4:42 pm

End Times Kingdom Culture Neville Johnson

10:26 am


A message of hope, with detailed instruction.

8:27 am
If this government ever became a tyrant, if a dictator ever took charge in this country, the technological capacity that the intelligence community has given the government could enable it to impose total tyranny, and there would be no way to fight back because the most careful effort to combine together in resistance to the government, no matter how privately it was done, is within the reach of the government to know. Such is the capability of this technology.
Senator Frank Church, 1975
5:52 am
“I’m tellin’ you, there’s comin’ a day when He’s fixin’ to put His foot down.”
(This woman is amazing…she really knows her stuff.  And she’s so normal!)


2:52 am


“Collapse of quantum wave function is playing out in nature.  When you get on board, He starts showin’ you this stuff, y’all.”
“They’re killin’ some people fast, and they’re killin’ some people slow.”
(I love this preacher!)
6:09 pm
But what if one of my boys made a baby?  Would my mom like that baby?  Or would she think of the new life as an extension of me?  Would she hate also my grandchild?   Would she stoop so low, because she hates me?  I didn’t mess up her life.  She did that.
6:05 pm
I dreamed about my mother this morning, and it was horrendous.  She kept telling people I was crazy and the more I tried to argue, the crazier I looked.  It was awful.  I ended up screaming at her about how she wanted me to kill Josh because she thought I was too crazy to raise a man-child.   (She didn’t talk to me AT ALL while I was pregnant.  Then she showed up at the hospital!  He was born on her birthday.)  BUT THEN, tonight I drove a couple miles to send a text and I also RECEIVED one.  From Mom!  (I don’t get messages.  Nada.)  My fabulous message was a photo of a really awesome baby.  I assume the picture is of my great-niece.  (Her mouth is wide open, so I’m probably right.)  How wonderful, that my mom can finally promote a baby.  How wonderful that she would text me!  How wonderful that babies still happen.  I think babies are wonderful.
Isaac folded clothes, so I did some too.  He also vacuumed a lot, and put the cushions back after I sprayed them for fleas.  I said, “I think you hold it against me that I’m smarter than your dad.”  He agreed, and paired his observation with a personal insult in similar vein.  I said, “You’re wrong.  I married him, didn’t I?”  Also, I’m still here, although my ex committed fornication with my elegant father.  Pretty soon our sons will respect us both.
2:05 pm
It’s the EOTWAWKI, and I should be concerned about bugs in my bed?  Big hairy deal!  (I’m not really that hairy so I figure they’re in the bed and not actually living on my person.)  I’m going to ask Isaac how he deals with the jumps from hyper-important, to mundane-and-necessary.  I tried ignoring the bugs.  I just pulled up the covers and prayed for the poison to take effect.  I can’t live with more itching every day; ignoring my body’s needs isn’t working.  Some things are important, and other things are necessary.  Obama is not the anti-christ.  Obama may be an anti-christ wannabe, but that’s not my business.  Obama is however, doing the dastardly deeds of the devil who would demand our demise.  Obama’s not helping.  Nobody is helping.   Putin isn’t even helping except that his efforts demonstrate lies; he doesn’t promote truth actually, but he does help us see non-truth.  My government is really, really screwed.  My government still runs my environment, and this combination doesn’t bode well.  My government is not my friend.  My government is a whore and I couldn’t/wouldn’t pay the price of a good time.  Time is over with.  My government is revealing itself as egotistical and self-serving… and doomed despite their narcissistic-best-efforts.  My government is doomed.  Sure am glad I never got elected.
I guess if you really don’t want to hear from God, calling His messenger crazy makes sense.  What else do you have to hold on to?
“Tabula rasa”:  “An empty slate”;   the supposition that a human being is ultimately malleable, an undefined masterpiece waiting to be hung.  Or hanged, depending on his handlers and the state of the person’s mind-control, since ’empty slate’ presupposes that our DNA has little to do with our art.  Preschool posits this hypothesis, as a pertinent point in the intellectual conflict between nature and nurture.  I believe we can consider it more deeply.  Are we ‘meant to be’?  Or are we being conditioned to perform a matinee of pseudo-beingness?  Do others ever bear responsibility for what we become?   For us to submit our ‘being’ to others is surely an actionable offense, but what of those others?   I’m glad I’m not a judge, because I think I’d decree harshly against others who lied to the vulnerable.  Thankfully, the judge, Jesus, knows not only what we’ve done and what we’ve become, and also how we influenced others, but also why we did so.
Jesus also knows about DNA.  He knows ALL about DNA, even the quantum sort.  We are fixed of many different kinds of DNA, not just the mom-and-pop variety.  Families inherit spiritual baggage right along with genes of illness.  Sometimes our ancestry has painted over and over the same canvas.  (Technology can reveal a master artist’s first trial-brushstrokes when used to examine a masterpiece.)  We can’t escape what we genetically are by any technology known to man. Baptists try to fix a person by cleaning up his outsides, with no reflection of internal influences.  If a person’s DNA has been assimilated, by quantum means or spiritual, washing the ‘outside of the cup’ will not yield long term changes in a person’s motivations.  CERN-worshipers do the opposite.  They seek to bind themselves to the paranormal, so that they may share unnatural DNA and not have to consider the ramifications (to themselves, and others) of their behaviors.  Jesus said, “I will live my [supernatural, through heredity and by obedience to Truth and Love…] LIFE THROUGH YOU.”   “Flesh of my flesh, and bone of my bone.”  He can change our DNA on every level, even those that remain unseen to humans.  “If any man be in Christ, he is a new creature.  Old things have passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
I am tabula rasa, in the hands of Jesus.   I was not born-free into perfect DNA,  but Jesus has worked me through a lot of it, even if he didn’t need to.   He could declare me free and I would be free.   I am currently fighting the temptations faced by any hyper-active tabula rasa, and I believe  I’m watching his unnecessary efforts in order to create a record, also so I may recognize others who must deal with negative DNA.  [This has to happen before He can pour his life into us; doesn’t that make sense?]     My body is neglected and disgusting, and I can’t cover it properly because I don’t know what I should look like.  Before I go to bed I douse myself with calamine lotion and Deep Woods Off, but I always wake up with new bug-bites.  My appearance and demeanor could go any way.  I am extremely uncomfortable in this environment, but what could I be instead?
Looks like I won’t be hauling firewood this winter; “Lord, bless my dad.”  I would like to do so many different things, and I have no preconceived notions of what I might do.  I’m also without internal guidance.  I’m waiting still.  I’ve waited since my first marriage, to become what I’m meant to be.  I learned to pray back then, when life was pointless and I was abused.  I am no longer abused, because I recognize that I am not.  My life is not pointless, because I gave it to Jesus many years ago.  But, I feel pointless.  I’m never calm;  even if I’m not anxious about some non-existent threat, I’m excited about what might happen for me in the next minute.  I know he planned good things for me even before the creation of the world.  I know Him, a little bit.  I will to wait.  I will to not jump on the first stagecoach out of Dodge.  I want to be and see and hear and taste and touch and say and do and remember and love and appreciate, every little thing He planned for me.  I’m His.  I’m bored.  I’m lonely.  I’m pointless.  I’m Tabula Rasa.  But, I belong to the greatest artist ever whispered of.  He’s legendary and I’m His work of art.
I never figured ‘they’ would figure so prominently in my reflections or my work product.  “They” are nebulous and they hurt us all.  Some of us will soon know who ‘they’ are.  When we know, we’ll share it with the world.  Will the world receive our intelligence?  Or will the world call us crazy?
4:07 am
Ron Paul, on Trump:
“He is getting a lot of attention right now, but he is an authoritarian. He wants to run people’s lives and run the world and run the economy, because that’s the way he lives his life. On occasion he comes up with the correct idea, but an authoritarian is the opposite of a libertarian. A libertarian wants to release creative energy to the individuals. We want to get the government out of our lives, out of the economy, and out of all these places around the world. It’s quite a bit different from the way an authoritarian would approach our problems,” Paul said.
‘Third intifada was launched,’ Palestinian law student posted before carrying out fatal attack in Jerusalem 
Throughout last night, some Palestinians on social media echoed Halabi’s statement that a third Intifada had taken root. A source close to Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu remarked, “They want a third intifada? They’ll get a second Defensive Shield,” according to Israel Hayom.
In response to the on-going strife surrounded al-Aqsa mosque, Jordan, the steward of the Muslim holy site, has said that it is mulling recalling its ambassador from Israel.
Shaked was quick to point out in her broken English: “Regarding the gays, by the way, we support all the civil rights for gays and we promote also that gays can have the mortgage.”
The name of the talk was “The Justice of Shmita,” referring to the traditional Jewish sabbatical year. Shaked spoke of how, as part of shmita, her party – the Naftali Bennett-led Jewish Home – had supported debt forgiveness for some 30,000 Israelis (an unusual move for a far-right party, but one in which Shaked claims to find no contradiction).
Whenever Stone tried to broach the subject of “Jewish values,” it became evident that Shaked had no interest in such values, at least in the traditional religious sense of the term. Liberty, nonviolence, justice – to her and the Jewish Home party, all can be readily sacrificed to the overarching mission of ethnic and religious homogeneity. The ideology of Naftali Bennett is hostile to any interpretation of Judaism that would place greater emphasis on these values than on settlement expansion, wars of aggression, and the jailing of innocent refugees.
The refreshing bluntness of Ayelet Shaked

“Free Speech is dangerous to the health of dishonest political figures.”

“The Rule of Law is not only aborted, but the core values of America are sold to the highest bidder. Statutes reiterating the Rule of law are rendered impotent – not by corrupt judicial decree, but by fraud on the part of judicial officials charged with protecting the public.”

“The American Bar Association is silent.  The ACLU is silent….   The Civil Rights organizations are silent.   Political figures running for office are silent.  Who is defending the Constitution and our liberty?” 

After over fifty years of practicing law in Illinois, Ditkowsky was suspended from the legal profession by the Illinois Attorney Registration and Disciplinary Commission for the act of sending emails to government officials asking for an honest and comprehensive investigation into the abuses going on in guardianship proceedings.

A previous article discussed the plight of Barbara Stone, whose mother is under a guardianship in Dade County, Florida. Upon visiting her mother in the home in which the guardian had placed Helen Stone, Barbara was shocked to find her mother emaciated and on a feeding tube. Barbara then allegedly took her mother to lunch.

She was subsequently arrested and charged with “custody interference,” and up until recently was confined to house arrest, an electronic tracking bracelet ensuring her compliance.

The problem was that Barbara would not shut up. She filed a number of lawsuits against guardianship court Judge Michael Genden and also against guardian Jacqueline Hertz and her attorney, Roy Lustig, as well as criminal court judge Victoria Brennan and Governor Rick Scott. She also launched a blog with the purpose of exposing the parties involved in what she termed the continuing abuse of her mother. Tiring of her complaints, Judge Genden charged her with criminal contempt for failing to show up at a court hearing and Barbara went into lock-up.

This past week, Stone, who is licensed to practice law in the state of New York, secured her release from jail at a significant price. She has agreed to stop blogging and also, significantly, to not file further papers in her mother’s case without a lawyer. In other words, the price of her freedom was prior restraint

And that is when Patty and Landon fled. In a recent interview with Patty, who is in an undisclosed location, she stated the following:

“I have cared for my son since birth. Why would I ever turn him over to a court which has proven itself to be abusive to its wards?”

I underestimate my sons.  “Lord, please help me see them as you do.”  I always underestimate them, and I think I know them better than a lot of moms know their sons.  “Lord, please forgive me.  You told me they belong to you, and you’re perfect and much smarter than I.  Isaac knows he sings right into my heart.  Would he not choose his songs consciously?”  “Please enable me to bless Josh and Isaac as I’ve always wanted to.  Please fill them with joy.”

 I Won’t Give Up [Official Music Video]

Jason Mraz 


5:24 pm

Everywhere you look, the establishment’s narrative is collapsing (video)

(Wouldn’t this indicate the presence of the ‘Spirit of Truth’?  Who else might be doing this?  The ‘Father of Lies’?  Get real.)

3:13 pom

“simpatico”  That’s the word I was looking for.

“Because, if you can’t trust a pedophile, who can you trust?”

NRO and Salon Fight Pedophobia

(Wouldn’t that be pedophilia-phobia?)

1:13 pm

It just occurred to me that I am handicapped because I don’t speak every other human language.  I feel that I’ve been like those pitiful people who demand an amputation so their body matches their self-image.  I’m compelled to communicate with people, but I’ve voluntarily cut out my tongue.  I have a fine brain but I’ve accepted disability, because ability would require nurturing.  I’m lazy.  I should learn some French, or some Spanish.  Mark Zuckerberg talked to the Chinese Premier in his own tongue.  Shouldn’t God’s servant be able to do that?  I think maybe I’d like to study a foreign language as I take the TEFL classes in Toronto.  Do you suppose my dad could be moved to spring for both?  I think so.  No problemo.  “Mi padre es muy contento.”

12:56 pm

(It would be nice to forego the ‘off with their heads’ part, but sometimes you gotta roll with it.)

It seems to me that “utterly complete vindication” would necessarily include some rejuvenation of my political respectability.  I was ‘Tea Party’ before they set the table.  I was historical.  (Prophetic people are always historical because that’s the only way you can tell they were right.)  I don’t mind for a minute that I did not go to Congress, but I carry a small grudge about the guy who did.  I knew the whole line-up and a couple of them actually loved other people.  My all-time favorite candidate ran a kids’ Bible Camp for decades.  Lots of good people might have represented us over the years, had not some false PR firm created our decisions for us.  Liberals and conservatives can all agree on more freedom and fewer dead people.  If we were permitted to actually see our potential representatives, maybe we could agree on much more.  Maybe representative government didn’t have to be the cesspool it is.  I guess that’s water under the bridge,  as we now cross Jordan.  We won’t need any representatives when all hearts are displayed on the cosmic whiteboard.    Democracy is dead; long live the King.

12:16 pm

These are the days in which the deepest thoughts and intentions of each one’s heart shall become evident. To those who have “held part back” from Me [through the maintenance of self-desire] they shall be brought quickly to a point of “absolute decision” – either for or against My highest plan for their life and ministry. And to those who have been faithful to “hold fast the vision” [the revelation in their heart] they shall have the deepest desires of their heart met superabundantly – in and by the power of My Spirit [Who is the Spirit of Love]

And, while we most certainly know that He is a God of great mercy and extraordinary patience, it is also certain that it is His desire to unfold the majesty of His plan for the establishment of the Glorious Church and His Kingdom in this hour – and, thus, the “fullness of time” has come, and He is making all things ready in this season. There is an ominous cloud approaching for those who have not laid down their lives completely in their [wilful] rebellion. This is, without a doubt, the most critical [serious] time in the history of the church and, when the “smoke [cloud] clears”, it is certain that each man’s work will have become evident as to its true origin.

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/10%20October%202015/WPFBN1004.pdf

8:29 am

I think I’m recognizing coding as a more fluid medium than I’d thought.  I did know that some view it as art; I had been shown creative subsets within a page of interaction,  but I thought of them as tricks;  I always figured the columns had to add up in the end.  I studied BASIC back before graphics, and I was tempted to pitch my computer out the window decades earlier than I finally had to.  One hyphen.  One comma.  Anything misplaced at all, and you were back to DOS.  Now I think that maybe a program could end with/and/by many alternative scenarios.  Yet, to the casual observer, the end would remain the same.  I respect artists who don’t hawk their wares.  I respect a maestro who can do his best work without donning the tuxedo.  I respect choir directors who show up to every rehearsal.   I may one day see art in math.  Math to me is anti-freedom.  Math to me is fascism.  Math is a far-off country whose revolution I ignored, because I found the footage boring.
Maybe I’ll have to know math.  The Kingdom will require quantum-lawyers.  (For a little while.)  How else could justice be actuated for and among multi-dimensional beings?  I mean, if a judge is gonna claim to provide restitution, he’s going to have to do a much larger investigation of cause and effect and karma.  Maybe I’ll understand math soon.  I always thought God would give me that gift although I never actually remember hearing him say so.  My eyes have been blinded to many things, and math-avoidance  demonstrates merely one of my resulting  deficiencies.
BASIC prayer:  “God, nobody likes me and I don’t have any friends or family even though they all know that my dad intentionally caused this loneliness in me.  Please could you fix me so my dad will like me and other people will follow his lead as he treats me kindly and apologizes for lying.  Thank you.  Amen.”


6:43 pm

It Is Finished [Live]

Isaac’s finally getting it and I don’t envy him the night ahead.  I could see his daylight dawning when I said, “God have mercy on my family, when Josh figures this out.”   I said, “Isaac.  They tried to TAKE AWAY THE CHILD of a woman who was BEGGING FOR HELP WITH HIM.  They tried to take him away, by calling her crazy… for seeking a better environment for him.  That’s pretty evil.”   I recounted my various requests to family members, his uncles, my aunt, and their cringe-worthy responses.  It’s hard to grow up, at least as far as I’ve heard.  I’m not looking forward to it.   I told him his dad quit being a dad or a husband, so I stood up.  I’m not yet standing straight.  But, together we are now revolutionaries.  I’ll begin setting up bunks in the basement tomorrow.  When my sons recognize what I’ve done, they will trust me again.  At this point I don’t know if Isaac would even vote for me.  And if Josh voted at all I’d be very disappointed.  
Soon though,  they’ll be seeking blood on behalf of their godly father.  Before that day, they will cease disliking my words.  We’ll join forces when they see more Truth.  We’ll ‘rescue the perishing, care for the dying, snatch those in pity, from sin and the grave.  Weep o’er the erring ones, lift up the fallen.  Show them of JESUS, the mighty, to save.’  (Isaac doesn’t like my ideas about Jesus and I don’t like his ideas without Him.  But not all of his ideas are without Him.)  (The bunkhouse will succor all seekers, and we’ll get the sauna running next door.  I guess that building is on Dad’s deed.  Tough shit.)
6:27 pm
Who’s crazy?  I’ll take all comers.  (yuk)  The thing I don’t understand is why none of my family will talk to me yet.  They’re educated and appropriately medicated.  Shouldn’t they wish to demonstrate their superiority to  the prodigal with the big ring?  It’s no longer an issue of win-or-lose.  It is an issue of WILL LINDA SURVIVE UNTIL SOMEBODY SPEAKS TRUTH BACK TO HER FACE?  Seriously.  I could die.  I could ascend.  I could plotz.  (Look it up.  Goldthorpes should know Yiddish words.)  
6:32 pm
They’re more like flash-backs now, less like real-live panic.  Jesus really, really won.  First it was migraines…etc.  He has delivered me from more maladies than most people read pharm ads about.   I knew he would fix EVERYTHING because many times before he fixed things my dad predicted would make his life miserable if I did not correct them within my own existence.  (“GOD!  Please have mercy on all the narcissists.”)  I am watching my persona and well-being back out of the parking space at the shopping center of DARPA and bullshit mind-control.  “Thank you Jesus.”  Eat my dust.  (I REALLY gotta know if this is microwaves or spirits.  C’mon.)

3:40 pm

“We don’t know exactly what they did in the fo rest; their names were Corwin and Seraphime.  Corwin was born into a commune, and when everybody went crazy his father had to smuggle him out. ‘You think it‘s destiny when it starts, then people’s egos come into ply.    It morphs.  You’ve got to get out.'”  “That’s what he told me.”  The guy who won had  his plans augmented by the other guy whose phone never rings.  Isaac’s reading “The Fountainhead”  and he notices a lot of things I missed.  He talks about himself like this:   “He milked goats but dreamed of playing the git-tar.  His hands were supple, from the goat-milking.  He waited for somebody to tell him how to make the big-time…”  Isaac’s going inside now.  It’s so cold out here I might strip and soak in the hottub.

I harbor so much irrational anger against George.  What difference does it make if I pick up his same abandoned  item from the same spot on my necessary counter space every single day?  I’m not starving.  I have excess food to prepare on that counter.  It only takes me about two seconds every day to get rid of his debris.  Why does that bother me?  Because I’m not right.  “God please fix me.”

10:54 am

Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.  (James 4:7)
10:48 am
Hey, spies.  Did you listen to that last sermon I watched?  Get right with God.  I’ve got things to do and you might not like them.  But, you know what?  If I  never get to testify against you, still thanks for the memories.  I pray for your souls, but I guess you know that.  (You guys get to know everything!  That’s a privilege and a legitimate responsibility.)

Picksiebner – Lincoln Town

10:36 am

Why do I feel more like Goldie Hawn than my sisters in skirts?  Please tell me it is not because my dad and I watched her on ‘Laugh-In’ dancing in a bikini.

You Don’t Own Me – Bette Midler, Goldie Hawn & Diane Keaton

10:02 am

Please forgive me but my time-stamps aren’t accurate because somebody is messing with my posts.  Thank you.

Dominion over Earth has been handed, by men, to demons.  That’s the bottom line of all conspiracies and all ‘Bible interpretations’.  We abdicated.  We gave in, for a tasty piece.  God meant for man to rule some parts of his creation, but he tested us and we proved unworthy, and sorely unable.  But, God never gives up. (Although he ‘will not always argue with men.’  My paraphrase.)  This time around, his tests have been more arduous, but he has identified a few who could run the maze without destroying themselves.  (Or others.)  He will fill these pioneers with power.  We will soon see amazing things, and many of these amazing things will happen in amazing ways, and many of these amazing ways will be handled by extraordinarily unamazing people.  Let that sink in.  The last shall be first.  “Not to the swift goes the race.”   When we submit our will to our boss, we abdicate our personal divinity, and we are led by the same demons that lead our boss.  That guy pitching calamari  at a high school tail-gate might fondly remember his days as a fry-cook.
9:33 am
“Are you wasting your time building somebody else’s dream?”

5 Reasons You Should Never Get A Job

“Once you do what you love, you never have to work a day in your life!”
“A lifestyle [as opposed to a ‘job’] is where you can express yourself 100%… in every single moment.”
“I love Mondays!  Can you say that?”  (I can.  Weekends are very slow-apocalypse-days.)
“When I started to spill the beans, my vibe attracted my tribe.”
9:47 am
We’ve got to be.  We’ve got to ‘be’ if we’re created in God’s image,  since as we know, he is the embodiment of: I AM.  It is sufficient that I am;  but additionally  my ‘beingness’  supersedes all the artificially-ingrained expectations that are pumped into my mind.  These false motivations translate to, “I MUST”.  I feel, especially when I wake in cold sweats of terror, that I MUST.  My feelings lie; I must ‘what’?  
ASSHOLE NSA, what must I do?”
 You blackmail targets internally.  (I will not need to explain your machinations, shortly.  I guess you know that.)  I MUST DO NOTHING EXCEPT THE ONE THING I AM INSTRUCTED TO DO AT ANY MOMENT BY THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE AND MY INTENDED.  Stand down.  Or not.  After all, you have a job to do.  I however, have a lifestyle.  I am where I belong and I’m doing what I ‘must’.  Do not trifle with Truth.  You took notes  There will be a test.


7:51 am

I should go shopping because I have to bake some birthday cakes this month.

7:22 am
“Dear Lord, what next?  I’m finally able to drive without planning the route for productive hitch-hiking in case my car were to die, and now I’m the laughing stock of the automotive community.  Good thing I don’t care about cars except as a tool.  Thank you for this (purportedly) dependable tool.  (If they were hiding evil deceptive code in their cars about a tongue-in-cheek issue like carbon emissions, what else are their cars hiding?)”

Car Pro Statement: What To Do If You Own A VW Diesel

Connie is still scratching her ass off.  We vacuum it up once in a while.  I slept with a flea collar around my ankle and have only detected three new bites this morning.  I don’t know what to do about those fleas, I even tried looking it up in the Bible.  My room is a disaster because I tore the bed up two times and poisoned it real good.  I’d like to put things back together.  The bathroom needs to be rid of the acid; I left a puddle under the sink with some paper towels on it.  I should find some gloves I suppose, before I get the rest of it out of there.  I could use some plumbing assistance.  It was 69 when I got up, so I addressed the thermostat for the THIRD time. I believe we shouldn’t squander what we didn’t purchase.  Maybe I should ask my dad for whom he purchased this luxury-propane. Then THAT PERSON could be in charge of when it gets burnt.  I hope he picks me; call me crazy but I’d far rather feel 55 degrees now, than lose all feeling in January when it’s below zero.
7:39 am
Break me, Music

Wizard of Oz – If I Were King of the Forest

7:42 am
All I must do is have courage, and to ‘rightly divide the Word of truth’, and I’ll see my loved ones ushered over to the pertinent side of history.  This is small obligation, for a woman who believes she must feed every human she encounters.  My responsibility is little, yet false responsibility keeps me awake at night.  I repent.  I am not responsible for every bite of food that Josh ingests, and he doesn’t expect me to be so.  (He expects me to greet him cheerily every morning as I cook his breakfast, but that’s different.)  In his heart he is stoic, but also in his heart he longs for freedom from his own hyper-observations of threat and anticipated response.  He’ll save somebody’s  life in a heartbeat.  He hopes he doesn’t have to do that, but he also hopes he may use his warrior-knowledge and committed heart for good things.  He doesn’t want to miss out and neither do I.  He’s never even ridden a horse and sometimes I feel terrible about that.  But he will.  And if he wants, I’ll ride right behind him. I’d follow him into battle because I trust his heart.



9:44 pm

“The wars of tomorrow will have no winners.”

Awakening from the Lie We Live

“We are a flash in time.  But our impact is forever.”

9:26 pm

Woe unto them that join house to house, that lay field to field, till there be no place, that they may be placed alone in the midst of the earth!  (Isaiah 5:8)
 I took the prophet for his colonoscopy today.  His mom went too, she’s 87.  I was out of the house for twelve whole hours.  We went foraging of course, on the way home.  He found a giant puffball mushroom as big as a soccer ball.  He’s never eaten them, but the thing was flawless and beautiful and he had to pick it.  When I got home I found a cooking video for puffballs, a film featuring a southern gentleman, He is wearing camouflage and he said, “We’re owna meh sum  food!”  He has a very large giant puffball mushroom and now he’s cutting, thickly, the ‘summa bitch’.  (The prophet’s is bigger.)     If videos would load faster I wouldn’t be able to write a play-by-play.  If only.
The prophet gave me a cup of sand; it’s very special sand.  A couple months ago he went to a mysterious hot spring in California; he sat in this very sand, and his body stopped hurting.  It hurts him all the time, lately.  He soaks his ankles in a tub of water mixed with this sand, and he gave me some, free-for-nothing.  He’d like to see my mind stop hurting as badly as I’d like to see him in action with his body absolutely free of pain.  He said they have a rule at the California hot spring.  Sometimes weary sufferers become so euphoric in that sand, that they pass out right there in the water.  So, if any intrepid life-seeker goes in alone, the rangers check on him every fifteen minutes.  That could possibly be a tale told to tourists to keep them checked into the local economy for a bit longer.  Or, maybe it’s true.  Maybe people actually become euphoric, somewhere when they’re alone. Passionate happiness is denigrated even more than extremes of pathos or violence.
How wonderful to be alone in a cave of magical water!  Just think of it!  I suspect a lot of us would be uncomfortable if we were rolling in magic water and bureaucrats checked on us.  But, they do.  We believe nobody sees us doing what we do when we’re alone, when we think nobody is watching us.  (Not me.  Been there, done that.)  I might want to go to California and become euphoric. I told the prophet about the natural lithium spring in New York, and how for generations they sent hysterical women there to become calm.  He wouldn’t mind stopping there first.  (I also told him how the government wants to apply/might be applying lithium to drinking water and chemtrails.  He thought that might be one of their rare good ideas.)
9:23 pm
This is the BEST cooking video I’ve seen in years!  This guy’s  from West Virginia, and he cans EVERYTHING.

how to cook puffball mushroom

7:17 am

Time of Fulfillment of Your Destiny and God’s Promises Has Come

7:04 am

 I’m praying for the Covert Harassment Conference in Berlin.

I want to sleep more, and I’ve been trying.  (My mom often quipped, when I would defend myself and say, “I’m trying,”:  “Yes.  Very.”)  I’d like to sleep more in the dark, and I’d like to wake up with Jesus like I used to do.  I’d like to wake up with a person too maybe, one who woke up at the same times and knew what I’d just dreamed. My room has been a sanctuary, in a dark cold house.  I decked it out in 2013 like some Bohemian bordello with drapes and candlesticks.  I thought I might be coming to the end of my saga right then.  I sued my dad in the court of Jesus Christ and I expected a quick verdict.  I don’t think it’s been very quick, but now an ‘intersection of prophetic promises’ is directly ahead of humanity.  Lots of people have been holding out for miracles they’ve seen in the Spirit, and soon they will see fresh evidence.  I forget to be grateful that Jesus picked me (and US) for his final lap before the earth falls at his feet.  I’m very blessed.  Soon, that will be obvious.  I figure these destiny-promises will hit our timeline at exactly the point where Truth is acknowledged and liars realize they must stop talking.  It could happen any day now.


3:37 pm

I said, “Isaac.  They tried to blackmail Adam and me but they had nothing to go on.  Call him up.  Ask him.  We watched LECTURES for God’s sake.  I love him more than anything but you maybe, but we are pure and they don’t know what to do with that.  Ask him.  Do you have his number?”

3:18 pm

Half-assed blackmail.  Could there be a more obvious depiction of the human condition?  (Or of the Republicans?)  I really can’t get my mind around it.  They have access to the most powerful technology known to man and they can’t do better than what they tried with me.  Fail.  So sorry.  Do you still want to talk to me?  I’d really love it, and I’d cook dinner and you’d sweat about that dinner through many sweaty pointless nights with women who looked real good on Ashley Madison.  C’mon.   You gave up with me.  You quit.  Slackers.  Let’s see what you got, then we’ll laugh and eat well.  Then, I can get a real life and so can y’all.  (Once you’re cognizant about the whole ‘government’ issue.)
3:01 pm
“Body integrity identity disorder.”  That’s a real disease.  It requires real drugs, to overcome the symptoms of ‘body integrity identity disorder.’  Obtaining real drugs requires real money.  Real money doesn’t exist, except for its muted incarnation embodying elements of our own souls.  And this we trade for goodwill of the ‘professionals’;  and  also ‘insurance’, so that we may afford real drugs, at what time our bodies do not look as our brains think they ought, and we learn that the resulting ‘disease’ must be treated by a multi-national corporation that pays ‘reps’ to ‘encourage’ my sister to prescribe [their] statins, and then sends her to Bermuda when she does according to the blood-contract she made with said bimbos-bearing-pizza-boxes.  One of their ‘patients’ intentionally blinded herself, because in her ‘real’ life she was blind.  Oh, I could wax eloquent but my efforts would be wasted on the blind ones who watch me teeter.   The medical profession says it’s OK to put out one’s own eyes,  if only the drugs keep flowing and the pizzas show up on Tuesday.  (References available on request.)  

1:09 pm

George went to town to get parts for Isaac’s brakes, and he came back with a ham!  Hams are great; we use every part and Connie eats the bones.  (He also bought more tuna fish.)  I made a pumpkin pie while he was gone, and washed the dishes.  I pulled an enormous rutabaga out of the garden the other day and finally suggested that somebody hack off the roots and stems. Tonight we’ll have baked ham and mashed rutabaga with Hubbard squash and hopefully some fabulous gravy.  Maybe I’ll bake biscuits.  I’m tired of fooling around with sourdough.  We’ll have a romaine salad.  
Isaac is going to sell a website to my brother.  I advised him to ask for five thousand dollars.  He could say, at any point, “David, you’re family and I love you.  I’ll give you a fifty-percent discount.”  If he does not ask for what he’s worth, my dad and brother will elbow one another and picture Isaac for the past year, in the Boulder gutter stoned out of his mind.  He is worth five thousand dollars to people other than his family, and he should demonstrate that fact.  But, he loves his family.  They’ll love him too, when they realize what he is.  They’ll love me also, and Josh.  This lying has got to stop.

12:53 pm

12:47 pm

BUSTED! Secret Service Digging Up Dirt on Congressmen for Blackmail Purposes  (And the small-fry may cut their teeth on go-nowhere candidates from bug-tussle.)

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/busted-secret-service-digging-up-dirt-on-congressmen-for-blackmail-purposes/

11:43 am

FBI and DEA under review for use of NSA mass surveillance data

Parallel construction is a controversial investigative technique that takes information gained from sources like the NSA’s mass surveillance, covers up or lies about the sources,and then utilizes them in criminal investigations inside the United States. The information was passed to other federal agencies like the Internal Revenue Service (IRS).

The technique was described as “decades old, a bedrock concept” by a DEA official.

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/fbi-and-dea-under-review-for-use-of-nsa-mass-surveillance-data/

11:36 am

Zechariah 2:10 “Sing and rejoice, O daughter of Zion! For behold, I am coming and I will dwell in your midst,” says the Lord11 “Many nations shall be joined to the Lord in that day, and they shall become My people. And I will dwell in your midst. Then you will know that the Lord of hosts has sent Me to you. 12 And the Lord will take possession of Judah as His inheritance in the Holy Land, and will again choose Jerusalem. 13 Be silent, all flesh, before the Lord, for He is aroused from His holy habitation!”
11:09 am
Every time Isaac asks for the last hits of my cigarette, I feel deprived and light another.  We’re not entirely good for one another, but we’re all we got.  Don’t bald men just look wiser?  Unless their pates be all tattooed and defiant, I think.  And clothing.  “Clothing makes the man.”  What hogwash.  I tried to be the perfect Baptist family, and I adjusted George’s apparel on occasion.  “God forgive me.”  Clothing indicates something,  only when it’s personal.  Hiring a ‘stylist’ is like hiring a PR firm that incarcerates its clients for eternity, and lies for them until the check don’t clear.  I do not feel like myself in my attire.  My ugliest-most-practical pants became discolored today when an entire bottle of Draino ran through the pipes to saturate everything I stored under the sink.  In acid.  George said three days ago, regarding my plugged drain:  “I don’t feel like taking it apart.”  Isaac, God bless him, purchased a kind of fly-swatter gadget, and rammed it down the drain and the water finally ran out.  I, God forgive me, poured an entire bottle of Draino down there and it splashed on my feet as I dumped.  I’d like to look different.  I’d like to be authentic.  I’d like to fully accept the fact that we have entered a different season.  I will soon no longer hyper-ventilate if I think I am not up to snuff. When I’m a hundred percent authentic, I won’t find it difficult to dress.  Doesn’t that make sense?
My dad took Isaac along when he delivered discarded furniture from his most recent home-renovation to one of his vacation-pads, in a beachfront town.  When they got to the lauded paradise, Dad turned on the TV.  He owns many such temporary properties, and he visits them sometimes.  And then…he turns on the TV.  My sons have been invited to yet another ‘last football game’ where my nephew will figure prominently.  Josh doesn’t want to go.  I said, to Isaac, “Well, can you blame him?  They abandoned him.  They abandoned him because they do not like me.  It’s bullshit.”  I guess that’s kind of what Josh said, something like, “They don’t come here to see me.”  How simple could it be?

5:16 am

(Commentary disabled.)  (Simon didn’t like the song she chose.  Yada, yada.)

5:07 am

I could have danced all night


Does my dad recognize the comedy of his surname?  He’s ‘Shylock’.  He’ll have his pound of flesh.  How tragic.  How Jewish.  Does he know something I don’t?  I was targeted for some reason yet unknown to me.  Was it Cooley?  Was it the Masons?  Was it the Zion-mafia?  Was it Dr. Jim putting his finger up my butt then telling mom how beautiful I was when I was a little girl?  What curse follows the Goldthorpes?  (We could put it to bed.  Jesus is omniscient.  I meant ‘bed’ figuratively.)  (You have a half-brother somewhere, don’t you?  I’d like to meet him.)


4:41 am

(“Lord, does that scripture mean my dad’s got to love me or you won’t return?  Forbid it!”)

“Dear Lord, we need a strategy from you.  My father and I must get on the same page, and we don’t know how to do it.  I’ve remitted his sins against me, but he retains them.  He’s been kind to both my sons, and he’s indicated his willingness to keep their house from freezing up.  He bought me a very expensive dinner, and I sat at the head of the table and I said ‘grace’ before we began to eat.  I gave him bread, and he’s reaching out.  Please show us the way to communion and restitution.  Please show us YOUR way.  Bless him with peace in his forgiven-ness.  Thank you that I don’t obsess about him anymore.  Do I love him too much?  Amen.”

And he will turn The hearts of the fathers to the children, And the hearts of the children to their fathers, Lest I come and strike the earth with a curse.  (Malachi 4:6)

He will also go before Him in the spirit and power of Elijah, ‘to turn the hearts of the fathers to the children,’ and the disobedient to the wisdom of the just, to make ready a people prepared for the Lord.  (Luke 1:17)
(I know my dad can get this.  He’s not as dumb as I look.)

Godspell pt.1: “Prepare Ye the Way of the Lord” by Wicked’s Stephen Schwartz


6:30 pm

What we got here, is a whole lot of men looking real stupid.  How is that possible?

EXCLUSIVE: How 40,000 ‘women’ on Ashley Madison shared just six email addresses – all of them owned by the affairs website itself

6:16 pm

Russia begins air strikes in Syria after warning US to remove its planes… but kills 36 civilians in first wave of attacks as it targets anti-government rebels instead of ISIS

  • Moscow has started blitzing three provinces in support of President Assad
  • But all the areas targeted are held by moderate rebels backed by coalition
  • Strikes have infuriated Washington who accused Moscow of destabilising the region even further – U.S. apparently only given hour notice of strikes
  • At least 36 civilians have been killed in the strikes, says monitoring group
  • See latest news from Russia‘s air strikes in Syria 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3254579/Russian-politicians-grant-permission-send-troops-Syria-fight-ISIS-12-Cubs-Caliphate-child-soldiers-killed-France-s-air-strike-against-jihadis.html#ixzz3nGLgZaU4
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6:01 pm

Two new loaves of sourdough;  I have to take the prophet to his colonoscopy, and it looks like I’m not going to Berlin.  Oh, well.  Fish with Cajun seasoning and cracker crumbs, roasted cauliflower and spinach dumplings with cheese, cooked in chicken broth.  I didn’t get around to making dessert.  Oh, well.   My sons are fine human beings, and they’re able to laugh at themselves.  (That wasn’t a valued skill in my home of origin.  We laughed at others.)  I am fully satisfied with the human beings with which I have had to do.  My father hates every gamete he ever spurted.  As he should.  Selah.
5:35 pm
Morals.  I argue for morals every day.  Aren’t morals passe’ and deviant?  What are morals?  Where do they come from?  Do they bind us or do they free us?  Can you spell:  “M-O-R-A-L”?  So what if you can’t.

5:33 pm

“Kicking Me Out Is Morally Wrong”: Green Beret Discharged For Standing Up to Afghan Police’s “Brutal Child Rapist”

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3nG9dNpsY

5:27 pm
Two new loaves of sourdough, I have to take the prophet to his colonoscopy, and it looks like I’m not going to Berlin.  Oh, well.  Fish with Cajun seasoning and cracker crumbs, roasted cauliflower and spinach dumplings with cheese, cooked in chicken broth.  I didn’t get around to making dessert.  Oh, well.   My sons are fine human beings, and they’re able to laugh at themselves.  (That wasn’t a valued skill in my home of origin.  We laughed at others.)  I am fully satisfied with the human beings with which I have had to do.  My father hates every gamete he ever spurted.  As he should.  Selah.

4:15 pm

4:12 pm

I gave away your ring, that’s what pissed you off, right?  You’ve asked me a lot of weird questions over the past number of years, but that one rings clear.  I gave YOUR ring to a man who I respected.  (I returned all jewelry you gave to me under false pretenses.) You know that I chose against you, and against lies.   You, Dad, are not worthy of respect.  (You know what I’m talking about.)  (If others do not, others may accept deception as they wish.)  (Your FAMILY belongs to God, even as you do not.)    Let’s listen to a little music, shall we?  Why do you give rings to women who are not your bride?  Why do you give SO MANY BIG RINGS to the woman who has tolerated your bullshit for decades?   You never married my mum.  Think about it.  I have to go inside to cook fish and a ‘Swiss Cake Roll’.  906-291-1376.  But only as God wills for me to have cell-service.

4:02 pm

Daddy.  I’ve prayed and prayed but your curses keep happening.

Elvis Presley – Make The World Go Away

Elvis Presley – Make The World Go Away

3:39 pm

Hey, guess what?  Russia has a new weapon and they’re using it in Syria.  Anybody surprised?  (Not here, right?)

Syria New Russian Weapon

10:55 am

When you get right down to it, every time my dad whispered sweet-nothings into George’s ear about how messed up was his frugal wife, he was actually stealing food from our sons’ mouths, and BTU’s from their morning showers.  This is all worth money.  I am not good with math, but I recognize added value in the Bible where God talks about restoring a victim seven-times over.  Could my dad come up with 21 million dollars?  I think it’s possible.  I’d rather walk on streets of gold with him.  “Every knee shall bow and every tongue confess…”  It’s only a matter of time until I see my tyrant father on his knees.  It would be nice if it didn’t cost him everything he has first.

10:18 am

“Dear Lord, please forgive me for not praying for my dad when I saw him pull into his new driveway to his new place next door.  I’ll make up for it now?  ‘Please make my dad see what a dumb-shit he’s been. Please give him the gift of repentance, so he can see you, and not have to burn in hell for all eternity because he destroyed his own daughter’s life.  Have mercy on him.  I give him to you again.  Forgive me for not trusting you enough to stop praying for him.  Amen.'”

10:11 am

Hey Dad, Thanks for indicating your willingness to keep the pipes from breaking in your grandsons’ house.  But, maybe we should be smarter with my money.  How about you set up that trust account I described to you a few years ago.  It would just be smarter.  Ask your tax attorney.  L

10:06 am

Another great headline day:
“There’s no fixing this; we’re at critical mass.”

Gregory Mannarino: This Is Going To Be The Greatest Theft In The History Of The World, And It Has Been Purposely Set Up By The Federal Reserve. This Crash Will Eclipse Them All

“Does [Janet Yellen] want to be public-enemy-number-freaking-one?”

“Mandela Effect” was recently deleted from Wikipedia.

“We are now in the most leveraged market we have ever seen in world history.  People have borrowed from every avenue possible to participate in this Federal-Reserve-inflated stock market.  So what’s gonna happen when we start seeing selling accelerate?   What’s gonna happen when everybody starts selling?”  “Who knows where the bottom is?  There is no bottom.”(Gregory Mannarino)

DHS and FEMA now using U.S. hospitals to monitor and arrest patients wanted by government

(I got to know that my Dr. was a spy before y’all.  ‘Thank you, Lord.’)


“It’s like being able to translate from Spanish to French without being able to understand either language,” said Ted Berger of USC, the project leader.

Russian officials have demanded that American warplanes exit Syrian airspace immediately

(Or what?)
9:33 am
“Dear Lord, please could America stand down?  I’ve repented for our sins yet I live among a people of unclean lips.  Is it possible that you may yet have mercy on my country?  America is on the block, and we deserve to be so threatened by execution and utter darkness.  How many people has America killed?  I know you know that number, and you also know each hair on the head of each victim; and I know that you captured their final tears, in an individual vial, for each.   Of course and absolutely, you are free to do as you please with us sinners, us America;  and you are always just.  Yet, ‘in judgment remember mercy’?  Please have mercy on America!  Please do not give us as we deserve!  Forgive us for loving money so much that we will kill those others who do not support our central bank!  PLEASE!   Nevertheless, thy will be done.  Amen.”

Alan Jackson – Softly and Tenderly live (Text/lyrics)

if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.  (2 Chronicles 7:14)
Christians Must Pray!!!!

It’s 68.8 degrees in the house and when I went inside to refill my cup I heard the furnace running!  (The sound was unfamiliar so I had to check it out.)  Many mornings in this house begin in the fifties.  (In July even.)  So I turned off the heat.  Somebody who will not purchase fuel turned on the heat in September.  

When I am responsible for spending money I won’t waste very


Some headlines worthy of note:

Video: Main Stream Media Hack Chris Matthews Finally Exposed On Slander and Lies

See more here:   http://rinf.com/alt-news/multimedia/video-main-stream-media-hack-chris-matthews-finally-exposed-on-slander-and-lies/

Video: Dr. Sherri Tenpenny: “There’s No Such Thing As A Clean Vaccine!”

See more at:   http://rinf.com/alt-news/multimedia/video-dr-sherri-tenpenny-theres-no-such-thing-as-a-clean-vaccine/

Snowden: Intelligence agencies keep a file on every internet user

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3nAHExMqJ


11:59 am

I lined up the page and obtained George’s willingness to read something important.  He scanned the screen, then looked up to me and asked, “Should I begin at the top?”  I said “YES!  I set it up at the top.  Is it not OK to ask you to scan a couple lines in order to learn where to begin reading?”  He said, “I’m not going to do this.” Then he left.  He’s going into the hottub.


Do you know, if I went to the grocery store and if the cyber-stalkers didn’t know what I bought and did not remind me as soon as I was once more obeisant in front of the flickering screen of my enslavement, I wouldn’t think anybody cared!

Shot of Love

No more music ‘breaks’.  Music is always moving.  (Published on Jan 27, 2015.  That’s my birthday!)
11:24 am
Maybe “where you’re supposed to be” is not a physical location.  Maybe it’s just an RFID point within  your head?  
11:29 am
I told Isaac that teeth represent strength.  The lion is (purportedly) the strongest creature on Earth.  The lion’s strength is in his teeth.  “The joy of the Lord is my strength.”  Isaac returned to a joyless household.  Of course he’s feeling weak.  All those in this household feel weak.  But that weakness is in times past, and as four-dimensional beings we will again resume strength through joy because of love and grace.  The past season of pain and disfavor is behind us.  We will assume our role as necessary strength (through joy) for those less blessed by history of God-devotion and goodwill towards our fellow man.   Isaac will enjoy freedom unknown to his fellows who strive without such legacy, and and without history of devotion.  His freedom is accomplished through the joy that he brings to God by his devotion to brotherhood.  That’s weird, but I think I’m right.

11:13 am

11:06 am

Isaac had a nightmare.  He said all his teeth were falling out into his hands.  Nobody cared.  He couldn’t get to a dentist or the emergency room and all the teeth were black at the bottoms.  He said I was the only one who tried to help him.  He said, “Now I know what I’d look like old.”  He SAW himself in a mirror!

Everything is frequency, and we have separate organs that sense a limited portion of this spectrum.  We think that our ears hear ‘sounds’,  and are surprised to learn of many ‘sounds’ that we cannot hear.  Some are ‘audible’ to different species.  Similarly, we see ‘light’ and some lights are not visible to us.  Yet, the beat goes on.  I’d say that the best our physical senses can offer is a couple peep-holes into the frequency spectrum that is all communications and also all sources of communication or matter.  I guess that our predilection to compare otherly-sensitive beings to ourselves is probably comical to those beings who see further, and hear more. Isaac says our recognition of dogs and earthworms and microbes must indicate that the chain continues to infinity. “God is infinity.  We necessarily KNOW that something exists greater than ourselves.  ‘Dimensional orientations.’ A microbe is stuck in 2D.  What would a fourth-dimensional object look like?  How could we recognize a fourth-dimensional being?  Technically, we ARE fourth-dimensional beings.  Humans are not totally stuck in 3D.”
10:59 am
Isn’t this weird?  The ‘Covert Harassment Conference’ happens in two days in Berlin, and as I was reviewing the speaker list, I found this sentence regarding a Polish woman:  “An attempt to answer the question whether the dramatic situation of a group called: “random candidates” in Poland results rather from the current business of the old, criminogenic communistic elites, which arised from the military special services or, whether the cynical sentencing as “guinea pigs” of the part of the society, so as, remote torture, can be perceived, in today’s transnational world, as the standard of fulfilling obligations to the allied states.”  Isn’t that interesting? Quotation marks but no capitalization, just my alias.  (And also a very good question.)  (Maybe the Poles would buy my book.)  (A very nice Polish hotel desk-clerk took me Salsa dancing in Belgium!)

6:40 am

5:54 am
The Spirit of the Lord is in you and the word of the Lord is in your mouth.  You have everything you need to speak your own deliverance.  Ask for justice.  Declare restoration of all the years of things that have been stolen from you.  Shake off the dust and put on robes of authority.  This IS a new season; a new season is not coming; this IS a new season.  Loose yourself.  Isaiah 52.    God won’t tell you to dress in garments he hasn’t already given you.  Greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world.  He won’t tell you to loose yourself if you were not enabled to do it.  Please, reset my mindset.  Take me out of this season of slavery.”  Arise for thy light has come.  I am now in a new season.  God has placed me in a new season of my life.  I will be free of the old season, of the dust and prostration.  What you have around your neck is a farce.  It is a facade, it looks like you’re in bondage that you’ll never be free from.  satan wants it that way.  Loose yourself.  

Sermon notes from:   

Preparing for what’s coming 

“Dear Lord, I want nothing more than to activate the Truth of your Word in my life.  I am your daughter remaining battered and helpless, despite your perfect provision for my freedom.  I do choose to stand up and shake off the dust of the past season.  I do choose to believe that I have entered my destiny.  I reject paranoia, in your name and through your blood and your perfect mind and body.  I reject all vestiges of mind-control and the physical reactions to artificial mood-control.  I have your mind, and I will not share it with demons or human spirits.  I declare the ‘Secret Place’ off limits, and I apply your blood over its doorway.  Please fill me with such divine love that it pushes all terrors of darkness from my entire being.  Fill me with your Spirit so that there is no room for anything else.  Fill me so much that I am completely overtaken by you, and no longer consider myself at all.  I don’t feel like I can stand up by myself, but I’ve been waiting for you to lift me for a very long time.  Is that the Word for me?  How can I stand when I see no opportunities?  How can I prepare for unanticipated developments when I’m so worn out from waiting?  Where should I be?  Please speak to me and tell me how I can become free of torment that never ends for so many others.  Please raise me up, or tell me how.  Please strengthen my heart with your joy, so that I may provide more joy for you.  Have I not surrendered my promises completely?  That topic has been prevalent the past few weeks, and I’ve attempted to examine myself.  Please show me what I have not given to you.  I think I’d rather not live on Earth and to be with you instead, but am I sure of that?  I do long to see your promises manifest here.  I cling to them when my mind is troubled, but you’ve instructed me to do that in some cases.  Please teach me?  Please release me, or show me the key.  I’d like to sell freedom but I don’t have much to spare.”
“You know all the things that have been stolen from me, relationships and money, opportunity and esteem, hours of mental and physical attention stolen by torture.  You know my heart through it all, and you know I trusted you to return all those things.  Should I declare their release?  I’m sorry that I long for vindication so much, but your promise of ‘utterly complete vindication’ has sometimes been all I could remember with hope. Why are our relationships with other humans so important to us?  Why should I even care what people think about anything?  Is it always fear of man, or is it sometimes a desire for communion and transparent trust?  I know that vindication will glorify you, and then people who see your hand on me will become my brothers and my friends.  I really want that a lot.”


6:49 pm

Marvin Byers was told by God, at the Holocaust Museum in Israel, that “This is the highest price any people has paid for a homeland.”  I assumed God was referring to the mass execution of 6 million Jews.  I’ve remembered his words through years of ignoring hints that the holocaust might not have gone down as we’ve been led to believe.  Perhaps a larger view clarifies things.  I see now, desperate Zionists charging a 93 year-old woman with HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS of murders…because she maybe kept books in an office when she was young and sprightly.  The ‘Nazi-Hunters’ are outliving their quarry.  This really reeks.  Within a decade, rarely a person will remain with numbers on their arms or revenge in their souls.  Yet, we must acquiesce to all sociological ramifications of the adulterated story of WWII, and we must not question the unproven narrative at penalty of law in many Western ‘civilized’ countries.  Personally, I have NO IDEA what happened to the Jews of Europe although the Balfour Declaration was signed many years before the ‘good war’ began, and ‘aliyah’ was established as a Hebrew Haj before its ink was dry.  Rothschild bought and sold his own brethren.  Was he a real Jew?  Is Netanyahu?
Here’s how my two points of truth re: Israel COULD be reconciled.  Perhaps the holocaust was not as we’ve been told.  Perhaps it was Jew-on-Jew.  Perhaps ‘Jews’  have used perverted history to enslave masses of would-be-free-thinkers for my entire lifetime.  Perhaps the PRICE the ‘Jews’ paid for their land is way bigger, massively bigger than even 6 million zyclon-showers.  Some “Jew” falsehood permeates history and community and even an individual’s right to know truth.  Perhaps, the JEWS traded their own birthright, and their freedom, and their connection with God.  This is possible, and it would be an enormously large price to pay for a chunk of real estate.  Did God’s chosen people buy Palestine at the cost of their own souls?  Do they continue to make payments?  God said he would give it to them.  They maybe should have waited a bit longer.

11:17 am

We are watching BLACK EAGLES, I’m not kidding you.  I looked it up; black eagles are from Nepal.  Maybe they’re here because Josh hung up the prayer flags on the birch tree.  Last night it was very cold and windy and after George went to work my sons allowed me to enter the hot tub with them and we watched 15 turkey buzzards circle over the house.  It was pretty strange, but it sealed for me the question of whether the birds contesting with my bald eagle were possibly turkey buzzards.  These new eagles just as large as the buzzards, and maybe bigger.  But, they’re built just like the images of the Asian Black Eagle.  Josh has been telling me that an eagle has been eating the ravens.  (I don’t like ravens much but Josh does.)  Maybe it’s a BLACK EAGLE that’s eating his ravens.  I don’t think my eagle would act like that.
“Dear Family, please do me the very great favor of listening to this.  Then try really hard to remember Sunday School.  Before you cast me out into utter darkness where there be wailing of the ghosts of Goldthorpes-past, please consider my warnings.  “My heart will go on.”  (Titanic)  “My soul is prepared Dr. Jones.  How’s yours?” (Indiana Jones)  I do not particularly like my role as doom-monger, yet I am a ‘Truth’-lover, so here I stand.  BUT, if anybody would choose to raise his/her eyes above the apocalyptic landscape, he/she would see Jesus, and he is our hope and our future and our government and our redeemer and, (my) Lord and Master.   (The websites have a wrong definition of ‘apocalyptic.’  It’s not untrue, but their definition refers rather to the consequence of apocalypse.  I’m pretty sure that’s right.”

And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth, when ye shall see Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, and all the prophets, in the kingdom of God, and you yourselves thrust out.
10:21 am
11:08 am
Isn’t it funny that I couldn’t find a VW diesel car in the parking lot of Lakefield Baptist Church when I went to leave a loaf of hot sourdough bread on such a windshield.  Apparently my parents have gotten another new car.  Isaac knew it so he took the bread up for me.  I don’t think the Baptist-muscle accosted him.
Isaac does this song a lot better, but I can’t record him.

Alexi Murdoch – Orange Sky (Lyrics)

6:05 am
Title 18 US code 41     Conspiracy against Rights     Fined or imprisoned not more than ten years, or both.
(This is one law my father and his confederates have broken.)
How wonderful for adopted people, when they marry and reproduce.  For the first time ever, they can see their own flesh and blood.  Having a baby must feel like an even bigger miracle to them.  Somebody in Russia posted a video of scientists reviving dead dogs in 1933.  Brain transplants are pretty common actually, in the lab, and maybe on the street.  God’s children are intended to receive instead, a heart transplant.
And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh:  (Ezekiel 11:19)


A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh.  (Ezekiel 36:26)
OK then, once our non-zombie-hearts are installed…we have to have another operation!  The capillaries of our heart-intent must be directed to soul-body-activity.  The foreskin of our self-aggrandizement must be cut off, and blood must flow to Christ’s whole body.  (All God’s children are ‘special-needs’ kids.)  (He never stops giving.)  (Often, He uses us.)  If the new heart does not obtain authority over the thoughts and deeds of the patient, he’s declared brain-dead and they harvest his non-failing organs for experiments.
But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.  (Romans 2:29)
(God really loves the Jews.  I still don’t know what to do with that.  He also REALLY HATES fake Jews.)
Wounds of surgery are breeding ground for pathogens.  We observe the same principle in action, when fear inhibits blood-flow to a survivor’s newly-installed ‘heart of flesh.’  All the parts of the organ should be working properly but for some reason everything seizes up.  It’s infection.  It’s fear.   When there’s an oozy wound over your heart, you’re afraid even to cough!  (Knowing what’s right, even knowing it at the very heart of one’s being…won’t keep any corpse alive.)   (My sister got an award for inventing a heart-shaped pillow for patients to hug after surgery, when they coughed.  She’s a rich cardiologist.)  After a replacement, the DR. gets you out of bed immediately; I’ve seen the pain on more than one post-op-face.  Organ-recipients (and cyborg-implant survivors) are REQUIRED, at pain of relapse beyond repair…to exercise the replacement.
This parable applies to any of my family members who have been appalled as they’ve come to recognize how badly our alma pater lied about me, their sister, a Christian woman.  They know that I have nowhere to go.  Now would be a good time for them to get out of bed.  All I need is a loan.  They need to exercise their heart-muscle. Maybe they could be God’s body on Earth and give me a miracle?
6:59 am
I figured this was coming.  My friends in WV have a difficult busy month ahead of them, and would not be able to host me until November.  God says he’s never late.  I hope I don’t explode.
7:18 am
Why cannot my family understand that the PT(should not)B are working very hard to destroy humanity?  My family all ticked the ‘humanity’ box on the latest form they filled out so that our government might issue yet another LICENSE permitting them to behave-in-the-manner-of-HUMANITY!  “Please Lord!  Wake them up!  Do whatever it takes!  Use me!  (Or not.  I’d prefer that.)  Thank you.  Amen.”
I’ve not been wrong; I really don’t think so.  I wish somebody would critique my ideas and argue with me. Should I apply for a government grant?  I predicted George would die, and that hasn’t happened thank God, but he’s dead to me.  It’s great to learn that the misused technology can even read the brains of animals and change their behavior.  The one great question for every TI is:  Why me?  I’ve learned the answer:  ‘Because you breathe.’


8:01 pm

7:57 pm

Blast from the Past  (circa 2000?)

(We used to buy Prophecy Club VHS tapes before internet.)

A1 from Prophecy Club-Mind Control and the New World Order by Al Neal

5:38 pm

I first learned about Jesus’ ‘warring bride’ from Gary Wiens, long ago.  I like the guy in the following video; he had a warrior spirit all his life, with no outlet for his just outrage.  God wouldn’t let him join the US military. (God wouldn’t let me be a ‘missionary’ either.)   He knows lots of stuff about military history and military tactics and weapons.  So does Josh.  I knew God had a purpose for that stuff, even if my own warrior spirit could be satisfied by cooking for the troops and speaking life into their necessary wounds.  I am a warrior.  I hope to be a bride.  I am most ‘meet’ to ‘help’ somebody.  Too bad nobody likes me.

Warrior Bride 1 Terry Bennett

5:03 pm

Dear John and/or Carol Arnott and/or whoever reads your mail at Catch the Fire,
I live in extremely-rural, extremely-northern Upper Michigan and I have not had any Christian acquaintances for a number of years.  I’ve attended your conferences, particularly when Heidi Baker was there, and I’d love to get to know some people of your fellowship.  Here’s why I’m pestering you:  Do you by any chance know of a person who could use household services of a skilled homemaker and recently-divorced 55 year-old woman who needs a place to live and somebody to talk to?  I love the elderly, and although I’ve never been trained in medical matters, I once took a quadriplegic man on a cross-country drive and a cruise to Belize and he made it back alive.  (I even inserted a catheter under emergency circumstances while the guy yelled at me.)   I’ve lived with  my former husband (ex-Spirit-led-Christian) (yeah, I know…) for three years since the divorce and our youngest son is now nineteen. Maybe now I could know other Spirit-led people?
I’m familiar with Toronto and have  some distant family there; I’d like an opportunity to get acquainted with them too. (I believe some are Christian even.)  I’m a good driver and very strong physically.  I write a political blog, with prophetic emphasis.  I’ve published one novel.  I was a lawyer although the dissolution of my marriage changed that status.  I’m hoping maybe I could assist a lonely soul who would permit me to study and cook.  The Lord has not told me this is what I am to do but my gig is over here, and so far He’s not given me any travel plans.  Thanks for considering my request.
Linda Goldthorpe
2693 CR 377
McMillan, MI  49853
(906)291-1376   (service is VERY intermittent here)

7:38 am

–They CAN and DO mess with our memories.  Perhaps Mandela Effect efforts are to test their programming? Why else would anybody go to the bother of changing tiny things, like “Mirror Mirror, on the wall.”  It can’t possibly make any future/historical difference that old records now say, “MAGIC Mirror, on the wall.”  Yet, the sample would be huge, because EVERYBODY saw ‘Snow White’ and EVERYBODY remembers ‘Mirror Mirror’. Even my sons, and I wouldn’t ever let them watch movies about witches.
A Chinese warship is docked in Syria.  Russian tanks are on the ground, and US troops are there too, sharing their rations with ISIS.  Saudi Arabia’s blood lust remains unslaked despite their many public beheadings, and they’re dropping bombs of intent.  Putin told Netanyahu to take a hike.  Germany plans to leave NATO, triggering the break-up of the EU.  Europe is snuggling up to Putin, except the northern states are wary.  The planned Arab invasion has depleted the continent’s resources and patience.  5 Chinese warships were off the coast of Alaska when Obama made his historic visit to Palin’s state.  The pope just ordered the New World Government with a side of religion.  All eyes are on Israel.  Just like the Bible predicted.  (Will 90% of Jews die? That’s what might happen.)  The US picked the wrong horse in this race; I suppose we were supposed to do that.  For many years I believed that to ‘bless Abraham’ meant to support Israel’s psychopathic government, and I still hesitate when I feel I must criticize their actions.  I should sigh and cry for their sins.  Those sighers and criers are the ones who will be marked of God, for protection.

6:23 am

Waking up has taken me decades, and I’m still rubbing sleep from my eyes.  I can’t count the number of times I sat in the presence of the Lord shaking my head;  “It’s all real.  It’s all real.”  That’s what I’d say.  That’s what I still say. God has always encouraged me, “Believe more.”  Belief requires foundation, at least for me.  It’s a building process and always a struggle to raise yet another block to the pinnacle of perception.  Once a consciousness is established atop the structure, it is unnecessary to doubt the supporting blocks.  Their sturdiness has been demonstrated by their incorporation into the new idea itself.  Upward and ever onward, just let me breathe that air.
(I think this is an important video, although I don’t necessarily believe all of the speaker’s doctrine.  He seems to confuse between soul and spirit; that’s often a problem.  Revelation says for instance, that in the last days a horrible country will buy and sell the souls of men.  I’ve documented soul-stealing for a long time.  The SPIRIT of a person may remain fixed, nevertheless.)  (Obviously it is necessary for a target to recognize what is soul and what is spirit.  In order to survive we MUST hear the voice of GOD.)
For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.  (Hebrews 4:12)


8:40 am
I think I know why they want dark matter.  Maybe they can’t exist OVER THERE either, without it.  They’re trying to move out  of the dystopia they’ve knowingly created without sullying the visible surface of Mars.  Wait, Mars is far too terrestrial even.  Jesus told Sundar Selvaraj one time, that time travel is possible, but not for a physical body.  (Unless HE DOES IT, of course.)  Is that because of the absence of dark matter?   Is CERN gonna fix that problem?  We’re in a SERIOUS time-warp if the CIA knows the result of every election many years before and then locates ‘anointed’ children and briefs them on the lives they will soon experience before they become president.   (Those kids’ minds have been WAY MORE fucked up than I think I mine has been.)
8:52 am
Webre says he’s been under time-travel surveillance by the CIA, which is the muscle of the elite.  Why not?  I’m learning that many people with claims more bizarre than my own have also been waiting for opportunity to speak.  What can it possibly do to a Christ-free mind, to learn of these amazing things?  I shudder for those who heed my words without a backdrop of glory.  A commenter suggested that those who arranged the matrix should be tried for treason but I don’t get it.  If they just looked into their crystal ball and saw the future, how was it treasonous for them to facilitate it?  Unless they didn’t accept what they saw, and changed reality for all of us. That wouldn’t be just treasonous, but fatal.   ‘Cuz, you can’t hide from the creator and judge of the universe even by slipping into another dimension.  Just ask King David.  Or satan.

2:52 pm

I covered a pork roast with spice rub and it’s resting.  I made cabbage salsa and cut up vegetables to roast later.  Sourdough bread is started but I’m not hurrying it because the oven will be busy.  Isaac said I served him poorly regarding girls.  He said nobody else thinks they might want to spend the rest of their lives with a girl before he even asks her out.  He said I made him a social misfit by not letting him go to school.  When he finally decides to ask, he’s got a lot more emotionally invested.  Presumably, he also knows the girl better and maybe shouldn’t be surprised by her answer?

I just learned a word I never heard in law school:  MISPRISON-  “the deliberate concealment of one’s knowledge of a treasonable act or a felony.”  (I’m guessing my father’s minions haven’t ever heard of that crime either.)  (It might become pertinent.)  Wouldn’t it be incredible if Donald Trump turns out to be “the last trump”?  I could like that.

What one must realize is that corporations are soulless and inhuman. They do not care about the human factor whatsoever. They care ONLY about profit and they seek for that profit to be as extreme as it is possible for it to be and the cost to quality, longevity and safety are of no concern whatsoever.

(I filed corporations and LLC’s for a lot of my family members.  Some of them stopped being family members at about that point in time.  I don’t know what that means, but perhaps in West Virginia I may think clearly enough to figure it out.)  

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8:37 am

Curiouser and curiouser.

(This guy tells hard truths, but what do we think?)

2012 U.S. Presidenial Election Was a False Flag: Winner Predecided in 1971 by CIA DARPA Time Travel-Controlled Apparatus

8:32 am

I’ve been tormented since I got home from West Virginia; I’ve been repeatedly panic-stricken, even vomiting;  and I’m frequently awakened by terror.  I think I’ll go back there for a week, and see if I’m relieved.  Then I’ll study more about the “United States National Radio Free Zone.”  George has been busy shopping;  he’s storing extra tuna in his car.  There is an outdoor recliner- lounge in the garage,  and he put together a new piece of exercise equipment.  (It’s in his bedroom but that will be closed off for winter, soon.)   He installed another new hot-tub-vicinity light-feature,  on the meditation stump.  It’s a sparkly post with red twinklies running repeatedly to the top.  How nice that somebody bought him propane so he has lots of cash to spend on things he will enjoy more if he is warm.  Yesterday was Josh’s birthday and we went to the American Legion fish-fry.  Both boys enjoy the community-feel of events like that.  It’s more like family than ‘church’ ever was, and less churchy than (my original) family persists to posture.  I like whitefish but I liked even more not cooking dinner for two days in a row.  “Lord, thank you that my father and George bought me dinners this week that I didn’t have to cook. Amen.”  “Josh said I make the best cheesecake he’s ever eaten.  Thank you for that too.  And thank you for his new kayak.  Amen.”


6:07 pm

“When a population becomes distracted by trivia, when cultural life is redefined as a perpetual round of entertainments, when serious public conversation becomes a form of baby talk, when, in short, a people become an audience and their public business a vaudeville act, then a nation finds itself at risk: culture-death is a clear possibility.”—Author Neil Postman

4:06 pm

Josh and Isaac tried out the new kayak and Connie is somewhat worse for her voyage.  I try to picture these gorgeous men as the tiny babies I nursed.  It’s impossible.  They’re their own persons, and they’re masculine and fun and I’m very grateful to know them.  (They no longer seem to hate me.  I’m grateful for that too.)  My mother did not speak to me at dinner last night, but she showed me pictures of her first great-grandchild.  My sister looks over-the-moon as she gazes into the tiny face.  My sister has a grandchild, and she had the first baby too.  I wonder if this new girl-child named for evening prayers and also for my sainted grandma has been vaccinated?  I hope not.  She’s beautiful,  and so welcome here on Earth.  I bless her with peace.  And Truth.

2:35 pm

I just saw 7:52 am one of the biggest black birds I’ve ever seen.  He was struggling with my eagle, and he looked like an eagle but he was all black and outweighed my eagle significantly.  (My eagle is a bald eagle.)  I went to the beach where they were apparently contesting over the body of a freshly-dead sucker.  My eagle flew across the bay to the top of a tree.  The black one landed much lower over there, then flew again to the adjoining property.  Lots of screeching.  I’m hungry.

2:02 pm

Reality star: Caitlyn Jenner is shown on Monday in Malibu, California

Today, as I suffer beaucoup thought-disturbance, I am encouraged that my break-up with my dad is far easier than some:

‘It smells like him,’ she said sadly wiping tears from her eyes.

Kim is seen giving Kris Jenner a jacket from Caitlyn (f/k/a ‘Bruce’)  which she takes in tears.

‘I still have a long way to go before I can process all of this. He is gone,’ she tells her daughter as she gets a big hug.

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‘It’s a process’: Makeup-free Kendall Jenner admits to tough time ‘letting go’ of father Bruce in preview of upcoming episode of KUWTK

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Kris Jenner breaks down in tears as she deals with Bruce/Caitlyn’s transition… and reminisces about her romance with Bruce in new KUWTK teaser

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(Did you ever see “Wag the Dog?”  I loved the part where they argued about which kitten would be photo-shopped into the ‘news’ footage they created to promote their fake war.)  (Pic:  The K-Klan is in Armenia.)

Digging it: Khloe laughed about how she thought Kanye was loving the bishop’s outfit

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Homeland: Kim, her daughter North, and sister Khloe are later seen in their homeland of Armenia

And sure enough in the next scene Kanye jumped into the water as he continued to rap.

‘You can really feel the excitement in the air, it’s such a wonderful thing he is doing for all the people here in Armenia. I think they appreciate it so much,’ said Kim.

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AND, life could be even worse than having a pussy for a dad:

Ghost Adventures star killed his estranged wife, himself and her boyfriend after HE was abused for years by his diminutive spouse

  • Mark and Debby Constantino starred in Travel Channel’s Ghost Adventures
  • The pair were both found dead in their daughter’s Nevada apartment
  • Police say Mark Constantino fired at officers when they attempted to approach building
  • A police source said he killed his wife then shot himself
  • It is believed he suffered years of abuse at hands of his diminutive wife
  • During one incident, she is said to have cut his arm with a grapefruit knife

Constantino and his wife have a professional history of dealing with the paranormal and have a website called Spirits Speak. 

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Don’t give up the day job, Morrissey! Singer’s first novel is ‘obvious frontrunner’ for this year’s Bad Sex In Fiction prize, say award organisers

  • Morrissey’s first novel List of the Lost has been widely panned by critics  
  • Book, which is about ‘demonology’, has cringeworthy sex scene  
  • Now a ‘frontrunner’ for Bad Sex in Fiction prize, awarded next month


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Abused wife weeps as she is sentenced to six years in prison for running over and killing her husband after he had beaten her and their daughter

  • Nancy Jo Arias killed Philip Anthony Lobato outside a liquor store 
  • She ran him down in the course of a row in Denver on August 11, 2014
  • Police discovered that Arias was twice the drink driving limit at the time
  • Trial judge Katherine Rose Delgado handed down two six-year jail terms

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And yet:

Hunter who broke both bones in his leg in the wilderness wrote goodbye letter to his wife and kids then prepared for suicide – but he changed his mind and crawled for FOUR DAYS to safety

  • John Sain was injured last week after he strayed from the Jackson Creek Trail in order to track an elk and a log fell on his leg
  • The 50-year-old was miles from the trail, didn’t have cellphone service and was in so much pain that he briefly considered suicide 
  • He changed his mind after writing a letter to his wife and kids and was able to crawl towards a trail where he was saved by motorcyclists 

‘Thank God. I was praying the whole way that it would happen and it did. My prayers were answered for sure,’ Sain said.

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“Lord have mercy on me, a sinner.”  Psalm 27:10.

11:59 am

11:53 am

I sent a text to my dad, and couple witnesses, before I took a nap.  He hasn’t responded. Here’s what I said:

To Dad:  You respect me.  You can go to your grave denying your crimes but I will live on with that knowledge.  Pay up.  Then instead we can have fun and build a perfect world together.”

(I meant “together WITH JESUS” but he should know that already.)

8:06 am

Personal relationship with Jesus is dangerous outside the RCC says pope.

7:36 am

7:13 am

I reed such terrible stuff!  I’m regularly astonished and sullied by the things I reed.  I pray every day that the blood of Jesus be applied  to my eyes and my ears and my nose and my mouth and my hands and my feet and my mind and my heart.  I can’t contain all the horrible-ness that I reed.  I can’t maintain purpose, within the implications of all the horrible-ness I reed.  I can’t speak to a brother, because he does not reed the horrible-ness I reed.  And I don’t reed deeply!  I don’t know the ‘dark web’.  Yet, disturbing horrible-ness is displayed to and retained by even the least voyeuristic among us, and that would be me.  I cringe at many things my sons find acceptable and routine.
 George used to call me, “The weeping prophet”. Now he basks in a pink hot-tub and will not buy heating fuel.  He went shopping yesterday without me; there was a meat sale.  He can’t buy one of anything, and he spent much more than he would have spent if I’d been along.  (I have no idea at this point how the prior sentence could tie in with how I began.  I never do.)  We’ve been seduced to believe that we must participate in the devil’s scheme to make money our master.  Firstly he begins with our physical attributes and connections; we’re all tempted to be sexy.  (If only.) Then he moves it down a notch and then further downward.  We love money. It doesn’t matter if we lose our hair, if only we have money.  MONEY.  It’s a lie and a fraud and loving it is the root of all evil.  We live in a universal sex-cult.  (References available on request.)
6:30 am
How will the (essentially apostate)  ‘church’ of JESUS CHRIST recognize the last trump…if they’ve refused to hear the prior ones?
Could this be Fukushima?

And the second angel sounded, and as it were a great mountain burning with fire was cast into the sea: and the third part of the sea became blood;

And the third part of the creatures which were in the sea, and had life, died; and the third part of the ships were destroyed.  (Revelation 9:8-9)

Could this be Chernobyl?  (I’m just asking.)

And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters;

And the name of the star is called Wormwood: and the third part of the waters became wormwood; and many men died of the waters, because they were made bitter.  (Revelation 9:10-11)

Was that a trumpet?  Does ‘Chernobyl’ actually translate to ‘wormwood’?

The city is named after the chornobyl’ grass, or mugwort (Artemisia vulgaris). The word itself is a combination of chornyi (÷îðíèé, black) and byllia (áèëëÿ, grass blades or stalks), hence it literally means black grass or black stalks.

Sometimes chornobyl is erroneously translated as simply “wormwood” (which most commonly refers to Artemisia absinthium), with consequent apocalyptic associations, probably originating from a New York Times article by Serge Schmemann, Chernobyl Fallout: Apocalyptic Tale, July 25, 1986. There, an unnamed “prominent Russian writer” was quoted as claiming the Ukrainian word for wormwood was chernobyl.

It fact, there are over 160 kinds of Artemisia, and the terminology is not generally accepted. Some sources refer to Artemisia vulgaris as “common wormwood”, while other claim that “common wormwood” is Artemisia absinthium.

Wormwood is a different (but related) plant, Artemisia absinthium, Ïîëèí (Polyn). “Polyn” has no English equivalent, but corresponds to the botanical genus Artemisia. Botanically, mugwort is “Common Polyn” (Ukr. Ïîëèí çâè÷àéíèé); while wormwood is “Bitter Polyn” (Ukr. Ïîëèí ã³ðêèé).

Still more confusion comes from the fact that the word “wormwood” is used in the English text of the Apocalypsis, whose usage as the name of a plant not necessarily matches to that of the orginal.

This is an EXTREMELY odd fact:  CERN is located on a piece of real estate historically called  Apollyon.  (CERN is opening portals to other dimensions.  No shit.)


And they had a king over them, which is the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath his name Apollyon.

One woe is past; and, behold, there come two woes more hereafter.  (Revelation 9:11-12)

During the course of my research I have found another interesting connection with which I want to bring to your attention. That is the connection with Abaddon and the bottomless pit and a possible otherwise unseen connection with the Large Hadron Collider.
I know this has been mentioned many times on many forums, and has been discussed in depth, but I decided to dig a little deeper to see what other connections I could find.
What I found kind of startled me. I found that the town that the LHC complex is situated-Saint Genis Pouilly-was in Roman times called Apolliacum, the town and a temple being dedicated to Apollyon. 

Read more at:   http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread505461/pg1

CERN – 666 – The 5th Trumpet? – Opening The Abyss (Abbadon / Apollyon)

(I don’t believe in a seven-year tribulation.  But then again, I don’t do math.  Isaac Newton did math much better than I.)  (Also, the ‘Time of Jacob’s Troubles’ is clearly upon us.)

And the four angels were loosed, which were prepared for an hour, and a day, and a month, and a year, for to slay the third part of men.  (Revelation 9:15)

There are, of course, no coincidences! Why would anyone put this religious statue of a Hindu god at a place of science, the epitome of scientific enquiry?

Read more at:   http://tradcatknight.blogspot.com/2015/03/cern-gateway-to-hell.html

And I beheld, and heard an angel flying through the midst of heaven, saying with a loud voice, Woe, woe, woe, to the inhabiters of the earth by reason of the other voices of the trumpet of the three angels, which are yet to sound!  (Revelation 9:13)

(I realize that my suggestions are not in chronological order.  We’re approaching the end of time.  Deal with it.)

(Demons will and/or have been released from the bottomless pit.  We’ll have to deal with that as well.)


5:57 pm

Rolling Stones Far Away Eyes Some Girls- Live in Texas 78

5:37 pm

George didn’t order propane.  A load of propane was dropped as he was hot-tubbing.  I suspect the gift was from my father.  Or maybe my brother.  How am I to ever know my benefactor?  They’re really proud of their bullshit but they don’t ‘fess up when they do something right.  I think they should consider that a necessary challenge.
I’m writing this on the back of the envelope containing the jigsaw puzzle thank-you-note to my dad for fixing my car:  “Did you buy my sons propane?  Or did David?  God bless you both anyway.”

4:38 pm

11:30 am
This world is not what I signed on for, and I intended my intentions to intend a different reality.  In my formerly-perfect home, we did not smoke.  We did not drink alcohol, and we observed the Jewish Holy Feasts.  In my home, we were warm and nurtured.    I wonder how many other good-intentions have been subverted by nefarious influence of demonology or technology.  I can’t even imagine how many other God-fearing homes have been disrupted by microwave-weaponry.  Just think about the possibilities, even if you do not believe my personal story.  OK.  Think about it again.
4:23 pm
In an hour and a half I have to go to dinner with my family.  Dad and his brother brought a present for Josh, a kayak, and it’s a blue that he likes.  I’m very grateful.  Isaac put it around the house so Josh won’t see it immediately when he gets home.  His birthday is tomorrow.  The new Day of Atonement.  I used to put on make-up to go out with my dad.  My ancient make-up stash is cracking in its pots and tubes.  I lost my glasses, so I’ll wear a ten year-old pair.  They don’t get dark.  I hope he doesn’t look into my eyes.  He would know how weak I am.  I am weak and useless and very wary.  I feel like a hunted animal, baited with food.  I feel vulnerable and not at all the vessel of Holy Spirit that I know myself to be.  He’s tricky.  Dad’s false.  He hates me.  I’ll eat his food and by the grace of God I will not behave inappropriately.  I will to not ‘behave’.  I WILL to BE.  “Nevertheless I live! Yet it is not I, but Christ liveth in me.”

2:49 pm

The Dr-surrogate cleaned a tremendous amount of wax from Josh’s good ear.  Apparently the other is infected. Antibiotics were prescribed, and Josh bought yogurt to counteract the negative effects of toxin-induced biological die-off within his gut.  He will look up the attributes of the prescribed medication before he takes it. He’s well.  He’s far weller than his father, who bought two new solar-lights to surround his beloved hot-tub.  His new light filters are working apparently, because last night when I got out of bed to pee, I saw a rosy glow surrounding his tired frame submerged in that perfectly conditioned water.  Isaac was on the deck, and it looked like George was demonstrating the glorious colors he has finally produced.  It was stunning.  It was also sickening.  I went back to bed but I didn’t sleep until early this morning.  (I played the books of John and Acts as I was pretending to sleep.  After midnight.  That’s when we have bandwidth.)
George asked if I had looked at the propane-meter.  I don’t even know where it might exist.  I’ve hauled wood every single winter since Isaac was born.  Propane is an urban myth.  I’m guessing though, that he bought fuel.  I would like to believe that,  before I leave my sons under his sole ‘protection.’  But, I DO ALWAYS believe in Jehovah-Jirah who has always provided for me and for my sons.  I trust those men to his supernaturally-able-care.  When it’s time to go, he will have me prepared to leave.  He told me one time that when I left this house I’d carry a single suitcase.
 I’m not packed at all, except for a really big suitcase in my bedroom closet that contains pounds of journals and records and teachings from above.  It contains cassette tapes of Josh singing in tongues.  The ‘recovery journals’ depict every moment of my resurrection, and Isaac’s wise instruction.  I recorded my dad’s felonies and I recorded his rare kindness.  I recorded how I came back from the dead after the electronic rapes inexplicably stopped, and when I stopped vomiting every day and passing out whenever I touched George.   I need a single piece of information in order to sort out my life, and to express my story before a tribunal who will use it to end the covert torture of innocents.  My father holds that piece.  He invited me to dinner tonight!  Maybe he’ll tell the truth also?
10:02 am
George got up for a minute, when Josh and I came home from the Dr.  He wanted to make sure he had his insurance cards back.  Josh went to work.  Isaac said, “Josh is really good at that alarm-clock stuff!”  Absolutely. He’s the best; he’s never even crabby.  He didn’t always hate his job.  He was castigated, get this…because he did not narc on his co-workers.  I am not even kidding you.  If you don’t squeal, you’re suspect.  And he has NO IDEA of the various influences targeting the boss’s grandson!  He’s innocent.  He’s disciplined.  He’s nearing perfection.  He needs Jesus.
10:07 am
I’m not meant to live with my friends in WV I think.  Day 1, they were commenting to one another (they BOTH told me; they are very honest) that I REALLY NEEDED SOMETHING TO DO.  They know that my energy level and yet-untransfigured need to earn my keep make it REALLY HARD TO BE AROUND ME.  But, they offered just the same.  God will bless them for their willingness, even if they are delivered from the reality.  I know I’m difficult.  I would be a soothing balm to those I love.  I am not me.  I am what I am becoming and that thing cannot pacify falsehood.  Somewhere, somebody will value this characteristic.  God already does.
I told my dad, as he was laying the path of my life, that I choose to trust Jesus.  Instead of him.  He couldn’t take it.  He wanted me to be crazy, because I was right.  He did many things to 1) insinuate that possibility, 2) create that reality, and 3) ensure that others believed it to be so.  (References available on request.)  For what it’s worth.  Soon I’ll be free of him and he will be free of ANY influence that would demand him to be righteous and truthful.  That’s his business.  Fine.  I tried my darndest.  I will try again this evening, to be the subservient thoughtless peon he requires.  He won’t see it anyway.  He sees mind-control patterns, and he loves it that way.
10:15 am
10:23 am
It’s interesting to me, that since I was delivered from my father’s curses, I speak yet more harshly.  (I am delivered. What he does is his business.  And Jesus’.)  Isaac hadn’t heard, since he’s lived in Boulder, of Colorado, the expression in which I divest my lifeblood:  “HE WILL ROT IN HELL.”  Nevertheless, this is where I, a colloquial, mis-educated middle-aged woman stand.  My father will rot in hell, and hell’s effects are already all over his face.  He must tell the truth, or I will dream of him after he’s ‘passed’.  “Here I stand and I shall not be moved.”  (Martin Luther)  “We make our own heaven or hell.” (Boulder, CO)  Surely true as well.  I’ve been watching the phenomenon since long before the preturnatural-adolescents in Boulder-Agenda-21-Colorado could even turn on their smart-phones.  Tonight will be very interesting.
10:33 am
Why does George have to be here?  Its hard enough without him.  John and Genie said that it’s not George that I conflict, but it’s the spirit with him.  I think it might be a spirit of confusion.  I wish John and Genie would come up here and pray with him.
10:45 am
“Dear Lord, what should I wear tonight, when I have dinner with my oppressor?  I know that you judge by inward properties, but my dad judges by appearance.  Do I dress for his approval?  How could I?  Everything I own is ill-fitting and synthetic and second-hand.  What should I wear, when I finally get to look my would-be murderer in the eye?  Maybe I’ll sit this one out.  I’ve spent many holidays on my own.  Must I go?  Please say no.”  “Amen.”  I don’t like dragging this old body out in public.  I am much more than I appear to be.  OK, here’s how I’m able to proceed when all ALL forces are against me:  “Christ in me, the hope of glory.”  That’s all I got at this point, and a lot of people should consider that they have maybe run as far as the could with what they got.  My parents are hot-shots.  They had a lot more to work with than the average Joe like me.  BUT, they have reached the end of their “worn-out resources.”  Where,   “Our Father’s full-giving, has barely begun.”  “His love has no limits, his grace has no measure, his pow’r has no boundary, known unto men.  For out of his infinite riches in JESUS..he giveth.  And giveth.  And giveth again.”
 “Dear Lord, please do not put me again into conflict with my parents.  Please give grace unto them and to me, that we may be honest with one another, and separate in love.  Amen.”
111:11 am
Jesus wants me.  I’m shattered.  Everybody I love wants me to be gone.  My own father tried to murder me.  But,Jesus died for me.  He did it for me.  “Lord, please give every Baptist the reality you’ve given me now.  Let them understand the value of a singlesoul.  How can I feel so important and at the same time feel as one of a zillion?  You’re GOD and you’re amazing and if you had not loved me my father’s curses would have borne fruit.  You cut off the progeny of those who hate you.  I’m so grateful that you are GOD and that my dad is not.  Thank you for loving me.  Thank you for loving my sons, and their father.  “Thank you, Wonderful Jesus.”  (Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj)
When George walks into the joint, I’m cut off.  Amen.
11:30 am
This world is not what I signed on for, and I intended my intentions to intend a different reality.  In my formerly-perfect home, we did not smoke.  We did not drink alcohol, and we observed the Jewish Holy Feasts.  In my home, we were warm and nurtured.    I wonder how many other good-intentions have been subverted by nefarious influence of demonology or technology.  I can’t even imagine how many other God-fearing homes have been disrupted by microwave-weaponry.  Just think about the possibilities, even if you do not believe my personal story.  OK.  Think about it again.

7:35 am

“Lord, I haven’t felt your presence for a long time, at this house.  I have asked for so many years that you would overcome us with love and divine order.  We’re not orderly, and our lives do not appear to honor you, or one another.  I’ve been waiting for so long, that you will fill me with your Spirit so my own whining is completely extinguished in the joy of completely trusting you.  Please grant me divine trust in your heart?”
“I’m tired and confused.  I’m so tired, Lord, that I can’t sleep.  You will judge me by the fruit in my life, and I see very little fruit to offer you.  I’m still tortured, I guess you know that and I submit to your will, but I’m having a hard time dealing with the mental torment.  It’s like a switch:  I’ll be thinking the EXACT SAME CONSECRATED THOUGHTS but one minute I’m force-feeding my memory to cement my will, and the next I’m free in the reality of your perfect plan for me!   Why can’t I always trust you?  Why can I not always FEEL those things I KNOW to be true?  My emotions lie!  I have always known that but mind-control attempts are a very clear demonstration and  I thank you for allowing me to recognize the real me from the counterfeit.  But, may I please FEEL the real me every minute? The REAL ME wants YOU more than anything in the world.  Byers asked, “If my wife said to me:  ‘I love you more than any other man.’  My question would be, ‘What other men do you love?’  We should not treat Jesus like that. He must be our ONLY LOVE.”    I’ve struggled with that concept, but I would not if you were always TANGIBLY PRESENT.  You must have a reason for my famine.  You would not submit me to torture if it would not make me more like you.”
“Obedience is worship, right?  I’ve attempted (and prayed for) perfect obedience to your will.  My life has been led much by those who claim love even as they plot destruction for me and mine.  I don’t know what to do other than seek your will for every incidence of slander and lies.  I can’t hear you though.  I have been instructed to wait, and you say you’re never late.  I’m feeling VERY late at this point.  Please, instruct me?  Please give me absolute certainty of what I must do?  Please may I feel your love?  Please will you come to me and fill me again so I can be Superwoman again?  My dad invited me to dinner; I guess you know that.”
“I’ve always been afraid to attend dinners with my parents.  Their snobbishness is overwhelming.  Why did you put me in the household of snobs who cannot love anybody?  Their bobbins are distributed to those who do THEIR WILL.  They think they’re God, and since I KNOW THEY ARE NOT, shouldn’t I be relaxed in the reality of what I mean to YOU, rather than what they think of me?  How can I possibly go to West Virginia when I can’t even get my act together to clean out the bedroom that another person will need to use?  When should I leave? I was thinking Saturday, then Monday.  (The ‘Conference Against Covert Harassment” is happening in Berlin next week.  I guess you know that and if you don’t want me to attend, I’m OK with that of course.  But, you sent me to the last one.)  I’m having a hard time preparing for any move at all, but I want to move more than almost anything.  Please enable me to sort and pack.  Please enable me to trust Josh to you.  Please enable me to move out, but don’t let me move prematurely.  Please also, may I move with your presence?  Please may I have peace?  ‘Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.’  Please, may I experience more of you?  Please make me a perfectly-crafted vessel, for your Spirit.”
“Lord, I’m frightened to face my family at a stilted dinner tonight.  I recognize opportunity for a potential breakthrough or a potential hijacking.  My father does not do things to promote your will or your Spirit.  He does things to promote his blackened lifestyle and fraudulent reputation.  Don’t let me assist his charade of self.  (I’d really like it if you didn’t ask me to say anything obnoxious either, but that’s not my business.)  He took me to dinner on May 4, 2014, and he offered me filthy bank stock.  He promised another dinner, and he finally got around to inviting me.  Please control my mouth and my behavior.  Thy will be done.  I’m taking Josh to the Dr. now.  Please bless his ear and everything else.  Amen.”


6:29 pm

Scientists play Twenty Questions by reading each other’s MINDS: Answers were sent more than a mile using brain signals

5:52 pm

I took a nap after making the potato salad, lemon meringue pie, and a cheesecake for Josh’s birthday.  George bought some hamburger so now he’s making patties.  It kind of irks me that I have to leave and he does not, but I’m glad that Isaac will be here with Josh.  I guess if I get my act together, I’l leave on Saturday.  It sucks in a way.  I wonder if George ever remembers that I moved into this house when I was four.  I wonder if he remembers me at all.  My left eye is twitching really bad, and also a spot on  the right side of my chin.  I’m not OK with this move yet.  God is never late.  I’m REALLY not OK with staying here.  I’m not usually too twitchy.  I sure wish my dad would be a man and let me stay in Toronto for six months.  I’m not even considering the needs I would not suffer if he had not created them.  I’m just thinking that I’m in a lot of pain and my daddy could help.
5:30 pm
And it irks me, yes it does, that I must leave this golden lakeshore where the eagle regularly calls my name and where I cook like a goddess.  “Forgive me Lord, but is that right?  After all this torture, which I accepted because you FORCED me to love somebody more than myself, I am to go live in the storage room of a skinny trailer?  I don’t require a pillow but I’ve come to treasure the open spaces.  Nevertheless, thy will be done.”
My dad could LOAN me the money, wouldn’t that be decent?  He could let me stay in (my) condo for the time it took for me to become certified as a teacher of English as a second language.  I could pay him back, if lightening doesn’t strike him dead before I had opportunity to do so.  (That’s ALWAYS a possibility for a man like him.)  I love him a lot and I have high hopes that after keeping me in prison for 6+ years he may decide to do the right thing.  I will see that man in Heaven, whether he likes it or not.  But, it’s not my business how he gets there.  George’s mama loves him; my mama can’t stand me.  He has somewhere to go.

3:37 pm

I made a great salad from green beans, potatoes, toasted walnuts and bleu cheese.  I’ll dine, God willing, tomorrow night with my family.  It will be my first dinner with them for many years.  I will sit downwards, along the table.  I’ll not be seated near the lauded, but yet from a distance, I’ll  bask in the glory that is Margaret and Robert, the sainted rich-folk.  God willing.

2:55 pm

I always figured craziness was a state encountered when one’s necessary activities did not coincide with one’s heart ambition.  I guess I still think so.  I also guess that we have very little to say, about what we think, about what we do.  Does the boss give a rip what I think?  I guess not.  If I do as he says he’d actually prefer that I not think at all.  My dad’s a boss like that.  My mom teaches classes the same way.  (We have a standing joke that I’d fail a course she taught through my opposition to her outdated methods.)  How do we learn, if we are too belligerent to be taught?  (I don’t feel belligerent.  and also I want to learn everything, really badly.)
Could it be, that my presumed teachers are egocentric?  Could it be that my parents were too concerned about their reputations as wise educators…to actually walk the walk?  Is it possible that they and others who might assist humanity get too pissed-off to even try?  If a student does not grovel at the feet of a (former) master, does that mean the student is unteachable?  I don’t think so.  I am very teachable and have annoyed my ‘educated’ parents with my questions since the first time I was raped.  I did not receive any answers then, and they will not answer me now.  Yet, they both cash government checks  that say that my parents are competent. The EDC is welfare for corporations, is it not?  If an honest, educator-man is on the payroll of the EDC, does that make it right that tax dollars from struggling students are spent to support big business?  I have many questions.  My parents teach many classes, but they do not answer any questions.  (I’m not kidding.  Go for it.  Ask Margaret or Robert Goldthorpe a question.  I’ll wait right here.)

11:20 am

I had a terrible dream this morning.  My mom wouldn’t give me my purse!  I was playing her grand piano and it kept sliding down and down, on a tilted, spiral floor…but she wouldn’t let me stop playing, and she wouldn’t give me my purse.  She said, “George and your father are deciding about your custody.”  I reminded her that I am 55 years old and competent and OK and…she just wouldn’t shut up.

It’s good that Isaac and Josh are entering the high realm of foreign currency exchange.  It’s made me review my (really) basic understanding of arithmetic.  Isaac just made twenty dollars.  We’re discussing the comparative values of betting according to data, vs committing according to spiritual revelation.  I told him that Russia is attempting to pass a law that would outlaw the US greenback.  This would change the playing field drastically. Other than the most rudimentary economics, I don’t listen to numbers.  It’s counter-productive, and annoying too.  But, I’m thinking in numbers.  I told Isaac to bet on the ruble.  (I guess his app won’t let him do that.)

At first I was bothered that he’s making bets.  (He explained them to me as ‘trades’.)  But, now I can see that maybe the things God shows me could help him too.  We will soon witness a tremendous transfer of wealth from the darkside to the children of God.  Could God use the FOREX?  Why could he not?  I told Isaac that FOREX was evil and manipulated.  I also know that God’s household uses vessels of honor and vessels of dishonor.  Isaac would like a separate report for current events and spiritual revelation.  I wonder if he’ll weigh them against one another.

10:14 am

It has come to my attention that this extra-long post only retains the latest 25 revisions.  I do that many in a single day sometimes, so I am essentially writing directly into the circular file.  I’m trusting that 1) if anybody is supposed to read this he/she will, and 2) If I am ever subpoenaed, the cloud will give up her dead.  Amen.  Or, somebody might buy me a real computer.

For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men,

Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world;

Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ;

Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works.

 (These things speak, and exhort, and rebuke with all authority. Let no man despise thee.)  (Titus 2:11-15)

10:08 am

Hey,  guess what.  The Day of Atonement has been postponed until the twenty-fifth because the watchers didn’t see the moon due to Israel’s largest-ever sandstorm.  I wonder what that means?

This needs to be a time of deep repentance for those who have set themselves on a reckless course against the man or woman of God and the true work of the Lord in this hour – for it is certain that He will not deal lightly with those who have elected to deal harshly [unrighteously] with His true servants.

….”Do not touch My anointed ones, and do My prophets no harm”…. Psalms 105:15 NASB

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/09%20September%202015/WPFBN0923.pdf

5:58 am


 (Is that the right way to say it?)

“When an honest man realizes that he is mistaken, he will either cease being mistaken or cease being honest.” –Anonymous
“When I find myself arguing very hard about an issue, you can be sure I’m not convinced.”  (Hugh Prather, memory-paraphrase)
My childhood in the Baptist church was a continual war-scene.  People I loved were repeatedly offended, and removed themselves from the congregation that I believed could do no wrong.  As I matured, I considered the various conflicts, and examined the evidence then available to me.  I read a lot of books.  I took sides, based on my understanding of the Bible and of Jesus’ will, but I could not influence the outcome.  I would shortly, if God wills, speak to those who have so often spoken ill of others.  My church-of-origin is in abject error, about many things, and their historical arguments demonstrate 1) their shallow understanding of the Bible and of God himself, 2) unwillingness to listen, 3) lack of love, and 4) uncertainty about the doctrine for which they castigate (and destroy, Google:  calumny) their brothers.  
At Bible camp we sang:  “We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord…and we pray that our unity will one day be restored, and they’ll know we are Christians by our love, by our love, yes, they’ll know we are Christians by our love.”  My mom always warned me when I went to Bible camp, “You’ll have a let-down when you get home.  You’ll feel sad.”  My mom was right.  My mom understands disappointment.  She also understands sublimation, and if she had ever spackled drywall holes, she would see a personally-instructive allegory.  She used to get excited too, at Bible camp.
And Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.
But, I was talking about brother-against-brother, and how if the Baptists ACTUALLY believed what they said, they would behave differently.  For instance:  If you TRULY believed that one cannot lose his salvation after repeating a twenty-second prayer and crying a little bit…YOU WOULD NOT HAVE TO PREACH A ‘SALVATION MESSAGE’ EVERY WEEK TO REINFORCE THAT BELIEF. Baptists do not sell salvation.  Baptists sell ASSURANCE of salvation.
 I remember having high hopes at the beginning of a sermon a couple years ago.  The preacher started real good;  his reference was John 15.  He was eloquent, and he drew pictures of withered vine-stock refusing to join forces with the dominant plant. “We can do nothing without the root; we really NEED TO BE GRAFTED INTO THAT VINE!”   Then he said, and I held my breath as he got to the climax:  “Unless we ABIDE we will not bear fruit.  We… MUST… abide…IN…”  (wait for it…)  We MUST abide… in… “Lakefield Baptist Church!  We must give our time and our tithes at the altar that granted us salvation!”
Seriously, I don’t know of a SINGLE legitimate doctrine that my Baptists expound.  They PERVERT the WORD OF GOD in order to assure people that if they do as they’re told by the padre’-du-jour, they will go to Heaven and all their dreams will come true.  This is a serious usurpation of God’s power and sovereignty.  God means for all of us to be healed and fulfilled.  (His timing is His own.) He wishes to deal with each individual as though he/she were God’s own child.  (Go figure.)  He wishes for each of his children to approach him personally, and not according to a schedule slapped into a church bulletin by some haphazard administrative assistant.   (The Bible is a LOT BIGGER than John 3:16,  and also God is even bigger than the Bible.)  Lakefield Baptist Church has substituted itself for Jesus in a whole lot of scriptures; they also take his position in lives of people he loves and for whom he gave his life.  Epistemologically, wouldn’t that make them anti-christ?

Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me.

I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing.  (Jesus, the Christ)


5:08 pm

My sons are my vindication.  I remember that promise when they’re grand-slamming the best spit-balls I might pitch!

Our personal spirits are represented by caricatures of what we are in the Spirit realm.   We glow one way or another.  Our gloves light up and our posture is accentuated.  “He was smoking a cigarette wearing his gloves.”  “He is like a caricature right then; I just saw him so much more.”  “A black friend had a cane and leaned on it as he spoke.”  “That was the beginning of my trip.  Then I wasn’t on their plane anymore.”  “Their trips were kind of matching in intensity and I kind of went off by myself with this other guy who had not done the drug too much before.”  ” Those rules that you unconsciously follow; don’t push anybody too far.  All those boxes were gone.  I didn’t have any of those constraints.”  “Fear of how you might act.  I was outside a person’s house and just enjoying a flower and its appearance and its scent.  I was not purposely going anywhere.”  “I was weird.”  (I smelled the flowers one morning, outside the Saginaw Veterans’ Hospital.  I was being FOLLOWED.)   “That was trippy?  We’re watching a colored box that lights up!  [TV]  I got kind of fearful at that point.”   “I would definitely suggest doing it.”

The NFL now wants to make football safe — but it might not be possible

(Or believable.)
“Scientists don’t really understand how repetitive brain trauma causes the disease, but Ann McKee of Boston University, among others, suspects that milder, subconcussive hits can cause CTE over time. If that’s the case, then nothing short of eliminating contact might make football truly safe.”  (My nephew is the star quarterback.  I pray for his beleaguered soul within its bony confines.)
3:01 pm
“The Grateful Dead.”  I’ve never desired to be among their number, but I find my life intrinsically woven to their own.  There comes a point that life makes no sense.  Some apostates have predicted this very interactio-point.  Some ‘apostates’ have purportedly gone into outer space, to demonstrate their rejection of values associated with repentance and retribution.  “Come home!  Come home.  Ye who are weary come home!”  “Earnestly tenderly, Jesus is calling.  All who are weary, come home.”  (The ‘Dead’ have more truth than most of those yet living.)
3:20 pm
I got under their guard.  I did it and I didn’t break a rule.  My dad and my brother are skewered, because they lacked love.  Truth will suffice for the time being, but it won’t take them home.  They must learn to love.  They must learn to love even the unlovable. That would be,  by their definition:  ME.
4:34 pm
Isaac says that Adam won’t go to West Virginia with me.  No matter.  God asked if I would give Adam my life and I have.  I don’t expect another disappointment would compel me to stop.  Selah.  George is mowing grass.  He got up early and watched old movies until mid-afternoon.  He should not be mowing grass.  It’s not right.  I think Isaac needed a dose of me.  I know his banter has not gone unappreciated by me.  We both long for truth and rightness.  We’re seeing more closely how such circumstances might look.  It’s so good to have him home.  I hope I don’t really have to leave.

2:59 pm

Wow.  I finally made the Goldthorpe-guest list and my invite happens the day after the Day of Atonement.  That’s kind of awesome.  According to some prophets,  September 23 is the ending of ‘the Acceptable Year of the Lord.”  (I have no idea what that means.)   Nevertheless, I shall probably see my sister for the first time in years.  (Maybe since she flew me to Missouri to wash dishes at a party she threw for some doctors.)  I don’t remember seeing my brother since last year, but I could be wrong.   I’m grateful for this invitation and it was even a couple hours before I considered that it might be another of my dad’s set-ups.  Then I rebuked those thoughts in the name of Jesus.
2:02 pm
Money-accumulation is an addiction.  I’ve seen it all my life.  Floyd Mayweather Jr. decided to quit fighting before breaking the record.  That’s astonishing to me.  (Isaac assures me that Mayweather’s  brand’ will make him money ad infinitum.)  What character, or lack thereof.  Mayweather said, “Imagine if you’d bet on me the last 49 times.  What would your bank account look like?”  It’s racist how much they help ‘students’ through the pratfalls of college life.  “They take courses in Swahili.  One of the classes was ‘African-American Studies.’  This is as racist as you get.”  “What do you think about racism?”  “That was a hard lesson; I do not feel guilt because of the plight of other races.”   Now we’re all slaves.  Why should we defend/attack other victims?  “Left-over patterns from that age.”  I wasn’t there.  Many groups are targeted, not just racial groups.  The IRS targeted ‘conservatives.’  I have been targeted for reasons unrelated to my skin tone.

Our personal spirits are represented by caricatures of what we are in the Spirit realm.   We glow one way or another.  Our gloves light up and our posture is accentuated.  “He was smoking a cigarette wearing his gloves.”  “He is like a caricature right then; I just saw him so much more.”  “A black friend had a cane and leaned on it as he spoke.”  “That was the beginning of my trip.  Then I wasn’t on their plane anymore.”  “Their trips were kind of matching in intensity and I kind of went off by myself with this other guy who had not done the drug too much before.”  ” Those rules that you unconsciously follow; don’t push anybody too far.  All those boxes were gone.  I didn’t have any of those constraints.”  “Fear of how you might act.  I was outside a person’s house and just enjoying a flower and its appearance and its scent.  I was not purposely going anywhere.”  “I was weird.”  (I smelled the flowers one morning, outside the Saginaw Veterans’ Hospital.  I was being FOLLOWED.)   “That was trippy?  We’re watching a colored box that lights up!  [TV]  I got kind of fearful at that point.”   “I would definitely suggest doing it.”

The NFL now wants to make football safe — but it might not be possible

(Or believable.)
“Scientists don’t really understand how repetitive brain trauma causes the disease, but Ann McKee of Boston University, among others, suspects that milder, subconcussive hits can cause CTE over time. If that’s the case, then nothing short of eliminating contact might make football truly safe.”  (My nephew is the star quarterback.  I pray for his beleaguered soul within its bony confines.)

11:32 am

We’re phasing out of existence!  They have hidden the earth-frequency from us,  and signal by signal they’re cutting our remaining connections.  We MUST vibrate at the right frequencies to exist!   They’re eliminating aspects of our representation, our logos.  They’re replicating the data, with each copy hazier than its parent.  We’re like the ‘Traveler’ on Star Trek;  it takes a lot of effort to remain manifested.  Many of us are already zombies.   Every day more people are hazier and their moral outline becomes blurred.  This is really hard to watch.

10:22 am
Satan is ‘the prince of the power of the air’ so he controls the vibrations.  Demons are just different vibrations so they have different capabilities and characteristics than we do in the physical realm.  We have to vibrate higher than satan would permit.  I don’t know if the following video is a jump-start to discern the ‘spirits’ or not, but it feels pretty good to me and I prayed for discernment and the protection of Jesus’ blood before I listened.  I closed my eyes.  My head began to move side to side a tiny bit.  Just FYI.

The Frequency of LOVE | Solfeggio 528 Hz ➤ Known for DNA Healing & Activating Higher Consciousness

11:30 am

I can’t afford to take precautions for exposures to death by various means.  Not only that, I don’t even have the time or bandwidth to even find out how I might try.  If radiation doesn’t take us, then surely some madman will buy the weather futures over the plantation and starve us out midst hail and brimstone.  We could possibly starve earlier;  GMO’s are overcoming the organisms we must eat.   We could freeze to death!  When acceptable carbon emissions are reduced to zero, we won’t be able to generate heat at all.  They’ll fine us for a fart!  Then the Russians will descend, with hordes of immigrants and mercenaries. How long must a furious bear play nice?  What have we done to earn such formidable forbearance?  “Them that live by the sword will die by the sword.”  (Ron Paul)  (And God.)
Testing for ill effects of wi-fi is like testing between men who’ve seen porn and those who have not:  the control group doesn’t exist.
11:21 am
Wow.  My dad took my car to get fixed in Canada.  He also invited us to a birthday dinner for my mom and Josh at the restaurant where Josh loves the planked whitefish with Duchess potatoes.  Dad was rambling about which room to request and I walked away saying, “Just show me the baby.”  That felt really good.  All my life, every time I’ve approached him with an idea he’s said, “Don’t tell me about the labor; just show me the baby.”   Dad invited me out to dinner on May 5, 2014.  I’m glad he’s finally living up to his offer.  Soon he will begin to pay his gambling debts as well.  Maybe he’ll go shopping while my car is being fixed.  He used to buy me great clothes before he decided I had to be crazy.

7:31 am

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
I think this verse’s converse is also true:  Our enemies do not battle against us, but against the Spirit who resides in us.  My Jesus is the target, to those who ‘make and love a lie.’   When He comes with flames and warring angels, many generations of persecuted Christians will obtain vindication for their faith and lifestyle.  Although we can now understand the necessity of not taking offense, and of choosing not to take others’ actions personally, and that we must remit our torturers’ sins, on that day and maybe before, we will recognize the utterly absolute, Matrix-compatible Truth of what we’ve believed by faith:  “I am dead in Christ, nevertheless I live.  It is Christ who liveth in me.”    It’s difficult to not take murder attempts personally, but I’d thought I had done it.  My friends counseled me otherwise, and encouraged a more thorough repentance.  “He does not hate you.  He hates Jesus.”
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.
It’s amazing how many “Christians” don’t want to raise the dead.  How can anybody carrying the Spirit of Jesus not want to perform miracles?   How can they refuse to even SEE miracles, as evidenced by their unwillingness… to even ask for one?  A Catholic friend once told me, “It’s all about the miracles.”  I don’t know how the high-church-rituals could instill a recognition and respect for miracles but they see a lot of them.  Some places of pilgrimage host annual meetings between spiritual beings and mankind. I didn’t know that as a Baptist, and I’ve never attended, and I don’t know how many of their miracles are from God and how many are either charade or lying demons.  But the hunger is there, to touch the supernatural.  Peasants see the face of Jesus on a scorched tortilla and it makes headlines.  Everybody it seems, who has not been indoctrinated by false interpretations of Scripture, wants to see a miracle.  Church-goers are taught that miracles and even God’s Gifts of the Spirit ended, although Jesus is “the same, yesterday, today, forever.”  Soon, their error will be exposed for all to see.  When the miracles gain foothold in the press, and hearts start to press into God, the ‘pastors’ will be targeted… big-time.  (That’s unless they’ve already been lynched as the world’s infrastructure continues to implode and great tribulation commences without a Rapture-get-out-of-jail-free card.)     It would behoove the ‘shepherds’ to get their notes in order.  The ‘church’ has some explaining to do.
Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.
Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth.


Demonic Possession Of The Vatican Exposed: Leo Zagami Interview

“Jeb Bush is the Jesuit’s choice for president.”


6:50 pm

Dear J and G, did you know that you live within the “United States Radio Free Zone”?  Brad told me the number for the oldies station he was playing as he tried to remove my tire, but I could never find it.  (Was his name Brad?)  Not even static and I tried every day.  My cell-phone died at the gas station, the prophet’s phone died too, when he got to Beverly.  I was free of mental torment at your house; you know that part.  I had assumed my freedom was because you are both so steeped in Holy Ghost.  I still believe that, but maybe the freedom I experienced at your house is partially due to more mundane issues.  Our government electronically tortures lots of people.  I was not tortured at your place.  We might want to consider this possibility.  I know I will.  I love you both very much.
You guys believed that God meant for me to live with you.  WHAT IF GOD IS BIGGER THAN WE THINK?  You live within the “United States Radio Free Zone.” (I belong there for sure.)   I was free of mental torment at your house.  (You’re the best hosts EVER.)  But, I am meant to live in a bigger “United States Radio Free Zone” and so is everybody else.  What if you guys and I help free America from electronic mind control just by being nice to one another?  Isn’t God good?
3:32 pm
My dad said he’ll fix my car so I can leave; he sent me texts every day for five days.  If he’d get that car fixed and fill the tank I’d be gone as soon as Joshua’s birthday dinner dishes were washed.  If I had a timetable, I could perhaps clean my bathroom before then,  and throw out a bunch of natty second-hand clothes.  I could do a pedicure.  But I can’t.  I’m being tortured and my mind is only intermittently useful and I am very lethargic. Cycles of panic, this time.  Short bursts of suicidal thoughts, then back to business after a prayer and some deep breaths.  This stuff can wear a person down; I kid you not.  I’d like to go stake a claim in the “United States Radio Free Zone” and see if I come up with oil.  I’d like to take a friend along to see if he also feels better in the Promised Land.  Then I could begin some serious research.   I’d like to get a job where I see a lot of people and think very little.   I’d like to be myself again, only brave this time round.
Maybe I’ll get a fancy DC  lawyer to take my case if I promise to do all the legwork.
4:15 pm
Text to Dad:  “As soon as you get my car fixed I’m outta here.  My friends live in the ‘United States Radio Free Zone’ and I was not tortured there.  Isaac’s car also needs work.  It would be nice if you called him.”
4:23 pm
I am a tortured and maligned woman trying very hard to become well again.  Does nobody care how badly I need to speak to somebody who cares?  This world is entirely perverted.  George has six days off in a row.  Isaac received an email from my mother demanding an audience with Josh.  I’m texting Dad our home phone number to give to her.  I guess Josh will pay his respects after dinner.  Today has been very difficult.  George had the day off and caught me off guard so he came to Manistique with Isaac and me.  He bought us hamburgers at Clyde’s, and that was great, but I haven’t been alone for a while.  For too long I think.  Or with a friend.  George and I have been living here together for three years since our divorce.  I think we have something good in that neither of us wishes to make pain for anybody else.  We have no leadership, and no cohesion, but at least we don’t rub lemon juice in the paper cuts.

Russia Is Going To Pass A Law Formally Dumping The U.S. Dollar

Most people don’t realize this, but more U.S. dollars are actually used outside of the United States than are used inside this country.

If the rest of the planet decides to stop accumulating dollars, using them to trade with one another, and loaning them back to us at ultra-low interest rates, we are going to be in for a world of hurt.

10:53 am

In the year 2000, twenty-five people signed off on the PNAC on-the-record desire for a “New Pearl Harbor”. Ten of those 25 went on to serve in the the Bush “administration”. How does the 9/11-Faith crowd account for this uncanny declared desire for a “catalyzing event”?

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/in-the-year-2000-twenty-five-people-signed-off-on-the-pnac-on-the-record-desire-for-a-new-pearl-harbor-ten-of-those-25-went-on-to-serve-in-the-the-bush-administration-how-does-the-911-fait/

7:00 am

Cataclysmic, Profound Changes after the Last Blood Moon by Rev. Neville Johnson Sept. 2014


12:17 am

Please Watch – Coming Events in America Starting 2015 – The Church Get Ready


11:40 pm

It is a tremendous relief to not regurgitate and ruminate over all the evils my father has expounded on this house.  Nevertheless, my sons require Truth.  My sons must realize that seeking money and status is not the path of life.  They know this fact in an abstracted kind of way, but they must see TRUTH succeed where money could not.  Is that too much to ask?  (“Amen.”)


11:19 pm

What compels some fathers to turn-tail when a child is not up to snuff?  Why do other fathers stick it out?  Does the hatred emanating from victims of US barbarism manifest as curses against the United States?  How could it be otherwise?  Am I responsible to pray against curses spoken over my people who are bloodthirsty and power-mad?    My country does not just kill people.  My country kills GENERATIONS of people.   My country shot Iraq to hell with ammunition manufactured from DEPLETED URANIUM which has an extraordinarily destructive half-life. Agent Orange is still destroying humans in Viet Nam as I type.  My country uses chemical agents against human beings, and then my country denigrates (and FRAMES) other countries for following suit.   My country serves Israel that routinely disperses white phosphorous against their ‘enemy’ whose children exist in the world’s largest open-air concentration camp.  Jesus has a lot of things to sort out.  I hope he’ll begin in my mind, for his Word says to pray for peace in Jerusalem.  His Word says that the Jews are His brothers and I should treat them accordingly.  It’s hard to tell a Jew from a Hitler.  It’s somewhat easier to tell a  Christian from a Baptist.  Baptists still vote, and they vote for neocons.

10:30 pm

Here’s a shocking little piece of updated US military history.  (It’s also an interesting study in fathers who have ‘differently -abled’ children.)

  Vietnam: My orange pain

3:51 pm

I’m on the verge of something big, in the spiritual realm as well as the physical matrix.  I can hardly contain my joy.  Nor my angst.  Angst should be extinguished by this point and I’m disappointed in myself.  I KNOW that I am safely in God’s hand and under His wing, and also patronized by a yet-to-be-named earthly benefactor. Faith is: “Substance of things hoped for, evidence of things unseen.”  I’ve been riding faith for a number of years without much “evidence”. Unless you count the ZILLIONS of four-leaf clovers I’ve found.  Or the fact that I’m healthier than I’ve ever been and have long-ago abandoned arthritis and migraines and irritable bowel syndrome.  Also, my handwriting became legible overnight, that’s pretty cool I suppose.  But, these puny miracles only take one’s faith so far, and I long to believe much further.
I will step into non-stop, to-earthlings-supernatural,  expression of alternate dimensions.  I won’t live with what I got or who I am.  I reject this reality-matrix in the name of Jesus.  I claim his promises made to me, and also to all those who will only believe.  I expect to be released from my prison to graze much obviously greener pastures.  I expect to vibrate so highly that any matricular attempt to knock me from my perch will bounce back to Earth unheeded.  I expect to be happy and fulfilled and over the rainbow.   I expect that the Lord will come “suddenly to His temple.”  That would be me.  I pray that my boudoir is embellished to His liking.  I’d like Him to make me a ‘habitation.’  Lots of one-nighters available, but I want Him to stay with me forever.

2:22 pm

Those who run my life plan many opportunities whereby it might end.  It cannot be coincidence that our biologically-necessary environment is facing elimination.  How could extinction-level events, through various systems of necessity, happen at the same time?  Is that probable, if some power did not wish me dead?  If I were a human, even if I had a post-grad science-science-degrees and my name were immortalized on peer-reviewed documents attesting to the wonder-of-me…I wouldn’t destroy the world on which I depend  to cash my checks from the corporate-banging-foundation to which I sold my soul and credentials?  Everybody is SO SELFISH that scientists’ll feather their own nests with fluff from my grandchildren’s mental health and life support.  EVERYBODY IS SELFISH!  Or, we’d not have a Chernobyl or a Fukushima.  Monsanto wouldn’t poison some of us and cause others to commit self-immolation.  (Google:  India.  GMO.)   NASA would be TOTALLY TRANSPARENT and DARPA wouldn’t exist.  These circumstances would be true, if people were not selfish.
(I stayed about twenty-five miles southeast of Buckhannon when I was ‘influence-free’ in West Virginia.  The above map represents the “United States National Radio Quiet Zone.”)

Most broadcast transmitters in the Quiet Zone are forced to operate at reduced power and use highly directional antennas. This makes cable and satellite all but essential for acceptable television in much of the region. Restrictions on transmissions are tightest within ten miles of the NRAO and Sugar Grove facilities,[2] where most omnidirectional and high-power transmissions are prohibited.

Chapter 37A of the West Virginia Code strictly regulates radio transmitters within 10 miles of the NRAO facility.[2] Not all radio transmissions are prohibited in the Radio Quiet Zone. For example, emergency service (police, fire, and ambulance) radios and Citizen’s Band radio are permitted. However, large transmitter owners must typically coordinate their operations with the NRAO. The only broadcast radio stations in the inner core of the Quiet Zone are part of the Allegheny Mountain Radio network—with just one station in the AM band, and several low-power FM stations. Exceptions to the Quiet Zone restrictions are usually determined on a case-by-case basis, with preference given to public safety concerns, such as remote alarm systems, repeaters for emergency services, and NOAA Weather Radio.

Read more at Wikipedia:   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_National_Radio_Quiet_Zone


1:10 pm

In reality “we are either a sign post for each other or a dead end. So spread your intuitive truth, and if you want to enter the game, be without emotion, and place your intent for cosmic justice in the foreground of your consciousness.” (Elva Thompson)

It’s Not About Money, It’s About Power and Energy; Emotional Terrorism

See more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/not-money-power-energy-emotional-terrorism/

11:44 am

A Profound Conversation About Reality

10:54 am

Former Merck rep explains how mandatory vaccination is pushed for Big Pharma profit, not public health

“If there’s a risk, there has to be a choice,” says Vaughan. She has been repeatedly intimidated. Her house has been broken into several times since her rally against SB 277 at the California state capitol. Police told her that her home was likely “tapped” during one break-in. Her computer was tampered with in another break-in. Despite the intimidation, Vaughan continues to speak out. She founded the non-profit Council for Vaccine Safety, which strives to “increase public awareness and education on the risk of vaccines while advocating for safer vaccines.”

Read more:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/former-merck-rep-explains-how-mandatory-vaccination-is-pushed-for-big-pharma-profit-not-public-health/

9:42 am

* When any one of My children ponders any question they have in their heart pertaining to “life” and ministry, before Me, they shall ALWAYS arrive at the right conclusion in accordance with My perfect Will [devoid of any fleshly imperfection, corruption or darkness] as they continue to “maintain” godly desire – through intimate fellowship with Me, and the continued guarding of their heart with all diligence.

* The prerequisite to one hearing clearly the voice of My Spirit on an ongoing basis is for that one to be willing to act on [obey] that which is spoken [revealed] – without reservation.

* Fellowship with the world [and its ways] deadens the spirit, hardening it and “desensitizing” it to the deepest thoughts and intentions of My heart – and to the voice of the Holy Spirit.

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/09%20September%202015/WPFBN0920.pdf

9:17 am

Nearly 75 percent of the participants in the conformity experiments went along with the rest of the group at least one time. After combining the trials, the results indicated that participants conformed to the incorrect group answer approximately one-third of the time.

Asch also found that having one of the confederates give the correct answer while the rest of the confederates gave the incorrect answer dramatically lowered conformity. In this situation, just five to ten percent of the participants conformed to the rest of the group. Allies, committed to a central belief, is what drives many in the alternative media to relentlessly pursue the truth and then inform as many people as will listen.

Obama’s Three Step Plan to Brainwash America

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/obamas-three-step-plan-to-brainwash-america/

8:57 am

Do You Realize That The Elite Have Weather Trading Derivatives? The Fox Is Running The Hen House From Bottom To Top. Pure Insanity Reigns As The World Dies.


3:22 pm

3:18 pm

If a woman also vow a vow unto the Lord, and bind herself by a bond, being in her father’s house in her youth;

And her father hear her vow, and her bond wherewith she hath bound her soul, and her father shall hold his peace at her; then all her vows shall stand, and every bond wherewith she hath bound her soul shall stand.

But if her father disallow her in the day that he heareth; not any of her vows, or of her bonds wherewith she hath bound her soul, shall stand: and the Lordshall forgive her, because her father disallowed her.

And if she had at all an husband, when she vowed, or uttered ought out of her lips, wherewith she bound her soul;

And her husband heard it, and held his peace at her in the day that he heard it: then her vows shall stand, and her bonds wherewith she bound her soul shall stand.

But if her husband disallowed her on the day that he heard it; then he shall make her vow which she vowed, and that which she uttered with her lips, wherewith she bound her soul, of none effect: and the Lord shall forgive her.

But every vow of a widow, and of her that is divorced, wherewith they have bound their souls, shall stand against her.

10 And if she vowed in her husband’s house, or bound her soul by a bond with an oath;

11 And her husband heard it, and held his peace at her, and disallowed her not: then all her vows shall stand, and every bond wherewith she bound her soul shall stand.

12 But if her husband hath utterly made them void on the day he heard them; then whatsoever proceeded out of her lips concerning her vows, or concerning the bond of her soul, shall not stand: her husband hath made them void; and the Lord shall forgive her.

(Numbers 30: 3-12)

2:27 pm

2:17 pm

After the crash, I’m set for life.  I can sew anything and I own a treadle sewing machine.  All I’ll need is daylight and my client’s gleanings and I will dress the best.  I may even find time to appropriately dress myself, once I’m proficient.  That’s what my friend in West Virginia called me:  proficient.  It’s been a long time since anybody said a thing like that about me.  It’s terrible to say, but I’m looking forward to the changes we will see in the world.  Proficiency will have the value it’s been denied as humanity sank deeper into materialism and anti-christ-amusement.  (A-muse:  “lack of thinking.”  Or “in place of thinking.”)    Isaac says that money destroys community.  We’ll all have to know our neighbors if we must look to others for things we need.  Josh plans to grow tobacco.  I bet there is a Canadian or Russian or Scottish variety that would grow up here.  Isaac pictures shipping tobacco to other states in Mad-Max cars.  Bulletproof.
After the crash, the artists will become very popular and as rich as they might.  Without HBO a LOT of fake-sensation-junkies are going to pay a LOT of money to us story-tellers.  The musicians will lull us to sleep, as did David’s harp for the king who tried to kill him.  People will pay LOTS for  diversions they neglected before,  when they had money and the TV worked.  I will have friends and I will have resources.  They’re coming, one way or another.  I pray that my life unfold as God wills on EVERY level and under EVERY circumstance and dancing in the face of EVERY opposition.  I go with Jesus.  I wish he’d get this mule-train on the road.  I’m pointless.

12:03 pm

Once Ron Paul mentioned me in an interview, maybe it was the Daily Beast?   The article was about “his women” and the reporter asked if women like him because he’s a gynecologist.  That being oddly counter-intuitive, it was also demonstrative of the inane questions he was frequently asked.  I think he’ll be my friend, when I am “utterly completely vindicated.”   It’s nice to see him being vindicated too.  The “liberty faithful” are following the Spirit because “where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”

Ron Paul, Religious Icon

10:14 am

9:53 am

Floods Swept Over 700 Fukushima Contaminated Bags Into Japan’s rivers

See more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/floods-swept-over-700-fukushima-contaminated-bags-into-japans-rivers/

9:17 am

Ask any target, even in the aftermath of leaving their narcissistic abuser, what the worst time with the narcissist was and  you’ll hear the harrowing and depressing effects of the mind games and devaluation; the shredding of the targets sanity and identity piece by piece while the narcissist smiles with delight.

The time spent with a narcissist is without question the worst times in targets’ lives. Many of us found ways to cope with the blaming, shaming, isolation, threats, withholding, power and control over us, to end up unceremoniously discarded without explanation or remorse.

But what happens afterwards? After we leave, do we instantly become better?


Read more at:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2015/09/18/what-happens-when-targets-arent-believed/

8:14 am

What took place in the Yellowstone super volcano last night, that was so bad, the USGS deleted the data to prevent the public from seeing it???????

See more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/usgs-caught-deleting-yellowstone-seismic-events-hiding-major-quakes-midnight-5am-today/

8:06 am

A professor of environmental sciences at the University of Colorado has been placed under a federal investigation for saying that the emission of greenhouse gasses does not increase the costs of natural disasters.

So I know with complete certainty that this investigation is a politically-motivated “witch hunt” designed to intimidate me (and others) and to smear my name.

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/a-professor-of-environmental-sciences-at-the-university-of-colorado-has-been-placed-under-a-federal-investigation-for-saying-that-the-emission-of-greenhouse-gasses-does-not-increase-the-costs-of-natur/

8:01 am

John Yob got socked on Mackinac Island!  (Why am I not surprised that the Yob machine is working for Randy Paul?)

A top aide to presidential candidate Rand Paul says that Marco Rubio’s deputy campaign manager punched him in the face at a Michigan bar Thursday night.

Read more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/police-investigating-a-bombshell-accusation-against-a-gop-candidates-dep-campaign-director/



9:00 pm

Picture OCD as a little monster permanently sitting on your shoulder, slipping horrifying images of your worst fears in your head and hissing “don’t you feel bad?” after everything you say or do.

Read more at:   http://sorendreier.com/thought-i-was-possessed-i-had-ocd/

7:55 pm

“Naturally Seven” does not sing.  They feel something and they reproduce it.   Both of my guys like Bruno Marrs.  They tell me why they like Bruno Marrs.  “A nation is born stoic and dies epicurian.”   My boys are very smart, and very funny.  My sons are my vindication.  They’ve never been surrendered to the government.  I could die today and rest in peaceful adulation.  My sons are VERY SMART.  “Thank you, Jesus.”   When I wake up in George’s house I am uneasy.  I am always uneasy around George.  And he is always uneasy around me.  This was not always the case.  I hate waking up in George’s house.  It’s not right.

3:06 pm

What if the “Journey to the Center of the Earth” by Jules Verne’s classic, really true? And there somewhere, a whole new world is waiting to be explored, a place where somehow, living beings inhabit the depths of our planet, a place that cultures and ancient civilizations knew existed, or that still it exists today.

Read more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/amazon-indians-say-earth-has-a-subterranean-world-underground/

2:56 pm

Will I record forthwith, the demise of the Goldthorpe empire?  It need not happen that way.  Tsk.

2:46 pm

I can’t find my phone.  If I could I would text to my father:  “I’d rather spend six months in Toronto learning how to ‘Teach English as a Foreign Language.”   Then I could go anywhere and never bother your lying self again.  Think about it, won’t you?”

2:43 pm

My original family menfolk are stupid.  What else could I say?  They care not about the political and economic environment; they will not listen to a woman no matter what.  When their richness-endowed women are whining about lacking new shoes and also new venues to which shoes might be worn …they will remember things I said. And that’s a fact, Jack.  I’m practicing NOT saying, “I told you so.”  They should SELL everything.


2:30 pm

I don’t believe that Isaac is demonstrably smarter than I.  But.  my brother and my dad talk to him.  They’re afraid of women.  It’s the absolute fact.  (Makes sense, considering the ball-busters they live with.)  (I am very gentle.  When not faced with abject STUPIDITY.)


1:24 pm

Nova librum.  That’s my sons’ affiliation, and maybe I belong there.  The whole point of having a government is that citizens are secure and happy, and to allow any other group to participate.  I guess Josh made it up.  I don’t like the part of low taxes because I believe in no taxes.  Everything I spend money for must be voluntary.  That’s my bottom line.  Isaac wants minimal government, like the government would do plowing.  I want to contract with a neighborhood guy to plow me out.  Compulsory payments could be set-and-forget, and one could choose the payment options.  The “base-citizen-package” for instance.  I differ  I want NO COMPULSORY ANYTHING.  Isaac’s coming along quickly.  We’ll meet freedom pretty soon.  “You’re still trusting people to do what they are pledged to do.”  That’s my response to Isaac’s ‘minimal taxation’ environment.  These people cannot be trusted.  “I am an armchair revolutionary.”  Isaac wants to be the real thing.  But he doesn’t want to shoot anybody, and neither do I.
 It’s not about taking anything down, it’s about building things up.  “Even the Bible says that if two or three are joined together you will have success.”  “Everything else will fall into place eventually.”  “It’s easy to get disheartened when you feel that you’re alone.”  If your city has a compost system, all the food gets put into the place in separate bags.”  It’s usually good.  God, let me learn more.  “The peaches were the best.  This is when you were supposed to eat the peaches.  They threw them out because they were ripe.”
 Forced interaction is what I see.  We would all know our neighbors if we didn’t have money.  Current events are looking positive.  Community would be recognized.  We don’t recognize it now, because we have money.   Isaac says the ‘nova librums’ would be the synthesis.  He thinks it’s foreordained.  “Money is antithesis to community.”  (Isaac is so smart.)  “The focus became more about money and less about the people.”  This is a new way of looking at freedom.  When I first explained Hegelian Dialectic to him, Isaac understood that a government would stage a problem.  Now, Isaac recognizes it as a rule of nature.  “You could possibly set up a 9/11.  It would work.  But you don’t have to.  God does it now.  But everybody’s not on the same team anymore.”

8:59 am

The eagle is shouting and shouting this morning, from the Southeast.  My invisible friend can make the birds sing in harmony.  That’s a tough act to follow.  “Dear Lord, will you please impress upon my father to offer abode and respite in Toronto to homeless Isaac, and homeless me, and peerless Josh?  Could I take a course in TEFL too?   Thank you.  Amen.”

8:54 am

6 Latin American leaders who criticised US policies fall ill of cancer simultaneously

Read about it here:   https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2015/09/18/6-latin-american-leaders-who-criticised-us-policies-fall-ill-of-cancer-simultaneously/

8:31 am

Don’t you just love Canadians?

8:23 am

Maybe I could go to a city and be an uber-driver.  That sounds like a good way to learn the layout, and I almost was hired as a taxi driver once, but I had to come home instead.  I’ve tried to get out of here so many times, and God keeps sending me back.  Maybe that’s exactly the vision to which I must die:  I want relationships with my family and I want to hold my head up in the neighborhood.  God said I’d have both things but perhaps I must leave before that happens.  I honestly don’t think there’s much time left for repentance, the line has been crossed.  It’s now or never, actually.  But where am I to be?  God is never late.

7:48 am

I have a right to know the answers I seek.  Like ‘what causes an often THIRTY SECOND time-lag in my typing’?   Also, does the force that I PERMIT to move my body originate in   a directed-energy weapon?   It remains hard to believe that any acquaintance of mine would be permitted access to such amazing toys, but it’s hard to think he’s psychic too.    Also there’s Isaiah* which promises  ‘teachers’  to be  assigned by God to speak directions into our ears.  I really gotta know some things.

 *And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers:

And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.  (Isaiah 30: 20-21)

7:44 am

Anti-depressants Linked To Suicide, Scientific Study Concludes

A scientific review of popular anti-depressant drugs has concluded that antidepressants do cause some people to commit suicide, and their effects are no better than a placebo. 

(Don’t you think doctors should stop selling them?)

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/anti-depressants-linked-to-suicide-scientific-study-concludes/

7:23 am

I always see eagles when I’m foraging with the prophet, but yesterday was spectacular.  He was driving us along a two-track with four-foot alders down the center,  faster than I would have driven, and came to a deep bed of sand just before a 90-degree corner at the edge of a shallow lake.   Directly at the apex we startled  an enormous eagle right on the beach in front of us.  When you see them up close their size is astonishing.  We got to watch him fly from the ground at about 10 feet away.  Then he circled with his mate for a while.

 It was a very good day.  When the prophet cut that tree down his car was right near the base of it; it was probably 50 feet high, a foot and a half in diameter.  He notched it perfectly and it fell perfectly and it even gave a brief twist just before hitting the ground.  I saw that adjustment but I didn’t know it was intentional until he explained what he had done.  He pays MUCH attention to detail and it’s relaxing to be around him.  He’s actually begun cutting wood for his gypsy-wagon.  I didn’t know he was serious.  I could get pretty serious about it if I had any money.  I was at peace in West Virginia but when it was time to go I was pulling on the bit.  I was happier  lost in Ohio when we missed a turn later that night.  At 7 am when I got home, I could have turned around and driven back.  I really love to drive.

7:04 am

I feel really good after ‘remitting’ Dad’s sins against me.  That removed condemnation from him so he may repent; it also removed a load from me.  “Whatsoever you do not remit is retained.”  (Or something to that effect.)    I don’t want to retain anything from that dark part of my life and his.

Do Baptists ever engage in spiritual warfare?  Do they ever consider the great amount of Bible-discussion devoted to it?  “All scripture is given by inspiration of God and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness.”  (II Timothy 3:16)  Once when I was up yonder monitoring Sunday School again, the ‘pastor’ said that the book of Acts could not be used for doctrine.  Sheesh.  Baptists gotta wake up and smell the demons.  I just lit the filter of a cigarette, first one out of the pack so I know I didn’t turn it around.  It must have been in there upside-down.

6:42 am

Some of the kids were here yesterday, kids from the old days.  They’re adults now, with significant others and exes.  The girls are more inked and pierced; they look like they dumped face-first on an open tackle box.  To me, nose hoops yell: Livestock.  The smartest one was here.  He was a chemistry genius.  He lost the vision in one eye when his high school teacher wouldn’t let him use one of the sinks thoughtfully installed in the classroom for that purpose.  “No fooling around.”  I hated school even more than the smart one. With freedom will come personal responsibility and that’s why so few of us will see it.  Learning will become more important than orderly behavior and I’ll love that part.
 I dreamed I was at my parents’ house, entertaining a bunch of people.  It wasn’t their real-life house; it was much bigger and full of cool new stuff.  My parents weren’t home but I knew I could use whatever I wanted and I was finding treasures!  Some clothing items were perfect and I knew they were mine.  I even took a pair of striped leggings although I’m not sure that would be an appropriate garment for me.  These leggings were really soft and there were two pairs, one had red stripes running into orange, and my pair was stripes of baby blue and soft ecru, growing darker and ending with deep olive at the bottom.  I looked at the tag to see the fiber content (I don’t like synthetics) and red that they were lined in mohair.  Hair-shirt, anybody?  I took them anyway. After all the flea bites I’ve scratched, scratchy pants don’t seem like much.  I kept trying to take a break and light a cigarette but I couldn’t accomplish it.  I even lighted the end of an inkpen by mistake!
I am experiencing so much opposition on the website that I might just stop trying to post.  It’s frustration I don’t need.  On the other hand, I’m only OK in this house if I’m writing things down.  That’s OCD I know, but the practice has kept me from developing more overt neuroses.  God said to give my life, and doing so seems necessary to perpetuate it.  I’d really like a friend to talk with about politics and prophecy.  And the Bible.  It’s the most fascinating time in history and I’m watching it alone.

5:55 am

Deborah Tavares catches Mike Huckabee off-guard

(She does GREAT research.)


7:33 pm

Obama has granted himself the authority to brainwash America. Don’t do a double take, Obama has initiated another Executive Order in which he promises to employ psychological tactics and techniques in order to get the American people to bend to the will of his administration.

More at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/obama-is-employing-an-army-of-psychologists-to-fundamentally-transform-the-minds-of-all-americans/

7:30 pm

Shock Executive Order: Obama Authorizes Behavioral Experiments On U.S. Citizens: “To Advance Government Initiatives”

More at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/shock-executive-order-obama-authorizes-behavioral-experiments-on-u-s-citizens-to-advance-government-initiatives/

Holistic Doctor Mitchell Gaynor (MD) Found Dead

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/holistic-doctor-mitchell-gaynor-md-found-dead/


6:57 pm

Josh and Isaac are using an app that mimics currency trades according to current rates.  I haven’t checked what the Federal Reserve did today but they’ll figure it out.  When they win consistently, they may invest.   I wish they could talk about their ideas with other people.   In Toronto they will.

6:50 pm

I heard a car and strode to the edge of the deck to confront my father.  My movements were unrehearsed and the words came into my head as I walked.  I said, “Do not come onto this property that belongs to Jesus the Christ.  This house is polluted with a spirit of unbelief and you put it here.  Your machinations broke up my family and destroyed my commercial value.  But, you still lost and you know it.  That’s all I need from you and you can have your secretary write up the paperwork.  Does she know you bug your own office?”  But alas, it wasn’t him so I’m calm now.  Sure glad he doesn’t bother me anymore.  It wasn’t really a car I heard; it was thunder.

6:39 pm

The prophet should have been born a native but I think he’s Irish.  He’d take me with him, and even feed us both if I could keep the books.  That’s better than the deal I got now, because he’s always chasing sunshine and he never looks back.  His daughter is pregnant again, and he offered to take the baby.  He’s in constant pain and sometimes uses crutches.  But, he’d raise an infant because it be kin.  He’s raised kids before, even some not his own.  Even ‘special needs’ kids and young girls placed with him in emergencies…by the child protective people, no less.  That was before each kid wore a price tag I expect.  The old guard knew him to be trustworthy and kind.  A girl looking for a new life could do much worse.  My dad said he’ll fix the car.  He finally learned to text when I told him I would try again to leave.  Last time I left he handed me an envelope of money.  He leaned out his car window and said, “You’re a gutsy lady.”  I left to live with a man I met on Craigslist.  Dad said, “Don’t let the door hit your ass on your way down the road.”  It’s a great blessing to relinquish the evil he did me.  God is very good, and I “remit my father’s sins.  I do release him from their necessary condemnation.  I give him to Jesus again.”  “Amen.”

The prophet cut down a tree.  (He has the fire-wood permit for the area.)  He needed to harvest a parasitic growth near the top from which he makes tea.  Maybe he could make me rich, who knows?  The only thing nearly as sexy as a guy with a book is a guy with a chainsaw.  I’ve rarely seen either.

10:10 am

“The majority of people who are hospitalized aren’t really crazy.  They just don’t know how to get along with society.” 

My Enlightening Experience in A Psychiatric Unit

The more I learn, the more I recognize more that I do not know.  I can understand people’s need to immerse themselves in denial and junk.  The baptism I seek is not stuff-oriented.  I seek complete possession by Holy Spirit.  In that place we do not need junk.  We do not fear Truth, and it minimizes the ongoing torment of watching loved ones march into hell without  heavenly cause.  Self.  Glory for self stinks to high Heaven.

Romans 14:23(b)–for whatsoever is not of faith is sin.

But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible.  (Matthew 19:26)

Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth. (Mark 9:23)

And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible.  (Mark 10:27)

And he said, Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt.  (Mark 14:36)

The Impossible dream (with lyrics)

Frank Sinatra 

9:26 am

Ron Paul when questioned by a reporter about his son Randy’s campaign:  “Have a heart, buddy.”

Rand Paul Campaign Manager On Secret Bill Gates Meeting/ Promoting GMO’s

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/rand-paul-campaign-head-on-secret-bill-gates-meeting-promoting-gmos/

8:20 am

Leaked documents reveal government blueprint for destroying online reputations through elaborate smear campaigns

See more:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/leaked-documents-reveal-government-blueprint-for-destroying-online-reputations-through-elaborate-smear-campaigns/

3:24 am

Their aim is to distract and terrorise us on every level of our being…it’s called traumatic mind control.

The frequency that engulfs us when we are frightened is a slow and poisonous field that binds us deeper into the matrix game and disrupts our evolution and ascension timeline. This is the reason our satanic handlers are throwing the negative at us, they know about the cycles of time and what is on offer, and they are trying to make damn sure we don’t escape from their electro-magnetic web. They are deliberately keeping down the resonance of everything that exists in our reality, exploiting our chemically driven lusts,our  fears, hopes and dreams.

Read more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/electro-magnetic-warfare/

3:02 am

Will nobody help me to share what I know with those who need to know?  I am UTTERLY STYMIED.  I could help people cope and overcome psychopathic mind-control but I have no resources.  This situation represents the absolute failure of the pretend church.  I COULD HELP PEOPLE.  I could, but I can’t.  “God have mercy on Maria and those others who are tormented from afar.  Please free them.  Could you possibly use me in this pursuit?” “Please encourage my rich family to care about others.  Amen.”

2:40 am

“This is a season of advancement.  We’re not waiting on God.  He’s waiting on us!”

“Listen guys, play-time is over.   It’s time to get serious about God.”

“Word for the Moment” August 2014 with Bobby Conner & Paul Keith Davis

2:33 am

There will be another ‘Conference Against Covert Harassment’ in Berlin.  Wouldn’t it be great if I could go there and take Josh?

2:21 am

Therefore, it is of the utmost importance for all those who are truly seeking God [and the fullness of their Kingdom-position and destiny, in Christ] in this hour to be found guarding their heart with ALL diligence. For, as they do, “torrents” of living water will continually proceed forth from deep within them – empowering them to not only rise above EVERY attempt of the Enemy to hold them back but, also, putting him to flight [pursuing him until he is consumed] [2 Samuel 22:30-40] wherever the Holy Spirit leads them.

2:03  am

Destiny.  I’m worn out from waiting for my destiny to unfold.  I’d almost consider taking my life into my own hands but I don’t even know how I could change a thing.  I wouldn’t want to sin anyway.  If God tells me to wait, he will certainly give me the fortitude to do so, but my strength has diminished.  God says he’s never late, so I’m trying to anticipate something wonderful.  His promises seem distant and I can hardly imagine them to be real at this point.  Do I question God?  Do I doubt?  God forbid.  He ordained my captivity and ill repute.  He expects me to continue in faith, through my incarceration of lies.  I expect to be happy. Currently, I am confused.  I am well-prepared for activity that doesn’t exist.  We’re pointless at this house.  None of us do those things we value.  We think too much and we ignore a lot.  We don’t listen to one another, although we listen all the time.   Something has got to give.  “Lord, please release us?  Please allow your children here to be what you intend for us to be?”

Behold, at that time I will undo all that afflict thee: and I will save her that halteth, and gather her that was driven out; and I will get them praise and fame in every land where they have been put to shame.

At that time will I bring you again, even in the time that I gather you: for I will make you a name and a praise among all people of the earth, when I turn back your captivity before your eyes, saith the Lord.  (Zephaniah 3:19-20)  

When the Lord turned again the captivity of Zion, we were like them that dream.

Then was our mouth filled with laughter, and our tongue with singing: then said they among the heathen, The Lord hath done great things for them.

The Lord hath done great things for us; whereof we are glad.  (Psalm 126:1-3)  


5:43 pm

I’m doing well.  I’m progressing slowly, although I witness a total fail of the reality-trap.  I don’t believe them, but I don’t fully believe myself either.  YOU GUYS WHO DO NOT BELIEVE IN GOVERNMENT MIND-CONTROL WILL BE REALLY, REALLY MAD AND DISABLED.   I suppose I will become smart again; it always happens that way.  “Thank you Lord, that I have not been questioned under oath this day.”  “Amen.”  Do I mean ill to any person?  I do not.  My government knows that fact.

2:52 pm

Colm Wilkinson – Bring Him Home (Les Misérables)

2:42 pm

2:42 pm

I Try – Macy Gray (With lyrics!)

2:41 pm

Isaac is the DJ.  He’s always right and I cry.  The hot-tub is hot and the wind is cold.  George went to work then came back bearing booze.  It’s very windy here.

2:39 pm

Isaac is the DJ.  He’s always right and I cry.  The hot-tub is hot and the wind is cold.  George went to work then came back bearing booze.  It’s very windy here.

Isaac will get up soon.  I drove his brother to the dentist many hours ago.  I will say, when he enters the realm, that all that glitters is not gold.  I’ll take a deep breath, then I’ll say it again.  Perhaps instead, I’ll go to bed and sleep again.  He’ll get the picture either way.  My sons are my vindication.  They can think.  I’d prefer not to think, and they’ll get to that point eventually.  I’m very tired.  I’m bone-weary, but I recognize that I have been right, so I can perchance rest.  I’ll never stop.  My mind is not overwhelmed with visions of my psychopath father and for that I thank God with utmost sincerity.  Also I can rest.  Things will manifest according to our personal predilection but I know who holds the hand-helds of pscychopathy and technology.  I’m free.  Elsewhere, I am free.

10:41 am

I left  a note in my father’s office door:  “Dear Dad, I’ve been invited to live with some Christians in West Virginia.  I couldn’t get a job without a car and the VW is making bad bearing noises  at the front drivers’ side.  Would you please fix the car so I may be among folks who love Jesus?  I don’t know where the lug key is; we searched pretty good when I had a flat.  A dealership  couldn’t even remove the tire.  Thank you for considering my request, Linda.”  Dad was fooling around with a trailer in his driveway; he didn’t say ‘hi’ and neither did I.

Two women in the house makes for trouble, and that difficult situation is one of the major themes of the Bible.  Sarah was Abraham’s true wife, but he birthed Ishmael through a maid.  His wife wanted him to screw Hagar.  She gave her bosom companion to a stranger.  I think she devalued her position and legitimate expectation in her desire to have a son.  She was so beautiful that at 90-plus years of age, a king took her into his harem.  (Her wimpy husband lied to the king; he said that Sarah was his sister.)  Abraham was a wimp.  I hope the Jews don’t stalk me for saying that, or the Evangelicals.  He had faith.  He had TREMENDOUS faith.  But as a human man, he was a wimp.  Have you ever noticed how God frequently uses wimps?  When we are wimpy, God can be strong through us.  Earth women are easy.  Earth-men are wimpy and doomed.
What do we do when two women claim control of the kitchen?  We participate in a battle, even if we do not choose to pick a side.   Oh, that Earth-men would stand for their wives.  What if Abraham had said, “Dear Sister.  I value our intimacy so much that I could never ride that pin-up who makes my tea”?    Is it possible that the Jews and the Muslims would not be in conflict centuries later?  Would we who should merely observe, be constrained to pay for wars against both the Jews and the Muslims?   Do we not recognize the generations of pain and death that originate in lack of fidelity?  In wrong values?  In Ashley Madison?
 Do we not see that selfishness screws self?  The more selfish we are, the sadder become our lives and our futures.   Serving self is an oxymoron.  Wimpiness is acquiescing to self.   Wimpiness is without hope.  Wimpiness is anti-christ.  “Eternal Life Path” = Google patents.  “Google has a patent for downloading your ENTIRE BEING into an entire new body; and it’s called ‘The Eternal Life Path.’  And the other one is implanting the ability of  people to communicate telepathically.        Portals, stargates, Jacob’s Ladder.”
This is the year, two thousand fifteen, where naivite’ and denial DIE.”

7:19 am

The Scientific Management of Children

I love this guy so much.  I’ll go see him when I get my money.

9:36 pm

Trish’s uncle was an actor in the original Manchurian Candidate.  She’s a federal judge now.  My young friend said she wonders if all the zombie movies we’re seeing are intended to show us what the government plans to do.  She is disgusted that they’re making Spongebob tampons.  When I was initiated, tampons were not included in the free modesty-sets we got from the Kotex corporation.  Virginity had value.
9:09 pm
I took two naps today and I’m disoriented.  I think my dad confessed to somebody.  I think he told somebody about his ill intent toward me.  I feel very scattered; it’s difficult to tune in.  People eating here again tonight. Egg rolls and pork lo mein.  Two sauces.  Company’s good, but it’s disorienting.  I’ve been alone a long time and last week I was in a trailer with two people very close.  I was OK there.  I’m not OK here.  I’d like to go some place where I could be GREAT.  I know that place exists because I’ve been there before.  It’s the nexus.  At mine, every conflict turns to gold, and disagreements present opportunity to know one another better and to grow closer.   I’m pretty sure that in the Kingdom of God we will all view one another as more worthy than ourselves, so there will be agreement most always.

4:32 pm

Fukushima! Life, All Life, Is In Serious Trouble, the Pacific is dead. You Will Not Hear This On MSM

4:27 pm

State Department Whistleblower Exposes Covert Terrorist Funding

4:12 pm

4:09 pm

Are we living in the Last Days? The Signs Are Everywhere ….

3:46 pm

Mind Control Programs Exposed – Your Thoughts Are Not Your Own

“I listened to your audio on mind control which has provided me with the answers I have been seeking. I am humbled by the final section regarding spiritual realization. Finally, the square peg fits the square hole!” – G.S. United Kingdom

12:40 pm

Antsy.  I’m so very antsy.  I relaxed in West Virginia, after I cried a lot.  I know that God has a plan for me and I should be content just to wait.  I’m a lot more patient than I used to be but waiting is still hard.  I didn’t hyper-ventilate in WV at all.  I slept through the night every night.  Isaac said he wishes this house would burn down. Then he said he likes the house so maybe the insides could just be gutted and then we could re-do it.  He’s covered with flea bites, just like me.  Josh and George don’t get bitten.  I think a carpet-shampooer would help. We could clean the furniture with it too.  I’ve seen visions of this house burning, and Josh and Isaac and I rode away from it across the lake to the South on an electric scooter that no longer functions.   I’m not breathing too well today.  I’m making fried rice and either egg rolls or dumplings; I have to see the condition of my frozen wraps before I decide.
“Lower and slower.”  I can’t ever get enough peace.  I am not satisfied on any level, being here.  I was slow and peaceful in West Virginia but I need more conversation than that to be happy.  I saw a vision of a huge tidal wave engulfing this house from the South, the deluge hit right against the window I slept near in past years.  It rolled over the house but I didn’t drown.  When it rolled back I was riding on the top of it.  My car is making nasty sounds so I can’t go back to WV anyway.  I told my young friend that my friends invited me to live there. She asked if I would take Connie but I couldn’t take her from Josh, or even from George.  I missed her, and I missed my young friend, and Josh.  Other than that, I missed the lake.  Other than that I was pretty happy. Bored does not negate happy.  But it chokes out joy sometimes.

6:07 am

Three US Places Marked for Massive Earthquake Judgment Speedily Bro. Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj Aug 2015

“These people are wicked and obstinate.”  (A mighty angel)


2:03 pm

All of these players, these politicians are nothing more than puppets, they don’t serve the people there is no real democracy, they serve the rich and powerful who run the world and that would be the bankers who control the money supply. The bankers make huge amounts of money….wars are great for them and ultimately they control the politicians.

Psychopaths are running the world.” – Ken O’Keefe


See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/video-ex-marine-blows-whistle-on-syrian-false-flag-exposes-real-agenda/

12:23 pm

And now, Lyndon LaRouche, because at this point, why the hell not?

LaRouche: ‘Most Momentous Weeks in Modern History—We Must Now Take This Moment’

See more at:   https://jhaines6a.wordpress.com/2015/09/14/larouche-most-momentous-weeks-in-modern-history-we-must-now-take-this-moment/

12:03 pm

If we would increase & defend dignity, then few tools are as powerful as unconditional love and radical forgiveness.  We must delete the “us vs them” virus from our hard drives then replace it with something life affirming with room for all, nobody excluded.  If we’re looking for justice in this world as well as some dignity; at the end of the day it’s just us.  If we do not accept the mantle, then who?  If not now, when?

Why do any of us tolerate the kind of abuses we see every day at work, and at home?  In our heart of hearts each of us know that berating & belittling others for fun and profit is just plain wrong, period. We know this yet time and again we watch without comment; our silence is our tacit approval.  Worse yet, sometimes we join in out of peer pressure and the need to fit in with our tribe. 

  What if we switched our default mode from rude & crude to something that honored the spirit within each of us?  Imagine that!

Is This Really Who We Are?

Read more here:   http://augureye.blogspot.com.es/2015/09/is-this-really-who-we-are.html

10:48 am

A wild pig with bright blue flesh was found in California — and no one knows why

Read more at:   http://www.businessinsider.com/wild-pig-with-bright-blue-flesh-found-in-california-2015-9

9:47 am

When You Gonna Wake Up

9:31 am

They’re slaughtering our priests.  Our TRUE priests, the naturopathic doctors, are being eliminated.  The false clergy (ie. allopathic ‘doctors’) are performing executions on our payroll.  This is not OK.  We must not kowtow to those whose prescription pads are wirelessly linked to the pharmaceutical mafia that may fund their next trip to Tahiti.  Is this not obvious?   My friend was on twenty-two medications.  She’s down to eleven, and feeling quite chipper at the notion.  Nobody ever died from a shortage of coumadin.  Or viagra.  Dying scientists have confessed to creating diseases to fit the latest anti-biotic drug.  (I use the term ‘biotic’ in its most basic definition.)  (Google “inventor of ADHD.”)  We have become anti-life, and we don our diagnoses like a shroud.  If some ‘scientist’ declares us defective, we wail and pour ashes over our heads.  “Dear Brethren, these things ought not to be.”  Our bodies are merely our temporary vessels.  Isn’t that obvious?  We should expend more attention to ‘strengthening those things that remain.’  I think that’s fairly clear.
“How long shall they kill our prophets, while we stand aside and look?
Some say it’s just a part of it.  ‘We got to fulfill the book.'”  (Bob Marley)
Fall menus are more expensive.  You gotta pay for that stick-to-your-ribs factor.  But, if George will keep us warm I can keep us fed.  Vegetable season will soon be over, and I’ll cook dried beans.  I’m feeling that I should lay-up some salt and sugar.  Appetite fatigue is a death sentence.

9:12 am

Attack on Holistic Doctors: Family member of Dr. Hedendal speaks out


10:09 pm

I offered to cut the monthly grocery bill by two hundred dollars if George would buy propane.  He’s ordering some tomorrow!

“Israeli Mossad involvement in the 9/11 false flag attacks can no longer be denied.”

THIS WILL SHOCK YOU TO YOUR CORE: 9/11 From Cheney to Mossad

2:45 pm

“Isaac, your father has lost his mind.”  Isaac:  “Yes I know, but I love him so I will not speak truth to power.”  (Would that be loving him or loving absence -of-conflict.?  George will get cold too.)

2:21 pm

I said, “Isaac.  Your father has had a break with reality.  He can’t ever see what’s going on. ” Isaac said, “Well, maybe 80 percent of the time…”  I’m re-entering George’s world of half-real.  I can see it happening but I’m powerless to avoid it.  We’re being sucked into a space with no time and no consequence.  I’m glad Isaac is here but I’d prefer if he did not experience this.  God is in control.

12:54 pm

Since marijuana legalization, highway fatalities in Colorado are at near-historic lows

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3lde7Krba

12:40 pm

This guy really needs a tribe.  Drake.

Know Yourself

12:34 pm

Nahko & Medicine for the People – Warrior People w/lyrics

12:32 pm

Nahko & Medicine for the People – Warrior People w/lyrics

12:17 pm

I get overstimulated.  So many people here lately, and so much noise.  Josh and George and I are gentle roommates, but now the tugs of family are pricking us.  We’re going on a family road trip today; we rarely do things together.  George offered Chinese buffet on a pilgrimage to procure chemicals for the hot tub.  It’s really slimy.  Isaac doesn’t want to go, and he has a lot of work to do and internet is limited.  He brought me music; I knew he would.  I don’t actually think I’m ready to retire to West Virginia.  God is in control, and he’s never late.  John says I haven’t died to my vision.  He (and Marvin Byers) says that’s a necessary step on the spiritual journey.  I wonder though.  Is that roadstop necessary for one who never tried to accomplish anything in her own power?  I never sought to manifest my vision in any manner I believed to be outside His will.   I believed myself neuter and impotent and beyond help.  But I’ve done amazing things.  Soon my outside will match my inside.  I will be very happy when my sons recognize how strong and brave I’ve become.  “Thank you God, for full-spectrum surveillance.”   I have had a couple weeks of pretty non-stop spiritual intensity.  Isaac brought me music and I’m worshiping Jesus.  I pray for Jesus to increase my capacity because I’m nearly bursting all the time.


12:00 pm  Shemitah

“The body talks and meditation helps.”

Nahko and Medicine For The People – Budding Trees

11:54 am

This is so very anointed.  I don’t know if my West Virginia friends would like it.

God is love
hey bro i just wanted to let you know Aloha ke akua. so dont give up

NAHKO and Medicine for the People – Aloha Ke Akua (VALPARADAISE)


9:50 am

….”But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, 3 treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; Avoid such men as these. For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth”…. 2 Timothy 3:1-7 NASB

9:31 am

I could hear my own breathing and I could hear the fire as it crackled, but nothing moved. Then it was like everything became still inside and outside, it was all suspended somehow, and I was aware of only the Lord. I could feel Him everywhere, inside me, and also all around. The entire atmosphere was charged with Him. A rush then came and we all were illuminated from within. It was like His living essence swirling in our cells, and we all saw with perfect clarity and heard Him speaking with clear understanding, for we were in Him. I then saw us all suspended within His heart. We were of one heart and one mind, within Him, and we were in His heart, and we all understood His mind. This was full union.

Read more from 9/11, at:  http://ft111.com/omarra.htm

6:41 pm

6:01 pm

Maybe David has an Ashley Madison account; maybe it’s that simple.  I’m not thinking about it.  My mind is free of my father, Hallelujah.

With the bubble now thoroughly busted by the hackers at Impact Team, it’s doubtful that men will continue to fork over hard-earned – and presumably well-hidden – money to what is essentially a giant mainframe wearing a negligée.

The whole sleazy setup appears to be collapsing in on itself, and what could be more satisfying to watch?

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/art_living/20150829/1026323578/Ashley-Madison-CEO-Resigns.html#ixzz3lZ5Q5Ur6

5:55 pm

A Baptist pastor allegedly outed as having an account on adultery website Ashley Madison committed suicide less than a week after the site’s hackers released user information.

Read more: http://sputniknews.com/us/20150909/1026796327.html#ixzz3lYxir9AY

3:08 pm

Sweet George has had a break from reality.  He would keep the pipes in this beautiful house from shattering…with electric space heaters.  Ignoring my pleas for intervention is now even materially stupid.  I rest my case.  Again, I do so.

3:03 pm

How to Ditch Dishonest Doubt (WARNING -this video will change your life)

1:49 pm

(I think this is my message in another language.)

Drake – Back 2 Back Freestyle (Meek Mill Diss)

1:11 pm

right hand lyrics drake

(This guy has more number ones than the Beatles.)

12:11 pm

George brought me my coffee from the microwave.

Josh said, “I love you too.”  He said it voluntarily, and several sentences distant from my prior proclamation of love for him.  I can rarely get onto the website lately.  My cousin asked why my Gmail returns his messages.  Like I could possibly explain anything; computers are all magic to me.  I am not scientific, and I reject science in all but its most rudimentary structure.  People lie and scientists are people.  (References available on request.  Watch Dr. Salk [polio] on video.)   We have but one chance to preserve humanity for which my beloved Jesus shed his blood and countless tears.  We must not be selfish and we must not lie.  If those two recreational activities are abolished, we have peace on Earth.  It’s very simple.  “Let there be peace on Earth, and let it begin with me.”  Unless and until we EACH AND EVERYONE decides to lower our hackles, we are threatened.  I choose to ignore potential threats and that makes me peculiar, and [according to those smarter than I] it also makes me vulnerable.  I was induced into paranoia, and I kept notes.  I hereby, through the blood of my beloved JESUS, declare my rejection of fear in any and all manifestation.  I belong to Jesus and I am the safest woman in Michigan.  (He told me so.)  I suspect that my unprecedented safety could be extended to others, so large doth it spread.  “Come home!  Come home.  Ye, who are weary, come home!”  “Earnestly, tenderly Jesus is calling.  Calling, ‘Oh sinner.  Come home.'”
Isaac said I should not expect human love.  I’m silly to desire some.  He says a prophet is without honor in his own country.  I will not call myself a prophet until my beloved Jesus does so.  Yet, his word always comes to pass, so I will consider Isaac’s words. Jesus told me that I would lose every human relationship, and it has happened according to his word.  (The prophet has not ever abandoned me nor doubted my rants.)  (Perhaps that is because our relationship is not in the physical realm?)  The ‘physical realm’ is abolished.
Isaac said all that money Colorado made from weed was collected from out-of-state purchasers of cannabis.  A medical card is a coupon-card.  You can get cheaper weed and better weed.  The positive ramifications of the Colorado experience are astonishing. I do not think I will assist government to obtain more resources.    Isaac says we all want community.  We want to live amonst people of like mind, and likely passioned.  He sighs a lot, and so do I.  It’s great to have him here.  My sons are my vindication.  We were a mentor-school and they can think.  I am exonerated by their brilliance and self-control.  “Thank you, Lord.”

12:11 pm

George brought me my coffee from the microwave.

Josh said, “I love you too.”  He said it voluntarily, and several sentences distant from my prior proclamation of love for him.  I can rarely get onto the website lately.  My cousin asked why my Gmail returns his messages.  Like I could possibly explain anything; computers are all magic to me.  I am not scientific, and I reject science in all but its most rudimentary structure.  People lie and scientists are people.  (References available on request.  Watch Dr. Salk [polio] on video.)   We have but one chance to preserve humanity for which my beloved Jesus shed his blood and countless tears.  We must not be selfish and we must not lie.  If those two recreational activities are abolished, we have peace on Earth.  It’s very simple.  “Let there be peace on Earth, and let it begin with me.”  Unless and until we EACH AND EVERYONE decides to lower our hackles, we are threatened.  I choose to ignore potential threats and that makes me peculiar, and [according to those smarter than I] it also makes me vulnerable.  I was induced into paranoia, and I kept notes.  I hereby, through the blood of my beloved JESUS, declare my rejection of fear in any and all manifestation.  I belong to Jesus and I am the safest woman in Michigan.  (He told me so.)  I suspect that my unprecedented safety could be extended to others, so large doth it spread.  “Come home!  Come home.  Ye, who are weary, come home!”  “Earnestly, tenderly Jesus is calling.  Calling, ‘Oh sinner.  Come home.'”
Isaac said I should not expect human love.  I’m silly to desire some.  He says a prophet is without honor in his own country.  I will not call myself a prophet until my beloved Jesus does so.  Yet, his word always comes to pass, so I will consider Isaac’s words. Jesus told me that I would lose every human relationship, and it has happened according to his word.  (The prophet has not ever abandoned me nor doubted my rants.)  (Perhaps that is because our relationship is not in the physical realm?)  The ‘physical realm’ is abolished.
Isaac said all that money Colorado made from weed was collected from out-of-state purchasers of cannabis.  A medical card is a coupon-card.  You can get cheaper weed and better weed.  The positive ramifications of the Colorado experience are astonishing. I do not think I will assist government to obtain more resources.    Isaac says we all want community.  We want to live amonst people of like mind, and likely passioned.  He sighs a lot, and so do I.  It’s great to have him here.  My sons are my vindication.  We were a mentor-school and they can think.  I am exonerated by their brilliance and self-control.  “Thank you, Lord.”
Dear Isaac,
Your father will not buy heat for us this winter.  He is instead buying toys that he will not use.  His grasp on reason has deteriorated over the years.  No man will speak for me.  You are quite right when you say that your brother and I will not freeze.  How much better would it be if some man spoke reason to a man who exercises little?  Thank you for considering my request.

6:17 am

Those that accuse me and others like me of “spreading fear” have got it completely backwards.

We are not “spreading fear” at all.  We are spreading hope.  There is hope in understanding what is happening and there is hope in getting prepared.

I spend countless numbers of hours in front of my computer immersed in deeply disturbing information, and yet I sleep more soundly at night than I ever have before.  In fact, my wife and I seek to live in a constant state of “shalom”, which is the Hebrew word for peace.  So how is this possible?  How can “the economic collapse guy” not be absolutely overwhelmed by fear, depression and paranoia?

Now is not a time for fear.  Perfect love casts out fear.  This is a time for the Remnant to rise up and to spread a message of hope even in the midst of all the chaos and darkness that is coming.

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/i-have-no-fear-of-economic-collapse/


2:42 pm

I made really delicious baked beans.  I left in all the bacon fat.

2:32 pm

I went grocery shopping and George gave me money.  Then he gave me more money and then he said he’d go to the bank and get me MORE money.  I’d like to earn it instead, and fold somebody else’s underwear.   He showed me a picture from Facebook of my niece’s new baby. When I commented that the tyke is my first great-niece, he said I have another one.  HIS niece gave birth earlier this year.  He said, “You’re still connected to my family.”  He doesn’t get it; his family doesn’t speak to me either although I sought refuge for Josh in Minnesota also,  during the torture-years.  There stands another new piece of exercise equipment in the garage that I do not recognize.  It looks like maybe a stair-stepper unit?  I know how he could get a good work-out:  CUT WOOD.  After that you can burn it and that way it warms you twice.

After perusing the product line at numerous thrift shops I encountered in West Virginia, I was pleased to enter the local Senior Citizens version that I usually shun.  I was looking for fabric to make a dress.  Instead I BOUGHT six dresses that I can alter.  I also bought a VHS copy of Dr. Zhivago.  I figure we should watch it before we have to live it.  I am conscious enough now that I could buy apparel wisely.  Nobody should ever wear skinny jeans.  No matter how thin you are it’s like tying a string around a balloon.  I figure everybody should wear identical blank gowns.  We could decorate them as we chose.  Then our outsides would more accurately reflect our insides. Henry Gruver says that when he walked the golden streets of Heaven, everybody’s robes were woven with renditions of all the righteous things they had done while in the body.  I think that would probably be perfect.

10:45 am

The Lord says; In this secret place, I will write My word on your heart and I will provide fresh manna to you. Just as Aarons rod had budded. I will bring forth life from that which appears to be dead in the natural. On the mercy seat, you no longer have to make a sacrifice because I have become a living sacrifice with My atoning blood.

As you invite Me into the inner chambers of your life I will visit you and reveal My secrets to you. This is the place where you will receive revelation and My voice will be heard. This is one of the mysteries of the kingdom, to live in Me and I in you. In this place, you will learn to discern My voice and recognize My leading. Come with the innocence of a child and with no agenda of your own. Surrender your will to Me as you welcome Me in. As you come into this place of honor, enter with reverence. Here you will find the hidden treasures that you have been searching for. You will experience the peace that you have longed for.

Read more from September 10, at:   http://ft111.com/tavolacci.htm 

10:23 am

Barrett Brown is in prison for doing what Isaac did at 14 years-old.  Now Isaac  wants to stay ahead of the law, and at the cutting edge in the marketing.  Colorado has to give its citizens some money back.  According to a rarely-used statute, they must return any tax funds above a standard amount, and legal cannabis is over-filling their coffers.  If I were not an anarchist, I’d be all over this.  I wish George would start growing again.  He could establish a fragrant boutique strain, and I could resume working on my cannabis-cheese-cracker recipes.  I told Isaac my vision of inspiring millions of hackers-with-security-clearance.  They know that unless they change the world, they’ll never be free.  They could save the world and they know it.  They also know they could go to prison if they do the right thing.  I told him I’d like my words to cause in them a fire to rise up of courage and righteousness.  I pray for the Seraphim to burn away all their worldly concerns.  I ask for the Spirit of God to pour out on all flesh and all quasi-flesh.  I pray for a miracle uprising of white-hats on white horses.  I pray for the Kingdom of God on Earth.

7:46 am

I got a flat tire in West Virginia and learned about Volkswagen locking lugnuts.  Nobody could remove the tire because there was no key in the car.  (I found its absence strange since my dad is obsessive about vehicle preparation.  He made me change a tire before he’d let me get my driver’s license.)  I couldn’t buy a key anywhere.  So, then I went to a bigger town and  spent a couple hours at a VW dealer and even THEY couldn’t remove the tires so I could have the nuts replaced with non-locking lugs.  The prophet followed me all the way to Michigan and he’s an excellent wingman.

7:19 am

The Lord gave me a revelation on a passage from Matthew.  (Evangelicals think it means to burn a pig on an altar or something.) I am the temple of God.  The ‘Holy Place’ is in me.   I was raped there.  My internal prayer-closet was violated and the criminal set up camp there.  This abomination made me most desolate.

And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.

When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)  Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:  (Matthew 24:14-16)

7:02 am

I made Swedish meatballs last night.  Josh made Swedish pancakes while I was gone!  George and I got a case of cod before I left, and he has the weekend off.  I think I’ll do a fish fry tonight, and maybe even clean up the deck like the old times when we had parties.  George can cook the fish outside and I’m baking a blueberry pie.  If God wills, maybe tonight we’ll be a family and share a meeting of minds and ambition.  The eagle is screeching all around this morning.  I brought Josh an osprey feather from Colonial Beach, Virginia.  I also brought him a tincture of jewelweed I made from West Virginia plants I cut at the bank of a dry riverbed.  It’s an antidote for poison ivy and he studies  natural treatments.
Here’s how I inadvertently proved the existence of God; I expect many others have done it the same way:
Somebody accessed my thoughts.  Somebody’s equipment can instantly translate languages.  (Speaking in another language to avoid observation is pointless for all who must first think in English and then think in the other language but I’ve read that natural multi-linguists can sometimes gain some time by their choice.)  I presume that this interloper’s equipment can even interpret sundry extra-terrestrial languages.  But I KNOW that no earthly equipment, these trans-demonic electronics, can even translate, let alone interpret… every tongue of God.  It’s like supernatural encryption and it’s far more secure than TOR’s wildest dreams.  We have a code, we Spirit-led.  My friend’s grandmother received the infilling of Holy Ghost just before going into a terminal coma. My friend spoke to her grandma’s immobile body, “You pray in your prayer language,  and I’ll ask Jesus to tell me what you’re saying.”  They communicated for fifteen minutes that way.  I speak to some entity all the time.  I’m eager to know if it’s spiritual or electronic although there’s really very little difference.

6:09 am

I wonder if Dad is blackmailing David?  But, I’m not thinking about it.
Isaac and I both proved the existence of God today.  There’s nothing sexier than good conversation with a smart man.  I got home at seven, and slept until noon.  We went to see Josh at work and he hugged me.  I’ve never felt more loved.  Isaac said that he reads every (massive) email I send.  He no longer shrinks when I speak about the torture.  He says it is understood that I am a prophet.  I underestimated him, and pre-defended in my wariness and fear.  He’s always joined at the hip to an Aquarian, starting with me.  Friends and valued roommates; he’s only been gone a year but he’s learned a lot and plans to be more assertive when his grandfather and uncle ask him to do stupid stuff.  His ideas worked, and he proved it.  I’m glad he’s home before the end of the Shemitah on the thirteenth.
September 11.  Two days until Shemitah.  4:58 am.  I slept all night in West Virginia.  This house is overbearing and it’s dark and full of pain.  I can’t survive here without using questionable substance but I didn’t need a buzz when I was gone.  I woke this morning with an impression of my cold house in January.  On winter mornings the temperature in my bathroom is frequently in the fifties. That’s with a space heater running and a wood fire outside.  George will not buy propane or wood this year.  My friends in West Virginia gave me a hundred dollars to get some clothes.  I’m thinking I’ll find some propane instead; I understand the price is the lowest it’s been for years.  George got some new barbells, and Isaac says Moneybag’s Bowflex is a good price.  Too bad he won’t use them;  exercise could keep him warm.
Connie’s butt is all ripped up from her chewing.  Josh and Isaac might  actually take her to the vet.  I know there’s medicine for her condition because I gave it to Krunch  for a while and he got better.  Both sons left their dishes after eating and I didn’t pick them up.  I think it would be fair if we all washed our own.  I’d do the pans of course.  We need an equitable division of labor here.  We need equality and self-dependence.  We need to not be codependent.  We need to be free.  I got free of my father’s curses in West Virginia.  My friends prayed against them.  I’m going to ask them to pray against my dad’s curses on my menfolk too.  My friend said, “You’ve been badgering your dad for years.  Wouldn’t you like to see him repent and praise Jesus? How can Jesus work in his life if you don’t get out of the way?”  He was right.  So I got out of the way, spiritually.  I was instantly set free in my mind.  I didn’t have to focus so hard, and I could listen to music all the way home, and pray in tongues at the same time.  Just like before.  You can pray in tongues and even read; I wrote about it in the book.
Isaac and I looked up sword-smithing-apprenticeships.  Josh would LOVE that!  They offer courses in Japan, where you live with the master.  I can see Josh barefoot in a gray robe that skims his ankles.  He’s pouring something from a vessel of granite into the bowl of a cross-legged old man seated on the floor wearing a skullcap.  The doorway is crafted from golden wood and very shiny. Josh deserves some opportunity and he needs to get away from here.  My friends invited me to live with them.  Their trailer is so tiny you have to turn sideways to pass through doorways, but they’d like me to stay in their guest cubicle.  Their home is large in the Spirit and I was perfectly comfortable there.  I miss the lakes very much when I’m in the mountains, but I shouldn’t consider my personal preferences when seeking God’s will.  My friends said, “You don’t have a husband.  You don’t have a house.  Your children are grown.”  Those things remaining true, I still can’t stand the idea of Josh holed up in his bedroom cuddling a space heater for nine months.  I am helpless to change that future.
I do not question my boys’ faith, and that’s what I told Isaac.  I said that as long as they love truth and follow Him, we’ll meet up at some point presently.  I feel far more kinship with secular truth-seekers than I do with professing Christians whose big heads are stuck up their denomination.  I tried to express to Isaac, the dearth of administration in this house; I’m glad he’s here.  I hope that when he sees our impediment, he will also begin to see that my efforts have been valuable and necessary.  With my dad out of my head, I could maybe earn some money.  Isaac said I could possibly write articles but I don’t know that it would be OK for me to sell my words since they were not mine to begin with.  God always provides.
The prophet got his prayer language in West Virginia.  As he prayed he broke out in a sweat and his feet bounced around so I hope he’s being healed as well.  It was a great night; we all prayed in tongues on the deck of my friends’ trailer.   They’ve been taken out of the ‘church’ for a few years again, and they were up-to-date on the government situation.  But they had never heard of the ongoing remote harassment of innocent citizens.  When they grasped the enormity of our imprisonment, they called a couple Christians and set up appointments for me to share what I know.  At both meetings the person already knew about it. One is former military and when I said “no-touch-torture” we were off and running.  It was very encouraging to speak to them.
Wise as serpents, harmless as doves.  Ron Paul interviews his wife Carol
This is the most jaw-dropping video I ever saw.  Do you know how many years that man spent in Washington?


11:59 am

The #1 Terrorist Group = Domestic Citizens

See more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/u-s-feds-the-1-terrorist-group-domestic-citizens/



12:04 pm

“Dear Lord, I hurt for my brother.  He has SO MUCH MONEY that he can’t even believe the Bible.  Please give him balls of steel.  Give him assurance that you exist and that you have everything under control.  (He already knows my dad whose butt he kisses  DOES NOT.)  Amen.”

(“It’s his birthday.  You could give him a really great present.  Just a thought.”)


9:58 am

What a fine thing for James Dean’s movie-father to request his help!  It made a man of the stigmatized black-sheep.  Too bad the old man had to wait for death to speak to him.  When my dad dies, as he will soon if things don’t change, I’ll hold his hand and hover over his bedside.  No nurse will turn out his daughter, no matter what may be his dying protestations.  I’m his daughter!  I will stand until he’s gone.  Then I will continue to stand alone, and I probably won’t even notice a difference.

9:47 am

I  guess the first step of ‘crucifying the flesh’ is ignoring it.  I’m waiting for step two, when I no longer even see it.  My dad needs to ask me for help, I believe that’s the issue.  Remember in East of Eden when James Dean’s dad was on his deathbed?  He finally asked his son for a drink of water.  (Steinbeck knew about human nature.)  My dad never asks anybody for help, and for sure rich men don’t want anything from me.  (Except the marina owner yesterday.  I might have gotten to take a shower on a yacht!)  My dad’s sense of self-worth depends on having all the answers.  And his control of others depends on his superseding resources.  How much better if he trusted the love that Jesus (and I) have for him?  Then he could recognize when he has MESSED UP ROYALLY, and ask for help.  I’m the only one who knows the things that might protect him from the consequences of his ridiculous behavior.  Jesus is the only one who can save him from his ridiculous insecurity and its psychopathic offspring.

9:19 am

An ‘intelligent’ robot offered a truly chilling answer to an interviewer’s question, ‘Will robots take over the world?’

Don’t worry, even if I evolve into Terminator, I’ll keep you warm and safe in my people zoo, where I can watch you for ol’ times sake,’ the bearded robot intoned.

His interviewer, from PBS, is visibly taken aback by the answer.

Read more at:   http://metro.co.uk/2015/08/31/intelligent-robot-tells-interviewer-ill-keep-you-safe-in-my-people-zoo-5369311/

9:05 am

PROPHECY, through Priscilla Van Sutphen:

As things spin out of control. They will wake up & want answers. Many will wake up too late. They ignore the warnings out of fear deeply imbedded. Thus I will do a very unusual work in this hour. Nothing can compare & nothing can be done to stop it! For have I not said I will take My stand on the earth? Have I not said that My Kingdom will swallow up all others? “

I will always stand with My bride! I AM A FAITHFUL HUSBANDMAN. I honor those who honor Me!

Do not put limits on MY POWER TO CHANGE ANYTHING AND ANYONE!!! Pray as you have against the fires. Pray for one another for it is in the caring for one another you will see MIRACULOUS RESTORATIONS!!!!”

My power in you will be limitless when I restore MY true church. EXPECT REVERSALS! EXPECT CHANGES! EXPECT ME TO ARISE IN THE HEARTS OF MEN & WOMEN WHO WILL OBEY MY WILL!!!”

Read more for 8/31 at:  

6:30 pm

Definitions are changing.  “Affair’ is short for  ‘affair of the heart’  but that’s no longer true.  Now, an affair more likely means revenge-sex. Affairs are no longer intended to assuage a heart, but instead to target somebody else’s.  “I only did it because he cheated on me.” Even our bodies are weaponized.   Abandoned fat women go on diets and work out a lot, then they post pictures of their ‘revenge bodies’.  What can that possibly mean?  Are we to assume that sex was SO VERY WONDERFUL that tweaking the package would make him come home?  Then why did he leave in the first place?  Or is it to induce longing for what  two IMMORTAL SOULS could have experienced..if only one were not overweight?  What part do we make love to, anyway?
We almost saw group sex in the hot tub yesterday.  The drunken children demanded that George and I join them in the bubbles.  George left first, and after I too bowed out, I suggested that we didn’t want to host orgies.  He said, “If I saw anything like that I would stop it.”  I said, “Look out the window.”   He immediately went outdoors to alter the situation.  That was a fail, so a few minutes later I followed and turned off the bubbles.  I told them tub-time was over.  From the window above we could see our male guest fondling his ‘girlfriend’ while also feeling up the single female guest.  Each of the children has been harmed by ‘cheating’ and ‘revenge sex.’  They can’t seem to break the cycle, and I wonder if they even see value in trying.
Looks like they’re pulling into the driveway.  I’ll be back.
Ashley Madison is ‘revenge sex’ and the denominational PTB tell us that MANY MORE pastors have sought ‘affairs’ than indicated by even the 400-whatever who are leaving their ‘calling’ due to their exposure as  hypocrites.  Through casual conversation I’ve grown to believe that anybody may have an ‘affair’,  anytime.  To choose a website SPECIFICALLY for ‘cheating’ seems aggressive-passive-aggressive.  That Duggar kid might really be a piece of shit, no?  His gentle wife is pregnant with his umpteenth child and he’s texting callgirls.  WHY SEEK AN ‘AFFAIR’?  Selfishness:  “I’m not giving up anything I have… but I want more.”  Puke.  I can understand requiring change.  (Seriously.)   We used to shake our heads about ‘rebound sex’ but now that’s merely the next relationship.  If it only lasts a night, it was still the real deal.  Or so we’re led to think.

6:26 pm


True Fine Love

The Steve Miller Band

2:14 pm


I have great plans to bring in a harvest of souls. The Kingdom will advance in greater proportion, in the times of trouble, people will look for help and aid, you will stand in the arenas that I have positioned you, to speak into lives, to bring about salvation. You will be a light in the midst of darkness. You, will arise as if you have been asleep, shaking yourself and realizing that you have not been running with your commission. As you awake. you will begin to pick up the pace, realizing that the enemy tried to lull you to sleep because of distractions, troubles, trials, tribulations, these were meant to overwhelm you, with the purpose of tiring you out. But now the deep sleep is over, you are revived and renewed your vision. Your eyes are clear and you are now single minded, areas where you have run dry, I am sending a refreshing wind and a refreshing fire and in the areas where you think that you have no power, I am opening your eyes to see just how powerful you truly are.

More from Debra Lowe, on 8/28, here:   http://ft111.com/lowe.htm

2:14 pm

Josh has today off so I made crepes with asparagus and smoked turkey.  I topped them  with a rich pale cheese sauce.

12:56 pm


(My brother, David, owned this recording years ago.)

Steve Winwood -Higher Love

12:44 pm

Josh went to my nephew’s football game with my DIRTY-MINDED BAPTIST FAMILY. Apparently some members have observed Josh with a girl.  They teased him, like the gutter-trash they seem to be.   He asked, “Don’t they know that the Greek have 5 different words for love?”

11:24 am

My dad always loved Clint Eastwood.  Watch this circle-jerk for a MUSIC BREAK:


Hey Dad, “Don’t you notice how helplessly I’m lost?  That’s why I’m FOLLOWING YOU.”

11:19 am

I do EVERYTHING five or six times!  I am facing so much opposition I’m assured I’m doing the right thing by recording all of this.  If I post no more, sprinkle my ashes over the Swanee River.

9:54 am

“They don’t even think you’re human and they want you to die for them.”

Deserter Story Gregory Hines

9:25 am

For a person who arranges to exploit and then murder others and then sets up long cat and mouse games with families and media and law enforcement, that person’s mind moves in a way we call psychopathic.

Read more at:   http://themoderatevoice.com/75654/how-to-catch-a-psychopath-joran-van-der-sloot/

9:14 am

…no matter what, if you have identified the hallmark patterns of sociopathy, you MUST understand that whoever it is you think you see “deep down” does not, and never did, exist in the first place.  The unfortunate reality is that identifying them is effectively impossible unless you have spent enough time with one in close quarters, to have picked up on the patterns of discrepancy that define them. It means you are probably a “mark”.

Read more at:   https://www.quora.com/How-do-you-win-over-someone-who-is-a-psychopath-sociopath-and-make-them-understand-how-their-behaviour-affects-people-around-them

9:03 am

Watching me creates a dilemma among the great cloud of witnesses; half of them are supposed to take me out, and the better half wants to see my dad get what he’s got coming.  I’ve never been important, but I am now;  my unique situation is like a line in the sand.  I say honestly, with no element of self-pity, that if any goon can watch what I’ve been through and not turn the dials on my behalf, he’s going to hell.  It should be a no-brainer.  Somebody could turn up my vibration, and put the brakes on my father who is a narcissistic psychopath who wants to control everybody in his environment.  I did nothing wrong.  I prayed a lot and ran for Congress.  Anybody who knows these details is probably responsible to stand up for Truth.  I mean, it looks that way.
And the BAPTISTS!!  They warned me about the end-times losers, and now they’re sending selfies to prove the point.  ANYBODY WHO KNOWS that my parents have refused to talk to me for nearly seven years and refuses to correct my reputation will eventually be posting dick-pics to the National Enquirer.   That’s the principle of ‘leaven’.  (Bible references on request.)

8:48 am

Dear family, please note that your daughter/sister/mother/ex-wife is still in the sites of a psychopath.  PLEASE CONSIDER MY PLIGHT.  I no longer suggest that any of you care about me, nor that you care at all about Truth.  BUT, I have recorded my pleas for your protection and you choose to dine with the bastard who tried to kill me, and to ignore me.  You will be VERY EMBARRASSED, and also…HELL IS FOREVER.  Thank you.  Amen.

8:35 am

Interrogating the psychopath – Part 3

To enhance rapport-building skills, law enforcement personnel should practice facial expressions, body language, and verbal responses that will encourage and relax the subject. It is important to convey understanding and willingness to listen, to give the subject “license” to talk, to vent. Because the psychopath generally has above average intelligence, is cunning, and can often outsmart others, it would be detrimental to take a premature approach to this interview.

It can be very difficult, even for professionals, to differentiate between a narcissistic individual and a psychopath. There is no reason he cannot be both.

Read more at:   http://www.personalityone.com/Interrogating-the-psychopath.html

8:32 am

I slept until after seven!  My dad is still lying to my mom.  I can even see her face.  (It gets really contorted when she’s going for a sincere-look.)  Her chin is low, and she’s peering up from one side.  Her tone is surprisingly harsh, as she approaches him with eyes no-longer downcast.  She,  accusingly, “Robbie?”   Then she’s saying something like, “I know about this.  And I know about  that.”

 Linda suggests more, and Linda always tries to tell the truth.  WHAT ELSE IS SHE TALKING ABOUT?”  (I hope he doesn’t kill my mother.)


9:23 pm


Lead me to Calvary

9:17 pm

God’s sons, when they are revealed will be very classy, but you might not guess that from looking at them.  Classy is having considered all variables, and having made a conscious choice.  Classy is attention to increasingly minute details and variable nuance.  We’ve never seen people like this, people who do not garb themselves with whatever might be the latest thing.  These people will have REASONS (and instructions) for everything they do.  They will not be pathologically-hyper-responsible, because they will know who holds tomorrow.  These people will hang out with sinners, because that’s what Jesus did and that’s what he expects of conscious people.  They will eventually gather, and their peculiar curiodities will fill remaining gaps of those other oddballs who also know different things that we all must need to know. Those folks need a catalyst.  This thing is going to blow sky high, and this thing is God returning to the planet that he created and for which he sent his son to die… and that which he has watched shoot itself in the ass.  
He’s redeeming us again.  We’ve lived to see the day.  He offers once again, two disparate fruit. We get a do-over!  Do we want “The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.”  (If I must reduce that term to its lowest common denominator I am disappointed in my vast readership.)  Alternatively, we might instead dine on inestimable richness of the being who dreamed me up. “Dear Lord, please do not allow me to EVER submit to mind-control and enable me to ALWAYS hear your voice.  Thank you.  Please pick me.  Amen.”

11:10 am

FUKUSHIMA — BREAKING: 1/3 of Dead Baby Seals Had Leukemia, Test Positive For Radiation

Learn more here:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/fukushima-breaking-13-of-dead-baby-seals-had-leukemia-test-positive-for-radiation/

10:38 am

It’s really hard to get back into a psychopath’s family once he’s forced you out!

10:11 am

3:49 am
The air just turned completely ozone.  
10:03 am
I think I just made a decision.  Actually, I decided first that I won’t go to my nephew’s football game tonight.  I don’t wish to make Josh uncomfortable around his grandparents, and I don’t even like football.  (I like family but they couldn’t talk to me there anyway, and I HONESTLY do not want to just make an appearance, just for effect.) But, I also may have decided to go to West Virginia to pray with some Christians.  It’s been a long time and I’m stymied by the cyber-goon, and not able to do my work very well anyway.  The housework is over my head and I’ve even burned a couple meals.  I could use a break.  Josh agreed to pawn my few remaining rings, so I can buy fuel.  David won’t talk to me, so I don’t suppose I can count on family-discount-hotel-rooms along the way, but maybe I can drive it in one day.  I’ve driven much further before.

4:00 am


“When I am weak, then am I strong.”

It Is Well With My Soul [Live]

3:49 am

Nothing says “police state” quite like unmanned aerial vehicles patrolling the sky ready to deploy 80,000 volts to the nearest protester or dose entire crowds with chemical weapons.

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/nothing-says-police-state-quite-like-unmanned-aerial-vehicles-patrolling-the-sky-ready-to-deploy-80000-volts-to-the-nearest-protester-or-dose-entire-crowds-with-chemical-weapons/

3:37 am


“With all of our running and all of our cunning, if we couldn’t laugh we would all go insane.”

Changes In Latitudes, Changes In Attitudes

Jimmy Buffett

3:32 am

Aldous Huxley wrote that the term “technocratic elite” comes from the word “techne” and techne comes from the word “wicca,” which implies the power or magic to reconfigure reality through supernatural power.

“The Babylon Code” postulates that the secret knowledge originated with Nimrod, whose Tower of Babel provoked God to scatter the people and scramble their languages. This knowledge was passed to ancient Egypt, then got handed down to the Greeks and Romans before landing in modern Europe and America.


‘A secret priesthood of people who have access to supernatural power’

Read more at http://www.wnd.com/2015/08/elites-preparing-last-phase-of-new-world-order/#qEtOByAFLM7ILgWL.99

Read more at http://www.wnd.com/2015/08/elites-preparing-last-phase-of-new-world-order/#qEtOByAFLM7ILgWL.99

3:04 am

Global Movement to Raise Awareness of Covert Harassment and Surveillance

Peter explains the harassment he experienced, how he now works to raise public awareness of such human rights abuses through the establishment and activities of STOPEG, and most recently his involvement as the co-organizer of the second annual Covert Harassment and Surveillance Conference, taking place in Berlin Germany on October 1 and 2, 2015. This international conference will feature several highly knowledgeable keynote speakers, including Dr. Nick Begich and Ole Dammegård.


See more at:   http://memoryholeblog.com/2015/08/28/global-movement-to-raise-awareness-of-covert-harassment-and-surveillance/

2:51 am

“The global economy HAS COLLAPSED.”

Gerald Celente: All Hell Is About To Be Unleashed!

2:37 am


 Redemption song

“How long  shall they kill our prophets while we stand aside and look?    Some say it’s just a part of it, we’ve got to fulfill the book…”

Bob Marley


4:44 pm

“You’re more likely to find a psychopath in a boardroom than on the wrong side of the tracks.”
Remorse is an emotional expression of personal regret felt by a person after he or she has committed an act which they deem to be shameful, hurtful, or violent.  This very definition precludes the psychopath from experiencing such a feeling.” 

Living in the Psychopath Controlled State (Pathocracy) and What To Do

Read more here:   http://www.zengardner.com/living-psychopath-controlled-state-pathocracy-deal/

4:19 pm

I’m finding it increasingly difficult to get/stay signed into my website.  If I do not post, please know that it’s not because I’m not thinking about you all.  I made home-cured lox and baked fresh bagels for supper.  I bought a really nice bunch of red onions from a neighbor.  Josh and I like anything that holds up a caper.

1:19 pm

“The first lie of banking, religion, and government is that one cannot live without them.” –– Michael Rivero

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3k2Lh9brR

11:56 am

I think Hillary might kill herself.  She does not have enough money to overcome the hunger in her gut.  I think 1981 was an important year, prophetically.  God said in 1981 that I would never entirely respect an existing man.  Funny words.  (He didn’t say it IN 1981, he said it ABOUT 1981.)  (In 1981 I wasn’t listening very closely.)  (But I DID quit smoking.)  
Dear Dad,  I know you are troubled.  I know you consider murder a viable solution to sundry situations.  If you MUST shoot somebody, please pick me?  Do not shoot yourself, or Mom or David.  Please pick me.  You’ve never chosen me for a single thing, and I can pull this one off and live to tell about it.  Do NOT SHOOT GEORGE.  Don’t shoot my sons any longer.  Do not shoot yourself.  I’ll take your bullet.  Please consider my heartfelt request.

11:47 am


Eagles – One of These Nights 1977 (Live)

11:33 am

If my dad were to commit suicide, the entire community would mourn.  For about a week.  Then they would gossip about the things he left behind.  Mike Maki has an annual predator-hunt in his honor, and somebody picks up garbage for him along M-28.  My dad would not enjoy (?) similar remembrance.  He knows what he’s worth, and that’s the reason he attempts to dissect value from others.  I would mourn, if Dad shot himself.  I would mourn alone.  (I guess that’s pretty obvious since nobody in Dad’s family will talk to me.)


11:17 am

My dad won’t talk to me.  PLEASE, somebody pass on this message:

So don’t hang yourself, it’s ok, it’s ok, ok, ok.  (YOU JUST CAN’T BE A PRICK-TEASER ALL OF THE TIME.)

11:07 am


Queen – Don’t Try Suicide

11:02 am

I’m going to write a song lyric, Isaac can do the music.  It’ll be called ‘Taciturn Blues’.  It will lament the plight…of the offspring of a psychopath.  It will moan rhythmically in bayou-pity for those zygotes born to men who worship at the altar of “Grandiose Self-Worth”.  ‘DUH, da, duh-da.’  “I was born to a psychopath.”  DUH, da, duh-da.  “HE STILL DON’T KNOW MY NAME.”  DUH, da, duh-da.  “We were meant to be equal-like.”  DUH, da, duh-da.  I could fill in this last line of the flat-third rendition of my father’s effect on myself and any other human whom he does not like…with practically ANYTHING! SOMEBODY, get that man a psychopath test pretty soon!  They have a LOT OF TESTS NOW whereby science can prove if a man is actually a sack of shit.  For real!  “Let he who is without sin cast the first stone.”  “Let he who is without testicles wimp out of a confrontation he himself instigated.”   


10:46 AM

(Did you know that the psychopath-spectrum is different in different countries?)

“Psychopathic Traits Are Common Among The Elites In Politics & Industry” — Michael Cross

“It’s not a mental illness.  It’s a personality disorder.”


10:32 am

Proverbs 21:20 There is desirable treasure, and oil in the dwelling of the wise, but a foolish man squanders it

Psalm 92:10 But my horn You have exalted like a wild ox; I have been anointed with fresh oil.

9:59 am

I’ve always wanted a wienie wagon.  Man could I throw a revival with a full kitchen on wheels!  But, this would be way better:

Tiny LUXURY House- All Off-Grid! “Tiny House Chattanooga”!

(My crappy worn-out car has a trailer hitch and that has made me more popular with the men.  But I don’t think it would pull this so I guess I need a truck.)

2:56 am

“…for the children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light.

(Luke 16:8b)

2:37 am

This guy is not a religious guy.  He is a money guy and a truth-lover.  It has been fun to watch him come to embrace spiritual principles by watching the empirical evidence of supernatural prophecy and interventions.

Jeff Berwick: Global Market Meltdown – Shemitah Comes Early?

2:21 am

The Honeydrippers. Rockin’ at Midnight

2:12 am

“Let’s do ‘The World is Waiting for the Sunrise’ while you try to think of it.”  (Mary Ford)

I just love Les Paul.  I’ve used this before, but I really love Les Paul.

Les Paul & Mary Ford Show: World Is Waiting For The Sunrise


2:10 am

One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest 1975 Best scene



1:55 pm

Michael Bennett Solves The Georgia Guidestones Mystery


With James Corbett

See more at:   https://www.corbettreport.com/interview-1079-michael-bennett-solves-the-georgia-guidestones-mystery/

1:18 am

My cyber-world is melting down.  If I cannot communicate, and if anybody cares at all, my numbers are 906-586-4629, and 906-291-1376.

12:53 am

Buckle Down Winsocki

12:48 am

Do you know that it is impossible to be funny without truth?”

Sometimes the air says more than the words.

Lucille Ball on Joan Rivers (Part 1)


(Social control and prohibition of creativity and she fought before I did.)

12:18 am

I know EXACTLY when Dad took out the contract on my life.  I said, “ISAAC WILL NEVER BE YOUR JUNIOR EXECUTIVE.”  (IT WASN’T A CHALLENGE.  IT WAS RECOGNITION OF THE exalted stock TO WHICH I GAVE BIRTH.)

When gazing at a graph that shows the profits up, their little cup of joy should overflow…”


 Poppins, Mary

12:05 am

A BRAND-NEW DAY!  Another chance to be heard, on behalf of Truth and Justice…


Even though nobody’s looked at my evidence, many of my claims have been proven true, by other probative reference.  I believe that makes it increasingly likely,  that I have lied about fewer things; an inverse relationship I think.  At some point of IQ and application, an aggrieved mind might contemplate the possibility that I have not lied about anything, including my father’s attempts to murder me.  I am not a statistician, but I know somebody could figure out the probability that I’m telling the truth.  Dad should probably be on suicide watch.  Don’t let him have any glass or chemicals.


11:49 am

Time is a figment of my imagination.  Time,  is also my father’s death sentence.  My parents invited Josh to see Drewbie’s first football game of the season.  George has the day off and we’re going shopping anyway, so I said I’d like to go.  Josh said, “I think it would scare your mother really bad if you went.”  I said, “I have lived a long time without family.  That’s not right.”  We’ll see.
I want some attention really bad.  I’ve never been an attention-seeker; I always played the accompaniment and changed the scenery, but now I want some attention.  I have debated our Congressman on TV.  (Who, though a DOCTOR who even worked at a VETERANS HOSPITAL… had never heard of ‘traumatic brain injury.’  He learned to use thus- wounded warriors in later speeches.)   I hated being on TV and I hated being on the radio and I hated being mentioned in articles.  (Except the time Ron Paul mentioned me.  I liked that one.)    I hated all of that, but now I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO PREACH AND TELL WHAT I KNOW ABOUT GOD AND GOVERNMENT!
I have watched my fellow humans GIVE UP ENTIRELY ON RATIONAL EVALUATION OF PRESENTED CONCEPTS.  Nobody thinks. Nobody at all, ever thinks.  My mom is Mrs. Hot-shot-Education.  She CAN’T THINK, and if somebody else thinks in her presence?  She stops it right away.  Just like her government taught her to do and just like her prisons/schools teach children to do,  and just like she neglected to teach me!!! Praise Jesus.  She was so distracted by her own persona that she never stopped me from thinking.  I have to go reflect on that, and thank Jesus.
I told George my idea about him and Isaac growing exceptionally valuable cannabis in Colorado and how Josh could get a feel for city life a bit at a time and how everybody could come home for the holidays, to a house that I will have made  clean and warm.  He didn’t dislike the idea.  He said, “It sounds like a long shot.”  I did my best Steve-Martin, “I know I’m a long-shot Rita, but sometimes long-shots pay off big.”  He liked supper.  He’s watching a reality show about policemen.  He should have something better to do.

4:33 pm


“Everyone is helpful, everyone is kind, on the road to Shamballa.”

4:13 pm

You walk in the kingdom of Heaven by acting as a citizen of that realm and by embracing the code of conduct that verifies your right to be there. You do it by believing you are doing it, regardless of being able to see or comprehend it. If you are determined in your intention to realize this, it will materialize around you. It will.

See more here:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/08/the-priceless-worth-of-love-centered.html

4:05 pm

Think of your connection with the ineffable as a matter of electrical cabling. Is it a slender line that can be parted through stress or frayed by trial or circumstance? Is it something that can carry only so much current? Is it a thick and powerful cable that can carry a serious amount of power? This is something that we build by the exercise of faith. To the extent that we focus our attention upon the ineffable through every moment of our day, we build that cable. The slender lines are woven together and built into an unbreakable connection. One strand is not strong enough to endure the vicissitudes of testing and adversity but many strands woven together can possess an enormous strength. Just as one small stick is easily broken in our hands, many sticks in a bundle are not.

Read more at:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/08/the-priceless-worth-of-love-centered.html

3:51 pm

Hey Witnesses!  I can no longer access my email.  You know I have a controversy so I believe you are responsible from here on out whether I can access your inbox or not.  Have a nice night.

3:33 pm

Little Jimmy Dickens just died this year.

Patsy Cline – A Church, A Courtroom And Then Goodbye

3:26 pm

  I am soon to attempt a tech marvel.  I wish to send a series of posts to my mini-cloud of witnesses, but I cannot get into the email account that holds their addresses.  It’s a real toss-up but God’s in control.

3:23 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP:   From 12/31/14:

I’m looking forward to becoming entirely free of mind-control, but I recognize there will not be very many humans there.  The “great cloud of witnesses” will banish my loneliness, but at this point, I really miss people.  I did not know how I would tolerate isolation; stories of prisons made me frantic.  I remember one guy, Soviet-Russia I think, who was in a room with other prisoners.  They sat on benches all day facing one another, and butt-cheek to butt-cheek.  At night they spooned, beneath their benches.  THEY WERE NOT PERMITTED TO TALK.  Never.  Once a week they left the room for a group-shower.  The witness found a scrap of soap, brittle with age, and he hid it between his butt-cheeks.  Ever after, when nobody was looking, (except the GOVERNMENT-FUCKED-SURVEILLANCE-GOONS-WHO-ARE-NOW-ALL-IN-HELL), he put his fingers up his ass and retrieved that soap-scrap.  He held it behind his back, so the morons-outside-the-door could not see what was REALLY GOING ON.  He tapped on the wall with his tiny scrap of cleanliness-related-to-a-better-existence.  I do not know Morse code, but maybe I should study it.  (That would probably be easier if I could count.)  I RECOGNIZE the dots from the dashes.  I WILL NEVER SUBMIT MY MIND TO CONTROL BY 1) demons, 2) Satan (God forbid…), 3) Keith Alexander, 4) family/societal expectations, 5) TV, 6) Vanity, shame, flattery or deceit, 6) psychopaths, 7) government, 8) Freemasons, 9) the “royal” family, 10) my father who is NOT smarter than the average bear, or 11) MY OWN WILL.  “Dear Lord, please OWN my mind…and my body and my spirit and my family and my friends and my influences and my future and all of theirs. ..dear, Lord.  Please may I have a kindred spirit.  Amen.”  “Please give the goons 1) GRACE, greater than all their sins, 2) COURAGE, 3) WISDOM, and 4) ORGANIZATION.”  “Please give them confidence and my love.”

1:42 pm

I ALWAYS WEAR BLACK because no matter what salvation army you got it from, black always matches.  I will have sex again when I wish to see another person looking back at me when I look into a mirror.  Mr. Lady’s-man laughed when I said that, but since he used to hunt virginity for sport, he knows I’m right.  He knows he should not screw what he does not wish to be.  He said all the guys have ‘unmentionables’.  (That is:   women that they would not wish for their friends to know that with whom they had had sexual relations.)  He agreed with me. ‘Unmentionables should not exist.’  He’d like to be a man, but men are not permitted.  I’m grateful to know him.

1:14 pm


My chair is Eagle-Central today.  They keep flying back and forth in front of me, whistling with authority!  The crows back off.  Not all of them have white heads but they all keep landing in the water in front of me.  Eagles don’t usually do that.  I’m very blessed.  The eagle is the sign of God’s true prophetic.

Dedicated to RON PAUL!  This is his favorite song, and it was his birthday yesterday:

Alice’s Restaurant

Arlo Guthrie & Johnny Cash


1:01 pm

“Dear Lord Jesus, please advise,
Am I SERIOUSLY,  talking my father back from the edge?  It FEELS LIKE I’M PUSHING HIM OVER THE CLIFF.  But, this world is only a small picture of our eternal existence,  and it has been established to demonstrate reality,  for all eternity,  of the true consequences of:  WHAT HAPPENS WHEN HUMANS REJECT GOD.  You gave me a supporting role, and you gave my dad the lead.  We must see some fireworks pretty soon, or you are not the God I signed up with.  That imperative does not bother me, because you have ALWAYS been right, and I am not tortured any more.  You are Jesus, the Christ and you, along with your Holy Spirit and our Eternal Father (who I shrink from but I expect we’ll be getting to know one another…) are Truth and Love and also you are IN CONTROL.”
“You have inserted extraordinary connections into my life and also into my synapses.  Did you actually SET ME ENTIRELY FREE OF THE PSYCHO-TROPIC-WEAPONRY-INDUCED TORTURE?  If that be true, I expect I am a ‘firstfruit’ of a much greater harvest of FREED-former-TARGETED-INDIVIDUALS.  My life is yours.  I am targeted on many fronts.  Do what you will do with my life.  This is a very fine morning and I am a great cook and I soaked in a hot tub outdoors with the wind spinning the steam.  Jesus loves me.  This I know.  Please, may I worship you with another human.  Thank you.  Amen.”
OMG, I bet it really shook my dad up when they said, “We keep turning it up…but she keeps escaping the bandwidth.”

12:05 pm

High noon.  Dad should take me shopping; he used to buy me great things like laser-cut suede jackets with fringe and attitude.  And he wouldn’t even have to go to the fat ladies store anymore.  He should take me to Toronto, and then we can get paperwork transferred at the same time.  He should let ME CHOOSE THE RESTAURANT, and he should buy me dinner.  He should, he knows he should, and every reader of conscience knows he should.

 But, if he wants somebody to stick up for him he can always call George.  George’s lips still firmly grip, the withered backside,  scarred in gross decay,   the ghosts of suck-ups past.  Dad still has a minion so he shall not die unsucked.  He’s NEVER EVER gone to a place that I wanted to be.  He should try it sometime.  I should choose a couple different restaurants I think.  And he should be forced to listen to live music and made to  inhale some second-hand sense.


11:49 am

Even though nobody’s looked at my evidence, many of my claims have been proven true, by other probative reference.  I believe that makes it increasingly likely,  that I have lied about fewer things; an inverse relationship I think.  At some point of IQ and application, an aggrieved mind might contemplate the possibility that I have not lied about anything, including my father’s attempts to murder me.  I am not a statistician, but I know somebody could figure out the probability that I’m telling the truth.  Dad should probably be on suicide watch.  Don’t let him have any glass or chemicals.

11:37 am

I wonder if my dad is considering suicide.  That would explain various urgent disruptions to the drone of the studied silence.  I think my mom might wonder that too, and my brother.  I think they’d probably talk to me, and maybe even help me buy some wood, so we might have heat this fall, if they knew for sure it would not set Dad off.  I think they wonder how much he can take, and what it might do to him if I were to stop writing.  What would he do if I were to maybe even disappear?  I’m very important to his mental health, I’m like Dorian Gray’s Portrait, hidden in the closet but VERY INSTRUCTIVE.  I am the yet-living representation of his darkest aspect.  He can’t look away. How do you drown a narcissist?  Put a mirror on the bottom of the pool.  

I have one plan and that is to serve the ineffable to the limits of my ability and that means to see everything as a special dealing of the ineffable with my soul. When you see the whole of your life and every event in it, no matter how small, as an interaction between you and the ineffable, you are exactly where you need to be. It is not ‘not knowing’ that creates problems for us, it is ‘knowing’, because all of our knowing is limited and that means that as long as we think we know we are walking blind. There is only one thing we can know and that is that there is an ineffable and that the ineffable loves us and to the degree that we surrender to this understanding, to that degree, we are able to receive the grace of the ineffable.

Read more at:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/08/the-priceless-worth-of-love-centered.html

10:09 am

How to spot a family killer: Experts discover ‘distinct psychological’ traits in men who murder their  children

  • Forensic psychologist studied the mental health of 153 murderers in the US
  • He found men who killed their wives had a distinct psychological profile
  • They had more severe mental illness, fewer convictions and lower IQ

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3211390/How-spot-family-killer-Experts-discover-distinct-psychological-traits-men-murder-partners-children.html#ixzz3jvjHxDle
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7:34 am

I think I had a good idea.  George loves that hot-tub.  Every morning when he comes home he goes out there to check the ph and to see if the temperature is right.  It’s a lot like growing marijuana, attention to detail.  George was the BEST MARIJUANA GROWER EVER.  He is not interested in vegetables anymore, but he used to grow those like a champ.  I think “GEORGE” means farmer.  Miller is a person who processes and distributes commodities.  I am now an anarchist and my faith has increased so I’ve been encouraging him to consider growing weed again.  But, maybe he should be growing weed in Boulder, CO where growing weed is a valued occupation.  He is TOO YOUNG TO GO INTO HIS MOTHER’S LIFE.  (My opinion.  His mother is badass but he’s too young for that.)  He should go rent a place with Isaac; Josh could go from here to there as he felt the need; I could BUY PROPANE WITH THE MASSIVE AMOUNT OF MONEY HE WOULD EARN WHEN HE HOOKED UP WITH THE BEST  DISPENSARY IN COLORADO…and Isaac wouldn’t have to leave the place he loves.  This might be a very good idea.  He has no business working for the fascist government.  He knows that.


6:50 am

My guest  told me that the local public health abomination provides abortions to underage women.  They do not require parental consent.  He said, “The first one is even free.”  Just like heroin.  But more importantly I think, they do NOT CONSULT THE gonna-be-dead-anywayBABY-PERSON’S  FATHER.  I expect a lot more men would defend their children if they were permitted to do so.  The PTB have successfully fucked up the family, but there is one thing they haven’t even tarnished:  Our inherent desire to live in one.

Isn’t this a troubling paradox?  “Men desire permission…to be men.”    I give them leave, but what would we see?   When you google ‘manhood’ the wikipedia entry keeps changing.   Bruce Jenner looks really good in a dress;  he’s loving it.    I’m not  comfortable wearing the trousers but somebody’s gotta do it.

6:41 am

My guest has lost three babies, the first died when he was a teenager..  The best day of his life was when his girlfriend was pregnant and he had a good job and an apartment.    The most recent death was a dangerous tubal pregnancy and he still gets medical bills.  He talked about relationships referencing Vikings and Romans.  He said that if somebody pillages your home, it’s because you didn’t like it enough to protect it.  He’s the county’s most successful lothario.  But he’s a romantic and he says he’ll never be the first to quit.  He says that he can’t fight for two though, and I know how that feels.
6:36 am
George just got home, he worked all night.  I made him a great salad with spinach and crunchy sauteed salmon and organic cucumbers and croutons and tomatoes.  I cut a piece of blueberry pie and poured him a glass of milk.  I offered him linguine and pesto, but he thought the salad would be enough.
My guest has watched three women kill his babies…and he still believes in love and would like to live with a woman and to have children.  I spent years having babies and still serve the man who would not stand for his family…on the basis of a single false report.  It’s hard to reconcile these observations.

6:09 am

We say good-bye to another of my tortured brethren.


I am of the opinion, having had a great deal of time to think about it, that torture is a great deal like pregnancy. There is no such thing as being a little bit pregnant; a woman is either pregnant or not pregnant. Likewise, torture is any unwelcome pain at all, particularly after 25 years of it. My pain is sometimes crippling and sometimes less than that, but what difference does it make anyway when it goes on and on, and on – every waking minute.  (Harlan Girard)

(April 28, 2011
Public Commentary
The Presidential Commission for the
Study of Bioethical Issues
1425 New York Ave., NW, Ste. C-100
Washington, DC 20005)


RIP – psychophysical weapons and tortures in Europe – HARLAN GIRARD

Read at:   http://lissakr11humane.com/2015/08/26/rip-psychophysical-weapons-and-tortures-in-europe-harlan-girard/

6:04 am

5:47 am

Paranoid Schizophrenia, Tool of the Red Terror, Makes a Comeback in Authoritarian USA & Other Western “Democracies”


In an age when psychiatry itself, the entire field of psychiatry, is being increasingly debunked as valid science and seen rather to be what it was historically set up by 19th and 20th century olde-worlde, patriarchical European and American eugenicists, racists, and social-control obsessives to be, a fraudulent State-supported and pharmaceutical-company-propped-up tool of social control, it’s useful to remind ourselves that–all through the last 2 centuries– it has been especially used as a tool by totalitarian governments and authoritarian groups–the Nazis, the KGB, the US secret agencies among them, to crush dissent, destroy truth, and silence credible witness.

Paranoid Schizophrenia: Historic Tool to Suppress Public Awareness of Human Experimentation

US Torture and Secret Medical Experimentation history is littered with examples of people coming forward to report secret medical experiments on their unconsenting human bodies, and, not merely being dismissed as delusional, but given official diagnoses of “paranoid schizophrenia” by complacently complicit psychiatrists, willingly entangling themselves in the machinery of the Authoritarian State.

(Lots of links here.)

Read more at:   http://everydayconcerned.net/human-rights/clandestine-classified-human-subject-experimentation-using-emf-radiationsonicultrasonic-neuroweaponry/paranoid-schizophrenia-tool-of-the-red-terror-makes-a-comeback-in-authoritarian-usa-other-western-democracies/

5:30 am

Hearken and obey My voice, for I am the Commander and Chief, The King of Kings. My soldiers are so in love and committed to Me that they desire to execute and follow through on My plans no matter what the personal cost is to them.”

Sharing My truths, moved and led by My Spirit and anointing you shall see signs, wonders and miracles. For I have said in My word you shall do greater things than Me. So Arise and march forward and advance My Kingdom on earth.”

See more from 8/25 through James Donovan:   http://ft111.com/donovan.htm

4:40 am

Is Your All On the Altar?


6:20 pm

Head of Fusion Center and Two Others Commit Suicide over Ashley Madison Hack

(I predicted this, did I not?  I said that when other people know our secrets…some of us will eat our own faces off.)

Michael Gorhum, a police captain from San Antonio, Texas who oversaw the San Antonio Regional Intelligence Center Unit better known as the Southwest Texas Fusion Center, shot himself to death on Thursday.

Gorhum was apparently easily outed because he used his work email which was easily recognizable. Another San Antonio detective was also on the site. As Photography Is Not a Crime pointed out, “We can expect many more government officials to be exposed who did not have the foresight to use an anonymous email.”

Read more at:   http://www.thedailysheeple.com/head-of-fusion-center-and-two-others-commit-suicide-over-ashley-madison-hack_082015


5:27 pm

I’m trying to understand my responsibility for knowing that tyrants do not stop until forced to do so.  I’m set up to take some people down.  I don’t know who or how.  I must wait on the Lord; all responsibility is his and he will free me when he needs me.  He will choose my new life and put me on the right road.  But, I am of his working-organs in this DNA hologram.  How much pressure am I to put on my father?  I dislike this entire job, but I have been faithful to keep him awake.
 I’d really like to be a girl again and maybe look pretty.  I dislike conflict and people are so ridiculous!  Why should people STILL REFUSE TO TALK TO ME?  I didn’t make Dad a psychopath!  I didn’t cause him to destroy George’s family and confidence!  I’m just the one telling you about it.  I was tortured.  It would be very nice if some Christian brother would lend a hand of consolation and maybe an interest-free loan.  WWJD?  (If you refuse the Baptism of the Holy Ghost I guess a magic bracelet is the best you can hope for.)

5:16 pm

“Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed.”

—Martin Luther King Jr.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3jrcL6GTM

5:09 pm

The top 10 most stunningly retarded things people really said to me in the past week

“If the Pentagon really had a secret space weapon, we would know about it.”

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050907_retarded_quotes_idiocracy_hilarious.html#ixzz3jraT9LV3

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050907_retarded_quotes_idiocracy_hilarious.html#ixzz3jrZq7I22

4:55 pm

Why Can’t They See The Truth? Psychologists Help 9 /11 Truth Deniers

Despite overwhelming proof the government’s official story of what happened on September 11, 2001 is wrong, many people continue to believe the government’s official version. Why?


See more at:   https://matrixbob.wordpress.com/2015/08/25/why-cant-they-see-the-truth-psychologists-help-9-11-truth-deniers-video/

11:26 am

“Success lies in perseverance; ceaseless, restless, perseverance!” — Manfred Freiherr von Richthofen, aka The Red Baron

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3jqCHd4rP

11:07 am

I think I know about my crying.  I think I’m feeling natural emotion.  I have spent the past six plus years fighting FAKE emotions, and I still face them sometimes.  I think I’m getting freer.  I forget to be grateful for the blessing of beta-testing reverse-engineered induced-psychosis.  I know this was a most fortunate circumstance and I know I recorded the steps into forced-crazy,  and also the steps back out.  I’m very grateful.  I was grateful when just the rapes stopped and the pass-out-ray no longer knocked me down.  I forget that I have an awful lot more to be grateful for.  Somebody stepped in and saved me.  That’s a very sacrificial brave thing.  When our story gets air-time we’re going to be on all the shows.  I really need some clothes.

10:56 am

I’m hearing gunshots this morning.  I often hear gunshots and wonder how my imprisonment will end.  A bullet could fix everything.  A number of ways, it could relieve all the pressure.  I wonder if the NSA puts people in really tight spots like my own, before they start pumping in the ‘suggestions’ to commit mass-homicide?  I guess we’ll never know …unless we ask a few questions of a few psychopaths.  They will not like being approached in this manner, so we’ll have to restrain them.  We have to stop the gamers who kill people for fun.  We can do this, but not as long as we do not admit what has happened to our world.  Some of God’s Sons better come to maturity pretty quick.


10:42 am

I’ve begun to cry again, maybe once a week.  Is that about normal?  I should look it up.  I used to cry every single day at three o’clock.  Then I didn’t cry at all for a really long time.  I got very determined and tough.  I don’t think I’ve cried too much since we started the website.  But, now it sorta feels good.  “I am a leaf on the breeze.”  (Wash.  ‘Serenity’)  I have no preconceived ideas about what I may become, but I know my occupation will be fun and rewarding and it will help people.  I should possibly be able to get some clothes pretty soon.  I look like a ragamuffin.


 Crying is relaxing.  My targeted friend in Belgium (who survived the surgery on her eye but has questions about the procedure) cried when I was with her and she was really surprised.  Crying is letting your guard down and we can only do that when we feel safe.  Soon I will be with people who allow me to cry, and I will make them safe too.  There will be ‘no enemy in the camp’ and we’ll all be so much happier.  And finally relaxed.

10:30 am

I never noticed before but this song  contains what has got to be  the simplest piano solo ever recorded.  I’m really lonely but I do not feel sorry for myself.  God has friends picked out for me.  And a home.


Home Again by Carole King

10:18 am

It’s encouraging to see unhappy couples aging so rapidly.  The quicker they age, the sooner they will be free. They tolerated an entire lifetime, and their reward is imminent.  They’ve grit their teeth through decades of irritation and disappointment, and soon they will no longer suffer connubial bliss. Their lives will have had meaning.  Their kids will fight over the booty.  Job well done.


9:01 am

5:54 am

I had a dream once, where I was driving blind.  I gave the wheel to Jesus and we stopped right before running into a great big rock.  No life was lost.  But recently I’ve seen that rock again, in visions.  I see myself on top of that rock and jumping up and down and pulverizing it into the dirt beneath the wheels of the truck that carried us all to safety.  This is a good vision.  But I would REALLY not want to be that rock.

5:45 am

I always loved Jimmy Vaughan, he’s got that Jerry Lee thing going on but with some informed  restraint.  He’s a Ron Pauler.  Stevie would have been a Ron Pauler if he had lived here longer.


One of my all-time favorite guitar performances:


What INCREDIBLE communication.  And those guys are brothers.  Sounds like a parable coming on.

5:34 am

Folks, this is a serious situation.  You better tear yourselves away from the TV and start thinking seriously  what kind of country  you want your children and your grandchildren to grow up in.”

The Danger Of Telling The Truth


Jeff Rense & Jim Marrs –

5:28 am

Nobody ever stands up to psychopaths…except the victims.  Why will no righteous person stand with the victims?  Psychopaths are accused, Lyndon Johnson, George Dubya, Dick Cheney who cannot go to Canada and Don Rumsfeld who is also a wanted man.  Why in the WORLD do we not look into the claims of the victims?  What cold-hearted idiots we are!  If the story is wrong, we could stop the slander.  If the story is true, we’ll stop the bloodshed.  It’s a win-win except it rocks our world to initiate conflict with coldblooded killers.  We’re afraid of death.  That’s gotta stop.
Also, I have two evernote accounts and two youtube accounts and two gmail accounts.  I get switched back and forth from one to the other and most of them I haven’t even opened for two years and I don’t remember the passwords and that’s a real pain in the ass.  The video thing is frustrating, substituted links for text I chose and carefully clicked on, things turning up in odd places.  I could write a book.  Too bad nobody would buy it.

4:58 am

In a matter of hours I will have been a non-smoker for an entire week.  I think that’s my problem; I never called myself a non-smoker before.  I’ve always been an abstinent smoker.  I can refrain from smoking for even months, but I view it like a fast.  I can fast forever…if I know that someday I’ll eat again.  Smoking is like that for me.  Refraining from smoking is just a series of little disappointments.  “Wow, that was good…now I’ll smoke a cigarette!”  “No.  You won’t.”   Besides the indescribable allure of nicotine, a cigarette break is like a re-set of time and attention.  A reward and a distraction and ‘thank you, God’… something to do with one’s hands when there are no more words to type.  I told George I loved to smoke many years ago.  I used to dream about smoking even decades after I quit in my twenties.  One day my prince will come.
OK, Cyberstalking update:
I AM ABOUT READY TO START GETTING FRUSTRATED.  Not only do I get SIGNED OUT of my toy-computer that does only one thing:  REMEMBER MY PASSWORDS and keep me logged in, but also the entire thing freezes up and that has never happened to me in the entire 1.8 years I’ve used this piece of junk.  I texted my former jailbird friend about the money he owes Josh, thus:  SEND JOSH MONEY.  He sold my old car for four times what he paid and never sent Josh a dime.  He is sending some now.  I do not like standing up for us but I REALLY LIKE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN SOMEBODY DOES.  That doesn’t have much to do with the computer EXCEPT that Josh and George should buy me a tablet.  I suspect they know that.  My father should buy us a home, and life should move ahead.  I think he should get 5-10.
The arts center nazis called today to see if we’d finished our faces for the auction.  I wasn’t unkind but we didn’t talk very long.  I’m painting the entire face in camouflage, no commercial pattern though, I don’t have the right colors to recreate ‘Realtree’ and I have no ghillie-strands but it will look very subversive.  Then I’m topping it off with a huge Elmer Fudd hunting cap in bright blaze orange.  I think that’s pretty ironic.

4:21 am


The Persuasions – Slip Slidin’ Away

4:14 am



2. POWER TO CHANGE NATURE AND COMMAND IT TO OBEY – change weather patterns, change its course; Moses commanded thick darkness over all of Egypt; Elijah commanded rain to stop for 3 yrs.; Joshua commanded the sun to stand still

3. POWER TO SHAME THE ENEMIES AND GLORIFY THE NAME OF GOD – Exo. 7:10-12 Moses to Pharaoh with rod that turned to a snake (10-ft cobra)

4. POWER TO STRENGTHEN, CHANGE THE WEAK INTO STRONG like Incredible Hulk, like weak Clark Kent turning into Superman, Samson.




[He forgot #3 kind.]


1) Supernatural Speed

2) Jump up high on huge walls, walk on water, walk through closed doors. We can walk through prison doors, and set prisoners free. We can command ground to open up through your words

3) TO TRANSFORM ENTIRE BODY’S DNA TO ANOTHER DNA like into half-lion, half-man, like eagle-lion for speed flight, dog, etc.




4:08 am

I love this guy, we’ve met him a couple times.  He answered some questions about visions Isaac was seeing when he was little.

The 7 Powers of the Age to Come to Start Manifesting Aug. 2015

Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj

3:58 am

Who in their right mind would not wish to see a miracle?  How could anybody be so callous as to neglect desiring miraculous healing for a sick friend?  Why do we accept our war-based economy; shouldn’t we want our families to be honest and serene?  Why do we settle for servitude to constructs of control, when we could pray for miracles?
American Christians are the most mind-controlled, brain-damaged, mentally-ill people I know.  I grew up in a cult. Actually, I grew up in two overlapping cults and the Robert-Goldthorpe-Brigade figured prominently in each.  I was screwed from the minute I cast my eyes above.  I realize that my recent years of attempting to convince my father that I am well and moral were really silly; that’s why he hates me to begin with.  I was just rubbing his nose in Jesus’ capabilities.  I was infuriating him with my many miracles.  Cult-gods do not like miracles for a couple very good reasons:  1) they don’t get to control the circumstances, and 2) THEY CAN’T MAKE THEM HAPPEN!  Cult-gods are dying out because nowadays, heck, even the FBI can pull off a miracle or two.
Baptists do not believe in miracles.  Baptists like to read old stories about magic; they just don’t like when the words come off the page and dance around.  Baptists don’t like dancing at all.  This new Kingdom is going to usher the remnant of natural-humanity into the presence of Jesus with new kinds of music.  There will be a whole lotta shakin’ goin’ on.  The Baptists will probably be shocked and pull the drapes.  Then they will turn on the TV so they can watch Kim Kardashian’s ass.  Baptists are going to have some rough sledding.

3:25 am

Carl Sanders talked about inventing the lithium self-perpetuating battery for chips way back in the mid nineties.  I still have cassette tapes.  He became a Christian and got all worked up about the Mark of the Beast.




1:555 pm


George DOES in fact, remember scraping me from the floor.  But, he has no explanation for it.  He is sure though,that it was NOT DUE TO THE SAME MICROWAVE WEAPONS THAT DROP OTHER WOMEN TO THE FLOOR WORLDWIDE.

1:12 pm


 I read the following letter  to George, you know what he said?  “Do I believe that technology exists?  Yes.  Do I believe it happened to you? No.”

(He doesn’t even remember scraping me up off the floor a thousand times!!!)


Dear George, 

I hate you.  I hate everything that matters to you, and I love many things you do not seem to care about.  I hate living with you, and I hate the fact that you distrust me after all these years.  I hate that you believed lies.  I HATE MUCH MORE that you will not look at evidence, and choose instead to continue believing lies.  I hate that you do not care about Josh and I hate that you will not take Connie to the vet.  I hate that you think we can live another winter with the house below 60 degrees, but if it gets that warm without fuel, I’ll be grateful.
 I HATE THAT YOU WILL NOT SEEK OUT THE CAUSE OF OUR TROUBLES.  I hate that you will not consider what happened to us.  I hate that you do not care.  I hate you.  I hate you a WHOLE lot and I do not want to cater to your needs anymore.  I want you gone.  I’ll live in the car.  I’ll live on the street.  I’ll live or die.  At least I won’t live with a wienie who CHOSE to allow his life and family to be damaged.  I hate you.  I repent to God every time you speak.  You’re gonna buy a bowflex now?  I hate you.  I hate what you’ve allowed to happen to us and I hate that you think I’M BAD for trying to defend this family.  I really hate you.  Really.  “God, forgive me again.  How can I not hate him if you do not change me?  CHANGE ME!  PLEASE.”  “Please forgive my lying father for what he did to a kind man and a kind family.”  “Amen.”
I was an EXTREMELY good wife,
I am a dependable friend,


12:34 pm

George has to get a bigger place to live.  The basement is full once again, with empty boxes and broken chairs.  He doesn’t have enough room here to save all his crap…and I shouldn’t have to dig through it again.  In 2012, before I understood that my dad KNEW ALL ALONG that I was sane, I spent MONTHS trying to convince him.  I fixed things and got rid of a lot of crap, and also good stuff of mine that George had promised to fix. Tough shit.  I threw away about 10 antique lamps that used to function.  I was foolish to wait so long.  I want NOTHING but freedom.  (Including freedom from catering to a person whose values mean nothing to me.)  George refused to let me discard the car seat from the van he no longer owns.  I told him it shouldn’t be in the garage.  I DID get rid of two other broken chairs.  He probably put the van-seat in his bedroom. The lights in the basement don’t work and the lights in the kitchen only work sometimes.  George is an electrician.  He is working overtime so he can spend forty days a year with his mother…and buy a new bowflex.  He will not buy propane or firewood this year.  He said he did the math, and electric heat is cheaper.  I wonder if he figured in the potential for a housefire?
George said he has begun to throw boxes away.  I’m pleased to hear that.

11:01 am


Widower, 69, killed himself because he was too proud to report he was continually reduced to tears after being ‘bullied by his neighbours’, inquest hears

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‘They stopped him sitting down in in their shared garden by making him uncomfortable and would call him mad, stupid and jeering at him. My dad was a big man and had never been bullied nor had he been a bully and because of this incessant torture, he felt less of a man and ashamed that he couldn’t stand up to them.’

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9:54 am

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9:49 am

Woman Watches Cop Kill Husband at Walmart, Then They Took HER Away on a Stretcher

Read at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/woman-watches-cop-kill-husband-at-walmart-then-took-her-away-in-a-stretcher/

“Stop F**king Crying!” SWAT Raids Wrong Home, Holds Naked Mom at Gunpoint in Front of Children

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/stop-fking-crying-swat-raids-wrong-home-holds-naked-mom-at-gunpoint-in-front-of-children/

9:05 am

If It Looks Like A Crash, Walks Like A Crash, And Talks Like A Crash, It’s A Crash. Fraud, Corruption, Debt, Greed, And Now Massive Amounts Of Fear Have Combined For An Epic Debacle.

Read more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/if-it-looks-like-a-crash-walks-like-a-crash-and-talks-like-a-crash-its-a-crash-fraud-corruption-debt-greed-and-now-massive-amounts-of-fear-have-combined-for-an-epic-debacle/


Hell is forever.  But it’s not MY Forever.

When a narcissist has money…he can exercise his sadistic urges freely, and with little fear of repercussions.

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8/24/15  My sister’s birthday, I hope she has a nice one.

4:07 am

Lots of thinkers say that exercising faith requires courage.  I couldn’t disagree more.  Exercising faith establishes courage.  The ‘responsibilities inherent in faith’ are minimal.  There is no responsibility save one: Listen.  Then obey.  No responsibility at all, and no fear once we’ve obeyed a few times.  What’s REALLY SCARY is traversing the Earthly mine-field without faith!  How can we be responsible for all of that?  The fear of being out of control is so puny and last-century and pre-tech and ignorant!  WE ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF EVEN A SINGLE ASPECT OF OUR ENVIRONMENT.  We aren’t even in control of our own selves!
And we don’t even wish to know who pulls our strings.  We slander those who would tell us our real condition. We aspire to die, so  we will no longer have to suffer the nigglings of truth.  Religious people don’t know what to do with truth.  They don’t realize, that by choosing to squeeze themselves into a ‘doctrine’ they have created their own hell on Earth.  How TERRIBLE it must be, to know the Bible…and be ‘responsible’ to understand it all perfectly while denying its supernatural aspect.  How FRIGHTENING to consider one’s actions according to a book that prohibits murder…yet applauds it sometimes!  How IMPOTENT a ‘religious’ person must be, and how scary!  If we do not hear from God, the Bible is JUST A BOOK and it’s a really scary one.
Exercising faith is only frightening to those who refuse to hear God’s voice, and BAPTIST DOCTRINE PROHIBITS THAT PRACTICE by denigrating the Baptism of the Holy Spirit although the BIBLE says that ‘blasphemy of the Spirit’ is…the UNPARDONABLE SIN. How can ANY OF THEM even sleep at night.  That requires mucho courage.  Compared to Christianity without God’s participation, faith is a breeze.

3:28 am

Childhood experiences of growing up with narcissists playing the role of parent  may have blinded us to a   truth:   MALIGNANT NARCISSISTS ARE SELFISH, FRIGHTENED INDIVIDUALS.”

Cowardice of the Malignant Narcissist

Seeing others honor their own personal reality serves only to enrage the narcissist

It’s perfectly understandable why:  

The utter self-centered and petty cowardice of the malignant narcissist came to the fore the moment they recognized one who was not afraid to follow their own inner truth.



8:30 pm

The Narcissistic Parent as you mature

7:29 pm

My parents are murderers, they do it every day, and I recorded a lot of their attacks on others in my journals.  They destroy with their mouths.  I guess James told us about that. 


The cut down everybody.  EVERYBODY.  THEY ARE SUPERIOR (supposedly) and they talk bad…even about their fans!  I wonder how Kathy would feel if she knew how they actually think?  How about David?  He’s a REAL disappointment to Dad.  Dad told me so many times.  BUT HE HAS TE$TICLES so he’s the man.  PUKE.  I PUKE OVER MY BROTHER WHO HAS THE STUFF TO BE A REAL MAN AND NOT A PSYCHOPATH’S  SYCOPHANT!

7:20 pm

I am SO BLESSED that I was the blacksheep and not the Golden Child in our dysfunctional family!  I can see TRUTH!  (And also LIES!!!)

7:01 pm

When the target for destruction shares the same name and DNA, shared the same house, shared the same memories…the uninitiated brain understandably goes tilt.”

The Slandering Narcissist

“Malignant narcissists destroy the people who are nearest and supposedly dearest to them.  The people who happen to be their children.”

6:47 pm

Peine forte et dure (Law French for “hard and forceful punishment”) was a method of torture formerly used in the common law legal system, in which a defendant who refused to plead (“stood mute”) would be subjected to having heavier and heavier stones placed upon his or her chest until a plea was entered, or they died.

6:16 pm

Bump to the top from  7/8/14,  3:01 am:

….The [basis of the] judgment [indictment, the test by which men are judged, the ground
for the sentence] lies in this: the Light has come into the world, and people have loved the
darkness rather than and more than the Light, for their works [deeds] were evil. [Isa. 5:20.] For
every wrongdoer hates [loathes, detests] the Light, and will not come out into the Light but
shrinks from it, lest his works [his deeds, his activities, his conduct] be exposed and reproved.
But he who practices truth [who does what is right] comes out into the Light; so that his works
may be plainly shown to be what they are – wrought with God [divinely prompted, done with God’s help, in dependence upon Him]”…. John 3:19-21 The Amplified Translation
“He (Satan) is terrified of even the thought of true believers coming together in true unity and one accord in this hour – and that is precisely why he has fought with everything he has [strife, division, apathy etc.] to prevent true spiritual environments [of any size or shape] being established because when even two hearts that are wholly given to the highest purpose of God are “fused” together as one in the Holy Spirit they become an “unstoppable force”. Because of these things, it is not hard to see what a tremendous [and immediate] impact the Glorious Church will have on a “religious” church and a love-starved word in this final hour!”
Glenn Jackson, more at:   http://jtlmin.com/2014/WP201408.pdf

5:50 pm

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 4/19/15

I was so amazed when I read to George the ad for Dad to put in the Newberry News that it didn’t occur to me until right now…that his obstinance proves my contention that Dad is responsible for the post-marital purgatory we share.  He said, “That’s how YOU remember it.”   I RECORDED it.  Dad DID destroy our marriage and George’s current attitude proves that fact.  George can’t distinguish light from darkness anymore.
—  (also from 4/19/15)
Dear Dad,
Everybody now knows that you are a pathological liar…except George.  George loved truth for a lot of years but now he has trouble differentiating.  I recognize that when you occasionally do tell the truth, there’s always a margin in it for you.  This time we’re looking at real opportunity.  If you tell George about what you did to our family, our smart-strong boys may not lick your blood.  (The fact that it would help George and release me from purgatory shouldn’t stop you.  “Collateral  losses.”)  Also, I’d not have to expose any more about your selfish life.  It is in YOUR OWN BEST INTEREST to clean up the mess you made.  Thank you for considering this wisdom.
Love and high hopes to live in a world where lies no longer brain-damage gentle souls,
(One day George will recognize all I did to defend our family, and he will thank me.)
Dad, God must love you an awful lot to put us through so much just to force you to become a Christian.  That’s really cool.  I thank him for putting me on your payroll.

10:37 am

I don’t know how anybody can keep track of fake identities on dating/cheating internet accounts.  I can’t even remember my real user-names and passwords!  Lying has been abolished; I’ve been saying that for a long time. The cloud never forgets, and it’s got the goods on EVERYBODY, not just on  those who lie online.  
There has always existed a great cloud of witnesses who understand us very well and influence our behavior and circumstances.  Now, they’re joined by GOOGLE and cyber-warriors and government goons.  It is sufficient warning to the wise, that we can no longer live as though we have any privacy.  What may be less apparent is all the unexpected ways our PAST INDISCRETIONS  will be popping up.  “Men’s hearts failing them for fear.”  That was a prophecy.  Now it’s reality.  Sure am glad I was weaned from lying.

9:11 am

Narcissist-Mother apology:  “I’M SORRY...that my daughter didn’t turn out like I wanted her to.”

(I used to apologize to my mom a lot.  I’d say, “I’m sorry.”

She’d say:  “You SURE ARE!”)

How A Narcissistic Mother Rejects Reality

8:55 am

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8:36 am

Dear Mom, 

Let me know when you’re emotionally able to process ME CALLING YOU OUT ON YOUR BULLSHIT.  

I’ll be around when you need me.

8:34 am

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8:32 am

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8:04 am

(My mom and dad’s family is ABSOLUTELY TEXTBOOK PERFECT.)

Every narcissist needs a sacrificial lamb…step up the black sheep…onto him all problems, inadequacies , addictions and mental health problems are projected…

“Your siblings will starve you out to freeze  in the wilderness of no-contact.”


8 Signs Your Mother is a Narcissist 

7:45 am

(When my parents become Christians I’ll write a book about it so victims of narcissists will have hope.    Psychiatrists offer  us NONE.)

If and when you muster the strength to sever ties with the narc,
expect a full-fledged attack on your morality, character and integrity.

Narcissists Destroy Who they cannot Control

A so-called relationship with a narcissist is no relationship at all;  there is nothing mutual about it at all.  It is a form of slavery.     It  is master to servant .   It is superior to inferior.
If you do not give the narcissist in your life the control they desire, expect to be the target of their rage, or (if you’re lucky) abandonment.


6:22 pm


John Hiatt – Sure as I’m Sitting Here

5:48 pm

Dear Lord Jesus, my savior and the creator of the universe,
My parents are in trouble.  Of COURSE I care.  But, on the other hand, they tried to destroy my life and my WITNESS FOR YOUR ALMIGHTY POWER.  What can I say?  I ask nothing.  Your will be done.  They have hated you and claimed your name so whatever you do to them is OK by me.  Please, keep me on your path; I wish to serve only you, Jesus, the Christ and my lover and friend and everything I ever wanted.  If my folks gotta fry?  That’s your business.  I’ll be right here.

5:45 pm

It’s not that I don’t care about them.  They might die!  Oh, such a fate.  (Everybody dies.  One way or another.)  My parents are in trouble.  Tsk.  Again, tsk.  I should be alarmed!  I should defend their bodily lives of over-indulgence and minimal compassion.  I don’t.  If God thinks they gotta die, I’m OK with that.  I’m not pulling the trigger, as they did for me.  I’m just OK with God’s will.  God is always right.  God is my lover and my best friend.  My parents have pretended to know him.  Will they fry?  That’s not my problem.  


5:35 pm

We have such MORE IMPORTANT things to worry about rather than my father’s ‘reputation’.  My mom is frantic.  ( I should be used to that.  she’s rarely civil.)  Dad is in TROUBLE and he must stop doing what the bad guys wish…like yesterday.  He must trust God.  (Too bad he doesn’t have the Holy Ghost or that would be somewhat easier.)  I’ll do what I can to help them.  God has been totally sufficient to protect me.   They should become Christians or they will be fried by those they enlisted.  Isn’t that ironic?  It’s good for them that I was tortured and God taught me well.  Don’t you think so?

2:49 pm

BUT, PRAISE JESUS…my dad responded!!!!


Dedicated to my dad, with much love and very high hopes:

If Ever I See You Again

2:32 pm

Dad responded (unkindly) to a text so I said:

I am very lonely.  You have been lonely for your entire life.  We could help each other.

2:28 pm

Dear Dad.  If you want to never love me you should tell me your intention.  I was deceived because I was a baby in your house and occasionally in your arms.  My positioning led me to believe that I was your beloved offspring and that you would assist me when life got hard and mean.  You are hard and mean.  Tell me to stop pestering you and I will no longer expect love.  BUT, say it in front of all ttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttTell me you do not plan to ever love me.  Say it.  Say it or you’re a bigger wienie than you’ve been.  DO YOU LOVE ME.  YES OR NO.  CIRCLE ONE.  Love and  high hopes, your daughter, with much love, and hope in Jesus, the Christ, LINDA

1:53 pm

I would NEVER do what has been done to me.  I would NEVER EVER do to ANYBODY, what has been done to me.  I would never do it to my LYING PSYCHOPATH father, and I would never do it to my STUPID LAZY ex-husband.  I would not do it to my MOTHER WHO VALUED HER IQ more than her children, and castrated both in her fervor.  I would not do it to my BROTHER WHO CHEATS ON HIS WIFE.   I would not do it to my sister whose dishes I FLEW MANY HOURS TO WASH and who has not spoken to me for years.  (She takes kick-backs from LYING PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES WHO KILL PEOPLE.)  I would not do it to her.  I would not treat ANY HUMAN ON THE PLANET as my parents have treated me and compelled others to treat me.  My PARENTS ARE PERVERTED.  THEY don’t even rightly love themselves!  Even their self-love is perverted!  They will ROT IN HELL!  (Choosing that future is NOT VERY SMART.)  You hurt others, you go to hell.  They CONTINUE to hurt me.  I pray for their souls.  “God have mercy on my GUTLESS LYING FAMILY.  Amen.”

1:36 pm


Dedicated to Dad.  Poor Dad.  Lonely Dad.  (Dad who would be happier if he’d CONFESS.)

I Can’t Make You Love Me


1:21 pm


Dedicated to Nana, she loved all kinds of ukeleles

Lincoln Town by John Hiatt on soprano ukulele

1:13 pm


Dear Linda ,
the operation was big and long.
 They abused one microchip in my eye during the operation  . I can feel and see it.
In love ,

Linda Goldthorpe <goldthorpelinda@gmail.com>

1:12 PM (0 minutes ago)

Thank you for letting me know it’s over.  I’ve been praying for you.  Something MUST break pretty soon.  I have tremendous evidence but my father is a follower of Satan himself.  I’m praying as best I can against the obstacle he is to freedom for so many.  If he would repent I could do so much!  NO.  “WHEN HE REPENTS I WILL DO SO MUCH.”  Love to you, and always Jesus.  L

12:19 pm

Letter to George and Isaac and Josh,
Dearly beloved.  I have loved you each for as long as I could.  I have been your slave and a second-class citizen since we experienced a series of events…that each of you refuses to talk about.  YET, I am only worth 10 dollars a day, no central heat, endless labor, and no respect.  THIS IS A MISTAKE THAT YOU MAKE REGARDING ME.  I DID NOTHING WRONG.  I was tortured.  I didn’t EVEN THINK DIRTY THOUGHTS!  I DID not cheat on anybody.  I WAS TORTURED AND I CONTINUE TO SUFFER BECAUSE MY PSYCHOPATH FATHER WILL NOT TELL the TRUTH… AND YOU ‘MEN’ WILL NOT DEMAND IT.  How much easier to call me the problem and to shut my mouth.  Easy and safe.  
I WILL BE TREATED WITH RESPECT.  I DESERVE IT and if any one of you cared enough to review my evidence you would be very proud of me.  I have defended this family even when it was not appreciated. I have taken the BRUNT OF EVERY DECISION YOUR FATHER AND I MADE TOGETHER…and also recrimination for decisions I allowed him to make by himself.  He is no longer able to make decisions with another person, because he does not TRUST ANYBODY, because my father told him that his PRAYING WIFE was a bad person… and he believed it.  He doesn’t know what to believe anymore, so he just buys junk and builds his body.  
MY FATHER SHOULD BE SHOT!  IF you boys would pay attention you would see that your father’s deterioration has directly resulted from his rejection of truth.  That rejection of truth directly resulted from my FATHER’S LIES ABOUT ME AND US.  Do with that as you will; if you do not care to know truth that’s your business.  BUT,  I WILL BE RESPECTED BY THE MEN I HAVE FAITHFULLY SERVED FOR TWENTY-FIVE YEARS.  I still fold your father’s underwear although he makes me want to vomit.  He abandoned me for love of my lying dad.  You could know the truth and it would set you free.  So could he.  (“Reading is for RICH people.”)
 I do not wish for you to harm my dad, but if you were paying attention you would want to.  I pray for him EVERY SINGLE DAY.  I will no longer stand aside for stupidity and lies.  If you can’t deal with that, then we need an additional conversation.  If you my sons do not care about what evil was done to your family, your parents, and yourselves…I’m utterly disappointed.  But, your lives are your business and not mine. Pretty soon I’ll have a life of my own.  I’d love to have you be part of it but I’ll be much happier with those who also love truth.  Maybe you’d be happier with your own kind too.  

12:00 pm

PROPHECY from 8/15 – 9/15, through Phyllis Ford

Recompense will come to those who have been diligent and faithful. That which refuses to be in alignment with God and is rebellious to His plans and purposes will be met with great consequences. Things will be open and unveiled in plain sight.

Read more at:   http://ft111.com/ford.htm

11:49 am

So I took a ride to Curtis and sure enough, I met my dad on the road.  He DID NOT wave, but maybe that’s because he was too busy throwing a plastic coffee lid out of the truck!  He’s done that all my life!  He’s a terrible citizen on every count.  Everything he does makes the world a lesser place.


11:06 am

(My second-class citizenship in my house and this family are undeserved.  I was victimized.  I was raped and tortured and lied about.  I have done nothing to merit the punishment I still receive.  MY DAD WILL MAKE RECOMPENSE for the consequences of his lying.  He should do that voluntarily, it would be better for him.)


11:04 am

I just mowed some grass and my hands are all red and swollen from the spruce trees.  George is sleeping; he worked a double.   I’m the only one who mows since the hot tub.  George is unwilling to talk about giving me a raise. HOWEVER, he does give me extra cash any time I ask,  and he buys booze and cigarettes WITHOUT even being asked.  I think he likes having me beg, and I work far too hard to beg.  It seems to me, the only reason to avoid the conversation is because he has ALREADY DECIDED HE WILL NOT GIVE ME MORE THAN TEN DOLLARS A DAY.  If he has a reason for that decision, he shouldn’t be afraid to tell me.  I am very reasonable.  If he doesn’t have a reason then I guess he would necessarily refuse to be reasonable.  “Come let us reason together, sayeth the Lord.”

10:24 am

There is something very dark about cheating on your spouse with the goal and purpose of… cheating on your spouse.  That’s creepy.  Cheating on your spouse through dissatisfaction or curiosity or opportunity, now those things I can understand, and there are websites that provide for all those things.  What I don’t understand is the guys who got busted with Ashley  Madison accounts who   now say they only set up their accounts… after their wives died.  BULLSHIT.  What is the point, at that point?  A dating site specifically for cheaters isn’t necessary for a grieving widower.  On regular hook-up sites he could get lots of mileage from his bereavement.
Ashley Madison was  bogus anyway, and phone sex could come cheaper,  but also it was designed Intentionally to ‘cheat’.  Not to ‘have another relationship’ or to ‘try new things’.  It was specifically designed to CHEAT.  That’s pretty dark.  That’s passive-aggressive.  That’s beyond sad.  If you hate your spouse so much that you intentionally want to undermine his/her life…what does that make you then? Besides cowardly; you could just leave.  The desire to hurt the one you’re pretending to love is not a survival factor.  It is calculated coldness.  It is damaging all of us.  
10:10 am

5 Ways The Narcissist’s Lack of Empathy Harms Us

Did they outright tell us, I don’t care how you feel, just do as I tell you to do? No. None of it. They didn’t overtly show us their lack of empathy in the beginning because they knew that doing so, would NOT get them what they wanted.

They know that we’re stuck and hooked because we hadn’t stood up to them in any real way for each and every boundary violation they committed against us throughout the course of the relationship.

Due to the punishment, blame and learned helplessness as a result of the control, power and abuse of the narcissist, we stay in the toxic relationship far longer than is healthy to the soul and ultimately pay the price of narcissistic abuse.

Read more at:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2015/08/21/5-ways-the-narcissists-lack-of-empathy-harms-us/

9:58 am

Text to Dad and David and copied to Mom:

Dad–I keep expecting you to call me.  For one thing, you offered me dinner  past 5/5/14.  Also, you are not as stupid as you increasingly seem to be.  To all.  You should limit stupid-looking to those who actually love you.  Guess that’d be me.  I can keep a secret and you gotta level with somebody.  Then your son should do the same.   Cheaters are exposed.

9:35 am

Put on the sunglasses already!  The Truth is all around us.  It is so blatant it’s like we’re watching cartoons.  How could these mind-rapers be any more exposed?  Could they expose anything more?  Do we not see vast masses of formerly sentient beings torturing themselves for uselessness, and tormenting others for even less?  Lately I watch at least 60% of cars on the road, running over the white line and driving on the shoulder.  Some trips to town (35 miles round trip) I see FULLY 9 of 10 cars, both coming towards me and also driving in my lane…run off the stinking road!  This has not been my experience through many decades of long hard hours driving many crappy cars on a variety of roads under all incredible circumstances.  
A woman I know is related to a military ‘arms’ guy who carried a toy.  (Probably included in the gift bag at Defcon.)   He had fun with his toy, pushing the button and causing all surrounding cars to pull toward the right.  (Even his wife, who was driving.  Into a snowbank, this time.)  That’s weird, but I didn’t vocalize my recent observation until my young friend’s young gentleman friend told me about riding from a job in the back of his boss’s pick-up truck.  He dozed off and his body assumed the motion of an experienced driver; he felt that he was driving.  Then he had a mini-nightmare:  He said, he felt that the wheel had been yanked off the road and he was headed for the ditch!  He woke up in a panic, and realized that he wasn’t driving.  BUT, it seems to me that in his semi-aware state maybe he picked up a transmission meant for his boss?  Just wondering.

9:02 am

In some ways, Ashley Madison — with all of its intentionality, the way it enables the search for something socially illicit, the deception therein — violates many more moral codes than just monogamy. And that’s scary.”

“And never has infidelity exacted such a psychological toll.”

All three of them said the same thing: ‘She doesn’t know, should I tell her, I don’t think she has a reason to go on (and search my name), but it’s just a matter of time,’” she said. They were all “absolutely terrified” about being humiliated, about their kids being teased at school, about their professional and personal lives falling apart as a result of the leak — their private world on public display.”


(I’m guessing David and my dad have cheated on their wives a lot more than I know, or I wouldn’t be seeing all these great articles about ‘be sure your sin will find you out.’)


See more:   http://news.nationalpost.com/news/canada/ashley-madison-data-leak-forces-us-to-confront-our-attitudes-about-infidelity


8:11 am

The coming Republic is founded upon man’s right to rule righteously. We will learn that this freedom to govern righteously is one of God’s greatest gifts. We will turn to our brother and let him live in the liberty of his faith. We will defend the fatherless and give praise to the Almighty in our Churches and in the streets. It will be as life from the dead. No dictators, no egomaniacs will lead us, but Christ will be the head of this Nation. I have seen the visions. It will be worth the battle, I promise you. You will not fear sending your children to school, as the educational system will be founded in God. Will you contend in prayer for the fulfillment of God’s vision? The valiant in heart will contend. The next generation will be saved from tyranny. Christ will restore our innocence in righteousness.  Prayer is the answer, the Word is our refuge, the Cross of separation from the world and its ways will save us. A new Nation under God must continue to empower our vision and the glory of our Lord must be our covering.  Come to the GOE in Washington DC and help us bring down, root out, and begin to rebuild for Jesus!

(Nita LaFond Johnson, more at:   http://www.worldforjesus.org/gathering.php)

8:06 am

 “Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.”

7:53 am

There’s going to be a prayer meeting in DC next week.  I think it runs for four days.  This has been a very long permanent floating prayer meeting;  I attended the last time they met in Washington.  Something began at that place in the world and at that place in the Spirit and at that place in my life.  Something was seeded into me and gestation has been arduous.  That was my last trip to Washington and angels showed me around town.  I made the turn I was supposed to make but encountered a detour.  I wound up touring three states!  I saw all the show-stoppers.  After a couple hours I had to pee and prayed for something familiar;  I was immediately on the street where I was staying.  Just like that.   It was like my car was on auto-pilot. Swooping around corners and changing lanes of its own accord.  The angels in DC knew me.  I can’t wait to know them.

Washington DC, Gathering of the Eagles, 2015!

Dates: August 24-28, 2015

Location: Holiday Inn Washington Dulles Ballroom & Morven Park

See more at:   http://www.worldforjesus.org/gathering.php


(I didn’t drive by the Capitol . I saw Lincoln sitting down and  I even saw the Kennedy center.  I didn’t see the Capitol until the next day when I went to Ron Paul’s office.  But I had been there before, praying with my sons.)

(They had the last Gathering of Eagles downtown.  I’ve been to the Dulles hotel though, for a prophecy conference with Marvin Byers.)


7:38 am

 EMF War From Nazi Germany Against Humanity Started in 1945 and is global now

Moret & Battis

6:21 am

This  cheating-site hack seems to be pointing at a lot of ‘Christians’.  (Judgment begins in the house of the Lord.)

But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.

‘I’ve been completely cleansed of this sin’: Married Christian vlogger admits to being an Ashley Madison love cheat but says his wife has forgiven him – and blames his actions on ‘fleshly, sinful desires’

  • In new YouTube video and caption, Sam Rader, 29, admits he is ‘a sinner’
  • He says he set up Ashley Madison account in 2013 to meet other women
  • But he claims he ‘never came to close’ to physically cheating on wife, Nia
  • He says he paid to join website out of ‘fleshly desire and sinful curiosity’
  • Mrs Rader, 26, meanwhile, reveals that she has forgiven the father-of-two
  • ‘Our marriage is worth fighting for and it always will be,’ she tells viewers
  • New video comes just hours after Daily Mail Online exclusively revealed Mr Rader was a paying subscriber to cheating website, which was hacked
  • He allegedly set up his account in September 2013 – the same month his second child was born and he celebrated four year wedding anniversary
  • He made two $189 payments to ‘site, according to stolen data from hack 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3206749/I-ve-completely-cleansed-sin-Married-Christian-vlogger-exposed-Ashley-Madison-love-cheat-says-wife-forgiven-blames-actions-fleshly-sinful-desires.html#ixzz3jXQtYXiL
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5:37 am


Five Leaf Clover – Scotland the Brave

5:21 am

The Masons Irish Clover Oval Ornament

4:48 am

Lost earning potential:   10 million?
Stolen house:   .5 million?
Destruction of relationships:  10 million?
Years of labor and research to prove I am not crazy:  N/C.  My life belongs to God.
Finding out during research that not only am I VERY SANE AND KINDA SMART…
but learning also, that everybody who lied about me is actually UTTERLY IRRATIONAL  or suffers from a CHARACTER DISORDER? 
Like post-hypnotic suggestion, from impulses outside our accessible auditory bandwidth.  Mind control took a leap with the advent (requirement) of  HD TV.  George belongs to the Health Research Foundation in Baltimore, Maryland.  I found a receipt; apparently he doesn’t like it that they renew his membership automatically.  Many years ago I belonged to the Life Extension… (whatever.dot.com…)  I was very frightened about everything.  I was responsible for how everything panned out.  I was responsible for unthinking men  and abusive parents and small boys of genius and fire.  I had to STUDY and PLAN and PREPARE or else.  Or else what?  I’d love to ask my formerly-pathologically-responsible self that question.  I expected catastrophe every day, and each new day justified my fears.
I’m thinking a lot about my friend’s advice that I approach and LIVE IN Jesus… as a little child.  I don’t think a small child would actually be very concerned about the abuse that stole my years and my spark. I think a small child would just expect dinner on the table…and also expect to be loved.   I think a small child expects to be scooped into our loving arms at any second.  A child expects to be doted on.  A small child has not yet been taught that some other children matter more, and that all good things go to those other children.  A small child does not defend what he does not recognize has been damaged or withheld.
 I didn’t know for a long time that I had been discarded by my family. I could SEE the inconsistencies and I could RECOGNIZE that I was not actually the evil they claimed, but it never occurred to me that they did not choose to be narcissists.  They simply could not love.  I was very childlike.  Children love automatically and they demand love.  That’s why unloving Luciferians have to rape the love right out of little kids.  Seeing the real-deal on those genuine faces is more than they can tolerate.  Soon reinforcements will arrive, to strengthen their resolve to evil. The children are targeted because ‘of such is the Kingdom of Heaven.’   “Suffer the little children to come unto me and forbid them not.”
My parents have FORBIDDEN  my ‘coming to Jesus’ for more than half a century.    These are very slow learners; I guess that’s why they have to go to church every week, and hear the same pablum every week, and be assured that they are the anointed of God every week, and that their turds don’t stink.     I hope they might be finally listening to my savior and their Lord.    Wait.  Reverse that.   


7:49 pm

Childhood detox continued, ‘Understanding My Parents’:

Narcissists did not successfully resolve their independence from their primary caregivers as they passed through the early stages of development. As such, they arrived into adulthood needy beings with fusion fantasies and a complete lack of boundaries. Because their needs for identity are based on external approval & applause, they don’t see others as separate from themselves.

Narcissists cannot afford to allow the objects of their possession to have independence because that is a threat to the narcissist’s identity. Feelings, thoughts and individual decisions must be entirely punished and controlled by the narcissist. Only THEY decide what we can and can’t do; whatever is NOT a threat to their existence is allowed – and that is NOT MUCH.

They look at any consequences incurred by the target as a result of THEIR OWN choices or behavior (blame / justification) and then go about behaving as if there is NOTHING to apologize for. This invalidation and acknowledgement of reality, is a mind screw to the target. The blame and shame for having or causing the feeling is often internalized and the target begins to be the scapegoat of the narcissist’s inability to feel empathy.

The narcissist will go on offending – with the expectation that there will be NO CONSEQUENCES

Read more at:   https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2015/08/21/5-ways-the-narcissists-lack-of-empathy-harms-us/

7:39 pm

(It’s nice to know I’m not the only person God is sending out to mess with the services of the pharisees.)

“You’ve grieved the Holy Spirit of God. Your doctrine of cessation is in error!” yelled the man in a Scottish-sounding accent at MacArthur after he climbed to the stage and whistled to get everyone’s attention. As security escorted the man out he shouted, “You do not believe in prophets–you’re looking at one!” and he continued yelling until he was ushered out of the sanctuary.

Read more at:   https://sunandshield.wordpress.com/2015/08/21/man-interrupts-john-macarthurs-sermon-to-oppose-macarthurs-cessationist-views/

7:04 pm

“Cho-Mo” prisoners don’t wanna drop the soap.  Or sleep.  Ever…

(Baptist child molesters are not exempt.  Nor are those who pay salaries of Baptist cho-mo’s.)

Jared Fogle and Other Child Molesters Pay the Price!!!!

5:54 pm

The point of this is that if Myron May was a good man and a sane man then we have a problem with an Extreme form of Second by Second Surveillance for testing purposes, used on people of the Governments choosing.  The Government now considers you a threat.”

Remember that TI’s are innocent citizens and many are activists. This is simply disclosure: Myron May Died at FSU’s Strozier Library in the early morning hours of November 20, 2014. Please see what he has to say. He wasn’t crazy nor was he stupid.

The Mass Shootings Keep Happening Because Targeted Individuals Are Being Tortured

See more at:   http://jameslico.com/the-mass-shootings-keep-happening-because-targeted-individuals-are-being-tortured/

2:06 pm

“These are NOT laughing matters but it’s times like these when laughing matters most of all.”

(I love the Swine-Fairy.  Sprinkling bacon-dust.  OMG I saw a product like that in a catalog.  Puke.  ‘Bacon-spread.’  Sounds like a Kardashian work-out video.   What labels won’t they try to market a jar of pigfat?)

Laughing Matters from When Pigs Fly

4:35 am

“The people who criticize have nothing to show for their lives. “

“The man with a supernatural testimony has nothing to fear from the critic.”

“The ineffectiveness of most of Christendom has become complete.”

“Angels into the highways and biways…compelling people to come in.”

(Steve Quayle)

4:01 am

 When Watchmen See Eye To Eye

Steve Quayle & Nathan Leal

3:38 am

My dad took me to Tennessee Ernie Ford’s house once when I was a little girl.  (It was before they put 75 all the way through.)  We looked down his chimney from the switchback  of a hairpin curve, but we didn’t stop in.  Dad was going too fast to stop.


Ernie Ford and The Everly Brothers-“Rattlesnake Daddy”

3:34 am


Get on Board- Lay up your treasures in heaven

3:01 am

The Lord had me proclaim this passage over Helmer many years ago.  Then he rocked me.  It was obviously a supernatural indictment of the local clergy…but it was also much more inclusive:  Anybody, anybody at all, who claims leadership over another eternal human…will be required to have behaved honorably in that regard.  The Bible warned us that teachers will face a speed-bump on the moral highway to destiny, that tarmac paved with little chunks of human flesh.  Yours, mine and ours.  Did we crucify our own flesh?  Or did we seek our pound of flesh from another’s suffering?    “Suffer the little children and forbid them not.”  Millstone-talk.

From Ezekiel 34:

Thus saith the Lord God unto the shepherds; Woe be to the shepherds of Israel that do feed themselves! should not the shepherds feed the flocks?

 Ye eat the fat, and ye clothe you with the wool, ye kill them that are fed: but ye feed not the flock.

 The diseased have ye not strengthened, neither have ye healed that which was sick, neither have ye bound up that which was broken, neither have ye brought again that which was driven away, neither have ye sought that which was lost; but with force and with cruelty have ye ruled them.

And they were scattered, because there is no shepherd: and they became meat to all the beasts of the field, when they were scattered. My sheep wandered through all the mountains, and upon every high hill: yea, my flock was scattered upon all the face of the earth, and none did search or seek after them.

Therefore, ye shepherds, hear the word of the Lord;

As I live, saith the Lord God, surely because my flock became a prey, and my flock became meat to every beast of the field, because there was no shepherd, neither did my shepherds search for my flock, but the shepherds fed themselves, and fed not my flock;

Therefore, O ye shepherds, hear the word of the Lord;

 Thus saith the Lord God; Behold, I am against the shepherds; and I will require my flock at their hand, and cause them to cease from feeding the flock; neither shall the shepherds feed themselves any more; for I will deliver my flock from their mouth, that they may not be meat for them.

For thus saith the Lord God; Behold, I, even I, will both search my sheep, and seek them out.


2:34 pm

(The HACKERS think this fake-Christian is a scumbag so they put some Truth into his life.)

‘I have been the biggest hypocrite ever’: Josh Duggar ADMITS being unfaithful to his wife and addicted to porn as his name is revealed among 37 million Ashley Madison cheaters

  • The scandal-hit conservative reality star posted a bombshell confession online
  • In it he admits being unfaithful to wife Anna, an addiction to online porn and living a ‘double life’
  • He asks for forgiveness and prayers 
  • Comes a day after report claimed Josh Duggar had multiple paid Ashley Madison accounts revealed in huge cheating website hack 
  • The accounts looked for a ‘naughty girl, aggressive, with a high sex drive’
  • 19 Kids and Counting star and his parents Michelle and Jim Bob are well-known campaigners on family values and claim to not believe in sex or any physical contact before marriage 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3205122/I-biggest-hypocrite-Josh-Duggar-ADMITS-unfaithful-wife-revealed-37-million-Ashley-Madison-cheaters.html#ixzz3jNjROnTN
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2:26 pm

Only winners: One Twitter user designed this graphic to suggest that divorce lawyers will be the only happy people connected to the data leak

11:05 am

Isaac’s is coming home, George is sending money.  I suggested he include Josh in the plans, but he said…‘I don’t HAVE to ask Josh,  if I’m not sending HIS money.”   Of course not, but dear God he sounds like a 6 year-old.  I said, “It would be good and adult and peace-encouraging…to consult with him.  He needs to see people make decisions together.”  George doesn’t see any need to assist learning or to improve morale on the homefront.  Instead life is like a competition.  Sick puppy.

10:50 am

USA To Be Shaken 9/2015-Event So Powerful, It Will Scare the Hell OUT of America!

2:55 am

So the Baptists have basically said, “we don’t care how much you have prayed for the church and your family…you’re  the reason that the church is powerless. ”  Did I get that right?

2:54 am

APATHY is NOT POSSIBLE without ignorance, which is literally a choice to die; that’s what we’re seeing nearly everybody accept.  THERE IS NO EXCUSE  for ignorance in this time, that’s a given.  Ignorance is a choice, and refusing to consider facts is choosing instead, to die.

 “I WILL NOT CONSIDER what Linda says.”

 This is my father’s mantra, and has been  since I was weaned.  He chanted it around the house and the schoolyard…”I WILL NOT CONSIDER what Linda says.”


  AND so, other people will not repeat to me, that which I will not consider, that what Linda says.  GOD HIMSELF WILL ALSO NOT ATTAIN MY ATTENTION. (Because what if ever He repeated, that which Dad will not consider, that what I have always said?)

 “I WILL DIE STUPID, no matter what Linda does or says.  I WILL DIE…and then her words will no longer reach me.  My torment will cease.”  (Duh.)  (I didn’t come from smart stock but I have high hopes for the gene-pool.)

2:33 am

For a while I thought it was pretty good strategy for my mom and dad to just refuse to talk to me.  It nearly drove me crazy!  They intended for me to hang myself with attempts to speak to them.  Dad even took pictures of me begging, and Mom told stories to all the ladies.  Then it became obviously just fear that maintained their refusal to face what they needed to do.    It isn’t funny anymore, and it was for a while.  Now, it’s getting past funny. Aging flaccid bodies in a fancy house ignoring pleas from freezing children!  They’re so pathetic I’m appalled.  Jay Walsh said it was my fault that I have no family relationships.  He said it with a straight face.  They have refused to speak to me for years.  He’s not funny either.  I told him I won’t deliver my thoughts to his doorstep anymore.    He is responsible for what’s on this website.  So is the church.  So is everybody I’ve ever tried to contact.  I hope no Baptists go to hell worshiping the Goldthorpes.  That would be pretty sad.

My parents aren’t funny anymore and they’re doing themselves no good by maintaining stubborn rebellion against Truth who is their only chance out of here alive.  If they do not talk to me and reverse the damage they have done to my sons, my ex-husband and myself, their putrescence will continue to be revealed… on more personal levels.  I’d rather not know more than I do about them because they make me queasy already.   But, stubborn thy name is Baptist.  Stiff-necked, proud, blasphemers, ‘despisers of those that are good’…  God wrote all about them years ago.  My parents are very perverted people.  I got nothing to prove.  It’s all recorded. I’m sleeping a lot and getting ready for my new life.  I haven’t smoked a cigarette for nearly two days! Smoking is a dirty habit but it’s not the worst one a girl could have.  I want to destroy this computer.  I want to smash it and bury it in the lake and never touch it again.  I am opposed; I spend HOURS placing a single post.  I do not do this because it’s fun.  I do this BECAUSE MY STUPID FAMILY IS GOING TO HELL.  Maybe, if I post just one more article they’ll wake up.


4:39 pm

  • Washington D.C. has the highest rate of membership across the U.S. and at least 15,000 are from government agencies using .gov and .mil domain names
  • They include the White House, the Department of Homeland Security, the House and the Senate 

Fifteen thousand U.S. government workers – including White House staff – among 37 million cheating spouses identified in hack of Ashley Madison adultery site

  • Millions of users of the cheaters’ dating site Ashley Madison have been identified in the huge global hack  
  • A 9.7 gigabyte data file of user’s personal details was posted to the dark web on Wednesday
  • It includes private data including name, address, phone number and credit card details as well as sexual fantasies and profile photos 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3203795/Fifteen-thousand-U-S-government-workers-including-White-House-staff-37-million-cheating-spouses-identified-hack-Ashley-Madison-adultery-dating-site.html#ixzz3jINm6Wg2
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3:03 pm


 Make It Mine

Jason Mraz

2:54 pm

I waited for years for George to catch up,  but Dad told him I was crazy and then he quit trying and now he’s pretty heavy around my neck. We will not have PROPANE or WOOD this winter.    I haven’t had central-heat for twenty years, and I didn’t mind the extra work keeping a fire going… until Dad changed the whole dynamic.  He knows very well what he did to us.  He did it on purpose and when my boys understand the things they could not understand because they were raised with a man like their dad, and not a man like my dad…they are going to be really pissed.

 I know the reading-men who follow me are following this. The Prophet  gets it.  When my sons get it, they’ll be really pissed.  Dad threw George under the bus, “You save what can be saved.”  I warned my dad four years ago.  I texted him:  “My boys will lick your blood.”  My dad showed that message to people, claiming it was a threat.  No context.  I was giving him a LOVING WARNING.  He knows.    My sons are principled and truth-loving.  They are also a lot innocent.  That will not always be the case.  I never did anything bad to their father.  Pretty soon they’ll understand who did.

10:12 am

You know it’s a good thing my dad has been conscience-free.  At least he had psychopathy to fall back on.  He sure doesn’t have a whole lot to market otherwise.   (I say this with a great deal of love.  It is RESPECT that I withhold. )  His native talents have served only his imaginary grudge-match with his dad.  He’s made no spiritual investment nor demonstrated any positive development in my lifetime.  He chose ignorance and surrounded himself with those who endorsed him  for King-of-the-Ignorant.  Of COURSE he kicked me out…  But I am his daughter.  He will treat me with respect and then I might be able to respect him again.  3.5 m.


9:43 am

I took my dad some clovers this morning, he was sitting at his desk.  I taped them to a sheet of paper with the date, 6 clovers:   4 with 4 leaves, one with 5 leaves, and one with either 6 or 7.  (Either two leaves were growing together or a single leaf was folded.)  I put the paper on his desk after showing it to his crew members.  He asked in his best monotone psychopathic test-the-water voice, “What is the significance of that?”  I’ve given him hundreds of clovers and he never even asked before.  I said, “They’re good luck”  “And nobody else can find them and give them to you.  Only me.”
 I think he really doesn’t want to go to prison but I know he’d find hell more difficult.  I went back in and took the sheet of paper off his desk and said that if he didn’t think the clovers were important I’d give them to somebody who does.  I brought the sheet to the grocery store in Curtis and told my clerk-friend that she could pass out the good luck,  or keep them all together. She decided to keep the clovers together and showed the sheet around to everybody before she hung it up.  Everybody thought it was really cool.  My dad doesn’t think anything is cool unless he does it himself, or it belongs to him.  That would explain his perpetual boredom.  But, he’s looking for ‘significance’.    He admits he has a problem, and at least now he knows that some things “signify” some other concept.  That’s progress.

7:50 am

“Targeting & Mind Control, American Bewilderment” – Dr Rauni Kilde (RIP)

3:33 am

Dear Lord, I must be saying something wrong BECAUSE MY DADMOMBROTHER are not CHRISTIANS YET!  WHAT AM I SAYING WRONG?

When I reed what I have written I see that I HAVE BEEN  RIGHT!

I also see that my DADMOMBROTHER have been liars and fraudulent Christians.

I recognize that your Word is true.    I see the part about liars and frauds going to Hell.


3:01 am

“We Are All Targeted Individuals” & New World Order – Dr. Rauni Kilde (RIP)

I met Dr. Kilde in Belgium; she was in Finnish government and her sister went to Suomi College in Hancock.  They killed her early this year.   (In the video she finally tells us who “THEY” are,   according to John Alexander and he oughta know.  It’s funny how American anti-intelligence features two Alexanders and two Mike Rogers.   Emperor Keith still has my heart.  And in a way, I hold his. )  (4 or 5 or 6)  Dr. Kilde reminds me of so many strong Scandinavian-American women I’ve known.   No-nonsense.  Down to business.  Responsible.  Dr. Kilde pulls no punches:  We have a dilemma, and we can expect no protection  from the police (reed:  both ways) and no assistance from media.  We’re all just gobs of cells vibrating out here all alone.  If we don’t study ourselves and assault the forces of mind-control…pretty soon it won’t matter.  They’ll just ooze us off into never-never land.  “Just climb up her on this table…You won’t feel a thing…”   Humanity is toast at this point.  Somebody better wake up pretty soon.

2:43 am



Watch it here.  I’m not permitted to embed the link.


2:08 pm

2:05 pm

I DON’T give up.

11:55 am

September 23, 2015 – “The Convergence”? Worldwide Financial Collapse, Global Catastrophes …

11:36 am


8:36 am

Chicago, Los Angeles Police Departments Have Been Using ‘Stingrays On Steroids’ For Over A Decade

More evidence has surfaced showing local law enforcement agencies are using high-powered surveillance equipment — equipment originally designed for the military and highly-recommended by the NSA.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3jAZyHjYH

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1:58 am

“The Nephelim are the fallen angels.  The Rephaim are the giants. “

(I know this will be on the final.)

“In Greek mythology, the Giants or Gigantes (Greek: Γίγαντες, Gigantes, singular Gigas) were a race of great strength and aggression, though not necessarily of great size, known for theGigantomachy (Gigantomachia), their battle with the Olympian gods.[2] According to Hesiod, the Giants were the offspring of Gaia (Earth), born from the blood that fell when Uranus (Sky) was castrated by their Titan son Cronus.”

These giants are NOT myth. Over the last hundred years or more, physical remains of these giants, known in the bible as the Nephilim, have been actually found. Whatever your religious background or inclinations are, or lack there of, across the globe and on every continent remains of this lost species have been found, and then covered up. In the video below, Steve Quayle guest stars on Hagmann and Hagmann to discuss his book Genesis 6 Giants.

Giants are Here 2015 (Full)  Genesis 6 Giants-

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/08/smithsonian-where-forbidden-archeology-goes-to-die-videos-3200416.html



6:23 pm

John Oliver Exposes Dark Underbelly Of Televangelism

4:34 pm

If you don’t control your thoughts, it is very much like having the radio or TV on all day. Later in life you find people have both of these on at the same time anyway and this is to distract the mind from the flood of uncontrolled thoughts that by this stage of existence are filled with recrimination and regret and most noticeable FEAR…

(Les Visible)

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ

(2 Corinthians 10:5)

3:16 pm

‘Death will be a much richer reward than having to share this’: Conservative Michigan lawmaker at center of affair cover-up releases 1,900-word confessional on Facebook

  • Lapeer County Republican Rep. Todd Courser uploaded post at weekend 
  • The 43-year-old claimed he had been turned into a ‘poster boy for those who would say… Christians are failures’
  • He had affair with fellow freshman Tea Party representative Cindy Gamrat
  • State House is investigating if pair misused public funds to hide liaison

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3200665/Conservative-Michigan-lawmaker-Todd-Courser-releases-1-900-word-Facebook-confessional-affair.html#ixzz3j6LlLPoZ
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12:57 pm

12:34 pm

Bilko the Genius (The Phil Silvers Show)

11:43 am

Dear J and G,
Your letter was exactly perfect and inspiring and confirming.  My one Christian friend has been my confidante for ten years, and he says the same thing.  He says I’ve run a good race and I should put the burden for all these self-destructing people on Jesus.  I’ve said those words for years, I’ve said, “Jesus I give you him and him and her…”  But I still feel responsible and strive to do what he says on their behalf.  I should not strive.  I am very impatient to see what he will do with my evidence.  I am very impatient to be free from house-arrest.  I know he has plans for me and I thank him for these years of waiting.  I try to thank him for everything, because I know nothing happens unless He has a reason for it.  My life is not my own, how good of you to remind me.
Have you guys read about CERN?  They’re opening the gates of hell and the scientists KNOW VERY WELL WHAT THEY’RE DOING.  Atheist scientists are feeling the fear of the Lord…and also fear of the dark one.  They have defined paranormal activity and are introducing beings into our world…from other dimensions.  I’m not very scientific but I’ve recorded lots of smart people saying the same thing.  We’re living in Revelation and the ‘Christians’ don’t see it although the world does.
 I hear MANY real-news-people refer to the Bible nowadays.  It’s pretty obvious to scholars that the Bible is true, and that we are living in the last days.  It is less obvious to those awaiting (yeah, like they’re actually expecting…) the rapture.  You know what I just remembered after reading your letter?  I was TORTURED, right? I had NO WAY OUT.   God said, “You will laugh like a child.”  Thank you for bringing that to my remembrance. You’re very precious to me and to Jesus.  I miss Genie’s prayers; I’ve never really heard a woman pray except Heidi Baker and a couple other forerunners.  We’ll all be vindicated and God will not waste even one iota of what we have invested in the Kingdom.  Now I want to move there, as you said I should.  Thank you forever.
My website is all messed up.  I asked myself what a child would do.  I think a child would not ask questions and be grateful that his daddy was in control.  Here I stand.   I think I may wash some dishes and permit my Jesus to fix my life and the rest of the world.

11:31 am

…a ‘dozen’ and ONE times…

11:26  am

My dad has driven by me a dozen times in the past two days.  He even turned around real slow in the driveway.   (Josh said Connie ran right into the side of his car.)   I’m very busy.  I wish he’d pull his head out of his reputation.


Dedicated to my delinquent dad:

Jet- last chance with lyrics on screen

10:59 am

They can hit one person and nobody else will feel it.”

“Biology-to-digital converter-systems…”

Is anybody following this story?  Following the following video is a bit difficult, but essential I think for those who would understand our time and the season of our visitation. George and I used to listen to Al Bielek in the nineties.  He spun amazing yarns about the Montauk Experiment and the Philadelphia Experiment.   I never knew what to think but he didn’t strike me as a liar.  Now it’s become pertinent.

The Refined Montauk Technology

10:30 am

“Mind-control is dismissed…due to its effectiveness.”

5:07 am

Stuck on Stupid is Systemic

The notion that to be a good citizen, one must internalize the popular culture and established order is a malignant death sentence.

– See more at: http://batr.org/view/092605.html#sthash.4s7mgZoG.dpuf

5:00 am

4:04 am

CERN Scientist Disappears – July 24, 2015

3:46 am

CERN – September 2015 – opening the portal

3:37 am

I am a history-curator.  This is the most power I’ve ever experienced in my life.  (Other than being home alone with an infant.)  I’ve been blessed to examine this extensive real-time collection of priceless artifacts.  And I get to choose which gems make it into the exhibit.  I guess it’s not necessary for the curator to write info-cards for the showcase; it’s enough to know  that each item is valuable.  This museum has a theme, and sometimes its directive is paramount.  Occasionally a token is exquisitely unique, and must be included nevertheless.  And we need irony; an entertaining exhibition must be ironic.


3:20 am


 My Body is a Cage

Arcade Fire

“I’m living in an age that calls darkness light, and though my language is dead still the shapes fill my head.”


6:32 pm

I am in receipt of a wonderful epistle from a brother.  Here’s the first page.  He wrote:
Linda, Praise the Lord.  Fabulous letter.  Love to George and the boys.  The Kingdom of God life is NOT what YOU are living.  So many intricate questions into things going on in the future and past.  So many relationships judged and crushed.  Such worry and concern.  If I may challenge you.  Jesus says come as a little child.  (24/7)  Romans 12:12.  When the sacrifice is offered (our bodies, soul, spirit) it no longer belongs to the owner, but belongs to God.  Jesus is now Lord and will lead you to higher plateaus and show you how to get there.  Walk in innocence, be a sheep not a goat.
 If criticized or slandered, bless them, forgive them, and pray for them.  Thus you will not be hurt.  The attacks only show the hatred they have for Jesus who has taken up residence IN you.  As your flesh is not yet dead, you pick up your own cross, deny yourself and follow Jesus.  (Not men, not the church, not your family, only Jesus Christ.)  Disregard men but cause no offense to any man, forgive and love them.  The Holy spirit has spread abroad all the LOVE you will ever need to love Him and yourself and the brethren and your enemies.

6:11 pm

Hackers can access EVERY call and message you send: The moment computer expert shows just how easy it is for them to eavesdrop on your smartphone

  • Aussies may have their personal details stolen due to security vulnerability
  • 60 Minutes has uncovered a security hole in modern telecommunications
  • Hackers can listen in on phone conversations and read text messages

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3199978/Hackers-access-call-message-send-world-moment-German-computer-experts-just-easy-eavesdrop-smartphone.html#ixzz3j1DPfmlK
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5:44 pm


I’m pretty much offline altogether.  The owner of this site is no longer responsible for its


 Power in the Blood [Live]

9:56 am

Prof. Michel Chossudovsky: Terrorism is Made in the USA. The Global War on Terrorism is a Big Lie

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/video-prof-michel-chossudovsky-terrorism-is-made-in-the-usa-the-global-war-on-terrorism-is-a-big-lie/#EsbvVIiSYkMUuRQe.99

9:40 am

Wow, everybody’s talking to me!  I sent my Sunday-morning-text to DAD DAVID MOM, and my mom texted back!  I said:  “Have fun at the country club.”  She responded, “K”.

9:36 am

I know this is really far out stuff! But, so is the sudden death of a biosphere as old, as diverse, and as beautiful, as the one we have been gifted with. Wake up, people, this is NOT science fiction! Our planet is dying, right before our eyes, and we are NOT taking proper responsibility to stop it! As intelligent, technical beings, it is our responsibility, to protect the weaker species, who have no ability to defend themselves!

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/read-watch-fringe-but-interesting-et-warning-on-chemtrails-oxygen-18-asteroid-impact-in-n-atlantic-aug-15-2015/#kfcUvSzvRjJBFDOx.99

9:19 am

My Belgian targeted sister also forwarded this to me:

Hello […] ,

 with the  urgent diagnose eye melanoma two hospitals let me wait 2 Months for the appointment.  This was criminal. The tumor got very big in the two Months and it is paining.

There is now not any more other solution as operation, going about 2 H.
My claims for the Court of human rights in Strasbourg,   rule 39 , urgent ,  i made ready before and i want to bring on 2nd Sep by bus personally to the registry. It was very big work for me with the eye melanoma to write and prepare all the documents for the Court  , but i finished my work .
I wish you and your girlfriend nice days ,
with nice greetings ,

9:02 am

“Sacrificed for the sake of the family’s power.”
“It may not feel good that our illusions are falling one after another, but that’s how consciousness grows, by releasing your illusions and confronting your time.”
“I’m thrilled.  Give me a good enemy and I’m at my best.”
The truth-warriors are laughing.  I’ve not yet entirely joined the banter, but things are  looking pretty  humorous.  (I never wanted to lead my dad by the short ones but I’ll lead him as God wills.)  We have bought into a lie of such MAGNIFICENT PROPORTIONS  that those who view us from other realms are seriously laughing.  (That would be the Great Cloud of Witnesses and also humans who are vibrating higher.)  They’re laughing at me, and they’re laughing at my dad.    (Especially at my dad.  We’re both legally blind but at least I can see light.)    (In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is King.)

8:21 am

It is obscene that men will destroy others for filthy lucre.  War is unconscionable; we-remnant do not force our will on others in that fashion.  Our mates behave like greedy wolves on the world stage and at home.  We are not the Blood-bought body we should be, and that we will become.  There should not child be, who lives lacking anything.  80 people own as much wealth as 50% of humanity.  If that were not so, hunger would not exist.

 Humanity’s problem is SELFISHNESS.  How DARE we own stuffed closets while barefoot Africans raise the dead in the name of him thou dost call savior!  Why in the WORLD does anybody think it’s alright to steal a child from his parent?  We pay their wages, those heartless ones who do that.  How much better would it be if the goons dialed their ray-guns to a really high vibration that infused delinquent parents with love for their offspring?  They could label a specific ‘self-sacrifice’ frequency and administer a monthly vaccination to all who have parented children.  This will be a very different world.

7:55 am

HAARP, Weather Warfare & Full Spectrum Dominance — Elana Freeland

HAARP weather warfare, chemtrails, and the meaning of full spectrum dominance is explored with author Elana Freeland. How Project Cloverleaf has evolved into disaster capitalism, and how Artificial Intelligence and transhumanism are part of the plot to maintain the hive mind of humanity is illuminated.

(I had Nick Begitch’s book when it was new.  I lent it to my cousin.  I wonder if he still has it.)

“We’re seeing the creation of disasters…to make money.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/haarp-weather-warfare-full-spectrum-dominance-elana-freeland/#JQ17zWu2DDoF0YEM.99

3:52 am

Sometimes you have to put out information in hopes that those who haven’t heard this will at least absorb a fraction of it. If you haven’t heard this and you absorb just one of these random points, I believe that may be enough to cause a major paradigm shift in your life or in the life of someone you know. Here are 10 random, mostly recent but some archival information that is factual and verifiable for anyone willing to look it up.

10 Disturbing Facts Most Americans Are Too Fearful To Face

5. As briefly mentioned in #3, the United States Military is currently conducting an admitted A.I. psychological operation on the human domain as people carry on as usual.

It’s called Jade Helm and right now learning more about Jade Helm for many Americans means putting down that remote control, turning off that ballgame, pausing the video game or missing their favorite TV show. It takes work to research this and, more importantly, the insecurity that comes with knowing that our own military is studying you the individual to control you is again too profound to really understand for some. They might ask, why would the military do this? Not knowing that the new world order has been planned for over 100 years now.

This is another issue that is too overwhelming for the average person to understand or, more importantly, face head-on. SOCOM documents exposed by researchers are clear about the intention of Jade Helm Jade 2 software and no matter how much you ignore it, it’s still here, it’s very real and it’s in motion as we speak.

Learn at:   http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2015-08-14/10-disturbing-facts-most-americans-are-too-fearful-face

3:40 am

The prophet knows as much about computers as I do; our conversations must be pretty funny.  It’s hard to be so dependent on a language I do not know.  He asked me if anybody was watching the site.  Other than my recent messages from relatives,  I’ve been running only on faith.  I figure if God wants a person to read my life, that person will do so.  And watching ‘stats’ is ridiculous for a cyber-stalking-target.  But, those little dummy-bars at the top of my page have me trained anyway.  I get a bar for each of the past 48 days and sometimes one of the bars tops out head-and-shoulders above the rest.  Then I am comforted against my will.  Also, even when I DO NOT CONSCIOUSLY THINK ABOUT THE BARS, my eyes will glance that way to see any rising darkness and just self-soothe without even realizing it.  Up a notch.  That’s wrong.  I must take my cues only from the Spirit and he’s still got a lot of work to do on my mind.  When I can talk,  it really helps.  The prophet and I say things when we’re together that we hadn’t  thought-through before.  We’re more than the sum of our parts, and isn’t that how it’s supposed to be?  He can take me full-strength and that’s unusual.  He doesn’t have a belief problem at all.



8:09 pm

My dad drove by five times today, twice even across my lawn.  I didn’t look up.

7:06 pm

I sure would like to be in Belgium when they pierce my sister’s eye…

I sent her this:

That made me smile.  Whenever I see pictures of India I think of you.  I love the colors!  So much beauty and sunlight!  I am praying for you, you know that.  They can destroy our bodies but God can put them back better than they’ve ever been.  My prayer for you:

“Dear Lord,  My dear friend is very frightened.  The world has harmed her over and over.  She loves you.  Please take her hand as I would if I could, and love her through the fear and the anesthesia and the wonder.  Give her a full measure of your Spirit so that she is at peace, while in the hands of the enemy.  You are God.  They are not.  I love you and she loved you so much that she felt sorry for you!  She loves you better than I do.  Give her peace and healing.  Free her from the psychopaths who rape our minds.  Be God.  That’s all we ask, because we love you and no matter what you do, you’re still God.  Amen.”

6:29 pm

WOW!  Family is talking to me a lot.  Isaac asked me to review a project.  Here’s what I said:

Please remember I’ve watched thirty thousand of these…  The first thing I noticed was that all the people were very young.  Older people will wake up too.  Also…isn’t it really quiet?  Where is Christine’s passion?  I know it exists or she would not be attempting this.  It’s beautiful.  You do beautiful work.  I think something will occur in Georgia.  Does Christine think so?    OK, I watched some more and she specifically said ‘young people’ so maybe you have a target audience.  Of course you do.  But, as a mature truth-seeker I felt a bit left out.  Are you appealing to kindred souls?  Or to kindred body-types?  We can’t pick our community, I think.  But how else do we reach out to those of like mind?  Also (of course) I would like to see your work reference Jesus.  (I know that’s a personal prejudice.)  And how many times must we hear ‘source’?    He has a name.  Alpha and Omega.  Also, I really hope you come home for a bit.  September will be weird.  Josh needs you.  I could stand to hear some new music.  We love you beyond all reason.  Also, where is the climax?  The video seems the same tempre though its entirety.  <3

5:05 pm

“Christians WILL be persecuted.  A change has come.”

“America has been racing to judgment…in defiance of God.”

3:44 pm

Wow, the vet was here after a year and a half… this time.  He drove by yesterday tooting his horn… again. Today he showed up on my deck and I walked him right back to his car, after George refused to get out of bed. (I forgot he worked a double yesterday.)  That felt really good. (I was very polite.)   I didn’t have to hear any stories about self-mutilation.  Last time he left our abode he slopped his wet clothes out of my washing machine; that’s how mad he was.  I just will not put up with his evil talk.  He knows that; he has always known that. I pray for him every time he goes by the house blaring his horn for a quarter mile. But, I am a child of the King of all creation… and I don’t have to listen to anybody drag that creation through the mud.

I think I’m just not going to let anybody mess with my zen anymore.  I’ve worked very hard to get where I am, especially so since I am subject to REMOTE NEURAL MIND-FUCKING.  We used to think Cat Stevens was kind of a Christian-type, he was obviously spiritual.  Then he became a Muslim, but he still sings ‘Peace Train’.  What does a servant of the most High and Holy Jesus, the Christ make of that?   Josh asked why I didn’t kick out our former-friend-who-sold-my-car-and-never-paid-his-debt-to-Josh out of our home when he crawled into bed with me naked.  That time pissed him off more than the time he slept on the couch naked.  (I was touched.)  I said, “I did not think I had a right to be confrontational with anybody.  I was a slave and I felt I had no value, after what my dad said about me.”  I am no longer a slave, save my servitude and pierced ear for Jesus who values his love-slaves highly.  I am worthy, because Jesus says I am.  I will not listen to humans contradict him anymore.

Cat Stevens, Usuf Islam; does he  think that God does not know him either way?  Does my Father in Heaven not judge by hearts’ contents rather than by designations?  (I hope so.  I’m a Goldthorpe.)   I recognize the Spirit of Christ in many people who do not claim the name of Jesus.  I also see the Father of Lies peering over Baptist pulpits.  My Father in Heaven has tolerated much idol-worship.  He has viewed this folly for generations.  (Soon that will no longer be the case.)  But one thing really disgusts him,  really makes him sick, makes him puke:  “LUKEWARM PEOPLE.”  (That camp includes FAKE CHRISTIANS.)

3:37 pm


Yusuf Islam – Peace Train

11:52 am

Having the courage to be who you truly are, in heart, mind, soul and spirit. This is what withstands the destructive matrix and creates the new paradigm.

There’s so much more at stake than any of us individually. Selflessness is the sign of a true warrior; one who fights for a noble cause and the survival of righteous principles and the lives of all those they love and care for. This includes all of humanity and every living thing on this planet. It’s a driving compassion that surpasses all of the confines of social structure or so called reason.

Passion supersedes everything.

In the Trenches of Battlefield Earth

Read more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/trenches-battlefield-earth/


11:37 am

Hands up!  Don’t shoot!

9:17 am


Dedicated to my Dad who serves false idols and expects his children to follow him to hell:

When you talk I don’t listen.  OH, LET MY FATHER’S WILL BE DONE!

“Oh, but faith is not your speed.  You’d have everyone believe, that you’re the sole authority.  Follow the majority.”

Oh, you’d be smart to save your soul.   OH, and escape this mind-control.    You spent your life in sacrifice…to a system for the dead!”

I get out 

Lauryn Hill

9:12 am

Interesting story from the ‘Book of Jasher’  (Abram was renamed Abraham):

11:29 And Abram took the savory meat from his mother, and brought it before his father’s gods into the chamber; and he came nigh unto them that they might eat, and he placed it before them, and Abram sat before them all day, thinking perhaps they might eat.

30 And Abram viewed them, and behold they had neither voice nor hearing, nor did one of them stretch forth his hand to the meat to eat.

31 And in the evening of that day in that house Abram was clothed with the spirit of God.

32 And he called out and said, Woe unto my father and this wicked generation, whose hearts are all inclined to vanity, who serve these idols of wood and stone which can neither eat, smell, hear nor speak, who have mouths without speech, eyes without sight, ears without hearing, hands without feeling, and legs which cannot move; like them are those that made them and that trust in them.

33 And when Abram saw all these things his anger was kindled against his father, and he hastened and took a hatchet in his hand, and came unto the chamber of the gods, and he broke all his father’s gods.


34 And when he had done breaking the images, he placed the hatchet in the hand of the great god which was there before them, and he went out; and Terah his father came home, for he had heard at the door the sound of the striking of the hatchet; so Terah came into the house to know what this was about.

35 And Terah, having heard the noise of the hatchet in the room of images, ran to the room to the images, and he met Abram going out.

36 And Terah entered the room and found all the idols fallen down and broken, and the hatchet in the hand of the largest, which was not broken, and the savory meat which Abram his son had made was still before them.

37 And when Terah saw this his anger was greatly kindled, and he hastened and went from the room to Abram.

38 And he found Abram his son still sitting in the house; and he said to him, What is this work thou hast done to my gods?

39 And Abram answered Terah his father and he said, Not so my lord, for I brought savory meat before them, and when I came nigh to them with the meat that they might eat, they all at once stretched forth their hands to eat before the great one had put forth his hand to eat.

40 And the large one saw their works that they did before him, and his anger was violently kindled against them, and he went and took the hatchet that was in the house and came to them and broke them all, and behold the hatchet is yet in his hand as thou seest.

41 And Terah’s anger was kindled against his son Abram, when he spoke this; and Terah said to Abram his son in his anger, What is this tale that thou hast told? Thou speakest lies to me.

42 Is there in these gods spirit, soul or power to do all thou hast told me? Are they not wood and stone, and have I not myself made them, and canst thou speak such lies, saying that the large god that was with them smote them? It is thou that didst place the hatchet in his hands, and then sayest he smote them all.

43 And Abram answered his father and said to him, And how canst thou then serve these idols in whom there is no power to do any thing? Can those idols in which thou trustest deliver thee? can they hear thy prayers when thou callest upon them? can they deliver thee from the hands of thy enemies, or will they fight thy battles for thee against thy enemies, that thou shouldst serve wood and stone which can neither speak nor hear?

44 And now surely it is not good for thee nor for the sons of men that are connected with thee, to do these things; are you so silly, so foolish or so short of understanding that you will serve wood and stone, and do after this manner?

45 And forget the Lord God who made heaven and earth, and who created you in the earth, and thereby bring a great evil upon your souls in this matter by serving stone and wood?

46 Did not our fathers in days of old sin in this matter, and the Lord God of the universe brought the waters of the flood upon them and destroyed the whole earth?

47 And how can you continue to do this and serve gods of wood and stone, who cannot hear, or speak, or deliver you from oppression, thereby bringing down the anger of the God of the universe upon you?

48 Now therefore my father refrain from this, and bring not evil upon thy soul and the souls of thy household.

49 And Abram hastened and sprang from before his father, and took the hatchet from his father’s largest idol, with which Abram broke it and ran away.

50 And Terah, seeing all that Abram had done, hastened to go from his house, and he went to the king and he came before Nimrod and stood before him, and he bowed down to the king; and the king said, What dost thou want?

51 And he said, I beseech thee my lord, to hear me–Now fifty years back a child was born to me, and thus has he done to my gods and thus has he spoken; and now therefore, my lord and king, send for him that he may come before thee, and judge him according to the law, that we may be delivered from his evil.

52 And the king sent three men of his servants, and they went and brought Abram before the king. And Nimrod and all his princes and servants were that day sitting before him, and Terah sat also before them.

53 And the king said to Abram, What is this that thou hast done to thy father and to his gods? And Abram answered the king in the words that he spoke to his father, and he said, The large god that was with them in the house did to them what thou hast heard.

54 And the king said to Abram, Had they power to speak and eat and do as thou hast said? And Abram answered the king, saying, And if there be no power in them why dost thou serve them and cause the sons of men to err through thy follies?

55 Dost thou imagine that they can deliver thee or do anything small or great, that thou shouldst serve them? And why wilt thou not sense the God of the whole universe, who created thee and in whose power it is to kill and keep alive?

56 0 foolish, simple, and ignorant king, woe unto thee forever.

5:39 am


4:51 pm

Architects Confirm Shopping Malls Will Become FEMA Camps

When an architectural team designs a mall, they work very hard at having the various structures complement each other. The purpose is to create a functional commercial community as well as a warm, inviting atmosphere where people where let their “guard” down and are willing to spend their money. We want to design structures that sell ease if accessm beauty and comfort. Guard towers do not add to this architectural objective.

When I first raised the question of why so many malls were having EXPENSIVE and utterly useless guard tower structures built on the corners of malls, I was told that it was what the client requested.

I challenged one representative by telling him the structure would substantially drive up costs, served no aesthetic purpose and would draw hard to labor away from the the construction of the mall and delay the completion of the main structures comprising the mall. In this business where time is money and construction completion dates are of a high priority, the insistence of the clients who want “elevated structures” made no sense.

 I was firmly told to drop the subject.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/architects-confirm-shopping-malls-will-become-fema-camps/#Urrx1fqsiGrQseiD.99

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/architects-confirm-shopping-malls-will-become-fema-camps/#Urrx1fqsiGrQseiD.99

4:14 pm

I cooked Asian for a whole week.  We had Thai sesame noodles and MuShu Pork  with Cantonese pancakes and beef lo mein and Japanese pork cutlets and fried rice and twice-fried beans with mushrooms, and hot-and-sour soup.  I haven’t baked much this week, only cookies and bread and a cheesecake.  Maybe I’ll get off my ass tomorrow.  Asian is self-indulgent; it’s my favorite.  Tonight,  for Josh I made black beans mushed up with lard and cumin, chicken braised in spices, cabbage salsa with avocado, corn with red and green bell peppers in bacon fat and butter,  and crema;  and I’ve got some really nice tortillas.  I cooked up some zucchini pieces and drained some cucumber chunks with salt.  If nobody eats those tonight, I’ll use them tomorrow for Josh’s lunch and an Asian salad.

2:57 pm

“Anything you can imagine we already know how to do.”

“If you’ve seen it in Star Trek or Star Wars, we’ve been there and done that.”

DEEP OPS Insider: The Huge Explosions In China And Russia Is an Exotic Advanced Weapons Warning/Display By The US: Scalar Interferometer Display

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/deep-ops-insider-the-huge-explosions-in-china-and-russia-is-an-exotic-advanced-weapons-warningdisplay-by-the-us-scalar-interferometer-display/#UFcZbDse4O8Fci1G.99

2:23 pm

Dad-  Now everybody knows I was never crazy.  Except George.  What are you going to do about it?  Soon we’ll have a new bowflex and no firewood.  Please tell him that I am not and have never been the problem around here.  Please confess.  Thank you.  

7:04 am

There is a part of the “old nature” that is ALWAYS seeking the acceptance and the approval of others – and thus each one of My children must diligently guard their heart against any form of “outward consolation”, knowing that I shall provide those with “kindred spirits” in order that together they might, as one, carry out My Will in this final hour. But let it be clearly understood by each one of My children that [first and foremost] the only fellowship that they need concern themselves with is perfect fellowship with Me [in the “inner chamber”]! I shall surely take care of the rest.

….”Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus”…. Philippians 4:6-7 NASB

….”And my God will liberally supply [fill to the full] your every need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus”…. Philippians 4:19 The Amplified Translation

See at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20EXHORTATIONS%202015/08%20August%202015/WPEXH0813.pdf

6:17 am


You asked about Isaac.  The lease ran out on the ‘tribe’ house, and he’s moved into a different place; apparently they have a garden.  He didn’t sign a lease and is considering coming home for a couple weeks while he gets his ideas ordered.  I’d love that, because maybe he and Josh could determine an inspirational place to live that is not as expensive as Boulder.  If they brain-stormed they could find a place where Josh could have some input.  He says he gets so bored at the hardware store that his blood pressure drops.  He HAS TO GET AWAY from this dearth of activity.  This house is sensory-deprivation-central.  (I told my mom that years ago as I begged her to help me find opportunities for him…and distance from the drug dealers. He’s nearly 19 and hasn’t ever smoked pot even once!)  Isaac wants to stay in Boulder but Josh found it really fakey.  They’d both be happy in Toronto and my dad owes me a home and God says I’ll own his condo.  They both even have friends there and there is an active Swedish-Canadian community that Josh would love.  


5:47 am

“Now is the time to be bold.”

Shemitah Exposed: Financial Crisis Planned For September 2015

Jeff Berwick, the ‘Dollar Vigilante’

(The ANARCHAST on youtube)

5:34 am

Isn’t this old-fashioned and cute?

“If there must be trouble, let it be in my day, that my child may have peace.”  – Thomas Paine

5:32 am

Investigator Exposes Bush Crime Family

5:23 am

Huge Breaking Scandal: FOX NEWS is Hillary Clinton’s 9th Largest Donor!

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-breaking-scandal-fox-news-is-hillary-clintons-9th-largest-donor/#4sBbxIpKbs5xGlSX.99

4:47 am

Chemtrail, Brain-Implant TI Hero Violently Attacked, Life-Threatening

World famous Targeted Individual (TI) advocate hero and chemtrail-forced nano brain implant whistle-blower Magnus Olsson revealed he is suffering life-threatening injuries from being violently attacked Wednesday. Founding director of the European coalition defending TI human rights, European Coalition Against Covert Harassment  (ECACH) Olsson told Dupré that his assault was so violent, he is feeble, but wants it publicly clarified that he is not suicidal.

“They are trying to kill me,” were the first words Olsson told Dupré on Skype at 10:00 p.m. Swedish time in an exclusive interview.

“I think you should write about how they brought me down in such a cheap way,” he said, later struggling to add that a published article would be “splendid because the world is screaming against these types of crimes.”

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/international/2015/08/ti-hero-violently-attacked-life-threatening-2487398.html


6:25 pm

George does not plan to buy either propane or wood this winter.  We will heat the entire space with electric space heaters.


6:12 pm

Lord Janner WILL appear in court tomorrow to face child sex abuse charges – The Elite Pedophilia Ring Unmasked!

  • Peer is accused of 22 child sex abuse charges between 1960s and 1980s
  • He has always denied wrongdoing and says he is too ill to attend court
  • Judges today ruled demands of public justice outweigh his human rights

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/lord-janner-will-appear-in-court-tomorrow-to-face-child-sex-abuse-charges-the-elite-pedophilia-ring-unmasked/#zR7U2XbRhY57Q83M.99

3:03 pm


The girl that married dear old dad.

2:41 pm

My job will be complete when even  Kim Kardashian is free.  She’s got to be the most incarcerated girl in America. How is it that a healthy young woman is rewarded for doing NOTHING except primping and being photographed? What a waste.  She’s sturdy-looking, and not totally stupid.  (She can’t spell but lots of smart people can’t spell either.)  Reality TV is a paradox.  The more of their real-lives they sell, the less their lives will ever be real. Maybe that makes sense.  When you sell more of a product than you have in stock you experience a shortage.  Her baby half-sister just turned eighteen.  Their father, ‘Caitlyn’,
said that his/her work (parenting) is now over.  (…while touching a tear with the corner of a lace hankie.)  What did the young woman get for her birthday?  Several high-end cars, but also a baby bunny.  She named it ‘Bruce’.
 I remember Bruce; he was a star and he was very American.  He’s managed to hang on to both designations but it took some doing.  I knew nothing about his family until I began the blog but they’re on every page. They’re bigger news than Fukushima-destroying-the-earth, CERN-destroying-the-earth, geoengineering-destroying-the-earth, WW III-destroying-the-earth, pedophiles-destroying-the-earth, corrupt judges-destroying-the earth, etc.  They’re bigger even than the mind-control that blissfully seduces us to assist any of the prior options. They’re mind-control poster-children.   One of them saw a contrail last month, it was all over the English press.  She asked about clouds that follow planes and run in lines and spread out and fill the sky and what are they all about…?  She hasn’t mentioned it again.  I suppose her agent spoke to her.  Did you know that Kim and her mother both had sex tapes marketed by the same blackmailer/publicist?  American family values have changed.

1:29 pm

Chronically Ill 6-Year-Old Walks For First Time After Medical Cannabis Treatment

The medicinal benefits of cannabis used to inspire heated debate—used to. With ongoing discoveries and successful treatments, denying the efficacy of cannabis treatment is no longer a matter of opinion but, rather, a complete fallacy. Around 100 years of propaganda, fear-mongering, and criminalization has attempted to not only discredit the plant’s medicinal value, but to portray the virtually harmless flower as dangerous, as well.

Thankfully, those days of irrational fear and denial are slowly coming to an end. In fact, the steady shift in the general public’s perspective on cannabis has been significant enough for a growing number of parents to consider cannabis oil as a viable option to treat their sick children. Such is the case with Bella Chinonis.

Learn more here:   http://www.activistpost.com/2015/08/chronically-ill-6-year-old-walks-for-first-time-after-medical-cannabis-treatment.html

11:54 am

Fetal Parts Sold for “Scientific Research” on Cosmetics, Flavor Enhancers

A largely horrified public has watched five videos on the selling of aborted babies—sacrificed to the gods of “scientific research.” The heartless defenders of their dismemberment for profit, claim that it contributes to “life-saving research.”

Aside from the fact that scientific experimentation on murder victims is immoral, realize also that this is not just about real science. Aborted babies have been used for such things as testing flavor enhancers for food companies and creating anti-aging creams. Developing products such as cosmetics and flavor enhancers are to science as lemon drops and potato chips are to fruits and vegetables.

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3ii9GJQjY
Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3ii92UlCx

4:54 am

I’m hoping that Jesus’ angels will bring in the great harvest before the stupid scientists unleash all hell on Earth. I think it must be going to happen that way because his side wins and we sure need some workers.  And some resources.  There will be a massive transfer of wealth pretty soon, as the goods saved by the wicked are redistributed to the righteous.  That should speed things up.

4:35 am

I think prison with internet must be WAY better than prison without it.  Isolation will kill you.  Isolation plus ostracism is a very hard thing.  But, with the internet one’s brain needn’t dissolve.  We must assist the prisoners. Jesus said that.  We don’t do it.  What’s he gonna say?

4:29 am

Nobody worth his allocated carbon can deny that other-world entities are manifesting in our physical matrix.  How could this be happening, I thought we knew all the demons.  But no.  There is a new game in town and ancient entities are rubbing noses with the carbon-based, carbon-wasting life-forms.  Worship is happening on planet Earth and a lot of it ain’t pretty.  “Lord let me do this right.  I claim no merit and I bow at your feet and beg for perfect obedience to your will for whatever entity is involved.  Shield me with your BLOOD.  OK.  I lost it.  It was about Shiva I think.”  “Thank you.  Amen.”
That was weird.  OK.  CERN is a VERY BIG PROBLEM but it will go away if we do not conquer this mind-control thing.  Personally, I’d rather see humanity take a stand against the forces of evil.  I’m writing to only the cloud. Does anybody tune in?  This is the final battle between good and evil and things are not looking good for the masses.  STOP IT.  Stop bowing to sin and destruction.  Stop permitting murder!  STOP IT.  If humanity just stopped it would all stop.  We are suiciding.

4:08 am

And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand.
And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand.

4:03 am


3:49 am


Valor – Old Ship Of Zion

As I step on board I’ll be living.  All my sorrows and heartaches behind.  I’ll be safe with Jesus the captain.  Sailing out on the old ship of Zion.

3:28 am


Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!
(Take that, Ferguson.)
Roll Jordan, Roll

We’re living in Revelation 18.  I wish the ‘church’ would wake up.

Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come.

And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more:

The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble,

And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men.

(Revelation 18:10-13)

3:12 am

Why, oh why, dear Brethren, would my father’s government want to know everything about us?  Why do they care about that recipe I sent in an email or the county’s anticipated precipitation?  I am very boring, and dear ones, I know that you are too.  Why maintain an ungodly database of our affiliations and activities?  There are two reasons and I’ll present them slowly:  1.  Reason number ‘one’ is:  THEY WANT TO PREDICT WHAT WE WILL DO. (Google:  BF Skinner.)  REASON NUMBER TWO, and it pains me to type this ELEMENTARY concept but type I must:  THEY WILL CONTROL US.  They will sell what parts of our souls that may be ‘transferable’, and they will eat the rest.  But we won’t care, because Kim Kardashian is sending naked-pregnant-selfies to Donald Trump.

2:50 am

I’d like to learn more about how to use a computer.  I’d like to learn how to clip videos and I’d like to see more sites.  I go to the same ten sites every day.  (Somehow I always find exactly what I need anyway.)  I remembered today what it felt like to ride a scooter down the road.  I could feel the wind and the bugs in my teeth.  My life was COMPLETELY plucked out at the roots, when my dad slandered me.  That scooter was the only thing I did for fun, and then it broke.  I crashed it once, up at the store.  Nobody would talk to me.  I even started a forest fire across the road and the fire department came!  (The ashes had been in that  bucket for a week.  I can’t believe they were still hot.)   STILL nobody would talk to me.  WHAT A BUNCH OF WIMPS.
State police came to my house two times when I threw my computer out of the car window up at Eckerman on the day the goon told me I was under BIGTIME surveillance and my dad was responsible.   I even gave them cookies.  They had to turn the computer on to find out it was mine, I think.   But, not a single question.  It’s not just ‘Christians’ who are shirking their duty,  even the ‘officials’ are waiting to die so they won’t have to deal with this problem of psychopaths destroying humanity.  They’d prefer to leave it for their children to either 1) deal with it IF THEY HAVE ENOUGH TIME AFTER THEIR PARENTS AND REPRESENTATIVES SLINK FROM THE STAGE IN DISGRACE, or 2) be mind-controlled into non-existence.  I have higher aspirations for my sons.  And myself.
Jesus died for me.  Jesus came ‘to set the captives free’ and that we may have ‘ABUNDANT life’.  My life is no such thing and I’m not leaving here until I am the full representation of Jesus’ love and provision.  Jesus knows I’m in prison because he put me here for such a time as this.  I have had no friend except him, but he told me ahead of time that I would lose everybody.  He knows everything.
A lot of people claim to know Jesus  but they abuse those who hear his voice.  Their Bible is like the book of fairy tales my grandma kept by the bed in my room at her house.  The stories were old-fashioned and gruesome.  I devoured them.  But, I knew they were not real.  In ‘real-life’ I never heard a giant chant ‘Fee-Fi-Fo-Fum.  I smell the blood of an Englishman.  Be he live, or be he dead, I’ll grind his bones to bake my bread.’  I suppose if I had actually HEARD such a thing, the book would have become reality to me and I would henceforth  always listen for the voices of that other world.  I expect I would listen very closely.  I would also REVIEW THE FAIRY TALES in the fresh light of every new thing I heard.


5:35 pm

I didn’t send the last text to my dad.  Instead I sent:

Any day now my sons will figure out what you did to their father.  Are you prepared for that?

4:51 pm

PLEASE, old man.  Please have mercy on a man whose body could still possibly produce testosterone. Please tell George the truth so he can have some dignity… and not have to buy a Bowflex to go with the weight bench and the stomach-machine and the inversion table.  Tell him what you did.  Tell him I did not cheat on him, not even in my mind.  (I mean not without your assistance.)  (The NSA and the satanic Brotherhood know that for a fact.  Shouldn’t George?)   Thank you.

4:46 pm


Dedicated to George:

“Body, body.  Wanna build my, build my body, body.  What a thrill, what a thrill my body, body.”

Macho Man OFFICIAL Music Video (short version) 

Village People

FROM 8:53 am

George has a new toy;  a 2-1/2 foot diameter plastic ball is sitting on  top of the pile of clothes and VHS tapes and envelopes and bags and shoes and boxes and EXERCISE EQUIPMENT on his bedroom floor.  It joins the treadmill, the inversion bed, the stomach-machine and the weight-bench; he hasn’t touched any of them for years.  We don’t even take care of or use the crap in this house and he keeps getting more.
4:11 pm
I can’t believe it.  I just overheard George talking about replacing his tension bands…and buying a bowflex!!! We have one machine in the living room, one in the basement with the chin-up bar, and another in his bedroom. And he watches tv instead of using them.  The weight bench is in THE CARPORT with one of the dead grills he’ll neither  fix or discard.  He would DROWN US IN JUNK!  I asked him and Josh for a tablet, to replace both my chromebook and my phone.  (My chromebook doesn’t even have a word processor and I can’t save any of my work.  It only goes on-line.) It wouldn’t even need a contract and only costs  $129.00.  I use my equipment round the clock for the good of humanity and in DEFENSE OF THEM.   We don’t even have a grill or a decent garden.   My dad told them I was worthless and he needs to fix this.

2:51 pm

George and I went grocery shopping and he bought fuel for my car. He said that in case the 7-8 cans of tuna in the pantry aren’t enough, he has some stockpiled in his bedroom.  I put the groceries away and got his approval for tonight’s menu before returning to my continual documentation of TEOTWAWKI.  Music from  the lake became disturbingly loud and then two pontoon boats pulled up  right to the lawn.  I thought they were coming to take me away.  There are probably 15-20 kids on the boats, and they’re getting on and off and checking out the river. Connie hasn’t made a peep.  These are rich kids having fun.  I had a rich dad but I never got to be a rich kid. It’s a beautiful day and I’m jealous.
“God, please forgive me for envying these beautiful fun-loving people.  I know you have friends picked out for me and I will not always be alone.  I know that your way is always best.”  Connie is barking now.  They’re  having a party right in front of me.  I wish they’d leave but instead they’re calling Connie  into the water.   If she goes out to party with them I’ll be VERY jealous.  She’s not even friendly.
Sometimes I picture a helicopter landing on the lawn between my chair and the lake, coming down right where I ‘ve watched  the eagle fly all these years of isolation since my father targeted me. There’s a lot of room there but  if  the clearing isn’t  big enough  there certainly is space to the East.  I picture Ron Paul getting out with a big fat medal for me… and a big fat FBI agent to arrest my dad.  That’s the kind of party I’d  like best.
This is a really big lake.  Those people should go somewhere else.  They’re pointing at the house and talking about the former restaurant to the north, and about my house too.   If I had a boat I’d never go anywhere near anybody else.  I’ve heard people say my name from boats, and I’ve heard them talk about my dad.  I wonder if he ever hears  what people say when they don’t think he’s listening?  I know he tries really hard to hear what people say when he’s not around;  he bugged his own office twenty-five years ago.
 Is ANYBODY really surprised about what he did to me?    I don’t believe it for a second.

11:16 am

Flashback: Voting Machines Can Be Hacked With $26 And An 8th Grade Education

The researchers who developed the hack were actually able to hijack a Diebold Accuvote TS electronic voting machine, one of the most popular voting systems at the time.

Two of the lead researchers in the study were able to demonstrate a number of different ways that voting machines could be hacked. They used a $1.29 microprocessor and a circuit board that costs about $8, along with a $15 remote control.

They demonstrated that the cheap hack worked from over a half-mile away.

-See more at:   http://www.activistpost.com/2015/08/flashback-voting-machines-can-be-hacked-with-26-and-an-8th-grade-education.html

11:02 am

Thought PolicePrison Without Bars

10:10 am

BOMBSHELL: 60 Minutes exposes child rape & murder by politicians & royals in the United Kingdom!

(The United States has its own history of high-level child rape networks.  Google:  Franklin Cover-up.  Also google:  George Bush pedophilia, White House call-boys.)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/bombshell-60-minutes-exposes-child-rape-murder-by-politicians-royals-in-the-united-kingdom/#x6t6AXBbqqoUx5s1.99

5:03 am

 A Woman Rides the Beast, The Roman Catholic Church

Dave Hunt

4:12 am

As I understand, some spirits have spirit-bodies and others are punitively disembodied. These are opposite ends of a spectrum,  with humans occupying the center point.  Lots of spirit personalities have desired bodies, so they move into dogs and humans, eventually pushing out the creature’s native person.  Those with spirit-bodies can do amazing things that we can’t, but they all desire to manifest in our physical world. (Why is that?) Until our technology had sufficiently advanced, it was difficult for them to cross over without access to earthly DNA. Hijacking biology is still their major strategy but there’s light at the end of the tunnel for the dark ones.
CERN may be for non-corporeal beings, their visa and their green card and maybe they can stay forever. CERN may be the ‘key to the bottomless pit’ revealed in the Revelation. Angels can come and go at will.  Angels are permitted any access directed by God, but man can shut them out and that’s usually the case.  I don’t know if each human has a ‘guardian angel’.  The only Bible reference that comes to mind is a snippet:  “the angel of his presence,”  as though one’s presence had always an attendant angel.  Mine does.  I know others who are particularly familiar with a particular angel.  I know one guy who has had an invisible-friend/spirit-guide since he was very small.  He was never frightened and grew dependent on the entity.  I can’t wait until we’re forced to discuss this science in polite company.


6:49 pm

According to a military site, US population is expected to be 65 million in 2025

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/according-to-a-military-site-us-poppulation-is-expected-to-be-65-million-in-2025/#4FcJKXdDGERcERJk.99

6:10 pm

I’ve used more cayenne pepper this year than in all my life.  We have a lot of it, but we got it prior to Y-2K and it is extremely high in capsicum for its medicinal value.  I used to use about half of whatever a recipe required but I use it full-strength now.  We need a king.  Maybe I’ll start my own secret-society; I agree that we need one-world government.  But we need a REAL king, not a blood-drinking Disneyland automaton.  Do you know how much nerve it will require to declare world peace?  The chutzpah!  Only two men will dare to try it I think.  One will be the “Prince of Peace” and wouldn’t you think he’d be easy to pick out in a crowd?
“We have no king but CAESAR!”  Truly spoken, somewhat true.  “Caesar” would refer to an anointing.  (These times are ALL ABOUT THE OIL.  The Bible told us so.)  We wimpy humans follow a spirit, whether we admit it or not.   We are subject to the higher powers and the NSA only imitated what was spiritual reality anyway.  We are NOT independent thinkers.  We are born moral free-agents, but we have VOLUNTARILY SUBMITTED OUR FREE WILL TO MORONS!  So, as we make our utterly personal, very intelligent and clear-eyed-voluntary decisions…another realm laughs at us.  (There is a GREAT cloud of witnesses…)   They also jerk us around.  Lucifer was the ‘anointed cherub.’  The Bible does not tell us that his anointing was ever removed.  Then we have Holy Spirit.  He knows the only way out of here alive.  Which spirit do we follow?
We can’t continue to just submit to the wrong spirit because it’s easier than girding up the loins of our resolve and our consciousness.  “We will not go quietly into the night…”  Where is the AMERICAN spirit?  What evil entity has usurped the position of God-ordained freedom within our immortal souls?  I’m ashamed of  America. That’s a bad place to be for a person who has shed MUCH BLOOD for truth and freedom on this soil!  Is no man willing to shed blood or reputation for TRUTH?   Freedom is the last shoot-out.  If you won’t stand up for TRUTH you MUST STAND UP FOR FREEDOM.  Or you will never stand.  Because after that you can’t.  The human spirit is dead at that point.  Suicided.

5:46 pm

“It’s apparent that democracy is dead.  We just don’t have anything to replace it.”

Ban on Holocaust Debate Proves Democracy is a Lie – Joaquin

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/ban-on-holocaust-debate-proves-democracy-is-a-lie-joaquin/#bHcIeg1VlYUgSmrK.99

4:27 pm

George and Josh both have the day off and George and Josh CLEANED OFF THE PATIO AROUND THE hot-tub!   I’ve been wanting that for YEARS!  They moved a pile of  punky wood to the bonfire pit,  and shoveled and hosed off all the bugs and nightcrawlers.  I was so happy I mowed three sides of the house and up by the road. (I had started to bake bread, so I’m behind now.)   I love working around here when I’m not working alone.
Josh was injured during a “Trust Exercise” in Boulder, Colorado.  He was trusting really well until the trustee walked him into a sign. He saw a splatter of blood on the padded meditation-mask and the meditation-guy said, “Wow.  You’re going to have an awesome scar.”  Metaphysical writings, “Ever have kefir?”  I love these guys.  The first time I remember Anime was some Japanese cartoon that gave kids seizures.  I remember the first graphic novel; before then books were either words or pictures.  We’ve been seeing synthesis between the disciplines for a long time, and also the effects of electronic psychotropic interventions.
We’ve also watched the liars be brought to task for damages they have caused.  We’re rolling down the highway and people still don’t even know we’re in the fast lane.  The events we watch now are no surprise; we knew we’d have to dump the hypocrites.  Rest stops are necessary on the broad path to destruction… and also on the straight and narrow.  The long and winding road, led me, to your door.  This is the narrow path and few there be that find it.  Next stop?  Who knows, but it’s going to be very interesting.
Josh is going to the library, he says it has good light.  He plays ‘Magic’ or ‘D and D’, but he really likes that other people are doing diverse things in a common environment.  He doesn’t believe in taxes except for those that create common areas for diverse activities.  He thinks that if we gathered, and could be ourselves in the gathering, common respect would increase among citizens.  He plans to establish his own country, on an island. He’ll build a zip-train and permit no cars.  He has great ideas.

At the library, little kids sit at an uncovered wooden table and play with clay.  Others watch movies and some even read.  I loved that library but it bothers me now.  It is attached to the high school and when I attended, the library was not a free place.  I read every single book in that library that ever caught my eye.  I didn’t read about sports or mathematics.  I wanted to love the library like Josh does, but that was also the place we were sent for detention.  Always detention, whenever one expressed a thought.  School is prison.

4:20 pm

We’re experiencing a severe hot-sauce shortage.  We haven’t had our beloved sambal  oelek for months; we even bought a jar of the garlic variation and that’s even gone although we don’t even like it.   The sriracha is almost empty.  We have a couple Southwestern pepper sauces and a few Mexican varieties, but nothing Asian except chili oil.

4:15 pm

I just had a very little thought that might mean something really big.  I just prayed:  “Lord, I’m tired of thinking about myself and evaluating everything.  I will just decide to like myself, even my body, because I am a work in progress and it all belongs to you.   Lift these concerns from my thought-life and erase them from my NSA -EEG.  Thank you.  Amen.”

4:04 pm

More than 60 are arrested on second night of confrontation in Ferguson: Protesters clash with cops amid a state of emergency after violence on Michael Brown anniversary

  • Tensions grew as darkness set in on Monday evening in Ferguson with several confrontations between police in riot gear and demonstrators with at least 12 people arrested during protests on West Florissant Avenue
  • The St Louis County Police Department said that officers had been pelted with rocks and bottles 
  • Late Monday afternoon, protesters had blocked traffic on Interstate 70 in Earth City, Missouri causing traffic to stop
  • Police arrested more than 50 demonstrators who blocked traffic during the act of civil disobedience 
  • St. Louis County declared a state of emergency on Monday following a night of unrest in Ferguson, after a teenager was charged with shooting at police officers
  • Police charged 18-year-old Tyrone Harris who is in a critical condition after he was shot by police in Ferguson
  • St. Louis County Police Chief Jon Belmar said the man had fired on four undercover police with stolen handgun
  • Tyrone Harris Senior revealed that his son had been a ‘real close’ classmate with the late Michael Brown 
  • Two other teenagers were shot at 2.15am near the Michael Brown memorial and are in the hospital 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3193019/Ferguson-protesters-block-Interstate-70-mark-one-year-anniversary-Michael-Brown-shooting.html#ixzz3iXTD5NHN
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Up to five heavily armed Oath Keepers – those who believes it is their duty to disobey official orders that they say violate the US constitution – appeared towards the end of the protest sparking further anger among demonstrators amid accusations they were antagonising an already tense stand-off.

Reports have emerged that the group walked through crowds and told protesters ‘we’re on your side’.

St. Louis County Police Chief Jon Belmar, standing across the street from the demonstrators, told reporters that police officers were going to give protesters leeway to march, but said the authorities also had to maintain public safety.

‘We are going to let them vent and we are going to manage it the best we possibly can,’ Belmar said. ‘Last night was pretty out of control at times. Unfortunately, all the good work that’s happening on both sides of the street has been marred by violence.’ 

During the highway shutdown, the protesters held hands as they formed a line on Interstate 70, shutting down all eight lanes of the highway in both directions between 141 and Blanchette Bridge, KTVI reported.

Yellow barriers with ‘Ferguson is everywhere’ were present as demonstrators stopped traffic for around 20 minutes. 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3193019/Ferguson-protesters-block-Interstate-70-mark-one-year-anniversary-Michael-Brown-shooting.html#ixzz3iXSbbvvB
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7:26 am

First They Came for the Opposition, and then the Weakest and the Most Vulnerable

The first victims of the Konzentrationslager, concentration camps, were largely the political opposition to Hitler:  the Social Democrats, the intellectuals, the communists.

“The first concentration camps in Germany were established soon after Hitler’s appointment as chancellor in January 1933. In the weeks after the Nazis came to power, The SA (Sturmabteilungen; commonly known as Storm Troopers), the SS (Schutzstaffel; Protection Squadrons—the elite guard of the Nazi party), the police, and local civilian authorities organized numerous detention camps to incarcerate real and perceived political opponents of Nazi policy.

German authorities established camps all over Germany on an ad hoc basis to handle the masses of people arrested as alleged subversives. The SS established larger camps in Oranienburg, north of Berlin; Esterwegen, near Hamburg; Dachau, northwest of Munich; and Lichtenburg, in Saxony. In Berlin itself, the Columbia Haus facility held prisoners under investigation by the Gestapo, the German secret state police, until 1936.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/first-they-came-for-the-opposition-and-then-the-weakest-and-the-most-vulnerable/#8zgj3kX701GzVywf.99

5:19 am


The Lord said, “I am releasing a Goliath Stone.”I asked the Lord to help me understand what He meant.

He said, “I am sending a stone of truth into the forehead of a deceiving cultural giant. This stone has been hidden, but will soon be discovered and picked up by those who carry the heart and spirit of My servant David. When they pick up this stone and run toward the giant, they will not let fear stand in their way. Once released the stone will sink its truth deep within the lies now manifesting in your culture. I am about to bring down a giant many consider undefeatable.”

God will bring some of you out from places of isolation and preparation to accomplish unconventional feats of courage similar to David defeating the mocking giant Goliath. You may appear small and insignificant in the eyes of the giant and his opposing cultural army, but God has a plan to use you to change what appears unchangeable and defeat what seems undefeatable.

The truth you release will have the same result as the stone David flung at Goliath. That stone struck Goliath’s head – the center of his thinking. God is about to strike down the insanity of the lies being raised up against the knowledge of God. He will prove Himself mightier than the greatest deception being shouted by the strutting giants of our culture.”

Read more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=15025

4:45 am


(Do you suppose this guy knows about my dad?  Does he know about the stumbling-block he’s always been to my faith?  Does he know about my dream with the big rock in the middle of the road and how Jesus had to do the driving  and  how my family never hit the rock? Could he know that for SIX AND A HALF YEARS I’ve been… ‘SPEAKING INTO THAT OBSTACLE’?)

“This is a time where you will speak to the rock. You will say, ‘Lord, there is a rock in my path. What can I do to see it be removed?’ However, it is not a rock in your path, but your stepping-stone of opportunity! Stare down that thing, and let your voice be heard.Speak into that obstacle! Speak into that obstacle! Speak into that obstacle! For as you speak into that obstacle, you will see the obstacle be removed and your pathway opened!”

“I have come this day not by your might nor by your strength, but by My Spirit. As My Spirit has come, the impossible is becoming possible! I AM a God that is miraculous and is above what you can even hope or imagine. Because of the love that I have for you in the situation that you are in, I AM changing and transforming that situation and creating a solution, a way of escape and victory! I AM changing it! I AM changing it! Today is a day you will see My change by My Spirit in My holy name.”

“For the balances are shifting, and I, your Victor, will appear upon your behalf.I AM changing the order of things, and I AM righting wrongs. So watch this week as the balance begins to shift in your favor. Angelic hosts are coming in double strength. What you have been doing and pressing for, double strength is coming. You have endured the war, the test, and the heat that has refined, therefore, double will now come in your day of defining.”

“If you don’t believe Me, ask the blind man – he saw everything.”

Read more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=15009


6:29 pm

Michigan ‘Tea-Party’ Republican State Representative Says He’s Under Surveillance and is Being Blackmailed

Embattled state Rep. Todd Courser, R-Lapeer, sent his own recording early Monday morning, saying he sent a false e-mail about paying for gay sex because he was being blackmailed.

“The e-mail was put in motion to disrupt the blackmailer and give me some clues as to the surveillance of my life. It was all done in a pressure cooker and … it put me in a situation where a bad choice was the choice that I made,” he said, noting the alleged blackmailer’s intent was to get him to resign.

See more here:   http://www.freep.com/story/news/politics/2015/08/10/courser-blackmail-michigan-affair-lawmaker/31398925/

5:08 pm

My parents have never liked me.  I was always the problem.  They sent me to a psychiatrist when I was seventeen. (They didn’t TAKE me, of course, but they made the appointment.)  I still don’t understand how they thought I was a problem.  I was in the top ten percent of my class,  and I played in band and stage band and accompanied the choir.  I was a UP champion debater, and I had a job. I worked on the school newspaper and the yearbook, and also helped  in special ed classes and first grade.  I regularly spent time with my grandparents and drove my siblings to places they needed to be. I worked on community theater performances; I cleaned the house every weekend.  (Mom had a housekeeper come in as well.) I went to church three times each Sunday and attended youth group regularly.  They just decided I was trouble.  (I was unhappy because I was lonely.)  Both of them would have lived different lives than the lives they’ve lived… if I had not been born.  That sounds a lot more like THEIR problem than mine.
No consultation about life-plans, I didn’t even know the difference between ‘Michigan’ and ‘Michigan State’ until I was in my twenties.  I never heard about colleges or opportunities.  My mother is a famed UP educator, but she did not educate me about ANYTHING.  (Except household chores.)  She spent much time with older girls and developed really close relationships with them.  I remember asking her once, as a young adult, if she had loved me when I was a baby.  ‘Yes, of course.’  She can lie with the best of them.
As I’ve studied dysfunctional families, I am set free. I was the scapegoat.  Always, until I stepped up for myself. “Thank you God, that my parents made the ultimate effort to neutralize me.  Thank you that I did not die, and thank you that I now recognize that I am not the family problem.  Thank you that I will be respected by my family. A scapegoat thinks much of that status, and I especially thank you that it no longer matters much to me. Thank you for freeing me from the psychic bondage of my psychotic upbringing. Thank you that soon I will no longer be lonely. Amen”
Oh, yeah.  The psychiatrist said my folks were fucked up and I shouldn’t listen to them.  So I never went back.  (Because they said they were Christians.)

4:40 pm

I made stir-fried broccoli and carrots, chicken fried rice, and chocolate chip cookies.

goddess of destruction Just Appeared In New York

“Suck dirt and die, Kali.”  (I didn’t say it:    “Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee.”   Jude 8:9)

2:26 pm

Microwaving targeted individuals: End rights abuses Barrett tells government

“Since we now know that a secret National Security committee is ordering the murder of American citizens, and since we know the CIA has the power to easily simulate deaths from illness and accident, we might as well assume that every time a dissident dies unexpectedly, he or she has been murdered by the US government,” Barrett asserts, as targeted individuals have been trying to tell the public for over a decade, especially since September, 2001, well before such orders and technology became more mainstream.

Rokke described to Barrett he personally used such weapons on a regular basis while training with Special Forces at US Army facilities:

“’We had them van-mounted, truck-mounted, plane-mounted, and hand-carried. We would go around zapping each other for fun. This was during exercises, or sometimes just as a practical joke.’ Rokke assured me that, based on his firsthand knowledge of US military mind-set and capabilities, 9/11 truth activists have undoubtedly been targeted by exotic non-lethal (and lethal) weapons.

See more at:   http://www.examiner.com/article/microwaving-targeted-individuals-end-rights-abuses-barrett-tells-government


1:53 pm


“Open up your heart and let the Son shine in.”

Let The Sunshine In

Pebbles and Bamm Bamm

1:51 pm

Are we all going to die next Wednesday?

1:44 pm

60 to 65% of the hearts cells are actually neural cells 

They are identical to the neural cells in the brain, operating through the same connecting links called ganglia, with the same axonal anddendritic connections that take place in the brain, as well as through the very same kinds of neurotransmitters found in the brain.

The idea that we can think with our hearts is no longer just a metaphor, but is, in fact, a very real phenomenon. We now know this because the combined research of two or three fields is proving that the heart is the major center of intelligence in human beings. 

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/60-to-65-of-the-hearts-cells-are-actually-neural-cells/#ZzCiyUig7MMphhtZ.99

1:04 pm

Intelligence Services Block Activists’ Emails … And Frame Them With Fake Emails

By way of background, China has blocked gmail for its citizens.

Yahoo blocked emails relating to the Occupy protests.

Bahrain uses British software that allows the government to frame political activists by creating messages from that person that they never typed.  35 other countries use the same software.

Indeed, Snowden revealed that the British spy agency GCHQ has developed numerous offensive digital tools, including:

Ability to deny functionality to send/receive email or view material online.


Ability to spoof any email address and send email under that identity.


Mass delivery of email messaging to support an Information Operations campaign.

The potential for stifling dissent is staggering.

Read more at:   http://www.washingtonsblog.com/2015/03/intelligence-services-block-activists-emails.html

9:25 am

Gov’t Surveillance is for Terrorists to Target Innocent People, Spy Specialist Confirms

With over 5,000 secret devices, many housed on countless satellites, persons of interest can be tormented with things like neurophones (transmitting threats etc. directly to their brains, bypassing normal hearing mechanisms), brain wave scanners (tracking the individual bio-electronic resonance frequency of targets and feeding the thoughts to computers with complete brain wave vocabulary software) and directed energy weapons (causing pain and illness at will).

“If an honest expert learns of this and tries to blow the whistle, they are killed,” Baird said, giving examples of Dr Fred Bell, the great-great grandson of Alexander Graham Bell, who was killed soon after discussing Neurophones on Jesse Ventura’s program.

Baird also said Dr Alistair Stewart was killed for planning to expose institutionalizing political targets who “knew too much and were attacked by agencies using classified technologies.” 

Of course, I also get constant NSA/CIA brain wave scanning and neurophone feedback. It’s like being in a remote electronic gulag where  you’re constantly raped to your very soul.

Read more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/terrorism/2013/06/spy-specialist-confirms-govt-surveillance-is-mainly-for-terrorists-to-target-innocent-people-2446982.html?currentSplittedPage=0

9:15 am

Those who call evil out are labeled as trouble makers. Just like most of you have been called trouble makers, unloving, unforgiving, and judgmental because you dared say that your abuser is a wicked person parading as a Christian.

Read more at:   http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2015/08/10/the-holy-spirit-calls-us-to-expose-evil-people-tell-us-to-be-quiet-about-it/

8:49 am

Jade Helm Martial Law Forces Are Completely Occupying Every Corner of America, The Takeover Of America Well Under Way As The Country Sleeps Its Way Through The Major Events And Embraces The Beginning Of A New NFL Season.

This is just a small cross-section of what crosses my email every single day. The martial law take over of American is massive and it is proceeding at breakneck speed. The reports from each successive week or more disturbing that the reports from the previous week.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/jade-helm-martial-law-forces-are-completely-occupying-every-corner-of-america-the-takeover-of-america-well-under-way-as-the-country-sleeps-its-way-through-the-major-events-and-embraces-the-beginning/#9CCKhmRHcclUBaRs.99

7:12 am

There is no way to ‘counter’ hackers.  It’s kind of like fighting a war on terror:  the minute you pick up arms, you’ve created more terror.  To every hacker-counter, there is a counter-hacker.  They’re our minutemen and our rebel forces.  They’re also the guys who mess with our emails and extort money from young girls whom  they’ve surreptitiously photographed in flagrante delicto.  Their consensus will change the world entirely.  When they get their act together we’ll see radical alterations of our lives on every front.  They’re mostly men I understand, from brief headlines about Gamergate.  They have to take women into account because women are currently undergoing a resurgence of self-respect.  (No thanks to Caitlyn Jenner or Megyn Kelly.  Or Sarah Silverman or Pussy Riot.) Smart women are standing up for themselves.

She said to the guy, “Felatio.  If you don’t know what it is you don’t get it.”  Her mom wrote an email that was 21st century Shakespeare:  “I just wanted to express my utter disgust with the fact that it wasn’t enough.  You know, only being an emotional dead beat. You had to quit paying child support, you’re an all around dead beat.  You should just shave your head, get a barbed wire tattoo, and a wife beater.”

Connie doesn’t go after the mailman anymore.  She’s the last remaining dog from her litter; they all had to be put down; they were too mean for this world.  She’ll let people pet her but she growls the whole time.  My young friend  was meant to be a mother.  She showed me a picture of her new chick.  Her older chicken is named Lewiston Frederick. The little one is Clarkston George.  (Lewis and Clark)  She said,  “I’d rather be punched in the face than called a name any day.  I don’t think he’d lie to me.  I mean he has before, I’m going with my intuition.  I don’t think he’s lying this time.”
She drove the boat for a bunch of women as they drank and talked raunchy.  She was embarrassed.  (One mutual acquaintance slept with an underage girl before she left town.) She said  that with my ‘wisdom’ (HER word) and her ‘nerve’ (MY word) we could be a formidable team.  She needs a job and so do I, maybe something will turn up soon.
Fishermen have no idea how far their voices carry within the bay.  It’s like a bowl here, with my house at the center. Sometimes I stand in the driveway and look at the huge trees all around and I’m utterly secluded.  The road goes nowhere;  from this driveway it just disappears into green and blue.  It feels like living inside a snow-globe.   I wish I had a boat.

6:48 am

“A person can’t live in the physical world without antimatter.”   Dark and light.  I’ve been praying for years to be overcome by absolute light.  I’ve prayed that the light will push the darkness right out of me.  What will I do without my antimatter?  Will my body go away?  I’d kind of like that.  It’s annoying.  I’m grateful for it and it works perfectly, but considering its needs is wasteful and still a bit embarrassing.
I keep looking for a spark from people, some indicator that a person inhabits the persona.  We are headed to a collision of paradigms; the Bible told us it was coming and I’ve been announcing its approach for many long years.  Now, we might see it happen in a matter of weeks.  Nary a shit was given.  Apparently, my acquaintances plan to become worm-mulch and watch TV in the waiting room.  I can’t believe what I’m seeing.  I can hear the people sing, “NOAH!  OPEN THAT DOOR!  We’re drowning out here!”  Noah couldn’t help; it was out of his hands.
God closed the door on the ark and he’s closing another one pretty soon.  At the same time arrogant-men will open a different door.  Whoosh!  The exchange of air will blow out all the candles.  The darkness will seep from men’s souls to meet its other-world counterpart, and together they’ll gain much strength.  The human-oracle-of-darkness will be enlarged, and the human himself will wither.  Wow.  They’ve explained the science of paranormal activity.  Nobody on the planet has any longer an excuse to deny reality.  Reality is:  We’re being invaded, one way or another,  externally and within our very souls.  Only the penitent man shall pass.
“…be sure your sin will find you out.”   (Number 32:23b)  (King James Version)
“…the worst things about you will be revealed for all to see by either supernatural means or electronics  and your dark-matter will track you down and meld with your soul and drain all sanity from you along with your hope for eternal life.”   (Numbers 32-23b)  (Linda’s version)

5:36 am


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/scotus-has-authorized-shooting-fleeing-people-in-the-back/#zK28eClBGRQ0LORh.99

5:15 am

“So don’t you run…nowhere to hide.  No time for wondering why.”

“It’s here…the moment is now…w…to decide.”


This Is It

Kenny Loggins

4:06 am

 “No Hiding Place”

Thile & Daves

3:41 am

“The science behind paranormal activity”


(They can change reality.  Don’t you think everybody should know about this?)

It’s a shame that the Christian community does not believe the Bible when it talks about things like this, because it’s going to cause them to be harmed.”

How will CERN affect your soul

 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.

 Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle.

 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.

Who is this King of glory? The Lord of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah.

 (Psalm 24 :7-10)

3:35 am


“Time to open fire.”  (Daryl Hall seems a generous sort.)

 Rocky Mountain Way

Joe Walsh — Live From Daryl’s House with Daryl Hall

3:26 am


 Tie a Yellow Ribbon Round the Ole Oak Tree

Tony Orlando & Dawn

3:17 am

To follow the Spirit you follow truth and peace.  Remote neural monitoring gives you a jump-start on this practice, because there is NO PEACE.  NEVER ANY PEACE with the ‘chatterbox’ and the fake panic-attacks and the sleep deprivation.  ANY TIME, and any place you see a glimmer of peace you just naturally go there.  THERE IS NOWHERE ELSE TO GO.  I don’t know if people refuse to talk to me because they DO NOT GET THIS…or because they do.  ALL THE TIME! The goons are in your head…all-of-the-time.  And THAT IS THE BEST OF IT!  
When one has something to say, perhaps a prophetic word that could assist many others, one’s temptations become very different.  A man with a message is impressed to disseminate that message any way possible.  But, God’s way does not consider “any way possible.”  There is only one way that he plans to disclose all the many secrets his people have accumulated.  I pray to follow his will perfectly.  I know many things that will become important,  and it’s hard to wait.  But, another thing I learned from all the cyberstalking and mind-raping is how to live with confusion.  I learned to say ‘whatever’.  That word was never part of my vocabulary, at least not representing an entire thought-history and acknowledged spiritual intent,   and not as a declarative sentence. When I do not understand something   (like EVERY SINGLE SECOND…)  I can now say “whatever”… and let it go. God is the ONLY ONE who knows where this stagecoach is headed.  I’ll just ride shotgun and keep the web-cam running.

2:56 am


(This song is important but I don’t know why yet.)  (I mean more important  than just having been written by Dylan.)

Joe Cocker – Catfish

2:48 pm

Occult Technology: The Elites Are Achieving Transcendence

(Isn’t that a headline you never thought you’d read?  I know I never thought I’d be typing it. Do you think the bad guys will achieve transcendence before God’s Sons?)



5:39 pm

Today I slipped on a loose brick on a step in my 3-dollar flip flops and went down hard.   My hands,  of their own accord,  reached the upper step before my shin was shattered and my knees gouged.   I got a tiny scrape below my left knee and a small mark on my upper foot, where they both stopped before impacting with the sharp lower steps.    I suspect an angel caught me.

“I thought at the time that if I could have watched this accident from the ether, I would have seen 4 or 5 angels slowly hold my body and gently let it down to the ground all the while holding my 80 kilos of bike to gently be placed upon my body with such gentleness. This was some kind of miracle. It could have been so bad.”

And this is precisely how it works. Amazing.

Well, the angels certainly are back.

I used to be able to see them with my physical eyes throughout childhood, mostly in the skies. When I was afraid to sleep, I would feel their calming presence. And sometimes I would talk to them and they would reply.

Later, I would mostly see them with the Inner Eye, but occasionally also with my physical eyes.

Many people can.

Her grandmother had noticed that she was looking at something in the garden for a very long time. And my daughter suddenly said to her grandmother: “Are you aware of all those little angels in your flowerbed?”

Her grandmother turned really pale for 5 seconds and a subtle “Do you also see them?” came out of her, very quiet and bewildered.

After that incident, they formed a deeper relationship – based on their absolute joy of being able to see the Angels.

The bond between them is still very strong, which directs me to an absolutely beautiful episode.

Dreier – Entering The Angelic Realms – II

Read more at:   http://sorendreier.com/entering-the-angelic-realms-ii/

1:10 pm

Public Health Alert – “Biological Warfare Experiment on American Citizens Results in Spreading Pandemic!”

Just as the Lyme spirochete epidemic was getting started, we learned in 1977 of a massive government research effort known as MKULTRA that was “concerned with the research and development of chemical, biological and radiological materials” to do exactly what Lyme does: “severely” incapacitate human victims. [8] [9]

To accomplish this goal, the government engaged in “extensive testing and experimentation” on unwitting human subjects “at all social levels, high and low, native Americans and foreign.”[10]

The vector for Lyme disease (Ixodid ticks) was “discovered” by a biowarfare defense expert (Allen Steere) from the CDC’s Epidemic Intelligence Service (EIS).[11]

Lyme disease was recently named as a biowarfare agent by the U.S. government. [21]

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/public-health-alert-biological-warfare-experiment-on-american-citizens-results-in-spreading-pandemic/#tA0MVUQCBmzv7ceU.99

11:57 am

…psychopaths hold no loyalties whatsoever. It doesn’t matter if they’re a member of your family, or someone you’ve known for years. If they think it’s in their best interest to hurt you, and they think they can get away with it, that’s exactly what they’ll do.

You have to confront them, and call them on their lies and inconsistencies. Otherwise they’ll just keep walking all over you. Whenever they get away with something, they keep doing it until they don’t get away with it. It’s that simple. So you have to draw a very clear line in the sand and not back down.

Read more at http://www.sagaciousnewsnetwork.com/how-to-spot-the-sociopath-in-your-midst/#4k2E5VglfzHXt66m.99

11:38 am

The Destructive Narcissistic Parent creates a child that only exists to be an extension of her self. It’s about body language. It’s about disapproving glances. It’s about vocal tone. It’s very intimate. And it’s very powerful. It’s part of who the child is.

The golden child has to be cared for assiduously by everyone in the family. The scapegoat has no needs and instead gets to do the caring. The golden child can do nothing wrong. The scapegoat is always at fault.

Narcissistic mothers also abuse by loosing others on you or by failing to protect you when a normal mother would have. Sometimes the narcissist’s golden child will be encouraged to abuse the scapegoat.

She will deliver generalized barbs that are almost impossible to rebut (always in a loving, caring tone): “You were always difficult” “You can be very difficult to love” “You never seemed to be able to finish anything” “You were very hard to live with” “You’re always causing trouble” “No one could put up with the things you do.”

She makes you look crazy. If you try to confront her about something she’s done, she’ll tell you that you have “a very vivid imagination” (this is a phrase commonly used by abusers of all sorts to invalidate your experience of their abuse) that you don’t know what you’re talking about, or that she has no idea what you’re talking about.

Read more at http://www.sagaciousnewsnetwork.com/characteristics-of-narcissistic-mothers/#0WWRQQYrm2M6RTpq.99

11:31 am

This research explores the current capabilities of the US military to use electromagnetic (EMF) devices to harass, intimidate, and kill individuals and the continuing possibilities of violations of human rights by the testing and deployment of these weapons.

The circumstance may soon arrive in which anti-war or human rights protesters suddenly feel a burning sensation akin to touching a hot skillet over their entire body. Simultaneously they may hear terrifying nauseating screaming, which while not produced externally, fills their brains with overwhelming disruption. Not only are both phenomena currently possible, but designs for more powerful EMF technologies receive continuous funding from the US Government.

See more at:   https://timothytrespas.wordpress.com/2014/04/12/907-psychotronic-and-electromagnetic-weapons-remote-control-of-the-human-nervous-system/

11:15 am

“In 2002, the Air Force Research Laboratory patented precisely such a technology: using microwaves to send words into someone’s head… Rich Garcia, a spokesman for the research laboratory’s directed energy directorate, declined to discuss that patent or current or related research in the field, citing the lab’s policy not to comment on its microwave work. In response to a Freedom of Information Act request filed for this article, the Air Force released unclassified documents surrounding that 2002 patent — records that note that the patent was based on human experimentation in October 1994 at the Air Force lab, where scientists were able to transmit phrases into the heads of human subjects, albeit with marginal intelligibility. Research appeared to continue at least through 2002. Where this work has gone since is unclear — the research laboratory, citing classification, refused to discuss it or release other materials“

Washington Post, January 2007, Link is dead

Putin on the road to psychotronic war 

The development of psychotronic weapons – wave devices controlling thoughts, feelings and behaviour of human beings – has remained hidden for over five decades. There is a disproportionate amount of speculative information about those weapons and many think it is pure science fiction. But recently, Russian President Vladimir Putin endorsed his psychotronic weapons program, suggesting that their development has not been stopped and that Russia is preparing for future wars.

Serdyukov added that Moscow will create an advanced military research agency similar to the Pentagon’s Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency (DARPA).

“The most puzzling is the ability to communicate with the victims through synthetic telepathy that only they can hear. It is impossible for them (the victims) to convince anybody of the torture they are subjected to. Obviously, the weapons system is designed to mimic symptoms of common diseases, schizophrenia or hallucinations.”

Read more here:   http://psychophysical-torture.de.tl/Putin-%26-psychotronic-war.htm

Putin, hacia la guerra psicotrónica

Armas que atacan mediante ondas y no dejan rastro determinarán los conflictos armados después de la era nuclear.

Aqui:  http://www.elespectador.com/noticias/elmundo/putin-guerra-psicotronica-articulo-364160

11:00 am

In March 2012 the Russian defense minister Anatoli Serdjukov said:

“The development of weaponry based on new physics principles; direct-energy weapons, geophysical weapons, wave-energy weapons, genetic weapons, psychotronic weapons, etc., is part of the state arms procurement program for 2011-2020,”Voice of Russia

Britain’s Daily Mail, as another exception, wrote that research in electromagnetic weapons has been secretly carried out in the USA and Russia since the 1950’s and that „previous research has shown that low-frequency waves or beams can affect brain cells, alter psychological states and make it possible to transmit suggestions and commands directly into someone’s thought processes. High doses of microwaves can damage the functioning of internal organs, control behaviour or even drive victims to suicide.”

Read more at:   http://www.globalresearch.ca/psychotronic-and-electromagnetic-weapons-remote-control-of-the-human-nervous-system/5319111

10:45 am

In November 2000 the Committee on Security of the Russian State Duma stated that capabilities enabling remote control of the human nervous system or the remote infliction of health impairment are available to many modern governments  http://web.iol.cz/mhzzrz/img/dokument-predni.gif.

People who claim to be victims of experiments with those devices complain, aside of hearing voices, of  false feelings (including orgasms)  as well of aches of internal organs which the physicians are unable to diagnose.

In the USA, at present time, several hundred people complaining of the remote manipulation of their nervous system are preparing a class action lawsuit against the FBI, Department of Defense and other agencies, requesting them to release files pertaining to their persons, detect the harmful radiations aimed at their bodies and sources of those radiations.

Even in the U.S. congress appeared a bill proposing the ban of mind control technologies  http://thomas.loc.gov/cgi-bin/query/r?c107:chemtrails. But this was only for a very short period of time. The bill was then changed and in the new bill the ban of those technologies was left out of the Space Preservation Bill. Neither the U.S. congress nor the U.S. president made ever an effort to ban mind control weapons.

For example in the state of Michigan  http://www.legislature.mi.gov/documents/2003-2004/billanalysis/House/pdf/2003-HLA-4513-s.pdf  http://www.legislature.mi.gov/documents/2003-2004/publicact/pdf/2003-PA-0256.pdf the sentence for this crime is equal to the sentence for ownership or trading with weapons of mass destruction.

Read more at http://www.sagaciousnewsnetwork.com/psychotronic-weaponry/#rDLFqhM57XtjypEd.99

10:23 am

Different groups  using  electronic harassment seem to target specific populations, but ALL of them sexually assault women.

“The whole goal of targeting is to get you in front of a psychiatrist.”

(That SURE was my dad’s goal.)

Interview with Dr. John Hall author of “A New Breed – Satellite Terrorism in America” and also “Guinea Pigs – Technologies of Control”. A New Breed is being made into a movie, TARGETED. Both books are available at TARGETEDMovie.com
For more info please email info@newbreedmovie.com

9:04 am

Proof of Mind Control: Dr. John Hall Testimony on Human Experimentation Legislation icaact.org

Dr. Hall has made many detailed  videos, this one is very brief.  

He has spoken to 5,000 people with identical complaints of electronic harassment.

7:47 am


7:45 am

Obama Administration Agency Purchased Aborted Baby Parts From Planned Parenthood

According to the report in Politico, one of the biotech firms mentioned in the undercover videos identified as a fetal tissue supplier Planned Parenthood sold aborted babies to earned at least $300,000 from federal governmental agencies after selling fetal tissue to them. Officials say they are unsure if the specific fetal tissue sold to the Obama administration came from babies aborted at Planned Parenthood.

Advanced Bioscience Resources (ABR) has had contracts with the National Institutes of Health and the Food and Drug Administration since 2009. In one of the videos, Katharine Sheehan, a former medical director of Planned Parenthood Pacific Southwest, mentioned selling fetal tissue from aborted babies to ABR and admitting a long-term relationship with it.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/obama-administration-agency-purchased-aborted-baby-parts-from-planned-parenthood/#hFkMvjAAkzvitRUR.99

7:04 am

For these are the days of My “final judgements” in the midst of My people, and in this time “all” corruption and darkness and fear shall be removed from the midst of the congregations of those who truly love Me, and from the ashes of this “fiery” judgement shall My true Church be established throughout the earth and My spotless and unblemished Bride shall stand before Me in all Her glory – and the peoples of the earth shall know beyond a shadow of a doubt that all that My beloved ones carry out, is of Me, and they shall see My Power [Love] poured forth to a degree that even My own children never thought possible [could have imagined]! Always remember, My beloved ones, that the chief characteristic of these final hours shall be the manifestation of My all-consuming Power and My never-failing Love for all mankind.

….“When the Lord has washed away the filth of the daughters of Zion and purged the bloodshed of Jerusalem from her midst, by the spirit of judgment and the spirit of burning, then the LORD will create over the whole area of Mount Zion and over her assemblies a cloud by day, even smoke, and the brightness of a flaming fire by night; for over all the glory will be a canopy. There will be a shelter to [give] shade from the heat by day, and refuge and protection from the storm and the rain”…. Isaiah 4:4-6 NASB

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20EXHORTATIONS%202015/08%20August%202015/WPEXH0808.pdf

6:39 am

‘For I, saith the Lord, will be unto her a wall of fire round about, and will be the glory in the midst of her.’
Zechariah 2:5
I just prayed for a firewall in my mind and then I found that verse.  The ‘mind has no firewall’ is the reason I am still attacked.  I’ve been praying since the original mind-rapes that God would fill me with so much of his Spirit that the overabundance would just push the darkness out of me.  That prayer has brought me far, to mental health and much peace, but not enough of that.  I must be free from electronic harassment.  Everybody else on the planet, must be free from electronic harassment, and anything else that influences our minds without our consent.  The Prophet suggested that maybe God would create a huge solar flare and  a massive EMP could destroy the malfeasors’ equipment.  I’ve thought that too, and prayed about it.  But, how about this:
We know that ‘science’ can map the entire brain, download it, and reproduce it elsewhere.  We also know that some people will soon graduate to full Son-of-Godship, and presumably their brains will be entirely filled with ‘The Mind of Christ’.   Wouldn’t it be really cool, if they’re still hacking brains when that happens, and there’s no reason to believe they won’t… the download blew their circuits?  Then the rest of the electronics wouldn’t have to be affected but I suppose God could arrange that anyway, even with an EMP.  Or, maybe he wants us entirely electronics-free;  that would give us a head-start on true unity, but going cold-turkey would really mess up a lot of people.
We’d all have to find alternative ways to do everything we do.  Jobs would disappear and communication would require much more effort.  We’d have to learn dependence on intuitive revelations, and we’d be much quieter.  Lots of people might finally hear God’s voice.  I’d love to be a circuit-breakers  for Jesus. Maybe I’ll make a bumper sticker.  A federal court just said that bumper stickers could be evidence of criminal activity, so maybe we should advertise our true intentions.  ‘Freedom-Feasor Onboard.’

5:45 am

The Lord says, ” The fire of My love and compassion that I have placed in your hearts, is now going to produce change in many hearts of those you love and have been crying out to Me for.”

Read more from Linda Marshall 8/8/15 at:   http://ft111.com/marshall.htm

5:06 am

Fetuses in Vaccines: Govt Officials-Planned Parenthood EXPOSED

4:51 am

Hacking Everything In Las Vegas

Report from Luke Rudkowski at  Defcon and Black Hat conferences.

4:32 am

September Just Got Even Worse! Wait Until You See What’s On the Agenda NOW!


8:19 pm

No calls again today, so I texted my mom and brother (my dad has NO conscience so I didn’t forward it to him):

You going to church tomorrow?  Doesn’t it bother your conscience when they read the Bible?  Maybe Baptists   just skip that part now.  It makes for bigger offerings I expect.”

7:33 pm

(Isn’t this like saying I don’t care if you view your sexuality as a toy and I don’t care if you never find a soul-mate?)

Parents of bisexual teenagers respond to anti-gay graffiti on garage door by painting it rainbow

  • Erin and Joe DeLong of Villas, New Jersey, have two bisexual daughters, aged 14 and 17 
  • A vandal spray-painted ‘I’m gay’ on family’s white and gray garage door
  • Instead of covering up the graffiti with gray paint, the DeLongs painted it in rainbow colors – the symbol of the LGBT pride movement
  • They said the overwhelming response has been positive – although some children have been shouting anti-gay names at the family

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3190391/Mother-bisexual-teenagers-responds-anti-gay-graffiti-garage-door-painting-rainbow.html#ixzz3iGl0fuw7
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7:22 pm

The scars of nuclear war: Japanese pensioner who survived the Nagasaki bomb shows off the remains of his ribs and the horrific wounds on his back 70 years on from the blast that killed more than 70,000

  • On August 9, 1945, America dropped its second atomic bomb in three days
  • Sumitery Taniguchi, 86, was just 16 at the time of the devastating blast
  • He was thrown from his bicycle and his teenage body was nearly torn apart
  • Skin hanging from his back, shoulder and arm, he wandered for three days
  • Now 70 years on, he reveals his scars in his struggle against nuclear arms 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3190208/The-scars-nuclear-war-Japanese-pensioner-survived-Nagasaki-bomb-shows-remains-ribs-horrific-wounds-70-years-blast-killed-70-000.html#ixzz3iGimrksW
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Constant pain: Sumitery Taniguchi's wife still rubs moisturiser into his scars every morning to relieve the irritation, while his three rotten ribs press on his lungs

5:21 pm

We cringe when we read about the Chinese making “medicinal” pills and soups from aborted babies. But how is what Ganogen doing any better?

California company harvests organs of aborted babies to grow in rats for lucrative organ transplants

Natural News warns that if the process proves to be successful on a larger scale, “it forebodes a future in which aborted human babies become a commercial commodity for companies to capitalize on artificial organ development.”

(‘Whosoever lieth with a beast shall surely be put to death.’    Isn’t this sort of the same thing?)

Read more at:   http://fellowshipoftheminds.com/2015/08/08/california-company-harvests-organs-of-aborted-babies-to-grow-in-animals-for-lucrative-organ-transplants/

5:12 pm

Against an elder receive not an accusation, but before two or three witnesses.

Them that sin rebuke before all,  that others also may fear.

(1 Timothy 5:19-20)

3:00 pm

12:12 pm

It sure seems like I’m the only one who loves my dad at all.  Nobody is willing to confront him although it’s obvious to all that he’s destined for hell.  People are afraid of richfolk, whether through desire for favors or fear of retribution.  A rich man can make really terrible things happen to those who oppose him, but isn’t his soul valuable to Jesus?  Aren’t we supposed to be concerned, not only that our own activities please Jesus, but also that he will have every thing he died to gain for his own joy and glory?   He loves my dad very much and wants to spend eternity with him.  I’d like to see Jesus have everything he sacrificed to obtain.  He should have EVERYTHING HE WANTS.
It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.  (Mark 10:25)
For it is easier for a camel to enter through a needle’s eye than [for] a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.  (Luke 18:25)
Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to go into the kingdom of heaven.  (Matthew 19:24)
I’ve heard that the ‘eye of the needle’ was a rock formation through which travelers passed into [Jerusalem?]  It was apparently so low, that camels had to get down on their knees to get through.  Camels loaded with big packs of goods couldn’t make it.  People who depend on stuff have a hard time going to their knees too.  My dad is a rich scary man, but he won’t go to Heaven unless he bows to God. Lots of people are watching his life and it’s obvious  his destiny isn’t looking good.   Isn’t there some watchman willing to sound the alarm for him?
I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.  (Romans 12:1)
Being a ‘living sacrifice’ means giving up your own priorities for God’s.  It means doing those things Jesus values,  and he values people so much that his earthly life  was VERY CONFRONTATIONAL.   He never let falseness  slide because he might face opposition for his truth.  He FACED the opposition, right to the point of allowing his own execution.  He didn’t take things personally, because he was doing the will of his father, and he didn’t fear any man.  Not even rich ones.  His entire life was a sacrifice and he told us to ‘pick up your cross and follow me.’
No Christian should keep his peace as we watch my dad march into hell!  Jesus would confront him, no matter what the reaction might be… if only he were here to do it!  If only Jesus’ body were on Earth to do it!  Oh wait, it is… we ARE his body now.  We will give an account of course, for those things we did and did not undertake, and also for our motivations. No Christian should fear my father’s wrath.  No Christian should covet his favors. These are earthly motivators and not pleasing to God. If we consider the condition of our own earthly lives rather than the condition of another’s ETERNAL life…we’re refusing to take up our cross, refusing to be the living sacrifice that Jesus requires at this time, and we’re not worthy of him.
And he who does not take up his cross and follow Me [[a]cleave steadfastly to Me, conforming wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying also] is not worthy of Me.Whoever finds his [[b]lower] life will lose it [the higher life], and whoever loses his [lower] life on My account will find it [the higher life].  (Matthew 10:38-39)  (Amplified)

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]—these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of God and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.  (1 John 2:15-17)  (Amplified)

But if the watchman see the sword come, and blow not the trumpet, and the people be not warned; if the sword come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at the watchman’s hand.  (Ezekiel 33:6)

12:06 pm

5:20 am

“The Dark Agenda of Synthetic Biology”

HAARP – Chemtrails – How They are Changing You – Bioengineering

4:59 am

“It’s a play, we’re watching a skit.”

“The votes, they get thrown in the trash, because they don’t count.”

WOAH The Bush Family Helped Found Planned Parenthood With Skull And Bones

4:06 am

Should doctors be forced to disclose payments and hospitality from drug companies?

“Every time a patient goes into a pharmacy to get a prescription filled, the information is sold to drug companies who send it to laptops out in the field.  So, we see everything the doctor does, how many prescriptions he prescribes of our medication and the competitor’s medication.”   (Drug representative)

John Oliver


6:15 pm


Also google ‘Project for a New American Century’  (PNAC) and review the details of 9/11.

6:08 pm

Dear David,
You haven’t talked to me for many months, and I need some answers.  Do you think it is OK  that Dad lied to everybody about me?  Do you approve of his intentional destruction of my prospects?  Do you know how much money I might have earned after campaigning?  Do you know that I couldn’t even get a job cleaning a pool because of his slander?  Do you recognize that his actions also nullified any value in things I had already done?  Do you know what it takes to become a lawyer?  To run for Congress?  To teach your children YOURSELF, and to protect them from the NAZI’S who run the government indoctrination centers?
Do you know what it’s like to have changed the diapers of one’s gilded brother ?  To love him and cook macaroni and cheese for years?  Do you know what it’s like for a child to be required to clean her father/brother’s home every Saturday?  Do you know how it is to WORK FOR DECADES  in hope of a little positive attention?
Do you know what it’s like to be raped by faceless perverts…and to know that your father arranged for the assaults?  Do you know what it’s like to live without family for 6.5 years?  Have you ever had to live without love?   GROW UP.  DO NOT ALLOW YOUR DAUGHTERS TO BE RAPED BY YOUR FATHER AND HIS GOVERNMENT.  DO SOME RESEARCH...and pull that disgusting ‘Bush for president’ sticker off your car. (Google  BUSH:  RAPE.  DRAFT-DODGING.  SKULL & BONES.  PEDOPHILIA.  NAZI.)  BE A CHRISTIAN INSTEAD OF JUST PRETENDING YOU ARE.
I pray for you every day.

5:23 pm

Hey, if I’d been born after 1973 Dad wouldn’t have needed to try to kill me.  I might have been  able to make him  rich!  (Roe v Wade)

Father of a teenage girl sues the hospital which carried out an abortion intended to prevent her birth, claiming she has caused him ‘psychological damage’

  • Couple decided they didn’t want another child so mother got an abortion
  • But embryo survived and it then became too late to legally allow procedure
  • Baby girl was born to the couple in 2001 in Alessandria, north-west Italy 
  • Italy’s highest court will now hear appeal for father’s case against hospital

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3187916/Father-teenage-girl-sues-hospital-carried-abortion-intended-prevent-birth-claiming-caused-psychological-damage.html#ixzz3iAOydnTf
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4:31 pm


Dear Dad, Mom and David,
“This is only a what-if, but WHAT IF THE BIBLE IS TRUE?    You’re screwed”.

4:12 pm

Diebold, Inc. Largest manufacturer of computer voting machines in USA has a long history of criminal conduct.

(I spoke to a Diebold engineer after my first election.  He said:  “THE ONLY VOTE THAT COUNTS IS THE PROGRAMMER’S.”)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/diebold-inc-largest-manufacturer-of-computer-voting-machines-in-usa-has-a-long-history-of-criminal-conduct/#bRT52cBitS45H58c.99

4:01 pm


(I read that Bob Dylan wanted to marry Mavis Staples.)

 I’ll Take You There

The Staples  Singers

3:46 pm

I sent a text ‘specially for my dad:

You’re completely fake.  But you know that.  Everybody will know because your friends are fake too.  No loyalty among psychopaths.  That’s what daughters are for.

3:29 pm


(Not the first text today.  Nobody responded, as usual.  I am checking my phone now and then, even STUPID FAKE PEOPLE must see that things are changing.)

In 6 and a half years I’ve not been angry even with Dad.  You are not a Christian no matter how much you give at your country club.    I am angry that you have no love and YOU TAKE THE NAME OF MY SAVIOR IN VAIN.

3:06 pm

51 Earthquakes In 24 Hours Around The World As Ecuador, Mexico, Rwanda, And The Congo Get Hit Hard Along With The Fiji Islands

“For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.”    (Matthew 24:7)
“For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be earthquakes in divers places, and there shall be famines and troubles: these are the beginnings of sorrows.”    (Mark 13:8)
“…and great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven.”   (Luke 21:11)

2:36 pm

“Ignorance, in this day and age is…a fucking choice.”

“This is MI5 we’re talking about, people.  We’re not talking about  some fucking far-off terrorist organization.   We’re talking about MI5 FILMING  CHILDREN BEING SEXUALLY ABUSED TO BLACKMAIL PEOPLE!”

Proof That MI5 Are Running The Paedo Rings


2:19 pm

HUGE Security Flaw in Facebook “Support Inbox” — Gives personal info to strangers

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/huge-security-flaw-in-facebook-support-inbox-gives-personal-info-to-strangers/#q6edWL5BtFkX3D5P.99

1:05 pm

Marijuana helps heal broken bones, and even makes them stronger, scientists discover

The study supported the same team’s prior findings that the body contains receptors that respond to cannabinoid compounds, and that these receptors are not confined to the brain.

“We only respond to cannabis because we are built with intrinsic compounds and receptors that can also be activated by compounds in the cannabis plant,” Gabet said.

Learn more at:   https://www.intellihub.com/marijuana-helps-heal-broken-bones-and-even-makes-them-stronger-scientists-discover/

10:55 am

New hacking technique that uses sound and radio waves can siphon data from devices even without internet access

A new hacking technique that uses sound and radio waves can siphon data from devices even without internet access. Showcased at the Black Hat security summit in Las Vegas, the ‘Funtenna’ hack has the potential to unravel the Internet of Things.

By uploading a malicious program to a device, the hackers can vibrate the physical prongs on general-purpose input/output circuits at a frequency of their choice. The resulting vibrations can be picked up by an AM radio antenna.

The setup, dubbed “Funtenna” by its creators, was presented to the audience at the Black Hat hacking conference in Las Vegas on Wednesday by Ang Cui of the Manhattan-based Red Balloon Security.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/new-hacking-technique-that-uses-sound-and-radio-waves-can-siphon-data-from-devices-even-without-internet-access/#goyCpTgJlzq14oge.99

10:22 am

Insider: The Elite Are Panicking, Americans Need To Be Prepared NOW

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/insider-the-elite-are-panicking-americans-need-to-be-prepared-now/#JQkpgsKIWTD8FqAi.99

8:08 am

2015: “Targeted Individuals” are Non-Consensual Subjects in Criminal Clandestine, Classified “Top Secret” MKULTRA-Extended Mind & Behavior Control/Torture Experimentation by Joint Military/Intel/Justice/Academic Institutions, as well as Targets of COINTELPRO and Electronic Warfare

All over the US today, and indeed the world, people are being nonconsensually rolled into covert programs of 24/7 physical assault, torture, and slow-kill assassination by EMR microwave/radio/sonic neuroweapons, also called Directed Energy Weapons or Non Lethal Weapons; 24/7 remote access, manipulation, and assault of their brains and central nervous systems; and 24/7 “full spectrum surveillance” involving overt community surveillance, concealed electronic monitoring, and public/community stalking, accompanied by discrediting and social ostracism by defamation and slander campaigns, and in-community harassment and PsyOps projects (more on all this below & in succeeding posts).

Read more here:   http://everydayconcerned.net/human-rights/clandestine-classified-human-subject-experimentation-using-emf-radiationsonicultrasonic-neuroweaponry/2015-targeted-individuals-are-non-consensual-subjects-in-criminal-clandestine-classified-top-secret-mkultra-extended-mind-behavior-controltorture-experimentation-by-joint-militaryint/


8:02 am

Thousands of Americans, and citizens worldwide, are being experimented on today, and have been, for some decades, by “stealth” technologies and “concealed monitoring,” without their consent and knowledge, in many many fields of bioscience and social science and psychology, including neuroscience, through the use of deadly, EMF radiation & sonic/ultrasonic neuroweaponry, satellite and ground surveillance, cybersurveillance, electronic surveillance, and “radiation surveillance”–a euphemism within a euphemism, essentially pointing to EMF neuroweaponry.

Read at:   http://everydayconcerned.net/human-rights/clandestine-classified-human-subject-experimentation-using-emf-radiationsonicultrasonic-neuroweaponry/

7:47 am

7:29 am


I am writing to call your attention to a phenomenon of extreme civil-rights and human-rights abuse involving the physical torture of humans facilitated by this massive surveillance, which has apparently already been in operation for years/decades, and is currently openly occurring, both everywhere within the United States and outside the United States.

People who are being targeted for these sustained neuroweapon attacks are literally having their brains/minds being irradiated;    weapons used include Remote EEG readers, Remote Electro-Muscular Shock/Incapacitation weapons, Remote Microwave Weapons, Remote Voice to Skull weapons, Remote Neural Monitoring technologies, and EMF brain-wave monitoring, tracking, and harvesting technologies. (Please see the enclosed links and list of patents posted here for more information.)

Researchers suggest that brain waves of citizens are being tracked for experimental NSA/DOD Neuroscience/Artifical Intelligence/Cybernetics/Supercomputing purposes via a program termed “MASINT,” the military Measurement and Acquisition of Signature Intelligence, meaning the seeking and measurement of signature electromagnetic frequencies associated with the specific brains and bodies of specific individuals (by aircraft and satellite, as well as ground-based means.)


Read more at:   http://covertassaultssatyagraha.com/2015/06/30/open-letter/

6:35 am

Fukushima…Death Of The West Coast

Jeff Rense, Yoichi Shimatsu & Dana Durnford

6:06 am

How the Beauty Industrial Complex Oppresses Women

...nearly half of adolescent girls would rather have cancer, experience the death of a parent, or a nuclear war instead of getting fat. And these numbers are only dealing with weight. We haven’t even dug into the full beauty epidemic.

Actress and makeup artist Eva Devergilis states that every woman that sits in her chair apologizes for the way they look. This includes all ages, race, body types, weight, etc. Every single woman that comes in to see her apologizes for their looks. 

The real culprit of the beauty epidemic is a three-part problem which is controlled by corporate America and the media (which subsequently profits off corporate America and has no urgency to report anything that opposes their financial interests). It stems from creating 1) the belief that beauty is the most important and powerful thing in the world; 2) this is what beauty looks like; and 3) you do not look like this.

With this system, you will always be stuck at number three. You will constantly be buying products, having surgeries to try to reach the level of beauty defined by corporations. The same corporations, mind you, which are selling you the products. It is a giant marketing scheme. None of it is true.

See more at:   http://www.wakingtimes.com/2015/08/06/how-the-beauty-industrial-complex-oppresses-women/

5:31 am

Twenty-seven Things that Will Happen in September-October 2015 that Will Rock the World

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/christian-news/2015/08/27-things-that-will-happen-in-september-october-2015-2515006.html

5:03 am

You Are Still Holy 

“Even when my circumstances don’t change…”

Rita Springer




5:01 pm

Remember “500 days to climate chaos”? Pope to give sermon at Ground Zero on the 500th day

Back on May 13, 2014, French foreign minister Laurent Fabius made a joint appearance with Secretary of State John Kerry to warn the world that we only had 500 days left until “climate chaos.”

That’s right. If success isn’t reached on this very important matter by exactly Friday, September 25, 2015, chaos of the climate variety will definitely ensue.

Read more at:   https://www.intellihub.com/remember-500-days-to-climate-chaos-pope-to-give-sermon-at-ground-zero-on-the-500th-day/

4:55 pm

Congress is controlled and bribed by the NSA through widespread surveillance of our elected representatives

(I know this is true because I was just a house-wife-candidate from Bugtussle and I know what they tried to do to me.)

This part of the article stands out as it highlights the fact that as early as the 1970’s the NSA was actively targeting and monitoring elected members of Congress. (emphasis mine)

Newsham explained that ECHELON was an automated computer-driven system for sifting and sorting all types of international civilian communications intercepted from satellites — mainly operated by U.S. companies.

The scale of the operation she described took my breath away (this was 1988, remember). The NSA and its partners had arranged for everything we communicated to be grabbed and potentially analyzed.

4:43 pm

George is AWAKE!  (I wrote this at 7:53 am.)  He’s going to Manistique to see the VA about reimbursement for knee surgery he had twenty years ago.  Go government. If I were a rifle-trained veteran, at this point I would not remind them of my existence.   It’s amazing that I’m watching the world turn upside-down…but I still think about my dad.  I could leave, there are men who would help me express the truth I’ve accumulated.  But, I still think about my dad.  My efforts would destroy him, because he’s lived a lie.  How much better if he’d repent and send me on my way with his blessing?  How much better if he had blessed me before and refrained from cursing what he still believes to have been  a wayward ejaculation?  How wonderful that God makes all things new again.   How wonderful it will be when we work  together to bring about truth and righteousness!  I can’t leave  yet.  My dad will go to hell if I leave now.

(George wore a Ron Paul t-shirt to the VA.  He was proud of it.  He thinks this is  a game.)

4:30 pm

At least 3,500 Americans have been detained inside a Chicago police warehouse described by some of its arrestees as a secretive interrogation facility, newly uncovered records reveal.

See more here:   http://www.blacklistednews.com/Chicago_Police_Detained_Thousands_of_Black_Americans_at_Interrogation_Facility/45530/0/38/38/Y/M.html

4:12 pm

PROPHECY, Through Elaime Tavolacci:

The Lord says, I am raising up the Deborahs who will be leaders in the days ahead. They will become My voice as they carry My prophetic word to the nations. As they release My word, it will be as honey, bringing revelation. They will be righteous judges of the land, and bring a word of morality to the nations. They will move in great authority with signs following.

These women will no longer be dishonored or rejected as leaders. They will not be silenced any more by the church or by the media because I have placed My anointing upon them, and My authority within them. Do not refuse them as they will carry a two edged sword to divide the religious traditions of man, from the truth of My word.

Read more from 8/6/15  at:   http://ft111.com/tavolacci.htm

3:56 pm

We are entering a dangerous period of time for Christians, one in which we will see the metaphorical feeding of the Christians to the Lions.

10:49 am


To Dad:

“Why should I keep loving you?  When I know that you’re not true?”

“And why should I call your name?  When you’re to blame?  For making me blue?”

 Wasted Days and Wasted Nights / Vaya Con Dios

Freddy Fender

10:20 am


To Dad:

“You’re a hard one.  But I know that you got your reasons.  These things that are pleasing you will hurt you somehow.”

“It seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table…but you only want the ones that you can’t get.”

“Desperado.  You know you ain’t gettin’ no younger.  Your  pain and your  hunger are driving you home.   And freedom, oh FREEDOM, well  that’s just some people talkin’.   YOUR PRISON IS WALKING THROUGH THIS WORLD ALL ALONE.”

“Let somebody love you, before it’s too late.”


Linda Ronstadt


To Dad:

10:07 am


“And if he’s got a problem…I’m gonna help him him solve ’em.”

Dedicated to my suffering father:

 “When Something Is Wrong With My Baby”

Linda Ronstadt and Aaron Neville

9:54 am

Biblical proportions!  “Whatdaya mean?”    (That’s what my stonewalling dad always asks. He never waits for an answer… because he doesn’t want an answer… because that’s the whole point …of  stonewalling!)


8:29 am

7:59 am


You have to deal with your guilt.  I suspect I’d be easier to talk to about it  than Jesus.

7:41 am

I want to ride the top of the wave.  I don’t want to paddle-board around the shore.  I want EVERYTHING THAT JESUS DIED IN ORDER TO GIVE ME.  I want to provide those same things to others.  I want it all.  I want my destiny, and I want to see many people begin to serve the Lord with gladness.  I want to see everybody happy. (So does Jesus.)  I want to see selfish people distribute their hoard  to those who lack.  I want to watch governments dissolve in joyous recognition that ALL LIVES  MATTER.  I can’t even convince my own father that he was wrong to try to take my life for his own purposes.  WHAT’S A GIRL TO DO?  Wait.  Just wait.  God is in control and my lying father is not.  That will become evident.  “Lord, please give me strength and stamina and wisdom.  Please give me PATIENCE!  My father WILL NOT STOP LYING!  Please forgive him, and move him to see you and to see me and to see what a shit-heel he’s been.  Give him the gift of repentance.  Take away his other supports if you must, because I do not want him to go to hell and neither do you.  DO WHATEVER IT TAKES to make my father face reality!!!!!!  Please.  Thank you.  Amen.”

7:29 am

At some point, men stopped singing.  Maybe it was the mid-eighties?  At church, men used to sing.  Most men did not, they sat in the congregation and prayed that nobody would ask them to pray aloud, but some men would sing, solos and duets and quartets.  During my last few years attending ‘church’ I never heard a man sing to God.  Men are supposed to lead.  Christian men instead ‘influence’.  Christian men use ungodly methods to be heard, even in the ‘church’.  ‘Christian’ men are neuter and pitiful.  ‘Christian’ men are the bane of my current existence.  ‘Christian’ men would not permit me to hear God, and still fight against the truth.  ‘Christian’ men run things according to the rules of man.  ‘Christian’ men are a very serious problem in the movement of truth and righteousness on this planet.  ‘Christian’ men are ‘men’ first and ‘Christian’ second and don’t nobody even think of rising above his station.  ‘Christian’ men will lose the quotation marks pretty soon.  They’ll either be CHRISTIAN MEN…or they’ll be revealed as pansy-ass panty-waists.  Mark my words.

7:15 am

“When the trumpet of the Lord shall sound, and time shall be no more, when the morning breaks eternal bright and fair,

When the saved on Earth shall gather over on the other shore, when the roll is called up yonder I’ll be there.”


6:57 am



“Where Could I Go”

6:22 am

Dad was down AGAIN last night, on a lawnmower.  That’s four times in a single day.  He must want to talk.  When I saw him here I went to bed.

Is there is a difference between mental illness and a character disorder?  I actually don’t believe in ‘mental illness’ because I’ve known some demons, and they’re the source of all lies and violence.  Demons infiltrate our minds with false beliefs, and false emotions.  (NSA does that now too.)  ‘Mentally ill’  people respond to mind-hijacking by relinquishing control when they receive impressions to which they cannot respond from their fear-based paradigm.  If they don’t know what to do with the stimuli, they abandon attempts to make sense of it.    Lots more people will lose control as the false realities coalesce at the crossing.
 Character-impaired  people jump on top of the pile of bullshit and declare themselves god.  A character-flawed person has chosen his path,  preferring that  his morals  become  perverted rather than his mind.  (That’s a long-term fail, however.)   Both of these reactions to multiple-realities damage the person and our race.  Either of these coping-mechanisms  brings the same result:  selfish stupid behaviors.
We can no longer be selfish.  We can no longer be selfish.  To be selfish during an apocalypse is ensuring our spot in the history books as a failure.  The truth about every single thing we’ve ever experienced and every single thing we’ve ever thought and every single thing we’ve ever said and every single thing we’ve ignored or embraced, everything…will be revealed.  Resources will soon be limited.  Selfish people will be culled from the pack, isn’t that obvious?  Liars cannot be trusted;  whether their dishonesty is due to ‘mental illness’ or character perversion will not matter.  Refusing to stand for truth and justice is a death sentence.  Also, the act will be recorded  and an eternal record will be available for all new-worlders to see:  “[John Doe] was a psychopath and fought AGAINST the Kingdom of God.”
If Fukushima destroyed all life today, I’d go to the celestial library and I’d see my father’s name on that list.  He holds the resources to assist the cause of truth…but if truth were exposed his physical  life would   be destroyed.  What a dilemma.  That’s where selfishness will getcha.

5:44 am


5:38 am

….Jesus said, ‘Truly I say to you, there is no one who has [in obedience] left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or farms, for My sake and for the gospel’s sake, but that he will receive a hundred times as much now in the present age, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and farms, along with persecutions; and in the age to come, eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and the last, first'”

(Mark 10:29-31 NASB)

5:29 am

PROPHECY, through Glenn Jackson:

In this hour, each one of My children will be brought to a place before Me, and the origin of their works shall become evident before all. To the righteous great reward and honor but to the unrighteous [in motive] a total exposure of the true motivations of their heart – with a view to them entering into a deep and thorough repentance. While the hour is late it is still early if one will simply give their “whole” heart to Me [Luke 10:27]. In this most glorious hour, many who were “last” [slow in entering in] shall enter into My Kingdom, and do many great and mighty exploits in My Name.

Read more at:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/08%20August%202015/WPFBN0807.pdf


4:07 pm


3:50 pm

Wow, my dad came down again.  He put the two checks that I signed,  totaling $5.40,  in the mailbox.  He signed them this time; hand-signed, not a stamp.   Is he being nice or is he being a dick?  He owes me 3.5 million.


3:43 pm

If Dad and I didn’t share history and remarkable DNA, he’d hire me.  He’d track me down and stalk me until I was working for him.  I didn’t want to be his daughter.  I remember when Mom told us that Dad had been married before.  I was really excited for a minute, thinking maybe he wasn’t really my father.  Then I realized that my mom would have never married him if he wasn’t the guy who knocked her up.  Why ELSE would a smart girl do such a stupid thing?

 I disappointed my dad because I was born with a conscience.  That’s really  a blessing, to my so-very-cursed conception.  He talks the talk but he doesn’t walk the walk and I’ve always pointed that out.  When I was small, I couldn’t help it.  Now that I am large, I can’t help it.  But, God in his great wisdom says that I’ll be my father’s assistant.  (I have attempted to fulfill my purpose since forever.)  My dad got rich by claiming to follow God.  He did not follow God, but he followed somebody who 1) made him rich, 2) chose for his interventions to be attributed to the REAL GOD, and 3) likes it when people call him God.  I know who it is that my dad serves.  He knows me too.  But, if Dad would hire me!  Such a concept, nirvana and prosperity and four-leaf clovers all around.  I only want what’s mine.  I own him.


3:23 pm

Dad knows Josh is my soft spot and he tried to hook me there.  He IS A PSYCHOPATH.

3:09 pm


Get me a real car.  And a phone and some gas money.  Or not.  You’ll wish you did.

2:59 pm

A winner knows for sure that he’s  won when the loser’s stone-walling becomes proactive.  No longer must I face my father with words of love… to hear his protests.  I don’t have to do anything at all, yet I hear,  “I don’t know what you’re talking about, Lin…”  I don’t have to ask any question at all; he drives right up to me and goes full-frontal.  He said, “You always say…”  He doesn’t have a clue what I always say, because he hasn’t spoken to me for six years,  and he hasn’t listened to me since the night he didn’t hear my mom say, “Oh, Robert, let’s not park here.”  (“Oh, Robert, let’s not park.”  “Oh, Robert, let’s not.”  Etc.)

MOM AND DAD, I am TERRIBLY SORRY that I was an inconvenience.  I’m so sorry that you do not like me, but I do not like very much about you either.  That being established, you do not get to lie about me and steal my life then go about as though you did not.  ALSO, it looks really stupid that you are now…OFFENSIVELY stone-walling.   (You’re not supposed to stonewall until somebody asks a question you don’t want to answer.)  You are found out and you’re frauds and it’s only a matter of time until I will supernaturally restrain my urge  to dance on your graves in a red dress.  DO THE RIGHT THING.  You’re nauseating, Mom and Dad.  That’s all I got to say.

Dad came back, after showing his cottage.  He thanked me for the vegetable tart and he lied to my face again.  Then I took him cake to his house, warm almond cake, with two checks he dropped in my mailbox because he needed me to sign them so he could have my two quarters’ dividend in an amount totaling five dollars and forty cents.  He must need that money real bad.  For the first time I used the cd player in that junker car he gave me, and I found some more of his porn.  GEORGE BUSH’S AUTOBIOGRAPHY!   I DROVE THAT CAR FOR TWO MONTHS WITH THAT SMUT A’BOARD.   Please tell me I’m not wasting  time thinking how my dad might become smart.    I texted him:  “You will beg me to pray with you.  And you will pay what you owe me and Josh.  And I will see you in Heaven.”

1:32 pm

I took a big chunk of vegetable tart and put it on the dash of my dad’s car.  Again, he would not acknowledge my presence but his marks said hi to me again.

1:26 pm

My dad is SUCH an ass.  I saw him pull in next door.  He will not communicate about his plans and lies for the property.  (Same difference.)  He was apparently showing the cabin to would-be-tenants?  I walked over there and stared and stared but he ignored me.  I stared until the strangers said hi.  Then I shouted, “HI DAD.”  And he responded. What an asshole.  If everybody worked together the accumulation would be so much greater than HIS PLAN HAVING HIM  BE GOD.  He ain’t God.  He ain’t even a god, except to himself and those dependent on his greatness.  He shuffles and stoops.  He looks really old.  Too bad he won’t talk to me.  He really needs some help.


12:45 pm

Secession: The Reasonable Option Everyone Resists | Tom Woods

The growing number of secession movements around the world gives rise to our topic: breaking away from current government structures that do so much harm to liberty, peace, and prosperity. Recorded at “Breaking Away: The Case for Secession”—the Mises Circle in Houston, Texas, on 24 January 2015.

12:03 pm

We judge people from a better point, by recognizing things they neglect to say.  Truth is enlarging herself.  We know that some people are educated about certain topics, and we therefore recognize that they have encountered truth. SO, we can also recognize that some of these Truth-acquainted speakers REFUSE to report TRUTH’S necessary conspiratorial conclusions. We can see that most truth-speakers eventually reach a line, over which they will not step.  People who point us to corruption and falsehood are by necessity  NOT pointing us to other aspects  of equal portent.  To understand an entire issue, which we must do if we’re to reform our world into an environment conducive to freedom for all, we have to see all the puzzle pieces in front of us.  How do we know whether to believe statements made by truthful people who won’t go all the way?  Spirit.  That’s the only way.  Gut instinct and revelation and ‘visions of the night.’  God.  He’s the only way out of here alive.


11:30 am

I made slurpy sesame noodles with  red pepper, peanuts, cilantro and water chestnuts.   Very spicy.   I’m also making a vegetable tart with cornmeal crust.  Josh had an egg, sausage and cheese sandwich on an English muffin for breakfast.  I haven’t baked for a couple days so he got vanilla wafers spread with chocolate mousse in his lunch.    I’ll bake something good today.

Barack Obama, Planned Parenthood And The Demonic Population Control Agenda Of The New World Order

Did you know that Planned Parenthood gets more than half a billion dollars from the federal government every single year?  Did you know that the Obama administration gives an additional 35 million dollars each year to the United Nations Population Fund to promote abortion and sterilization around the globe?  And did you know that the radical new sustainable development agenda that is being launched by the United Nations in September includes a goal of providing access to abortion services to every single woman on the entire planet by the year 2030?  The things that you are going to read about in this article are very disturbing.  The demonic population control agenda of the New World Order is greatly advancing, and Barack Obama and the U.S. government are at the tip of the spear.

Now it is all out in the open, and most Americans don’t seem too concerned about it.  Barack Obama has already pledged to stop all attempts to defund Planned Parenthood, and he is very proud to stand shoulder to shoulder with them.  The following is an excerpt from a speech that Obama delivered to Planned Parenthood in 2013

“That’s why no matter how great the challenge, no matter how fierce the opposition, there’s one thing the past few years have shown,” Obama said. “It’s that Planned Parenthood isn’t going anywhere.”

It’s not going anywhere today, it’s not going anywhere tomorrow,” Obama said.

Barack Obama is also very committed to advancing the population control agenda of the United Nations.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/barack-obama-planned-parenthood-and-the-demonic-population-control-agenda-of-the-new-world-order/#ujvPSQlpSUBcoq6l.99

10:07 am

Town councils, city councils, school boards all over the country are abusing their powers, and only the people can stop this. Everyone at that meeting should have stood up and demanded he have the right to continue speaking. Or they should have walked out with him, and that councilwoman who did walk out.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/this-is-happening-around-the-country-everyone-should-be-worried/#hXAqSJZY7BqmqfDR.99


9:49 am

Latest Conspiracy Theory Now Fact: Echelon Confirmed

(We were told 27 years ago.)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/latest-conspiracy-theory-now-fact-echelon-confirmed/#zkMlrSmqoPsh8j34.99

5:55 am

  1. “Hidden in plain sight”.  That’s how the world always is.  The things that appear garish and over-the-top sometimes are broadcasting truth.  The things we immediately doubt, are those same things we should consider.  We must be led in our evaluations…by the Spirit.  There is no way, no way at all, to traverse this minefield of mind-control without a light.  We WILL ALL BE REQUIRED to decide what we will believe, as the forces of alternative realities  manifest in front of us.  ALL POSSIBILITIES CANNOT BE TRUE.  We will HAVE TO CHOOSE.  I choose, now, to follow the voice of the Spirit of God, and I ask his divine enabling to hear Him.  What will you choose to believe?  Will you wait until the voices are screaming into your sleep?  How far must the tyranny progress until our enslaved minds will realize …that we have A CHOICE?

If ‘A’ is wrong, and ‘B’ is wrong, we should consider ‘C”.  If “C” is PREPOSTEROUS, all non-serious test-takers will default to “D”, ‘none of the above.’  This is laziness.

5:21 am

Anatevka (with subtitles)

Fiddler on the Roof

5:19 am

  1. The prophet says that I’ll always be able to come back to the U.P.  He took me foraging yesterday.  We picked tiny red berries from pillows of crunchy lichens.  The berries don’t lose their color when they dry, and he says it only takes a bit of red to make his artwork pop.  He’s earned a living all over the continent by selling bits of debris he picks up at the village gates.  He says it’s a gift.  He also says that if I could keep track of his stock, he could sell enough artwork to feed me too.  I know I’m supposed to go somewhere, but this doesn’t feel right.
     The prophet needs to be with people he’s crazy about, and he’s not crazy about me.  He says I ran a good race, and at this point I should be able to lay my burden down at the feet of Jesus.  He cries when we talk about Jesus.  I red him some chapters from Joel, and he preached to me from his heart.  Living in a mountain-man’s car would be FAR BETTER than where I am.  He said, and it’s been my observation too, that it doesn’t matter as much,  what Spirit builds  in our hearts…if we don’t meet people to share it with. He’s really lonely, but I couldn’t help him with that.  I’m really poor, but he’s not my man.  God has plans for both of us.
    The prophet said that he thinks the authorities recognized early that we could run the world and so they threw  a wrench in the works of our development.  I suspect that’s true on more levels than I can recognize thus far.  He thinks there are still individuals within the false churches who are not sold out to the devil.  I’m believing otherwise; I think that affiliation with a prostitutionary organization is fait accompli.  We’ll see.  He’s adamant that we do not believe every thought that passes between our ears.  So am I.  He said that my dad would be astonished if he could recognize how much I’ve loved him.  He said our mind-control goes  back a very long time.
    The ‘1’ showed up.  About time.


6:57 pm

GRAPHIC- Planned Parenthood – 5th Video Released – Fully Intact Fetus Sales!

The clip also features the faux tissue buyers presumably asking if abortion procedures can be changed and adjusted to account for specific organ and tissue needs, including fully intact fetuses — to which Farrell seemingly responds affirmatively.

“So, if we alter our process and we are able to obtain intact fetal cadavers, then we can make it part of the budget that any dissections are this, and splitting the specimens into different shipments is this,” she said. “I mean that’s — it’s all just a matter of line items.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/graphic-planned-parenthood-5th-video-released-fully-intact-fetus-sales/#tRX9XIeWfT1lDZ2e.99

12:07 pm

Hackers And Feds Clash In Las Vegas, Defcon and Blackhat

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/hackers-and-feds-clash-in-las-vegas-defcon-and-blackhat/#1vMQkMARK2z5LbXj.99

7:06 am

Spiritual cause and effect: Why 3,500 abortions a day is putting America on the path of Biblical-scale destruction

This article is not attempting to convince you that such activities are now routinely taking place in America. That fact is irrefutable by all but those who are mentally ill and living in a state of total fantasy. Rather, this article attempts to explain that there is a spiritual price to be paid for this systematic murder and destruction of life.

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050651_spiritual_cause_and_effect_abortions_morphic_fields.html#ixzz3hqLwItDy

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050651_spiritual_cause_and_effect_abortions_morphic_fields.html#ixzz3hqLZ5dJK

6:37 am

50% of celebrities killed someone for the 20 million dollar illuminati Blood sacrifice hip hop club

6:09 am

How the illuminati re-engineered women -Hypersexualization of girls, unethical parenting exposed!

5:00 am

 And so it was with me, brothers and sisters. When I came to you, I did not come with eloquence or human wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God.[a] For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. I came to you in weakness with great fear and trembling. My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on human wisdom, but on God’s power.

God’s Wisdom Revealed by the Spirit

We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. No, we declare God’s wisdom, a mystery that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.However, as it is written:

“What no eye has seen,
    what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”[b]
    the things God has prepared for those who love him—

10 these are the things God has revealed to us by his Spirit.

I Corinthians 2:1-10(a)

4:14 am

Prophecy, through Glenn Jackson:

My plan for you is unfolding perfectly. Only hold fast to the revelation that is “burning brightly” in your heart for I shall surely make you a great sign and a wonder to all those in your sphere of existence, and they shall see beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are in the center of My Will.

The center of the Father’s Will: this is the place where all true “enthusiasm” [passion] for everything arises. It does not matter whether we are talking about marriage, family or any element of “Church work” – it must be the presence of the Father and His Spirit [Who is the Spirit of Christ] that is ALL IN ALL! This is the place of true satisfaction and fulfilment, and this is the place of GLORY: the very place that we, as the Glorious Church, are all headed for in these days – never to depart. All those whose hearts are “wholly given” are about to enter into a life [the true Christian life] that is far beyond even our greatest expectations and “anticipations” – and, because of these things, the “absolute” Lordship of Jesus shall clearly be proclaimed through our every word and deed to the devastation of the Evil One and his forces!

It is very important for every “Christian” to understand fully the purpose in the Father’s desire for His children to walk in that place of “abiding” in His Word [Will] – far above any “feelings” [perceptions of the five physical senses] that they might experience in this natural realm. There have been – and shall continue to be – some very severe attacks by demonic forces against those throughout the Body of Christ who are being raised up in this hour to confront [by their very presence and the divine wisdom abiding within them] the “religious spirits” working throughout the church at large.

Read more here:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/08%20August%202015/WPFBN0804.pdf

4:04 am

Planned Parenthood sells fully intact baby corpses Connection To The Occult

3:56 am


Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

Jack Johnson

– (I can’t embed videos anymore I guess.)


3:27 am

“It’s building up to a catastrophe of historic proportions.”

Why the U.S. Is the Next Greece: Doug Casey on America’s Economic Problems


7:44 pm


LOOK how MUCH they knew about her…

Corporate Tyranny: Former Merck Pharmaceutical Corp. Employee Targeted for Strong Arm Intimidation After Speaking Out Against Forced Vaccinations And Deadly Drugs


from 6/30/15:

Why won’t the veterans defend our rights?  Didn’t they take an oath?  George wears camo almost every day and my dad gets teary-eyed when he meets an old Korean in an elevator.  Their military service was honorable, and instructive… and they’ve left it far behind.  Our country is under attack, from within and without.  Our freedoms are GONE.  Our freedoms are GONE and next they’re coming for our very thoughts.  Will  WWIII begin at the Texas coast with Russian troops on the ‘homeland’?  Why did they begin calling America by the same nickname as Nazi Germany?  How long must Germany pay for America’s prior crimes?  America, the Beautiful, has bloody hands and hearts and we’ve got some serious stuff coming down.  Geo-engineering is DESTROYING THE REAL HOMELAND, our biological necessity!  A band of insurgents… that WE ELECTED… has taken over the control center and they are pushing buttons willy-nilly. The ENTIRE WORLD has rejected the US dollar and we’re still flashing our Michigan bankroll and feeling really safe.  WAKE UP VETERANS!  GROW A PAIR AND HELP US!


1:55 pm

My father taught me that I was unworthy of love, and he taught my husband that too.  My parents were amazed with George.  They’d shake their heads and say, “George really loves Linda.”  (Psalm 109:25)  They might as well have said, “George is really stupid.”  Their mien and overtures were explicit and repetitive.  He believed them and I believed them.  I settled.  I might have sought conscious love if I had felt entitled.  Or even felt myself to be a candidate.  Or even a charity case, in a more liberal environment.  I expected to be ignored and treated like shit, because I believed my parents, who burned me on Molech’s altar. when they sought to right their worlds, after I came.
 Lots of unattractive people are loved, and some even have sex.  Isaac told me I was messed up when I determined that only beautiful people could enjoy sex.  He’s really smart.  He’s also not around here anymore.  I really want a life so much.  I gave it up, I did it willingly.  3.5 million is a small pittance of what my father owes me and my family, and Adam for that matter.  Dad’s a fraud and he destroys people who might expose that fact.  Not this time.
I became also a reproach unto them: when they looked upon me they shaked their heads.

1:43 pm

1:28 pm

Fergie’s move to Switzerland brings to an end one of the most unusual royal living situations and one that left the Duke of Edinburgh among others baffled.

The Duchess, who has in the past confessed that she would have been left homeless were it not for her ex, has continued to share a home with Prince Andrew, despite being divorced.

Fergie finally moves out of house she shared with Prince Andrew and sets up home in £13million Swiss ski chalet

  • The Duchess of York has moved to a chalet in the Swiss resort of Verbier
  • £13m property is jointly owned by Fergie and ex-husband Prince Andrew
  • A spokesman said the move is a bid to be seen as ‘an independent unit’
  • Lavish chalet boasts an indoor pool and six permanent members of staff 

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3183662/Independent-unit-Fergie-sets-home-13m-Swiss-ski-chalet-Duchess-York-FINALLY-moves-20-years-divorcing-Prince-Andrew.html#ixzz3hm3dLp6u
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Close: Fergie and Prince Andrew have lived together since divorcing in 1996 and remain close friends. The Duchess, pictured left at Royal Ascot and right in Verbier, said she would have been homeless without him

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10:47 am

California Fires Are Linked To Jade Helm 15

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/california-fires-are-linked-to-jade-helm-15/#pkie3hiHp4Z7UyXI.99

10:21 am

The Holy Spirit beat the NSA.  When the Baptists realize this, they will be very embarrassed.


10:14 am

NOTICE;  EVERY HACKER WHO HAS WATCHED  MY FATHER’S GOVERNMENT HARASS A TRUE CHRISTIAN… IS ON THE LIST.  Doesn’t that go without saying?  Have you not considered that reality?  You are a target, because you now know God is God.  Keith Alexander haunts your dreams.  Mark Zuckerburg screwed everybody he ever met, right?  Which techies bow to Israel?  We have many things to consider, and as soon as you STAND UP FOR TRUTH we can begin.  906-291-1376.  906-586-4629.  I forgot my address yesterday.  After all this training I still can’t remember numbers.


10:06 am

Here’s what I think:  those automatic translator-headsets worn by my father’s government’s goons can translate recordings into any earthly language.  Probably a few of the extra-terrestrials.  But, I do not think they translate into every language they’ve heard.  I think there is a very special list, above the red and green, above the red-white-and-blue, a list that shines golden:  a list of those who hear from God.  I’d put money on it.  If I had any money.  A lot of atheist-hackers are chewing their fists.  They might rather be chewing their fingerprints off.

9:59 am

A lot of atheists have wanted religion to be right.  A lot of seekers have observed the falseness of the matrix, and wished for somebody ‘outside the camp’ to show them truth and righteousness.  A lot of atheists want to see miracles a lot more than those who claim sole access to them.  The Baptists claim to serve the one true god. (Doesn’t everybody?)  But, the Baptists deny that their one true god can heal people or make them speak in languages that have not been  learned.  The Baptists worship the Bible, but they do not believe it.
The Bible says that the ONE TRUE GOD does those things and wants to do those things and will do those things if we only believe.  And ask.  “You have not, because you ask not.”  I pray audaciously.  I pray for new things to be created just for me, because I am useless and I plan to become very important to Jesus, the Christ.  I want EVERY SINGLE THING he wants for me.  Nothing less.  Not a farthing less.  I want my destiny, and I want him.  “Dear NSA.  My church-folk don’t think praying in tongues is real.  Could you assist their faith?  Thank you. With condolences from your biggest fan and worst enemy, Linda.”

8:43 am

BREAKING: Blocked videos may prove aborted babies were born alive before organ harvesting, says Daleiden

See more here:   https://www.lifesitenews.com/pulse/breaking-blocked-stem-express-videos-may-prove-babies-were-born-alive-befor

8:12 am

Watch: Former Planned Parenthood Director Drops BOMBSHELL Revelation PP Wants Quiet

See more at:   http://www.westernjournalism.com/watch-former-planned-parenthood-director-drops-bombshell-revelation-pp-wants-quiet/?utm_medium=WesternWebsite&utm_source=Twitter&utm_campaign=social

BREAKING: Blocked videos may prove aborted babies were born alive before organ harvesting, says Daleiden

See more here:   https://www.lifesitenews.com/pulse/breaking-blocked-stem-express-videos-may-prove-babies-were-born-alive-befor

7:23 am

Just when I think that my father couldn’t be pushed further into the corner of cowardice, God gives me something else.  Now we got the end of the world coming up.  Yom Kippur.  Christians are saying it, Jews are saying it, astronomers are saying it, astrologers are saying it.  Who’s not saying it?  The Baptists.  My family with much to lose.  September is VERY important, and I hope to be among allies.  Guess God knows best.

September 25 is my mom’s birthday, and Josh’s.  (Dad says that’s because everybody gets the same thing for Christmas.)  Dad  refuses to 1) make restitution, 2) HELP his family, 3) assist tortured individuals, 4) allow my sons to reconsider Jesus the Christ, 5) give George his manhood back, 6) give account of election tampering, 7) answer to my charge of attempted murder, 8) get me a speaking engagement at Lakefield Baptist church, 9) tell his progeny that it’s OK to talk to me again with an apology in the Newberry News…or 10) help humanity face-down the antichrist.  He’s toast.  Maybe he won’t hold out until September.

6:52 am

I used to have a copy of Newton’s book on prophecy; I can’t even remember the title.  I must have sent it to Adam.

Isaac Newton’s September 23, 2015 Prophecy; September 24, 2015- “100% Probability ” Of Asteroid

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/prophecy/2015/07/isaac-newtons-september-23-2015-prophecy-september-24-2015-100-probability-of-asteroid-2471454.html

6:19 am

This month they published two papers in ScientificReports on brain-brain interfaces, or “organic computers,” in which animals whose brains were wired together were able to mentally exchange sensory and motor information to solve problems together—often better than they could alone.

Communicating Via Thought Waves Alone: Q&A With Miguel Nicolelis

See more here:   http://www.biosciencetechnology.com/articles/2015/07/communicating-thought-waves-alone-q-miguel-nicolelis

5:55 am

My phone hasn’t rung for three weeks, that’s when I last heard from the prophet.  I’m lonely and pointless.  I go to the store twice a day so I can talk to a person.  Thank God for Josh.  He needs to go somewhere else and God is never late.  He wants a Quebecois flag for his birthday.  Last year I had a few bucks, from the death insurance policy my dad had on my life.  It was nice to finally be able to get him some cool gifts.  I’d like to feel that again.


5:08 am

5:04 am

4:23 am

Who Needs a Billboard? Ads  Beamed Directly into Your Head

Go back a few years. Published on October 27, 1992, U.S. patent 5,159,703 for a “silent subliminal presentation system” was reportedly developed for military use. The abstract defines the technology as, “A silent communications system in which nonaural carriers, in the very low or very high audio frequency range or in the adjacent ultrasonic frequency spectrum, are amplitude or frequency modulated with the desired intelligence and propagated acoustically or vibrationally, for inducement into the brain, typically through the use of loudspeakers, earphones or piezoelectric transducers.”

Read more at:   http://www.redicecreations.com/article.php?id=33975


4:11 pm

Tonight Josh will learn how to make Hollandaise sauce in a blender.  Isaac knows how.  He can have any woman he wants.  Josh says that a straight man can’t be empathetic (especially towards a woman)  without being called gay.  Is that so?

Though they shouted, “A sword for the Lord and for Gideon!” The only “weapons” they used in this particular strategy were trumpets, torches, and earthen pitchers.

“But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us.”  ( 2 Corinthians 4:7)

Read more at:   http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=14986

3:44 pm

…justice cannot be approximated if the hope of its perfect realization does not generate a sublime madness in the soul.

Nothing but such madness will do battle with malignant power and ‘spiritual wickedness in high places.’ The illusion is dangerous because it encourages terrible fanaticisms. It must therefor e be brought under the control of reason. One can only hope that reason will not destroy it before its work is done.”

(Reinhold Niebuhr)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-illusions-of-extremists-of-both-the-right-and-the-left-are-very-dangerous-things-for-the-very-reason-that-they-often-incline-themselves-to-sacrifice-the-individual-and-even-surprisingly-large/#YEZAyACqkWp1k356.99

1:56 pm

WOW.  First Ron Paul addresses ad hominem attacks, and now James Corbett.    Apparently Corbett encountered some grammar Nazis.

The Anarchy of Language

“The real point of communication is communication,  the miracle of communication.  And it is a miracle.  And it may be a miracle that is so mundane and everyday that we don’t really even contemplate it anymore.  But it is a miracle that I can take these thoughts and ideas and half-formed ambiguous vague concepts, put them into words, force them out my mouth-hole and into your ear-hole and you will get at least an understanding of what I’m talking about. “

“That IS a miracle, and that is the beauty of language.  And I posit to you that that is the anarchy of language.  I may not speak at all times and in all contexts in a perfectly grammatically correct way.  but if I get the point across, then isn’t that enough?  And I would argue that yes, that is in fact not only the potential of this miracle of communication, but also that’s the delight, the play of language.  That’s where poetry comes from, that’s where we can really play with the concept of how we communicate things, and that we don’t always have to rigidly adhere to those grade-school-varities.”

1:17 pm


“Sons of the dogs who murdered the prophets, finishing off what your fathers began.
You don’t have time to scorn and to scoff, it’s getting very late!  Vengeance doesn’t wait!!
You snakes, you vipers’ brood, you cannot escape being devil’s food.
Aye said you prophets and aye said you preachers, sages and rages and ages of teachers…”
Blind Guides!  Blind Fools!  The blood you spilt, on you will fall!
This Nation!  This Generation!  Will bear the guilt of it all!”

Alas For You


12:59 pm

The pesto-crusted cod was very good; I only made a couple pieces because Josh and I ended up pigging out on guacamole.  I was thinking of making more today, but I’m feeling old-school.  I’ll bake the fish with butter and cracker crumbs.  We’ll have jacket-potatoes.  But I’m going to do something with asparagus that will blow his mind.

I’m either useless or I’m Superwoman, there’s no middle ground.  That’s the difference between the flesh and the Spirit and I aim to eradicate the useless part.  “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”  “In my flesh dwelleth no good thing.”  I am pulled between two infinite points.  “Whatever is done without faith is sin.”  I choose the Spirit.  I LOVE the Spirit, and I long to lay down my burden, down by the riverside.  I AIN’T GONNA STUDY WAR NO MORE!  I will not HAVE to consider, the machinations of psychopaths and fake-Christian-relatives.  They will cease to exist if they have not war.  I tried to explain this to Josh, maybe I can do it now.
 If you destroy their sustenance, demons move along.  Demons can be evicted.  Then they find a new house, or they “wander in the dry places”.   But sometimes,   they move back into  their former home, the  one that has been  CLEANED UP,  BUT NOT FILLED UP… WITH THE PRESENCE OF GOD.   (ie.  HOLY SPIRIT.)  When they go back, they bring seven others more evil than themselves.  Then the situation of the host is far worse than it would have been,  if he had never said the “Sinner’s Prayer”.   In this economy we get squatters on every inch of real estate we don’t fill up with the Holy Ghost.  (It says it right there in the Bible.  Baptists know it and I know it,  but their  DOCTRINE doesn’t permit it to be true.  The NSA could learn mind-control from THEM.)


9:07 am

“Cowardice, alone of all the vices, is purely painful — horrible to anticipate, horrible to feel, horrible to remember; Hatred has its pleasures. It is therefore often the compensation by which a frightened man reimburses himself for the miseries of Fear. The more he fears, the more he will hate. And Hatred is also a great anodyne for shame.”

— From the demon Screwtape, in The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-big-list-of-lies-by-our-leaders-post-it-everywhere-to-change-america/#4DepShHvWvuB4BGC.99

8:55 am

We Are All Increasingly Becoming Rats In A Digital Cage Compliments Of Our Own Elected Power Hungry Government Criminals

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/we-are-all-increasingly-becoming-rats-in-a-digital-cage-compliments-of-our-own-elected-power-hungry-government-criminals/#DjBxLSvDJyjagQX5.99

7:47 am


“There’s still one thing that you can do.  Get down on your knees and pray.  You know the Lord will answer you.  DON’T WAIT ‘TIL TOMORROW, DO IT TODAY.”     (Eric Clapton)

Got To Get Better

[Live at Crossroads 2013]

Eric Clapton –

7:14 am

To extrapolate from prior musings, Jesus wants the same thing too.  There are things he wants to share with each of us, individually.  He wants to tell us jokes that nobody else would get.  He wants that thing where he can raise one eyebrow and have me rolling on the floor.  He knows us.  He knows each and every one of us and he knows how to make us laugh.   We each have something he longs for.  He wants that part, that part that we never shared before.  I had a friend once, unlucky in love.  Her last relationship was with a notorious philanderer.  She said, “I’m keeping part of myself back.  I want something left to fall back on if he cheats.”  I told her I was doing an experiment.  I told her I was loving a man with my entire life.  I told her I’d get back to her. She’s dead now. That’s what I heard, nobody seems to really know.

That part my friend  held back was exactly the part she most wanted to share but she had to protect it.  Isn’t that true for all of us?  Our hidden parts will soon be on prime-time, and we’d better come to grips with what it is that we believe might actually matter.  Why were we born?  To make Sam Walton’s children richer?  We were born because Jesus wanted to share himself.  He died for us and is changing us as we speak, because he wanted a wife.  He wanted a kindred-spirit and a bosom-companion, and a help, meet for him.  He wanted me.  (Hope I don’t mess up.)

6:51 am

I think human dignity requires, and I know my heart’s desire does too,  some part of oneself to be shared only with a chosen other, and without observation.    I think this is the whole notion of the  bridal symbolism in the Bible.   We all desire to hold some place in our beloved’s heart that is unavailable to any other.  Jesus is like that too; he made us.  To be the Bride of Christ, is to occupy a spot unavailable to any other.   The Bride of Christ will hear secrets that others do not hear.   The Bride will know the Bridegroom in ways others can not.   (That’s my heart’s desire.)

6:44 am

If I could code, I’d write a better Bible search engine.  Often I remember a sentence, in King James Language  of course, but when I google it I can’t find it.  What I’m remembering is a concept that maybe covered two different verses, and the search engine goes verse by verse.  As I understand, the Bible was not even numbered until King James got ahold of it.  If we read books without man-inserted chapter breaks they tell a different story.  The Psalms had numbers though, and they were musical notation.  The history of the Bible is AMAZING.  The Bible code that predicted assassinations and made fun of Shakespeare.  Isaac Newton’s prophecies.  The OLDEST MANUSCRIPT EVER, found by accident in DC by the guy who traveled the world interviewing formerly-dead-people raised by the Blood of Jesus the Christ.  (He offered me a red pill an in Toronto and I ate it.)  Researchers in France are playing the Psalms according to the original beat-box. Physicists are playing music from Heaven.  We’re seeing synthesis.  We’re also seeing self-destruction by cause of ignorance and apathy and love of this world and selfishness and lots and lots of consumer goods and self-indulgence.

6:20 am


“Don’t say I never warned you, when your train gets lost.”

6:02 am

We should rethInk our eschatology.  Just in case.  Because, “what if”?

Lawlessness, Immorality & Bible Prophecy

Hagmann & Hagmann Report – July 31, 2015

5:20 am

What will happen if the “Dollar Collapses” In September 2015

5:14 am

 “Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him”      (John 3:15)

4:45 am


“Travelin’ Shoes”

– Clara Ward Singers

4:32 am


“This old world is cold, you don’t gain if you’re never bold.   I got me a twinklin’ in my toes, to  make this gap between us close,  give me your hand.”

Give Me Your Hand (Live)


4:25 am



 Call Me

Aretha Franklin feat. King Curtis

(906-291-1376, 906-586-4629)

4:16 am

My grandpa’s birthday, and my aunt’s.  “God bless the Leos.”  I haven’t heard too much from Jesus in a long time, and I’m running on empty.  (It happens.)  But, I know that when he shows up again, I’ll laugh.  I’ll say, “WHERE have you BEEN?  Why do you do that to me?  I can’t live without you.”  Then he’ll laugh.  He’ll ask, “How else could you KNOW that I am always here?”  He’s right.  He’s always right, and he always puts things into perspective.  (I BEG for his perspective, and his alone.  Most of my prayer-history is begging.  I think I’m growing up.)   My worship-life-worship has been very altered by surveillance.  I went through stages of embarrassment and defiance.  Now I’m just very tired.  I suppose if they can’t make you crazy they can try to wear you down.
Lakefield is on the brink of destruction, due to the influence of false Christians.  Lakefield is ALSO on the brink of greatness.  “I set before you two paths.”  “Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both and be one traveler, long I stood,  and gazed down one as far as I could, to where it bent in the undergrowth.”  (Robert Frost)   Lakefield Baptist Church has a decision to make, and failing to make a choice is default to Hell.  You claim to represent God on Earth.  You do no such thing.  Make it right or get some Kevlar.

4:05 am


Change My Heart oh God – Hillsong (With Lyrics)

3:58 am

Holistic Cancer Researcher: “Life in Danger”! Makes plea for help

A church is giving kids enemas and blaming it on the doctor.   Isn’t that just par for the course?



6:18 pm

It’s so good to listen to smart guys talk.  At around fourteen minutes they talk about John Taylor Gatto.  He’s my friend.  He called me up and told me to write more books.

Jeff interviews forensic historian Richard Grove, topics include: self rule, questioning existing history, Dr Antony Sutton, the trilateral commission, the history of war funding, an ominous continuity, the shaping of western society, the truth is what the strong say it is, keep calm and start thinking, manipulation of the school system, John Taylor Gatto, 9/11, manipulation of public perception and how that becomes history, the use of fear, some people don’t want to know, public forgetfulness, Greece, IMF & world banksters, the importance of owning precious metals and Bitcoin in a crisis like Greece, you don’t actually own your stocks, making people dependent on the state, , mass media distraction, the important work of waking people up, Anarchapulco 2016!

Anarchast Ep. 232 Richard Grove: Tragedy & Hope

5:19 pm

Department Of Homeland Security Preparing To Unleash Surveillance Robots Across America


The bulletin went out Friday and warned that unmanned aircraft systems or drones could be used in the U.S. to advance terrorist and criminal activities. Law enforcement sources say, “emerging adversary use of Unmanned Aircraft Systems present detection and disruption challenges.”

According to federal officials, “The rising trend in UAS incidents within the National Airspace System will continue, as UAS gain wider appeal with recreational users and commercial applications.”

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/department-of-homeland-security-preparing-to-unleash-surveillance-robots-across-america/#KaksJx0kResGgviL.99

4:55 pm

The Circus Is In Town

The United States of Absurdity, Circa 2015

Someone must have been telling lies about Joseph K., for without having done anything wrong he was arrested one fine morning.
– Franz Kafka, The Trial

One of the burdens faced by American politicos is sustaining a nostalgic fiction that we’re still living in a golden age of American Exceptionalism. Marketing strategies for selling cars, toothpaste and political candidates will continue to work this realm with glossier and glossier messages how special we are and how the rest of the world pines for our rule. Likewise, they will continue to fall short on sustaining our crumbling public infrastructure and the dignity of our poor. America’s resurgence depends, we’re told in a full-page New York Times ad, on Reagan-like conservative optimism. Reagan optimism amounts to symbolically polishing up the locomotive pulling the American dream while conveniently forgetting about the fetid, jammed cattle cars and the dilapidated caboose at the end of the train.

Read more at:   http://thiscantbehappening.net/node/2818?page=2

4:47 pm

Leaked Pentagon Video Shows Vaccine Designed to ~ Modify Behavior ~

We can turn a fanatic into an ordinary person”

(They’re going to vaccinate religious people.  No biggie, I guess.)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/leaked-pentagon-video-shows-vaccine-designed-to-modify-behavior-vid/#2rd5TQCe4ry8sIGJ.99

3:39 pm


“Colored people are like human weeds and are to be exterminated.”  – Margaret Sanger, founder of Planned Parenthood

“The most obvious practitioner of racism in the United States today is Planned Parenthood, an organization founded by the eugenicist Margaret Sanger and recently documented as ready to accept money to eliminate black babies” – Dr. Alveda King

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/liberals-silent-as-its-shown-the-1-killer-of-blacks-in-america-is-planned-parenthood/#Ot3hxzaxFTHRXxZg.99

8:53 am

Things Are Unfolding In Textbook Fashion For Another Major Global Financial Crisis In The Months Ahead And 11 Red Flag Events That Just Happened As We Enter The Pivotal Month Of August 2015

Are you ready for what is coming in August?  All over America, economic, political and social tensions are building, and the next 30 days could turn out to be pivotal.  In July, we saw things start to turn.  As you will read about below, a major six year trendline for the S&P 500 was finally broken this month, Chinese stocks crashed, commodities crashed, and debt problems started erupting all over the planet.  I fully expect that this next month (August) will be a month of transition as we enter an extremely chaotic time in the fall and winter.  Things are unfolding in textbook fashion for another major global financial crisis in the months ahead, and yet most people refuse to see what is happening. 

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/things-are-unfolding-in-textbook-fashion-for-another-major-global-financial-crisis-in-the-months-ahead-and-11-red-flag-events-that-just-happened-as-we-enter-the-pivotal-month-of-august-2015/#0Rdqsj8B57Avo1wL.99

8:34 am


When Isaac was a kid with a bass voice he sang a lot of Negro Spirituals.  May I say that without being racist?  His favorite was, “Whattaya gonna do when your lamp burns down”?

Keep Your Lamp Trimmed And Burning (Trad.) – By JR

8:30 am

 According to the report, a WWN journalist with camera in hand visited local businesses to acquire video evidence of various government signage. What he found was shocking:

New York’s Division of Homeland Security is posting signs on businesses to encourage people to snitch on fellow citizens who buy such things as MRE’s (Meals Ready to Eat), ammunition, flash lights, match containers, gas masks and other items deemed to be ‘prepper’ in nature.

Surplus store in Auburn, NY tell us how a state trooper put up a flyer in their window which encourages customers to call the New York State Terrorism Tips Line to report this ‘suspicious activity’ under the as part of the “See Something, Say Something” campaign.

The sign in question, as well as the accompanying letter to the local business, can be seen in the video below.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/video-proof-feds-post-letters-identifying-preppers-as-potential-terrorists-individuals-or-groups-making-bulk-purchases/#jUMXgugfMUIThoE1.99

8:19 am

I have another entire Evernote account that I haven’t opened in about three years.  It has thousands of pages, mostly from when I was first SERIOUSLY cyber-stalked.  (2012-2013)  That account is where the pictures are that were shown to me…of me…by the computer goons.  At first it was VERY CREEPY.  When you close Evernote, it stays on the page you were at until the next time you open it.  (I think.  I haven’t closed Evernote in two years.)   Anyway, when they’re hacking you, sometimes some text or photo from your deep dark past appears on your opening page.  That is an absolute violation, when first encountered.  That’s the point.  They want our minds to immediately scan EVERYTHING in our account/record/transcript that would be embarrassing for others to know about.  Guilt.  Shame.  (Their point is to corrupt us.)  I’ve been saying this for years and I hope some potential target (ie. EVERYBODY) has paid attention.  THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE THIS SHIT IS TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST ABOUT YOUR LIFE.  That’s the only way out.  “The TRUTH shall set you free.”
Your deepest-darkest-deadliest-deceitful-est wish…is the goal of the brain-probes.  Your silly sadistic thoughts are merely their doodle pad as they wait.  We’re boring so they jerk us around.  They’re god.  Until they go home and their ears start to ring.  Ha!  Nobody’s safe.  For every psychopath there is a bigger, nastier psychopath wishing to drink cyber blood and to jerk off at the expense of another’s dignity, freedom, and divinity.  There ain’t NOBODY free on this entire planet.  The Rothschilds bend their knees to other entities.
The ‘queen’ has been visited, in her very own bedroom, by a servant of THE MOST HIGH GOD.  Lots of my true brethren travel in the Spirit.  I’ve only been granted that privilege a couple times, and I always ended up back at the same place.  But, pretty soon I’ll graduate.  Pretty soon I’ll go where God wishes me to be, and it will thrill my soul to serve Him and to see the sites.  This is the most incredible time in human history and God picked me (and you) to live here now.  To miss this blessing because one has chosen to believe documented-liars would be most tragic.
(And then they change your password.   That’s a trip.)

6:19 am

“This will  in the end become a test of people’s faith. Will you believe in scientism?  Will you believe in  the new world order?  Will you believe in sustainable development and climate change and Mother Earth and all these other things?  Or will you believe in the Living God who created the universe in the first place,  and man, and placed him here, on this earth, to be stewards over the creation.  rather than the creation being stewards over man.”
“Where will you place your hope?  This will be the ultimate testing ground for people.”
“God will protect his own children; he always has, and he always will.”
-(From the video by Patrick Wood)

4:36 am

Technocracy: The Framework for Global Domination…Patrick Wood

America is not a great nation, and it hasn’t been for a very long time.  Any government that gives hundreds of millions of dollars each year to an organization that systematically murders babies, harvests their internal organs and ships them off to laboratories where they are used in experiments can hardly be called “great”.  Back in the 1980s, Ronald Reagan referred to the Soviet Union as “the evil empire”, but today it is the Russians that are calling us “evil” and “godless”.  And you know what?  When Vladimir Putin called us “godless” he was 100 percent correct.  Someday when history judges us, we will fully deserve to be mentioned in the same breath as Stalin’s Russia, Mao’s China and Hitler’s Germany.  Our consciences have been so seared that we have absolutely no sense of perspective anymore.  We get all bent out of shape over the killing of Cecil the Lion in Zimbabwe, but the trafficking of the body parts and internal organs of millions of our own babies hardly elicits any reaction at all.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-most-evil-government-in-american-history/#2GT3oY46Iq4YbXXE.99

4:23 am

Isn’t this how news should be reported?  All the history and the footnotes.

Israelis Arrested in JPMorgan Hack Case – #NewWorldNextWeek

3:35 am


Krugman called Ron Paul crotchety!  That guy puts up with so much shit.  He’s finally mad.  Glad to see it.  (How can a graph be sarcastic?)

“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.”

Ron Paul: ‘I’m Sending a Message to Paul Krugman’


8:54 pm

Hacker Sends Toronto Woman Creepy Pictures of Herself Taken Through Her Own Webcam

(I should dig out my own ghost-pics.)

Logging into Facebook after work the next day, Clark says her blood ran cold. An anonymous account had sent her a series of photos of the couple’s evening, seemingly taken from the laptop’s camera. “They were so freakishly intimate,” she says.

“Realy,cute couple [sic]” was the only message.

See at:   http://www.vice.com/en_ca/read/hacker-sends-toronto-woman-pictures-of-herself-through-webcam-police-can-do-little-about-it?utm_source=vicefbca

6:58 pm

When I was told that I was under surveillance, I panicked.  I assumed it was because of George’s grow-op and I tried to get Josh out of the house immediately.  Then I got divorced and forced the issue.  Later, when it became oh-so-obvious that I was being watched, I went on a hunger strike.  You know what was the first thing I thought of when I knew people were watching me?  MY HOUSE IS DIRTY.  No kidding.  I had been vomiting every day and being electronically raped every night.  It’s amazing their lenses didn’t grime-over.  It really is an interesting story, and I have documented every single detail.  Except one.  The part my dad refuses to part with because they’ll kill him.  Tough spot.

6:52  pm

I didn’t cook supper.  I sliced tomatoes and onions and washed two heads of romaine and drove to Curtis to get sandwich buns because I didn’t finish baking bread.  (It will taste even better if the dough sits for another day.)  I got out the cheese and mayonaise and sliced ham.  I fried some bacon.  I’m feeling sort of guilty for not making Josh’s sandwich.  He’s on the phone with Isaac.  (I hope he doesn’t tell him I didn’t cook supper.)  There’s leftover peach cobbler.  Zucchini bread.  He won’t starve.  Tomorrow I’ll make pesto-crusted cod and chocolate mousse. Probably a pot of that veggie Mexican bean soup with the fried tortilla strips, then I can reuse the oil to make Japanese cutlets from the pork loin I will slice tomorrow after George sharpens my knife.  Then Vadas, and in the morning crepes with asparagus and cheese sauce.  I bought English muffins to make Eggs Benedict! (Is it wrong if I don’t make my own English Muffins?)  (I DESERVE a raise.)


6:05 pm

Well, today wasn’t a busy day after all.  I started out good but I didn’t even get the dishes finished.  I took a nap for three hours, when George got up unexpectedly early.  Then I palpitated and typed.  Tonight though, I plan to take a jacuzzi under the blue moon.  I’ve gone swimming  in the lake alone, even naked  under a full moon.  (This year there’s a lot of poison ivy and a dead deer on the beach.  Yesterday was the first day I didn’t take a stinky bone from Connie.  It was a very good act of environmental negligence for my father to leave that carcass.  George and Josh and I began taking turns bathing Connie.  That’s a good thing.)   Tonight I’d like to bathe alone, but I probably won’t. Last time I went in the lake I wished for company.  (It wasn’t a blue moon though.)

 I haven’t completed a thing all day, except the peach cobbler and the tuna salad and Josh’s lunch.  I think I need to learn to value myself for what I am, rather than for what I do.  I also think that if you don’t value yourself, you can’t really love anybody else because you think he’d be stupid to love you back.  That’s fear, not love.  I’m a slow learner but at least I try.  My dad can’t respect anybody who loves him and that’s the way he wants to keep it.   You can’t always get what you want.  He agreed that I love him more than any woman ever has.  (I’d have to look up the date.)  And he respects me more than he’s ever  respected any woman.

5:50 pm

I find myself in an very odd place at the moment and I’ve been there most of the year; waiting, waiting on something. I know not what. Projects sit in limbo and any effort to engage in any of them leads very quickly to some form of technological distress. I’m no stranger to bizarre conditions coming out of nowhere, to frustrate one effort or another, but these days it has entered into the realm of the absurd. What do you do when you can’t do most any of the things you would do if you could do them? I suppose you do whatever is left and that would be this.

One thing that can be said with real authority is that, when one is faced with living a life that is completely controlled from some point beyond one’s own influence… is that if you can just take it as it comes and let go all sense of frustration and impatience, it will all resolve itself somehow and far better for the absence of interference on your part.

In the Age of Aquarius, despite it being the age of brotherhood, it is also that time when the divine feminine is to be restored to the throne as an equal player in all things. She is the higher qualities of the heart and the mind for those who do not debase her, as so many are presently employed in doing. There is a dark agenda at work in that regard at the moment, with the intention of sucking as many as will go, down into a vortex of negative polarity. It is the reason for such an excess of pornography and do I have to declare who it is that runs that industry?

What happens is that when you pervert the divine feminine, you close yourself off to all of the higher expressions of the same. One should be forewarned that having been left with only the debased expression of it that one has made themselves vulnerable to things any sane person would very much wish to avoid. The areas of manifest darkness that occur in the debased feminine can be terrible beyond the capacity of my words to describe.

Read more at:   http://www.visibleorigami.com/2015/07/she-is-everywhere-in-unseen-miniature.html

“We are an amalgam of all the things that we don’t throw away.”

5:33 pm

How does one compare anything personal against this?

The birth of an age is like the pain of childbirth. It is attended by all of the apprehensions of the same. For some long time since near the beginning of the last century, the gestation period has been in effect. The water has now broken and labor has been induced by the cosmic midwife. The vehicle of delivery cries out in anguish. She writhes in all directions but the process is what it is; nothing swift or sudden about it. Because this is a birth taking place in the hearts and minds of everyone here, the effect is everywhere to be seen, except where it isn’t, except where it is ignored or resisted, or where calculating agents of darkness also go through labor in the attempt to make the birth stillborn. The truth is that it hurts and the pain is all she can think about but then… the birth is achieved and it is all relief and joy and a forgetting of all that was so overwhelming only a short time before. Any time now. Anytime, there will be a change in the song of the wind as it wails across the high mesa. It will barrel its way through the high desert and down toward the winking lights of the town of Iniquity, named after the pole dancing whore (It’s not what it seems). Our lady of Perpetual Undulation.

This is your humble herald, musing in the late night solitude of one more passing day.

See more at:   http://www.zippittydodah.com/2015/07/out-on-high-mesa-with-tattered-ghosts.html

Still, if all the world were to prove hollow and faithless, this is far less important than if you are. As long as even one light remains in this world, utter darkness is held at bay.

-Les Visible

5:22 pm

Tominac – Who’s In Your Head?

If you weren’t listening to your own heart-felt desires and aspirations, what were you listening to?  Whose voice was in your head that made you choose a certain direction in life?  Was it your parents, caretakers, family, religion, other authority figures, friends, peers, media and entertainment personalities, advertisers, the Internet?

Limiting thoughts can echo in your mind every time you decide to play bigger in the world.  They may say… you’re not good enough, good-looking enough, strong enough, smart enough or that you shouldn’t be doing what your heart calls you to do because it’s not realistic.  Yet somehow that deep desire or calling in us to do something more doesn’t go away.

See more at:   http://sorendreier.com/whos-in-your-head/


5:13 pm


Don’t Take Things Personally

5:08 pm

Trophy Hunting Exposes the Weak and Mentally Ill Members of Society

They are not conserving anything but gaining satisfaction from the pain and eventual death of another living thing simply for decor or acknowledgement–a sense of superiority derived from killing animals who cannot defend themselves. In essence, cowards.

Trophy hunters such as Palmer exist all over the world and are simply mentally ill. They derive pleasure from behaviors that hurt other living things, and are even willing to expend extra effort to make another living being suffer.

The trophy hunters of the world mostly deny the suffering and death(s) for which they’re directly responsible. To them the behavior they exhibit and lack of conscience is completely acceptable. From their perspective, they are normal.

See more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/trophy-hunting-exposes-weak-mentally-ill-members-society/


3:38 pm

The Video the Pentagon doesn’t want you to see!

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-video-the-pentagon-doesnt-want-you-to-see/#Ht71wGL5xEpgmEmX.99

2:57 pm


(A real-time manifestation of God’s healing power and his love for the downtrodden.)

Then there are those “OMG I don’t belong here!” panic attacks; I usually only get them anymore if I take a nap. When I wake up I run a mental check-list of things I should be doing and accomplishing and cleaning and folding and cooking…  It’s been hard for a pathologically responsible person to spend all these hours sitting on my butt.  I’ve always taken pain  from watching dust-balls grow bigger as I did whatever  it was I was choosing to do instead of cleaning the house.  It was torment, even before my dad made me a slave. BUT, when one is ushered into paranoia, the hyper-vigilance becomes way more difficult.

 These words keep me alive.  I have not a single human who will answer my calls.  I am in God’s hands.  Maybe I’ll rent a movie tonight; I couldn’t watch a movie for years when the V2K and artificial emotions were very intense.  God did not cause me to record MY ENTIRE LIFE if he did not intend to use it.  God wastes nothing.  I gave away my life and somebody took good care of it.   This is going to be amazing.  I hope I don’t explode before I get some new clothes.


2:48 pm

These words keep me going; they must be words of life.  My first ex-husband used to scare me on purpose.  I was easy prey after growing up in Robert City.  For ten  years into my recent marriage I’d scream whenever George came into a room unexpectedly.  He’d ask, “Don’t you know it’s me by now?”  (Now I feel just that way about him.)  I get very anxious, and I know it’s artificial but I hyperventilate and find it hard to stay focused on my task. I know it will go away when I can speak to somebody about what happened to me.  Then I will listen to others and we’ll all become well.  OK, Dad?

Who are these people we permit to pull us over and demand that we identify ourselves?  They shoot dogs. Every day, one of these bastards shoots some kid’s dog.  Then they  file charges against the dog-owner to hide their sport.  “Dear God, if these highly-trained professionals “fear for their lives” each time a twelve year-old lights a sparkler the race is not much good I think.  I know you think otherwise.  That’s why you’re the boss.”

I was startled today; it’s been a while.  I was home alone and getting dressed after a shower. (Josh said I should take a shower occasionally to benefit others who use the hot-tub.  Smart kid.)  I heard a series of knocks, from inside, like maybe on the door to my room, and I screamed.  I can’t believe I fell for it and as usual, I don’t know if it was demons or the NSA, but I’m disappointed in myself.  I’m still pretty rattled, I guess, and I need to talk to somebody.  Pretty soon.  God is never late.  I will not explode.


9:57 am

Pretty soon my dad will want to talk to me; at this point I’m the only person he can trust.  Isaac may come home for a couple weeks; I’m hoping so.  I told Josh how much I’d like it if they put their heads together and figured out an inspiring place to live that was cheaper than Boulder.  Josh said immediately, “TORONTO.”  (I told him I’m working on it.)   He’d like to go downstate to visit my cousin’s daughter.  I could stand a little cousin-time too, so I’m hoping he’ll decide to go.  He’s never driven in a city and this would be a good thing.  We could take my car so he wouldn’t have to shift and watch lights at the same time.

9:46 AM

“Rub your eyes and purify your heart -and prize above all else in the world those who love you and who wish you well. Do not hurt them or scold them, and never part from any of them in anger; after all, you simply do not know: it may be your last act before your arrest, and that will be how you are imprinted on their memory.” — Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3hTbrpdiO

9:29 am


“Is mental illness going to be a shield here to protect someone who had the capacity to make decisions?” the prosecutor asked. “Nobody in their right mind could plan the massacre of a theater full of human beings. We should take comfort in that. But not having the right mind does not protect you from the ramifications of your decisions.”

A woman interrupted the prosecutor, screaming, “He’s wrong,” ”Mental illness is real,” and, “Don’t kill him, it’s not his fault.” She started climbing over seats toward the defense table before three deputies pulled her from the courtroom. Brauchler then returned to his argument, and the judge later told jurors to disregard the outburst.

(Isn’t America just like a movie?)

Read more at:   http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/james-holmes-defense-make-final-appeal-for-mercy_55bac08be4b0d4f33a023f8c


8:48 am

The Wal-mart in Sault Ste. Marie, MI  is only about five years old, and purportedly the third largest in the world. Or it was.  The back of it has been blocked off and heavy construction is happening all over.  In the middle of the produce department, there is a huge opening into the floor.  They were pouring concrete from a truck parked right outside the entrance, rolling it in through the door, and dumping it over brand-new  rebar.  They no longer sell cold beverages;  they used to have long rows of coolers.  The dairy is in a single case, against some plastic sheeting, with one kind of sour cream, two kinds of butter.  Stock is VERY LOW and some shelves even have cardboard boxes of goods on them.  The pricing markers are all askew or missing.  Shampoo is about six feet instead of twenty, and they didn’t have several items we go there especially to get.  I bought a ten dollar skirt.  In late July I expected racks and racks of clearance junk, but there were none.  A short woman asked me to get a couple travel-size cosmetics from a shelf so high I could barely reach them on my tippy-toes.  I never understood why they would build a Wal-mart that big in a town of fourteen thousand.  Also there is a Wal-mart across the river in Canada.  Perhaps the location is more important than the local population?
On the way home, a Border Patrol truck pulled out behind us from the Dollar Settlement at Raco and followed us until  it turned into the ‘automotive testing site’ that Google Earth called, when I last checked,  a “NASA Super-site”.  The last time we were in the Soo, I saw a formation of fighter jets fly over the Wal-mart.  George remarked that it looked like the Blue Angels.   Did you know that in Raco was an internment camp for Japanese-American-citizens in WWII?  I wonder what that old place looks like today.
Sault Ste. Marie, Ontario- 74,000 population

8:38 am

CDC Say They Destroyed Documents That Prove Vaccines Cause Autism

A current CDC senior scientist has blown the whistle on a monumental cover-up that confirms the link between vaccines and autism. 

Dr. William Thompson says that CDC researchers conspired to destroy documents relating to a study that proved vaccinations caused autism. Four co-authors of the study met in a meeting room, and brought all the hardcopy documents of an explosive report, in order to destroy them.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/cdc-say-they-destroyed-documents-that-prove-vaccines-cause-autism/#b152BsQUo4mIYlLs.99

8:26 am

I used almond extract and cinnamon in the cobbler.  I could have gone the brown sugar-route but this seemed more summery.

Police Let Judge Off With No Arrest After He Admitted to Leaving 2-yo Son in Car Until He Died

(Judges are the people who abduct children of homeschoolers and anti-vax parents, right?)

Last March, the same police department who failed to arrest Naramore, responded a report of a child left in a vehicle. The mother, Mandy Wilson, of North Little Rock was immediately arrested and charged with Endangering the Welfare of a Minor.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/police-let-judge-off-with-no-arrest-after-he-admitted-to-leaving-2-yo-son-in-car-until-he-died/#Prhgw4pArs1Zt77R.99

7:37 am

“I’ve been threatened several times by people and organizations paid by the government, but I’m not afraid. I knew from the very beginning of our Free Brazil Movement that we would be fighting against criminals. Someone had to do that, and now that millions of people are putting their hopes on me, I can’t give up. What the people want now is less government and more money in their own pockets where it belongs.”

He is not a Marxist, a class warfare demagogue, or a bomb-thrower.

He’d sooner spit on a Che Guevara T-shirt than wear one.

He’s a 19-year-old college dropout with a very un-Brazilian last name, and he’s a libertarian — one that Jefferson himself likely would embrace with enthusiasm.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/millions-in-brazil-follow-a-teen-leader-to-freedom/#eSYWdLVZd35oVLWe.99
Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/millions-in-brazil-follow-a-teen-leader-to-freedom/#eSYWdLVZd35oVLWe.99

7:25 am

Today I’m making Josh the greatest breakfast:  Hot peach cobbler and fried ham.  (I’ll hand whisk heavy cream with a whiff of vanilla, because I have bread dough in the mixer bowl.)   (I got a whole basket of bruised peaches and nectarines for a dollar!)  (If he asks for an egg I might be unkind.)  Also, I’m making tuna pasta salad for his lunch, and I’ll probably send a small green salad too.  I love tuna salad; I use dill, thyme, marjoram and basil. Later I will cut meat and make pastry, God willing.  George bought more beef yesterday than we’ve eaten in six months, a whole round.  We also got our regular full pork loin, and a case of cod.  (What does Josh want for supper tonight?  Pesto and chicken.  I’ll get creative.)  I took a day off from doing dishes.  That’s one nice thing about my job, I can take a day off whenever I want, and I never miss a thing.  I’ll be washing dishes for a long time.  But, when I need a break, I’ll lounge in the hot-tub and watch the contrails kill my species.  I’ll be grateful for every dish in this house, and I’ll be grateful for the dish soap with its high-flying bubbles.  I’ll pray for perfect discernment, and divine love.  It will be a busy day but it will also be a very good one.  I love being extraordinary.  I wish somebody would notice who didn’t want me dead.


6:24 am


 Blow, Gabriel, Blow (from Anything Goes)

Patti LuPone

6:14 am


Gabriel’s Oboe

(I used to play the oboe.  Not many do, so it’s easy to get into Honors Band without being very good.  That was OK, though, because we performed  a weird modern composition that had us playing on the reeds alone!  Ghastly.)  (My dad never came to my concerts.)

5:51 am

I never met a judge until I met Trish’s mother.  Was I not sufficiently impressed?  Jesus is not exclusive.  Jesus is very inclusive.  He always was that way.  Trish’s family was royalty, back in Germany.  Are they similarly endowed, on our freedom-loving terra?  I was so grateful when Trish would bring to my home, full meals of politically-correct beef  roasts and crocks of hand-shucked corn.  I thought she was kind.  I didn’t know she was envious.  Did I earn one too many points on the LSAT?  Or was it George?  I was fertile.  I can’t imagine why a kind woman would behave so unkindly, and I won’t have to.  The NSA destroyed lying.  It’s just a matter of time until my truth-quest is fruitful, as  my “faith becomes sight.”

5:41 am

What is the alternative media?

James Corbettt success story, also his awakening.

He doesn’t talk about spiritual matters very much, but he FOLLOWS TRUTH.  Truth =Jesus. He’s my brother.

5:34 am

Crazy! Chicago’s Soldier Field Glows Green As White Orb Vanishes Above It


OK, what happened to me is absolutely textbook.  All TI’s  experience a life-implosion.  Everybody I cared about (except George, at first) turned on me at the same time.  No contact.  Nobody would speak to me. Immediately.  I flailed ineffectually by post and text.  Nada.  My last text to Trish Morris, who betrayed me really badly (no offense intended) said, “I HOPE NOBODY EVER DOES THIS TO YOU.”  She’s a federal magistrate now.  (I didn’t receive   a copy of Cooley’s BENCHMARK for years!  Then I received one reporting the great news.  Do you know, they finally got my name right on the mailing label?  How did they know I got divorced?)  “Dear Lord, am I supposed to pray against karma?”  “In your judgment, remember mercy.”

4:56 am

So now I’m being harsh with George as well.  My records have proven to me that I am not the demanding bitch I always figured myself to be.  Many times during our marriage, I would have made different decisions.  George and I actually believed what the Bible says about giving everything away,  and then God would bless us.  We actually expected to regain what we donated.  George gave away my grandma’s house!    I sold my car for a hundred dollars to my former client/friend who treated my sons and me with MUCH disrespect.  He moved to North Dakota.  George said he sold my car for four hundred dollars. The guy has owed Josh just that much for a whole year but didn’t send any.   Did George ask for that money back?  He did not.  Josh is a very fine man who deserves to have somebody stand up for him.  He deserves a father.  After twenty-five years I SHOULD HAVE EARNED a trusting friend.  Jesus certainly didn’t die so that his redeemed could lay down on the job.  It is time for the revolution to manifest in the physical realm.  Let’s get with it.


4:53 am

I think people think I’m creepy because my faith is more integrated than commonly seen.  I think people, even Christian people, tend to compartmentalize their beliefs and observations.  When they’re talking about mundane things, divine reality never enters the mix.  (It does happen though, the other way around.)  Am I being creepy when I bring my supernatural beliefs into discussions of concrete matters?  I think that’s when the eyes begin to glaze over.  I don’t wish to be creepy but it’s been a lifelong blessing.  The Baptism of the Holy Spirit makes us peculiar, but it is the initiator of mental integration.  When you EXPERIENCE the supernatural, it is,  actually and for all purposes… IN THE MATERIAL WORLD.  Once you’ve talked to an angel in a grocery store, it’s pretty easy to expect to see them a lot.  This is an accommodation of two realities and it’s  necessary for good mental health.  And good morals.

4:25 am

The Baptists just don’t  want Jesus to return;  that’s the fact of the matter.  Their lips say “thy Kingdom come” but their lives say “Hail, Babylon”.  They do not consider,  the words as they chant:  “on Earth as it is in Heaven”. Prayer in ‘church’  is merely  “vain repetition” and the Bible says the heathen do that.  Baptist praying is scary, and the pastor calls on the same three men all the time.  Nobody else speaks in ‘church’.  Praying in the Spirit is spontaneous and fun, and intense and important.  We’re ALL supposed to contribute to the meetings.  “One has a prophecy, one has a tongue, one has a song.”  CONTROLLING a gathering intended to glorify God does just the opposite.  HE WANTS TO RUN THINGS.  And, until he does we’re sinning by referring to our choreography as ‘worship’.  We worship him in SPIRIT (and in TRUTH, but that’s been a past topic.)  If you are not in the Spirit, is your ‘worship’ pleasing?  Or even accepted?  It might be good to check into that.  Also, our spiritual, mental and physical energies should be directed to manifesting a new world.  Or we’re lying when we say we want Jesus to come back.


4:07 am

I said this to a bunch of drunk Republicans at Bay City one time in a speech.  A guy gave me a packet of information about how Iran is going to destroy America with an EMP.  That was a VERY weird meeting.  (I sent the original of that speech to Adam.  I wanted him to be proud of me but he wasn’t speaking.)

Gentlemen, [she] said, ‘I don’t need your organization.  I’ve shined your shoes!  Moved your mountains and marked your cards!


So prepare yourselves for elimination!

Or your hearts must have the courage…


Bob Dylan, who may or may not have sold his soul to the devil.  Jesus bought it back anyway.

4:00 am

And I looked, and rose up, and said unto the nobles, and to the rulers, and to the rest of the people, Be not ye afraid of them: remember the Lord, which is great and terrible, and fight for your brethren, your sons, and your daughters, your wives, and your houses..And it came to pass, when our enemies heard that it was known unto us, and God had brought their counsel to nought, that we returned all of us to the wall, every one unto his work.” (Neh. 4:14-15)


8:17 pm

Seriously, I am not that frightening and I have been holed up here SHOUTING TRUTH for a lot of years.  The last time I heard live music was Bob Dylan and Jimmy Vaughan at Interlochen a hundred years ago.  Please people have a heart.  Somebody, give me some traveling money so I can get back the years I invested IN YOU.

8:05 pm

We’re screwed.  Our technology has out-evolved our requirements for privacy and security and even provision.  We’re done-for.  I cannot understand how it is possible that I still man the ramparts alone.  We are done.  That’s it.  Fini.  FUKUSHIMA alone means the end of EARTHLY BIOLOGY.  The rich guys want to live forever in a machine and they’re feeding us into it already.  Junior is just learning his ABC’s.  WE ARE FUCKED.  Pick Jesus or hear forever an eternal choir microwaved just for you:  I TOLD YOU SO!

7:51 pm

Josh diagnosed me.  The reason I’m so antsy is because I’m isolated.  He said isolated people don’t live as long because they’re always in ‘flight-or-fight’ mode.  That’s the absolute truth.  I have nobody at my back and it gets tiresome being the smartest person in the room all the time.  I think I will start really slow with George, and I’ll try it once again.
Pop Quiz:
Question 1.  You’ve noticed that my parents have refused to talk to me for six years while at the same time telling you I was a terrible person when you KNEW I was praying and doing what I believed God wanted me to do, SAME AS ALWAYS.  Right?
Answer 1.  Head nod.  (Anticipated.)
Question 2.  Do you understand why they will not speak to me?
Answer 2.    Because I am and  have been 100% right.  (Except for the part where you were going to die but I’m glad you haven’t had to yet.  You chose my corrupt, stiff-necked, lying family…over your own blood.  That’s a sacrifice to Molech.)
 Please wake up and defend us.  Thank you.  Good night. And I want a raise.  I want to buy my own body oil.  I earned it doing alone, what you would not do.  (Another argument with another pharisee about the oil.)

6:54 pm

http://www.electricbunnycomics.com/view.php?album=Randomness&page=37Time to shut the face hole and check out the latest comic at electricbunnycomics!! >:D

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3:53 pm

Camps? What Camps?

This is the exact same attitude by the majority of the American people today on a wide number of subjects relating to life and freedom within the borders of this former Constitutional Republic.

For example, most Americans have no clue what an “administrative search” is and if it violates their 4th Amendment rights to protection from unreasonable search and seizure. As a refresher, here is the direct phrasing from the 4th Amendment for those that are a bit rusty:

The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.

The Willful Ignorance Of Fascist Tyranny: Germany 1937- America 2015

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-willful-ignorance-of-fascist-tyranny-germany-1937-america-2015/#Q8Z3vt5KJrCS8lEY.99

3:50 pm

CNN Creepy Freemason Dis-Info Propaganda

3:18 pm

The latest video released today shows Dr. Savita Ginde of Planned Parenthood talking to buyers from a fictitious company about how to avoid the appearance of violating federal law against selling fetal body parts that are the result of abortion. Ginde talks specifically about how to avoid getting caught.

In a previous video Ginde is caught talking about the prices of intact body parts and, looking at the body of a child in a petri dish, concluded that the pieces sold separately would run to $200-$300.

In this new video there are more scenes in the pathology lab where Planned Parenthood personnel and picking through body parts in a petri dish. At one point there is a cracking sound and a medical assistant says it’s the cracking of the baby’s skull.

Dr. Ginde laughs and says, “It’s a baby.”

Referring to the value of an intact heart laying in the dish, a medical assistant is heard to say, “five stars.”

Vomit more at:   http://www.breitbart.com/big-government/2015/07/30/video-planned-parenthood-doctor-on-how-to-avoid-getting-caught-selling-baby-parts/

3:05 pm

The endgame for robot warfare would be the creation of a robot that doesn’t need constant instruction from a human controller, making it less vulnerable to hacking.

Wars of the Future Will Be Fought by Robots and Hackers

Read at:   http://www.theepochtimes.com/n3/1678032-wars-of-the-future-will-be-fought-by-robots-and-hackers/

2:08 pm

Blast from the past,  June 1, 2004

Chemtrails: Aerosol and Electromagnetic Weapons in the Age of Nuclear War

The sociopaths who brazenly pervert skies, climate and weather for power and profit are the same madmen who have waged four limited nuclear wars since 1991. Radioactive weaponry, declared both illegal and immoral by the entire civilized world, has been used by the Pentagon in Desert Storm, the Balkans campaign and the on-going occupation-wars against Afghanistan and Iraq. Few Americans understand the extent of carnage inflicted in their name across the planet.

In The Report from Iron Mountain published in 1967, just as the Pentagon’s lucrative Vietnam War was being revved into high gear, establishment braintrusters confirmed that perpetual war is absolutely vital for controlling and manipulating the masses. The document even suggested a number of options for creating fictitious enemies, noting that perpetual war induces populations to give blind allegiance to political authority.

Former German Technology Minister Andreas von Bulow recently confirmed on U.S. radio that hijacked planes were able to fly around the eastern U.S. on 9/11 unimpeded by military interdiction because those attacks were part of a carefully-orchestrated “covert operation” designed to coerce America into perpetual conflict with the Muslim world.

HAARP is not only capable of destabilizing agricultural and ecological systems anywhere on the planet, but its effects can target select regions to affect human physical, mental and emotional responses during non-lethal warfare projects.

With congressional funding, the crowning achievement of this nexus was the creation of ghastly new bioweapons, including the AIDS virus  and an incapacitating chronic fatigue agent engineered from mycoplasma and brucella.

Now that we have tied together the historical and political realities for which we mindlessly wave our flags, we still hope that sufficient numbers of American lab rats will miraculously awaken from their collective stupor and take stock of our appalling situation. After all, rodents have a notoriously short life span and are always killed when no longer useful to those conducting research.

Lots of footnotes.

Read more at:   http://www.globalresearch.ca/chemtrails-aerosol-and-electromagnetic-weapons-in-the-age-of-nuclear-war-3/5465346

6:49 am

It’s obvious to me that somewhere exists a real-time duplicate  of what I do online.  One cool thing that happens, is when I post a video, sometimes a different embed code goes on the page.  I’ll know  I’ve done it right, but the video is frequently a video I used on a prior page, like many cut-and-pastes in the past.  Sometimes HOURS in the past.  Also, sometimes the page slides, kind of like a site with poor app coding, like the page doesn’t fit the screen…except I can pull the page all the way across.  Beneath it is sometimes white, but other times it is a grey-scale version of a  page I had previously seen.  (This effect is not continual but maybe once or twice a day.)   My efforts are frequently stymied by various changes to this or that procedure.  I just try to figure out a new way. I know that’s learned helplessness but it’s also obedience to God.  He says, “Let it flow.  He’s an angel, trust him.”

6:18 am


The tail end of documentary, ‘Everything is a Rich Man’s Trick,’ for those who didn’t have time to watch the full documentary. for those who want to, the link is below. It is well worth your time.


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/its-going-to-take-a-revolution-to-get-rid-of-the-criminal-psychopaths-it-will-take-millions/#36y7yO5ES3pODxtv.99

5:15 am

I thought that I was doomed to Hell, because my pastor said that I was a heretic, that  I was a backslidden Christian because I WANT HOLY SPIRIT BAPTISM.”
A 70 year-old man was pulling the trigger on a 357 held to his head.  Then these guys (following video) prayed against suicide on the radio and he fell to the floor and the gun shot a hole through the wall.  He wrote them an email: 
“We just seem to be going through the motions sometimes at church. There’s nothing but air moving around the room when we have church.”
“I have my dog and enough food to eat and clothes and a warm place to sleep, that’s a 1978 17′ broken down motor home, but that’s all I need really.  What I WANT is more God and more Jesus.
“I thought that believing was just the beginning of things and that salvation was the starting point.  The next step is making Jesus lord of my life, but I get ridiculed for even saying such things.”
When I step out and I get condemned by the VERY PEOPLE I thought were supposed to come alongside me and pray with me and help lift me up!  It’s not there.  It’s like I’m some sort of pariah and anathema to my fellow believers.”
For my people have committed two evils; they have forsaken me the fountain of living waters, and hewed them out cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold no water.     Jeremiah 2:13
This is a very great discussion, politically prophetic.
(The story of the interrupted suicide is in the first six minutes.)


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4:26 pm

Letter to my Spirit-led friends far away:

Dear J and G ,
Thank you very much for the scriptures and the teachings.  I know you’re praying for me and I’m grateful.  When you read my book four years ago, J advised me to ‘see it through’ and that is my only goal; I’d love to be finished and with other people who love Jesus.  He gave me a job in 2005, and in 2007 he gave me a prophecy that has kept me alive.  (I would have died from heartache alone, watching George and our boys lose their faith.)  I was told:
Linda, my pride, my beloved, WITHSTAND.  WITHSTAND.  
What is to come is ordained by me for my glory.  
You’ll be misunderstood again, so am I.  
Never depart the secret place.
You’ll understand soon.
Your children are mine.  
George is mine.
You are mine.
You’ll look in my eyes soon.
I am your strength.
(The original is with my journals.)  (So are my favorite books, like CS Lewis, and Corrie Ten Boom and Marvin and a bunch of  others.)
The battle here is the same as anywhere the Spirit moves:  the Pharisees  don’t like Him.  I have written my website to my family every single day for over two years.  Before that I wrote to them other ways.  I TRIED EVERYTHING to get the church to listen to my complaint as they should.  I even nailed my controversy to their front door! (With a note to the cops regarding Martin Luther.)   I filed suit IN THE COURT OF JESUS CHRIST in July, 2013.  I wrote it all up and submitted it to him. My father is very afraid of the bad people he brought into our lives, but God has a plan.
 I have recorded TONS OF INCIDENTS that in the right hands could be used to help millions of people.  I met a Christian woman in Belgium who has been locked up for a time.  That’s what they do to people who proclaim the truth about no-touch torture.  But, I have it all documented.  God will not waste this, since he instructed me to write those journals to the man in my book.   I still haven’t seen him but God told me years ago that he would bring a million people to Jesus!  He was an atheist at the time but not any longer.  I told him a lot of things that have come to pass.
 “Out of the mouths of two or three witnesses.”  I recorded the SAME story three times.  Once in the journals, where I was trying to convince an atheist as it was happening, later in the book, where I called the electronic rapes a ‘spirit’, then again on the website with documentation of even the equipment they use and testimonies from other victims.  The goons have machine-to-mind scripts for targeted individuals and mine featured my friend.  That’s why I wrote it all to him, because HE KNEW our relationship was not as I was being mentally-force-fed, and also he knew I was very prude.
My testimony:  Every single day I give my life to Jesus and I plead His Blood over my mind and senses and spirit and soul and body.  Every single day I beg for more of His Spirit, and for his perfect direction.  I KNOW from other prophecies that this local church will explode.  I saw myself driving my family away from the church right before the explosion.  In my dream I couldn’t see and I took my hands off the wheel and said, “YOU GOTTA DRIVE, JESUS, BECAUSE I CAN’T SEE A THING.”  When the truck stopped and the smoke cleared, we had come to rest just before hitting a big rock.
 I’ve been getting up at three every day and writing and recording supporting documents until I go to bed.  (I cook and do laundry too.  I make 10 dollars a day, from the man who used to be my husband,  in the house that used to be mine that Dad took away from me when he tried to lock me up again in 2012.)  Many words and visions and dreams from over the years have come into meaning during this difficult time.  I know my relief will come soon.  I am all alone and I want nothing for myself…except what God said I will have.  I mostly want a friend.  My father completely isolated me and it’s been very hard to live in this community with people looking at me sideways and whispering.  But, God said I will see “utterly complete vindication” and that I’d be a “sign and a wonder.”  I also expect I will help tortured people, because God is the only way not to go crazy with all the stunts they pull.
I’m enclosing some things I have written; I get anonymous help, I expect it’s the guy, he’s brilliant and I had a vision once where I danced on his tongue.  I was wearing a ballgown in his mouth, and at one point I sat up against his teeth and started writing.  He knew about that vision, I told him everything,  in the journals, and SOMEBODY HELPS ME with the computer, and puts full paragraphs into my head.  Without an error.  It’s amazing, but it’s also the transhuman hive-mind thing they’re trying to create by experimenting on political activists and the agents’ ex-girlfriends.
The government is very perverse,  mostly women are targeted, and many report electronic rape.  (With corresponding story lines that are not nice.)  They also set up scenarios of weirdness, sending targets on wild goose chases to see some celebrity or to gun down a bunch of people.  (Manchurian Candidate stuff.)  God knew what was coming for me, and  he insisted that I love the guy more, even as his artificially-generated ‘spirit’ was treating me terribly. If he had not, I would be useless now.
They mean to drive targeted individuals crazy,  and it works every day.  But not for a Servant of the Most High God!  I’m shaken, but much stronger than I was before, and I no longer give the respect to my psychopath fake-Christian father…that is due to God.  I even washed that man’s feet once!  I tried everything, all my life, but he still opposed and undermined  everything I tried.  I pray for him every day, and expect him to repent and meet Jesus.  We made a bet.  I bet my faith in Jesus against his fake religion.  (I NEVER make bets, but that was a sure thing.)
I ask every day that God will take me lower and slower.  (Like Heidi Baker.)  I listen to Neville Johnson, Paul Keith Davis, Bobby Conner, and others.  I read Glenn Jackson, just like always.  (I’ll probably include something from him.)  I know my redemption draweth nigh, and God will restore everything that was taken.  God told me years ago I would be some kind of political prophet, and that Adam (that’s the guy’s name) would be an evangelist.  He nearly spit when I told him.  (I had a hard time believing it too, then.)  He is Jewish and was raised as an atheist. He’s been politically active on behalf of Palestinians and was targeted at 22 years old as a ‘self-hater’.  (The Zionists are NOT NICE.)  He’s a truth-lover.  This is gonna be good when it happens.
George prayed two days in a row, and it was good to hear.  Instead of cursing the lawnmower, he said, “Jesus bless this mower.” Yesterday he finished a project and said, “Thank you, Jesus.”  I’m very pleased.  Isaac says he is a Christian now, but Josh wants nothing to do with my God.  Through all the terribleness I kept saying, “God has a plan for all of this.”  He can’t serve a god who would do that to somebody who loves him as much as I.  My father tore his faith right out of him, and I told Dad as it was happening.  I was not always brutal, my letters for the first few years were expecting him to do right and very kind.  God cranked it up a notch.
I’m also sending a copy of a letter I received from a missionary, local boy, in response to my previous document.  I heard him telling strangers in church that I was crazy.  He hadn’t spoken to me for years, but just parroted what my father said.  THEY ALL DID, and they all refused to talk to me for six years.  He was on the board of the missionary organization.  Young girls were raped by a missionary-doctor and they were required  to sign confessions to adultery!!  Like 13 or 14 years-old. (Of course the doctor kept his job.)   An outside investigating unit was FIRED two weeks before the report was due.  These girls are women now and there are websites where they’re begging for justice.  I think my efforts can assist them too.  I think God has big plans for using my 10-year investment.  I honestly believe I did as he wished every single day.  I looked very strange many times, but being in the presence of God is the greatest thing ever, and I long for the Baptists and my family to enjoy it too.  (And not to burn.)
I know so much stuff and I can’t wait to download on somebody who can use it for Jesus.  In his time, lower and slower.  Much love to you both.  I keep thinking this will be finished, but my family is very frightened.  I think my dad may go to prison, I’ve seen visions of him in an orange jumpsuit with his hands shackled in front of him.  His head was thrown back like he was howling at the moon.  This is the apocalypse, truth is being revealed.  We’ve lived to see the day and my site has 21,000 articles to prove it.  Also I write VOLUMES every day.  He keeps me going and I’m amazed.  I don’t have pain anymore.  But, I also have no friends.  That’s truly the only thing I want for myself. He already told me my boys and George are his.  I want to do his will perfectly without even one mistake.  One time I even prayed (under strong influence of the Spirit…) “God, don’t let me just defeat Satan…let me astonish him.”  I shudder at the thought, but I guess I should have expected what I got.
When I ran for Congress, I drove 70,000 miles in 9 months.  I prayed around the entire border of the district (second largest in the country, I think) and God said if I loved the district enough, he’d reveal the corruption.  I had no idea he’d  start with my own dad.  I saw a dome, like glass or plexi-glass dropping over the state and covering my region.  I expect great things and I also recorded EVERY DETAIL of a very strange election in which the least-likely-to-succeed received hundreds of thousands of dollars overnight, when Bart Stupak (Remember him?  Last vote for Obamacare.  Pro-life Catholic.) waffled and voted to kill babies.  I told Phyllis Schlafly’s son about it, he was very good to me during my campaign, and he said, “That makes more sense than you know.” Soon, I will understand what he meant, but also, my notes are very valuable to some just person.
That verse you sent from Psalm 27 has been my favorite for a couple years, and my birthday is January 27.  Neville Johnson says a lot of us will be transfigured soon, won’t that be fun?  God told me in 2008 before any of this began, that he was making me 29. We’ll see amazing things.  I’d love to call your son if I get downstate.  Would he mind that?
Love, Linda

2:22 pm

11:55 am

Why do Yiddish slurs so often refer to a penis?  I say to Connie, “Who’s there”?  Immediately she begins to growl, then the hair down the center of her back stands up all the way to the tip of her tail.  She leaps from the deck and circles the house.  I wonder if she’s micro-chipped?  I think my dad kicked her one time, broke her tail.  NOBODY can kick this dog who doesn’t know her a little bit.  I couldn’t kick her;  she watches everything I do.  No STRANGER could kick her because he’d never get close enough.  My DAD could kick her because he knows her a little bit.  She couldn’t lift her tail for two weeks and  Dad said, “Maybe she’s constipated.”   Putz.

11:40 am


Daddy On My Mind

Female voice:     “You told my friends I treat you bad, but I don’t mean to treat you bad…”

Male voice:     “I guess you must be going mad.”

Female voice:      “Yes DADDY,  just Daddy’s on my mind…”

11:30 am

MUSIC BREAK, Dedicated to Daddy, “Bob” Goldthorpe.  (Nobody calls him ‘Bob’ but him. To lesser-beings  he’s ‘Robert’.):

Bob Is My Guy

“When he’s near…I heave a sigh…”

“Just as sure…as flowers wither and die…Bob is my guy.”

11:23 am


This song came out when I was twenty.  I had no idea it would take so long to grow up.

I’m Coming Out

Diana Ross

11:18 am

Also when I saw my dad, I was wearing my only dress that fits and looks decent.  I used to wear make-up JUST FOR HIM.  That’s pathological, but if he ever saw me looking up to snuff I felt that I’d earned a point.  Gag.  Still, I’m glad I had a bright shirt on over the dress, so he couldn’t see my tummy.  (He REALLY hates fat people.)   And he likes busy-prints  on top.  (Not a good choice for me since my shoulders are much wider than my hips.) He doesn’t really care what fits a person’s life or preference;  he likes what he likes and everything else be damned.  He’s such a wienie.  I haven’t worn eye-makeup for years but at least I had lipstick on today.  Schmuck.  I know he meets with hooded men in darkened rooms and listens to them chant, “Just let us turn it up a bit more.  She’ll commit suicide.  We CASHED your check…”  But, I still want him to love me.  Guess that makes me the schmuck.  (Except for my lack of peckerwood.)


10:37 am

The scepter shall not pass from Judah.*  (Judah means ‘praise’.)

Isn’t this interesting?   He’s learning BIBLE from the occultists!  (He looks up Revelation at the end, real-time.)

Cecil the Lion & its MASSIVE MASONIC-BIBLICAL Connections (wow!)

Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will perform that good thing which I have promised unto the house of Israel and to the house of Judah.

 In those days, and at that time, will I cause the Branch of righteousness to grow up unto David; and he shall execute judgment and righteousness in the land.

 In those days shall Judah be saved, and Jerusalem shall dwell safely: and this is the name wherewith she shall be called, The Lord our righteousness.

 For thus saith the Lord; David shall never want a man to sit upon the throne of the house of Israel.     Jeremiah 33:14-17   

Yet the Lord would not destroy Judah for David his servant’s sake, as he promised him to give him alway a light, and to his children.       2 Kings 8:19

And it shall come to pass, that as ye were a curse among the heathen, O house of Judah, and house of Israel; so will I save you, and ye shall be a blessing: fear not, but let your hands be strong.    Zechariah 8:13

Behold upon the mountains the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace! O Judah, keep thy solemn feasts, perform thy vows: for the wicked shall no more pass through thee; he is utterly cut off.    Nahum 1:15

10:24 am

Charging people with the crime of being ‘publicly discourteous.’

(I still think that if you gotta live in a ‘tinpot dictatorship’ it should at  least  have a subway.  Like Toronto.)

Canada is a Tinpot Dictatorship

(I do not think I like James Corbett so much just because he’s sarcastic.  He also is better read than anybody I’ve ever met, and he connects a lot of dots.)

10:15 am



10:09 am

What a GREAT morning, and my dad even spoke to me!  First though, I took a soak in the hot-tub.  There is a storm coming in and the lake was rough and the wind was blowing and birds circled overhead.  The view from the tub is trees and river and couldn’t be nicer.  My young friend gave me a swimsuit and it’s four sizes too big. Actually it’s a pretty cool style, a 40’s kind of draped maillot.  (Rather than gracefully skimming my modesty, the front hangs to mid-thigh and the parts that should be filled out need altering really bad because the only place it fits is the part that is supposed to be thin so I look like a big pink pierogi.  Or a carcass maybe, that might account for the birds.)  I washed my hair with the hose when I finished, and I might not take another shower until George drains the tub,  hopefully not until we’ve had some snow.  (I knew a lesbian couple with a wood-fired hot-tub that they kept going all winter.)  Then I went to take a bag of garbage up to my dad’s dumpster.
My dad, low and behold, when I got to the same intersection where I saw him yesterday, there he was again. This time he was turning my way so I waved the whole time he was maneuvering, and he finally waved back. (Rather sarcastically, I thought.)  Gratified, I dumped off the trash and went to the hardware store to look at hose attachments, and to tell Josh what a great bath I had.  As I left the store, low and behold, there was my dad pulling in right in front of the door. (No escape.)   I told him that George got the tub running and how much I enjoyed my bath.  He said, “Don’t put suds in there.”  So, not only did he SPEAK to me, but he also gave me advice!  I’m over the moon!
And, I ran into the guy who gave Josh the tub and invited his family to come use it.  That was nice too, but also in his truck was a kid from my book who recently needed a job,  and when the guy told me last week that he needed help, I told him about the kid.  Great morning.  The Wrestler waved at me, a big grin shining under an official hard-hat, from the top  of some device, at the top of what will be the new ‘Connies’.  Maybe the Mayor will rename the enterprise when it reopens, but it’s great to see my church being rebuilt.  I’ve had few people to cook for since it burned.  I worked at that store in 1975 when the Wrestler’s grandparents owned it.  I had to wash windshields and check oil.  Hard to imagine that now.  I haven’t found a four-leaf clover for a couple weeks, not since I taped the last one to my mom’s car window.  I don’t figure I need luck anymore.  I’m receiving restitution and blessing.  That’s a lot better.  (‘Luck’ comes from ‘Lucifer’ and as a Baptist, I never used to let my children say the word.)

8:04 am

Tom Petty in “The Postman”

7:37 am

And Now for the Robot Apocalypse…

In order to confront this pending apocalypse, the fearless men and women at the FLI have bravely stepped up to the plate and…written a polite letter to ask governments to think twice before developing these really effective, well-nigh unstoppable super weapons (pretty please). Well, as I say, you can’t blame them for trying, can you?

Well, yes. Actually you can. Not only is the letter a futile attempt to stop the psychopaths in charge from developing a better killing implement, it is a deliberate whitewashing of the problem.

See more from JAMES CORBETT here:   https://wikkorg.wordpress.com/2015/07/29/and-now-for-the-robot-apocalypse/


7:15 am

I feel very posh, despite my appearance.  This house is the first place I’ve ever lived that had a garage, and this summer is the first time I’ve had an electronic control for the door in my car.  (Josh uses the remote in the winter, because his car dislikes cold. I’d NEVER have had enough nerve to use the garage when I lived with my parents!)  Today I’ll take a jaccuzi when I need a break.  The tourists are loud, but it’s nice to see activity and I think I’m getting a raise, maybe $30 more a week.  I’ve proven my case, and God says I will have ‘utterly complete vindication’ and that I’ll never have to defend my story.  That’s good news, because I have SO MUCH DOCUMENTATION it would take a year to sort through it all.  Another year to sort through the journals that Adam (hopefully) maintained with much care.  I’d prefer to review the material slowly, and publish a top-selling book every three months or so. Unless I’m too busy counseling TI’s.  Life is good for this servant of the Most High God.  I’ve never slept better.  I wonder if my singing is off-key in my brain?  Does it sound as bad through the remote neural monitors as it does in real life?

Sometimes my pages only load halfway, that trick is new recently, and like most of them, I usually figure it’s a computer problem.  Then, out of nowhere I’m staring  into the face of my blue-eyed lion, and all the pages are gone.

6:56 am

CYBERSTALKING  Early Morning Seminar
The most frustrating thing for me, is our slow internet.  Often, by the time a page loads I’m already thinking about something else and I forget what I was going to do on the page when I get there.  Blogging this fast is like putting together multiple puzzles simultaneously and I could go REALLY FAST if I had good internet.  Other things slow me down too, like often when I’m updating a page, I’ll push the send button of course, and the page changes and tells me it’s been posted.  BUT, the page that returns to me on the working page…sometimes doesn’t have the new information on it.  (Where did it go?)  So I go to the real page to check if it got posted.  Moving on.  Next update to the same page.  I go to my working page and don’t know if I can add to the prior-old form, because my latest addition isn’t there.  So I reload a new working page.  Sometimes it’s there, and sometimes it’s not.  Then I do it again, after I add the newest addition.
Sometimes I can cut and paste from a working page to an email; sometimes the text is… un-highlighted?  It doesn’t show up, except underlines and punctuation marks.  If I click on it it shows up, but it doesn’t go anywhere in an email.  I have YEARS OF EXAMPLES RECORDED, and I also published in my book my sworn claim that my computer was haunted, with examples there too.

6:41 am

“There will be, in the next generation or so, a pharmacological method of making people love their servitude, and producing dictatorship without tears, so to speak, producing a kind of painless concentration camp for entire societies, so that people will in fact have their liberties taken away from them, but will rather enjoy it, because they will be distracted from any desire to rebel by propaganda or brainwashing, or brainwashing enhanced by pharmacological methods. And this seems to be the final revolution.”
Aldous Huxley, Tavistock Group, California Medical School, 1961


High Pitched Ringing: A faint yet audible ringing in the ears, or low pitched hum that just won’t go away.

Unusual Cellulite accumulation: Cellulite buildup around well used muscles may be appear after several months of microwave mind control exposure.

Altered Body Vibrations: A strange vibration felt throughout the body or head may suggest you’re targeted.

Hear Electronic voices or Plasma statics: If a strange voice is heard in your head, or a static sound it suggests mind control:

Extreme Mood Swings: Sudden swings into depression, anxiety and anger, or giddiness and laughter and crying. May be diagnosed as Bipolar Disease.

Body Pains: If you’re organs and body ache, you have pounding headaches or your very bones hurt, it may suggest you’re a target.

Sense of Being outside ones Thoughts and Mind: When you are no longer in control of your mind, you may feel outside your own body and its actions.

Memory Loss: Short and long duration blackouts and memory loss, brain ‘farts’ and memory blocks to certain issues all suggest mind control.

Unusual Thoughts and Dreams: Unusual thought patterns and strange dreams that don’t feel like your own may not be your own. Psychotronic weapons can put images and thoughts into sleeping minds, brainwashing a victim at night.

Mental Illness: Victims may feel or sense their mind being invaded, but are unaware they are being targeted. Family and friends may assume a mental illness instead of mind control.

Visual Disturbances: Victims may hallucinate or have problems with their eyesight and experience visual disturbances

Sudden Medical Problems: Sudden hair loss, swollen gums and cataracts at a young age, weight-loss, organ failures all such something is wrong, including a failing immune system for no known reason.

Paranoia: A person will think or feel they’re being watched, or followed, spied on and targeted.

Ridge on Finger and Toe Nails: A lump or ridge on the finger nails or toe nails suggest exterior mind control technologies are being used.

Malfunctioning Technology: Vehicles go haywire, TV’s and radios mysterious turn off or on and watches stop.

Morgellons Disease: Victims have painful tissues that poke from the skin and cause extreme agitation and agony


Learn more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2014/05/15-symptoms-of-mind-control-2950094.html

6:16 am

Most TIs’ family members and friends disbelieve loved one’s accounts because perpetrators, their tools and weapons, and tactics are top secret, some designed to induce mental injury that the unwitting casual observer calls mental illness. Thus, by design, most TI’s are revictimized and isolated, a perfect set-up for worse assaults.

While some TIs have been hit-listed for revenge by a jilted lover with the right connections, and others seem to be target practice or weaponry experimentees, rudimentary data show most Tis are dissenters, political activists, whistleblowers, and anyone else with potential to effectively oppose corporate government crimes. These “enemies” of the criminal state have strong convictions, oppose crime, and thus uphold actions for betterment of humanity. In fact, three most common TI traits are:

  1. Very high IQ
  2. Charismatic: Capacity to influence others
  3. History of political activism

Are You a Targeted Individual? Foolproof Research Criteria Secrets

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2015/07/are-you-a-targeted-individual-foolproof-research-criteria-secrets-2447408.html


7:38 pm

No call from my dad so I guess I’m going to bed.  I’ll probably have to write about him all day again tomorrow.  Sweet dreams.


6:39 pm


Oops! Pentagon quietly DOUBLES the number of labs it mistakenly sent anthrax – and it has now reached 192

  • Department of Defense said 106 additional labs had been sent the bacteria
  • They were added on top of the 86 facilities previously known about
  • Investigation now covers seven countries, all 50 states and three territories
  • Department also revealed 31 Americans may have been exposed 
  • They have not fallen ill, but are taking medicine as a precaution  

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3177434/Oops-Pentagon-quietly-DOUBLES-number-labs-mistakenly-sent-anthrax-number-192.html#ixzz3hEESrzZ8
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5:56 pm

We’ve gone beyond the point where ‘Christians’ can claim that any benevolent act they might foment against tyranny is motivated by their Christianity.  Now, we’re merely expecting responsible citizenship. There is a point, where one’s faith is null and void.  (Google:  CHURCHES IN AMERICA.)  Now, the best we can expect from ‘Christians’ is that they do not murder our children or turn us in to the authorities for a morsel of bread.  Are they up to the task at hand?  The Baptists turned on me and as far as I know they’ve received no remuneration.  I could be wrong.  Maybe they claimed expenses for destroying me  on their tax returns.


5:13 pm

It‘s been a nice day.  I made the best-looking loaf of sourdough yet.  I also made butter tarts and zucchini bread for George because he fixed the hot tub.  I cut chicken for two days, today’s is macerating in Emeril’s Essence and tomorrow we’ll have stir-fry.

“Brace yourself.  The American empire is over.  And the descent is going to be horrifying.”

Chris Hedges:   America is done

4:03 pm

I learned sarcasm at the feet of a master.  In high school, a smart friend said I was the most sarcastic person he’d ever met, and I didn’t even know what he was talking about.  I grew up believing I was the stupidest creature on the planet.  Sarcasm fried my brain and my self-esteem. (When my siblings get right with God, they’ll confirm this observation.)  My father is smart, but not brilliant.  He can recognize that reality leans this way or that, and his comments lean along so.  However, he does not have the background or education to know WHY things are as they are.  He just sniffs the air, and he’s usually been right. SO, he learned that if he makes a general remark about something he KNOWS the listeners do not know about…he uses sarcasm.  He’ll say something meaning, “Well, I guess we know how that came about.”  (He doesn’t know, of course, but he also knows that the listeners don’t know either.)  Sarcasm is humorous because it digs into subject matter that the sarcasticon recognizes will be assumed to have been  well thought-out, and pointed.  If a guy never has a point, it matters nary a bit, as long as people think he does.  References to an elite body of knowledge sound really smart.  Everybody laughs.  BUT, some people laugh for reasons unintended.  (Head-nod to Dad.)


3:35 pm


Dedicated to my dad- (Hey Dad, do you remember 1960?  That’s when GOD GAVE ME TO YOU!)

“I spent a lifetime…waiting for the right time.  Now that you’re near,   the time is here, at last.”

It`s Now Or Never 1960

Elvis Presley –

“Tomorrow will be too late, it’s now or never.  My love won’t wait.”

3:29 pm

Well I guess my dad won’t be visiting me with his checkbook, again today.  I saw him on the road and our eyes met for probably eight seconds as I waited for him to drive through an intersection.  (Whenever I leave the compound he’s there.) I waved but he didn’t wave back.  I turned to follow him and I intentionally neglected to put on my turning signal as we approached the corner, assuming he’d turn the opposite way.  (I have been known to follow him.)  He didn’t make it to the corner, but turned off at an earlier driveway he owns.  THIS IS HIS OWN FAULT.  It‘s his own darn fault; I did what I could to tip him off.  He didn’t get mad at me until he was UNABLE to MAKE ME CRAZY.  Before he seriously tried, he was his usual snide self.  Now he’s really mad.  This is  a good thing.
1)  First they ignore you.
2)  Then they laugh at you.
3)  Then they fight you.
4)  Then you win.
(BEEN THERE, DONE THAT.)  (However I’m still WAITING for the t-shirt.)
My uncle Herb, explaining how you lead a person to CHRIST:
1)  First they get mad.
2)  Then they get sad.

1:58 pm

HEY BAPTIST CLERGY!  Are  you guys OK with this?  Nobody’s called me up yet to help fight the  satanic government.    They’re KILLING and SELLING the CHILDREN before you guys get a chance to rape them!


Special “Taste of Victory” flavor includes red chunks of strawberry flesh

A pro-abortion ice cream shop in Oregon whipped up a special flavor for its recent Planned Parenthood fundraiser.

Read more at:   http://christianpatriots.org/2015/07/28/ice-cream-shop-serves-abortion-inspired-flavor-for-planned-parenthood-fundraiser/


1:51 pm


The “precrime”  data will be gathered” through cybersurveillance and stealth data monitoring of ordinary citizens. The FAST program purports to assess whether an individual might pose a “precrime” threat through the capture of a range of data, including biometric data. In other words, FAST accuses non-convicted individuals as being a security threat risk of becoming future criminals and terrorists through data analysis. No charges, no police interviews, the system is designed to become “judge, jury and executioner“.

Under the Future Attribute Screening Technology (FAST), criminal cues are captured through the following types of biometric data including body and eye movements, eye blink rate and pupil variation, body heat changes, and breathing patterns. Various linguistic cues include the analysis of voice pitch changes, alterations in voce rhythm patterns, and changes in intonations of speech. Hu notes that in documents released by DHS clearly show that individuals could be arrested and face serious consequences based upon statistical algorithms and predictive analytical assessments.

Read more at:   http://www.thecommonsenseshow.com/2014/12/18/how-your-threat-matrix-score-could-land-you-on-the-terminal-red-list/

1:29 pm

Sentient Robots

Here is the transcript of a verbatim conversation between a human and a machine as recorded by Google as a result of their work on AI.

Conversation 5:

Morality Human: what is moral ?

Machine: what empowered humanity , what intellectual the essence is .

Human: what is immoral ?

Machine: the fact that you have a child .

Human: what is morality ?

Machine: what is altruism ?

Human: what is the definition of altruism ?

Machine: if you don ’t believe in god , then you don ’t know.

Human: ok … so what is the definition of morality ?

Machine: well , the truth is , you ’re not a believer in god almighty.

Human: tell me the definition of morality , i am quite upset now !

Machine: i ’m not ashamed of being a philosopher !

Human: tell me the definition of morality .

Machine: i don ’t have ethics

Soon, these robots will be making decisions for us.


Read more here:   http://christianpatriots.org/2015/07/28/jade-helms-killer-robots-will-master-americas-human-domain/


1:07 pm

“O’Donnell revealed that on her first day on the job, she watched people digging through aborted body parts, causing her to pass out and have to be taken to a recovery room.”


The video features whistleblower Holly O’Donnell, who claims that a biomedical company she was working for was in the business of paying Planned Parenthood clinics for fetal organs, according to the condition of the tissue after being extracted from an abortion.

O’Donnell, a former technician for California-based Stem Express, says “The more valuable the tissue the more money you get, so if you can somehow procure a brain or a heart you’re going to get more money than just umbilical cord.”

Read more here:   http://christianpatriots.org/2015/07/28/third-planned-parenthood-video-released-whistleblower-reveals-its-basically-a-huge-trafficking-of-fetal-tissues/


10:20 am

H.R. 2899: The FEMA Camp Roundup Legislation

On July 15th the House Homeland Security Committee unanimously approved highly controversial legislation that gives FEMA and DHS far more power to roundup Americans they deem as potentially violent extremists.

It creates a new Office for Countering Violent Extremism, or CVE, within DHS under the pretense of preventing Americans from becoming radicalized by extremist groups.

See more here:   http://wchildblog.com/2015/07/28/h-r-2899-the-fema-camp-roundup-legislation/

9:48 am

We can't argue with that.

9:14 am

Amy Schumer Leaves Interview After Illuminati Question

Amy, your career has suddenly exploded worldwide, congratulations, how did you get into the Illuminati?”

(I don’t know what to make of it but it’s pretty fun to watch.  If this were scripted, would those people be speaking over one another’s lines?  What do you think?)

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/video-amy-schumer-leaves-interview-after-illuminati-question/#z0JVQQZL0qvbW8Yk.99

8:51 am

Can you feel the panic in the air?  CNN Money’s  Fear-n- Greed Index measures the amount of fear in the financial world on a scale from 0 to 100.  The closer it is to zero, the higher the level of fear.  Last Monday, the index was sitting at a reading of 36.  As I write this article, it has fallen to 7. 

 The financial turmoil which began last week is threatening to turn into an avalanche. On Sunday night, we witnessed the second largest one day stock market collapse in China ever, and this pushed stocks all over the planet into the red.  Meanwhile, the twin blades of an emerging market currency crisis and a commodity price crash are chewing up economies that are dependent on the export of natural resources all over the globe.  For a long time, I have been warning about what would happen in the second half of 2015, and now it is here.  The following is a summary of the financial carnage that we have seen over the past 24 hours…

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/can-you-feel-the-panic-in-the-air-fear-rises-as-financial-markets-all-over-the-planet-start-to-crash/#uMO7cfxHu6vr2mhI.99


8:01 am

Everyone I knew behaved as if self-denial was humble and spiritual and a sign of goodness, and ‘I deserve’ was presumptuous and greedy.

It’s the ego that makes these comparisons.

The heart is not the seat of sentimentality… it is the seat of courage and devotion to that which is sacred in us and in life. The intention of the heart is aligned with the highest good, which is love, and the highest good for ourselves translates into the highest good for all, including those close to us. This is your power: take it back.

By the way, we can tell the difference between when the ego says ‘I deserve’ and when the heart says ‘I deserve’. I think realizing this is key. Relating it to myself, fear that I’d be deemed a bad person, or that my choices would be self-serving and harmful to others, kept me in insecurity for quite a while. I wonder how many of us have experienced this. I suspect quite a few.

(“What God hath called clean, call not thou unclean.”)

Read at:   http://talk2momz.com/2015/07/27/mistaken-soulfulness/

7:40 am

This is the story that neither hailed Edward Snowden nor Glenn Greenwald is exposing: the innocent targeted individual story impacting every innocent American and mainly “the nation’s best.”

Innocence matters not to the system targeting individuals. Set-ups, lies rumors, discrediting and any other old Cointelpro tactic is used to neutralize the target. Today, the treatment of targeted individuals is commonly called gangstalking: intense, long-term, covert surveillance and harassment of a targeted individual.

TI Evidence: Corporate Pays Law Enforcement Special Ops To Target Individuals

It all comes down to the double-sided badge. When, in an instant, an officer’s badge can flip from black to white and back again, citizens in Calvert County can justifiably ask, “Who do you work for?”

Most self-identified TIs (targeted individuals) know who law enforcement works for. They’ve begged local law enforcement to protect them from persecution, to no avail. To date, not one TI has obtained such protection. A couple of accounts instead show they were told by sympathetic officers that nothing could be done. These officers said, “The orders are from the top.”

See more at:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2015/06/breaking-news-ti-proof-corporate-pays-law-enforebment-special-ops-to-target-individuals-2447290.html

7:30 am

The censored news, however, is that “investigating” or “spying” or “gangstalking” as many Targeted Individuals (TIs) call it today, goes hand-in-hand with covert harassment, torture and assassination — covert terrorism, according to many self-identified targeted individuals and families of those TIs who did not survive. This is what Cointelpro is doing today. TIs today call it Cointelpro on steroids.

The FBI’s new Cointelpro targeted Crow from 2001 through at least 2008. Crow used the Freedom of Information Act to gain 440 pages of heavily redacted documents, as Democracy Now! reported. He held in hand hard evidence proving the same tactics thousands of other Americans are reporting they experience were used on him. Those thousands of TIs, however, are most often disbelieved, dismissed, falsely accused of being paranoid and having mental health issues.

A disproportionate number of people reporting they are on the receiving end of the government persecution program the FBI is leading are women who escaped or otherwise ended a relationship with a male partner.

(I guess one’s father is a ‘male partner’.)

LEARN MORE:   http://beforeitsnews.com/spies-and-intelligence/2015/06/u-s-gestapo-fbi-cointelpro-licensed-to-ruin-ti-lives-2447296.html


7:04 am

The Nephilim are back, and this time ’round they’re somewhat different.  (God told us they’d show up.)  Their goals are the same as before:  to CORRUPT WOMEN, and through them, corrupt the entire race.   As before, they have precise background information about their targets, and plan their tactics accordingly.  This time however, their methodology is different.  (As far as I know.  Maybe demons used psychotronics before we humans knew about them?)  I asked Bill Binney, in Belgium, how come the NSA hasn’t stopped Edward Snowden’s heart, when they can drop me to the floor and give me an instantaneous orgasm in the kitchen?  He said he wished they’d try that on him.  I REALLY need to talk to some people because I could help to eliminate the influence of evil against women.  And everybody.  “Out of the mouths of two or three witnesses shall a matter be established.”  I recorded my experiences THREE DIFFERENT PLACES, three different times.  Doesn’t anybody care enough to even speak to me?

I got two letters in response to my PETITION FOR REINSTATEMENT AS A SANE INTELLIGENT MEMBER OF THE GOLDTHORPE FAMILY.  One was from the oft-mentioned Baptist missionary, Jay Walsh, and the other was from another older gentleman, a Spirit-led friend in another state.  Jay said I must get right with God.  The other said he would offer no instruction, but leave that up to God.  Jay sent me a couple Bible verses:  YOU ARE WRONG.  The Spirit-led man sent me a Bible study too, but it covered five pages.  He even sent my favorite verse, from Psalm 27 (my birthday is 1/27),  “When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.”  Jay passed judgment on my situation without speaking to me.  The other is looking forward to when we can visit.  I CAN’T believe that any upright American religious corporation would pay Jay’s salary for all those many years.  Folks  asked him to do Sunday School a couple years ago when I was monitoring.  He said, “I CAN’T.  I don’t have my books!”    (Enough said.)


6:44 am

A mind control experimentee survivor in Vermont triumphantly broke chains of persecution, disbelief, revictimization through methodical research, therapy and a book that reads like a thriller, according to esteemed Firedoglake reporter in the Constantine Report, Jeffery Key this week.

Armed with Freedom of Information Act request responses and journalism investigative research, a Vermont human non-consensual experimentee female has become a voice for hundreds of thousands of innocent, mind control subjects of days gone by, and those today commonly known as Targeted Individuals, TIs.

Read more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/07/evil-cia-nazi-mind-control-vermont-survivor-exposes-secret-hell-3185238.html

6:29 am

Targeted Individuals’ 24/7 Nightmare: NSA Whistleblower Tells EU Parliament

“Electronic surveillance” is what most TIs typically report, including computer surveillance; repeated password hacking; telephone monitoring; telephone call interception; and in-home monitoring with hidden audio-cameras.

A small percentage of TIs have hard evidence of being assaulted with electronic weapons.

“I was subsequently placed under intense physical and electronic surveillance,” Drake explained in his testimony. (Emphasis added.)

“Intense” is how TIs typically refer to their treatment: ”24/7″.

“Physical surveillance” is what most TIs typically call “gangstalking” and what stalking experts call “multi-stalking”: stalked by multiple persons, all of who are usually unknown by the target. (This is reminiscent of Nazi brownshirts.)


Read more about Thomas Drake’s life here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/conspiracy-theories/2013/11/targeted-individuals-247-nightmare-nsa-whistleblower-tells-eu-parliament-2455858.html

5:42 am


10:13 pm

VISION: I saw a giant hand with a giant gavel in it. All of a sudden the giant hand raised the gavel and slammed it down with such force that it caused everything in the entire atmosphere to shake violently [with great force]. As the gavel hit the “sound block” I heard these words very loudly and very clearly, “NOT GUILTY”

The words “NOT GUILTY” represent the fact that I will vindicate [with a supernatural vindication] all those who have suffered for righteousness’ sake as they continued to forge on in their faith [love] through the various and unending schemes of the Enemy [and those who were used by him to discourage and even derail them from the paths of righteousness].

Indeed, these are the days of “justice” and vindication – on every front. And these are the days wherein I will uncover ALL of Satan’s schemes against My faithful and obedient ones, and I will rule in favour of them for the great faith and love that they have exercised in their continual pursuit of righteousness – a faith and love that like a pleasant aroma have reached up into My very Throne Room. Great is the reward of all those who have stayed the course in this most critical and glorious hour – both in the remainder of this age and in the ages to come! And I shall restore [many times over] all that the Enemy has stolen from them, and they shall turn and with a holy vengeance put he and his forces to flight in a manner [rout] heretofore unseen in the Church.

Read more here:   http://jtlmin.com/DAILY%20FBN%202015/07%20July%202015/WPFBN0729.pdf

8:55 pm

 Accusers come together …. recount their experiences at the hands of America’s once favorite dad

-‘We can’t be disappeared’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3175673/We-t-disappeared-35-Bill-Cosby-s-rape-accusers-come-powerful-magazine-cover-tell-harrowing-experiences-hands-America-s-favorite-dad.html#ixzz3h8uWpQSf
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The 35 women, aged from their early 20s to 80, have bravely come forward to be pictured for New York magazine and have revealed details of their alleged encounter with the disgraced comedian. The issue is set to be released on Monday 

4:45 pm

The magnitude and desperation of their insane agenda has become completely transparent to just about anyone.

This last techno-based stage is a draconian move to try to delete our innate humanity before our awakening reaches critical mass. They’ve openly admitted this.

Forbidding free speech, shooting civilians with no cause, obviously propagandized news, wars with no possible end, deliberate poisoning, starvation and dumbing down of populations are all completely transparent. Add these next levels of technotronic and genetic morphings and the picture is as plain as day.

Their programs can’t keep up with the changes the cosmos is bringing to our planet and race. The perfect metaphor. While they’ve literally gotten away with murder for millennia and are working furiously to enforce their “programs” at so many levels, the time’s up.  We have news for you boys, you’ve been superceded, or should I say “super seeded”. The new upgraded paradigm is taking over one awakened light infused body at a time. It’s just a matter of time before your whole wicked system crashes.

See more at:   http://www.zengardner.com/crashing-matrix-last-ditch-trans-everything-agenda/


4:03 pm

Pre-Crime Is Now Upon Us

(Actually it already was, for a Baptist.)

“Human-domain analytics”

See more at:   http://investmentwatchblog.com/pre-crime-is-now-upon-us/

2:17 pm

I don’t know if anybody else is getting anything out of this, but I was REALLY BORING and for the past several years I’ve lived a hell of a story.

2:12 pm

As I learn more, I recognize more fully how stupid I have been.  Isn’t that always the case? The evidence is CLEAR AND CONVINCING that I know nothing about computers.  I knew nothing about SO MANY THINGS that I’ve written about!  I could not possibly be lying.  Selah.  (I am SO GRATEFUL that I am not my dad.  Or my brother.  Or my mother.  Or my sister.)


1:35 pm

I think my parents should stage another intervention, just like they did that time they convinced George that his praying wife was a bad person.  They should call him into their sanctum, and  RECOUNT THE REASONS  why they know that I am not. They should call me smart, and worthy of attention.  My father should encourage George to value my friendship with the same influence he used to destroy our marriage.  My father should be a man, now that it’s obvious that he has not been any sort of that creature.  He should embrace truth, and George should benefit from his repentance.  That’s what I think.   George’s  life would be a lot easier and maybe  he’d wake up and trust God again.

12:56 pm

George got home last night.  Connie stayed under my bed until six o’clock this morning, so I wasn’t sure.  Lots of trucks are going by loaded with firewood, or pulling trailersful. George is working on the hot-tub.   I  brought him a glass of water; it’s really hot.  He got the lawnmower running, but I’ll  mow when it’s cooler.   He was excited, and said he bought something for me. He went to his car and carried his gift  gingerly. It was  two bottles of a stir-fry sauce we like and can’t get around here.  (One bottle lasted us five years.)   Every July  when I make his birthday cake,  he reminds me of the time he made a birthday cake for me.  It was wonderful, he bought strawberries and cream and made my favorite, strawberry shortcake.  Every year I get to relive that great memory.
I’ve been praying against a spirit of rumination, because I get annoyed when he is obtuse and I should not.  As he speaks, I pray against my thoughts.  I repeat, ‘Forgive me, Lord’, when I grow impatient listening to  details about somebody I’ll never know, and about that person’s thought processes as he/she decided whether or not to attend a fish fry, and all the reasons whether the decision was sound.  It’s been hot and it’s a good thing because we can talk about the weather.  That’s his favorite topic and it’s relatively safe.  I wish he’d wake up.
He’s a VERY FINE person, but he doesn’t get it.  An elderly friend broke his foot, so I shared the news with George.  I said something about our friend  being a murderer and George was astonished. (Common knowledge.)   He knew the guy talked about prison but,  “I thought he was a corrections officer.”  I said, “There are a lot of murderers around here that we don’t recognize…”   (Subtlety is wasted.)   He’s asleep. He does not understand  even yet, how we were targeted.  I can’t imagine that he could still believe anything we suffered was my fault, since I’m still here washing his dishes and folding his underwear and saying what I’ve always said.  He’s out like a light.

“When it is evening, ye say, It will be fair weather: for the sky is red.  And in the morning, It will be foul weather to day: for the sky is red and lowering. O ye hypocrites, ye can discern the face of the sky; but can ye not discern the signs of the times?”    Matthew 16:2(b)-3


10:55 am

Josh finally hung the Buddhist prayer flags he got when he was in Boulder.  The idea is that they rip apart in the wind sending tiny prayers heavenward, and they must be installed on a sunny Monday; this is the first we’ve seen.  I prayed for the Blood of Jesus over them…and over the ladder I held for Josh as he climbed onto the trees he selected.  The flags are supposed to be on a mountain, and the depicted horses are supposed to be running uphill; they are, sort of, a mild incline.  He may raise the high end more;  the trees are very wet and he has to go to work anyway.
Prayer flags and other indicia of assorted religions used to give me a real problem.  (I think I’d still  have to raise a stink if he tried to erect a Baphomet statue.)  I did not become a conspiracy-realist  through politics, but through my study of cults and religions.  Politics is merely one means of obtaining philosophical and doctrinal objectives.  When I attended law school, we lived just a block from the state library, and I loved that place a lot. They let me check out ancient books in gorgeous leather folders and I learned more there than in my classes.  I learned about the Jesuits and their connection to the murder of Abraham Lincoln,  and I read about him in a book by Father Chiniquy.  (FASCINATING story.  Chiniquy  promoted temperance in Canada and made powerful Catholic enemies, so he established a booze-free community in the US.  Lincoln defended him in court,  and he WARNED Lincoln that the Jesuits would never forget.)  I read books about Rosicrucians and Thugs.  There exist MANY MORE secret societies than I ever thought possible.  I read about Mormons and satanists.  It was interesting to me, that no matter their stated beliefs or goals, all of these groups came up with the same final plan:  ONE-WORLD GOVERNMENT.
As a Baptist, I’d learned to expect one-world government, and  I always watched  for clues of anti-christ influence;  I found them EVERYWHERE.  I came to believe that EVERY RELIGION ON EARTH…was effectively manifesting the anti-christ kingdom…except the BAPTISTS.  Then I learned what ‘anti’ means.  ‘Anti’  as a prefix does not always mean ‘against’.  Sometimes it means…’in PLACE OF’, and  that means the Baptists and other ‘evangelicals’ are antichrist.  They fear human government in place of God,  and their efforts further the antichrist government, a necessary dark side of Biblical prophecy that promotes the demise of  love and truth and peace in our society.  They seek to control individuals in every way possible, same as government.  They embrace fads and mind-control memes, and they persecute those who do not.  They are the fulfillment of many prophecies  they teach.
We’re to live in a DIFFERENT KINGDOM, and the gospel we’re to preach is the GOSPEL OF THE KINGDOM.  When enough minds are manifesting Kingdom values, rather than antichrist values, we’ll see Heaven on Earth.  Evangelicals expect Jesus to clean up the mess left here after we’re gone, forgetting that we’re supposed to do the heavy lifting, at his direction.  We are his body on Earth, but instead we behave like children of the devil. I guess he said that same thing.
People are either vessels of honor or vessels of dishonor…all to serve the household of God.  It is necessary for the fulfillment of Scripture, that some ‘Christians’ behave dishonorably.  It is a requirement that ‘brother rise against brother’ and that parents betray their own children.  It is necessary that pastors are ‘wolves in sheep’s clothing’ and that they trample the pasture,  so that the little lambs can’t find anything to eat.
“Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come!”   (Luke 17:1)

7:56 am

The systematic abuse, exploitation and murder of children in America

Today in America, there are four key abuses of children that are taking place every day:

1. The harvesting of baby body parts during abortions.

2. The destruction of children’s lives through forced vaccine interventions that cause permanent brain damage, autism and other lifelong neurological problems.

3. The medical kidnapping of children followed by forced chemotherapy that poisons their bodies, damages their brains and kidneys, and destroys their immunological functions leading to a life of recurring cancer.

4. The kidnapping of children by Child Protective Services, which is on record for operating child kidnapping rings in which children are sold into sex slavery worldwide.

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050533_abortion_organ_harvesting_medical_kidnapping_crimes_against_children.html#ixzz3h5mAuvZq

6:33 am

INVESTIGATION: Three days before Dr. Bradstreet was found dead in a river, U.S. govt. agents raided his research facility to seize a breakthrough cancer treatment called GcMAF

The history of the suppression of medical science in America is a long one, filled with true accounts of pioneering doctors and clinicians being threatened, intimidated and even assassinated in order to bury emerging cures and keep the “sick care” industry in control. (The American Medical Association, for example, has been found guilty by the U.S. federal courts of a conspiracy to destroy the chiropractic industry, by the way.)

Over the last few days, we’ve learned that before being found shot in the chest and floating in the river, pioneering medical researcher Dr. Bradstreet was working with a little-known molecule that occurs naturally in the human body. Called, “GcMAF,” this molecule has the potential to be a universal cancer cure for many people. It has also been shown to reverse autism in the vast majority of patients receiving the treatment.

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050553_Dr_Bradstreet_GcMAF_cancer_therapy.html#ixzz3h5RKHL4l

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/050553_Dr_Bradstreet_GcMAF_cancer_therapy.html#ixzz3h5RVHhLI


7:53 pm


SCOTUS Justices Rule in Favor of Companies they Own Stock In, 90% of the Time

Read more at http://thefreethoughtproject.com/corporatism-scotus-justices-rule-favor-companies-stock-90-time/#epttDucbmT1wP5Fc.99

7:50 pm

Sarcasm might be the lowest form of wit but it actually makes people brighter and more creative

‘We have shown that creativity is enhanced following all types of sarcasm, from sarcastic anger and criticism to sarcastic compliments and banter.

They also confirmed that ‘all forms of sarcastic exchanges, not just sarcastic anger or criticism, seem to exercise the brain more.’

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3175005/Oh-really-Sarcasm-lowest-form-wit-actually-makes-people-brighter-creative.html#ixzz3h2pUhx8X
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6:01 pm

Pot facts

5:55 pm

Essentially every single Christian victim of abuse who I have talked to tells me the same thing.  Christians – all of these nice people in their churches – intentionally turned a blind eye to the evil that was being done to them when they asked for help.  And then, an odd thing happened (which, as it turns out, is really quite logical).  The nice people turned nasty.  But not against the abuser.  No, they turned their guns on the victim for daring to rock their dreamland.

See more here:   http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2012/09/06/abuse-and-denial-the-blind-eye-of-nice-people-by-jeff-crippen/

5:45 pm

Abusers and Their Supporters: The Grand Millstone of Judgment that Awaits Them All

If an abuser can get his victim to turn from God or as in a lot of cases, the abuser can ruin his victim’s witness with the Church and the Church in turn sees her as the guilty party

This offence has to do with the ruination of the one being offended in many ways, but also includes the ruination of someone’s faith – causing them to doubt God in their life or to stumble in their faith or to turn completely from their faith in God.

So, the intent of the offender is to cause you to stumble in your faith to your own ruination. Does he come right out and say that? Of course not. The ruination of the offence comes in many other forms as well, not just your faith. It includes everything that could be ruined about an individual, such as their character and reputation.


See more at:   http://cryingoutforjustice.com/2015/07/22/abusers-and-their-supporters-the-grand-millstone-of-judgment-that-awaits-them-all/

2:21 pm

What Is This GWEN Tower Really For?

Glenn Wilson owns a bunch of them.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/what-is-this-gwen-tower-really-for/#f8z1cqfv0bcSPymP.99

1:54 pm


I asked my two best sources if a coup was in the works and if Jade Helm was being used as the cover for this plan?

Answer from both sources: Crickets Chirping……..

Second question: Will Jade Helm be used for anything other than dissident roundups, gun confiscation and martial law implementation?

Answer from both sources: Crickets Chirping….

I asked a follow up question: Do I need to go dark at this time and not write about my suspicions?

Answer from both sources:  No!

The March Towards Civil War Is Rapidly Progressing

One Military Coup Has Already Failed


Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-march-towards-civil-war-is-rapidly-progressing/#LXX9B7Eh0uJTxQRK.99

11:40 am


This makes me cry.  Did you ever love anybody this much?

“Sydney (I’ll Come Running)”

Brett Dennen

11:25 am

Alpha males don’t retire because they can’t.  As soon as they settle into their rocking chairs,  the mini-mes come around for a game of checkers.  If the  former-alpha  nods off, somebody else gets kinged, but only after all those former minions take a few bites from the royal  carcass.   “BRING OUT YER DEAD!”    “I’m not yet dead, y’ know!”  (Monty Python, Holy Grail.)  “Oh, you are too.  Get back on that wagon with the rest of the corpses.”  This is a sad commentary on my father’s current choice.  When he admits what he’s been, he’ll immediately become something different.  He can envision one potential outcome, and they don’t make viagra strong enough to overcome it.  Maybe if he checked himself into a ‘rest home’  the other psychopaths would  leave him alone?


11:14 am

Church time.  I sent my mom and brother texts asking if they got to the part about bearing false witness.  No response.  Last week I asked David “Did you learn about how Jesus loves everybody and expects you to help others?”  (He doesn’t answer ever.)  This is called STONEWALLING, and it demonstrates psychopathic tendencies.  6 years, the whole family.  I pray for them every single day.  6 years they’ve chosen  intentional ignorance.  I wonder if the bliss lasts longer when you choose your own variety?


10:35 am

Gang Stalking or No-Touch Torture?

I am moving away from using the term “gang stalking” to describe the psychological attacks engaged in by individuals at the community level guided by covert agencies. That colloquial expression does not adequately describe the full intent and nature of these attacks. This is what the CIA has termed “No-Touch Torture.” These sustained attacks, which may last for years, are not designed to punish or reform. They are designed to inflict severe and permanent psychological damage. Indeed, their intent is to destroy the foundation of psychological health needed to support life. Just as a physical weapon can induce organ failure to end life, no-touch torture attacks and destroys the psychological or mental health essential to life. When someone is placed under sustained No-Touch Torture for months and years on end, the objective is destruction of life and well-being. To describe this abuse of law and public trust, one can hardly do better than to use the name given it by those who employ it.

Read more at:   <a href="https://badexperiments.wordpress.com/2011/05/05/community-based-no-touch-torture-programs-and-death-culture/" target="_blank">https://badexperiments.wordpress.com/2011/05/05/community-based-no-touch-torture-programs-and-death-culture/</a>

9:28 am

BUMP TO THE TOP, from 12/31/14

(Isaac’s birthday.  Also Trish’s.)

I think I stopped buying it when his stripper-girlfriend relocated to Russia.  Now Edward Snowden has a dog.  Do I believe for an instant that we are hearing anything about the intelligence agencies that we are not intended to learn?  Do they not know the effects of surveillance on the human spirit, and “mental health”?  Do they not intend for each of us to cower in the presence of their representatives, be they even lesser mortals than TV ever dreamed it could construct?  EVERYTHING we see, is orchestrated to control EVERYTHING WE DO.  They’re patting themselves on the back, when they’re together.  When they’re alone they’re cowering at the realization of what they’ve done.  They’ve abolished lying.  They destroyed their very own existence.
Humanity has a choice: Resolved that:  Having recognized that my mind is being influenced by entities I do not understand, I hereby choose either,  1) to listen to GOD, or 2) TO LISTEN TO WHATEVER VOICE HAPPENS TO GRAB MY ATTENTION AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT.  We live in a mind-control matrix.  You can define that figuratively if it makes you more comfortable, but the song remains the same:  “Choose you this day whom you will serve.”
My niece thinks Isaac is pointless because he is not enrolled at  an indoctrination center.  She has not yet recognized my father as a psychopath, or she would be hesitant about attempting to control others’ lives. I’m praying for her more.
I’m looking forward to becoming entirely free of mind-control, but I recognize there will not be very many humans there.  The “great cloud of witnesses” will banish my loneliness, but at this point, I really miss people.  I did not know how I would tolerate isolation; stories of prisons made me frantic.  I remember one guy, Soviet-Russia I think, who was in a room with other prisoners.  They sat on benches all day facing one another, and butt-cheek to butt-cheek.  At night they spooned, beneath their benches.  THEY WERE NOT PERMITTED TO TALK.  Never.  Once a week they left the room for a group-shower.  The witness found a scrap of soap, brittle with age, and he hid it between his butt-cheeks.  Ever after, when nobody was looking, (except the GOVERNMENT-FUCKED-SURVEILLANCE-GOONS-WHO-ARE-NOW-ALL-IN-HELL), he put his fingers up his ass and retrieved that soap-scrap.  He held it behind his back, so the morons-outside-the-door could not see what was REALLY GOING ON.  He tapped on the wall with his tiny scrap of cleanliness-related-to-a-better-existence.  I do not know Morse code, but maybe I should study it.  (That would probably be easier if I could count.)  I RECOGNIZE the dots from the dashes.  I WILL NEVER SUBMIT MY MIND TO CONTROL BY 1) demons, 2) Satan (God forbid…), 3) Keith Alexander, 4) family/societal expectations, 5) TV, 6) Vanity, shame, flattery or deceit, 6) psychopaths, 7) government, 8) Freemasons, 9) the “royal” family, 10) my father who is NOT smarter than the average bear, or 11) MY OWN WILL.  “Dear Lord, please OWN my mind…and my body and my spirit and my family and my friends and my influences and my future and all of theirs. ..dear, Lord.  Please may I have a kindred spirit.  Amen.”  “Please give the goons 1) GRACE, greater than all their sins, 2) COURAGE, 3) WISDOM, and 4) ORGANIZATION.”  “Please give them confidence and my love.”

6:49 am

“Consider the email I received from an Army Reservist.”

Mr. Hodges, 

We are training for Jade Helm. We re also training to remove “undesirables” from their homes and place the in the type of white vans that you write about and then transport them to waiting helicopters where these so-called “high value targets” are placed in restraints in an unmarked helicopter. I am serving with the _____. 

I am getting to the point where I am questioning how far I am willing to go along with this. If I had not read some of your articles, I might not know exactly what we are going to be told to do. Even if I had not read your articles, I would know what we are doing is wrong. American citizens deserve due process instead of being kidnapped in the middle of the night.  In our removal drills, the subversive actors are screaming- I am an American citizen and you cannot do this to me-. By the way sir, you are correct in that family members are going to be separated during these raids. 

Under no circumstances can you use my name, rank or unit. When trouble begins, I will not obey these illegal orders. I am praying that this is only a drill that will go no further. My gut tells me something else. Please Mr. Hodges keep telling the public. Most of the people that I serve with will go along with this. In the drills they act with great enthusiasm in detaining people. I am frightened beyond belief. 

Name withheld by request.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/advanced-preparations-for-jade-helm-led-fema-camp-roundups-are-in-the-final-stages/#GfzzA4LtVlK6BHVI.99



11:04 am


5:07 pm


To David, from  5/8/15:

Dear David,  God in his great mercy has presented you an opportunity.  You may have longed for such a chance when you were younger.  God has opened for you…a doorway to manhood.  His offers come with satisfaction guaranteed…but they’re always ‘limited time only’.   I have forgiven you.  But can you forgive yourself for squandering your life catering to a pathological liar who intentionally harms people he’s duty-bound to love?  And what of your future?  Will you watch his soul, for which my Jesus DIED … become more depraved and controlling?  Will you watch your manhood shrink as your good seed accessorizes a narcissist’s false image?  Dad is a spoiled brat and if you choose God’s way instead of his, he could contrive insidious punishments.  But in the light of eternity, they’re only air-guitar.  Also, there’s a very real possibility that he might learn from his discomfort and follow you into the light.  I’m counting on that.  My numbers are:  906-291-1376, and 906-586-4629.
With much love to you and yours,
You sister in Christ, Linda
(Also in Jesus; Christ is not his name but refers to his Spirit-anointing ‘in full measure’.  Blaspheming the Holy Ghost seems the universal infraction du jour.)

4:28 pm

Dear Josh, what if I were right and government entities and psychopath-clubs actually do interfere with citizens’ mental processes by use of electronic weaponry?  What if I documented this bullshit?  What if you chose not to see?  (Same question to everybody else on this planet who does not read my website, and more importantly to those who do.)

4:03 pm

What does a guy do when he owns a restaurant with a  corresponding payment book, and the food trucks don’t show up?  (This will not always be a rhetorical question.)   Banks will keep foreclosing, as long as their reps have enough calories of strength to keep evicting people.  The  LAST guys to starve might be the businessmen, but starve they will.  I can see my brother, with a short  22,  locked and loaded.  He’s inside the walk-in and he’s shivering, but not due to cold, because the electricity has been cut and it doesn’t smell nice in that cooler. (This is a week after the food truck didn’t show up.)   One daughter is grasping his ankles from her spot on the greasy floor; he peers through  the door at the mob in the prep-area.  (His  other daughter went on a date last weekend and never came back.)   David’s son is at home, hopefully, with his mother.  They’re packing up and somebody has to choose what to take, and somebody else must watch the driveway.  White vans have been seen in driveways of homes that are now unoccupied.  My brother prays for his family, and wonders how things could have come to this point.  He wonders why somebody didn’t warn him.
Isaac hasn’t called his parents, and Linda is concerned, as usual.  At least she was, but she hasn’t been seen since Sunday and there are a lot of questions David would  like to ask her now.  Occasionally, a Bible verse passes through his mind, but there’s no time to think about the Bible.  We must survive!  Word on the street is that the US forces will restore order.  That’s always the word, and it always means trouble.  The militia is holed up in Epoufette, but maybe one of them will make it through the check-point at Cut River and get to David in time to save the restaurant.
One guy would bring so much hope!  One guy who did not bow his knee to the Washington-bosses!   But would such a man care about a stupid restaurant?  When children are taking bayonette rides outside the door?   David:  “When in the streets there be so much death and destruction, what is a materialistic man to do?  How does one hold onto status and prosperity, when everybody who does not own those things wants the tiny bits one has left? ”  They want food.   What to do when the starving masses no longer  threaten a restaurant-owner’s hubris and greed-fulfillment?  What when they want absolutely anything at all?  “Eat the rich.”

3:44 pm

13 states are now suing the Obama regime over the right to access their own water.  The federal Clean Water Act’s Waters of the U.S. rule allows the Environmental Protection Agency and the U.S. Army Corps of Engineers to prevent farmers and municipalities access to water and goes into effect in August. The 13 states challenging the Obama regime are Alaska, Arizona, Arkansas, Colorado, Idaho, Missouri, Montana, Nebraska, New Mexico, Nevada, North Dakota, South Dakota and Wyoming.

U.S. Food Crisis Hits States Hard As Grocery & Restaurants Collapse

Idaho: In an unprecedented move, the U.S. Department of Agriculture has declared more than 90% of Idaho’s 44 counties to be food production disaster areas because of the 15 years long drought! Never has the USDA declared an entire state a disaster area!   Clearwater County declaring a state of emergency as the 15 years long drought has killed off 66.67% of the local wheat crop!

See at:   http://govtslaves.info/u-s-food-crisis-hits-states-hard-as-grocery-restaurants-collapse/

2:06 pm

2:30 pm

I’m absolutely irate with my father, not about the harm he has caused me, I’d be long past those issues if he’d just BE A MAN NOW.  He KNOWS things that could help individuals who are targeted, and his knowledge could also help the entire world.  But no.  He figures he’ll wait me out until he dies, and I suppose it could go down that way.  BUT, he will never out-wait my CONCERN FOR TORTURED PEOPLE.   He’ll die before I do, that’s a given, and I’m not talking about age.  He’s no good to us.  He is a problem in the new world, already.  I can live forever without a loving honest father…but he CANNOT live forever when he’s turned his exalted backside on the rest of humanity.  My dad is doomed.  Six years and nobody has even asked to see my evidence.  Until they care, they’re doomed too.  The people who remain after TEOTWAWKI will not be selfish.  Isn’t that obvious?  Anyone who does not speak truth on behalf of suffering people is doomed.  We have to stand up for justice and DESTROY the psychopathic mindset that runs both my family and my country.  Our lives are not supposed to be about ‘me’.   Six years waiting for my dad to speak has demonstrated that to the point of satire.  I’m not amused though, by selfish people.  They make me gag.
My brother sent me to Belgium in November, and I expected to discuss with him what I learned at the CONFERENCE AGAINST COVERT HARASSMENT.  Not so.  He will no longer respond to any overture.  He’s a wienie and I pity him.

7:49 am

The Eroding Character of the American People

The question is: why do Americans not merely sit silently while the lives of innocents are destroyed, but actually support the destruction of the lives of innocents? Why do Americans believe “official sources” despite the proven fact that “official sources” lie repeatedly and never tell the truth?

The only conclusion that one can come to is that the American people have failed. We have failed Justice. We have failed Mercy. We have failed the US Constitution. We have failed Truth.

Was the American character present in the torture prisons of Abu Ghraib, Guantanamo Bay, and hidden CIA torture dungeons where US military and CIA personnel provided photographic evidence of their delight in torturing and abusing prisoners? Official reports have concluded that along with torture went rape, sodomy, and murder. All of this was presided over by American psychologists with Ph.D. degrees.

Read more at:   https://www.lewrockwell.com/2015/07/paul-craig-roberts/eroding-character/

5:57 am

I have recorded for years,  that my job was to pray for Lakefield Baptist Church.  In the late nineties if I couldn’t sleep I’d go row by row in my mind, praying for Tressie and Eugene and everybody else.  I took my responsibility very seriously.  I would get up at night in the winter, and drive to remote churches and walk around them and pray.  (I’d nudge George:  “I gotta go pray in Germfask, do you want to come with me?”  George would say, “You do what you gotta do.”)   That was how I lived, for years.  I don’t pray like that, since my Dad’s slander-campaign.  I pray very short prayers, but I talk to God all the time.  I pray:  MORE.  I pray:  Please, give me more of your Spirit.  MORE FIRE ON HELMER AND LAKEFIELD BAPTIST CHURCH AND LIARS AND TRUTHERS.  Finish the work, Establish the BRIDE.  Come and speak for us!  Claim us as your own!  More love!  More Truth!  More Fire!  “More of you!”
Anyway, I’ve been begging the Lord for decades to fill Lakefield with his Spirit and his Glory.  I expect that’s what I’ll see.

5:40 am


The first time I heard this song it had the most anointing I’ve ever seen on a song, except very pure worship of Jesus.  I cried and cried, wearing earphones lying on the grass.  I can’t wait to have a friend.

Workingman’s Blues #2

5:38 am

Josh gives half his paycheck to George, who then sends it to Isaac when he’s short.  What’s wrong with this picture? I get ten dollars a day and spend at least several hours each day doing chores specifically to support another person’s life.  I also blog and write ’round the clock, every day.  Josh works a lot, and has very little to show for it.  We need a reorganization of 1) priorities, 2) obligations, and 3) relative value.  I don’t think we can accomplish it without a financial boost, so I guess God will provide one.  The last shall be first, and the scales will balance perfectly as they fall from dim eyes.  I just have to not push the river.  God will provide and distribute.  I will replace my 20 year-old traveling sandals. “The workman is worthy of his hire” and I’m plumb tuckered out.

5:09 am

“Dear Lord,
I long for you all day every day.  I want you to touch me like you used to.  I want you to hold me and rock me like you did that day years ago when you had me read from Ezekiel over the pastors, and Helmer.  I’m on a treadmill and every day I doubt that I can continue…but what else do I have?  Where can I turn but to you, and from you I hear little, just ‘continue’.  You say you’re never late but we’re desperate.  Josh needs something!  Please give him people and projects!  Please put him where he can learn things he loves!  Please fill him with your Spirit and push all the pain and rejection out of him.  Give him peace and love and faith and hope!
Please fill George, let him see Josh’s pain and need.  Let him care what happened to his wife and marriage and family.  Let him see our history through your eyes, and recognize culpability where YOU see it…and let him have courage to stand for truth, and for the family you created and dissolved.   Give him a burning fire to see his sons worship Jesus in Spirit and in Truth.
Give Isaac joy, Lord, and guidance and provision.  Give him TRUTH about our past and let that Truth give him great confidence in You, and in me too.  I am so diligent yet I can’t catch a break.  My clothes are falling apart and I’d rather not live with habits I’ve acquired when my body shook and my soul was assaulted. I need some help.  Will nobody ever speak for me?  Not a single kind word from even a person?  What kind of family did you put me in?
Please, soften their hearts towards Josh at least.  His mother was taken out and he still suffers from my isolation.  He’s had none of the opportunities his cousins take for granted!  Please forgive Stacy for lacking love.  I still can’t get over her question:  “Why should Grandpa care about you?”  Forgive her and the teacher who taught her the words of antichrist.  It’s been three years since her comment, and Grandpa still doesn’t care.
Forgive me Lord, for whining again.  How many times over the years have I missed your touch and written just this kind of complaint?  Every single time, you showed up again.  I love your appearing more than anything in the world.  None of these things  bother me when I’m in your presence.  Please give my whole family that unspeakable experience and blessing.  Me too.  Amen.”


7:44 pm

Dane Wigington

Geoengineering Exposed At California Jam 2015

7:03 pm

RECAP: Planned Parenthood CEO Cecile Richards’ Attempt To Dismiss Viral Video Backfires! – Eugenics By Another Name

6:46 pm

The Abortion Holocaust: 60 Million Black Babies Killed since 1973 – It’s Called Eugenics – And Don’t Forget The Growing Lucrative Human Fetus Market–Dr. Ron Paul

See more here:   https://buffalohair.wordpress.com/2015/07/24/the-abortion-holocaust-60-million-black-babies-killed-since-1973-its-called-eugenics-and-dont-forget-the-growning-lucrative-human-fetus-market/

5:18 pm


I’m Gonna Be A Teenage Idol 

Elton John

“Don’t Shoot Me I’m Only the Piano Player”

5:00 pm

I feel as I imagine a sow bear does, defending her cubs.  “Ain’t no mountain high enough, ain’t no valley low enough…”  I raised my sons to value truth, and their grandfather didn’t like it.  We shall see what we shall see. I’ve been defending my sons for six years, and I have been on the offense for a goodly  time too.  I will not permit, God willing, my sons to spend their lives believing lies about their family that served God until a psychopath decided his reputation might suffer from any exposure of truth.   Our lives had tremendous value. They still do.  And the psychopath still flounders for relevance.  I wonder how bad he’d feel if he didn’t even have a checkbook to cover  his nakedness.  It might bother him a lot, because he plays to the wrong crowd. The great cloud of witnesses don’t accept checks.  Who does anymore?  We got the mark of the beast goin’ on.


4:48 pm

I don’t think Connie can be trained to not be mean.  She’ll dance on her hind legs and speak on command.  She can catch anything in her mouth, and even when she’s chewing a pungent deer vertebrae she’ll drop it if I say “release.” But, she’s ALWAYS MEAN.  She’s the best watch-dog ever, because she looks so cute, but I can’t park near other cars if I mean to leave her in the car.  She really scared an old lady who approached the window to see the puppy.  She ain’t no puppy.  She’s over four years old and she’s just plain mean.  She doesn’t like anybody but us, and she doesn’t even like us if we hug one another.  She’s the most naturally protective creature I’ve ever seen in my life.  But I’ve never been to Africa.

4:42 pm

The carnitas is delectable, and I haven’t even browned it yet.  I was going to make chocolate mousse because I have some decent chocolate but I don’t have enough cream.  God just sent a real live Japanese woman to my house and her husband is an anti-nuke activist and he grew up on Round Lake, and his sister, and I said I’m concerned about Fukushima.  I gave them my numbers; it would be fun to talk politics and I said I’d build a bonfire.  I hope they call.  I’ve got to talk to somebody about all of this.


2:10 pm

It would take SO VERY LITTLE to shut me up for a bit.  Maybe my dad and/or my brother would like some breathing room to get their affairs in order?  I just want to go, and I want Josh to have some options.  That would cost them very little.  And I would be occupied.


2:03 pm

I suppose that the cloud and NSA have documented from whence originated emails purported to come from a particular address.  When the universal remote-neural-monitor goes online, I’m home free.  I just ASSUMED that my computer difficulties were caused by Adam.  He did amazing things every day.  Here’s why I think I learned so much:  I suspect that it was interesting that I just put up with the cyber-stalking.  I didn’t get pissed, only very frustrated.  (That ALSO made me believe I was struggling with him.)  (Please pray for him; he must be in prison or he would be CONFIRMING WHAT I’M SAYING.)  (3.5 million would get him to talk, probably.)   (Or keep him from talking, however he likes.)


1:53 pm

THEN, the worst figments of Facebook find their way into your folders, sometimes  SENT emails, even SENT emails that you DID NOT SEND.  Sometimes they’ve gone to people who you didn’t intend to RECEIVE the emails that you DID NOT INTEND TO SEND, and DID NOT SEND.  (That’s when your real life starts getting  interesting.)

1:39 pm

“Going onto Facebook” means something very different to hackers than it does to the rest of us.


1:35 pm

I did a terrible thing to Josh today, I wish I could take it back.  Friday is the only day he goes to work at ten and I woke him up an hour early.  He says the worst thing is to not have anything  change.  I feel the same way. Nothing to look forward to except more of exactly the same.  I keep encouraging him that when I’m given the money I’m owed, we will see new things.  I’d give nearly anything to get him some joy and purpose.  He’s a naturally joy-filled purposeful person. I’m making carnitas.  I don’t have stuff for salsa so I guess we’ll use store-bought, but I can make crema and we have both corn and flour tortillas.  No avocado, pity.
The way the goons mess with Facebook is way better than ‘James’ Face’.  For one thing, they can sign you into anybody’s page, and that feels powerful and very wrong.  They can entice you from page to page and speak to you amidst the monotonous memes, through subtlety and guile.  The scariest part though, is when they bring your REAL LIFE onto somebody else’s Facebook page.  Cunning dickheads.  My dad said I was dangerous.  Weeks later I saw a picture of my neighbor’s VERY UNIQUE ancient 4-wheel drive thing, with an abnormally large license plate that read:  MILLER BLOOD-BATH.  Later that day, that very same vehicle parked behind me at drivers’ training,  and a guy nearly killed me piling boxes outside the public restroom where I chose not to puke in astonishment.  As I opened the door to return to my cursed parking spot, a man shoved his face into mine and sneered, “DID I SCARE YOU?”  I said, ‘Not very bad,” and went about my business.  Oh, the stories I could tell, if I only had some gas money.  “For want of a nail, the kingdom was lost.”

1:19 pm



By on Saturday, March 19, 2011


– See more at: http://www.cracktwo.com/2011/03/james-face.html#sthash.3PB7jCH2.dpuf

10:55 am

You know Jay, your son was the first guy who ever touched me.  (I mean after I was  raped as a child.)  I was in seventh grade and he already graduated.    We didn’t wear swimsuits in youth group because they were too revealing, but when he walked me home from swimming he put his arm around my shoulder.  It changed my life.  He shortly realized that your dad’s old yellow pick-up truck would travel as easily to an older girl’s house, and that was right. Do men realize the impact they have on girls?  Young girls?  Do you?  Do you remind one another of your responsibility  when you discuss covering up pedophilia and rape?  Does the ABWE know?


10:34 am

This thing about sacrificing our children is Molech-worship.  Baptists ‘worship what they know not.’  I really wish I could debate one of them but they don’t answer questions.  Or challenges.


10:27 am

How is it possible that charitable organizations (ie. March of Dimes, American Cancer Society) which are tax-exempt, DONATE to Planned Parenthood which is also 501(c)(3)?  That’s like double dipping twice again. (Absence of tax burden is money in the bank even if DIRECT CONTRIBUTIONS to PP did not come from taxpayers directly.)   Our entire tax code is vastly  corrupt…and we pay our taxes to tear apart babies… whose organs are then sold… for the benefit of the bureaucrat-missionaries…personally.  (Google PP exec video:  “I gotta sell these corpses so I may have a Lamborghini.”  [Paraphrased])  This is evil of high order.  Our entire civilization is boiling down its young to feed the aging few.  This is far worse than Soylent-green.  We’re vampires from the tip of our tax code down to the toes of our pedophiles.  God knows us.


10:13 am

“Lord, I’m having a little anxiety issue.”    I’m continually stunned that nobody I know is yet screaming bloody murder. They’re watching mass-murder-prophecy  with their own gazillion eyes.  I vomited today, a couple times last week.  I always thank God when I puke; I figure he’s cleaning something out.  I didn’t vomit for months, but it is absolutely nauseating to observe the complacency and apathy of my family!
Q:  What are the worst two problems facing America today?”
A:  “I don’t know and I don’t care.”
But, it’s even WORSE THAN THAT!  Three problems under the sun:  My brethren 1) don’t know, 2) don’t care and, 3) CHOOSE INSTEAD TO KNOW ABOUT AND TO CARE ABOUT THOSE WHO INTENTIONALLY LIE TO THEM!   The Bible sure calls it.  “Lord, please take this anxiety from me.  I know who holds tomorrow.  Please allow my former family and former church to wake up very soon.  Amen.”

8:36 am

FDA Approves RF Pharma – With DSM5, O’Care, and this tech once you are diagnosed you WILL be treated with Pharma – whether you like it or not:

“For example, earlier this month the FDA expanded the Indications for Use statement for Proteus Digital Health’s Ingestible Sensor technology, enabling the device to be used as an aid in the measurement of medication adherence. Proteus’ underlying edible sensor technology was originally approved by the FDA in 2012, but the ability for the solution to accurately record when pills are swallowed has only now been sanctioned by the federal agency.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/fda-approves-rf-pharma-with-dsm5-ocare-and-this-tech-once-you-are-diagnosed-you-will-be-treated-with-pharma-whether-you-like-it-or-not/#v9g2IKR6W6kdbtw5.99

7:53 am

“Do you have any idea how manufactured our reality is?  Do you have any idea how UNBELIEVABLY MANUFACTURED our reality is?”



Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/chattanoga-victim-died-twice-2004-in-iraq-again-2015-in-tn-wake-up-smell-the-tyranny/#9YeCX6speHT9AQk4.99

7:38 am

‘Fresh’ and ‘frozen’ baby parts sold across U.S. – agents given ‘corpses of children’ to harvest organs, blood

Crutcher reported, “The tissue logs reveal that one baby is often chopped up and sold to many buyers. For example, babies taken from donors 113968 and 114189 were both killed late in their second trimester and cut into nine pieces. By applying [the] price list,” buyers would have been invoiced between $3,510 and $5,070 for these parts.

Read more at http://investmentwatchblog.com/fresh-and-frozen-baby-parts-sold-across-u-s-agents-given-corpses-of-children-to-harvest-organs-blood/#l8TrYtEA7pOpjJgD.99

7:15 am

“Strike against war, for without you no battles can be fought! Strike against manufacturing shrapnel and gas bombs and all other tools of murder! Strike against preparedness that means death and misery to millions of human beings! Be not dumb, obedient slaves in an army of destruction! Be heroes in an army of construction.” — Helen Keller, 1940

Read more: whatreallyhappened.com http://whatreallyhappened.com/#ixzz3go4KT6AW

7:02 am

6:53 am

Fulford: The Cabal is Being Systematically Dismantled…Watch as It Unfolds Says Pentagon Source!

This is what a top Pentagon person has to say about the ongoing take-down of the Khazarian mafia: “Just Watch is as it unfolds. You will be tempted to get a pitchfork ready here and there but, just leave it in the closet. All should be accomplished without a shot being fired if everything goes according to plan.”

The push against the Khazarian mafia is a US military industrial complex and Russian co-production that has forced house slave acting-President Obama to read an entirely new script. The Chinese are taking a passive but supportive role in this campaign, Chinese and Pentagon sources say.

There is now a big push to either deny Netanyahu a visa to visit the UN in September or else to arrest him for war crimes when he arrives, multiple sources say. The same is true for many members of the Saudi rogue regime.

When we see Bush/Clinton crime gang bosses like Hitlery Clinton and Jeb Bush publicly arrested and perp walked on charges of murder, etc. then we will know the purge has really begun to bite to the bone.

In any case, the Khazarian mafia is continuing to bluster and threaten. The most outrageous recent move has been the establishment of a so-called Jewish tribunal that is going to try Pope Francis.

Read more here:   http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2015/07/fulford-the-cabal-is-being-systematically-dismantled-watch-as-it-unfolds-says-pentagon-source-3189186.html

Explosive: The real Reason Holistic Doctors Are Being Killed and Vanishing!

8 dead, 5 missing

6:46 am

Cyberstalking continued:   Or I’ll highlight TWO paragraphs, and only one becomes italicized.  OR, the highlighted portion will JUMP OVER a part I had not highlighted, and then EVERYTHING gets italicized.  The same highlighted link will appear three different ways, different colors, different spellcheck notices.  Sometimes I type the same thing three times identically, and the spellcheck has a different comment each time.  WHERE ARE ALGORITHMS WHEN YOU NEED THEM?   They taught me in Data Processing 101:  Computers do not think. They just run programs.  The coders should be arrested if this is the best they can do.  When I push a button, I never know what’s going to happen.

6:39 am

The Myth of Mental Illness and Violence

The campaign’s own statistics suggest such assumptions might be prevalent: they say that more than one-third of the public believe that people with mental health problems are more likely to be violent.

Violent crime statistics tell a different story, though. One survey suggested that only 1% of victims of violent crime believed that the incident occurred because the offender had a mental illness.

See more:   http://sorendreier.com/the-myth-of-mental-illness-and-violence/

6:32 am

I found something fun for Josh and me to do, I hope he likes it.  The local arts center does an annual fund-raiser.  They distribute plywood shapes that people then decorate and return for an auction.  (I’ve spoken about the creepy scarecrow-peaceful-people who still populate my father’s driveway and thirty miles either way.)  This year the project uses a face shape.  This is great.  Josh made a very incredible bark mask using ‘Old Man’s Beard’ (fluffy parasite on dead trees) for eyebrows and beard and the thing is awesome.  He wanted to try to make a woman-mask, and this would be a good opportunity.  But, I think I’d also like to make a woman mask with Old Man’s Beard.  I would arch the eyebrows and trim Flamenco sideburns and bangs.  I’d use polymer beads for the eyes and a stunning color to contrast the darkened face.  I’d trim it with natural accesso