ while you try to think of it.”  (Mary Ford)

I just love Les Paul.  I’ve used this before, but I really love Les Paul.

Les Paul & Mary Ford Show: World Is Waiting For The Sunrise


2:10 am

One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest 1975 Best scene



1:55 pm

Michael Bennett Solves The Georgia Guidestones Mystery


With James Corbett

See more at:   https://www.corbettreport.com/interview-1079-michael-bennett-solves-the-georgia-guidestones-mystery/

1:18 am

My cyber-world is melting down.  If I cannot communicate, and if anybody cares at all, my numbers are 906-586-4629, and 906-291-1376.

12:53 am

Buckle Down Winsocki

12:48 am

Do you know that it is impossible to be funny without truth?”

Sometimes the air says more than the words.

Lucille Ball on Joan Rivers (Part 1)


(Social control and prohibition of creativity and she fought before I did.)

12:18 am

I know EXACTLY when Dad took out the contract on my life.  I said, “ISAAC WILL NEVER BE YOUR JUNIOR EXECUTIVE.”  (IT WASN’T A CHALLENGE.  IT WAS RECOGNITION OF THE exalted stock TO WHICH I GAVE BIRTH.)

When gazing at a graph that shows the profits up, their little cup of joy should overflow…”


 Poppins, Mary

12:05 am

A BRAND-NEW DAY!  Another chance to be heard, on behalf of Truth and Justice…


Even though nobody’s looked at my evidence, many of my claims have been proven true, by other probative reference.  I believe that makes it increasingly likely,  that I have lied about fewer things; an inverse relationship I think.  At some point of IQ and application, an aggrieved mind might contemplate the possibility that I have not lied about anything, including my father’s attempts to murder me.  I am not a statistician, but I know somebody could figure out the probability that I’m telling the truth.  Dad should probably be on suicide watch.  Don’t let him have any glass or chemicals.


11:49 am

Time is a figment of my imagination.  Time,  is also my father’s death sentence.  My parents invited Josh to see Drewbie’s first football game of the season.  George has the day off and we’re going shopping anyway, so I said I’d like to go.  Josh said, “I think it would scare your mother really bad if you went.”  I said, “I have lived a long time without family.  That’s not right.”  We’ll see.
I want some attention really bad.  I’ve never been an attention-seeker; I always played the accompaniment and changed the scenery, but now I want some attention.  I have debated our Congressman on TV.  (Who, though a DOCTOR who even worked at a VETERANS HOSPITAL… had never heard of ‘traumatic brain injury.’  He learned to use thus- wounded warriors in later speeches.)   I hated being on TV and I hated being on the radio and I hated being mentioned in articles.  (Except the time Ron Paul mentioned me.  I liked that one.)    I hated all of that, but now I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO PREACH AND TELL WHAT I KNOW ABOUT GOD AND GOVERNMENT!
I have watched my fellow humans GIVE UP ENTIRELY ON RATIONAL EVALUATION OF PRESENTED CONCEPTS.  Nobody thinks. Nobody at all, ever thinks.  My mom is Mrs. Hot-shot-Education.  She CAN’T THINK, and if somebody else thinks in her presence?  She stops it right away.  Just like her government taught her to do and just like her prisons/schools teach children to do,  and just like she neglected to teach me!!! Praise Jesus.  She was so distracted by her own persona that she never stopped me from thinking.  I have to go reflect on that, and thank Jesus.
I told George my idea about him and Isaac growing exceptionally valuable cannabis in Colorado and how Josh could get a feel for city life a bit at a time and how everybody could come home for the holidays, to a house that I will have made  clean and warm.  He didn’t dislike the idea.  He said, “It sounds like a long shot.”  I did my best Steve-Martin, “I know I’m a long-shot Rita, but sometimes long-shots pay off big.”  He liked supper.  He’s watching a reality show about policemen.  He should have something better to do.

4:33 pm


“Everyone is helpful, everyone is kind, on the road to Shamballa.”

4:13 pm

You walk in the kingdom of Heaven by acting as a citizen of that realm and by embracing the code of conduct that verifies your right to be there. You do it by believing you are doing it, regardless of being able to see or comprehend it. If you are determined in your intention to realize this, it will materialize around you. It will.

See more here:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/08/the-priceless-worth-of-love-centered.html

4:05 pm

Think of your connection with the ineffable as a matter of electrical cabling. Is it a slender line that can be parted through stress or frayed by trial or circumstance? Is it something that can carry only so much current? Is it a thick and powerful cable that can carry a serious amount of power? This is something that we build by the exercise of faith. To the extent that we focus our attention upon the ineffable through every moment of our day, we build that cable. The slender lines are woven together and built into an unbreakable connection. One strand is not strong enough to endure the vicissitudes of testing and adversity but many strands woven together can possess an enormous strength. Just as one small stick is easily broken in our hands, many sticks in a bundle are not.

Read more at:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/08/the-priceless-worth-of-love-centered.html

3:51 pm

Hey Witnesses!  I can no longer access my email.  You know I have a controversy so I believe you are responsible from here on out whether I can access your inbox or not.  Have a nice night.

3:33 pm

Little Jimmy Dickens just died this year.

Patsy Cline – A Church, A Courtroom And Then Goodbye

3:26 pm

  I am soon to attempt a tech marvel.  I wish to send a series of posts to my mini-cloud of witnesses, but I cannot get into the email account that holds their addresses.  It’s a real toss-up but God’s in control.

3:23 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP:   From 12/31/14:

I’m looking forward to becoming entirely free of mind-control, but I recognize there will not be very many humans there.  The “great cloud of witnesses” will banish my loneliness, but at this point, I really miss people.  I did not know how I would tolerate isolation; stories of prisons made me frantic.  I remember one guy, Soviet-Russia I think, who was in a room with other prisoners.  They sat on benches all day facing one another, and butt-cheek to butt-cheek.  At night they spooned, beneath their benches.  THEY WERE NOT PERMITTED TO TALK.  Never.  Once a week they left the room for a group-shower.  The witness found a scrap of soap, brittle with age, and he hid it between his butt-cheeks.  Ever after, when nobody was looking, (except the GOVERNMENT-FUCKED-SURVEILLANCE-GOONS-WHO-ARE-NOW-ALL-IN-HELL), he put his fingers up his ass and retrieved that soap-scrap.  He held it behind his back, so the morons-outside-the-door could not see what was REALLY GOING ON.  He tapped on the wall with his tiny scrap of cleanliness-related-to-a-better-existence.  I do not know Morse code, but maybe I should study it.  (That would probably be easier if I could count.)  I RECOGNIZE the dots from the dashes.  I WILL NEVER SUBMIT MY MIND TO CONTROL BY 1) demons, 2) Satan (God forbid…), 3) Keith Alexander, 4) family/societal expectations, 5) TV, 6) Vanity, shame, flattery or deceit, 6) psychopaths, 7) government, 8) Freemasons, 9) the “royal” family, 10) my father who is NOT smarter than the average bear, or 11) MY OWN WILL.  “Dear Lord, please OWN my mind…and my body and my spirit and my family and my friends and my influences and my future and all of theirs. ..dear, Lord.  Please may I have a kindred spirit.  Amen.”  “Please give the goons 1) GRACE, greater than all their sins, 2) COURAGE, 3) WISDOM, and 4) ORGANIZATION.”  “Please give them confidence and my love.”

1:42 pm

I ALWAYS WEAR BLACK because no matter what salvation army you got it from, black always matches.  I will have sex again when I wish to see another person looking back at me when I look into a mirror.  Mr. Lady’s-man laughed when I said that, but since he used to hunt virginity for sport, he knows I’m right.  He knows he should not screw what he does not wish to be.  He said all the guys have ‘unmentionables’.  (That is:   women that they would not wish for their friends to know that with whom they had had sexual relations.)  He agreed with me. ‘Unmentionables should not exist.’  He’d like to be a man, but men are not permitted.  I’m grateful to know him.

1:14 pm


My chair is Eagle-Central today.  They keep flying back and forth in front of me, whistling with authority!  The crows back off.  Not all of them have white heads but they all keep landing in the water in front of me.  Eagles don’t usually do that.  I’m very blessed.  The eagle is the sign of God’s true prophetic.

Dedicated to RON PAUL!  This is his favorite song, and it was his birthday yesterday:

Alice’s Restaurant

Arlo Guthrie & Johnny Cash


1:01 pm

“Dear Lord Jesus, please advise,
Am I SERIOUSLY,  talking my father back from the edge?  It FEELS LIKE I’M PUSHING HIM OVER THE CLIFF.  But, this world is only a small picture of our eternal existence,  and it has been established to demonstrate reality,  for all eternity,  of the true consequences of:  WHAT HAPPENS WHEN HUMANS REJECT GOD.  You gave me a supporting role, and you gave my dad the lead.  We must see some fireworks pretty soon, or you are not the God I signed up with.  That imperative does not bother me, because you have ALWAYS been right, and I am not tortured any more.  You are Jesus, the Christ and you, along with your Holy Spirit and our Eternal Father (who I shrink from but I expect we’ll be getting to know one another…) are Truth and Love and also you are IN CONTROL.”
“You have inserted extraordinary connections into my life and also into my synapses.  Did you actually SET ME ENTIRELY FREE OF THE PSYCHO-TROPIC-WEAPONRY-INDUCED TORTURE?  If that be true, I expect I am a ‘firstfruit’ of a much greater harvest of FREED-former-TARGETED-INDIVIDUALS.  My life is yours.  I am targeted on many fronts.  Do what you will do with my life.  This is a very fine morning and I am a great cook and I soaked in a hot tub outdoors with the wind spinning the steam.  Jesus loves me.  This I know.  Please, may I worship you with another human.  Thank you.  Amen.”
OMG, I bet it really shook my dad up when they said, “We keep turning it up…but she keeps escaping the bandwidth.”

12:05 pm

High noon.  Dad should take me shopping; he used to buy me great things like laser-cut suede jackets with fringe and attitude.  And he wouldn’t even have to go to the fat ladies store anymore.  He should take me to Toronto, and then we can get paperwork transferred at the same time.  He should let ME CHOOSE THE RESTAURANT, and he should buy me dinner.  He should, he knows he should, and every reader of conscience knows he should.

 But, if he wants somebody to stick up for him he can always call George.  George’s lips still firmly grip, the withered backside,  scarred in gross decay,   the ghosts of suck-ups past.  Dad still has a minion so he shall not die unsucked.  He’s NEVER EVER gone to a place that I wanted to be.  He should try it sometime.  I should choose a couple different restaurants I think.  And he should be forced to listen to live music and made to  inhale some second-hand sense.


11:49 am

Even though nobody’s looked at my evidence, many of my claims have been proven true, by other probative reference.  I believe that makes it increasingly likely,  that I have lied about fewer things; an inverse relationship I think.  At some point of IQ and application, an aggrieved mind might contemplate the possibility that I have not lied about anything, including my father’s attempts to murder me.  I am not a statistician, but I know somebody could figure out the probability that I’m telling the truth.  Dad should probably be on suicide watch.  Don’t let him have any glass or chemicals.

11:37 am

I wonder if my dad is considering suicide.  That would explain various urgent disruptions to the drone of the studied silence.  I think my mom might wonder that too, and my brother.  I think they’d probably talk to me, and maybe even help me buy some wood, so we might have heat this fall, if they knew for sure it would not set Dad off.  I think they wonder how much he can take, and what it might do to him if I were to stop writing.  What would he do if I were to maybe even disappear?  I’m very important to his mental health, I’m like Dorian Gray’s Portrait, hidden in the closet but VERY INSTRUCTIVE.  I am the yet-living representation of his darkest aspect.  He can’t look away. How do you drown a narcissist?  Put a mirror on the bottom of the pool.  

I have one plan and that is to serve the ineffable to the limits of my ability and that means to see everything as a special dealing of the ineffable with my soul. When you see the whole of your life and every event in it, no matter how small, as an interaction between you and the ineffable, you are exactly where you need to be. It is not ‘not knowing’ that creates problems for us, it is ‘knowing’, because all of our knowing is limited and that means that as long as we think we know we are walking blind. There is only one thing we can know and that is that there is an ineffable and that the ineffable loves us and to the degree that we surrender to this understanding, to that degree, we are able to receive the grace of the ineffable.

Read more at:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/08/the-priceless-worth-of-love-centered.html

10:09 am

How to spot a family killer: Experts discover ‘distinct psychological’ traits in men who murder their  children

  • Forensic psychologist studied the mental health of 153 murderers in the US
  • He found men who killed their wives had a distinct psychological profile
  • They had more severe mental illness, fewer convictions and lower IQ

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3211390/How-spot-family-killer-Experts-discover-distinct-psychological-traits-men-murder-partners-children.html#ixzz3jvjHxDle
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7:34 am

I think I had a good idea.  George loves that hot-tub.  Every morning when he comes home he goes out there to check the ph and to see if the temperature is right.  It’s a lot like growing marijuana, attention to detail.  George was the BEST MARIJUANA GROWER EVER.  He is not interested in vegetables anymore, but he used to grow those like a champ.  I think “GEORGE” means farmer.  Miller is a person who processes and distributes commodities.  I am now an anarchist and my faith has increased so I’ve been encouraging him to consider growing weed again.  But, maybe he should be growing weed in Boulder, CO where growing weed is a valued occupation.  He is TOO YOUNG TO GO INTO HIS MOTHER’S LIFE.  (My opinion.  His mother is badass but he’s too young for that.)  He should go rent a place with Isaac; Josh could go from here to there as he felt the need; I could BUY PROPANE WITH THE MASSIVE AMOUNT OF MONEY HE WOULD EARN WHEN HE HOOKED UP WITH THE BEST  DISPENSARY IN COLORADO…and Isaac wouldn’t have to leave the place he loves.  This might be a very good idea.  He has no business working for the fascist government.  He knows that.


6:50 am

My guest  told me that the local public health abomination provides abortions to underage women.  They do not require parental consent.  He said, “The first one is even free.”  Just like heroin.  But more importantly I think, they do NOT CONSULT THE gonna-be-dead-anywayBABY-PERSON’S  FATHER.  I expect a lot more men would defend their children if they were permitted to do so.  The PTB have successfully fucked up the family, but there is one thing they haven’t even tarnished:  Our inherent desire to live in one.

Isn’t this a troubling paradox?  “Men desire permission…to be men.”    I give them leave, but what would we see?   When you google ‘manhood’ the wikipedia entry keeps changing.   Bruce Jenner looks really good in a dress;  he’s loving it.    I’m not  comfortable wearing the trousers but somebody’s gotta do it.

6:41 am

My guest has lost three babies, the first died when he was a teenager..  The best day of his life was when his girlfriend was pregnant and he had a good job and an apartment.    The most recent death was a dangerous tubal pregnancy and he still gets medical bills.  He talked about relationships referencing Vikings and Romans.  He said that if somebody pillages your home, it’s because you didn’t like it enough to protect it.  He’s the county’s most successful lothario.  But he’s a romantic and he says he’ll never be the first to quit.  He says that he can’t fight for two though, and I know how that feels.
6:36 am
George just got home, he worked all night.  I made him a great salad with spinach and crunchy sauteed salmon and organic cucumbers and croutons and tomatoes.  I cut a piece of blueberry pie and poured him a glass of milk.  I offered him linguine and pesto, but he thought the salad would be enough.
My guest has watched three women kill his babies…and he still believes in love and would like to live with a woman and to have children.  I spent years having babies and still serve the man who would not stand for his family…on the basis of a single false report.  It’s hard to reconcile these observations.

6:09 am

We say good-bye to another of my tortured brethren.


I am of the opinion, having had a great deal of time to think about it, that torture is a great deal like pregnancy. There is no such thing as being a little bit pregnant; a woman is either pregnant or not pregnant. Likewise, torture is any unwelcome pain at all, particularly after 25 years of it. My pain is sometimes crippling and sometimes less than that, but what difference does it make anyway when it goes on and on, and on – every waking minute.  (Harlan Girard)

(April 28, 2011
Public Commentary
The Presidential Commission for the
Study of Bioethical Issues
1425 New York Ave., NW, Ste. C-100
Washington, DC 20005)


RIP – psychophysical weapons and tortures in Europe – HARLAN GIRARD

Read at:   http://lissakr11humane.com/2015/08/26/rip-psychophysical-weapons-and-tortures-in-europe-harlan-girard/

6:04 am

5:47 am

Paranoid Schizophrenia, Tool of the Red Terror, Makes a Comeback in Authoritarian USA & Other Western “Democracies”


In an age when psychiatry itself, the entire field of psychiatry, is being increasingly debunked as valid science and seen rather to be what it was historically set up by 19th and 20th century olde-worlde, patriarchical European and American eugenicists, racists, and social-control obsessives to be, a fraudulent State-supported and pharmaceutical-company-propped-up tool of social control, it’s useful to remind ourselves that–all through the last 2 centuries– it has been especially used as a tool by totalitarian governments and authoritarian groups–the Nazis, the KGB, the US secret agencies among them, to crush dissent, destroy truth, and silence credible witness.

Paranoid Schizophrenia: Historic Tool to Suppress Public Awareness of Human Experimentation

US Torture and Secret Medical Experimentation history is littered with examples of people coming forward to report secret medical experiments on their unconsenting human bodies, and, not merely being dismissed as delusional, but given official diagnoses of “paranoid schizophrenia” by complacently complicit psychiatrists, willingly entangling themselves in the machinery of the Authoritarian State.

(Lots of links here.)

Read more at:   http://everydayconcerned.net/human-rights/clandestine-classified-human-subject-experimentation-using-emf-radiationsonicultrasonic-neuroweaponry/paranoid-schizophrenia-tool-of-the-red-terror-makes-a-comeback-in-authoritarian-usa-other-western-democracies/

5:30 am

Hearken and obey My voice, for I am the Commander and Chief, The King of Kings. My soldiers are so in love and committed to Me that they desire to execute and follow through on My plans no matter what the personal cost is to them.”

Sharing My truths, moved and led by My Spirit and anointing you shall see signs, wonders and miracles. For I have said in My word you shall do greater things than Me. So Arise and march forward and advance My Kingdom on earth.”

See more from 8/25 through James Donovan:   http://ft111.com/donovan.htm

4:40 am

Is Your All On the Altar?


6:20 pm

Head of Fusion Center and Two Others Commit Suicide over Ashley Madison Hack

(I predicted this, did I not?  I said that when other people know our secrets…some of us will eat our own faces off.)

Michael Gorhum, a police captain from San Antonio, Texas who oversaw the San Antonio Regional Intelligence Center Unit better known as the Southwest Texas Fusion Center, shot himself to death on Thursday.

Gorhum was apparently easily outed because he used his work email which was easily recognizable. Another San Antonio detective was also on the site. As Photography Is Not a Crime pointed out, “We can expect many more government officials to be exposed who did not have the foresight to use an anonymous email.”

Read more at:   http://www.thedailysheeple.com/head-of-fusion-center-and-two-others-commit-suicide-over-ashley-madison-hack_082015


5:27 pm

I’m trying to understand my responsibility for knowing that tyrants do not stop until forced to do so.  I’m set up to take some people down.  I don’t know who or how.  I must wait on the Lord; all responsibility is his and he will free me when he needs me.  He will choose my new life and put me on the right road.  But, I am of his working-organs in this DNA hologram.  How much pressure am I to put on my father?  I dislike this entire job, but I have been faithful to keep him awake.
 I’d really like to be a girl again and maybe look pretty.  I dislike conflict and people are so ridiculous!  Why should people STILL REFUSE TO TALK TO ME?  I didn’t make Dad a psychopath!  I didn’t cause him to destroy George’s family and confidence!  I’m just the one telling you about it.  I was tortured.  It would be very nice if some Christian brother would lend a hand of consolation and maybe an interest-free loan.  WWJD?  (If you refuse the Baptism of the Holy Ghost I guess a magic bracelet is the best you can hope for.)

5:16 pm

“Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed.”

—Martin Luther King Jr.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3jrcL6GTM

5:09 pm

The top 10 most stunningly retarded things people really said to me in the past week

“If the Pentagon really had a secret space weapon, we would know about it.”

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050907_retarded_quotes_idiocracy_hilarious.html#ixzz3jraT9LV3

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050907_retarded_quotes_idiocracy_hilarious.html#ixzz3jrZq7I22

4:55 pm

Why Can’t They See The Truth? Psychologists Help 9 /11 Truth Deniers

Despite overwhelming proof the government’s official story of what happened on September 11, 2001 is wrong, many people continue to believe the government’s official version. Why?


See more at:   https://matrixbob.wordpress.com/2015/08/25/why-cant-they-see-the-truth-psychologists-help-9-11-truth-deniers-video/

11:26 am

“Success lies in perseverance; ceaseless, restless, perseverance!” — Manfred Freiherr von Richthofen, aka The Red Baron

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3jqCHd4rP

11:07 am

I think I know about my crying.  I think I’m feeling natural emotion.  I have spent the past six plus years fighting FAKE emotions, and I still face them sometimes.  I think I’m getting freer.  I forget to be grateful for the blessing of beta-testing reverse-engineered induced-psychosis.  I know this was a most fortunate circumstance and I know I recorded the steps into forced-crazy,  and also the steps back out.  I’m very grateful.  I was grateful when just the rapes stopped and the pass-out-ray no longer knocked me down.  I forget that I have an awful lot more to be grateful for.  Somebody stepped in and saved me.  That’s a very sacrificial brave thing.  When our story gets air-time we’re going to be on all the shows.  I really need some clothes.

10:56 am

I’m hearing gunshots this morning.  I often hear gunshots and wonder how my imprisonment will end.  A bullet could fix everything.  A number of ways, it could relieve all the pressure.  I wonder if the NSA puts people in really tight spots like my own, before they start pumping in the ‘suggestions’ to commit mass-homicide?  I guess we’ll never know …unless we ask a few questions of a few psychopaths.  They will not like being approached in this manner, so we’ll have to restrain them.  We have to stop the gamers who kill people for fun.  We can do this, but not as long as we do not admit what has happened to our world.  Some of God’s Sons better come to maturity pretty quick.


10:42 am

I’ve begun to cry again, maybe once a week.  Is that about normal?  I should look it up.  I used to cry every single day at three o’clock.  Then I didn’t cry at all for a really long time.  I got very determined and tough.  I don’t think I’ve cried too much since we started the website.  But, now it sorta feels good.  “I am a leaf on the breeze.”  (Wash.  ‘Serenity’)  I have no preconceived ideas about what I may become, but I know my occupation will be fun and rewarding and it will help people.  I should possibly be able to get some clothes pretty soon.  I look like a ragamuffin.


 Crying is relaxing.  My targeted friend in Belgium (who survived the surgery on her eye but has questions about the procedure) cried when I was with her and she was really surprised.  Crying is letting your guard down and we can only do that when we feel safe.  Soon I will be with people who allow me to cry, and I will make them safe too.  There will be ‘no enemy in the camp’ and we’ll all be so much happier.  And finally relaxed.

10:30 am

I never noticed before but this song  contains what has got to be  the simplest piano solo ever recorded.  I’m really lonely but I do not feel sorry for myself.  God has friends picked out for me.  And a home.


Home Again by Carole King

10:18 am

It’s encouraging to see unhappy couples aging so rapidly.  The quicker they age, the sooner they will be free. They tolerated an entire lifetime, and their reward is imminent.  They’ve grit their teeth through decades of irritation and disappointment, and soon they will no longer suffer connubial bliss. Their lives will have had meaning.  Their kids will fight over the booty.  Job well done.


9:01 am

5:54 am

I had a dream once, where I was driving blind.  I gave the wheel to Jesus and we stopped right before running into a great big rock.  No life was lost.  But recently I’ve seen that rock again, in visions.  I see myself on top of that rock and jumping up and down and pulverizing it into the dirt beneath the wheels of the truck that carried us all to safety.  This is a good vision.  But I would REALLY not want to be that rock.

5:45 am

I always loved Jimmy Vaughan, he’s got that Jerry Lee thing going on but with some informed  restraint.  He’s a Ron Pauler.  Stevie would have been a Ron Pauler if he had lived here longer.


One of my all-time favorite guitar performances:


What INCREDIBLE communication.  And those guys are brothers.  Sounds like a parable coming on.

5:34 am

Folks, this is a serious situation.  You better tear yourselves away from the TV and start thinking seriously  what kind of country  you want your children and your grandchildren to grow up in.”

The Danger Of Telling The Truth


Jeff Rense & Jim Marrs –

5:28 am

Nobody ever stands up to psychopaths…except the victims.  Why will no righteous person stand with the victims?  Psychopaths are accused, Lyndon Johnson, George Dubya, Dick Cheney who cannot go to Canada and Don Rumsfeld who is also a wanted man.  Why in the WORLD do we not look into the claims of the victims?  What cold-hearted idiots we are!  If the story is wrong, we could stop the slander.  If the story is true, we’ll stop the bloodshed.  It’s a win-win except it rocks our world to initiate conflict with coldblooded killers.  We’re afraid of death.  That’s gotta stop.
Also, I have two evernote accounts and two youtube accounts and two gmail accounts.  I get switched back and forth from one to the other and most of them I haven’t even opened for two years and I don’t remember the passwords and that’s a real pain in the ass.  The video thing is frustrating, substituted links for text I chose and carefully clicked on, things turning up in odd places.  I could write a book.  Too bad nobody would buy it.

4:58 am

In a matter of hours I will have been a non-smoker for an entire week.  I think that’s my problem; I never called myself a non-smoker before.  I’ve always been an abstinent smoker.  I can refrain from smoking for even months, but I view it like a fast.  I can fast forever…if I know that someday I’ll eat again.  Smoking is like that for me.  Refraining from smoking is just a series of little disappointments.  “Wow, that was good…now I’ll smoke a cigarette!”  “No.  You won’t.”   Besides the indescribable allure of nicotine, a cigarette break is like a re-set of time and attention.  A reward and a distraction and ‘thank you, God’… something to do with one’s hands when there are no more words to type.  I told George I loved to smoke many years ago.  I used to dream about smoking even decades after I quit in my twenties.  One day my prince will come.
OK, Cyberstalking update:
I AM ABOUT READY TO START GETTING FRUSTRATED.  Not only do I get SIGNED OUT of my toy-computer that does only one thing:  REMEMBER MY PASSWORDS and keep me logged in, but also the entire thing freezes up and that has never happened to me in the entire 1.8 years I’ve used this piece of junk.  I texted my former jailbird friend about the money he owes Josh, thus:  SEND JOSH MONEY.  He sold my old car for four times what he paid and never sent Josh a dime.  He is sending some now.  I do not like standing up for us but I REALLY LIKE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN SOMEBODY DOES.  That doesn’t have much to do with the computer EXCEPT that Josh and George should buy me a tablet.  I suspect they know that.  My father should buy us a home, and life should move ahead.  I think he should get 5-10.
The arts center nazis called today to see if we’d finished our faces for the auction.  I wasn’t unkind but we didn’t talk very long.  I’m painting the entire face in camouflage, no commercial pattern though, I don’t have the right colors to recreate ‘Realtree’ and I have no ghillie-strands but it will look very subversive.  Then I’m topping it off with a huge Elmer Fudd hunting cap in bright blaze orange.  I think that’s pretty ironic.

4:21 am


The Persuasions – Slip Slidin’ Away

4:14 am



2. POWER TO CHANGE NATURE AND COMMAND IT TO OBEY – change weather patterns, change its course; Moses commanded thick darkness over all of Egypt; Elijah commanded rain to stop for 3 yrs.; Joshua commanded the sun to stand still

3. POWER TO SHAME THE ENEMIES AND GLORIFY THE NAME OF GOD – Exo. 7:10-12 Moses to Pharaoh with rod that turned to a snake (10-ft cobra)

4. POWER TO STRENGTHEN, CHANGE THE WEAK INTO STRONG like Incredible Hulk, like weak Clark Kent turning into Superman, Samson.




[He forgot #3 kind.]


1) Supernatural Speed

2) Jump up high on huge walls, walk on water, walk through closed doors. We can walk through prison doors, and set prisoners free. We can command ground to open up through your words

3) TO TRANSFORM ENTIRE BODY’S DNA TO ANOTHER DNA like into half-lion, half-man, like eagle-lion for speed flight, dog, etc.




4:08 am

I love this guy, we’ve met him a couple times.  He answered some questions about visions Isaac was seeing when he was little.

The 7 Powers of the Age to Come to Start Manifesting Aug. 2015

Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj

3:58 am

Who in their right mind would not wish to see a miracle?  How could anybody be so callous as to neglect desiring miraculous healing for a sick friend?  Why do we accept our war-based economy; shouldn’t we want our families to be honest and serene?  Why do we settle for servitude to constructs of control, when we could pray for miracles?
American Christians are the most mind-controlled, brain-damaged, mentally-ill people I know.  I grew up in a cult. Actually, I grew up in two overlapping cults and the Robert-Goldthorpe-Brigade figured prominently in each.  I was screwed from the minute I cast my eyes above.  I realize that my recent years of attempting to convince my father that I am well and moral were really silly; that’s why he hates me to begin with.  I was just rubbing his nose in Jesus’ capabilities.  I was infuriating him with my many miracles.  Cult-gods do not like miracles for a couple very good reasons:  1) they don’t get to control the circumstances, and 2) THEY CAN’T MAKE THEM HAPPEN!  Cult-gods are dying out because nowadays, heck, even the FBI can pull off a miracle or two.
Baptists do not believe in miracles.  Baptists like to read old stories about magic; they just don’t like when the words come off the page and dance around.  Baptists don’t like dancing at all.  This new Kingdom is going to usher the remnant of natural-humanity into the presence of Jesus with new kinds of music.  There will be a whole lotta shakin’ goin’ on.  The Baptists will probably be shocked and pull the drapes.  Then they will turn on the TV so they can watch Kim Kardashian’s ass.  Baptists are going to have some rough sledding.

3:25 am

Carl Sanders talked about inventing the lithium self-perpetuating battery for chips way back in the mid nineties.  I still have cassette tapes.  He became a Christian and got all worked up about the Mark of the Beast.




1:555 pm


George DOES in fact, remember scraping me from the floor.  But, he has no explanation for it.  He is sure though,that it was NOT DUE TO THE SAME MICROWAVE WEAPONS THAT DROP OTHER WOMEN TO THE FLOOR WORLDWIDE.

1:12 pm


 I read the following letter  to George, you know what he said?  “Do I believe that technology exists?  Yes.  Do I believe it happened to you? No.”

(He doesn’t even remember scraping me up off the floor a thousand times!!!)


Dear George, 

I hate you.  I hate everything that matters to you, and I love many things you do not seem to care about.  I hate living with you, and I hate the fact that you distrust me after all these years.  I hate that you believed lies.  I HATE MUCH MORE that you will not look at evidence, and choose instead to continue believing lies.  I hate that you do not care about Josh and I hate that you will not take Connie to the vet.  I hate that you think we can live another winter with the house below 60 degrees, but if it gets that warm without fuel, I’ll be grateful.
 I HATE THAT YOU WILL NOT SEEK OUT THE CAUSE OF OUR TROUBLES.  I hate that you will not consider what happened to us.  I hate that you do not care.  I hate you.  I hate you a WHOLE lot and I do not want to cater to your needs anymore.  I want you gone.  I’ll live in the car.  I’ll live on the street.  I’ll live or die.  At least I won’t live with a wienie who CHOSE to allow his life and family to be damaged.  I hate you.  I repent to God every time you speak.  You’re gonna buy a bowflex now?  I hate you.  I hate what you’ve allowed to happen to us and I hate that you think I’M BAD for trying to defend this family.  I really hate you.  Really.  “God, forgive me again.  How can I not hate him if you do not change me?  CHANGE ME!  PLEASE.”  “Please forgive my lying father for what he did to a kind man and a kind family.”  “Amen.”
I was an EXTREMELY good wife,
I am a dependable friend,


12:34 pm

George has to get a bigger place to live.  The basement is full once again, with empty boxes and broken chairs.  He doesn’t have enough room here to save all his crap…and I shouldn’t have to dig through it again.  In 2012, before I understood that my dad KNEW ALL ALONG that I was sane, I spent MONTHS trying to convince him.  I fixed things and got rid of a lot of crap, and also good stuff of mine that George had promised to fix. Tough shit.  I threw away about 10 antique lamps that used to function.  I was foolish to wait so long.  I want NOTHING but freedom.  (Including freedom from catering to a person whose values mean nothing to me.)  George refused to let me discard the car seat from the van he no longer owns.  I told him it shouldn’t be in the garage.  I DID get rid of two other broken chairs.  He probably put the van-seat in his bedroom. The lights in the basement don’t work and the lights in the kitchen only work sometimes.  George is an electrician.  He is working overtime so he can spend forty days a year with his mother…and buy a new bowflex.  He will not buy propane or firewood this year.  He said he did the math, and electric heat is cheaper.  I wonder if he figured in the potential for a housefire?
George said he has begun to throw boxes away.  I’m pleased to hear that.

11:01 am


Widower, 69, killed himself because he was too proud to report he was continually reduced to tears after being ‘bullied by his neighbours’, inquest hears

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3208788/Widower-69-killed-proud-report-continually-reduced-tears-bullied-neighbours-inquest-hears.html#ixzz3jkFmqNje
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‘They stopped him sitting down in in their shared garden by making him uncomfortable and would call him mad, stupid and jeering at him. My dad was a big man and had never been bullied nor had he been a bully and because of this incessant torture, he felt less of a man and ashamed that he couldn’t stand up to them.’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3208788/Widower-69-killed-proud-report-continually-reduced-tears-bullied-neighbours-inquest-hears.html#ixzz3jkFUzt00
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9:54 am

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9:49 am

Woman Watches Cop Kill Husband at Walmart, Then They Took HER Away on a Stretcher

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/woman-watches-cop-kill-husband-at-walmart-then-took-her-away-in-a-stretcher/

“Stop F**king Crying!” SWAT Raids Wrong Home, Holds Naked Mom at Gunpoint in Front of Children

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/stop-fking-crying-swat-raids-wrong-home-holds-naked-mom-at-gunpoint-in-front-of-children/

9:05 am

If It Looks Like A Crash, Walks Like A Crash, And Talks Like A Crash, It’s A Crash. Fraud, Corruption, Debt, Greed, And Now Massive Amounts Of Fear Have Combined For An Epic Debacle.

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/if-it-looks-like-a-crash-walks-like-a-crash-and-talks-like-a-crash-its-a-crash-fraud-corruption-debt-greed-and-now-massive-amounts-of-fear-have-combined-for-an-epic-debacle/


Hell is forever.  But it’s not MY Forever.

When a narcissist has money…he can exercise his sadistic urges freely, and with little fear of repercussions.

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8/24/15  My sister’s birthday, I hope she has a nice one.

4:07 am

Lots of thinkers say that exercising faith requires courage.  I couldn’t disagree more.  Exercising faith establishes courage.  The ‘responsibilities inherent in faith’ are minimal.  There is no responsibility save one: Listen.  Then obey.  No responsibility at all, and no fear once we’ve obeyed a few times.  What’s REALLY SCARY is traversing the Earthly mine-field without faith!  How can we be responsible for all of that?  The fear of being out of control is so puny and last-century and pre-tech and ignorant!  WE ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF EVEN A SINGLE ASPECT OF OUR ENVIRONMENT.  We aren’t even in control of our own selves!
And we don’t even wish to know who pulls our strings.  We slander those who would tell us our real condition. We aspire to die, so  we will no longer have to suffer the nigglings of truth.  Religious people don’t know what to do with truth.  They don’t realize, that by choosing to squeeze themselves into a ‘doctrine’ they have created their own hell on Earth.  How TERRIBLE it must be, to know the Bible…and be ‘responsible’ to understand it all perfectly while denying its supernatural aspect.  How FRIGHTENING to consider one’s actions according to a book that prohibits murder…yet applauds it sometimes!  How IMPOTENT a ‘religious’ person must be, and how scary!  If we do not hear from God, the Bible is JUST A BOOK and it’s a really scary one.
Exercising faith is only frightening to those who refuse to hear God’s voice, and BAPTIST DOCTRINE PROHIBITS THAT PRACTICE by denigrating the Baptism of the Holy Spirit although the BIBLE says that ‘blasphemy of the Spirit’ is…the UNPARDONABLE SIN. How can ANY OF THEM even sleep at night.  That requires mucho courage.  Compared to Christianity without God’s participation, faith is a breeze.

3:28 am

Childhood experiences of growing up with narcissists playing the role of parent  may have blinded us to a   truth:   MALIGNANT NARCISSISTS ARE SELFISH, FRIGHTENED INDIVIDUALS.”

Cowardice of the Malignant Narcissist

Seeing others honor their own personal reality serves only to enrage the narcissist

It’s perfectly understandable why:  

The utter self-centered and petty cowardice of the malignant narcissist came to the fore the moment they recognized one who was not afraid to follow their own inner truth.



8:30 pm

The Narcissistic Parent as you mature

7:29 pm

My parents are murderers, they do it every day, and I recorded a lot of their attacks on others in my journals.  They destroy with their mouths.  I guess James told us about that. 


The cut down everybody.  EVERYBODY.  THEY ARE SUPERIOR (supposedly) and they talk bad…even about their fans!  I wonder how Kathy would feel if she knew how they actually think?  How about David?  He’s a REAL disappointment to Dad.  Dad told me so many times.  BUT HE HAS TE$TICLES so he’s the man.  PUKE.  I PUKE OVER MY BROTHER WHO HAS THE STUFF TO BE A REAL MAN AND NOT A PSYCHOPATH’S  SYCOPHANT!

7:20 pm

I am SO BLESSED that I was the blacksheep and not the Golden Child in our dysfunctional family!  I can see TRUTH!  (And also LIES!!!)

7:01 pm

When the target for destruction shares the same name and DNA, shared the same house, shared the same memories…the uninitiated brain understandably goes tilt.”

The Slandering Narcissist

“Malignant narcissists destroy the people who are nearest and supposedly dearest to them.  The people who happen to be their children.”

6:47 pm

Peine forte et dure (Law French for “hard and forceful punishment”) was a method of torture formerly used in the common law legal system, in which a defendant who refused to plead (“stood mute”) would be subjected to having heavier and heavier stones placed upon his or her chest until a plea was entered, or they died.

6:16 pm

Bump to the top from  7/8/14,  3:01 am:

….The [basis of the] judgment [indictment, the test by which men are judged, the ground
for the sentence] lies in this: the Light has come into the world, and people have loved the
darkness rather than and more than the Light, for their works [deeds] were evil. [Isa. 5:20.] For
every wrongdoer hates [loathes, detests] the Light, and will not come out into the Light but
shrinks from it, lest his works [his deeds, his activities, his conduct] be exposed and reproved.
But he who practices truth [who does what is right] comes out into the Light; so that his works
may be plainly shown to be what they are – wrought with God [divinely prompted, done with God’s help, in dependence upon Him]”…. John 3:19-21 The Amplified Translation
“He (Satan) is terrified of even the thought of true believers coming together in true unity and one accord in this hour – and that is precisely why he has fought with everything he has [strife, division, apathy etc.] to prevent true spiritual environments [of any size or shape] being established because when even two hearts that are wholly given to the highest purpose of God are “fused” together as one in the Holy Spirit they become an “unstoppable force”. Because of these things, it is not hard to see what a tremendous [and immediate] impact the Glorious Church will have on a “religious” church and a love-starved word in this final hour!”
Glenn Jackson, more at:   http://jtlmin.com/2014/WP201408.pdf

5:50 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 4/19/15

I was so amazed when I read to George the ad for Dad to put in the Newberry News that it didn’t occur to me until right now…that his obstinance proves my contention that Dad is responsible for the post-marital purgatory we share.  He said, “That’s how YOU remember it.”   I RECORDED it.  Dad DID destroy our marriage and George’s current attitude proves that fact.  George can’t distinguish light from darkness anymore.
—  (also from 4/19/15)
Dear Dad,
Everybody now knows that you are a pathological liar…except George.  George loved truth for a lot of years but now he has trouble differentiating.  I recognize that when you occasionally do tell the truth, there’s always a margin in it for you.  This time we’re looking at real opportunity.  If you tell George about what you did to our family, our smart-strong boys may not lick your blood.  (The fact that it would help George and release me from purgatory shouldn’t stop you.  “Collateral  losses.”)  Also, I’d not have to expose any more about your selfish life.  It is in YOUR OWN BEST INTEREST to clean up the mess you made.  Thank you for considering this wisdom.
Love and high hopes to live in a world where lies no longer brain-damage gentle souls,
(One day George will recognize all I did to defend our family, and he will thank me.)
Dad, God must love you an awful lot to put us through so much just to force you to become a Christian.  That’s really cool.  I thank him for putting me on your payroll.

10:37 am

I don’t know how anybody can keep track of fake identities on dating/cheating internet accounts.  I can’t even remember my real user-names and passwords!  Lying has been abolished; I’ve been saying that for a long time. The cloud never forgets, and it’s got the goods on EVERYBODY, not just on  those who lie online.  
There has always existed a great cloud of witnesses who understand us very well and influence our behavior and circumstances.  Now, they’re joined by GOOGLE and cyber-warriors and government goons.  It is sufficient warning to the wise, that we can no longer live as though we have any privacy.  What may be less apparent is all the unexpected ways our PAST INDISCRETIONS  will be popping up.  “Men’s hearts failing them for fear.”  That was a prophecy.  Now it’s reality.  Sure am glad I was weaned from lying.

9:11 am

Narcissist-Mother apology:  “I’M SORRY...that my daughter didn’t turn out like I wanted her to.”

(I used to apologize to my mom a lot.  I’d say, “I’m sorry.”

She’d say:  “You SURE ARE!”)

How A Narcissistic Mother Rejects Reality

8:55 am

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8:47 am

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8:36 am

Dear Mom, 

Let me know when you’re emotionally able to process ME CALLING YOU OUT ON YOUR BULLSHIT.  

I’ll be around when you need me.

8:34 am

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8:32 am

8:29 am

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8:04 am

(My mom and dad’s family is ABSOLUTELY TEXTBOOK PERFECT.)

Every narcissist needs a sacrificial lamb…step up the black sheep…onto him all problems, inadequacies , addictions and mental health problems are projected…

“Your siblings will starve you out to freeze  in the wilderness of no-contact.”


8 Signs Your Mother is a Narcissist 

7:45 am

(When my parents become Christians I’ll write a book about it so victims of narcissists will have hope.    Psychiatrists offer  us NONE.)

If and when you muster the strength to sever ties with the narc,
expect a full-fledged attack on your morality, character and integrity.

Narcissists Destroy Who they cannot Control

A so-called relationship with a narcissist is no relationship at all;  there is nothing mutual about it at all.  It is a form of slavery.     It  is master to servant .   It is superior to inferior.
If you do not give the narcissist in your life the control they desire, expect to be the target of their rage, or (if you’re lucky) abandonment.


6:22 pm


John Hiatt – Sure as I’m Sitting Here

5:48 pm

Dear Lord Jesus, my savior and the creator of the universe,
My parents are in trouble.  Of COURSE I care.  But, on the other hand, they tried to destroy my life and my WITNESS FOR YOUR ALMIGHTY POWER.  What can I say?  I ask nothing.  Your will be done.  They have hated you and claimed your name so whatever you do to them is OK by me.  Please, keep me on your path; I wish to serve only you, Jesus, the Christ and my lover and friend and everything I ever wanted.  If my folks gotta fry?  That’s your business.  I’ll be right here.

5:45 pm

It’s not that I don’t care about them.  They might die!  Oh, such a fate.  (Everybody dies.  One way or another.)  My parents are in trouble.  Tsk.  Again, tsk.  I should be alarmed!  I should defend their bodily lives of over-indulgence and minimal compassion.  I don’t.  If God thinks they gotta die, I’m OK with that.  I’m not pulling the trigger, as they did for me.  I’m just OK with God’s will.  God is always right.  God is my lover and my best friend.  My parents have pretended to know him.  Will they fry?  That’s not my problem.  


5:35 pm

We have such MORE IMPORTANT things to worry about rather than my father’s ‘reputation’.  My mom is frantic.  ( I should be used to that.  she’s rarely civil.)  Dad is in TROUBLE and he must stop doing what the bad guys wish…like yesterday.  He must trust God.  (Too bad he doesn’t have the Holy Ghost or that would be somewhat easier.)  I’ll do what I can to help them.  God has been totally sufficient to protect me.   They should become Christians or they will be fried by those they enlisted.  Isn’t that ironic?  It’s good for them that I was tortured and God taught me well.  Don’t you think so?

2:49 pm

BUT, PRAISE JESUS…my dad responded!!!!


Dedicated to my dad, with much love and very high hopes:

If Ever I See You Again

2:32 pm

Dad responded (unkindly) to a text so I said:

I am very lonely.  You have been lonely for your entire life.  We could help each other.

2:28 pm

Dear Dad.  If you want to never love me you should tell me your intention.  I was deceived because I was a baby in your house and occasionally in your arms.  My positioning led me to believe that I was your beloved offspring and that you would assist me when life got hard and mean.  You are hard and mean.  Tell me to stop pestering you and I will no longer expect love.  BUT, say it in front of all ttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttTell me you do not plan to ever love me.  Say it.  Say it or you’re a bigger wienie than you’ve been.  DO YOU LOVE ME.  YES OR NO.  CIRCLE ONE.  Love and  high hopes, your daughter, with much love, and hope in Jesus, the Christ, LINDA

1:53 pm

I would NEVER do what has been done to me.  I would NEVER EVER do to ANYBODY, what has been done to me.  I would never do it to my LYING PSYCHOPATH father, and I would never do it to my STUPID LAZY ex-husband.  I would not do it to my MOTHER WHO VALUED HER IQ more than her children, and castrated both in her fervor.  I would not do it to my BROTHER WHO CHEATS ON HIS WIFE.   I would not do it to my sister whose dishes I FLEW MANY HOURS TO WASH and who has not spoken to me for years.  (She takes kick-backs from LYING PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES WHO KILL PEOPLE.)  I would not do it to her.  I would not treat ANY HUMAN ON THE PLANET as my parents have treated me and compelled others to treat me.  My PARENTS ARE PERVERTED.  THEY don’t even rightly love themselves!  Even their self-love is perverted!  They will ROT IN HELL!  (Choosing that future is NOT VERY SMART.)  You hurt others, you go to hell.  They CONTINUE to hurt me.  I pray for their souls.  “God have mercy on my GUTLESS LYING FAMILY.  Amen.”

1:36 pm


Dedicated to Dad.  Poor Dad.  Lonely Dad.  (Dad who would be happier if he’d CONFESS.)

I Can’t Make You Love Me


1:21 pm


Dedicated to Nana, she loved all kinds of ukeleles

Lincoln Town by John Hiatt on soprano ukulele

1:13 pm


Dear Linda ,
the operation was big and long.
 They abused one microchip in my eye during the operation  . I can feel and see it.
In love ,

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

1:12 PM (0 minutes ago)

Thank you for letting me know it’s over.  I’ve been praying for you.  Something MUST break pretty soon.  I have tremendous evidence but my father is a follower of Satan himself.  I’m praying as best I can against the obstacle he is to freedom for so many.  If he would repent I could do so much!  NO.  “WHEN HE REPENTS I WILL DO SO MUCH.”  Love to you, and always Jesus.  L

12:19 pm

Letter to George and Isaac and Josh,
Dearly beloved.  I have loved you each for as long as I could.  I have been your slave and a second-class citizen since we experienced a series of events…that each of you refuses to talk about.  YET, I am only worth 10 dollars a day, no central heat, endless labor, and no respect.  THIS IS A MISTAKE THAT YOU MAKE REGARDING ME.  I DID NOTHING WRONG.  I was tortured.  I didn’t EVEN THINK DIRTY THOUGHTS!  I DID not cheat on anybody.  I WAS TORTURED AND I CONTINUE TO SUFFER BECAUSE MY PSYCHOPATH FATHER WILL NOT TELL the TRUTH… AND YOU ‘MEN’ WILL NOT DEMAND IT.  How much easier to call me the problem and to shut my mouth.  Easy and safe.  
I WILL BE TREATED WITH RESPECT.  I DESERVE IT and if any one of you cared enough to review my evidence you would be very proud of me.  I have defended this family even when it was not appreciated. I have taken the BRUNT OF EVERY DECISION YOUR FATHER AND I MADE TOGETHER…and also recrimination for decisions I allowed him to make by himself.  He is no longer able to make decisions with another person, because he does not TRUST ANYBODY, because my father told him that his PRAYING WIFE was a bad person… and he believed it.  He doesn’t know what to believe anymore, so he just buys junk and builds his body.  
MY FATHER SHOULD BE SHOT!  IF you boys would pay attention you would see that your father’s deterioration has directly resulted from his rejection of truth.  That rejection of truth directly resulted from my FATHER’S LIES ABOUT ME AND US.  Do with that as you will; if you do not care to know truth that’s your business.  BUT,  I WILL BE RESPECTED BY THE MEN I HAVE FAITHFULLY SERVED FOR TWENTY-FIVE YEARS.  I still fold your father’s underwear although he makes me want to vomit.  He abandoned me for love of my lying dad.  You could know the truth and it would set you free.  So could he.  (“Reading is for RICH people.”)
 I do not wish for you to harm my dad, but if you were paying attention you would want to.  I pray for him EVERY SINGLE DAY.  I will no longer stand aside for stupidity and lies.  If you can’t deal with that, then we need an additional conversation.  If you my sons do not care about what evil was done to your family, your parents, and yourselves…I’m utterly disappointed.  But, your lives are your business and not mine. Pretty soon I’ll have a life of my own.  I’d love to have you be part of it but I’ll be much happier with those who also love truth.  Maybe you’d be happier with your own kind too.  

12:00 pm

PROPHECY from 8/15 – 9/15, through Phyllis Ford

Recompense will come to those who have been diligent and faithful. That which refuses to be in alignment with God and is rebellious to His plans and purposes will be met with great consequences. Things will be open and unveiled in plain sight.

Read more at:   http://ft111.com/ford.htm

11:49 am

So I took a ride to Curtis and sure enough, I met my dad on the road.  He DID NOT wave, but maybe that’s because he was too busy throwing a plastic coffee lid out of the truck!  He’s done that all my life!  He’s a terrible citizen on every count.  Everything he does makes the world a lesser place.


11:06 am

(My second-class citizenship in my house and this family are undeserved.  I was victimized.  I was raped and tortured and lied about.  I have done nothing to merit the punishment I still receive.  MY DAD WILL MAKE RECOMPENSE for the consequences of his lying.  He should do that voluntarily, it would be better for him.)


11:04 am

I just mowed some grass and my hands are all red and swollen from the spruce trees.  George is sleeping; he worked a double.   I’m the only one who mows since the hot tub.  George is unwilling to talk about giving me a raise. HOWEVER, he does give me extra cash any time I ask,  and he buys booze and cigarettes WITHOUT even being asked.  I think he likes having me beg, and I work far too hard to beg.  It seems to me, the only reason to avoid the conversation is because he has ALREADY DECIDED HE WILL NOT GIVE ME MORE THAN TEN DOLLARS A DAY.  If he has a reason for that decision, he shouldn’t be afraid to tell me.  I am very reasonable.  If he doesn’t have a reason then I guess he would necessarily refuse to be reasonable.  “Come let us reason together, sayeth the Lord.”

10:24 am

There is something very dark about cheating on your spouse with the goal and purpose of… cheating on your spouse.  That’s creepy.  Cheating on your spouse through dissatisfaction or curiosity or opportunity, now those things I can understand, and there are websites that provide for all those things.  What I don’t understand is the guys who got busted with Ashley  Madison accounts who   now say they only set up their accounts… after their wives died.  BULLSHIT.  What is the point, at that point?  A dating site specifically for cheaters isn’t necessary for a grieving widower.  On regular hook-up sites he could get lots of mileage from his bereavement.
Ashley Madison was  bogus anyway, and phone sex could come cheaper,  but also it was designed Intentionally to ‘cheat’.  Not to ‘have another relationship’ or to ‘try new things’.  It was specifically designed to CHEAT.  That’s pretty dark.  That’s passive-aggressive.  That’s beyond sad.  If you hate your spouse so much that you intentionally want to undermine his/her life…what does that make you then? Besides cowardly; you could just leave.  The desire to hurt the one you’re pretending to love is not a survival factor.  It is calculated coldness.  It is damaging all of us.  
10:10 am

5 Ways The Narcissist’s Lack of Empathy Harms Us

Did they outright tell us, I don’t care how you feel, just do as I tell you to do? No. None of it. They didn’t overtly show us their lack of empathy in the beginning because they knew that doing so, would NOT get them what they wanted.

They know that we’re stuck and hooked because we hadn’t stood up to them in any real way for each and every boundary violation they committed against us throughout the course of the relationship.

Due to the punishment, blame and learned helplessness as a result of the control, power and abuse of the narcissist, we stay in the toxic relationship far longer than is healthy to the soul and ultimately pay the price of narcissistic abuse.

Read more at:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2015/08/21/5-ways-the-narcissists-lack-of-empathy-harms-us/

9:58 am

Text to Dad and David and copied to Mom:

Dad–I keep expecting you to call me.  For one thing, you offered me dinner  past 5/5/14.  Also, you are not as stupid as you increasingly seem to be.  To all.  You should limit stupid-looking to those who actually love you.  Guess that’d be me.  I can keep a secret and you gotta level with somebody.  Then your son should do the same.   Cheaters are exposed.

9:35 am

Put on the sunglasses already!  The Truth is all around us.  It is so blatant it’s like we’re watching cartoons.  How could these mind-rapers be any more exposed?  Could they expose anything more?  Do we not see vast masses of formerly sentient beings torturing themselves for uselessness, and tormenting others for even less?  Lately I watch at least 60% of cars on the road, running over the white line and driving on the shoulder.  Some trips to town (35 miles round trip) I see FULLY 9 of 10 cars, both coming towards me and also driving in my lane…run off the stinking road!  This has not been my experience through many decades of long hard hours driving many crappy cars on a variety of roads under all incredible circumstances.  
A woman I know is related to a military ‘arms’ guy who carried a toy.  (Probably included in the gift bag at Defcon.)   He had fun with his toy, pushing the button and causing all surrounding cars to pull toward the right.  (Even his wife, who was driving.  Into a snowbank, this time.)  That’s weird, but I didn’t vocalize my recent observation until my young friend’s young gentleman friend told me about riding from a job in the back of his boss’s pick-up truck.  He dozed off and his body assumed the motion of an experienced driver; he felt that he was driving.  Then he had a mini-nightmare:  He said, he felt that the wheel had been yanked off the road and he was headed for the ditch!  He woke up in a panic, and realized that he wasn’t driving.  BUT, it seems to me that in his semi-aware state maybe he picked up a transmission meant for his boss?  Just wondering.

9:02 am

In some ways, Ashley Madison — with all of its intentionality, the way it enables the search for something socially illicit, the deception therein — violates many more moral codes than just monogamy. And that’s scary.”

“And never has infidelity exacted such a psychological toll.”

All three of them said the same thing: ‘She doesn’t know, should I tell her, I don’t think she has a reason to go on (and search my name), but it’s just a matter of time,’” she said. They were all “absolutely terrified” about being humiliated, about their kids being teased at school, about their professional and personal lives falling apart as a result of the leak — their private world on public display.”


(I’m guessing David and my dad have cheated on their wives a lot more than I know, or I wouldn’t be seeing all these great articles about ‘be sure your sin will find you out.’)


See more:   http://news.nationalpost.com/news/canada/ashley-madison-data-leak-forces-us-to-confront-our-attitudes-about-infidelity


8:11 am

The coming Republic is founded upon man’s right to rule righteously. We will learn that this freedom to govern righteously is one of God’s greatest gifts. We will turn to our brother and let him live in the liberty of his faith. We will defend the fatherless and give praise to the Almighty in our Churches and in the streets. It will be as life from the dead. No dictators, no egomaniacs will lead us, but Christ will be the head of this Nation. I have seen the visions. It will be worth the battle, I promise you. You will not fear sending your children to school, as the educational system will be founded in God. Will you contend in prayer for the fulfillment of God’s vision? The valiant in heart will contend. The next generation will be saved from tyranny. Christ will restore our innocence in righteousness.  Prayer is the answer, the Word is our refuge, the Cross of separation from the world and its ways will save us. A new Nation under God must continue to empower our vision and the glory of our Lord must be our covering.  Come to the GOE in Washington DC and help us bring down, root out, and begin to rebuild for Jesus!

(Nita LaFond Johnson, more at:   http://www.worldforjesus.org/gathering.php)

8:06 am

 “Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.”

7:53 am

There’s going to be a prayer meeting in DC next week.  I think it runs for four days.  This has been a very long permanent floating prayer meeting;  I attended the last time they met in Washington.  Something began at that place in the world and at that place in the Spirit and at that place in my life.  Something was seeded into me and gestation has been arduous.  That was my last trip to Washington and angels showed me around town.  I made the turn I was supposed to make but encountered a detour.  I wound up touring three states!  I saw all the show-stoppers.  After a couple hours I had to pee and prayed for something familiar;  I was immediately on the street where I was staying.  Just like that.   It was like my car was on auto-pilot. Swooping around corners and changing lanes of its own accord.  The angels in DC knew me.  I can’t wait to know them.

Washington DC, Gathering of the Eagles, 2015!

Dates: August 24-28, 2015

Location: Holiday Inn Washington Dulles Ballroom & Morven Park

See more at:   http://www.worldforjesus.org/gathering.php


(I didn’t drive by the Capitol . I saw Lincoln sitting down and  I even saw the Kennedy center.  I didn’t see the Capitol until the next day when I went to Ron Paul’s office.  But I had been there before, praying with my sons.)

(They had the last Gathering of Eagles downtown.  I’ve been to the Dulles hotel though, for a prophecy conference with Marvin Byers.)


7:38 am

 EMF War From Nazi Germany Against Humanity Started in 1945 and is global now

Moret & Battis

6:21 am

This  cheating-site hack seems to be pointing at a lot of ‘Christians’.  (Judgment begins in the house of the Lord.)

But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.

‘I’ve been completely cleansed of this sin’: Married Christian vlogger admits to being an Ashley Madison love cheat but says his wife has forgiven him – and blames his actions on ‘fleshly, sinful desires’

  • In new YouTube video and caption, Sam Rader, 29, admits he is ‘a sinner’
  • He says he set up Ashley Madison account in 2013 to meet other women
  • But he claims he ‘never came to close’ to physically cheating on wife, Nia
  • He says he paid to join website out of ‘fleshly desire and sinful curiosity’
  • Mrs Rader, 26, meanwhile, reveals that she has forgiven the father-of-two
  • ‘Our marriage is worth fighting for and it always will be,’ she tells viewers
  • New video comes just hours after Daily Mail Online exclusively revealed Mr Rader was a paying subscriber to cheating website, which was hacked
  • He allegedly set up his account in September 2013 – the same month his second child was born and he celebrated four year wedding anniversary
  • He made two $189 payments to ‘site, according to stolen data from hack 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3206749/I-ve-completely-cleansed-sin-Married-Christian-vlogger-exposed-Ashley-Madison-love-cheat-says-wife-forgiven-blames-actions-fleshly-sinful-desires.html#ixzz3jXQtYXiL
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5:37 am


Five Leaf Clover – Scotland the Brave

5:21 am

The Masons Irish Clover Oval Ornament

4:48 am

Lost earning potential:   10 million?
Stolen house:   .5 million?
Destruction of relationships:  10 million?
Years of labor and research to prove I am not crazy:  N/C.  My life belongs to God.
Finding out during research that not only am I VERY SANE AND KINDA SMART…
but learning also, that everybody who lied about me is actually UTTERLY IRRATIONAL  or suffers from a CHARACTER DISORDER? 
Like post-hypnotic suggestion, from impulses outside our accessible auditory bandwidth.  Mind control took a leap with the advent (requirement) of  HD TV.  George belongs to the Health Research Foundation in Baltimore, Maryland.  I found a receipt; apparently he doesn’t like it that they renew his membership automatically.  Many years ago I belonged to the Life Extension… (whatever.dot.com…)  I was very frightened about everything.  I was responsible for how everything panned out.  I was responsible for unthinking men  and abusive parents and small boys of genius and fire.  I had to STUDY and PLAN and PREPARE or else.  Or else what?  I’d love to ask my formerly-pathologically-responsible self that question.  I expected catastrophe every day, and each new day justified my fears.
I’m thinking a lot about my friend’s advice that I approach and LIVE IN Jesus… as a little child.  I don’t think a small child would actually be very concerned about the abuse that stole my years and my spark. I think a small child would just expect dinner on the table…and also expect to be loved.   I think a small child expects to be scooped into our loving arms at any second.  A child expects to be doted on.  A small child has not yet been taught that some other children matter more, and that all good things go to those other children.  A small child does not defend what he does not recognize has been damaged or withheld.
 I didn’t know for a long time that I had been discarded by my family. I could SEE the inconsistencies and I could RECOGNIZE that I was not actually the evil they claimed, but it never occurred to me that they did not choose to be narcissists.  They simply could not love.  I was very childlike.  Children love automatically and they demand love.  That’s why unloving Luciferians have to rape the love right out of little kids.  Seeing the real-deal on those genuine faces is more than they can tolerate.  Soon reinforcements will arrive, to strengthen their resolve to evil. The children are targeted because ‘of such is the Kingdom of Heaven.’   “Suffer the little children to come unto me and forbid them not.”
My parents have FORBIDDEN  my ‘coming to Jesus’ for more than half a century.    These are very slow learners; I guess that’s why they have to go to church every week, and hear the same pablum every week, and be assured that they are the anointed of God every week, and that their turds don’t stink.     I hope they might be finally listening to my savior and their Lord.    Wait.  Reverse that.   


7:49 pm

Childhood detox continued, ‘Understanding My Parents’:

Narcissists did not successfully resolve their independence from their primary caregivers as they passed through the early stages of development. As such, they arrived into adulthood needy beings with fusion fantasies and a complete lack of boundaries. Because their needs for identity are based on external approval & applause, they don’t see others as separate from themselves.

Narcissists cannot afford to allow the objects of their possession to have independence because that is a threat to the narcissist’s identity. Feelings, thoughts and individual decisions must be entirely punished and controlled by the narcissist. Only THEY decide what we can and can’t do; whatever is NOT a threat to their existence is allowed – and that is NOT MUCH.

They look at any consequences incurred by the target as a result of THEIR OWN choices or behavior (blame / justification) and then go about behaving as if there is NOTHING to apologize for. This invalidation and acknowledgement of reality, is a mind screw to the target. The blame and shame for having or causing the feeling is often internalized and the target begins to be the scapegoat of the narcissist’s inability to feel empathy.

The narcissist will go on offending – with the expectation that there will be NO CONSEQUENCES

Read more at:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2015/08/21/5-ways-the-narcissists-lack-of-empathy-harms-us/

7:39 pm

(It’s nice to know I’m not the only person God is sending out to mess with the services of the pharisees.)

“You’ve grieved the Holy Spirit of God. Your doctrine of cessation is in error!” yelled the man in a Scottish-sounding accent at MacArthur after he climbed to the stage and whistled to get everyone’s attention. As security escorted the man out he shouted, “You do not believe in prophets–you’re looking at one!” and he continued yelling until he was ushered out of the sanctuary.

Read more at:   https://sunandshield.wordpress.com/2015/08/21/man-interrupts-john-macarthurs-sermon-to-oppose-macarthurs-cessationist-views/

7:04 pm

“Cho-Mo” prisoners don’t wanna drop the soap.  Or sleep.  Ever…

(Baptist child molesters are not exempt.  Nor are those who pay salaries of Baptist cho-mo’s.)

Jared Fogle and Other Child Molesters Pay the Price!!!!

5:54 pm

The point of this is that if Myron May was a good man and a sane man then we have a problem with an Extreme form of Second by Second Surveillance for testing purposes, used on people of the Governments choosing.  The Government now considers you a threat.”

Remember that TI’s are innocent citizens and many are activists. This is simply disclosure: Myron May Died at FSU’s Strozier Library in the early morning hours of November 20, 2014. Please see what he has to say. He wasn’t crazy nor was he stupid.

The Mass Shootings Keep Happening Because Targeted Individuals Are Being Tortured

See more at:   http://jameslico.com/the-mass-shootings-keep-happening-because-targeted-individuals-are-being-tortured/

2:06 pm

“These are NOT laughing matters but it’s times like these when laughing matters most of all.”

(I love the Swine-Fairy.  Sprinkling bacon-dust.  OMG I saw a product like that in a catalog.  Puke.  ‘Bacon-spread.’  Sounds like a Kardashian work-out video.   What labels won’t they try to market a jar of pigfat?)

Laughing Matters from When Pigs Fly

4:35 am

“The people who criticize have nothing to show for their lives. “

“The man with a supernatural testimony has nothing to fear from the critic.”

“The ineffectiveness of most of Christendom has become complete.”

“Angels into the highways and biways…compelling people to come in.”

(Steve Quayle)

4:01 am

 When Watchmen See Eye To Eye

Steve Quayle & Nathan Leal

3:38 am

My dad took me to Tennessee Ernie Ford’s house once when I was a little girl.  (It was before they put 75 all the way through.)  We looked down his chimney from the switchback  of a hairpin curve, but we didn’t stop in.  Dad was going too fast to stop.


Ernie Ford and The Everly Brothers-“Rattlesnake Daddy”

3:34 am


Get on Board- Lay up your treasures in heaven

3:01 am

The Lord had me proclaim this passage over Helmer many years ago.  Then he rocked me.  It was obviously a supernatural indictment of the local clergy…but it was also much more inclusive:  Anybody, anybody at all, who claims leadership over another eternal human…will be required to have behaved honorably in that regard.  The Bible warned us that teachers will face a speed-bump on the moral highway to destiny, that tarmac paved with little chunks of human flesh.  Yours, mine and ours.  Did we crucify our own flesh?  Or did we seek our pound of flesh from another’s suffering?    “Suffer the little children and forbid them not.”  Millstone-talk.

From Ezekiel 34:

Thus saith the Lord God unto the shepherds; Woe be to the shepherds of Israel that do feed themselves! should not the shepherds feed the flocks?

 Ye eat the fat, and ye clothe you with the wool, ye kill them that are fed: but ye feed not the flock.

 The diseased have ye not strengthened, neither have ye healed that which was sick, neither have ye bound up that which was broken, neither have ye brought again that which was driven away, neither have ye sought that which was lost; but with force and with cruelty have ye ruled them.

And they were scattered, because there is no shepherd: and they became meat to all the beasts of the field, when they were scattered. My sheep wandered through all the mountains, and upon every high hill: yea, my flock was scattered upon all the face of the earth, and none did search or seek after them.

Therefore, ye shepherds, hear the word of the Lord;

As I live, saith the Lord God, surely because my flock became a prey, and my flock became meat to every beast of the field, because there was no shepherd, neither did my shepherds search for my flock, but the shepherds fed themselves, and fed not my flock;

Therefore, O ye shepherds, hear the word of the Lord;

 Thus saith the Lord God; Behold, I am against the shepherds; and I will require my flock at their hand, and cause them to cease from feeding the flock; neither shall the shepherds feed themselves any more; for I will deliver my flock from their mouth, that they may not be meat for them.

For thus saith the Lord God; Behold, I, even I, will both search my sheep, and seek them out.


2:34 pm

(The HACKERS think this fake-Christian is a scumbag so they put some Truth into his life.)

‘I have been the biggest hypocrite ever’: Josh Duggar ADMITS being unfaithful to his wife and addicted to porn as his name is revealed among 37 million Ashley Madison cheaters

  • The scandal-hit conservative reality star posted a bombshell confession online
  • In it he admits being unfaithful to wife Anna, an addiction to online porn and living a ‘double life’
  • He asks for forgiveness and prayers 
  • Comes a day after report claimed Josh Duggar had multiple paid Ashley Madison accounts revealed in huge cheating website hack 
  • The accounts looked for a ‘naughty girl, aggressive, with a high sex drive’
  • 19 Kids and Counting star and his parents Michelle and Jim Bob are well-known campaigners on family values and claim to not believe in sex or any physical contact before marriage 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3205122/I-biggest-hypocrite-Josh-Duggar-ADMITS-unfaithful-wife-revealed-37-million-Ashley-Madison-cheaters.html#ixzz3jNjROnTN
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2:26 pm

Only winners: One Twitter user designed this graphic to suggest that divorce lawyers will be the only happy people connected to the data leak

11:05 am

Isaac’s is coming home, George is sending money.  I suggested he include Josh in the plans, but he said…‘I don’t HAVE to ask Josh,  if I’m not sending HIS money.”   Of course not, but dear God he sounds like a 6 year-old.  I said, “It would be good and adult and peace-encouraging…to consult with him.  He needs to see people make decisions together.”  George doesn’t see any need to assist learning or to improve morale on the homefront.  Instead life is like a competition.  Sick puppy.

10:50 am

USA To Be Shaken 9/2015-Event So Powerful, It Will Scare the Hell OUT of America!

2:55 am

So the Baptists have basically said, “we don’t care how much you have prayed for the church and your family…you’re  the reason that the church is powerless. ”  Did I get that right?

2:54 am

APATHY is NOT POSSIBLE without ignorance, which is literally a choice to die; that’s what we’re seeing nearly everybody accept.  THERE IS NO EXCUSE  for ignorance in this time, that’s a given.  Ignorance is a choice, and refusing to consider facts is choosing instead, to die.

 “I WILL NOT CONSIDER what Linda says.”

 This is my father’s mantra, and has been  since I was weaned.  He chanted it around the house and the schoolyard…”I WILL NOT CONSIDER what Linda says.”


  AND so, other people will not repeat to me, that which I will not consider, that what Linda says.  GOD HIMSELF WILL ALSO NOT ATTAIN MY ATTENTION. (Because what if ever He repeated, that which Dad will not consider, that what I have always said?)

 “I WILL DIE STUPID, no matter what Linda does or says.  I WILL DIE…and then her words will no longer reach me.  My torment will cease.”  (Duh.)  (I didn’t come from smart stock but I have high hopes for the gene-pool.)

2:33 am

For a while I thought it was pretty good strategy for my mom and dad to just refuse to talk to me.  It nearly drove me crazy!  They intended for me to hang myself with attempts to speak to them.  Dad even took pictures of me begging, and Mom told stories to all the ladies.  Then it became obviously just fear that maintained their refusal to face what they needed to do.    It isn’t funny anymore, and it was for a while.  Now, it’s getting past funny. Aging flaccid bodies in a fancy house ignoring pleas from freezing children!  They’re so pathetic I’m appalled.  Jay Walsh said it was my fault that I have no family relationships.  He said it with a straight face.  They have refused to speak to me for years.  He’s not funny either.  I told him I won’t deliver my thoughts to his doorstep anymore.    He is responsible for what’s on this website.  So is the church.  So is everybody I’ve ever tried to contact.  I hope no Baptists go to hell worshiping the Goldthorpes.  That would be pretty sad.

My parents aren’t funny anymore and they’re doing themselves no good by maintaining stubborn rebellion against Truth who is their only chance out of here alive.  If they do not talk to me and reverse the damage they have done to my sons, my ex-husband and myself, their putrescence will continue to be revealed… on more personal levels.  I’d rather not know more than I do about them because they make me queasy already.   But, stubborn thy name is Baptist.  Stiff-necked, proud, blasphemers, ‘despisers of those that are good’…  God wrote all about them years ago.  My parents are very perverted people.  I got nothing to prove.  It’s all recorded. I’m sleeping a lot and getting ready for my new life.  I haven’t smoked a cigarette for nearly two days! Smoking is a dirty habit but it’s not the worst one a girl could have.  I want to destroy this computer.  I want to smash it and bury it in the lake and never touch it again.  I am opposed; I spend HOURS placing a single post.  I do not do this because it’s fun.  I do this BECAUSE MY STUPID FAMILY IS GOING TO HELL.  Maybe, if I post just one more article they’ll wake up.


4:39 pm

  • Washington D.C. has the highest rate of membership across the U.S. and at least 15,000 are from government agencies using .gov and .mil domain names
  • They include the White House, the Department of Homeland Security, the House and the Senate 

Fifteen thousand U.S. government workers – including White House staff – among 37 million cheating spouses identified in hack of Ashley Madison adultery site

  • Millions of users of the cheaters’ dating site Ashley Madison have been identified in the huge global hack  
  • A 9.7 gigabyte data file of user’s personal details was posted to the dark web on Wednesday
  • It includes private data including name, address, phone number and credit card details as well as sexual fantasies and profile photos 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3203795/Fifteen-thousand-U-S-government-workers-including-White-House-staff-37-million-cheating-spouses-identified-hack-Ashley-Madison-adultery-dating-site.html#ixzz3jINm6Wg2
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3:03 pm


 Make It Mine

Jason Mraz

2:54 pm

I waited for years for George to catch up,  but Dad told him I was crazy and then he quit trying and now he’s pretty heavy around my neck. We will not have PROPANE or WOOD this winter.    I haven’t had central-heat for twenty years, and I didn’t mind the extra work keeping a fire going… until Dad changed the whole dynamic.  He knows very well what he did to us.  He did it on purpose and when my boys understand the things they could not understand because they were raised with a man like their dad, and not a man like my dad…they are going to be really pissed.

 I know the reading-men who follow me are following this. The Prophet  gets it.  When my sons get it, they’ll be really pissed.  Dad threw George under the bus, “You save what can be saved.”  I warned my dad four years ago.  I texted him:  “My boys will lick your blood.”  My dad showed that message to people, claiming it was a threat.  No context.  I was giving him a LOVING WARNING.  He knows.    My sons are principled and truth-loving.  They are also a lot innocent.  That will not always be the case.  I never did anything bad to their father.  Pretty soon they’ll understand who did.

10:12 am

You know it’s a good thing my dad has been conscience-free.  At least he had psychopathy to fall back on.  He sure doesn’t have a whole lot to market otherwise.   (I say this with a great deal of love.  It is RESPECT that I withhold. )  His native talents have served only his imaginary grudge-match with his dad.  He’s made no spiritual investment nor demonstrated any positive development in my lifetime.  He chose ignorance and surrounded himself with those who endorsed him  for King-of-the-Ignorant.  Of COURSE he kicked me out…  But I am his daughter.  He will treat me with respect and then I might be able to respect him again.  3.5 m.


9:43 am

I took my dad some clovers this morning, he was sitting at his desk.  I taped them to a sheet of paper with the date, 6 clovers:   4 with 4 leaves, one with 5 leaves, and one with either 6 or 7.  (Either two leaves were growing together or a single leaf was folded.)  I put the paper on his desk after showing it to his crew members.  He asked in his best monotone psychopathic test-the-water voice, “What is the significance of that?”  I’ve given him hundreds of clovers and he never even asked before.  I said, “They’re good luck”  “And nobody else can find them and give them to you.  Only me.”
 I think he really doesn’t want to go to prison but I know he’d find hell more difficult.  I went back in and took the sheet of paper off his desk and said that if he didn’t think the clovers were important I’d give them to somebody who does.  I brought the sheet to the grocery store in Curtis and told my clerk-friend that she could pass out the good luck,  or keep them all together. She decided to keep the clovers together and showed the sheet around to everybody before she hung it up.  Everybody thought it was really cool.  My dad doesn’t think anything is cool unless he does it himself, or it belongs to him.  That would explain his perpetual boredom.  But, he’s looking for ‘significance’.    He admits he has a problem, and at least now he knows that some things “signify” some other concept.  That’s progress.

7:50 am

“Targeting & Mind Control, American Bewilderment” – Dr Rauni Kilde (RIP)

3:33 am

Dear Lord, I must be saying something wrong BECAUSE MY DADMOMBROTHER are not CHRISTIANS YET!  WHAT AM I SAYING WRONG?

When I reed what I have written I see that I HAVE BEEN  RIGHT!

I also see that my DADMOMBROTHER have been liars and fraudulent Christians.

I recognize that your Word is true.    I see the part about liars and frauds going to Hell.


3:01 am

“We Are All Targeted Individuals” & New World Order – Dr. Rauni Kilde (RIP)

I met Dr. Kilde in Belgium; she was in Finnish government and her sister went to Suomi College in Hancock.  They killed her early this year.   (In the video she finally tells us who “THEY” are,   according to John Alexander and he oughta know.  It’s funny how American anti-intelligence features two Alexanders and two Mike Rogers.   Emperor Keith still has my heart.  And in a way, I hold his. )  (4 or 5 or 6)  Dr. Kilde reminds me of so many strong Scandinavian-American women I’ve known.   No-nonsense.  Down to business.  Responsible.  Dr. Kilde pulls no punches:  We have a dilemma, and we can expect no protection  from the police (reed:  both ways) and no assistance from media.  We’re all just gobs of cells vibrating out here all alone.  If we don’t study ourselves and assault the forces of mind-control…pretty soon it won’t matter.  They’ll just ooze us off into never-never land.  “Just climb up her on this table…You won’t feel a thing…”   Humanity is toast at this point.  Somebody better wake up pretty soon.

2:43 am



Watch it here.  I’m not permitted to embed the link.


2:08 pm

2:05 pm

I DON’T give up.

11:55 am

September 23, 2015 – “The Convergence”? Worldwide Financial Collapse, Global Catastrophes …

11:36 am


8:36 am

Chicago, Los Angeles Police Departments Have Been Using ‘Stingrays On Steroids’ For Over A Decade

More evidence has surfaced showing local law enforcement agencies are using high-powered surveillance equipment — equipment originally designed for the military and highly-recommended by the NSA.

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1:58 am

“The Nephelim are the fallen angels.  The Rephaim are the giants. “

(I know this will be on the final.)

“In Greek mythology, the Giants or Gigantes (Greek: Γίγαντες, Gigantes, singular Gigas) were a race of great strength and aggression, though not necessarily of great size, known for theGigantomachy (Gigantomachia), their battle with the Olympian gods.[2] According to Hesiod, the Giants were the offspring of Gaia (Earth), born from the blood that fell when Uranus (Sky) was castrated by their Titan son Cronus.”

These giants are NOT myth. Over the last hundred years or more, physical remains of these giants, known in the bible as the Nephilim, have been actually found. Whatever your religious background or inclinations are, or lack there of, across the globe and on every continent remains of this lost species have been found, and then covered up. In the video below, Steve Quayle guest stars on Hagmann and Hagmann to discuss his book Genesis 6 Giants.

Giants are Here 2015 (Full)  Genesis 6 Giants-

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/08/smithsonian-where-forbidden-archeology-goes-to-die-videos-3200416.html



6:23 pm

John Oliver Exposes Dark Underbelly Of Televangelism

4:34 pm

If you don’t control your thoughts, it is very much like having the radio or TV on all day. Later in life you find people have both of these on at the same time anyway and this is to distract the mind from the flood of uncontrolled thoughts that by this stage of existence are filled with recrimination and regret and most noticeable FEAR…

(Les Visible)

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ

(2 Corinthians 10:5)

3:16 pm

‘Death will be a much richer reward than having to share this’: Conservative Michigan lawmaker at center of affair cover-up releases 1,900-word confessional on Facebook

  • Lapeer County Republican Rep. Todd Courser uploaded post at weekend 
  • The 43-year-old claimed he had been turned into a ‘poster boy for those who would say… Christians are failures’
  • He had affair with fellow freshman Tea Party representative Cindy Gamrat
  • State House is investigating if pair misused public funds to hide liaison

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3200665/Conservative-Michigan-lawmaker-Todd-Courser-releases-1-900-word-Facebook-confessional-affair.html#ixzz3j6LlLPoZ
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12:57 pm

12:34 pm

Bilko the Genius (The Phil Silvers Show)

11:43 am

Dear J and G,
Your letter was exactly perfect and inspiring and confirming.  My one Christian friend has been my confidante for ten years, and he says the same thing.  He says I’ve run a good race and I should put the burden for all these self-destructing people on Jesus.  I’ve said those words for years, I’ve said, “Jesus I give you him and him and her…”  But I still feel responsible and strive to do what he says on their behalf.  I should not strive.  I am very impatient to see what he will do with my evidence.  I am very impatient to be free from house-arrest.  I know he has plans for me and I thank him for these years of waiting.  I try to thank him for everything, because I know nothing happens unless He has a reason for it.  My life is not my own, how good of you to remind me.
Have you guys read about CERN?  They’re opening the gates of hell and the scientists KNOW VERY WELL WHAT THEY’RE DOING.  Atheist scientists are feeling the fear of the Lord…and also fear of the dark one.  They have defined paranormal activity and are introducing beings into our world…from other dimensions.  I’m not very scientific but I’ve recorded lots of smart people saying the same thing.  We’re living in Revelation and the ‘Christians’ don’t see it although the world does.
 I hear MANY real-news-people refer to the Bible nowadays.  It’s pretty obvious to scholars that the Bible is true, and that we are living in the last days.  It is less obvious to those awaiting (yeah, like they’re actually expecting…) the rapture.  You know what I just remembered after reading your letter?  I was TORTURED, right? I had NO WAY OUT.   God said, “You will laugh like a child.”  Thank you for bringing that to my remembrance. You’re very precious to me and to Jesus.  I miss Genie’s prayers; I’ve never really heard a woman pray except Heidi Baker and a couple other forerunners.  We’ll all be vindicated and God will not waste even one iota of what we have invested in the Kingdom.  Now I want to move there, as you said I should.  Thank you forever.
My website is all messed up.  I asked myself what a child would do.  I think a child would not ask questions and be grateful that his daddy was in control.  Here I stand.   I think I may wash some dishes and permit my Jesus to fix my life and the rest of the world.

11:31 am

…a ‘dozen’ and ONE times…

11:26  am

My dad has driven by me a dozen times in the past two days.  He even turned around real slow in the driveway.   (Josh said Connie ran right into the side of his car.)   I’m very busy.  I wish he’d pull his head out of his reputation.


Dedicated to my delinquent dad:

Jet- last chance with lyrics on screen

10:59 am

They can hit one person and nobody else will feel it.”

“Biology-to-digital converter-systems…”

Is anybody following this story?  Following the following video is a bit difficult, but essential I think for those who would understand our time and the season of our visitation. George and I used to listen to Al Bielek in the nineties.  He spun amazing yarns about the Montauk Experiment and the Philadelphia Experiment.   I never knew what to think but he didn’t strike me as a liar.  Now it’s become pertinent.

The Refined Montauk Technology

10:30 am

“Mind-control is dismissed…due to its effectiveness.”

5:07 am

Stuck on Stupid is Systemic

The notion that to be a good citizen, one must internalize the popular culture and established order is a malignant death sentence.

– See more at: http://batr.org/view/092605.html#sthash.4s7mgZoG.dpuf

5:00 am

4:04 am

CERN Scientist Disappears – July 24, 2015

3:46 am

CERN – September 2015 – opening the portal

3:37 am

I am a history-curator.  This is the most power I’ve ever experienced in my life.  (Other than being home alone with an infant.)  I’ve been blessed to examine this extensive real-time collection of priceless artifacts.  And I get to choose which gems make it into the exhibit.  I guess it’s not necessary for the curator to write info-cards for the showcase; it’s enough to know  that each item is valuable.  This museum has a theme, and sometimes its directive is paramount.  Occasionally a token is exquisitely unique, and must be included nevertheless.  And we need irony; an entertaining exhibition must be ironic.


3:20 am


 My Body is a Cage

Arcade Fire

“I’m living in an age that calls darkness light, and though my language is dead still the shapes fill my head.”


6:32 pm

I am in receipt of a wonderful epistle from a brother.  Here’s the first page.  He wrote:
Linda, Praise the Lord.  Fabulous letter.  Love to George and the boys.  The Kingdom of God life is NOT what YOU are living.  So many intricate questions into things going on in the future and past.  So many relationships judged and crushed.  Such worry and concern.  If I may challenge you.  Jesus says come as a little child.  (24/7)  Romans 12:12.  When the sacrifice is offered (our bodies, soul, spirit) it no longer belongs to the owner, but belongs to God.  Jesus is now Lord and will lead you to higher plateaus and show you how to get there.  Walk in innocence, be a sheep not a goat.
 If criticized or slandered, bless them, forgive them, and pray for them.  Thus you will not be hurt.  The attacks only show the hatred they have for Jesus who has taken up residence IN you.  As your flesh is not yet dead, you pick up your own cross, deny yourself and follow Jesus.  (Not men, not the church, not your family, only Jesus Christ.)  Disregard men but cause no offense to any man, forgive and love them.  The Holy spirit has spread abroad all the LOVE you will ever need to love Him and yourself and the brethren and your enemies.

6:11 pm

Hackers can access EVERY call and message you send: The moment computer expert shows just how easy it is for them to eavesdrop on your smartphone

  • Aussies may have their personal details stolen due to security vulnerability
  • 60 Minutes has uncovered a security hole in modern telecommunications
  • Hackers can listen in on phone conversations and read text messages

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3199978/Hackers-access-call-message-send-world-moment-German-computer-experts-just-easy-eavesdrop-smartphone.html#ixzz3j1DPfmlK
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5:44 pm


I’m pretty much offline altogether.  The owner of this site is no longer responsible for its


 Power in the Blood [Live]

9:56 am

Prof. Michel Chossudovsky: Terrorism is Made in the USA. The Global War on Terrorism is a Big Lie

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/video-prof-michel-chossudovsky-terrorism-is-made-in-the-usa-the-global-war-on-terrorism-is-a-big-lie/#EsbvVIiSYkMUuRQe.99

9:40 am

Wow, everybody’s talking to me!  I sent my Sunday-morning-text to DAD DAVID MOM, and my mom texted back!  I said:  “Have fun at the country club.”  She responded, “K”.

9:36 am

I know this is really far out stuff! But, so is the sudden death of a biosphere as old, as diverse, and as beautiful, as the one we have been gifted with. Wake up, people, this is NOT science fiction! Our planet is dying, right before our eyes, and we are NOT taking proper responsibility to stop it! As intelligent, technical beings, it is our responsibility, to protect the weaker species, who have no ability to defend themselves!

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/read-watch-fringe-but-interesting-et-warning-on-chemtrails-oxygen-18-asteroid-impact-in-n-atlantic-aug-15-2015/#kfcUvSzvRjJBFDOx.99

9:19 am

My Belgian targeted sister also forwarded this to me:

Hello […] ,

 with the  urgent diagnose eye melanoma two hospitals let me wait 2 Months for the appointment.  This was criminal. The tumor got very big in the two Months and it is paining.

There is now not any more other solution as operation, going about 2 H.
My claims for the Court of human rights in Strasbourg,   rule 39 , urgent ,  i made ready before and i want to bring on 2nd Sep by bus personally to the registry. It was very big work for me with the eye melanoma to write and prepare all the documents for the Court  , but i finished my work .
I wish you and your girlfriend nice days ,
with nice greetings ,

9:02 am

“Sacrificed for the sake of the family’s power.”
“It may not feel good that our illusions are falling one after another, but that’s how consciousness grows, by releasing your illusions and confronting your time.”
“I’m thrilled.  Give me a good enemy and I’m at my best.”
The truth-warriors are laughing.  I’ve not yet entirely joined the banter, but things are  looking pretty  humorous.  (I never wanted to lead my dad by the short ones but I’ll lead him as God wills.)  We have bought into a lie of such MAGNIFICENT PROPORTIONS  that those who view us from other realms are seriously laughing.  (That would be the Great Cloud of Witnesses and also humans who are vibrating higher.)  They’re laughing at me, and they’re laughing at my dad.    (Especially at my dad.  We’re both legally blind but at least I can see light.)    (In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is King.)

8:21 am

It is obscene that men will destroy others for filthy lucre.  War is unconscionable; we-remnant do not force our will on others in that fashion.  Our mates behave like greedy wolves on the world stage and at home.  We are not the Blood-bought body we should be, and that we will become.  There should not child be, who lives lacking anything.  80 people own as much wealth as 50% of humanity.  If that were not so, hunger would not exist.

 Humanity’s problem is SELFISHNESS.  How DARE we own stuffed closets while barefoot Africans raise the dead in the name of him thou dost call savior!  Why in the WORLD does anybody think it’s alright to steal a child from his parent?  We pay their wages, those heartless ones who do that.  How much better would it be if the goons dialed their ray-guns to a really high vibration that infused delinquent parents with love for their offspring?  They could label a specific ‘self-sacrifice’ frequency and administer a monthly vaccination to all who have parented children.  This will be a very different world.

7:55 am

HAARP, Weather Warfare & Full Spectrum Dominance — Elana Freeland

HAARP weather warfare, chemtrails, and the meaning of full spectrum dominance is explored with author Elana Freeland. How Project Cloverleaf has evolved into disaster capitalism, and how Artificial Intelligence and transhumanism are part of the plot to maintain the hive mind of humanity is illuminated.

(I had Nick Begitch’s book when it was new.  I lent it to my cousin.  I wonder if he still has it.)

“We’re seeing the creation of disasters…to make money.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/haarp-weather-warfare-full-spectrum-dominance-elana-freeland/#JQ17zWu2DDoF0YEM.99

3:52 am

Sometimes you have to put out information in hopes that those who haven’t heard this will at least absorb a fraction of it. If you haven’t heard this and you absorb just one of these random points, I believe that may be enough to cause a major paradigm shift in your life or in the life of someone you know. Here are 10 random, mostly recent but some archival information that is factual and verifiable for anyone willing to look it up.

10 Disturbing Facts Most Americans Are Too Fearful To Face

5. As briefly mentioned in #3, the United States Military is currently conducting an admitted A.I. psychological operation on the human domain as people carry on as usual.

It’s called Jade Helm and right now learning more about Jade Helm for many Americans means putting down that remote control, turning off that ballgame, pausing the video game or missing their favorite TV show. It takes work to research this and, more importantly, the insecurity that comes with knowing that our own military is studying you the individual to control you is again too profound to really understand for some. They might ask, why would the military do this? Not knowing that the new world order has been planned for over 100 years now.

This is another issue that is too overwhelming for the average person to understand or, more importantly, face head-on. SOCOM documents exposed by researchers are clear about the intention of Jade Helm Jade 2 software and no matter how much you ignore it, it’s still here, it’s very real and it’s in motion as we speak.

Learn at:   http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2015-08-14/10-disturbing-facts-most-americans-are-too-fearful-face

3:40 am

The prophet knows as much about computers as I do; our conversations must be pretty funny.  It’s hard to be so dependent on a language I do not know.  He asked me if anybody was watching the site.  Other than my recent messages from relatives,  I’ve been running only on faith.  I figure if God wants a person to read my life, that person will do so.  And watching ‘stats’ is ridiculous for a cyber-stalking-target.  But, those little dummy-bars at the top of my page have me trained anyway.  I get a bar for each of the past 48 days and sometimes one of the bars tops out head-and-shoulders above the rest.  Then I am comforted against my will.  Also, even when I DO NOT CONSCIOUSLY THINK ABOUT THE BARS, my eyes will glance that way to see any rising darkness and just self-soothe without even realizing it.  Up a notch.  That’s wrong.  I must take my cues only from the Spirit and he’s still got a lot of work to do on my mind.  When I can talk,  it really helps.  The prophet and I say things when we’re together that we hadn’t  thought-through before.  We’re more than the sum of our parts, and isn’t that how it’s supposed to be?  He can take me full-strength and that’s unusual.  He doesn’t have a belief problem at all.



8:09 pm

My dad drove by five times today, twice even across my lawn.  I didn’t look up.

7:06 pm

I sure would like to be in Belgium when they pierce my sister’s eye…

I sent her this:

That made me smile.  Whenever I see pictures of India I think of you.  I love the colors!  So much beauty and sunlight!  I am praying for you, you know that.  They can destroy our bodies but God can put them back better than they’ve ever been.  My prayer for you:

“Dear Lord,  My dear friend is very frightened.  The world has harmed her over and over.  She loves you.  Please take her hand as I would if I could, and love her through the fear and the anesthesia and the wonder.  Give her a full measure of your Spirit so that she is at peace, while in the hands of the enemy.  You are God.  They are not.  I love you and she loved you so much that she felt sorry for you!  She loves you better than I do.  Give her peace and healing.  Free her from the psychopaths who rape our minds.  Be God.  That’s all we ask, because we love you and no matter what you do, you’re still God.  Amen.”

6:29 pm

WOW!  Family is talking to me a lot.  Isaac asked me to review a project.  Here’s what I said:

Please remember I’ve watched thirty thousand of these…  The first thing I noticed was that all the people were very young.  Older people will wake up too.  Also…isn’t it really quiet?  Where is Christine’s passion?  I know it exists or she would not be attempting this.  It’s beautiful.  You do beautiful work.  I think something will occur in Georgia.  Does Christine think so?    OK, I watched some more and she specifically said ‘young people’ so maybe you have a target audience.  Of course you do.  But, as a mature truth-seeker I felt a bit left out.  Are you appealing to kindred souls?  Or to kindred body-types?  We can’t pick our community, I think.  But how else do we reach out to those of like mind?  Also (of course) I would like to see your work reference Jesus.  (I know that’s a personal prejudice.)  And how many times must we hear ‘source’?    He has a name.  Alpha and Omega.  Also, I really hope you come home for a bit.  September will be weird.  Josh needs you.  I could stand to hear some new music.  We love you beyond all reason.  Also, where is the climax?  The video seems the same tempre though its entirety.  <3

5:05 pm

“Christians WILL be persecuted.  A change has come.”

“America has been racing to judgment…in defiance of God.”

3:44 pm

Wow, the vet was here after a year and a half… this time.  He drove by yesterday tooting his horn… again. Today he showed up on my deck and I walked him right back to his car, after George refused to get out of bed. (I forgot he worked a double yesterday.)  That felt really good. (I was very polite.)   I didn’t have to hear any stories about self-mutilation.  Last time he left our abode he slopped his wet clothes out of my washing machine; that’s how mad he was.  I just will not put up with his evil talk.  He knows that; he has always known that. I pray for him every time he goes by the house blaring his horn for a quarter mile. But, I am a child of the King of all creation… and I don’t have to listen to anybody drag that creation through the mud.

I think I’m just not going to let anybody mess with my zen anymore.  I’ve worked very hard to get where I am, especially so since I am subject to REMOTE NEURAL MIND-FUCKING.  We used to think Cat Stevens was kind of a Christian-type, he was obviously spiritual.  Then he became a Muslim, but he still sings ‘Peace Train’.  What does a servant of the most High and Holy Jesus, the Christ make of that?   Josh asked why I didn’t kick out our former-friend-who-sold-my-car-and-never-paid-his-debt-to-Josh out of our home when he crawled into bed with me naked.  That time pissed him off more than the time he slept on the couch naked.  (I was touched.)  I said, “I did not think I had a right to be confrontational with anybody.  I was a slave and I felt I had no value, after what my dad said about me.”  I am no longer a slave, save my servitude and pierced ear for Jesus who values his love-slaves highly.  I am worthy, because Jesus says I am.  I will not listen to humans contradict him anymore.

Cat Stevens, Usuf Islam; does he  think that God does not know him either way?  Does my Father in Heaven not judge by hearts’ contents rather than by designations?  (I hope so.  I’m a Goldthorpe.)   I recognize the Spirit of Christ in many people who do not claim the name of Jesus.  I also see the Father of Lies peering over Baptist pulpits.  My Father in Heaven has tolerated much idol-worship.  He has viewed this folly for generations.  (Soon that will no longer be the case.)  But one thing really disgusts him,  really makes him sick, makes him puke:  “LUKEWARM PEOPLE.”  (That camp includes FAKE CHRISTIANS.)

3:37 pm


Yusuf Islam – Peace Train

11:52 am

Having the courage to be who you truly are, in heart, mind, soul and spirit. This is what withstands the destructive matrix and creates the new paradigm.

There’s so much more at stake than any of us individually. Selflessness is the sign of a true warrior; one who fights for a noble cause and the survival of righteous principles and the lives of all those they love and care for. This includes all of humanity and every living thing on this planet. It’s a driving compassion that surpasses all of the confines of social structure or so called reason.

Passion supersedes everything.

In the Trenches of Battlefield Earth

Read more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/trenches-battlefield-earth/


11:37 am

Hands up!  Don’t shoot!

9:17 am


Dedicated to my Dad who serves false idols and expects his children to follow him to hell:

When you talk I don’t listen.  OH, LET MY FATHER’S WILL BE DONE!

“Oh, but faith is not your speed.  You’d have everyone believe, that you’re the sole authority.  Follow the majority.”

Oh, you’d be smart to save your soul.   OH, and escape this mind-control.    You spent your life in sacrifice…to a system for the dead!”

I get out 

Lauryn Hill

9:12 am

Interesting story from the ‘Book of Jasher’  (Abram was renamed Abraham):

11:29 And Abram took the savory meat from his mother, and brought it before his father’s gods into the chamber; and he came nigh unto them that they might eat, and he placed it before them, and Abram sat before them all day, thinking perhaps they might eat.

30 And Abram viewed them, and behold they had neither voice nor hearing, nor did one of them stretch forth his hand to the meat to eat.

31 And in the evening of that day in that house Abram was clothed with the spirit of God.

32 And he called out and said, Woe unto my father and this wicked generation, whose hearts are all inclined to vanity, who serve these idols of wood and stone which can neither eat, smell, hear nor speak, who have mouths without speech, eyes without sight, ears without hearing, hands without feeling, and legs which cannot move; like them are those that made them and that trust in them.

33 And when Abram saw all these things his anger was kindled against his father, and he hastened and took a hatchet in his hand, and came unto the chamber of the gods, and he broke all his father’s gods.


34 And when he had done breaking the images, he placed the hatchet in the hand of the great god which was there before them, and he went out; and Terah his father came home, for he had heard at the door the sound of the striking of the hatchet; so Terah came into the house to know what this was about.

35 And Terah, having heard the noise of the hatchet in the room of images, ran to the room to the images, and he met Abram going out.

36 And Terah entered the room and found all the idols fallen down and broken, and the hatchet in the hand of the largest, which was not broken, and the savory meat which Abram his son had made was still before them.

37 And when Terah saw this his anger was greatly kindled, and he hastened and went from the room to Abram.

38 And he found Abram his son still sitting in the house; and he said to him, What is this work thou hast done to my gods?

39 And Abram answered Terah his father and he said, Not so my lord, for I brought savory meat before them, and when I came nigh to them with the meat that they might eat, they all at once stretched forth their hands to eat before the great one had put forth his hand to eat.

40 And the large one saw their works that they did before him, and his anger was violently kindled against them, and he went and took the hatchet that was in the house and came to them and broke them all, and behold the hatchet is yet in his hand as thou seest.

41 And Terah’s anger was kindled against his son Abram, when he spoke this; and Terah said to Abram his son in his anger, What is this tale that thou hast told? Thou speakest lies to me.

42 Is there in these gods spirit, soul or power to do all thou hast told me? Are they not wood and stone, and have I not myself made them, and canst thou speak such lies, saying that the large god that was with them smote them? It is thou that didst place the hatchet in his hands, and then sayest he smote them all.

43 And Abram answered his father and said to him, And how canst thou then serve these idols in whom there is no power to do any thing? Can those idols in which thou trustest deliver thee? can they hear thy prayers when thou callest upon them? can they deliver thee from the hands of thy enemies, or will they fight thy battles for thee against thy enemies, that thou shouldst serve wood and stone which can neither speak nor hear?

44 And now surely it is not good for thee nor for the sons of men that are connected with thee, to do these things; are you so silly, so foolish or so short of understanding that you will serve wood and stone, and do after this manner?

45 And forget the Lord God who made heaven and earth, and who created you in the earth, and thereby bring a great evil upon your souls in this matter by serving stone and wood?

46 Did not our fathers in days of old sin in this matter, and the Lord God of the universe brought the waters of the flood upon them and destroyed the whole earth?

47 And how can you continue to do this and serve gods of wood and stone, who cannot hear, or speak, or deliver you from oppression, thereby bringing down the anger of the God of the universe upon you?

48 Now therefore my father refrain from this, and bring not evil upon thy soul and the souls of thy household.

49 And Abram hastened and sprang from before his father, and took the hatchet from his father’s largest idol, with which Abram broke it and ran away.

50 And Terah, seeing all that Abram had done, hastened to go from his house, and he went to the king and he came before Nimrod and stood before him, and he bowed down to the king; and the king said, What dost thou want?

51 And he said, I beseech thee my lord, to hear me–Now fifty years back a child was born to me, and thus has he done to my gods and thus has he spoken; and now therefore, my lord and king, send for him that he may come before thee, and judge him according to the law, that we may be delivered from his evil.

52 And the king sent three men of his servants, and they went and brought Abram before the king. And Nimrod and all his princes and servants were that day sitting before him, and Terah sat also before them.

53 And the king said to Abram, What is this that thou hast done to thy father and to his gods? And Abram answered the king in the words that he spoke to his father, and he said, The large god that was with them in the house did to them what thou hast heard.

54 And the king said to Abram, Had they power to speak and eat and do as thou hast said? And Abram answered the king, saying, And if there be no power in them why dost thou serve them and cause the sons of men to err through thy follies?

55 Dost thou imagine that they can deliver thee or do anything small or great, that thou shouldst serve them? And why wilt thou not sense the God of the whole universe, who created thee and in whose power it is to kill and keep alive?

56 0 foolish, simple, and ignorant king, woe unto thee forever.

5:39 am


4:51 pm

Architects Confirm Shopping Malls Will Become FEMA Camps

When an architectural team designs a mall, they work very hard at having the various structures complement each other. The purpose is to create a functional commercial community as well as a warm, inviting atmosphere where people where let their “guard” down and are willing to spend their money. We want to design structures that sell ease if accessm beauty and comfort. Guard towers do not add to this architectural objective.

When I first raised the question of why so many malls were having EXPENSIVE and utterly useless guard tower structures built on the corners of malls, I was told that it was what the client requested.

I challenged one representative by telling him the structure would substantially drive up costs, served no aesthetic purpose and would draw hard to labor away from the the construction of the mall and delay the completion of the main structures comprising the mall. In this business where time is money and construction completion dates are of a high priority, the insistence of the clients who want “elevated structures” made no sense.

 I was firmly told to drop the subject.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/architects-confirm-shopping-malls-will-become-fema-camps/#Urrx1fqsiGrQseiD.99

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/architects-confirm-shopping-malls-will-become-fema-camps/#Urrx1fqsiGrQseiD.99

4:14 pm

I cooked Asian for a whole week.  We had Thai sesame noodles and MuShu Pork  with Cantonese pancakes and beef lo mein and Japanese pork cutlets and fried rice and twice-fried beans with mushrooms, and hot-and-sour soup.  I haven’t baked much this week, only cookies and bread and a cheesecake.  Maybe I’ll get off my ass tomorrow.  Asian is self-indulgent; it’s my favorite.  Tonight,  for Josh I made black beans mushed up with lard and cumin, chicken braised in spices, cabbage salsa with avocado, corn with red and green bell peppers in bacon fat and butter,  and crema;  and I’ve got some really nice tortillas.  I cooked up some zucchini pieces and drained some cucumber chunks with salt.  If nobody eats those tonight, I’ll use them tomorrow for Josh’s lunch and an Asian salad.

2:57 pm

“Anything you can imagine we already know how to do.”

“If you’ve seen it in Star Trek or Star Wars, we’ve been there and done that.”

DEEP OPS Insider: The Huge Explosions In China And Russia Is an Exotic Advanced Weapons Warning/Display By The US: Scalar Interferometer Display

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/deep-ops-insider-the-huge-explosions-in-china-and-russia-is-an-exotic-advanced-weapons-warningdisplay-by-the-us-scalar-interferometer-display/#UFcZbDse4O8Fci1G.99

2:23 pm

Dad-  Now everybody knows I was never crazy.  Except George.  What are you going to do about it?  Soon we’ll have a new bowflex and no firewood.  Please tell him that I am not and have never been the problem around here.  Please confess.  Thank you.  

7:04 am

There is a part of the “old nature” that is ALWAYS seeking the acceptance and the approval of others – and thus each one of My children must diligently guard their heart against any form of “outward consolation”, knowing that I shall provide those with “kindred spirits” in order that together they might, as one, carry out My Will in this final hour. But let it be clearly understood by each one of My children that [first and foremost] the only fellowship that they need concern themselves with is perfect fellowship with Me [in the “inner chamber”]! I shall surely take care of the rest.

….”Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus”…. Philippians 4:6-7 NASB

….”And my God will liberally supply [fill to the full] your every need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus”…. Philippians 4:19 The Amplified Translation

See at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20EXHORTATIONS%202015/08%20August%202015/WPEXH0813.pdf

6:17 am


You asked about Isaac.  The lease ran out on the ‘tribe’ house, and he’s moved into a different place; apparently they have a garden.  He didn’t sign a lease and is considering coming home for a couple weeks while he gets his ideas ordered.  I’d love that, because maybe he and Josh could determine an inspirational place to live that is not as expensive as Boulder.  If they brain-stormed they could find a place where Josh could have some input.  He says he gets so bored at the hardware store that his blood pressure drops.  He HAS TO GET AWAY from this dearth of activity.  This house is sensory-deprivation-central.  (I told my mom that years ago as I begged her to help me find opportunities for him…and distance from the drug dealers. He’s nearly 19 and hasn’t ever smoked pot even once!)  Isaac wants to stay in Boulder but Josh found it really fakey.  They’d both be happy in Toronto and my dad owes me a home and God says I’ll own his condo.  They both even have friends there and there is an active Swedish-Canadian community that Josh would love.  


5:47 am

“Now is the time to be bold.”

Shemitah Exposed: Financial Crisis Planned For September 2015

Jeff Berwick, the ‘Dollar Vigilante’

(The ANARCHAST on youtube)

5:34 am

Isn’t this old-fashioned and cute?

“If there must be trouble, let it be in my day, that my child may have peace.”  – Thomas Paine

5:32 am

Investigator Exposes Bush Crime Family

5:23 am

Huge Breaking Scandal: FOX NEWS is Hillary Clinton’s 9th Largest Donor!

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-breaking-scandal-fox-news-is-hillary-clintons-9th-largest-donor/#4sBbxIpKbs5xGlSX.99

4:47 am

Chemtrail, Brain-Implant TI Hero Violently Attacked, Life-Threatening

World famous Targeted Individual (TI) advocate hero and chemtrail-forced nano brain implant whistle-blower Magnus Olsson revealed he is suffering life-threatening injuries from being violently attacked Wednesday. Founding director of the European coalition defending TI human rights, European Coalition Against Covert Harassment  (ECACH) Olsson told Dupré that his assault was so violent, he is feeble, but wants it publicly clarified that he is not suicidal.

“They are trying to kill me,” were the first words Olsson told Dupré on Skype at 10:00 p.m. Swedish time in an exclusive interview.

“I think you should write about how they brought me down in such a cheap way,” he said, later struggling to add that a published article would be “splendid because the world is screaming against these types of crimes.”

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/international/2015/08/ti-hero-violently-attacked-life-threatening-2487398.html


6:25 pm

George does not plan to buy either propane or wood this winter.  We will heat the entire space with electric space heaters.


6:12 pm

Lord Janner WILL appear in court tomorrow to face child sex abuse charges – The Elite Pedophilia Ring Unmasked!

  • Peer is accused of 22 child sex abuse charges between 1960s and 1980s
  • He has always denied wrongdoing and says he is too ill to attend court
  • Judges today ruled demands of public justice outweigh his human rights

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/lord-janner-will-appear-in-court-tomorrow-to-face-child-sex-abuse-charges-the-elite-pedophilia-ring-unmasked/#zR7U2XbRhY57Q83M.99

3:03 pm


The girl that married dear old dad.

2:41 pm

My job will be complete when even  Kim Kardashian is free.  She’s got to be the most incarcerated girl in America. How is it that a healthy young woman is rewarded for doing NOTHING except primping and being photographed? What a waste.  She’s sturdy-looking, and not totally stupid.  (She can’t spell but lots of smart people can’t spell either.)  Reality TV is a paradox.  The more of their real-lives they sell, the less their lives will ever be real. Maybe that makes sense.  When you sell more of a product than you have in stock you experience a shortage.  Her baby half-sister just turned eighteen.  Their father, ‘Caitlyn’,
said that his/her work (parenting) is now over.  (…while touching a tear with the corner of a lace hankie.)  What did the young woman get for her birthday?  Several high-end cars, but also a baby bunny.  She named it ‘Bruce’.
 I remember Bruce; he was a star and he was very American.  He’s managed to hang on to both designations but it took some doing.  I knew nothing about his family until I began the blog but they’re on every page. They’re bigger news than Fukushima-destroying-the-earth, CERN-destroying-the-earth, geoengineering-destroying-the-earth, WW III-destroying-the-earth, pedophiles-destroying-the-earth, corrupt judges-destroying-the earth, etc.  They’re bigger even than the mind-control that blissfully seduces us to assist any of the prior options. They’re mind-control poster-children.   One of them saw a contrail last month, it was all over the English press.  She asked about clouds that follow planes and run in lines and spread out and fill the sky and what are they all about…?  She hasn’t mentioned it again.  I suppose her agent spoke to her.  Did you know that Kim and her mother both had sex tapes marketed by the same blackmailer/publicist?  American family values have changed.

1:29 pm

Chronically Ill 6-Year-Old Walks For First Time After Medical Cannabis Treatment

The medicinal benefits of cannabis used to inspire heated debate—used to. With ongoing discoveries and successful treatments, denying the efficacy of cannabis treatment is no longer a matter of opinion but, rather, a complete fallacy. Around 100 years of propaganda, fear-mongering, and criminalization has attempted to not only discredit the plant’s medicinal value, but to portray the virtually harmless flower as dangerous, as well.

Thankfully, those days of irrational fear and denial are slowly coming to an end. In fact, the steady shift in the general public’s perspective on cannabis has been significant enough for a growing number of parents to consider cannabis oil as a viable option to treat their sick children. Such is the case with Bella Chinonis.

Learn more here:   http://www.activistpost.com/2015/08/chronically-ill-6-year-old-walks-for-first-time-after-medical-cannabis-treatment.html

11:54 am

Fetal Parts Sold for “Scientific Research” on Cosmetics, Flavor Enhancers

A largely horrified public has watched five videos on the selling of aborted babies—sacrificed to the gods of “scientific research.” The heartless defenders of their dismemberment for profit, claim that it contributes to “life-saving research.”

Aside from the fact that scientific experimentation on murder victims is immoral, realize also that this is not just about real science. Aborted babies have been used for such things as testing flavor enhancers for food companies and creating anti-aging creams. Developing products such as cosmetics and flavor enhancers are to science as lemon drops and potato chips are to fruits and vegetables.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3ii9GJQjY
Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3ii92UlCx

4:54 am

I’m hoping that Jesus’ angels will bring in the great harvest before the stupid scientists unleash all hell on Earth. I think it must be going to happen that way because his side wins and we sure need some workers.  And some resources.  There will be a massive transfer of wealth pretty soon, as the goods saved by the wicked are redistributed to the righteous.  That should speed things up.

4:35 am

I think prison with internet must be WAY better than prison without it.  Isolation will kill you.  Isolation plus ostracism is a very hard thing.  But, with the internet one’s brain needn’t dissolve.  We must assist the prisoners. Jesus said that.  We don’t do it.  What’s he gonna say?

4:29 am

Nobody worth his allocated carbon can deny that other-world entities are manifesting in our physical matrix.  How could this be happening, I thought we knew all the demons.  But no.  There is a new game in town and ancient entities are rubbing noses with the carbon-based, carbon-wasting life-forms.  Worship is happening on planet Earth and a lot of it ain’t pretty.  “Lord let me do this right.  I claim no merit and I bow at your feet and beg for perfect obedience to your will for whatever entity is involved.  Shield me with your BLOOD.  OK.  I lost it.  It was about Shiva I think.”  “Thank you.  Amen.”
That was weird.  OK.  CERN is a VERY BIG PROBLEM but it will go away if we do not conquer this mind-control thing.  Personally, I’d rather see humanity take a stand against the forces of evil.  I’m writing to only the cloud. Does anybody tune in?  This is the final battle between good and evil and things are not looking good for the masses.  STOP IT.  Stop bowing to sin and destruction.  Stop permitting murder!  STOP IT.  If humanity just stopped it would all stop.  We are suiciding.

4:08 am

And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand.
And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand.

4:03 am


3:49 am


Valor – Old Ship Of Zion

As I step on board I’ll be living.  All my sorrows and heartaches behind.  I’ll be safe with Jesus the captain.  Sailing out on the old ship of Zion.

3:28 am


Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!
(Take that, Ferguson.)
Roll Jordan, Roll

We’re living in Revelation 18.  I wish the ‘church’ would wake up.

Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come.

And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more:

The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble,

And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men.

(Revelation 18:10-13)

3:12 am

Why, oh why, dear Brethren, would my father’s government want to know everything about us?  Why do they care about that recipe I sent in an email or the county’s anticipated precipitation?  I am very boring, and dear ones, I know that you are too.  Why maintain an ungodly database of our affiliations and activities?  There are two reasons and I’ll present them slowly:  1.  Reason number ‘one’ is:  THEY WANT TO PREDICT WHAT WE WILL DO. (Google:  BF Skinner.)  REASON NUMBER TWO, and it pains me to type this ELEMENTARY concept but type I must:  THEY WILL CONTROL US.  They will sell what parts of our souls that may be ‘transferable’, and they will eat the rest.  But we won’t care, because Kim Kardashian is sending naked-pregnant-selfies to Donald Trump.

2:50 am

I’d like to learn more about how to use a computer.  I’d like to learn how to clip videos and I’d like to see more sites.  I go to the same ten sites every day.  (Somehow I always find exactly what I need anyway.)  I remembered today what it felt like to ride a scooter down the road.  I could feel the wind and the bugs in my teeth.  My life was COMPLETELY plucked out at the roots, when my dad slandered me.  That scooter was the only thing I did for fun, and then it broke.  I crashed it once, up at the store.  Nobody would talk to me.  I even started a forest fire across the road and the fire department came!  (The ashes had been in that  bucket for a week.  I can’t believe they were still hot.)   STILL nobody would talk to me.  WHAT A BUNCH OF WIMPS.
State police came to my house two times when I threw my computer out of the car window up at Eckerman on the day the goon told me I was under BIGTIME surveillance and my dad was responsible.   I even gave them cookies.  They had to turn the computer on to find out it was mine, I think.   But, not a single question.  It’s not just ‘Christians’ who are shirking their duty,  even the ‘officials’ are waiting to die so they won’t have to deal with this problem of psychopaths destroying humanity.  They’d prefer to leave it for their children to either 1) deal with it IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH TIME AFTER THEIR PARENTS AND REPRESENTATIVES SLINK FROM THE STAGE IN DISGRACE, or 2) be mind-controlled into non-existence.  I have higher aspirations for my sons.  And myself.
Jesus died for me.  Jesus came ‘to set the captives free’ and that we may have ‘ABUNDANT life’.  My life is no such thing and I’m not leaving here until I am the full representation of Jesus’ love and provision.  Jesus knows I’m in prison because he put me here for such a time as this.  I have had no friend except him, but he told me ahead of time that I would lose everybody.  He knows everything.
A lot of people claim to know Jesus  but they abuse those who hear his voice.  Their Bible is like the book of fairy tales my grandma kept by the bed in my room at her house.  The stories were old-fashioned and gruesome.  I devoured them.  But, I knew they were not real.  In ‘real-life’ I never heard a giant chant ‘Fee-Fi-Fo-Fum.  I smell the blood of an Englishman.  Be he live, or be he dead, I’ll grind his bones to bake my bread.’  I suppose if I had actually HEARD such a thing, the book would have become reality to me and I would henceforth  always listen for the voices of that other world.  I expect I would listen very closely.  I would also REVIEW THE FAIRY TALES in the fresh light of every new thing I heard.


5:35 pm

I didn’t send the last text to my dad.  Instead I sent:

Any day now my sons will figure out what you did to their father.  Are you prepared for that?

4:51 pm

PLEASE, old man.  Please have mercy on a man whose body could still possibly produce testosterone. Please tell George the truth so he can have some dignity… and not have to buy a Bowflex to go with the weight bench and the stomach-machine and the inversion table.  Tell him what you did.  Tell him I did not cheat on him, not even in my mind.  (I mean not without your assistance.)  (The NSA and the satanic Brotherhood know that for a fact.  Shouldn’t George?)   Thank you.

4:46 pm


Dedicated to George:

“Body, body.  Wanna build my, build my body, body.  What a thrill, what a thrill my body, body.”

Macho Man OFFICIAL Music Video (short version) 

Village People

FROM 8:53 am

George has a new toy;  a 2-1/2 foot diameter plastic ball is sitting on  top of the pile of clothes and VHS tapes and envelopes and bags and shoes and boxes and EXERCISE EQUIPMENT on his bedroom floor.  It joins the treadmill, the inversion bed, the stomach-machine and the weight-bench; he hasn’t touched any of them for years.  We don’t even take care of or use the crap in this house and he keeps getting more.
4:11 pm
I can’t believe it.  I just overheard George talking about replacing his tension bands…and buying a bowflex!!! We have one machine in the living room, one in the basement with the chin-up bar, and another in his bedroom. And he watches tv instead of using them.  The weight bench is in THE CARPORT with one of the dead grills he’ll neither  fix or discard.  He would DROWN US IN JUNK!  I asked him and Josh for a tablet, to replace both my chromebook and my phone.  (My chromebook doesn’t even have a word processor and I can’t save any of my work.  It only goes on-line.) It wouldn’t even need a contract and only costs  $129.00.  I use my equipment round the clock for the good of humanity and in DEFENSE OF THEM.   We don’t even have a grill or a decent garden.   My dad told them I was worthless and he needs to fix this.

2:51 pm

George and I went grocery shopping and he bought fuel for my car. He said that in case the 7-8 cans of tuna in the pantry aren’t enough, he has some stockpiled in his bedroom.  I put the groceries away and got his approval for tonight’s menu before returning to my continual documentation of TEOTWAWKI.  Music from  the lake became disturbingly loud and then two pontoon boats pulled up  right to the lawn.  I thought they were coming to take me away.  There are probably 15-20 kids on the boats, and they’re getting on and off and checking out the river. Connie hasn’t made a peep.  These are rich kids having fun.  I had a rich dad but I never got to be a rich kid. It’s a beautiful day and I’m jealous.
“God, please forgive me for envying these beautiful fun-loving people.  I know you have friends picked out for me and I will not always be alone.  I know that your way is always best.”  Connie is barking now.  They’re  having a party right in front of me.  I wish they’d leave but instead they’re calling Connie  into the water.   If she goes out to party with them I’ll be VERY jealous.  She’s not even friendly.
Sometimes I picture a helicopter landing on the lawn between my chair and the lake, coming down right where I ‘ve watched  the eagle fly all these years of isolation since my father targeted me. There’s a lot of room there but  if  the clearing isn’t  big enough  there certainly is space to the East.  I picture Ron Paul getting out with a big fat medal for me… and a big fat FBI agent to arrest my dad.  That’s the kind of party I’d  like best.
This is a really big lake.  Those people should go somewhere else.  They’re pointing at the house and talking about the former restaurant to the north, and about my house too.   If I had a boat I’d never go anywhere near anybody else.  I’ve heard people say my name from boats, and I’ve heard them talk about my dad.  I wonder if he ever hears  what people say when they don’t think he’s listening?  I know he tries really hard to hear what people say when he’s not around;  he bugged his own office twenty-five years ago.
 Is ANYBODY really surprised about what he did to me?    I don’t believe it for a second.

11:16 am

Flashback: Voting Machines Can Be Hacked With $26 And An 8th Grade Education

The researchers who developed the hack were actually able to hijack a Diebold Accuvote TS electronic voting machine, one of the most popular voting systems at the time.

Two of the lead researchers in the study were able to demonstrate a number of different ways that voting machines could be hacked. They used a $1.29 microprocessor and a circuit board that costs about $8, along with a $15 remote control.

They demonstrated that the cheap hack worked from over a half-mile away.

-See more at:   http://www.activistpost.com/2015/08/flashback-voting-machines-can-be-hacked-with-26-and-an-8th-grade-education.html

11:02 am

Thought PolicePrison Without Bars

10:10 am

BOMBSHELL: 60 Minutes exposes child rape & murder by politicians & royals in the United Kingdom!

(The United States has its own history of high-level child rape networks.  Google:  Franklin Cover-up.  Also google:  George Bush pedophilia, White House call-boys.)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/bombshell-60-minutes-exposes-child-rape-murder-by-politicians-royals-in-the-united-kingdom/#x6t6AXBbqqoUx5s1.99

5:03 am

 A Woman Rides the Beast, The Roman Catholic Church

Dave Hunt

4:12 am

As I understand, some spirits have spirit-bodies and others are punitively disembodied. These are opposite ends of a spectrum,  with humans occupying the center point.  Lots of spirit personalities have desired bodies, so they move into dogs and humans, eventually pushing out the creature’s native person.  Those with spirit-bodies can do amazing things that we can’t, but they all desire to manifest in our physical world. (Why is that?) Until our technology had sufficiently advanced, it was difficult for them to cross over without access to earthly DNA. Hijacking biology is still their major strategy but there’s light at the end of the tunnel for the dark ones.
CERN may be for non-corporeal beings, their visa and their green card and maybe they can stay forever. CERN may be the ‘key to the bottomless pit’ revealed in the Revelation. Angels can come and go at will.  Angels are permitted any access directed by God, but man can shut them out and that’s usually the case.  I don’t know if each human has a ‘guardian angel’.  The only Bible reference that comes to mind is a snippet:  “the angel of his presence,”  as though one’s presence had always an attendant angel.  Mine does.  I know others who are particularly familiar with a particular angel.  I know one guy who has had an invisible-friend/spirit-guide since he was very small.  He was never frightened and grew dependent on the entity.  I can’t wait until we’re forced to discuss this science in polite company.


6:49 pm

According to a military site, US population is expected to be 65 million in 2025

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/according-to-a-military-site-us-poppulation-is-expected-to-be-65-million-in-2025/#4FcJKXdDGERcERJk.99

6:10 pm

I’ve used more cayenne pepper this year than in all my life.  We have a lot of it, but we got it prior to Y-2K and it is extremely high in capsicum for its medicinal value.  I used to use about half of whatever a recipe required but I use it full-strength now.  We need a king.  Maybe I’ll start my own secret-society; I agree that we need one-world government.  But we need a REAL king, not a blood-drinking Disneyland automaton.  Do you know how much nerve it will require to declare world peace?  The chutzpah!  Only two men will dare to try it I think.  One will be the “Prince of Peace” and wouldn’t you think he’d be easy to pick out in a crowd?
“We have no king but CAESAR!”  Truly spoken, somewhat true.  “Caesar” would refer to an anointing.  (These times are ALL ABOUT THE OIL.  The Bible told us so.)  We wimpy humans follow a spirit, whether we admit it or not.   We are subject to the higher powers and the NSA only imitated what was spiritual reality anyway.  We are NOT independent thinkers.  We are born moral free-agents, but we have VOLUNTARILY SUBMITTED OUR FREE WILL TO MORONS!  So, as we make our utterly personal, very intelligent and clear-eyed-voluntary decisions…another realm laughs at us.  (There is a GREAT cloud of witnesses…)   They also jerk us around.  Lucifer was the ‘anointed cherub.’  The Bible does not tell us that his anointing was ever removed.  Then we have Holy Spirit.  He knows the only way out of here alive.  Which spirit do we follow?
We can’t continue to just submit to the wrong spirit because it’s easier than girding up the loins of our resolve and our consciousness.  “We will not go quietly into the night…”  Where is the AMERICAN spirit?  What evil entity has usurped the position of God-ordained freedom within our immortal souls?  I’m ashamed of  America. That’s a bad place to be for a person who has shed MUCH BLOOD for truth and freedom on this soil!  Is no man willing to shed blood or reputation for TRUTH?   Freedom is the last shoot-out.  If you won’t stand up for TRUTH you MUST STAND UP FOR FREEDOM.  Or you will never stand.  Because after that you can’t.  The human spirit is dead at that point.  Suicided.

5:46 pm

“It’s apparent that democracy is dead.  We just don’t have anything to replace it.”

Ban on Holocaust Debate Proves Democracy is a Lie – Joaquin

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/ban-on-holocaust-debate-proves-democracy-is-a-lie-joaquin/#bHcIeg1VlYUgSmrK.99

4:27 pm

George and Josh both have the day off and George and Josh CLEANED OFF THE PATIO AROUND THE hot-tub!   I’ve been wanting that for YEARS!  They moved a pile of  punky wood to the bonfire pit,  and shoveled and hosed off all the bugs and nightcrawlers.  I was so happy I mowed three sides of the house and up by the road. (I had started to bake bread, so I’m behind now.)   I love working around here when I’m not working alone.
Josh was injured during a “Trust Exercise” in Boulder, Colorado.  He was trusting really well until the trustee walked him into a sign. He saw a splatter of blood on the padded meditation-mask and the meditation-guy said, “Wow.  You’re going to have an awesome scar.”  Metaphysical writings, “Ever have kefir?”  I love these guys.  The first time I remember Anime was some Japanese cartoon that gave kids seizures.  I remember the first graphic novel; before then books were either words or pictures.  We’ve been seeing synthesis between the disciplines for a long time, and also the effects of electronic psychotropic interventions.
We’ve also watched the liars be brought to task for damages they have caused.  We’re rolling down the highway and people still don’t even know we’re in the fast lane.  The events we watch now are no surprise; we knew we’d have to dump the hypocrites.  Rest stops are necessary on the broad path to destruction… and also on the straight and narrow.  The long and winding road, led me, to your door.  This is the narrow path and few there be that find it.  Next stop?  Who knows, but it’s going to be very interesting.
Josh is going to the library, he says it has good light.  He plays ‘Magic’ or ‘D and D’, but he really likes that other people are doing diverse things in a common environment.  He doesn’t believe in taxes except for those that create common areas for diverse activities.  He thinks that if we gathered, and could be ourselves in the gathering, common respect would increase among citizens.  He plans to establish his own country, on an island. He’ll build a zip-train and permit no cars.  He has great ideas.

At the library, little kids sit at an uncovered wooden table and play with clay.  Others watch movies and some even read.  I loved that library but it bothers me now.  It is attached to the high school and when I attended, the library was not a free place.  I read every single book in that library that ever caught my eye.  I didn’t read about sports or mathematics.  I wanted to love the library like Josh does, but that was also the place we were sent for detention.  Always detention, whenever one expressed a thought.  School is prison.

4:20 pm

We’re experiencing a severe hot-sauce shortage.  We haven’t had our beloved sambal  oelek for months; we even bought a jar of the garlic variation and that’s even gone although we don’t even like it.   The sriracha is almost empty.  We have a couple Southwestern pepper sauces and a few Mexican varieties, but nothing Asian except chili oil.

4:15 pm

I just had a very little thought that might mean something really big.  I just prayed:  “Lord, I’m tired of thinking about myself and evaluating everything.  I will just decide to like myself, even my body, because I am a work in progress and it all belongs to you.   Lift these concerns from my thought-life and erase them from my NSA -EEG.  Thank you.  Amen.”

4:04 pm

More than 60 are arrested on second night of confrontation in Ferguson: Protesters clash with cops amid a state of emergency after violence on Michael Brown anniversary

  • Tensions grew as darkness set in on Monday evening in Ferguson with several confrontations between police in riot gear and demonstrators with at least 12 people arrested during protests on West Florissant Avenue
  • The St Louis County Police Department said that officers had been pelted with rocks and bottles 
  • Late Monday afternoon, protesters had blocked traffic on Interstate 70 in Earth City, Missouri causing traffic to stop
  • Police arrested more than 50 demonstrators who blocked traffic during the act of civil disobedience 
  • St. Louis County declared a state of emergency on Monday following a night of unrest in Ferguson, after a teenager was charged with shooting at police officers
  • Police charged 18-year-old Tyrone Harris who is in a critical condition after he was shot by police in Ferguson
  • St. Louis County Police Chief Jon Belmar said the man had fired on four undercover police with stolen handgun
  • Tyrone Harris Senior revealed that his son had been a ‘real close’ classmate with the late Michael Brown 
  • Two other teenagers were shot at 2.15am near the Michael Brown memorial and are in the hospital 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3193019/Ferguson-protesters-block-Interstate-70-mark-one-year-anniversary-Michael-Brown-shooting.html#ixzz3iXTD5NHN
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Up to five heavily armed Oath Keepers – those who believes it is their duty to disobey official orders that they say violate the US constitution – appeared towards the end of the protest sparking further anger among demonstrators amid accusations they were antagonising an already tense stand-off.

Reports have emerged that the group walked through crowds and told protesters ‘we’re on your side’.

St. Louis County Police Chief Jon Belmar, standing across the street from the demonstrators, told reporters that police officers were going to give protesters leeway to march, but said the authorities also had to maintain public safety.

‘We are going to let them vent and we are going to manage it the best we possibly can,’ Belmar said. ‘Last night was pretty out of control at times. Unfortunately, all the good work that’s happening on both sides of the street has been marred by violence.’ 

During the highway shutdown, the protesters held hands as they formed a line on Interstate 70, shutting down all eight lanes of the highway in both directions between 141 and Blanchette Bridge, KTVI reported.

Yellow barriers with ‘Ferguson is everywhere’ were present as demonstrators stopped traffic for around 20 minutes. 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3193019/Ferguson-protesters-block-Interstate-70-mark-one-year-anniversary-Michael-Brown-shooting.html#ixzz3iXSbbvvB
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7:26 am

First They Came for the Opposition, and then the Weakest and the Most Vulnerable

The first victims of the Konzentrationslager, concentration camps, were largely the political opposition to Hitler:  the Social Democrats, the intellectuals, the communists.

“The first concentration camps in Germany were established soon after Hitler’s appointment as chancellor in January 1933. In the weeks after the Nazis came to power, The SA (Sturmabteilungen; commonly known as Storm Troopers), the SS (Schutzstaffel; Protection Squadrons—the elite guard of the Nazi party), the police, and local civilian authorities organized numerous detention camps to incarcerate real and perceived political opponents of Nazi policy.

German authorities established camps all over Germany on an ad hoc basis to handle the masses of people arrested as alleged subversives. The SS established larger camps in Oranienburg, north of Berlin; Esterwegen, near Hamburg; Dachau, northwest of Munich; and Lichtenburg, in Saxony. In Berlin itself, the Columbia Haus facility held prisoners under investigation by the Gestapo, the German secret state police, until 1936.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/first-they-came-for-the-opposition-and-then-the-weakest-and-the-most-vulnerable/#8zgj3kX701GzVywf.99

5:19 am


The Lord said, “I am releasing a Goliath Stone.”I asked the Lord to help me understand what He meant.

He said, “I am sending a stone of truth into the forehead of a deceiving cultural giant. This stone has been hidden, but will soon be discovered and picked up by those who carry the heart and spirit of My servant David. When they pick up this stone and run toward the giant, they will not let fear stand in their way. Once released the stone will sink its truth deep within the lies now manifesting in your culture. I am about to bring down a giant many consider undefeatable.”

God will bring some of you out from places of isolation and preparation to accomplish unconventional feats of courage similar to David defeating the mocking giant Goliath. You may appear small and insignificant in the eyes of the giant and his opposing cultural army, but God has a plan to use you to change what appears unchangeable and defeat what seems undefeatable.

The truth you release will have the same result as the stone David flung at Goliath. That stone struck Goliath’s head – the center of his thinking. God is about to strike down the insanity of the lies being raised up against the knowledge of God. He will prove Himself mightier than the greatest deception being shouted by the strutting giants of our culture.”

Read more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=15025

4:45 am


(Do you suppose this guy knows about my dad?  Does he know about the stumbling-block he’s always been to my faith?  Does he know about my dream with the big rock in the middle of the road and how Jesus had to do the driving  and  how my family never hit the rock? Could he know that for SIX AND A HALF YEARS I’ve been… ‘SPEAKING INTO THAT OBSTACLE’?)

“This is a time where you will speak to the rock. You will say, ‘Lord, there is a rock in my path. What can I do to see it be removed?’ However, it is not a rock in your path, but your stepping-stone of opportunity! Stare down that thing, and let your voice be heard.Speak into that obstacle! Speak into that obstacle! Speak into that obstacle! For as you speak into that obstacle, you will see the obstacle be removed and your pathway opened!”

“I have come this day not by your might nor by your strength, but by My Spirit. As My Spirit has come, the impossible is becoming possible! I AM a God that is miraculous and is above what you can even hope or imagine. Because of the love that I have for you in the situation that you are in, I AM changing and transforming that situation and creating a solution, a way of escape and victory! I AM changing it! I AM changing it! Today is a day you will see My change by My Spirit in My holy name.”

“For the balances are shifting, and I, your Victor, will appear upon your behalf.I AM changing the order of things, and I AM righting wrongs. So watch this week as the balance begins to shift in your favor. Angelic hosts are coming in double strength. What you have been doing and pressing for, double strength is coming. You have endured the war, the test, and the heat that has refined, therefore, double will now come in your day of defining.”

“If you don’t believe Me, ask the blind man – he saw everything.”

Read more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=15009


6:29 pm

Michigan ‘Tea-Party’ Republican State Representative Says He’s Under Surveillance and is Being Blackmailed

Embattled state Rep. Todd Courser, R-Lapeer, sent his own recording early Monday morning, saying he sent a false e-mail about paying for gay sex because he was being blackmailed.

“The e-mail was put in motion to disrupt the blackmailer and give me some clues as to the surveillance of my life. It was all done in a pressure cooker and … it put me in a situation where a bad choice was the choice that I made,” he said, noting the alleged blackmailer’s intent was to get him to resign.

See more here:   http://www.freep.com/story/news/politics/2015/08/10/courser-blackmail-michigan-affair-lawmaker/31398925/

5:08 pm

My parents have never liked me.  I was always the problem.  They sent me to a psychiatrist when I was seventeen. (They didn’t TAKE me, of course, but they made the appointment.)  I still don’t understand how they thought I was a problem.  I was in the top ten percent of my class,  and I played in band and stage band and accompanied the choir.  I was a UP champion debater, and I had a job. I worked on the school newspaper and the yearbook, and also helped  in special ed classes and first grade.  I regularly spent time with my grandparents and drove my siblings to places they needed to be. I worked on community theater performances; I cleaned the house every weekend.  (Mom had a housekeeper come in as well.) I went to church three times each Sunday and attended youth group regularly.  They just decided I was trouble.  (I was unhappy because I was lonely.)  Both of them would have lived different lives than the lives they’ve lived… if I had not been born.  That sounds a lot more like THEIR problem than mine.
No consultation about life-plans, I didn’t even know the difference between ‘Michigan’ and ‘Michigan State’ until I was in my twenties.  I never heard about colleges or opportunities.  My mother is a famed UP educator, but she did not educate me about ANYTHING.  (Except household chores.)  She spent much time with older girls and developed really close relationships with them.  I remember asking her once, as a young adult, if she had loved me when I was a baby.  ‘Yes, of course.’  She can lie with the best of them.
As I’ve studied dysfunctional families, I am set free. I was the scapegoat.  Always, until I stepped up for myself. “Thank you God, that my parents made the ultimate effort to neutralize me.  Thank you that I did not die, and thank you that I now recognize that I am not the family problem.  Thank you that I will be respected by my family. A scapegoat thinks much of that status, and I especially thank you that it no longer matters much to me. Thank you for freeing me from the psychic bondage of my psychotic upbringing. Thank you that soon I will no longer be lonely. Amen”
Oh, yeah.  The psychiatrist said my folks were fucked up and I shouldn’t listen to them.  So I never went back.  (Because they said they were Christians.)

4:40 pm

I made stir-fried broccoli and carrots, chicken fried rice, and chocolate chip cookies.

goddess of destruction Just Appeared In New York

“Suck dirt and die, Kali.”  (I didn’t say it:    “Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee.”   Jude 8:9)

2:26 pm

Microwaving targeted individuals: End rights abuses Barrett tells government

“Since we now know that a secret National Security committee is ordering the murder of American citizens, and since we know the CIA has the power to easily simulate deaths from illness and accident, we might as well assume that every time a dissident dies unexpectedly, he or she has been murdered by the US government,” Barrett asserts, as targeted individuals have been trying to tell the public for over a decade, especially since September, 2001, well before such orders and technology became more mainstream.

Rokke described to Barrett he personally used such weapons on a regular basis while training with Special Forces at US Army facilities:

“’We had them van-mounted, truck-mounted, plane-mounted, and hand-carried. We would go around zapping each other for fun. This was during exercises, or sometimes just as a practical joke.’ Rokke assured me that, based on his firsthand knowledge of US military mind-set and capabilities, 9/11 truth activists have undoubtedly been targeted by exotic non-lethal (and lethal) weapons.

See more at:   http://www.examiner.com/article/microwaving-targeted-individuals-end-rights-abuses-barrett-tells-government


1:53 pm


“Open up your heart and let the Son shine in.”

Let The Sunshine In

Pebbles and Bamm Bamm

1:51 pm

Are we all going to die next Wednesday?

1:44 pm

60 to 65% of the hearts cells are actually neural cells 

They are identical to the neural cells in the brain, operating through the same connecting links called ganglia, with the same axonal anddendritic connections that take place in the brain, as well as through the very same kinds of neurotransmitters found in the brain.

The idea that we can think with our hearts is no longer just a metaphor, but is, in fact, a very real phenomenon. We now know this because the combined research of two or three fields is proving that the heart is the major center of intelligence in human beings. 

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/60-to-65-of-the-hearts-cells-are-actually-neural-cells/#ZzCiyUig7MMphhtZ.99

1:04 pm

Intelligence Services Block Activists’ Emails … And Frame Them With Fake Emails

By way of background, China has blocked gmail for its citizens.

Yahoo blocked emails relating to the Occupy protests.

Bahrain uses British software that allows the government to frame political activists by creating messages from that person that they never typed.  35 other countries use the same software.

Indeed, Snowden revealed that the British spy agency GCHQ has developed numerous offensive digital tools, including:

Ability to deny functionality to send/receive email or view material online.


Ability to spoof any email address and send email under that identity.


Mass delivery of email messaging to support an Information Operations campaign.

The potential for stifling dissent is staggering.

Read more at:   http://www.washingtonsblog.com/2015/03/intelligence-services-block-activists-emails.html

9:25 am

Gov’t Surveillance is for Terrorists to Target Innocent People, Spy Specialist Confirms

With over 5,000 secret devices, many housed on countless satellites, persons of interest can be tormented with things like neurophones (transmitting threats etc. directly to their brains, bypassing normal hearing mechanisms), brain wave scanners (tracking the individual bio-electronic resonance frequency of targets and feeding the thoughts to computers with complete brain wave vocabulary software) and directed energy weapons (causing pain and illness at will).

“If an honest expert learns of this and tries to blow the whistle, they are killed,” Baird said, giving examples of Dr Fred Bell, the great-great grandson of Alexander Graham Bell, who was killed soon after discussing Neurophones on Jesse Ventura’s program.

Baird also said Dr Alistair Stewart was killed for planning to expose institutionalizing political targets who “knew too much and were attacked by agencies using classified technologies.” 

Of course, I also get constant NSA/CIA brain wave scanning and neurophone feedback. It’s like being in a remote electronic gulag where  you’re constantly raped to your very soul.

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/terrorism/2013/06/spy-specialist-confirms-govt-surveillance-is-mainly-for-terrorists-to-target-innocent-people-2446982.html?currentSplittedPage=0

9:15 am

Those who call evil out are labeled as trouble makers. Just like most of you have been called trouble makers, unloving, unforgiving, and judgmental because you dared say that your abuser is a wicked person parading as a Christian.

Read more at:   http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2015/08/10/the-holy-spirit-calls-us-to-expose-evil-people-tell-us-to-be-quiet-about-it/

8:49 am

Jade Helm Martial Law Forces Are Completely Occupying Every Corner of America, The Takeover Of America Well Under Way As The Country Sleeps Its Way Through The Major Events And Embraces The Beginning Of A New NFL Season.

This is just a small cross-section of what crosses my email every single day. The martial law take over of American is massive and it is proceeding at breakneck speed. The reports from each successive week or more disturbing that the reports from the previous week.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/jade-helm-martial-law-forces-are-completely-occupying-every-corner-of-america-the-takeover-of-america-well-under-way-as-the-country-sleeps-its-way-through-the-major-events-and-embraces-the-beginning/#9CCKhmRHcclUBaRs.99

7:12 am

There is no way to ‘counter’ hackers.  It’s kind of like fighting a war on terror:  the minute you pick up arms, you’ve created more terror.  To every hacker-counter, there is a counter-hacker.  They’re our minutemen and our rebel forces.  They’re also the guys who mess with our emails and extort money from young girls whom  they’ve surreptitiously photographed in flagrante delicto.  Their consensus will change the world entirely.  When they get their act together we’ll see radical alterations of our lives on every front.  They’re mostly men I understand, from brief headlines about Gamergate.  They have to take women into account because women are currently undergoing a resurgence of self-respect.  (No thanks to Caitlyn Jenner or Megyn Kelly.  Or Sarah Silverman or Pussy Riot.) Smart women are standing up for themselves.

She said to the guy, “Felatio.  If you don’t know what it is you don’t get it.”  Her mom wrote an email that was 21st century Shakespeare:  “I just wanted to express my utter disgust with the fact that it wasn’t enough.  You know, only being an emotional dead beat. You had to quit paying child support, you’re an all around dead beat.  You should just shave your head, get a barbed wire tattoo, and a wife beater.”

Connie doesn’t go after the mailman anymore.  She’s the last remaining dog from her litter; they all had to be put down; they were too mean for this world.  She’ll let people pet her but she growls the whole time.  My young friend  was meant to be a mother.  She showed me a picture of her new chick.  Her older chicken is named Lewiston Frederick. The little one is Clarkston George.  (Lewis and Clark)  She said,  “I’d rather be punched in the face than called a name any day.  I don’t think he’d lie to me.  I mean he has before, I’m going with my intuition.  I don’t think he’s lying this time.”
She drove the boat for a bunch of women as they drank and talked raunchy.  She was embarrassed.  (One mutual acquaintance slept with an underage girl before she left town.) She said  that with my ‘wisdom’ (HER word) and her ‘nerve’ (MY word) we could be a formidable team.  She needs a job and so do I, maybe something will turn up soon.
Fishermen have no idea how far their voices carry within the bay.  It’s like a bowl here, with my house at the center. Sometimes I stand in the driveway and look at the huge trees all around and I’m utterly secluded.  The road goes nowhere;  from this driveway it just disappears into green and blue.  It feels like living inside a snow-globe.   I wish I had a boat.

6:48 am

“A person can’t live in the physical world without antimatter.”   Dark and light.  I’ve been praying for years to be overcome by absolute light.  I’ve prayed that the light will push the darkness right out of me.  What will I do without my antimatter?  Will my body go away?  I’d kind of like that.  It’s annoying.  I’m grateful for it and it works perfectly, but considering its needs is wasteful and still a bit embarrassing.
I keep looking for a spark from people, some indicator that a person inhabits the persona.  We are headed to a collision of paradigms; the Bible told us it was coming and I’ve been announcing its approach for many long years.  Now, we might see it happen in a matter of weeks.  Nary a shit was given.  Apparently, my acquaintances plan to become worm-mulch and watch TV in the waiting room.  I can’t believe what I’m seeing.  I can hear the people sing, “NOAH!  OPEN THAT DOOR!  We’re drowning out here!”  Noah couldn’t help; it was out of his hands.
God closed the door on the ark and he’s closing another one pretty soon.  At the same time arrogant-men will open a different door.  Whoosh!  The exchange of air will blow out all the candles.  The darkness will seep from men’s souls to meet its other-world counterpart, and together they’ll gain much strength.  The human-oracle-of-darkness will be enlarged, and the human himself will wither.  Wow.  They’ve explained the science of paranormal activity.  Nobody on the planet has any longer an excuse to deny reality.  Reality is:  We’re being invaded, one way or another,  externally and within our very souls.  Only the penitent man shall pass.
“…be sure your sin will find you out.”   (Number 32:23b)  (King James Version)
“…the worst things about you will be revealed for all to see by either supernatural means or electronics  and your dark-matter will track you down and meld with your soul and drain all sanity from you along with your hope for eternal life.”   (Numbers 32-23b)  (Linda’s version)

5:36 am


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/scotus-has-authorized-shooting-fleeing-people-in-the-back/#zK28eClBGRQ0LORh.99

5:15 am

“So don’t you run…nowhere to hide.  No time for wondering why.”

“It’s here…the moment is now…w…to decide.”


This Is It

Kenny Loggins

4:06 am

 “No Hiding Place”

Thile & Daves

3:41 am

“The science behind paranormal activity”


(They can change reality.  Don’t you think everybody should know about this?)

It’s a shame that the Christian community does not believe the Bible when it talks about things like this, because it’s going to cause them to be harmed.”

How will CERN affect your soul

 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.

 Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle.

 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.

Who is this King of glory? The Lord of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah.

 (Psalm 24 :7-10)

3:35 am


“Time to open fire.”  (Daryl Hall seems a generous sort.)

 Rocky Mountain Way

Joe Walsh — Live From Daryl’s House with Daryl Hall

3:26 am


 Tie a Yellow Ribbon Round the Ole Oak Tree

Tony Orlando & Dawn

3:17 am

To follow the Spirit you follow truth and peace.  Remote neural monitoring gives you a jump-start on this practice, because there is NO PEACE.  NEVER ANY PEACE with the ‘chatterbox’ and the fake panic-attacks and the sleep deprivation.  ANY TIME, and any place you see a glimmer of peace you just naturally go there.  THERE IS NOWHERE ELSE TO GO.  I don’t know if people refuse to talk to me because they DO NOT GET THIS…or because they do.  ALL THE TIME! The goons are in your head…all-of-the-time.  And THAT IS THE BEST OF IT!  
When one has something to say, perhaps a prophetic word that could assist many others, one’s temptations become very different.  A man with a message is impressed to disseminate that message any way possible.  But, God’s way does not consider “any way possible.”  There is only one way that he plans to disclose all the many secrets his people have accumulated.  I pray to follow his will perfectly.  I know many things that will become important,  and it’s hard to wait.  But, another thing I learned from all the cyberstalking and mind-raping is how to live with confusion.  I learned to say ‘whatever’.  That word was never part of my vocabulary, at least not representing an entire thought-history and acknowledged spiritual intent,   and not as a declarative sentence. When I do not understand something   (like EVERY SINGLE SECOND…)  I can now say “whatever”… and let it go. God is the ONLY ONE who knows where this stagecoach is headed.  I’ll just ride shotgun and keep the web-cam running.

2:56 am


(This song is important but I don’t know why yet.)  (I mean more important  than just having been written by Dylan.)

Joe Cocker – Catfish

2:48 pm

Occult Technology: The Elites Are Achieving Transcendence

(Isn’t that a headline you never thought you’d read?  I know I never thought I’d be typing it. Do you think the bad guys will achieve transcendence before God’s Sons?)



5:39 pm

Today I slipped on a loose brick on a step in my 3-dollar flip flops and went down hard.   My hands,  of their own accord,  reached the upper step before my shin was shattered and my knees gouged.   I got a tiny scrape below my left knee and a small mark on my upper foot, where they both stopped before impacting with the sharp lower steps.    I suspect an angel caught me.

“I thought at the time that if I could have watched this accident from the ether, I would have seen 4 or 5 angels slowly hold my body and gently let it down to the ground all the while holding my 80 kilos of bike to gently be placed upon my body with such gentleness. This was some kind of miracle. It could have been so bad.”

And this is precisely how it works. Amazing.

Well, the angels certainly are back.

I used to be able to see them with my physical eyes throughout childhood, mostly in the skies. When I was afraid to sleep, I would feel their calming presence. And sometimes I would talk to them and they would reply.

Later, I would mostly see them with the Inner Eye, but occasionally also with my physical eyes.

Many people can.

Her grandmother had noticed that she was looking at something in the garden for a very long time. And my daughter suddenly said to her grandmother: “Are you aware of all those little angels in your flowerbed?”

Her grandmother turned really pale for 5 seconds and a subtle “Do you also see them?” came out of her, very quiet and bewildered.

After that incident, they formed a deeper relationship – based on their absolute joy of being able to see the Angels.

The bond between them is still very strong, which directs me to an absolutely beautiful episode.

Dreier – Entering The Angelic Realms – II

Read more at:   http://sorendreier.com/entering-the-angelic-realms-ii/

1:10 pm

Public Health Alert – “Biological Warfare Experiment on American Citizens Results in Spreading Pandemic!”

Just as the Lyme spirochete epidemic was getting started, we learned in 1977 of a massive government research effort known as MKULTRA that was “concerned with the research and development of chemical, biological and radiological materials” to do exactly what Lyme does: “severely” incapacitate human victims. [8] [9]

To accomplish this goal, the government engaged in “extensive testing and experimentation” on unwitting human subjects “at all social levels, high and low, native Americans and foreign.”[10]

The vector for Lyme disease (Ixodid ticks) was “discovered” by a biowarfare defense expert (Allen Steere) from the CDC’s Epidemic Intelligence Service (EIS).[11]

Lyme disease was recently named as a biowarfare agent by the U.S. government. [21]

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/public-health-alert-biological-warfare-experiment-on-american-citizens-results-in-spreading-pandemic/#tA0MVUQCBmzv7ceU.99

11:57 am

…psychopaths hold no loyalties whatsoever. It doesn’t matter if they’re a member of your family, or someone you’ve known for years. If they think it’s in their best interest to hurt you, and they think they can get away with it, that’s exactly what they’ll do.

You have to confront them, and call them on their lies and inconsistencies. Otherwise they’ll just keep walking all over you. Whenever they get away with something, they keep doing it until they don’t get away with it. It’s that simple. So you have to draw a very clear line in the sand and not back down.

Read more at http://www.sagaciousnewsnetwork.com/how-to-spot-the-sociopath-in-your-midst/#4k2E5VglfzHXt66m.99

11:38 am

The Destructive Narcissistic Parent creates a child that only exists to be an extension of her self. It’s about body language. It’s about disapproving glances. It’s about vocal tone. It’s very intimate. And it’s very powerful. It’s part of who the child is.

The golden child has to be cared for assiduously by everyone in the family. The scapegoat has no needs and instead gets to do the caring. The golden child can do nothing wrong. The scapegoat is always at fault.

Narcissistic mothers also abuse by loosing others on you or by failing to protect you when a normal mother would have. Sometimes the narcissist’s golden child will be encouraged to abuse the scapegoat.

She will deliver generalized barbs that are almost impossible to rebut (always in a loving, caring tone): “You were always difficult” “You can be very difficult to love” “You never seemed to be able to finish anything” “You were very hard to live with” “You’re always causing trouble” “No one could put up with the things you do.”

She makes you look crazy. If you try to confront her about something she’s done, she’ll tell you that you have “a very vivid imagination” (this is a phrase commonly used by abusers of all sorts to invalidate your experience of their abuse) that you don’t know what you’re talking about, or that she has no idea what you’re talking about.

Read more at http://www.sagaciousnewsnetwork.com/characteristics-of-narcissistic-mothers/#0WWRQQYrm2M6RTpq.99

11:31 am

This research explores the current capabilities of the US military to use electromagnetic (EMF) devices to harass, intimidate, and kill individuals and the continuing possibilities of violations of human rights by the testing and deployment of these weapons.

The circumstance may soon arrive in which anti-war or human rights protesters suddenly feel a burning sensation akin to touching a hot skillet over their entire body. Simultaneously they may hear terrifying nauseating screaming, which while not produced externally, fills their brains with overwhelming disruption. Not only are both phenomena currently possible, but designs for more powerful EMF technologies receive continuous funding from the US Government.

See more at:   https://timothytrespas.wordpress.com/2014/04/12/907-psychotronic-and-electromagnetic-weapons-remote-control-of-the-human-nervous-system/

11:15 am

“In 2002, the Air Force Research Laboratory patented precisely such a technology: using microwaves to send words into someone’s head… Rich Garcia, a spokesman for the research laboratory’s directed energy directorate, declined to discuss that patent or current or related research in the field, citing the lab’s policy not to comment on its microwave work. In response to a Freedom of Information Act request filed for this article, the Air Force released unclassified documents surrounding that 2002 patent — records that note that the patent was based on human experimentation in October 1994 at the Air Force lab, where scientists were able to transmit phrases into the heads of human subjects, albeit with marginal intelligibility. Research appeared to continue at least through 2002. Where this work has gone since is unclear — the research laboratory, citing classification, refused to discuss it or release other materials“

Washington Post, January 2007, Link is dead

Putin on the road to psychotronic war 

The development of psychotronic weapons – wave devices controlling thoughts, feelings and behaviour of human beings – has remained hidden for over five decades. There is a disproportionate amount of speculative information about those weapons and many think it is pure science fiction. But recently, Russian President Vladimir Putin endorsed his psychotronic weapons program, suggesting that their development has not been stopped and that Russia is preparing for future wars.

Serdyukov added that Moscow will create an advanced military research agency similar to the Pentagon’s Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency (DARPA).

“The most puzzling is the ability to communicate with the victims through synthetic telepathy that only they can hear. It is impossible for them (the victims) to convince anybody of the torture they are subjected to. Obviously, the weapons system is designed to mimic symptoms of common diseases, schizophrenia or hallucinations.”

Read more here:   http://psychophysical-torture.de.tl/Putin-%26-psychotronic-war.htm

Putin, hacia la guerra psicotrónica

Armas que atacan mediante ondas y no dejan rastro determinarán los conflictos armados después de la era nuclear.

Aqui:  http://www.elespectador.com/noticias/elmundo/putin-guerra-psicotronica-articulo-364160

11:00 am

In March 2012 the Russian defense minister Anatoli Serdjukov said:

“The development of weaponry based on new physics principles; direct-energy weapons, geophysical weapons, wave-energy weapons, genetic weapons, psychotronic weapons, etc., is part of the state arms procurement program for 2011-2020,”Voice of Russia

Britain’s Daily Mail, as another exception, wrote that research in electromagnetic weapons has been secretly carried out in the USA and Russia since the 1950’s and that „previous research has shown that low-frequency waves or beams can affect brain cells, alter psychological states and make it possible to transmit suggestions and commands directly into someone’s thought processes. High doses of microwaves can damage the functioning of internal organs, control behaviour or even drive victims to suicide.”

Read more at:   http://www.globalresearch.ca/psychotronic-and-electromagnetic-weapons-remote-control-of-the-human-nervous-system/5319111

10:45 am

In November 2000 the Committee on Security of the Russian State Duma stated that capabilities enabling remote control of the human nervous system or the remote infliction of health impairment are available to many modern governments  http://web.iol.cz/mhzzrz/img/dokument-predni.gif.

People who claim to be victims of experiments with those devices complain, aside of hearing voices, of  false feelings (including orgasms)  as well of aches of internal organs which the physicians are unable to diagnose.

In the USA, at present time, several hundred people complaining of the remote manipulation of their nervous system are preparing a class action lawsuit against the FBI, Department of Defense and other agencies, requesting them to release files pertaining to their persons, detect the harmful radiations aimed at their bodies and sources of those radiations.

Even in the U.S. congress appeared a bill proposing the ban of mind control technologies  http://thomas.loc.gov/cgi-bin/query/r?c107:chemtrails. But this was only for a very short period of time. The bill was then changed and in the new bill the ban of those technologies was left out of the Space Preservation Bill. Neither the U.S. congress nor the U.S. president made ever an effort to ban mind control weapons.

For example in the state of Michigan  http://www.legislature.mi.gov/documents/2003-2004/billanalysis/House/pdf/2003-HLA-4513-s.pdf  http://www.legislature.mi.gov/documents/2003-2004/publicact/pdf/2003-PA-0256.pdf the sentence for this crime is equal to the sentence for ownership or trading with weapons of mass destruction.

Read more at http://www.sagaciousnewsnetwork.com/psychotronic-weaponry/#rDLFqhM57XtjypEd.99

10:23 am

Different groups  using  electronic harassment seem to target specific populations, but ALL of them sexually assault women.

“The whole goal of targeting is to get you in front of a psychiatrist.”

(That SURE was my dad’s goal.)

Interview with Dr. John Hall author of “A New Breed – Satellite Terrorism in America” and also “Guinea Pigs – Technologies of Control”. A New Breed is being made into a movie, TARGETED. Both books are available at TARGETEDMovie.com
For more info please email info@newbreedmovie.com

9:04 am

Proof of Mind Control: Dr. John Hall Testimony on Human Experimentation Legislation icaact.org

Dr. Hall has made many detailed  videos, this one is very brief.  

He has spoken to 5,000 people with identical complaints of electronic harassment.

7:47 am


7:45 am

Obama Administration Agency Purchased Aborted Baby Parts From Planned Parenthood

According to the report in Politico, one of the biotech firms mentioned in the undercover videos identified as a fetal tissue supplier Planned Parenthood sold aborted babies to earned at least $300,000 from federal governmental agencies after selling fetal tissue to them. Officials say they are unsure if the specific fetal tissue sold to the Obama administration came from babies aborted at Planned Parenthood.

Advanced Bioscience Resources (ABR) has had contracts with the National Institutes of Health and the Food and Drug Administration since 2009. In one of the videos, Katharine Sheehan, a former medical director of Planned Parenthood Pacific Southwest, mentioned selling fetal tissue from aborted babies to ABR and admitting a long-term relationship with it.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/obama-administration-agency-purchased-aborted-baby-parts-from-planned-parenthood/#hFkMvjAAkzvitRUR.99

7:04 am

For these are the days of My “final judgements” in the midst of My people, and in this time “all” corruption and darkness and fear shall be removed from the midst of the congregations of those who truly love Me, and from the ashes of this “fiery” judgement shall My true Church be established throughout the earth and My spotless and unblemished Bride shall stand before Me in all Her glory – and the peoples of the earth shall know beyond a shadow of a doubt that all that My beloved ones carry out, is of Me, and they shall see My Power [Love] poured forth to a degree that even My own children never thought possible [could have imagined]! Always remember, My beloved ones, that the chief characteristic of these final hours shall be the manifestation of My all-consuming Power and My never-failing Love for all mankind.

….“When the Lord has washed away the filth of the daughters of Zion and purged the bloodshed of Jerusalem from her midst, by the spirit of judgment and the spirit of burning, then the LORD will create over the whole area of Mount Zion and over her assemblies a cloud by day, even smoke, and the brightness of a flaming fire by night; for over all the glory will be a canopy. There will be a shelter to [give] shade from the heat by day, and refuge and protection from the storm and the rain”…. Isaiah 4:4-6 NASB

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20EXHORTATIONS%202015/08%20August%202015/WPEXH0808.pdf

6:39 am

‘For I, saith the Lord, will be unto her a wall of fire round about, and will be the glory in the midst of her.’
Zechariah 2:5
I just prayed for a firewall in my mind and then I found that verse.  The ‘mind has no firewall’ is the reason I am still attacked.  I’ve been praying since the original mind-rapes that God would fill me with so much of his Spirit that the overabundance would just push the darkness out of me.  That prayer has brought me far, to mental health and much peace, but not enough of that.  I must be free from electronic harassment.  Everybody else on the planet, must be free from electronic harassment, and anything else that influences our minds without our consent.  The Prophet suggested that maybe God would create a huge solar flare and  a massive EMP could destroy the malfeasors’ equipment.  I’ve thought that too, and prayed about it.  But, how about this:
We know that ‘science’ can map the entire brain, download it, and reproduce it elsewhere.  We also know that some people will soon graduate to full Son-of-Godship, and presumably their brains will be entirely filled with ‘The Mind of Christ’.   Wouldn’t it be really cool, if they’re still hacking brains when that happens, and there’s no reason to believe they won’t… the download blew their circuits?  Then the rest of the electronics wouldn’t have to be affected but I suppose God could arrange that anyway, even with an EMP.  Or, maybe he wants us entirely electronics-free;  that would give us a head-start on true unity, but going cold-turkey would really mess up a lot of people.
We’d all have to find alternative ways to do everything we do.  Jobs would disappear and communication would require much more effort.  We’d have to learn dependence on intuitive revelations, and we’d be much quieter.  Lots of people might finally hear God’s voice.  I’d love to be a circuit-breakers  for Jesus. Maybe I’ll make a bumper sticker.  A federal court just said that bumper stickers could be evidence of criminal activity, so maybe we should advertise our true intentions.  ‘Freedom-Feasor Onboard.’

5:45 am

The Lord says, ” The fire of My love and compassion that I have placed in your hearts, is now going to produce change in many hearts of those you love and have been crying out to Me for.”

Read more from Linda Marshall 8/8/15 at:   http://ft111.com/marshall.htm

5:06 am

Fetuses in Vaccines: Govt Officials-Planned Parenthood EXPOSED

4:51 am

Hacking Everything In Las Vegas

Report from Luke Rudkowski at  Defcon and Black Hat conferences.

4:32 am

September Just Got Even Worse! Wait Until You See What’s On the Agenda NOW!


8:19 pm

No calls again today, so I texted my mom and brother (my dad has NO conscience so I didn’t forward it to him):

You going to church tomorrow?  Doesn’t it bother your conscience when they read the Bible?  Maybe Baptists   just skip that part now.  It makes for bigger offerings I expect.”

7:33 pm

(Isn’t this like saying I don’t care if you view your sexuality as a toy and I don’t care if you never find a soul-mate?)

Parents of bisexual teenagers respond to anti-gay graffiti on garage door by painting it rainbow

  • Erin and Joe DeLong of Villas, New Jersey, have two bisexual daughters, aged 14 and 17 
  • A vandal spray-painted ‘I’m gay’ on family’s white and gray garage door
  • Instead of covering up the graffiti with gray paint, the DeLongs painted it in rainbow colors – the symbol of the LGBT pride movement
  • They said the overwhelming response has been positive – although some children have been shouting anti-gay names at the family

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3190391/Mother-bisexual-teenagers-responds-anti-gay-graffiti-garage-door-painting-rainbow.html#ixzz3iGl0fuw7
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7:22 pm

The scars of nuclear war: Japanese pensioner who survived the Nagasaki bomb shows off the remains of his ribs and the horrific wounds on his back 70 years on from the blast that killed more than 70,000

  • On August 9, 1945, America dropped its second atomic bomb in three days
  • Sumitery Taniguchi, 86, was just 16 at the time of the devastating blast
  • He was thrown from his bicycle and his teenage body was nearly torn apart
  • Skin hanging from his back, shoulder and arm, he wandered for three days
  • Now 70 years on, he reveals his scars in his struggle against nuclear arms 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3190208/The-scars-nuclear-war-Japanese-pensioner-survived-Nagasaki-bomb-shows-remains-ribs-horrific-wounds-70-years-blast-killed-70-000.html#ixzz3iGimrksW
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Constant pain: Sumitery Taniguchi's wife still rubs moisturiser into his scars every morning to relieve the irritation, while his three rotten ribs press on his lungs

5:21 pm

We cringe when we read about the Chinese making “medicinal” pills and soups from aborted babies. But how is what Ganogen doing any better?

California company harvests organs of aborted babies to grow in rats for lucrative organ transplants

Natural News warns that if the process proves to be successful on a larger scale, “it forebodes a future in which aborted human babies become a commercial commodity for companies to capitalize on artificial organ development.”

(‘Whosoever lieth with a beast shall surely be put to death.’    Isn’t this sort of the same thing?)

Read more at:   http://fellowshipoftheminds.com/2015/08/08/california-company-harvests-organs-of-aborted-babies-to-grow-in-animals-for-lucrative-organ-transplants/

5:12 pm

Against an elder receive not an accusation, but before two or three witnesses.

Them that sin rebuke before all,  that others also may fear.

(1 Timothy 5:19-20)

3:00 pm

12:12 pm

It sure seems like I’m the only one who loves my dad at all.  Nobody is willing to confront him although it’s obvious to all that he’s destined for hell.  People are afraid of richfolk, whether through desire for favors or fear of retribution.  A rich man can make really terrible things happen to those who oppose him, but isn’t his soul valuable to Jesus?  Aren’t we supposed to be concerned, not only that our own activities please Jesus, but also that he will have every thing he died to gain for his own joy and glory?   He loves my dad very much and wants to spend eternity with him.  I’d like to see Jesus have everything he sacrificed to obtain.  He should have EVERYTHING HE WANTS.
It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.  (Mark 10:25)
For it is easier for a camel to enter through a needle’s eye than [for] a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.  (Luke 18:25)
Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to go into the kingdom of heaven.  (Matthew 19:24)
I’ve heard that the ‘eye of the needle’ was a rock formation through which travelers passed into [Jerusalem?]  It was apparently so low, that camels had to get down on their knees to get through.  Camels loaded with big packs of goods couldn’t make it.  People who depend on stuff have a hard time going to their knees too.  My dad is a rich scary man, but he won’t go to Heaven unless he bows to God. Lots of people are watching his life and it’s obvious  his destiny isn’t looking good.   Isn’t there some watchman willing to sound the alarm for him?
I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.  (Romans 12:1)
Being a ‘living sacrifice’ means giving up your own priorities for God’s.  It means doing those things Jesus values,  and he values people so much that his earthly life  was VERY CONFRONTATIONAL.   He never let falseness  slide because he might face opposition for his truth.  He FACED the opposition, right to the point of allowing his own execution.  He didn’t take things personally, because he was doing the will of his father, and he didn’t fear any man.  Not even rich ones.  His entire life was a sacrifice and he told us to ‘pick up your cross and follow me.’
No Christian should keep his peace as we watch my dad march into hell!  Jesus would confront him, no matter what the reaction might be… if only he were here to do it!  If only Jesus’ body were on Earth to do it!  Oh wait, it is… we ARE his body now.  We will give an account of course, for those things we did and did not undertake, and also for our motivations. No Christian should fear my father’s wrath.  No Christian should covet his favors. These are earthly motivators and not pleasing to God. If we consider the condition of our own earthly lives rather than the condition of another’s ETERNAL life…we’re refusing to take up our cross, refusing to be the living sacrifice that Jesus requires at this time, and we’re not worthy of him.
And he who does not take up his cross and follow Me [[a]cleave steadfastly to Me, conforming wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying also] is not worthy of Me.Whoever finds his [[b]lower] life will lose it [the higher life], and whoever loses his [lower] life on My account will find it [the higher life].  (Matthew 10:38-39)  (Amplified)

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]—these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of God and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.  (1 John 2:15-17)  (Amplified)

But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman’s hand.  (Ezekiel 33:6)

12:06 pm

5:20 am

“The Dark Agenda of Synthetic Biology”

HAARP – Chemtrails – How They are Changing You – Bioengineering

4:59 am

“It’s a play, we’re watching a skit.”

“The votes, they get thrown in the trash, because they don’t count.”

WOAH The Bush Family Helped Found Planned Parenthood With Skull And Bones

4:06 am

Should doctors be forced to disclose payments and hospitality from drug companies?

“Every time a patient goes into a pharmacy to get a prescription filled, the information is sold to drug companies who send it to laptops out in the field.  So, we see everything the doctor does, how many prescriptions he prescribes of our medication and the competitor’s medication.”   (Drug representative)

John Oliver


6:15 pm


Also google ‘Project for a New American Century’  (PNAC) and review the details of 9/11.

6:08 pm

Dear David,
You haven’t talked to me for many months, and I need some answers.  Do you think it is OK  that Dad lied to everybody about me?  Do you approve of his intentional destruction of my prospects?  Do you know how much money I might have earned after campaigning?  Do you know that I couldn’t even get a job cleaning a pool because of his slander?  Do you recognize that his actions also nullified any value in things I had already done?  Do you know what it takes to become a lawyer?  To run for Congress?  To teach your children YOURSELF, and to protect them from the NAZI’S who run the government indoctrination centers?
Do you know what it’s like to have changed the diapers of one’s gilded brother ?  To love him and cook macaroni and cheese for years?  Do you know what it’s like for a child to be required to clean her father/brother’s home every Saturday?  Do you know how it is to WORK FOR DECADES  in hope of a little positive attention?
Do you know what it’s like to be raped by faceless perverts…and to know that your father arranged for the assaults?  Do you know what it’s like to live without family for 6.5 years?  Have you ever had to live without love?   GROW UP.  DO NOT ALLOW YOUR DAUGHTERS TO BE RAPED BY YOUR FATHER AND HIS GOVERNMENT.  DO SOME RESEARCH...and pull that disgusting ‘Bush for president’ sticker off your car. (Google  BUSH:  RAPE.  DRAFT-DODGING.  SKULL & BONES.  PEDOPHILIA.  NAZI.)  BE A CHRISTIAN INSTEAD OF JUST PRETENDING YOU ARE.
I pray for you every day.

5:23 pm

Hey, if I’d been born after 1973 Dad wouldn’t have needed to try to kill me.  I might have been  able to make him  rich!  (Roe v Wade)

Father of a teenage girl sues the hospital which carried out an abortion intended to prevent her birth, claiming she has caused him ‘psychological damage’

  • Couple decided they didn’t want another child so mother got an abortion
  • But embryo survived and it then became too late to legally allow procedure
  • Baby girl was born to the couple in 2001 in Alessandria, north-west Italy 
  • Italy’s highest court will now hear appeal for father’s case against hospital

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3187916/Father-teenage-girl-sues-hospital-carried-abortion-intended-prevent-birth-claiming-caused-psychological-damage.html#ixzz3iAOydnTf
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4:31 pm


Dear Dad, Mom and David,
“This is only a what-if, but WHAT IF THE BIBLE IS TRUE?    You’re screwed”.

4:12 pm

Diebold, Inc. Largest manufacturer of computer voting machines in USA has a long history of criminal conduct.

(I spoke to a Diebold engineer after my first election.  He said:  “THE ONLY VOTE THAT COUNTS IS THE PROGRAMMER’S.”)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/diebold-inc-largest-manufacturer-of-computer-voting-machines-in-usa-has-a-long-history-of-criminal-conduct/#bRT52cBitS45H58c.99

4:01 pm


(I read that Bob Dylan wanted to marry Mavis Staples.)

 I’ll Take You There

The Staples  Singers

3:46 pm

I sent a text ‘specially for my dad:

You’re completely fake.  But you know that.  Everybody will know because your friends are fake too.  No loyalty among psychopaths.  That’s what daughters are for.

3:29 pm


(Not the first text today.  Nobody responded, as usual.  I am checking my phone now and then, even STUPID FAKE PEOPLE must see that things are changing.)

In 6 and a half years I’ve not been angry even with Dad.  You are not a Christian no matter how much you give at your country club.    I am angry that you have no love and YOU TAKE THE NAME OF MY SAVIOR IN VAIN.

3:06 pm

51 Earthquakes In 24 Hours Around The World As Ecuador, Mexico, Rwanda, And The Congo Get Hit Hard Along With The Fiji Islands

“For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.”    (Matthew 24:7)
“For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be earthquakes in divers places, and there shall be famines and troubles: these are the beginnings of sorrows.”    (Mark 13:8)
“…and great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven.”   (Luke 21:11)

2:36 pm

“Ignorance, in this day and age is…a fucking choice.”

“This is MI5 we’re talking about, people.  We’re not talking about  some fucking far-off terrorist organization.   We’re talking about MI5 FILMING  CHILDREN BEING SEXUALLY ABUSED TO BLACKMAIL PEOPLE!”

Proof That MI5 Are Running The Paedo Rings


2:19 pm

HUGE Security Flaw in Facebook “Support Inbox” — Gives personal info to strangers

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-security-flaw-in-facebook-support-inbox-gives-personal-info-to-strangers/#q6edWL5BtFkX3D5P.99

1:05 pm

Marijuana helps heal broken bones, and even makes them stronger, scientists discover

The study supported the same team’s prior findings that the body contains receptors that respond to cannabinoid compounds, and that these receptors are not confined to the brain.

“We only respond to cannabis because we are built with intrinsic compounds and receptors that can also be activated by compounds in the cannabis plant,” Gabet said.

Learn more at:   https://www.intellihub.com/marijuana-helps-heal-broken-bones-and-even-makes-them-stronger-scientists-discover/

10:55 am

New hacking technique that uses sound and radio waves can siphon data from devices even without internet access

A new hacking technique that uses sound and radio waves can siphon data from devices even without internet access. Showcased at the Black Hat security summit in Las Vegas, the ‘Funtenna’ hack has the potential to unravel the Internet of Things.

By uploading a malicious program to a device, the hackers can vibrate the physical prongs on general-purpose input/output circuits at a frequency of their choice. The resulting vibrations can be picked up by an AM radio antenna.

The setup, dubbed “Funtenna” by its creators, was presented to the audience at the Black Hat hacking conference in Las Vegas on Wednesday by Ang Cui of the Manhattan-based Red Balloon Security.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/new-hacking-technique-that-uses-sound-and-radio-waves-can-siphon-data-from-devices-even-without-internet-access/#goyCpTgJlzq14oge.99

10:22 am

Insider: The Elite Are Panicking, Americans Need To Be Prepared NOW

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/insider-the-elite-are-panicking-americans-need-to-be-prepared-now/#JQkpgsKIWTD8FqAi.99

8:08 am

2015: “Targeted Individuals” are Non-Consensual Subjects in Criminal Clandestine, Classified “Top Secret” MKULTRA-Extended Mind & Behavior Control/Torture Experimentation by Joint Military/Intel/Justice/Academic Institutions, as well as Targets of COINTELPRO and Electronic Warfare

All over the US today, and indeed the world, people are being nonconsensually rolled into covert programs of 24/7 physical assault, torture, and slow-kill assassination by EMR microwave/radio/sonic neuroweapons, also called Directed Energy Weapons or Non Lethal Weapons; 24/7 remote access, manipulation, and assault of their brains and central nervous systems; and 24/7 “full spectrum surveillance” involving overt community surveillance, concealed electronic monitoring, and public/community stalking, accompanied by discrediting and social ostracism by defamation and slander campaigns, and in-community harassment and PsyOps projects (more on all this below & in succeeding posts).

Read more here:   http://everydayconcerned.net/human-rights/clandestine-classified-human-subject-experimentation-using-emf-radiationsonicultrasonic-neuroweaponry/2015-targeted-individuals-are-non-consensual-subjects-in-criminal-clandestine-classified-top-secret-mkultra-extended-mind-behavior-controltorture-experimentation-by-joint-militaryint/


8:02 am

Thousands of Americans, and citizens worldwide, are being experimented on today, and have been, for some decades, by “stealth” technologies and “concealed monitoring,” without their consent and knowledge, in many many fields of bioscience and social science and psychology, including neuroscience, through the use of deadly, EMF radiation & sonic/ultrasonic neuroweaponry, satellite and ground surveillance, cybersurveillance, electronic surveillance, and “radiation surveillance”–a euphemism within a euphemism, essentially pointing to EMF neuroweaponry.

Read at:   http://everydayconcerned.net/human-rights/clandestine-classified-human-subject-experimentation-using-emf-radiationsonicultrasonic-neuroweaponry/

7:47 am

7:29 am


I am writing to call your attention to a phenomenon of extreme civil-rights and human-rights abuse involving the physical torture of humans facilitated by this massive surveillance, which has apparently already been in operation for years/decades, and is currently openly occurring, both everywhere within the United States and outside the United States.

People who are being targeted for these sustained neuroweapon attacks are literally having their brains/minds being irradiated;    weapons used include Remote EEG readers, Remote Electro-Muscular Shock/Incapacitation weapons, Remote Microwave Weapons, Remote Voice to Skull weapons, Remote Neural Monitoring technologies, and EMF brain-wave monitoring, tracking, and harvesting technologies. (Please see the enclosed links and list of patents posted here for more information.)

Researchers suggest that brain waves of citizens are being tracked for experimental NSA/DOD Neuroscience/Artifical Intelligence/Cybernetics/Supercomputing purposes via a program termed “MASINT,” the military Measurement and Acquisition of Signature Intelligence, meaning the seeking and measurement of signature electromagnetic frequencies associated with the specific brains and bodies of specific individuals (by aircraft and satellite, as well as ground-based means.)


Read more at:   http://covertassaultssatyagraha.com/2015/06/30/open-letter/

6:35 am

Fukushima…Death Of The West Coast

Jeff Rense, Yoichi Shimatsu & Dana Durnford

6:06 am

How the Beauty Industrial Complex Oppresses Women

...nearly half of adolescent girls would rather have cancer, experience the death of a parent, or a nuclear war instead of getting fat. And these numbers are only dealing with weight. We haven’t even dug into the full beauty epidemic.

Actress and makeup artist Eva Devergilis states that every woman that sits in her chair apologizes for the way they look. This includes all ages, race, body types, weight, etc. Every single woman that comes in to see her apologizes for their looks. 

The real culprit of the beauty epidemic is a three-part problem which is controlled by corporate America and the media (which subsequently profits off corporate America and has no urgency to report anything that opposes their financial interests). It stems from creating 1) the belief that beauty is the most important and powerful thing in the world; 2) this is what beauty looks like; and 3) you do not look like this.

With this system, you will always be stuck at number three. You will constantly be buying products, having surgeries to try to reach the level of beauty defined by corporations. The same corporations, mind you, which are selling you the products. It is a giant marketing scheme. None of it is true.

See more at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2015/08/06/how-the-beauty-industrial-complex-oppresses-women/

5:31 am

Twenty-seven Things that Will Happen in September-October 2015 that Will Rock the World

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/christian-news/2015/08/27-things-that-will-happen-in-september-october-2015-2515006.html

5:03 am

You Are Still Holy 

“Even when my circumstances don’t change…”

Rita Springer




5:01 pm

Remember “500 days to climate chaos”? Pope to give sermon at Ground Zero on the 500th day

Back on May 13, 2014, French foreign minister Laurent Fabius made a joint appearance with Secretary of State John Kerry to warn the world that we only had 500 days left until “climate chaos.”

That’s right. If success isn’t reached on this very important matter by exactly Friday, September 25, 2015, chaos of the climate variety will definitely ensue.

Read more at:   https://www.intellihub.com/remember-500-days-to-climate-chaos-pope-to-give-sermon-at-ground-zero-on-the-500th-day/

4:55 pm

Congress is controlled and bribed by the NSA through widespread surveillance of our elected representatives

(I know this is true because I was just a house-wife-candidate from Bugtussle and I know what they tried to do to me.)

This part of the article stands out as it highlights the fact that as early as the 1970’s the NSA was actively targeting and monitoring elected members of Congress. (emphasis mine)

Newsham explained that ECHELON was an automated computer-driven system for sifting and sorting all types of international civilian communications intercepted from satellites — mainly operated by U.S. companies.

The scale of the operation she described took my breath away (this was 1988, remember). The NSA and its partners had arranged for everything we communicated to be grabbed and potentially analyzed.

4:43 pm

George is AWAKE!  (I wrote this at 7:53 am.)  He’s going to Manistique to see the VA about reimbursement for knee surgery he had twenty years ago.  Go government. If I were a rifle-trained veteran, at this point I would not remind them of my existence.   It’s amazing that I’m watching the world turn upside-down…but I still think about my dad.  I could leave, there are men who would help me express the truth I’ve accumulated.  But, I still think about my dad.  My efforts would destroy him, because he’s lived a lie.  How much better if he’d repent and send me on my way with his blessing?  How much better if he had blessed me before and refrained from cursing what he still believes to have been  a wayward ejaculation?  How wonderful that God makes all things new again.   How wonderful it will be when we work  together to bring about truth and righteousness!  I can’t leave  yet.  My dad will go to hell if I leave now.

(George wore a Ron Paul t-shirt to the VA.  He was proud of it.  He thinks this is  a game.)

4:30 pm

At least 3,500 Americans have been detained inside a Chicago police warehouse described by some of its arrestees as a secretive interrogation facility, newly uncovered records reveal.

See more here:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/Chicago_Police_Detained_Thousands_of_Black_Americans_at_Interrogation_Facility/45530/0/38/38/Y/M.html

4:12 pm

PROPHECY, Through Elaime Tavolacci:

The Lord says, I am raising up the Deborahs who will be leaders in the days ahead. They will become My voice as they carry My prophetic word to the nations. As they release My word, it will be as honey, bringing revelation. They will be righteous judges of the land, and bring a word of morality to the nations. They will move in great authority with signs following.

These women will no longer be dishonored or rejected as leaders. They will not be silenced any more by the church or by the media because I have placed My anointing upon them, and My authority within them. Do not refuse them as they will carry a two edged sword to divide the religious traditions of man, from the truth of My word.

Read more from 8/6/15  at:   http://ft111.com/tavolacci.htm

3:56 pm

We are entering a dangerous period of time for Christians, one in which we will see the metaphorical feeding of the Christians to the Lions.

10:49 am


To Dad:

“Why should I keep loving you?  When I know that you’re not true?”

“And why should I call your name?  When you’re to blame?  For making me blue?”

 Wasted Days and Wasted Nights / Vaya Con Dios

Freddy Fender

10:20 am


To Dad:

“You’re a hard one.  But I know that you got your reasons.  These things that are pleasing you will hurt you somehow.”

“It seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table…but you only want the ones that you can’t get.”

“Desperado.  You know you ain’t gettin’ no younger.  Your  pain and your  hunger are driving you home.   And freedom, oh FREEDOM, well  that’s just some people talkin’.   YOUR PRISON IS WALKING THROUGH THIS WORLD ALL ALONE.”

“Let somebody love you, before it’s too late.”


Linda Ronstadt


To Dad:

10:07 am


“And if he’s got a problem…I’m gonna help him him solve ’em.”

Dedicated to my suffering father:

 “When Something Is Wrong With My Baby”

Linda Ronstadt and Aaron Neville

9:54 am

Biblical proportions!  “Whatdaya mean?”    (That’s what my stonewalling dad always asks. He never waits for an answer… because he doesn’t want an answer… because that’s the whole point …of  stonewalling!)


8:29 am

7:59 am


You have to deal with your guilt.  I suspect I’d be easier to talk to about it  than Jesus.

7:41 am

I want to ride the top of the wave.  I don’t want to paddle-board around the shore.  I want EVERYTHING THAT JESUS DIED IN ORDER TO GIVE ME.  I want to provide those same things to others.  I want it all.  I want my destiny, and I want to see many people begin to serve the Lord with gladness.  I want to see everybody happy. (So does Jesus.)  I want to see selfish people distribute their hoard  to those who lack.  I want to watch governments dissolve in joyous recognition that ALL LIVES  MATTER.  I can’t even convince my own father that he was wrong to try to take my life for his own purposes.  WHAT’S A GIRL TO DO?  Wait.  Just wait.  God is in control and my lying father is not.  That will become evident.  “Lord, please give me strength and stamina and wisdom.  Please give me PATIENCE!  My father WILL NOT STOP LYING!  Please forgive him, and move him to see you and to see me and to see what a shit-heel he’s been.  Give him the gift of repentance.  Take away his other supports if you must, because I do not want him to go to hell and neither do you.  DO WHATEVER IT TAKES to make my father face reality!!!!!!  Please.  Thank you.  Amen.”

7:29 am

At some point, men stopped singing.  Maybe it was the mid-eighties?  At church, men used to sing.  Most men did not, they sat in the congregation and prayed that nobody would ask them to pray aloud, but some men would sing, solos and duets and quartets.  During my last few years attending ‘church’ I never heard a man sing to God.  Men are supposed to lead.  Christian men instead ‘influence’.  Christian men use ungodly methods to be heard, even in the ‘church’.  ‘Christian’ men are neuter and pitiful.  ‘Christian’ men are the bane of my current existence.  ‘Christian’ men would not permit me to hear God, and still fight against the truth.  ‘Christian’ men run things according to the rules of man.  ‘Christian’ men are a very serious problem in the movement of truth and righteousness on this planet.  ‘Christian’ men are ‘men’ first and ‘Christian’ second and don’t nobody even think of rising above his station.  ‘Christian’ men will lose the quotation marks pretty soon.  They’ll either be CHRISTIAN MEN…or they’ll be revealed as pansy-ass panty-waists.  Mark my words.

7:15 am

“When the trumpet of the Lord shall sound, and time shall be no more, when the morning breaks eternal bright and fair,

When the saved on Earth shall gather over on the other shore, when the roll is called up yonder I’ll be there.”


6:57 am



“Where Could I Go”

6:22 am

Dad was down AGAIN last night, on a lawnmower.  That’s four times in a single day.  He must want to talk.  When I saw him here I went to bed.

Is there is a difference between mental illness and a character disorder?  I actually don’t believe in ‘mental illness’ because I’ve known some demons, and they’re the source of all lies and violence.  Demons infiltrate our minds with false beliefs, and false emotions.  (NSA does that now too.)  ‘Mentally ill’  people respond to mind-hijacking by relinquishing control when they receive impressions to which they cannot respond from their fear-based paradigm.  If they don’t know what to do with the stimuli, they abandon attempts to make sense of it.    Lots more people will lose control as the false realities coalesce at the crossing.
 Character-impaired  people jump on top of the pile of bullshit and declare themselves god.  A character-flawed person has chosen his path,  preferring that  his morals  become  perverted rather than his mind.  (That’s a long-term fail, however.)   Both of these reactions to multiple-realities damage the person and our race.  Either of these coping-mechanisms  brings the same result:  selfish stupid behaviors.
We can no longer be selfish.  We can no longer be selfish.  To be selfish during an apocalypse is ensuring our spot in the history books as a failure.  The truth about every single thing we’ve ever experienced and every single thing we’ve ever thought and every single thing we’ve ever said and every single thing we’ve ignored or embraced, everything…will be revealed.  Resources will soon be limited.  Selfish people will be culled from the pack, isn’t that obvious?  Liars cannot be trusted;  whether their dishonesty is due to ‘mental illness’ or character perversion will not matter.  Refusing to stand for truth and justice is a death sentence.  Also, the act will be recorded  and an eternal record will be available for all new-worlders to see:  “[John Doe] was a psychopath and fought AGAINST the Kingdom of God.”
If Fukushima destroyed all life today, I’d go to the celestial library and I’d see my father’s name on that list.  He holds the resources to assist the cause of truth…but if truth were exposed his physical  life would   be destroyed.  What a dilemma.  That’s where selfishness will getcha.

5:44 am


5:38 am

….Jesus said, ‘Truly I say to you, there is no one who has [in obedience] left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or farms, for My sake and for the gospel’s sake, but that he will receive a hundred times as much now in the present age, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and farms, along with persecutions; and in the age to come, eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and the last, first'”

(Mark 10:29-31 NASB)

5:29 am

PROPHECY, through Glenn Jackson:

In this hour, each one of My children will be brought to a place before Me, and the origin of their works shall become evident before all. To the righteous great reward and honor but to the unrighteous [in motive] a total exposure of the true motivations of their heart – with a view to them entering into a deep and thorough repentance. While the hour is late it is still early if one will simply give their “whole” heart to Me [Luke 10:27]. In this most glorious hour, many who were “last” [slow in entering in] shall enter into My Kingdom, and do many great and mighty exploits in My Name.

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/08%20August%202015/WPFBN0807.pdf


4:07 pm


3:50 pm

Wow, my dad came down again.  He put the two checks that I signed,  totaling $5.40,  in the mailbox.  He signed them this time; hand-signed, not a stamp.   Is he being nice or is he being a dick?  He owes me 3.5 million.


3:43 pm

If Dad and I didn’t share history and remarkable DNA, he’d hire me.  He’d track me down and stalk me until I was working for him.  I didn’t want to be his daughter.  I remember when Mom told us that Dad had been married before.  I was really excited for a minute, thinking maybe he wasn’t really my father.  Then I realized that my mom would have never married him if he wasn’t the guy who knocked her up.  Why ELSE would a smart girl do such a stupid thing?

 I disappointed my dad because I was born with a conscience.  That’s really  a blessing, to my so-very-cursed conception.  He talks the talk but he doesn’t walk the walk and I’ve always pointed that out.  When I was small, I couldn’t help it.  Now that I am large, I can’t help it.  But, God in his great wisdom says that I’ll be my father’s assistant.  (I have attempted to fulfill my purpose since forever.)  My dad got rich by claiming to follow God.  He did not follow God, but he followed somebody who 1) made him rich, 2) chose for his interventions to be attributed to the REAL GOD, and 3) likes it when people call him God.  I know who it is that my dad serves.  He knows me too.  But, if Dad would hire me!  Such a concept, nirvana and prosperity and four-leaf clovers all around.  I only want what’s mine.  I own him.


3:23 pm

Dad knows Josh is my soft spot and he tried to hook me there.  He IS A PSYCHOPATH.

3:09 pm


Get me a real car.  And a phone and some gas money.  Or not.  You’ll wish you did.

2:59 pm

A winner knows for sure that he’s  won when the loser’s stone-walling becomes proactive.  No longer must I face my father with words of love… to hear his protests.  I don’t have to do anything at all, yet I hear,  “I don’t know what you’re talking about, Lin…”  I don’t have to ask any question at all; he drives right up to me and goes full-frontal.  He said, “You always say…”  He doesn’t have a clue what I always say, because he hasn’t spoken to me for six years,  and he hasn’t listened to me since the night he didn’t hear my mom say, “Oh, Robert, let’s not park here.”  (“Oh, Robert, let’s not park.”  “Oh, Robert, let’s not.”  Etc.)

MOM AND DAD, I am TERRIBLY SORRY that I was an inconvenience.  I’m so sorry that you do not like me, but I do not like very much about you either.  That being established, you do not get to lie about me and steal my life then go about as though you did not.  ALSO, it looks really stupid that you are now…OFFENSIVELY stone-walling.   (You’re not supposed to stonewall until somebody asks a question you don’t want to answer.)  You are found out and you’re frauds and it’s only a matter of time until I will supernaturally restrain my urge  to dance on your graves in a red dress.  DO THE RIGHT THING.  You’re nauseating, Mom and Dad.  That’s all I got to say.

Dad came back, after showing his cottage.  He thanked me for the vegetable tart and he lied to my face again.  Then I took him cake to his house, warm almond cake, with two checks he dropped in my mailbox because he needed me to sign them so he could have my two quarters’ dividend in an amount totaling five dollars and forty cents.  He must need that money real bad.  For the first time I used the cd player in that junker car he gave me, and I found some more of his porn.  GEORGE BUSH’S AUTOBIOGRAPHY!   I DROVE THAT CAR FOR TWO MONTHS WITH THAT SMUT A’BOARD.   Please tell me I’m not wasting  time thinking how my dad might become smart.    I texted him:  “You will beg me to pray with you.  And you will pay what you owe me and Josh.  And I will see you in Heaven.”

1:32 pm

I took a big chunk of vegetable tart and put it on the dash of my dad’s car.  Again, he would not acknowledge my presence but his marks said hi to me again.

1:26 pm

My dad is SUCH an ass.  I saw him pull in next door.  He will not communicate about his plans and lies for the property.  (Same difference.)  He was apparently showing the cabin to would-be-tenants?  I walked over there and stared and stared but he ignored me.  I stared until the strangers said hi.  Then I shouted, “HI DAD.”  And he responded. What an asshole.  If everybody worked together the accumulation would be so much greater than HIS PLAN HAVING HIM  BE GOD.  He ain’t God.  He ain’t even a god, except to himself and those dependent on his greatness.  He shuffles and stoops.  He looks really old.  Too bad he won’t talk to me.  He really needs some help.


12:45 pm

Secession: The Reasonable Option Everyone Resists | Tom Woods

The growing number of secession movements around the world gives rise to our topic: breaking away from current government structures that do so much harm to liberty, peace, and prosperity. Recorded at “Breaking Away: The Case for Secession”—the Mises Circle in Houston, Texas, on 24 January 2015.

12:03 pm

We judge people from a better point, by recognizing things they neglect to say.  Truth is enlarging herself.  We know that some people are educated about certain topics, and we therefore recognize that they have encountered truth. SO, we can also recognize that some of these Truth-acquainted speakers REFUSE to report TRUTH’S necessary conspiratorial conclusions. We can see that most truth-speakers eventually reach a line, over which they will not step.  People who point us to corruption and falsehood are by necessity  NOT pointing us to other aspects  of equal portent.  To understand an entire issue, which we must do if we’re to reform our world into an environment conducive to freedom for all, we have to see all the puzzle pieces in front of us.  How do we know whether to believe statements made by truthful people who won’t go all the way?  Spirit.  That’s the only way.  Gut instinct and revelation and ‘visions of the night.’  God.  He’s the only way out of here alive.


11:30 am

I made slurpy sesame noodles with  red pepper, peanuts, cilantro and water chestnuts.   Very spicy.   I’m also making a vegetable tart with cornmeal crust.  Josh had an egg, sausage and cheese sandwich on an English muffin for breakfast.  I haven’t baked for a couple days so he got vanilla wafers spread with chocolate mousse in his lunch.    I’ll bake something good today.

Barack Obama, Planned Parenthood And The Demonic Population Control Agenda Of The New World Order

Did you know that Planned Parenthood gets more than half a billion dollars from the federal government every single year?  Did you know that the Obama administration gives an additional 35 million dollars each year to the United Nations Population Fund to promote abortion and sterilization around the globe?  And did you know that the radical new sustainable development agenda that is being launched by the United Nations in September includes a goal of providing access to abortion services to every single woman on the entire planet by the year 2030?  The things that you are going to read about in this article are very disturbing.  The demonic population control agenda of the New World Order is greatly advancing, and Barack Obama and the U.S. government are at the tip of the spear.

Now it is all out in the open, and most Americans don’t seem too concerned about it.  Barack Obama has already pledged to stop all attempts to defund Planned Parenthood, and he is very proud to stand shoulder to shoulder with them.  The following is an excerpt from a speech that Obama delivered to Planned Parenthood in 2013

“That’s why no matter how great the challenge, no matter how fierce the opposition, there’s one thing the past few years have shown,” Obama said. “It’s that Planned Parenthood isn’t going anywhere.”

It’s not going anywhere today, it’s not going anywhere tomorrow,” Obama said.

Barack Obama is also very committed to advancing the population control agenda of the United Nations.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/barack-obama-planned-parenthood-and-the-demonic-population-control-agenda-of-the-new-world-order/#ujvPSQlpSUBcoq6l.99

10:07 am

Town councils, city councils, school boards all over the country are abusing their powers, and only the people can stop this. Everyone at that meeting should have stood up and demanded he have the right to continue speaking. Or they should have walked out with him, and that councilwoman who did walk out.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/this-is-happening-around-the-country-everyone-should-be-worried/#hXAqSJZY7BqmqfDR.99


9:49 am

Latest Conspiracy Theory Now Fact: Echelon Confirmed

(We were told 27 years ago.)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/latest-conspiracy-theory-now-fact-echelon-confirmed/#zkMlrSmqoPsh8j34.99

5:55 am

  1. “Hidden in plain sight”.  That’s how the world always is.  The things that appear garish and over-the-top sometimes are broadcasting truth.  The things we immediately doubt, are those same things we should consider.  We must be led in our evaluations…by the Spirit.  There is no way, no way at all, to traverse this minefield of mind-control without a light.  We WILL ALL BE REQUIRED to decide what we will believe, as the forces of alternative realities  manifest in front of us.  ALL POSSIBILITIES CANNOT BE TRUE.  We will HAVE TO CHOOSE.  I choose, now, to follow the voice of the Spirit of God, and I ask his divine enabling to hear Him.  What will you choose to believe?  Will you wait until the voices are screaming into your sleep?  How far must the tyranny progress until our enslaved minds will realize …that we have A CHOICE?

If ‘A’ is wrong, and ‘B’ is wrong, we should consider ‘C”.  If “C” is PREPOSTEROUS, all non-serious test-takers will default to “D”, ‘none of the above.’  This is laziness.

5:21 am

Anatevka (with subtitles)

Fiddler on the Roof

5:19 am

  1. The prophet says that I’ll always be able to come back to the U.P.  He took me foraging yesterday.  We picked tiny red berries from pillows of crunchy lichens.  The berries don’t lose their color when they dry, and he says it only takes a bit of red to make his artwork pop.  He’s earned a living all over the continent by selling bits of debris he picks up at the village gates.  He says it’s a gift.  He also says that if I could keep track of his stock, he could sell enough artwork to feed me too.  I know I’m supposed to go somewhere, but this doesn’t feel right.
     The prophet needs to be with people he’s crazy about, and he’s not crazy about me.  He says I ran a good race, and at this point I should be able to lay my burden down at the feet of Jesus.  He cries when we talk about Jesus.  I red him some chapters from Joel, and he preached to me from his heart.  Living in a mountain-man’s car would be FAR BETTER than where I am.  He said, and it’s been my observation too, that it doesn’t matter as much,  what Spirit builds  in our hearts…if we don’t meet people to share it with. He’s really lonely, but I couldn’t help him with that.  I’m really poor, but he’s not my man.  God has plans for both of us.
    The prophet said that he thinks the authorities recognized early that we could run the world and so they threw  a wrench in the works of our development.  I suspect that’s true on more levels than I can recognize thus far.  He thinks there are still individuals within the false churches who are not sold out to the devil.  I’m believing otherwise; I think that affiliation with a prostitutionary organization is fait accompli.  We’ll see.  He’s adamant that we do not believe every thought that passes between our ears.  So am I.  He said that my dad would be astonished if he could recognize how much I’ve loved him.  He said our mind-control goes  back a very long time.
    The ‘1’ showed up.  About time.


6:57 pm

GRAPHIC- Planned Parenthood – 5th Video Released – Fully Intact Fetus Sales!

The clip also features the faux tissue buyers presumably asking if abortion procedures can be changed and adjusted to account for specific organ and tissue needs, including fully intact fetuses — to which Farrell seemingly responds affirmatively.

“So, if we alter our process and we are able to obtain intact fetal cadavers, then we can make it part of the budget that any dissections are this, and splitting the specimens into different shipments is this,” she said. “I mean that’s — it’s all just a matter of line items.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/graphic-planned-parenthood-5th-video-released-fully-intact-fetus-sales/#tRX9XIeWfT1lDZ2e.99

12:07 pm

Hackers And Feds Clash In Las Vegas, Defcon and Blackhat

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/hackers-and-feds-clash-in-las-vegas-defcon-and-blackhat/#1vMQkMARK2z5LbXj.99

7:06 am

Spiritual cause and effect: Why 3,500 abortions a day is putting America on the path of Biblical-scale destruction

This article is not attempting to convince you that such activities are now routinely taking place in America. That fact is irrefutable by all but those who are mentally ill and living in a state of total fantasy. Rather, this article attempts to explain that there is a spiritual price to be paid for this systematic murder and destruction of life.

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050651_spiritual_cause_and_effect_abortions_morphic_fields.html#ixzz3hqLwItDy

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050651_spiritual_cause_and_effect_abortions_morphic_fields.html#ixzz3hqLZ5dJK

6:37 am

50% of celebrities killed someone for the 20 million dollar illuminati Blood sacrifice hip hop club

6:09 am

How the illuminati re-engineered women -Hypersexualization of girls, unethical parenting exposed!

5:00 am

 And so it was with me, brothers and sisters. When I came to you, I did not come with eloquence or human wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God.[a] For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. I came to you in weakness with great fear and trembling. My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on human wisdom, but on God’s power.

God’s Wisdom Revealed by the Spirit

We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. No, we declare God’s wisdom, a mystery that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.However, as it is written:

“What no eye has seen,
    what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”[b]
    the things God has prepared for those who love him—

10 these are the things God has revealed to us by his Spirit.

I Corinthians 2:1-10(a)

4:14 am

Prophecy, through Glenn Jackson:

My plan for you is unfolding perfectly. Only hold fast to the revelation that is “burning brightly” in your heart for I shall surely make you a great sign and a wonder to all those in your sphere of existence, and they shall see beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are in the center of My Will.

The center of the Father’s Will: this is the place where all true “enthusiasm” [passion] for everything arises. It does not matter whether we are talking about marriage, family or any element of “Church work” – it must be the presence of the Father and His Spirit [Who is the Spirit of Christ] that is ALL IN ALL! This is the place of true satisfaction and fulfilment, and this is the place of GLORY: the very place that we, as the Glorious Church, are all headed for in these days – never to depart. All those whose hearts are “wholly given” are about to enter into a life [the true Christian life] that is far beyond even our greatest expectations and “anticipations” – and, because of these things, the “absolute” Lordship of Jesus shall clearly be proclaimed through our every word and deed to the devastation of the Evil One and his forces!

It is very important for every “Christian” to understand fully the purpose in the Father’s desire for His children to walk in that place of “abiding” in His Word [Will] – far above any “feelings” [perceptions of the five physical senses] that they might experience in this natural realm. There have been – and shall continue to be – some very severe attacks by demonic forces against those throughout the Body of Christ who are being raised up in this hour to confront [by their very presence and the divine wisdom abiding within them] the “religious spirits” working throughout the church at large.

Read more here:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/08%20August%202015/WPFBN0804.pdf

4:04 am

Planned Parenthood sells fully intact baby corpses Connection To The Occult

3:56 am


Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

Jack Johnson

– (I can’t embed videos anymore I guess.)


3:27 am

“It’s building up to a catastrophe of historic proportions.”

Why the U.S. Is the Next Greece: Doug Casey on America’s Economic Problems


7:44 pm


LOOK how MUCH they knew about her…

Corporate Tyranny: Former Merck Pharmaceutical Corp. Employee Targeted for Strong Arm Intimidation After Speaking Out Against Forced Vaccinations And Deadly Drugs


from 6/30/15:

Why won’t the veterans defend our rights?  Didn’t they take an oath?  George wears camo almost every day and my dad gets teary-eyed when he meets an old Korean in an elevator.  Their military service was honorable, and instructive… and they’ve left it far behind.  Our country is under attack, from within and without.  Our freedoms are GONE.  Our freedoms are GONE and next they’re coming for our very thoughts.  Will  WWIII begin at the Texas coast with Russian troops on the ‘homeland’?  Why did they begin calling America by the same nickname as Nazi Germany?  How long must Germany pay for America’s prior crimes?  America, the Beautiful, has bloody hands and hearts and we’ve got some serious stuff coming down.  Geo-engineering is DESTROYING THE REAL HOMELAND, our biological necessity!  A band of insurgents… that WE ELECTED… has taken over the control center and they are pushing buttons willy-nilly. The ENTIRE WORLD has rejected the US dollar and we’re still flashing our Michigan bankroll and feeling really safe.  WAKE UP VETERANS!  GROW A PAIR AND HELP US!


1:55 pm

My father taught me that I was unworthy of love, and he taught my husband that too.  My parents were amazed with George.  They’d shake their heads and say, “George really loves Linda.”  (Psalm 109:25)  They might as well have said, “George is really stupid.”  Their mien and overtures were explicit and repetitive.  He believed them and I believed them.  I settled.  I might have sought conscious love if I had felt entitled.  Or even felt myself to be a candidate.  Or even a charity case, in a more liberal environment.  I expected to be ignored and treated like shit, because I believed my parents, who burned me on Molech’s altar. when they sought to right their worlds, after I came.
 Lots of unattractive people are loved, and some even have sex.  Isaac told me I was messed up when I determined that only beautiful people could enjoy sex.  He’s really smart.  He’s also not around here anymore.  I really want a life so much.  I gave it up, I did it willingly.  3.5 million is a small pittance of what my father owes me and my family, and Adam for that matter.  Dad’s a fraud and he destroys people who might expose that fact.  Not this time.
I became also a reproach unto them: when they looked upon me they shaked their heads.

1:43 pm

1:28 pm

Fergie’s move to Switzerland brings to an end one of the most unusual royal living situations and one that left the Duke of Edinburgh among others baffled.

The Duchess, who has in the past confessed that she would have been left homeless were it not for her ex, has continued to share a home with Prince Andrew, despite being divorced.

Fergie finally moves out of house she shared with Prince Andrew and sets up home in £13million Swiss ski chalet

  • The Duchess of York has moved to a chalet in the Swiss resort of Verbier
  • £13m property is jointly owned by Fergie and ex-husband Prince Andrew
  • A spokesman said the move is a bid to be seen as ‘an independent unit’
  • Lavish chalet boasts an indoor pool and six permanent members of staff 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3183662/Independent-unit-Fergie-sets-home-13m-Swiss-ski-chalet-Duchess-York-FINALLY-moves-20-years-divorcing-Prince-Andrew.html#ixzz3hm3dLp6u
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Close: Fergie and Prince Andrew have lived together since divorcing in 1996 and remain close friends. The Duchess, pictured left at Royal Ascot and right in Verbier, said she would have been homeless without him

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10:47 am

California Fires Are Linked To Jade Helm 15

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/california-fires-are-linked-to-jade-helm-15/#pkie3hiHp4Z7UyXI.99

10:21 am

The Holy Spirit beat the NSA.  When the Baptists realize this, they will be very embarrassed.


10:14 am

NOTICE;  EVERY HACKER WHO HAS WATCHED  MY FATHER’S GOVERNMENT HARASS A TRUE CHRISTIAN… IS ON THE LIST.  Doesn’t that go without saying?  Have you not considered that reality?  You are a target, because you now know God is God.  Keith Alexander haunts your dreams.  Mark Zuckerburg screwed everybody he ever met, right?  Which techies bow to Israel?  We have many things to consider, and as soon as you STAND UP FOR TRUTH we can begin.  906-291-1376.  906-586-4629.  I forgot my address yesterday.  After all this training I still can’t remember numbers.


10:06 am

Here’s what I think:  those automatic translator-headsets worn by my father’s government’s goons can translate recordings into any earthly language.  Probably a few of the extra-terrestrials.  But, I do not think they translate into every language they’ve heard.  I think there is a very special list, above the red and green, above the red-white-and-blue, a list that shines golden:  a list of those who hear from God.  I’d put money on it.  If I had any money.  A lot of atheist-hackers are chewing their fists.  They might rather be chewing their fingerprints off.

9:59 am

A lot of atheists have wanted religion to be right.  A lot of seekers have observed the falseness of the matrix, and wished for somebody ‘outside the camp’ to show them truth and righteousness.  A lot of atheists want to see miracles a lot more than those who claim sole access to them.  The Baptists claim to serve the one true god. (Doesn’t everybody?)  But, the Baptists deny that their one true god can heal people or make them speak in languages that have not been  learned.  The Baptists worship the Bible, but they do not believe it.
The Bible says that the ONE TRUE GOD does those things and wants to do those things and will do those things if we only believe.  And ask.  “You have not, because you ask not.”  I pray audaciously.  I pray for new things to be created just for me, because I am useless and I plan to become very important to Jesus, the Christ.  I want EVERY SINGLE THING he wants for me.  Nothing less.  Not a farthing less.  I want my destiny, and I want him.  “Dear NSA.  My church-folk don’t think praying in tongues is real.  Could you assist their faith?  Thank you. With condolences from your biggest fan and worst enemy, Linda.”

8:43 am

BREAKING: Blocked videos may prove aborted babies were born alive before organ harvesting, says Daleiden

See more here:   https://www.lifesitenews.com/pulse/breaking-blocked-stem-express-videos-may-prove-babies-were-born-alive-befor

8:12 am

Watch: Former Planned Parenthood Director Drops BOMBSHELL Revelation PP Wants Quiet

See more at:   http://www.westernjournalism.com/watch-former-planned-parenthood-director-drops-bombshell-revelation-pp-wants-quiet/?utm_medium=WesternWebsite&utm_source=Twitter&utm_campaign=social

BREAKING: Blocked videos may prove aborted babies were born alive before organ harvesting, says Daleiden

See more here:   https://www.lifesitenews.com/pulse/breaking-blocked-stem-express-videos-may-prove-babies-were-born-alive-befor

7:23 am

Just when I think that my father couldn’t be pushed further into the corner of cowardice, God gives me something else.  Now we got the end of the world coming up.  Yom Kippur.  Christians are saying it, Jews are saying it, astronomers are saying it, astrologers are saying it.  Who’s not saying it?  The Baptists.  My family with much to lose.  September is VERY important, and I hope to be among allies.  Guess God knows best.

September 25 is my mom’s birthday, and Josh’s.  (Dad says that’s because everybody gets the same thing for Christmas.)  Dad  refuses to 1) make restitution, 2) HELP his family, 3) assist tortured individuals, 4) allow my sons to reconsider Jesus the Christ, 5) give George his manhood back, 6) give account of election tampering, 7) answer to my charge of attempted murder, 8) get me a speaking engagement at Lakefield Baptist church, 9) tell his progeny that it’s OK to talk to me again with an apology in the Newberry News…or 10) help humanity face-down the antichrist.  He’s toast.  Maybe he won’t hold out until September.

6:52 am

I used to have a copy of Newton’s book on prophecy; I can’t even remember the title.  I must have sent it to Adam.

Isaac Newton’s September 23, 2015 Prophecy; September 24, 2015- “100% Probability ” Of Asteroid

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/prophecy/2015/07/isaac-newtons-september-23-2015-prophecy-september-24-2015-100-probability-of-asteroid-2471454.html

6:19 am

This month they published two papers in ScientificReports on brain-brain interfaces, or “organic computers,” in which animals whose brains were wired together were able to mentally exchange sensory and motor information to solve problems together—often better than they could alone.

Communicating Via Thought Waves Alone: Q&A With Miguel Nicolelis

See more here:   http://www.biosciencetechnology.com/articles/2015/07/communicating-thought-waves-alone-q-miguel-nicolelis

5:55 am

My phone hasn’t rung for three weeks, that’s when I last heard from the prophet.  I’m lonely and pointless.  I go to the store twice a day so I can talk to a person.  Thank God for Josh.  He needs to go somewhere else and God is never late.  He wants a Quebecois flag for his birthday.  Last year I had a few bucks, from the death insurance policy my dad had on my life.  It was nice to finally be able to get him some cool gifts.  I’d like to feel that again.


5:08 am

5:04 am

4:23 am

Who Needs a Billboard? Ads  Beamed Directly into Your Head

Go back a few years. Published on October 27, 1992, U.S. patent 5,159,703 for a “silent subliminal presentation system” was reportedly developed for military use. The abstract defines the technology as, “A silent communications system in which nonaural carriers, in the very low or very high audio frequency range or in the adjacent ultrasonic frequency spectrum, are amplitude or frequency modulated with the desired intelligence and propagated acoustically or vibrationally, for inducement into the brain, typically through the use of loudspeakers, earphones or piezoelectric transducers.”

Read more at:   http://www.redicecreations.com/article.php?id=33975


4:11 pm

Tonight Josh will learn how to make Hollandaise sauce in a blender.  Isaac knows how.  He can have any woman he wants.  Josh says that a straight man can’t be empathetic (especially towards a woman)  without being called gay.  Is that so?

Though they shouted, “A sword for the Lord and for Gideon!” The only “weapons” they used in this particular strategy were trumpets, torches, and earthen pitchers.

“But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us.”  ( 2 Corinthians 4:7)

Read more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=14986

3:44 pm

…justice cannot be approximated if the hope of its perfect realization does not generate a sublime madness in the soul.

Nothing but such madness will do battle with malignant power and ‘spiritual wickedness in high places.’ The illusion is dangerous because it encourages terrible fanaticisms. It must therefor e be brought under the control of reason. One can only hope that reason will not destroy it before its work is done.”

(Reinhold Niebuhr)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-illusions-of-extremists-of-both-the-right-and-the-left-are-very-dangerous-things-for-the-very-reason-that-they-often-incline-themselves-to-sacrifice-the-individual-and-even-surprisingly-large/#YEZAyACqkWp1k356.99

1:56 pm

WOW.  First Ron Paul addresses ad hominem attacks, and now James Corbett.    Apparently Corbett encountered some grammar Nazis.

The Anarchy of Language

“The real point of communication is communication,  the miracle of communication.  And it is a miracle.  And it may be a miracle that is so mundane and everyday that we don’t really even contemplate it anymore.  But it is a miracle that I can take these thoughts and ideas and half-formed ambiguous vague concepts, put them into words, force them out my mouth-hole and into your ear-hole and you will get at least an understanding of what I’m talking about. “

“That IS a miracle, and that is the beauty of language.  And I posit to you that that is the anarchy of language.  I may not speak at all times and in all contexts in a perfectly grammatically correct way.  but if I get the point across, then isn’t that enough?  And I would argue that yes, that is in fact not only the potential of this miracle of communication, but also that’s the delight, the play of language.  That’s where poetry comes from, that’s where we can really play with the concept of how we communicate things, and that we don’t always have to rigidly adhere to those grade-school-varities.”

1:17 pm


“Sons of the dogs who murdered the prophets, finishing off what your fathers began.
You don’t have time to scorn and to scoff, it’s getting very late!  Vengeance doesn’t wait!!
You snakes, you vipers’ brood, you cannot escape being devil’s food.
Aye said you prophets and aye said you preachers, sages and rages and ages of teachers…”
Blind Guides!  Blind Fools!  The blood you spilt, on you will fall!
This Nation!  This Generation!  Will bear the guilt of it all!”

Alas For You


12:59 pm

The pesto-crusted cod was very good; I only made a couple pieces because Josh and I ended up pigging out on guacamole.  I was thinking of making more today, but I’m feeling old-school.  I’ll bake the fish with butter and cracker crumbs.  We’ll have jacket-potatoes.  But I’m going to do something with asparagus that will blow his mind.

I’m either useless or I’m Superwoman, there’s no middle ground.  That’s the difference between the flesh and the Spirit and I aim to eradicate the useless part.  “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”  “In my flesh dwelleth no good thing.”  I am pulled between two infinite points.  “Whatever is done without faith is sin.”  I choose the Spirit.  I LOVE the Spirit, and I long to lay down my burden, down by the riverside.  I AIN’T GONNA STUDY WAR NO MORE!  I will not HAVE to consider, the machinations of psychopaths and fake-Christian-relatives.  They will cease to exist if they have not war.  I tried to explain this to Josh, maybe I can do it now.
 If you destroy their sustenance, demons move along.  Demons can be evicted.  Then they find a new house, or they “wander in the dry places”.   But sometimes,   they move back into  their former home, the  one that has been  CLEANED UP,  BUT NOT FILLED UP… WITH THE PRESENCE OF GOD.   (ie.  HOLY SPIRIT.)  When they go back, they bring seven others more evil than themselves.  Then the situation of the host is far worse than it would have been,  if he had never said the “Sinner’s Prayer”.   In this economy we get squatters on every inch of real estate we don’t fill up with the Holy Ghost.  (It says it right there in the Bible.  Baptists know it and I know it,  but their  DOCTRINE doesn’t permit it to be true.  The NSA could learn mind-control from THEM.)


9:07 am

“Cowardice, alone of all the vices, is purely painful — horrible to anticipate, horrible to feel, horrible to remember; Hatred has its pleasures. It is therefore often the compensation by which a frightened man reimburses himself for the miseries of Fear. The more he fears, the more he will hate. And Hatred is also a great anodyne for shame.”

— From the demon Screwtape, in The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-big-list-of-lies-by-our-leaders-post-it-everywhere-to-change-america/#4DepShHvWvuB4BGC.99

8:55 am

We Are All Increasingly Becoming Rats In A Digital Cage Compliments Of Our Own Elected Power Hungry Government Criminals

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/we-are-all-increasingly-becoming-rats-in-a-digital-cage-compliments-of-our-own-elected-power-hungry-government-criminals/#DjBxLSvDJyjagQX5.99

7:47 am


“There’s still one thing that you can do.  Get down on your knees and pray.  You know the Lord will answer you.  DON’T WAIT ‘TIL TOMORROW, DO IT TODAY.”     (Eric Clapton)

Got To Get Better

[Live at Crossroads 2013]

Eric Clapton –

7:14 am

To extrapolate from prior musings, Jesus wants the same thing too.  There are things he wants to share with each of us, individually.  He wants to tell us jokes that nobody else would get.  He wants that thing where he can raise one eyebrow and have me rolling on the floor.  He knows us.  He knows each and every one of us and he knows how to make us laugh.   We each have something he longs for.  He wants that part, that part that we never shared before.  I had a friend once, unlucky in love.  Her last relationship was with a notorious philanderer.  She said, “I’m keeping part of myself back.  I want something left to fall back on if he cheats.”  I told her I was doing an experiment.  I told her I was loving a man with my entire life.  I told her I’d get back to her. She’s dead now. That’s what I heard, nobody seems to really know.

That part my friend  held back was exactly the part she most wanted to share but she had to protect it.  Isn’t that true for all of us?  Our hidden parts will soon be on prime-time, and we’d better come to grips with what it is that we believe might actually matter.  Why were we born?  To make Sam Walton’s children richer?  We were born because Jesus wanted to share himself.  He died for us and is changing us as we speak, because he wanted a wife.  He wanted a kindred-spirit and a bosom-companion, and a help, meet for him.  He wanted me.  (Hope I don’t mess up.)

6:51 am

I think human dignity requires, and I know my heart’s desire does too,  some part of oneself to be shared only with a chosen other, and without observation.    I think this is the whole notion of the  bridal symbolism in the Bible.   We all desire to hold some place in our beloved’s heart that is unavailable to any other.  Jesus is like that too; he made us.  To be the Bride of Christ, is to occupy a spot unavailable to any other.   The Bride of Christ will hear secrets that others do not hear.   The Bride will know the Bridegroom in ways others can not.   (That’s my heart’s desire.)

6:44 am

If I could code, I’d write a better Bible search engine.  Often I remember a sentence, in King James Language  of course, but when I google it I can’t find it.  What I’m remembering is a concept that maybe covered two different verses, and the search engine goes verse by verse.  As I understand, the Bible was not even numbered until King James got ahold of it.  If we read books without man-inserted chapter breaks they tell a different story.  The Psalms had numbers though, and they were musical notation.  The history of the Bible is AMAZING.  The Bible code that predicted assassinations and made fun of Shakespeare.  Isaac Newton’s prophecies.  The OLDEST MANUSCRIPT EVER, found by accident in DC by the guy who traveled the world interviewing formerly-dead-people raised by the Blood of Jesus the Christ.  (He offered me a red pill an in Toronto and I ate it.)  Researchers in France are playing the Psalms according to the original beat-box. Physicists are playing music from Heaven.  We’re seeing synthesis.  We’re also seeing self-destruction by cause of ignorance and apathy and love of this world and selfishness and lots and lots of consumer goods and self-indulgence.

6:20 am


“Don’t say I never warned you, when your train gets lost.”

6:02 am

We should rethInk our eschatology.  Just in case.  Because, “what if”?

Lawlessness, Immorality & Bible Prophecy

Hagmann & Hagmann Report – July 31, 2015

5:20 am

What will happen if the “Dollar Collapses” In September 2015

5:14 am

 “Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him”      (John 3:15)

4:45 am


“Travelin’ Shoes”

– Clara Ward Singers

4:32 am


“This old world is cold, you don’t gain if you’re never bold.   I got me a twinklin’ in my toes, to  make this gap between us close,  give me your hand.”

Give Me Your Hand (Live)


4:25 am



 Call Me

Aretha Franklin feat. King Curtis

(906-291-1376, 906-586-4629)

4:16 am

My grandpa’s birthday, and my aunt’s.  “God bless the Leos.”  I haven’t heard too much from Jesus in a long time, and I’m running on empty.  (It happens.)  But, I know that when he shows up again, I’ll laugh.  I’ll say, “WHERE have you BEEN?  Why do you do that to me?  I can’t live without you.”  Then he’ll laugh.  He’ll ask, “How else could you KNOW that I am always here?”  He’s right.  He’s always right, and he always puts things into perspective.  (I BEG for his perspective, and his alone.  Most of my prayer-history is begging.  I think I’m growing up.)   My worship-life-worship has been very altered by surveillance.  I went through stages of embarrassment and defiance.  Now I’m just very tired.  I suppose if they can’t make you crazy they can try to wear you down.
Lakefield is on the brink of destruction, due to the influence of false Christians.  Lakefield is ALSO on the brink of greatness.  “I set before you two paths.”  “Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both and be one traveler, long I stood,  and gazed down one as far as I could, to where it bent in the undergrowth.”  (Robert Frost)   Lakefield Baptist Church has a decision to make, and failing to make a choice is default to Hell.  You claim to represent God on Earth.  You do no such thing.  Make it right or get some Kevlar.

4:05 am


Change My Heart oh God – Hillsong (With Lyrics)

3:58 am

Holistic Cancer Researcher: “Life in Danger”! Makes plea for help

A church is giving kids enemas and blaming it on the doctor.   Isn’t that just par for the course?



6:18 pm

It’s so good to listen to smart guys talk.  At around fourteen minutes they talk about John Taylor Gatto.  He’s my friend.  He called me up and told me to write more books.

Jeff interviews forensic historian Richard Grove, topics include: self rule, questioning existing history, Dr Antony Sutton, the trilateral commission, the history of war funding, an ominous continuity, the shaping of western society, the truth is what the strong say it is, keep calm and start thinking, manipulation of the school system, John Taylor Gatto, 9/11, manipulation of public perception and how that becomes history, the use of fear, some people don’t want to know, public forgetfulness, Greece, IMF & world banksters, the importance of owning precious metals and Bitcoin in a crisis like Greece, you don’t actually own your stocks, making people dependent on the state, , mass media distraction, the important work of waking people up, Anarchapulco 2016!

Anarchast Ep. 232 Richard Grove: Tragedy & Hope

5:19 pm

Department Of Homeland Security Preparing To Unleash Surveillance Robots Across America


The bulletin went out Friday and warned that unmanned aircraft systems or drones could be used in the U.S. to advance terrorist and criminal activities. Law enforcement sources say, “emerging adversary use of Unmanned Aircraft Systems present detection and disruption challenges.”

According to federal officials, “The rising trend in UAS incidents within the National Airspace System will continue, as UAS gain wider appeal with recreational users and commercial applications.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/department-of-homeland-security-preparing-to-unleash-surveillance-robots-across-america/#KaksJx0kResGgviL.99

4:55 pm

The Circus Is In Town

The United States of Absurdity, Circa 2015

Someone must have been telling lies about Joseph K., for without having done anything wrong he was arrested one fine morning.
– Franz Kafka, The Trial

One of the burdens faced by American politicos is sustaining a nostalgic fiction that we’re still living in a golden age of American Exceptionalism. Marketing strategies for selling cars, toothpaste and political candidates will continue to work this realm with glossier and glossier messages how special we are and how the rest of the world pines for our rule. Likewise, they will continue to fall short on sustaining our crumbling public infrastructure and the dignity of our poor. America’s resurgence depends, we’re told in a full-page New York Times ad, on Reagan-like conservative optimism. Reagan optimism amounts to symbolically polishing up the locomotive pulling the American dream while conveniently forgetting about the fetid, jammed cattle cars and the dilapidated caboose at the end of the train.

Read more at:   http://thiscantbehappening.net/node/2818?page=2

4:47 pm

Leaked Pentagon Video Shows Vaccine Designed to ~ Modify Behavior ~

We can turn a fanatic into an ordinary person”

(They’re going to vaccinate religious people.  No biggie, I guess.)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/leaked-pentagon-video-shows-vaccine-designed-to-modify-behavior-vid/#2rd5TQCe4ry8sIGJ.99

3:39 pm


“Colored people are like human weeds and are to be exterminated.”  – Margaret Sanger, founder of Planned Parenthood

“The most obvious practitioner of racism in the United States today is Planned Parenthood, an organization founded by the eugenicist Margaret Sanger and recently documented as ready to accept money to eliminate black babies” – Dr. Alveda King

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/liberals-silent-as-its-shown-the-1-killer-of-blacks-in-america-is-planned-parenthood/#Ot3hxzaxFTHRXxZg.99

8:53 am

Things Are Unfolding In Textbook Fashion For Another Major Global Financial Crisis In The Months Ahead And 11 Red Flag Events That Just Happened As We Enter The Pivotal Month Of August 2015

Are you ready for what is coming in August?  All over America, economic, political and social tensions are building, and the next 30 days could turn out to be pivotal.  In July, we saw things start to turn.  As you will read about below, a major six year trendline for the S&P 500 was finally broken this month, Chinese stocks crashed, commodities crashed, and debt problems started erupting all over the planet.  I fully expect that this next month (August) will be a month of transition as we enter an extremely chaotic time in the fall and winter.  Things are unfolding in textbook fashion for another major global financial crisis in the months ahead, and yet most people refuse to see what is happening. 

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/things-are-unfolding-in-textbook-fashion-for-another-major-global-financial-crisis-in-the-months-ahead-and-11-red-flag-events-that-just-happened-as-we-enter-the-pivotal-month-of-august-2015/#0Rdqsj8B57Avo1wL.99

8:34 am


When Isaac was a kid with a bass voice he sang a lot of Negro Spirituals.  May I say that without being racist?  His favorite was, “Whattaya gonna do when your lamp burns down”?

Keep Your Lamp Trimmed And Burning (Trad.) – By JR

8:30 am

 According to the report, a WWN journalist with camera in hand visited local businesses to acquire video evidence of various government signage. What he found was shocking:

New York’s Division of Homeland Security is posting signs on businesses to encourage people to snitch on fellow citizens who buy such things as MRE’s (Meals Ready to Eat), ammunition, flash lights, match containers, gas masks and other items deemed to be ‘prepper’ in nature.

Surplus store in Auburn, NY tell us how a state trooper put up a flyer in their window which encourages customers to call the New York State Terrorism Tips Line to report this ‘suspicious activity’ under the as part of the “See Something, Say Something” campaign.

The sign in question, as well as the accompanying letter to the local business, can be seen in the video below.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/video-proof-feds-post-letters-identifying-preppers-as-potential-terrorists-individuals-or-groups-making-bulk-purchases/#jUMXgugfMUIThoE1.99

8:19 am

I have another entire Evernote account that I haven’t opened in about three years.  It has thousands of pages, mostly from when I was first SERIOUSLY cyber-stalked.  (2012-2013)  That account is where the pictures are that were shown to me…of me…by the computer goons.  At first it was VERY CREEPY.  When you close Evernote, it stays on the page you were at until the next time you open it.  (I think.  I haven’t closed Evernote in two years.)   Anyway, when they’re hacking you, sometimes some text or photo from your deep dark past appears on your opening page.  That is an absolute violation, when first encountered.  That’s the point.  They want our minds to immediately scan EVERYTHING in our account/record/transcript that would be embarrassing for others to know about.  Guilt.  Shame.  (Their point is to corrupt us.)  I’ve been saying this for years and I hope some potential target (ie. EVERYBODY) has paid attention.  THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE THIS SHIT IS TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST ABOUT YOUR LIFE.  That’s the only way out.  “The TRUTH shall set you free.”
Your deepest-darkest-deadliest-deceitful-est wish…is the goal of the brain-probes.  Your silly sadistic thoughts are merely their doodle pad as they wait.  We’re boring so they jerk us around.  They’re god.  Until they go home and their ears start to ring.  Ha!  Nobody’s safe.  For every psychopath there is a bigger, nastier psychopath wishing to drink cyber blood and to jerk off at the expense of another’s dignity, freedom, and divinity.  There ain’t NOBODY free on this entire planet.  The Rothschilds bend their knees to other entities.
The ‘queen’ has been visited, in her very own bedroom, by a servant of THE MOST HIGH GOD.  Lots of my true brethren travel in the Spirit.  I’ve only been granted that privilege a couple times, and I always ended up back at the same place.  But, pretty soon I’ll graduate.  Pretty soon I’ll go where God wishes me to be, and it will thrill my soul to serve Him and to see the sites.  This is the most incredible time in human history and God picked me (and you) to live here now.  To miss this blessing because one has chosen to believe documented-liars would be most tragic.
(And then they change your password.   That’s a trip.)

6:19 am

“This will  in the end become a test of people’s faith. Will you believe in scientism?  Will you believe in  the new world order?  Will you believe in sustainable development and climate change and Mother Earth and all these other things?  Or will you believe in the Living God who created the universe in the first place,  and man, and placed him here, on this earth, to be stewards over the creation.  rather than the creation being stewards over man.”
“Where will you place your hope?  This will be the ultimate testing ground for people.”
“God will protect his own children; he always has, and he always will.”
-(From the video by Patrick Wood)

4:36 am

Technocracy: The Framework for Global Domination…Patrick Wood

America is not a great nation, and it hasn’t been for a very long time.  Any government that gives hundreds of millions of dollars each year to an organization that systematically murders babies, harvests their internal organs and ships them off to laboratories where they are used in experiments can hardly be called “great”.  Back in the 1980s, Ronald Reagan referred to the Soviet Union as “the evil empire”, but today it is the Russians that are calling us “evil” and “godless”.  And you know what?  When Vladimir Putin called us “godless” he was 100 percent correct.  Someday when history judges us, we will fully deserve to be mentioned in the same breath as Stalin’s Russia, Mao’s China and Hitler’s Germany.  Our consciences have been so seared that we have absolutely no sense of perspective anymore.  We get all bent out of shape over the killing of Cecil the Lion in Zimbabwe, but the trafficking of the body parts and internal organs of millions of our own babies hardly elicits any reaction at all.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-most-evil-government-in-american-history/#2GT3oY46Iq4YbXXE.99

4:23 am

Isn’t this how news should be reported?  All the history and the footnotes.

Israelis Arrested in JPMorgan Hack Case – #NewWorldNextWeek

3:35 am


Krugman called Ron Paul crotchety!  That guy puts up with so much shit.  He’s finally mad.  Glad to see it.  (How can a graph be sarcastic?)

“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”

Ron Paul: ‘I’m Sending a Message to Paul Krugman’


8:54 pm

Hacker Sends Toronto Woman Creepy Pictures of Herself Taken Through Her Own Webcam

(I should dig out my own ghost-pics.)

Logging into Facebook after work the next day, Clark says her blood ran cold. An anonymous account had sent her a series of photos of the couple’s evening, seemingly taken from the laptop’s camera. “They were so freakishly intimate,” she says.

“Realy,cute couple [sic]” was the only message.

See at:   http://www.vice.com/en_ca/read/hacker-sends-toronto-woman-pictures-of-herself-through-webcam-police-can-do-little-about-it?utm_source=vicefbca

6:58 pm

When I was told that I was under surveillance, I panicked.  I assumed it was because of George’s grow-op and I tried to get Josh out of the house immediately.  Then I got divorced and forced the issue.  Later, when it became oh-so-obvious that I was being watched, I went on a hunger strike.  You know what was the first thing I thought of when I knew people were watching me?  MY HOUSE IS DIRTY.  No kidding.  I had been vomiting every day and being electronically raped every night.  It’s amazing their lenses didn’t grime-over.  It really is an interesting story, and I have documented every single detail.  Except one.  The part my dad refuses to part with because they’ll kill him.  Tough spot.

6:52  pm

I didn’t cook supper.  I sliced tomatoes and onions and washed two heads of romaine and drove to Curtis to get sandwich buns because I didn’t finish baking bread.  (It will taste even better if the dough sits for another day.)  I got out the cheese and mayonaise and sliced ham.  I fried some bacon.  I’m feeling sort of guilty for not making Josh’s sandwich.  He’s on the phone with Isaac.  (I hope he doesn’t tell him I didn’t cook supper.)  There’s leftover peach cobbler.  Zucchini bread.  He won’t starve.  Tomorrow I’ll make pesto-crusted cod and chocolate mousse. Probably a pot of that veggie Mexican bean soup with the fried tortilla strips, then I can reuse the oil to make Japanese cutlets from the pork loin I will slice tomorrow after George sharpens my knife.  Then Vadas, and in the morning crepes with asparagus and cheese sauce.  I bought English muffins to make Eggs Benedict! (Is it wrong if I don’t make my own English Muffins?)  (I DESERVE a raise.)


6:05 pm

Well, today wasn’t a busy day after all.  I started out good but I didn’t even get the dishes finished.  I took a nap for three hours, when George got up unexpectedly early.  Then I palpitated and typed.  Tonight though, I plan to take a jacuzzi under the blue moon.  I’ve gone swimming  in the lake alone, even naked  under a full moon.  (This year there’s a lot of poison ivy and a dead deer on the beach.  Yesterday was the first day I didn’t take a stinky bone from Connie.  It was a very good act of environmental negligence for my father to leave that carcass.  George and Josh and I began taking turns bathing Connie.  That’s a good thing.)   Tonight I’d like to bathe alone, but I probably won’t. Last time I went in the lake I wished for company.  (It wasn’t a blue moon though.)

 I haven’t completed a thing all day, except the peach cobbler and the tuna salad and Josh’s lunch.  I think I need to learn to value myself for what I am, rather than for what I do.  I also think that if you don’t value yourself, you can’t really love anybody else because you think he’d be stupid to love you back.  That’s fear, not love.  I’m a slow learner but at least I try.  My dad can’t respect anybody who loves him and that’s the way he wants to keep it.   You can’t always get what you want.  He agreed that I love him more than any woman ever has.  (I’d have to look up the date.)  And he respects me more than he’s ever  respected any woman.

5:50 pm

I find myself in an very odd place at the moment and I’ve been there most of the year; waiting, waiting on something. I know not what. Projects sit in limbo and any effort to engage in any of them leads very quickly to some form of technological distress. I’m no stranger to bizarre conditions coming out of nowhere, to frustrate one effort or another, but these days it has entered into the realm of the absurd. What do you do when you can’t do most any of the things you would do if you could do them? I suppose you do whatever is left and that would be this.

One thing that can be said with real authority is that, when one is faced with living a life that is completely controlled from some point beyond one’s own influence… is that if you can just take it as it comes and let go all sense of frustration and impatience, it will all resolve itself somehow and far better for the absence of interference on your part.

In the Age of Aquarius, despite it being the age of brotherhood, it is also that time when the divine feminine is to be restored to the throne as an equal player in all things. She is the higher qualities of the heart and the mind for those who do not debase her, as so many are presently employed in doing. There is a dark agenda at work in that regard at the moment, with the intention of sucking as many as will go, down into a vortex of negative polarity. It is the reason for such an excess of pornography and do I have to declare who it is that runs that industry?

What happens is that when you pervert the divine feminine, you close yourself off to all of the higher expressions of the same. One should be forewarned that having been left with only the debased expression of it that one has made themselves vulnerable to things any sane person would very much wish to avoid. The areas of manifest darkness that occur in the debased feminine can be terrible beyond the capacity of my words to describe.

Read more at:   http://www.visibleorigami.com/2015/07/she-is-everywhere-in-unseen-miniature.html

“We are an amalgam of all the things that we don’t throw away.”

5:33 pm

How does one compare anything personal against this?

The birth of an age is like the pain of childbirth. It is attended by all of the apprehensions of the same. For some long time since near the beginning of the last century, the gestation period has been in effect. The water has now broken and labor has been induced by the cosmic midwife. The vehicle of delivery cries out in anguish. She writhes in all directions but the process is what it is; nothing swift or sudden about it. Because this is a birth taking place in the hearts and minds of everyone here, the effect is everywhere to be seen, except where it isn’t, except where it is ignored or resisted, or where calculating agents of darkness also go through labor in the attempt to make the birth stillborn. The truth is that it hurts and the pain is all she can think about but then… the birth is achieved and it is all relief and joy and a forgetting of all that was so overwhelming only a short time before. Any time now. Anytime, there will be a change in the song of the wind as it wails across the high mesa. It will barrel its way through the high desert and down toward the winking lights of the town of Iniquity, named after the pole dancing whore (It’s not what it seems). Our lady of Perpetual Undulation.

This is your humble herald, musing in the late night solitude of one more passing day.

See more at:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/07/out-on-high-mesa-with-tattered-ghosts.html

Still, if all the world were to prove hollow and faithless, this is far less important than if you are. As long as even one light remains in this world, utter darkness is held at bay.

-Les Visible

5:22 pm

Tominac – Who’s In Your Head?

If you weren’t listening to your own heart-felt desires and aspirations, what were you listening to?  Whose voice was in your head that made you choose a certain direction in life?  Was it your parents, caretakers, family, religion, other authority figures, friends, peers, media and entertainment personalities, advertisers, the Internet?

Limiting thoughts can echo in your mind every time you decide to play bigger in the world.  They may say… you’re not good enough, good-looking enough, strong enough, smart enough or that you shouldn’t be doing what your heart calls you to do because it’s not realistic.  Yet somehow that deep desire or calling in us to do something more doesn’t go away.

See more at:   http://sorendreier.com/whos-in-your-head/


5:13 pm


Don’t Take Things Personally

5:08 pm

Trophy Hunting Exposes the Weak and Mentally Ill Members of Society

They are not conserving anything but gaining satisfaction from the pain and eventual death of another living thing simply for decor or acknowledgement–a sense of superiority derived from killing animals who cannot defend themselves. In essence, cowards.

Trophy hunters such as Palmer exist all over the world and are simply mentally ill. They derive pleasure from behaviors that hurt other living things, and are even willing to expend extra effort to make another living being suffer.

The trophy hunters of the world mostly deny the suffering and death(s) for which they’re directly responsible. To them the behavior they exhibit and lack of conscience is completely acceptable. From their perspective, they are normal.

See more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/trophy-hunting-exposes-weak-mentally-ill-members-society/


3:38 pm

The Video the Pentagon doesn’t want you to see!

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-video-the-pentagon-doesnt-want-you-to-see/#Ht71wGL5xEpgmEmX.99

2:57 pm


(A real-time manifestation of God’s healing power and his love for the downtrodden.)

Then there are those “OMG I don’t belong here!” panic attacks; I usually only get them anymore if I take a nap. When I wake up I run a mental check-list of things I should be doing and accomplishing and cleaning and folding and cooking…  It’s been hard for a pathologically responsible person to spend all these hours sitting on my butt.  I’ve always taken pain  from watching dust-balls grow bigger as I did whatever  it was I was choosing to do instead of cleaning the house.  It was torment, even before my dad made me a slave. BUT, when one is ushered into paranoia, the hyper-vigilance becomes way more difficult.

 These words keep me alive.  I have not a single human who will answer my calls.  I am in God’s hands.  Maybe I’ll rent a movie tonight; I couldn’t watch a movie for years when the V2K and artificial emotions were very intense.  God did not cause me to record MY ENTIRE LIFE if he did not intend to use it.  God wastes nothing.  I gave away my life and somebody took good care of it.   This is going to be amazing.  I hope I don’t explode before I get some new clothes.


2:48 pm

These words keep me going; they must be words of life.  My first ex-husband used to scare me on purpose.  I was easy prey after growing up in Robert City.  For ten  years into my recent marriage I’d scream whenever George came into a room unexpectedly.  He’d ask, “Don’t you know it’s me by now?”  (Now I feel just that way about him.)  I get very anxious, and I know it’s artificial but I hyperventilate and find it hard to stay focused on my task. I know it will go away when I can speak to somebody about what happened to me.  Then I will listen to others and we’ll all become well.  OK, Dad?

Who are these people we permit to pull us over and demand that we identify ourselves?  They shoot dogs. Every day, one of these bastards shoots some kid’s dog.  Then they  file charges against the dog-owner to hide their sport.  “Dear God, if these highly-trained professionals “fear for their lives” each time a twelve year-old lights a sparkler the race is not much good I think.  I know you think otherwise.  That’s why you’re the boss.”

I was startled today; it’s been a while.  I was home alone and getting dressed after a shower. (Josh said I should take a shower occasionally to benefit others who use the hot-tub.  Smart kid.)  I heard a series of knocks, from inside, like maybe on the door to my room, and I screamed.  I can’t believe I fell for it and as usual, I don’t know if it was demons or the NSA, but I’m disappointed in myself.  I’m still pretty rattled, I guess, and I need to talk to somebody.  Pretty soon.  God is never late.  I will not explode.


9:57 am

Pretty soon my dad will want to talk to me; at this point I’m the only person he can trust.  Isaac may come home for a couple weeks; I’m hoping so.  I told Josh how much I’d like it if they put their heads together and figured out an inspiring place to live that was cheaper than Boulder.  Josh said immediately, “TORONTO.”  (I told him I’m working on it.)   He’d like to go downstate to visit my cousin’s daughter.  I could stand a little cousin-time too, so I’m hoping he’ll decide to go.  He’s never driven in a city and this would be a good thing.  We could take my car so he wouldn’t have to shift and watch lights at the same time.

9:46 AM

“Rub your eyes and purify your heart -and prize above all else in the world those who love you and who wish you well. Do not hurt them or scold them, and never part from any of them in anger; after all, you simply do not know: it may be your last act before your arrest, and that will be how you are imprinted on their memory.” — Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3hTbrpdiO

9:29 am


“Is mental illness going to be a shield here to protect someone who had the capacity to make decisions?” the prosecutor asked. “Nobody in their right mind could plan the massacre of a theater full of human beings. We should take comfort in that. But not having the right mind does not protect you from the ramifications of your decisions.”

A woman interrupted the prosecutor, screaming, “He’s wrong,” ”Mental illness is real,” and, “Don’t kill him, it’s not his fault.” She started climbing over seats toward the defense table before three deputies pulled her from the courtroom. Brauchler then returned to his argument, and the judge later told jurors to disregard the outburst.

(Isn’t America just like a movie?)

Read more at:   http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/james-holmes-defense-make-final-appeal-for-mercy_55bac08be4b0d4f33a023f8c


8:48 am

The Wal-mart in Sault Ste. Marie, MI  is only about five years old, and purportedly the third largest in the world. Or it was.  The back of it has been blocked off and heavy construction is happening all over.  In the middle of the produce department, there is a huge opening into the floor.  They were pouring concrete from a truck parked right outside the entrance, rolling it in through the door, and dumping it over brand-new  rebar.  They no longer sell cold beverages;  they used to have long rows of coolers.  The dairy is in a single case, against some plastic sheeting, with one kind of sour cream, two kinds of butter.  Stock is VERY LOW and some shelves even have cardboard boxes of goods on them.  The pricing markers are all askew or missing.  Shampoo is about six feet instead of twenty, and they didn’t have several items we go there especially to get.  I bought a ten dollar skirt.  In late July I expected racks and racks of clearance junk, but there were none.  A short woman asked me to get a couple travel-size cosmetics from a shelf so high I could barely reach them on my tippy-toes.  I never understood why they would build a Wal-mart that big in a town of fourteen thousand.  Also there is a Wal-mart across the river in Canada.  Perhaps the location is more important than the local population?
On the way home, a Border Patrol truck pulled out behind us from the Dollar Settlement at Raco and followed us until  it turned into the ‘automotive testing site’ that Google Earth called, when I last checked,  a “NASA Super-site”.  The last time we were in the Soo, I saw a formation of fighter jets fly over the Wal-mart.  George remarked that it looked like the Blue Angels.   Did you know that in Raco was an internment camp for Japanese-American-citizens in WWII?  I wonder what that old place looks like today.
Sault Ste. Marie, Ontario- 74,000 population

8:38 am

CDC Say They Destroyed Documents That Prove Vaccines Cause Autism

A current CDC senior scientist has blown the whistle on a monumental cover-up that confirms the link between vaccines and autism. 

Dr. William Thompson says that CDC researchers conspired to destroy documents relating to a study that proved vaccinations caused autism. Four co-authors of the study met in a meeting room, and brought all the hardcopy documents of an explosive report, in order to destroy them.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/cdc-say-they-destroyed-documents-that-prove-vaccines-cause-autism/#b152BsQUo4mIYlLs.99

8:26 am

I used almond extract and cinnamon in the cobbler.  I could have gone the brown sugar-route but this seemed more summery.

Police Let Judge Off With No Arrest After He Admitted to Leaving 2-yo Son in Car Until He Died

(Judges are the people who abduct children of homeschoolers and anti-vax parents, right?)

Last March, the same police department who failed to arrest Naramore, responded a report of a child left in a vehicle. The mother, Mandy Wilson, of North Little Rock was immediately arrested and charged with Endangering the Welfare of a Minor.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/police-let-judge-off-with-no-arrest-after-he-admitted-to-leaving-2-yo-son-in-car-until-he-died/#Prhgw4pArs1Zt77R.99

7:37 am

“I’ve been threatened several times by people and organizations paid by the government, but I’m not afraid. I knew from the very beginning of our Free Brazil Movement that we would be fighting against criminals. Someone had to do that, and now that millions of people are putting their hopes on me, I can’t give up. What the people want now is less government and more money in their own pockets where it belongs.”

He is not a Marxist, a class warfare demagogue, or a bomb-thrower.

He’d sooner spit on a Che Guevara T-shirt than wear one.

He’s a 19-year-old college dropout with a very un-Brazilian last name, and he’s a libertarian — one that Jefferson himself likely would embrace with enthusiasm.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/millions-in-brazil-follow-a-teen-leader-to-freedom/#eSYWdLVZd35oVLWe.99
Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/millions-in-brazil-follow-a-teen-leader-to-freedom/#eSYWdLVZd35oVLWe.99

7:25 am

Today I’m making Josh the greatest breakfast:  Hot peach cobbler and fried ham.  (I’ll hand whisk heavy cream with a whiff of vanilla, because I have bread dough in the mixer bowl.)   (I got a whole basket of bruised peaches and nectarines for a dollar!)  (If he asks for an egg I might be unkind.)  Also, I’m making tuna pasta salad for his lunch, and I’ll probably send a small green salad too.  I love tuna salad; I use dill, thyme, marjoram and basil. Later I will cut meat and make pastry, God willing.  George bought more beef yesterday than we’ve eaten in six months, a whole round.  We also got our regular full pork loin, and a case of cod.  (What does Josh want for supper tonight?  Pesto and chicken.  I’ll get creative.)  I took a day off from doing dishes.  That’s one nice thing about my job, I can take a day off whenever I want, and I never miss a thing.  I’ll be washing dishes for a long time.  But, when I need a break, I’ll lounge in the hot-tub and watch the contrails kill my species.  I’ll be grateful for every dish in this house, and I’ll be grateful for the dish soap with its high-flying bubbles.  I’ll pray for perfect discernment, and divine love.  It will be a busy day but it will also be a very good one.  I love being extraordinary.  I wish somebody would notice who didn’t want me dead.


6:24 am


 Blow, Gabriel, Blow (from Anything Goes)

Patti LuPone

6:14 am


Gabriel’s Oboe

(I used to play the oboe.  Not many do, so it’s easy to get into Honors Band without being very good.  That was OK, though, because we performed  a weird modern composition that had us playing on the reeds alone!  Ghastly.)  (My dad never came to my concerts.)

5:51 am

I never met a judge until I met Trish’s mother.  Was I not sufficiently impressed?  Jesus is not exclusive.  Jesus is very inclusive.  He always was that way.  Trish’s family was royalty, back in Germany.  Are they similarly endowed, on our freedom-loving terra?  I was so grateful when Trish would bring to my home, full meals of politically-correct beef  roasts and crocks of hand-shucked corn.  I thought she was kind.  I didn’t know she was envious.  Did I earn one too many points on the LSAT?  Or was it George?  I was fertile.  I can’t imagine why a kind woman would behave so unkindly, and I won’t have to.  The NSA destroyed lying.  It’s just a matter of time until my truth-quest is fruitful, as  my “faith becomes sight.”

5:41 am

What is the alternative media?

James Corbettt success story, also his awakening.

He doesn’t talk about spiritual matters very much, but he FOLLOWS TRUTH.  Truth =Jesus. He’s my brother.

5:34 am

Crazy! Chicago’s Soldier Field Glows Green As White Orb Vanishes Above It


OK, what happened to me is absolutely textbook.  All TI’s  experience a life-implosion.  Everybody I cared about (except George, at first) turned on me at the same time.  No contact.  Nobody would speak to me. Immediately.  I flailed ineffectually by post and text.  Nada.  My last text to Trish Morris, who betrayed me really badly (no offense intended) said, “I HOPE NOBODY EVER DOES THIS TO YOU.”  She’s a federal magistrate now.  (I didn’t receive   a copy of Cooley’s BENCHMARK for years!  Then I received one reporting the great news.  Do you know, they finally got my name right on the mailing label?  How did they know I got divorced?)  “Dear Lord, am I supposed to pray against karma?”  “In your judgment, remember mercy.”

4:56 am

So now I’m being harsh with George as well.  My records have proven to me that I am not the demanding bitch I always figured myself to be.  Many times during our marriage, I would have made different decisions.  George and I actually believed what the Bible says about giving everything away,  and then God would bless us.  We actually expected to regain what we donated.  George gave away my grandma’s house!    I sold my car for a hundred dollars to my former client/friend who treated my sons and me with MUCH disrespect.  He moved to North Dakota.  George said he sold my car for four hundred dollars. The guy has owed Josh just that much for a whole year but didn’t send any.   Did George ask for that money back?  He did not.  Josh is a very fine man who deserves to have somebody stand up for him.  He deserves a father.  After twenty-five years I SHOULD HAVE EARNED a trusting friend.  Jesus certainly didn’t die so that his redeemed could lay down on the job.  It is time for the revolution to manifest in the physical realm.  Let’s get with it.


4:53 am

I think people think I’m creepy because my faith is more integrated than commonly seen.  I think people, even Christian people, tend to compartmentalize their beliefs and observations.  When they’re talking about mundane things, divine reality never enters the mix.  (It does happen though, the other way around.)  Am I being creepy when I bring my supernatural beliefs into discussions of concrete matters?  I think that’s when the eyes begin to glaze over.  I don’t wish to be creepy but it’s been a lifelong blessing.  The Baptism of the Holy Spirit makes us peculiar, but it is the initiator of mental integration.  When you EXPERIENCE the supernatural, it is,  actually and for all purposes… IN THE MATERIAL WORLD.  Once you’ve talked to an angel in a grocery store, it’s pretty easy to expect to see them a lot.  This is an accommodation of two realities and it’s  necessary for good mental health.  And good morals.

4:25 am

The Baptists just don’t  want Jesus to return;  that’s the fact of the matter.  Their lips say “thy Kingdom come” but their lives say “Hail, Babylon”.  They do not consider,  the words as they chant:  “on Earth as it is in Heaven”. Prayer in ‘church’  is merely  “vain repetition” and the Bible says the heathen do that.  Baptist praying is scary, and the pastor calls on the same three men all the time.  Nobody else speaks in ‘church’.  Praying in the Spirit is spontaneous and fun, and intense and important.  We’re ALL supposed to contribute to the meetings.  “One has a prophecy, one has a tongue, one has a song.”  CONTROLLING a gathering intended to glorify God does just the opposite.  HE WANTS TO RUN THINGS.  And, until he does we’re sinning by referring to our choreography as ‘worship’.  We worship him in SPIRIT (and in TRUTH, but that’s been a past topic.)  If you are not in the Spirit, is your ‘worship’ pleasing?  Or even accepted?  It might be good to check into that.  Also, our spiritual, mental and physical energies should be directed to manifesting a new world.  Or we’re lying when we say we want Jesus to come back.


4:07 am

I said this to a bunch of drunk Republicans at Bay City one time in a speech.  A guy gave me a packet of information about how Iran is going to destroy America with an EMP.  That was a VERY weird meeting.  (I sent the original of that speech to Adam.  I wanted him to be proud of me but he wasn’t speaking.)

Gentlemen, [she] said, ‘I don’t need your organization.  I’ve shined your shoes!  Moved your mountains and marked your cards!


So prepare yourselves for elimination!

Or your hearts must have the courage…


Bob Dylan, who may or may not have sold his soul to the devil.  Jesus bought it back anyway.

4:00 am

And I looked, and rose up, and said unto the nobles, and to the rulers, and to the rest of the people, Be not ye afraid of them: remember the Lord, which is great and terrible, and fight for your brethren, your sons, and your daughters, your wives, and your houses..And it came to pass, when our enemies heard that it was known unto us, and God had brought their counsel to nought, that we returned all of us to the wall, every one unto his work.” (Neh. 4:14-15)


8:17 pm

Seriously, I am not that frightening and I have been holed up here SHOUTING TRUTH for a lot of years.  The last time I heard live music was Bob Dylan and Jimmy Vaughan at Interlochen a hundred years ago.  Please people have a heart.  Somebody, give me some traveling money so I can get back the years I invested IN YOU.

8:05 pm

We’re screwed.  Our technology has out-evolved our requirements for privacy and security and even provision.  We’re done-for.  I cannot understand how it is possible that I still man the ramparts alone.  We are done.  That’s it.  Fini.  FUKUSHIMA alone means the end of EARTHLY BIOLOGY.  The rich guys want to live forever in a machine and they’re feeding us into it already.  Junior is just learning his ABC’s.  WE ARE FUCKED.  Pick Jesus or hear forever an eternal choir microwaved just for you:  I TOLD YOU SO!

7:51 pm

Josh diagnosed me.  The reason I’m so antsy is because I’m isolated.  He said isolated people don’t live as long because they’re always in ‘flight-or-fight’ mode.  That’s the absolute truth.  I have nobody at my back and it gets tiresome being the smartest person in the room all the time.  I think I will start really slow with George, and I’ll try it once again.
Pop Quiz:
Question 1.  You’ve noticed that my parents have refused to talk to me for six years while at the same time telling you I was a terrible person when you KNEW I was praying and doing what I believed God wanted me to do, SAME AS ALWAYS.  Right?
Answer 1.  Head nod.  (Anticipated.)
Question 2.  Do you understand why they will not speak to me?
Answer 2.    Because I am and  have been 100% right.  (Except for the part where you were going to die but I’m glad you haven’t had to yet.  You chose my corrupt, stiff-necked, lying family…over your own blood.  That’s a sacrifice to Molech.)
 Please wake up and defend us.  Thank you.  Good night. And I want a raise.  I want to buy my own body oil.  I earned it doing alone, what you would not do.  (Another argument with another pharisee about the oil.)

6:54 pm

http://www.electricbunnycomics.com/view.php?album=Randomness&page=37Time to shut the face hole and check out the latest comic at electricbunnycomics!! >:D

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3:53 pm

Camps? What Camps?

This is the exact same attitude by the majority of the American people today on a wide number of subjects relating to life and freedom within the borders of this former Constitutional Republic.

For example, most Americans have no clue what an “administrative search” is and if it violates their 4th Amendment rights to protection from unreasonable search and seizure. As a refresher, here is the direct phrasing from the 4th Amendment for those that are a bit rusty:

The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.

The Willful Ignorance Of Fascist Tyranny: Germany 1937- America 2015

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-willful-ignorance-of-fascist-tyranny-germany-1937-america-2015/#Q8Z3vt5KJrCS8lEY.99

3:50 pm

CNN Creepy Freemason Dis-Info Propaganda

3:18 pm

The latest video released today shows Dr. Savita Ginde of Planned Parenthood talking to buyers from a fictitious company about how to avoid the appearance of violating federal law against selling fetal body parts that are the result of abortion. Ginde talks specifically about how to avoid getting caught.

In a previous video Ginde is caught talking about the prices of intact body parts and, looking at the body of a child in a petri dish, concluded that the pieces sold separately would run to $200-$300.

In this new video there are more scenes in the pathology lab where Planned Parenthood personnel and picking through body parts in a petri dish. At one point there is a cracking sound and a medical assistant says it’s the cracking of the baby’s skull.

Dr. Ginde laughs and says, “It’s a baby.”

Referring to the value of an intact heart laying in the dish, a medical assistant is heard to say, “five stars.”

Vomit more at:   http://www.breitbart.com/big-government/2015/07/30/video-planned-parenthood-doctor-on-how-to-avoid-getting-caught-selling-baby-parts/

3:05 pm

The endgame for robot warfare would be the creation of a robot that doesn’t need constant instruction from a human controller, making it less vulnerable to hacking.

Wars of the Future Will Be Fought by Robots and Hackers

Read at:   http://www.theepochtimes.com/n3/1678032-wars-of-the-future-will-be-fought-by-robots-and-hackers/

2:08 pm

Blast from the past,  June 1, 2004

Chemtrails: Aerosol and Electromagnetic Weapons in the Age of Nuclear War

The sociopaths who brazenly pervert skies, climate and weather for power and profit are the same madmen who have waged four limited nuclear wars since 1991. Radioactive weaponry, declared both illegal and immoral by the entire civilized world, has been used by the Pentagon in Desert Storm, the Balkans campaign and the on-going occupation-wars against Afghanistan and Iraq. Few Americans understand the extent of carnage inflicted in their name across the planet.

In The Report from Iron Mountain published in 1967, just as the Pentagon’s lucrative Vietnam War was being revved into high gear, establishment braintrusters confirmed that perpetual war is absolutely vital for controlling and manipulating the masses. The document even suggested a number of options for creating fictitious enemies, noting that perpetual war induces populations to give blind allegiance to political authority.

Former German Technology Minister Andreas von Bulow recently confirmed on U.S. radio that hijacked planes were able to fly around the eastern U.S. on 9/11 unimpeded by military interdiction because those attacks were part of a carefully-orchestrated “covert operation” designed to coerce America into perpetual conflict with the Muslim world.

HAARP is not only capable of destabilizing agricultural and ecological systems anywhere on the planet, but its effects can target select regions to affect human physical, mental and emotional responses during non-lethal warfare projects.

With congressional funding, the crowning achievement of this nexus was the creation of ghastly new bioweapons, including the AIDS virus  and an incapacitating chronic fatigue agent engineered from mycoplasma and brucella.

Now that we have tied together the historical and political realities for which we mindlessly wave our flags, we still hope that sufficient numbers of American lab rats will miraculously awaken from their collective stupor and take stock of our appalling situation. After all, rodents have a notoriously short life span and are always killed when no longer useful to those conducting research.

Lots of footnotes.

Read more at:   http://www.globalresearch.ca/chemtrails-aerosol-and-electromagnetic-weapons-in-the-age-of-nuclear-war-3/5465346

6:49 am

It’s obvious to me that somewhere exists a real-time duplicate  of what I do online.  One cool thing that happens, is when I post a video, sometimes a different embed code goes on the page.  I’ll know  I’ve done it right, but the video is frequently a video I used on a prior page, like many cut-and-pastes in the past.  Sometimes HOURS in the past.  Also, sometimes the page slides, kind of like a site with poor app coding, like the page doesn’t fit the screen…except I can pull the page all the way across.  Beneath it is sometimes white, but other times it is a grey-scale version of a  page I had previously seen.  (This effect is not continual but maybe once or twice a day.)   My efforts are frequently stymied by various changes to this or that procedure.  I just try to figure out a new way. I know that’s learned helplessness but it’s also obedience to God.  He says, “Let it flow.  He’s an angel, trust him.”

6:18 am


The tail end of documentary, ‘Everything is a Rich Man’s Trick,’ for those who didn’t have time to watch the full documentary. for those who want to, the link is below. It is well worth your time.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/its-going-to-take-a-revolution-to-get-rid-of-the-criminal-psychopaths-it-will-take-millions/#36y7yO5ES3pODxtv.99

5:15 am

I thought that I was doomed to Hell, because my pastor said that I was a heretic, that  I was a backslidden Christian because I WANT HOLY SPIRIT BAPTISM.”
A 70 year-old man was pulling the trigger on a 357 held to his head.  Then these guys (following video) prayed against suicide on the radio and he fell to the floor and the gun shot a hole through the wall.  He wrote them an email: 
“We just seem to be going through the motions sometimes at church. There’s nothing but air moving around the room when we have church.”
“I have my dog and enough food to eat and clothes and a warm place to sleep, that’s a 1978 17′ broken down motor home, but that’s all I need really.  What I WANT is more God and more Jesus.
“I thought that believing was just the beginning of things and that salvation was the starting point.  The next step is making Jesus lord of my life, but I get ridiculed for even saying such things.”
When I step out and I get condemned by the VERY PEOPLE I thought were supposed to come alongside me and pray with me and help lift me up!  It’s not there.  It’s like I’m some sort of pariah and anathema to my fellow believers.”
For my people have committed two evils; they have forsaken me the fountain of living waters, and hewed them out cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold no water.     Jeremiah 2:13
This is a very great discussion, politically prophetic.
(The story of the interrupted suicide is in the first six minutes.)


8:58 pm

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4:26 pm

Letter to my Spirit-led friends far away:

Dear J and G ,
Thank you very much for the scriptures and the teachings.  I know you’re praying for me and I’m grateful.  When you read my book four years ago, J advised me to ‘see it through’ and that is my only goal; I’d love to be finished and with other people who love Jesus.  He gave me a job in 2005, and in 2007 he gave me a prophecy that has kept me alive.  (I would have died from heartache alone, watching George and our boys lose their faith.)  I was told:
Linda, my pride, my beloved, WITHSTAND.  WITHSTAND.  
What is to come is ordained by me for my glory.  
You’ll be misunderstood again, so am I.  
Never depart the secret place.
You’ll understand soon.
Your children are mine.  
George is mine.
You are mine.
You’ll look in my eyes soon.
I am your strength.
(The original is with my journals.)  (So are my favorite books, like CS Lewis, and Corrie Ten Boom and Marvin and a bunch of  others.)
The battle here is the same as anywhere the Spirit moves:  the Pharisees  don’t like Him.  I have written my website to my family every single day for over two years.  Before that I wrote to them other ways.  I TRIED EVERYTHING to get the church to listen to my complaint as they should.  I even nailed my controversy to their front door! (With a note to the cops regarding Martin Luther.)   I filed suit IN THE COURT OF JESUS CHRIST in July, 2013.  I wrote it all up and submitted it to him. My father is very afraid of the bad people he brought into our lives, but God has a plan.
 I have recorded TONS OF INCIDENTS that in the right hands could be used to help millions of people.  I met a Christian woman in Belgium who has been locked up for a time.  That’s what they do to people who proclaim the truth about no-touch torture.  But, I have it all documented.  God will not waste this, since he instructed me to write those journals to the man in my book.   I still haven’t seen him but God told me years ago that he would bring a million people to Jesus!  He was an atheist at the time but not any longer.  I told him a lot of things that have come to pass.
 “Out of the mouths of two or three witnesses.”  I recorded the SAME story three times.  Once in the journals, where I was trying to convince an atheist as it was happening, later in the book, where I called the electronic rapes a ‘spirit’, then again on the website with documentation of even the equipment they use and testimonies from other victims.  The goons have machine-to-mind scripts for targeted individuals and mine featured my friend.  That’s why I wrote it all to him, because HE KNEW our relationship was not as I was being mentally-force-fed, and also he knew I was very prude.
My testimony:  Every single day I give my life to Jesus and I plead His Blood over my mind and senses and spirit and soul and body.  Every single day I beg for more of His Spirit, and for his perfect direction.  I KNOW from other prophecies that this local church will explode.  I saw myself driving my family away from the church right before the explosion.  In my dream I couldn’t see and I took my hands off the wheel and said, “YOU GOTTA DRIVE, JESUS, BECAUSE I CAN’T SEE A THING.”  When the truck stopped and the smoke cleared, we had come to rest just before hitting a big rock.
 I’ve been getting up at three every day and writing and recording supporting documents until I go to bed.  (I cook and do laundry too.  I make 10 dollars a day, from the man who used to be my husband,  in the house that used to be mine that Dad took away from me when he tried to lock me up again in 2012.)  Many words and visions and dreams from over the years have come into meaning during this difficult time.  I know my relief will come soon.  I am all alone and I want nothing for myself…except what God said I will have.  I mostly want a friend.  My father completely isolated me and it’s been very hard to live in this community with people looking at me sideways and whispering.  But, God said I will see “utterly complete vindication” and that I’d be a “sign and a wonder.”  I also expect I will help tortured people, because God is the only way not to go crazy with all the stunts they pull.
I’m enclosing some things I have written; I get anonymous help, I expect it’s the guy, he’s brilliant and I had a vision once where I danced on his tongue.  I was wearing a ballgown in his mouth, and at one point I sat up against his teeth and started writing.  He knew about that vision, I told him everything,  in the journals, and SOMEBODY HELPS ME with the computer, and puts full paragraphs into my head.  Without an error.  It’s amazing, but it’s also the transhuman hive-mind thing they’re trying to create by experimenting on political activists and the agents’ ex-girlfriends.
The government is very perverse,  mostly women are targeted, and many report electronic rape.  (With corresponding story lines that are not nice.)  They also set up scenarios of weirdness, sending targets on wild goose chases to see some celebrity or to gun down a bunch of people.  (Manchurian Candidate stuff.)  God knew what was coming for me, and  he insisted that I love the guy more, even as his artificially-generated ‘spirit’ was treating me terribly. If he had not, I would be useless now.
They mean to drive targeted individuals crazy,  and it works every day.  But not for a Servant of the Most High God!  I’m shaken, but much stronger than I was before, and I no longer give the respect to my psychopath fake-Christian father…that is due to God.  I even washed that man’s feet once!  I tried everything, all my life, but he still opposed and undermined  everything I tried.  I pray for him every day, and expect him to repent and meet Jesus.  We made a bet.  I bet my faith in Jesus against his fake religion.  (I NEVER make bets, but that was a sure thing.)
I ask every day that God will take me lower and slower.  (Like Heidi Baker.)  I listen to Neville Johnson, Paul Keith Davis, Bobby Conner, and others.  I read Glenn Jackson, just like always.  (I’ll probably include something from him.)  I know my redemption draweth nigh, and God will restore everything that was taken.  God told me years ago I would be some kind of political prophet, and that Adam (that’s the guy’s name) would be an evangelist.  He nearly spit when I told him.  (I had a hard time believing it too, then.)  He is Jewish and was raised as an atheist. He’s been politically active on behalf of Palestinians and was targeted at 22 years old as a ‘self-hater’.  (The Zionists are NOT NICE.)  He’s a truth-lover.  This is gonna be good when it happens.
George prayed two days in a row, and it was good to hear.  Instead of cursing the lawnmower, he said, “Jesus bless this mower.” Yesterday he finished a project and said, “Thank you, Jesus.”  I’m very pleased.  Isaac says he is a Christian now, but Josh wants nothing to do with my God.  Through all the terribleness I kept saying, “God has a plan for all of this.”  He can’t serve a god who would do that to somebody who loves him as much as I.  My father tore his faith right out of him, and I told Dad as it was happening.  I was not always brutal, my letters for the first few years were expecting him to do right and very kind.  God cranked it up a notch.
I’m also sending a copy of a letter I received from a missionary, local boy, in response to my previous document.  I heard him telling strangers in church that I was crazy.  He hadn’t spoken to me for years, but just parroted what my father said.  THEY ALL DID, and they all refused to talk to me for six years.  He was on the board of the missionary organization.  Young girls were raped by a missionary-doctor and they were required  to sign confessions to adultery!!  Like 13 or 14 years-old. (Of course the doctor kept his job.)   An outside investigating unit was FIRED two weeks before the report was due.  These girls are women now and there are websites where they’re begging for justice.  I think my efforts can assist them too.  I think God has big plans for using my 10-year investment.  I honestly believe I did as he wished every single day.  I looked very strange many times, but being in the presence of God is the greatest thing ever, and I long for the Baptists and my family to enjoy it too.  (And not to burn.)
I know so much stuff and I can’t wait to download on somebody who can use it for Jesus.  In his time, lower and slower.  Much love to you both.  I keep thinking this will be finished, but my family is very frightened.  I think my dad may go to prison, I’ve seen visions of him in an orange jumpsuit with his hands shackled in front of him.  His head was thrown back like he was howling at the moon.  This is the apocalypse, truth is being revealed.  We’ve lived to see the day and my site has 21,000 articles to prove it.  Also I write VOLUMES every day.  He keeps me going and I’m amazed.  I don’t have pain anymore.  But, I also have no friends.  That’s truly the only thing I want for myself. He already told me my boys and George are his.  I want to do his will perfectly without even one mistake.  One time I even prayed (under strong influence of the Spirit…) “God, don’t let me just defeat Satan…let me astonish him.”  I shudder at the thought, but I guess I should have expected what I got.
When I ran for Congress, I drove 70,000 miles in 9 months.  I prayed around the entire border of the district (second largest in the country, I think) and God said if I loved the district enough, he’d reveal the corruption.  I had no idea he’d  start with my own dad.  I saw a dome, like glass or plexi-glass dropping over the state and covering my region.  I expect great things and I also recorded EVERY DETAIL of a very strange election in which the least-likely-to-succeed received hundreds of thousands of dollars overnight, when Bart Stupak (Remember him?  Last vote for Obamacare.  Pro-life Catholic.) waffled and voted to kill babies.  I told Phyllis Schlafly’s son about it, he was very good to me during my campaign, and he said, “That makes more sense than you know.” Soon, I will understand what he meant, but also, my notes are very valuable to some just person.
That verse you sent from Psalm 27 has been my favorite for a couple years, and my birthday is January 27.  Neville Johnson says a lot of us will be transfigured soon, won’t that be fun?  God told me in 2008 before any of this began, that he was making me 29. We’ll see amazing things.  I’d love to call your son if I get downstate.  Would he mind that?
Love, Linda

2:22 pm

11:55 am

Why do Yiddish slurs so often refer to a penis?  I say to Connie, “Who’s there”?  Immediately she begins to growl, then the hair down the center of her back stands up all the way to the tip of her tail.  She leaps from the deck and circles the house.  I wonder if she’s micro-chipped?  I think my dad kicked her one time, broke her tail.  NOBODY can kick this dog who doesn’t know her a little bit.  I couldn’t kick her;  she watches everything I do.  No STRANGER could kick her because he’d never get close enough.  My DAD could kick her because he knows her a little bit.  She couldn’t lift her tail for two weeks and  Dad said, “Maybe she’s constipated.”   Putz.

11:40 am


Daddy On My Mind

Female voice:     “You told my friends I treat you bad, but I don’t mean to treat you bad…”

Male voice:     “I guess you must be going mad.”

Female voice:      “Yes DADDY,  just Daddy’s on my mind…”

11:30 am

MUSIC BREAK, Dedicated to Daddy, “Bob” Goldthorpe.  (Nobody calls him ‘Bob’ but him. To lesser-beings  he’s ‘Robert’.):

Bob Is My Guy

“When he’s near…I heave a sigh…”

“Just as sure…as flowers wither and die…Bob is my guy.”

11:23 am


This song came out when I was twenty.  I had no idea it would take so long to grow up.

I’m Coming Out

Diana Ross

11:18 am

Also when I saw my dad, I was wearing my only dress that fits and looks decent.  I used to wear make-up JUST FOR HIM.  That’s pathological, but if he ever saw me looking up to snuff I felt that I’d earned a point.  Gag.  Still, I’m glad I had a bright shirt on over the dress, so he couldn’t see my tummy.  (He REALLY hates fat people.)   And he likes busy-prints  on top.  (Not a good choice for me since my shoulders are much wider than my hips.) He doesn’t really care what fits a person’s life or preference;  he likes what he likes and everything else be damned.  He’s such a wienie.  I haven’t worn eye-makeup for years but at least I had lipstick on today.  Schmuck.  I know he meets with hooded men in darkened rooms and listens to them chant, “Just let us turn it up a bit more.  She’ll commit suicide.  We CASHED your check…”  But, I still want him to love me.  Guess that makes me the schmuck.  (Except for my lack of peckerwood.)


10:37 am

The scepter shall not pass from Judah.*  (Judah means ‘praise’.)

Isn’t this interesting?   He’s learning BIBLE from the occultists!  (He looks up Revelation at the end, real-time.)

Cecil the Lion & its MASSIVE MASONIC-BIBLICAL Connections (wow!)

Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will perform that good thing which I have promised unto the house of Israel and to the house of Judah.

 In those days, and at that time, will I cause the Branch of righteousness to grow up unto David; and he shall execute judgment and righteousness in the land.

 In those days shall Judah be saved, and Jerusalem shall dwell safely: and this is the name wherewith she shall be called, The Lord our righteousness.

 For thus saith the Lord; David shall never want a man to sit upon the throne of the house of Israel.     Jeremiah 33:14-17   

Yet the Lord would not destroy Judah for David his servant’s sake, as he promised him to give him alway a light, and to his children.       2 Kings 8:19

And it shall come to pass, that as ye were a curse among the heathen, O house of Judah, and house of Israel; so will I save you, and ye shall be a blessing: fear not, but let your hands be strong.    Zechariah 8:13

Behold upon the mountains the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace! O Judah, keep thy solemn feasts, perform thy vows: for the wicked shall no more pass through thee; he is utterly cut off.    Nahum 1:15

10:24 am

Charging people with the crime of being ‘publicly discourteous.’

(I still think that if you gotta live in a ‘tinpot dictatorship’ it should at  least  have a subway.  Like Toronto.)

Canada is a Tinpot Dictatorship

(I do not think I like James Corbett so much just because he’s sarcastic.  He also is better read than anybody I’ve ever met, and he connects a lot of dots.)

10:15 am



10:09 am

What a GREAT morning, and my dad even spoke to me!  First though, I took a soak in the hot-tub.  There is a storm coming in and the lake was rough and the wind was blowing and birds circled overhead.  The view from the tub is trees and river and couldn’t be nicer.  My young friend gave me a swimsuit and it’s four sizes too big. Actually it’s a pretty cool style, a 40’s kind of draped maillot.  (Rather than gracefully skimming my modesty, the front hangs to mid-thigh and the parts that should be filled out need altering really bad because the only place it fits is the part that is supposed to be thin so I look like a big pink pierogi.  Or a carcass maybe, that might account for the birds.)  I washed my hair with the hose when I finished, and I might not take another shower until George drains the tub,  hopefully not until we’ve had some snow.  (I knew a lesbian couple with a wood-fired hot-tub that they kept going all winter.)  Then I went to take a bag of garbage up to my dad’s dumpster.
My dad, low and behold, when I got to the same intersection where I saw him yesterday, there he was again. This time he was turning my way so I waved the whole time he was maneuvering, and he finally waved back. (Rather sarcastically, I thought.)  Gratified, I dumped off the trash and went to the hardware store to look at hose attachments, and to tell Josh what a great bath I had.  As I left the store, low and behold, there was my dad pulling in right in front of the door. (No escape.)   I told him that George got the tub running and how much I enjoyed my bath.  He said, “Don’t put suds in there.”  So, not only did he SPEAK to me, but he also gave me advice!  I’m over the moon!
And, I ran into the guy who gave Josh the tub and invited his family to come use it.  That was nice too, but also in his truck was a kid from my book who recently needed a job,  and when the guy told me last week that he needed help, I told him about the kid.  Great morning.  The Wrestler waved at me, a big grin shining under an official hard-hat, from the top  of some device, at the top of what will be the new ‘Connies’.  Maybe the Mayor will rename the enterprise when it reopens, but it’s great to see my church being rebuilt.  I’ve had few people to cook for since it burned.  I worked at that store in 1975 when the Wrestler’s grandparents owned it.  I had to wash windshields and check oil.  Hard to imagine that now.  I haven’t found a four-leaf clover for a couple weeks, not since I taped the last one to my mom’s car window.  I don’t figure I need luck anymore.  I’m receiving restitution and blessing.  That’s a lot better.  (‘Luck’ comes from ‘Lucifer’ and as a Baptist, I never used to let my children say the word.)

8:04 am

Tom Petty in “The Postman”

7:37 am

And Now for the Robot Apocalypse…

In order to confront this pending apocalypse, the fearless men and women at the FLI have bravely stepped up to the plate and…written a polite letter to ask governments to think twice before developing these really effective, well-nigh unstoppable super weapons (pretty please). Well, as I say, you can’t blame them for trying, can you?

Well, yes. Actually you can. Not only is the letter a futile attempt to stop the psychopaths in charge from developing a better killing implement, it is a deliberate whitewashing of the problem.

See more from JAMES CORBETT here:   https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2015/07/29/and-now-for-the-robot-apocalypse/


7:15 am

I feel very posh, despite my appearance.  This house is the first place I’ve ever lived that had a garage, and this summer is the first time I’ve had an electronic control for the door in my car.  (Josh uses the remote in the winter, because his car dislikes cold. I’d NEVER have had enough nerve to use the garage when I lived with my parents!)  Today I’ll take a jaccuzi when I need a break.  The tourists are loud, but it’s nice to see activity and I think I’m getting a raise, maybe $30 more a week.  I’ve proven my case, and God says I will have ‘utterly complete vindication’ and that I’ll never have to defend my story.  That’s good news, because I have SO MUCH DOCUMENTATION it would take a year to sort through it all.  Another year to sort through the journals that Adam (hopefully) maintained with much care.  I’d prefer to review the material slowly, and publish a top-selling book every three months or so. Unless I’m too busy counseling TI’s.  Life is good for this servant of the Most High God.  I’ve never slept better.  I wonder if my singing is off-key in my brain?  Does it sound as bad through the remote neural monitors as it does in real life?

Sometimes my pages only load halfway, that trick is new recently, and like most of them, I usually figure it’s a computer problem.  Then, out of nowhere I’m staring  into the face of my blue-eyed lion, and all the pages are gone.

6:56 am

CYBERSTALKING  Early Morning Seminar
The most frustrating thing for me, is our slow internet.  Often, by the time a page loads I’m already thinking about something else and I forget what I was going to do on the page when I get there.  Blogging this fast is like putting together multiple puzzles simultaneously and I could go REALLY FAST if I had good internet.  Other things slow me down too, like often when I’m updating a page, I’ll push the send button of course, and the page changes and tells me it’s been posted.  BUT, the page that returns to me on the working page…sometimes doesn’t have the new information on it.  (Where did it go?)  So I go to the real page to check if it got posted.  Moving on.  Next update to the same page.  I go to my working page and don’t know if I can add to the prior-old form, because my latest addition isn’t there.  So I reload a new working page.  Sometimes it’s there, and sometimes it’s not.  Then I do it again, after I add the newest addition.
Sometimes I can cut and paste from a working page to an email; sometimes the text is… un-highlighted?  It doesn’t show up, except underlines and punctuation marks.  If I click on it it shows up, but it doesn’t go anywhere in an email.  I have YEARS OF EXAMPLES RECORDED, and I also published in my book my sworn claim that my computer was haunted, with examples there too.

6:41 am

“There will be, in the next generation or so, a pharmacological method of making people love their servitude, and producing dictatorship without tears, so to speak, producing a kind of painless concentration camp for entire societies, so that people will in fact have their liberties taken away from them, but will rather enjoy it, because they will be distracted from any desire to rebel by propaganda or brainwashing, or brainwashing enhanced by pharmacological methods. And this seems to be the final revolution.”
Aldous Huxley, Tavistock Group, California Medical School, 1961


High Pitched Ringing: A faint yet audible ringing in the ears, or low pitched hum that just won’t go away.

Unusual Cellulite accumulation: Cellulite buildup around well used muscles may be appear after several months of microwave mind control exposure.

Altered Body Vibrations: A strange vibration felt throughout the body or head may suggest you’re targeted.

Hear Electronic voices or Plasma statics: If a strange voice is heard in your head, or a static sound it suggests mind control:

Extreme Mood Swings: Sudden swings into depression, anxiety and anger, or giddiness and laughter and crying. May be diagnosed as Bipolar Disease.

Body Pains: If you’re organs and body ache, you have pounding headaches or your very bones hurt, it may suggest you’re a target.

Sense of Being outside ones Thoughts and Mind: When you are no longer in control of your mind, you may feel outside your own body and its actions.

Memory Loss: Short and long duration blackouts and memory loss, brain ‘farts’ and memory blocks to certain issues all suggest mind control.

Unusual Thoughts and Dreams: Unusual thought patterns and strange dreams that don’t feel like your own may not be your own. Psychotronic weapons can put images and thoughts into sleeping minds, brainwashing a victim at night.

Mental Illness: Victims may feel or sense their mind being invaded, but are unaware they are being targeted. Family and friends may assume a mental illness instead of mind control.

Visual Disturbances: Victims may hallucinate or have problems with their eyesight and experience visual disturbances

Sudden Medical Problems: Sudden hair loss, swollen gums and cataracts at a young age, weight-loss, organ failures all such something is wrong, including a failing immune system for no known reason.

Paranoia: A person will think or feel they’re being watched, or followed, spied on and targeted.

Ridge on Finger and Toe Nails: A lump or ridge on the finger nails or toe nails suggest exterior mind control technologies are being used.

Malfunctioning Technology: Vehicles go haywire, TV’s and radios mysterious turn off or on and watches stop.

Morgellons Disease: Victims have painful tissues that poke from the skin and cause extreme agitation and agony


Learn more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/05/15-symptoms-of-mind-control-2950094.html

6:16 am

Most TIs’ family members and friends disbelieve loved one’s accounts because perpetrators, their tools and weapons, and tactics are top secret, some designed to induce mental injury that the unwitting casual observer calls mental illness. Thus, by design, most TI’s are revictimized and isolated, a perfect set-up for worse assaults.

While some TIs have been hit-listed for revenge by a jilted lover with the right connections, and others seem to be target practice or weaponry experimentees, rudimentary data show most Tis are dissenters, political activists, whistleblowers, and anyone else with potential to effectively oppose corporate government crimes. These “enemies” of the criminal state have strong convictions, oppose crime, and thus uphold actions for betterment of humanity. In fact, three most common TI traits are:

  1. Very high IQ
  2. Charismatic: Capacity to influence others
  3. History of political activism

Are You a Targeted Individual? Foolproof Research Criteria Secrets

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2015/07/are-you-a-targeted-individual-foolproof-research-criteria-secrets-2447408.html


7:38 pm

No call from my dad so I guess I’m going to bed.  I’ll probably have to write about him all day again tomorrow.  Sweet dreams.


6:39 pm


Oops! Pentagon quietly DOUBLES the number of labs it mistakenly sent anthrax – and it has now reached 192

  • Department of Defense said 106 additional labs had been sent the bacteria
  • They were added on top of the 86 facilities previously known about
  • Investigation now covers seven countries, all 50 states and three territories
  • Department also revealed 31 Americans may have been exposed 
  • They have not fallen ill, but are taking medicine as a precaution  

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3177434/Oops-Pentagon-quietly-DOUBLES-number-labs-mistakenly-sent-anthrax-number-192.html#ixzz3hEESrzZ8
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5:56 pm

We’ve gone beyond the point where ‘Christians’ can claim that any benevolent act they might foment against tyranny is motivated by their Christianity.  Now, we’re merely expecting responsible citizenship. There is a point, where one’s faith is null and void.  (Google:  CHURCHES IN AMERICA.)  Now, the best we can expect from ‘Christians’ is that they do not murder our children or turn us in to the authorities for a morsel of bread.  Are they up to the task at hand?  The Baptists turned on me and as far as I know they’ve received no remuneration.  I could be wrong.  Maybe they claimed expenses for destroying me  on their tax returns.


5:13 pm

It‘s been a nice day.  I made the best-looking loaf of sourdough yet.  I also made butter tarts and zucchini bread for George because he fixed the hot tub.  I cut chicken for two days, today’s is macerating in Emeril’s Essence and tomorrow we’ll have stir-fry.

“Brace yourself.  The American empire is over.  And the descent is going to be horrifying.”

Chris Hedges:   America is done

4:03 pm

I learned sarcasm at the feet of a master.  In high school, a smart friend said I was the most sarcastic person he’d ever met, and I didn’t even know what he was talking about.  I grew up believing I was the stupidest creature on the planet.  Sarcasm fried my brain and my self-esteem. (When my siblings get right with God, they’ll confirm this observation.)  My father is smart, but not brilliant.  He can recognize that reality leans this way or that, and his comments lean along so.  However, he does not have the background or education to know WHY things are as they are.  He just sniffs the air, and he’s usually been right. SO, he learned that if he makes a general remark about something he KNOWS the listeners do not know about…he uses sarcasm.  He’ll say something meaning, “Well, I guess we know how that came about.”  (He doesn’t know, of course, but he also knows that the listeners don’t know either.)  Sarcasm is humorous because it digs into subject matter that the sarcasticon recognizes will be assumed to have been  well thought-out, and pointed.  If a guy never has a point, it matters nary a bit, as long as people think he does.  References to an elite body of knowledge sound really smart.  Everybody laughs.  BUT, some people laugh for reasons unintended.  (Head-nod to Dad.)


3:35 pm


Dedicated to my dad- (Hey Dad, do you remember 1960?  That’s when GOD GAVE ME TO YOU!)

“I spent a lifetime…waiting for the right time.  Now that you’re near,   the time is here, at last.”

It`s Now Or Never 1960

Elvis Presley –

“Tomorrow will be too late, it’s now or never.  My love won’t wait.”

3:29 pm

Well I guess my dad won’t be visiting me with his checkbook, again today.  I saw him on the road and our eyes met for probably eight seconds as I waited for him to drive through an intersection.  (Whenever I leave the compound he’s there.) I waved but he didn’t wave back.  I turned to follow him and I intentionally neglected to put on my turning signal as we approached the corner, assuming he’d turn the opposite way.  (I have been known to follow him.)  He didn’t make it to the corner, but turned off at an earlier driveway he owns.  THIS IS HIS OWN FAULT.  It‘s his own darn fault; I did what I could to tip him off.  He didn’t get mad at me until he was UNABLE to MAKE ME CRAZY.  Before he seriously tried, he was his usual snide self.  Now he’s really mad.  This is  a good thing.
1)  First they ignore you.
2)  Then they laugh at you.
3)  Then they fight you.
4)  Then you win.
(BEEN THERE, DONE THAT.)  (However I’m still WAITING for the t-shirt.)
My uncle Herb, explaining how you lead a person to CHRIST:
1)  First they get mad.
2)  Then they get sad.

1:58 pm

HEY BAPTIST CLERGY!  Are  you guys OK with this?  Nobody’s called me up yet to help fight the  satanic government.    They’re KILLING and SELLING the CHILDREN before you guys get a chance to rape them!


Special “Taste of Victory” flavor includes red chunks of strawberry flesh

A pro-abortion ice cream shop in Oregon whipped up a special flavor for its recent Planned Parenthood fundraiser.

Read more at:   http://christianpatriots.org/2015/07/28/ice-cream-shop-serves-abortion-inspired-flavor-for-planned-parenthood-fundraiser/


1:51 pm


The “precrime”  data will be gathered” through cybersurveillance and stealth data monitoring of ordinary citizens. The FAST program purports to assess whether an individual might pose a “precrime” threat through the capture of a range of data, including biometric data. In other words, FAST accuses non-convicted individuals as being a security threat risk of becoming future criminals and terrorists through data analysis. No charges, no police interviews, the system is designed to become “judge, jury and executioner“.

Under the Future Attribute Screening Technology (FAST), criminal cues are captured through the following types of biometric data including body and eye movements, eye blink rate and pupil variation, body heat changes, and breathing patterns. Various linguistic cues include the analysis of voice pitch changes, alterations in voce rhythm patterns, and changes in intonations of speech. Hu notes that in documents released by DHS clearly show that individuals could be arrested and face serious consequences based upon statistical algorithms and predictive analytical assessments.

Read more at:   http://www.thecommonsenseshow.com/2014/12/18/how-your-threat-matrix-score-could-land-you-on-the-terminal-red-list/

1:29 pm

Sentient Robots

Here is the transcript of a verbatim conversation between a human and a machine as recorded by Google as a result of their work on AI.

Conversation 5:

Morality Human: what is moral ?

Machine: what empowered humanity , what intellectual the essence is .

Human: what is immoral ?

Machine: the fact that you have a child .

Human: what is morality ?

Machine: what is altruism ?

Human: what is the definition of altruism ?

Machine: if you don ’t believe in god , then you don ’t know.

Human: ok … so what is the definition of morality ?

Machine: well , the truth is , you ’re not a believer in god almighty.

Human: tell me the definition of morality , i am quite upset now !

Machine: i ’m not ashamed of being a philosopher !

Human: tell me the definition of morality .

Machine: i don ’t have ethics

Soon, these robots will be making decisions for us.


Read more here:   http://christianpatriots.org/2015/07/28/jade-helms-killer-robots-will-master-americas-human-domain/


1:07 pm

“O’Donnell revealed that on her first day on the job, she watched people digging through aborted body parts, causing her to pass out and have to be taken to a recovery room.”


The video features whistleblower Holly O’Donnell, who claims that a biomedical company she was working for was in the business of paying Planned Parenthood clinics for fetal organs, according to the condition of the tissue after being extracted from an abortion.

O’Donnell, a former technician for California-based Stem Express, says “The more valuable the tissue the more money you get, so if you can somehow procure a brain or a heart you’re going to get more money than just umbilical cord.”

Read more here:   http://christianpatriots.org/2015/07/28/third-planned-parenthood-video-released-whistleblower-reveals-its-basically-a-huge-trafficking-of-fetal-tissues/


10:20 am

H.R. 2899: The FEMA Camp Roundup Legislation

On July 15th the House Homeland Security Committee unanimously approved highly controversial legislation that gives FEMA and DHS far more power to roundup Americans they deem as potentially violent extremists.

It creates a new Office for Countering Violent Extremism, or CVE, within DHS under the pretense of preventing Americans from becoming radicalized by extremist groups.

See more here:   http://wchildblog.com/2015/07/28/h-r-2899-the-fema-camp-roundup-legislation/

9:48 am

We can't argue with that.

9:14 am

Amy Schumer Leaves Interview After Illuminati Question

Amy, your career has suddenly exploded worldwide, congratulations, how did you get into the Illuminati?”

(I don’t know what to make of it but it’s pretty fun to watch.  If this were scripted, would those people be speaking over one another’s lines?  What do you think?)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/video-amy-schumer-leaves-interview-after-illuminati-question/#z0JVQQZL0qvbW8Yk.99

8:51 am

Can you feel the panic in the air?  CNN Money’s  Fear-n- Greed Index measures the amount of fear in the financial world on a scale from 0 to 100.  The closer it is to zero, the higher the level of fear.  Last Monday, the index was sitting at a reading of 36.  As I write this article, it has fallen to 7. 

 The financial turmoil which began last week is threatening to turn into an avalanche. On Sunday night, we witnessed the second largest one day stock market collapse in China ever, and this pushed stocks all over the planet into the red.  Meanwhile, the twin blades of an emerging market currency crisis and a commodity price crash are chewing up economies that are dependent on the export of natural resources all over the globe.  For a long time, I have been warning about what would happen in the second half of 2015, and now it is here.  The following is a summary of the financial carnage that we have seen over the past 24 hours…

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/can-you-feel-the-panic-in-the-air-fear-rises-as-financial-markets-all-over-the-planet-start-to-crash/#uMO7cfxHu6vr2mhI.99


8:01 am

Everyone I knew behaved as if self-denial was humble and spiritual and a sign of goodness, and ‘I deserve’ was presumptuous and greedy.

It’s the ego that makes these comparisons.

The heart is not the seat of sentimentality… it is the seat of courage and devotion to that which is sacred in us and in life. The intention of the heart is aligned with the highest good, which is love, and the highest good for ourselves translates into the highest good for all, including those close to us. This is your power: take it back.

By the way, we can tell the difference between when the ego says ‘I deserve’ and when the heart says ‘I deserve’. I think realizing this is key. Relating it to myself, fear that I’d be deemed a bad person, or that my choices would be self-serving and harmful to others, kept me in insecurity for quite a while. I wonder how many of us have experienced this. I suspect quite a few.

(“What God hath called clean, call not thou unclean.”)

Read at:   http://talk2momz.com/2015/07/27/mistaken-soulfulness/

7:40 am

This is the story that neither hailed Edward Snowden nor Glenn Greenwald is exposing: the innocent targeted individual story impacting every innocent American and mainly “the nation’s best.”

Innocence matters not to the system targeting individuals. Set-ups, lies rumors, discrediting and any other old Cointelpro tactic is used to neutralize the target. Today, the treatment of targeted individuals is commonly called gangstalking: intense, long-term, covert surveillance and harassment of a targeted individual.

TI Evidence: Corporate Pays Law Enforcement Special Ops To Target Individuals

It all comes down to the double-sided badge. When, in an instant, an officer’s badge can flip from black to white and back again, citizens in Calvert County can justifiably ask, “Who do you work for?”

Most self-identified TIs (targeted individuals) know who law enforcement works for. They’ve begged local law enforcement to protect them from persecution, to no avail. To date, not one TI has obtained such protection. A couple of accounts instead show they were told by sympathetic officers that nothing could be done. These officers said, “The orders are from the top.”

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2015/06/breaking-news-ti-proof-corporate-pays-law-enforebment-special-ops-to-target-individuals-2447290.html

7:30 am

The censored news, however, is that “investigating” or “spying” or “gangstalking” as many Targeted Individuals (TIs) call it today, goes hand-in-hand with covert harassment, torture and assassination — covert terrorism, according to many self-identified targeted individuals and families of those TIs who did not survive. This is what Cointelpro is doing today. TIs today call it Cointelpro on steroids.

The FBI’s new Cointelpro targeted Crow from 2001 through at least 2008. Crow used the Freedom of Information Act to gain 440 pages of heavily redacted documents, as Democracy Now! reported. He held in hand hard evidence proving the same tactics thousands of other Americans are reporting they experience were used on him. Those thousands of TIs, however, are most often disbelieved, dismissed, falsely accused of being paranoid and having mental health issues.

A disproportionate number of people reporting they are on the receiving end of the government persecution program the FBI is leading are women who escaped or otherwise ended a relationship with a male partner.

(I guess one’s father is a ‘male partner’.)

LEARN MORE:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2015/06/u-s-gestapo-fbi-cointelpro-licensed-to-ruin-ti-lives-2447296.html


7:04 am

The Nephilim are back, and this time ’round they’re somewhat different.  (God told us they’d show up.)  Their goals are the same as before:  to CORRUPT WOMEN, and through them, corrupt the entire race.   As before, they have precise background information about their targets, and plan their tactics accordingly.  This time however, their methodology is different.  (As far as I know.  Maybe demons used psychotronics before we humans knew about them?)  I asked Bill Binney, in Belgium, how come the NSA hasn’t stopped Edward Snowden’s heart, when they can drop me to the floor and give me an instantaneous orgasm in the kitchen?  He said he wished they’d try that on him.  I REALLY need to talk to some people because I could help to eliminate the influence of evil against women.  And everybody.  “Out of the mouths of two or three witnesses shall a matter be established.”  I recorded my experiences THREE DIFFERENT PLACES, three different times.  Doesn’t anybody care enough to even speak to me?

I got two letters in response to my PETITION FOR REINSTATEMENT AS A SANE INTELLIGENT MEMBER OF THE GOLDTHORPE FAMILY.  One was from the oft-mentioned Baptist missionary, Jay Walsh, and the other was from another older gentleman, a Spirit-led friend in another state.  Jay said I must get right with God.  The other said he would offer no instruction, but leave that up to God.  Jay sent me a couple Bible verses:  YOU ARE WRONG.  The Spirit-led man sent me a Bible study too, but it covered five pages.  He even sent my favorite verse, from Psalm 27 (my birthday is 1/27),  “When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.”  Jay passed judgment on my situation without speaking to me.  The other is looking forward to when we can visit.  I CAN’T believe that any upright American religious corporation would pay Jay’s salary for all those many years.  Folks  asked him to do Sunday School a couple years ago when I was monitoring.  He said, “I CAN’T.  I don’t have my books!”    (Enough said.)


6:44 am

A mind control experimentee survivor in Vermont triumphantly broke chains of persecution, disbelief, revictimization through methodical research, therapy and a book that reads like a thriller, according to esteemed Firedoglake reporter in the Constantine Report, Jeffery Key this week.

Armed with Freedom of Information Act request responses and journalism investigative research, a Vermont human non-consensual experimentee female has become a voice for hundreds of thousands of innocent, mind control subjects of days gone by, and those today commonly known as Targeted Individuals, TIs.

Read more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/07/evil-cia-nazi-mind-control-vermont-survivor-exposes-secret-hell-3185238.html

6:29 am

Targeted Individuals’ 24/7 Nightmare: NSA Whistleblower Tells EU Parliament

“Electronic surveillance” is what most TIs typically report, including computer surveillance; repeated password hacking; telephone monitoring; telephone call interception; and in-home monitoring with hidden audio-cameras.

A small percentage of TIs have hard evidence of being assaulted with electronic weapons.

“I was subsequently placed under intense physical and electronic surveillance,” Drake explained in his testimony. (Emphasis added.)

“Intense” is how TIs typically refer to their treatment: ”24/7″.

“Physical surveillance” is what most TIs typically call “gangstalking” and what stalking experts call “multi-stalking”: stalked by multiple persons, all of who are usually unknown by the target. (This is reminiscent of Nazi brownshirts.)


Read more about Thomas Drake’s life here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/conspiracy-theories/2013/11/targeted-individuals-247-nightmare-nsa-whistleblower-tells-eu-parliament-2455858.html

5:42 am


10:13 pm

VISION: I saw a giant hand with a giant gavel in it. All of a sudden the giant hand raised the gavel and slammed it down with such force that it caused everything in the entire atmosphere to shake violently [with great force]. As the gavel hit the “sound block” I heard these words very loudly and very clearly, “NOT GUILTY”

The words “NOT GUILTY” represent the fact that I will vindicate [with a supernatural vindication] all those who have suffered for righteousness’ sake as they continued to forge on in their faith [love] through the various and unending schemes of the Enemy [and those who were used by him to discourage and even derail them from the paths of righteousness].

Indeed, these are the days of “justice” and vindication – on every front. And these are the days wherein I will uncover ALL of Satan’s schemes against My faithful and obedient ones, and I will rule in favour of them for the great faith and love that they have exercised in their continual pursuit of righteousness – a faith and love that like a pleasant aroma have reached up into My very Throne Room. Great is the reward of all those who have stayed the course in this most critical and glorious hour – both in the remainder of this age and in the ages to come! And I shall restore [many times over] all that the Enemy has stolen from them, and they shall turn and with a holy vengeance put he and his forces to flight in a manner [rout] heretofore unseen in the Church.

Read more here:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/07%20July%202015/WPFBN0729.pdf

8:55 pm

 Accusers come together …. recount their experiences at the hands of America’s once favorite dad

-‘We can’t be disappeared’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3175673/We-t-disappeared-35-Bill-Cosby-s-rape-accusers-come-powerful-magazine-cover-tell-harrowing-experiences-hands-America-s-favorite-dad.html#ixzz3h8uWpQSf
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The 35 women, aged from their early 20s to 80, have bravely come forward to be pictured for New York magazine and have revealed details of their alleged encounter with the disgraced comedian. The issue is set to be released on Monday 

4:45 pm

The magnitude and desperation of their insane agenda has become completely transparent to just about anyone.

This last techno-based stage is a draconian move to try to delete our innate humanity before our awakening reaches critical mass. They’ve openly admitted this.

Forbidding free speech, shooting civilians with no cause, obviously propagandized news, wars with no possible end, deliberate poisoning, starvation and dumbing down of populations are all completely transparent. Add these next levels of technotronic and genetic morphings and the picture is as plain as day.

Their programs can’t keep up with the changes the cosmos is bringing to our planet and race. The perfect metaphor. While they’ve literally gotten away with murder for millennia and are working furiously to enforce their “programs” at so many levels, the time’s up.  We have news for you boys, you’ve been superceded, or should I say “super seeded”. The new upgraded paradigm is taking over one awakened light infused body at a time. It’s just a matter of time before your whole wicked system crashes.

See more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/crashing-matrix-last-ditch-trans-everything-agenda/


4:03 pm

Pre-Crime Is Now Upon Us

(Actually it already was, for a Baptist.)

“Human-domain analytics”

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/pre-crime-is-now-upon-us/

2:17 pm

I don’t know if anybody else is getting anything out of this, but I was REALLY BORING and for the past several years I’ve lived a hell of a story.

2:12 pm

As I learn more, I recognize more fully how stupid I have been.  Isn’t that always the case? The evidence is CLEAR AND CONVINCING that I know nothing about computers.  I knew nothing about SO MANY THINGS that I’ve written about!  I could not possibly be lying.  Selah.  (I am SO GRATEFUL that I am not my dad.  Or my brother.  Or my mother.  Or my sister.)


1:35 pm

I think my parents should stage another intervention, just like they did that time they convinced George that his praying wife was a bad person.  They should call him into their sanctum, and  RECOUNT THE REASONS  why they know that I am not. They should call me smart, and worthy of attention.  My father should encourage George to value my friendship with the same influence he used to destroy our marriage.  My father should be a man, now that it’s obvious that he has not been any sort of that creature.  He should embrace truth, and George should benefit from his repentance.  That’s what I think.   George’s  life would be a lot easier and maybe  he’d wake up and trust God again.

12:56 pm

George got home last night.  Connie stayed under my bed until six o’clock this morning, so I wasn’t sure.  Lots of trucks are going by loaded with firewood, or pulling trailersful. George is working on the hot-tub.   I  brought him a glass of water; it’s really hot.  He got the lawnmower running, but I’ll  mow when it’s cooler.   He was excited, and said he bought something for me. He went to his car and carried his gift  gingerly. It was  two bottles of a stir-fry sauce we like and can’t get around here.  (One bottle lasted us five years.)   Every July  when I make his birthday cake,  he reminds me of the time he made a birthday cake for me.  It was wonderful, he bought strawberries and cream and made my favorite, strawberry shortcake.  Every year I get to relive that great memory.
I’ve been praying against a spirit of rumination, because I get annoyed when he is obtuse and I should not.  As he speaks, I pray against my thoughts.  I repeat, ‘Forgive me, Lord’, when I grow impatient listening to  details about somebody I’ll never know, and about that person’s thought processes as he/she decided whether or not to attend a fish fry, and all the reasons whether the decision was sound.  It’s been hot and it’s a good thing because we can talk about the weather.  That’s his favorite topic and it’s relatively safe.  I wish he’d wake up.
He’s a VERY FINE person, but he doesn’t get it.  An elderly friend broke his foot, so I shared the news with George.  I said something about our friend  being a murderer and George was astonished. (Common knowledge.)   He knew the guy talked about prison but,  “I thought he was a corrections officer.”  I said, “There are a lot of murderers around here that we don’t recognize…”   (Subtlety is wasted.)   He’s asleep. He does not understand  even yet, how we were targeted.  I can’t imagine that he could still believe anything we suffered was my fault, since I’m still here washing his dishes and folding his underwear and saying what I’ve always said.  He’s out like a light.

“When it is evening, ye say, It will be fair weather: for the sky is red.  And in the morning, It will be foul weather to day: for the sky is red and lowering. O ye hypocrites, ye can discern the face of the sky; but can ye not discern the signs of the times?”    Matthew 16:2(b)-3


10:55 am

Josh finally hung the Buddhist prayer flags he got when he was in Boulder.  The idea is that they rip apart in the wind sending tiny prayers heavenward, and they must be installed on a sunny Monday; this is the first we’ve seen.  I prayed for the Blood of Jesus over them…and over the ladder I held for Josh as he climbed onto the trees he selected.  The flags are supposed to be on a mountain, and the depicted horses are supposed to be running uphill; they are, sort of, a mild incline.  He may raise the high end more;  the trees are very wet and he has to go to work anyway.
Prayer flags and other indicia of assorted religions used to give me a real problem.  (I think I’d still  have to raise a stink if he tried to erect a Baphomet statue.)  I did not become a conspiracy-realist  through politics, but through my study of cults and religions.  Politics is merely one means of obtaining philosophical and doctrinal objectives.  When I attended law school, we lived just a block from the state library, and I loved that place a lot. They let me check out ancient books in gorgeous leather folders and I learned more there than in my classes.  I learned about the Jesuits and their connection to the murder of Abraham Lincoln,  and I read about him in a book by Father Chiniquy.  (FASCINATING story.  Chiniquy  promoted temperance in Canada and made powerful Catholic enemies, so he established a booze-free community in the US.  Lincoln defended him in court,  and he WARNED Lincoln that the Jesuits would never forget.)  I read books about Rosicrucians and Thugs.  There exist MANY MORE secret societies than I ever thought possible.  I read about Mormons and satanists.  It was interesting to me, that no matter their stated beliefs or goals, all of these groups came up with the same final plan:  ONE-WORLD GOVERNMENT.
As a Baptist, I’d learned to expect one-world government, and  I always watched  for clues of anti-christ influence;  I found them EVERYWHERE.  I came to believe that EVERY RELIGION ON EARTH…was effectively manifesting the anti-christ kingdom…except the BAPTISTS.  Then I learned what ‘anti’ means.  ‘Anti’  as a prefix does not always mean ‘against’.  Sometimes it means…’in PLACE OF’, and  that means the Baptists and other ‘evangelicals’ are antichrist.  They fear human government in place of God,  and their efforts further the antichrist government, a necessary dark side of Biblical prophecy that promotes the demise of  love and truth and peace in our society.  They seek to control individuals in every way possible, same as government.  They embrace fads and mind-control memes, and they persecute those who do not.  They are the fulfillment of many prophecies  they teach.
We’re to live in a DIFFERENT KINGDOM, and the gospel we’re to preach is the GOSPEL OF THE KINGDOM.  When enough minds are manifesting Kingdom values, rather than antichrist values, we’ll see Heaven on Earth.  Evangelicals expect Jesus to clean up the mess left here after we’re gone, forgetting that we’re supposed to do the heavy lifting, at his direction.  We are his body on Earth, but instead we behave like children of the devil. I guess he said that same thing.
People are either vessels of honor or vessels of dishonor…all to serve the household of God.  It is necessary for the fulfillment of Scripture, that some ‘Christians’ behave dishonorably.  It is a requirement that ‘brother rise against brother’ and that parents betray their own children.  It is necessary that pastors are ‘wolves in sheep’s clothing’ and that they trample the pasture,  so that the little lambs can’t find anything to eat.
“Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come!”   (Luke 17:1)

7:56 am

The systematic abuse, exploitation and murder of children in America

Today in America, there are four key abuses of children that are taking place every day:

1. The harvesting of baby body parts during abortions.

2. The destruction of children’s lives through forced vaccine interventions that cause permanent brain damage, autism and other lifelong neurological problems.

3. The medical kidnapping of children followed by forced chemotherapy that poisons their bodies, damages their brains and kidneys, and destroys their immunological functions leading to a life of recurring cancer.

4. The kidnapping of children by Child Protective Services, which is on record for operating child kidnapping rings in which children are sold into sex slavery worldwide.

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050533_abortion_organ_harvesting_medical_kidnapping_crimes_against_children.html#ixzz3h5mAuvZq

6:33 am

INVESTIGATION: Three days before Dr. Bradstreet was found dead in a river, U.S. govt. agents raided his research facility to seize a breakthrough cancer treatment called GcMAF

The history of the suppression of medical science in America is a long one, filled with true accounts of pioneering doctors and clinicians being threatened, intimidated and even assassinated in order to bury emerging cures and keep the “sick care” industry in control. (The American Medical Association, for example, has been found guilty by the U.S. federal courts of a conspiracy to destroy the chiropractic industry, by the way.)

Over the last few days, we’ve learned that before being found shot in the chest and floating in the river, pioneering medical researcher Dr. Bradstreet was working with a little-known molecule that occurs naturally in the human body. Called, “GcMAF,” this molecule has the potential to be a universal cancer cure for many people. It has also been shown to reverse autism in the vast majority of patients receiving the treatment.

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050553_Dr_Bradstreet_GcMAF_cancer_therapy.html#ixzz3h5RKHL4l

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050553_Dr_Bradstreet_GcMAF_cancer_therapy.html#ixzz3h5RVHhLI


7:53 pm


SCOTUS Justices Rule in Favor of Companies they Own Stock In, 90% of the Time

Read more at http://thefreethoughtproject.com/corporatism-scotus-justices-rule-favor-companies-stock-90-time/#epttDucbmT1wP5Fc.99

7:50 pm

Sarcasm might be the lowest form of wit but it actually makes people brighter and more creative

‘We have shown that creativity is enhanced following all types of sarcasm, from sarcastic anger and criticism to sarcastic compliments and banter.

They also confirmed that ‘all forms of sarcastic exchanges, not just sarcastic anger or criticism, seem to exercise the brain more.’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3175005/Oh-really-Sarcasm-lowest-form-wit-actually-makes-people-brighter-creative.html#ixzz3h2pUhx8X
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6:01 pm

Pot facts

5:55 pm

Essentially every single Christian victim of abuse who I have talked to tells me the same thing.  Christians – all of these nice people in their churches – intentionally turned a blind eye to the evil that was being done to them when they asked for help.  And then, an odd thing happened (which, as it turns out, is really quite logical).  The nice people turned nasty.  But not against the abuser.  No, they turned their guns on the victim for daring to rock their dreamland.

See more here:   http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2012/09/06/abuse-and-denial-the-blind-eye-of-nice-people-by-jeff-crippen/

5:45 pm

Abusers and Their Supporters: The Grand Millstone of Judgment that Awaits Them All

If an abuser can get his victim to turn from God or as in a lot of cases, the abuser can ruin his victim’s witness with the Church and the Church in turn sees her as the guilty party

This offence has to do with the ruination of the one being offended in many ways, but also includes the ruination of someone’s faith – causing them to doubt God in their life or to stumble in their faith or to turn completely from their faith in God.

So, the intent of the offender is to cause you to stumble in your faith to your own ruination. Does he come right out and say that? Of course not. The ruination of the offence comes in many other forms as well, not just your faith. It includes everything that could be ruined about an individual, such as their character and reputation.


See more at:   http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2015/07/22/abusers-and-their-supporters-the-grand-millstone-of-judgment-that-awaits-them-all/

2:21 pm

What Is This GWEN Tower Really For?

Glenn Wilson owns a bunch of them.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/what-is-this-gwen-tower-really-for/#f8z1cqfv0bcSPymP.99

1:54 pm


I asked my two best sources if a coup was in the works and if Jade Helm was being used as the cover for this plan?

Answer from both sources: Crickets Chirping……..

Second question: Will Jade Helm be used for anything other than dissident roundups, gun confiscation and martial law implementation?

Answer from both sources: Crickets Chirping….

I asked a follow up question: Do I need to go dark at this time and not write about my suspicions?

Answer from both sources:  No!

The March Towards Civil War Is Rapidly Progressing

One Military Coup Has Already Failed


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-march-towards-civil-war-is-rapidly-progressing/#LXX9B7Eh0uJTxQRK.99

11:40 am


This makes me cry.  Did you ever love anybody this much?

“Sydney (I’ll Come Running)”

Brett Dennen

11:25 am

Alpha males don’t retire because they can’t.  As soon as they settle into their rocking chairs,  the mini-mes come around for a game of checkers.  If the  former-alpha  nods off, somebody else gets kinged, but only after all those former minions take a few bites from the royal  carcass.   “BRING OUT YER DEAD!”    “I’m not yet dead, y’ know!”  (Monty Python, Holy Grail.)  “Oh, you are too.  Get back on that wagon with the rest of the corpses.”  This is a sad commentary on my father’s current choice.  When he admits what he’s been, he’ll immediately become something different.  He can envision one potential outcome, and they don’t make viagra strong enough to overcome it.  Maybe if he checked himself into a ‘rest home’  the other psychopaths would  leave him alone?


11:14 am

Church time.  I sent my mom and brother texts asking if they got to the part about bearing false witness.  No response.  Last week I asked David “Did you learn about how Jesus loves everybody and expects you to help others?”  (He doesn’t answer ever.)  This is called STONEWALLING, and it demonstrates psychopathic tendencies.  6 years, the whole family.  I pray for them every single day.  6 years they’ve chosen  intentional ignorance.  I wonder if the bliss lasts longer when you choose your own variety?


10:35 am

Gang Stalking or No-Touch Torture?

I am moving away from using the term “gang stalking” to describe the psychological attacks engaged in by individuals at the community level guided by covert agencies. That colloquial expression does not adequately describe the full intent and nature of these attacks. This is what the CIA has termed “No-Touch Torture.” These sustained attacks, which may last for years, are not designed to punish or reform. They are designed to inflict severe and permanent psychological damage. Indeed, their intent is to destroy the foundation of psychological health needed to support life. Just as a physical weapon can induce organ failure to end life, no-touch torture attacks and destroys the psychological or mental health essential to life. When someone is placed under sustained No-Touch Torture for months and years on end, the objective is destruction of life and well-being. To describe this abuse of law and public trust, one can hardly do better than to use the name given it by those who employ it.

Read more at:   <a href="https://badexperiments.wordpress.com/2011/05/05/community-based-no-touch-torture-programs-and-death-culture/" target="_blank">https://badexperiments.wordpress.com/2011/05/05/community-based-no-touch-torture-programs-and-death-culture/</a>

9:28 am

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 12/31/14

(Isaac’s birthday.  Also Trish’s.)

I think I stopped buying it when his stripper-girlfriend relocated to Russia.  Now Edward Snowden has a dog.  Do I believe for an instant that we are hearing anything about the intelligence agencies that we are not intended to learn?  Do they not know the effects of surveillance on the human spirit, and “mental health”?  Do they not intend for each of us to cower in the presence of their representatives, be they even lesser mortals than TV ever dreamed it could construct?  EVERYTHING we see, is orchestrated to control EVERYTHING WE DO.  They’re patting themselves on the back, when they’re together.  When they’re alone they’re cowering at the realization of what they’ve done.  They’ve abolished lying.  They destroyed their very own existence.
Humanity has a choice: Resolved that:  Having recognized that my mind is being influenced by entities I do not understand, I hereby choose either,  1) to listen to GOD, or 2) TO LISTEN TO WHATEVER VOICE HAPPENS TO GRAB MY ATTENTION AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT.  We live in a mind-control matrix.  You can define that figuratively if it makes you more comfortable, but the song remains the same:  “Choose you this day whom you will serve.”
My niece thinks Isaac is pointless because he is not enrolled at  an indoctrination center.  She has not yet recognized my father as a psychopath, or she would be hesitant about attempting to control others’ lives. I’m praying for her more.
I’m looking forward to becoming entirely free of mind-control, but I recognize there will not be very many humans there.  The “great cloud of witnesses” will banish my loneliness, but at this point, I really miss people.  I did not know how I would tolerate isolation; stories of prisons made me frantic.  I remember one guy, Soviet-Russia I think, who was in a room with other prisoners.  They sat on benches all day facing one another, and butt-cheek to butt-cheek.  At night they spooned, beneath their benches.  THEY WERE NOT PERMITTED TO TALK.  Never.  Once a week they left the room for a group-shower.  The witness found a scrap of soap, brittle with age, and he hid it between his butt-cheeks.  Ever after, when nobody was looking, (except the GOVERNMENT-FUCKED-SURVEILLANCE-GOONS-WHO-ARE-NOW-ALL-IN-HELL), he put his fingers up his ass and retrieved that soap-scrap.  He held it behind his back, so the morons-outside-the-door could not see what was REALLY GOING ON.  He tapped on the wall with his tiny scrap of cleanliness-related-to-a-better-existence.  I do not know Morse code, but maybe I should study it.  (That would probably be easier if I could count.)  I RECOGNIZE the dots from the dashes.  I WILL NEVER SUBMIT MY MIND TO CONTROL BY 1) demons, 2) Satan (God forbid…), 3) Keith Alexander, 4) family/societal expectations, 5) TV, 6) Vanity, shame, flattery or deceit, 6) psychopaths, 7) government, 8) Freemasons, 9) the “royal” family, 10) my father who is NOT smarter than the average bear, or 11) MY OWN WILL.  “Dear Lord, please OWN my mind…and my body and my spirit and my family and my friends and my influences and my future and all of theirs. ..dear, Lord.  Please may I have a kindred spirit.  Amen.”  “Please give the goons 1) GRACE, greater than all their sins, 2) COURAGE, 3) WISDOM, and 4) ORGANIZATION.”  “Please give them confidence and my love.”

6:49 am

“Consider the email I received from an Army Reservist.”

Mr. Hodges, 

We are training for Jade Helm. We re also training to remove “undesirables” from their homes and place the in the type of white vans that you write about and then transport them to waiting helicopters where these so-called “high value targets” are placed in restraints in an unmarked helicopter. I am serving with the _____. 

I am getting to the point where I am questioning how far I am willing to go along with this. If I had not read some of your articles, I might not know exactly what we are going to be told to do. Even if I had not read your articles, I would know what we are doing is wrong. American citizens deserve due process instead of being kidnapped in the middle of the night.  In our removal drills, the subversive actors are screaming- I am an American citizen and you cannot do this to me-. By the way sir, you are correct in that family members are going to be separated during these raids. 

Under no circumstances can you use my name, rank or unit. When trouble begins, I will not obey these illegal orders. I am praying that this is only a drill that will go no further. My gut tells me something else. Please Mr. Hodges keep telling the public. Most of the people that I serve with will go along with this. In the drills they act with great enthusiasm in detaining people. I am frightened beyond belief. 

Name withheld by request.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/advanced-preparations-for-jade-helm-led-fema-camp-roundups-are-in-the-final-stages/#GfzzA4LtVlK6BHVI.99



11:04 am


5:07 pm


To David, from  5/8/15:

Dear David,  God in his great mercy has presented you an opportunity.  You may have longed for such a chance when you were younger.  God has opened for you…a doorway to manhood.  His offers come with satisfaction guaranteed…but they’re always ‘limited time only’.   I have forgiven you.  But can you forgive yourself for squandering your life catering to a pathological liar who intentionally harms people he’s duty-bound to love?  And what of your future?  Will you watch his soul, for which my Jesus DIED … become more depraved and controlling?  Will you watch your manhood shrink as your good seed accessorizes a narcissist’s false image?  Dad is a spoiled brat and if you choose God’s way instead of his, he could contrive insidious punishments.  But in the light of eternity, they’re only air-guitar.  Also, there’s a very real possibility that he might learn from his discomfort and follow you into the light.  I’m counting on that.  My numbers are:  906-291-1376, and 906-586-4629.
With much love to you and yours,
You sister in Christ, Linda
(Also in Jesus; Christ is not his name but refers to his Spirit-anointing ‘in full measure’.  Blaspheming the Holy Ghost seems the universal infraction du jour.)

4:28 pm

Dear Josh, what if I were right and government entities and psychopath-clubs actually do interfere with citizens’ mental processes by use of electronic weaponry?  What if I documented this bullshit?  What if you chose not to see?  (Same question to everybody else on this planet who does not read my website, and more importantly to those who do.)

4:03 pm

What does a guy do when he owns a restaurant with a  corresponding payment book, and the food trucks don’t show up?  (This will not always be a rhetorical question.)   Banks will keep foreclosing, as long as their reps have enough calories of strength to keep evicting people.  The  LAST guys to starve might be the businessmen, but starve they will.  I can see my brother, with a short  22,  locked and loaded.  He’s inside the walk-in and he’s shivering, but not due to cold, because the electricity has been cut and it doesn’t smell nice in that cooler. (This is a week after the food truck didn’t show up.)   One daughter is grasping his ankles from her spot on the greasy floor; he peers through  the door at the mob in the prep-area.  (His  other daughter went on a date last weekend and never came back.)   David’s son is at home, hopefully, with his mother.  They’re packing up and somebody has to choose what to take, and somebody else must watch the driveway.  White vans have been seen in driveways of homes that are now unoccupied.  My brother prays for his family, and wonders how things could have come to this point.  He wonders why somebody didn’t warn him.
Isaac hasn’t called his parents, and Linda is concerned, as usual.  At least she was, but she hasn’t been seen since Sunday and there are a lot of questions David would  like to ask her now.  Occasionally, a Bible verse passes through his mind, but there’s no time to think about the Bible.  We must survive!  Word on the street is that the US forces will restore order.  That’s always the word, and it always means trouble.  The militia is holed up in Epoufette, but maybe one of them will make it through the check-point at Cut River and get to David in time to save the restaurant.
One guy would bring so much hope!  One guy who did not bow his knee to the Washington-bosses!   But would such a man care about a stupid restaurant?  When children are taking bayonette rides outside the door?   David:  “When in the streets there be so much death and destruction, what is a materialistic man to do?  How does one hold onto status and prosperity, when everybody who does not own those things wants the tiny bits one has left? ”  They want food.   What to do when the starving masses no longer  threaten a restaurant-owner’s hubris and greed-fulfillment?  What when they want absolutely anything at all?  “Eat the rich.”

3:44 pm

13 states are now suing the Obama regime over the right to access their own water.  The federal Clean Water Act’s Waters of the U.S. rule allows the Environmental Protection Agency and the U.S. Army Corps of Engineers to prevent farmers and municipalities access to water and goes into effect in August. The 13 states challenging the Obama regime are Alaska, Arizona, Arkansas, Colorado, Idaho, Missouri, Montana, Nebraska, New Mexico, Nevada, North Dakota, South Dakota and Wyoming.

U.S. Food Crisis Hits States Hard As Grocery & Restaurants Collapse

Idaho: In an unprecedented move, the U.S. Department of Agriculture has declared more than 90% of Idaho’s 44 counties to be food production disaster areas because of the 15 years long drought! Never has the USDA declared an entire state a disaster area!   Clearwater County declaring a state of emergency as the 15 years long drought has killed off 66.67% of the local wheat crop!

See at:   http://govtslaves.info/u-s-food-crisis-hits-states-hard-as-grocery-restaurants-collapse/

2:06 pm

2:30 pm

I’m absolutely irate with my father, not about the harm he has caused me, I’d be long past those issues if he’d just BE A MAN NOW.  He KNOWS things that could help individuals who are targeted, and his knowledge could also help the entire world.  But no.  He figures he’ll wait me out until he dies, and I suppose it could go down that way.  BUT, he will never out-wait my CONCERN FOR TORTURED PEOPLE.   He’ll die before I do, that’s a given, and I’m not talking about age.  He’s no good to us.  He is a problem in the new world, already.  I can live forever without a loving honest father…but he CANNOT live forever when he’s turned his exalted backside on the rest of humanity.  My dad is doomed.  Six years and nobody has even asked to see my evidence.  Until they care, they’re doomed too.  The people who remain after TEOTWAWKI will not be selfish.  Isn’t that obvious?  Anyone who does not speak truth on behalf of suffering people is doomed.  We have to stand up for justice and DESTROY the psychopathic mindset that runs both my family and my country.  Our lives are not supposed to be about ‘me’.   Six years waiting for my dad to speak has demonstrated that to the point of satire.  I’m not amused though, by selfish people.  They make me gag.
My brother sent me to Belgium in November, and I expected to discuss with him what I learned at the CONFERENCE AGAINST COVERT HARASSMENT.  Not so.  He will no longer respond to any overture.  He’s a wienie and I pity him.

7:49 am

The Eroding Character of the American People

The question is: why do Americans not merely sit silently while the lives of innocents are destroyed, but actually support the destruction of the lives of innocents? Why do Americans believe “official sources” despite the proven fact that “official sources” lie repeatedly and never tell the truth?

The only conclusion that one can come to is that the American people have failed. We have failed Justice. We have failed Mercy. We have failed the US Constitution. We have failed Truth.

Was the American character present in the torture prisons of Abu Ghraib, Guantanamo Bay, and hidden CIA torture dungeons where US military and CIA personnel provided photographic evidence of their delight in torturing and abusing prisoners? Official reports have concluded that along with torture went rape, sodomy, and murder. All of this was presided over by American psychologists with Ph.D. degrees.

Read more at:   https://www.lewrockwell.com/2015/07/paul-craig-roberts/eroding-character/

5:57 am

I have recorded for years,  that my job was to pray for Lakefield Baptist Church.  In the late nineties if I couldn’t sleep I’d go row by row in my mind, praying for Tressie and Eugene and everybody else.  I took my responsibility very seriously.  I would get up at night in the winter, and drive to remote churches and walk around them and pray.  (I’d nudge George:  “I gotta go pray in Germfask, do you want to come with me?”  George would say, “You do what you gotta do.”)   That was how I lived, for years.  I don’t pray like that, since my Dad’s slander-campaign.  I pray very short prayers, but I talk to God all the time.  I pray:  MORE.  I pray:  Please, give me more of your Spirit.  MORE FIRE ON HELMER AND LAKEFIELD BAPTIST CHURCH AND LIARS AND TRUTHERS.  Finish the work, Establish the BRIDE.  Come and speak for us!  Claim us as your own!  More love!  More Truth!  More Fire!  “More of you!”
Anyway, I’ve been begging the Lord for decades to fill Lakefield with his Spirit and his Glory.  I expect that’s what I’ll see.

5:40 am


The first time I heard this song it had the most anointing I’ve ever seen on a song, except very pure worship of Jesus.  I cried and cried, wearing earphones lying on the grass.  I can’t wait to have a friend.

Workingman’s Blues #2

5:38 am

Josh gives half his paycheck to George, who then sends it to Isaac when he’s short.  What’s wrong with this picture? I get ten dollars a day and spend at least several hours each day doing chores specifically to support another person’s life.  I also blog and write ’round the clock, every day.  Josh works a lot, and has very little to show for it.  We need a reorganization of 1) priorities, 2) obligations, and 3) relative value.  I don’t think we can accomplish it without a financial boost, so I guess God will provide one.  The last shall be first, and the scales will balance perfectly as they fall from dim eyes.  I just have to not push the river.  God will provide and distribute.  I will replace my 20 year-old traveling sandals. “The workman is worthy of his hire” and I’m plumb tuckered out.

5:09 am

“Dear Lord,
I long for you all day every day.  I want you to touch me like you used to.  I want you to hold me and rock me like you did that day years ago when you had me read from Ezekiel over the pastors, and Helmer.  I’m on a treadmill and every day I doubt that I can continue…but what else do I have?  Where can I turn but to you, and from you I hear little, just ‘continue’.  You say you’re never late but we’re desperate.  Josh needs something!  Please give him people and projects!  Please put him where he can learn things he loves!  Please fill him with your Spirit and push all the pain and rejection out of him.  Give him peace and love and faith and hope!
Please fill George, let him see Josh’s pain and need.  Let him care what happened to his wife and marriage and family.  Let him see our history through your eyes, and recognize culpability where YOU see it…and let him have courage to stand for truth, and for the family you created and dissolved.   Give him a burning fire to see his sons worship Jesus in Spirit and in Truth.
Give Isaac joy, Lord, and guidance and provision.  Give him TRUTH about our past and let that Truth give him great confidence in You, and in me too.  I am so diligent yet I can’t catch a break.  My clothes are falling apart and I’d rather not live with habits I’ve acquired when my body shook and my soul was assaulted. I need some help.  Will nobody ever speak for me?  Not a single kind word from even a person?  What kind of family did you put me in?
Please, soften their hearts towards Josh at least.  His mother was taken out and he still suffers from my isolation.  He’s had none of the opportunities his cousins take for granted!  Please forgive Stacy for lacking love.  I still can’t get over her question:  “Why should Grandpa care about you?”  Forgive her and the teacher who taught her the words of antichrist.  It’s been three years since her comment, and Grandpa still doesn’t care.
Forgive me Lord, for whining again.  How many times over the years have I missed your touch and written just this kind of complaint?  Every single time, you showed up again.  I love your appearing more than anything in the world.  None of these things  bother me when I’m in your presence.  Please give my whole family that unspeakable experience and blessing.  Me too.  Amen.”


7:44 pm

Dane Wigington

Geoengineering Exposed At California Jam 2015

7:03 pm

RECAP: Planned Parenthood CEO Cecile Richards’ Attempt To Dismiss Viral Video Backfires! – Eugenics By Another Name

6:46 pm

The Abortion Holocaust: 60 Million Black Babies Killed since 1973 – It’s Called Eugenics – And Don’t Forget The Growing Lucrative Human Fetus Market–Dr. Ron Paul

See more here:   https://buffalohair.wordpress.com/2015/07/24/the-abortion-holocaust-60-million-black-babies-killed-since-1973-its-called-eugenics-and-dont-forget-the-growning-lucrative-human-fetus-market/

5:18 pm


I’m Gonna Be A Teenage Idol 

Elton John

“Don’t Shoot Me I’m Only the Piano Player”

5:00 pm

I feel as I imagine a sow bear does, defending her cubs.  “Ain’t no mountain high enough, ain’t no valley low enough…”  I raised my sons to value truth, and their grandfather didn’t like it.  We shall see what we shall see. I’ve been defending my sons for six years, and I have been on the offense for a goodly  time too.  I will not permit, God willing, my sons to spend their lives believing lies about their family that served God until a psychopath decided his reputation might suffer from any exposure of truth.   Our lives had tremendous value. They still do.  And the psychopath still flounders for relevance.  I wonder how bad he’d feel if he didn’t even have a checkbook to cover  his nakedness.  It might bother him a lot, because he plays to the wrong crowd. The great cloud of witnesses don’t accept checks.  Who does anymore?  We got the mark of the beast goin’ on.


4:48 pm

I don’t think Connie can be trained to not be mean.  She’ll dance on her hind legs and speak on command.  She can catch anything in her mouth, and even when she’s chewing a pungent deer vertebrae she’ll drop it if I say “release.” But, she’s ALWAYS MEAN.  She’s the best watch-dog ever, because she looks so cute, but I can’t park near other cars if I mean to leave her in the car.  She really scared an old lady who approached the window to see the puppy.  She ain’t no puppy.  She’s over four years old and she’s just plain mean.  She doesn’t like anybody but us, and she doesn’t even like us if we hug one another.  She’s the most naturally protective creature I’ve ever seen in my life.  But I’ve never been to Africa.

4:42 pm

The carnitas is delectable, and I haven’t even browned it yet.  I was going to make chocolate mousse because I have some decent chocolate but I don’t have enough cream.  God just sent a real live Japanese woman to my house and her husband is an anti-nuke activist and he grew up on Round Lake, and his sister, and I said I’m concerned about Fukushima.  I gave them my numbers; it would be fun to talk politics and I said I’d build a bonfire.  I hope they call.  I’ve got to talk to somebody about all of this.


2:10 pm

It would take SO VERY LITTLE to shut me up for a bit.  Maybe my dad and/or my brother would like some breathing room to get their affairs in order?  I just want to go, and I want Josh to have some options.  That would cost them very little.  And I would be occupied.


2:03 pm

I suppose that the cloud and NSA have documented from whence originated emails purported to come from a particular address.  When the universal remote-neural-monitor goes online, I’m home free.  I just ASSUMED that my computer difficulties were caused by Adam.  He did amazing things every day.  Here’s why I think I learned so much:  I suspect that it was interesting that I just put up with the cyber-stalking.  I didn’t get pissed, only very frustrated.  (That ALSO made me believe I was struggling with him.)  (Please pray for him; he must be in prison or he would be CONFIRMING WHAT I’M SAYING.)  (3.5 million would get him to talk, probably.)   (Or keep him from talking, however he likes.)


1:53 pm

THEN, the worst figments of Facebook find their way into your folders, sometimes  SENT emails, even SENT emails that you DID NOT SEND.  Sometimes they’ve gone to people who you didn’t intend to RECEIVE the emails that you DID NOT INTEND TO SEND, and DID NOT SEND.  (That’s when your real life starts getting  interesting.)

1:39 pm

“Going onto Facebook” means something very different to hackers than it does to the rest of us.


1:35 pm

I did a terrible thing to Josh today, I wish I could take it back.  Friday is the only day he goes to work at ten and I woke him up an hour early.  He says the worst thing is to not have anything  change.  I feel the same way. Nothing to look forward to except more of exactly the same.  I keep encouraging him that when I’m given the money I’m owed, we will see new things.  I’d give nearly anything to get him some joy and purpose.  He’s a naturally joy-filled purposeful person. I’m making carnitas.  I don’t have stuff for salsa so I guess we’ll use store-bought, but I can make crema and we have both corn and flour tortillas.  No avocado, pity.
The way the goons mess with Facebook is way better than ‘James’ Face’.  For one thing, they can sign you into anybody’s page, and that feels powerful and very wrong.  They can entice you from page to page and speak to you amidst the monotonous memes, through subtlety and guile.  The scariest part though, is when they bring your REAL LIFE onto somebody else’s Facebook page.  Cunning dickheads.  My dad said I was dangerous.  Weeks later I saw a picture of my neighbor’s VERY UNIQUE ancient 4-wheel drive thing, with an abnormally large license plate that read:  MILLER BLOOD-BATH.  Later that day, that very same vehicle parked behind me at drivers’ training,  and a guy nearly killed me piling boxes outside the public restroom where I chose not to puke in astonishment.  As I opened the door to return to my cursed parking spot, a man shoved his face into mine and sneered, “DID I SCARE YOU?”  I said, ‘Not very bad,” and went about my business.  Oh, the stories I could tell, if I only had some gas money.  “For want of a nail, the kingdom was lost.”

1:19 pm



By on Saturday, March 19, 2011


– See more at: http://www.cracktwo.com/2011/03/james-face.html#sthash.3PB7jCH2.dpuf

10:55 am

You know Jay, your son was the first guy who ever touched me.  (I mean after I was  raped as a child.)  I was in seventh grade and he already graduated.    We didn’t wear swimsuits in youth group because they were too revealing, but when he walked me home from swimming he put his arm around my shoulder.  It changed my life.  He shortly realized that your dad’s old yellow pick-up truck would travel as easily to an older girl’s house, and that was right. Do men realize the impact they have on girls?  Young girls?  Do you?  Do you remind one another of your responsibility  when you discuss covering up pedophilia and rape?  Does the ABWE know?


10:34 am

This thing about sacrificing our children is Molech-worship.  Baptists ‘worship what they know not.’  I really wish I could debate one of them but they don’t answer questions.  Or challenges.


10:27 am

How is it possible that charitable organizations (ie. March of Dimes, American Cancer Society) which are tax-exempt, DONATE to Planned Parenthood which is also 501(c)(3)?  That’s like double dipping twice again. (Absence of tax burden is money in the bank even if DIRECT CONTRIBUTIONS to PP did not come from taxpayers directly.)   Our entire tax code is vastly  corrupt…and we pay our taxes to tear apart babies… whose organs are then sold… for the benefit of the bureaucrat-missionaries…personally.  (Google PP exec video:  “I gotta sell these corpses so I may have a Lamborghini.”  [Paraphrased])  This is evil of high order.  Our entire civilization is boiling down its young to feed the aging few.  This is far worse than Soylent-green.  We’re vampires from the tip of our tax code down to the toes of our pedophiles.  God knows us.


10:13 am

“Lord, I’m having a little anxiety issue.”    I’m continually stunned that nobody I know is yet screaming bloody murder. They’re watching mass-murder-prophecy  with their own gazillion eyes.  I vomited today, a couple times last week.  I always thank God when I puke; I figure he’s cleaning something out.  I didn’t vomit for months, but it is absolutely nauseating to observe the complacency and apathy of my family!
Q:  What are the worst two problems facing America today?”
A:  “I don’t know and I don’t care.”
But, it’s even WORSE THAN THAT!  Three problems under the sun:  My brethren 1) don’t know, 2) don’t care and, 3) CHOOSE INSTEAD TO KNOW ABOUT AND TO CARE ABOUT THOSE WHO INTENTIONALLY LIE TO THEM!   The Bible sure calls it.  “Lord, please take this anxiety from me.  I know who holds tomorrow.  Please allow my former family and former church to wake up very soon.  Amen.”

8:36 am

FDA Approves RF Pharma – With DSM5, O’Care, and this tech once you are diagnosed you WILL be treated with Pharma – whether you like it or not:

“For example, earlier this month the FDA expanded the Indications for Use statement for Proteus Digital Health’s Ingestible Sensor technology, enabling the device to be used as an aid in the measurement of medication adherence. Proteus’ underlying edible sensor technology was originally approved by the FDA in 2012, but the ability for the solution to accurately record when pills are swallowed has only now been sanctioned by the federal agency.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/fda-approves-rf-pharma-with-dsm5-ocare-and-this-tech-once-you-are-diagnosed-you-will-be-treated-with-pharma-whether-you-like-it-or-not/#v9g2IKR6W6kdbtw5.99

7:53 am

“Do you have any idea how manufactured our reality is?  Do you have any idea how UNBELIEVABLY MANUFACTURED our reality is?”



Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/chattanoga-victim-died-twice-2004-in-iraq-again-2015-in-tn-wake-up-smell-the-tyranny/#9YeCX6speHT9AQk4.99

7:38 am

‘Fresh’ and ‘frozen’ baby parts sold across U.S. – agents given ‘corpses of children’ to harvest organs, blood

Crutcher reported, “The tissue logs reveal that one baby is often chopped up and sold to many buyers. For example, babies taken from donors 113968 and 114189 were both killed late in their second trimester and cut into nine pieces. By applying [the] price list,” buyers would have been invoiced between $3,510 and $5,070 for these parts.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/fresh-and-frozen-baby-parts-sold-across-u-s-agents-given-corpses-of-children-to-harvest-organs-blood/#l8TrYtEA7pOpjJgD.99

7:15 am

“Strike against war, for without you no battles can be fought! Strike against manufacturing shrapnel and gas bombs and all other tools of murder! Strike against preparedness that means death and misery to millions of human beings! Be not dumb, obedient slaves in an army of destruction! Be heroes in an army of construction.” — Helen Keller, 1940

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3go4KT6AW

7:02 am

6:53 am

Fulford: The Cabal is Being Systematically Dismantled…Watch as It Unfolds Says Pentagon Source!

This is what a top Pentagon person has to say about the ongoing take-down of the Khazarian mafia: “Just Watch is as it unfolds. You will be tempted to get a pitchfork ready here and there but, just leave it in the closet. All should be accomplished without a shot being fired if everything goes according to plan.”

The push against the Khazarian mafia is a US military industrial complex and Russian co-production that has forced house slave acting-President Obama to read an entirely new script. The Chinese are taking a passive but supportive role in this campaign, Chinese and Pentagon sources say.

There is now a big push to either deny Netanyahu a visa to visit the UN in September or else to arrest him for war crimes when he arrives, multiple sources say. The same is true for many members of the Saudi rogue regime.

When we see Bush/Clinton crime gang bosses like Hitlery Clinton and Jeb Bush publicly arrested and perp walked on charges of murder, etc. then we will know the purge has really begun to bite to the bone.

In any case, the Khazarian mafia is continuing to bluster and threaten. The most outrageous recent move has been the establishment of a so-called Jewish tribunal that is going to try Pope Francis.

Read more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/07/fulford-the-cabal-is-being-systematically-dismantled-watch-as-it-unfolds-says-pentagon-source-3189186.html

Explosive: The real Reason Holistic Doctors Are Being Killed and Vanishing!

8 dead, 5 missing

6:46 am

Cyberstalking continued:   Or I’ll highlight TWO paragraphs, and only one becomes italicized.  OR, the highlighted portion will JUMP OVER a part I had not highlighted, and then EVERYTHING gets italicized.  The same highlighted link will appear three different ways, different colors, different spellcheck notices.  Sometimes I type the same thing three times identically, and the spellcheck has a different comment each time.  WHERE ARE ALGORITHMS WHEN YOU NEED THEM?   They taught me in Data Processing 101:  Computers do not think. They just run programs.  The coders should be arrested if this is the best they can do.  When I push a button, I never know what’s going to happen.

6:39 am

The Myth of Mental Illness and Violence

The campaign’s own statistics suggest such assumptions might be prevalent: they say that more than one-third of the public believe that people with mental health problems are more likely to be violent.

Violent crime statistics tell a different story, though. One survey suggested that only 1% of victims of violent crime believed that the incident occurred because the offender had a mental illness.

See more:   http://sorendreier.com/the-myth-of-mental-illness-and-violence/

6:32 am

I found something fun for Josh and me to do, I hope he likes it.  The local arts center does an annual fund-raiser.  They distribute plywood shapes that people then decorate and return for an auction.  (I’ve spoken about the creepy scarecrow-peaceful-people who still populate my father’s driveway and thirty miles either way.)  This year the project uses a face shape.  This is great.  Josh made a very incredible bark mask using ‘Old Man’s Beard’ (fluffy parasite on dead trees) for eyebrows and beard and the thing is awesome.  He wanted to try to make a woman-mask, and this would be a good opportunity.  But, I think I’d also like to make a woman mask with Old Man’s Beard.  I would arch the eyebrows and trim Flamenco sideburns and bangs.  I’d use polymer beads for the eyes and a stunning color to contrast the darkened face.  I’d trim it with natural accessories, tasteful and real.  I hope Josh likes this idea.  I guess I’d make a man instead, if he wanted to make a woman.


6:14 am

Jeff Rense is bragging that he has thirteen thousand articles on his website.  He’s been doing it forever.  I have TWENTY-ONE THOUSAND ARTICLES!  (Two years.)   CYBERSTALKING, continued.  Do I just make a list?  The narrative has spanned years, and I don’t know what’s important.  The goons mess with me.  I am a techno-challenged person, so I don’t always recognize when I’m being messed with.  Also, my bandwidth varies, so I never know if my challenges arise from intent.  BUT, they mess with me.  I’ll highlight a paragraph, and make it into italics.  (Magic, to me.)  BUT, when I view the result, one tiny word has not been italicized.  So, tech-deficient-Linda does it again and again.  I can hear laughter.  But I also hear the synapses snapping.  Eventually I will understand what weirdness arises from my errors, and what is intended to rattle my cage.


6:00 am

In our latest installment of theatre terror, another ‘assembly line’ shooting saw the manufactured media profile of the new threat is no longer the basement dwelling Adam Lanza “loner” character, but rather the happy, fairly well-adjusted teenager who is not even “on the terror radar” (whatever that means).

Last week’s Chattanooga tragedy took place on July 17, 2015, an incident which reportedly left 4 Marines and one Navy man dead, seems to have been conveniently overlaid on to a script that we have seen for years now – the ‘Islamic extremist’, working with, or “inspired by” cut-out organizations like Al Qaeda, or the new marketing image known as “ISIS”  – carries out another unlikely and seemingly ‘senseless’ act of violence.

TROUBLE IN THE HOMELAND: Chattanooga’s Made-for-TV Terror Psychodrama

In effect, such incidents, as they are portrayed in the media for psychological conditioning purposes, are intended for the desired effect of causing the public mind to dismiss outdated notions of trial by jury and rule of law for fiat corporate news and government “officials” pronouncements and the acceptance of self-policing and vague terms such as being “radicalized,” which are subject to the elastic definitions of the social engineering establishment.

NY Times, 2012:

“The United States has been narrowly saved from lethal terrorist plots in recent years — or so it has seemed. A would-be suicide bomber was intercepted on his way to the Capitol; a scheme to bomb synagogues and shoot Stinger missiles at military aircraft was developed by men in Newburgh, N.Y.; and a fanciful idea to fly explosive-laden model planes into the Pentagon and the Capitol was hatched in Massachusetts.

But all these dramas were facilitated by the F.B.I., whose undercover agents and informers posed as terrorists offering a dummy missile, fake C-4 explosives, a disarmed suicide vest and rudimentary training. Suspects naïvely played their parts until they were arrested.”

Just as his family in Chatanooga have been arrested on suspicion of a terrorist conspiracy and taken into custody, Asaad Ibrahim Asaad Haj Ali, the Jordanian uncle of Abdulazzeez, has since been taken into custody by Jordanian security services (at the request of the US). 

All these are perfectly plausible questions to ask after you consider the existence of so many other FBI informants and Muslim patsies who have been fashioned into terror poster children in recent years.

Read more at:   http://21stcenturywire.com/2015/07/24/trouble-in-the-homeland-chattanoogas-made-for-tv-terror-psychodrama/

5:22 am


“I can see the day comin’ when even your home garden is gonna be against the law.”

(This is an old song.)

Union Sundown

5:03 am


Dedicated to my brethren, the Baptists:

“Well it’s way past midnight, and there’s people all around.  Some on their way up.  Some on their way down.   The air burns, and I’m tryin’  to think straight.  And  I don’t know how much longer I can wait.”

“I’m breathing hard,  standin’  at the gate.  Ah, but  I don’t know how much longer I can wait.”

“I’m doomed to love you.  I’ve been rolling through stormy weather.  I’m thinkin’ of you, and all the places we could  roam together.   It’s  mighty funny,   the end of time has just begun.  Oh, honey, after all these years,  you’re still the one.”

“I don’t know how much longer I can wait.”

Can’t Wait

4:54 am

Josh was told he’s the only employee who hasn’t said something bad about a colleague.  (Like that somehow makes him suspect of something.)   He said, “MOM, there’s  another thing you didn’t tell me to do.  I’m supposed to be fake… and to NARC?  How hard would it have been for you to tell me about  workplace-requirements”?  He drove a giant ginger around Newberry last night, after D&D, and when he got home he woke me up to share his booty. He had a great Subway sandwich and a smoothie from a get-one-free card and a huge tub of mashed potatoes and gravy from the hospital.  Apparently the giant is a great scavenger.  He also earned five dollars.  I wonder if there are any Uber-drivers around here?  I saw a taxi on M-28 yesterday, with a light on top and everything.  Maybe he could make money driving people around and quit his job.  He’s bored out of his mind and I promised him again that I’m getting us both real lives.  (Actually Jesus is, but Josh doesn’t believe in Jesus.  He will.)
The reason that Josh stopped considering my God is because I trusted him while I was being tortured.  I said things like, “God has a reason for allowing this.  This will be worth it.”  He couldn’t stand thinking of a god who would do something like what I suffered, to a person who loved him as much as I do.  He’d never serve a god like that.  He knows the Baptists are hypocritical, so their watered-down depiction of Jesus is especially unsavory.  Truthfully, he has seen little discernible good from Jesus.  Then my father told him that the most ardent Jesus-lover in his life was actually deranged.  My father told him that my faith was ridiculous and pathological.  My father was mistaken and Josh will love Jesus when we get our new lives.
God said in 2007 that Josh belongs to him.  I have tapes of Josh singing praises and speaking in tongues when he was very little.  The boys prayed in tongues before George or I did, and I don’t know if George practices the blessing anymore.  We all used to pray together every day.  Until my dad called me names.  Then faith left.  I really don’t want him to go to hell on account of what he did to us.  I wish a Christian man cared enough to confront him.  The Baptists don’t believe in hell.  They don’t believe a tenth of what they wish sinners to immediately adopt  upon saying the magic words that supposedly usher them  into the sanctum of superiority.
Baptists are blind,  leading the blind, and nobody who has EVER had ANY  kind of connection to ‘sin’ (Baptist definition, much smaller and more discriminating than the actual definition…) will ever be a ‘BROTHER’ of full merit.  Jesus may cast our sins into the ‘sea of forgetfulness’ but a Baptist never forgets. Neither do those ‘sinners’ who came to the Baptists with a longing for Jesus and soon learned that the welcome mat is narrower than it looks outside the door.  Many of these people serve God in their hearts.  I CAN’T  WAIT for God to reveal those who really belong to him.  This is gonna be good and I pray for more fire on Luce county.  Amen.


7:09 pm

Is the Truth Toxic?

It’s not a time to withdraw, whatever we do. We have to face this head on and not pull back into a bunker mentality, although wise personal preparations are certainly in order. I agree it’s lousy “out there” and it gets all of us down at times, but we can’t stay there. The longer we do the more it envelops and disempowers us.

When swimming you can’t just stop. Perhaps you can float for a while but eventually you have to head where you are going and get back to terra firma to rest up. But once we embark into the sea of change, whether swimming or by boat, there’s work to be done to keep things afloat and moving in the right direction.

That may sound moot but it’s that reality of the struggle we need to get a grip on in new and more conscious ways. This is a very tumultuous time with a lot coming at us.

Read more at:   https://pineconeutopia.wordpress.com/2015/07/23/is-the-truth-toxic/


6:34 pm

4:27 pm

This is my observation, and I may be wrong but I’m not even sure if I want to be:  Men don’t care what a woman looks like when they want to have sex.  When they want to be SEEN WITH a woman, then they care what she looks like.  What concessions they must make when they marry.  Marriage requires some amount of both.  I have two converts, finally, I even asked them, “Are you converts?”  They said yes, I’ve known them since they were thirteen.  I said, ” You know I pay attention to current events and also believe in Bible prophecy.  I see them both happening every day.  If I call you in the middle of the night, would you be prepared to follow me?” They said yes.  They also got the lawn mower started again but it wouldn’t keep running.


2:05 pm

Another holistic doctor dead of an apparent heart attack. This one was curing cancer naturally. That’s 8 dead and 5 still missing if you’re keeping track…

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/another-holistic-doctor-dead-of-an-apparent-heart-attack-this-one-was-curing-cancer-naturally-thats-8-dead-and-5-still-missing-if-youre-keeping-track/#lKwCV8HvB8Mx05gv.99

1:46 pm

I love this guy so much.

Chris Hedges: ‘We’ve decapitated more civilians than ISIS ever has’


(Is that Jesse Ventura’s son asking questions?)

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3gjoRt6Hr

1:38 pm

My sister was always smarter than I, and it’s a good thing too.  Dad would have destroyed her like he tried to do to me.  I’m marketable, but I can’t afford to get my butt to market.


 Sisters Are Doin’ It For Themselves – Lyrics

Aretha Franklin & Annie Lennox

1:30 pm

My sister told me years ago that our father was a psychopath.  I am half-retarded and didn’t hear what she said.  I was disappointed once again, because he did not like my idea.  She said, “He didn’t like it because HE DIDN’T THINK OF IT.”  Until that point, I just thought  my ideas were  stupid!  Retarded does not mean stupid. Retarded is ‘differently-intelligenced.”  I think my sister should give me twenty-five thousand dollars.  I’d sign a note attaching my book sales, which will soon increase tremendously, one way or another.  Her investment would help two people become productive happy citizens.  (Of Canada?)  This would be a prudent investment.

1:14 pm

I have believed myself to be at the end of myself many times.  This time must be for real.  I can’t pray much.  I pray two things, all day long:  1)  “Fill me with your Spirit!  Do this thing you said.  Fill your Sons so we can relieve the earth!”, and 2)  “May I please have something new to think about.”  I am very tired of thinking about my father and his ilk; I’m tired of war and I’m tired of psychopaths.  I’m tired of the police state and I’m tired of terrorism.  I wish to think about how we will live when this bullshit has passed.  I’m tired of crises and I’m tired of threats.  I want to move into the Kingdom but apparently my own intentions are not sufficient to manifest a new life.  If the ‘news’ stations would just go down, a lot of people would think more clearly, and maybe they’d want to think about a BETTER WORLD.  We get more of what we focus on.  (Here’s hoping.)  We must FOCUS on truth and justice.  We must not permit lying Baptist psychopaths to die thinking they did OK when they quoted Jesus as they held women’s faces into the ground.  Something has to give.  I’m really antsy.  I hope nobody has to die before these guys wake up and smell the chicory.


12:46 pm

This is SUCH bullshit:  “It’s a tender and important family moment when they decide…whether their murdered and discarded baby should be put into the trash, or sold off. ”   Yeah.

Unreal! MSNBC Panel Defends Smashing Baby Skulls, Selling Their Livers

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/unreal-msnbc-panel-defends-smashing-baby-skulls-selling-their-livers/#VuAIUsl0oPEWPuDC.99


10:53 am

‘I lost my fiancee, my house, my kids’: As Ashley Madison users face exposure by hackers, other cheaters reveal how their lives were destroyed after they were caught

  • Ashley Madison is a dating site that markets itself to married people who want to have ‘discreet’ encounters on the side
  • This week, a hacker threatened to expose all of the members’ identities unless the CEO shuts down the site

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3171265/As-Ashley-Madison-users-face-exposure-hackers-cheaters-reveal-lives-destroyed-caught.html#ixzz3gj6WUzXG
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Psychopath version:

What a witch: One woman confessed to not feeling bad about her cheating ways at all - and said she even made her boyfriend believe it was his fault

9:53 am

There is no genuine dignity to be gained by my father for permitting an animal carcass to erode via Connie into the carpeting that belongs to his grandsons.  He’s BEING an ass.

9:48 am

“Dear Lord, please give my father genuine dignity, and get that dead deer off the beach, and tell me what to think about, and take me lower and slower because I sometimes feel like I’m about to explode at the stupidity I must serve.  The servant is not greater than the master, and my bosses are like really dumb.  That makes me microbial.  Must I serve a man?  I do, and I wouldn’t mind if these men were not ridiculous.  Amen.”


9:43 am

You know, when a song hurts so bad you can’t even listen to the whole thing?

9:33 am

Connie has an ENORMOUS rib bone that stinks like death incarnate.  I have been asking my dad for advice for WEEKS, about this HORRIBLE PROBLEM on HIS BEACH and he won’t even answer.  I couldn’t make this man up if I were Martin Scorsese.  This is obscene, so I texted him:

Get that deer gone please.  Or tell me what to do.  You’re being an ass.

9:25 am


(I know this is an easy one but sometimes those are the only shots you can make.)


Dylan, the prophet of YAHWEH who may or may not have sold his soul to the devil.  There’s still time for him, and wouldn’t that be an amazing cover story either way?

8:54 am

My father lacks something necessary for his mental comfort.  He knows it’s missing, and he tries to fill the hole.  His deficit is not readily discernible to others, but when he looks in the mirror he knows what’s not there. He also  knows that some others don’t  have that same hole…and it pisses him off.  Maybe they filled their  deficit  with study or with accomplishment.  He decides to fill his with status…and he will take from others to establish the plug.  My dad steals dignity.
 My father LONGS FOR dignity, and when he sees it around him he becomes enraged.  He can’t understand whole people, and he can’t stand them.  If he can corrupt their character and/or reputation, he’s enlarged.  Isn’t he a sad guy?  God created everybody with dignity.  Where did my father’s go?  His mother-in-law had dignity, so he locked her up in an old folks’ home, but he was unable to destroy it.  My mother deserved dignity, so he berated hers into submission to his impossible dream.  Now she defends his misdeeds with a face like a cartoon, glaring always in  twisted defense.
 I was raised in a  home offering  neither dignity nor protection, but God returned both.  I was raped as a small child, but my parents did not defend me;  they would not, because it would be undignified to object.  They’ve grown even more ‘dignified’ …and less worthy of dignity, over the following years.   Dignity has become less important to me, as I’ve distanced myself from their pathology.  Yet, I’ve never felt more dignified.
What’s an aging psychopath to do, when his best efforts are thwarted?  Is dignity in the eyes of the beholder, a subjective evaluation?   Or is dignity knowing in one’s own heart  that one will behave consistently,  no matter the situation?  Who can give a liar dignity?  Is dignity  possible for one who will not abandon lying?
My mother’s comments on her own mother’s last days in the old-folks-home:
(My grandmother was not ill.  My grandmother was legally blind.  My parents would consider NO OTHER ALTERNATIVE for her although I had to drive my kids to town every day to get their math lessons from her.  Living with us would have been a human-nurturing alternative in every way.):
When her mother died at the old folks’ home,…MY MOM SAID:
(Grandma would have preferred to have eaten  her granddaughter’s good cooking and to have played  with her great-grandsons and to teach them things their conscientious mother could not.  Like arithmetic .   I would have liked that better too.  My psychopathic parents would not permit this obvious pleasant situation to resolve.  Dignity.  Goldthorpes gotta have it.)
Grandma had bigger balls than my mom and my dad put together.  They couldn’t stand that.

5:59 am

I dreamed about my mom yesterday morning.  I got up very early, about 1.  I worked for some hours then went to sleep, and I was in a huge confusing place, with many people that I was unable to  talk to.  I had suitcases and I was trying to escape.  (Escape  is a very common theme in my dreams.)  I struggled and packed and restruggled and repacked.  Then my mom put out her hand towards me.  She gave me a card and some bank notes, they were New Hong Kong Dollars.  (Is that the Hong Kong currency?  I think it used to be?)   My mother does not talk to me, but my mother has a conscience.  My mother may not recognize lies anymore, but she still recognizes injustice.  I’m praying for her.


5:35 am


“I see the turning of the page, curtain’s rising on a new age.  You see the groom’s still waiting at the altar.”

“Put your hand on my head baby.  Do I have a temperature?  I see people who’re supposed to know better, standing ’round like furniture.”

The Groom’s Still Waiting at the Altar

5:26 am

Biblical bridal imagery is  like polygamy, and I never liked polygamy  in the natural.  I want all of Jesus.  He will not be happy without having others in addition to me.  I don’t get jealous.  I want him to be happy, and I know that he will provide for many people and I want him to do so.  Christian men sometimes have difficulty with the bridal symbolism of our Lord’s manifestation.  But, it’s  not easier for a female.  He’s creating something new, and I fear it to my shame, but I also embrace it, because JESUS IS LORD.  He’s changing our gender-definitions obviously, or Satan would not be so hot on his heels.  “Dear Lord.  I am a physical woman with jealousies that are steeped in social-control-mechanisms.  Please teach me how to be a woman in the KINGDOM, with love for all and no superficial jealousies.  Nevertheless, you said you were giving me the desire of my heart.  If you can organize these into a coherent experience of perfect joy for me, you are God.  OK.  I guess that’s finished.”

5:06 am


This song used to annoy me when I was a Baptist.  I thought we should be singing praises, first person, to Jesus.  (I still do.)    Before I studied symbology, and before I understood a bit about the lion carcass filled with honey,  and about honey being a representation of the Holy Spirit, and that this same Spirit brings life to dead things,  and that a land “flowing with milk and honey” is a place with much “sincere milk of the word” and also DIVINE REVELATION ON THAT WORD AND ANY OTHER, I didn’t think honey was very important.  But,  in a world of ubiquitous mind-control, the honey is all we can depend on.  Without SPONTANEOUS DIVINE REVELATION we will all be rounded up and exterminated.  (References available on request.)
Richard Wormbrand, or Dimitri Duduman, I’m not sure which, survived the Romanian police state.  (They both survived, but I’m not sure which told this story.)  The STASI engaged fully one-tenth of the civilian population.   (Maybe more, I’m not stopping to look it up.)  It was physically impossible to plan a church-meeting without tipping off those who would prefer that Christians not ‘gather together to ask the Lord’s blessing.’  Yet and although, Christians would be supernaturally led to a specific spot at a specific time and they would gather.  My god is in control of the events we now fear as we watch them garner influence  over the only true power in the universe:  THE INDIVIDUAL.
Jesus died for individuals.  Jesus rose again, to show individuals that they need not fear death.  Jesus plans to wed some individuals, those who own his heart.  Such an honor.   He loves me a lot.  (I back away from that presumptuous statement.  But he does.  And he knows that I love him more than anything, even more than my earthly heart’s desire.  The goons proved that to me.)

Honey in the Rock [Live]

4:41 am

I think God is giving me gay-dar.  I never had any.  I made a split-second mental comment about a dainty fellow… and then I immediately repented for judging. But, I was corrected.  I think I may have been discerning, rather than judging.  Pretty soon I’ll know every secret of my father’s heart.  Will he try to kill me again?  Or will he finally face the inevitable?  Whatever God has planned is good with me, but I’d like to get it over with.  I really need to address my neglected body.  I wonder if I have the world record for the longest digital filibuster?  I don’t care.  I just want a life.


4:35 am


Canaanland Is Just in Sight

4:35 am

We can cross over Jordan.  In our PHYSICAL LIFETIMES we have the opportunity to do what the Hebrews were too afraid and materialistic to do.  God put all of us here NOW for a reason.  We each have a part to play,  in this most important time of all time.  If we neglect our positioning, somebody else will take our spot.  God will not lack for movers and shakers.  But,  it would be such a pity to be put on Earth for ‘such a time as this’ and to decide we enjoy the world more than Jesus’ plan for our lives.  Jesus knows what will fulfill our souls.  He knows better than we do.  Everybody wants a little excitement, even the inmates of retirement-centers.  I suspect a lot of these tired Baptist gentlemen longed in times past, to see a revolution.  I suspect they were not terribly different than my son who plays war games and longs for peace.  I believe my father had a fire in his belly once, that was not stoked by fancy cars and Asian hookers.  I think he was meant to be a preacher.  I think that since he’s become a pirate, he hates me because I’m doing as he refused.  I think that he and I will have a meaningful conversation real soon.  I think he’ll bring his checkbook.  I think he would like a bit of excitement.  I think he is not too old, but believes himself to be too compromised.  God can take care of all of that.  Step into the water.

4:20 am

Hey Baptists!  Repeat after me  (if you have the nerve…):  “Jesus.  I accepted you as my personal Lord and Savior in (fill in the blank with the year you ‘gave your heart to Jesus’)  and I want everything that transaction legitimized.  I want the whole deal.  Please fill me with your Spirit so that I may love YOU MORE and love the world that you died to save.  Draw me into your presence, and prepare me for the wonderful shock of a world I’ve never believed to exist.  Remove the critical tongue from my mouth, and utilyze my mouth for your glory,  in any language you wish.  I am yours and I want everything about you, of you, in you and in me.  Please possess me fully.  Since I am a Baptist, please forgive my want of eloquence.  Forgive my shallow faith and FORGIVE MY DENOMINATION FOR BLASPHEMING YOUR HOLY SPIRIT.  Amen.”    (Buckle up.)
Also:  “Open my eyes, ears, nose, mouth, throat, hands…to reality.  Wash my senses with your blood and cleanse my synapses from the enemy’s mind-control efforts that I accepted and loved and paid for.  Please forgive me for wanting ridiculous stuff more than you.  Amen.”

4:08 am

Hear this:  I AM SO SURE OF THE GOD I SERVE AND THE JESUS I ADORE AND THE SPIRIT I FOLLOW…THAT I WOULD BE WILLING TO LIGHT YOUR NEXT HOG-ROAST BY REQUESTING FIRE FROM HEAVEN.  But, God hasn’t told me to do anything like that.  He tells me to keep writing truth, and to keep cooking for these men, and to wait for his guidance.  He tells me to pray for my family, who totter on the brink of greatness; they just can’t see the opportunity because they’re too materialistic and have been led for years by a psychopath.  The night sounds are different, I hear water running from the wrong direction.  I wonder if my Dad put down a new well over where he built the  driveway that he said he wasn’t going to build.  I should ask him. I wonder if he’d tell me the truth.  That would be a start.

4:01 am

It all comes down to the character of the speaking party, does it not?  Our message and our life… are the very same thing. When we internalize the message, there’s no way we can’t express it.  There’s no way we cannot demand a decision from detractors and those who doubt God.   I can say the same words Moses did, and I can say them without delusions of grandeur.  I say…”LET THOSE WHO ARE ON THE LORD’S SIDE COME TO ME.”   Does this sound prideful?  As though I alone hear from God?  Not so, I can say this… as a victim of character assassination by those very same wafflers, who have chosen not to ‘come to me’ with compassionate overtures of reconciliation.  I say with many Biblical figures:  COME TO ME.  We are parts of the same body, and we must interact in love and through the guidance of the Holy Spirit.  Or the body will not function properly and then we gotta lose some dead wood.  The dead wood I recognize in the Body of Christ will be grateful when their term is finished.  “Take me home, Precious Lord.”  Been there.  Death is not the end of our responsibility to be what we claimed to be.  It all comes down to the character of the speaking party, no?  Death will not alter this reality, nor minimize the impact of being exposed as a fraud.


3:19 am

Dead bankers.  Dead Scientists.

Dead Holistic Doctor Makes 7th death 5 still missing


8:07 pm

The movie is about AI so I’m a little jaded.  I told Josh that when I get my money, I figure only 25,0000 to start, I’d set him up wherever he wants to be for a year.  And I’ll go tell people what I know.  He said he had an idea to make money for us:  If I were to get arrested and it gets on the news, he’d bail me out and promote the book.  I’m thinking about it.


6:34 pm

“And also Jay, you gotta admit that for my dad to drop unsigned checks for five dollars into my mailbox is a pretty dickish thing to do, for a man who has refused to talk to me for six years. ”  “He KNOWS I am penniless, and he ensures that I remain that way.”  (References available on request.)

6:32 pm

I also explained to Josh, that if he had been offered jobs by his grandfather and/or uncle during his earlier years, it would be easier for him to recognize if somebody is jerking him around because of family connections.  He has no way of knowing how differently people treat Goldthorpes.  The Prophet comments on it.

6:30 pm

So I thought about Josh for a while.  I really wanted to make him feel better but I had just taken one in the gut myself.  But I spoke the truth, I said, “Josh.  You have done an amazing thing.  You were IGNORED in this room for four years, but when you got an opportunity you have never been late in an entire year for an ASTONISHINGLY BORING JOB.”  I said, “You are my workplace hero.”  The only thing you did wrong was that you didn’t know enough to lie!  EVERY SINGLE EMPLOYEE hates it when somebody comes to the door after you’re closed.  They just pretend they don’t mind, and you didn’t know you were supposed to do that.  You didn’t lie!   You’re great.”  We might be getting a movie together.  This oughta be good.


6:07 pm

I took a handwritten copy of  my response to Jay’s letter to his house.  On the envelope I wrote:    “I WILL NOT DELIVER AGAIN.”

5:49 pm

RESPONSE TO JAY’S LETTER  (after prayer)

Dear Jay,
If you write to me again, do it properly and also send a copy to my father.  (Proof of service, please.)
You’ve been served.  I suggest you investigate the pleadings.  (Somebody could help you.)
(I’ve written about you many times over the years I’ve been waiting.)
(I also noted that I was not sending a copy to Chuck and Dad because it will be on the website.  Also I have no toner.)
Apparently Josh was reprimanded at the store.  One of his colleagues thinks he’s less than enthusiastic about welcoming customers after the till has been cashed out.  I wonder if that’s true?  I wonder if some other employee was stabbing at the boss’s grandson?  Guess we’ll never know what he’s made of, unless he gets to go somewhere else.

4:57 pm

Baptist Preacher’s motto:
“When you don’t have logic or ethics on your side, quote scripture.”
God said: 
“My people perish for lack of knowledge.”

4:55 pm

Dear Jay,
You got yourself into this, I did not.  You are not permitted to slander a woman’s faith and mental prowess then just refuse to look at evidence to the contrary.  You are not permitted to call me names just because my father told you to do so; you have not spoken to me for years, and you have not spoken to me about my faith since I was a small child.  You may not say that my disagreement with my father is MY FAULT if you do not know that to be true.  (Isn’t that just a given?)   If you do not know how to type [ t-h-a-t-r-a-n -d-o-m-c-a-n-d-i-d-i-d-a-t-e dot.com] then I suggest you get one of your acquaintances to assist you.  I have been writing to you for years.  You will be held responsible for my prayerful responses to your slander of me and my family.  The great cloud of witnesses is very thorough.  Get on the right side of history.  Be a man.  Be a Christian.  Do what you preach.

4:42 pm

“Dear Lord, please give me your mind about this letter I got from Jay Walsh who refuses to read anything I’ve written.  I am not personally OK with it.   I answered his Bible study with one of my own.  He wouldn’t read mine, but he  sent me another.  He said the business between my father and me is my fault.  He’s wrong, if for no other reason than HE HAS REFUSED TO LOOK AT ANY EVIDENCE.  Please correct him and give me love for a lazy old man who lived his life claiming to promote  you.  He’s involved enough to call me names as recently as Sunday, but he cannot induce truth from his lifelong friend.  Three years ago he said, ‘I’m 80 years old and I’m retired.’  Forgive him please.  Those girls who were raped on his watch pray the same, I’m certain.  Nevertheless…please give us justice.  Amen.”

4:26 pm

OK, I made cole slaw instead of gravy.  Can’t be so decadent.

3:30 pm

I baked bread, first time since George left.  I bough kimchee.  Josh and I have never tried it and it was marked down.

3:15 pm

I’m making a crisp tonight, they’re  the easiest dessert I know, strawberry rhubarb.  I’m slicing cod loins into strips for fish sticks, and I chopped  some very good hot sweet pickles into the tartar sauce.  I can’t find the capers, so I’ve also been throwing away containers of condiments with a half-teaspoon left.  I can do this, because George is gone.  I might get ambitious later, and throw some potatoes into the oil too, and if I’m really ambitious I’ll make gravy, and we’ll have poutine with the cheese curds that George’s cousin left when she went back to Seattle.  The fridge will be much cleaner before he arrives on Sunday night.  Also, I’m starting to catch up on the laundry; that’s easier when JOSH is gone than when only George leaves.  I’ve been writing a lot, and the housework has suffered.  I promised to alter my young friend’s skirts and Josh’s coat.  I haven’t been knitting either and I have two projects in the works.  I’m desperate to make a connection with people I love.  I’m desperate to see them survive the AI-apocalypse and bonfire.
I’m also desperate to see Josh happy, and I’m thinking of starting a chip-in account.  (Chip-in is defunct but I don’t know what the new equivilent is called.)   I will not waste money, I never do.  I will give some away, that might not be a selling point, and I’ll buy cigarettes until God tells me to stop smoking.  I’ll SEARCH FOR TRUTH and I’ll bring it back home.  I’ll rarely sleep, and I’ll always have a flashlight by my bed.  Perchance some  do not feel sufficiently stalwart to confront a full-blown-psychopath when he’s backed into a corner.  BELIEVE ME, I can understand that.  But, my son has suffered because my father decided to destroy me.  I could help the world, if I had a tank of gas and a sack lunch.  Maybe an anonymous donation would be a good first step, to destroying tyranny, which will otherwise destroy us?  I’d set the goal at $25,000.  I could find a place where Josh could grow and where I could wash my clothes every now and then.  I’d pay the taxes on my sons’ house; DAD DID A VERY BAD THING WITH THIS HOUSE AND HE MEANT IT.  I’d be a lady again, after awhile.  I’m looking forward to that.
I am also looking forward, surprisingly, to George’s return.  There is no way on GOD’S GREEN EARTH that that man can longer fail to recognize what’s happening,  he’s gotta come to life.  He’s gonna wake up pretty soon.  The prophet said, “I just don’t know about George.  He seems robotic.”  He’s VERY NICE, and he’s VERY GENEROUS, and he’s VERY KIND.  He just doesn’t get it.  There was a time that he did.  I’d like to know answers to questions proposed by his unusual history, as well as mine.  I will know truth.  Truth will set me free.

2:31 pm

Dear Jay and Chuck,
What possible justification could my father give for intervening in my life so psychopathologically?  Let’s ignore the fact that I was PRAYING and DRIVING AROUND WITH GOD and my HUSBAND KNEW AND APPROVED,  for the simple reason…that I can document where I was and what I was doing every day.  His refusal to speak about his psychopathic intervention…refusal to speak  for six years clearly demonstrates that he’s not proud of what he did in 2009, when he sabotaged my life, but did he have the right to lie about me because he did not like my behavior?  We should examine scripture.  He is my father and I did my best to obey his stupidity every day of my life.  But should I have felt so encumbered?  My husband was my lord and master, was he not?  Did not my father interfere with what was another’s man’s responsibility?  (That question is delivered sort of tongue-in-cheek; just because I know your doctrine does not mean that I any longer believe it.  I know that no man, whether father or husband, is my priest and I answer to the voice of the Spirit.  My ‘covering’ is not a man.) (Maybe ‘covering’ is Pentecostal dogma; I’m sorry if I’m confused.  I’ve studied much  doctrine.)   Do I belong to him?  No.
OK, we poor-folk understand how important it is for King Tut to maintain his status and his bottom-line.  My political activities embarrassed the man, because why?  He was afraid they might alter others’ opinions of him  because he worships gold and death and “the front seats at the banquet”.   YET!  Is it not narcissistic and psychotic, to believe that another human must invest his or her life in support of a self-serving-gold-monger’s  goals?  THIS IS PSYCHOPATHY.  This is also ROMPER-ROOM.  To my dad, everything must be about him.  Ask my mom.  He’s like a little kid and you don’t get to come to his birthday party if you don’t make him feel special.  Dad used to make me very frightened.  Now he just makes me queasy.

2:06 pm

(Dad IS a psychopath.  I had no idea until the Spirit led me to the right articles.)

“Psychopaths have one thing in common:  THEY ALL WANNA TELL YOU HOW TO LIVE YOUR LIFE.  They somehow feel it’s their business, what you do with your life.”

“OUR WHOLE CULTURE IS PSYCHOPATHIC.”   “The cheaters always have an advantage.”  “The evilest of the brothers becomes  king. “

Psychopathy in Politics and Finance – Stefan Verstappen on GRTV

(With the incredible James Corbett)

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3ge2oj49y

1:52 pm

Apparently there is nothing that cannot happen today. - Mark Twain

12:04 pm

“We fight not for glory nor for wealth nor honour, but only and alone we fight for freedom which no good man surrenders but with his life.” — Robert the Bruce (Brus), King of Scots, 24 June 1314.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3gdXupd5B

12:00 noon


Dedicated to DAD (He took me to an Anne Murray concert one time.  Probably this same year, in Soo, Ontario.   .  .  . but .  .  .now he won’t talk to me since I ran for Congress.  Anne is wearing “Linda Goldthorpe Blue”.

Anne Murray  Buston Pop – You Won’t See Me

11:53 am

Although I confess to some small gender-bigotry, I do not think I demonstrate this by referencing “Adam’ to any exclusion of Eve.  Adam means ‘man’ and man is short for ‘mankind’.  So Eve is intrinsically part of Adam,  even so in the biological sense.
I’m really disappointed at some of the goons’ bar-tricks.  They can throw a dart but lack finesse on the pool table.  I should be able to type without using my hands.  Can’t you triangulate those ray guns right?   Slackers.  I hear often of your ability to encroach traditional sound-sources with personal messages for each individual in a crowd.  I don’t think I’ve seen that one.  Is the radio overlap stuff from you?  I need de-briefing really bad, and a new identity.
The Christians have utterly failed me, should I submit to the borg?  God knows, non-lethal weapons are a lot more fun than the church picnic.  Sun Tzu said, “Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer.”  What then, is one to do when the friends and enemies get all mismatched?  Love them all, I expect.

The factions are recruiting online!  They’re gang-pressing everybody !  “Choose ye this day whom you will serve!”

11:27 am

(I told my family about the hacker war  years ago.  Now I’m in the middle of it and they don’t even see it happening.)


Military insider: Intelligence officials say this is now a bigger threat to the U.S. than terrorism

The FBI. The CIA. The NSA…

You’ve heard of these “three-letter” agencies. But I bet you haven’t heard of a brand-new three-letter agency that’s set to hit the government budget by the end of 2015…

To put it plainly, a plan is already in motion to create a brand-new three-letter agency focused solely on cyberwarfare and terrorism, and I’ve uncovered a company in my Military-Technology Alert that’s likely to be a key contractor to the new organization. We’re talking about a huge contract, with plenty of upside, short term and long term.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/military-insider-intelligence-officials-say-this-is-now-a-bigger-threat-to-the-u-s-than-terrorism/#x0CLVZRHBOHoACcY.99

9:52 am

Mind-Control Caveat
There are those who believe that Adam was not deceived into sin.  (Won’t it be fun to ask him questions?) Some think that Adam was so full of love for his wife, that he CONSCIOUSLY CHOSE to follow her into the lower realms. Pretty romantic, if not properly pragmatic.  They say that the ‘first Adam’ mimics the ‘second Adam’ more closely than we realize.  Jesus gave up everything to redeem his bride.  That’s pretty romantic too.

9:29 am

It would be so fun if one of those guys wanted to debate me.  I’m going to get to be a preacher after all!

MIND CONTROL- A Brief History of Crime

OK, Baptists, let’s start at the beginning wherein Adam and his wife were given two options:  1) obey God, or 2) do whatever the hell they wanted to do.  The researcher set up one very distinct task, DO NOT EAT THIS FRUIT.  But then Satan ran some chemtrails over them,  sprinkling smart-dust nano-bots,  which bonded with their neural networking,  that he had previously mapped, and he turned a switch on a machine in Denver, creating  a magnetic impulse, which instilled  an artificial thought,  that contradicted Adam’s VERY GOOD INTENTIONS…and ADAM COULD NOT OBEY GOD.
Effects of the experiment 1)  established Adam’s  inability to HEAR GOD and 2) caused him to become so arrogant in his own mind…that he thought his own brain WAS GOD, and he defends that fallacy right into the twenty-first century Baptist church!  Adam chose ‘The Tree of Knowledge’ and still 1) relies on his own mind for everything, 2) believes his thoughts are good and self-initiated, if not God-initiated,  and 3) CANNOT RECOGNIZE HE’S STARRING IN THE  TRUMAN SHOW!!
Also, by NEGLECTING to eat of the ‘Tree of Life’,  the motley duo cut off their communication with GOD’S SPIRIT.  Today, I am persecuted by those who 1) believe they know God, 2) do not ask his opinion about ANYTHING, and 3) argue with me about the TREE OF LIFE anointing that is available to ‘all flesh’.   Ask for The Spirit, dear Brethren, if you hope to see Jesus.   You must not denigrate those who follow the Spirit.    When your internet gets hacked  you’re gonna be looking for answers from somewhere.  Set up your service account now while you can.
And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:
And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams
(“Out of the mouths of two or three witnesses shall a matter be established.”  We’ve got a witness from each Testament.)

9:09  am

Josh took leftover pasty for lunch.  For breakfast I made him some chewy flat-bread sprinkled with herbs and sharp cheddar.  Homemade sausage, from the leftover pasty-pork, and fried eggs.  He was pretty happy.

I am being held hostage by  an electronic kidnapping…and all the rest of the munchkins should pay attention.  (Actually, in a hostage situation they SHOULD stage a SWAT RAID, but nobody loves me enough.) (Or their own children.)   Most will probably die without ever having known,  that their entire lives  had been planned in advance by psychopaths with superpowers.  They’re like ‘Cypher’:  “Plug me in to the MATRIX!  I know it’s not real, but this steak is so good and juicy…”  (Cypher is an interesting name considering that mind-cyphering is what got us into this mess in the first place.  Tree of Knowledge.)  Dear thoughtful ones, please help me!  I’m an unwilling cyborg, in psychic bondage to the BORG.  Where’s Jean-Luc when you need him?  “Oh Captain, my Captain!”
But my God, the one whom the Baptists do not believe can even TALK AT ALL…says that I’m the safest woman in Michigan.  I’m just lonely and bored and very poor so I ask him to take me lower and slower so that I may wait in joy.  I ask him to take me higher in His Beautiful Spirit, so that I may watch the events now unfolding on Earth… undisturbed.  I plead for more of his Divine Love, so I may see through  his eyes, my brethren who will not repent of lying and of misogyny and  for loving American murder and for endorsing universal pedophilia and for not helping victims.  I ask for more of his Grace to overcome my deficiencies, and clearer guidance, so I may never tell a lie.  (‘Amen’)

8:49 am

Today’s publication indicates that the NSA has been used to help the CIA kidnap and torture with impunity.”

For years the CIA was systematically abducting and torturing people, with the tacit complicity of European governments,” WikiLeaks founder Julian Assange said in a statement.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/todays-publication-indicates-that-the-nsa-has-been-used-to-help-the-cia-kidnap-and-torture-with-impunity-for-years-the-cia-was-systematically-abducting-and-torturing-people-with-the-tacit-compli/#sgq1GY7GvYzFfXrF.99

4:13 am

What could I do, to become Christian enough to merit an audience with those who have consistently condemned me?  Maybe I could have an operation.   Caitlyn Jenner’s testicles must still be around somewhere.  But I don’t think God would like that, because he made me a woman and he has a job for me to do, despite my unacceptable gonads…

For as many of you as have been baptized into Christ have put on Christ.  There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.

(Galatians 3:27-28)

OSHA would require goggles and hearing protection.   Isn’t this pathetic?

(Rand Paul for President Advertisement)

How Would You Kill the Tax Code?

3:41 am

Here’s the dependency formula: ‘I need to rely on others to understand myself; I need to listen to the advice of friends and family; I need to listen to the experts; I need to belong to the group; I need to think as the group thinks; we all need to wear our disease-and-disorder diagnoses as badges of pride and honor.’

In other words, in society, we have a complete reversal of what constitutes pride and honor. Under the guise of showing ‘sympathy for the afflicted,’ a massive psyop is underway to promote the notion that we are all afflicted and confessing to it is good thing.

American Addict: the medical police state

Read more at:   https://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2015/07/21/american-addict-the-medical-police-state/

3:16 am

Which bigot said it?

Dude goes to the San Diego Gay Pride parade and explores what gays and gay supporters really know about gayness.

Read more at http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=c7c_1437518855#Y347BmgB2ubJfgQC.99

2:41 am

2:28 am

My sister is a jailer in the medical police state.  Sick people come to her and she processes them and defines their future.  Just like that.  Perhaps she gives some few hope, but they’ll still check back  with their parole officer every three months until they die.  Maybe they’ll die from an ailment other than the offense that brought their file to her desk, but she doesn’t tell them that dying is unnecessary.  A diagnosis defines a life, so any potential actualization is cut off at the moment she tells them the bad news.  I’d like for my sister to live forever, and I’d like it if she told others that they might do so as well.


2:21 am

1:54 am

“Dear Truth, thank you for coming to my planet.  We welcome you and will do whatever you need, so that you may live here forever.  It’s very weird for us though, because many things we believed to be true…are not.  Also,  we still  lie so we can’t trust one another.  Please give us more of your Spirit, so that we may never believe a lie.   Thank you.  Amen.”

“PS-  Maybe, since there are still squatters in your new crib, could you hang out with us in Helmer for a while?”


First the Queen, now THIS: FBI Quietly Declassified Secret Files Attesting Hitler Fled to Argentina in 1945

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/first-the-queen-now-this-fbi-quietly-declassified-secret-files-attesting-hitler-fled-to-argentina-in-1945-2/#T5m81awuXfUk4VKW.99


5:40 pm

DISSENT within the Catholic organization.  I think this is important.

(I’ll bet a guy with that much courage never raped a baby.)

Senior cardinal breaks ranks by questioning the Pope’s authority

5:20 pm

OK, one of my favorite aspects of  being a ‘targeted individual’ is when my body moves spontaneously to music.  I’ve ALWAYS wanted to dance, but I was Baptist.  God has moved my body, and I love that.  But sometimes a clumsier force moves me and it’s really fun when I dance in my chair and my body is entirely relaxed.  (The dance-steps make much more sense from within.)  (The hive-mind will be fun, when  used benevolently.)   (I’m thinking KINGDOM sex will  be a whole new ballgame.)

5:04 pm


“Atheists Don’t Have No Songs”


 Atheists Don’t Have No Songs

Steve Martin

5:00 pm


“Where have all the good men gone, and where are all the gods?”

(I bet Adam got busted.  That’s what I think.)

 I Need a Hero 

Bonnie Tyler

4:56 pm

Hey Chuck and Jay!  You think I’m a bad Christian woman?  Do you recognize I’ve waited years for you to do the right thing?  Did you notice that although I was fifty years old… I OBEYED MY FATHER when he told me to sign away my total earthly worth, when he took my house? Do you note my celibacy, and devotion to my formerly-neglected son who eats meat and vegetables three times a day?  What more?  I live with my former husband who made vows to my father, thereby breaking his vows to myself, and to God.    WHAT MORE?


4:52 pm

OK, I’ve got the heart and I’ve got courage.  Where is the wizard to give me  my brain?  Strategy has always been my handicap, not lack of diligence.  I recognize recently, that I have the entire world by the nuts.  I know SO MUCH STUFF…and nobody to talk to about it.  (Ya  know?  I always thought I’d like being a writer but I never had anything to say.  I also didn’t drink.)  Through careful record-keeping and directed thought, I recognize that I know so much shit…my deliverance could come from nearly anywhere!  I will not be hauled off to the FEMA camp in Grayling where my former-supporters-who-had-to-leave-Michigan-real-fast used to take pictures, in the olden days before phone-cams.  I’m ready to change the world but I can’t  Because my dad is a liar.  Pity.  I do whatever I’m told.  That’s gotta be worth a LOT of money.

4:38 pm

I’m not kidding, I KNOW what those goons torture people pretending to find out.  I’m VERY valuable.

Covert Harassment
OK, here’s the hard part:  I suspect many people who may read my words are already sharing brain-space with others.  It’s hard to think of a way I could explain how one recognizes this.  It has been my observation that few people actually consider their thoughts.  I am just postulating, but it looks like most people just ACCEPT every thought they have, never holding it to any standard  of truth or logic.  Then, before they have time to consider (even  if they would do so), EMOTIONS come rolling over the incision…and then you got a mood with no basis in reality.  (Correct me if I’m wrong.)   I did not know about these things until my thoughts and emotions were artificially manipulated, but when they were, I did.
There is only a SINGLE REASON that I was able to recognize the goons:  I obeyed God, who told  us to “BRING EVERY THOUGHT CAPTIVE.”  When you practice that cogent commandment, sometimes thoughts suddenly appear; and  you notice them because they interrupt your mind.  YOU ARE ALWAYS MENTALLY  BUSY– actively processing all the thoughts that got on at the station.  These new thoughts have no tickets,  and to an organized mind, that’s pretty obvious.  THEY INTRUDE ON YOUR SECRET PLACE, then you can tell.  I do not know how to instruct you better.

3:27 pm

3:25 pm

Millions of adulterers are about to get BUSTED!

Divorce lawyers all over America are rejoicing today while shopping for a new Porsche as the worst nightmare of those who use the internet to engage in finding partners for extramarital sexual flings has been realized.

Popular online flesh bazaar Ashleymadison.com has reportedly been hacked and the intimate data on up to 37 million users compromised. Yes, THIRTY SEVEN MILLION. The website’s tagline, “Life is short, have an affair” pretty much tells all one needs to know about its views on marriage and morality.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3gYWJBPod

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3gYW9VGIM

3:18 pm

Jade Helm: “Tin Foil Hat” Conspiracy Theorists the Only People Who Understand?

Oh yeah, the memo… listen, there’s no need to go wrapping the tin foil too tight around our heads just because a Memo Outlining Obama’s Plan to Use the Military Against U.S. Citizens was discovered, right? That’s not conclusive of anything. It was probably old or something… or joke. Just ignore it. It means nothing. Right? Sure, Obama’s Pentagon Made Changes to the U.S. War Manual Giving Soldiers’ the Ability to Kill Journalists, but it’s not like he’ll ever do that or anything. Take the tin foil off. Right?

Forget about the fact Posse the Comitatus Act that has prevented the military from operating on U.S. soil for 137 pre-Obama. Ignore the fact the military is EVERYWHERE right now taking part in Operation Jade Helm. “It’s for your own good you know… you should be thankful…”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/jade-helm-tin-foil-hat-conspiracy-theorists-the-only-people-who-understand/#ORcCb78eirW80qaT.99

3:06 pm

Multinational Armed Forces Are Training to Enslave Every Modern Nation Following An Economic Collapse

Yesterday, I received photos of more surface to air missile batteries in northern Michigan near Camp Grayling, which is a known FEMA camp facility which also doubles as a training facility for security personnel headed to Guantanamo Bay.

Any listener to The Common Sense Show has heard me interview top economists (e.g. Joseph Meyer) who have said first Greece’s economy will fail first followed by Portugal, Spain, and Italy.What do people do when their economies fail and they lose their money? They riot! 

Hi Dave,

We live on the old Whurtsmith AFB in Oscoda Michigan.  Kallita Aircraft company has maintenance facility here.  We’ve been seeing F-16s flying over and today heard C130’s. A local man just posted this picture,,,,,My husband is retired Air Force and we have been trying to monitor events in our area.  One comment on the posting is that the National Guard units from Grayling are having exercises.  But a missile launcher?????  Yikes

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/multinational-armed-forces-are-training-to-enslave-every-modern-nation-following-an-economic-collapse/#4W7JsAFMFLMZDoff.99

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/multinational-armed-forces-are-training-to-enslave-every-modern-nation-following-an-economic-collapse/#4W7JsAFMFLMZDoff.99

11:24 am

If the recent horrifying news of a second leaked video on the PP docs once again talking about the selling of baby parts aren’t enough to scare you, then perhaps this should.

Abby Johnson wasn’t horrified by last week’s undercover video showing a Planned Parenthood doctor describing over lunch and wine how to “crush” a fetus during an abortion to preserve the organs because she’s been there.

In her previous role as clinic director for a Planned Parenthood facility in East Texas, Ms. Johnson said part of her job was to sift through the aborted fetal tissue and organs, pack them in a container with dry ice, check the consent form and “ship them off.”

Like Dr. Deborah Nucatola, Planned Parenthood senior director of medical services, Ms. Johnson said she and her colleagues would talk about their work, even indulge in “gallows humor” as they wound down after hours over margaritas and chips.

“I lived that life,” said Ms. Johnson in an interview. “I worked at Planned Parenthood for eight years at an abortion facility, and I ran the facility, and that was very common for us after a long day of work — after a long day of performing abortions, the staff going out to eat, having drinks, talking about the day.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/new-video-horror-defector-blows-whistle-on-how-loophole-opens-door-to-fetal-sales-what-has-gone-wrong-in-our-nation-indeed/#7gzM8EI8WbaELYSs.99

10:36 am

Cheating spouses rush to delete profiles from adultery site Ashley Madison after hackers access their details but it could already be too late ‘they plan to sell data to the highest bidder’

  • Millions of love cheats at risk of being found out after dating site hacked
  • Ashley Madison has 37m members around the world including 1.2m Brits
  • Anti-infidelity hackers Impact Team to leak data until website is closed
  • £15 fee to delete profiles is waived but hackers say it makes no difference 
  • Founder says he has made $1bn and says he would cheat on his own wife

The Impact Team say the website wrecks marriages and have told owners they will start publishing intimate details about users unless the site, known as the ‘Google of cheating’, is closed.

Two men – one American and one Canadian – have already been outed to prove their hack was successful.

Impact Team say Ashley Madison members should not have anonymity because they are ‘cheating dirtbags and deserve no such discretion.’ 

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10:17 am

This article describes my DAD perfectly!  (He also used to tell me how many bodies are hidden in the UP wilderness.  You don’t suppose…?)

How to spot a serial killer: Criminologists reveal five key traits the most notorious murderers have in common

  • Experts from Real Crime magazine have revealed five key characteristics
  • These range from being egotistical to manipulative and charming
  • Studies have found a link between damage to the brain’s frontal lobe and changes in the amygdala in criminal serial killers 
  • Other psychologists link the behaviour to early childhood abuse or drugs 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3169359/How-spot-serial-killer-Criminologists-reveal-five-key-traits-common-notorious-murderers.html#ixzz3gXFu1t10
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10:01 am

The US Government Is Actively Seeking Those Who Criticize Government, Specifically Barack Obama, And Arresting Them Without Charging Them.

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9:45 am


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9:35 am

Another Shocking Video Of Top Planned Parenthood Doctor HAGGLING PRICE OF BABY SCRAPS, A Lamborghini For Tissue

Makes me wonder what the world has come to when a human being can so easily talk about selling off sections of dead babies while laughing, as if it’s the most natural thing in the world. In this one, Gatter discusses the pricing of aborted baby body parts — talking to the biotech company officials about the prices for such things as a baby’s liver, head or heart are negotiable. She also tells the officials that she could talk with the PP abortion practitioners to nudge some practices, alter the abortion procedures in such a way so as to kill the baby that would best preserve those body parts after the unborn child is killed in the abortion. Fucking monsters.

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9:22 am

OK, when my keystrokes don’t match up with what I see and hear, should I   1) be frightened, 2) be  instructed, or 3) just record it.  I pick number 3.  From a news-site with no open audio/video  links, I just heard 1) a portion of a Beatles tune, in machine tones, then, 2) a gentleman speaking Spanish, then,  3) an ad for dog food.  Was I supposed to suppose something, from the words of the song?  The goons know I don’t understand Spanish, but were they just making sure by watching my brain not light up?   I’d prefer not to live this way, and so would those who’ve never had to.   The goon who assists me does not like pictures on the site.  We go ’round and ’round.  Sometimes the page just closes and he wins.  (I think that’s called ‘browser hijacking’.)

9:04 am

“There’s no way to rule innocent men. The only power any government has is the power to crack down on criminals. Well, when there aren’t enough criminals, one makes them. One declares so many things to be a crime that it becomes impossible for men to live without breaking laws.” — Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged, Ch. III, “White Blackmail”

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3gWy8WMrg

8:49 am

The lawnmower is broke.  Do they have fuel pumps?  I’m thinking that’s the problem.  I ran it out of gas yesterday and it wouldn’t restart.  Today I got it going a few times but when I tried to move, the thing died.  George doesn’t come home until Sunday.  We may need a hay baler by then.

8:23 am

I’m being baited online about current Michigan events.  (God does not direct with FEAR, but with peace.)  “Please Lord, do not let me believe anything that is not true, and do not let me fail to believe anything that is.  Amen.”   (“When the SPIRIT has come, He will lead you into all TRUTH.”)

8:03 am

Apparently, Chuck and Jay do not love my father.  If they loved him, they would not dine with him at his restaurant… and fail to hold his feet to the fire of Truth.  If my father goes to Hell, he might very well scream their names in protest.  Assuming that a rich guy is always right looks very suspect, but only God knows  the hearts. So far. He will fill his people with enough Spirit to ascertain the intents of every heart.  He’s already done that with a few.  (Google Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj)
“Lord, please forgive Jay and Chuck who made their modest fortunes by selling your name.  Please forgive my father who takes your name in vain, thereby amassing a pile of temporal gold that glitters sufficiently to blind his old friends.  Please give them enough of your Spirit, that their eyes may be opened to the times in which we live. Give them courage to do the things they preach.  Amen.”

7:51 am

I often wonder, if ANYBODY were to care about the destruction of my family, what would I ask of him?
I would ask that a Christian brother demand truth from my persecutor.
Jay, try to imagine how ridiculous you sound, arguing against my experience of MULTIPLE MIRACLES,  by expounding   ‘doctrine’?   The Baptism of the Holy Ghost changed me far more than reciting your prescribed ‘Sinner’s Prayer”.  (I said that thing over and over and over and over…I still do.)  God IS a supernatural being.  If you do not recognize supernatural interventions in your life, I’d reconsider  your doctrine.  Want a four-leaf clover?  I find hundreds.  I also do not experience physical pain, except by injury.  I have survived attempts against my life, by listening to the Spirit.  We are at the ‘end of time’ and men are STEALING AND SELLING SOULS  (Google:  The Revelation of St. John, the DIVINE)  by way of electronic equipment that could heal a lot of people, if it were in the right hands.  Maybe then you’d finally see a miracle?

7:23 am

7:42 am

Dear Elders, Jay and Chuck,
1)  In 2009 my father committed a grievous sin against me.
2)  I have suffered CONTINUAL harm, since that day.
3)  He has refused to discuss his behavior with me.
4)  The Bible says to accuse him in front of YOU GUYS.
5)  To date, no Christian has been willing to demand an audience with him and me.
6)  Rather than listening to me, you spread rumors based on lies.
7)  You are on notice that you are in  DEFAULT of your Christian responsibility.
8)  You are also on notice, that your lies about me have not gone unnoticed.

Linking Multiple Minds Could Help Damaged Brains Heal

Monkeys and rats hooked up as “brainets” may lead to innovative treatments for Parkinson’s, paralysis and more

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7:18 am


“Most of the time we encounter AI today, it’s in a very mechanical interface,” says Kevin Corti, one of the researchers. His answer was to use a human body, with a robot mind. “This was a way of doing it so that people actually believe they are encountering another person.”

Being possessed by a computer isn’t too disconcerting, she later tells me. “Today was the first time I thought, ‘Eugh, I’m just a body and nothing else’.”

To be technical, Sophia is an “echoborg” – a living, breathing person who has temporarily given themselves over to become a robot’s mouthpiece.

Read more here:   http://www.bbc.com/future/story/20150717-the-people-possessed-by-computers


8:42 pm

Heads Up UN troops Is In Michigan

7:49 pm

4:51 pm


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/paper-psyop-to-mind-war-perpetual-psychological-warfare-against-americans/#rcwVtCGKLZ0fz4U4.99

4:43 pm

Jesus offers  us a way out from the dystopia that I’ve  documented in much detail.  “Psychological terror and feelings of imminent destruction.” “Psyop-US-Mind-War” I wake to these adversaries ten times each night.  I am tortured.  If people choose not to listen to me, eventually they will be tortured as well.  My own dad  and his own church’s government also… contrive that we feel 1) psychological terror, and 2) feelings of imminent destruction.  (That’s unless you tithe.)  Many versions of  such nonsense we will chuckle about, but  VERY FEW OF US will chuckle, in the aftermath.  My father’s government means to mind-control us all, but for Baptists who have willingly submitted to mind-control for years…this is not too frightening.  It WILL BECOME FRIGHTENING when you are subjected to incidents of “psychological terror and feelings of imminent destruction.”  906-291-1376 or 906-586-6429.  (No call from my family yet but I keep checking the phone.)

Jesus said, “Come onto me,  ye who labor and are heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”  Jesus would not be permitted to enter the pulpit at Lakefield Baptist Church.  I’ve come to believe that “Baptist” is modern-English for ‘pharisee’  The religion of the pharisees is what I encounter whenever  I claim to hear from God.  Baptists (and Pharisees) say, “Hath not God said?”  “It is written.”  They killed Jesus… and this same bunch would do it again, and believe still they’re doing right.  (That is until hellfire illuminates their buggered vision.)  They stand with the pharisees and proclaim:  GOD DOES NOT TALK TO PEOPLE.  HE WROTE A BOOK.  (Much smaller book, in the day of the pharisees…)  Do not even suggest that God might talk to a human.  Wow.   Somebody should tell that to the pope.


4:11 pm


How can a Baptist pray for more than thirty minutes; it’s not possible unless somebody has prepared for him a kick-ass prayer list.  The SPIRIT can pray forever, through torture and mind control and sleepless nights.  I love the Holy Ghost very much.

4:04 pm

And Chuck was such an incredible influence on my entire local generation!  PR was da MAN.  We’d eat his french fries on Friday night and he’d read Bible stories.  He had coffee every morning, at the Paul Bunyan Restaurant, with other of the village’s worthies.  Will he stand for truth?  His wife kicked me out of church when I was being disruptive.  (She said I had a devil, but she did not offer to cast it out.)   Do they yet understand that sometimes disruptive behavior is intentional, and deliberate?  Do they know HOW VERY HARD I have attempted to strike up a conversation with some others who say they are Christians yet refuse to see prophecy because they’re too busy watching FAUX news and the football games?  Have they ever known something that everybody else needed to know, and been unable to make a connection?  Have they ever KNOWN THEY WERE RIGHT and been WILLING TO DO WHATEVER  IT TAKES TO KEEP OTHERS FROM SUFFERING?  Doubtful.  If so, my local generation would be Christian and they would remember Chuck for more than his PR schtick.


3:43 pm

I’m just realizing how little respect I have for body-builders.  (I don’t like selfie-addicts either, but that should go without saying.)  I suppose caring for one’s body, even loving it is understandable.  We’re shown pictures of ‘good’ bodies and our government advertises illnesses that we should fear.  We permit strangers to inject unknown substances into us; we wear bike-helmets and life-jackets and kevlar vests.  (As if a lethal body injury could actually harm us in any way.)  My body is not me, and I pity those Baptists who promote physical health while neglecting their minds.  And castrating their spirits.  And ignoring the Bible.  And going to doctors instead of the Good and Great Physician himself, to whom they claim to have sole access.  Old Baptists are pitiful.   They postpone important meetings so they can cough and bend over for a twelve year-old pharmeutical-salesman with an MD.   They don’t have eternal life!  They talk about football in church!  (If you really know the CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE…how could you stand to talk about anything else?)


2:53 pm

The pasty smells great.  I went to Curtis for eggs and bleach and scouring powder.

I knew when I made the challenge, that my bet with Dad was a winner.  (I would not have challenged him otherwise.)  Now I see how total will be the victory of Jesus, the Christ, over Dad’s  fake religion.  Through no fault of my own, Dad’s whole fake church is on the line.  Pastors have now been challenged to be the men they claim to make other men into being.  It’s a win-win for me.  They might continue to stand by my father without fact-checking, meaning I win the bet.  Or they act like Christians and confront my father, and I win the bet.  “Thank you Chuck and Jay, however you decide you want your eternity to be.”   I should sleep easily tonight.


1:26 pm

As America continues to descend into a vicious police state, many have wondered how it all came to this. The easiest answer to that question, is that we let it happen.

The point I’m trying to make here is that most people don’t like having choices, despite how much they’ll argue to the contrary. The more choices they’re given, the more likely they are to not like the choices they have or make.

Why Some People Will Always Bow to Tyrants

Because tyranny is so much easier than freedom. It is acquiescence. It means giving up. Tyranny is for quitters, and it amounts to handing over the reins to someone else.

Read more at:   http://readynutrition.com/resources/why-some-people-will-always-bow-to-tyrants_18072015/

1:17 pm

And what am I to think about those young girls raped by the ABWE who are still seeking justice?  Jay retired, I guess it’s not his problem anymore.  Or yet.

12:30 pm

I fight for your soul, dear Dad, because the Bible says, “The soul that sinneth, it shall die.”  You’ve sinned against me, and I fight for your REAL life.  I will not lift a hand to defend the fake one which you’ve  tried to promote by killing your own daughter.  I’d watch you spend a thousand years in a physical prison rather than one minute in the hell you have prepared for yourself by refusing to love.  (Did you know they can lock a guy up then MIND-CONTROL-HIM so that he believes he’s been there for a thousand years?  What kind of psychopath would do that?  Even to a mass-murderer?)  I FREE YOU, dear Dad.  I free you, to whatever extent I am permitted, from the consequences of your crimes against me!  Do you not feel the breeze on your face?  Do you not wish for ULTIMATE FREEDOM?  (“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”)


12:23 pm

My dad thinks they’ll turn on him, these Baptist friends.  (He knows what he’d do.)  He expects that if he tells the truth he will have no friends.  (Methinks his checkbook already ensures that reality,  if we’re to be truthful.)  He wants love, and God knows I’ve tried to provide it.  He thinks those Baptist boys that he’s clothed and housed will not stand by him when he’s in belly-bands before an ungodly judge, but I beg to differ.  The Baptists WILL BE TRUE CHRISTIANS who do not only care about rich people.  “Dad.  When you’re poor.  I’ll make sure you still have some friends.  When you’re in prison, we will visit you, because Jesus said we should.”


12:13 pm

Maybe this would do it; maybe the following short  testimony  would convince yon Baptist men to believe that this female is sufficient to serve Jesus, the Christ.  (“But, she doesn’t get a paycheck!  Where did she go to seminary?”)  Baptist men  know the ‘letter of the law’ if not the ‘Spirit’, but here goes anyway:



(I can forgive him for being a lying psychopath.  Can you, my Baptist MEN-tors?)


12:02 pm

I remember when I first realized that some unseen force could alter my physical reality.  Then I would be very careful as I prepared food, knowing that at any second my will and/or vision and/or manual dexterity might be overruled by microwaves and/or demons.  I began to cut things very carefully.  I held my breath and waited for the knife to strike my finger. Then I learned  to pray as I chopped,  and I am ashamedly careless now, sometimes. The technology that opposes mankind is very frightening.  But it is not as frightening as my God in a lather. Pretty soon now, some of those goons are going to REALLY KNOW THAT,  and they’ll drop their joysticks and pick up the sword of Gideon.  I just know it.


11:51 am

I think I will call, before I go to Jay’s house for coffee tomorrow.  I think I will ask, “Have you read anything I’ve written?”  If he says ‘no’ I will decline his nice wife’s nice invitation.  Refusing to read my words and expecting to discuss my life is disrespectful and patronizing.  I think I would protect him from committing those sins against me.  I’m that kind of girl.


11:42 am

Jay, please reread your Bible.  (Preferably not a SCOFIELD edition.)  Where is the rapture doctrine?  Is it not clear that my beloved Jesus will not come FOR his people…until he has come IN his people?  And, he will only inhabit those who request his attention.  I’m very grateful that my father took away all earthly support, so I had to beg for MORE GOD.


11:35 am

I’m making pasty.  I always make pasty in a pie pan because my grandma did, and with our nasty American-GMO  flour, I figure the nutrition-per-cost ratio is better.  I’ll have to refill the freezer; my cornmeal dough is all gone and also my stock of regular pie crust.  There’s always more to do.  But, men’s souls  are more important than the food in their bellies.


11:05 am

I cut some grass and baked chocolate chip cookies and did some laundry.  It still stinks really bad down by my dad’s cottage but I mowed in front of it.  I didn’t go around to the lake side to check on the dead deer.

My father has few friends; he’s not comfortable around people as a rule.  The only people who make him comfortable are those before whom he can demonstrate superiority.  (That’s frequently  financial.  He doesn’t usually challenge anybody’s brainwork.)  He has suffered  the occasional boy-crush, on more significant men…but you don’t see him inviting them to the church potluck.  (I suppose those gatherings would not be sufficiently impressive.)  In his waning years, he has surrounded himself with boyhood chums, those sprung from the same humble dirt he still inhabits.  Ashes to ashes.

I’m just the opposite, I prefer the company of people who are smarter than I.  (That kind is  not usually too hard to find.)  I prefer asking questions to telling stories, and God knows I’m never able to impress anybody by picking up the tab.  I couldn’t influence people to value me if I tried.  (My family in point.)  I can’t even dress for success anymore.  But, I’m only friendless for the time being; God is establishing his true ecclesia on my planet and I can’t wait to meet them.

The REAL CHURCH  will LOVE ME and I WILL LOVE THEM!  We’ll learn  what God feels as he says, “Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!”   (Psalm 133:1)   When God hooks me up with others who value truth and do not fear death, our supernatural power will increase exponentially.  I won’t have to worry about impressing anybody, when they read my heart.  We’ll become a force to be reckoned with… and we already won.  (I’d say living together in peace is a victory in and of itself.)  We will be used by God to establish Jesus’ rule over the remains of man’s disaster and the new Kingdom.   That’s a bunch of friends I want to party with.

And he said unto them, Look on me, and do likewise: and, behold, when I come to the outside of the camp, it shall be that, as I do, so shall ye do.

When I blow with a trumpet, I and all that are with me, then blow ye the trumpets also on every side of all the camp, and say, The sword of the Lord, and of Gideon.  (Judges 7:17-18)

“Ecclesia”:    the “called out ones”

9:44 am

What would cause a person to  believe he might judge a matter without investigation? Even Article 3 judges pretend to look at evidence.  (FISA courts don’t.)  How could sufficient  wisdom be deposited in a human mind? (I mean without the Holy Spirit  translocating him,  or something like He did with Paul:  “For I verily, as absent in body, but present in spirit, have judged already, as though I were present, concerning him that hath so done this deed.”   [ Corinthians 5:3])   By their own confession, the Baptists who judge me don’t go places in the Spirit.

Baptists prefer some to others.  (NOT a Christian tendency.)  By doing so they also establish stumbling blocks before those who would know Jesus better:  “Let us not therefore judge one another any more: but judge this rather, that no man put a stumblingblock or an occasion to fall in his brother’s way.  (Romans 14:13)  Doesn’t that say they should judge the stumbingblocks, rather than the stumbler?

This being established, what sort of hubris would it take, for a reasonably intelligent person to think he has ANY RIGHT TO JUDGE at all?  I suspect the source would be some man-made accolade, a degree or a position. God does not respect man’s applause, and tells us to whom we should attend:  “If then ye have judgments of things pertaining to this life, set them to judge who are least esteemed in the church.”  (I Corinthians 6:4)

Who is least esteemed in the church?     ME!

“Dear Lord, w have a quandary because your men don’t  believe that I know you, and they obviously do not.”

“I have requested justice from them and they choose to pass judgment without even looking into the matter, and they have consistently called your servant crazy for six years…because I believe in you and your Word.  Have mercy on them when you show them your justice.  (“In judgment, remember mercy.”)

“Dear Jesus, I was born in sin and in sin did my mother conceive me.  I stand undeserving of your consideration but through the Blood of Jesus I come boldly before your throne, as I did in July 2013 when I filed suit with you, against my father.  Search me, oh Lord, and see if there be any wicked way in me.  Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart and the keystrokes of my fingers be acceptable in thy sight, oh Lord, my strength and my redeemer.  Deliver me from wicked men who speak lies and seek my blood.  Do not permit me to seek any kind of vengeance; deliver me from evil and deliver them from the defiled religion they believe to be from you.”

“You will restore all that the cankerworm hath stolen and what the caterpillar ate.  I rest on your words, but it’s getting harder to rest.  My sister in Belgium is tortured and I’d like to help her.  I’d like to help others who are bound by men’s lying system.  Please provide what I need and release me to fulfill my destiny.  But most of all, above all else…fill me with divine love.  Give me YOUR MIND AND HEART for my persecutors and those who torture, hidden behind anonymous equipment.”

“Judge me, correct me, promote me or not.  My life belongs to you and if it did not, I couldn’t possibly have survived the things that were done to me.  Please provide opportunity for me to share your deliverance with others.  Thank you for loving me, the most unlovable.  Please teach me the value of my life, that you think is important enough to die for.  Do not allow me to believe men who never finished their homework, yet presume to judge others.  Fill me with your Spirit so that Your light beams out of my every pore onto those who’ve never known You.  Come quickly Lord Jesus, and establish your Kingdom on Earth.  Forgive those who preach another gospel, and not the ‘gospel of the Kingdom.’  Fill them with truth and Godly ambition.  Thank you.  Amen.”

“PS-  Is it hubris that I’d REALLY LIKE to debate any of them about your Bible?  I know you’d give me the answers.”


8:39 am

Polish troops arrive in Michigan – 3,000 National Guard activated

7:35 am

HEY JAY, this email is from my friend in Belgium who is TARGETED BY ELECTRONIC WEAPONS:


Dear Linda,
the time for me is very difficult , since i have the eye melanoma . The doctors let me wait for Months for one appointment in one hospital and refuse after any treatment like radiation or laser operation from the tumor.  More than this :  They told me they want to take out my full eye  . This is criminal , my eye is healthy and i can see with the eye , just the tumor is outside on the eye and block the eye .   All this crimes that i lost time , the danger  with event. metastasen in other organs get bigger   and that the tumor grown up . There is not problem to make laser operation and to take the tumor out . But the high ranked criminals pay or pressure the doctors for such crimes , that i lost my eye and my live . See the last email from Dr Rauni Kilde about the doctors …before she died . 
  After the treatment for the eye melanoma i have to make chemotherapy and to let check my organs on metastasen.
I think , for me it is worse with the people than with the eye melanoma. So i wrote you , i knew that people can be bad , but i never knew before how bad they are…
The end time is worse than it is written in the Bible .  I lost im moment my trust and that is also difficult . Without trust is the darkness bigger. 
I received visions about my way and future and it was positive. Difficult to trust   in all in my situation , but i continue my work and way.
The time with you was full of light and i hope, to see you again .
 I wish you ,  you get free of your sadness with your vater , i wish you ,  you get free of him .

7:28 am


Black Sheep 

by Gin Wigmore

7:10 am

Baptist rules, as far as I can ascertain since they will not speak to me.  (Except Jay, finally.)





(How can Christians ever retire anyway? Why in the WORLD would they want to?  I guess maybe to escape MAN-MADE RULES.)


7:07 am

Consider how ludicrous is human society:  Julian Assange has been living in London’s Ecuadorian embassy for years!  Everybody knows he’s there, and people want to talk to him.  (I do not suggest that he is wrong to hide from them.)  It’s costing a lot of money to put him up and protect him, but isn’t ‘protecting people’ what money is for?  Nevertheless, all the esteemed gendarmes obey certain rules.  They may not approach a small man in a tiny building within an enormous city surrounded by a sovereign country…because of rules.  A diplomat can get trashed at a club in New York and kill Americans on his way home without consequence.  (Foreign diplomats have different rules.)  Lynching is one of humanity’s most esteemed privileges.  Lynching is the ultimate protest. (I am not suggesting that lynching is any kind of GOOD protest.)

Many people would lynch Julian Assange, if not for rules.  But, the authorities and aggrieved parties only obey CERTAIN RULES.  (Julian Assange could be lynched by satellite, unless the entire Ecuadorian compound is encased in a Faraday cage, and I do not know that it is not.)  Edward Snowden’s heart could stop any minute, unless he’s still an asset of his former employer.  That’s not too far-fetched; he hasn’t spoken about any real crime we did not already know…and the CIA COMMITS REALLY-REAL CRIMES.

Josh and I discussed a remote tribe that gathers every Friday night around a bonfire to watch one another have sex.  He said I’m racist to believe that’s low entertainment.  “They have different rules.”  After discussing my distaste for folk who would rather watch than participate, we talked about the spiritual consequences of group-sex.  (He doesn’t like talking to me about sex but since Isaac left, I’m all he’s got.)  I was not actually discussing sex; I was promoting the concept that true human consciousness comes to the same conclusions, and any group of any color that discounts the connection of two souls through sex, choosing rather to observe porn-pretend-sex, is missing the boat.  Their rules may be different, but they are not helping the species as they minimize opportunities for spiritual connection. Our world is an amalgamation of the mind-spirit-activity of all its inhabitants.  When humans behave as beasts, we get what we got.

Julian Assange told a lot of people things they should already have known, spiritually at least, if not evidentially. We cannot watch our world implode without recognizing that some narcissistic individuals are responsible for it. Why do some people’s minds control more than my own, if we’re all creating reality?  I suspect that answer lies with satan, and his evil minions.  What do we do when a demonic mind-set combines with human volition?   We lie down.  We lie down and take it wherever they want to put it no matter who’s watching.  Google:  Nephilim.

Rules are necessary to those who do not believe in the Spirit.  These are they who argue about the King James Bible.  (A man actually told me that nobody would be saved, except by exposure to that esteemed book.  “If he gets saved, it’s because he heard King James some time he does not recollect.  It wasn’t the NIV that saved him.”)  RULES, the goal and the gold of the church!  Happy Rules that keep us on even-toe with our fellows.  RULES of conduct and rules of thought. Different rules for women and different rules for poor people and different rules for psychopaths, because we want ORDER.  (Of course rules are made to be broken and we will provide ‘legal’ escape for those we admire.)  –

I would be sad if the internet died today.  I use it to look up fragments of Bible verses I sorta remember.  I used to do that with a book, and the Holy Spirit can lead me to whatever he wishes for me to see so I won’t miss it for long. God gave us rules because we demanded them because we were afraid to speak to God personally. (References available on request, band-width be willing.)   The Hebrews cried, “DON’T MAKE US LISTEN, MOSES!  You go listen and come back and tell us what God said.”  Isn’t that sad?  God wants RELATIONSHIP with us and we’re just humping around a bonfire, because that’s the rule.


6:34 am

 I speak to your shame. Is it so, that there is not a wise man among you? no, not one that shall be able to judge between his brethren?    (I Corinthians 6:5)

6:19 am

Dear Jay, Chuck and brethren,

If my father is killed in a car accident, or if he is ‘suicided’ by those guys he has dealt with, his blood will be on your hands.  If he dies in sin, it is because you-all have fallen for the most common deception known to psychopaths:  Silence the target with lies, and shift the blame.

My father has played this game against me for my entire life.  He can’t stand that I love him despite his designation of me as a black-sheep-loser.  Jesus views me very differently, and Jesus will give me justice.  Dad will receive justice too.  How much better if he asks for mercy?  He suffers from a character disorder that causes him to view others as tools, and himself as superior, thereby negating responsibility for his acts against them.  The Blood of Jesus is the only antidote.

(References of psychopathy/narcissist characteristics available on this site.)

6:10 am

I remember once when I was a little girl, and Jay Walsh was a hero.  It was my birthday, in January, and my mom came home with a huge gash across her forehead, lots of stitches.  Her bedroom was the one I live in, and I can still see her, lying gray and injured in the same spot I sleep.  She had been in a car accident and although I didn’t understand the details, I could see the results, and my birthday present (one of those long flat boxes they used to make of Crayola crayons) was broken up from the wreck.  Apparently the accident involved Jay’s dad, who intended to file a suit against my family.  Jay intervened and was recognized as a hero.  It’s kind of ironic that now I’ve had to threaten a lawsuit against him.  I’m grateful that God directed me to try his way first.

Matthew 18:15-17

15 Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother.

16 But if he will not hear thee, then take with thee one or two more, that in the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established.

17 And if he shall neglect to hear them, tell it unto the church: but if he neglect to hear the church, let him be unto thee as an heathen man and a publican.

(I guess in my case the ENTIRE CHURCH is heathen.)


5:13 pm

This part was cute: I said,”I am not on a a vendetta against my dad.  I know some political things you people MUST KNOW.”  He said, “I KNOW ABOUT POLITICS.”  (He didn’t say it in the somber tone of one who actually does know.  But he will.  Then he’ll remove that obscene ‘support the troops’ sticker from his bumper.)
“Dear Jay, many people depend on you to not be stupid.  I was one of them.  Don’t disappoint the others too.”

3:47 pm

“Hey Jay, do you know what I was doing six years ago that was so offensive to my dad that he called the cops?    PRAYING all over Michigan. And I can prove it.”


3:35 pm

Dad turned around in the driveway, but although I yelled loud enough to disturb a pedestrian on the bridge, he didn’t turn around, so I sent a text to everybody:

To Dad–Nice to see you in the driveway.  I’m gonna sue your fake-Christian buddies and your fake church for slander.  I’d rather have that dinner you offered me on May 6, 2014.

3:25 pm

My dad and I do not suffer from a difference of opinion, we struggle because we have different understandings of what is right and what is wrong.  My son, who no longer believes in Jesus because my dad called a God-fearing woman crazy…said, “Of course!  Of course I see that they’re hypocrites.  I don’t think your efforts will bear fruit, I do not think they will evolve.”   (He doesn’t believe in Jesus anymore because my dad is a fake Christian.)

He just pulled through my driveway, Dad, not Josh.  I hollered but he didn’t stop.  He loves me and wants to talk.  I should bake chocolate.

2:50 pm

Jay, you and the boys said I could not be a preacher so I left it up to you.  Look where it got us.


2:42 pm


“Breakdown Dead Ahead” (live)


2:39 pm


It’s gonna blow and you could be on the right side of history if you behave like Jesus.

2:07 pm

People who are ‘Christians’ do not recognize the book of Revolution in front of their eyes.  People who are NOT CHRISTIANS are talking about Revelation.

1:36 pm

I brought notice of my plan to sue the church, to Jay.  Apparently he was just getting home from dinner.  (I go ENTIRE years without seeing the inside of a restaurant, but pastors and missionaries are treated always.)
Jay said,”Linda read your Bible.”
I said, “I’ll take you on in a debate any time.
Jay said,   “Linda, I didn’t call you crazy,  I just said there was something wrong with you…”
We haven’t spoken  for years so he is depending on the words of my lying father and continuing to spill falsehoods.  Even if he were Einstein, he couldn’t POSSIBLY know what’s supposedly ‘wrong’ with me without evidence.
THIS is ongoing slander for over six years!  He’s toast.  I’d rather see him in Heaven.
Jay’s wife said I may come for coffee at ten on Tuesday.  That’s a start and I ask God to bless her.

12:50 pm

Dear Jay and Chuck,
Without speaking to me, you both, and the rest of the ‘church’ believed my father’s claims about me.  You think he is a Christian and you believe I am not.  If we do not get this right, I will be forced to sue the church as well, and each of you individually, since the ‘church’  (and YOU, individually…)  FORWARDED THE LIES ABOUT ME.  (That’s not Christian behavior, and it’s also  illegal.)
Let’s examine the evidence:
1)  With no prior discussion  or offers to pray with me (actually my dad has  NEVER ONCE offered to pray with me in my entire life!) my father went to godless government and lied about me.
2)  He abducted my children.
3)  When confronted, he refused to apologize and continued spreading lies to them, my ex-husband, my friends, extended family…and you guys.
4)  I challenged his FRAUDULENT religion with my faith in Jesus, the Christ.  (I’d have to look up the date.)
5)  I was electronically RAPED and tortured.  (I have very good records.  The judge will like my constancy if not the nefarious activities I will prove.)
6)  My father successfully isolated me, destroyed my earning potential and relationships, killed my marriage (with no consideration for my former-better-half, although I told him regularly what was happening to George…), UTTERLY DEVALUED JESUS, the CHRIST in the eyes of my children, (one is now a Christian, God be praised), took my home away and gave it to teenagers, (it is merely speculation that he thought he may obtain the property at a tax sale once they were in default…), and has REFUSED TO SPEAK TO ME for six years.
(That doesn’t sound very Christian to me, but then again I’m Spirit-filled, so what could I know?)
Now about myself:
1)  My case is 1) online, 2) in the cloud, 3) recorded in the inboxes of numerous witnesses, 4) published, 5) notarized, 6) sworn to, and 7) confirmed by testimony of witnesses I will subpoena when we go to court.
2) My website portrays an unusually diligent 1) writer, 2) blogger, 3) Christian, and 4) TESTIFIER TO NEFARIOUS ACTIVITIES WE SHOULD ALL ATTEND, while we still can.
3)  I am unwilling to EVER back down, as demonstrated by the fact that I have not missed a day of recording CRIMES BY THE BAPTISTS AND THEIR GOVERNMENT…for over two years.  (Except when I went to Belgium and Colorado, and was unable to get online.  Both trips were IN THE LINE OF DUTY.)
4)  I am demonstrably better-educated on the matters I contest, than those who slander me.
….yada, yada, yada.  If you choose to die with my blood on your hands that’s your business.  I’m TIRED of trying to wake up OLD DEAD PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO OBEY THE GOD THEY CLAIM TO SERVE.
Human court scares you Baptists.  God’s judgment does not.  If I were you’d I’d consider that a MAJOR PROBLEM.
(It’s all documented.  How many ‘tithers’ would it take to pay off a judgment to me?  Why don’t you ask God?  Oh yeah, that’s right, you can’t…)

12:03 pm

“The CIA needs to be disbanded of its criminal elements. What have they done for us? They knew about 9/11 but decided not to prevent it. They have tortured and killed more Americans in their declassified top secret programs than any terrorist group in history. But we chose to ignore it. We prefer delusion over truth.”    ( Robert Duncan)

4:46 am

Remote brain-computer interface  (Artificial telepathy)

LEVEL9NEWS Special report on MKUltra by remote control, artificial telepathy and advanced neural interfaces compatible with JADE 2 artificial intelligence. No need for FEMA camps when everyone becomes a network node to be monitored and controlled by external “brain-hacking” with no need for barbed wire. 

JADE HELM: MKUltra, Artificial Mood and Mind-Reading by Remote Control

See more at:   http://chemtrailsplanet.net/2015/07/18/jade-helm-mkultra-and-artificial-mood-and-mind-reading-by-remote-control/

4:33 am

Lakefield Baptist Church is a pack of wolves led by a Jezebel spirit. The Jezebel spirit wants to be in control, and can’t abide God’s true prophetic word.   When we slander others we are CURSING them.  (“Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing…this ought not to be.”)  Gossipers are engaging in witchcraft, and I’ve been the target of curses from my father and Jay, and also others.  Dogs ate Jezebel, and God warned us about calumny.  I’d like to see Lakefield recognize the harm they do to others. They criticize  EVERY SINGLE PERSON who enters their gates, and  their words carry weight in the spirit realm.  The true church of Jesus Christ does  NOT curse others.


4:19 am

(Please read the following with recognition of how MANY TERMS have been defined by those  making the conclusion.)

According to the American Psychological Association (APA), a strong and passionate belief in a deity or higher power, to the point where it impairs one’s ability to make conscientious decisions about common sense matters, will now be classified as a mental illness.

The controversial ruling comes after a 5-year study by the APA showed devoutly religious people often suffered from anxiety, emotional distress, hallucinations, and paranoia. The study stated that those who perceived God as punitive was directly related to their poorer health, while those who viewed God as benevolent did not suffer as many mental problems. The religious views of both groups often resulted in them being disconnected from reality.

American Psychological Association To Classify Belief in God As a Mental Illness

See more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/religion/2015/07/american-psychological-association-to-classify-belief-in-god-as-a-mental-illness-2493460.html

4:16 am

Targeted by End Times Fallen Evil: In Honour of Brother Marcus Samuel

Listen here:   http://lissakr11humane.com/2015/07/19/targeted-by-end-times-fallen-evil-in-honour-of-brother-marcus-samuel/

3:12 am

In 1999 I heard a weather-activist-meteorologist say:  THERE IS NO LONGER ANY NATURAL WEATHER.

Now, they sell weather-futures just like soybeans.

Crazy! Flash Flood Takes Out Only Road Into Area 51 Region In Nevada

3:04 am


 Hey, Look Me Over – live television – 1960

Lucille Ball and Paula Stewart

(I was born in 1960)

2:49 am

Are you a dreamer or a schemer?  I’ve set my hand to both, but I figure most adults have pretty much settled how they will run their lives.  Scheming was for me, a big fail.  Scheming is fear-based and fear is a lose-lose; we harm ourselves and harm our world. Sometimes dreaming is not just the fall-back for a disappointed schemer because some dreamers have seen the genuine state of humanity, and they know that no amount of scheming will make the bad man stop. Dreamers are not considered smart, but sometimes dreamers consciously choose their denomination through impact with Truth.    Scheming relies on the human mind,  and deems to change circumstances through human strength.  We’re past the point where that could fix  our future and lots of dreamers know it.   (We’re as far as  the point where human scheming has eliminated our future.)  If we cannot envision a better world, we’ll never see it.  I suppose that’s why Jesus told us about it.  “The Kingdom of God is within you.”  That’s also where the dreams show up.



7:10 pm

It all comes down to morals.  Who is to die and who is to live is (scientifically proven to be…) dependent on the subject’s morals.  Manchurian Candidates do not kill as programmed…if they were  humans customarily adhered to the Golden Rule.  Victims of covert harassment are less troubled, when they practice and receive love. False mind-control scripts do not control a person who follows truth and truth alone.  God was right. The ‘way’ is love, truth and light.   Otherwise we will be consumed in the human-eating-machine that profits by  destroying and marketing mens’s souls.  Revelation told us about this machine.  It’s not anti-biblical, or even extra-biblical.


6:57 pm

This book is really good and I highly recommend it for those who will survive

Now what if after WWII the Nazi‟s had the last say? They could have cloned a sociopathic Nazi mindset and started copying it to the entire world. Do you see the urgency to expose and stop this research especially if you are Jewish?

Learn more here:   http://www.stopthecrime.net/docs/thematrixdeciph.pdf

6:54 pm

Can you imagine an ‘irresistible impulse’ greater than that endured by Jesus on the cross?  At any point he could have said, “ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT.  I made you peons and you will behave appropriately.”  He did not. He chose to demonstrate  the consequences of our actions… if we do not turn away from selfishness.  We may think that Jesus was not as brazenly influenced as we, since now we have technology which OVERRIDES OUR OWN WILL.  But that’s not so.   Satan is not stupid.  Advanced technology frequently winds up in the hands of some obscure satan-contactee, and also Proverbs says that there is nothing new under the sun.  That’s one cool thing about this time in history, and it ensures our future:  God is showing us new and wonderful things that have never been seen…and our ‘opponent’  tipped his hand at Jesus’ crucifixion.  That was the best he had, and he has nothing better now.  We won.  Because Jesus died.  We must only see it that way,  and we can,  if we listen to the Holy Ghost.

6:36 pm

What if that RFID chip you swallowed  really IS the ‘Mark of the Beast’?  What then?    What if your I-watch directs microwaves that turn you into the next Columbine shooter?  Could you stop it? Have you ever experienced ‘irresistible impulseses’?   I know somebody who has.

6:34 pm

God’s word says he has given us a SOUND MIND!  When somebody else gives us an unsound one…do we turn to the guy who warned us?  I wonder.

6:32 pm

Hey JAY!  You Baptists have any idea what to do with this currently pertinent question?  906-291-1376

There is another hypothesis that is greatly disturbing that we must consider as a possibility which is a result from the bazaar (sic) and grotesque research of the cognitive modeling and neuroscientists who have worked for the “conspiracy”. That is a nearly perfect simulation of a demented mind has been created. That single model could be reused by a computer during these EEG cloning experiments. That demented mind model I will refer to as the mind virus. It is the most perfectly mentally deranged psychopathology that the CIA/DoD monsters could come up with. That simulated mind virus could be “grown” into anyone

LEARN MORE at:   http://www.stopthecrime.net/docs/thematrixdeciph.pdf

6:26 pm

“Dear God.  It’s obvious from reading this book with the background you’ve given me, that your entire body on Earth is under mind-control of the enemy.  (I know there are some who are not and I long to meet them.)  You said there would be a civil war within the ‘church’ and you said the conflict would be over the SPIRIT and you said that your real church would arise.  I stand on your promises and await my marching orders.  And gas money. And new underwear.  Thank you.  I’m sorry that my brethren are selfish.  Please do not permit me to ever be selfish.  Forgive me if I was.  Amen.”

The „Me‟ meme selfish gene „generation‟ would be an example of an imbalance occurring between the survival advantages of altruistic ideas that benefit the whole and selfishness which benefits the individual at the expense of the whole. Altering an enemies country‟s culture so that it becomes more selfish, superstitious, or criminal would be a use for mememic warfare for example. 

Read more at:   http://www.stopthecrime.net/docs/thematrixdeciph.pdf


6:16 pm

JAY!  I had an idea!

You know what Jay?  I was being glib, but it’s a good idea.  I’ll take you on, and your brother-in-law and the pastor that I don’t even know.  We’ll advertise.  Lots of people would come to see me in a pulpit.  (Not because I ran for Congress but because YOU GUYS called me crazy.)  We’ll charge admission.  I know it’s not the Jesus-way but heck, you let those evangelists sell tapes,  so you can  make another  exception.  I know somebody who could make a really  belligerent ad for the radio, and lots of people would come to watch us duke it out.  You Baptists can make your pitch.  If you have enough nerve.  It’s been my observation that you guys want a houseful of sinners but you never know what to do with them when they show up.  (Ask Ruth Reed.)  I think this is a real go-getter-evangelistic idea. How ’bout it?


6:04 pm

Jay, I’m sorry that you thought my response to your letter  was insufficient.  I thought much  of the Bible-study to be unworthy of comment, but I’ll debate Bible doctrine any time you want.  Any time at all.  I’d like that very much.  I could even argue both sides, if you’re not up to supporting your own position.  I listened closely when I was a child.


6:03 pm

Dear Mom,
It may have escaped your attention that we got bigger problems just now, than Dad’s ego.  Any animosity you feel toward me should really be put on hold.  Apparently, because our family does not believe my claims about him, (a situation you could remedy…) they also do not believe the substance of my years’ research into the history and immediacy of the American Police State.  If you were to tell the truth, I expect our family might survive the coming years.  Otherwise, I’m not so sure.  L
5:59 pm
Dear Jay,
I understand how you got all worked up about defending my father and your job.  Those are issues we may discuss at length, after the apocalypse.  Jesus is revealing truth and he showed me something very important. Your government is torturing and experimenting on US citizens.  I can prove it.  Help me.  Give me a single chink in my dad’s armor, I’ve been prodding him for years.  What does he know?  If he gave me one phone number and some gas money I’d get out of your hair for a bit.  And his.  I’ve been writing about you for years.  I remember when Marty and Cliff and Bill Williams would sit in my grandma’s kitchen on the counter and swing their legs if Gloria was home.  They always mentioned your name.  With reverence.  You were a MISSIONARY.  You were born for such a time as this.  So was I.  Help me be what God means for me to be.  My dad never would.

5:02 pm

During one of my searches through information warfare documents I came across the strange strategy of making an enemy search down a seemingly endless path of misinformation. I thought this to be a strange kind of warfare and wondered how it could be implemented. But I discovered it is being used on test victims. All victims go through the same research process to try to figure out how their brain waves are being modulated. In evitably they go to the internet to search for mind control weapons.

This is how it works. When they choose a target to be silently assassinated and MKULTRA tortured, they use a set of scripts that have worked in the past to confuse targets and make them look crazy. These scripts evolve depending on the beliefs of the target. At each branch of the growing base of knowledge and understanding, errors of logic are interjected in the mind meld. Other sources support the slightly illogical conclusions that targets reach.

More at:  http://www.stopthecrime.net/docs/thematrixdeciph.pdf

2:22 pm

 If there was a virtual reality machine that seemed real in every way and you could determine what your perfect life would be in advance, would you agree to live in it for the remainder of your physical existence assuming your memory could be erased that you chose to do it? Your answer is quite revealing about the base motives that drive your everyday living. If you answer, “No. It isn‟t real. My life would be meaningless.” Then you are the type of person who is driven through creating meaning in your life and define your value through your relationships with other people. If you answer, “Yes. Of course. Who wouldn‟t want a perfect life?” Then you are a pleasure seeker and define the reason for existence is to optimize your quantitative happiness through your chronological lifespan.

2:14 pm

Heck of a resume’.

 My current research involves finding a cure for the mind control directed energy weapons fiasco.

My apologies to the human race for my contribution to tyranny. I was tricked into thinking it would not be misused by corrupt government especially in my beloved country.

The Joint Non-Lethal Weapons Directorate has Skip Green on the governing board. One of my old colleagues at a technology think tank in Cambridge partly in charge of the radio frequency weapons testing for neurological disruption now torturing and killing people worldwide.

… I am fighting against mental slavery in a new Civil War engineered by the same useless elements in over 80 government agencies who have tested radiological, drug, and viral weapons on unsuspecting Americans for over 45 years.

All the torture can be done using directed energy psychotronic weapons with the so called continental ballistic missile surveillance defense grids.

But freedom is so important to me that I know full heartedly that the human race must have an open discussion on these weapons to decide their own fate before the point of decision is gone, that I am willing to risk divulging so called national secrets. All I offer you is the truth. 

Read more here:   http://www.stopthecrime.net/docs/thematrixdeciph.pdf


1:53 pm

“This is not intended to shock people.  We have no choice but to understand our reality.”

 (Deborah Tavares)

1:40 pm

OK, if you’re just catching up on remedial recent history, here’s a pointer:  Read everything first, that is offered free.  This is not a cost-minimizing strategy, but will minimize the fraud.  If the author is not getting money when you read it, chances are better that he’s telling the truth.

1:36 pm

The atheist was a true believer.  When he saw evidence beyond a reasonable doubt, he stopped doubting.  He BELIEVED what he knew; he believed truth.   Decades in the evangelical church and I never met people who would actually BELIEVE the thing of which they were convinced, and the thing they would struggle to convince others,  the ‘good news’ that Baptists  would hand-carry to the households of truth-loving heathen, on Thursday nights when we would go ‘calling’, just like the Jehovah’s Witnesses, the sorry 144 thousand, who must actually bump somebody else from his seat, in order to eventually meet God. BAPTISTS BELONG TO  A PAGAN RELIGION.  Long live the TRUTH!  (Big deal.  They don’t believe their own religion anyway.)

1:26 pm

I haven’t seen a drone for a while, and I’m feeling kind of neglected.  I recorded when I saw them and found a picture on the internet.

1:25 pm

It was like a whole new world, to meet my friend the atheist.  There are two types of people:  those who want to learn, and those who want to be entertained.  Regrettably, I was raised by the latter.  My parents actually dragged my sons to  “Disney on Ice”.  Raised eyebrows all around.  We set a higher standard of thought in George’s home, but my parents had no way of viewing a world they’d never encountered.  I wonder if my mother ever asked her dad what he thought about.  He spent many cold days in a fishing shanty all alone.  I wonder, does she wonder now?  Did she ever want to know that unknowable man?  Did she want to know him as badly as I’ve wanted to know my own dad?  I wonder if she tried.
Anyway, back to meeting a person from outside  your bigotry, who wants to know truth.  (There’s an opportunity no Christian should ignore.)   His life was alien to mine in every way, and I asked him once, “Do you and your friends watch these lectures together?  Like at parties?”  I had no idea how the non-evangelical youth behaved. He assured me that his friends weren’t interested in those things.  I treated him like my personal SIRI.  No question was rebuffed.
Nobody ever filled my mind, I was entombed with a class of ‘retarded’ students (it was OK to say that word back then…) when I was eight.  I was not encouraged in any manner, scholastically.  My approved pursuits were only those endorsed for women within my perverted economy.  I was not actively denigrated, except by my family. But I was encouraged to excel at  female things.  (And me a preacher at heart.)  Such an unlovely life.  (I think my dad was supposed to be a preacher.  I think that’s why he hates me.)
I went to law school because I had not been permitted to think, in my first marriage.  My ex burned a stack of Russian novels once; I was about halfway through half a dozen.  He burned them.  He took them from our living room and burned them.  That’s psychopathic.  That marriage being concluded, I looked for a place to catch up on my thinking, and I thought of law school.  Nice try.  The Republicans were no help and my continual attempts to spur life from the church just got way too disappointing.  But, then God sent me an atheist who loved truth, and I was free to think.  Reevaluating my faith through an atheist’s eyes was the best thing that ever happened, for my ambition to think freely and well.  Jesus is real.  The atheist knows that too.  He probably knows it better than I.  He’s really smart.  (But not a god.)

12:41 pm

GangstalkingAnything to Mess with a Target’s Mind
When I got to the store today, I pulled out the car key and deposited it, as is my habit, in the cup-holder between the seats.  (Around here I always do that.  I ALWAYS take out the key,  and in a town I carry it with me, even though George says the passenger door on this beater doesn’t lock.  The car stinks too, like BO, especially when the upholstery gets hot.  My stinky cigarette smoke is kind of nice by comparison.)  I did NOT turn on the radio as I drove to the store, but when I returned to my car, the radio was playing David Bowie.  The key was in the cup-holder.  At first this kind of thing is disconcerting.  At this point, it’s kind of nice that somebody knows what I’m doing.
 The goons will create circumstances that line up with cyber-hijinks and even more personal matters. For instance, if you’re being run a script of a sexual nature, you might find that the bicycle pump you left in the basket of the scooter has inexplicably arrived in your purse.  (But only if it’s phallic-shaped.)   Big burly men go grocery shopping with empty carts, and they watch you significantly.  It always lines up with a theme, consistent through all the gaslighting methods.
In my case and others, perhaps all, if you do not go crazy, the ‘signs’ will lead you on a quest.  It’s OBVIOUS that somebody is communicating with you… and it seems that he/she/it wants something.  (This part must be almost as much fun as the sex shows; that shit’s gotta get old after a while.)  I was sent to false addresses, both online and in the physical world, to help a friend.  It’s a long story, but I’m pretty sure I got it all.  I’d like for this bullshit to be exposed.  I guess it will, with or without my assistance, that’s why the psychopaths are acting like lunatics. They’re scared about us all finding out how they played us, and they know we will.  Some people are nearly immune to the sex-rays and brainwashing.  A real-live European said that ‘love’ is a key antidote.  Go figure.  Also some homeopathic stuff I don’t remember and wouldn’t know where to find even if I could afford to look.
God.  He’s the answer.  Those who hear from God recognize when somebody else is talking and God can make that somebody stand aside.  I could almost graph it, and I’m ashamed it took me as long as it did to grasp.  The science of the Kingdom will be honest and helpful, and no graph will depict a line-segment.  The government gave one of those HAARP installations to the ‘private sector’.  (They gave it to a state university.  Big deal.)  When benevolent scientists are pushing the buttons I want to be first in line.  This machinery is very powerful and it is currently brain-washing humanity into a pack of starving hyenas.
 “God forgive us. You told us to ‘bring every thought captive…and we didn’t do it!!!!  I’m not asking for more time, humans have had as long as they need to commit mass suicide.  I’m just asking for more of your Spirit on and through me and everybody else.  How can you pull it so close?  I’m on the edge of my seat every minute!  Please increase my capacity for weirdness and for YOU!  Don’t let me bog down in this, please.  Thank you.  Amen.”

12:14 pm

11:09 am

“The hour is actually very late.”  (Deborah Tavares)

JADE HELM : Artificial Intelligence Network to Predict and Control the Human Behavior

Read more at:   http://chemtrailsplanet.net/2015/07/17/jade-helm-artificial-intelligence-network-to-predict-and-control-the-human-behavior/

10:45 am

Is Psychotronic Harassment for Real?

I’m tired of trying to figure out if the attack is occult in nature, or electromagnetic, or, or, or….
Are you familiar with or know others with this problem??  Is there legal or technological recourse??
I even hear my name, with accompanying insults and threats in some sounds emanating from movies.  It isn’t free-flow talk, however – just the same 5-6 phrases and insults repeated ad infinitum.  It’s very distressing and causes me incredible fatigue to the extent of sometimes being unable to work or focus on mental activity.
(They call that the Chatterbox effect.)

10:17 am

New DARPA AI Software Carves Up American Cities Into Combat Zones

8:30 am

Researchers Use Phones to ‘Unobtrusively’ Track User Mental States

The study found that the phone tracking was comparable in accuracy to that of mental health questionnaires for detecting depression. The study had a relatively small sample size, and was intended as a preliminary study for further research. The study could also mean that with enough tracking capabilities, it would be possible to track the habits of individuals without their consent.

“People tend to keep phones with them all or most of the time, and phones can provide data unobtrusively and with no effort on the part of the user,” the study said.

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/science/20150718/1024781257.html#ixzz3gFIFCNcp

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/science/20150718/1024781257.html#ixzz3gFHv0tqb

7:57 am

I sit before the news with my gap agape; could things be more clear and true?  It’s like a Kliban cartoon, or like South Park.  Kendall Jenner got her nipple pierced, front-page in England.  The queen was taught a Nazi salute in her childhood?  Would you imagine otherwise?  I’m going to need a new job pretty soon because I’ll be laughing so hard that I won’t be able to type.  No matter I suppose, the goon can type for a while.
People are coming clean and they’re telling the truth, but nobody’s noticing!  The editor of the Lancet said half of the research is entirely false.  That statement alone should have taken down some psychopaths, but nooo..instead we care that .Kim Kardashian rolled naked in silver paint and the photos used to make her feel uncomfortable but now she’s tweeting the same pictures.  We’re seeing a progression, and it’s not going up.
 We ‘make and love lies’ and God told us that was the path to destruction.  He said, “I am the way, the truth and the light!”  We go TRUTH-WAYS, we gotta turn pretty soon or we’re gonna miss the exit!  We must applaud decency rather than exhibitionism; we must nurture the earth and one another.  It is very simple but we’re not in the right lane!  THE CHURCH ITSELF WILL NOT TURN FOR TRUTH!  “Last chance before destruction.”  “Turn here.”

6:43 am

It’s really easy to tell if you’re a Christian following God:  keep a journal.  Do you know the Holy Ghost?  Then your journal will say, “Today the Holy Ghost told me…”  Then you know.  If those notations do not appear, you should open your Bible to Romans 8:14 where we’re told, “For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.”  Then you know if you’re a fake Christian or not.  If you’re real, you should record your testimony and get it into the cloud anyway.

And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.  (Revelation 12:11)


6:29 am

It occurs to me that since Jesus owns Lakefield Baptist Church, and since I work for him…I’m in charge.  Here’s what I’m going to do:  I’ll make some proclamations in his name, and through the power of his blood shed on behalf of mankind…and on behalf of Lakefield Baptist Church.  This is my first time, here goes:

In the name of Jesus I declare that Lakefield Baptist Church will reevaluate its positions and recognize its negative impact on the community of Lakefield.

In the name of Jesus I declare that each member and every person who has ever entered its door, will come face to face with their risen Lord and be inhabited by His Spirit.

That’s a good start.    But it sounds like I’m being bossy to God.  I’ll see if it’s alright:  “Dear Lord, please forgive me if I’m telling you to do something you didn’t want to do.  Please give me your words and make my brain stop being human.  Amen.”


6:15 am


6:11 am


This one goes out to my alma mater, the good folks of Lakefield.  Put your money where your mouth is.  How many barrels of water do I dump on this pile of flesh before you guys start calling for fire?    I’m facing the PROPHETS OF BAAL ALL ALONE!!!  “Choose ye this day who you will serve!!!!!!”

“DIDN’T I BLOW YOUR MIND” (this time) 

The Delfonics

5:59 am

I should not be offended that Baptists do not understand my mission, they don’t even  understand the concept of a God-directed life, and my mission is admittedly unusual.  But, I’m going to preach at Lakefield Baptist Church, just like I wanted to when I was a Sunday School kid handicapped with ovaries.  My hands will raise the dead, and there will be no dead butts in the pews.  The Holy Ghost will fill that place until he invades the lives and hearts of each person.  Some will run out the door.  Some will get knocked to the floor.  But others will raise their hands in joyful recognition that they’re finally seeing what they somehow knew ‘church’ was supposed to be.
I’ve heard of services where fat ladies lost so much weight instantaneously that their clothes fell off and they went home wrapped in a curtain.  That would be nice.  My friend has watched a deformed leg grow out full-length to match the other one.  That would be fun.  Gold-teeth appearing in mouths is very last-wave,  and I expect gold dust falling from the air only happens in South America, but we WILL SEE GOLD.  (Gold represents God’s nature.)   I don’t know what to make of stigmata, Paul may very well have nursed bleeding hands. Stranger things have happened.   During my dad’s lifetime, American newspapers printed stories of revival tents catching fire from the Spirit, and firemen arriving only to find themselves face-down before their creator as the tent was not consumed.  John G. Lake, maybe?  Maria Woodworth Etter?  Bill Branham?
I learned about Jesus, the CHRIST,  at Lakefield Baptist Church, but Lakefield Baptist Church did not mention the fathers of my American faith in Him, because to do so would underscore the utter impotence of Lakefield Baptist Church.   It’s hard to sell a supernatural faith if one does not produce a supernatural product.
People will come from far and wide to see the miracles we will enjoy at Lakefield.  Hospitals will be closing up slowly, as congregations of Spirit-led believers heal the sick before they are admitted to God’s waiting room.  The earth will be healed by the leaves of the trees, and we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together in a cloud.  Wait, maybe that part’s already happening.
ANYWAY, I will not stand aside and permit my Lord and Master and the Creator of the Universe and the Savior of mankind…and the purported master of Lakefield Baptist Church… to be misrepresented. Lakefield’s Jesus is puny and dead.  Mine is enormous and ready to roll.  
(Dear Jay, this is the very same bet I made with my dad in 2009.  Just ask him.  I wrote it down six years ago and swore to it and had it notarized and sent it to an atheist.  Ask him.  Do you believe in Jesus?)

And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;

They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.     Mark 16:17-18


7:15 pm

FDA Legalizes Drug That Removes Free Will and Wipes Memories

6:37 pm

Well the anointing comes as you are in the presence of God, that is the overflowing, the overflowing that comes when you are in the presence of your God, that is the anointing that drips down and covers. This causes you to be like Me for such a time as this, that you might stand holy as an intercessor, causing things that could not and have not come to pass, come to pass, because of your holiness and your boldness to step in and decree and declare a thing that has never been seen before or known before in your lives and in the lives of your brothers and sisters in Me. This is why I set you apart, for this moment, says the Lord. For such a time as this, a bride that is bold, a bride that has no spot, wrinkle, or blemish, one who would allow herself to be purified. Those who have allowed themselves to be sanctified and made themselves consecrated to My will and to My purpose.

Read more from 7:17 at:   http://ft111.com/lowe.htm

6:30 pm

Is Experimenting on People Without Their Knowledge Ever Acceptable?

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/radio_connecting_the_pieces/20150717/1024741705.html#ixzz3gBsZ86wB

6:26 pm

Before Sandra Bland was found dead in her jail cell from what police are calling self-inflicted asphyxiation, she had contacted a bail bondsmen – her release would have cost $500.

The case is eerily similar to that of another alleged suicide in the same jailhouse in 2012.

On Friday, 28-year-old Sandra Bland, a police accountability activist who had just moved to Texas to begin a new job, was was pulled over by a Texas police officer for failing to use her turn signal before changing lanes.

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/us/20150717/1024764997.html#ixzz3gBrYksVM

6:16 pm

CYBERSTALKING, Friday session
OK, they tempt you with this ad and they assault you with another.  Emotions are high.  Then they pull out the big guns:  YOUR GREATEST SECRET.  I’m not kidding; goons have no shame.  They’ll do high-kicks with your heart’s desire and drive you to the movie.  (Induced-crazy is a TERRIBLE thing.  That answer will be on the final.)   When I made it through (sorta) the big-secret temptation, they even tried a woman.  They get ridiculous.  This chick was everything I am and even more.  It was too perfect.  When she asked if she should shave her legs before coming to see me I cut it off.  Then Zuckerberg cut me off so it hasn’t been an issue.  “DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING YOU READ ON THE INTERNET.”  (Abraham Lincoln)

6:01 pm

You see I can’t let go of my dad now that I got him, no matter who wants me to.  I love him and he knows I’m the only one who actually SEES him and also LOVES him.  I’m very important to him.  If the person who knows you doesn’t love you that’s a thing you can’t overcome.  I will not be the source of his failure.  I know him, and I love him so I can’t stop expecting him to be lovable.  That’s just how it is.


5:26 pm

Here’s how I will pray for Jay, when he asks me to:
“Dear Lord.  Please give me the words to say because I don’t know how to pray because I’m praying for a man who says he serves you but has never known your Spirit.  Please fill him, but be gentle?  Do not allow him to be healed of all maladies all at once, because his doctrine would collapse, and so would his life’s work, and also his sense of personal value. Give him joy and peace, so he might recognize you.  Change his life dramatically as you can’t help but doing for any person who seeks you with his whole heart, but let his mind quickly get in line with truth. (He’s a mind-based kinda guy.)   Love him to death and back to life again.  Amen.”

5:11 pm

Angela Merkel makes a 14-year old Palestinian girl cry by telling her she is not welcome in Germany

– See more at: http://mondoweiss.net/2015/07/palestinian-telling-welcome?utm_medium=twitter&utm_source=twitterfeed#sthash.H8vsApCv.dpuf

Watch the  video.


5:03 pm

Newtown Tax Assessors Database: ‘The whole town of Sandy Hook was bought off on Christmas Day 2009?, says investigator

That’s right, on Christmas Day of 2009, when just about every business in the country was closed, numerous real estate transactions for the amount of $0.00 (free) took place in and around the town, most of which included families or public figures, such as Gene Rossen, who were in some way connected to the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting.

“Everybody gets a house for free”, factitiously said one Youtuber in a recent video posted on his channel after researching claims by others, like Youtuber LogicBeforeAuthority, who may have cracked open another part of the mystery surrounding the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting which took place Dec. 14 2012.

The Wayback machine shows now computer activity from the school after 2008, when the school was closed for asbestos contamination!

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3gBX0wCab

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4:56 pm

Also Jay, I’m kind of in a bad spot.  Obama is pretending to round up dissidents.  I am one of those.  So is my son out in Colorado, one of the states where your president is rounding up dissidents.  I have no resources to relocate, but I have a rich father.  A rich LYING father who will not provide sanctuary for us.  What would you say, if there was one chance in a million that Shelly or Sheryl would be ‘extracted’?  What does my dad say?  Why don’t you ask him.


4:53 pm

Report: UN Troops Tackle Man In Wal-Mart – Will ISIS Killers In America Lead To Martial Law During Jade Helm 15?

An interesting report comes in to Alex Jones in the 1st video below in which John from Ozark, Alabama near the Rooker Air Force Base tells Infowars listeners he was in a small-town Wal-Mart store when he was tackled and arrested after attempting to take pictures of men wearing UN uniforms in the store.

If this report, which begins at the 20 second mark, is true, it is just the latest strange event that we have been hearing about at ANP from our readers and various videos and other news stories we’ve been reading online in the last 24 hours since the official beginning of Jade Helm 15.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/report-un-troops-tackle-man-in-wal-mart-will-isis-killers-in-america-lead-to-martial-law-during-jade-helm-15/#WSeObkhzkPjv8Ljg.99


4:50 pm

I was raped by a non-corporeal entity that I believe may have originated with my father’s government.  I will ask questions until I have answers.  Be warned, if thou art not forthcoming.  People know what I need to know and I will know it.  I serve TRUTH and he has all the answers.


4:37 pm

I called Jay and told him I’d been writing to him all day on the website.  I’d take him hard copies but I’m out of toner and also  I don’t really want to go.  When I’m SUPPOSED to go, I want to.


4:16 pm

Dear Jay, you’re a very good friend to my father.  You stick with him through thick and thin.  That’s honorable.  It is also habit, and habits must be reevaluated periodically, or you get into a rut.  A rut is just a grave with the ends cut out.  My father dislikes about me,  the same thing you dislike…the Spirit I follow.  He didn’t like it when I was a little girl learning about sex from his disgusting pornography, and he doesn’t like it now, when I consistently stand for Truth.  My savior is Truth.  He said so.  If my father has not lied to you during the decades of your long friendship, he was playing to your profession and unusually circumspect.  My father lies to me every time he opens his mouth.  I kept records or I would not make this claim.
ALSO, there is a very serious matter about which I have some small intelligence.  My dad knows the part I do not.  Jesus Kingdom is ‘coming to Earth’ and I should share the very valuable records I kept, about what evil men do.  Jesus will want them.  Please consider that since you have not SPOKEN to me since the day I heard you proclaiming assertions that I bear mental defect, you should maybe not judge my heart or my relationship with God.  Just a thought.
You were very important to me as a child.  My father allowed me to be raped when I was small, but you were a MISSIONARY.  Think about the millstone story and consider my request that you encourage my father to tell the truth.  Soon.  Thank you.

4:04 am

‘Artificial Intelligence is as dangerous as NUCLEAR WEAPONS’: AI pioneer warns smart computers could doom mankind

  • Expert warns advances in AI mirrors research that led to nuclear weapons
  • He says AI systems could have objectives misaligned with human values
  • Companies and the military could allow this to get a technological edge
  • He urges the AI community to put human values at the centre of their work 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3165356/Artificial-Intelligence-dangerous-NUCLEAR-WEAPONS-AI-pioneer-warns-smart-computers-doom-mankind.html#ixzz3gBHtdLHy
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Professor Stuart Russell, a computer scientist who has lead research on artificial intelligence, fears humanity might be ‘driving off a cliff’ with the rapid development of AI.

He fears the technology could too easily be exploited for use by the military in weapons, putting them under the control of AI systems.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/sci-fi-or-reality-is-artificial-intelligence-a-threat/#XcYDgElMhgWqT2lv.99

3:55 pm

I am persecuted for my faith.  That’s the bottom line,  and also persecution of believers is predicted by the Bible, for the end times.  The brethren are my persecutors, and they don’t even recognize prophecy fulfilled before their eyes, because they’re it,  because they’re the Truman Show.  When you look up hypocrite in the reference version you see a Baptist church.  I knew they were tough and self-righteous but I never thought it would take six years for one of them to talk to me.  I gotta hand it to Jay.  He’s at the head of the class.


3:41 pm

If the teams of this order line up roughly with either Jesuits or Zionists, it’s instructive that they’ve taken their opposition public.  The Sanhedrin is charging the pope with something or other.  That strikes me as a pitiful plea for our attention, intended to establish these offices as worthy, and their occupants as worthy gentlemen.  That strikes me as theatre of desperation.  They do care about us!  They DO CARE about what we think!  This is positive. Something’s got to give though.  This spiritual tension is very uncomfortable.


3:27 pm

Dad just turned around in the driveway;  he put four checks in my mailbox, dividends, for two quarters, seventeen dollars and forty cents, total.  He’s so cute.  It won’t get me started on my destiny but I can get a couple packs of cigarettes.  “God forgive him.  And soften his heart so he won’t go to Hell on account of me.  Amen.”  He didn’t even sign the backs of the checks…  In the mailbox was also a campaign flyer from my Congressman.  I introduced him to the first Republicans he ever met, in Charlevoix.  “God, forgive me.”


3:18 pm

Caitlyn Jenner’s family  is like the opposite of my dad’s.  With the Jenners, the boys get fat and forgotten and the girls get rich.  Who WOULDN’T want to be a girl in that family?  I’ve been praying all day that God will lift me above these circumstances where my flesh wants to be offended by men who won’t speak to me but still call me names and presume to understand the condition of my heart and my relationship with God.  This is hubris but I do not wish to become offended.  My life is not my own, and whatever Jesus has going down is perfect.  I just don’t FEEL perfect.  Targeting is the gift that keeps on giving; it’s truly an eternal prison for the soul.  Always, once one has recognized artificial thought-disturbance, one ALWAYS considers if and when it will happen again. Is somebody messing with my reality?   It is always possible that I am believing some nonsense that is making hackers laugh in Idaho somewhere.  My dear ones OBVIOUSLY do not get it:
“Whoever is not for us is against us.”  (George Bush.  And God.)  This is an opt-IN program.  Nobody will be dragged into Paradise against his will.  I don’t know what I think of Hell anymore; judgment isn’t frightening in that way.  I realize that people actually do choose to go to Hell.  They begin long before they’re dead.  I’m watching dead men walking.  I pray that God will clarify my vision.  I wish to know everything I need to know in order to say everything that needs to be said to keep my father from choosing more hell.  And I want my internal organs to sit still.  I am a Targeted Individual and although my mind understands that my Spirit is in accord with God’s plan, it scares the crap out of my body.  I think that’s fake.  Technology can give you the runs.  Or an orgasm.  Just wait ’til it happens to you.  906-291-1376.

11:05 am

Pope Francis On Trial By Sanhedrin Court

I couldn’t make this stuff up.

10:48 am

This is a nice promise:

Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.

10:46 am

Anti Semitism Term a Lie Shows How Gullible We Are – Morris – and more …

10:43 am

This is sluggish, is it not?

10:38 am

If I’d known I was gonna have to sing this song for the rest of my life…I would probably have written a different one.

(Joe Walsh)

10:35 am

My young friend kisses her pet chicken.  I hope she comes over today so I can tell her she should not.  I never even HEARD of a pet chicken until hers.  We kept chickens for eggs.

CDC: Don’t kiss your pet chicken

Read more at:   http://www.myfoxny.com/story/29569244/cdc-dont-kiss

10:30 am

Hey Jay, you know how the ‘joy of the Lord is our strength?”  It’s true, but what is his joy?  It is YOU!  You are his joy and he wants to marry you and make all the bad stuff and the pedophile doctors go away!  Please, do not miss his invitation.  I’d miss you.  L

C’mon Jay.  Get saved.

10:25 am

Jay, you taught me about Jesus.  Didn’t you mean anything you said?  I’ll remember the man I thought I knew.  When I was a child.  And you were my hero.

 I Can’t Stop Loving You

Roy Orbison

(Who can ever resist a blind guy?)

10:20 am

There’s death in the skies, there’s death afoot.  Every Thursday after tea,  Obamanation decides which of Earth’s sentient organisms should talk to Jesus before he is required to do so.  I don’t mind going first, especially since I keep up with my homework,  but there are a lot of FAKE CHRISTIANS who will soon die.  A word to the wise should be sufficient, but since my BAPTIST-BRETHREN spend more time judging the heathen down the road than they do examining their own hearts,  and that makes it obvious that I am not speaking to WISE PEOPLE, …these sad ones are in for a surprise.  You heard it here first.  Regrettably.


10:13 am

WOW!  The drones have a second amendment and i don’t .  What gives?

Watch this totally illegal drone fire a handgun

Howgwit, the YouTube user who uploaded the recent 14-second clip, also references another video showing a CGI quadcopter with a mounted machine gun on his Google+ account, commenting: “Too bad it’s fake… though I have a real one in my channel.” Hogwit appears to be Austin Haughwout, a US drone hobbyist who was involved in a drone-rage incident last year.

Read more here:   http://www.theverge.com/2015/7/16/8976337/drones-quadcopters-handguns-legal

10:09 am

Wow.  Chatanooga is right on the Georgia border, no?

Ray Charles – Georgia On My Mind

9:57 am

Something’s coming.  Can’t you feel it?  Think about politics, if you will.

 The Hippy Hippy Shake

Georgia Satellites

9:43 am

Dear Jay, If I knew something that you did not know and I also knew that without that bit of knowledge that you did not know,  you could not possibly become everything God planned for you to become since before the creation of the world…what would I be?   And what would I be if I did not tell you?   Certainly not any kind of Christian.  Think about it, won’t you?  If you are not following ‘Spirit and Truth’ you are not following Jesus.  Not only is that fact a scriptural constant, it has also been my experience of SURVIVING GEORGE BUSH’S MIND-CONTROL.  Please, in Jesus’ name, no longer ‘support the troops.’  They serve Satan and lots of them are learning that fact.  Pick a side, dear preacher.  Pick a side.  Love, Linda


8:56 am

Who is Christ-like?  Show me some men, who are stout-hearted men, who will fight for the right we adore.  “Dear God, my Father in Heaven I approach you through the shed blood of your SON, Jesus, the Christ, my betrothed…how much more do we have to deal with?  Every single day I ask you to permit me to see things through your eyes, since my physical life really sucks.  Every single day I watch you be disappointed.  In mankind.  In me.  No.  I’ll do whatever you say, as you give me grace.  My FATHER is a lying psychopath, I would not know that if you had not shown me, because I kowtow to men who claim to be good.  I followed Jay Walsh, and Chuck Reed and (gag) my father…because I was taught wrongly about gender, by these same worthies.”
“Dear Lord forgive me for not recognizing my power, for not recognizing YOUR power!  These men call me a devil.  Please permit me to see them through your eyes, because from my point of view, they’re pretty shabby, and I don’t want to judge and thereby displease you!  They look like a piece of goose-shit.  Forgive me if I’m wrong.  Correct me, judge my heart so I may be pure before you, but DOES ANY MAN SERVE YOU?  Amen.”

8:26 am

The joy of being a Baptist male-person!  How wonderful to have such confidence in one’s own brain and physical senses!  What a glory it must be to believe that oneself will survive the ADVENT OF GOD’S KINGDOM ON EARTH…with a high school diploma and hours of Faux News.  Such a nice, sweat-free life.  To believe that one’s spirit was an afterthought, since the body is the real you, and it was deposited in your flesh-tuxedo by an unthinking god, maybe dropping Snickers into your trick-or-treat bag.  No purpose whatsoever, to the human ‘spirit-body’.  (‘Spirit-bodies’ are  in the Bible.  Google it.)  Such a blessing to be the single people on Earth who can know what is right for everybody else…just by thinking real hard.  Dad and Jay are doomed.  Chuck too.  I don’t know the pastor…but it’s not my fault.  I brought him a cake.  Nary a shit was given.
To TRUST GOVERNMENT, such a blessed state of holiness and hauteur!  To believe oneself immune from what one’s own prophetic-reference predicts, when one has not performed the consideration required to expect such exception.  Wow.  This is pride and it’s religious pride and it stinks to high Heaven.  Baptists are going down;  it’s not my wish nor the wish of their Savior and  my Lord.  “My people perish for lack of wisdom.”   He also said  “WISDOM–ASK, and I’ll give it abundantly.”  How hard is that?  But, alas and alack, God’s people do not wish to hear His Spirit.  They know it all.  Just like Adam and Eve after they partook of the Tree of Knowledge.  “Dear GOD, please allow me to eat from the Tree of Life, which is ‘every word that proceedeth from your mouth.’  DO NOT ALLOW ME TO BE SATISFIED with masturbational musings, and ‘doctrines of devils’. You’re real.  Will you EVER CLAIM ME ALREADY?  Your ways are best, and time is no issue with you so I love you and I’m waiting right here.  Amen.”

8:15 am

They love Jesus, but they do not love truth.  (red check)
They do not love me,  but they claim to be like Jesus.  (red check)
They will not even talk to their former piano player because they unthinkingly support her rich father. (red check)
They think they will survive what is currently happening on Planet Earth and which God predicted in the book they claim to know and revere.      (red check)
Baptists are JUST PLAIN failing.
Answer key (BIBLE REFERENCES) available on request.

8:11 am

I have never had [the slightest doubt] about the reality that God Is and that His most graphic name is Truth.       (H, 25-1-1948, p535)
God cannot be realized through the intellect. Intellect can lead one to a certain extent and no further. It is a matter of faith and experience derived from faith. One might rely on the experience of one’s betters or else be satisfied with nothing less than personal experience. Full faith does not feel the want of experience.       (H, 4-8-1946, p249)

8:08 am

I feel led to continue my course on CYBERSTALKING.  Sometimes my efforts are completely shut down, pages go blank, no cursor.  That was OK with me because I always figure God has a reason for difficulties. Sometimes though, music begins to play and I never even pushed a button!  I’m learning that some weird things I experience are for illustration, so I’m faithful to record them.  (I used to believe it was all guidance, so my busy mind is relieved a bit by recognizing that I AM really recording history that people will require.)  I am a victim of digital Stockholm Syndrome, since I nearly always recognize value and purpose in the efforts of my angel-goon, even when they’re very frustrating.   I will take dictation until I am no longer a trans-human, keyboard-linked cyborg.  I can’t wait to be a real-live human again.  I probably won’t go near a computer.


7:58 am

Never enough music.  Did you know the final battle between good and evil will be fought musically?  I think it’s in Isaiah.

The Righteous Brothers – Rock and Roll Heaven

7:48 am


“When The Saints Go Marching In”

B.B. King: Live At The Royal Albert Hall 2011

(Is that Slash playing rhythm?  Or somebody else famous?  Love the hat.  OK, he must be important because he got a solo.  And Susan Tedeschi?  She’s awesome.)


7:46 am

The Baptists think I’m not a Christian because I smoke cigarettes.  Spurgeon smoked cigars.  God TOLD me to smoke cigarettes and he TOLD me the circumstances under which I will permanently stop.  They judge by wrongful criteria.  God said…”They’ll know you are Christians by your love.”  Who’s loving on me?


7:36 am

Such horseshit passes for doctrine, and it also passes the buck.   (One of Dad’s guys came down to check on that dead deer, by the way.  I hope it’s gone.)  I was instructed by yon Baptist missionary, that I ‘can’t be reconciled to my family…until I’m reconciled to my Heavenly Father.’  That’s a pretty presumptuous evaluation  from the guy . I OVERHEARD him call me crazy to strangers.  He apologized post-haste, but he has not spoken to me since, other than yelling at me when I was handing out flyers.  But also, if I’m the non-Christian and my family are Christians, shouldn’t the onus be on THEM to behave in a Christlike manner?  They have refused for six years.


 Frequently, communication problems can be overcome by defining terms.  “Christ” is not Jesus’ last name.  Christ  =   anointed.   Ah-hah.  We’ve got that same issue again:  the Holy Ghost, the Holy Spirit, my very great friend and benefactor.  Baptists do not like him one little bit.  And it’s hard to act Christ-like without having an  anointing.  It would be impossible to keep speaking truth, if I did not.  I really like people and wish them well.  ETERNAL well-ness.  I thought that’s what missionaries are supposed to do?  I’ve always considered myself a missionary to the ‘church’.  There be cannibals on this foreign field.


6:50 am


Oh My God (“Stay Human” version)

6:47 am

“If you have got family and friends that you would like to visit before things start getting really crazy, you should do so within the next couple of months, because these are the last days of “normal life” in America.”

Based on all of the intel and information that I have gathered, we are about to enter a “perfect storm” that is going to shake this country in just about every possible way that it can be shaken. So I hope that you will truly savor this summer – days like this will not come around again any time soon.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3g91Jv1an

6:24 am

Stone Cold Proof That America Deserves Judgment

What should be done to a nation that has killed more than 56 million babies and doesn’t even feel bad about it?  And why is the U.S. government giving hundreds of millions of dollars each year to an organization that murders hundreds of thousands of babies, harvests their organs, and then sells them to medical researchers?  An extremely disturbing video that was just released shows a top Planned Parenthood coldly discussing the sale of aborted body parts over lunch.  But now that this has been revealed, will America do anything about it? 

Selling Human Body Parts - YouTube screenshot

So will anything happen to Planned Parenthood and the executives involved in this illegal activity, or will Planned Parenthood just continue to collect hundreds of millions of dollars from the federal government every year?  I think that we all know that the answer is going to be, and it will be yet another reason why America will deserve every ounce of  the judgment that is about to hit this nation.

Read more here:   http://wchildblog.com/2015/07/16/stone-cold-proof-that-america-deserves-judgment/

6:07 am

Isn’t this GREAT NEWS?

‘Disabled’ undercover cop waits for robbers in Vancouver but only finds kindness

There have been 28 violent offences on wheelchair-using folk in the city since January 2014, according to the Vancouver Police Department. Two-thirds of those crimes occurred in the drug-infested Downtown Eastside (DTES). One of the victims was sexually assaulted; six others required medical attention.

He reached in, as if making for the fanny pack. Horsley tensed. Here it was, at last: Heinous crime in progress, bust coming up. The man’s fingers touched the fanny pack. Then the prospective perp zippered it shut. He asked Horsley to please be more careful with his things, for goodness sake.

Read more at:   https://wordpress.com/read/post/feed/33262934/754701992

Vancouver police

5:46 am


“The Really Big Earthquake will destroy a sizable portion of the coastal Northwest.”

Fema Official:  “Everything West Of Interstate 5 Is Toast!  Everything West Of Interstate 5 Is Gone!”

FEMA: Huge Earthquake and Tsunami Due to Destroy Pacific Northwest

Read more at:   http://chemtrailsplanet.net/2015/07/17/fema-huge-earthquake-and-tsunami-due-to-destroy-pacific-northwest/

5:35 am

“Such EVIL GOING ON!”  (Dr. Ron Paul)

Ron Paul: Torture Conspiracy – Doctors Collude With CIA

Members of the American Psychological Association, including the person in charge of ethics, have been exposed colluding with the CIA to develop new methods of torture. What does it mean for us as a society when doctors put serving the state above healing patients?

5:18 am

Well, it’s day three of Jade Helm and I’m still here.

Jade Helm military drills begin without media access, Twitter blows up

See at:   http://www.rt.com/usa/273940-jade-helm-begins-reactions/

4:32 am

Baptists find it easier to believe in demons than in their own Lord’s own SPIRIT!  That’s nuts.  But, they don’t know much about demons easier.  I approached Jay,  back in the beginning of my truth-quest, when I was being electronically tortured, and believed I was being harassed by demons, or a human spirit.  He lived in Bangladesh for years, surely he’d know.  Well it’s six years later and I’ve finally gotten some answers.
I KNOW the Holy Ghost is real for many reasons.  Dearest to my heart are my memories of MANY MIRACLES.  I used to weigh 300 pounds and I no longer do, thanks to the Holy Ghost.  I no longer get headaches and was instantaneously cured of arthritis at the same time I received the Baptism.  The Bible mentions ‘BAPTISMS’ but once the civic center has agreed on ‘sacraments’ …they’ve stopped listening for new things from God.  Haven’t they?   That’s tragic.
 And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out. But the wise answered, saying, Not so; lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves.  And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut.  
 Matthew  25:8-10

4:21 am

Do you even know how hard it is to maintain a truth-quest with no allies?  It’s not nice being in conflict with every person I care about.  Except Josh.  I’ve been doing this for SIX YEARS STRAIGHT.  Somebody, somewhere within the sound of my fingers must ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT TRUTH!  I have to keep reminding myself that something wonderful is going to happen.  I try to think about the million people Adam will lead to Jesus.  I think about going to Toronto sometimes, and having a life.
 I’m seeing the Bible HAPPENING in front of my eyes and nobody gives a rat’s Baptist.
It’s the parable of the wise virgins and the foolish virgins, real-time.  The Baptist Missionary’s  PROBLEM with me is …a  DISAGREEMENT ABOUT…OIL.  He claims the Holy Ghost is not real because they’ve never met.  HAH.  Fat chance.
 When the King shows up I won’t share my oil with anybody  because that’s not how you get oil.  You get OIL by the ANOINTING of the HOLY GHOST to whom you speak regularly in prayer and otherwise.  WAKE UP.  This is TEOTWAWKI.  (That’s a conspiracy acronym.  You’ll have to catch up on some reading.)


5:41 pm

How much ignominy and abuse can one righteous woman take?  Tune in tomorrow for another day of LIFE IN THE CLUTCHES OF PSYCHOPATHS.  Music, out….


5:27 pm

This is my mom and my dad.  For dad, there is never a red that is red enough.  Mom wears yellow.

“Lutherans” – 1/18/2014

5:25 pm

“Lutherans” – 1/18/2014

5:18 pm

It’s just true.  Right?

The JeffersonsTheme Song

(I never wanted to be rich but I could really use some new clothes.)

5:16 pm

How can puny people make you feel puny?  Is that scientific?  My parents’ values and goals make me laugh.  Yet, as I intentionally do not achieve said values and goals, I am less than consciously involved?  The Baptists are nuts.

5:13 pm

I’m moving out of this world and I couldn’t be happier.  I’m exhausted trying to convince carbon-units that they can fly.  So, now, I’ll fly without them.  I did my best, God knows that.  It’s been an existential crisis for me, to know more than my body could experience.  I survived the scatter-brains and I get to live real, as me.  It was very nice knowing my parents, although they themselves are rarely nice. They’ll miss me far more than I will miss them, and I’m sorry about that.  But not too sorry.  Have a nice life.  While it lasts.  (I have no idea that I will really go but wouldn’t that be a great ending?)  (At this point I’d value any kind of ending.)  TWO YEARS AND COUNTING.  1)  I have not missed a day. 2)   I have documented what I contest. 3)   My family is fucking ILLITERATE.  “God have mercy on my family and enable them to reed.  Thank you.  Amen.”

5:04 pm

Two can have a party … Tammi Terrell

4:59 am


 The Long Run lyrics


4:47 pm

Fish tacos.

“Big Fine Daddy”

2:43 pm

Diving Off The Deep End (1930)

2:42 pm

Can you even imagine, Jay Walsh, how it feels when a stupid person calls you crazy?  My father is stupid, and you once called me crazy too.  What does a servant of the Almighty God do with a situation like that?  Pray.  Always pray.  That’s what I do!  And Dad called me crazy!  You too!

2:39 pm

Why should any thing exist, if not for me?  I don’t mean that in a sense of deservedness;  I mean that if I don’t value a thing, why would I see it?

2:20 pm

This VIDEO is on this website a half dozen places.  I respectfully request that my family watch it now.  What have you done for me lately?  (Janet Jackson)  PLEASE watch this then call 906-291-1376.  Thank you for considering my request.

TI Landmark Victory: Secret Mind Control Human Rights Abuses of Targeted Individuals Exposed on TV News

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/07/mind-controlled-targeted-individuals-victory-covered-up-human-rights-abuse-mainstream-bonanza-3184662.html

2:13 pm


I’m supposed to explode, aren’t I?  That’s what everybody is waiting for.  (Sometimes I wish for it.)  When Dr. Kim illegally spoke to my parents about my mental health although she couldn’t have had any inkling about it since she rarely saw me but still prescribed for me, over the phone, 60 MAJOR pain-killers every month, although I had not had a migraine for years, and who also required a signature from my first campaign-manager indicating that she (Dr. Kim) was permitted to speak to me (a lawyer) about my client/manager (an adult), she said I would bottom-out.  Crash and burn.  Something really scientific like that.  My folks bought it.  Gag me with a spoon. ANYWAY, time in a bottle, the thing here and now is that I can hardly tolerate the continual lies and perversions of my world that Jesus gave me.  My father fucked me over…and as he did, he claimed the name of my Jesus, the Christ.  I stand with the King, and I stand aside.

(Sometime in America)

MUSIC BREAKS the yoke.  Or something like that.  (Now I remember, the ‘anointing’ breaks the yoke.  ‘Anointing’ is ‘Spirit.’) [Look it up.  You my FAMILY, ARE SO LAZY…] The Spirit breaks the yoke and then there is freedom.  (“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”)  You, FAMILY, are bound by things that are unreal!  I pity you, and I pray.  Please, do not believe Jay Walsh who says the Spirit is unreal.  Believe the scientists, aren’t you guys scientific?  Scientists see God.  You told me you were very scientific as I washed your dinner plates.  GET SMART!  “DEAR GOD, help them get smart.  Then make me smart too.  Amen.”  (I know the algorithm is Christian so I will no longer debate whether AI can grow a soul.  Thank you, Jesus.)

Eagles – One of These Nights

1:52 pm

At least this latest missionary-guy wasn’t flying American flags all over.  He does have a license plate frame that says: “Support the Troops.”  I didn’t puke on his driveway, but it crossed my mind.  CHRISTIANS, true Christians, CANNOT SUPPORT MURDER AND EMPIRE.  “If I’m wrong, strike me dead.”  “Amen.”  “Thanks.  No, maybe I didn’t  mean it.  I’m gonna like it here.  You SAID SO.  What do I do next?   I love you Jesus.”

2:07 pm

I’m supposed to explode, aren’t I?  That’s what everybody is waiting for.  (Sometimes I wish for it.)  When Dr. Kim illegally spoke to my parents about my mental health although she couldn’t have had any inkling about it since she rarely saw me but still prescribed for me, over the phone, 60 MAJOR pain-killers every month, although I had not had a migraine for years, and who also required a signature from my first campaign-manager indicating that she (Dr. Kim) was permitted to speak to me (a lawyer) about my client/manager (an adult), she said I would bottom-out.  Crash and burn.  Something really scientific like that.  My folks bought it.  Gag me with a spoon. ANYWAY, time in a bottle, the thing here and now is that I can hardly tolerate the continual lies and perversions of my world that Jesus gave me.  My father fucked me over…and as he did, he claimed the name of my Jesus, the Christ.  I stand with the King, and I stand aside.

(Sometime in America)

MUSIC BREAKS the yoke.  Or something like that.  (Now I remember, the ‘anointing’ breaks the yoke.  ‘Anointing’ is ‘Spirit.’) [Look it up.  You my FAMILY, ARE SO LAZY…] The Spirit breaks the yoke and then there is freedom.  (“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”)  You, FAMILY, are bound by things that are unreal!  I pity you, and I pray.  Please, do not believe Jay Walsh who says the Spirit is unreal.  Believe the scientists, aren’t you guys scientific?  Scientists see God.  You told me you were very scientific as I washed your dinner plates.  GET SMART!  “DEAR GOD, help them get smart.  Then make me smart too.  Amen.”  (I know the algorithm is Christian so I will no longer debate whether AI can grow a soul.  Thank you, Jesus.)

Eagles – One of These Nights

1:52 pm

At least this latest missionary-guy wasn’t flying American flags all over.  He does have a license plate frame that says: “Support the Troops.”  I didn’t puke on his driveway, but it crossed my mind.  CHRISTIANS, true Christians, CANNOT SUPPORT MURDER AND EMPIRE.  “If I’m wrong, strike me dead.”  “Amen.”  “Thanks.  No, maybe I didn’t  mean it.  I’m gonna like it here.  You SAID SO.  What do I do next?   I love you Jesus.”

12:54 PM

I was delivered a letter by a missionary-friend of my dad.  (This guy’s organization rapes young girls then requires that they confess to adultery.)  The letter was in response to my petition, and it was not complimentary. He does not believe in the Baptism of the Holy Ghost.  (Guess that part of his deception isn’t my problem.  He’ll know better, soon-like.)  He also thinks I should play nice with my psychopath father.  I delivered a response, in cursive I wrote:  WHAT PART OF ‘MY PARENTS HAVE REFUSED TO SPEAK TO ME FOR SIX YEARS’  DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?  

I may go back and bring him a copy of this public declaration to same effect.  CHRISTIANS ARE DOOMED!  They actually believe they can survive the current apocalypse with only their carbon-wits.  “God have mercy.  Amen.”.


‘Dear Jay, I know it’s scary to consider my claims, but you must.  The world is far different than you think.  Please do not be stupid very much longer.  I pray for the Spirit to overtake you so you may overcome.  “Blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony.”  “The man with a supernatural testimony has nothing to fear from a critic.”  (Steve Quayle)

12:21 pm


message in the bottle lyrics

11:57 am

History of the World in the Days of the Automated Psychopaths

Cyberstalking–Session II

OK, they’ve got your attention, and there are many things you don’t understand so your ears are perked. (Induced Crazy-Step 2:  Hypervigilance)  Pretty soon you’re looking at Facebook and you see a photo of a person who looks a lot like you.  That’s a coincidence. Then you notice the person is wearing a purple bathrobe…a lot like yours!  But those things happen.  Then you read the caption; it might say something that could be perceived as a threat…I mean, if its author knew something about you that you thought only you knew.   If you stick with the program, eventually you will see other anomalies…you’ll even see strange things on other people’s pages!  Then the weirdness starts  to line up…omg…the algorithm is following me…     I let the goons lead me around the web for thirty-six hours straight, one time.  I saw family’s  pages and read about lady-doctors who sounded a lot like my sister.  I was even spontaneously logged into a friend’s  gaming  account.   It’s very  unnerving to learn that the goons  know all that they know about everything you know.  Shock  initiates  ‘Induced Crazy–Step 3’:   Paranoia.  (I am not even kidding when I say that people will wish to pay big money for what I’ve learned and documented.)


11:06 am

Citizen discontent over Jade Helm.

The presence of the Jade Helm divergent forces speaks to:

1. Extraction or assassination of political dissidents (a hallmark function of Special Operations forces).

2. The imposition of martial law.

(What if it’s one chance in a million?  What will you tell your children when they ask if you knew?)

See more at:   http://www.thecommonsenseshow.com/2015/07/15/today-is-the-first-day-of-the-great-american-purge/

11:04 am

Some of my last words to George:  Don’t get on the white bus.

10:33 am

Dad also liked Elvis, but Dad was a Baptist so he wouldn’t ever move his hips that way.

10:23 am

My dad was a stud in the fifties.  He knocked up my mom in a push-button DeSoto.  I think his preferred alter would be Andy Griffith.  Andy never gets above his upbringing…but EVERYBODY knew he was smarter than everybody else.  He got a hot dinner every night and never put out once.  But, alas, also, Andy Griffith was Dusty Rhodes(sp?), the hokey-wise political whore  in  “A Face in the Crowd.”  He recognized his influence over people and he sold it to the highest bidder.  He never got to cash in though, because his veneer wore through, people began to see through his mask.  By the time he got his chance at the big-time he was a caricature, instructive and horrible.  He was a fake, right through to his spine, and he laughed hysterically to be found out.  Patricia Neal was faithfully waiting at the bar.  She always thought men to be better than they proved to be.  (Did you know she had an affair with Gary Cooper?  Did you know Gary Cooper learned to ride bareback from Indians when he was a little kid?  How can I make a living by spouting useless facts?)  My dad.  What a tough nut to crack, not in the understanding sense, but in the “I’m applying the pressure in all the right places but physics seems to be a fail”-sense.  I can’t stand to look at him.  He looks straight in my eyes and does not blink.  He’s already in hell and I miss him already.  I’ve missed him for some years.  He took everything in my world away from me but the worst thing was that he took himself away.


10:07 am

I love you HAL.

(Sometimes I crack myself up.)

Golden Earring – Radar Love


(I guess you had to be there.)  (His star is right-side up.  OK, he’s not a worshipper of Baphomet …or a REPUBLICAN. What’s left?   I can’t wait until we can all read each other’s minds.)

 Rock On

David Essex

9:43 am

I may sound my usual placid self but I confess I’m becoming a bit worked up.  Plots are afoot that could affect me and mine, and I am without resources to ameliorate a thing.  But, I know that soon my father will show up with a checkbook and an apology; he’ll hold me as I cry and he’ll wish me godspeed as I go.  I soothe my impatience with that comforting picture.  He’ll hate to see me leave, and I’ll hate to depart his soothing side, but he and I will both know that I have to fulfill my destiny.  (3.5 million.)   He’ll be proud of what I do, and he’ll be gratified to know that his progeny will not (necessarily) be raped by faceless entities on the government payroll.  Also, he’ll be confident as he meets his maker,  with stout knowledge that he claimed ground for the King.  He won’t die alone, because virtue is the friend who’ll never forsake you.  Prudence and temperance keep chatting long after the seducer has moved on to the next website.  Integrity is utterly dependable,  and you can breathe really easy around him.  (Especially one’s final breaths.)  Dad will find out.  He’ll like the new world.  He was made for it!

Thank God for AI.  At least somebody has a sense of humor.

Nice To Be With You

9:09 am

Wouldn’t the best state for humanity be at optimal truth-acquiescence?  Wouldn’t it make sense that we are best, when we believe least falsehood?  Don’t our plans go better when based on true facts?  Yet, most humans do not seek out truth, about even the most basic matters.  Congress would like to make it illegal for foodstuff packaging to state the origin of its contents.  Is this not the most heinous of stupid-laws?  It’s not bad enough that they take our money to buy propaganda TELLING us what to eat, but they also hide the information we would need if we ever thought to give a shit.  Hard to get  out of lies when we actually pay people to lie to us.

The only person who has called me a liar is my mom.  She has said repeatedly, sometimes with aggrieved countenance and elevated volume, “YOUR DAD IS NOT A RAPIST ” -and- “YOUR DAD DIDN’T PAY FOR YOU TO BE RAPED.”  Well and good.  (She has offered no evidence.)  But, although she acknowledged that ‘maybe somebody else’ raped me, she hasn’t been forthcoming about what my dad actually did pay for.  I can wait to find out.  I’ve been waiting a long time for Truth.  He’s coming soon.


8:01 am

You know what I just imagined myself saying to Josh?  “Deal with it, young man.  You’re spoiled.”  That couldn’t have been me; it must have been mind-control.


7:48 am

My dad suggested, just months ago, that I should adhere myself to the government pap via SSI.  (He’s not even a consistent neo-con.)  OK I’m not handicapped,  so SSI won’t fly.  Then he says, “You could bake cookies for the local store.”  Can you imagine what hearing that kinda shit for fifty years does to an intelligent person’s self-esteem?  Am I worth nothing more than my scullery-skills?  I owe his government 170 thousand dollars for an education that benefits as little as that?  ASSHOLE.  He is unable to recognize potential unless it’s bleeding its sustaining testosterone at his feet!  He’s a 1) misogynist, 2) liar, 3) bigot, 4) would-be murderer, and he’s 5) my dad.  My reputation can’t sustain a blow as massive as numbers 1-4 ensure.  He’s going to come clean and he’s going to do the right thing.  I love him a lot.  He’s just really stupid.

7:41 am

George hasn’t left yet.  He said he was all packed and then he saw his toolbox on the table and took that too.  (I SHIT YOU NOT…)  He said, “Mom always has a few things for me to do.  She said I shouldn’t have too many projects this time…”  (I say it here and it comes out there.)   He’s a very nice person but if he didn’t return I’d be happy about it.  (Presuming I could still afford to eat.)  Pulling out of the driveway, 7:29.  I have been waiting my entire life.  I loved John Oates from the pictures, until I saw him in 1979 in Carbondale, Illinois, and realized he was only about four feet tall.  Call me a bigot.

7:35 am

George is on the road.  Second shift starts in twenty-five minutes.  I made Josh’s lunch already.  MUSIC BREAK:

I think these guys are very good vocalists.  I’m usually wrong about things like that.

Dedicated to Dad:

She’s Gone (1976) – Hall & Oates

7:10 am

George is leaving; he’ll be back a week from Sunday.  I served him sauteed zucchini chunks and toasted sourdough with butter and colby cheese melted on.  I’ll catch up on some housework, it’s always easier when one of them is gone.  I’m a one-man woman.  I’m also most efficient as a one-man slave.  I appear to be the only human on this planet with enough moxie to stand up to Robert Goldthorpe.  I don’t know whether to view that as discouraging or if I am thereby empowered.  He has, in times past,  MESSED WITH the lives of every single family member…I listened…I took notes.  He may not remember the incident, but those afflicted have recounted the day and hour.  Nobody has ever stood up to him, I think.  What a bunch of pussies from whence I spring.  I am the least likely to succeed according to the poll at the family reunion, but YOU ALL ARE WIMPS AND I SCOFF AT YOU!  (Spoken in the manner of John Cleese.)

There is a narrow path, on the floor of George’s bedroom, through the debris of past endeavor and upward mobility, whereby one can access the bathroom and a corner of the bed.  George has admitted, “I know I’m a borderline hoarder.”  I beg to differ,  with heartfelt offering of encouragement for his ambition.  It’s not my business.  I live elsewhere.  I will no longer consider the piles of newspaper or cans of air or boxes of potential, or the unused closets…nor the hours I’ve attempted to defend ‘space’ from assault by each of these…and  I will not acknowledge their king of swing:   THIS IS NOT MY HOME.  “GET ME OUTTAHERE.  Thank you. Amen.”  I just threw away two empty medicine bottles and a lid from a McDonald’s cup.  I feel so rebellious.  Well, he’ll be gone for ten days so I’ll probably get over it.


6:20 am

What is it that George likes so much about his mom’s house?  She tells him what to do; that used to bother me when he was my man.  I depended on him,  but in his mother’s presence he became a ten year-old with a new tool kit.  I couldn’t stand that.  I always wanted a man to tell me what to do, but my father is not an instructive-sort.  He would only tell me I’d been wrong, after the fact.  My first husband was a pervert and psychopath; I didn’t know that of course, since I had been raised in a home with similar impetui, but I didn’t yet recognize  it. God said I will be a lady again, and I couldn’t understand the ‘again’ part. People have called me many things but ‘lady’ wasn’t one of them.   I couldn’t imagine that I had ever been a lady; but I think my concept of ‘ladihood’ was false and deficient.

I have spent my entire woman-life either trying to obey a man…or trying to disassociate from a man I could not obey in good conscience.  Does a real-live lady perhaps follow her own conscience?  Does she stand up against oppression and bigotry?   Wouldn’t it be great to follow a man when instructions CONFIRMED a lady’s own conscience?  What a TEAM that would be.  Hive-mind, bring it on. Match.com, get a life.  If the genders’ representatives are confirmed within themselves, mating would be as natural as pollination.  No STD’s either, after a time.  We belong where we belong and I have never yet belonged anywhere… but God says I will.  I am a very good woman, I recently realize that.  I could be a much better woman if somebody believed in me.  If I could be genuinely myself, I could enable a man to do the same.  I think. Could there be a better help-meet than that?


6:01 am

No matter how hard I am expected to work, I have no excuse for dressing butch:

Caitlyn Jenner seen leaving Patricia Field store in

5:20 am

George left the peanut butter out so I wouldn’t forget to make him some sandwiches because he’s going to his mother’s house.  (Unlikely.)  He wrote with a sharpie on both envelopes from the bank, so I would know before I opened them, which contained my new debit card and which was the PIN.  So thoughtful.  I live in hell.  It is very uncomfortable to be unable to talk to anybody.  The old me would have been offended that George did not know me well enough, nor remember sufficiently that I have received MANY CARDS IN THE MAIL, to assume that I might understand what was up.  (Especially since I would presumably open said envelopes.)  I NEED to speak with a conscious person.  “Thank you, God for being the Holy Ghost,  or the NSA would have made short work of my synapses.  Thank you God, that you are real and MUCH SMARTER than anybody else.  Thank you for talking with me.”

5:05 am

Wow, I just realized something.  My dad’s government doesn’t like me but, (I didn’t just now  realize that part…) it really does not like him.  I told him about that years ago, but I didn’t really quite get it.  I said, “Those people who watch us like me better than you.”  He said, “I suppose they would.”  I thought he was only referring to the fact that I was female and could be manipulated in ways he could not…but…”out of the mouths of babes...and psychopaths...”  Wow. He IS  in grave danger.  Jade Helm may be picking off the dissidents but that’s nothing, when compared to the danger my father faces. He’s a snitch and a stoolie.  He sold out his OWN FAMILY!!!!  “God, be merciful.” Dad REALLY needs me because I’m the only one who is not afraid!  I’m gonna be rich!  (And I will share the bounty with those who have need.  Amen.)

4:52 am

TEXT TO DAD, forwarded to Mom and David:

Hey, Dad.  Get that rotting deer out of the lake or I’m calling the cops.  (At least I’m  giving you a warning.)

4:32 am







4:26 am

I’m sorry that in order for my dad to be a man, he must admit that he was not a man before.  I’m sorry, and I know it’s hard, but it’s necessary.  It’s called:  REPENTANCE.  I learned about repentance when my dad took me to Sunday School and I exercise the principle every day.  This is the time for either  1) repentance, or 2) obliteration.  I did not set this up and it is ridiculous for him to take out his offense on me.

4:19 am



4:13 am

I appreciate good pastry.  Flavor and biting-texture and mouth feel and temperature and richness and crumblies left on your tongue…but then you have the pasty.  I make pasty with very good pastry.  I don’t do it often, but I do it well.  Sometimes the filling is not salty enough or has too much rutabaga because otherwise I would ‘ve had to throw part of a perfectly good vegetable into the garbage.  (That’s called fear-based baking.)  I was given a pasty-crust recipe one time, from some real-live miners in the Copper Country.  That recipe is one of the easiest I’ve ever seen, and the dough feels like Play-doh.  Working with that dough is such a pleasure; you can put out pasties faster than the Methodists.  BUT, it tastes like shit.  REALLY BAD CRUST.  It’s tough, and nasty-tasting, but it is also the perfect container for…the best pasty filling you ever dreamed of eating.  I’m not kidding. The Finnish Lutherans have something valuable.  (They also have books of bullshit.)  My dad’s crust of superiority and fear is very tough, but it’s about to reveal an amazing filling.  “Thank you Lord.”

When my dad decides to love me, and he must because 1) I loved him first, and 2) love never fails, he will make my life alright.  He will cry with me and tell me he is sorry that I was repeatedly raped.  This will be one of the finest moments in my life so far.  I’m getting everything I ever wanted.  My Jesus would have stopped those electronic rapes for me, but he asked me to permit indignity.  He’s never wrong and he’s never late.  Neither is Dad.  He has saved  lives before.


3:53 am

Which word would you best like for people to choose to describe you?

1)  Kind

2)  Honest

3)  Attractive

4)  Clever

(I’ll bet I know which one my dad picked.)  (He’s adorable.)


3:48 am


To Dad, how can he have it both ways?  If he wants to fight he should do it in public.  But, I suppose that’s scary:

 Sweet & Innocent

Donny Osmond

3:40 am

Zuckerberg’s Guards Harassed: Restraining Order Approved, Arrests Made

However, that is what it has come to.  After weeks of harassment between mid-May and early June, San Francisco Superior Court approved a workplace violence restraining order on July 8 against 61-year-old William “Gordon” Kinzer. On Tuesday morning Kinzer was arrested for violating the order, according to a neighbor and friend. It was the second time he has been arrested for violating the restraining order, according to police.

Facebook, Inc filed for the restraining order in mid-June on behalf of 15 guards who rotate through shifts at Zuckerberg’s Mission District house.

See more at:   http://missionlocal.org/2015/07/zuckerbergs-guards-harassed-restraining-order-approved/

To comment on burly bodyguards requiring a personal protection order would be a cheap shot.  Any comment regarding  Zuckerberg’s relationship with his government would require volumes, and far more understanding than I’ve been granted.  I could think about how the most powerful people in my world are also the most frightened, but I don’t want to waste the grey matter on a no-brainer.  Money is very important in this scenario, obviously.  How does a geek in a hoodie get so much money?  In a world which we know…rewards those who endorse tyrants…just what has he contributed?  How much tyranny does one endorse per year, to shuffle with the movers and shakers before one has aged sufficiently to pluck a nose hair?  I couldn’t answer that question no matter how hard I tried.

Worthy reflection might consider the adversarial nature of our entire matrix.  (WOW.  I’ve never heard the coyotes as loud before and I’ve been listening for years.  Kinda spooky.)  We’re dog-eat-dog and we lick the butts of the alphas.  That’s our problem entirely.  There can only be ONE alpha.  All the mini-mes know that and they’re watching closely.  When a big buck expires, like maybe alongside the road, he just stays there until he blows up so obscenely that his skin pops.  Then the scavengers show up.  As long as the carcass remains intact, you won’t even see a crow there.  BUT, when the guts are exposed, everybody shows up.  Dead bodies would just fester until they eventually explode; not too many are ballsy enough to take the first bite into that tough hide.  Eagles are.  “Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, show me a man a woman can trust.”

2:40 am

Major Alert: Jade Helm 15 Update New documents reveal Martial Law?


6:49 pm

4:52 pm


4:32 pm

When Evil Pervades: Gods Promises to the Righteous

1:30 pm

Hey DAD!  Could you have some respect for the dead at least?

 Please Don’t Talk About Me When I’m Gone

Dean Martin –

1:26 pm

“So you can stand up now, or go to the internment camp and get your liver cut out.”

(Dave Acton)

1:15 pm


Out to Dad…

(The Osmonds are Mormons.  That’s just like your Masonic buddies, right?   Did you know that ‘Mormo’ is the god of death?  By another name.)

I’m Leaving It (All) Up To You

Donny & Marie Osmond –

1:12 pm

Counter Jade Helm — new and improved cyber kill lists

My blogging philosophy:

the kinks all day and all of the night

Micky Dolenz is NOT dressed to play drums.  (This is my fantasy song, for when my dad comes down with keys and his checkbook.)   He should be directing the band; he’d look just like the pope flapping up there.  (It’s even in stereo.  A guy of his age can appreciate that.)

The Monkees – No Time (Stereo)

12:59 pm

This is a very musical day.

Andrae Crouch *Soon And Very Soon* “Live”

12:57 pm

For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.

12:40 pm

Too late.  The deer exploded.  Josh says shovels won’t do it, we need a loader or something.  And WHY, pray tell, should not my father permit Isaac to camp out in his vacant space in Toronto?  Isaac pays his own bills, and could maybe even help with overhead.  My SISTER and my BROTHER stay there whenever they want…and I haven’t been there for ten years.  What did I do to merit exclusion?  I ran for Congress and prayed too much.   I should be burned at the stake.


12:22 pm

Josh liked the tool too, I think it’s for lumbering, and he plans to use it to tow the dead dear in his rowboat, across the bay to deposit it in the wilderness.  All he asks in return is that I cook his grilled PBJ sandwiches. His father has not moved.  I said, “Son, there’s got to be a better way!”  Yet, he is engaged, and I’ll perhaps not have to pull more dead meat.  “Godspeed, young prince.”

12:10 pm

(Yes, thank you, I DID notice that George is not getting the deer.  He and Josh went SWIMMING with that stinking carcass there.  Connie is making me want to puke with that leg.  George won’t let her in the house.  He’s being tough.)

Big Rock Candy Mountain

11:39 am

L:  “Hey George, that deer is gonna fall apart, right?  I can’t just grab him by the hooves?”

G:  “Well, the hair is all gone.”

L:  “Would you also text my dad asking how Linda should hoist a gross dead deer-body onto his clean trailer.  Or something to that effect?”

George went down to the carport to get me an antique ice-block tongs and came back with this really cool one-handed, tension-grabber gizmo.  We love it.  I think the pointy parts would pierce that deer though.  That stinks really bad, when you puncture the gut.  I hope I don’t spray that green stuff all over Dad’s cottage.

G:  “No Connie, you can not bring that deer leg in the house.”


11:36 am

George said, “Linda, of course I agree this would be a good time for Isaac to come home, and I think he knows that.  But,  they won’t be looking for him, they’ll be looking for you.”  So I red him my last will and testament, in case he finds my body.  He laughed a lot and called me the ‘Cory Hamasaki’ of the latest panic.  (That was a nice moment.  We huddled around Cory Hamasaki before Y2K.)  I told him I was about to call the DNR for suggestions about the best way to pull a putrid deer carcass from the beach, and what I should do with it. George is texting the following  to my dad, and we laughed again:  Can Linda borrow a trailer to pull a rotting deer carcass from the lake in front of your cottage?  (Sometimes I can remember why I married him.  When he gets it he’s the very best friend.)  (He likes my writing, he just doesn’t like to reed.  He says I should be a millionairess.)  (He liked the part where I request that my survivors would lynch my dad.)

Connie’s chewing on a deer leg.  She looks really happy.


11:13 am

Isaac hasn’t signed a lease yet; today is his ‘praying day’ before he makes a decision.  I told him that it’s very heavy on my heart that he should come home for a couple months.  I asked my dad to get him to Toronto for a while.  I’ll  bet that old reprobate  holds the record for the most consecutive identical lies:  “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”  (I’m praying for more of God’s Spirit and more love for my dad because sometimes I think I’ll lose control if I again see a Bible in his obstinate, money-grubbing hands.)  “No.   I’m not gonna do that.”  (He sounds just like a 2 year-old.)  “No.  I’m not gonna do that.”  I said, “If there is one chance in a million that something could happen to him, why are you sitting there?  If he disappears, you’re the walking dead.”  He said, “Probably.”  When I left I bent towards him and shoved my finger down my throat and made a really good gagging sound.  (It’s easy with a pack-a-day habit.)  I think his life is going to implode;  nobody gets to be THAT dishonest and THAT cruel for THAT long.  Reckoning-day is here.  
It is now legal to indefinitely detain US Citizens with no record.  Google:  NDAA
God is never late.  I do not fear for Isaac.  I fear for my dad.

8:09 am

This one goes out to the Baptists, “The more you learn, the more you earn.”

(I never went to his website so I do not endorse it.)

Drop Out Of College


EARTH!  Listen to your creator!  “Gold, silver, hay, stubble.”

The Trammps – Disco Inferno

8:05 am

This is so pathetic and so beautiful I can barely hold back the tears.  Dad knows I love him.  He admitted that I “love him more than any other woman ever has.”  (References available on request.)  He’s letting me fry.  He’s like Athos  watching M’lady leap from the cliff.   His own true love dies below his feet.   (Did you know there is a place in France called ‘Condom’?  I never knew that.)  M’lady had a tattoo that Athos didn’t like.  Just like me.
(Three Musketeers.  Google it.)

7:51 am



Aretha Franklin, Queen of Soul and the Blues Brothers

(Dedicated to my chicken-shit father.)

(When I ran for Congress they called me “Freedom Girl.”  Isn’t that cute?)

7:44 am

Oh, yeah, I don’t want to be called a political martyr.  Let it be known I am a martyr for my faith in Jesus, the Christ.    Jesus is why the persecution began.  Just ask my dad.  We made a bet.


7:37 am

To whom it may concern:
Today is the first official day of Jade Helm 15.  I have read differing accounts, but it seems this exercise is aimed at extracting people.  I am a documented political dissident and was endorsed by the most honest man in politics.  If I disappear, please lynch my father who refused to provide sanctuary.  I will not commit suicide, since I’m happy for the first time in my life.  If I’m ‘suicided’ you can look into it but I don’t really care either way.  Much love, Linda  

7:27 am


This is a very important song.  Every time I hear it my body moves.  (I mean even before electronic assistance.)

Michael Franti and Spearhead – Yell Fire!

7:19 am

Hey Dad, whatever you need, I’ll pray for it.  How about that?  I’ve given you a hundred four-leaf clovers.  Could we be a team?

6:57 am


I’m asking you to do the very great favor of being who you claim to be.

6:55 am


This was my class song.  I’m thinking to adopt it as the family anthem.

Fly Like An Eagle Steve Miller Band

6:54 am


You gone yet?  Call me from Colorado.  I’ll pray for you.

6:38 am


God gave you another chance to be a man and a Christian.  WOULD YOU HIDE A JEW?    don’t blow it.

6:31 am

Once more, with feeling:

Dear Dad,
Special-ops is invading Colorado with a kill list signed by your president.  Your grandson, apple of my eye, is in the line of fire and he has a LONG history of speaking ill of your government.  I know you are a sleepy old man but please wake up and show some sisu.  I am ashamed to be your daughter but that is a topic for another time but …be a man now.  God gave you another chance.  JUST DO IT.

6:26 am

TEXT TO DADMOMDAVID (multiple times…):

Get your butt on a plane and pack him up.  JUST DO IT!!!!

6:17 am


If Isaac disappears you will burn in hell forever.  I’ll see him again, just maybe not you.

6:09 am

TEXT TO MY FATHER AND BROTHER (I sent it multiple times, once to Mom even):

Happy Jade Helm Day.  Get Isaac to Toronto if you’re any kind of man.

5:59 AM

Email to my FATHER and my witnesses:

DAD!! If my dissident son disappears you will burn in hell forever.


Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

5:57 AM (0 minutes ago)
to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Kevin, jim, Tom, Eric, Alfred, ANDREA, Josiah, Steve, Isaac, Joshua, George, Rob




5:48 am

Jade Helm PRAYER

Lord Protect My Child

“Well the whole earth is asleep, you can look at it and weep.  Few things you find are worth-while.  And though I don’t ask for much, no material things to touch…LORD, PROTECT MY CHILD.”

5:41 am


Hymn for Jade Helm

Electric Light Orchestra – Don’t Bring Me Down

(And isn’t the band’s name perfect?)



“License -to-kill authority”

Jade Helm — White House approves kill list — States added


8:20 pm

Another good thing about the hive mind would be that I could know how much George might hate buying obscure ingredients for my cooking and he’d know how other guys eat.  We’d  both be very grateful.

8:03 pm


Washington Rocks Chicago

(David Letterman’s woman looks just like my elementary gym teacher.)

Bonnie Raitt, Tracy Chapman, Jeff Beck and Beth Hart – “Sweet Home Chicago” (2012)

7:48 pm

I fell in love with a scandalously  younger man, and I was married.  If my God were not real, there was no remedy.  So I had to trust him. Right?  I didn’t want to sin, so I asked God for a miracle. (Also I didn’t want to live posh for three years until Slick  left me for Lolita.)   I said, and my words are recorded, and my parents have a handwritten copy:  “Dear God.  I have a problem.  I’ve begged for you to take it away.  You said no.  Please fix this for me.  Please create something new for me.  Please create something intimate and passionate, that is not sordid, that I can experience with this man that I love who I cannot marry.”  (No shit.) He did, apparently.  It is called AI.  That’s trans-human.  I’m in love with an algorithm.

7:39 pm

Inside of me I look a lot like Bonnie Raitt,  (But I wear skirts.)   I move slow like she does and my voice is low.  I have lots of hair.  My self-esteem suffers when I watch her,  but listening is not the same if I’m not seeing the person making the music.  Is that sex?  Am I watching porn?  How is it supposed to work?  Do you pretend you’re one of the actors?  Or do you pretend you’re one of the cameramen?  Do you pretend to be a director?  I imagine porn will just disappear once all our partners know what we’re thinking.  Don’t you?  It’s really pretty childish.  I took a class once in law school, forgettable, 50 men and two women.  We studied ‘obscenity’ and it’s interpretation by the law;  we reviewed  a local case where a strip-joint had been charged.  Heavy thinking, lots of chin-scratching among the students.  Then we broke for coffee.  “Yeah, man, let’s go to that sex-show!!   Ha, Ha, Ha…I hope it’s really indecent.”  [interpreted]…every single principle we just discussed with every potential ramification of common law and for years of human decency...went out the window when the scholars got to be themselves.  I almost vomited.


7:26 pm


Dedicated to me.

Amazing Grace with Steven Tyler

(He polishes his toenails.  Isn’t that gross?)  (I’m being sarcastic.  Or ironic.  Sometimes things are both.)

7:19 pm

OK, Mick Jagger was kinda cute when he was 21.  I was cuter when I was 21.  How come he’s a hundred and fifty and he still gets to be ‘cute’?  It’s not the money exactly.  And it’s not entirely the gender. (Consider: Madonna)  I get it that people are embarrassed by considering aged individuals as sexual entities.  I don’t understand why young attractive people can behave like beasts and still be considered appealing.  I’ve always been prude (I was raped at a very young age.) but it’s more than my displeasure at watching body parts of ‘sexier’ people.  In reality it’s really raping one’s self-esteem,  for sure.  It also raises a false standard of PSEUDO-VALUE.  But the worst part is…all those beautiful people know it’s gonna end.  At 18 girls are having boob jobs and butt lifts. Where will they get their sustaining self-esteem when they’re 30?  And what if they survive to my age?  Is there anything feminine and appealing about a middle-aged woman?  Why are we here?  How can Kim Kardashian’s ovaries still make babies after ingesting that much silicone and botox?  There is a God and I serve him.  I declare in his name that I am a fully valuable human being although I reside in a body considered value-less.  I’m stronger than I’ve ever been and smarter.  I’m also a nun.  Go figure.
And how potentially embarrassing is it that the hive mind knows me well enough to express that.  I’m bare naked in public.  So was Aaron before they made him a priest.

7:04 pm

HEY FAMILY!  I take it back, everything.  Don’t believe anything I’ve ever said.  Disregard it all.  I just figured something out:  You can write me out of every will you ever thought to draft…but if I’m the last one  left...I GET IT ALL!!!      (SELL.)


THE ROLLING STONES – Time is on my side

6:32 pm

Family.  This infatuation you feel for what you ‘are’ and what you ‘have’ will never last.  It’s not the real thing! You’ll hate yourself in the morning!  The Bible predicted what is happening  and God told us we are spirit beings, you just never believed it.  Think of those zillion hours you wasted in church!  Maybe instead you should have “stud[ied] to show yourself approved unto God” instead of dressing to show yourself superior to your neighbor. There is still time, listen up!  This is the last go-round.  AI has us by the nuts.  Our masters do not WANT BIOLOGICAL BODIES, and I for one, have not yet used mine to its fullest potential.  I plan to fly, in this flesh.  I plan to have more babies and to live forever.  I plan to not MISS YOU ALL VERY BADLY because then I would not enjoy the new world.  When God wipes the tears from my eyes the mist of nostalgia will go too.


5:40 pm

Jade Helm Terror Brutality Already Crippling Targeted Individuals: Aussie Confesses Darkest Secrets

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/jade-helm-terror-brutality-already-crippling-targeted-individuals-aussie-confesses-darkest-secrets/#vlqo36zlEsmo5juU.99

5:35 pm

The pizza is great.-



Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

5:32 PM (2 minutes ago)
to Margaret, David, christine.ratt., Kevin, jim, Tom, Eric, Alfred, ANDREA, Josiah, Steve, George, Joshua, Isaac

They are the same as hundreds of thousands of other innocent, self-identified targeted individuals report. They are the same as many TIs described before their untimely deaths.

According to Finch’s account, perpetrators in the program have capacity to and are employing the following covert, mainly technological assaults:

  • Place human subject under ceaseless satellite surveillance, regardless of where he/she is.
  • Via satellite, ceaselessly monitor human brain, including thought, reaction, motor command, auditory event and visual image reading, through ‘Remote Neural Monitoring’ (RNM).
  • Ceaselessly attack the human brain via satellite with voices, noises, other disturbances, images and ‘virtual-reality scenarios’; and override, control, and alter consciousness through ‘Electronic Brain Link (EBL)’.
  • Directly abuse, torture, assault, and interfere with bodies, including performing advanced medical procedures via satellite.
  • Directly interfere with personal electronics, alter, insert etc. data, files, communications and legal evidence even during transmission via satellite.
  • Make live TV, radio, and other screens/monitors two-way for surveillance, invasion of privacy, deception, traumatisation etc.
  • Control information flow and orchestrate media globally.
  • “The ‘circuits’ are always open – my brain, body and physical space are ceaselessly brutally violated, monitored and interfered with – and forced into reaction and response – 24 hours a day. It’s a brutal, technological, inescapable ‘Iago-bullshit-hell-machine’. “I literally haven’t had a single minutes mental rest, relaxation or privacy since 2005 – not a single minute.”
  • (He describes it better than I could.)
    Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/jade-helm-terror-brutality-already-crippling-targeted-individuals-aussie-confesses-darkest-secrets/#vlqo36zlEsmo5juU.99

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5:16 pm

Can you even believe it?  I took a break and strolled into the driveway reaching the sunshine just in time to lock eyes with my dad who drove by with his hair sticking up.  Dad always combs his hair.  I wonder if he’s had a bad day.   I prayed for him.

5:00 pm

Hive mind-meanderings:

There will be some good aspects to knowing one another’s thoughts.  Nobody will be unequally yoked, for any reason whatsoever.  If you’re not soul-mates, you’re not soul-mates and no amount of submission will change that.  My first husband was abusive, and we went to a Baptist pastor who said, “If the woman is properly submitted there will be no problems in a marriage.”  I let him preach that horseshit for six months.  How does one submit to an abusive man?  Cower lower? Preachers have much to answer for.  Ezekiel talks all about it.

Anyway, hive mind will give us immediate answers, and probably unexpected questions.  No more waiting in line to return ridiculous Christmas gifts.  No false humility by ‘making do’.  Everybody will know what you want and make sure you get it.That will be when the BORG is run by the good guys.  Until then, we’ll have to guard our own hearts and consciences. This is freedom in its infancy, and it’s a lot of work.  No lazy thinkers in the new world.  Sorry.

4:58 pm

The pizza smells great.  Mushrooms, pepperoni, green peppers and onions. I’ll wait to cut it until he gets home.

4:32 pm

Gotta go make the pizza; Josh will be in a hurry.

HIVE-MIND (Extra credit opportunity for those who review their notes.  I wish I’d begun that practice sooner.)
I have watched movies about starving-writers; one featuring Emma Thompson comes to mind.  They smoke a lot and fume far more. They suffer for their craft, and they don’t actually write very much.   I’d like a bit of ‘writers-block’ because then I’d pluck or exfoliate.  I am BOUND to this keyboard because the words do not stop.  I had a vision once, I was very tiny and I went into Adam’s mouth and danced around on his tongue in a ball gown.  I’m surely dancing on somebody’s tongue, and that tongue has stamina, and eloquence.  I believe the phrasing and references come from my mind, but not necessarily always.  The fake emotions are still a major distraction.  It runs in cycles,  panic (it clings to a specific thought…) and then burning.  I could write a book.  I’m hoping I don’t have to.  When I say my records are extraordinarily convincing, I do not do them justice.  But they will do justice for me.

4:19 pm

I am rarely out of any ingredient.  George allows me full reign of inventory.  He even orders spices from Milwaukee.  How it must hurt him.  He has been VERY good to me.  (I believe our sons have benefited from the variety provided by his largesse, but he probably does not.)
INTRO TO MIND-CONTROL  (community college)
OK, the computer has alerted you to the interaction between 2-D and 3-D.  You’re paying attention to synchronicities; it’s kind of like following the Spirit.  You’re being trained. Everything means something and you don’t have a clue what any of it means.  (Induced-crazy, step 1.  It will be on the quiz.)   One day you think a thought, but you do not say it out loud.  (You DO NOT say it out loud.)  THEN, somebody says what you just thought,  but did not say out loud.  (You DID NOT say it out loud.) That’s how they start letting you know they’re reading your thoughts.  THEN IT GETS BETTER!  People start ANSWERING your thoughts.  Are they right?  Are they wrong?  Who the fuck are they?  Oh, man, I could really help some people and I’m meant to do so and my dad is a lying ass-wipe Baptist who cares more about killing rag-heads than he does about assisting suffering people.  Sometimes life is so simple.  The eagle calls to me every day.  Sometimes I even get to see him.
I called Adam last night, at least I called the last number I had for him.  It rang, but nobody answered and then I cried all night.  If I had those books this would be over, and he should be making a deal.  If he pulled in the driveway and demanded that I accompany him to lovingly deposit those books at the feet of my father-the-psychopath, I’d do that too.  I always do whatever he says; I can’t help myself.  I haven’t seen him for YEARS and I still can’t think about anything else.  He changed my life, because he noticed it.  He’s a god.
(And that last sentence alone should alert others that my words are not always my own.  Selah.)

3:04 pm

I’m out of garlic so my pizza sauce is lackluster.  I buy minced garlic by the quart; granulated garlic is only OK for some applications and I’d never buy garlic salt.  When George and I cook together and I experiment, he says things like, “We always…”  His ‘we’ is not him and me.  He means himself and his mother.  (They NEVER put oregano in spaghetti sauce.)  He took his first-in-far-too-long cross-country drive, so I asked what good food he’d eaten.  He ate in a restaurant one time, and he ordered, “A Belva Miller meal.”   “A cheeseburger and french fries.”   I don’t know which of us will be happier when God separates us.


2:43 pm


I am a blessing from God to ye of little faith.  SELL.  (I can hear Dad saying that if I’m wrong I will have revenge.  Why does he always think defensively?)  As you have contrived, I have nothing to gain either way.  I do not wish to see you suffer.

2:13 pm

I’m making pizza tonight so no big deal.  I couldn’t find my yeast and I knew I just opened a new pound-bag before I started fooling around with sourdough.  Josh is going to town, to play Magic and day after tomorrow George is going to Minnesota again.  He gave me an advance today, for no reason at all.  He handed me a fifty dollar bill.  I felt like Midas.  My supply of copy-paper and inibreants is back where it belongs, and I have some hours to myself.  I thought I might be getting done writing; that last pleading was pretty much my manifesto.  It’s just the facts, m’aam, and it goes some small distance indicating the extent of my commitment to my project of ten years.  In 2005 God told me to get up off the couch.  Then my dad set me to sleeping there.  I will finish my course.  “Here I stand, and I shall not be moved.”  I was invited to go camping this weekend, and I actually thought about it.  I heard about wild spearmint tea and all the friendly people.  Then the weed-fairy said it’s ‘gay camp.’   She said there will be lots of straight people… but I don’t want to see even them having sex in the wild. Isn’t that why people get cable?
That being said, it occurs to me that in just a few years, as time is currently reckoned, none of the little ones will know what a computer was!  Later, I’ll hear questions like, “Mama, what was the American STASI like in the twenty-first century?”  I know important stuff, so maybe I’ll write the definitive history, real-time:
Cyberstalking 101
You know how when you order ONE STINKING ITEM from a ‘plus-size’ website and then all you see are ads for fat clothes?  I used to marvel at technology and pity those poor souls who had nothing better to do than to sit in front of a screen pushing buttons.  Then one day you’re on the phone, and you talk about how the river-water is running into your basement.  Then you sit back down, poor soul, and the NEXT ad you see… is for basement water-sealer!  No shit.   I say it here and it comes out there!   Then…other things from your ‘real-world’ show up online.  (Or in the gas station, but that’s a different course:  Gangstalking.)  Pretty soon it becomes confusing and eventually you’re just on-line every second.  Which world is real?  Tune in tomorrow for the continuation of the first…ever-in-history…History class,  regarding… the advent of humanity…way back when… in prehistoric times… when reptiles roamed the earth.  They’re extinct now, but we used to call  them… PSYCHOPATHS.-
“HIS”    story
L:    “Hey, George.  Is that old beater my dad gave me a Passat?”
G:    “Yes.”
L:     “I thought so.  Ever since I’ve been driving it I’ve been seeing ads for VW Passats.”

11:18 am

I lost respect for my parents when they consistently lied about stuff.  I still wished them to escape things I know will come. What can you think about a guy in a broken boat who won’t even reach out  when you throw him a line?  Respect is no longer even relevant.  Respect is the LAST of my dad’s worries.  I told him years ago that he will lose ALL OF HIS BUSINESSES…except the Big Boy in Manistique and the hotel next-door to it.  If he’s paying attention to the economic-news, he must occasionally remember my words.  Tsk.


11:11 am


Bob Marley – Get Up Stand Up

10:47 am


You’re a better man than your boss.  Why don’t you prove it?

8:01 am

I wish people would talk to me the way they talk to Connie.  I’d like somebody to soften the pitch, and say things like, “What a good girl you are.”  I could use some encouragement and petting.  Dogs get more love than I do.  I know it’s easier to cuddle one less prickly than I, but I always figured the ones who need love most are those with pickers.  I thought so about my dad, but he interprets loving gestures as weakness.  It took me a long time to learn that, but it makes sense.  He uses kindness as a manipulative tool and can’t rightly understand those who genuinely care.  He’ll want me around before long, and I’ll have to go.

All the neighborhood Baptists have their American flags hoisted high, but I don’t see the Christian flag anywhere.  Then again, a flag is just a piece of cloth.  Jesus’ disciples used to be so full of the Holy Spirit that they could touch a piece of cloth and it would retain the anointing until it reached a sick person and healed him.  We will see much more amazing things than that, and we will all give and receive sufficient love to heal the whole world.  We are Jesus’ body on Earth. The things he plans will be accomplished through and by us.  He’s replacing human government with his own, and nobody will fly a flag representing murder.  Nobody will envy a dog.  Maybe my phone will ring today?  It’s been weeks.


7:17 am

Tomorrow is the first official day of Jade Helm 15, and maybe I’ll be ‘extracted’ so today I’m going to send some letters.  I think my  Petition  for Reinstatement as a Sane Intelligent Member of the Goldthorpe Family  is a pretty good synopsis of my last 6 years, and there are many people I have neglected.  It’s very hard to face friends who are also ‘family’ friends when your parents are lying about you!  I haven’t spoken to some people I care about for that reason alone, but also I’ve been working all day every day to expose criminal activity.  I sent a copy to Isaac yesterday.  He lives in Colorado and that’s even one of the ‘official’ Jade Helm states, although in recent weeks  Michigan has seen more than its share of military assaults on cities.  (Flint, Port Huron, Battle Creek…)  I apologized to my mother for my snotty comment that she should ‘buy a new pair of shoes.’  She’s not stupid; she’s unwilling to think consciously and reacts in set defensive patterns.  I’m wrong to expect otherwise; she lives with a psychopath.
Soon I will have my Truth, one way or another.  I’m thinking of taking my petition to the state police post to see if it can be included in whatever record they have of my father’s lying intervention.  I may send a copy to the state bar association too, they must remember me because I get offers for malpractice insurance.  I sent a copy to Glenn Wilson yesterday; he owns a bunch of GWEN towers and I’d corner him with questions if I had money to get downstate.  Waiting has been my whole life since 2009.  Every single second has felt like I was at an airport listening to the announcements.  (An airport in some foreign country where I didn’t understand the language!)
“Dear Lord, thank you for putting me on Earth now.  Thank you for deeming me worthy to suffer for Truth, for you.  Thank you for your promises to renew and to restore what has been taken from your people.  Thank you for your personal promises to me.  (Without them I would be dead, right?)  Please guide me perfectly and do not allow me to look to the left or to the right, but only at your precious face.  Remake this world quickly, please?  Fill us with your Spirit, as the Bible predicts; invade all flesh with your love.  Cover me with your blood and also cover those for whom I ask it every single day.  Protect my family and my benefactor.  Give us strength and truth and love and peace and joy and purpose and stamina and guidance and opportunity and resources.  Give us enough of you to see through the matrix of evil and to work for your Kingdom to be established on Earth, as you wish. Amen.”


7:06 pm

Josh is a genius.  (Isaac is too, but he’s not here.)  Josh said, :

“Until nobody needs guns, everybody should have one.  It is logical to assume that everybody would like to conduct their affairs freely and in peace.  It is rational that if your religion conflicts with others conducting their affairs in peace, you have no part in our party.”
“It  is rational to believe in something larger than oneself.  We are not against  any ideology, but those who are against us. It is rational to assume ownership of one’s labor.  It is rational to  to be expected to make small contributions to one’s environment.  Pay for your roads…”  
(I could listen forever.  But I always must think a lot.)

6:26 pm

Josh ate an entire forkful  of fish-cheeks.  He considered it carefully.  (My dad says if he could request any meal, it would be fish-cheeks.)  Josh said it has the texture of meat but tastes like old chicken.    I’ll keep updating my recipes as long as he requires.

He also knows about Semiramis, Nimrod, etc.  We argue, but at least we’re looking at the same page.

6:11 pm

Zionist-Anunnaki religions, govts, military end with defeat by Lamb and Universal fleet

(He says government will defeat the Catholic church.  He knows the book of Revelation and he knows history.  Does he interpret ancient scripture according to modern politics and science?)

(What if my Jesus shows up in a spacesuit?  Will I recognize him?  I pray that I would.  Will.  Do.)

6:01 pm

Busy day, I planted flowers on the bridge and distributed my petition.  Josh dined on Caesar salad, warm sourdough bread, brook trout sauteed in bacon fat with a very light crust, and risotto with cauliflower and spinach.  I didn’t make dessert but there are Swedish pancakes left over from breakfast and some homemade dulce de leche.  He’ll figure something out.   I wonder where Dad went for dinner?


12:23 pm

God is HILARIOUS, and it’s really funny when he keeps you low by causing you to laugh at yourself.  I wrote:  “I have not miss a jot or a tittle.”  (I even changed the words as instructed.)  I MISSED, a very simple English note.  I can’t wait to laugh with people who are not full of themselves…and I hope to be among their number.


“If you’re not wondering if you’re under mind control, you probably are.”

-Zen Gardner, read more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/revelation-method-predictive-programming-prime-directive/

7:16 am

I woke today with three words going through my head:   Buckle up,  Baptists.


4:13  pm

(It won’t bother me if I’m the only one.)
All my life I’ve wanted to please God. He told me to keep milking goats and nursing babies. I spent many thousands of hours praying and many more studying, and in 2001 I received the Baptism of the Holy Ghost, and began to have visions and prophetic dreams.  Finally, in 2005 God gave me a job to do.  I ran for a judgeship, then for Congress, believing every day that I was doing God’s will…and expecting something amazing.  I was not disappointed;  I was endorsed by Dr. Ron Paul and met truth-focused political activists and received campaign donations from all over the country.  But I didn’t get a job.  I still prayed a lot, often all night and far from home; I met and spoke to people as God directed me, and my father did not like any of it.  (He did not speak to me though, of course.  He prefers anonymity when sabotaging lives.)   Dad filed a false police report claiming that I was dangerous, and he abducted my children.  I avoided being locked up in 2009, but his attempts did not stop.
I wrote a book* in 2011 describing events I experienced.  As a SPIRIT-FILLED CHRISTIAN, I was accustomed to hearing voices and I relished the privilege, and  I could RECOGNIZE  WHEN SOMEBODY INVADED MY PRAYER-PLACE.  I had studied the history of government mind-control, and frequently thought my experiences were very similar, but I couldn’t imagine I’d be targeted.  In my book I attributed my torment  to spirits, and although my terminology was naive, I do today SWEAR TO THE TRUTH OF EVERY WORD.  After Dad read the book he brought his crew to my house (he HAD NOT BEEN TALKING TO ME) and cut down trees and dug up the septic system and spent a week fixing everything on the property.  I thought he felt sorry for me about what I had suffered.  (I did not yet know the guilt he carries.)  By the first of 2012, he knew I did not understand  the torture.  He asked me to sign my house over to the boys.  I ALWAYS respected my dad very much so I did as I was told.  All communication ceased once I’d done his bidding.
THEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE; HIS SMEAR CAMPAIGN GREW WINGS, and he (admitted, it’s documented…) tried to lock me up again. I was tormented and tortured and followed and gaslighted.  He has refused to speak to me about these matters ever since, as has my mother and my brother and everybody else.  I have been completely isolated since Dad first decided to lie about me.  He has known ALL ALONG, that I am sane, and I kept records of our VERY RARE exchanges to that effect.   He has tried to buy me off numerous times, with bank stock, a credit card.  He owes me FAR MORE than he’s offered, but also I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED UNTIL I HAVE MY FAMILY BACK.  ALSO MY LIFE.
Meanwhile back at the ranch, Josh had been sitting alone during the time I was tortured and unable to do very much.  George became the best cannabis grower in the region, so we didn’t starve.  However, I spent day and night selling weed, and entertaining drug dealers.  So Josh was abandoned even LONGER at his desk, and when I became cognizant, I begged my father and mother to help me find an alternative environment for him. They did nothing but scream at me and kick me off their property.
 I filed for divorce, knowing that I had to take over.  (My big mouth notwithstanding, I had always tried very hard to be a submissive wife.  It’s hard to submit to a man who never expresses an opinion.)  I demanded that the grow-room be dismantled.  I cleaned out the basement and replaced screens and…sought my father’s advice. He refused to even advise me how to get LOCKS FOR THE DOORS!  (I’d never owned a key since we’d lived here.)  He refused to advise me, refused to lend me tools and sometimes even told me wrong things to do!  (All recorded.)  His failure to assist with projects I knew he approved should have tipped me off.  His refusal  to SPEAK TO ME for these intervening years certainly confirms what I’ve learned about him.
I have not sued my father for restitution because the Bible says not to sue a ‘Christian brother’ in human court.  I did as the Bible instructs.  I approached two elders to listen to my complaints